I’m one of those people that spend all there energy trying to keep others happy, so i seem pretty positive around others, but Im really depressed, anxious, and lonely, so life in isolation for the past year has been really rough on me. In other words, I’ve had too much time to myself, to the point of almost madness.
@@kashmirichy2097 Actually this character is from Genshin Impact which is the open world game. And his background is really interesting so if u have time , i suggest you should try this game to find out more
Rosendale’s songs are all extremely relatable and _comforting,_ somehow at the same time. I love this version of the song, it reminds me that all I am is an act. I could feel nothing, so I act like I feel something as an attempt to feel. I don’t laugh because I’m happy, I laugh to be happy. 0:18 *”I’ll never reveal that I barely can breathe, I’m drowning at sea, this ocean inside my mind”*
Childe!!!!😍😭💙🖤 A song that I think some people relate. On one hand, everybody is seeing you with your mask. No one can see your true self easily. Only the people who care and know you. On the other hand, hurting by yourself might prove to hurt you more than anything else. But everyone's wearing a mask. It can help you in difficult situations, but it can isolate you too sometimes.
This song really fits Childe. He goes through so much to keep his secret from Teucer, even embarrassing himself in the meantime. I think he struggles a lot during his travels, and this song seems to represent his internal strife so well.
@@shadowhawk4164 it's large and my phone can barely handle it. It may lag a bunch if you try, but it is on mobile I should mention that place that lags my phone the worst is in fact the place you encounter him-
It's genshin impact, that's a game, dunno if there's a anime adaption but wouldn't be surprised if it got one sometime, and the character in the Pic is childe/tartaglia/Ajax (yes, that's all titles of him but Ajax is his actual name)
I'm also a two-faced because I'm afraid that if people know that I'm sad or in pain, they'll think I'm weak. So I just hide it and I make myself happy, enthusiastic, cheerful and so on like that. I'm responsible for to make people happy and cheerful around me. I can't help it that I don't want them to know what I am feeling, but I want them to speak to me what they are feeling (if they want) and them to overcome anything that bothers them. I always make sure that they don't think I'm helping, just I'm doing that out of curiosity or due to boredom. Make sure you also make someone happy in your life. That's the most happiest thing you always remember.
I'm in love with this song the emotion in this is so strong just like the lyrics and it's truly amazing the background matches as well you did amazing keep it up love
a lot of people keep sending this to me, saying, " was listening to this song and it reminded me of you. I think you're going through a tough time, but I'm here for you." it's sweet and all but some of us are actually genuinely happy and it kind of ticks me off that everyone thinks I'm damaged when my smiles are real.
I never thought I could relate more to a song than I do with this one. I've always been the type of person that will change who they are just so people will like them more. I'd done this so much that I began to lose myself and my real identity. I realized that if I showed people who I really am, I wouldn't have as many friends as I do now. I'd be pretty much alone if people knew the real me. So over time, I just changed myself according to who I was around. I would pretend to like something even if I didn't. It sucks that this is how I had to live my life for over half of it. Once I realized how much my actions were truly affecting my mental state, it was already too late for me to try to fix it. Now I have no clue who I really am or what I do/don't like.. Please don't repeat my own mistakes, friendship *isn't* worth the damaged mental health you'll get in the end.. Just be who you are no matter what others think..
When I was reading this message I had tears welling up in my eyes. I feel like I don't truly know who I am anymore, all I know is that everyone around me has reflected on me. Then I started to say it was fine because people say that everyone is just a reflection of their surroundings but I know that I do not act how I truly feel. I want to say that I am happy to know that I am not alone and that others, however sad it is, know how I feel. If you have found a way to find yourself or have found a way to get back to yourself temporarily please message me back.
