These lyrics are hitting me hard. The feeling of self-loathing and self-hatred are expressed so strongly in this song. The words "I hate the texture of my skin, I hate the shaping of my limbs, I hate the fact I'm always home, I hate to say I’m on my own" express the feeling of not being comfortable in one's own skin and feeling isolated. It's a common struggle that many people face and it can be overwhelming. The chorus "Cause I'm worthless, So worthless, Yeah I'm worthless, So worthless, I'm worthless, Yeah yeah" is a powerful reminder of the feeling of not having any worth or value. It's a heavy burden to carry and it can be hard to shake off these negative thoughts. It's hard to listen to this song and not feel a sense of sadness and hopelessness, the lyrics are so raw and real. It's a reminder that we all have our struggles, and it's important to remember that we're not alone in feeling this way.
Thanks man that's so true I feel the same way I have severe sensory issues that it feels like my clothes are cutting me and the beginning of the song is what it feels like and most people I have told don't understand or don't care so sometimes I feel so worthless that I just try to hide in my room so this song hits so hard
Hey@@AKRosebud, I completely understand where you're coming from. It often feels like we all wear masks to hide our pain, showing smiles even when we feel like crying inside. As a hardcore gamer, I've hidden myself in the gaming world for most of my life, finding solace in it when the real world felt too overwhelming. It's difficult to talk about the pain we feel, especially when those around us haven't experienced it themselves. Unless someone has been through it, they can't truly understand. This is why emotional pain can be so much harder than physical pain-because it's invisible. Some people resort to self-harm as a way to make their internal pain visible, hoping others can then understand and offer sympathy. But the mental and emotional wounds often cut deeper than any physical ones. I get it. I've battled deep depression for over 15 years. In the past five years, I also had to take care of my old and sick dad. It felt like rock bottom, but I fought through it, no matter how painful it was. When my dad passed away last year, I used all that pain and loss to turn my life around. Now, I can finally see a little light at the end of the tunnel. So, no matter how dark things may seem, never give up. Always work on making things better for yourself, even if it feels futile at times. There's always hope, and with each step, no matter how small, you're moving toward a brighter future. Stay strong, and know that you're not alone in this. Best, KibaSnowpaw
Lyrics: I hate the texture of my skin I hate the shaping of my limbs I hate the fact I'm always home I hate to say I’m on my own I know i ain't alone How can I carry on? Cause I'm worthless So worthless Yeah I’m worthless So worthless Yeah I'm worthless So worthless I'm worthless Yeah, yeah I hate the way I can't be loved I hate the way that I screw up I hate the fact they always leave I hate to say that I'm lonely I know i ain't alone How can I carry on? Cause I'm worthless So worthless Yeah I'm worthless So worthless Yeah I’m worthless So worthless I’m worthless Yeah, yeah Slowly, drifting can't breathe Bright lights are taking me I’m worthless So worthless Yeah I'm worthless So worthless Yeah I'm worthless So worthless I'm worthless Yeah, yeah
honestly, i see myself in this, how i managed to screw up in every class, how i had no one to talk to even just for a small conversation, how i managed to get every one to hate me even thought it wasn't my fault, how much i get humiliated in front of the whole class, how no one understood me, how i zone out because i want this feeling to stop, when oddly enough i didnt want this feeling to go either. have u ever had/have depression for so long that u got attached to it and didnt/dont want it to go away, and at the same time wanting/wanted it to stop?
Same mate...And don't worry you're not alone. We all are for you here and I know you all are here for me... Btw have you ever wished something strange like you don't wanna continue and wanna give your life to someone that really wants to live?
I was once like that too yk depression is actually a waste of time in conclusion (from my experience) fight your bullies with your strength, and don't care if none talks u will find ppl like yourself. make ppl acknowledge you by force
Charlotte was such a rollercoaster of emotions, even though he was an asshole at the start, Yū really proved himself as a good person. Poor guy went through a lot, this song suits him so well.
Finally....charlotte my fav anime(coz few things in it just relate so much with me inside) and this nightcore just relates so much with me. Now this has become my new fav😃Yay!!!!!!😌😌
"I know I ain't alone" hits so hard. My bestfriend as been there for me in all of my worst moments and protected me but I rarely see her anymore. I can only hope we hang out more like we used too.
