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Molly Smith
United States
Приєднався 28 чер 2015
Hi guys. This channel is slightly boring filled with a dry sense of humor. I’m trying to speak to people that need a laugh or a good therapy session. I love talking about my experiences throughout my life. Whether it be mental health related or education related or even an amateur makeup video. Thank you for watching. It means the world. ♥️♥️♥️
Відео
I got a Stanley! Prime/Ulta/Stanley haul
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It’s not a huge haul but I figured I’d show ya what I got for prime day and such with my pet sitting money. I’m so broke now. I hope you like it!
Unboxing/haul junk journal supplies (Amazon/Tiktok)
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I have been waiting weeks to open these up. I got everything from TikTok or Amazon. I’m so happy with my things. I got everything for my junk journal. I journal on TikTok. Let me know if you want a journal spread on here.
I love you, Grace
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This video is a tribute to my sister, Grace. She was my very best friend and I hope this video helps you see why I love her so. Fly high, my twin.
Random thoughts chitchat #3
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Another chatty video. I love making these. I can’t help it. 🤷🏻♀️
Random thoughts chitchat #2
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These are just my thoughts 99% of the time. I hope you found this entertaining and enjoyable.
My Psych and Depression meds. What are they for? Do they work?
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This video is a deep dive into meds as far as antipsychotics and depression goes. Hope you enjoy getting to know what all would keep me up at night if I was off of them.
Lil update on me
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This is just a short video updating you about what’s been happening with me. Nothing special. 😎
Life in the psych ward// my experience in the mental health unit
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So this is my personal experience in the psych ward for my psychosis, schizophrenia, and encephalitis. I hope you enjoy and realize how going away isn’t a bad thing and it does get better. ♥️
Gift guide for that “art girl”🎨// junk journal, bullet journal, book journal, etc.
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This guide is for that artsy person in your life or for yourself. I literally want everything on this list. Happy shopping. Merry Christmas to all. 🎄
2023 Gift Guide // unique gift ideas
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This is my take on a gift guide for 2023. I hope you take inspiration from it. Happy Molidays ♥️
Favorite products of September & not so great ones
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These are a couple of my latest favorite products and ones I don’t like. Enjoy and maybe you’ll find something you’ll like😌 Oh my goodness. I’m so dumbfounded. You actually can do a one time purchase of the items on amazon. My b.
So I fell and went to the dermatologist (not connected)
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So I fell and went to the dermatologist (not connected)
Chatty food truck festival with jewelry haul
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Chatty food truck festival with jewelry haul
What I’ve been up to; whereabouts and such
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What I’ve been up to; whereabouts and such
All of my medications. What they’re for, etc.
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All of my medications. What they’re for, etc.
Handmade gifts you can make for the holidays: love letters, etc.
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Handmade gifts you can make for the holidays: love letters, etc.
Food Truck Festival and pumpkin patch trip
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Food Truck Festival and pumpkin patch trip
I was diagnosed schizophrenic in 2015. I spent my 21st birthday in the mentally hospital (involuntary stay). I relate to your experience so hard. I just turned 30 in October and I’ve now been to 6 different mental hospitals. Mostly because a couple years back I decided to stop my medication cause of weight gain and what do you know I freakin lost my mind again. I have allllllllllllllll of my old psychosis vlogs and in the midst of “psychotic break” videos that I had initially posted in 2015 thinking I was communicating with the entire world and that I was some sort of dirty and that anytime my webcam was on (didn’t even need WiFi)it was broadcasting to every musician ever and other worlds and realities. Oh my gosh I’ve thought so many weird things I hate that I’m locked out of that account now cause I can’t make any of the old videos private @briannasharon
To be perfectly honest, I'm really not much of a book reader and prefer spending my time playing golf and working in my yard. Nothing against reading of course. Anyway this is completely off track. But as a former optician it drives me crazy when I se someone wearing glasses that are sitting very crooked on their face. Your glasses are quite cute and they seem to suite you very well. But so much better if they were nice and straight on your lovely face. Also they also appear to be much too tight on your face as well. In other words they really need to be adjusted. If I could reach thru my screen I would gladly do that for you. But you can easily get them adjusted at "any" optical store at no cost and it should take just a few minutes time. If you happen to live near a Walmart Supercenter remember that all of them have really nice vision centers right in the front of the store. Also since you seem to wear your glasses fulltime, you should probably upgrade your profile picture to one of you wearing glasses. Lastly, I believe your nearsighted which means you need your glasses to see things at a distance and probably don't need your glasses for reading at all. And if this is true you really shouldn't be wearing your glasses when reading. IO also want to wish you a very very Christmas and a Happy and safe New Years.
