Chester Bennington | Depression (tribute & awareness)
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- Опубліковано 20 жов 2020
- my intention in making this video was to portray chester’s long and difficult struggle with his mental health. every 40 seconds someone takes their own life and we need to talk about it. we need to end the stigma surrounding mental health and suicide. chester unfortunately was an victim of it and didn’t survived but there’s still hope for others. seek for help and know you are not alone!
as you can see in the video, even though chester was struggling, he inspired and tried to help others. he took his life, he wasn’t okay. it takes one moment...
(i know there’s some mistakes in these subtitles, but i hope you can ignore it. it’s exhausting to come back to edit everything again so i’ll leave it this way).
thank you for watching!
i have a page dedicate to chester: / chestersbe
in memory of chester charles bennington (1976 - 2017). 🖤
#chesterbennington
#ripchester
#depressionawareness
The sentence „I'm afraid of losing my mind I have 7 kids“ Hurts so much
I’m in that place right now 😥
which is why it pisses me the fuck off when people accuse him of being selfish and not thinking about his family--putting aside the fact people just love to shame suicidal people and make them feel like shit for even considering it instead of giving them reasons to actually not feel suicidal, as though people should just live for the convenience for others and not themselves.
@@karenwilliams3540 me too
That feeling when daddy isn't coming home....
I thought he had 6 kids not 7
I forgot which interview I heard it in but I remember he said something like "Depression is when things in your life seem like they're going OK. But you still hate yourself and feel guilty about it." And that still resonates with me.
Thats exactly what I was feeling no way out. Wife made me go to the doctor and luvox. Its working something to look at.
Same me too
When you love this fake world and forget GOD ,Then the journey starts including loneliness, depression, sadness, anxiety.so it's better to stay connected with the lord and save yourself.
Любовь всей Сибири ❤
I been going through depression since I was 15 in 2009 freshman in highschool I'm 30 now and it never really goes away my dad passed away of stomach cancer in 2020 and I'm still going through some shit depression is a big problem in this country and in general not something to play around with if you need help
It’s not possible to feel joy, hope, love, or pleasure of any kind when depressed. Only deep dark sadness or sometimes nothing at all. The world, your life is always gray and lonely. The pain is unbearable. Rip Chester. He’s free from his pain, but I wish he could have been free of it while alive. He will be FOREVER missed by all those who loved him.
He really have a bad depression
This People... Laughing behind... Really??? Makes me sick to my stomack.... They are soooo low. Really.
You could never understand what depression is like unless you ever had one
We tend to forget what he'd been through because he's hiding it behind his smiles and laughter ❤️✌🏻
And sometimes we just get tired of people asking about how we're feeling. There are days when we have no idea how to explain what's going on, because so many people have no idea about this illness. You get that strange look... WTF is wrong with YOU!!! Z
He is not necessarily hiding his feelings behind smile and laughter. I mean, his smiles and laughter were real, but they just were not with him always...
Chester went through alot, he was a cool fucked up guy though, his humour was so funny, that place in the mind where you cant help but you go there anyway is not good, he is right about being out myself is the best place to be.
The best always do
That's the thing bout it, we can hide it
Im crying because I relate to everything he is saying
Me too
It's been 2 years since you made this comment. I'm praying your still here with us you are loved and needed here remember you are important you are someone we're all here for you please rise above 😢❤
I wish I could take all the pain away..Chester&Chris 💔
I can't, you can't. We are feeling are feeling. We "me myself" you're friend, your mom or dad. We must do it. It's hard seeing as, and being as.
