It's so incredibly sad to me that she did absolutely everything she was supposed to do and it didn't work. I'm so sad for her and her family. I've been watching their journey and praying she'd pull through. I've never met them but I have love for their entire family. They have such a beautiful love ❤️ I'm still praying for them all 🙏
She did do absolutely everything which leads me to think a big factor was that she was diagnosed later than she could have... may she rest in peace 💗💗💗
Is anyone else here to binge watch Jenny’s cancer journey again? My heart aches knowing all treatments and clinical trials her small body endured. Her children will look back on these vlogs and know how hard she fought to be with them.❤🙏🏼❤
I'll l watch then at night too when lm just laying in the bed and thinking they actually help me too be grateful and help me when l can't sleep l tend too be up all though the night as well but GOD bless your soul sweetheart we love you ❤❤❤❤
Yes, I never got to see any of these before because I discovered their channel when Jenny was told she had just months to live. I am so sad she’s gone but at the same time it’s oddly comforting to watch these, her voice is so calming and I take inspiration from how positive she was throughout this whole process.
It’s still so hard for me to believe that Jenny has passed. I love and miss her. If God allowed it, I would have happily taken her place so she could have lived out her life with Kyle and the kiddos. But that’s not how God wrote this story snd so we’re left with grief at losing her but also great gratitude to have met her and caught glimpses of her beautiful,soul and life. May she’s rest peacefully in the arms of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Beautiful girl did everything bravely to stay alive. She fought so hard to stay with them. So sad that she will never see these children grow up but the love she has for them will stay forever. She has documented lots so they will be able to see beautiful mommy always.❤
Rest in Peace sweet Jenny. You beat "Cancer" and now you're healed. We all love and miss you. Blessings to Kyle, Ellis, Winnie and the entire family/friends.
So incredibly happy these are filmed for the babies to see their momma shine even when things got too hard. Jenny loved her family so deeply what a treasure trove for Ellis and Winnie❤😢
Sherri ❤ I agree. They forever have her voice especially. She made the tapes so when they were older they could see who she was and how she loved them. (I'm crying again) And although sad, its something beautiful that can't be replaced. Love you Jenny ❤.
My heart is breaking because you are the most amazing people and I've fallen so in love with your whole dear family and it's so hard see you all in pain. I continue to prayer for you every day, and will not stop praying for that miracle.
Jenny you are such a warrior! Never doubt that you didn't do everything in your power to be with your beautiful family. I feel blessed to know you through your journey. I pray for you every day and night. We will never forget you. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I knew Jenny would beat cancer, I prayed that it would be an earthly healing but at least she is now cancer free! Like so many others I fell in love with this precious family and followed them throughout this journey. Their story is one of the most beautiful love stories I have ever known, if only everyone could be half as kind as this family……..what a wonderful world this would be.♥♥♥
What an amazing, beautiful person Jenny was. Her children will be so proud of her when they are old enough to appreciate how hard she tried to get well, how hard she fought and how much she loved them so courageously documented in the videos. It's heart breaking to see the outcome to such a courageous effort. ❤
Watching this 2 years later. Your body has been through so much. I pray the proton therapy buys you more meaningful time with your family and that you can find peace and rest in this life and beyond. ❤️
I am completely amazed that she is smiling and explaining things like she is giving instructions on a cooking show. Her positive attitude gave her longevity with cancer.
My husband had the same cancer as you. Get Palmer’s lotion and put on your radiation area everyday, except before a treatment. Worked wonders for his skin. BTW, he is 6 years cancer free. 🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗
We will miss your beautiful face!!our lord took you home far too soon ,it’s always the good that get taken JENNY!!! YOU BEAT CANCER!!!! LIKE!!! THE!!!! WARRIOR!!! YOU!! ARE!!!!! God!!! Bless!! R.I.P Sweet!! Angel!!!😇 all my family and I send our heartfelt condolences 💐 to Kyle ,Ellis,Winnie & pets & all the family 😢we love you all ❤️💐🙏love from Liverpool uk 🇬🇧 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
You balance everything with such grace - being a full time mother, wife, and friend while adapting to the taxing challenges of cancer. I never realized how many different medications and routines you have to juggle, but you make it look easy! You truly are a warrior and I love you! 🤍
One of the most beautiful souls out there. What a treasure she was/is! How I miss her so much. 💜😢 Winnie and Ellis will cherish these videos when they are older, even the hard videos and be so proud of their beautiful, precious mom. She fought so hard for her babies and husband. Jenny shown such a level of strength and determination that continues to put me in total awe. We miss you Jenny, you are finally free of pain and suffering, and beat cancer. Fly with all the ladybugs, butterflies and run through the flower meadows. 💜🐞🦋🌻
Our group of 5 all watched this together. Jenny, I worked in martial arts for several years with a lot of tough guys. You are tougher than any of them including me. We are so impressed with you. Grandma says she loves you with all her heart. Thanks for sharing this.
