I thought the same thing to myself when I was in a trauma bond with my family. I became addicted to my trauma bond with them for 27 years. It was a nightmare.😞
Stage 1 - Love bomb Stage 2 - Trust & dependence Stage 3 - Criticizing you Stage 4 - Gas lighting Stage 5 - Giving up control Stage 6 - Lose yourself. Lose your confidence. Stage 7 - Addiction to Narcissist. Looking forward to the love bombing again. Narcissist are commonly created by emotionally abusive parents who do not allow their children to express their emotions and criticize or ridicule their kids for normal things like crying.
7 years I lived with a covert narcissist but God! God showed me who and what I was dealing with. Thought I was crazy! I’m free , healing, loving myself🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
My ex was emotionally abused as a child. He stated love bombing right away, gas lighting and trying to seperate me from my friends. To make it worse he flirted with other women in front of my face. I left very early in the relationship!!! After a month & half I said bye bye!! I know my value. I can do much better! I put myself first because I have selfworth! 😁
I'm glad you left early. It sounds like your ex and my ex are twins and it took me 2 years to realize and leave.. I couldn't stop holding onto how it was in the beginning.
That all happened to me, but the difference was I didn't know my self worth. I'm finally finding it maybe for the first time ever. But now it's been two years since any contact with the outside world. No social media, no friends, no relationship with my "adopted parents" and I feel lost. I'm still wondering if it's slightly my fault and feeling guilty about considering "abandoning" him.
A truly therapeutic sermon. I think its important to see the places where psychology and spiritual life meet. As someone who has been the victim, I pray for recovery for all who suffer.
This message from a church pastor has really made me feel validated and understood by someone other than a therapist or another victim. I am in a trauma bond. I have wanted and have attempted to leave this relationship many times, each time failing and coincidentally allowing the abuse to continue, because by staying I am telling him I will tolerate it. The gaslighting, manipulation, control, name calling, belittling, cheating, lying…and more. It is a real nightmare . Thanks for understanding.
This is true. They dont hear anything that is said to them. This is why it does no good to tell them what will not be tolerated, they have to be shown. I moved out after 14 years. I thought being apart would be hard. It has been my greatest blessing. Not divorced yet, but to go back would be a death sentence spiritually & physically. No more excuses for his cruel, insulting, unacceptable behavior.
In a matter of 5-6 months I experienced every single last one of these stages. It got to the point where I thought I was literally losing my mind. I started writing down the conversations we would have bc they always ended up in a argument because of my lack . It got so bad that I was going to start recording our conversations to make sure I wasn’t the one lacking honesty and integrity. God made a way out for me & I thank God because any longer and I would’ve completely lost it. Everyday I would wake up feeling drained and tired even after 8hrs + of rest, I had no peace and everytime I looked in the mirror it was like I was aging very quickly . Everything was just gloomy to me and I didn’t even fight to be heard anymore I just obeyed to avoid confrontation. A trauma bond to me is like spiritual warfare . It’s horrible ! Really get to know a person before dating them or rushing into anything. If they rush you into doing things and do not respect ALL of your boundaries (including saying no) then run like little Red Robin Hood ! 😅 and do not look back by all means , please! It’s not your job to change them, it’s not your job to fix them and if you have to stoop down to be a people pleaser then please get rid of them it only gets worse from there.
I was with her for 7 months and it was horrible after 3 moths. It all changed the moment she moved into her own place. Was as if the demon came out of her. I regret ever meeting tbh.
@@kiaparanihi9834 I used to go to a church like this, then I moved to America then it was hard to find a church that doesn’t see the world as black and white. I am very happy to see a pastor preach like this though. We need more real churches that preach words with real value and not some impossible ideologies of their view of perfection. Ugh I probably shouldn’t be commenting like this but tho cares it’s the internet. Spirituality is not equal to religion. Peace. Love. Unity. Respect. Just being random now
That was short and sweet. Very insightful, had a lot of flashbacks as he went through all stages. I'm now trying to be kind to myself, not blame myself, allow myself to move on, and acknowledge that it's hard to move on because it was physiologically addicting and not because I missed out on something that was supposed to be the best for me.
I didn't even know there was a name? Oh my god I feel so upset for everything I've gone through. I thought it was depression but it's been the trauma I've suffered
This comment really hits home. I have truly convinced myself that this abusive relationship is the best thing for me but im starting to see that I am maybe just addicted to the cycles.
I have a degree in counseling. What's important to understand is that weather you are the victim or the perpetrator, both of you are in that relationship because both of you have unresolved issues. If you are a healthy person, you won't even go into relationships like that. Trauma bonded partners would never be someone or something you will be attracted to if you are a healthy person.
