Man... I remember her. She was bullied too much for too little. No wonder she isnt around anymore. I hope she is doing well Edit: OH CRAP! she is still uploading! Oh i am glad.
Yeah she live streams once a week and just redraws old stuff or chat's OCs. She purged all her shit tho only kept like 5 things shes proud of of back then. Her new shit is good just really depressing ya can tell shes going through alot due to all the trauma yt gave her plus her mental ill.
The way commentators would mock her weight to prove she's lying about 'doing better' was always so gross to me. Especially after finding out she had an eating disorder throughout the 'drama'.
As an 18 year old with BPD, let me tell you it is SO EASY to go down the "its not me, its my disorder" mentality. BPD is an extremely painful disorder, and it can make it seem like admitting any sort of accountability is like putting a neon sign saying "im a terrible human being", when it really isn't. When I first found out I had BPD I had that exact mentality, and it did so much damage to my relationships and myself. I put no effort into bettering myself because I just thought "it's my disorder, I can't do anything about it." When in reality you DO have control over your own actions, it's just significantly harder to do so.
Your comment of people knowing if you're trying or not is very true. I'm autistic and when I get upset over something I can't always explain it. I play DnD and my DM is very good working out with me why something made me upset in game (example was he used my character's backstory in a way that was not what I had intended and it made me upset)
This upload did not age well... I especially need to point out the art teacher thing.... Uh... Nooooo. I don't remember much about the video outside of. "Teacher refuse to teach me thing I especially came to learn." I too would be very unhappy. I to have my own very strong distaste of teachers in my experience. I know its joked and made light of in shows. But I rarely got a teacher who would go out of their way to leave a good impression. Being someone who tends to be alone. There was one thing I learned in the whole system. No teacher cares about you. The school system does hate you. And the administration doesn't care if you succeed. I'm know I'm anecdotal but people need to remember. The school system we know of has only managed to hurt more, and more people. I'm one of countless bullying victims, and where the system visibly failed. And to put it lightly. I don't think I will ever recover from that. But speggie... Is that how you spell it? Has had an experience people think shouldn't be an issue. When not true, and then youtube happened. I can also point out a couple other reasons why this video did not age well at all. But I had the biggest bone to pick with the teacher one. Actually before Quinn Quirio. I believe I commented on a jar video who criticized speggie's teacher video. And was like. "Yo no. You people are legit bullies here." Objectively my butt. I literally have the Time to know why this point is wrong. Also those daftpina and Creepshow art points. Oooooooo. The latter is hindsight surely. But the former... Ow.
#notallteachers lol Of course there will be rotten eggs but if you make an effort to show your interest in the subject and suck up a little they will learn to care about you. You just need to hold up your end, do your work, be polite, and go beyond just the basic requirements. This is rule no. 1 in positive manipulation. Also getting friendly with teachers will make them waaay more likely to come to bat for you if you confide in them that you are being bullied.
@@Dapper_Doormat I have a right to still hate this reply. Ignoring the huge implications this post implies. The fact my justified fuck you is deleted. So Sandspur. Reminder. Fuck you. The system needs to be fixed, and people who actually care put in place.
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Hearing Creepshow as a good source throws me for a spin, and really shows how old this reupload is
Same.
I had a 'Nam flashback at that part.
@@DystopianOverture Is that why she took it down
I'd forgotten Spechie existed.
“Harness the poison and turn it into motivation!”
Is it weird to say I kinda like that quote?
Man... I remember her.
She was bullied too much for too little. No wonder she isnt around anymore.
I hope she is doing well
Edit: OH CRAP! she is still uploading! Oh i am glad.
Yeah she live streams once a week and just redraws old stuff or chat's OCs. She purged all her shit tho only kept like 5 things shes proud of of back then. Her new shit is good just really depressing ya can tell shes going through alot due to all the trauma yt gave her plus her mental ill.
I'm in her discord and as far as I see, she mainly just streams but I don't really tune in much
She's still around but streaming instead of animation stories.
@@Kris-wo4pjI hope she gets therapy, I feel bad for not liking her very much when I was younger.
The way commentators would mock her weight to prove she's lying about 'doing better' was always so gross to me. Especially after finding out she had an eating disorder throughout the 'drama'.
Bro I had to do a double take at the creepshow art recommendation; it’s been a hot second since I heard that name
As an 18 year old with BPD, let me tell you it is SO EASY to go down the "its not me, its my disorder" mentality. BPD is an extremely painful disorder, and it can make it seem like admitting any sort of accountability is like putting a neon sign saying "im a terrible human being", when it really isn't. When I first found out I had BPD I had that exact mentality, and it did so much damage to my relationships and myself. I put no effort into bettering myself because I just thought "it's my disorder, I can't do anything about it." When in reality you DO have control over your own actions, it's just significantly harder to do so.
I feel like she should have kept ignoring the critics. They just liked bullying people. They still do.
Your comment of people knowing if you're trying or not is very true. I'm autistic and when I get upset over something I can't always explain it. I play DnD and my DM is very good working out with me why something made me upset in game (example was he used my character's backstory in a way that was not what I had intended and it made me upset)
really good video
what happened to the og vid?
Nothing really happened, I just moved channel content over here to free up the art channel for art.
This upload did not age well... I especially need to point out the art teacher thing.... Uh... Nooooo. I don't remember much about the video outside of. "Teacher refuse to teach me thing I especially came to learn." I too would be very unhappy. I to have my own very strong distaste of teachers in my experience. I know its joked and made light of in shows. But I rarely got a teacher who would go out of their way to leave a good impression. Being someone who tends to be alone. There was one thing I learned in the whole system.
No teacher cares about you.
The school system does hate you.
And the administration doesn't care if you succeed.
I'm know I'm anecdotal but people need to remember. The school system we know of has only managed to hurt more, and more people. I'm one of countless bullying victims, and where the system visibly failed. And to put it lightly. I don't think I will ever recover from that. But speggie... Is that how you spell it? Has had an experience people think shouldn't be an issue. When not true, and then youtube happened. I can also point out a couple other reasons why this video did not age well at all. But I had the biggest bone to pick with the teacher one.
Actually before Quinn Quirio. I believe I commented on a jar video who criticized speggie's teacher video. And was like. "Yo no. You people are legit bullies here." Objectively my butt. I literally have the Time to know why this point is wrong.
Also those daftpina and Creepshow art points. Oooooooo. The latter is hindsight surely. But the former... Ow.
#notallteachers lol
Of course there will be rotten eggs but if you make an effort to show your interest in the subject and suck up a little they will learn to care about you. You just need to hold up your end, do your work, be polite, and go beyond just the basic requirements. This is rule no. 1 in positive manipulation.
Also getting friendly with teachers will make them waaay more likely to come to bat for you if you confide in them that you are being bullied.
@@Dapper_Doormat I have a right to still hate this reply.
Ignoring the huge implications this post implies. The fact my justified fuck you is deleted. So Sandspur. Reminder. Fuck you. The system needs to be fixed, and people who actually care put in place.