Deep Fears, New Side Effect, Steroids, Chemo - Stage 4 Adenocarcinoma

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  • Опубліковано 31 сер 2022
  • INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS (Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Current Chemo Plan; ongoing
    6 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    Targeted Brain Radiation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf81e5
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @Elizabeth.C.Holmes
    @Elizabeth.C.Holmes 8 місяців тому +226

    Anyone else here going over Jenny's video's to see her journey from then up to present day Comfort care? Peace and Blessings to the entire family.

    • @susieknese7694
      @susieknese7694 8 місяців тому +18

      Yes I am. I’m so sad I didn’t see these until Jenny was so sick.
      She did a wonderful job. Jenny couldn’t be a burden if she tried.
      I’m watching each and every one of these❤

    • @ritaharmon
      @ritaharmon 8 місяців тому +23

      I am😢 I just can’t believe she is gone😞 I’ve been following her for almost 2 years. I’m gonna miss her videos so much!!

    • @ditris69
      @ditris69 8 місяців тому +18

      I miss her beautiful spirit 🥲 Today I was painting the barn and found a bundle of ladybugs in a corner hibernating for the winter and thought of sweet Jenny and her family. 💜🤍

    • @ChasingRainbows67
      @ChasingRainbows67 8 місяців тому +17

      Yes, ever since our sweet Jenny beat cancer I have found a penny almost everyday!! Each time I pick it up I think of her. I usually always find them, but now, I always think of her! Miss your videos Jenny and your sweet spirit. No more pain and suffering, you beat it ! ❤
      RIP Sweet Jenny Apple 🍎🍏 lol.. for the Apple's 😊 I think of you ❤

    • @lynarcher8192
      @lynarcher8192 8 місяців тому +7

      Yes me. Breaks my heart. 💔

  • @AfterTheRain_Beth
    @AfterTheRain_Beth 7 місяців тому +42

    She was 1 in a million. A special, special lady. And so beautiful. Her UA-cam videos not only document her cancer journey but also remind us that there are good, kind, pure-hearted people in the world and that gives me hope. Fly free dear Jenny 🕊

    • @song4mozart
      @song4mozart 6 місяців тому +1

      She is once in a lifetime.

  • @loriann6810
    @loriann6810 8 місяців тому +55

    Jenny’s time here was cut short, but Kyle, the way you proposed, your wedding vows, the excitement taking pregnancy tests, the kids’ birthdays…..You filled an entire lifetime into her time here. Right from the start, you gave her the fairytale girls only dream of, but you made it real. I’ve never seen a real life fairytale until now, it’s a love that’s rare, just to see how you look at each other…..that proposal, Cinderella. Out of this world Kyle, you filled her life with dreams come true. You love her, and you loved her more than a lifetime, you gave her what a lot of us wish for. It’s like God gave you to Jenny, because he knew her time was short, so he placed you in her life, a person that would give her a full life in a short time. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost Jenny, your best friend, your soulmate. You made her time here so special, you were by her side always, you filled her life completely. You’ll always feel her around you, she’ll show up subtle ways and you’ll know….that was Jenny. I’m praying that a blanket of comfort wrap around you and your family.❤

    • @vidaakua8571
      @vidaakua8571 7 місяців тому +5

      That my dear is simply BEAUTIFUL. The most wonderfully apt description of the life of Kyle and Jenny. she is his angel.- and he was hers. Bless you xx

    • @superchatcat658
      @superchatcat658 6 місяців тому +4

      So beautifully and perfectly said.

    • @maryemerick8147
      @maryemerick8147 5 місяців тому +1

      I'm watching

  • @cherylmaze6476
    @cherylmaze6476 8 місяців тому +54

    Two weeks after Jenny passed, I find myself watching old videos so I can hear her voice, see her light shining 😊❤

  • @heatherbukowski2102
    @heatherbukowski2102 6 місяців тому +9

    Jenny was such a light. A little darker without her in the world.

  • @BibleBeauty
    @BibleBeauty 5 місяців тому +5

    Does anyone else go back to old videos just to see beautiful Jenny and Sweet Kyle together..a match made in Heaven..

