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  • Опубліковано 22 тра 2018
  • Nightcore: What do I live for by Fabian Secon
    Anime: Owari no Seraph
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    📝 What do I live for Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for
    ===============================
    #nightcore​​ #whatdoilivefor #spedup #eidenxii #fabiansecon
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 6 тис.

  • @EidenXII
    @EidenXII  6 років тому +6191

    the song is now up in spotify: open.spotify.com/track/7AyP016pV6bz3iCr5ZEI3z?si=32e8a5db22e94874
    ❤️ (check the artist social media on description)

    • @kitty0844
      @kitty0844 6 років тому +132

      Nightcore Eiden yessss❤️ I understand 101%%%%😍

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 років тому +195

      i'm glad you got the message

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 років тому +60

      Nightcore Eiden U DID SO GOOD U SHOULD GET THE LITTLE CHECK MARK C: GOOD JOb

    • @isaiahloves_fnf6519
      @isaiahloves_fnf6519 6 років тому +37

      Nightcore Eiden I do.. 😣

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 років тому +27

      I will remember ♡♡♡

  • @noiwpl
    @noiwpl 4 роки тому +2327

    As kid : Lie "i'm sick"
    Now : Lie "i'm fine"

  • @souwdii4720
    @souwdii4720 4 роки тому +4096

    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - pain
    Mouth - lying

    • @slitherinqueen7589
      @slitherinqueen7589 4 роки тому +237

      Please dont cut if you want to cut - cut your hair
      And if you want to die
      You can dye it to ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @maramtarshishi4040
      @maramtarshishi4040 4 роки тому +45

      Sorry for being alive

    • @xxashes4579
      @xxashes4579 4 роки тому +66

      People - not caring
      *other then you guys*

    • @boxly6622
      @boxly6622 4 роки тому +34

      Just don't try to cut wrist ok

    • @e.m.i.l.y957
      @e.m.i.l.y957 4 роки тому +40

      @@slitherinqueen7589 i actually just cut my hair because of this... I look hella dumb... i have bangs now... 😂😭

  • @mathiasgejl5719
    @mathiasgejl5719 3 роки тому +297

    School: nobody love you
    Depression: maybe its true
    Music: we are here for you

    • @whoareyou1887
      @whoareyou1887 2 роки тому +3

      True💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 роки тому

      so true

    • @Wishkeirs
      @Wishkeirs 2 роки тому

      Waw
      So music was there for me and everyone else was not? I guesd thats why i like making music then-

    • @123luoyi
      @123luoyi Рік тому +2

      The Quran is all

  • @xxjaylordxx9849
    @xxjaylordxx9849 2 роки тому +245

    "Just because I am breathing, doesn't mean that I am living"
    "Just because I am smiling, doesn't mean that I am happy" - Me

    • @nb16zo_mono1
      @nb16zo_mono1 11 місяців тому +3

      .. truly..

    • @HunterNeyorApollo
      @HunterNeyorApollo 10 місяців тому +4

      Ya I'm not living a life I surviveing I'm smiling nit out of happiness but to hide how hard today is I've giving up on hding it all but I won't let some random people at school se ehow weak I am

    • @shreyasidebnath5856
      @shreyasidebnath5856 8 місяців тому

      😢

    • @huhcool2218
      @huhcool2218 2 місяці тому

      Why tf u quoting yo self 💀💀

  • @sniperxp1554
    @sniperxp1554 5 років тому +2260

    My teacher once said: “we all live to pay bills and die.”
    Me: Well damn

    • @user-en9dd9ej6l
      @user-en9dd9ej6l 4 роки тому +71

      I live to *Suffer*

    • @ash_reaper6063
      @ash_reaper6063 4 роки тому +36

      Haha so funny that's how I show my sadness is laughing

    • @izoraiza7169
      @izoraiza7169 4 роки тому +46

      I live to stay with my parents and cry alone in my room 99% of the time... I'm too sad to leave, get a job, or do anything adults do... once I graduate I'll still be too sad and continuing to do what I've always did 99% of the time... I miss my best friend who was my dog Toby so much.... He died from being very old... I never said goodbye (I guess I'm no good at saying goodbye anyways)... I had him for about 7 years... He was what I looked forward to seeing the most... He made bad days better... He helped me and I helped him... Without him I would have probably regretted doing things I never did with him around... He was my only friend at one point...

    • @lodii7246
      @lodii7246 4 роки тому +16

      A Pretty wise Teacher

    • @danandrei2926
      @danandrei2926 4 роки тому +13

      @@ash_reaper6063 that how I used to hide my pain but I couldn't rezist so it show off my teacher asked me "why are you so dark" I said " that how I was all this time I just hid it with a mask" then she pulled my sleeve then she saw my cuts

  • @Psyclypse
    @Psyclypse 5 років тому +594

    Don't you just love when you find a depressing UA-cam Mix full of nightcore

    • @cottoncandysaturn2572
      @cottoncandysaturn2572 4 роки тому

      Yes always and I have made my own to

    • @raycewillis3002
      @raycewillis3002 4 роки тому +3

      Yes cause u find so many people to connect to sometimes and u get to tell others wat u feel or think or wats been going on if u send comments (and I mean about urself not something negative bout someone else)plus u get to find songs that u relate to ^w^ tbh my feelings hav really negative a lot lately cuz I'm lonely and havent seen my friends in a long time(I guess that's the reason y I feel really negative/depressed)

    • @Psyclypse
      @Psyclypse 4 роки тому

      @@raycewillis3002 yeah ik how you feel. This whole pandemic shiz has really gotten my anxiety up and you never know when you are going to lose someone you care about.

    • @laviejasmine
      @laviejasmine 4 роки тому

      Damn right 🤞🤞this is when u realize really need to make that appointment with ur therapist.. I'm talking about me

    • @n1z4rx4x8
      @n1z4rx4x8 3 роки тому +1

      The only way to feel anything

  • @ramazanefeuzun5579
    @ramazanefeuzun5579 3 роки тому +246

    Parents think that because were young we don't have feelings and don't need mental help, I sit in my room and cry almost every night and I can't take it anymore.

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 роки тому +6

      Same bro

    • @chudasamakishan390
      @chudasamakishan390 3 роки тому +6

      Yeah but still we need to fight until the dead end

    • @ghukifymooth3827
      @ghukifymooth3827 3 роки тому +11

      All my parents care about are grades. I'm already going crazy with the battle of my internal demons

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 роки тому

      @@ghukifymooth3827 stay stronge bro

    • @davidhughes2833
      @davidhughes2833 3 роки тому

      man just take it easy

  • @SudeshKumar-jz2xd
    @SudeshKumar-jz2xd 3 роки тому +48

    "I'm left to die "
    "I should not have been born"
    This lines hits me hard .

