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how do you define textbook narcissist? Talinda.

Sad very sad why you not fear.ćpalem pilem depresji dostalem od tego czym więcej sporzylem wypilem wszysko mnie dobijalo myśli straszne czy jest kontrola ...jest wszystko jest dla ludzi raz na jakiś czas zabawa puzniej kac i live goes on. Ale dla niekturych day after day i sky is the limit nalerze do nich.bylem z Lp od samego początku hybrid theory 1998 . każdego czlowieka szkoda ale Chester wybijał się z tlumu wyprostowal ŻYCIE wielu z nas prawdziwy Idol this is not fear.pozdrawiam wszystkich sopel 1984🦂🇵🇱

♾️ CHESTER FOREVER ♾️

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I think he showed with his last act that depression is a hopeless place, it takes away your light, the ability to see that you have everything u need a beautiful wife, many children, a home of ur dream, friends who are so close to u, fans and the talent to sing. The demons of depression cover everything you have with blackness and force u feel as if you dont have nothing in this world u better die ..and in one moment you leave life without seeing that you had Everything to be just happy man.RIP Chester I think it's a choice of darkness, you wouldn't do that to yourself

Even though he knew why he struggled it didn't make it any easier to deal with , the extreme highs the lowest of lows I can see how someone famous who is always scrutinized could loose it , I go though it privately the thought of millions watching is terrifying .

I just started listening to Lincoln park,and I loved the music then found that chester past in 2017 ,wow what a beautiful soul he was !

"Sonny west" was one of Elvis's closest bodyguard said this! And it haunts me to this day! Sonny worked alongside of Elvis most of his 31 featured films in Hollywood, Sonny was along side of Elvis, when he made a rise back to the top of the music industry in 1968, and early seventies! And what Sonny said was once you reach the Top! be it in the film industry, or music industry, there's nothing man! It's a lonely, depressing, very dark place! And if you don't have a challenge if front of you! Either Drug's or severe depression it's going to take you're career away! Sonny said aslong as we put a challenge ahead of Elvis! He could pull out of the Top lonely dark places of Being at the Top of being so famous he couldn't walk down the road! Sonny also said whenever Elvis no longer had a challenge" in front of him! He slowly began to decline! Not like a roller coaster drop but a gradual decline...

I love how she said it's not his fault either 11:46

Me

Rip chester Bennington you beautiful soul your in no pain no more 💔 Rip

It’s sad when the person who said "It gets better " takes his own life

I know all about anxiety , depression , psychosis and social agoraphobia and ptsd, I have it and it's not nice at all I wish I was normal it feels like im not meant to be here. We are only here for a while i know that now.

Rip bro

Chester is such a ARTICULATE MAN....& he can speak about his sickness in ways.... that i CAN NOT express or explain into words Chester is speaking for me & what I'm going through..for the life of me..i cannot explain my Deep Depression into words😢

the simple fact that hes missing it doesnt even feel real......

Rest In Heavenly Peace My Brother 🙏

Chester we miss you so much

He was murdered along with chris so stop the lies

I'm sorry but talinda is a liar,the whole world know that him and chris were murdered, what are thier kids supposed to think,wtf chris and chazzy didnt have to fie for this, it's not fair,either wat chester is our king and will be forever until the end of time,we love you brothers and our prayers are with you brothers, u both fucking kick ass ,from the bottom of my heart ,the whole universe needs to give chazz and Chris a stone cold he'll yeah,we love the work you guys were doing,we all love you brothers 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

I do feel like this no one will never understand

But why didnt she read it herself ? 💀

Czy tylko ja nie ufam tej Talindzie???Fani do tej pory nie mogą pogodzić się ze śmiercią Chestera,a Talinda już 2 lata później wyszła ponownie za mąż.Serio???

I’m hiding the tears - they were his last days that breaks my heart

Chester was telling us his story through his music, he was telling us how he was feeling, what his mind was thinking! I wonder if anyone in the band questioned him about the dark place in chesters head where the lyrics came from in some of his songs!

She is an amazing strong woman, I hope she stays on a mental health campaign

Chester Bennington Rip honey we miss you Rip

Te Amamos..Y te Amaremos Siempre!!😔😔😔

Thank you❤

Omg I love IT ❤❤❤❤❤❤ i miss him very much

It must have been very difficult to speak out about the loss of your husband, father of your kids. I suffer from depression i have a great career but i want to give up sometimes! Chester's lyrics helps me to fight through this. You certainly have my respect and i hope your kids will understand one day because mental health is real and invisible to most people

I wish I could have helped him.

On the outside everything might seem perfect. But on the inside only you know what demons exist, and the fight that you're having to go through every single day. RIP Chester, you will forever be missed.

Real sad you had to leave the way you did Chester, but I fully understand there was no other way to turn. God bless you, hope you're now at peace? Rest easy brother!! 🙏

Chester was an inspiration, beautiful soul beautiful voice. I had one of his songs played for the service when my sister passed away three years ago.

I love chester❤❤

I ve never seen, that his wife crying or sad. So has she emotion, or something feeling???!!! 😢

I just got into Linkn Park myself although I'm probably WAY too old (and Black 😅) to be listening to their music. Two songs come to mind that maybe illustrate what was going on in his mind (if he was the one to write them) In The End, and Breaking The Habit. If you pay attention to the "I put my trust in you' lyrics in "In The End", it sounds like he's maybe talking to a Parental figure (or even God?). Its the same lyrics repeated twice, but the first time its gentle and I guess 'reassuring', but the second time its almost Angry towards whoever he is talking to, like his life ended up this way because of who he put his trust in. Of course 'Breaking The Habit' seems to be all about suicide, UA-cam even puts a warning about the subject matter before ti plays (although I don't know how long before his sad end this song was written). Probably even more examples throughout his career, but as a 'new' fan, these are the ones that stand out to me.