Yes I try to correct them all the time. 🤦🏻♀️ I’m bad at golf. Thank you for saying that! I used to think they didn’t look good. I hadn’t even thought about not wearing them to read! I hope you also have a Merry Christmas and happy new year. Thank you 🤗
Hi Molly thank you for this video I also have schizophrenia and depression and twenty one pilots is my favorite band, you SAI sweat shirt is awesome, I also take clozapine:)
Aw no problem at all. Yeah they are a great band. Glad to know there’s someone else out there that relates. 🤗
i agree
Noms. That chocolate fudge sundae sounded so good and with extra hot fudge? Yes please. Shrimp scampi American style is definitely better than Italian style :)
Yessss! It was delicious. Yeah I completely agree. But I might get cancelled for saying that. 😂
died how
😂 lol you said that’s what she said
Sure did 😂
Damn dude sounds like a lot, pat yourself on the for being so breave to talk about this. Il Hope you feel better and find your normalcy in your day to day life. Ik im kinda late for a response
Yes it’s definitely a lot but I am doing better for the most part. Thank you very much. And I answer all my comments so no worries at all! ☺️
Are you native amrican
Actually no. Not really. Well my great grandmother was part Cherokee.
You've been through a lot. I hope you're feeling okay. You're right about people being like elevators. Sometimes it seems like they pull down a lot. I watched your other video where you talked about being stuck. I am really stuck too. It's like ever since I got stuck in a rut and everything in my life changed and now I can't get out. I hope things will look up soon.
Yes I’m feeling okay. Thank you. Definitely. I do still feel stuck myself but I try to distract myself from it by keeping busy and just not having time to dwell. I hate that for you. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I hope things will look up as well 💕
@@mllysmth That's good to hear you're feeling okay. I want all lovely people to be okay. When I can, I try to fill my time with attaining fresh air/nature watching, appreciating food, and sleeping my worries away. I might start crocheting too, who knows. You're awesome!
Yes those are great ways to spend your time. In fact, I need to start doing those things myself. I’m a couch potato. 🤦🏻♀️ So many people on here crochet. I’m so bad at it. I’ll start working at it again, my hand will cramp up, and I’ll put it up. I’m literally trash at it. I hope you like it though. Aww thank you! So are you! ☺️
That's cool. I might start hand crocheting. I'd love a big fluffy blanket. Luckily I have hands.