  • @monicahyland8641
    @monicahyland8641 7 місяців тому +13

    I miss Jenny , I didn’t know her, I wish I could have. She was such a beautiful woman and a wonderful mommy ,wife, daughter, and best friend to everyone around her. She was in so much pain yet still worried about everyone around her before herself. She managed to still smile even though she was so terrified. She had a special gift to make everyone around her feel good even though she was so sick. I miss this beautiful strong amazing woman ❤

  • @mysticraven8872
    @mysticraven8872 7 місяців тому +13

    I found Jenny's videos and her journey at the very end of her life 💔 I've been going backwards and watching her cancer journey in reverse. She was so beautiful vibrant and relatable. She wasn't afraid to be vulnerable in front of her viewers, and she showed every real emotion and experience that comes with cancer. Even though she is in Heaven, when I watch her videos I feel like I'm sitting with a friend and she brings me comfort. Thank you for being a beautiful spirit Jenny

  • @valeriecarr6116
    @valeriecarr6116 Рік тому +161

    I’m fighting stage 4 endometrial cancer, these vlogs are like group therapy to me. Thank you for making them. Praying for you and your family.

    • @gracesacres8023
      @gracesacres8023 Рік тому +16

      I'm praying for you and your family, as well! Don't give up! Know that it's possible to beat this ugly disease! My mom is a 34yr breast cancer survivor and my dad is a stage 4 laryngeal cancer survivor! God bless! 💛

    • @accordingtojoyce6651
      @accordingtojoyce6651 Рік тому +13

      I have stage 4 b endometrial cancer as well, it’s papillary serous . I was diagnosed 1 year ago.. I would love to talk to you

    • @valeriecarr6116
      @valeriecarr6116 Рік тому +9

      @@accordingtojoyce6651
      I have endometrioid adenocarcinoma figo grade 1 stage iv, it’s in my lungs, a spot near my spleen. Diagnosed March or May of this year, all the testing, it gets blurry on the dates. Honestly it’s a shock to hear such news, I’m sure you’d agree.

    • @sarawheat7704
      @sarawheat7704 Рік тому +3

      Look into the Care Oncology Clinic. It’s completely remote. Protocol is outlined in the book How to Starve Cancer. 2nd edition is most current. I’m getting ready to enroll.

    • @deusvult2302
      @deusvult2302 Рік тому +10

      Blessings and best wishes dear, I survived cancer 3x the last a stage IV NHL. As a P.A I was aware of the grim outlook and was given slim chances. Yet my faith got me through the massive and invasive treatments and surgeries! Rooting for you!

  • @LAM77719
    @LAM77719 7 місяців тому +18

    These videos are a testament to what love truly is. Jenny has gone on to her just heavenly reward. I pray for Kyle, Ellis, Winny, and family every day.

  • @brigettesmith1381
    @brigettesmith1381 8 місяців тому +8

    You did beat cancer Jenny. And now you are a sweet beautiful Angel 🙏🏻❤️🌈🌹

  • @dpduckca
    @dpduckca Рік тому +217

    I feel so honoured “walking” alongside you. We are all here because we want to be supporting however we possibly can. There is no burden here at all! My hope is it gives you a sense of freedom to unload as desired. I walked with my Mum through cancer and she would always hold her feelings and fears inside to protect me. I tried to get her to open up but she wished to keep it at a distance. I thank God I found your channel.

    • @angelajones6539
      @angelajones6539 Рік тому +6

      I am honored as well.

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 Рік тому +8

      Ditto 🙏🏼

    • @cindyferrara6022
      @cindyferrara6022 Рік тому +4

      Me too!!

    • @sharonbaker2775
      @sharonbaker2775 Рік тому +7

      What a wonderful thing you’re doing for your children. You are truly an amazing woman. I had breast cancer when my four sons were already grown, but the first thing I did was purchase four “nothing” books to write to each one of them in case I would not be around for long. I still write in them and have added books for my grandchildren, great grandchildren, husband, and DIL’s. Whew! It’s a task. I’m a nine-year survivor who prays that you will be able to say that one day, as well. You’re beautiful inside and out.

    • @Lyn4817
      @Lyn4817 Рік тому +4

      My Mother also refused to vent with me, she had a malignant Parotid tumour. She became an 11 year cancer survivor but sadly I lost her last year. Doctors ignored me for four years.

  • @donnalawson9674
    @donnalawson9674 Рік тому +127

    I am honored to be part of a sounding board for you. As someone living with cancer I am amazed by your strength

    • @cleanlivingwithcindi3055
      @cleanlivingwithcindi3055 Рік тому +11

      I feel exactly the same Donna. I'm going to pray for you too.

    • @wanya_telborn
      @wanya_telborn Рік тому +3

      Me too!