  • @justsomeguythatgotlost2197
    @justsomeguythatgotlost2197 4 роки тому +2300

    Nobody Wants you here
    Nobody loves you
    Nobody wants you to live
    Nobody cares about you
    Nobody says your good enough
    Nobody wants you
    Don't worry my name is Nobody♡

    • @User-fu7dq
      @User-fu7dq 4 роки тому +60

      I love you and I want you to live and I care about you and the most important thing your enough for me pls be safe for me :(

    • @heatherchardoudi7456
      @heatherchardoudi7456 4 роки тому +11

      mr beast fuck off you asshole

    • @primalarceus
      @primalarceus 4 роки тому +25

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 did you not get it? Calm the fuck down

    • @djdisco9157
      @djdisco9157 4 роки тому +11

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 relax😑

    • @IIIUwUIII
      @IIIUwUIII 4 роки тому +2

      Mr beast is a bi*ch

  • @kimi_ro8811
    @kimi_ro8811 4 роки тому +3679

    "I live in my thoughts all day" THAT'S ME-

    • @hannya292
      @hannya292 4 роки тому +32

      SAME-

    • @Evan726_
      @Evan726_ 4 роки тому +29

      SAME HERE

    • @rocanser7685
      @rocanser7685 3 роки тому +16

      Same

    • @angel-lc2to
      @angel-lc2to 3 роки тому +9

      Omg kimi_ro i love ur video :DD

    • @shadowsayian5449
      @shadowsayian5449 3 роки тому +35

      Wish I didnt have too but sometimes they are the only things to talk to me or make me feel like I'm not a ghost

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 роки тому +462

    School : You're stupid
    Friends : You just think yourself good
    Parents : You're useless
    Anxiety : They won't ever find good in you
    Depression : Die
    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - dying
    Mouth - lying
    Me : These things are like a rope wrapped around your throat

    • @mx7041
      @mx7041 3 роки тому +5

      Not alone

    • @Teddyplaysroblox1
      @Teddyplaysroblox1 3 роки тому +4

      same here

    • @Tare3e
      @Tare3e 3 роки тому +2

      POV:U SHIP BAKUDEKU AHAHAH

    • @twistedfox1126
      @twistedfox1126 3 роки тому +8

      Life is nothing but a spiral of pain

    • @sananyachoubey4071
      @sananyachoubey4071 3 роки тому +2

      edit:- god whispers" you will be okay. give it a try". live your life! :) IM THERE!

  • @tracyalcero1196
    @tracyalcero1196 Рік тому +58

    “What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born” my thoughts every day.

    • @tracyalcero1196
      @tracyalcero1196 Рік тому

      @@kimminji4318 there is more, too much to put here and plus I never said that those were the only ones

  • @dylnixon8006
    @dylnixon8006 4 роки тому +1255

    They say "think of happy memories,that will make you feel better"
    Little do they know the happy memories hurt the most

  • @bambzled_5263
    @bambzled_5263 6 років тому +601

    Me: *reads title*
    *starts to question my entire existence*

    • @yeshuinfinity5963
      @yeshuinfinity5963 5 років тому +1

      Same here

    • @Zero._Fps
      @Zero._Fps 5 років тому

      I know the feeling

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 років тому +1

      I want to die and this just made me know exactly y i want to bc idk my meaning here

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 років тому

      This is so true especially the I shouldn't have been born part me being born killed my family littefly,but that's in the past And my family is better off with out my "real dad"

    • @larryestrera8403
      @larryestrera8403 5 років тому +7

      Me: reads comment
      Starts to think- "Yeah,why do i even exist?🤔🤔🤔," ;-;

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 роки тому +164

    When you are happy : Enjoy the song
    When you are sad : Understand the lyrics
    and the lyrics matched my life

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere Рік тому

      ua-cam.com/video/jg4A373RO6E/v-deo.html
      ua-cam.com/video/iBEoI2u6kII/v-deo.html
      Can`t you hear clearly? We came to be, we remain to be. (we came to be as SPIRITS and we remain to be as SPIRITS) carnal is only for a moment.
      Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
      1 Corinthians 15:53 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality.
      1 Corinthians 15:54 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory.
      47 Instances - Page 1 of 2 - Sort by Book Order
      1 Corinthians 9:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!
      Romans 10:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!
      Luke 4:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,
      1 Corinthians 15:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Therefore whether it were I or they, so we preach, and so ye believed.
      Matthew 10:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      Romans 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also.
      Philippians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds:
      Matthew 4:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      2 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the Lord,
      Luke 4:43 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, I must preach the kingdom of God to other cities also: for therefore am I sent.
      Galatians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:
      Luke 4:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the acceptable year of the Lord.
      Romans 15:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Yea, so have I strived to preach the gospel, not where Christ was named, lest I should build upon another man's foundation:
      Mark 1:38 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Let us go into the next towns, that I may preach there also: for therefore came I forth.
      2 Timothy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all longsuffering and doctrine.
      Mark 1:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      John did baptize in the wilderness, and preach the baptism of repentance for the remission of sins.
      2 Corinthians 10:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the gospel in the regions beyond you, and not to boast in another man's line of things made ready to our hand.
      Acts 15:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For Moses of old time hath in every city them that preach him, being read in the synagogues every sabbath day.
      Acts 5:42 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ.
      Matthew 11:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And it came to pass, when Jesus had made an end of commanding his twelve disciples, he departed thence to teach and to preach in their cities.
      Galatians 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      As we said before, so say I now again, If any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed.
      1 Corinthians 1:23 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness;
      Philippians 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will:
      Jonah 3:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Arise, go unto Nineveh, that great city, and preach unto it the preaching that I bid thee.
      Mark 16:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
      Galatians 5:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And I, brethren, if I yet preach circumcision, why do I yet suffer persecution? then is the offence of the cross ceased.
      Mark 3:14 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he ordained twelve, that they should be with him, and that he might send them forth to preach,
      Luke 9:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick.
      Luke 9:60 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God.
      Ephesians 3:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ;

  • @KanekiKen-by8rb
    @KanekiKen-by8rb 3 роки тому +155

    What I need.....Is a dark room with my phone and earphones to listen this music and chase my sufferings away.
    *As if*

  • @hayat7618
    @hayat7618 5 років тому +1799

    My mouth says "I'm fine."
    My fingers type "I'm ok."
    My heart says "I'm broken"

  • @ameliacluck7628
    @ameliacluck7628 5 років тому +667

    "I live in my thoughts all day"