Yes hands are key. I love how the blankets turn out
When you was showing your cat bag your cat was in the background perfect timing 😅❤👍😂
Oh my goodness! I didn’t even notice 😂
@@mllysmth 😂😂
Hey molly I think I get you with the dead pan humor. I do that too and people don't even get it a lot of the time. It's more for me to make myself laugh a little. Also it is so easy to think you're boring or your videos aren't worth watching through. It's so not true! I watch them through. You're very relatable. Sometimes having confidence is harder than not having it. It takes practice to think and act "hey you know what I'm the freaking SHIT"
Yes exactly. I think I’m pretty funny myself. 😌 Aww thank you! I always wonder about it. Glad to know people are actually relating. And yes I am working on that. One day I’ll have it together. Your comment means so much. Thank you ☺️
@@mllysmth Yah and all that stuff I said up there is what I tell myself every day so easier said than done of course 🥲. Your videos crack me up. Please keep them coming :)
@GeronáRigatte aww I will! So happy I have such a loyal follower. ☺️
Beautiful
Thank ya 😌
Beautiful
Thank you
Hi Molly, I just want to tell you that you are amazing. I have watched your video about your stroke too and I'm so proud of you for making it through all of that. I also have multiple mental health disorders as well as several other health problems. This was all due to being abused and assaulted at my workplaces time and time again so I felt that I could really relate to your videos. I feel like you're going to completely rock the hell out of life to come! You give me vibes that you're a really smart and sensitive person. You are also so beautiful. I wish you the best and I hope you keep fighting! -From a fellow human being
Oh my goodness. You’re too kind! I’m sorry you’re going through it too but I’m glad to have helped make you feel less alone. I wish you the best as well. Thank you for commenting. It means a lot. ♥️
Molly I am praying for you and Susan everyday 🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️ We love y’all
Thank you! ♥️
Great tribute. I'm so sorry for yours, your mom's, and your family's loss!
Thank you so much
My heart aches for all of you. Thank you for sharing all of your memories with us. ❤️
Thank you ♥️
Molly, this was something I didn’t know I needed. Thank you for sharing your stories of Grace. I miss her more everyday and the memories are the best ones yet! She’s such an angel that is with you always! I love you! 🧡🫶🏾
You’re so welcome. I do too. I agree. She is with us all. I love you too! ♥️🫶🏼
This is beautiful! grief sucks. she's with you <3
Thank you! I tried to make it perfect for her ♥️
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤
Thank you ♥️
The parmesan you showed in the container.... IS gross because it's grated, and has some weird anticakimg agent that tastes funny. That's why you like the ones at Italian restaurants, because it IS parmesan. And since I was born in the 80's and mainly because I have had lots of spiritual experiences, it saddens me deeply that young beautiful people such as yourself are wasting energy giving a flying f*ck about any likes or views. I'm not trying to be mean, just blunt. You have SO much to offer the world, please stop paying attention to the likes and views. Humanity has a big shift coming. Look inward and focus on the bigger picture. It is beautiful but we won't get there if we are stuck in the matrix
Oh wow. Okay well that makes me feel better and man that’s deep. Yes I definitely should stop worrying about it. It’s just so hard to stop comparing myself to people my age or younger with all of this virtual success. Thank you for this comment. It really does put things into perspective. And I’m glad I’m not the only one with the Parmesan problem. 😌 You just brightened my day with your “bluntness.” It meant a lot. Maybe that’s a strange response. I don’t know but thank you. ☺️
@@mllysmththat is so nice you took it as I intended! You wouldn't believe the video I came to after watching yours, ... It was talking about exactly what I meant when I vaguely told you to look inward (I didn't wanna waste a bunch of words if you were to get upset by my comment) Let me explain; I was thinking about what is coming. I get a lot of my spiritual messages from dreams. There are a few in particular that I deem highly important. One of which was in 2016, and the dream was about the shift that is taking place RIGHT NOW!!!! But it's a miraculous process, and we need to get our bodies ready! In the dream there was a huge fiery red planet and a huge earth and our tiny looking Earth we're destroying. There was a deeply profound knowing that EVERYTHING, and I do mean everything was one big ass LIE!!!! It was such a powerful dream, because I have been on the other side so I recognized the absolute truth of that knowledge drop...you just... KNOW without question. Anyway, this video is long, but she is going over EXACTLY what I inferred from that dream, it was an extremely short dream, but the knowledge communicated was expansive, and she covers it I the video. I hope you enjoy it and I hope you're "feeling it too!". We are SO much more powerful than the people controlling the rat race would have us believe. We're eternal beings in a meat suit right now, but that will change soon. We will be capable of much more. I know this first hand. If you don't already think I am bat shit crazy I could tell you how. ua-cam.com/video/DW8A5Tsns0c/v-deo.htmlsi=H-Po6mzNJZr9QeXc Btw I had no idea what the big red planet meant till yesterday, I learned the sun has a binary twin named Nemesis and you can only see it with infrared!! Of course they would name it nemesis if it elevated human consciousness! Humans are electrical beings. The sun's activity affects electronics. I'm trying hard to get my body well and my mind strong and elevate my intuition and increase my access to my higher self, God, collective consciousness, source, whatever you call it it's the same.