I can relate almost word for word, i love myself but im feeling like fuck life right now. I finally found someone whi truly loves me but past trauma due to child hood made my mind a bad neighbor hood to be in alone i hate hurting the one i love most in this world not in an abusive way, because of people that shouldn't have kids to begin with my parents, and the pain hurts so much sometimes i honestly just want to die. Im working on turning it all around but i cant do this alone like ive been my whole life, feels like everyone just sees the worst in me and that there's no one there for me Anxiety +fear of abandonment + a deep depression and a hard life that i have seen too muchis not a good combination to have. Got alot of work to do. Thanks Chester you help me more than you will ever know

His biggest problem was his ABILITY and Willingness to hide his depression. You cant get the help you need when you,re always telling people your fine and ok. The songs they wrote and sang didn't help but reminded him.everyday of his pain . Why was he not on anti depressants.

Ruhe in Frieden Chester🙏🙏❤😢

WELL SINGING THOSE FREAKING DEPRESSING SONGS COULDNT HAVE HELPED. IT REMINDED HIM EVERY DAY WHAT A F****D UP PLACE HIS HEAD WAS. MIKE WROTE THE SONGS SO I DONT KNOW WTF HE WAS THINKING. PROBABLY JUST ABOUT THE MONEY. AS LONG AS WERE SELLING REVORDS IM GONNA KEEP WRITING THIS DARK SHIT. F****D UP MAN. RIP CHESTER..

Ruhe in Frieden Chester🙏🙏😓

Pobre hombre 😢 Era una persona rota,se lo que se siente tener el alma completamente destruida y tener que fingir y seguir ..hasta que no se puede más Lo juzgan por rendirse pero hay que estar en el lugar del otro antes de hablar sin saber..Además el luchó y luchó tanto tiempo hasta que finalmente y tristemente decidió que ya no podía mas Y que necesita dejar de sentirse asi Perdimos a alguien impresionantemente increíble y eso es lo que mas pena da.que le pasen cosas malas a gente buena😢

Sólo el podía comprender lo que algunos pasamos.y lo explicaba y expresaba tan real y crudamente que duele.no solo duele nuestro dolor...duele el suyo Era un ser de luz y se lo necesita y extraña tanto😔

Crying😭💔🕯️

Such Sadness entwined in all that brilliance 😢

Jesus Christo De Nazareth help a todos mis hermanos que estan pasando por esta situacion❤

Las dogas fueron tu broblema❤ No fuistes fuerte .

How can i, it didnt get better for you man. You're gone now. Things dis not get better for you. Everything you speak of, its in me too and just like you it has always been there. I love to daydream (just like everyone else) and the thing is all my life i've been daydreaming fighting this "evil" version of me, this bad guy who is me, but he is not at the same time. I remember being in highschool first grade and daydreaming about fighting like an anime (there wasnt even internet back then) vs my evil self. The thing is few years ago i saw a photo of myself in exactly those clothes that i daydreamed of when i was fighting vs myself and i realised it wasnt even highschool, i was in kindergarden man, i was literally 4 or 5 years old and i was fighting against myself.How do you explain this? What does it mean? Is it because my father was beating my mother when i was little baby, or maybe when later he stabbed her 8 times and went to jail for that? Or maybe later on when after he got out he married my mother's sister, my aunt ? Is it because i dont have a single memory of my mother saying she loves me ? Probably because i remind her so much of him? Maybe because i was mistake? Unwanted, unneeded and abandoned.I was raised by my grandmother.Neither my dad or mom took care of me, neither of them was there, neither of them gave me anything except this painfull existence. I did not have friends as a kid, because everyone knew about my parents, and my dad being a psychopath. I was literally like Naruto Uzumaki man, even though later on i got some friends. Yeah some friends i got, i was bullied by my best friend all the time, i was removed from my school in 9th grade for fighting and hurting people. All my life ive had and still have this psychopath dark evil energy within me, its in my genes in my blood in my spirit and body, and even though ive always been fighting him and i always try to win to be good guy to do right, to help, to care, to love. I am losing man. I ezperienced love though, and yeah it lasted for 3 years, my best years of my life, my college years, this is gone too. She betrayed and abandoned me and my trust, but this is not what is killing me. Just like you Chester its not external, its ME . I want do die, i want to fall asleep in a dreamless eternal sleep. I dont want to be human too, i dont want to feel too, i want to be fkin erased. I am losing the fight man, and ita not because im weak, if that was the case id been gone looong time ago (i tried btw, but another extremelly hurt soul helped me and im gratefull, or am i?) Its extremelly fucked up to be empath, to cry for fictional characters dying in a movie or series, to care so much when people share their pain that you cant stop your tears. And at the same time to have this extremelly bloodlust hungry psychopath evil creature inaide of you wanting to just fkin KILL EVERYBODY.... Ive come to realise wothout the good in me id been in jail or dead, but without the evil in me id be dead too. I am not weak, i am very, very, very fking tired, thats all. Tired as hell man, im sick of this so much, and seeing what the world has become these years def doesnt help, im losing hope in humanity as well as in myself. Ive come to even personify these 2 good/bad energies within myself, ive given them names so i can know which is helping me and which is killing me. Michael and Lucifer .... And my empathy... the stronger it gets the more i love and the more i love the more im hurt. Is there anyone out there feeling some kind of similiar way, is there anyone, whoever the fk it is that actually would read this and will care. I dont think so, and even if there is, it will pass in a few minutes. Self awareness + empathy + psychopathy = thats me and i AM losing the fight. Im tired, soon i trully wish ill be gone and never again human. Tired asf ....😇😈 ... I found a way, my subconscious self stepped in and showed me how to get rid off all the negative energy ! 🙂