Chris died because of medication
He died because he was hung
And this hits home I lost a friend that hung herself and miss her so much
I remember for a project my senior year in high school that I received an award for, titled”Die ary”. I used a black pen and a brown thick page of paper from my own personal journal to describe the signs of someone going through depression. Writing how i don’t like to do the things I use to enjoy, I don’t enjoy anything anymore. Asking questions about these never ending thoughts.Wishing to numb the pain, not understanding how these waves of emotions paralyze me. Before getting to the bottom of the page, I wrote that “in the end, it doesn’t even matter…… “ I included a drawing on the left side, creating a border/ background for it. In the distance a home and towards the front a shadow person standing there. This project was back in 04, a lot of students chose topics that have been done before. I was scared to present my project to my class because it made me feel like an even bigger outcast, watching other students present happy go lucky and “normal” topics. Here I am, going up with a piece of paper that had disturbing thoughts and a drawing to go with it. My turn to go up to the class, I held up my project covering my face as I read from a second copy I made so I can recite it to the class while they observed. After I was done reading it, I looked up and saw a mix of responses, my teacher broke the silence by complimenting the creativity and asking for me to elaborate the meaning and why I chose it. I told her it’s suppose to symbolize the thoughts of someone going through depression and I chose it because I found out how many sew icides happen every day. At the end of the class as we all walked to exit through the door to get to our next class, so many students complimented me and the next day my teacher asked to keep it. ❤to use as an example for future classes
This sums up how I feel perfectly. Fuck depression :(
Same and it sucks
I feel the same...
Relax bro,you are you,beautiful..enjoy life and give a lot of love to people,and one day the love you give gonna comeback to you..
Some good headphones and your favorite music!!
Everytime I hear Chester talking about his mental health I am like f*ck I feel it everything. Hopefully it will get better 🙌
I feel the same way! I wish you the best! Idk me I'm trying every day to shake this 🙏!!!
It gets better right???
6 months later. . How are you doing ??
Same
Even if it doesn't..... take the good..... even shit is good.. .. but more importantly you are ..... fuck others opinions.... believe in you..... nit the now the whole
It's very sad when he says, Trust Me Life Gets Better because things didn't get better for him. Things only got worse for him. Even after 4 years since he had passed away I'm still weeping with sadness.
I love this comment but with depression and living with it I wanna follow him.
We gotta remember he had good times in his life and it did get better he tried to die in 2006 he got better and did well but as we know depression and addiction has cycles, he had good and bad times sure they weren't all bad, I hope, he was such a beacon of hope it seems no good deed goes unpunished even after 6 years it still can easily bring g me to tears , he seemed to be a good guy who was really trying to get his shit together and he sadly list his battle , so sad weighs heavy still.
When he is talking about the save in the skull between the ears is a bad place and the other guy has the audacity to laugh pisses me off so much like you can see in chester's face like that's not funny I'm serious like he is telling you his legit feelings it just breaks my heart seeing that pain cuz I have felt the same way and just had someone brush it off
Rest in power chester
It pissed me off too. Thats the problem sometimes,people dont take depressed people seriously. This guy laughs like its a joke. He needs to be educated on mental health.
@@seabass2767 exactly I wish someone would and it definitely hits hard when you feel the same way we may not be going through the exact same stuff but when someone doesn't feel safe in their own headspace you don't laugh even if you don't know what they are going through just be there and listen we can do better people
Yeah inappropriate laughter.
He was such a good guy
I can understand Chester very well. I am going through something similar and I know how exhausting the daily fight against oneself is. Most people will never understand the horror of not being able to control your own thoughts. But maybe in a better place I will be able to ask Chester for a talk and autograph....
I Know Exactly How Chester Felt Been Depressed Since 4yrs Old& I'm 52! Chesters Music I Followed 1st CD! Beautiful Soul😭😥😭😭
Please explain .....I'm genuinely interested
I understand what your feeling my friend. Just know I care whether I know you or not, I care! Hang in there and I'll do the same.
Depression sucks! Social anxiety and PTSD is what I deal with everyday. I'm a combat veteran who is broken in so many ways but I hold on and push forward. Anyone who understands this and feels this way just know I care!
@@sheldonmetler8239 Same my friend social anxiety is ruining my life. I hope your PTSD gets better over time. I've witnessed a really tragic accident and the only positive is I somehow escaped PTSD for now, but also have depressive days. Goodluck dude
As someone who has battled depression for almost 24 years, this video was extremely hard to watch, when the guy told him nice glasses, and he said thanks,hiding the tears,....
I broke
i can relate too. hugs to you, darling. 🖤
God so upsetting , iv we can take anything away from this is depression can break the best of us , we just gotta keep fighting , that's what he would want.lRIP Chdster
i agree depression sucks man like most of the time i dont wanna do or be likje i wish i never existed to begin with
Unfortunately he was a drinker and was using as well.