Wow... it's awesome to hear a pastor understand this soo well... and gives it validation. I have been through this with an extreme narcissist in my past marriage and in 2019 with a covert narcissis who I never seen coming. Since leaving that relationship 3 years ago I've studied narcissistic @bu$e extensively... and this man gets it. God is soo amazing He moved mountains to get me out of that situation... and He can do it for anyone who seeks Him every day to give them strength to get out and to change their circumstances. 🙏
Wow!! Incredible and to the point. #6 brought tears to my eyes. No more vicious cycle for me. Ended the relationship last night!!! Thank you for this. I dont even know the date it released but it's amazing how God put this here for me to see today, spoken through the voice of a pastor. God bless.
Are you still not together? Just checking, I'm at a point where I first said it's over and now we are still looking if it could work. We separated physically though, which was a blessing I can see three months in.
Wow 😳 he just totally described my life and my relationship with my mother. I am 53 years old. I’ve done lots of research on narcissism and nobody has ever explained it (the trauma bond, the root of the problem) better than he did in this four minute video. Thank you.
The love bomb. Trust and dependency stage, critisism, gaslighting manipulation, giving over control, lose yourself. Get Addicted to the cycle- of cortisol and dopamine. Spot on!
Omg I had the most impactful realization watching this! I just ended my relationship three days ago and have been really reflecting on what happened to me over the last 5 years and THIS was it!!! I’m so shocked to finally understand how I was abused! 💔
So many people need to watch this video!! Do you know how many people would benefit from this to be able to walk away from something so demonic from a narcissist
I thought I was the only one , I thought I was crazy but im finding more and more of these messages and researching trauma bonding it's so real. Now I'm looking for a support group close to me .
I thank him Soo much for making this video and describing it tha way that he did. Because a lot of ppl look at survivors as dumb and weak and ask the question why didn’t you leave them alone? Or whatever. But it’s not that easy and he explained it Soo perfectly the narc abuse cycle that ppl suffer from. It’s literally a mentally. Emotional. And psychological abuse on the human body and brain to train you into submission!
This is the best explanation of being in a relationship with a toxic person or psychopath narcissists I have seen and I have 100s of hours researching this topic and he breaks it down barney style in 4 minutes and 40 seconds thank you for this
I've seen quite a few women in relationships like this and I always thought it was crazy that they would let themselves be treated so badly. Thought no way could it happen to me! It did! It is a very humbling experience. On my healing journey now, thank God!
Yep. Just described the last 25 years of my life. Even the part about going to a mental institution. When I exposed his drug use, somehow I was the one who ended up in the mental facility. His alcoholic father was terribly abusive and his mother ran away leaving him behind. As the youngest and most vulnerable, he suffered so much and really had to become a narcissist. Now that I see it, he has moved out. I am not feeding it anymore, and when recent tragic events presented him with a choice of smashing his ego and rebuilding, rather than rebuild into something stronger, he has multiplied all his narcissistic tendencies 100 fold
How is this a sermon man this is brilliant. I'd give anything to talk with this guy for 5 minutes, that is, if I still owned anything. My ex-opath took it all. But this sermon dude deadass described what over 1400 scientific articles, ~70 academic handbooks, & countless weeks, literally, units of 168 hours, have been unable to describe.
So, I when I was 4 years old I watched my dad attempt to murder my mom twice ...but I was daddy's girl. He had love bombed an otherwise almost invisible child. Then he abdicated, reappearing in his role as father only occasionally. In his absence, I was able to create the father I needed. So I continued to be daddy's girl despite the violence, abandonment, neglect and fear. I finally see the disconnect and realize that I may have had a trauma bond with my dad but have no idea how to process that likelihood
OMG! You have described my relationship perfectly. I was able to break free and I felt like I was dying. It took 3 years of pain. To this day I still cry when I think about our time together. I fight the urge to reach out to him. I've moved on but maybe not completely free.
This described my 8 yrs of nightmare cycles with a narcissist. it was very damaging. it cost my health, my job, and my home, and losing myself. i was lucky after 8 yrs i was able to finally break away. I will never give her another chance to reconnect with me. Now she is making her new boyfriend's life miserable. I thank him for giving me my freedom.🙏
This fits so well. I’ve recently came out of a bad relationship after she cheated on me, physically attacked, tried taking her own life and blamed me, had an abortion all within a year but every time I took her back with open arms. It’s been a really long and slow break up and lead to believe it was all my fault. Hearing this guy speak hits the nail on the head THANK YOU 🙏
I've been through it all. My narc deliberately played with me. He first won my trust - and then he began to beat on my sorest spots! And he is a psychologist! He perfectly understood what he was doing. But he got a perverted thrill of torturing me. When I left him, he said: "It was a pleasure to torture you." Only a few months later I was able to realize that this is possible: sophisticated and psychologically extremely cruel torturing another human, absolutely for nothing - just because this already severely traumatized person eventually believed you, fell in love with you and began to sincerely care about you!