@•.*・。゚ Hey well I hope one day you guys can figure out a time to talk. 💛💛 Even if you can't though you still have each others memories of being together so she's not completely gone if you think about it. Still hope you guys can see each other again
My BFF moved away, she comes every summer...but that's the only time I see her now...She doesn't even come to my birthday because of school...She wasn't just a friend she was someone who was always there for me, she stood up for me, and relates to me. The worst part is she's on the verge of suicide like my brother ;(
"I hate the way I can't be loved, I hate the way that I screw up, I hate the fact they always leave, I hate to say that I'm lonely" this is totally me... My parents say they love me but I don't feel loved by them....I know the world doesn't revolve around me but I feel like they're always to busy with paperwork. My dad's always writing papers for his bible study because we're missionaries and my mom's a teacher. All I do is lock myself in my room, listen to depressing music and lean my head against a wall wishing for a friend to play with...The only time they actually have time to do something is when we have a movie night, or when my dad takes us out to dinner. Even when my dad takes us out my parents talk about business stuff or take a peek at their phone... My dad: Yeah, my parents weren't always around they were usually really busy with their jobs, I usually had to play with my older sister she was kinda mean though... my dad: *makes the same mistake and leaves me with my narcissistic mom* Me: hey dad...can I...ask a...question.... my dad: Sorry hunny not right now I'm busy :) me: Hi mom! my mom: I"M BUSY WHAT DO YOU WANT?! *sigh* -_- me: I just...wanted to ask you if you could help me with my homework... :/ me: Hey mom...I'm hungry could you plzzz make some dinner? :P mom: I'm busy right now, can you wait or warm up something? -_- You know being an MK is pretty fun when you're younger...when you don't know how cruel the world is...when you actually have friends have a bunch of friends....then you get older and the parents decide to move your friends out of the country and it turns out they never come back...EVER -_- I feel like everything's always my fault, especially because my family always blames me for it, it's like I'm a complete doormat to my family. Every time I make a mistake I beat myself up for it....and most of my "friends" outside of school are toxic -_-
@Ethan Kespert I feel like Meliodas from seven deadly sins. He's the most relatable character out there. I've never cried so much in a show before in my life. He's someone I can connect to very deeply. No one ever asks me if I'm ok, or how my life is really going, I'm always the free therapist. Even if they did, they tell me to get over it, and accept the fact that it happened. It's not that simple to "accept it" I understand that I have to at some point but people accept things at a certain level. Not everyone accepts things just like that. Just saying that won't help anything. They just jump to conclusions and judge my life like they already know what I'm going through without asking and say nasty words that make me feel worse and think I'm a toxic bitch. I just laugh it off when they say mean things and pretend it didn't hurt when it kinda did and bite my tongue. Just because I lost my temper doesn't mean I'm toxic it means I went through something hard and haven't accepted the fact that it happened yet. GEEZ! 😑All they have to do is ask and listen to my point of view. Just like when his friends jumped to conclusions at least they apologized my friends don't give a fuck though, they mean whatever they say. Everytime Elizebeth died in front of him it reminds me of my bff leaving to her own city and then coming back again. Everywhere I go I see shadows that look like her, and the things we used to do together trigger her to appear, even my music triggers her to appear. When she literally comes back it doesn't feel real sometimes I think it's just a shadow again but it's really her. No one understands what it's like to lose someone like that though. They just treat it as a joke. I wish we could see each other everyday like the old days...but no....do I really have to accept the fact that she's never gonna be here ever again? I've decided I'm just going to keep my feelings and thoughts to myself because the only answer that's gonna come out of them is, "GET OVER IT!", "You're fine just stop thinking about it so much XD"
@@heriocilllusion3295 We moved closer to my classmate, Tori, so we can go to each others house whenever. My parents are still same though...All my friends in my group are really nice. The only person in my group who's not nice is Maya. If she left my group I'd be the happiest person alive. I blocked her last year. Then school starts and I find her in my class...She's always bullying my friends, and she bullies me to, when I distance myself from her she starts hurting my friends...then I try standing up for them and butting in and she be like, "SHUT UP IT"S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" She's always blaming me for everything that happens maybe it was her fault. Maybe it was an accident, why does she have to be so overly sensitive all the time? She saw my semicolon tattoo and yelled in front of the entire class, "DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?! YOU SURVIVED FROM SOMETHING?!" Of course I know what it means...if I didn't know what it was I wouldn't have it would I? And it's none of her business what happened. She bullied my friend the other day and she looked like she was about to cry at least she felt comforted after we had our pep