So sad.
Those things may give one temporary bandaids, but are more harmful to someone struggling with depression.
Hang in there Kerry.
Educate yourself as much as possible about the condition.
That helps to stamp your mind deep within that there is hope and that things can get better.
There are nany things online that can help to cope when going through it.
Meditation, prayer etc.
@@devilnier
Hang in there.
Never give up.
Seek help if needed.
The thing that really sucked about Chester’s depression was that he was really good at hiding it but that’s what made it suck even more cause it was harder for people to help him.
People with that kind of disorder are typically reallyd good hiding IT and when people finds out IT too late.. sorry for my english
That inner dialogue is crucial to mental health and wellness. May we be more self aware and aware of those around us.
I wish he waited it out i love you chester. One in a million brother
He's explaining it just the way I feel at times 😢 like he's saying... Fuck all of you... I don't want to talk to anybody... With everything that's going on in this world right now sure doesn't help at all!!!
I miss you Chester 💔😢
So sad to hear show much he suffered 😢❤
i lost my lust for life whene i lost you chester! i am hardly hanging on anymore!
Hold on for me?❤️
Thank you Chester for putting into words Real Depression... you are dearly missed...thank you see you on the other side
On the outside everything might seem perfect. But on the inside only you know what demons exist, and the fight that you're having to go through every single day. RIP Chester, you will forever be missed.
I crying. My eternal love for him
I so wish I could have met chester & talked to him when I hear him explain his feelings. They are so close to how I feel daily!! Thank you Chester for sharing your live with us! RIP CHESTER!!!
Lonely is the night when you find yourself alone and the demons come to light and your mind isn't your own.
Why do I feel this way?
It’s sad when the person who said "It gets better " takes his own life
I love you Chester
Is following the work since I was 5 years old Until now I was 15 and just came back to listen to drought music, just realized that my favorite singer since passed away 3 years ago (2017) still loves and misses.❤️
คือติดตามผลงานมาตั้งแต่อายุ 5 ขวบจนตอนนี้อายุ 15 เพิ่งกลับมาฟังเพลงแล้งเพิ่งรู้ว่านักร้องคนที่ชื่ยชอบเสียชีวิตเมื่อ 3 ปีที่แล้ว (2560) ยังรักและคิดถึงเสมอ.❤️
Depression is hell.
Hold on to the ones that love you.
R.i.P Chester. Thank you for your great music.
God bless him. RIP Chester 💔🙏
Chester. Thank you. 🖤
God, please take me out of this extraordinary depression, and I don't know how long I can survive.
2021 and still hurting. I Miss Chester
I can relate almost word for word, i love myself but im feeling like fuck life right now. I finally found someone whi truly loves me but past trauma due to child hood made my mind a bad neighbor hood to be in alone i hate hurting the one i love most in this world not in an abusive way, because of people that shouldn't have kids to begin with my parents, and the pain hurts so much sometimes i honestly just want to die. Im working on turning it all around but i cant do this alone like ive been my whole life, feels like everyone just sees the worst in me and that there's no one there for me
Anxiety +fear of abandonment + a deep depression and a hard life that i have seen too muchis not a good combination to have. Got alot of work to do. Thanks Chester you help me more than you will ever know
To hear him say life gets better at the end of this and knowing he committed suicide to me is like a slap in the face to all people battling depression and still going on with life like me and many others who admired him for years
He tried for years to be OK , we will never know what happened in his last moment b I'm sure it wasn't meant as s slap in the face , he hurt himself more than he hurt us and was not thinking about how it would affect the world , thought he was a burden and a problem to the ones he loved . He couldn't stop drinking and had no control over his feelings and addictions its a complicated life in the public eye . We dont all win the fight .....
Why
Totally agree
Depression is a daily battle. Sometimes hourly battle
I think trying to constantly fighting a battle that is bigger than ourselves, does not help anybody. People, doctors & therapists can be partly helpful, but if the enemy lives inside of us like in him. Accusing him of everything, there is no easy way out....