The giving up of control stage is so profound. I had no more energy to fight or validate why I did everything as everything was wrong, could be done better, even opening envelopes down to what grocery stores I could shop at! It’s Crazy, how Ultimately you just give up fighting. In the end (at the discard phase) I could hardly even breath. If not for crazy threats and my intuition I left with the help of my family. I always think back to the Disney film, The Jungle Book, book scene where the snake (python) who has the little boy wrapped in his coils and is beguiling him into a trance, that’s what it’s like with a narcissistic relationship. Beguiling, you make excuses, overlook and justify Way Too Much-Beware that! If there are red flags, remember them don’t just glide by devalue there existence, if something feels wrong, something is wrong!
That is actually a great analogy. It underscores the spiritual or demonic element in this process. It’s more than manipulation and control, these people are actually demonized (controlled by invisible beings with very dark intent)and many don’t even know it.
I am 71 years old, and she is 70 years old. I feel she is definitely a covert narcissist. All of these stages you have mentioned are exactly true what I went through for three years. I broke up with her last May 2023 going through a smear campaign right now. All of her friends and family despise me. And I did nothing wrong. She was making false accusations. I am going through therapy for trama bonding. Trying to get my life back together. It’s an uphill battle when they tear you down.
Yes sir! Just what I needed...short sweet, simple, and a to the point breakdown as a reminder of why I got out and need to leave the shame behind of divorcing my covert nex. I will rewatch this one as many times as needed. I will say though on the flip side, some narcs are also created by being cuddled their whole life. The ones whose family turn a blind eye to their wrongdoings or believe the narc can do no wrong, thus contributing to the monster inside. It's raising children with a healthy balance to prevent this.
I finally left my abusive ex and of course he moved on pretty quickly and acted as if he discarded me. I never had time to heal after a five year relationship due to him always being around and we have a daughter. When I feel I’m having a better day.. I’m not thinking of him, I just had a nightmare, literally woke up in sweats and scared to get up from bed. I was back in a relationship with him and in the nightmare was reminded of the intense, sick cycle I was in. I’m glad I got out but I want this trauma bond to end.. the scariest part is not knowing how long this will be. Idk if I can make it through
My ex has BPD and I’m definitely trauma bond. She left me a couple months ago and I’ve never been more broken in my entire life. I miss her every day. I’ve cried everyday for 2 months straight over her. Every stage in this video hits home. Especially the manipulation stage. She hasn’t come back yet and even if she does, I can’t take her back. I’m moving to a new state anyway but as much as I love her and want her in my arms again, I feel like it would be nothing but pain if we got back together
Finally realising this started at eight years old. At fifty eight I may be seeing some light. He’s absolutely right about the narcissist. What’s more destructive is how they choose a sibling as their apprentice to reinforce their control. Then he uses his only child in the same way. It’s the gift that keeps on giving. I’m afraid our toxic society welcomes these people. Rather than being judged abhorrent and outcasts they’re applauded. As long as that culture persists this destructive corrosive trait will flourish.
Interesting he notes narcissists come from an upbringing of a lack of empathy/being told to stop crying etc growing up. I've also heard the opposite environment can lead to fostering a narcissists - an upbringing with a lack of boundaries, letting a child have whatever they want, few consequences to one's actions, etc. Also thank you for that description of love bombing. Having experienced that I often question, how did I fall so hard for it? And you're right, if you come from a loving family, that feels normal. And if you don't, then that is something you crave and graciously receive.
“A narcissist is created by parents who never let their child have real feelings” This makes a lot more sense why it’s become like a cultural “thing” in some places, why it gets passed on down to the next generation
This made me cry so hard man i left a love bonding relationship just to go to another 1 over and over and on top of that they say you lost yourself what happens if you never knew your true self and u lost the you that you never knew im stuck and i feel like i always will be even if i leave and go with someone else they are the same but 10 times worse i chace the love i thought i was getting but at the end of the day the love was 1 way and i convinced myself that they where hurt badly and thzts wh they are how they are and i told myself i could save them and it would be over and we would be happy as soon as i save them but im the 1 who needs to be saved and i know that but i still am trying to save them even when i know whats happeneding
Wow, that’s exactly what happened to me with my ex.. needless to say she left me high and dry and 6 months on I’m still struggling while she has a new man 😳. And my ex who did this is a Christian
What started out as a trauma bond on my end quickly escalated into me developing an unhealthy obsession with someone who was never into me to begin with... He made it known to me that he wasn't interested, but I wasn't able to handle his rejection in a way that was healthy, and now, I find that if I'm not careful, bitterness and resentment starts to creep in. It seems like whenever I'm not stuck in any delusions, the reality of what's happening is that I'm just wasting my mental and emotional energy on a guy who didn't care back then, but feels confused about me now. Or maybe I'm the one who's confused... either way, all this negativity and victimization I still get hung up on sometimes is really not a good look on me. If anything, it makes me feel like a hypocrite who's unable to look within and recognize my own flaws and shortcomings.