I just subscribed..I have been catching up with your videos. I, too , received a stage 3 ovarian cancer dx when I was 44 years old. That, too, is a very serious cancer… I relate with your anxiety and side effects from chemo..and all the fears. I have 3 kids… it is a hard …lonely…road. It is scary…all of it. I know. You will make it. Trust in that.. I thought I was dying. Emotions all over the place and all the side effects from the chemo…horrible. I just turned a big 69 years old! God hears your prayers…you are going to do this…hug you babies and know that you will get better…it is just scary right now….❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋 I’ll pray for you.
I feel so bad, that she tried and tried, but all was in vain. Rest In Heaven, beautiful Jenny. I know you will be a beautiful guardian angel watching over your family until they join you in Heaven. I never knew you or your family, but I was sad to hear of your story and the terrible ending. RIP
If we could all create the perfect world for us to have the ability to change things by being able to donate time...I would. This is the first time I have decided to watch from the very beginning, I had started but began running behind and missed episodes. Today, knowing that sweet Jenny is on the edge of life and her transitional journey from her to becoming a loving memory ...(if any one should be an angel, Jenny should be the head angel with wings of gold). Over time I have read for the most part wonderful, loving and encourage messages to Jenny, this beautiful young mother and loving wife. Their marriage alone is so beautiful, they love with deepest commitments and understanding of who each one is as individuals...and how perfectly they have become in the true sense of the wor, ONE IN SPIRIT. Now Jenny's journey is coming to an end, and hearts are breaking....how could anyone not just have such love for this beautiful young mother who lived each moment in her life...thinking the better way to handle her fear...and to remain the strong mother who could only slowly begin to let her children know that mommy was unwell, and God may choose to call her home and how their spirits have become as one...in love, in parenting and now and this just broke me as she expresses her fear "I'm scared"...there is so much Jenny has done to live, to continue to fight to stay...she never gave in she knew how unfair this entire diagnosis was, and that there were never going to be an answer for "WHY ME?". It is so wrong for such a beautiful, sweet sprit to have to walk alone now into the night, and say a final farewell to her devoted husband....but to have to know her children are left to go one without her, is crushing her. I often get upset at how so many people take life for granted. Or waste life in so many unnecessary ways...lost on a path of self-destruction or even bringing harm to others..yet here is this incredible spirit who for some reason I will never accept or understand...must leave all that is so beautiful and precious to her, to leave Kyle when their life and family seemed the very best life could ever give to this beautiful devoted .man and his beautiful wife...and the void her absence will bring to her babies...to all the people who she loved and who were always there when anything was needed. This certainly evokes so many emotions in me, I cannot phantom the pain those close and showed such tender love and support during this journey. ...for those who have stood with her, helped her on hard days, cheered her on and laughed with her n the rare moments she was free of any thoughts of cancer, but feeling pure happiness for all that she has in life. Jenny iisn't the type of human being who says.."I just can't do this".and get stuck..she did just the opposite ...once she cane to some degree of acceptance of this out of no where this unexpected overwhelming diagnosis was now presenting her to have to deal with...she never gave herself the time to ponder "why me?" and got stuck there, of course everyone does indeed say WHY ME.. I realized at that moment, I would be saying that a thousand times a day if I faced the total interruption of my love story with my husband and the beautiful babies we created in love. All the plans we made, knowing what it would take to be the best and most loving couple, and the parents of those sweet gorgeous babies you and Jenny gave to this world. .Makes me so angry inside then my heart gives way to the love and respect I have been so privileged to have a small peek into this delicate life journey woman, Jenny Apple. Now knowing this evening, what Jenny is now going through....and if I feel so overwhelmed and sad, my immediate love and concern is for Kyle. Your a hell of a man, together you and Jenny are MY Romeo and Juliet..and having worked in Hospice many years, I know you are indeed a man of good and great qualities. Few men and this is not to be critical of spouses who simply don't know how to handle such tremendous over whelming situations as you have done your very best to be the most loving and present husband I have ever been so privileged to be able to watch this journey of love and devotion you provided for your beautiful wife. Your love for each other is uplifting...whoever brought you up Kyle, helped you to become the incredible loving perron, husband and Dad you are. Thank you Mother for me, she loved you and allowed you to feel life on your terms and through kindness. My prayers continue...be strong.
I am a more recent follower but this vlog has given me a better understanding of what you have been through. God Bless Jenny❤️. You are a wonderful, kind person.
I didn't know about you all till about 3 months ago. I cannot believe what you've been through Jenny! Winnie and Ellis were so young when this all started. You guys deserve a break! 😢❤
Im so sad the fight has ended... i see her face and still have that urge to root and hope for her to have a healing miracle! Love and prayer to kyle ellis and winnie!! ❤🙏
You are amazing. This video give such an insight into everything you have to go through. We had no idea. These videos will help so many people who are going to go through treatment, or are just starting treatment. You are such a strong woman and we love you so much. 💖
Jenny has to be the one of the most beautiful angels, both inside and outside.❤ I’ve never ever met anyone as sweet, kind, caring, loving, genuine, generous, the list goes on……Thankyou for loving us, Jennie, as we loved you. 🌺🫶🏽💕🙏🏼
She did live life just like she said at the end of this video ❤ Maybe someday Elis or Winnie will read this, I just want to say. Your Mom was the most wonderful and precious person. She loved both of you very much ❤️
Watching some old videos.....feel so sad...Jenny was so positive and worked so hard to be upbeat. I hate how this has ended up. But hell, she's leaving such a strong example for her children. As an aside - that outfit is SO chic and looks great! (And I never knew Kyle ever had blonde hair!)
