this is how i know we’re in the same collective because i just quit last night after trying to quit for a while and we’ve had the same kind of history with mary jane and im also quitting because im starting a brand new chapter of my life
❤ it's very hard. I have to keep reminding myself that if I mess up, I realize it and try the best I can to advance from it. I can't keep kicking myself in the head. Love ourselves above all else and it will all come together. ❤
You’re a cootie patootie pie and an advanced soul. Keep up the excellent work, sweetie pie, we are all rooting for YOU! 💫 (This includes your Spirit Team, Angels, Guides and well Ancestors) You are powerfully Protected and guided and are on the perfect path, keep going forward, reflecting, and rocking it 🍓 Bali is going to be a DREAM 🌳🌈 ✨
i just restarted recently. love your take on the painful reality mirroring to you that you don’t show up for yourself entirely. so good !!! SOOO EXCITED for you
I cold-Turkey’Ed Mary-Jane 5 months ago when I found out I was pregnant. I didn’t miss her until the past few weeks. Now I’m missing her. I have a feeling I’ll go back to her again in the future, and I’m looking at this is a huge healing detox physically and mentally. But she’s been a good friend, she’s nothing evil. I could learn moderation I suppose, haha But it doesn’t have to be all or nothing after this stage of growth and healing. I’m learning how to cope without her, and enjoy myself without her. Every moment is a valuable lesson. Subbed for your personality and because I know nothing about Bali, so I’m looking forward to learning through you. I know it’s everything your soul needs at this moment because of the strong desire to push forward with moving there. That’s a big step. Thank you for taking us on your journey with you. ❤
Having art projects helps so much, guys. I look forward to finishing so much stuff and trying so much. I’m glad Mary Jane haven’t worked for me so far at all, I learned to do that myself :3
Hit my last J Friday starting a new chapter too and I wanna be soberrr for the first time in 7 years!! Crazy. Same collective fr everything you said I felt 100%
Hey I've been off MJ for 8 months, I'll tell you the first three weeks was the hardest and from then downhill battle. I am literally so fucking happy and clear minded now that I dont smoke. I smoked everyday for about 5 years and I don't miss it at all. Xxx
So proud of you boo ❤ I last hung out with Mary Jane in January and honestly I still want to chill with her again sometimes haha. But I know that my soul is stronger than addictions/temporary desires for instant gratification. I believe in you and life really is better without ✨ take care of yourself in these tough times 💐 x
I was so confused who mary jane was but i had a feeling eventually that it was a slang so i had to google 😭😂 even I woke up with alot of anxiety n doubt today because I'm taking steps to put myself out there n it's freaking me out 🫠 meditated n made peace with it allowing it to come n go while i remind myself of my truth U r doing great, love you so much 🥹💕
This video is so synchronistic for me. I’ve been wanting to quit Mary Jane for some time now too. And literally today I was feeling overwhelmed and bored and I wanted to hang with her and I decided not to and was like I’m gonna watch something on UA-cam that will make me feel good. I freaking get on and this video is first on my recommended!🤭
hailey i genuinely love you so much, it brings me to tears (happy ones!!!) seeing you quiet literally unfold and learn about yourself and your past… everything! my heart goes out to you, thank you for being who you are!!! im so excited for your futuree giirrrllll 🥰🥰
I quit too recently and I noticed my meditations are so much better. I would smoke before I meditated, but now I feel like I’m exactly connected to the universe and get more messages
I did a 4 month break earlier this year, Ive been smoking but I feel like now I smoke to fill the boredom, I feel like I may wanna smoke, but no more carts, edibles only if possible 😭
New update ✨✨✨omg everything you said was so human and u were so aware which makes the whole thing an experience instead of a constant struggle.. keep learning, keep growing,you are doing amazing
these videos r always so beautiful and validating i looooveee it you're doing so good !! i can't wait to see your journey in bali it's gonna be great !!! ❤🍓
Hi Hailey just a suggestion. To better relate with this open hearted vlogs in my humble opinion you should toss the music jingle. I know it's fun, but can be distracting. Just keep it simple and real, just be you, you are so genuine❤ I'd like to have had your same energy when I was young :,)
I like the jingles, but the volume can be a bit lower, sometimes they are exactly as loud as your voice, and then what you say becomes incomprehencible 😊 Huggs from Holland 🧡
girl your so fun to watch, you brought out some genuine laughs from me. keep making vlogs and hang out with us. had to stop hanging out with mary jane myself because as cool as a friend may be, if they hold us back we gotta let ‘em go good moments and all. been a follower on tik tok for a time, i’m glad youtube decided to introduce me to you here as well. stay blessed on your journey, much love!