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Рік тому +3

      Love and prayers always ur lovely ur strong u have an amazing husband and u have god love laugh live to best of yr ability

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Рік тому +4

      Ur husband is ur rock amazing husband father and ur best friend ur blessed with the best

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Рік тому +4

      Ur husbsnd rocks

  • @treehugger9769
    @treehugger9769 8 місяців тому +5

    If ever a couple were meant to be together, it was Jenny and Kyle. I wish they still were 💔

  • @nancypatterson374
    @nancypatterson374 Рік тому +4

    Jenny you are like a friend I love, but have never met. I pray for you at least twice a day and think of you often. My son had surgery at John Hopkins 4 years ago for his Brain cancer on his brain stem. He has stopped getting scans, he said what is the point if it starts growing again there’s nothing they can do. He says he lives planning his future, not living to die. He is now 44 , his surgery was when he was 39. He has 2 wonderful kids, 12 and 14. I pray everyday for you and him.❤️🙏🙏🙏

  • @wendydarling1745
    @wendydarling1745 Рік тому +87

    Praying for you Jenny for peace of mind and comfort.

  • @MegaNumber0ne
    @MegaNumber0ne Рік тому +65

    My God-your heart is so pure! Your love for your children outshines everything.
    They are lucky to have a mother like you, with or without the sickness❤️

  • @brendamichel7486
    @brendamichel7486 Рік тому +31

    Love and light to you Jenny! And your family too. I'm Stage 4 also, and I can relate to trying to protect others from my dark side, especially to my daughter (20yo) and my mom. My mom will say "Don't say that! Don't even think that!", but how can we not? It's in our face every day. It's truly a one day at a time thing. And I've learned who I can be totally honest with and who I can't. Happy to be part of your sounding board as it helps me too. Today is a good day!

    • @brendahathaway2702
      @brendahathaway2702 Рік тому +1

      Jenny your a brave young women you have a beutiful family God will get you through this journey you have alot more life to live just look to God he the one that makes the different amen 🙏

  • @ditris69
    @ditris69 8 місяців тому +6

    Can't believe that this was little over a year ago. You fought the big fight dear Jenny but the monster never took your beautiful spirit that you shared with many around the world. Kyle, your children, family and friends they are in my thoughts and prayers. 💔💜🤍

  • @christinaberger4006
    @christinaberger4006 Рік тому +67

    I’ve been following you since I was diagnosed with stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in March. I’m almost done with chemo then I have surgery and radiation. I already feel so burnt out after 6 months of chemo but my kids keep me in the fight. It helps to watch your videos bc I don’t feel so alone. I feel the same when it comes to feeling like a burden. Thank you for the idea for the cards. I will continue to pray for you and everyone that is fighting this fight.

    • @larosemurphy7620
      @larosemurphy7620 Рік тому +2

      You a rock i wish you well

    • @elizabethgibbens
      @elizabethgibbens Рік тому +3

      Sending you well wishes and many blessings. God is always with you!

    • @mariesullivan9154
      @mariesullivan9154 Рік тому +1

      Praying for you also!

    • @eon7125
      @eon7125 Рік тому +1

      You will do fine. 💐. Always be kind to yourself and don't rush you're recovery.
      God bless from Scotland.. 🙏

    • @lizpiccolo9437
      @lizpiccolo9437 Рік тому

      Sending prayers and love

  • @jenniferoram4458
    @jenniferoram4458 Рік тому +53

    Jenny we - ALL OF US - should be thanking you for the privilege of being with you on your journey. You are a kind wonderful soul - this shines out from all your videos. So many thoughts, good wishes and prayers for you from people who really care about you. Sending hugs and love from Torquay in south west England. X

  • @laurawilliams5363
    @laurawilliams5363 Рік тому +54

    Jenny, hang in there. This is a very hard journey. I have 2 terminal diseases and my difference is I am in my 60's. My heart goes out to you....we have some real challenges. You are doing so much the right way. Writing things for your kids is priceless.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 Рік тому

      ua-cam.com/video/ZOX2eg1nfAs/v-deo.html

  • @kelliebach5240
    @kelliebach5240 Рік тому +8

    I’ve been dealing with terminal cancer myself my kids are older and so far I’ve lived two years beyond what I was told and I’ve made it now to their 16th birthdays, they are twins. I understand exactly what you mean about that knocking on heaven store feeling. Every day you give them is a blessing and you know that just like I do, but so many other people do not, and so, in a way we are the blessed ones. Believe me, I cry every day, I am in no way minimizing your sorrow, I started writing journals for the girls and have been unable to get back to them because I get too sad. I think I will try the card idea because I can just do one card at a time.

    • @Sedgies
      @Sedgies Рік тому +3

      Kellie. I will be praying for you. Those cards and letters will mean everything to your kids. Glad bless you for doing that for them.