    • @Naruto-zd8fe
      @Naruto-zd8fe 5 років тому +1

      Shadow Wolf same

    • @birdShadow4201
      @birdShadow4201 5 років тому +11

      They're the only things I talk to anymore, my thoughts are the only relatable thing that accompany me

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 років тому +1

      @@birdShadow4201 same for me I listen to music 24/7 and I picture the song with the story in my head sometimes memories sometimes other things

    • @jamigarey8461
      @jamigarey8461 5 років тому

      Same here to

    • @gameplayboy7mobile739
      @gameplayboy7mobile739 4 роки тому

      Same bro

  • @user-ji4yo1by3y
    @user-ji4yo1by3y 7 місяців тому +4

    I love through pain every single day and listening to these songs just help me realize that the pain is real not fake. I love the pain that these videos bring me

  • @user-re8tc1dg3b
    @user-re8tc1dg3b Рік тому +14

    All the time i listen to sad music that hits me in the feels i remember why i am still keeping myself alive. Spite is one strong reason. I wouldnt mind dying, and i have tried multiple times, but since i am still alive, i decided to spitefully live on.

  • @saminawaheed6716
    @saminawaheed6716 4 роки тому +1081

    "Im fine"
    *im not fine please help me*
    "I am just tired"
    *cant take this anymore*
    "I already ate"
    *i starve myself*
    "Go away"
    *show me you care enough to stay*
    "Im just cold"
    *i dont want to show my scars*
    "Im better,i swear"
    *worse than you expect*
    "Im fine"
    *im dead*
    Im just so...
    Worthless
    Stupid
    Depressed
    Hopeless
    Fragile
    screwed up
    Confused
    Hurt
    Flawed
    Sad
    Unloved
    Scared
    But most importantly: *DEAD*

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 роки тому +19

      Hope u lyin for the dead thing 😥

    • @skystopper86
      @skystopper86 4 роки тому +23

      Hey.... I don’t know what to say to this....
      Besides if ur gonna do IT then...
      Can u help me to do It too?

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 роки тому +7

      @@skystopper86 yea IT is a great movie!

    • @sorrel9147
      @sorrel9147 4 роки тому +7

      The best thing you have is your soul so don't miss it up:)

    • @nandinisingla8635
      @nandinisingla8635 4 роки тому +12

      me too, it hurts so much, why does it hurt so much? i have none who love me, who even cares, i just dont want to live but i cant die

  • @tarunraina6966
    @tarunraina6966 4 роки тому +844

    I wish I was emotionless. At least I won't suffer.

    • @aether5525
      @aether5525 4 роки тому +8

      Me too😭

    • @AmitYadavfpp
      @AmitYadavfpp 3 роки тому +3

      😭😭

    • @ness4069
      @ness4069 3 роки тому +2

      Me too🙃🙃

    • @alexhowes8778
      @alexhowes8778 3 роки тому +48

      being emotionless does not make you feel any better, you will wish you could feel anything other than numb and sadness at the same time

    • @aiko_chansannn4409
      @aiko_chansannn4409 3 роки тому +8

      Same. I wished that I should've had been emotionless so I couldn't feel anything... But let's just thank that we have emotions to enjoy our lives... After my parents died.. I don't think I want to live anymore..

  • @shutdahellup69420
    @shutdahellup69420 3 роки тому +17

    His voice always just hits me in the feels 😭

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 роки тому +6

    Omg I'm crying rn literally this is the first time i fall in love with anyone's voice such an good voice 😭 god bless him

  • @miiko1790
    @miiko1790 5 років тому +5107

    Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment!
    Boy: Will you ever leave me
    Girl: Nah!
    Boy: Do you love me?
    Girl: Yes, A lot!
    Boy: Have you ever cheated on me?
    Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not!
    Boy: Do you want to kiss me?
    Girl: Everytime I get the chance!
    Boy: Would you ever hit me?
    Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No!
    Boy: Can I trust you?
    Girl: Yes
    Boy: Darling
    Girl: Gasp No...
    Boy: Will you marry me?
    Now read it backwards
    Damn 3K likes.. so much depressed people..

  • @cyberdazer7415
    @cyberdazer7415 4 роки тому +2335

    Sick of crying..
    Tired of trying..
    Yes I'm smiling..
    But inside im dying..
    (My life in a nutshell)

    • @cyberdazer7415
      @cyberdazer7415 4 роки тому +11

      @@cyg542 thanks for the help man.. Really appreciated it... :')

    • @jetzrav4889
      @jetzrav4889 4 роки тому +3

      edgy

    • @kristoftoth9446
      @kristoftoth9446 4 роки тому +3

      I thought I can atlearest drive but at second day at my job I did hit a car a little and before I dropped 100€ in cash and now I just don't know what to do and there is nothing what can help ppl like me ppl who are good for nothing but pain and sorrow

    • @cece3j
      @cece3j 4 роки тому +3

      Please don't give up ❤

    • @pranavverma9045
      @pranavverma9045 4 роки тому

      I can totally relate man, I am the same

  • @evalynnh1028
    @evalynnh1028 3 роки тому +5

    Stay strong, never let go

  • @spk8027
    @spk8027 2 роки тому +19

    One of the scariest things in life is to feel an utter loss of any sense of purpose. Feeling like there's nothing else to live for
    Nothing to look forward to
    No one to look forward to
    Nothing to hope for
    No more goals
    No more ambitions
    No more dreams
    No more aspirations
    Just a sense of utter emptiness and you're just forcing through life one day at a time coz you're too afraid to end it.

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 роки тому

      I think I'm just a lost cause what's the point
      The thoughts are coming back again I'm thinking about just giving up tonight

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 роки тому

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy. Don't think I'm invalidating what you're going through when I say that I can relate to this.
      Sometimes the sheer amount of stress we build up gets to us. We feel we're a lost cause and that the people around us can do better without us.
      Looking forward to brighter days is gruellingly tough but for some reason I feel it's not too far away. You gotta push through. And you can.
      We're on the same boat. No point going back or drowning. Just keep rowing and see what's in store for us.
      You're strong af for having come this far. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It doesn't matter if people don't understand what you're going through. You know it and you've made it till today. One day at a time. And eventually when you find your purpose or reason to stay. Latch on to it and never let go
      That's what I've been doing till date. Dark thoughts have clouded my mind for years. Even now I'm convinced that there's not a single soul that wants me. But i know 2 people that depend on me. Even if they don't show the slightest sense of gratitude. I've taken it up as my responsibility to be there for them. Hoping that some day Karma will be a godess instead of a bitch
      Push through until you find that purpose my man. You can do it. I can't promise that things will be fucking amazing in the future, but if karma is real and hope is a thing. They'll definitely get better
      Wish you all the very best to fight those demons. You'll make it past today.. And everyday that comes after. Fight for it buddy

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 роки тому

      @@spk8027 the anxiety's getting too me I'm getting anxious
      I'm looking at the knife in my hand right now

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 роки тому

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy??? Respond right away when you read this. Gosh I'm mad at myself for not having seen this sooner

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 роки тому

      @@spk8027 what?