Oh wow. You sound like you’ve got quite a bit of knowledge. I’m not sure I understood it all but I did try.
And that all sounds really interesting and out of the box
All the best👍
Thank you ☺️
I hope this channel grows well and i wish you luck for future ❤️✨
Aw thank you! And the same to you! 🥰
@@mllysmth hehe thankyou 🦋✨🎀
I just saw this vedio and liked it ❤️❤️✨
Thank you! 🥰
Is psychiatric ward worth going..in case of suicidal thoughts nd attempts
Personally, I was that way because of my psychosis and schizophrenia so once they put me on the right medication, I was good to go. I think it’s all about how they handle things. I recommend going. My sister actually just got sent to one and they updated her meds and now she’s a lot better. I hope things get better for you. ♥️
@@mllysmth thank u ❣️❣️❣️
@@mystery15no problem at all ☺️
@@mllysmth ❤️❤️❤️
Firefighters make good money I been one for 5 years definitely recommend joining the fire academy
That’s great. I’m glad you enjoy it. ☺️
Medications are bad bad for humans.
Agree to disagree.
Hearing about the girl in highschool brings a lot of similar memories to my head. Still hurts today. Wish u the best. Kiss from Portugal😊
I completely get that. I’m so sorry. Hate to hear that other people have experienced even close to the same things as I have. I wish you the best as well. Thank you. ☺️
Had psychosis for 2 years and cognitive problems for over 2 years after that. Man it was hell. Once I was even diagnosed with schizophrenia. There wasn't day that I thought first thing in the morning: '' I just wont to die God, please just fcking kill me". Worst wasnt psychosis but cognitive impairment and lack of pleasure. Man I felt like my iq droped from 130 to less than 80. Couldnt understand simplest things... Hell darling, whatever you are going thru, trust me there are people that went thru it and came as champions that conquered their illnesses. Wish you all the best and all the love, luck, joy and peace of this world. Stay strong warrior, you got this...
I get that. I get that harder than I want to. I just hate how there are more people that have gone through these things but it also comforts me in a strange way. It’s kinda like a support group. I really hope things are going better for you. Thank you so much for your insight. I really appreciate it. ☺️
@@mllysmth things are going incredible for me. I have my own business now,I am earning more money in my country than most. I have wonderful gf and lovely dog, Ive lost ton of weight. Thats why I am saying, it is possible to overcome it. It is hell wehn you start fighting, it feels like fighting with someone way bigger than you completely blind, but at time that opponent becomes weaker and weaker and you become tougher and tougher...
Aw I’m so happy for you! And I’m proud that you overcame it all. I’m still working at it every day. I aspire to be as positive as you. ☺️
@@mllysmth if you need any help or someone to talk to pls tell me, ill gladly help :)
@lazarmitrovic180 that’s so sweet of you. Thank you
Wow. I am so sorry, that happened to you. I hope you feel better and stay strong. You are an incredible person
Thank you so much. It’s okay. I’m growing more and more and really putting it behind me as far as I can
22 year, I had stroke, and heart failure. November 23, 2022 heart surgery.
Oh no. I hope you’re doing better!
You have the right to stand up for yourself don't let people hurt you there cowards once you get mad and stand up they usually get scared
Yes you are exactly right. I was just so young and shocked it even happened in the first place.
So glad I found your channel!
Aw that means the world! ☺️
*Promosm*
It requirs lots of courage to speak out about mental health issues in public thank you so much. I hope you get better soon.
Thank you so much. I try my best to be open about everything because it’s a little taboo.