  • @juliastartsev5127
    @juliastartsev5127 Рік тому +77

    Jenny, you and Kyle are such an inspiration for young parents, your kids must be having their best times. 💖

  • @anabueno9823
    @anabueno9823 Рік тому +53

    Jenny, I don't usually write to YTubers and, in your case specifically, I feel there's not much I can say to encourage someone who's already moving forward in such a brave and elegant way. You're beautiful inside and out! As you already said yourself, I'm pretty sure you're already beating cancer because you're living your life to the fullest and you're such a big time winner! Keep fighting, we're here for you! Much love from Brazil!! 🇧🇷😘

  • @kellyhoward3282
    @kellyhoward3282 Рік тому +32

    Jenny, thank you for sharing your journey with us. There is another girl that I follow on UA-cam. Her channel is called Tiffany Thinks. She's young like you and is going through a lot of what you're going through. I pray for you both. God can heal. Hugs and prayers!

    • @sigridkutz4468
      @sigridkutz4468 Рік тому +6

      I was thinking the same thing, “Tiffany Thinks” has a lot in common with you Jenny. I think anyone going through this is so brave, all my love to you and your family

    • @topazsweetpeamuffin
      @topazsweetpeamuffin Рік тому +2

      I agree. Tiffany Thinks and Jenny are the two people with cancer I am following right now. They are so much alike in that they are so kind and sweet. They make me care for them and how they are doing. They make me feel like they are a personal friend of mine and I want to check on them daily to know how they are doing. I really wish somehow Tiffany and Jenny can contact each other because I feel they will help each other so much with emotional support. Anyway, we all love you, Jenny! You also have the kindest husband I have ever seen in caring for his ailing wife!

  • @dab7963
    @dab7963 Рік тому +88

    I can't wait to celebrate when she beats this. I really believe that your positive attitude will lead to you beating this. Stay strong. Don't let your mind or thoughts go to dark places.

  • @wesleywade8363
    @wesleywade8363 Рік тому +49

    What an amazing gift you are giving to your children with those cards. My Mom had some good results with fasting and lessening the effects of her chemo, perhaps something you could ask your doctors about. She is never a burden to us and I bet your family and friends feel the same way. 🙏

    • @donnabaardsen5372
      @donnabaardsen5372 Рік тому +5

      It's now well known, and we'll established, that marijuana kick's the butt of chemo side effects. It's the only reason I myself approve it's use to alleviate the suffering.

  • @juliejohnson3508
    @juliejohnson3508 Рік тому +51

    Jenny, I’m praying for you. Asking God to give you HIS peace right now. I’ve gone through breast cancer…8 rounds of Chemo…SO SO TOUGH! You mentioning all the ick of chemo, the smells and tastes…I get it! Keep leaning in to your feelings and support! You’re doing amazing! 💕🙏🏻

    • @gloriamaryhaywood2217
      @gloriamaryhaywood2217 Рік тому +6

      I, too, am a breast cancer survivor. Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer, to be exact. I had to have 3 rounds of verrrry aggressive chemo several years ago before I could even qualify for surgery! #UGH! Made me so, so sick and threw me into Frigging SEPSIS.🤒
      It got to where I would start feeling violently ill just walking down the corridor on my way to the chemo room!! BUT it killed ALL my cancer cells, and today I have been cancer-free for a bit over 7 years! Here's hoping you are doing well also!💜

  • @iamwinningrightnow
    @iamwinningrightnow Рік тому +20

    It's so lovely to see a loving and supportive husband. Not all husbands are supportive. You guys are lucky to have each other.

  • @kellibunny
    @kellibunny 8 місяців тому +8

    You beat cancer, sweet beautiful Jenny. 🐞🦋✨

  • @jojop7773
    @jojop7773 Рік тому +30

    I'm praying too! You are no burden, those of us who follow you do so because we want to help you carry this load. You are not alone. No guilt, please! You are surrounded with love, Jenny.

  • @marytsang1427
    @marytsang1427 Рік тому +42

    You’ve got this Jen. You are so beautiful and so strong. You are a warrior for all of us.

  • @kanchanandrew
    @kanchanandrew 8 місяців тому +3

    Why god 😢there are so many who don’t appreciate life nature…Jenny am so so so sorry….you have beautiful family treasure every moment

  • @juliefeatch4820
    @juliefeatch4820 7 місяців тому +3

    It just doesn't seem possible that dearest beautiful Jenny isn't here anymore. She is sitting with the angels and our lord Jesus Christ. God bless her family. 😍

  • @brittneylyntalks
    @brittneylyntalks 8 місяців тому +6

    Sweet Jenny, miss you already. I hope you are being spoiled in Heaven.❤❤❤

  • @jillb9545
    @jillb9545 Рік тому +25

    As a mom, I was crying right along with you. I just wanted to hug you and take some of your fears and heartache away. You are so brave. Hang in there and keep loving and living with your beautiful family. Sending you much love and support.