But being open, vulnerable & authentic is a start. Finding a hope & faith that helps to confront the lies, he thought of himself, helps a lot.
But if we are in a depression, or often face bad thoughts, it helps to know what God thinks about us. That we are here on purpose, that we are loved, that we don't need to play God to be good, We can be ourselves & still be enough.
What people tend to forget, is that "Celebirties", are human beings still. Anytime Chester saw a fan, they want his autograph, or they want a photo, yet they don't wanna stop and ask how hes doing. To help him through the shit hes going through, the demons hes fighting. I can't speak on his personal life, but it's obvious he was desperate for someone just to hug him. Tell him he means something, that God loves him as much as everyone else in this life!
I hope you’re feeling better now, and I will never forget you how much you helped me. Love you forever, Chester Charles Bennington.
Pobre hombre 😢
Era una persona rota,se lo que se siente tener el alma completamente destruida y tener que fingir y seguir ..hasta que no se puede más
Lo juzgan por rendirse pero hay que estar en el lugar del otro antes de hablar sin saber..Además el luchó y luchó tanto tiempo hasta que finalmente y tristemente decidió que ya no podía mas Y que necesita dejar de sentirse asi
Perdimos a alguien impresionantemente increíble y eso es lo que mas pena da.que le pasen cosas malas a gente buena😢
"nothing makes me happy"
Look to Jesus. He can take away all your pain. Only he .
Thank you for the incredibly beautiful video of Chester! 1:52 is very sad. Legends never die!
His analogy/explanation of depression is spot on. It is exactly how I feel. When he says: “ what is my problem..”
That is hard. Nobody wants to be depressed yet you can’t just snap out of it or “ choose happiness.” As people think. It is a very difficult mental illness to overcome and for many it is a life long struggle.
I miss you so much bro! See you!
He is a beautiful person and he shouldn't go through this .
Where I live it's now nearly midnight and, I always come back to this video when I feel alone. Thank you so much for making it, you did a great Job ❤
you’re definitely not alone. and thank you! 🖤
Some of the greatest people in the world. Are not meant for this world
Thank you, Chester, for making music about depression. You've put into words what my mouth couldn't say.
I felt everything he said, and It's sad how his music has helped me during my darkest moments but it wasn't enough to help him.
I know his pain.. I go through it 24/7. Only reason I'm still hear is because of my kid. Only light in my life.
I feel ya Chester. I feel ya. :/
I can literally relate to everything he says coming from someone who doesn't have any family has severe bpd and an alcoholic and someone who has tempted suicide twice and haves to put up with my own negative thought day in day out
I wish I could have helped him in person. He was having internal problems with himself, because he's fighting himself.
That smile is so beautiful
Still can't believe Chester's gone rip Chester 😔
i know, what and how he felt 😭😭😭😭
Rip Chester
This 4:30 seemed a lot longer than the time it ran because the story was true and is true to those who are going through this same thing or have lost someone to it or still going through it. Sad we lost Chester at such an early age but to know he is in a better place than this hell is kind of a feel for ease...
Spot on
the pain of years of this
Most beautiful thing I've seen this year really.
I'm in this spot now and he's words as dark as they sometimes may be have always helped me in some strange way. I miss a stranger that I knew RIP Chester 😓
hearing life gets better from Chester after he committed sucide wasn't helpful at all
It's like saying when life gets better it's not enough to stop you from commiting suicide.
He said those things at a time of clarity in his mind. All it takes for depression to kill you is under a minute of bad judgement brought on by self-hatred.
Depression is fu##ing 💩.....it has taken so many talented & lovely people......its taken Chester Rip ❤......trouble is it never gose away its aways with you.....😥
That’s so powerful and true, I’ve been down Chesters path and 3 times ended up in hospital from bad choices. 8 years sober from alcohol and drugs now and learnt how to deal with my depression. Thank you for sharing your clip and you’ve got a lot of RESPECT ✊🏾 from me. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
The saddest thing is that he seemed to have it all worked out, yet he missed just one banana skin and slipped... RIP Chezzy Chez.
"I wanna let go but there's comfort in panic"
I don't know who response to these comments but when I saw the response I teared up! Thank you!!!