At this point I have already lost myself just to make a bunch of "friends " and now I don't even know how to come out of the hole that I'm in right now I have gotten so used to hiding everything and just smiling and saying everythings fine that I don't even know when I'm actually really smiling for once I've gotten comments from everyone that you have such sweet smiling face and now I don't know where can I drop off my mask of smile and let out the other face I'm hell afraid of being judged that I don't even know if I can really even for once drop off my mask
Not gonna lie I've actually never heard this song and...it surprised....this song made me cry lol! so relate to this song! also love how you did everything! good work. :) owo
CHilde is traumatized to frightening limits, he was younger than teucer I believe, and here he is trying to protect his brother and his childhood. He is a good older brother. And our sneznayan boy needs more love
Honestly.. I love childe, he seems like the villain.. But in reality, he isn't.. Be is just misunderstood and tries his best to protect his family, that's when he became a likeable character for me 💖. And I, for one can definitely relate to this song and somewhat to childe, love this song 🙌🏻💖
This describes me on the point, this song is so me everyday, I smile so that people won't see that I'm suffering instead of being happy all of the time, but when I'm alone, I cry every time, but when I go back in the room with people, I smile and act as though nothing happened 🙃😭
Yes. Though, sometimes it's hard to hold up the joyful pretense... and you just wish you were dust. That you could be blown away by the wind. If people really saw what was going on in others' hearts and minds, they would wrap them in a hug, and NEVER let go...
The photo alone summoned the Genshin committee from the depths. Not only accurate for the character but also a great art work that goes well with the music Top tier my guy.
Waking up, the numbness was there. You smiled, eyes hiding the sadness, the broken you was "gone" going down the stairs after your routine you smiled, ate breakfast and left. Putting your mask on seeing your neighbors smiling and waving at you, you smiled and waved back. You arrived at school, seeing your best friend kissing your crush in the open, they knew you like them, you could feel your heart break again, but you smiled and walked away smiling, the urge to break someone's neck was there. Sorry for the late comment, but *chefs kiss*
If you're reading this I love you. You are worth it. You are loved if not by friends or family then by me just remember I love you. You deserve the best life has to give. Keep fighting you got this . I'm so proud of you for still fighting even when it's not getting better. God bless you and stay safe love you❤️
Damn, this kinda explains a part of my life. I go to school sad, I force a smile and say everything's fine. I act happy and others are supportive and love me especially teachers so i always force a smile for them. And I know that its not going to change for a very long time.
I tell myself to put a happy face for my siblings and my dad. I tell myself to push it all down. I tell myself to be happy! I'm two faced. I love this because I thought I was the only two faced.😭
So turn the tables my friend, you've been doing nothing to stop the pain but falling to your knees and crying while saying how much of a "horrible life you have had" If you want a better one, then do something about it, take what you want because this world is yours So stop crying like a pathetic little baby 😂
I do this every single day in my life...even when I'm sad I need to smile because I'm scared people would call me being dramatic when I tell them that I don't even know why I'm sad at times....sometimes it makes me feel like people only love my second (fake) personality...not who I truly am...thank you for this relatable song
I used to listen this on loop for soo long as a coping mechanism. Eventually I started playing Genshin and then found this once again in my recommended except I finally recognized that Childe was on the thumbnail. Feels like coming home
the anime reminds me of one of my best friends.. I hope if she see's she is amazing and she needs to smile her true smile and remember we love you lexi bee!
At this point i have so many happy masks on top of eachother that even the people that think they saw the real me have only seen yet another mask. Never let anyone see.
Watching this made me want a harbinger that uses a sword to give them the harbinger of dawn. That random point aside this is so fitting for Tartaglia i love it
When I was faking my smile and showing that everything is okay this wasn't right everyone take my advice when you are down, sad, depressed, don't stay scilent don't hide it inside of you cry, scream, tell anyone about your feelings. Don't pretend that you're okay 🦋👋🏻
Me: *Depression at 4am. Decides to listen to music. Music Hits hard and relates to mt depression. A side of me no one knows about.* *Also not me just lying down with teary eyes as the song hits hard.* 🥺🥺
Thank you so much for sharing my new song, RubyChan! 🌹
Does anyone else relate to the lyrics? 🥺
I just love the song. And this is the true lyrics I have ever seen
I’m one of those people that spend all there energy trying to keep others happy, so i seem pretty positive around others, but Im really depressed, anxious, and lonely, so life in isolation for the past year has been really rough on me. In other words, I’ve had too much time to myself, to the point of almost madness.