  • @user-dx9ry1rn3q
    @user-dx9ry1rn3q 5 років тому +421

    That feeling when you just wanna end it all,
    But your too afraid to let the people you love fade from your view.
    edit: damn i made this back when i was like 11💪👶. i know i dont know any of u but i care about every single one of u guys that read this comment or reply.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 роки тому +3

      • l e m o n p i e • yup..so true.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 роки тому +11

      This is me;
      Sadness controls me,
      My life is a nightmare,
      Just like me,
      I wanna end it all,
      But I don’t wanna die.
      I just wanna end the pain..
      And be relived....
      What do I live for?
      Pain?
      Torture?
      Depression?
      Sadness?
      Anxiety?
      Don’t know,..
      Don’t care.....
      Never will.
      :)
      This fake smile,
      Is part of my..
      Daily..
      Routine..
      (Wanna know a good song for people like u and me? Little girl Nightcore Marie Faith

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 роки тому +6

      If i want to kill myself...i want to do that without no pain
      How can i do that?

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 роки тому +3

      @@exigo9044 probably overdosing sleeping pills

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 роки тому +3

      @@alanpiekarz8510 Well that's a good idea..Thank you

  • @lylie5372
    @lylie5372 4 роки тому +488

    When we say *I'm tired* the true meaning is;
    Tired if lying
    Tired of cutting
    Tired of crying
    Tired if not feeling anything but pain

    • @-louicorne-9533
      @-louicorne-9533 4 роки тому +3

      Relatable

    • @alexzbengheci4424
      @alexzbengheci4424 4 роки тому +3

      /tired after all that pain to feel nothing in the end

    • @naomikodi9635
      @naomikodi9635 4 роки тому +2

      Tired of being rejected by your father..... 👧⬅ me

    • @mysoundofficial1047
      @mysoundofficial1047 4 роки тому +1

      (not everybody cuts)

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 роки тому +2

      When I say I like my life the true meaning is:
      I like the pain I receive when I cut, I don’t actually like my life

  • @yandereweebmitcheru6533
    @yandereweebmitcheru6533 3 роки тому +12

    Mind: lots of thought
    Eye's : crying
    Body : not strong
    Mouth : lying
    Smile : fake
    Happiness : gone
    Don't want to die: Want to end all my pain
    I'm fine : I'm not fine
    Felling : hopeless
    Me: Empty
    : )

  • @dog6fame
    @dog6fame 3 роки тому +5

    I can’t begin to explain how much I vibe with this song and everything it has to show.

  • @polyphia8337
    @polyphia8337 6 років тому +635

    So Alone
    It's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go
    Confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passedme by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in thoughts all day
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know
    Anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    yeah,yeah,yeah
    What do I live for
    What do I ive for,yeah
    I tried

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 років тому

      Faruk Demirel 👌👌👌👏👏👏👏👏👏

    • @QuisbyDeity
      @QuisbyDeity 6 років тому

      Only saw one mistake 👌

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 6 років тому

      @@QuisbyDeity ^^

    • @hugograca2660
      @hugograca2660 5 років тому +1

      (AHEM) Tried* (OOOF)

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 5 років тому

      @@hugograca2660 Ooopppss lol

  • @catghoul2730
    @catghoul2730 4 роки тому +953

    Guys:
    - Wow! You have a beautiful smile
    Me:
    -Thanks.it is 100% fake.

    • @Claire_2006
      @Claire_2006 4 роки тому +3

      Cat Ghoul sounds like me

    • @zekix9122
      @zekix9122 4 роки тому +1

      I feel as though

    • @samaeldeul572
      @samaeldeul572 4 роки тому +3

      Custom made by my depression

    • @mr.shtgun3598
      @mr.shtgun3598 4 роки тому +2

      Nah i'am fine and happy here

    • @gachahotshot4562
      @gachahotshot4562 4 роки тому +1

      I know how you feel but nowadays people know I'm just a shadow now

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 роки тому +19

    My whole life has been written in this song T_T so relatable

  • @akk4188
    @akk4188 3 роки тому +3

    The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. 💔

  • @megatronbro
    @megatronbro 6 років тому +836

    wow my eyes were sweating!! i don't know why!!

  • @jadalabdallah4298
    @jadalabdallah4298 4 роки тому +275

    Others : how are you
    Me: fine
    But ...
    Heart broken
    Confused
    Want to die
    Sad
    Destroyed
    😔

    • @brainpediai9613
      @brainpediai9613 4 роки тому

      Me too☺

    • @fatmarezk4382
      @fatmarezk4382 4 роки тому +1

      Just a friend ! ,, ,, but no friends no mam no dad ،، I'm empty... I wanna end me but afraid from God....يارب اليُسرين اسألك اللطف بي

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 роки тому

      How do you pronounce your last name?

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 роки тому +12

    My biggest lies ever I spoke :
    As a kid : I'm Sick
    Today : I'm all good!
    Still, that lie, random reader, I'm all good!

  • @artistsnehathekkattil404
    @artistsnehathekkattil404 3 роки тому +37

    Honestly, this song truly is my life, every day I feel anxiety, and
    every day I feel like I'm drowning into a deep sleep.
    I remember my only friend moving to a new state and now
    I'm all alone. when I try to make a conversation with people,
    I feel trapped as if I cant get the word out of my mouth.
    by now its an everyday struggle I learned to take control over my anxiety problems
    but I still feel like I'm living in a world of thoughts and
    I still have no friends is the world my hell?

  • @bunnyrabb1t
    @bunnyrabb1t 6 років тому +121

    Right now i'm living just to be alive... i have no goals, reachable dreams. Only thing that im waiting for is new episodes for anime and other series that i watch in my free time

    • @morgan3516
      @morgan3516 5 років тому +1

      Bunny Rabbit Honestly that’s me right now.

    • @endibeqo2486
      @endibeqo2486 5 років тому +2

      Don't give up bro..just go with the flow and try to do whatever you feel comfortable with without rushing it. It will all turn out okay..

    • @aleksandrarakic5082
      @aleksandrarakic5082 5 років тому

      Bunny Rabbit same i watch twd

    • @kenshirosama1505
      @kenshirosama1505 5 років тому

      Same here

    • @wearevenom4121
      @wearevenom4121 5 років тому

      @Mangax Anime so it would seem

  • @yesha503
    @yesha503 4 роки тому +160

    They: U should talk to ur parents about it.
    Me: I already would have if I could.