talk about it. I mind my own business and sit in a chair and she starts complaining about it being "her chair" IT"S JUST A FUCKING CHAIR NO ONE CARES BITCH! It's not like she's gonna die just because I sat in her chair I'm not gonna get arrested just for taking a seat. -_- Maya's always butting into my private convos with my friends she says it's none of my business when she bullies my friends it's none of her business when I'm trying to have a private convo, especially if it's really personal... Sometimes my friends ask me if I'm doing ok, but I don't tell them what's going on because of Maya I don't want her to know because I don't trust her at all. I tell my councilor about her a lot and she doesn't seem to have a problem with it at all...she's always bringing up addiction and starts joking about it then she says she wants to do it in a jokingly way. IT"S NOT FUNNY! For someone who's been through addiction, I know what it's like and it's not a fun place to be in. It makes me think of my brother who vapes and has asthma. I don't like driving with him because it makes me sad he's always vaping in the car and loses his breath while he's driving..it also makes me think of sharp things. Sometimes I think of scratching myself a little, but I made myself a promise not to. This is to hard 💔
What if you are really worthless 😢me it true my parents won't just admit it😢 Cause I'm worthless I could be worthless 😢person in 2:01 world can't run my brother great runner he better at everthing im slows person I know everything homework talking to people everybody owise laugh because dumb things just like grandma I fell terrible people just anorer me when I talk I hate I it's true😢what point of my life people basically say am worthless without say those words😢
i listen to Fabian Secon when im in a mood of sorts i keep finding that Eiden XII made nightcore versions of his music... Nightcore + Fabian Secon = pure masterpiece... Instant mood 100% thank you, Eiden XII seriously you music makes my days a little better
I'm worthless... so worthless... I'm worthless... so worthless... too much true... Hi Eiden.. I missed you .. so much... I'm happy to see you again... thank you for the video... beautiful... thank you... have a nice day...
@@redflame2355 You're so sweet... Thank you so much and sorry for not replying immediatly, I'm having some personal problems and i never check my email ;-;
I am feeling the same way. You just need to become more strong. Let us fight it together. And you are the most amazing , awesome .brilliant , handsome / beautiful person in the world.
Thank you, and thanks to Fabian Second for the music. Thank you for creating this and deepening my pain, but at the same time freeing me of it's burden by showing my dumb teenager self from the past that I am not the only one suffering in this world, thanks to you I passed a hardship in my life and who knows, maybe even helped me hold onto my existance. After a year, knowing with which mind I clicked on this video, it puts a smile on my face seeing how it changed me. Keep up the good work and don't forget to take care about yourself as well.
Being depressed is one of the hardest times when you don’t know what your depressed about and you have your whole family judging and asking you why you are
So I applaud everyone who has made it through their depression or is still making it through because I know its hard I’m still trying to make it through and I try to help others too so if you need to talk I’m here
When you reach at a Low point where nothing in the world interests you and even when you come out of depression you feel the same, you are at that point invincible, because there's nothing valuable to you that will hold you down
@@hellfiresmore2706 it cannot be explained in words, it just opens ur inner eye, from that point this world is empty of value, it's just striving for wealth, adventures, family etc. In the end nothing stays permanent. So u do things u have to do to live, even if it's gone u don't care much about its loss.
Theres a reason that people say the scariest opponent is 1 with nothing to lose. What do you do against somebosy who wants to die? The worst you could do is give them exactly what they want.
I love Fabian Secon ' s compositions ... They are truly magical ... He understands humans who are heart broken ... Thank you Fabian Secon for understandimg us more than others... U r my fav singer ❤❤❤
Just coming back to this Masterpiece, seeing that kindness, i thought i was out of depression, but i cant let it go.... I've started crying hearing that song 10 months later, because i stopped hearing your music.. But im back and i got nobody to talk to 😄 Why are the comments so fckin kind but i dont find anyone in reality.
I sent it to my bf and he came to my home and hugged me in front of my parents... Like dude my parents doesn't know about him lmao but I felt happy.. Btw ur vids are great... 🌷🗿 love from India
![Jake Hill - Hiding in the dark [Lyrics x AMV]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/f64-l_Sty0I/mqdefault.jpg)
❤ You can listen to this song now on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/track/6LRfnkj7fex0X7KRxgTAtj
i didnt
Really! Cool and same to u😁
Excited 😁
I missed u honey .....
Thank youuuu ❤❤❤
*Being Depressed is like being colourblind but a person telling you how colourful the world is*
Damn bro
Seen this comment on so many other videos even tho yours is spelled wrong
So fuçkįng right.....
yaa....exactly
Yessss~^^
The return ! I missed your videos :) happy to see you back! your video is incredible, beautiful and moving! I loved ❤
Happy to see you here 😍
Hay guys what are you doing
@@lisawalker1195 nothing tbh , hbu?
