I Took Psychedelics as a Christian and the unthinkable happened...(Testimony)
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- Опубліковано 23 гру 2022
- I Took Psychedelics as a Christian and the unthinkable happened...(Testimony)
This is the true story of what happened to me when I Took psychedelics as a young christian.
Before saying anything brash, please take the time to listen to the entire testimony because I answer many of the questions I expect will arise IN THE VIDEO like:
Why did I take psychedelics if I was a christian?
How do you know your experience was actually spiritual and not just psychological?
If using hallucinogens and psychedelics as a christian is bad why do so many people have such a good experience?
and most importantly, I tell the incredible true story of where GOD was at in this entire ordeal. In the testimony I share how God manifested supernaturally to try and stop me from going that night to trip, and how God manifested a HEALING, a literal miracle in my heart and mind, and give a mind blowing testimony that essentially PROVES the spiritual nature of using drugs and psychedelics just like the bible talks about, with WITCHCRAFT being the word pharmakeia: the use of medicine, drugs or spells, magic, sorcery, enchantment.
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Yes! The feeling of the only consciousness that only exists. I felt like I was in a dream. I had done acid and shrooms before but all of this was happening to me while I was sober. I was lucid dreaming and astral projecting. And I spoke to fallen angels aka demons in my dreams. I was deep into occultism and just believed that like a dream, how everything is everything in a dream and our minds just imagine it all up, life is the same. That a chair in my dream is just really me because it doesn’t actually exist. And so I replaced the real world with the dream world. I was quite literally then being lead by demons in the real world and was communicating with them. I had seen “spirits” at a young age so I thought I finally understood the meaning of life. That everything was everything and we’re all gods. But, then one day I was hanging out with my friends who became Christian and the Holy Spirit literally came and I couldn’t hide or think private thoughts. God knew all my thoughts and would answer them in a minute. I felt like I was going to die. His presence was so heavenly so unearthly. So majestic. Like I immediately knew it was him. It was a very crazy experience realizing that I had a spirit of antichrist and the devil would torment me into believing I could never be forgiven again to the point where I almost killed myself. But I felt the Holy Spirit leading me back to God and he casted the demons out in my sleep. Glory all to YESHUA. GOD IS ALIVE.
Praise God!!! He saves us from ourselves
Love your testimony
That's awesome. Praise the lord. Also there's no such thing as a soul bond incase you were wondering. God bless.
That is not enlightenment spiritual awakening
Many have said they seen demons while on trip. Out of curiosity, can you describe their appearance?
@@120aav well when I was about 6, I had a dream that there was an "alien" in my house and I woke up and it was sitting on my bed staring at me, mind you I can move so it wasn't sleep paralysis.
then when I was about 7 and moved from that house, I had seen 2 Spirits.
one of them was a young girl sleeping on my couch around 3 pm ( I had just got home from school) and the other was a head of a man cut off and burned floating from one wall to the other.
the same feeling I felt on all 3 instances.
just heart drop, frozen and just evil.
a few months ago, I went to New York and this was when I was an actual witch. I was arguing with my dad about God and in-between us I saw a demon in its regular form and I screamed.
it was like dark shadow but had a face similar to a man but not quite, its eyes were bloodshot and it had a disgusting smile.
then I went back to New York as a christian and slept in that same house ( my dad lived in New York at that time) and I woke up from my sleep and saw an angel.
his face was like the sun and like how you can feel the suns heat, I felt the peace and love and presence of God being carried by that angel. spirits are very real!
I remember doing shrooms and feeling demons battling for my soul. I was deep into witchcraft and the occult, and tarot, and got into shrooms and I told the Devil that night that he couldn't have me and i belong to Jesus and I prayed and prayed until I felt the darkness release its grip and leave from me. God is real, Jesus is real, and we are deeply loved ny the Holy Spirit. ❤
Because of psychedelic 'shrooms I came to know and love God. I was raised in a Christian household but was angry at life, at my parents who created me and remember blaspheming God's Holy name until one of my co-workers gave me some and starting testing my boundaries with the dosages.
The trip that stood out was December 8th 2023 when the psychedelic trance wasn't cutting it, vibes were off so after an hour I got up to change the music and checked UA-cam for some.
A video came up "Who is God?" a twenty-minute video of different pastors/speakers talking about God.
After finishing the video I was still stoned and needed to lay back down so I clicked on "Planet Zoo Ambiance" on UA-cam and went to bed. Those who use 'shrooms try it out for a trip once. The music is such vibes: the soft melodies with the humming and finger-snapping. Very nice! Every time I listen to that soundtrack I remember of this trip.
I don't remember dying or anything but remember blasting off to Heaven from the Bible and seeing all my family and loved ones being in white clothes, smiling and being joyous.
I was in bed, completely comfortable, tearing up while envisioning this. I was looking at them with PURE love and happiness. Something I barely feel. Sure. I feel happy but this type of happy was on a insane euphoric feeling. The ugly feelings of whatever we humans have: hatred, lust, greed, sorrow, jealously, so on. didn't exist in my heart nor in that place.
At some point I remember seeing Jesus in his form (like from Passion of the Christ) with flowing brown hair and white clothes. I thanked Him for dying for us and thanked God with every other breathe while this was happening. Truly amazing! Perhaps God gave me a glimpse of what Heaven will be like and to try to live a sin-less life.
And after that my porn addiction, masturbation, anger and depression seized to exist! Sure I still get annoying or irritated but on a much smaller scale than before. God is good! ✝
How ironic. I used psychedelics and found the Lord. I've never been happier .He spoke to me and I am a devoted and committed follower. I'm glad you're doing well.
Totally relate and agree with your comment.
Same
Which one?
The Lord wasn't lost...you were
We don't find God, He comes for us.
Read your Bible
@@vesturedippedinblood4450 lol
When I was dabbling in psychedelics I wasn't new Christian, I was completely deceived and thought that psychedelics were innocent. All the people that were taking them seem so happy and full of love for one another. But that was only surface-level as I would find out later. A lot of these people were demon-possessed. Anyways I took the psychedelics and instead of seeing demons, the demons were trying to convince me that psychedelics we're good. They would say things about the Bible while I was tripping. But it was never wanting me to true knowledge of Jesus, it was just like spiritual gibberish. Because of taking all those psychedelics I became susceptible to doctrines of demons and false ideas about Jesus. I also went into a full-blown drug psychosis. I ended up getting stabbed and left for dead in the desert One Day by one of the people that I thought was a good person. God has since delivered me from PTSD and from any delusions that psychedelics or anything but demonic. I am now completely free in Jesus. Thank God for his mercy and that he didn't leave me there floundering
Wow this is a very interesting story. I have one opposite this. I took acid one day and while listening to music I gained the instant knowing that god was talking to me. And told me things will be okay in my life and explained the world and the heavens. I cried like a baby so many times that day as he led me on a journey. But they were happy tears. I’ve never felt anything like it in my life. It was amazing. And now I’ve changed for the better knowing that god watches over me and I carry his love with me everywhere I go
WOW I’ve never heard a testimony so similar to my experience!! I took acid with friends 5 years ago before I was a believer and the torment, confusion, and darkness it encompassed made me scared to death!! It really felt like a sadistic test I was being dragged into. So thankful for the healing that Jesus has given me and the peace He brings in my life now!!
If you're a psychedelic virgin, you shouldn't partake without a trip master.
I have never done psychedelics because I have had spiritual attacks during highs from much “tamer” drugs. Hearing stories like this I don’t even want to imagine what I could experience.
I’ve had countless existential crisis’ but the one I remember most happened when I was in university. I was alone because my roommate had gone home for the weekend so I decided to get drunk (I was heavily in addiction during my university years). Some girls from down the hall came and asked me if I wanted to smoke with them outside and I agreed to. Bad friggin decision.
I had never mixed weed with alcohol and didn’t know that you’re not supposed to do that. I instantly felt extremely uncomfortable and judged by the girls I was with, like I was a joke to them. It was like 11 at night so I made my way back to my room as fast as I could and the moment I shut my door I was FLOODED with hateful voices coming at me. The voices told me how worthless I was, how God didn’t even care enough to notice me, that I was utterly alone and that I didn’t even exist in other peoples thoughts because I was that much of a nobody. I also was heavily convicted of everything I have ever done. I was flooded with the realization that I am utterly sinful and there is basically nothing good about me. The room also began to shrink and I was very claustrophobic. I was panicking and even though I was making no sound I felt like the whole dorm floor could hear the screaming in my mind it was that real to me. The only thing that I kept thinking during this was “what am I going to do? what am I going do??” I was desperate to be reconciled with God but the demons putting thoughts into my mind were making me believe that it was all hopeless.