    • @sxs8276
      @sxs8276 3 роки тому +11

      I told mine, they literally said that i was crazy, and that i was faking "depression" like bruh i never said i have depression I'm just suicidal ;-;

    • @zoeschisler1153
      @zoeschisler1153 3 роки тому +4

      That is something that they won’t understand. Its so hard to talk to them and they probably wont even understand. My mom hates me so i kinda just, became invisible. In the background, unseen, ya know?

    • @sojax4484
      @sojax4484 3 роки тому +4

      @@zoeschisler1153 I think I became who am I because of my parents. There are some positive things but also some negatives 🙃 My dad slapped me when I was younger and I just don't have the best relationship with my parents, because they are never at home. I'm not depressive or smtg, I noticed that I can also be strong alone, but I just feel like I don't get any love at all. I can't talk with someone because I'm scared and I know they won't understand. So sometimes I'm crying because I don't know who to talk with and I need to handle all these thoughts by myself. I don't know for how long I didn't hug anyone. I have a lot of friends I can laught with but there's just nobody who's always there for me. I don't know 🤷‍♀️

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 роки тому +2

      @@sojax4484 same situation bro

    • @aditidwivedi1645
      @aditidwivedi1645 3 роки тому +3

      @@sojax4484 hmm...I can understand your situation...I was in the same situation...but then I met my online bestie....I thought that everything's gonna alright...but....we are not together...I never met anyone who loves me for who I am😄
      But don't loose hope....u will surely find someone who understands you....
      If u don't mind...u can talk with me....😄I will be your friend
      Be happy.....🙂💜

  • @guialmeida723
    @guialmeida723 Рік тому +9

    You see, when i'm feeling sad and lonely, i hug my reflection on the mirror, because that reflection looks so much like me and reminds me that i'm not alone, that at least there is someone in the mirrored world that went through the same as me

  • @senifeciftcu-ot2tz
    @senifeciftcu-ot2tz Рік тому +4

    What am I living for "My heart can't handle this damage."

  • @yuel9211
    @yuel9211 6 років тому +87

    Damn this emotions..

  • @waterandmelon
    @waterandmelon 4 роки тому +371

    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the Road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for

    • @cherrie_unicorn
      @cherrie_unicorn 4 роки тому +9

      Thank you :3

    • @Danny221O-u3q
      @Danny221O-u3q 4 роки тому +7

      Thanks but it’s on the screen😬😬

    • @susen-san1064
      @susen-san1064 4 роки тому +5

      I was looking for ur comment

    • @kqueen8384
      @kqueen8384 3 роки тому

      Thank you O×O

    • @mojinbro
      @mojinbro 2 роки тому +1

      @@Danny221O-u3q also wrong lyrics in video and not so smooth i appricate this comment

  • @sanjitakobir5976
    @sanjitakobir5976 3 роки тому +2

    I feel like I'm in love with Eiden XII

  • @montrixgtr1999
    @montrixgtr1999 3 роки тому +11

    I sleep the whole day to escape from the pain and stay in my dreams instead. At least being there makes me live another different life. My fantasy is my only escape if only I could live in there forever and sleep till eternity, that would be awesome.

  • @emmaleigh.kate27
    @emmaleigh.kate27 6 років тому +325

    Song: What do I live for?
    Me: NOTHING HAHA LIFE HATES ME

  • @lara-ox3pm
    @lara-ox3pm 4 роки тому +333

    Reasons why you should stay alive.
    1. We would miss you.
    2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
    6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
    11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
    12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
    18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
    19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
    20. Listening to incredibly loud music
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
    26. Really soft pillows.
    27. Eating pizza in New York City.
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
    31. Being able to help other people.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on roadtrips.
    36. You might win the lottery someday.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures.
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
    45. Travelling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
    53. People do care.
    54. Treehouses
    55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
    55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
    56. I don't even know you and I love you.
    57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
    58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
    59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You've changed somebody's life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
    68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
    69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
    70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowmen.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
    79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
    80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. One day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
    86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
    92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
    93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
    94. The new season of Sherlock
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
    98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
    99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
    100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
    -
    From someone that cares about you

    • @getclapped2936
      @getclapped2936 4 роки тому +6

      I got lost in the storm and drowned I'm slowly lose my mind

    • @eyybro2416
      @eyybro2416 4 роки тому +6

      Thanks alot.

    • @thaisgranda9213
      @thaisgranda9213 4 роки тому +12

      I'm just living because I can´t die, everyday I think how my final breath would be and wish that day come quick.

    • @-N4CHT-
      @-N4CHT- 4 роки тому +2

      Thank you for typing this you have helped alot of people we need 100 people like you ^^

    • @milacuchacovich6046
      @milacuchacovich6046 4 роки тому +5

      You know, that's bullshit. If you're listening to this song, it just means that you feel the same as us

  • @shutup5720
    @shutup5720 3 роки тому +8

    “ I shouldn’t been born it’s so hard “:))

  • @swagkvng1236
    @swagkvng1236 3 роки тому +9

    Friend: are you okay
    Me: I'm Fine
    (10 mins later)
    also me: Crying inside to hide my emotions pretending to be happy

  • @meghansmith7630
    @meghansmith7630 5 років тому +187

    This is how I feel everyday

  • @yourofficialotaku6181
    @yourofficialotaku6181 4 роки тому +354

    One cut, nobody notices
    Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
    Ten cuts, they push her aside
    Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
    Twenty cuts, she lied
    Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
    Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
    Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
    A suicide, a life was lost.

    • @itz_karizma
      @itz_karizma 3 роки тому +24

      And nobody cared.

    • @farmerbeast
      @farmerbeast 3 роки тому +3

      Rip

    • @Yeon_junieANIME
      @Yeon_junieANIME 2 роки тому +4

      So true and hurting...😣💔 But at the end, others will understand how much it was hurting!

    • @razibhasan9932
      @razibhasan9932 2 роки тому

      how pathetic ...its her fault for not being strong enough or it couide be that she was prideful wanting to die...

    • @mikasblade6486
      @mikasblade6486 2 роки тому +3

      @@razibhasan9932 If you can't understand you don't need to say anything-

  • @KibaSnowpaw
    @KibaSnowpaw Рік тому +1

    This song is hitting me hard. The lyrics are so raw and honest, it's like they're speaking directly to my soul. "So alone it's like a hold, Wrapped around your throat, You can't talk, Afraid to go, confront it all, Soon I'm getting old I feel as though." It's like the song is describing how I feel every single day. The thought of "What do I live for" is a constant in my mind. I feel like my life has passed me by, and I can't shake off this feeling of emptiness. "I know what I’ve got, Know this ain't my fault, I live in my thoughts all day" it's like my own thoughts are suffocating me. I feel like giving up, it's so hard to find a reason to keep going.