My ex girlfriend told me I was her soul mate & how much she loved me after 3 weeks spent two years with her & I completely lost myself I couldn't do anything right I was left with sever anxiety & depression worst thing is I still think about her & miss her then I have to remind myself of all shit she put me through
Hey! I know how it feels because I been going through the same phase in my life. He was a narcissist and abusive person with whom I fell in love. Took me three years of attempt to finally leave that relationship. Now I am in a stage of grieving , not the relationship but who I became and who I was. It's so intense I can't explain in words. But things changed when I surrendered everything to Jesus. I ran to my creator for healing and I prayed and tried to connect with God everytime through prayers and studying Bible. I don't know you but I know you will heal through Christ if you surrender your broken heart and wounded soul to him. And I will pray your healing. 1 PETER 5:10-11 says : And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
"You broke me, but you're the only one who can fix me" I grew up with my mother saying various things like "I regret marrying your father after I got into the limo" "I almost had an abortion, but your Grandma and Pop changed my mind" "If I had my life over again I would do things differently" "If it were only me and my (now ex) stepfather" Now that I'm older she has the gall to say "Promise me you'll look after me when I'm older" I also had to listen to all her sht about my (now ex) stepfather, that was not my fault or responsibility to burden.
Im at stage 7 for a long time, trying to breakup for four 3.5 years, and still cant understsnd person in front of me. Even against my worst enemy i would show some empathy over this time, i would go over things i dont like just to not get involved in fight or argue. Never ever judge or cros the boundaries in criticize her or her interest, and in the meantime i complitely trown away all the things that define me as person all my life just to end her complains about everything. She rly get triggered so much about every other person that come in my life, but dude when it is a woman, it is a chaos and nightmares. I become totaly lost in all of this, and end seems like even bigger trauma.
I am here. This is me right now. Living with a toxic, narcissist and I've lost myself. I have tried to get out and fasted so much to do so but I'm still here. I feel someone placed an enormous spell or performed incredibly powerful witchcraft over my soul and I would do anything to he delivered!!!? Please Jesus Christ send a prophet, deliverance pastor anyone to help me because I'm done Livin.
The easiest part about leaving this type of relationship is the fact that you're not really losing anything you were always alone anyway.
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So true. Were really just fighting ourselves
Exactly
It's true isn't it. I've made it this far, right?
So true. They teach you how to make them irrelevant in your life. Once they're gone, it only gets easier.
“You broke me , but you’re the only one who can fix me”…..
Dam, so simple yet so accurate
I had to replay that part
Real eye opener that one
Wow. So accurate!
I thought the same thing to myself when I was in a trauma bond with my family. I became addicted to my trauma bond with them for 27 years. It was a nightmare.😞
He literally told me that he expected me to fix him…glad I left.
Stage 1 - Love bomb
Stage 2 - Trust & dependence
Stage 3 - Criticizing you
Stage 4 - Gas lighting
Stage 5 - Giving up control
Stage 6 - Lose yourself. Lose your confidence.
Stage 7 - Addiction to Narcissist. Looking forward to the love bombing again.
Narcissist are commonly created by emotionally abusive parents who do not allow their children to express their emotions and criticize or ridicule
their kids for normal things like crying.
With me there was no trust...
He went straight for my throat.
Still going thru it
7 years I lived with a covert narcissist but God! God showed me who and what I was dealing with. Thought I was crazy! I’m free , healing, loving myself🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
@@brendafaithful8267 Hope you found a way out. ❣️
I’m going through this now it’s hard to except my transgender ex she did all this tell me nothings ever good enough for you I don’t love myself etc
My ex was emotionally abused as a child. He stated love bombing right away, gas lighting and trying to seperate me from my friends. To make it worse he flirted with other women in front of my face. I left very early in the relationship!!! After a month & half I said bye bye!! I know my value. I can do much better! I put myself first because I have selfworth! 😁
God bless you for choosing a happier life
Good for you! Too many women had confidence and then the narc chipped away little by little very insidious..
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I'm glad you left early. It sounds like your ex and my ex are twins and it took me 2 years to realize and leave.. I couldn't stop holding onto how it was in the beginning.
Unfortunately I didn't and it took me 22 years! don't waste your time like me😢
That all happened to me, but the difference was I didn't know my self worth. I'm finally finding it maybe for the first time ever. But now it's been two years since any contact with the outside world. No social media, no friends, no relationship with my "adopted parents" and I feel lost. I'm still wondering if it's slightly my fault and feeling guilty about considering "abandoning" him.
A truly therapeutic sermon. I think its important to see the places where psychology and spiritual life meet. As someone who has been the victim, I pray for recovery for all who suffer.
That is me.. Thank you for your prayers.
I went to university got a degree yet this is the best lecture I sat through. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
This message from a church pastor has really made me feel validated and understood by someone other than a therapist or another victim. I am in a trauma bond. I have wanted and have attempted to leave this relationship many times, each time failing and coincidentally allowing the abuse to continue, because by staying I am telling him I will tolerate it. The gaslighting, manipulation, control, name calling, belittling, cheating, lying…and more. It is a real nightmare . Thanks for understanding.