5:45 asmrrr queeeennnnn I could listen to u for hours love that you're reflecting and being aware of how the past affects your present, casue it Def reminds me more and encourages me more to ask myself those and look at the hard truth LOVE YOUUUU STRAWBERYYYY 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓
im so glad i found your channel and i get to be a part of your collective! i need to quit smoking but im not ready. im going to keep this video though to motivate me. im going to work on it. when i move in 2 weeks im going to limit myself to only smoking at night and maybe then quitting all together. im in the same boat where she is my only friend, my only community, my only safe haven here. but our relationship is so codependent smh
Wow I’ve been trying to wean off Mary Jane by only smoking socially. It’s only been two weeks but I feel so much better. It used to be something I looked forward to but now whenever I smoke I feel immense anxiety & usually end up crying lol. Ever since I stopped, I’ve been a lot more grounded. I’ve been surrounding myself with things I did as a kid which was when I was the most grounded while being surrounded by utter chaos. It’s been healing for my inner child but it’s also alchemizing my trauma & pain into something beautiful. You’ve got this 💕🥰💗
I used mary jane for spirituality and also for relaxation and chronic pain. That has made my tolerance get wayyyyy crazy now. I feel better not using it. I use it to escape myself and my emotions. I feel everything, but I felt numb. When i stop taking it, i dead ass want to get my life together. I need something to fill my time all the time, and it's preventing me from living presently. I'm going through my dark night of the soul and i think drinking and smoking need to be off the table. I just wanna distract myself. And i realize ive been using dating the same way. I could perishhhhhhh. Girlllll. I have to be bored. I'm living in my body, not my brain. Setting a fuckin routine with mindfulness and intention and not just getting high and scrolling. Screaming. It was a stress relief, but then it became an excuse to avoid myself. Ugh. I cant use it until i get my shit sorted. I hateeee this for you. Ive done a ton of self work but i thought i got to a solid place and then i took away lady mary jane. Wishing you strength girlie. I understand this so personally. It gives me more mental clarity. It helps my word recall. It helps me not avoid myself. I wish you strength, luck, and prosperity. I feel personally like my body has really adjusted to having a sensation or constant distraction. I take a shower and i scroll sometimes at the end of the tub. I go swimming and im on a float and texting. Its not like, always, but its there. My adhd likes mary jane too bc i can just relax. I started with not taking it on weekdays. It genuinely feels good, but im also Perishing still. So good luck!!! Sorry to ramble so much! I'm just going through it. I literally was thinking today about finding books on shit like this, so I'll definitely check it out. You've got this!!! We've got this! 💜😊
I am genuinely so glad i found your channel you’re so sweet and so many of the things u say resonate so M U C H with me!!!Love ur crash bandicoot shirt btw
GURRRRRRRL. I WAS DIVINELY LED TO YOUR VIDEOS. JUST WATCHED UR READING FROM TODAY AND IT WAS SO SPOT ON, THEN I COME TO THIS AND THISSSSS IS EVEN CRAZIER because i exactly mirror this…24 y/o rn and escaped ohio for costa rica and felt the exact same way you do about mary jane, boringness of home/midwest im from ohio, nothing to look forward, etc. etc. like i cannot explain how synchronistic this is!!!! i went to Bali in June for a month and plan on moving there in 2025 after some more time spent in CR buttttttt BALI IS INCREDIBLE AND THE ENERGY, PEOPLE, AND COMMUNITY YOU WILL FIND ARE ALL THERE!!!! It is sooo fun being a solo female traveler and even tho u said u haven’t traveled much you will experience all the things you desire out of it and nothing but love is waiting for you in bali. i’ve travelled quite a bit and bali is so far the best place overall and WARMEST culture of people i’ve come across (besides where i am now lol) SENDING LOVEEEEE
Seriously thank you for making this video! I’ve been smoking for about 10 years now and it started off as a fun way to spend time after school has been an addiction for me now since I also used it to help me get through multiple break ups. Last month for the first time ever I confidently believed that I could live a life without it. Unfortunately I fell back and have been smoking since. But I am making a huge move across country in the next two months and I hope to use it as an invitation to start a new. To allow this new version of myself to grieve the old who just knew how to protect herself from all of the things she didn’t understand. Again thank you for this video. Let’s do this together!!! 💓🍓
you are such an amazing person!! your energy is so fun and comforting and your readings and experiences really resonate with me :) i've also been thinking about quitting for some time and this video helped me not to feel so alone so thank you so much for sharing 💗💗 love you sm
this is how i know we’re in the same collective because i just quit last night after trying to quit for a while and we’ve had the same kind of history with mary jane and im also quitting because im starting a brand new chapter of my life
Same sis 🎀
❤ it's very hard. I have to keep reminding myself that if I mess up, I realize it and try the best I can to advance from it. I can't keep kicking myself in the head. Love ourselves above all else and it will all come together. ❤
You are literally glowing!! You remind me of the sun?? If that even makes sense?