  • @x0ghoulx713
    @x0ghoulx713 3 роки тому +4

    100 Reasons to stay alive...
    1. We would miss you.
    2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
    6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
    11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
    12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
    18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
    19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
    20. Listening to incredibly loud music
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
    26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City.
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
    31. Being able to help other people.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on roadtrips.
    36. You might win the lottery someday.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures.
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
    45. Travelling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
    53. People do care.
    54. Treehouses
    55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
    55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
    56. I don't even know you and I love you.
    57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
    58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
    59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You've changed somebody's life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
    68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
    69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
    70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowmen.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
    79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
    80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. One day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
    86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
    92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
    93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
    94. The new season of Sherlock
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
    98. Being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
    99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
    100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.

    • @everyoneisbeautiful1375
      @everyoneisbeautiful1375 3 роки тому

      For depressed people, these things don't matter anymore. And how can you miss us when you don't even know our name?
      It doesn't matter...

    • @x0ghoulx713
      @x0ghoulx713 3 роки тому

      ​@@everyoneisbeautiful1375 it does matter for me because i care about human live and i dont want anyone to kill himself

    • @everyoneisbeautiful1375
      @everyoneisbeautiful1375 3 роки тому

      @@x0ghoulx713 Oh, although I'm not in depression right now, what I'm saying is: When people are depressed, nothing matters to them. The things you wrote don't matter to them anymore. Anything concerning life don't actually interest them. They just want to get out of this life. So sunsets, beautiful sceneries, icecream, laugh and etc. don't actually matter to them. The only thing that matters is not existing. They don't care about afterlife too(for me, I never cared about it), they just want to escape this life, and by escaping life, it means escaping everything that you mentioned.
      Your comment might warm some peoples heart like me and save some lives but for some it actually don't matter.

  • @callofdutyqueen4150
    @callofdutyqueen4150 5 років тому +65

    Your music (and u) understand me more then the most ppl i know... i’m so happy u maked this channel :): 🖤

  • @ayushi3203
    @ayushi3203 3 роки тому +61

    Who is the one who have come here to see this song after breakup??

    • @invincible.aim360
      @invincible.aim360 3 місяці тому

      Lmao😂

    • @femboy_pookie
      @femboy_pookie 2 місяці тому +2

      Came here bc I miss my bf he died😭

    • @laraahmed647
      @laraahmed647 2 місяці тому +1

      ​@@femboy_pookiereally!!! What happened how did he die??? Are you fine??

    • @cotashort1323
      @cotashort1323 2 місяці тому

      Me and you sud try listen to you completely destroyed me by nightcore

    • @devzfy
      @devzfy Місяць тому +1

      From 2024 :(;

  • @def9764
    @def9764 3 роки тому +7

    This song hits me so hard.

  • @XHunterL0L
    @XHunterL0L 4 роки тому +139

    Friends : You can't do anything
    Me : Ya i know
    Friends : Are you Ok?
    Me : Ya I am Fine
    My heart : I am So tired I am just Left to die 💔💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 роки тому +1

      Same here 😭😭😭😭😭😔😕😒💜💜

  • @nicolageorge7916
    @nicolageorge7916 5 років тому +121

    I only live for my friends and family..
    *And I’m to scared to die.*
    Edit: thank you for liking my comment I really appreciate it 🙂

  • @otakudesu8969
    @otakudesu8969 Рік тому +4

    So as I was younger i liked the vibe of this song and the calm voice and so, but as i got older it hits waaayyy different.....

  • @uglykittens
    @uglykittens 3 роки тому +38

    Everyone: commenting about their suicide thoughts
    Me: *laughting at the channel logo appearing in that boys mouth* (2:37)

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Out side futt ther ok ex par clod till ok not ex paper us milk is good good

    • @Unknown_9645
      @Unknown_9645 3 роки тому +2

      @@jullyscainl7623 wha-what

  • @ileenaruvalcaba9691
    @ileenaruvalcaba9691 6 років тому +1008

    What do we all live for....to get hurt?....why is depression even a thing ...I wish I can just kill it....it's so hard.....WHAT DO WE LIVE FOR!!???

    • @ambrosem143
      @ambrosem143 6 років тому +41

      Ileena Ruvalcaba For the people you care about and care about you too. For all the things you want but didint get. You want something? Yes its hard. Its extremly hard! But you? YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK! Yes i know you! I know you are amazing! People who have depression or any other kind of sickness are the strongest for living while wanting to die

    • @7atchow
      @7atchow 6 років тому +6

      Ileena Ruvalcaba
      Becus gad want to hurt fucking us

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 років тому +5

      Ileena Ruvalcaba u live for urself!!!

    • @telepxrt
      @telepxrt 6 років тому +10

      Jesus ( / ° v°)/

    • @dymphnaguzman6312
      @dymphnaguzman6312 6 років тому +4

      To punch life in the face,to lrean@to love,to bring buety@joy to everyone from out own special gifts.To fight for what's right.

  • @ryleeobanion8168
    @ryleeobanion8168 4 роки тому +190

    People tell me to smile. So I do but on the inside I'm dying.

    • @tarantulahawk9988
      @tarantulahawk9988 4 роки тому +9

      I smile not because people tell me , not even because I want, but if I don't do this people will ask me a lot of questions and I'm sure if I tell them the truth they will get angry instead of understand ing me

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 роки тому +2

      @@tarantulahawk9988 i know that feeling

    • @hanzwurst3805
      @hanzwurst3805 4 роки тому

      Hey! Are you all right?
      Depression is far more common than you would expect but not many talk about it. Often, parents or friends don’t believe you, if you say you have depression. So many have nobody to talk to. Now there’s a discord server for that. You can talk to people who feel the same as you, find new friends and finally be yourself. Teens help teens. We help us. Together. Please spread the message.
      discord.gg/hxr4u9b

    • @rust17
      @rust17 3 роки тому +4

      Same ;((( me while sleeping my dream is I'm going to suicide

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 роки тому

      @@rust17 same :(

  • @aringould1198
    @aringould1198 3 роки тому +19

    No one sees my pain no one sees my crys out for help all they see is my "smile"

  • @isabeal9371
    @isabeal9371 4 роки тому +235

    my friends:"hey you ok?"
    me:yeah im fine
    when i go home i cry my self to sleep everyday
    and they dont know

  • @cottoncandygirl659
    @cottoncandygirl659 4 роки тому +21

    "I live in my thoughts all day"
    Dang
    That hit me ._.
    *really hit me*

  • @shally....
    @shally.... 3 роки тому +3

    can't stop listening this masterpiece

  • @_X-12
    @_X-12 Рік тому +4

    "I don't live in my life, I live in my dreams" - I understand

  • @frb3786
    @frb3786 5 років тому +36

    Just damn these emotions.
    It hurts...