This is true. They dont hear anything that is said to them. This is why it does no good to tell them what will not be tolerated, they have to be shown. I moved out after 14 years. I thought being apart would be hard. It has been my greatest blessing. Not divorced yet, but to go back would be a death sentence spiritually & physically. No more excuses for his cruel, insulting, unacceptable behavior.
In a matter of 5-6 months I experienced every single last one of these stages. It got to the point where I thought I was literally losing my mind. I started writing down the conversations we would have bc they always ended up in a argument because of my lack . It got so bad that I was going to start recording our conversations to make sure I wasn’t the one lacking honesty and integrity. God made a way out for me & I thank God because any longer and I would’ve completely lost it. Everyday I would wake up feeling drained and tired even after 8hrs + of rest, I had no peace and everytime I looked in the mirror it was like I was aging very quickly . Everything was just gloomy to me and I didn’t even fight to be heard anymore I just obeyed to avoid confrontation.
A trauma bond to me is like spiritual warfare . It’s horrible ! Really get to know a person before dating them or rushing into anything. If they rush you into doing things and do not respect ALL of your boundaries (including saying no) then run like little Red Robin Hood ! 😅 and do not look back by all means , please! It’s not your job to change them, it’s not your job to fix them and if you have to stoop down to be a people pleaser then please get rid of them it only gets worse from there.
Yessss😔i rushed into things and exploited all my personal issues and it hurts so bad. I’m so tired of finding love in the wrong places‼️
I was with her for 7 months and it was horrible after 3 moths. It all changed the moment she moved into her own place. Was as if the demon came out of her. I regret ever meeting tbh.
I am so glad the church is teaching on this! Great job pastor
Yes indeed - a pastor who lives in the real world. Very unusual.
@@kiaparanihi9834 I used to go to a church like this, then I moved to America then it was hard to find a church that doesn’t see the world as black and white. I am very happy to see a pastor preach like this though. We need more real churches that preach words with real value and not some impossible ideologies of their view of perfection. Ugh I probably shouldn’t be commenting like this but tho cares it’s the internet. Spirituality is not equal to religion. Peace. Love. Unity. Respect. Just being random now
This mess is why I have a rule with people. I give em 3 chances and then that’s it and that rule really saved me this year.
You really just give them one second chance and that's it
This is a great breakdown of the most toxic kind of relationship.
I guess I experienced this first with my mother
That was short and sweet. Very insightful, had a lot of flashbacks as he went through all stages. I'm now trying to be kind to myself, not blame myself, allow myself to move on, and acknowledge that it's hard to move on because it was physiologically addicting and not because I missed out on something that was supposed to be the best for me.
Kind to my self @ keep going
I don't care why they behave the way that. It's hateful, mean, cruel, and evil. I'm struggling with trying to care about myself.
I didn't even know there was a name? Oh my god I feel so upset for everything I've gone through. I thought it was depression but it's been the trauma I've suffered
This comment really hits home. I have truly convinced myself that this abusive relationship is the best thing for me but im starting to see that I am maybe just addicted to the cycles.
Much respect to this preacher for shining light on this.
More pastors need to know about mental disorders! Toxic relationships like this cannot be fixed by just Bible verses.
I have a degree in counseling. What's important to understand is that weather you are the victim or the perpetrator, both of you are in that relationship because both of you have unresolved issues. If you are a healthy person, you won't even go into relationships like that. Trauma bonded partners would never be someone or something you will be attracted to if you are a healthy person.
I have trauma bonding with my Mother. I now know that what she has done is all about her, but the damage she caused there's really no words.😢
I need a breakthrough 😭 I feel absolutely stuck, 28 years and I know the facts, why won't my heart break free
I wish I had that same answer, I don't know how to make it stop. I can see myself doing it and yet I can't make myself let go...
I am reading Compelled to Control. This is awesome. Teaches me to use 12 step program for codependent people like me, who attracts narcissists.
Wow... it's awesome to hear a pastor understand this soo well... and gives it validation. I have been through this with an extreme narcissist in my past marriage and in 2019 with a covert narcissis who I never seen coming. Since leaving that relationship 3 years ago I've studied narcissistic @bu$e extensively... and this man gets it. God is soo amazing He moved mountains to get me out of that situation... and He can do it for anyone who seeks Him every day to give them strength to get out and to change their circumstances. 🙏
Wow!! Incredible and to the point. #6 brought tears to my eyes. No more vicious cycle for me. Ended the relationship last night!!! Thank you for this. I dont even know the date it released but it's amazing how God put this here for me to see today, spoken through the voice of a pastor. God bless.
Are you still not together? Just checking, I'm at a point where I first said it's over and now we are still looking if it could work. We separated physically though, which was a blessing I can see three months in.
I hope you are still away from the monster. Guilt and need for that dopamine made me go back to my monster so many times😂
Wow 😳 he just totally described my life and my relationship with my mother. I am 53 years old. I’ve done lots of research on narcissism and nobody has ever explained it (the trauma bond, the root of the problem) better than he did in this four minute video. Thank you.