@@lisawalker1195 watching this video.
@@nauseousboy.3315 same lol
These lyrics are hitting me hard. The feeling of self-loathing and self-hatred are expressed so strongly in this song. The words "I hate the texture of my skin, I hate the shaping of my limbs, I hate the fact I'm always home, I hate to say I’m on my own" express the feeling of not being comfortable in one's own skin and feeling isolated. It's a common struggle that many people face and it can be overwhelming.
The chorus "Cause I'm worthless, So worthless, Yeah I'm worthless, So worthless, I'm worthless, Yeah yeah" is a powerful reminder of the feeling of not having any worth or value. It's a heavy burden to carry and it can be hard to shake off these negative thoughts.
It's hard to listen to this song and not feel a sense of sadness and hopelessness, the lyrics are so raw and real. It's a reminder that we all have our struggles, and it's important to remember that we're not alone in feeling this way.
Thanks man that's so true I feel the same way I have severe sensory issues that it feels like my clothes are cutting me and the beginning of the song is what it feels like and most people I have told don't understand or don't care so sometimes I feel so worthless that I just try to hide in my room so this song hits so hard
Hey@@AKRosebud,
I completely understand where you're coming from. It often feels like we all wear masks to hide our pain, showing smiles even when we feel like crying inside. As a hardcore gamer, I've hidden myself in the gaming world for most of my life, finding solace in it when the real world felt too overwhelming. It's difficult to talk about the pain we feel, especially when those around us haven't experienced it themselves. Unless someone has been through it, they can't truly understand. This is why emotional pain can be so much harder than physical pain-because it's invisible.
Some people resort to self-harm as a way to make their internal pain visible, hoping others can then understand and offer sympathy. But the mental and emotional wounds often cut deeper than any physical ones.
I get it. I've battled deep depression for over 15 years. In the past five years, I also had to take care of my old and sick dad. It felt like rock bottom, but I fought through it, no matter how painful it was. When my dad passed away last year, I used all that pain and loss to turn my life around. Now, I can finally see a little light at the end of the tunnel.
So, no matter how dark things may seem, never give up. Always work on making things better for yourself, even if it feels futile at times. There's always hope, and with each step, no matter how small, you're moving toward a brighter future.
Stay strong, and know that you're not alone in this.
Best,
KibaSnowpaw
@@KibaSnowpaw thanks man that's means a lot
@@AKRosebud NP *hugs*
@@KibaSnowpaw thanks
This literally explains the feelings you get when you have depression.... thank you for this :')
The feeling of being depressed.
As someone with depression this song easily explains my feelings... of worthless...
this explains what every 12 year old thinks depression is
Yea so true
I don't have depression I refuse to believe that but I relate to every lyric of this song lol
This singer is so underrated, I really hope that his work grows and that he becomes better known
Awesome edit loved it 💕
I hate being home and yet I hate leaving it at the same time.
Agreed!
so truee omg
Same😣
Same...
same!!
Lyrics:
I hate the texture of my skin
I hate the shaping of my limbs
I hate the fact I'm always home
I hate to say I’m on my own
I know i ain't alone
How can I carry on?
Cause
I'm worthless
So worthless
Yeah I’m worthless
So worthless
Yeah I'm worthless
So worthless
I'm worthless
Yeah, yeah
I hate the way I can't be loved
I hate the way that I screw up
I hate the fact they always leave
I hate to say that I'm lonely
I know i ain't alone
How can I carry on?
Cause
I'm worthless
So worthless
Yeah I'm worthless
So worthless
Yeah I’m worthless
So worthless
I’m worthless
Yeah, yeah
Slowly, drifting can't breathe
Bright lights are taking me
I’m worthless
So worthless
Yeah I'm worthless
So worthless
Yeah I'm worthless
So worthless
I'm worthless
Yeah, yeah
thx for heart
These Lyrics are so relatable, it's sad haha
Thx :)
@@azumii_11 np ^^
Thanks for lyrics, even there on screen I still appreciate it
I relate to this more than I wish to admit
Same here I can relate to this in school and home
Same
Yeah too much relatable :')
Same
@@draidenwolf yeah same 💙
Love it 💕
Thank you
You deserve it!
Can I get a collab between you two?
:)💜💜❤️❤️
@@sy-dv3un 🤔
@@sy-dv3un same question TvT
If only we all learned to love ourselves when we were younger
😭😭😭
so do u love yourself now?