  • @toosoberforthisshit5307
    @toosoberforthisshit5307 5 років тому +77

    I feel like im just living for my family and friends, cuz i don't wanna hurt them, but fr i wanna just die already..

    • @zerotwo3754
      @zerotwo3754 4 роки тому +2

      Sleepyhead what happen if u dun have friend and your family doesn't care about you.
      Just like me

    • @jeonmai9483
      @jeonmai9483 4 роки тому +1

      Okay you are lucky to get someone who cares about you ..

    • @zion9511
      @zion9511 3 роки тому

      wanna talk ?

    • @TramNguyen-uk4lc
      @TramNguyen-uk4lc 3 роки тому

      Just living for my mom :((
      I don't have friend. You're so lucky!

    • @tobytuve562
      @tobytuve562 3 роки тому

      You know how people say when others commit suicide they took the easy way out, that's not true it's even more scary than dying from a sickness or from another, because you know your going to die.

  • @bsamudra937
    @bsamudra937 Рік тому +5

    4 years ago........

  • @nuclear5172
    @nuclear5172 2 роки тому +10

    "The pain you feel today will be your strength tomorrow"
    So keep moving and keep pushing foward best of luck to you and myself too

    • @ComradeCody3349
      @ComradeCody3349 2 роки тому +2

      I can't... I tried... I'll just say this... Depression is like Radiation... (mentioning it after reading your name)... It kills from the inside... it hollows you out... My depression is just as if I'm suffering from ARS (Acute Radiation Syndrome) caused by over 50 sieverts (i know the most a man has gotten was 17sv).... but... mentally...

    • @praveenpankaj9211
      @praveenpankaj9211 2 роки тому +1

      I'm lonely 23 years old depressed boy, i want to talk with someone...

    • @redflame2355
      @redflame2355 2 роки тому

      ​@@praveenpankaj9211 well,you can talk with me

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 роки тому

      I haven't ate anything sense yesterday I haven't eaten sense 6:00 AM this morning today
      And now it's 1:58 PM
      I wonder how long till I start feeling pain
      Because pain is all I've felt these past recent years
      I just wanna starve too death
      Because I'm tired of being starved for the attention of someone who actually can help me and save me from myself
      I know now that's just an illusion
      What's the point of me being here I'm just a burden
      I'm just a parasite
      Just a waste of space
      Just an ugly loser that no one gives of a shit about!
      I deserve too disappear
      I just wanna fuckin!!! disappear
      It's hopeless
      I'm hopeless
      I'm just a lost cause
      Who am I kidding no one's gonna care what I have too say cuz so far all I've gotten was just
      "I'm sorry you feel that way I hope you get better have a nice day"
      And
      "Try therapy it'll help"
      And!
      "You not going too college is why you're like this you"
      AND!!!
      "You're not ugly your beautiful and good"
      NO I'M FUCKIN NOT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN ME OR EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME
      HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU KNOW I'M BEAUTIFUL OR GOOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! WHAT I'VE DONE!!!
      THE PEOPLE I'VE HURT!!
      THE THINGS I'VE SAID!!
      IN THE END I'VE DONE NOTHING WITH MYSELF!!!
      I'VE DONE NOTHING FOR ANYBODY!!!
      I'M JUST A PATHETIC WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT THAT WON'T AMOUNT TOO ANYTHING!!!
      I'LL END UP DYING ALONE AND UNWANTED!!
      I just wanna get it over with and die already

    • @redflame2355
      @redflame2355 2 роки тому

      @@Nobody28817 pls dont bro. I care. Pls help yourself and never lose your will. You are not a burden. You are deserving happines as much as anybody does❤

  • @darkrider2959
    @darkrider2959 4 роки тому +58

    I know this comment will be ignored..I come to this song every once a while...dark room and this song hits me every time when I'm sad and alone. what do I live for ?I can't takee much more... Can't realate more mate !

    • @teddysayshii5606
      @teddysayshii5606 3 роки тому

      Then turn on the light mate

    • @candacetaylor7700
      @candacetaylor7700 3 роки тому +1

      You are truly amazing 💖 and you have a heart of gold 💕 and you are an angel of God's blessings 🌹

  • @ezusi
    @ezusi 6 років тому +183

    I ask that to myself all the time.... *What Do I Live For*

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 років тому +17

      same 😞

    • @ezusi
      @ezusi 6 років тому +2

      Nightcore Eiden *huggos*

    • @unearth2621
      @unearth2621 5 років тому +4

      For anime.

    • @isna2435
      @isna2435 5 років тому +7

      Me too but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself

    • @rob2123
      @rob2123 5 років тому

      I feel the same way

  • @iloveflamethrowers9596
    @iloveflamethrowers9596 Рік тому +5

    this song hits really hard

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 роки тому +8

    Everyday waking up, the first question I ask myself is "What do I live for?"

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 роки тому

      I ask myself that every day too I shouldn't have been born

  • @sick3328
    @sick3328 6 років тому +225

    I want to scream just like the pic ;O;

    • @greylynn3251
      @greylynn3251 6 років тому +7

      Katie same I feel like I need to scream , but on silent mode 😅

    • @aarondavey8551
      @aarondavey8551 5 років тому

      Me to i fell like screaming sometimes too

    • @tamaa0116
      @tamaa0116 5 років тому +2

      I just screamed some hours ago and it felt soo fcking great

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 років тому +2

      Same i just screamed rn and damn i feel a little better now but i still wanna scream so ik im alive and not dead sleeping in a dream

    • @kiradafroggie2013
      @kiradafroggie2013 4 роки тому

      i think we all do T - T

  • @Emmanuel-062
    @Emmanuel-062 4 роки тому +62

    i dont deserve to live
    im a waste of time
    she deserves better
    i live for her
    i love her
    i hate me
    i help people
    but i cant help me
    :'(

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 роки тому +4

      I relate to this too much

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 роки тому +1

      We been given this life because we are strong to live it

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 роки тому +2

      @@asuma7557 i dont think i am

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 роки тому +1

      @@Emmanuel-062 I don't think you are strong
      I know you are stronger

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 роки тому

      @@asuma7557 thx bro ill try hard

  • @GenSo_Fi
    @GenSo_Fi Рік тому +4

    How emotionless person I have became after what I have been through life doesn't hurt me anymore