How is your life ? How did you manage freedom from traumatic bonding
The love bomb. Trust and dependency stage, critisism, gaslighting manipulation, giving over control, lose yourself. Get Addicted to the cycle- of cortisol and dopamine. Spot on!
Omgosh. I can’t tell you how profoundly this hit me. Have to watch again. Holy smokes.
❤ I'm SO happy that this message is from a church
Amazing to see this taught in church! Please continue this!
Omg I had the most impactful realization watching this! I just ended my relationship three days ago and have been really reflecting on what happened to me over the last 5 years and THIS was it!!! I’m so shocked to finally understand how I was abused! 💔
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So many people need to watch this video!! Do you know how many people would benefit from this to be able to walk away from something so demonic from a narcissist
I thought I was the only one , I thought I was crazy but im finding more and more of these messages and researching trauma bonding it's so real. Now I'm looking for a support group close to me .
I’m not religious, but it’s nice to see sermons that are actually meaningful. This is an important message.
Best description ever. Finally have clarity on the dynamics of my family of origin.
This was powerful. Six years I was trauma bonded to my ex wife. Thank you for sharing this.
When these people know you have sussed them out they will hate you and avoid you at all cost ,or want to fight you , that's when you know your right
I thank him Soo much for making this video and describing it tha way that he did. Because a lot of ppl look at survivors as dumb and weak and ask the question why didn’t you leave them alone? Or whatever. But it’s not that easy and he explained it Soo perfectly the narc abuse cycle that ppl suffer from. It’s literally a mentally. Emotional. And psychological abuse on the human body and brain to train you into submission!
This is the best explanation of being in a relationship with a toxic person or psychopath narcissists I have seen and I have 100s of hours researching this topic and he breaks it down barney style in 4 minutes and 40 seconds thank you for this
this is seriously the best and concise speech i have seen on this tragic topic. this video deserves more views
I've seen quite a few women in relationships like this and I always thought it was crazy that they would let themselves be treated so badly. Thought no way could it happen to me! It did! It is a very humbling experience. On my healing journey now, thank God!
Yep. Just described the last 25 years of my life. Even the part about going to a mental institution. When I exposed his drug use, somehow I was the one who ended up in the mental facility.
His alcoholic father was terribly abusive and his mother ran away leaving him behind. As the youngest and most vulnerable, he suffered so much and really had to become a narcissist.
Now that I see it, he has moved out. I am not feeding it anymore, and when recent tragic events presented him with a choice of smashing his ego and rebuilding, rather than rebuild into something stronger, he has multiplied all his narcissistic tendencies 100 fold
How is this a sermon man this is brilliant. I'd give anything to talk with this guy for 5 minutes, that is, if I still owned anything. My ex-opath took it all. But this sermon dude deadass described what over 1400 scientific articles, ~70 academic handbooks, & countless weeks, literally, units of 168 hours, have been unable to describe.
That was eye opening. Weirdly enough i learned to use empathy mainly to negotiate. But it changed my heart so much and view of people too.
So, I when I was 4 years old I watched my dad attempt to murder my mom twice ...but I was daddy's girl. He had love bombed an otherwise almost invisible child. Then he abdicated, reappearing in his role as father only occasionally. In his absence, I was able to create the father I needed. So I continued to be daddy's girl despite the violence, abandonment, neglect and fear. I finally see the disconnect and realize that I may have had a trauma bond with my dad but have no idea how to process that likelihood
OMG! You have described my relationship perfectly. I was able to break free and I felt like I was dying. It took 3 years of pain. To this day I still cry when I think about our time together.
I fight the urge to reach out to him. I've moved on but maybe not completely free.
Excellent sermon. I experienced the most rapid-fire trauma bonding experience in my life last year and I am still recovering from that relationship.
This is 10000% true… this was my life just 2 weeks ago
Same
Congratulations!! U got out! Don't let them convince u otherwise
Good to see a church dealing with this subject! 🙏🙏🙏
This described my 8 yrs of nightmare cycles with a narcissist. it was very damaging. it cost my health, my job, and my home, and losing myself. i was lucky after 8 yrs i was able to finally break away. I will never give her another chance to reconnect with me. Now she is making her new boyfriend's life miserable.
I thank him for giving me my freedom.🙏
Wow this is the most accurate description of what an addiction may feel like
Love to see this in a church
Keep up the awareness !
This is great. I've never heard it all explained so efficiently and effectively. Super important to know this too! They are out there...
This is the real stuff churches should be preaching, not that prosperity crap!
Real leaders are in tune with their feelings, in the realest way
This fits so well. I’ve recently came out of a bad relationship after she cheated on me, physically attacked, tried taking her own life and blamed me, had an abortion all within a year but every time I took her back with open arms. It’s been a really long and slow break up and lead to believe it was all my fault. Hearing this guy speak hits the nail on the head THANK YOU 🙏
Preaching that the world needs.