YEES Im 2 face at school when I lie and say I like homework or test I dont
🖤🖤🖤
Unfortunately a lot of us do :c
This Song Suits Childe.He Is A Harbinger And A Good Brother That Protects His Family
♥
I didn't notice it was Childe until I saw this comment-
I agree
I saw that it was him but in German his name is Graf 😭😂😅
Don't forget he sells toys....
Hide all my tears so you won't see 💜
💜
Oh god this song is sad
Oh no
Don't hide your tears its good too cry😊
I don’t wanna see tears on your face… Why you are crying?
Ah yes. the title is two faced with a childe fanart. just fitting
;D
What is the anime name???
@@kashmirichy2097 Actually this character is from Genshin Impact which is the open world game. And his background is really interesting so if u have time , i suggest you should try this game to find out more
good choice for the song, just gonna say “brother”
brother
brother
@@whyyukii Brother
@@-._youknow_.- brother
brother
Rosendale’s songs are all extremely relatable and _comforting,_ somehow at the same time. I love this version of the song, it reminds me that all I am is an act. I could feel nothing, so I act like I feel something as an attempt to feel.
I don’t laugh because I’m happy, I laugh to be happy.
0:18
*”I’ll never reveal that I barely can breathe, I’m drowning at sea, this ocean inside my mind”*
So true 💜
I read this comment as soon as that part passed and the line everybody loves my because I’m two faced hit me because of how true it it about me
Bro feeling same as u..
I won't lie. It's been about 4 years sense I was attracted to someone off of their singing voice. So.... oof.
Well fk me, we should become actors 😅
Childe!!!!😍😭💙🖤
A song that I think some people relate. On one hand, everybody is seeing you with your mask. No one can see your true self easily. Only the people who care and know you. On the other hand, hurting by yourself might prove to hurt you more than anything else. But everyone's wearing a mask. It can help you in difficult situations, but it can isolate you too sometimes.
Yep 💜
I got a smile on my face but it is not real
who is childe
@@livelaughlovelev He's a character from a game called Genshin Impact.
@@ntinagon.5742 I THOUGHT SO LMFAO
This song really fits Childe. He goes through so much to keep his secret from Teucer, even embarrassing himself in the meantime. I think he struggles a lot during his travels, and this song seems to represent his internal strife so well.
Who is Childe and if he’s from a show where can I watch it
@@shadowhawk4164 Childe is a character from the game Genshin Impact
If you want to watch gameplay-
@@umbreonforever6721 is it a game you can play on an iPad?, also thank you for telling me
@@shadowhawk4164 it's large and my phone can barely handle it. It may lag a bunch if you try, but it is on mobile
I should mention that place that lags my phone the worst is in fact the place you encounter him-
@@umbreonforever6721 thank you, oh and i forgot to ask, is it free cause I don’t have money
How painful is it to say 'I am OK' to the person who is the reason of your pain! 🙂
Yeah D:
That always happens to me and I get angry at myself for being soo weak
Idk how much time I did it to my EX bestfriend who replaced me...after 4 years of beautiful frienship...
My parents: are you ok?
(Worried if I'm gay)
Me:yeah I'm good smiled
L-love you
I don't like my parents
@@buscuitsandtea That's so sad I feel bad for you...
The thing which makes us sad in our heart is faking a smile by our loved ones and our family
Yep :c
Yup
Them not realising that we are faking
Yup
One of the many reasons why I love nightcore: You find always something new and end up like them
Exactly, it's sad in a way but yet it's not because they get you through the day and night
This resembles Tartaglia so much he’s just trying to protect his family and make sure his brother doesn’t find out for his own sake 🥺
I see childe, I see a sad but epic quote, I click
What is the anime name?
@@sad.-945 what is the anime name?