  • @jennifersurbaugh3592
    @jennifersurbaugh3592 3 роки тому +4

    Eyes-crys/dull
    Body-feels like a knife in it
    Arms-bleeding/burned
    Heart-pain/broken
    Legs/broken
    Mood-depreesed/broken
    This represents me mostly

  • @jackybhoy0358
    @jackybhoy0358 5 років тому +55

    “I live in my thoughts all day” best line ever. this has quickly become my favourite song 💯🏆❤️

  • @dreayt6277
    @dreayt6277 6 років тому +45

    This explains what goes threw my mind every day 🖤🌹🖤

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 років тому +6

      yep . i live in my thought 💕

  • @naskobg8170
    @naskobg8170 3 роки тому +2

    sometimes i just wanna stop eatring , walking , meeting with friends and thing lik e this and just lay on the floor and think WHY MUST I LIVE

  • @enxi_
    @enxi_ 3 роки тому +12

    Laugh until they notice it's fake
    Smile until they notice it's fake
    Cry until they notice your tears
    Cut until they notice the blood shed
    Lie until they notice it's not the truth
    Repeat until they notice your out of breath
    Rest until they notice your pain
    Pretend until they notice your happy
    Yet
    Your of out breath already and they haven't notice these things

  • @Fahad-qh9yv
    @Fahad-qh9yv 6 років тому +53

    I know wht i live for and the reason i live for is my mum ..life is so boring but i just live for her..love my mom..

  • @ambrosem143
    @ambrosem143 6 років тому +10

    For anyone who is struggling with depression or any other kind of "sickness". You are strong! You are powerfull! If you are a girl, stop worrying about your body, your weight, because you are as perfect as a queen. If you are a boy, you are one hell of a strong soldier! You came so far, and overcame so many things. Girl or boy we all deserve to live. We all have a certain point we need to reach. And just like a mountain, we need to keep on climbing and watch out for the avalances. They come and they go, some may stay a little longer but as soon as they are gone we can continue climbing up. Stay strong! You! Person who is reading this! STAY STRONG! And dont let anyone tell you what you want or need is "Impossible" because the word itself says "I'm possible"

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 років тому +4

      I appreciate your beautiful words ♥

  • @viotarza2569
    @viotarza2569 Рік тому +2

    1 year ago I would have said how the hell could someone feel so depressed and now this is the most relatable song.

  • @sanjitakobir5976
    @sanjitakobir5976 3 роки тому +1

    It's a really nice song. This video has more views than the real one

  • @zayberflavour4094
    @zayberflavour4094 4 роки тому +19

    Man ive used this song for the past year whenever im feeling depressed or down this is just a safe place for me its a true outlet thank you so much

  • @supimpanda2312
    @supimpanda2312 4 роки тому +50

    "Why was I born if nobody wanted me?"
    Because life wanted you. So so so much. Imagine all the challenges you've faced and survived, even if barely surviving

    • @supimpanda2312
      @supimpanda2312 3 роки тому +4

      Lmao did I write this?? Tf was I on life is shit

    • @aaradhyasingh8111
      @aaradhyasingh8111 Рік тому +1

      @@supimpanda2312 Are you okay now?

    • @zord90x58
      @zord90x58 Рік тому

      @@supimpanda2312 Depression: "You could not live with your own failure. Where did that bring you? Back to me."

    • @ciaranpreston4198
      @ciaranpreston4198 Рік тому

      Sorry but everything wants you (not you in particular) dead. No matter what you believe in. The bible wants you to rejoin heaven if you believe in that. If you don't believe in anything then the universe wants you dead. It gave birth to us by accident or for a trial run to see if it likes life in it.

  • @wargodfob4200
    @wargodfob4200 2 роки тому +5

    This song speaks to my soul on the same level

  • @beatslayer_yt
    @beatslayer_yt Рік тому +8

    Being Depressed is like being colourblind but there's someone telling you how colourful the world is

  • @nightcoreleopard7800
    @nightcoreleopard7800 6 років тому +545

    Hey I know this might be ignored but I have visual spacial learning disability and it makes it so I can't get a job. I wonder what's the point of school and everything that I've worked so hard on and need help on but don't if I won't get anywhere with it. I love your videos thanks for reading if you read if not its fine.

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 років тому +30

      i read everything
      and i know how you feel. same like you i just keep move on thats the only things that i can do
      thank you for your comment 💗

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 років тому +8

      Nightcore Eiden you have the same disability? Thanks for reading all the comments and thanks for the inspiration. You truly help me so much 🖤.

    • @Glock-dm5wt
      @Glock-dm5wt 6 років тому +3

      In what way are you able to learn then?

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 років тому +3

      Geometry Dash ToXIc look it up if you can its hard to explain.

    • @azhiwatari731
      @azhiwatari731 6 років тому +10

      @@nightcoreleopard7800 Hard work always pays off and you'll most likely get that what ur aiming for.... Jus believe in urself and always remember that ur disability doesn't make u any less than others because people like Helen Keller impressed the world with their intellect despite their disabilities...

  • @talonstormwalker4741
    @talonstormwalker4741 4 роки тому +22

    This hits hard, on so many levels,....

  • @livelaughlovelev
    @livelaughlovelev 2 роки тому +3

    im not even depressed, just sad songs are fire

  • @ZaLamander616
    @ZaLamander616 3 роки тому +31

    This is the anthem of teens who don't know what to in their future and they're clueless about themselves-
    Just like me..

  • @princessplayzzz7245
    @princessplayzzz7245 4 роки тому +149

    I'm super sick and tired to pretend that everything's fine..........
    I'm asking to god why do I still live

    • @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr
      @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr 4 роки тому +2

      For and beautiful reason which u will see soon its unexpected then u think just wait for it you'll see! If u have depression don't worry I will also fight with u your battle

    • @teareen5467
      @teareen5467 4 роки тому

      Hey please read this... Everything will be better and I mean it too! Maybe everything takes time, but it's worth it too! then everything is fine again! you are loved by many people even if you cannot imagine many people need you and cannot imagine a life without you! you are so brave to fight this fight and you win it too! you are so special and strong, have so many talents and a friendly, warm and beautiful personality! I am proud of you, we are all proud of you for what you have in your life and what you will create! so please stay alive! Your life has so much in store for you and you will make many happy memories with new and already known people! we all need you here so much!✨

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 роки тому +2

      I asked them so many times
      Let's stay strong 💜

    • @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr
      @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr 4 роки тому

      @@dhautcourtrosie6919 who? Parents?

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 роки тому

      @@DEEZNUTS-ub2rr aha no, God, fate, wathever force above us