  • @Oregon-Zan
    @Oregon-Zan Рік тому +34

    I’ve been praying for you and “Tiffany Thinks”
    Both of you are sweethearts that don’t deserve this horrible diagnosis. You have a beautiful heart and I just know you’re going to beat cancer. Big hug 🤗

    • @franklinstephen3268
      @franklinstephen3268 Рік тому

      Hi how are you doing?

    • @DanetteVega
      @DanetteVega Рік тому +4

      Those are the 2 that I follow as well. Both of these ladies stories break my heart! Especially Jenny here because of the children! The thought of leaving this world is hard enough but leaving your babies so young?!?! The thought of that is heartbreaking X a million!!

    • @chanaminerich9579
      @chanaminerich9579 Рік тому +2

      I also follow Tiffany Thinks. She also is a sweet person that doesn't deserve to have cancer. I pray for both of them.

    • @DanetteVega
      @DanetteVega Рік тому +1

      True true!!

    • @kinser919
      @kinser919 Рік тому

      @@franklinstephen3268 Beat it, freak. This is not the place to be trying to scam people. Shame on you.

  • @pancakeday4866
    @pancakeday4866 Рік тому +26

    These vlogs are such a gift. You are so good at communicating your experiences. This is so therapeutic for people who don’t know how to put words to what they’re feeling. So grateful that you are making these videos public for us.

  • @crazylady61
    @crazylady61 Рік тому +29

    It's so very hard to watch the anguish and emotional pain you're going through, but also a tremendous honour to be able to just be here with like minded people to hopefully offer you a shoulder to cry on. We all wish above anything else that you can beat this...you're strong and beautiful with an amazing family around you, and we're all rooting for you. ❤

  • @kentuckylady7344
    @kentuckylady7344 Рік тому +16

    Don't ever feel guilty sweetie. We choose to be here and your brave journey helps us as much as we help you. Please know our prayers are for you and your family.

  • @hamc861
    @hamc861 8 місяців тому +6

    R.I.P.❤

  • @janellestuckey8477
    @janellestuckey8477 8 місяців тому +3

    Jenny had her steroid “moon face” here. She took prednisone for awhile and it really gave her a round face. I feel like I knew her personally.Bless her heart, I miss he so much❤

  • @kimmij6873
    @kimmij6873 6 місяців тому +3

    My god whyyyy does this woman have a chokehold on my heart… she’s just sooo angelic. The why is mind blowing

  • @drayeupton1894
    @drayeupton1894 7 місяців тому +3

    We continue to pray 🙏 we ❤️ and miss you, and we are grateful to get to know you, sweet girl. You were an angel on 🌎

  • @nadyneingrassia1479
    @nadyneingrassia1479 8 місяців тому +3

    Jenny, you were never a burden. We loved watching your journey and family. We miss you so much!

  • @andrewgames5391
    @andrewgames5391 Рік тому +2

    So happy that our comments help you in some small way. It's a privilege for me.

  • @janeschmidt9611
    @janeschmidt9611 Рік тому +19

    Jenny, the fear of the unknown is a normal thing but you have such an amazing support system with family, friends, all of us and your medical team. You inspire me to live life to the fullest and not to sweat the small stuff. When you struggle, praying for strength and peace and going to your happy place, both physically and emotionally, will help. We love you and will always be here for you! 🥰

  • @elainew2230
    @elainew2230 8 місяців тому +4

    I'm glad to know being out here, as a viewer helped you in some small way.

  • @gypsytears1785
    @gypsytears1785 8 місяців тому +4

    Such a unique and beautiful soul. Going to miss you and I don’t even really know you but I really appreciate you sharing your journey, all the ups and downs, you touched the hearts of many people watching.
    Rest in peace you fought a hell of a battle.. 🐞

  • @andrewgames5391
    @andrewgames5391 Рік тому +9

    Every time I complain, I think how irrelevant my petty grievances/annoyances are.
    Any yet you and Kyle manage to still somehow smile thru it all and appreciate life and your family.

  • @bettyfourman5438
    @bettyfourman5438 8 місяців тому +5

    The nicest sweetest brave lady I have ever known. God Bless you and keep you. Jesus holds you in his hands.