Cancer is just so cruel!!!!!! It took this beautiful woman and lovely family and turned everyone into a shell of their former selves. I was so used to seeing Jenny sick, so going back to the beginning of her treatments is such a shock. What a beautiful family! Im just so sad they had to go through all of this!!!! Fuck cancer!!!!
Watching these videos back absolutely breaks my heart. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this. I’m sorry for your loss and your sweet family left behind. You’re an incredible person and you’ll be missed forever. 😢😢
the first video that was recommended to me and i watched was Kyle saying Jenny passed..I've been up all night binge watching from the beginning..this is so heartbreaking as she was an amazing sweet person, and Kyle is everyone's dream of what a partner wants/needs❤
Jenny you are an amazing, loving, selfless person. Everything about you is so beautiful. You are the advocate so many women experiencing possible cancer symptoms needs: we all need to be strong advocates for ourselves and our health. It sucks that you have to be leading the charge to get doctors to listen. I’m so sad for you and your family. My SIL was so scared of chemo, she never had it. She had been misdiagnosed several times. Cancer sucks. You are an angel. God bless you and your family forever. ❤
You all are a rear breed I don't think I could have done it but now she is with the son she could not see on earth you all are amazing thank you for sharing this amazing lady
I found Jenny’s channel a few months before she passed. In the short time before, when she passed it was truly a heartbreaking experience everyone especially for her family and those babies. It’s beautiful she left all these memories for the children. They’ll understand someday how hard she fought to stay with them . Kyle your love for Jenny was truly amazing. It can’t be ever denied or put into words. But it’s something visual from hundreds of miles away over a video. Your respect and caring for Jen alone was just beyond love. I know many people have said this but I also had to commend you for being one of the kindest humans I’ve seen in my lifetime. Rest in paradise Jen. ♥️ you earned every day of eternity.
I just read your story down here in Australia and my goodness, what an incredibly strong woman and mumma you are. Sending you so much love and healing energy 💜💫💜
Thank you for sharing your journey! You are incredibly strong and courageous!! I loved seeing your precious babies, and hearing their sweet little voices. I'm so glad you have such an amazing husband by your side!! I love you and I'm praying for you! 🥰🙏
Goodness….watching thru your journey is so hard to watch at times, and other times you bring so much light and courage into your vids ……thank you for sharing this with us! Sending continued prayers from Oregon. Love you Miss Jenny Apple 💜
You are amazing Jenny😘✝️ The strength you have is truly inspiring. God bless you 🙏🏻 I am fairly new to your channel and going back to catch up on your journey. Praying each day for you 🙏🏻
Thank you… I know your gone now. But I appreciate these videos. I wish I would have known all these tips when my grandparents went through cancer. This breaks my heart because you did everything you could have done. I really wish they would have listened to you sooner. Bless you sweetheart ❤❤
I wonder how much time this gave you ….I hope all you went through was worth it , because your little body went through so much…if it did give you time, then it was worth it ….❤️😍
I’m so sad watching this 😢she fought so hard 💔 I swear cancer sucks I wish it never existed she would still be alive and so would my grandmother 😢. Lord be with her family ❤
I thought i had seen all the videos, but im seeing this one for the first time 2 years later. Sorry that Jenny is now on hospice care. I am truly heart broken for jenny and family. They are all so very loved and im my heart forever.❤️
OMG, I love Kyle’s blonde hair! I’ve only been following your channel for a couple of months, so I watch your older videos to see more of your journey and better understand how far you have come. You are such a kind, beautiful soul, Jenny - you are in my prayers. ❤️
I’m sorry you had to stop breastfeeding sooner than you wanted. But treatment obviously was the most critical thing - I just recently found your channel and now all these older videos are popping into my feed. I didn’t realize how long you’ve been fighting this - am so proud of all of you and as bittersweet as it is; I’m relieved you are home now and receiving comfort care and have all the people who love you surrounding you - having all your needs met and being close to your babies and your love, Kyle, around the clock. Sending all the peace and love to you and your family.
I love to see my girl, like a daughter, how i wish i could help, its brilliant to see a true and good loving family, i mean everyone, Jenny you look like you are 20, so young, full of life, and so much to live for, youre love of nature,a stay at home mum, breastfeeding, 🤱 you know what is good in life, you just didnt get a fraction of the time you should have, love you both, xx
What a BEAUTIFUL Young Lady…..This is ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE…..She went thru Hell but NO More…. Kyle U Sir are the BEST Husband and I Pray that U and Your Beautiful children can find some Peace…. Jenny will be with U All thru your Life….