Yes and I have been depressed for 3 years
@@KittyNo-hx9ip6 for me
I cant love myself....
You put my life in a song and said it better than I ever could have. Thank you
man i really wished these where all on spotify maybe one day.
It is now bro
This song is so relatable that it just hits different than the other.
Awesome edit.
dude this song expresses everything im feeling
same😌😌
SAMEEEE
Facts
facts
I never even knew this song existed, you find us the best music to hear and watch!😊
So true.
I hope the original song gets some recognition now, Thanks Eiden for making this edit!!
If you see this...
Comrade you are not worthless....
You can be the next big thing...
Remember don't give up dreaming...
Salute Commander🫡
Yeah right bullshit
Feeling like that doesn't mean you are like that 🗿
Ur nightcores hit so hard! 💕✨
🙏 stay safe
@@EidenXII thank u so much
Congratulations to all the people that are early✨
😅
@@EidenXII ^^
honestly, i see myself in this, how i managed to screw up in every class, how i had no one to talk to even just for a small conversation, how i managed to get every one to hate me even thought it wasn't my fault, how much i get humiliated in front of the whole class, how no one understood me, how i zone out because i want this feeling to stop, when oddly enough i didnt want this feeling to go either.
have u ever had/have depression for so long that u got attached to it and didnt/dont want it to go away, and at the same time wanting/wanted it to stop?
Yup thats my life right now
Yeah,I been Depressed since 2019,I wanna get better but I got used to being miserable I don't do anything about it
Same mate...And don't worry you're not alone. We all are for you here and I know you all are here for me...
Btw have you ever wished something strange like you don't wanna continue and wanna give your life to someone that really wants to live?
Im not alone. Wow.
I was once like that too yk depression is actually a waste of time in conclusion (from my experience) fight your bullies with your strength, and don't care if none talks u will find ppl like yourself. make ppl acknowledge you by force
I'm so glad to see that your uploads are back.
It's been so long since I've hear your nightcores. Always amazing!
Charlotte was such a rollercoaster of emotions, even though he was an asshole at the start, Yū really proved himself as a good person. Poor guy went through a lot, this song suits him so well.
No, the anime makers simply fed u fake emotions, and u obviously swallowed them, wake up to reality.
Finally....charlotte my fav anime(coz few things in it just relate so much with me inside) and this nightcore just relates so much with me. Now this has become my new fav😃Yay!!!!!!😌😌
♥️ tbh I decide to use it because It brings back a lot of memories, It was one of the first anime I've watched 🔥
What's the name of the anime?
Hiding in the dark by jake hill is good to and same anime in nightcore
Has to be one of the songs that matches my mental health
"I know I ain't alone" hits so hard. My bestfriend as been there for me in all of my worst moments and protected me but I rarely see her anymore. I can only hope we hang out more like we used too.
Yeah... I hope the same
Same pinch , girl I relate
lucky
@•.*・。゚ Hey well I hope one day you guys can figure out a time to talk. 💛💛
Even if you can't though you still have each others memories of being together so she's not completely gone if you think about it. Still hope you guys can see each other again
My BFF moved away, she comes every summer...but that's the only time I see her now...She doesn't even come to my birthday because of school...She wasn't just a friend she was someone who was always there for me, she stood up for me, and relates to me. The worst part is she's on the verge of suicide like my brother ;(
This is like the theme song of my life.
Same
Same 😅
Same
OMG Same
"I hate the way I can't be loved, I hate the way that I screw up, I hate the fact they always leave, I hate to say that I'm lonely" this is totally me...
My parents say they love me but I don't feel loved by them....I know the world doesn't revolve around me but I feel like they're always to busy with paperwork. My dad's always writing papers for his bible study because we're missionaries and my mom's a teacher. All I do is lock myself in my room, listen to depressing music and lean my head against a wall wishing for a friend to play with...The only time they actually have time to do something is when we have a movie night, or when my dad takes us out to dinner. Even when my dad takes us out my parents talk about business stuff or take a peek at their phone...
