Your perspective on youtube is really one of the reasons why my favourite communities on here to be a part of are smaller channels and/or people who really seem to be enjoying and caring about what they're sharing. So thank you so much, Rosianna, for maintaining your own sense of self over the years and being so kind. Happy Holidays to you--even in COVID :)
I've been watching you for years. It's interesting hearing you talk about feeling like you were falling behind at some point. I think it's nice that you've continued with your 'rambly' videos as you say. I think that's what make me feel at home on the platform when there are people like you continuing to make stuff like this. thanks so much!
the sticker rewards charts!!! I feel so seen! I also decorate the borders of the chart with collage: slapping down a sticker at the end of the day then becomes both an engagement with beautiful or pretty pictures, as well as a chance to feel good about your accomplishments
"Asking yourself what you need and taking things really slowly." This was it for me today. Went through my physical tbr because wanted to see what I had and from what year and that made me content. "This is really a hard time" is so real bc the grief has just been worse, so giving myself grace has been key. Appreciate the thoughts in this video so much.
Thank you so much for vlogmas. This is so comforting - and not especially because of the lighting etc., although that's great too, but because of the sense of reflection and emotional honesty that runs through it. Feels like a bit of an oasis.
I have always loved your rambling videos and how you express yourself! I've been catching up on your videos today and it's really helped me enjoy a moment of stillness and relax. RE: Christmas, you've put into words how I've been feeling of late. Even though I'm in Australia and we're mostly COVID free I still feel bogged down by how performative I'm finding the people I know on social media around Christmas right now. This year has been such a whirlwind of chaos that even though I feel like there's an unseen pressure I should be living my best life and being productive, I'm just not. And seeing people sharing pics of them catching up with friends and extended family every day is just a lot when there's people I would love to see but cannot. But taking small steps helps to look after myself helps, even if that step is taking a nap when I feel tired instead of pushing through. I do feel I should get a rewards chart with stickers just to show myself how much I actually do though, and what areas I can improve on when looking after myself. Thanks for another lovely video :)
I would love to see a video from you about developing communication skills because it seems to be something you really have down! You speak so well & earnestly it’s a great skill to have , I wonder is it something to do with public speaking or drama at school / uni
I love the dry hand question because the answer exist on both a chemical level and a philosophical one. Like the water on wet hands have more entropy or disorder so that state is more favored than dryness. But that idea of disorder is bigger than just how the molecules are arranged, it's about how everything in the universe is slowly coming apart with time and becoming more chaotic, which can be a really comforting thought and also a really scary one
Wet hands question: I think this is the same concept as the “why are my headphones always knotted?” question. There is only one way for a wire to be un-knotted, but an essentially infinite number of ways for it to be knotted. And your hands are “wet” in a myriad of ways, from soaked to slightly damp, and all of those ways make it impossible to pick up paper cleanly or crochet or whatever the task is, and there is really only one way for your hands to be dry. So it can take an instant to make your hands NOT dry, but much longer to get all the back to the level of “dry.”
Thank you for making this. Your videos are so comforting and thought-provoking, my favorites by far. I’m excited to join Life’s Library next year, thank you for plugging it. On a side note, I’ve watched your videos regularly since 2016 and the GROWTH in self-care and self-kindness is totally evident in your videos from this year. The reward stickers! Making time to rest! Posting whatever the hell you want on your timeline only! Biking! Also, your therapist sounds amazing, and I’m glad you found one that works really well with you. Of course you don’t need a stranger on the internet to validate you, but as someone who’s on a similar journey, I see you. I know how hard it is to make that turn, and you’ve done it. Fucking superb 👍🏻 keep going
I'm very late getting through the vlogmas videos this year, but I've been enjoying what I've been able to watch so far (I say a though I've been very busy, but really I've only been busy with existential dread). Anyway, I wanted to say thanks for making these and providing a bit of coziness this winter. And thanks for the reminder to take care of myself.
So happy I’ve really discovered your stuff this past month after joining Life’s Library. I love your videos, podcasts, etc! I just like hearing you talk lol
I’ve been really enjoying your videos, especially these last few days! They are nice and cozy and calming and comforting and exactly what I need. Thank you!!
I'm proud of having stood up for myself too, it has sort of felt like this year was the first time that my anxiety was protecting me from something real, and I've really taken that as an opportunity to try to listen to my needs more and saying them out loud. I have mostly been the friend who follows what everyone else wants, but this year I've initiated and planned a lot more so I could make our plans as safe as possible, and I think having that little bit of control in an uncontrollable year has been good.