So proud of your approach with your kids. That sentence doesn't touch the pride I have for you and for the response of your gorgeous, intuitive babies. But remember they will now go through the stages of grief. I suggest you get professional help with dealing with those stages and emotions. You have been doing an excellent job keeping your inevitable prognosis realistic. Everyone who loves you is going through it too. Try to remind others, besides you 4, that you need them to be strong for you and the kids and Kyle. You don't have enough strength to lift anyone else up at this point. Sounds tough, sounds mean even, but you'll need all your strength to keep yourself in this world until it's time to go home, with God and Leo (bless Winnie's little heart for that remark❤). Praying for you and everyone who loves you. I followed another young mother who recently died, by the name of Haley Odlozil and she had some great little keepsakes for her little boy featuring her heartbeat. I suggest making these types of momentos in duplicate so that the kids can embrace these things and you can remind them that if one of these treasures can replaced when they are older if they are damaged. There's the old idea of writing letters for their weddings or graduations or childbirths, and for every milestone. You want to remind them that you will always be in their hearts until they are reunited with you and Leo someday. God bless you and Kyle during these difficult days (hopefully many, many days) ahead🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
You are such a courageous young woman and your family is beautiful! Your gentle spirit will help you move through all of this. I will be watching all of your videos from now on to get to know you better. Much love and healing is being sent to all of you.
RIP Jenny. Your now a shining star. No more pain, no more tests, no more treatments.
AMEN ❤❤❤❤fly sweet angel 😇
It's so incredibly sad to me that she did absolutely everything she was supposed to do and it didn't work. I'm so sad for her and her family. I've been watching their journey and praying she'd pull through. I've never met them but I have love for their entire family. They have such a beautiful love ❤️ I'm still praying for them all 🙏
I so wanted her to be that miracle 😢 but you go Jenny, you beat cancer ‼️
She did do absolutely everything which leads me to think a big factor was that she was diagnosed later than she could have... may she rest in peace 💗💗💗
@@brokenremedy7821absolutely
I agree.
I agree. If the doctors would have just gone the extra mile and did the needed tests.
Is anyone else here to binge watch Jenny’s cancer journey again? My heart aches knowing all treatments and clinical trials her small body endured. Her children will look back on these vlogs and know how hard she fought to be with them.❤🙏🏼❤
Me too. Watch them every night. I just got through my surgeries and radiation.
I'll l watch then at night too when lm just laying in the bed and thinking they actually help me too be grateful and help me when l can't sleep l tend too be up all though the night as well but GOD bless your soul sweetheart we love you ❤❤❤❤
Yes, I never got to see any of these before because I discovered their channel when Jenny was told she had just months to live. I am so sad she’s gone but at the same time it’s oddly comforting to watch these, her voice is so calming and I take inspiration from how positive she was throughout this whole process.
@@michelemoore93 I hope the treatments were effective and you get good results. Prayers ❤
I wouldn't call it "binge watch". Sounds like you're deriving pleasure from her battle from hell.
It’s still so hard for me to believe that Jenny has passed. I love and miss her. If God allowed it, I would have happily taken her place so she could have lived out her life with Kyle and the kiddos. But that’s not how God wrote this story snd so we’re left with grief at losing her but also great gratitude to have met her and caught glimpses of her beautiful,soul and life. May she’s rest peacefully in the arms of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Miss you so much Jenny. You went above and beyond. You were too good for this world anyway. You taught EVERYONE so much. THANK YOU sweetheart. 🐞
Wanting a new Jenny video and realizing that's never going the happen again is a tiny miniscule glimpse into how those who knew her must feel
Yeah the way she talked about her life etc is like she has known us for years she is just so real and connect with able in a sense
Authentic
Beautiful girl did everything bravely to stay alive.
She fought so hard to stay with them.
So sad that she will never see these children grow up but the love she has for them will stay forever. She has documented lots so they will be able to see beautiful mommy always.❤
So sad to see this episode 😢 She did everything possible to beat this cancer..RIP Jenny
Jenny did beat the cancer. It's just so sad that it cost her her life.
Rest in Peace sweet Jenny. You beat "Cancer" and now you're healed. We all love and miss you. Blessings to Kyle, Ellis, Winnie and the entire family/friends.
So incredibly happy these are filmed for the babies to see their momma shine even when things got too hard. Jenny loved her family so deeply what a treasure trove for Ellis and Winnie❤😢
Sherri ❤ I agree. They forever have her voice especially. She made the tapes so when they were older they could see who she was and how she loved them. (I'm crying again) And although sad, its something beautiful that can't be replaced. Love you Jenny ❤.
jenny has left such a legacy..I watch just to hear her voice..the brightest stars burn out too fast...will always remember her
She's with God she will see her kids and Kyle again
RIP Sweet Jenny. ❤❤ Your life made an impact on people you never met.