  • @tammyhilton1897
    @tammyhilton1897 8 місяців тому +5

    I just love seeing Jenny . She's so pretty, inside and out and catching up on how she is doing.

    • @Sabouma28
      @Sabouma28 8 місяців тому

      she's dead

    • @tammyhilton1897
      @tammyhilton1897 8 місяців тому +2

      @@Sabouma28 yes, I know that. I was talking about what she already
      Had posted. She was an amazing woman .😭🌹🌹

  • @ruthutter1968
    @ruthutter1968 Рік тому +8

    There was a time when I had written letters to my children…during a very aggressive leukemia fight..that was 27 years ago Jenny! God be with you..I pray you can look back many years from now and say the same thing to someone else..💜🙏🏻💜

  • @laural2063
    @laural2063 Рік тому +17

    I so totally understand your need to say "I'm fine" and go on! I am the same way - lung disease here, not cancer, but experiencing a tiny bit of your path. You are handling this with grace! You keep letting us be your sounding board, we are happy to be of service!

  • @cleanlivingwithcindi3055
    @cleanlivingwithcindi3055 Рік тому +13

    UGH...itching and redness is a side effect of Prednisone. I remember suddenly finding my joints so stiff. I told my doctor I felt terrible on the Prednisone and I wanted to stop taking it. He told me that I just thought I felt bed...I needed the Prednisone. But the good news is...once you can wean off Prednisone, the side effects subside pretty quickly! Prayers for you and your family! Jenny, I remember how you feel about leaving your children. I pray that your outcome is like mine.

  • @staceysmith5072
    @staceysmith5072 Рік тому +15

    I loved how you said you are beating cancer by living your life to the fullest, wow, that was so powerful for me. Yes girl, you definitely are beating it. Sending you so much love and positive vibes., you wonderful inspiring woman x

  • @adunn5173
    @adunn5173 7 місяців тому +3

    Oh dear Jenny! What a sweet, brave, wonderful woman you are! RIP 🙏🏻

  • @AliciaM5555
    @AliciaM5555 8 місяців тому +4

    RIP Jenny. 💖 I will miss you. 😭

  • @patriciaanglin9543
    @patriciaanglin9543 Рік тому +11

    Still praying for you sweet girl. God has got this. 🙏🏻❤️your husband is so sweet. Prayers for him also. The children are adorable. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @snowwhite2709
    @snowwhite2709 Рік тому +13

    I'm glad you get some relief being able to unload your feelings and thoughts here. I'm sure you don't feel strong, but you're stronger then you know. We're all here to support and listen to you. Hugs

  • @hawaiipommom.1306
    @hawaiipommom.1306 8 місяців тому +4

    I miss you my fellow NSCLC friends and warrior sister. I will keep up the fight ❤

  • @janewilding1345
    @janewilding1345 Рік тому +13

    OMG Jenny - I’ve had a good cry with you this morning here in the UK 🇬🇧. You are kicking cancer and so, so brave. Writing cards for your little ones and making incredible memories with them at this time; they have a beautiful, courageous Mum and that can never be taken away. Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 😘.

  • @kristimartinez7528
    @kristimartinez7528 Рік тому +5

    Hell yes.. you're already beating cancer. You got this. You can cry and be sad. We love you Jenny

  • @dianethompson9210
    @dianethompson9210 Рік тому +7

    I do choose to be here and support you. I just moved my mother in with me last year after an emergency gallbladder surgery and she is also a two time cancer survivor. We've been on this journey for 10 years. I've seen her very sick and miserable during those times. She is not in remission, but closely monitored ever quarter with scans and monthly shots, blood work. She is 68 and feeling really good, watching her diet, taking supplements, etc. Please know we pray for you. God bless you.

  • @CeeceesMomma
    @CeeceesMomma 9 місяців тому +5

    Your beautiful soul I wish I could come from New York to California to give you a hug🥺

  • @creilly3728
    @creilly3728 Рік тому +14

    Oh, Jenny, I cried with you and took deep breaths, too. I think you’re doing amazingly well emotionally even though you may not think so. I’ve had cancer twice so I am able to relate to some of your chemo experiences. It’s not easy. I’ll be praying for you as you go through this and for your family. You’re so blessed to have such strong, loving support from your husband. That touches my heart. Take care sweetie and don’t give up.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +1

      Thank you so much for your supportive words and you are so strong

  • @karenkane3220
    @karenkane3220 Рік тому +20

    Oh, Jenny! I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this! You are so strong a brave! Praying for you.