Thanks so much for answering my question!! Your answer was just as interesting as I expected; especially mentioning your preference for landscape video - I hadn't even thought of that as a distinguishing feature of UA-cam but it so is. I've been learning to edit (audio & video) for the first time for my job this year and its given me lots of cause to reflect on my relationship to the internet and UA-cam in particular; I appreciate you indulging my interest. Thanks as always for your incredible presence here - it's always a joy to hear your point of view.
now i really want to see a video where you talk more about evermore and folklore... lovely video as always, made me cry a few times but the good kind of cry lol
that feeling empty cos you're feeling too much and overwhelmed by it all... too real. Also, I would be keen to hear more about your book highlights of this year. My highlights were The Vanishing Half by Brit Bennett and The Old Drift by Namwali Serpell.
I'm very interested your sticker chart thoughts and your evermore thoughts! Also, the Killers felt your earnest vibrations and responded, and incredible feat of this connected universe.
ooof big unexpected relate to the emptiness that's actually too many feelings. thanks for putting all of these thoughts and feelings into words, somehow they're reflecting something in me i couldn't put my finger on.. ? and yes yes yes to the routine and regular sleep schedule. i generally need it and i'm so grateful in a way that in lockdown it's so easy to make that a priority. i've started doing the same 20min body weight exercise routine first thing every morning and it has helped me sooo much in starting the day ("productivity") and oooh i can't can't wait to see Phoebe Bridgers live (*.*)
I’ve never met anyone who expresses themselves as beautifully and thoughtfully as you - thanks for offering us so much comfort through these videos
That’s so kind of you to say, thank you.
The setup of this video is basically my favorite aesthetic. That moon lamp is life
It got such rave reviews last time! UA-cam’s compression makes it look a little like I’m falling into the sun but I don’t mind it :) love moon lamp 🌙
Your perspective on youtube is really one of the reasons why my favourite communities on here to be a part of are smaller channels and/or people who really seem to be enjoying and caring about what they're sharing. So thank you so much, Rosianna, for maintaining your own sense of self over the years and being so kind. Happy Holidays to you--even in COVID :)
I've been watching you for years. It's interesting hearing you talk about feeling like you were falling behind at some point. I think it's nice that you've continued with your 'rambly' videos as you say. I think that's what make me feel at home on the platform when there are people like you continuing to make stuff like this. thanks so much!
the sticker rewards charts!!! I feel so seen! I also decorate the borders of the chart with collage: slapping down a sticker at the end of the day then becomes both an engagement with beautiful or pretty pictures, as well as a chance to feel good about your accomplishments
These videos are so so lovely, I'm really enjoying them. Feels like a hug.
"Asking yourself what you need and taking things really slowly." This was it for me today. Went through my physical tbr because wanted to see what I had and from what year and that made me content. "This is really a hard time" is so real bc the grief has just been worse, so giving myself grace has been key. Appreciate the thoughts in this video so much.
Thank you so much for vlogmas. This is so comforting - and not especially because of the lighting etc., although that's great too, but because of the sense of reflection and emotional honesty that runs through it. Feels like a bit of an oasis.
I have always loved your rambling videos and how you express yourself! I've been catching up on your videos today and it's really helped me enjoy a moment of stillness and relax.
RE: Christmas, you've put into words how I've been feeling of late. Even though I'm in Australia and we're mostly COVID free I still feel bogged down by how performative I'm finding the people I know on social media around Christmas right now. This year has been such a whirlwind of chaos that even though I feel like there's an unseen pressure I should be living my best life and being productive, I'm just not. And seeing people sharing pics of them catching up with friends and extended family every day is just a lot when there's people I would love to see but cannot. But taking small steps helps to look after myself helps, even if that step is taking a nap when I feel tired instead of pushing through.
I do feel I should get a rewards chart with stickers just to show myself how much I actually do though, and what areas I can improve on when looking after myself.
Thanks for another lovely video :)
Thank you for your comforting friendly videos during a difficult time 💜
Thank you for watching them :)
I love everything you have to say about everything!
I would love to see a video from you about developing communication skills because it seems to be something you really have down! You speak so well & earnestly it’s a great skill to have , I wonder is it something to do with public speaking or drama at school / uni
I'm reading Rebecca right now! I totally agree, the foggy/damp weather really puts you in the mood for it
I love the dry hand question because the answer exist on both a chemical level and a philosophical one. Like the water on wet hands have more entropy or disorder so that state is more favored than dryness. But that idea of disorder is bigger than just how the molecules are arranged, it's about how everything in the universe is slowly coming apart with time and becoming more chaotic, which can be a really comforting thought and also a really scary one
I love that your Christmas wish re: the killers manifested itself in some way!!