Colouring in pages can fix your insanity 😂 Love how you said that so casual lmao
Someone had to say it 😌🤷🏻♀️😂
I like the cat in the background.😺
Borrowed him for the video
The art girl gift guide 1. Printer for journaling www.bestbuy.com/site/epson-ecotank-et-2800-wireless-all-in-one-supertank-inkjet-printer-white/6469371.p?skuId=6469371 2. Polaroid phone pics www.amazon.com/dp/B0B1N6XCHN/?coliid=I1DG6YE2U0DXO&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_HRZCP8GYM77V1RH8FJAV 3. Etsy stickers www.etsy.com/listing/1424093326/. In brown yellow, maroon red, olive blue, and gray black 4. Cross cross chair if you can afford it 5. White pen www.amazon.com/dp/B085S61PXJ/?coliid=I3UCCCFO1S22RX&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_NE49J68JEKZ3JRPBAM34&language=en_US 6. Journal cut outs www.amazon.com/dp/1507220472/?coliid=I2KNLXFVKDCJTR&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_NE49J68JEKZ3JRPBAM34&language=en_US 7. Cute stickers www.amazon.com/dp/B09MS6FQZF/?coliid=I1C86CU9CJDNZO&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_NE49J68JEKZ3JRPBAM34&language=en_US 8. Archer and Olive journals www.archerandolive.com/products/b5-kraft-paper-notebook-crescent-moon 9. Botanist sticker a.co/d/6l9Pqey 10. Celestial stickers 200Pcs Vintage Scrapbook Stickers, Aesthetic Junk Journal Stamping Supplies Kit, Scrapbooking Ephemera Washi Paper for Bullet Journaling Planners Diary Collage (Celestial) a.co/d/4ahCLkm 11. Washi tape ZYNSHE Washi Tape Set of 16 Rolls of 15 mm Wide Washy Tape Cute Decorative Tape for Journaling, Scrapbooking, Crafts, Bullet Journals, Planners, DIY Decor & Craft Supplies for Adults & Kids (Splash) a.co/d/a00YVRK 12. Washi tape in warm brown www.etsy.com/listing/1009641774/ 13. Moon Washi tape www.etsy.com/listing/1515658451/ 14. Leaf Washi tape www.etsy.com/listing/1211979771/ 15. Book journaling rating star stamp 5 Star Rating Stamp Bookish Stamps Journal Stamps Book Rating Stamp Bookplate Planner Stamps Rubber Stamp Creatiate BJ 16. Book spice rating www.etsy.com/listing/1324631480/ 17. Ink pad Ranger Archival Ink Pad, Jet Black - Permanent, Waterproof, Acid-Free, Non-Toxic - Won’t Bleed or Smudge - Provides Vivid and Crisp Stamping Results - Air Dry on Matte and Heat Set on Glossy Surfaces a.co/d/0wggpdS 18. Ink pad Ranger Wendy Vecchi Archival Ink Pad, Carnation Red,Size: 2 x 3 inches a.co/d/ezOAtOQ 19. Alphabet stamps Alphabet Stamps Set, KMIKE 70pcs Letter Number Symbol Vintage DIY Craft Card Making Wood Rubber Stamp a.co/d/e126iWs 20. Stamp stickers Cotrida 126pcs Vintage Postage Stamp Stickers, Aesthetic PET Sticker for Water Bottle, Scrapbooking, Journaling Supplies, Planners, Kid DIY Art Crafts, Bullet Journal