It's genshin impact, that's a game, dunno if there's a anime adaption but wouldn't be surprised if it got one sometime, and the character in the Pic is childe/tartaglia/Ajax (yes, that's all titles of him but Ajax is his actual name)
This song is perfect for those who always live in dark but be someone's light to guide them
Talking about the video:
Other people: the music is relatable
Genshin impact players: omg it's Childe
Me: thinking about Gemini zodiac
Yes I thought that to
pff-
YAS:)
Same!!
Same😁
The fact that he closes his eyes when he smiles in the game...
I'm glad I'm not the only one who noticed that.
whos the charachter?
@@kenji5994 A character from the game Genshin Impact named Childe
They say that eyes are the windows to the soul. So he closes his eyes so that they can’t see the pain in them.
@@artscraftsgaming7169 and the fact that his eyes has no shine in them only means that he's drowning inside --- waiting for someone to save him
I'm also a two-faced because I'm afraid that if people know that I'm sad or in pain, they'll think I'm weak. So I just hide it and I make myself happy, enthusiastic, cheerful and so on like that. I'm responsible for to make people happy and cheerful around me. I can't help it that I don't want them to know what I am feeling, but I want them to speak to me what they are feeling (if they want) and them to overcome anything that bothers them. I always make sure that they don't think I'm helping, just I'm doing that out of curiosity or due to boredom.
Make sure you also make someone happy in your life. That's the most happiest thing you always remember.
i can relate
I can relate too
I can relate...
Your nigthtcores are perfect ✨
Thanks💜
I'm in love with this song the emotion in this is so strong just like the lyrics and it's truly amazing the background matches as well you did amazing keep it up love
♥
Childe is my favorite character from the game, both gameplay wise and story wise. This song fits him very well! 🙌
Yeah he is Childe from genshin
a lot of people keep sending this to me, saying, " was listening to this song and it reminded me of you. I think you're going through a tough time, but I'm here for you." it's sweet and all but some of us are actually genuinely happy and it kind of ticks me off that everyone thinks I'm damaged when my smiles are real.
Everybody loves me ‘cause I’m two faced
,
but I hurt so deep inside
Laugh when I wanna cry
Arigatou gozaimashita for sharing!!🌸
I do that all the time
@@wolverine455 Go ahead ... because the loving is worth the lie...💕
2 words
Perfect Fit.
This isn't what I expected after reading the title, I now live this song
I never thought I could relate more to a song than I do with this one. I've always been the type of person that will change who they are just so people will like them more. I'd done this so much that I began to lose myself and my real identity. I realized that if I showed people who I really am, I wouldn't have as many friends as I do now. I'd be pretty much alone if people knew the real me. So over time, I just changed myself according to who I was around. I would pretend to like something even if I didn't. It sucks that this is how I had to live my life for over half of it. Once I realized how much my actions were truly affecting my mental state, it was already too late for me to try to fix it. Now I have no clue who I really am or what I do/don't like.. Please don't repeat my own mistakes, friendship *isn't* worth the damaged mental health you'll get in the end.. Just be who you are no matter what others think..
When I was reading this message I had tears welling up in my eyes. I feel like I don't truly know who I am anymore, all I know is that everyone around me has reflected on me. Then I started to say it was fine because people say that everyone is just a reflection of their surroundings but I know that I do not act how I truly feel. I want to say that I am happy to know that I am not alone and that others, however sad it is, know how I feel. If you have found a way to find yourself or have found a way to get back to yourself temporarily please message me back.
I wish sombody told me this sooner..
At this point I have already lost myself just to make a bunch of "friends " and now I don't even know how to come out of the hole that I'm in right now
I have gotten so used to hiding everything and just smiling and saying everythings fine that I don't even know when I'm actually really smiling for once I've gotten comments from everyone that you have such sweet smiling face and now I don't know where can I drop off my mask of smile and let out the other face
I'm hell afraid of being judged that I don't even know if I can really even for once drop off my mask
ugh...this is sooo relatable!!! I feel the same way😫 I am sooo sorry, nobody should have to go through this, it really sucks.😞
This song is so relatable that it's sad..
;-;
Not gonna lie I've actually never heard this song and...it surprised....this song made me cry lol! so relate to this song! also love how you did everything! good work. :) owo
Oof now im crying. This song fits Childe, He protects his family just right his lil bro loves him so much
CHilde is traumatized to frightening limits, he was younger than teucer I believe, and here he is trying to protect his brother and his childhood.