I didn't find you until the end of your journey. Sweet Jenny, RIP. You are beautiful!
My heart is breaking because you are the most amazing people and I've fallen so in love with your whole dear family and it's so hard see you all in pain. I continue to prayer for you every day, and will not stop praying for that miracle.
Jenny you are such a warrior! Never doubt that you didn't do everything in your power to be with your beautiful family. I feel blessed to know you through your journey. I pray for you every day and night. We will never forget you. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
Agree 💯 Jenny is beautiful inside & out and will ALWAYS be with her family in wonderful memories and in spirit! ❤😇❤
I knew Jenny would beat cancer, I prayed that it would be an earthly healing but at least she is now cancer free! Like so many others I fell in love with this precious family and followed them throughout this journey. Their story is one of the most beautiful love stories I have ever known, if only everyone could be half as kind as this family……..what a wonderful world this would be.♥♥♥
Re-watching so many of Jenny's videos. Praying for a beautiful, safe, long and fulfilling life for the kids and Kyle. ❤
What an amazing, beautiful person Jenny was. Her children will be so proud of her when they are old enough to appreciate how hard she tried to get well, how hard she fought and how much she loved them so courageously documented in the videos. It's heart breaking to see the outcome to such a courageous effort.
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Watching this 2 years later. Your body has been through so much. I pray the proton therapy buys you more meaningful time with your family and that you can find peace and rest in this life and beyond. ❤️
I am completely amazed that she is smiling and explaining things like she is giving instructions on a cooking show. Her positive attitude gave her longevity with cancer.
My husband had the same cancer as you. Get Palmer’s lotion and put on your radiation area everyday, except before a treatment. Worked wonders for his skin. BTW, he is 6 years cancer free. 🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗
I wish Kyle see this message!!
@kyle Apple
I pray your passing is peaceful and you will be remembered for the sweet wonderful person you are…❤️
We will miss your beautiful face!!our lord took you home far too soon ,it’s always the good that get taken JENNY!!! YOU BEAT CANCER!!!!
LIKE!!! THE!!!! WARRIOR!!! YOU!! ARE!!!!! God!!! Bless!! R.I.P Sweet!! Angel!!!😇 all my family and I send our heartfelt condolences 💐 to Kyle ,Ellis,Winnie & pets & all the family 😢we love you all ❤️💐🙏love from Liverpool uk 🇬🇧 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
It’s so hard to believe she’s gone. 😢my heart aches for those babies ❤️
@@sharonjones4995 I know my heart 💔 just breaks for them all
You balance everything with such grace - being a full time mother, wife, and friend while adapting to the taxing challenges of cancer. I never realized how many different medications and routines you have to juggle, but you make it look easy! You truly are a warrior and I love you! 🤍
Thank you Megan! You always make me feel good 😊 I love you too!
Your a extremely strong Woman❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Steroids will also cause mood swings but necessary to help your strength ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
One of the most beautiful souls out there. What a treasure she was/is! How I miss her so much. 💜😢
Winnie and Ellis will cherish these videos when they are older, even the hard videos and be so proud of their beautiful, precious mom. She fought so hard for her babies and husband. Jenny shown such a level of strength and determination that continues to put me in total awe.
We miss you Jenny, you are finally free of pain and suffering, and beat cancer. Fly with all the ladybugs, butterflies and run through the flower meadows. 💜🐞🦋🌻
Our group of 5 all watched this together. Jenny, I worked in martial arts for several years with a lot of tough guys. You are tougher than any of them including me. We are so impressed with you. Grandma says she loves you with all her heart. Thanks for sharing this.
Awe! Thanks Uncle Wayne! You’re always so encouraging, which is appreciated. Tell Grandma I love her too!
@@jennyapple4704 :) Will do
I just subscribed..I have been catching up with your videos. I, too , received a stage 3 ovarian cancer dx when I was 44 years old. That, too, is a very serious cancer… I relate with your anxiety and side effects from chemo..and all the fears. I have 3 kids… it is a hard …lonely…road. It is scary…all of it. I know. You will make it. Trust in that.. I thought I was dying. Emotions all over the place and all the side effects from the chemo…horrible. I just turned a big 69 years old! God hears your prayers…you are going to do this…hug you babies and know that you will get better…it is just scary right now….❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋 I’ll pray for you.
Wow what an inspirational story! I’m so happy you have gotten 20+ years that’s amazing!