a.co/d/1KpjeKU 21. Star stamp stickers Cotrida 168pcs Vintage Postage Stamp Stickers, Aesthetic PET Sticker for Water Bottle, Scrapbooking, Journaling Supplies, Planners, Kid DIY Art Crafts, Bullet Journal a.co/d/5KfMaKg 21. Zebra highlighters Zebra Pen Mildliner Highlighters, Double Ended Highlighter, Broad And Fine Tips, Pastel and Neutral Colors Midliner Pens, 30 Pack a.co/d/2DbVSX4 22. Pigma pens SAKURA Pigma Micron Fineliner Pens - Archival Black Ink Pens - Pens for Writing, Drawing, or Journaling - Assorted Point Sizes - 8 Pack a.co/d/iF2PJZ0 23. Tombow brush pens Tombow 62038 Fudenosuke Brush Pen, 2-Pack. Soft and Hard Tip Fudenosuke Brush Pens for Calligraphy and Art Drawings a.co/d/7SNtsQt 24. White posca pens 3 kinds of Uni Posca 【WHITE】Paint Marker Pen Extra Fine 0.7mm / Fine Point 0.9-1.3mm / Medium Point 1.8-2.5mm & Our Shop Sticky note / VALUE SET!!! a.co/d/fHoanmS 25. Gold posca pens Uni Posca 3 Gold Paint Markers = 3 Different Point Sizes per Pack: PC-1M(0.7 mm), 3M(0.9~1.3 mm), 5M(1.8~2.5 mm) a.co/d/a7sDyDN 26. Black posca Posca - Ultra Fine to Fine Paint Marker Pens Set - PC-1MR, PC-1M, PC-3M - Black Ink - Pack of 3 a.co/d/fJrulna 27. Ruler Westcott Stainless Steel Office Ruler with Non Slip Cork Base, 6-Inch (10414) a.co/d/gHH4KmQ 28. Sticker book The Antiquarian Sticker Book: Bibliophilia (The Antiquarian Sticker Book Series) a.co/d/fCUA7vV 29. Sticker book The Antiquarian Sticker Book: Imaginarium (The Antiquarian Sticker Book Series) a.co/d/8bkTO2i 30. Mystical sticker book Sticker Studio: Apothecary: A Sticker Gallery for Modern Mystics a.co/d/bJsUa0P 31. Mushroom stickers 100pcs Aesthetic Mushroom Stickers Pack for Water Bottle, Mushroom Decor Gifts for Women Girl, Cute Vinyl Waterproof Decals for Laptop Scrapbooking Journaling Hydroflask Bicycle Car Phone Case Tumbler a.co/d/cr8SWLc 32. Markers Crayola Super Tips Marker Set (120ct), Kids Washable Markers, Scented Marker Set, Holiday Gift for Kids, Bulk Markers, Thick & Thin [Amazon Exclusive] a.co/d/gsHDto6 33. No smear pens BIC Glide Black Retractable Ballpoint Pens, Medium Point (1.0mm), 4-Count Pack, Ultra Smooth Writing Black Pens a.co/d/fAVqVHV 34. Watercolor Grabie Watercolor Paint Set, 100 Colors Painting with Water Brush Pens and Drawing Pencil, Great for Kids and Adults, Art Supplies, Perfect Starter Kit for Painting a.co/d/4tmlO4X 35. Good watercolor brushes Grabie Professional Watercolor Paint Brushes, Mop Paintbrushes, 9 Pcs, Synthetic Squirrel Hair, Art Supplies for Painting, Great Watercolor Set for Artists, Amateur Hobbyists and Painting Lovers a.co/d/c640yCE 36. Gold paint Winsor & Newton Drawing Ink, 14ml Bottle, Gold a.co/d/7Kq4ISi
Thank you for the great recommendations and links!