I finally was panicking to the point where it was debilitating and I could only lie down on my bed. I was sobbing and tried to listen to music to change my thoughts but all I could notice was how vile the lyrics were and how hedonistic 99% of music is. And that I played that crap into my mind. I finally went to youtube and put on 8 hours of God’s promises in scripture being read out.
The moment I started to listen to the scriptures I was FLOODED with love. Every word filled my heart and as I listened to God’s promises to me and what He did for me I was overwhelmed to the point of tears. It was in that moment where I felt a hand being placed on my forehead, and the moment it touched me every ounce of anxiety and worry left my mind. I was instantly filled with peace, and I eventually fell asleep with the scriptures playing in the background.
Sometimes I am tempted to get high again just to be put on that “edge” because once I get sober I feel on fire for God and I feel spiritually refreshed. I know that is totally moronic though, and I am ashamed that I feel the need to do that to experience that kind of love for God. I really want to feel that passion for God without needing anything to push me to that point.
(also - I’m now fully sober and no longer use substances of any kind!)
I had a experience like this, similar while high from weed. I was panicking and thought I was going to die, and I could feel my chest caving in, I was confused and couldn’t see properly and felt a demonic presence. I stopped smoking weed a long time ago because it made me feel bad every time after this… my boyfriend at the time had also had convulsions sue to smoking weed. It’s not something God wants for us
God Bless You Amen xxxxxxx And God Bless Your Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx
@@Morlla234 God Bless You Amen xxxxxxx And God Bless Your Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx
Praise the living God 🙌 He is worthy ❤ 🙌
That brought tears to my eyes. I've tried weed a handful of times and my experiences have ranges from uncomfortable to tortuous. Feeling like I was dying and like I was lost in time and space with no identity. Very unpleasant. Unfortunately I had no connection with God at that point so there was nothing to calm me. Praise God, I will never try it again.
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic mushrooms was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.
YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics
It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.
I love this! I’ve had a bad trip and have searched many “bad trip stories” to see if I could find anyone who experienced something similar. The way he explains the feeling was perfect, like you are the only conciseness. It doesn’t sound that scary, but when it’s happening it’s terrifying because you feel like you KNOW it’s the truth and can’t lie to yourself about it. For me, It felt like demons were speaking through my friends I was tripping with and overall felt like how I imagined the absence of god would feel. I was not religious before that but I am afterwards. I’m glad he shared this with everyone.
That is exactly how it was for me too. Whatever I happened to be thinking about, it immediately synchronized with things people said or did around me. And it all aimed at continuing to affirm in me that false idea that we are all one consciousness, a single oneness god experiencing itself. One "coincidence" after another, like the phone at 15:46, all serving as "proof" that we were all indeed one single consciousness. Makes me wonder about the real extent that demonic influence can have over unbelievers, even if indirect and while not "tripping" themselves. Because the only place where I couldn't feel at all those trippy connections, was when I started going to church, and speaking with real Christians. It became very obvious very fast, that someone else was in charge there, and that He had more authority than whatever was guiding me and influencing my surroundings towards confusion and narcissism like before. I started to see new and much more powerful "coincidences", that pointed towards Jesus instead of oneness-confusion. And the fruits of following the Spirit of those new "coincidences", eventually were joy and gratitude, instead of anxiety and arrogance. I now thank God every day for taking me out of the jaws of death, and into His truth and life. Do not do psychedelics, and stay away from the new age lies and witchcraft. Nothing compares with the Spirit of the one true living God.
@@GustavoRivasMendez wow, i know exactly what yall are describing. i had an experience over 10 years ago, and until recently never could find someone else describe something similar.
I've felt similar a couple of times when using marijuana. When you take too much of certain drugs, it numbs all of your senses, almost like if you are being placed under anesthesia, but your mind is still awake. That's why it feels like you are just consciousness. Everything feels black because you are not receiving any information from your sense of touch or hearing or sight. It feels like your mind is breaking apart and you are losing yourself.
That's pretty similar to how mine felt as well
@80's Nostalgia Guy same here, but for me it felt like God was telling me to stop using cannabis the way I had been, which was throughout the day everyday in order to try and cope with life, and smoking large amounts and spending all my money on it. I still like to smoke or vape, but its only a tiny amount and all throughout the day every day anymore. If I smoke too much, it becomes what I believe is called cannabis induced psychosis and it feels mentally similar to the weird experience I had with LSD that turned me to Jesus.
Bless everyone who sees this testimony. Like the video and subscribe to help spread the word ❤ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, before saying anything brash, just listen to the end because the answers to many questions I expect to get regarding this testimony are GIVEN IN THE VIDEO ITSELF. This event marked my life permanently, both the hardship of the experience itself, and the incredible revelation of THE HEART OF GOD and His glorious redemption and healing after it was all said and done. I pray the same healing and love of God is known to every one of you in Jesus name 🙏🏻
I wish i could sit down with you over a coffee and have a nice long chat, I would not call myself christian however i am deeply interested in things you have to say and wish i could share my experiences with you! I would be interested to know what you think of them. Keep up the fight for goodness
Check your replys. Got someone saying where to buy trash to take or use. Exceellent video. Welll done. Young men like you give me so much hope. God bless.❤🔥
This is very blessed I used to be a bad drug addict then when I got saved and born again I just knew I could never touch drugs again because that will be the end of me that’s how I know I’m born again thank you for this affirmation god bless you I’m so happy the lord saved you
@@sadisticseagull7508 xc
Is there any way to get in touch with you privately?
Thank you. Thank you so much. You don't know what you just saved me from.
I've been seeing demons, seraphim, etc and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. I kept asking God to grant me a vision of him to strengthen my faith. He hasn't given me one that I can think of yet. I've been seeing all of these other people who have tripped and experienced God, and I wanted a mystical experience for myself. I was planning on going on a trip against the advice of my peers, who I just arrogantly assumed were ignorant of the REAL spiritual world and living as lukewarm Christians. God, even just writing this makes me sad. These are my friends. Just because I've gone through more than them, doesn't mean what they say is stupid or ignorant. Just because I think I'm more committed than them doesn't really matter. Yes, I'm giving this Christian walk my all. I'm ALL in. But who am I to judge them? They're kind, and they believe in Christ like me. These are my family. I guess it's not really a wonder that I feel alone and isolated. I never let anyone see a version of myself that ISN'T perfect, and powerful. I never get vulnerable with them. I'm too scared to. I'm too scared of feeling judged by them. So I only share my darkest secrets on the internet, where I'm (for the most part) anonymous and can project an image of myself that I want to see, and if anyone disagrees with me, I just dismiss them as being sheep. I'm too scared to mess up in front of anyone because my entire life any mess-ups have been held over me, so I better make them think I'm perfect.
This mindset has caused me so much pain and suffering because it means I can't have an actual connection with anyone. I realized I didn't even have a connection with my girlfriend. I mean, I did, but I wasn't ever TRULY vulnerable or emotionally intimate with her. She left because she was scared of a relationship, so now I don't have a chance to fix it, but wow.
I was writing this thinking I was just thanking you for saving me from more trauma, but then during it I received the spiritual revelation that explains everything. I know God is calling me to redeem my family, emotionally distant as they are, and separated as we may be. But I got so obsessed with being a "chosen one" above everyone else that I was really just locking myself off from any future connections all for the chasing of glorification. All I really need is to be fully known and to know others, including God and myself. Will I be glorified? Yes, and it will be beyond anything I can comprehend. I was praying for a breakthrough for so long. I had no idea that it was going to be internal, but I guess I should have received the hint from when Jesus said the kingdom of God is inside us.