I feel so bad, that she tried and tried, but all was in vain. Rest In Heaven, beautiful Jenny. I know you will be a beautiful guardian angel watching over your family until they join you in Heaven. I never knew you or your family, but I was sad to hear of your story and the terrible ending. RIP
If we could all create the perfect world for us to have the ability to change things by being able to donate time...I would. This is the first time I have decided to watch from the very beginning, I had started but began running behind and missed episodes. Today, knowing that sweet Jenny is on the edge of life and her transitional journey from her to becoming a loving memory ...(if any one should be an angel, Jenny should be the head angel with wings of gold). Over time I have read for the most part wonderful, loving and encourage messages to Jenny, this beautiful young mother and loving wife. Their marriage alone is so beautiful, they love with deepest commitments and understanding of who each one is as individuals...and how perfectly they have become in the true sense of the wor, ONE IN SPIRIT. Now Jenny's journey is coming to an end, and hearts are breaking....how could anyone not just have such love for this beautiful young mother who lived each moment in her life...thinking the better way to handle her fear...and to remain the strong mother who could only slowly begin to let her children know that mommy was unwell, and God may choose to call her home and how their spirits have become as one...in love, in parenting and now and this just broke me as she expresses her fear "I'm scared"...there is so much Jenny has done to live, to continue to fight to stay...she never gave in she knew how unfair this entire diagnosis was, and that there were never going to be an answer for "WHY ME?". It is so wrong for such a beautiful, sweet sprit to have to walk alone now into the night, and say a final farewell to her devoted husband....but to have to know her children are left to go one without her, is crushing her. I often get upset at how so many people take life for granted. Or waste life in so many unnecessary ways...lost on a path of self-destruction or even bringing harm to others..yet here is this incredible spirit who for some reason I will never accept or understand...must leave all that is so beautiful and precious to her, to leave Kyle when their life and family seemed the very best life could ever give to this beautiful devoted .man and his beautiful wife...and the void her absence will bring to her babies...to all the people who she loved and who were always there when anything was needed. This certainly evokes so many emotions in me, I cannot phantom the pain those close and showed such tender love and support during this journey. ...for those who have stood with her, helped her on hard days, cheered her on and laughed with her n the rare moments she was free of any thoughts of cancer, but feeling pure happiness for all that she has in life. Jenny iisn't the type of human being who says.."I just can't do this".and get stuck..she did just the opposite ...once she cane to some degree of acceptance of this out of no where this unexpected overwhelming diagnosis was now presenting her to have to deal with...she never gave herself the time to ponder "why me?" and got stuck there, of course everyone does indeed say WHY ME.. I realized at that moment, I would be saying that a thousand times a day if I faced the total interruption of my love story with my husband and the beautiful babies we created in love. All the plans we made, knowing what it would take to be the best and most loving couple, and the parents of those sweet gorgeous babies you and Jenny gave to this world. .Makes me so angry inside then my heart gives way to the love and respect I have been so privileged to have a small peek into this delicate life journey woman, Jenny Apple.
Now knowing this evening, what Jenny is now going through....and if I feel so overwhelmed and sad, my immediate love and concern is for Kyle. Your a hell of a man, together you and Jenny are MY Romeo and Juliet..and having worked in Hospice many years, I know you are indeed a man of good and great qualities. Few men and this is not to be critical of spouses who simply don't know how to handle such tremendous over whelming situations as you have done your very best to be the most loving and present husband I have ever been so privileged to be able to watch this journey of love and devotion you provided for your beautiful wife. Your love for each other is uplifting...whoever brought you up Kyle, helped you to become the incredible loving perron, husband and Dad you are. Thank you Mother for me, she loved you and allowed you to feel life on your terms and through kindness. My prayers continue...be strong.
I am a more recent follower but this vlog has given me a better understanding of what you have been through. God Bless Jenny❤️. You are a wonderful, kind person.
You did absolutely everything that you should have done, you were a Warrior, Jennie. Surrounded by a tribe of people and family, that loved you. ❤
I didn't know about you all till about 3 months ago. I cannot believe what you've been through Jenny! Winnie and Ellis were so young when this all started. You guys deserve a break! 😢❤
Just looking back at some of your old videos. You are a natural on camera. I love that about you. So authentically yourself1.
Im so sad the fight has ended... i see her face and still have that urge to root and hope for her to have a healing miracle! Love and prayer to kyle ellis and winnie!! ❤🙏
Me too
You are amazing. This video give such an insight into everything you have to go through. We had no idea. These videos will help so many people who are going to go through treatment, or are just starting treatment. You are such a strong woman and we love you so much. 💖
Thank you! I was hoping this would be helpful 💕 thank you for your continued support, I’m so grateful for all of you! I love you too! 💗
You tried so hard dear Jenny, but life just isn’t fair. R.I.P. lovely lady.
Jenny has to be the one of the most beautiful angels, both inside and outside.❤ I’ve never ever met anyone as sweet, kind, caring, loving, genuine, generous, the list goes on……Thankyou for loving us, Jennie, as we loved you. 🌺🫶🏽💕🙏🏼
She did live life just like she said at the end of this video ❤
Maybe someday Elis or Winnie will read this, I just want to say. Your Mom was the most wonderful and precious person. She loved both of you very much ❤️
Dearest Jenny. I am teary watching this. You are a beautiful angel and in no more pain . What a precious addition to heaven you are .
Watching some old videos.....feel so sad...Jenny was so positive and worked so hard to be upbeat. I hate how this has ended up. But hell, she's leaving such a strong example for her children.
As an aside - that outfit is SO chic and looks great! (And I never knew Kyle ever had blonde hair!)