Yess sunshine and strawberries for some reason
You’re a cootie patootie pie and an advanced soul. Keep up the excellent work, sweetie pie, we are all rooting for YOU! 💫 (This includes your Spirit Team, Angels, Guides and well Ancestors) You are powerfully Protected and guided and are on the perfect path, keep going forward, reflecting, and rocking it 🍓
Bali is going to be a DREAM 🌳🌈 ✨
This was incredibly encouraging thank you so much🥰
i just restarted recently. love your take on the painful reality mirroring to you that you don’t show up for yourself entirely. so good !!! SOOO EXCITED for you
I cold-Turkey’Ed Mary-Jane 5 months ago when I found out I was pregnant.
I didn’t miss her until the past few weeks. Now I’m missing her. I have a feeling I’ll go back to her again in the future, and I’m looking at this is a huge healing detox physically and mentally. But she’s been a good friend, she’s nothing evil. I could learn moderation I suppose, haha But it doesn’t have to be all or nothing after this stage of growth and healing. I’m learning how to cope without her, and enjoy myself without her.
Every moment is a valuable lesson.
Subbed for your personality and because I know nothing about Bali, so I’m looking forward to learning through you. I know it’s everything your soul needs at this moment because of the strong desire to push forward with moving there. That’s a big step.
Thank you for taking us on your journey with you. ❤
Having art projects helps so much, guys. I look forward to finishing so much stuff and trying so much. I’m glad Mary Jane haven’t worked for me so far at all, I learned to do that myself :3
Thank you for your vulnerability! I am going through something similar and I just want to send my love & support! You got this girl 🕊️🙏🏽
Hit my last J Friday starting a new chapter too and I wanna be soberrr for the first time in 7 years!! Crazy. Same collective fr everything you said I felt 100%
Hey I've been off MJ for 8 months, I'll tell you the first three weeks was the hardest and from then downhill battle. I am literally so fucking happy and clear minded now that I dont smoke. I smoked everyday for about 5 years and I don't miss it at all. Xxx
Needed this. Been addicted for years!
You can do this! I believe in you 💗
This is perfect for me, quitting too !!! I love u, thank you so much for the closure ❤❤❤ makes me feel less alone
So proud of you boo ❤ I last hung out with Mary Jane in January and honestly I still want to chill with her again sometimes haha. But I know that my soul is stronger than addictions/temporary desires for instant gratification. I believe in you and life really is better without ✨ take care of yourself in these tough times 💐 x
I was so confused who mary jane was but i had a feeling eventually that it was a slang so i had to google 😭😂 even I woke up with alot of anxiety n doubt today because I'm taking steps to put myself out there n it's freaking me out 🫠 meditated n made peace with it allowing it to come n go while i remind myself of my truth
U r doing great, love you so much 🥹💕
I love you too, your also doing amazing 🥹💗
you are so unique and strong, everything is going to be okay 🌼
Same again my dream sister 🤍 it’s really contradicting. I'm so glad!
And I love your vlogs 🥲 beautiful aesthetic tho
I’m finding it hard to quit when I’ve been depressed even prior to weed :/
This video is so synchronistic for me. I’ve been wanting to quit Mary Jane for some time now too. And literally today I was feeling overwhelmed and bored and I wanted to hang with her and I decided not to and was like I’m gonna watch something on UA-cam that will make me feel good. I freaking get on and this video is first on my recommended!🤭
rlly off topic but the crash bandicoot top is SO ICONICCC
your vlogs are literally always so aligned with what I need to hear/what im going through??
Not your video being 11:33!💓💓 also struggling with Mary Jane atm lol love your videos!!
hailey i genuinely love you so much, it brings me to tears (happy ones!!!) seeing you quiet literally unfold and learn about yourself and your past… everything! my heart goes out to you, thank you for being who you are!!! im so excited for your futuree giirrrllll 🥰🥰
Girl, it's crazy, i'm doing the same now, I can relate so much and I feel you sooo much
lots of love to you
Toda vez que te vejo, toca na minha cabeça "femininomenom". I'm not even kidding
Your videos are so helpful hailey, don't feel overwhelmed. You are doing great ❤. Lots of love bestiiii ❤
I quit too recently and I noticed my meditations are so much better. I would smoke before I meditated, but now I feel like I’m exactly connected to the universe and get more messages
you're incredible. i'm so thankful your channel came up on my timeline.
i feel this so heavy babes, im in the process of letting her go too to start pilot school :) wish me luck 😅
Trust me, it gets so easy after the first week and once you realize its a choice youre making for your own betterment.