You’re so welcome! ☺️
Gift guide 23 Beauty 1. Body mist www.sephora.com/product/sol-de-janeiro-brazilian-crush-cheriosa-40-hair-body-fragrance-mist-P472072?skuId=2481364 2. The poppy oliveandjune.com/products/the-poppy 3. Any olive and june nail polish my favorite one oliveandjune.com/products/favorite-beanie 4. Satin pillowcase www.mykitsch.com/products/satin-pillowcase-charcoal-grey 5. Shark flex hair www.sharkclean.com/exclusive-offer/HD435WK/shark-flexStyle-air-drying-styling-system-powerful-hair-blow-dryer-multi-styler-diffuser/ 6. Satin scrunchie Satin Sleep Pillow Scrunchies - Black/Gold - KITSCH 7. Whitening strips Lumineux Teeth Whitening Strips 21 Treatments - Enamel Safe for Whiter Teeth - Whitening Without the Sensitivity - Dentist Formulated and Certified Non-Toxic - Sensitivity Free www.amazon.com/dp/B082TPDTM2/?coliid=IJNKCNRZV5LX0&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_99J1KK49BZCQPAZWQBGM&language=en_US 8. Hair towel Large Microfiber Hair Towel Wrap for Women, Anti Frizz Hair Drying Towel with Elastic Strap, Fast Drying Turbans for Wet Hair, Long, Thick, Curly Hair, Super Soft Hair Wrap Dark Gray www.amazon.com/dp/B09FLJS24B/?coliid=I3CABEBL9BZUFW&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_99J1KK49BZCQPAZWQBGM&language=en_US 9. Round brush Round Brush, Nano Thermal Ceramic & Ionic Tech Hair Brush, Round Barrel Brush with Boar Bristles, Enhance Texture for Hair Drying, Styling, Curling and Shine (Barrel 2.1 Inch) + 4 Free Clips by AIMIKE www.amazon.com/dp/B0725YBN8D/?coliid=I37U9KTQRXCCPT&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_99J1KK49BZCQPAZWQBGM&language=en_US 10. Hair rollers Jumbo Hair Rollers Set,31pcs 3 Sizes With Clips & Comb Hair Curlers,Big Self Grip Holding Hair Rollers for Volume Long Medium Thick Fine Thin Hair Bangs (2.4" /2"/1.5") www.amazon.com/dp/B0B14SGCCL/?coliid=I26YSX7QT6VFQD&colid=20ZYF7C1ODFHI&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_lstpd_99J1KK49BZCQPAZWQBGM&language=en_U 11. Satin cap YANIBEST Silk Satin Bonnet Hair Wrap for Sleeping - Adjustable Stay on Silk Lined Slouchy Beanie Hat for Curly Hair and Braids a.co/d/hnrp6nN 12. Unbrush Detangling Hair Brush: UNbrush - Moonlight Gray - FHI Heat™ 13. Heatless curls Kitsch Satin Heatless Curling Set - Hair Rollers for Heatless Curls | Heatless Hair Curlers | Holiday Gift | Hair Curlers to Sleep in | Heatless Curling Rod Headband | Heatless Curler - Charcoal a.co/d/bWz6qkA doesn’t matter what kind you get but how you put your hair on it 14. 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😒 wow I hope you're doing better. You can literally write a book with you experience I hope nothing but the best for you
Thank you so much. I am for the most part. Doing a lot better than I was in those experiences. ☺️
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First thought: is that a TØP shirt? And yesss it issss! Love that. That aside, I’m sorry you had to go through all this. Thanks for sharing your story. I’ve had many of the same delusions as you, but it’s my first time hearing about someone else who’s had pregnancy/miscarriage delusions, it drove me crazy. Anyway, glad you’re doing better, wishing you the best
Yes it is! It’s my boyfriend’s hoodie. It’s okay. I’m still coping but I am doing a lot better. Yesss it drove me insane! Thank you so much. ☺️
There are ELF waves mind control experiments that are giving you these symptoms from the research, experience and knowledge that I have about the matter.. Please copy and paste the following comments as there are normally deleted as soon as I put it up. The greatest threat in society today is the use of these mind control weapons secretly being used on some unsuspecting citizens which can cause all kinds of blank states, mental problems through voice to skull communications, with a variety of other mental and health problems. Many unsuspected citizens of all ages are targeted as well as celebrities, politicians and reporters (look up Mitch McConnell's paralysis during a speech this week that I believe was caused by this) along with a video titled " 6 news reporters found speaking gibberish. What is going on.. " The tragedy is that some people end up in psychiatry because of them. And this has been going on a long time!.. They have put people out of work and out of business and money so that they live their lives become a private living hell unable to tell anyone in fear that they are sent to a doctor to be diagnosed with a mental disorder. These are mind control weapons that have been used on a number of unsuspecting people for a long time (including MK Ultra in the seventies). They are known as 'voice of God weapons' which were used in the Iraq war and can transmit all kinds of feelings including deviant sexual thoughts