30 pieces of silver
We are the building we aren't the builder
What does it profit to gain the whole field
Offenses shall come let faith be your shield
Let Christ be your Christ
Fathers hand can stretch forth and back
He wants your heart not your flesh to learn how to act
Sometimes we gotta go without so at later times there's no lack
He desires all to be saved in His promised time Hes not slack
Be aware of the leaven
Not all dogs go to heaven
There's no seat for the heathen
Don't trust in a man whose breath is his own
Be born again let your breath come down from the throne
His Spirit is a promised gift it's not a loan
Our debt is paid and our sin in grave
Don't fall for temptation it's not just any Lamb who was slain
Let God be your strength
Let God be your rest
God is our salvation
Yah Himself gives us tests
Our Father doesn't wanna break you
He wants to remake you
Our King is our friend
He doesn't wanna fold you
It takes time to remold you
It's all about Him
It's really all Him
Man will try and turn God's glory to shame
Man will try to get you to retake the blame
Man wants you to forget our debts have been paid
We all have flesh and we all have profaned
We all fall short and by the sword have been slain
Let's let go and let our Savior heal all the pain
Let's let go and stop resisting
Father please pardon my iniquities
I didn't always understand repetition of our history
Father please cast all my gross sin in the sea
Thank you for correcting and making a man out of me
I've learned truly now what I thought I knew
If any man man thinks he knows he has more learning to do
I was in a dark place and I truly felt hollow
You spared not the rod but Your mercy surely followed
You could have taken everything away from me
Yet You chose to break a curse so we could raise our son Gregory
I will teach my kids Your Way
Your Spirit is the Truth Light and Day
I still need Your guidance on this road
Father I will never leave You alone
Father I want my bed in Your home
I will proclaim Your mercy
You could have left me alone to my own doings
You chose to show me Your Fatherly love
Greater is He in me whose Spirit descends as a dove
Greater is He in me who's throne is seated above
Greater is He in me who pulled me out the mud
Thorns and thistles we would have gathered
But it was kindness that you were after
The only sins you won't forgive
Is the ones we choose to live
It's not about what we can do
It's about what You've done
I felt the condemnation
But I believe that You have won
You showed me a better path
And now I know I won't look back
I love you Jesus
I love You Abba
Before watching this video, I want to say: I've taken LSD before and it was by far the most terrifying, traumatic experience in my entire 24 years. It was around 2 years ago I did this, and I think I was tormented by evil entities who tried convincing me that this is hell. But I know that our loving and merciful Father was there with me. And that's how I became a believer. He took the most evil ever done to me, where the enemy tried convincing me that I'm actually dead and in hell. And he saved me and brought me back to reality, but again these attacks are happening again to me, when I am of sober mind. So I definitely think I have some form of PTSD from that. But, he saved me from people who I thought were my friends who were doing evil witchcraft to me, forcing me to believe all of their lies.
Even to this day do I suffer PTSD from that event, and have been going through immense spiritual warfare from that day. It puts me in such fear where I can't even sit in a chair without feeling like I'll get transported back to the evil being done to me. But I know that I am being healed, and recuperating once more from it. Please pray for me, sometimes I feel this burning on my forehead and get really afraid.
Hey friend, I took mushrooms years ago and have had a lot of mental problems and anxiety since then. On my trip I thought I was in hell. God used that event to help me get out of using drugs and it scared me straight. Got has got you, repent and believe in Jesus. :)
2 Timothy 1:7
Fear is a spirit and it's not from the Lord
And every day out loud proclaim putting on the Armour of God
Ephesians 6:10-18
You are very much still being attacked
1 John 4:4
You have been given the authority by the blood of Jesus over this evil
Ephesians 6:12 tells us what we are battling
Prayers for you
The Lord God sends his angels to watch over you and lift you up that you won't even hit your foot on a rock!
PSALM 91 is printed and hanging on my wall!
Stay strong in the Lord
He will protect you always
Don't be afraid
In His Love ❤
Praying for you 🙏 it will get better. I have over a decade of lsd experience before coming to Christ (only 4 months ago) so I understand what you've experienced, in my own way. I've had to heal a lot from those experiences and of course don't use psychedelics anymore. But our Heavenly Father did not give us a spirit of fear! So keep your faith strong and know that He's got you now ♡ the Father is protecting you always♡ keep a strong prayer life, that's the most important thing I've found, especially when experiencing anxiety or fear. Keeping that relationship with the Father active and engaged. The enemy tries to convince us we are going to hell or separated from God or whatever they can come up with to cause fear. Don't give in to the lies and pray instead! I'm happy to hear you've healed so much already and I know you will continue to heal and get stronger and experience the peace of the Father, in Jesus name Amen 🙏
I know exactly what you’re talking about with the evil friends. God speed dude. I was traumatized for years.
We are the trees of the knowledge of both good and evil, and are eternal spirits that have been cast down into temporary biological avatars and are perishing from the day we are born.
We have been sentenced to death and are exiles that have an appointment with death.
We are condemned beings that are dead in our sins.
Blind amnesiacs, that are programmed and indoctrinated with lies by the church and state, and our ignorant and deceived or nefarious elders.
We are children of disobedience and rebels, children of Satan, until we repent and are truly born again and a new creation, with a new heart in place of our hearts of stone, and having our minds renewed and replaced with the mind of Christ.
It is by the Spirit of adoption which we receive that we are able to cry Abba/Father.
If we are the apple of His eye, All God's children that were created in His image...
Why would we need to be born again a new creation and receive the Spirit of adoption ?
The eye is the lamp of the body.
You can access/open the 3rd eye and be "enlightened" or "illuminated" through multiple paths.
However... If the light that is in you is darkness, how great is that darkness ?
The spiritual truth is a bad trip for self professing "Christians" that believe that they are saved because they regurgitated some form of a sinner's prayer in a sanctuary full of whitewashed tombs at a Sunday social event masquerading as a "Church," but have not truly been born again.
I was filled with the Holy Spirit at 3 a.m. on 200 ug of LSD, while that was happening, I was also healed from the depression and heartache cause by the death of my significant other, that previous year, whatever came to me that morning, called itself
the Creator, and also explained
the reason why I hadn't received the gift of the Holy Spirit when I was a young man, as I had so much wanted to, explained to me that it was because I needed it now, not in my adolescent years, and that the father knew better than the child, it was amazing!! I cried for about 12 hours tears of joy I haven't been depressed or really thought about the death of her since then, if I do it's in positive ways.
Weird I though LSD is demonic. How can you filled up with the holy spirit in LSD then ?🤔🤦 See these religious people make no sense. Everything is evil and demonic 🤦. But your experience clearly wasn't. How can this be?????🤔🤔🤔
How r u now
Keep your mind sober for the devil is prowling around like a lion
@@marcusrobles3118 great
THE LORD would never tell you u didn't need THE HOLY SPIRIT when you were a child but an adult... Sounds like a high ranking confusing familiar spirit may FATHER GOD BLESS your spirit soul body and mind in every way to bring you to HIMSELF IN JESUS CHRIST MIGHTY NAME I plead the BLOOD OF JESUS Over your whole existence mind body spirit soul past present and future IN JESUS CHRIST MIGHTY NAME GLORY TO THE MOST HIGH LORD GOD✝️🕊️
I'm a Christian. 2 years ago I had an experience with psychadelic mushrooms. I went into the experience hoping to grow, and I came out of it a better man. I finally came to terms with my dads death, and I then lost all interest in tobacco too. I've since had 5 other experiences, all being difficult, BUT very beneficial. this wasn't an attempt at having a fun time, but more to understand myself and face my demons.
I'm still conflicted over if it's okay or not, but I still can't say anything bad about the substances if done in a responsible manner.
Ancient Christians used psilocybin mushrooms. They are a medicine, much like how you use them.
Be blessed.
Same. It is a medicine. God put them here for a reason.
Paul said to be of sober mind. Don't do it.
@Ryan Brown I take it as alert, soberminded, and aware of the Satan. This is so that you continue to embody love.
Every person is going to react differently to drugs. Some people can tolerate some marijuana and enjoy the sensation of feeling relaxed. Other people feel anxiety and start to panic.
I had an experience similar to this a few years ago... I let my brother talk me into using psychedelic cannabis from a dispensary. At first everything was ok but then after about 15 mins it was late so I went upstairs to go to bed. For the next 8 or 9 hours I was laying in bed with the lights completely off and there was a voice telling me that I was dead and that I would never get out of here. I couldn't move my arms and legs and I was convinced I was in a coffin struggling to get out and could barely breathe because I was hyperventilating. Days after this I still kept hearing that voice telling me that everything going back to normal was all just a trick and that I was still really dead in that coffin, that the joke would soon be revealed that I was still dead and that I'd go back to the coffin. Praying to Jesus and pleading for him to save me was the only thing that got me through that night as I had never felt terror and hopelessness like that ever before.
Sounds terrifying
Bruh just get up and go get a pop tart, ain’t no Damn pop tarts in coffins
@@elijahpassion8862 You missed the part where my arms and legs would not move... and I was at my Brother's house in a different state. I would of probably fell all the way down the stairs if I would of tried to go to the kitchen if I could of even moved.