Wish u the best in your journey❤🎉 and mary jane will always be there for you as always. Just make little spaces for her :-) LIVE THE MOMENT
You literally bright my day, I’m so proud of you girl, keep going ❤
I did a 4 month break earlier this year, Ive been smoking but I feel like now I smoke to fill the boredom, I feel like I may wanna smoke, but no more carts, edibles only if possible 😭
Sending love and prayers to you. You are enough as you are. And you are not alone in your loneliness!!!!!
So proud of you ❤
New update ✨✨✨omg everything you said was so human and u were so aware which makes the whole thing an experience instead of a constant struggle.. keep learning, keep growing,you are doing amazing
these videos r always so beautiful and validating i looooveee it you're doing so good !! i can't wait to see your journey in bali it's gonna be great !!! ❤🍓
Can’t wait to see you flourish more and more! ❤️
You remind me of Bubbles from the Powerpuff girls ❤❤❤
I opened this thinking she's quitting mary jane shoes😂💔 thought they were bad or smn like side effects, lol
I love your vlogs!! Keep going girl, so much love for you 💛
ur so reallll
I love your videos so much
I feel you girlie❤😢 i wanttodie
Love you queen
i should quit too 😢
You are so smart
😊❤ 🫂 🤗 love you!
I’m subscribing because I’m on a similar journey 🌕🌻
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what’s mary jane?
why are you moving to another country?
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Hi Hailey just a suggestion. To better relate with this open hearted vlogs in my humble opinion you should toss the music jingle. I know it's fun, but can be distracting. Just keep it simple and real, just be you, you are so genuine❤ I'd like to have had your same energy when I was young :,)
I like the jingles, but the volume can be a bit lower, sometimes they are exactly as loud as your voice, and then what you say becomes incomprehencible 😊
Huggs from Holland
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@@Liza-Loves-YouI try my best to lower the volume 🤣💗
I personally like the little jingles and funny editing :)
@@Hippiehailey11 You are fabulous anyways 🥳
But I don't want to miss a bit of your wisdom 🥰
Travel Safe 🧡🌊🦋🏝🌞🔥🏵
222 views what a great sign
not us being on the same wavelength. goodest luck on your ✨journey✨
Hailey you have a beautiful and unique soul✨🧚♂🧘♀💗, love your videos 🥰
girl literally just come to vilcabamba Ecuador and we will go raves together
thank you for making your channel such a safe space and being real in your videos. always looking forward to your next upload, ILYSM
You are such a self aware queen the world needs more people like you you are such a light continue being you🥺🤍
girl your so fun to watch, you brought out some genuine laughs from me. keep making vlogs and hang out with us. had to stop hanging out with mary jane myself because as cool as a friend may be, if they hold us back we gotta let ‘em go good moments and all.
been a follower on tik tok for a time, i’m glad youtube decided to introduce me to you here as well. stay blessed on your journey, much love!