My dad: Yeah, my parents weren't always around they were usually really busy with their jobs, I usually had to play with my older sister she was kinda mean though...
my dad: *makes the same mistake and leaves me with my narcissistic mom*
Me: hey dad...can I...ask a...question....
my dad: Sorry hunny not right now I'm busy :)
me: Hi mom!
my mom: I"M BUSY WHAT DO YOU WANT?! *sigh* -_-
me: I just...wanted to ask you if you could help me with my homework... :/
me: Hey mom...I'm hungry could you plzzz make some dinner? :P
mom: I'm busy right now, can you wait or warm up something? -_-
You know being an MK is pretty fun when you're younger...when you don't know how cruel the world is...when you actually have friends have a bunch of friends....then you get older and the parents decide to move your friends out of the country and it turns out they never come back...EVER -_-
I feel like everything's always my fault, especially because my family always blames me for it, it's like I'm a complete doormat to my family. Every time I make a mistake I beat myself up for it....and most of my "friends" outside of school are toxic -_-
🙏🏿😭
I am sorry for you
@Ethan Kespert I feel like Meliodas from seven deadly sins. He's the most relatable character out there. I've never cried so much in a show before in my life. He's someone I can connect to very deeply. No one ever asks me if I'm ok, or how my life is really going, I'm always the free therapist. Even if they did, they tell me to get over it, and accept the fact that it happened. It's not that simple to "accept it" I understand that I have to at some point but people accept things at a certain level. Not everyone accepts things just like that. Just saying that won't help anything. They just jump to conclusions and judge my life like they already know what I'm going through without asking and say nasty words that make me feel worse and think I'm a toxic bitch. I just laugh it off when they say mean things and pretend it didn't hurt when it kinda did and bite my tongue. Just because I lost my temper doesn't mean I'm toxic it means I went through something hard and haven't accepted the fact that it happened yet. GEEZ! 😑All they have to do is ask and listen to my point of view. Just like when his friends jumped to conclusions at least they apologized my friends don't give a fuck though, they mean whatever they say. Everytime Elizebeth died in front of him it reminds me of my bff leaving to her own city and then coming back again. Everywhere I go I see shadows that look like her, and the things we used to do together trigger her to appear, even my music triggers her to appear. When she literally comes back it doesn't feel real sometimes I think it's just a shadow again but it's really her. No one understands what it's like to lose someone like that though. They just treat it as a joke. I wish we could see each other everyday like the old days...but no....do I really have to accept the fact that she's never gonna be here ever again? I've decided I'm just going to keep my feelings and thoughts to myself because the only answer that's gonna come out of them is, "GET OVER IT!", "You're fine just stop thinking about it so much XD"
I feel you,I feel like no one likes me and I feel like a Fuck up,I hope your doing better now
@@heriocilllusion3295 We moved closer to my classmate, Tori, so we can go to each others house whenever. My parents are still same though...All my friends in my group are really nice. The only person in my group who's not nice is Maya. If she left my group I'd be the happiest person alive. I blocked her last year. Then school starts and I find her in my class...She's always bullying my friends, and she bullies me to, when I distance myself from her she starts hurting my friends...then I try standing up for them and butting in and she be like, "SHUT UP IT"S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" She's always blaming me for everything that happens maybe it was her fault. Maybe it was an accident, why does she have to be so overly sensitive all the time?
She saw my semicolon tattoo and yelled in front of the entire class, "DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?! YOU SURVIVED FROM SOMETHING?!"
Of course I know what it means...if I didn't know what it was I wouldn't have it would I? And it's none of her business what happened. She bullied my friend the other day and she looked like she was about to cry at least she felt comforted after we had our pep talk about it. I mind my own business and sit in a chair and she starts complaining about it being "her chair" IT"S JUST A FUCKING CHAIR NO ONE CARES BITCH! It's not like she's gonna die just because I sat in her chair I'm not gonna get arrested just for taking a seat. -_- Maya's always butting into my private convos with my friends she says it's none of my business when she bullies my friends it's none of her business when I'm trying to have a private convo, especially if it's really personal... Sometimes my friends ask me if I'm doing ok, but I don't tell them what's going on because of Maya I don't want her to know because I don't trust her at all. I tell my councilor about her a lot and she doesn't seem to have a problem with it at all...she's always bringing up addiction and starts joking about it then she says she wants to do it in a jokingly way. IT"S NOT FUNNY! For someone who's been through addiction, I know what it's like and it's not a fun place to be in. It makes me think of my brother who vapes and has asthma. I don't like driving with him because it makes me sad he's always vaping in the car and loses his breath while he's driving..it also makes me think of sharp things. Sometimes I think of scratching myself a little, but I made myself a promise not to. This is to hard 💔
“If you want to know who you are, you have to look at your real self and acknowledge what you see.”