@@HorseteethGaming it's called a bad trip
@@mv3671 My sincere thanks, Captain Obvious!
I am free from psychedelics. Battling with weed but I am so grateful for this video!!! I love You Jesus!!!
you can do it, i smoked weed and cigs for 38 years, 2 more days i will be 5 years free clean and sober, i encourage you life gets better when you clear up and stick with the Lord.
You can choose today. If you don't hit the bong every few hours you will be fine in a week, even though it might not feel like that first days. Good luck! Life without weed is so much better and wholesome.
me too.
I smoke canibus for pain - M.E, Fibromyalgia and myofascial pain syndrome. 2-3 cigarette rolling tin size per day. My son smokes canibus a lot, all day nearly. Am I just as bad as him? Does God know I use it for pain relief and not to get high? Will my use still attract demons? Any advice grateful.
@@shonamcwilliam4171 .....he knows and you are harming your lungs no matter what you say, pray to him for healing, he does expect us to keep our bodies clean, they are his temple, or find an alternative for your pain, you are polluting your body and risk lung cancer or lung disease, that's not overcoming.
This is the single most powerful testimony I've ever watched on UA-cam.
In 20 minutes we can see-
- the flesh and it's desires
-the rebellion of the flesh
-greiving the Holy Spirit
- the pride of man
- God calling us to Himself
-mans rejection of God
- the destructive consequenc of sin
-the hardened heart
-the heart softened
-repentance
-Gods forgiveness
-true praise and worship of God
-the Gospel of Jesus preached
Again, I don't think I've seen such a compact, complete and conclusive testimony of the process a person goes through as they discover the love God has for them.
This guy is a deceiver
@@amankumar5602 which one is the deceiver? The man in the video or me?
Yes Indeed that is true. However to break it down completely - the problem was not a drug itself but his disobedience to the LORD when he was warned, like tree of knowledge of good and evil was not evil but disobedience of Adam and Eve. And also his unequally yoked friends. If he had people in Christ there everything could be fine because God will be in center except at one condition if LORD before it says the same even to them than it will not matter because it is commandment that must be obeyed as it is written whoever knows to do good but does not do it to him is sin
The night I got saved was a really similar experience for me. Long story short, a friend talked me into doing shrooms. One night I decide to take them and once they started kicking in, I immediately have the distinct sensation like their was something evil trying to take control of my body. I tried fighting it for a while, it felt like everything that is "me" was being pushed out of my body to make room for whatever this other thing was (which of course was a demon(s)), but eventually I realized I wasn't going to be able to win. Then I felt something (or in this case someone) speaking to my heart saying "you have to choose...you have to choose!!!". And then I said out loud "I choose Jesus!!!" Then this demon felt like it was pulling me down and I screamed "JESUS...JESUS...JESUS!!!" Louder and louder, until finally I felt the demon let me go, I fell to the floor, and I felt the most overwhelming sense of love, piece, relief, and hope I've ever felt in my life. I suddenly knew that Jesus/YHWH were real, that heaven was a real place as well as my real home, and that "Child of God" was my true identity. Never really see the world the same way after that moment. The other thing that's worth mentioning is that that was the first time ever in my life that actually perceived fate in real time. Like, somehow I felt it in my spirit that right before Holy Spirit spoke to my heart telling me to "choose", I knew that that night was the most important night of my life and that every step (as well as mistep) I made was all leading me to that point and even though every step was made by my own free will, I was always going to end up in that situation no matter what.
Yesssss. Once we "Choose" Him, He will make Himself KNOWN. I like to call it a beautiful, beneficial surrender. 🙂🙏♥️ God Bless you, Brother in Christ.
What you call fate, theologians call "predestination". Everything that happens has already been preordained by God. Almost as if life was a book. And we are characters in that book. And we are experiencing the plot of the book first hand. But only God knows the ending.
Beautiful testimony!
Hallelujah! I love Jesus so much, my Lord, you’re so faithful, and true, full of mercy and grace! The Lord says, choose this day whom you will serve! Praise God brother for your salvation! 🙏 amen Hallelujah
So in your case, the psychedelic actually helped. The shrooms forced you to confront the fact that you may not have fully accepted Christ. The term psychedelic, loosely translated from greek means "mind manifest." Many proponents of psychedelics mention "ego-death" and how it can be an uncomfortable experience. It seems like the shrooms made you lose your ego's defense mechanisms. I'd argue that it wasn't "a demon" that was trying to enter, but instead your own ego trying to hold on to itself. At that point, your ego had to "die" to reveal that you may not have fully chosen\believed in Christ and instead may have been striving to hold onto yourself. The shrooms helped manifest your subconscious mind's truth that you didn't previously fully believe in Christ. I'm happy to hear that you now do. God bless you.
Definitely can endorse the message of this video. In the early 00's I was doing a lot of drugs and was spiritually rudderless. I began suffering from near debilitating night terrors on a frequent basis. I had no idea what I was experiencing and there wasn't a whole lot of information about them in those earlier days of the internet. All I knew was that it was, on a very primal level, utterly evil and insidious. In the depths of an attack one night, I called on Jesus to save me. Had some churching in my youth and was throwing a "hail mary", so-to-speak. The attacks ceased that night and I haven't had one in over 10 years. More importantly, the whole saga awoke me to the reality of the supernatural, and demonstrated to me where the REAL power and the REAL meaning is, in Jesus the Christ.
I used to have trouble sleeping not feeling tired once I became a Christian it was like instantly always fall asleep and stay asleep all night
Respect my brother. Great strong faithful story. My blessings friend.
Thank you for your testimony. I'm personally on methadone and have been off and on it for about 35yrs. I love God and have renewed my commitment with him. I hope to be off the methadone asap but carefully is best way to go pray for me, thanks. PRAISE JESUS!!!!
Wow. very interesting. Back in 1982 I took windowpane to find out who my God was. I was going to a Christian college but found myself doing all the wrong things that I "thought" I had left behind when I went to college. Then Doing Acid, I found out my god was Satan and I was bound by sin. I called out to Jesus to Save me and when i opened my eyes from the prayer..... I was straight. No Drugs no effects. I was only about 3 hours into my trip and had not yet peaked. I saw the light, the darkness, demons, the truth, and turned away to Christ for the rest of my life. Now, 40+ years later, I am an ordained minister, married with 5 kids and love the Lord my God as much now and even more because I know what I believe. I got a degree in Philosophy and then went to seminary and Got my MDIV. Jesus shown the light of his love in my dark heart and life. He showed me the power of evil, satan, the devil, sin, the world and showed me the Way, the Truth, The Life. I Love you Lord Jesus because you rescued me from the pit..... Ps. 116!
There is no J in Hebrew you gave your soul a way to an entity call Jesus And that's really the problem . Never give your soul away. The God you serve places people into a place called h*** To suffer forever and ever with no possibility of parole. What a sick B****** you serve. Please reconsider the crock of s*** you have been sold. The truth is hard But only by facing it can it set you free.
John jackson this Reply was meant for jonathan and jilliana.
All Love…and you have an awesome YT Testimony. John?! How’s it going in your city? Midwest Yankee Armhole Oklahoma city OK
Yikes, why do you want to give so much power to evil satan, sin, and the devil? You are Jesus and you rescued yourself from your fears. That's it! Hallelujah
I had a similar experience when I tried magic mushrooms. I felt dread, doom, death and despair entagled into one and it felt like God had forsaken me. Ended up praying outside a church for 3 hours and finally felt peace come over me. It was such a relief! I ended up walking home, singing Nothing But the Blood of Jesus 🙏🏽 ✝️ 🩸
❤🫵🏼 we do!
Been there nothing like the doom despair feeling makes you take things for granted
Something like this has happened to me. Around 15 years ago I had a bad trip and the feeling of loneliness was overwhelming. Thank you Lord for saving me. If you need Him he’s there ✝️
Summer 2021 I had a psychedelic experience and ended up experiencing a week of psychosis and demonic terror. Thank you for sharing your testimony, it inspires me to share my own, whether I have anyone to watch or not. ❤
It's nuts, I have went thru 4 months of phcosis. It sucks
God Bless You Amen xxxxxxx And God Bless Your Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx
@@angeleyes2736 God Bless You Amen xxxxxxx And God Bless Your Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx
Me to I was living in a house in Northern California were there was a lot of lsd and first I’d take it and my depression and anxiety I stopped taking lsd and had the scariest psychosis were demons entity’s were all around me my roommates were very scary to they kept trying to take me to mount shasta to be the 3rd member of something they wanted me to walk around a lake I remember my roommates eyes turning completely black and he said we will always be around you can never run from us it was the most terrifying experience of life and I’m still working on being a normal member of society after being attacked by demons if any one has information on the cult that was trying to take me pls give me some information.
