a week in the psych ward | bpd diaries
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- Опубліковано 26 лис 2021
- hi! my name is natilie and this is my experience being on a psychiatric ward. thank you for all your love and kind wishes ♡
i have borderline personality disorder and in times of severe distress, a hospital admission may be required to manage this. i got really unwell at the end of this recording, hence why it is a little short.
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*Have hope, my new friend. I'm manic depressive, and people never realise how hard it is to cope.* ⭐😃👍
i agree that sometimes it's for sure overlooked!! especially when it comes to mania and not depression. hope you're doing ok
a reminder that you've got this and that you deserve the world :) remember to take care of yourself
this literally made my day thank you so much
Hey girl. I just found this video. I’ve been In the psych ward many many many times the last three years. I’ve also had many suicide attempts. I hope you’re doing better now. Thanks for sharing your story.
thank you so much for being here and sharing with me
you are so strong!!!! sending virtual hugs 🥺💖
thank you so much love i really appreciate it x
3:08 your voice sounds croaky you poor thing ❤️ I hope you didn’t get physically sick too. Keep fighting!! It’s a hard road to mental wellness 💛
thank you so much for your kind words
Beautiful Video! And I’m sure that it will inspire many… you are brave, strong, and beautiful 🦋💜✨ (I’m thumbing up for the algorithm, because this needs to be seen)
thank you so much for your kind words and support
sending virtual hug
You are really strong lady
Take care of yourself❤
thank you so much for your kind words
Hi babe I have bpd too ❤️ I feel for you and I get your struggle
Loved this x tak e care
thank you so much x it means a lot
Was in the psych ward 2 years ago for BPD and hypochondria
omg ur allowed to record at ur pysch ward!? ;-; when i went to one they took all my stuff,, but ig bpd is different than si?
anyways stay strong!!! u got this!! 💗💗
the psych ward i went to was pretty relaxed compared to most in my city - i for sure wasn’t allowed to record any other people or activities to respect everyone’s privacy!! the psych ward is a general one so it’s not specific to bpd :))
thank you so much for your kind words 🤍🤍
@@nataliabeII ah i see!! 🤍💗
Hey luv sorry if this is completely wrong (going off accent) but in quite a lot of nz psych wards (depending on the like risk level) you are allowed ur phone
People my age (20) tried bullying me, but I befriended the older patients that scared them off in the ward xD
i'm so sorry that happened toyou, it makes me angry that that kind of thing goes on on the ward
sending love & hugs to you (:
thank you so much 🤍
hey im 12 and have had bpd symptoms for like 2 and a half years and in like 4/3 months im turning 13. im going to a psychologist in like a few weeks because my teacher saw my SH do you think that even tho im 12 and 13 when i see a psychologist i can still get diagnosed with bpd. im really struggling and honesly way to scared to tell the psychologist
that i think i may have this disorder. but i dont wanne be misdiagnosed with bipolar or depresion because was also too scared to tell my doctor i think i may have this and he thougth when i ment i have extreem mood switches it was between happy and sad and he wrote in the letter that im supposed to give to my psychologist that i switch between happy and sad sorry if this is like extremely long and sorry if there are a lot of spelling mistakes thank you if you read it and i would be extreemly happy with an awnser i hope your doing well now and sorry for the trauma dumping love youuuu!!
Be strong
When do you know you should admit yourself?
this is a difficult question - everyones deterioration looks different. for me, i usually present to the ED when I feel any sort of unsafe or out of control of my own body.
What meds are you on
Im not sure if that's ok to ask❤
ya cant have your phone or any personal belongings! all locked away how ya made the video?
Were you barefooted or socks in the hospital
barefooted :)
You don't need Meds Call on Jesus he WILL heal you from all your afflictions.
BPD = CPTSD they same thing.
Basically means being Invalidated and Gaslighted by Family.
God Bless
Keep up the Good work
Hard to hear you.
Music drowns you out even more.
You're glasses are way too big.
Hey Natilie! I also live with BPD. From 2009-2017 I made about 7 suicide attempts and was admitted to hospital many times with many more ER/ED visits. You, yes YOU Natilie can, and I believe will, get through this I promise. 🫂
thank you so much for your kind words and sharing your story with me