Had psychosis for 2 years and cognitive problems for over 2 years after that. Man it was hell. Once I was even diagnosed with schizophrenia. There wasn't day that I thought first thing in the morning: '' I just wont to die God, please just fcking kill me". Worst wasnt psychosis but cognitive impairment and lack of pleasure. Man I felt like my iq droped from 130 to less than 80. Couldnt understand simplest things... Hell darling, whatever you are going thru, trust me there are people that went thru it and came as champions that conquered their illnesses. Wish you all the best and all the love, luck, joy and peace of this world. Stay strong warrior, you got this...
I get that. I get that harder than I want to. I just hate how there are more people that have gone through these things but it also comforts me in a strange way. It’s kinda like a support group. I really hope things are going better for you. Thank you so much for your insight. I really appreciate it. ☺️
@@mllysmth things are going incredible for me. I have my own business now,I am earning more money in my country than most. I have wonderful gf and lovely dog, Ive lost ton of weight. Thats why I am saying, it is possible to overcome it. It is hell wehn you start fighting, it feels like fighting with someone way bigger than you completely blind, but at time that opponent becomes weaker and weaker and you become tougher and tougher...
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Had psychosis for 2 years and cognitive problems for over 2 years after that. Man it was hell. Once I was even diagnosed with schizophrenia. There wasn't day that I thought first thing in the morning: '' I just wont to die God, please just fcking kill me". Worst wasnt psychosis but cognitive impairment and lack of pleasure. Man I felt like my iq droped from 130 to less than 80. Couldnt understand simplest things... Hell darling, whatever you are going thru, trust me there are people that went thru it and came as champions that conquered their illnesses. Wish you all the best and all the love, luck, joy and peace of this world. Stay strong warrior, you got this...
I get that. I get that harder than I want to. I just hate how there are more people that have gone through these things but it also comforts me in a strange way. It’s kinda like a support group. I really hope things are going better for you. Thank you so much for your insight. I really appreciate it. ☺️
@@mllysmth things are going incredible for me. I have my own business now,I am earning more money in my country than most. I have wonderful gf and lovely dog, Ive lost ton of weight. Thats why I am saying, it is possible to overcome it. It is hell wehn you start fighting, it feels like fighting with someone way bigger than you completely blind, but at time that opponent becomes weaker and weaker and you become tougher and tougher...
Aw I’m so happy for you! And I’m proud that you overcame it all. I’m still working at it every day. I aspire to be as positive as you. ☺️
@@mllysmth if you need any help or someone to talk to pls tell me, ill gladly help :)
@lazarmitrovic180 that’s so sweet of you. Thank you
So glad I found your channel!
Aw that means the world! ☺️
It requirs lots of courage to speak out about mental health issues in public thank you so much. I hope you get better soon.
Thank you so much. I try my best to be open about everything because it’s a little taboo.
Firefighters make good money I been one for 5 years definitely recommend joining the fire academy
That’s great. I’m glad you enjoy it. ☺️
Colouring in pages can fix your insanity 😂 Love how you said that so casual lmao
Someone had to say it 😌🤷🏻♀️😂
I like the cat in the background.😺
Borrowed him for the video
You should do stand up comedy 🎭
Aw thank you. I’m always worried I sound boring. 🤷🏻♀️
@@mllysmth Not at all. They call it deadpan humor. 🙂
Oh. Well I’m glad there’s a name for it. 😌 Thank you. It means a lot that my humor is actually taken the way I intend. ☺️