While I was uploading! Amazing!!!
Wet hands question: I think this is the same concept as the “why are my headphones always knotted?” question. There is only one way for a wire to be un-knotted, but an essentially infinite number of ways for it to be knotted. And your hands are “wet” in a myriad of ways, from soaked to slightly damp, and all of those ways make it impossible to pick up paper cleanly or crochet or whatever the task is, and there is really only one way for your hands to be dry. So it can take an instant to make your hands NOT dry, but much longer to get all the back to the level of “dry.”
Thank you for making this. Your videos are so comforting and thought-provoking, my favorites by far. I’m excited to join Life’s Library next year, thank you for plugging it.
On a side note, I’ve watched your videos regularly since 2016 and the GROWTH in self-care and self-kindness is totally evident in your videos from this year. The reward stickers! Making time to rest! Posting whatever the hell you want on your timeline only! Biking! Also, your therapist sounds amazing, and I’m glad you found one that works really well with you. Of course you don’t need a stranger on the internet to validate you, but as someone who’s on a similar journey, I see you. I know how hard it is to make that turn, and you’ve done it. Fucking superb 👍🏻 keep going
I'm very late getting through the vlogmas videos this year, but I've been enjoying what I've been able to watch so far (I say a though I've been very busy, but really I've only been busy with existential dread). Anyway, I wanted to say thanks for making these and providing a bit of coziness this winter. And thanks for the reminder to take care of myself.
So happy I’ve really discovered your stuff this past month after joining Life’s Library. I love your videos, podcasts, etc! I just like hearing you talk lol
I’ve been really enjoying your videos, especially these last few days! They are nice and cozy and calming and comforting and exactly what I need. Thank you!!
Thanks goodness you are still doing UA-cam videos because you are one of the most unique and interesting voices on this website.
I'm proud of having stood up for myself too, it has sort of felt like this year was the first time that my anxiety was protecting me from something real, and I've really taken that as an opportunity to try to listen to my needs more and saying them out loud. I have mostly been the friend who follows what everyone else wants, but this year I've initiated and planned a lot more so I could make our plans as safe as possible, and I think having that little bit of control in an uncontrollable year has been good.
this was such a lovely and cosy video, thank you for doing vlogmas this year, your videos make me feel so calm
Hey, Rosianna - thank you for putting this out there. I find your videos incredibly comforting in the best of times, and even more so now. Take care x
I'm so glad you still find joy from making these videos :)
Thanks so much for answering my question!! Your answer was just as interesting as I expected; especially mentioning your preference for landscape video - I hadn't even thought of that as a distinguishing feature of UA-cam but it so is. I've been learning to edit (audio & video) for the first time for my job this year and its given me lots of cause to reflect on my relationship to the internet and UA-cam in particular; I appreciate you indulging my interest. Thanks as always for your incredible presence here - it's always a joy to hear your point of view.
now i really want to see a video where you talk more about evermore and folklore... lovely video as always, made me cry a few times but the good kind of cry lol
I don't know how but so much of this was exactly what I needed to hear, thank you Rosianna
that feeling empty cos you're feeling too much and overwhelmed by it all... too real.
Also, I would be keen to hear more about your book highlights of this year. My highlights were The Vanishing Half by Brit Bennett and The Old Drift by Namwali Serpell.
Needed this. Thank you, thank you x
This was very comforting
The moon lamp is my sisters Christmas present! Fingers crossed she likes it!
I'm very interested your sticker chart thoughts and your evermore thoughts! Also, the Killers felt your earnest vibrations and responded, and incredible feat of this connected universe.
Loved this video, gave me lots of warm and fuzzy feelings
ooof big unexpected relate to the emptiness that's actually too many feelings. thanks for putting all of these thoughts and feelings into words, somehow they're reflecting something in me i couldn't put my finger on.. ? and yes yes yes to the routine and regular sleep schedule. i generally need it and i'm so grateful in a way that in lockdown it's so easy to make that a priority. i've started doing the same 20min body weight exercise routine first thing every morning and it has helped me sooo much in starting the day ("productivity")
and oooh i can't can't wait to see Phoebe Bridgers live (*.*)
every time you mention Rebecca in a video my heart makes a little jump ✨
This is great keep up the good work.
Thanks!
What's the book you mentioned after A Children's Bible (by Lydia Millet?)? :)
Favourite films you saw for the first time this year?
TENET! Portrait of a Lady on Fire. Citizen Kane. Contagion. Solaris. sex, lies and videotape. Traffic. Parasite.