For you but for others that’s not true
Also, with a combat veteran over 300 veterans with PTSD I’ve done this with absolute phenomenal results. But these combat veterans did it in a controlled environment with doctors actually two doctors from Stanford to help them through this.
God bless you brother and thank you for your testimony.
I experienced psychedelics as I young person. I’m also a born again believer. I had some of the most difficult times which I’ve not shared with anyone. A spirit of doubt which made me feel as I could have literally lost my mind.
I continued to be in church as much as possible and by God’s grace and mercy I recovered without anyone ever knowing what I was experiencing.
I thank the Lord each and every day as I continue with daily struggles. There’s no other peace which can be found like the peace of God.
The spirit world is real.. we’re spirit beings. The darkness and evil of the devil, will do everything possible to destroy a believer’s life.
The strength we have through the Lord Jesus Christ is above all and He will keep us from evil and torment.
God bless you and thank you again for your testimony.🙏🏼
incredible testimony.. i just started walking with Jesus after the Holy Spirit came upon me about a year ago on my birthday. i was believing those same lies before i came to Christ , as your old friends were, talking psychedelics and living in that spirit that says “we are all god experiencing itself from different perspectives” hearing this totally brought light to that. great analogy at the end too. i still have a stash of shrooms from a few years ago but i’m about to go flush them down the toilet .
thank you for sharing this. God Bless you
Powerful Testimony, Jonathan. God bless you. I am thanking God for another day sober.
Praise God! ❤️🔥
Gb.odaat my friend !
Great testimony! This generation needs to hear this!! God Bless you. Continue to speak Gods word! We are listening!
Your words are true. I had an experience where I thought I had died and gone to hell. It was absolutely horrible and definitely put the fear of God in me that remains to this day. It was horrible but it was righteous. It was what I needed. If you are genuinely Gods child He will discipline you and sometimes it seems overly harsh. God knows exactly what he's doing and exactly what it takes to keep HIS children on the right path. Every time that I have experienced something like this, is because I was disobedient. I thank God that he loves me enough to teach me his ways. Your testimony really shed light on the soul ties aspect of former relationships. God helps us to break away from those that will lead us astray. Even in the church! Even in Sunday school!!! I am truly thankful for those hard lessons now. He is truly working for our good. I cannot comprehend the love he has for us. He will bust our bottoms if he has too! Thankfully, its happening less and less. I'm beginning to catch on!
This is a really good warning about bad trips. They aren’t just difficult experiences, they can leave your understanding of reality ripped to shreds and there’s no blue pill to take afterwards.
Thank you so much for sharing! In this bleak world, so many young people are looking for answers, meaning, and just plain entertainment in psychedelics, hallucinogens, and other New Age mysticism. I’ve never tried them, but so many of my friends have so thank you to speaking to this, and the spiritual warfare that is so close to the surface everywhere. There is power in calling things as they are
That was amazing! ❤ Probably the best testimony I’ve heard yet! Especially the way he described everything, it makes so much sense.
Psychedelics was actually the first step to my Christianity testimony.
How
I can relate
Thanks for your testimony , unfortunately by seeing evil forces (demons) that's how we get a stronger believe in God, same thing happen to me and I though the same, if this is real then God is 1000% real, before this it was hard to probe that God is always there for you as long as you are ready to receive Him
Well said! Exactly 🙏🏻❤️🔥
Believe me demons are real and NEVER EVER SHOW A SINGLE BIT OF FEAR TO THEM EVER OK X
For non Christians, the presence of demons is like a fish in water. A fish doesn't know it's in because it's never experienced NOT being in water. For a fish, water is just the way it is. Humans don't realize just how many lies and how much evil they are surrounded by. I know the temptation to plug into the world is real. But as I've aged, I've learned just how much in this world is tainted by evil. It's everywhere.
@@kaufmanat1 Well said Stan God Bless You Amen xxxxxxx And God Bless Your Earthly Family Amen xxxxxxx
@@scottandrewhorne4655 our demons our just our spirit guides that are meant to show us where we’re stuck & are unable to love the dual nature of reality.
This is an amazing testimony. It makes me think of something that happened to me in college as well. It was similar in the way God used a person who had a strong relationship with Him to try to stop me from making a big mistake. At first I was like, why are you looking at me like that? This person had a very clear “no” on their face even though I was only shaking someone’s hand I had just met. There was a spiritual battle beginning in that moment that I’ll never forget. The next time the person that shook hands with me came into my life, I had the strongest Holy Spirit conviction I’ve ever felt and I couldn’t utter a word knowing that as soon as I opened my mouth I’d bust out crying. So I pushed back the urge as hard as I could…something was seriously wrong. Nevertheless, I went ahead and made my mistake…I have wrestled with resentment ever since but God has been very gracious to me. Even though the path I’m on is much more challenging than it probably would have been if I had listened to the Holy Spirit in college, God has been redeeming the situation and let’s me know that He is always there. I’m so thankful for His forgiveness.
Amen, He can redeem it ❤️🔥🙏🏻 I know the pain and hardship of that so well though 😢 Bless you and thank you for bearing witness! The path of the righteous grows brighter and brighter!
@@JonathanJilliana all I can say is this,can u pray for me. My name is mayowa and I'm kinda struggling with my relationship with God and trying to discern the voices in my head.if u can tell me what God wants to say to me I'd be really grateful 🥲🙏✨
@@ojeaburumayowa4445 Are you having nightmares?
@@jk6009 yeah sometimes I do
@@ojeaburumayowa4445 Voices in your head and nightmares could be signs of demonic possession. We could try deliverance if you’d like?
Very powerful testimony Jonathon, reminds me of the serious nature involved in parties and drug use. Stay sober and vigilant for the adversary is as a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour as it is written.
Thank you for putting this testimony out there. Delafe Testimonies also had a testimony about the same thing. I’ve never done it, but I love being enlightened about the spiritual aspects of drugs most assume are purely physical.
I pray it reaches the eyes and ears of many Christian college students who think they can go down the same route and come out spiritually unscathed. I especially love that you highlight how God always warns and tries to stop us, but many don’t head the warning then suffer the consequences, and some even dare to blame God for letting it happen.
May God continue to bless you, and merry Christmas!
Bless you too! Happy new year! Thank you for your 🙏🏻prayer
Drugs really aren’t spiritual though. We call them hallucinogens because they make you see and hear things that do not exist in reality.
I've never met someone with such a similar experience to mine. God bless you my brother in Christ..I am so grateful for God's deliverance and his mercy. God bless you
It is amazing to hear this, glory to God for His redemption in our hearts and the hearts of those still coming to Him.
@@JonathanJilliana I can’t even believe I came across this video when I did. I just recently asked God for a sign to lmk if I should stop experimenting with psychedelics to strengthen my mind and spiritual connection with Him… and He answered my prayer. Not to mention I’ve watched ur videos while tripping and haven’t seen one of ur vids ina while so the timing is rlly mind blowing. You have helped me so much and I truly thank you for that. May God bless you!
@@Swish1khow are things going now? God bless
Please help me I’m confused and don’t want to be deceived by the devil what kind of ceremony do they do? Can just take it without a strange ceremony?
@hha8171 what do you mean brother. God is sovereign and almighty, all things are possible for him. The devil cannot even be compared with the greatness of our God. “And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will overthrow with the breath of his mouth and destroy by the splendor of his coming.”
2 Thessalonians 2:8
Submit yourself to God and the evil one will flee. Cry out to him and do not try to fight the fight on your own but trust in God and submit to him
I have never known where to share this experience that I had, but I feel this is the exact place.
Back in 2014, I went to a certain Christian (used to be Southern Baptist) University on the east coast. I joined their worship group as I've been a singer all my life. My RA led Bible study every weekend. Things were alright.
However, I met some friends who looooved drugs. One was J and one was D. One night, they brought me downtown to one of D's friends house and he and his friends all were dropping mdma that night. Unfortunately, peer pressure got the best of me and I decided to do it with them.