He is a good older brother. And our sneznayan boy needs more love
Simple minded, I see Childe
I click
btw perfect song choice Ruby
Honestly.. I love childe, he seems like the villain.. But in reality, he isn't.. Be is just misunderstood and tries his best to protect his family, that's when he became a likeable character for me 💖. And I, for one can definitely relate to this song and somewhat to childe, love this song 🙌🏻💖
Childe was my first 5star and im not complaining i love someone who can do close range and long range
This describes me on the point, this song is so me everyday, I smile so that people won't see that I'm suffering instead of being happy all of the time, but when I'm alone, I cry every time, but when I go back in the room with people, I smile and act as though nothing happened 🙃😭
Yes. Though, sometimes it's hard to hold up the joyful pretense... and you just wish you were dust. That you could be blown away by the wind. If people really saw what was going on in others' hearts and minds, they would wrap them in a hug, and NEVER let go...
@@KatieGlory exactly 😔
"I hurt so deep inside laugh when I want to cry"
😢 so true- I'm a great actor
Same so am I
i was sooo eager to listen to this❤️the vibe is incomparable 👍🏻😍😍😍😍
💜
This song perfectly explains how I feel 🥺
D: 💜
Song really suits childe but like no I can’t look at him crying 🥺
That painful moment when you listen a song thats basically your life story. Shit hits deep man
Side note: God damn what a fantastic voice.
Yh i also get that a lot man
Side side note:
Yh man that voice :0
"The loving is worth the lie"... This hits different 😭😭😭😭
i just love this i can listen to it 1million times omg so good
It's kinda weird how this song describes me in every way possible
Same
Sammmmme
:c
same
Same🥺
Finally found this song and this version after about 1 year! Missed it so much. Can still relate like I did 1 year ago...
This song is so perfect for Childe 🤧❤️
I realized i still do this even tho it's not to the extent that I used to I hide the pain and and I agree lieing is worth what ever love I can get
The photo alone summoned the Genshin committee from the depths.
Not only accurate for the character but also a great art work that goes well with the music
Top tier my guy.
This song came out 2 weeks ago but I probably listened to it 50 times already!! I love your work RubyChan!! ❤️❤️
Waking up, the numbness was there. You smiled, eyes hiding the sadness, the broken you was "gone" going down the stairs after your routine you smiled, ate breakfast and left. Putting your mask on seeing your neighbors smiling and waving at you, you smiled and waved back. You arrived at school, seeing your best friend kissing your crush in the open, they knew you like them, you could feel your heart break again, but you smiled and walked away smiling, the urge to break someone's neck was there.
Sorry for the late comment, but *chefs kiss*
His voice is so beautiful, this is a relatable song too. His voice is an angel and the lyrics make it so relatable.
I finally found a song that mirrors myself and relates to every words sung 😌💖
This song is my every day. But I know I'll be okay. All those in pain...
...
Life is tough, but so are you
This song suits Childe so much ✨
I really like the vibe I am getting in this video. The person's voice in the song with the anime avatar having lively rain is just great.
I enjoyed this! Great nightcore my friend!
this is really good! i love it!
This song suits Childe (Tartaglia) really well, good choice of image. He is the only reason i clicked on this video 🥲
If you're reading this I love you. You are worth it. You are loved if not by friends or family then by me just remember I love you. You deserve the best life has to give. Keep fighting you got this . I'm so proud of you for still fighting even when it's not getting better. God bless you and stay safe love you❤️
I love you too
@@harshitpatil7884 ❤️
This song describes my life especially at the beginning. So thanks for making this song 😄.
YESS ANOTHER VIDEO
Yay 💜
Damn, this kinda explains a part of my life. I go to school sad, I force a smile and say everything's fine. I act happy and others are supportive and love me especially teachers so i always force a smile for them.
And I know that its not going to change for a very long time.