  • @Kim60610
    @Kim60610 Рік тому +9

    Jenny, thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I'm a two-time survivor who's now NED. I feel like my purpose now is to support others who are going through it. I'm so glad I can be there for you, even If it's only in spirit. It's an honor to support someone with so much strength and grace. Sending you prayers, peace and light from Chicago!

  • @pattarrant8820
    @pattarrant8820 Рік тому +5

    You are a complete role model on how to live with Cancer. Thank you for showing the way to any one suffering the same or similar diagnosis . You are helping so many people to realise you must live every day to the full. Life is precious. X

  • @Anibanani501
    @Anibanani501 Рік тому +2

    JENNY! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and beating cancer my friend! I'm watching your journey and I'm praying! This is part of your story and God is not withholding good from you...trust Him.

  • @kelliewitwer9205
    @kelliewitwer9205 Рік тому +5

    I have watched a few of your videos recently. And I just want to say first I will keep you in my prayers and your family. Second I could not imagine what you must be feeling having two small kids. I pray god puts his healing hands on you. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @SopranoFantab
    @SopranoFantab Рік тому +9

    Jenny, I can totally relate to the fear of « being a burden » to others. My experience is different from yours, but I get it. I validate your feelings, and I can tell you that your honest, heart-felt sharing of emotions and experiences isn’t at all a « burden » to me, or dare I say, to those of us who watch your videos. I’m just so very sorry that you have to go through so much pain! I’m relieved that you’ve got such a great support system. Your husband seems like such a supportive, wonderful companion to you, and your kids are just so intelligent and adorable! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course you can beat this! Those « milestone cards » are a great idea; and darn it, you’ll give them to your kids in person!!! You got this!

  • @sherrillfuller1782
    @sherrillfuller1782 8 місяців тому +2

    Oh Jenny y’all were just so darling together and I’m so saddened by the loss of you, I really hoped and prayed for you so many times during the day and night…Now I re-watch these older videos and I just cry for you and Kyle who looks so lost without you…your beautiful children are so precious and I still pray for them! 💔🕊️

  • @rhondablake3829
    @rhondablake3829 Рік тому +6

    Dear sweet Jenny I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼
    I think I can say for all of us that follow you we are here for you through this . You are loved and cared about by all of us. ❤️

  • @robinjanz2243
    @robinjanz2243 Рік тому +5

    What a beautiful gift for your family to pre-write cards for them! Such a wonderful idea for any parent!
    I lost my mom when I was 17 and she had made recipe books for my sister and I. I treasure that book so much and still use it all the time, 39 years later. My kids sometimes ask for one of the recipes in it so I just take a photo and text it to them and i know they also treasure seeing those recipes, written in their grandma's own handwriting.
    I'm praying for you and your sweet family. Sending love from Manitoba, Canada.

  • @barbararunnels4718
    @barbararunnels4718 Рік тому +12

    Love how strong you are for your children and husband,Prayers for you and your Family.

  • @janellestuckey8477
    @janellestuckey8477 8 місяців тому +5

    I love going back and watching these videos. Such a beautiful collection couple. So much love ❤️

  • @rhondagreen135
    @rhondagreen135 Рік тому +12

    Dear sweet Jenny, you could NEVER be a burden! When you share with us we know what to pray for. You help so many of us see the beauty in each day. I’m constantly looking for the small things to be grateful for. You have brought that to the forefront of my mind. I love every vlog. We are on this journey with you a fly on the wall cheering you on with everyone! You are a beautiful mommy, a loving wife. Praying ❤️🙏❤️

  • @gailoherron759
    @gailoherron759 Рік тому +11

    We are praying for you! Stay strong and kick cancer’s butt!!!

  • @lyndamcleod2242
    @lyndamcleod2242 Рік тому +9

    Good news ,Good news, Good News,Jenny and family ! As long as it gets you to where we all want you to be!x x love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

  • @melberg6821
    @melberg6821 Рік тому +9

    Girl you’ve got this! Your amazing attitude will get you thru! Hang in there and keep living your best life❤️ You are making such an impact on this world🙏

  • @mariesullivan9154
    @mariesullivan9154 Рік тому +4

    1st off thank you for sharing your lives with us, the good, bad, scary and happy. I think you are absolutely amazing. I know how scary this is cause when I was diagnosed I had 5 small kids and an amazing husband I didn't wanna leave. I think of you daily. You have touched my heart so much. I see so much of me in you when I went through it. You are so strong and so Beautiful and so very brave!!! You got this! Keep living the best life you can. Also remember it's ok to have all these feelings and allow yourself to go through each one.