R.I.P brother 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
I feel your pain and struggle everyday.
I hope you and Chris Cornell are chilling up there playing some awesome tunes
🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾
I’m might go soon. I’m just so tired of being like this, feeling like this. I’ve tried so hard to be ok but I’m so weak. I hate myself so much.
Hey bro u still here?
Are you still here? if so I'm proud of you
Chester blames himself, typical of someone who’s being manipulated and abused. -#truthforchester #justiceforchester
Jaime admitted in an interview that he would take drugs and call Chester up and lecture him on how he was wrong about things and said he diagnosed Chester as mentally ill 😑 (trying to extort $ from him?) ... what kind of impact did this have on Chester? 🤔
It sucks when the words you want to say just don’t come out
Back a year later and still feel the same way
This is me right now
This probably the best tribute for chester and i kinda relate to this since i am dealing with depression. Nothing makes me happy anymore and probably want to disappear from this world too.
thank you! and I’m sorry that you feel this way. stay strong and get some help. you’re definitely not alone and your life matters. 🖤
It's the first time I have seen this video. I am crying my eyes out. Everything he said is what I have been trying to explain to people who just don't understand and just judge me I wish I could just switch it off.
Miss him so much ❤️
You weren't alone Chester..I feel this way..I'm fighting to be the change..and anyone reading this...you aren't alone..every day is a damn struggle..but I'm here...and I'm here for anyone else going through this..we need to be there for each other.. We aren't a stigma..we are perfectly human...and perfectly imperfect...and I couldn't imagine being any other way...and neither should anyone else going through this. I'm here.. I'll be the one that listens if you need me..comment if you want. I am here.❤️
Hi how are you? I need someone I'm in bad situation and I feel alone if you want messenger or Whatsapp?
What a great guy at heart! So much wisdom but he couldn’t see it for himself. Such a sad loss. ❤
😔i wish i was his friend and help him and save him 😭😞
Everyday is a battle. To anyone who feels alone, we're fighting together, hang on.
It sucks you can explain it perfectly and people still just don't get it....
We miss you Chester - you were stolen from all of us.
I do feel like this no one will never understand
It's not like that no more..staying sober helps.
Love and miss this guy. I’ve been there and finally came out the other side. There’s hope when I saw no hope. Having a “very small circle” of authentic support saved my life. I watch these clips to remind myself where depression can lead me if I don’t stay on top of my game. Love to all that struggle…
i can’t stop crying watching this
I’m hiding the tears - they were his last days that breaks my heart
Fans of #LinkinPark are amazing and awesome!!! 😇✌🏻🌻
I'm 66 yrs old & I have felt or tried to deal with Depression My Entire Life! Even When Things Are What You Call "Good".....I'm Still Depressed💔😔
I am so close to do same... i feel like him My heavy depression its winning
❤️😭😢
Same to me...I don't like myself at all😭😭
We all knew he is clinicaly depressed and yet nobody realy helped him. I can't get it right in my mind. I'm myself diagnosed with clinical depression and I believe I understand him and others like us well. And still there is very vibrating feeling inside of me, of how we can be so blind to others around, such pointless rediculuos thing to do - suicide and such devastating lose as Chester, can't accept it fully. I hope we don't go to hell cause of it, I hope that it's considered an illness that kills us, like cancer do. I hope God thinks like that, not like people do. Rest in peace, beautiful Chester.
Come to think about it, the signs were there. But people didn’t care enough..
When someone is in that black hole of depression and thoughts of suicide and actually does commit suicide and they think of ending it all, they don't realise they are leaving there loved ones with a swirling plug hole of whys?! Why couldn't you come to us and so many many other whys!! Please if your thinking of suicide please please get help, ask for help please
0:56-1:03 this is so depressing to watch, that's okay, even if your life seems wonderful you can be depressed, I am sad that you lost in your battle and wish for you peace, we love and miss you a lot
Its so emotional!! I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!!!
”I don’t know if you guys can understand this feeling…” we all do bro
I heard a family friend
sexually assaulted Chester
at age 7..soooooo SAD..it's
no wonder he was so
Depressed,RIP Chester.B
Yeah from 7 to 13 :((