Beautiful :)❤️
❤️
3rd song i've watched of you, and i'm soooo liking what i'm seeing. honestly i need some good nightcore songs right now in my life. thank you.
I tell myself to put a happy face for my siblings and my dad. I tell myself to push it all down. I tell myself to be happy! I'm two faced. I love this because I thought I was the only two faced.😭
Honestly playing this song while play the crew 2 is a nice vibe the “sad” songs always keep me at ease
Nobody knows how much it hurts
Don't worry I know..
So turn the tables my friend, you've been doing nothing to stop the pain but falling to your knees and crying while saying how much of a "horrible life you have had"
If you want a better one, then do something about it, take what you want because this world is yours
So stop crying like a pathetic little baby 😂
ngl this is better than i remember ive heard it before but its more comforting than I remember...
every day I wake up sad 😭 that's me every day 🖤💔
;-; 💜
this is pretty good ngl
This song is the definition of me every day
I know a face worthy of simping when I see one, this man has my heart
This is so good and is rateable
This fits Childe so much-
Haha I just see Tartaglia Childe in this video but this song suits the photo, you inspire me to wanna make some too ^^
^•^
Me doing that to my friends. Also Amazing work Robin 💜
Robin:*calling me out*
Me: oh no
😂😂💜
I do this every single day in my life...even when I'm sad I need to smile because I'm scared people would call me being dramatic when I tell them that I don't even know why I'm sad at times....sometimes it makes me feel like people only love my second (fake) personality...not who I truly am...thank you for this relatable song
This song relates to me perfectly
Anyone else relate to this song?
CHILDE!!! This was too perfect
I used to listen this on loop for soo long as a coping mechanism. Eventually I started playing Genshin and then found this once again in my recommended except I finally recognized that Childe was on the thumbnail. Feels like coming home
the anime reminds me of one of my best friends.. I hope if she see's she is amazing and she needs to smile her true smile and remember we love you lexi bee!
I see Childe and I click. The song is amazing as always.
“Tears shed for another person are not a sign of weakness. They are a sign of a pure heart.” - me
hate how personally accurate this is. it should not be so hard to ask for help, but here I am. dam.
Love this song ❤️...the NC is awesome 💜💜
💜
Been awhile since I listened to this kinda music glad I’m back
At this point i have so many happy masks on top of eachother that even the people that think they saw the real me have only seen yet another mask. Never let anyone see.
I hope you find people you can talk to honestly when you're feeling down 💙
Never knew a song would describe me this good
WOW.... I'm just speachless, this fits me so much ❤ I've always loved music from Nightcore.
Your nightcores are awesome 😗😗😗
Thanks ^^
Watching this made me want a harbinger that uses a sword to give them the harbinger of dawn.
That random point aside this is so fitting for Tartaglia i love it
Childe😟 This song suits so well, I wish he had more recognition of the pain he is going through.
I'm a simple person I see Childe I click
😂😂
Thanks... So glad that I found this song
Every day this happens to me I smile even I'm sad
I hope you can start smiling from happiness more 💜
I hope you get super happy as soon as possible
When u can't explain but just try to pretend 🙂
A single smile can have lot of pain or happiness 🥀
No I'm not crying, you are.
ugh this guy has such a beautiful voice 😍😍😍😍
Lmao, I listened to this song all the time then forgot it. It appeared again and I got all the serotonin despite it being a sad song 😂
Just saw this and after I heard this song I instantly downloaded almost everything in your channel🤭
When I was faking my smile and showing that everything is okay this wasn't right everyone take my advice when you are down, sad, depressed, don't stay scilent don't hide it inside of you cry, scream, tell anyone about your feelings. Don't pretend that you're okay 🦋👋🏻
Me: *Depression at 4am. Decides to listen to music. Music Hits hard and relates to mt depression. A side of me no one knows about.*
*Also not me just lying down with teary eyes as the song hits hard.* 🥺🥺
I'm toothpaste
Mmmmmmm yes 🤔
Mmmmmmm yes 🤔🧐
Okaay- i can't stop hear "im toothpaste" 😭 now
IM LAUGHING SO HARD RN
😅