  • @lizzyinhawaii5713
    @lizzyinhawaii5713 Рік тому +9

    My mom fought breast cancer and bone cancer all over her body. I never ever ever felt like she was a burden. I took care of here when my dad no longer could. I would do anything to make her feel better and comfortable.I couldn’t imagine the physical pain but also the mental/emotional struggles she was going through. There is no room to feel like I’m being put out cause all of my love and empathy has left no room. Stay strong beautiful.

  • @dianawoods4772
    @dianawoods4772 Рік тому +11

    You are both so brave , its OK to cry and you don't need to worry about getting things of your chest about how you feel I'm sure the other people who watch you feel the same we are always here for you any time day or night . You are a fighter, you can do this God bless you my thoughts and prayers 🙏 are with you all .

  • @bridgeh4385
    @bridgeh4385 Рік тому +3

    I'm so sorry you are going through this, Jenny. You carry it with such grace and strength that is beyond admirable. Allowing yourself those sessions of crying and purging those sad, scary emotions must be incredibly cathartic and healing so please continue to do that and not feel that doing so is in any way a bad thing. I don't think enough is said about the power and necessity of healing yourself internally alongside the external healing.
    Sending so much good energy and thoughts your way for good news ahead.

  • @GabbyGirl73
    @GabbyGirl73 7 місяців тому +3

    Watching this now as I know Jenny is gone breaks my heart, hearing her talk about her fears of having cancer and perhaps not making it to live that long life with Kyle and their beautiful children! It's SO unfair that such a beautiful life was cut so short! 🥲

  • @tammylimacher5198
    @tammylimacher5198 Рік тому +1

    Sending you so much love and hugs and prayers ❤️ I am so sorry you're going through this
    We are here for you to say whatever you want or need to get off your chest anytime!!

  • @allyssumrose
    @allyssumrose Рік тому +5

    I was crying watching the end of this video 😭. I'm here to listen & pray for you & your family 🙏. You are not alone in this fight. I want to thank you for sharing what you are going through feeling & experiencing...bad and good. I really loved the idea of getting cards for each memorable moments of your children's lives. That is such a beautiful thing to do. And like you said it isn't just for those who have cancer but EVERY PARENT should do it. God bless you and your family. Prayers & Wishes Lisa Hampton 😃

  • @sherryfarzami
    @sherryfarzami Рік тому +9

    Dearest loving Jenny thank you for sharing your pain and opening your heart. following your story has inspired me so much going through chronic pain. I love you very much and thank you for opening your heart.

  • @maggietaylor9475
    @maggietaylor9475 Рік тому +1

    We’re always here for you Jenny. You’ve got this xx

  • @sherrycarlstrom2407
    @sherrycarlstrom2407 Рік тому +1

    Such a beautiful thing you are doing for your family. Happy it brings you some comfort to document your journey and that you have a huge community of watchers who are wishing the very best for you. BIG HUGS!!

  • @toliveischrist950
    @toliveischrist950 Рік тому +4

    We love you, Jenny! Praying for your healing♥️

  • @tatianaschoenfield9819
    @tatianaschoenfield9819 Рік тому +3

    You are doing the best one can do in this situation. Take one day at a time… try not to think too far ahead of what could happen… I have had friends with cancer and I always appreciated and felt honored when they shared their cancer journey with me, but I never started it, but I was always all ear.

  • @kptrains
    @kptrains Рік тому +2

    Been following your channel but only recently commented. Stay strong! You'll get through this.

  • @hayleyperkins5994
    @hayleyperkins5994 Рік тому +6

    You are incredible, Jenny. You're coping in your own way, gracefully and with natural worries.. keep fighting, and beating this awful disease. Positive thoughts!! All my love to you and your family 💗

  • @annlind2349
    @annlind2349 Рік тому +3

    Oh Sweety, I wish I could be there to give you a hug. You are so brave and so strong and you need to let the sadness go like a pressure release. I admire you and your caring for others around you even when you hurt so bad. Love and hugs Ann

  • @vickybradley3432
    @vickybradley3432 Рік тому +2

    Having been through cancer 2 different times, I love the idea of the future cards. Prayers to you and your wonderful family! You are an inspiration for other people!! ❤️🙏

  • @angelajones6539
    @angelajones6539 Рік тому

    Continued prayers to you both! Sending lots of love!

  • @shazmc433
    @shazmc433 Рік тому +3

    I chose to be here and listen to you, you have my full support. I am in a similar situation as you and its good to hear we have the same feelings and not on our own, we are both strong, positive women. X