as well, (Dr Rauni Luukanen Kilde says they can even transmit feelings to make you attracted to the same sex which would explain the growing number of gays in society today, they can also transmit depression, rage depending on which neighborhood they target at any given time and bank states anytime they want. The towers from which these frequencies are transmitted from must be brought down as well as the echelon satellites which they are allegedly transmitted from. If you happen to be specifically targeted, they can zero in and communicate with your brain through an operator 'live' as if they are speaking to you on the phone (though the voice is not out loud normally but can be depending on how sadistic the operator wants to be, but more like an inner dialogue like the kind you would have with yourself at any given time.. Scary crap. They can also transmit images of people you know and video clips of unwanted porn also if they do not like you. Give you live flashbacks when you are speaking like I believe they were doing to Mr McConnelly. Depending on what kind of mood the operator is in, they can also delve into your past and bring up some memories of your childhood.. When a person is chosen as a ' Targeted individual ' (for any reason, but mostly because you spoke out against corruption somewhere in your life or you are promoting Christianity or are worth a lot of money as they are always looking to earn income, etc. the person gets gang stalked as if they were a celebrity being chased by paparazzi. They work in teams and normally follow you around, break into your apartment while you're away, play with your stuff so that you blame it on your neighbor when you get back, etc.. They love to walk by you wearing t-shirts with printed messages about something that you connect with, or walk by you talking about you as if they know you or your family!.. If you run up and catch one and ask them why they are bothering you, another person on their team will quickly come to their rescue and say "Is this man or woman bothering you? I have seen him bother other people as well, let us call the police to arrest him!".. And you end up diagnosed as a paranoid person thinking people are after you!.. They do this to see how you're going to react under these mind control experiments and they have a really good time doing it. They can interrupt your thoughts and paralyse you in speech as you are trying to defend yourself before a police officer.. All very tragic and VERY sadistic to get you to comply!.. Imagine them controlling bankers this way!.. Or celebrities.. Look up an interview with Britney spears and Diane Sawyer where she is interrupted by voices speaking to her and she breaks down in tears.. I also believe Bruce Willis was victim of this as well.. They can mimic all kinds of disfunctions with these instruments and can easily get you diagnosed as schizophrenic if you don't know about them. If anyone is in touch with Mr Willis, please share this information with him, according to ex CIA Dr Robert Duncan (whistleblower) they can mimic all kinds of diseases with these frequencies. This is domestic terrorism at his worst and it NEEDS to be stopped NOW. Please look up the following video for more information : ' Mind control weapons in use today Dr Rauni Luukanen LeenaKilde ' Also look up the following blog : viclivingston dot blogspot dot com slash 2011 slash 12 slash u dot html I believe 5G is a military weapons that can also be used to contribute to this. Please also look up 'Dr Sharon Goldberg 5G Michigan state cell tower hearing' as well as another presentation by Dr Paul Heroux at the same hearing. We need to stop 5G from being deployed nationwide as it is according to researchers a 'mind control weapon' . The world needs to hear about these weapons and more importantly, a worldwide agreement needs to be signed to ban these weapons now and I think the USA should be the first to bring this up! God sees everything through our eyes and hears everything.. The world would certainly thank us for it. Another great interview to look up about this is with human rights Vancouver lawyer Alfred Webre with International scientist Leuren Moret, the video is titled : " Leuren Moret: Global chaos agenda - Jesuits Trump, Pope, DOPE INC & Mexican border; Nuking of USA population, DHS Urban warfare against Americans, Neutron bomb by USA against Syrian civilians" As well as this other interview video titled : "Leuren Moret: Jade Helm, Homeland Security, Domestic Pacification, Weaponizing adult children to wage EMF Mind Control War & The Bigger Picture. I do hope they stop this before they are brought to court. Please share this information with all citizens of the world. Thank-you. Show less
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