- Itachi
❤❤
All I see is a vile, broken MONSTER
What if you are really worthless 😢me it true my parents won't just admit it😢
Cause I'm worthless I could be worthless 😢person in 2:01 world can't run my brother great runner he better at everthing im slows person I know everything homework talking to people everybody owise laugh because dumb things just like grandma I fell terrible people just anorer me when I talk I hate I it's true😢what point of my life people basically say am worthless without say those words😢
Sad how it's so easy to relate to sad songs
this comment deserves more likes
oi! ICYHOT!!! tch, didn't know you liked this kind of music
@@katsukibakugou2210 you too here bakugo? I guess both todoroki and bakugo feel the same.... Okay don't you worry you guys have midoriya😂
@@mimighosh1992 Lol yeah just have deku break them again
same :(
i listen to Fabian Secon when im in a mood of sorts
i keep finding that Eiden XII made nightcore versions of his music...
Nightcore + Fabian Secon = pure masterpiece... Instant mood 100%
thank you, Eiden XII seriously you music makes my days a little better
I KNOW BEFORE WATCHING THIS FULLY THAT IT IS TOO GOOD!!!💯💯🔥🔥
Thank you ^^
Nichtcore is so underrated, their songs are amazing and relatable.
I was just only scrolling on tiktok since i was bored but when I saw Eiden i clicked immediately.!!🥰🥰♥️♥️
😘 hope you like the video Jan
I definitely did!! I even love it it’s so good!!😍😍😊😊
@@G-BaulaCaitleenGBaula thank you!
I know it’s late but thanks so much for this we appreciate you
Never underestimate yourself...You are not worthless you are worth it ❤️🔥
Ty but it's true I'm worthless:)
Tired or trying
You're just lying! And motivating to live but the truth is some people born to be broken & worthless :)
@@ashutoshkumarsingh1052 yeah bro... I lost my hope to live... Im just living for the sake of life
@@bladex001 I'm just living cause other wants it..when their time come mine also.. grandparents :)❤️
Nightcore songs is basically the only playlist i ever listen to
This anime is from "Charlotte" , right?
yeah it's charlotte
Yep
And some scenes from other anime also 🙂,like tamako love story ; I watch that movie yesterday😎
Hotarubi no mori too
Yes
I'm worthless...
so worthless...
I'm worthless...
so worthless...
too much true...
Hi Eiden..
I missed you ..
so much...
I'm happy to see you again...
thank you for the video...
beautiful...
thank you...
have a nice day...
ur not worthless
@@redflame2355 i'm pretty sure i am tho, but thank you
@@marwalakdal2893 Np. And Im pretty sure you are not too
@@redflame2355 You're so sweet... Thank you so much and sorry for not replying immediatly, I'm having some personal problems and i never check my email ;-;
@@marwalakdal2893 no problem. Good luck with your problems.
These are my thoughts every day 😅
This song is strangely comforting even though lyrics are saddening 🙂
Glad you're back 🥺
I hate to admit that this Song slowly Turns to how i feel, even tho i know there is someone and my parents dont help at all they Just make it worse.
I am feeling the same way. You just need to become more strong. Let us fight it together. And you are the most amazing , awesome .brilliant , handsome / beautiful person in the world.
same all day worthless
Always a treat to have Eiden upload
Always know there’s someone that loves you😊
Man this song hits so hard.❤️❤️❤️
I really wanna cry right now.
Sometimes i wonder if i am really worthless.
you're not worthless, you see sometimes our feelings can lie to us
Sure feels like i am at times
Yes u certainly are.
man no ur not
man no ur not!!!
THE BEST IN THE WORLD
Thank you, and thanks to Fabian Second for the music. Thank you for creating this and deepening my pain, but at the same time freeing me of it's burden by showing my dumb teenager self from the past that I am not the only one suffering in this world, thanks to you I passed a hardship in my life and who knows, maybe even helped me hold onto my existance. After a year, knowing with which mind I clicked on this video, it puts a smile on my face seeing how it changed me. Keep up the good work and don't forget to take care about yourself as well.
I’m so happy I found your music... I’m crying .. I feel all of this all of your music... Thsnkvyou
Such a beautiful and sad edit🖤❤️and the song hits so hard
I almost thought the first thing I saw was a real person's face
This is so good. Thank you bro!👍
My pleasure ^^
this song rattles my bones, thank you so much for uploading the nightcore version.
Beautiful edit and beautiful song like everytime
❤️❤️I follow you for 2 years and it s still fire ❤️❤️
😭💙
hi artemis!!
😌♥️
What's wrong
😭😭😭😭
😭💙
Your music is something I can always listen to no matter what so for that I thank you for being here
I just cried in half 😢 of this video. Soo heart touching. 💝 LoVe this video.