Wow!!!!! Thank you so much for this simple breakdown....I'm now searching " how to break the life pattern trauma bond" ❤️🙏❤️
I've been through it all. My narc deliberately played with me. He first won my trust - and then he began to beat on my sorest spots! And he is a psychologist! He perfectly understood what he was doing. But he got a perverted thrill of torturing me. When I left him, he said: "It was a pleasure to torture you." Only a few months later I was able to realize that this is possible: sophisticated and psychologically extremely cruel torturing another human, absolutely for nothing - just because this already severely traumatized person eventually believed you, fell in love with you and began to sincerely care about you!
Thanks for sharing. May you find healing in your journey.
My GOD .. Thank You SOOOOO MUCH. Coming from you is a blessing. And the fact that you are 100% CORRECT
BRAVO for feeding your flock !
More people need to know this stuff
I had to laugh out loud! …..then comes the blame and criticism. So true!
Preach, I feel like all relationships go thru this even family n friendships.
This is so painfully accurate.
The giving up of control stage is so profound. I had no more energy to fight or validate why I did everything as everything was wrong, could be done better, even opening envelopes down to what grocery stores I could shop at! It’s Crazy, how Ultimately you just give up fighting. In the end (at the discard phase) I could hardly even breath. If not for crazy threats and my intuition I left with the help of my family. I always think back to the Disney film, The Jungle Book, book scene where the snake (python) who has the little boy wrapped in his coils and is beguiling him into a trance, that’s what it’s like with a narcissistic relationship. Beguiling, you make excuses, overlook and justify Way Too Much-Beware that! If there are red flags, remember them don’t just glide by devalue there existence, if something feels wrong, something is wrong!
That is actually a great analogy. It underscores the spiritual or demonic element in this process. It’s more than manipulation and control, these people are actually demonized (controlled by invisible beings with very dark intent)and many don’t even know it.
This is insane 😫 word for word, my life last year.
Thank you for this video. We watched it in my domestic violence class and many said it was powerful and that they could relate.
Yep, this is my life over the last three years. 12 step program ideals work really well combating this monster.
I am 71 years old, and she is 70 years old. I feel she is definitely a covert narcissist. All of these stages you have mentioned are exactly true what I went through for three years. I broke up with her last May 2023 going through a smear campaign right now. All of her friends and family despise me. And I did nothing wrong. She was making false accusations. I am going through therapy for trama bonding. Trying to get my life back together. It’s an uphill battle when they tear you down.
This was so validating
Yes sir! Just what I needed...short sweet, simple, and a to the point breakdown as a reminder of why I got out and need to leave the shame behind of divorcing my covert nex. I will rewatch this one as many times as needed.
I will say though on the flip side, some narcs are also created by being cuddled their whole life. The ones whose family turn a blind eye to their wrongdoings or believe the narc can do no wrong, thus contributing to the monster inside. It's raising children with a healthy balance to prevent this.
Incredibly insightful and spot on
Thank you so much.
I finally left my abusive ex and of course he moved on pretty quickly and acted as if he discarded me. I never had time to heal after a five year relationship due to him always being around and we have a daughter. When I feel I’m having a better day.. I’m not thinking of him, I just had a nightmare, literally woke up in sweats and scared to get up from bed. I was back in a relationship with him and in the nightmare was reminded of the intense, sick cycle I was in. I’m glad I got out but I want this trauma bond to end.. the scariest part is not knowing how long this will be. Idk if I can make it through
You can make it! We can make it!
God will help! Believe it. It’s a fight between light and dark , good and evil. In the end light and good win.
The discard has me devastated and it has been 4 months. I'm so lost. It's very dark and I'm addicted to a hug I receive once a week.
My ex has BPD and I’m definitely trauma bond. She left me a couple months ago and I’ve never been more broken in my entire life. I miss her every day. I’ve cried everyday for 2 months straight over her. Every stage in this video hits home. Especially the manipulation stage. She hasn’t come back yet and even if she does, I can’t take her back. I’m moving to a new state anyway but as much as I love her and want her in my arms again, I feel like it would be nothing but pain if we got back together
Finally realising this started at eight years old. At fifty eight I may be seeing some light. He’s absolutely right about the narcissist. What’s more destructive is how they choose a sibling as their apprentice to reinforce their control. Then he uses his only child in the same way. It’s the gift that keeps on giving. I’m afraid our toxic society welcomes these people. Rather than being judged abhorrent and outcasts they’re applauded. As long as that culture persists this destructive corrosive trait will flourish.
Interesting he notes narcissists come from an upbringing of a lack of empathy/being told to stop crying etc growing up. I've also heard the opposite environment can lead to fostering a narcissists - an upbringing with a lack of boundaries, letting a child have whatever they want, few consequences to one's actions, etc.
Also thank you for that description of love bombing. Having experienced that I often question, how did I fall so hard for it? And you're right, if you come from a loving family, that feels normal. And if you don't, then that is something you crave and graciously receive.
“A narcissist is created by parents who never let their child have real feelings”
This makes a lot more sense why it’s become like a cultural “thing” in some places, why it gets passed on down to the next generation
Them last two stages....those are so hard ...I'll never be the same...I'm literally addicted to someone who is addicted to hurting me....