And now she's gone. 😢
@@BerryKind I know. Absolutely gutted. ::-(
Unbelievable
Precious girl, you’ve been through so much. Praying for a complete recovery for you.. God bless you and Kyle and your beautiful children.
Cancer is just so cruel!!!!!! It took this beautiful woman and lovely family and turned everyone into a shell of their former selves. I was so used to seeing Jenny sick, so going back to the beginning of her treatments is such a shock. What a beautiful family! Im just so sad they had to go through all of this!!!! Fuck cancer!!!!
I adore how Sweet Ellis, used to play with his Mommies hair, during book reading time……it soothed him, I’m sure. ❤️🙏🏼
Watching these videos back absolutely breaks my heart. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this. I’m sorry for your loss and your sweet family left behind. You’re an incredible person and you’ll be missed forever. 😢😢
She was/is one amazing woman. She is so strong, positive and a inspiration to anyone going through this. May-she rest in piece.
We will miss you so much. Jenny and prayers to all the family. We love you.
the first video that was recommended to me and i watched was Kyle saying Jenny passed..I've been up all night binge watching from the beginning..this is so heartbreaking as she was an amazing sweet person, and Kyle is everyone's dream of what a partner wants/needs❤
You were such a beautiful human with the biggest heart. I can pnly imagine how beautiful you are as an angel in heaven. Miss u jenny ❤
Jenny you are an amazing, loving, selfless person. Everything about you is so beautiful. You are the advocate so many women experiencing possible cancer symptoms needs: we all need to be strong advocates for ourselves and our health. It sucks that you have to be leading the charge to get doctors to listen. I’m so sad for you and your family. My SIL was so scared of chemo, she never had it. She had been misdiagnosed several times. Cancer sucks. You are an angel. God bless you and your family forever. ❤
You all are a rear breed I don't think I could have done it but now she is with the son she could not see on earth you all are amazing thank you for sharing this amazing lady
I love Jenny and this family. I miss her already. I am praying for peace over her family.
I never met you Jenny, though I would have loved to. I can honestly say I love you Jenny with my whole heart❤️
Fly high with the angels🙏🏼✝️📿❤️
It’s hard watching these earlier videos and seeing the innocence of both Jenny and Kyle. RIP Jenny
I found Jenny’s channel a few months before she passed. In the short time before, when she passed it was truly a heartbreaking experience everyone especially for her family and those babies. It’s beautiful she left all these memories for the children. They’ll understand someday how hard she fought to stay with them . Kyle your love for Jenny was truly amazing. It can’t be ever denied or put into words. But it’s something visual from hundreds of miles away over a video. Your respect and caring for Jen alone was just beyond love. I know many people have said this but I also had to commend you for being one of the kindest humans I’ve seen in my lifetime. Rest in paradise Jen. ♥️ you earned every day of eternity.
So beautiful, thank you
I just read your story down here in Australia and my goodness, what an incredibly strong woman and mumma you are. Sending you so much love and healing energy 💜💫💜
A beautiful family picture. R.I.P. Jenny. God Bless Kyle,Ellis and winnie.
So young. We miss You Jenny ❤❤❤
Rest in peace gorgeous Jenny and I will forever love and miss you ❤
We all miss u Jenny fly high up there Jenny ur an angel now watching over ur lovely family ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I love you, Jenny!! Rest In Peace, Sweetheart!!! Miss you!!!
Rest in peace Jenny, May God be with your family
Thank you for sharing your journey! You are incredibly strong and courageous!! I loved seeing your precious babies, and hearing their sweet little voices. I'm so glad you have such an amazing husband by your side!! I love you and I'm praying for you! 🥰🙏
Going back and watching Jenny’s journey brings such tears….but man was she BRAVE. A real cancer warrior. We lost her way too soon. 🩷💛🩵
Goodness….watching thru your journey is so hard to watch at times, and other times you bring so much light and courage into your vids ……thank you for sharing this with us! Sending continued prayers from Oregon. Love you Miss Jenny Apple 💜
I didn't know that you had this out for over 2 years now so am trying to catch up on all of them I missed.
Awe Jenny, my heart hurts but you're a sparkle in the sky 😢😢😢...
Such a warrior. So much love goes out to the whole family.
My beautiful jenny 💘 saddened by your ending days here.but you will have the comfort of God and rhe angels xx
Indeed, she is beautiful. ✨✨✨
You are amazing Jenny😘✝️ The strength you have is truly inspiring. God bless you 🙏🏻 I am fairly new to your channel and going back to catch up on your journey. Praying each day for you 🙏🏻
What a great DAD you have! !Bless him and your famiky!😀👍
Thank you… I know your gone now. But I appreciate these videos. I wish I would have known all these tips when my grandparents went through cancer. This breaks my heart because you did everything you could have done. I really wish they would have listened to you sooner. Bless you sweetheart ❤❤
Miss Jenny so much! R.I.P. Jenny. You are missed. 😥🐞
I wonder how much time this gave you ….I hope all you went through was worth it , because your little body went through so much…if it did give you time, then it was worth it ….❤️😍
This is so beautiful. Thank you for being so open and sharing your journey with us. You are an inspiration.