It took about 30 minutes for it to hit me, but once it did it was genuinely like a layer of reality was removed right in front of my eyes. I could see people for who they really were. I could read, almost outright HEAR people's true thoughts/feelings/intentions somehow. We longboarded for a long time that night, and in the middle of boarding we stopped by D's other friend's house to take a break. We were all sitting in the living room (J, another dude named J, D, C and C's roommate). When I tell you the energy in this room was just dark. So heavy, dark and uncomfortable. I smoked weed with these guys a few times before this and every single time they treated me like an outsider, even J and D who I usually came with. It was like they all hated me, like I was a joke to them, and I hadn't done anything to them ever.
This night I heard their disrespect without them even speaking. They'd look at one another and nod knowingly or just bust out laughing at the exact same time. I knew they were talking about me. At one point I got so upset I literally THOUGHT in my head, "Why are these people so evil towards me?" And the other dude named J, sitting on the other side of the couch from me, immediately looked over at me and said out loud, "It's just the way it is dude" and the smile on his face afterwards was so sinister it was almost nonhuman.
I hopped off the couch and ran outside and shut the door behind me and tried not to have a panic attack right then and there. I was breathing heavy, pacing and my heart was going faster than it already was considering we were on mdma. Literally all of the sudden, it was like my head was pulled upward from under my chin and I looked up to the sky. As my heart rate slowed back down and my breathing calmed, this knowing or understanding (I'd almost call it a voice) popped into my head. All I heard was "You are not like them. Get away from them." The feeling of calm and relaxation that came over me was so powerful I had to sit down, and the second after I received this voice, 2 of the people burst outside laughing and stood over me with their arms crossed looking down at me and both said, "Dude what are you doing? Come back inside, hurry up. You don't need to leave."
I did end up staying until J brought me back to the dorms in the morning because I didn't have another ride, however I did refuse to go back inside that apartment. We skated for a few more hours until we went back to the other guy's house, but the rest of the night all of them collectively would skate behind me as a group and I could hear them consistently laughing more and more sinister. At one point I spilled my Gatorade and D out loud said "YESSS" and the way he dragged the end of that word out made him sound just like an actual snake, and then he started whispering to the others.
The next morning as J was taking me back to the dorms we both lived in, I said nothing to him the whole ride. When I got back to campus, I immediately felt this weight lifted off of me and had this glow about me I hadn't felt since I'd gotten there. I never spoke to any of those guys ever again.
I know this was long and if you read this then I appreciate you. I've been a worship leader since that day and have been active in the church. I know I have more sanctification to go through, but if every day I walk with Jesus, I WILL get there.
That was really encouraging. Thank you. I’ve often felt like an outsider around others because I don’t drink, cuss, live a party lifestyle. The more I’m around certain people the more I feel a pull to give in, be like them, be accepted. I don’t want to do that so I avoid them.
I wish I could be friends with these people and share the love of God but either I’m not strong enough to avoid being influenced or their not open to it.
We’re you able to find friends who value you and where you can be yourself?
I understand when you said you could see people for who they really were and could see and hear their thoughts. You have the gift of discernment (so do i) and drugs did heighten that sense when I was still in the world (but was a believer). I’ve been sober 15+ years now & now it’s just the Holy Spirit heightening that gift. But that’s what it is. Praise God, it opened my eyes enough back then to get the heck out!
I went through the exact same things when smoking weed
Sounds like narcissists. They were feeding off you energetically. N supply. Yeah get the fuck away from that and stay away. It's never worth it.
AMEN, Brother! Thank you for sharing your testimony. "Beautiful. BEAUTIFUL." *Shivers* Wow. Thank you. Thank you, Father. I am BLOWN away at the comments on this video. The LOVE here, is PALPABLE. God bless you all. 🙏🥹
Thank you so much for sharing. I just quit marijuana use 4 days ago. Before I quit I was being tempted by all kinds of things. Right now I don't have a pastor or church so your videos mean a lot.
HI, sounds like God is drawing you onto his right path❤.. THE most important thing is to read the b ible. God reveals himself and all truth through the word that was inspired by him to be written. As a beginner, it is easier to start in the new Testament. But, the old testament points to Jesus all throughout. In a nutshell, we need to truly have faith in C hrist as our ransom to save our soul. He as God came to the earth. Jesus IS God manifested in the flesh. Who died on the cross for us, rose from the dead after three days, went up to heaven, and will be returning to judge the earth. Take care ❤
This was such a great video thank you for sharing your experience🙏🏻
This testimony seems like God answering my prayer. Really poured my heart out at work tonight. It's wild how familiar his situation seems to me. Even the book he mentioned.
Thank you so much for posting this. I can’t say how much this has helped me.
What a beautiful testimony, and you did marvelously heading off the most likely skeptical objections. God bless you and thank you for sharing this warning
Bro this is exactly how my trip felt and exactly the same thing I felt after the trip, crazy. God is good for healing us
I just heard you're testimony. I was considering to trip again. For me it's also clear it's a back door to the Spirit realm BUT; i have been having thoughts on EVERYTHING you've described before the final choice. Thanks for the testimony, for me it was revealing, inlightening and precise, and perfect timing.
Keep up the goog fight.
God Bless you all from Perú.
This makes so much sense to me. Thank you for sharing this. ❤
Amen, we pray for different people with different addictions, hard or good situations, problems, weaknesses, evil in their hearts, that God may touch their hearts and lives and they may be changed be blessed like the burning ones of God❤️🔥
I believe you- because I have had similar. I was tormented for 4 hours. I knew and said details of the person in front of me which was a secret. After 4 hours of torment- I mean torment likely from a high demon…. The Lord made me open my mouth and scream Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior!!! And it stopped.
I was in between finding the truth and was experimenting with meditation and worshiping an Egyptian god. It stemmed out of an online new age movement about one consciousness as well(interesting enough) .
I hadn’t even read much of Bible then, and definitely did not know the almighty power in His name. So I conclude that YHWH Himself made me say those words to stop everything-
Talk about instant belief 😭
Praise ye Lord Almighty, hallowed be thy name.
Sounds wild. The first time I tripped, I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw some kind of egyptian cat lady with gems on her face. It felt like it was me but obviously that probably wasnt the case. It wasnt scary at all at the time but looking back at it now, its freaky
“Truly, truly, I say to you, he who does not enter by the door into the fold of the sheep, but climbs up some other way, he is a thief and a robber."
John 10:1
This is what happens when we enter the spirit realm through drugs, rather than worship.
"Enter His gates with thanksgiving And His courts with praise. Give thanks to Him, bless His name."
Psalms 100:4
Are you denying gods purpose for his creations? Ecclesiastes 3:1 for everything under the heavens there is a time and a purpose. Ecclesiastes 9:7 drink thy wine and be merry
@Hallé Lujah i didnt twist the scriptures. Making false claims like you just did, telling someone they twisted the scriptures when they didnt, doesnt change the facts. Back your claims up or shut up.
@Hallé Lujah that aint twisted scripture honey but you keep telling yourself whatever you have to in order to avoid being wrong. Are you denying gods purpose for his creations? Ecclesiastes 3:1 for everything under the heavens there is a time and a purpose. Ecclesiastes 9:7 drink thy wine and be merry
@@Postulatedstate bot
Entering the sheepfold is not the same as entering into the spiritual realm
Keep prophesying my fellow brother, your videos are motivational. Your video on seeing Jesus moved me, and your words flowed out like if you were being guided by the holy spirit. I pray that your videos can help save many souls. 🙏🏻
Thank you young man for sharing your story, it's very powerful and life changing to open oneself to True Unconditional Love, and follow in the way of righteousness.
Thank you so much for this I really needed to hear this.
Thank God, bless you and thank you for your affirmation!
Such a good well said testimony.
What you say here aligns a lot with similar experiences I have had in the past, the devil definitely has his tactics and mind games that have been developed.
God bless man love your work.
Thank you, your encouragement means a lot! Bless you ❤️🔥🙏🏻
Such an important testimony! Thank you dear brother. May God bless your ministry
Very enlightening. My problem is not with drugs but being yoked to really messed up people and their behaviors. Thank you so much. Things are starting to make sense. Bless you and your journey brother.
I love the analogy of why some persons are impacted and others aren't. I often wondered why I am so sensitive to certain things like watching certain movies is a big no no but I can tell I was delivered from a lot of soul ties and strongholds and God is warning me not even to get near anything that could entangle me. Like the scripture you highlighted when an unclean spirit leaves someone and he comes back and there's an opening he brings a bunch of his friends with the intention that he's not going to let u get away this time.