Thank you❤️.........for being awesome youtuber 💙✨
One of my favorite songs:)
same ^^
wow i just love how u interact with ur viewers what a great person u are
Dude this track is amazing, well done man
Dude thought u are gone. Thanks for coming back :D
no need to thank me mate ^^ still a lot of music to share with you :D
Thanks I will be looking forward to it. Btw what about a playlist on Spotify ^_^
The only difference between me and depressed anime protagonist is its always happy ending for anime protagonist
"cause I'm worthless so worthless" that hits way to deep.....what a way to get into my soul wow I never thought a song could do that
Downloaded brother :)❤️
Another awesome edit! Thank you❤️
Im not worthless ... just wordless bc this video r so fkn beautiful 💗tyyy
It look like you took so much work into this edit and it looks so good.
Finally!! The return. Your video made my day your songs can only understand me. It's so amazing (as always)❤️❤️
The song is sad but you gave a nice touch of pop to it . I love your songs soooooo much ❤️❤️
Love it and I’ve rewatched Charlotte over 4 tines
♥️🙏
The man, the myth, the legend. Finally it's worth to wait your new upload!!!!! 😍😭
This video is underrated
OMG..These Edits are Visceral, Eiden... add the song and Here I am with Chills down my spine. This is just Above & Beyond.
hey i have been watching you for a long time
i love your song i really goes deep for me
Thanks for reminding me👍🏻
Being depressed is one of the hardest times when you don’t know what your depressed about and you have your whole family judging and asking you why you are
So I applaud everyone who has made it through their depression or is still making it through because I know its hard I’m still trying to make it through and I try to help others too so if you need to talk I’m here
This song hits on a whole new level
When you reach at a Low point where nothing in the world interests you and even when you come out of depression you feel the same, you are at that point invincible, because there's nothing valuable to you that will hold you down
Still sounds like a pretty empty existence.
@@hellfiresmore2706 it cannot be explained in words, it just opens ur inner eye, from that point this world is empty of value, it's just striving for wealth, adventures, family etc. In the end nothing stays permanent.
So u do things u have to do to live, even if it's gone u don't care much about its loss.
Theres a reason that people say the scariest opponent is 1 with nothing to lose. What do you do against somebosy who wants to die? The worst you could do is give them exactly what they want.
I was searching for a song like this.. thank u for this song...
It's so incredible✨💙
^^
Even in Russia there are fans of your channel )
Yeay eiden xii...
I miss you tho...
And now you return..
Always support you from now eiden
🥺❤️
The fact that nobody really is worthless. It's their mind that's making them feel worthless..
Btw, Amazing nightcore Eiden!
Except for me
I love Fabian Secon ' s compositions ...
They are truly magical ...
He understands humans who are heart broken ...
Thank you Fabian Secon for understandimg us more than others...
U r my fav singer ❤❤❤
Thx for this Masterpiece! 🥳🥰 BUT, im worthless.
Your not worthless your ilijas
I agree with Taitum,
just work more to be the best version of yourself 😘
Aaaishhhh u ain't worthless
Same
Just coming back to this Masterpiece, seeing that kindness, i thought i was out of depression, but i cant let it go.... I've started crying hearing that song 10 months later, because i stopped hearing your music.. But im back and i got nobody to talk to 😄 Why are the comments so fckin kind but i dont find anyone in reality.
Best video as always
I sent it to my bf and he came to my home and hugged me in front of my parents... Like dude my parents doesn't know about him lmao but I felt happy..
Btw ur vids are great... 🌷🗿 love from India
Ohh the video is one of my favorite anime, love this song❤❤
♥️♥️
So amazing
Shian ♥️
Awesome song good to see you back 😀
glad your back ... Im early thoo
Thank you Irene ^^
Welcome💖💖💖
i realy love this song and i see my self in it ty so much nightcore
Wow, the song is so cool and a little bit sad but your video gives it a nice touch, I loved it ☺️💜
I want to thank you for posting such music videos to see at our life through music...
The legend is back!
I miss you!😭❤
Im so late-
I love it as always❤
*eiden your nightcores are worth to wait!*
This song change me!!!:)..
I start a new life!!!....
Thanks
Long time no see anyway I love it 💖💖💖
Yeah it's been a while....
"Depression is the same as being colorblind while being constantly told about how colorful the world is by others."
To the people who think that they're worthless.
"One man's trash, is another man's treasure."
Sounds good. 😊❤️🖤
Damn then i guess i am that bad huh nobody treasures me
I love all your videos