Thank you Laurie! You’re so sweet 💕 I’m happy to share.
So beautiful and such a beautiful soul. Brave beautiful Jenny. Prayers for all of you 🙏🏻
She was/is absolutely beautiful! My god!
Awww miss seeing you Jenny xxx RIP without any more pain love to Kyle and your beautiful children love Tracy Wheeler, Scotland ❤ xxx
I’m so sad watching this 😢she fought so hard 💔 I swear cancer sucks I wish it never existed she would still be alive and so would my grandmother 😢. Lord be with her family ❤
A lot of us visiting the early videos these are wonderful you guys became a little like family missing you
Shine on Jenny God hold you forever. ❤❤
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Rest in peace beautiful jenny ❤️🙏🏼
I thought i had seen all the videos, but im seeing this one for the first time 2 years later. Sorry that Jenny is now on hospice care. I am truly heart broken for jenny and family. They are all so very loved and im my heart forever.❤️
Loved the rock garden! Now Jenny has an amazing rock garden.
OMG, I love Kyle’s blonde hair! I’ve only been following your channel for a couple of months, so I watch your older videos to see more of your journey and better understand how far you have come. You are such a kind, beautiful soul, Jenny - you are in my prayers. ❤️
I’m sorry you had to stop breastfeeding sooner than you wanted. But treatment obviously was the most critical thing - I just recently found your channel and now all these older videos are popping into my feed. I didn’t realize how long you’ve been fighting this - am so proud of all of you and as bittersweet as it is; I’m relieved you are home now and receiving comfort care and have all the people who love you surrounding you - having all your needs met and being close to your babies and your love, Kyle, around the clock. Sending all the peace and love to you and your family.
You’re beautiful! Prayers and continued prayers from the state of Georgia. 🙏🌺
Thank you so much!
😢 I came in late. Only saw the last year of Jenny. Such a pure and beautiful spirit! I only ask why God ☹️
I love to see my girl, like a daughter, how i wish i could help, its brilliant to see a true and good loving family, i mean everyone, Jenny you look like you are 20, so young, full of life, and so much to live for, youre love of nature,a stay at home mum, breastfeeding, 🤱 you know what is good in life, you just didnt get a fraction of the time you should have, love you both, xx
She looks so healthy in this video so sad she has passed away
What a BEAUTIFUL Young Lady…..This is ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE…..She went thru Hell but NO More….
Kyle U Sir are the BEST Husband and I Pray that U and Your Beautiful children can find some Peace….
Jenny will be with U All thru your Life….
@@gcrichman53 This was so nice to Add Thank U
I pray every night for you Jenny. Stay strong.
The Best Mom in the World ❤
So proud of your approach with your kids. That sentence doesn't touch the pride I have for you and for the response of your gorgeous, intuitive babies. But remember they will now go through the stages of grief. I suggest you get professional help with dealing with those stages and emotions. You have been doing an excellent job keeping your inevitable prognosis realistic. Everyone who loves you is going through it too. Try to remind others, besides you 4, that you need them to be strong for you and the kids and Kyle. You don't have enough strength to lift anyone else up at this point. Sounds tough, sounds mean even, but you'll need all your strength to keep yourself in this world until it's time to go home, with God and Leo (bless Winnie's little heart for that remark❤). Praying for you and everyone who loves you. I followed another young mother who recently died, by the name of Haley Odlozil and she had some great little keepsakes for her little boy featuring her heartbeat. I suggest making these types of momentos in duplicate so that the kids can embrace these things and you can remind them that if one of these treasures can replaced when they are older if they are damaged. There's the old idea of writing letters for their weddings or graduations or childbirths, and for every milestone. You want to remind them that you will always be in their hearts until they are reunited with you and Leo someday. God bless you and Kyle during these difficult days (hopefully many, many days) ahead🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
We love you very much. I'm so sorry that the monster .was awful. Big hugs and prayers
Sending you love from Scotland. Your children are so beautiful and incredibly cute xxx
Thank you so much 😊
Sad how much she’s deteriorated. I pray all the time for this family
You should be ashamed of yourself for posting this. Go away, you aren't helping anyone but yourself.😡
@@catlady6464Stop shaming people. Toxic positivity serves no one. I'm sure they meant no harm
What monster made an oral rinse medication and was like "You know what flavor this needs? Mint and medical cherry!"
Word sounds disgusting
Love and prayers always from North Dakota. You are strong and a true warrior 💪.❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏.
You are such a courageous young woman and your family is beautiful! Your gentle spirit will help you move through all of this. I will be watching all of your videos from now on to get to know you better. Much love and healing is being sent to all of you.
Your babies are so adorable and much blessed 😇 for having you and Kyle for such loving parents. God bless you all 🌹😭😘❣️🙏🙏🙏😇😇😇😇 love you all ❣️❣️😘❣️❣️