You are the best friend that I don't have in my phisical reality😂❤ love you girl, keep going 🤟 spanish 🍓
it’s always best to be open and honest with yourself. you’re doing great 🥰🙌🏻
Pick up a new hobby that gives you the similar/same feeling :)
5:45 asmrrr queeeennnnn I could listen to u for hours love that you're reflecting and being aware of how the past affects your present, casue it Def reminds me more and encourages me more to ask myself those and look at the hard truth LOVE YOUUUU STRAWBERYYYY 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓
im so glad i found your channel and i get to be a part of your collective! i need to quit smoking but im not ready. im going to keep this video though to motivate me. im going to work on it. when i move in 2 weeks im going to limit myself to only smoking at night and maybe then quitting all together. im in the same boat where she is my only friend, my only community, my only safe haven here. but our relationship is so codependent smh
saw this at 111 likes omg
I thank you , its very inspiring because im Smoking in the Moment and feel Like uuuu in the Video
Wow I’ve been trying to wean off Mary Jane by only smoking socially. It’s only been two weeks but I feel so much better. It used to be something I looked forward to but now whenever I smoke I feel immense anxiety & usually end up crying lol. Ever since I stopped, I’ve been a lot more grounded. I’ve been surrounding myself with things I did as a kid which was when I was the most grounded while being surrounded by utter chaos. It’s been healing for my inner child but it’s also alchemizing my trauma & pain into something beautiful. You’ve got this 💕🥰💗
I used mary jane for spirituality and also for relaxation and chronic pain. That has made my tolerance get wayyyyy crazy now. I feel better not using it. I use it to escape myself and my emotions. I feel everything, but I felt numb. When i stop taking it, i dead ass want to get my life together. I need something to fill my time all the time, and it's preventing me from living presently. I'm going through my dark night of the soul and i think drinking and smoking need to be off the table. I just wanna distract myself. And i realize ive been using dating the same way. I could perishhhhhhh. Girlllll. I have to be bored. I'm living in my body, not my brain. Setting a fuckin routine with mindfulness and intention and not just getting high and scrolling. Screaming. It was a stress relief, but then it became an excuse to avoid myself. Ugh. I cant use it until i get my shit sorted. I hateeee this for you. Ive done a ton of self work but i thought i got to a solid place and then i took away lady mary jane. Wishing you strength girlie. I understand this so personally. It gives me more mental clarity. It helps my word recall. It helps me not avoid myself. I wish you strength, luck, and prosperity. I feel personally like my body has really adjusted to having a sensation or constant distraction. I take a shower and i scroll sometimes at the end of the tub. I go swimming and im on a float and texting. Its not like, always, but its there. My adhd likes mary jane too bc i can just relax. I started with not taking it on weekdays. It genuinely feels good, but im also Perishing still. So good luck!!! Sorry to ramble so much! I'm just going through it. I literally was thinking today about finding books on shit like this, so I'll definitely check it out. You've got this!!! We've got this! 💜😊
I am genuinely so glad i found your channel you’re so sweet and so many of the things u say resonate so M U C H with me!!!Love ur crash bandicoot shirt btw
Love the honesty! I'm so proud of you Hailey💐💕💕
❤much love to you. I completely understand.
this video healed me in a lot of ways 😭
exchange🦌club🦌park🦌
cue 🎶 last dance with mary jane 🎶
I like the edits on this log!! 🪵🙂
GURRRRRRRL. I WAS DIVINELY LED TO YOUR VIDEOS. JUST WATCHED UR READING FROM TODAY AND IT WAS SO SPOT ON, THEN I COME TO THIS AND THISSSSS IS EVEN CRAZIER because i exactly mirror this…24 y/o rn and escaped ohio for costa rica and felt the exact same way you do about mary jane, boringness of home/midwest im from ohio, nothing to look forward, etc. etc. like i cannot explain how synchronistic this is!!!! i went to Bali in June for a month and plan on moving there in 2025 after some more time spent in CR buttttttt BALI IS INCREDIBLE AND THE ENERGY, PEOPLE, AND COMMUNITY YOU WILL FIND ARE ALL THERE!!!! It is sooo fun being a solo female traveler and even tho u said u haven’t traveled much you will experience all the things you desire out of it and nothing but love is waiting for you in bali. i’ve travelled quite a bit and bali is so far the best place overall and WARMEST culture of people i’ve come across (besides where i am now lol) SENDING LOVEEEEE
oops me not proof reading and mentioning i’m from ohio twice
Awesome!
We doing this together 🚫🍃💨
This actually helps me 🤟🏻🤍💖🍓
@@Hippiehailey11Ayye im glad! It fr does for me aswell! we got this!!👀
What’s the name of the book you’re talking about at the end? Sounds like a must read !!
It’s called I don’t want to grow up by Scott still man 🥰
@@Hippiehailey11 thank you!! I love your videos you have such a cute quirky energy 🤩💕 I just found ya this morning !
Seriously thank you for making this video! I’ve been smoking for about 10 years now and it started off as a fun way to spend time after school has been an addiction for me now since I also used it to help me get through multiple break ups. Last month for the first time ever I confidently believed that I could live a life without it. Unfortunately I fell back and have been smoking since. But I am making a huge move across country in the next two months and I hope to use it as an invitation to start a new. To allow this new version of myself to grieve the old who just knew how to protect herself from all of the things she didn’t understand. Again thank you for this video. Let’s do this together!!! 💓🍓
Your vlogs are so refreshing. Your courage is admirable 😊
you are such an amazing person!! your energy is so fun and comforting and your readings and experiences really resonate with me :) i've also been thinking about quitting for some time and this video helped me not to feel so alone so thank you so much for sharing 💗💗 love you sm
Sometimes it’s good to feel the fear too and accept the fear as it is.
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girl im literally so proud of you and i dont even know you!!! i love your vids