There's no such thing as soulties buddy. Strongholds yes absolutely! But soulties is a man made concept that has absolutely no basis in scripture whatsoever. Lol you can even Google it and Google will tell you that. Lol but thank God that he delivered you out of that stronghold satan had on you. We all have similar storys for sure.
Your analogy at the end was very well put. God bless you brother
Bless you!
This is a very strong and very powerful testimony that you have here. God didn't want you to do it, tried to stop you in fact, but now that it's happened, he works all things together for good to those who love him and are called according to his purpose. You're going to see some powerful examples of deliverance that will come as a result of your testimony. And I'm guessing that you probably already have seen some. I could tell you some stories about my own experiences with hallucinogenics back in the day, but I'll just say that I bear witness to everything that you said.
This is absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for sharing
This testimony really resonates with me and I feel all Christian youth (well all youth actually if they would listen) need to hear that warning. I went through something similar and the explanation at 18:15 is perfect. Like having a dream where everything looks almost heavenly but not being able to shake a terrible foreboding. I never understood why but am so thankful that now I do.
I'm glad your story turned around. I also have put myself through 10+ years of being an alcoholic drug addict. I am very happy I never went through anything that evil through my years of messing around with that stuff, I believe it's because I had a family that was praying for me everyday and now I can say he has removed that overwhelming desire. After that he removed the desire I had for pornography. Just wanted to share for if anyone's struggling don't give up your miracle could right around the corner. Don't do drugs kids God bless
eyy you need to repent crypto is demonic
After your struggle with pornography did you resist and fight it or just pray and wait until you received another grace ? God already remove my alchool addiction 🙌. im praying for porn i know i cant do it alone
@@jowolf1979 I'm happy for you on the alcohol, God is good. And if I remember correctly I just had that feeling like I'd watch it then be like I don't want to keep doing this. I woke up one day and the desire was basically gone. One of the moves of God in my life that was very noticeable and barely any struggle. The enemy may have thrown some thoughts in my head for a few days like maybe I could but it was never that hard to get off of that thought. I know I prayed out loud a few times about it but the Lord also hears the prayers of our hearts and I believe it was after I had that feeling like I'm really tired of this and don't want to inside me. Just keep asking and trusting God. You are not condemned and he wants you to be free. I pray for you! God bless
Amazing and powerful testimony!! Thank you for sharing...thank God I listened!
Thank you for this encouraging testimony! Praise be to God!!! Hallelujah
Powerful testimony Jonathan.
Im sure there is a lot of people who watch your videos, (my sugestion is offer the PRAY of salvation in your videos) just plant a seed, God will do the rest!
God bless you!
That is really good, thank you for the suggestion ❤️🔥🙏🏻
Amen to all of this. I used to be immersed in New age sorcery and psychedelic deceptions and the promises thereof. Jesus brought me out of slavery and to a place where I could know Him and worship Him. The deceptions are alluring, and the promises lofty. The fruit is destructive. God save them from destruction. Redeem them, please, by your grace and mercy. Thank you for saving this man as well as myself. Beautiful God. The Truth. Amen.
I did them as a follower of the Way. I saw the shade that afflicted me with rage all my life, just a massing darkness that was getting deeper trying to become a manlike shape. And I have aphantasia, I don't see things in my head. Before it could even fully darken the space across from me I cast it out, it was like smoke vanishing in the wind, and then I had a conjunction of information that made me experience the reason for the veil between the Set Apart and the unclean and then I felt the.. the Passion. It changed my life because I wasn't chasing a trip. I was seeking a way to physiologically alter my mindset, because my belief, pills, and even herbs never cured the depression. They're tools, not something to be abused, but also something to understand and study (though I'm not condoning their use outside of a therapeutic setting).
Wow, this is spot on. I've done acid many times in the past, and always had fun. But somehow I knew better than to try anything spiritual. Now, after being Christian and finding truths in the bible, I'd be terrified to do it again (and I don't have any desire to anyway). While listening to your story, and your plan with those guys, I thought "uh oh". Then when you said you got a bible out, I thought "Oh NOOOO!!!!". Yikes, I'm so glad you're ok, and this was an important message to put out there. Thank you!
Great testimony brother! I had a similar experience. I had been taking psychedelic drugs for over ten years and never had a bad experience. I did not know God had been working in my life over the past couple of years and convicting me. I took 2 hits of acid and proceeded to enter a terrifying hell on earth for a few hours. When I started coming down I was doing some kind of praying although I was still an atheist. This event helped convince me that Satan is real so therefor so is god. Within a couple months I was born again praise Jesus! I believe every good trip is a spiritual deception and the lord removes the deception for those who are saved or apparently going to be in my case. The reality of the spiritual realm you enter when you go through that door is far more terrifying than anything in the natural world.
Psychedelics can show you your inner darkness and shadow. But the purpose is not to hurt you but free you from those illusions. If you just retreat from it they still remain, and take the form of demons etc. Once you see through the Illusion of those "demons", you are freed. Many people retreat to ideologies and religion to feel safe when faced with the "ugly" part of reality, which is understandable, but its not the whole answer..
I've had similar experiences with psychedelics and would just avoid the feeling that I was God.The idea I had created all my family and friends and that I had always known this. Then I started to really dissect what I believe was a simple confusion. Being made in the image of God is not a joke, and our ideas of ourselves reveal only a tiny portion of who we are. When you take psychedelics who you believe yourself to be will be challenged by who you really are. I'm more like God than my mind can understand with the limits of my body. Seeing who you are for the first time is repulsive to the part of you thats proud of your identity. Demons will attack your identity but hide in the Truth and they will flee you and scurry into the shadows of ambiguity. Even when people are sober they have strong God complexes within them that cause them to try to blaze their own path because there is a part of them that knows who they are...and the self worship(satanism) begins again.
Very well said 👏
Beautiful testimony, all of a sudden I was getting videos of people doing these types of drugs and I have gambled w these drugs in the past myself , but it’s crazy how that randomly came up and then I came across your video , definitely will be praying tonight .
Ty for your story. I had experienced a similar thing when I smoked what I thought was plain weed. After one hit it made me hit the floor in torment within minutes of smoking. I experienced every bad situation I had ever been in. And remembered something from high school that was quite confusing but because of my the memories I realized that I had been date raped with drugs. I had a drink with something in it. I finally had fallen asleep after about 4-5 hrs of torment. Thank God that my friend stayed with me. The next morning I had such a peaceful feeling believe it or not. I feel like it was God showing me and reminding me to get back on track with my life. Now I know for sure it was God. My life has changed tremendously. I don’t recommend ever doing what I did or voluntarily doing any kind of drugs. Way too dangerous physically and spiritually.
*I ASK PRAYER FOR MY MARRIAGE PLEASE FROM ANYONE THAT MIGHT FEEL LED BY GOD/YESHUA (Jesus) TO DO SO...Thank You from all of my heart & may The Lord bless & keep you and your loved ones.*
This is a part of a letter pleading with my husband to consider giving our marriage another chance: I want to make clear...there was/is no infidelity involved from either side, no drugs or alcoholism, no abuse. I did have anger issues & we argued a lot & I admit I made mistakes in my ungodly behavior towards him...I was angry, not gentle and blew up at him sometimes & said and done thing's I shouldn't have.
SO HERE IS PART OF THE LETTER...
Have you ever made mistakes? Has anyone in this world? YES, we all have in some way...because we are human. I LOVE YOU and I ALWAYS WILL...if you don't believe that you should...it's the truth...God knows.
God only knows the hearts & truth...I'm changed for the better. This situation and pain has made me better and want to be the best wife to you. I love you and miss you so much. All of this hate & lies is just not right. I want peace & love. I want my husband back. I love you David...I honestly love you & I'm in love with you. God didn't fail you...I did. He really did give you a woman who loves you...even after all of this...I'm not walking away. I made the mistake...not God. That's why I've been crying & weeping everyday for months now...and I'm not exaggerating...I've cried so hard and deep everyday since this all happened.
You're my husband, partner & friend.
I miss you. Fight for us...pray for us.
I Love you
I am normally very skeptical/rational about spiritual encounters as I firmly believe a lot of christians fake these experiences as a way to prove the Spirit in them to gain some sort of recognition. I still believe these experiences happen just not as much as people make it out to be.