"I'm literally addicted to someone who's addicted to hurting me" Explains it all...Wow, just wow!!!
This is powerful . I wish more people preached this.
Respect for this material. Thank you.
This was so powerful and concise!
Thank you for the concise explanation. Much appreciated!
This made me cry so hard man i left a love bonding relationship just to go to another 1 over and over and on top of that they say you lost yourself what happens if you never knew your true self and u lost the you that you never knew im stuck and i feel like i always will be even if i leave and go with someone else they are the same but 10 times worse i chace the love i thought i was getting but at the end of the day the love was 1 way and i convinced myself that they where hurt badly and thzts wh they are how they are and i told myself i could save them and it would be over and we would be happy as soon as i save them but im the 1 who needs to be saved and i know that but i still am trying to save them even when i know whats happeneding
On the money. Thank you for this.
OMG, I needed to see this video🙏🏽thank you!
Wow, that’s exactly what happened to me with my ex.. needless to say she left me high and dry and 6 months on I’m still struggling while she has a new man 😳. And my ex who did this is a Christian
A lot of narcissist are very religious and in religious organizations.
I feel you
I started sobbing and then he said @1:59
My sweetheart left me because he was Trauma bonded to his abusive ex wife.
All of these signs are true!!
I think some things are different ways, but you nailed it.
Great work👍
Yup going through this right now 😢💔
Been through it with last bf
Done so much work on myself that I can’t believe I did this again so mad myself 💔😢
Nobody said it better. Thank you.
What started out as a trauma bond on my end quickly escalated into me developing an unhealthy obsession with someone who was never into me to begin with... He made it known to me that he wasn't interested, but I wasn't able to handle his rejection in a way that was healthy, and now, I find that if I'm not careful, bitterness and resentment starts to creep in. It seems like whenever I'm not stuck in any delusions, the reality of what's happening is that I'm just wasting my mental and emotional energy on a guy who didn't care back then, but feels confused about me now. Or maybe I'm the one who's confused... either way, all this negativity and victimization I still get hung up on sometimes is really not a good look on me. If anything, it makes me feel like a hypocrite who's unable to look within and recognize my own flaws and shortcomings.
Excellent content! 👍 Thank you
Yasssss so on point, very needed
Great video. Easy to understand and short.
Thank you 🙏
SUPURB EXPLANATION. I am a therapist and I forward this to my clinets. they say it's like looking in the mirror.
Thank you for this message 👍
My ex girlfriend told me I was her soul mate & how much she loved me after 3 weeks spent two years with her & I completely lost myself I couldn't do anything right I was left with sever anxiety & depression worst thing is I still think about her & miss her then I have to remind myself of all shit she put me through
Hey! I know how it feels because I been going through the same phase in my life. He was a narcissist and abusive person with whom I fell in love. Took me three years of attempt to finally leave that relationship.
Now I am in a stage of grieving , not the relationship but who I became and who I was. It's so intense I can't explain in words.
But things changed when I surrendered everything to Jesus. I ran to my creator for healing and I prayed and tried to connect with God everytime through prayers and studying Bible.
I don't know you but I know you will heal through Christ if you surrender your broken heart and wounded soul to him. And I will pray your healing.
1 PETER 5:10-11 says :
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
"You broke me, but you're the only one who can fix me"
I grew up with my mother saying various things like "I regret marrying your father after I got into the limo" "I almost had an abortion, but your Grandma and Pop changed my mind" "If I had my life over again I would do things differently" "If it were only me and my (now ex) stepfather"
Now that I'm older she has the gall to say "Promise me you'll look after me when I'm older" I also had to listen to all her sht about my (now ex) stepfather, that was not my fault or responsibility to burden.
Just wow!
Im at stage 7 for a long time, trying to breakup for four 3.5 years, and still cant understsnd person in front of me. Even against my worst enemy i would show some empathy over this time, i would go over things i dont like just to not get involved in fight or argue. Never ever judge or cros the boundaries in criticize her or her interest, and in the meantime i complitely trown away all the things that define me as person all my life just to end her complains about everything. She rly get triggered so much about every other person that come in my life, but dude when it is a woman, it is a chaos and nightmares. I become totaly lost in all of this, and end seems like even bigger trauma.
Very eye-opening, but how do you heal?
I am here. This is me right now. Living with a toxic, narcissist and I've lost myself. I have tried to get out and fasted so much to do so but I'm still here. I feel someone placed an enormous spell or performed incredibly powerful witchcraft over my soul and I would do anything to he delivered!!!? Please Jesus Christ send a prophet, deliverance pastor anyone to help me because I'm done Livin.
I made it out early. Leave and get theraphy.
Same way I feel! Need a miracle
I don't want stay the same and come to the end of NOTHING!!! 30 YEARS OF B.S.!!!!!
You're not the only one! I feel ALL of those things!!
Don't stay in this ...do you have children?