I couldnt help but to tear up while you talked about the moment of worship you had. Its a feeling that cant be mistaken with anything else. A true enconter with God. It reminds me of Steven Bancarz testimony coming to God from a new age lifestyle.
Im glad I got to hear your story. Its been awhile since I have been honestly reminded of Gods presence. Please continue to share.
Thank you for sharing. I have also been giving a testimony of The wrongness of psychedelics. Going into the spirit realm through the back door is a great analogy...well, a great DESCRIPTION I should say of what happens.....
I had a dream that I was sitting with my mom on her bed with piles and piles of papers. I was showing her everything I had been studying. She suddenly grabbed a stack and started to shove it away into the trash saying "ohhh no don't even MESS with this shit. You don't need to be messing with this shit."
I was curious, of course, because she hadn't just dismissed anything like that before. I leaned over so I could see which stack/topic she had reached to. I saw a name printed on the top. It is the only time I've been able to actually read something in a dream and remember it. The name was Terrence McKenna.
Months later, I came across the name in my study of psychedelics and just like that I knew to be careful because I had been given a dream warning by God MONTHS before I ever heard the name.
Amazing testimony. Thank you, brother in Christ ! God bless you !
That's powerful! Thanks for sharing.
I’ve never done drugs or got drunk because I’ve heard these stories way too much 😅 brother I am glad you made it back to the Lord. Its terrifying being surrounded by people that doesn’t follow the Lord and do demonic things.
I learned if I have anything within me is saying “don’t go” I leave.
And yeah…I had to cut alot of ties with people. 😓 so many that I used to know mocked Jesus and went down dark paths. Better to be alone and with Jesus than be surrounded by wickedness, only Jesus can save them.
Edit: Amen Amen about the analogy. Once reborn, you can never see the world the same again. 🤗
I’ve heard many Christian testimonies from psychedelics and they all say how terrible it was and nobody should do it but yet EVERY one of these testimonies explain how, all in all, it brought them closer to god. 😂
So Ironic
Amen
same here. it was terrible, yet the most important experience of my life, when i want to feel closer to god i do them again and it renews my faith.
No one can come to God except through Christ.
Amazing analogy at the end. Sums it up perfectly!
Amen when I’m deeply stressed Matthew 5 always woke me up thank you for shearing this
Thank you for sharing, you convinced me to remain faithful and to not succumb to the temptation of psychedelic drugs. The positive attitude towards these drugs in recent years has made me curious. You helped me resolve not to try. Jesus is enough for me.
Don’t knock it the bible says to remain sober minded but if u take drugs from the doctor to go under surgery or at the dentist I don’t feel it’s any different it’s just like surgery on your mental health
That book by Mary Kathryn Baxter is real. She came to our church in Cleveland Tn years ago and spoke. I didn't get the book but i still have a cassette tape of her testimony. I do remember that a lot of people were saved because of her testimony.
Man, what a blessing this video was to me. I spent many years involved in the same sorts of activities that you described here, and it took finding Jesus again to realize how destructive it was. I found him again by experiencing the presence of something evil in my home. That experience quickly dispelled my “atheism”. Haha. I knew that the demonic presence in my home was real, and therefore SO IS JESUS. I’ve chosen Jesus, and I’m so grateful for all of the times that he spared my life to get me to where I am now. By the way, your analogy at the end was spot on and brilliant. Again, thank you and God Bless you!!
The analogy of recognizing the monsters at the party is quite brilliant. It's something I've understood for a while, but never been able to articulate to others.
Wow!!❤ i felt this video im still trying to this day i understand everything he is saying // Lord Jesus Christ please take this horribleness from this earth and heal all of our hearts the world needs to be flipped i wish the whole world was on the same path but this path that is supposed to continue will lead us to his coming im not afraid i am so excited even thru all of what i have committed in sin i am so excited for our Lord and savior coming jesus Christ ❤ when something very big and eye opening happens all of the non believers will either fall to they're faces or run!! i cant wait for the day im so excited to see jesus even tho i have had issues with sin / i have issues with masterbation someone help me im not embarrassed i just have to put that out im sorry UA-cam but please lord help us !!❤
God will deliver you from that as well! Pray throughout the day, thanking him for the Victory over your temptations. Stay steadfast in prayer for deliverance from that specific spirit. Worked for me!
You are powerful and anointed...... keep those burning fire on in you always....... and it will lead your family....... God bless you in powerful ways in the holy name of Jesus...... Amen, amen, amen......🔥🎊🔥🎉🔥🎊🔥
Thank you! Your intercession and Spirit filled encouragement is such a blessing ❤️🔥🌈🥹
Thank you for sharing. This resonates deeply with what I have experienced 🙏
This testimony really encouraged me so much! Thank you and Jesus bless you!❤️
As a Christian, ive done mushrooms multiple times and the experience always brings me closer to God and helps me deal with my own issues. I send the majority of my time tripping in complete awe of Gods goodness and the world he provided us with. You would be right if you said I shouldn't need drugs to have that experience. Ive always done it with like-minded friends and noone has ever had an issue. I dont think the drugs are the problem, Its probably the friends. I do get the sense that when on psychs there is a very real spiritual component that is possibly pushing the boundaries of what God intended mankind to experience but I feel better about mushrooms than I do Acid as at least mushrooms are natural. Weed is also natural and I believe it has a use for some people but because of my history with it God has told me quite clearly that it's not for me.
agreewith what u saying and will add how some of these people demonize shrooms or weed but big pharma ok or doctors that turn confused boys into girls lol if one would really take a step back to re anlize and will add all though history many did this stuff even christains and last god gave us herbs and seeds and plants too heel us i wish more would be opened minded
Ì don't think that drugs are necessary to become closer to the Lord Drugs are
called sorcery in the book of Revelations and people that don't
repent of this behavior won't make it
into the Kingdom of God
I am a Christian and also God rescued me from my abuse of weed. I was smoking it every day before I was a Christian and really by smoking it I was just hiding from all my problems I also done mushrooms once before I was a Christian and it was a very pleasant experience. Thank God he freed me from my dependency on weed. About 5 years ago.
I never ruled out mushrooms though and today I had some, I'm trying to make out what I think about it. It makes me think on a much deeper level and definitely gives me more spiritual discernment. I can see life and death in all of God's creation. I can see evil people and know their motives just by being around them for a short time. And I can marvel at the excellents of God.
I don't think many people understand how to use mushrooms or know anything about them really.
I agree with you the company you are in is important.
Is there any reason as a Christian that I shouldn't take them because I don't want to go down a path of sin and I really want to known the Truth without compromise
Crazy story. I've been inspired to never try psychedelics. Thank you for your story
I got saved 8-15-15 while rolling on ecstasy on the beach by myself. Such a crazy day. Woke up born again, new creation and devoured the word and was on fire for evangelism overnight. I have many failures still in life but God has been so faithful and His goodness still leads me to repentance.
Great testimony, Keep walking with the LORD. ⚘
Almost all the people saying that psychedelics are evil only tried it once or twice when they were young and still developing.
My 56 yr old friend has done it 3 times..every time he comes back all kindness is gone out of him
Amazing video brother, all glory and thanks to the Lord Jesus Christ. About 2 weeks ago, my son (whose name is Jonathan incidentally) showed up at my house, and told me he discovered how to unite with God without the Bible. He offered me LSD, and it broke my heart. I haven't done that in many many years, since long before i was saved... but I know that demons are real and the last thing I want is to open those doors. He left upset because I "was denying something that would allow me to be my truest self", but I knew it would've been the worst mistake of my life and would damage my walk with Christ. I'm sending him this video as a testimony of exactly WHY I won't do that with him, bless you in Jesus name for sharing your testimony. Please pray for him brothers and sisters, as I will continue to pray for him. Bless 🙏
God is so amazing 😭 I was going to try this because I have suffered from depression and read that the mushrooms cured it for some. I had an uneasy feeling so I searched youtube and found this! Thank you so much for sharing your testimony!
It’s not worth it if you saw videos like this beforehand
@@thraxx-qThat is why I'm grateful to have found this video because it made me change my mind about trying them. God bless 💜
Psychedelics are god given. They act as a mirror inside your spirit. If someone has a "bad trip" remember that is what it is inside yourself. Psychedelics are spiritual tools, not "recreational drugs". The "drug" isn't "bad" , poorly made decisions just make uncomfortable outcomes. God bless you friend
the Bible didn't says that
Jesus is LORD ❤- psychedelics is not
Of GOD