I Thought I Was in Control, Until Jesus Did This 😔...
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“This whole life is about giving up control, to the only One who’s in control.” 🔥🔥
Amen Hallelujah
I was warned against a guy, but I did not listen... only to experience everything that I did not want, so I had previously avoided dating.
He was not worth it.
He left me pregnant, poorer, and months after we had wedded.
I fell to my knees and have been there ever since.
Hallelujah!!
So true
Man say it again for those in the back!!!
This testimony brought me to my knees in weeping. I am finally released from lust, masturbation and pornography. I gave it all to Jesus. I have been saved since 2014 and finally I am free. I won’t look back. Our God is so merciful! Jesus is Lord. My heart will sing His praises forever!
Praise God!🎉
Look after your prostate
I'm proud of you Brother. I have given my life to Jesus way back when young. But I too struggle with the sins of the flesh. God bless you Sir. We are Brothers in Jesus Christ.
She is completely real 😍😍
@MAD 🇨🇮 Go elsewhere creep. This is a child of God, and she's married!
When she said “it’s gone. He took it away.” I cried. So hard.
💓💓💓 Thank you for rejoicing with me!
Me too, friend !!!!
Me too
@@ThePantryPodcast ee ew
@@GiseleUCyusa 😒
The Lord can heal anything! I'm diabetic. I don't care that I take insulin. The Lord is still good. I'm a gym rat. People look at me and can't believe I've been diabetic over 30yrs. The Lord is in control!
My grandma is 88 and fell down the stairs last year and fractured her back and had a brain bleed. We all thought she was going to die. Her back healed and brain healed. AND her diabetes that she had was confirmed by the doctor this year to be completely gone. ❤
@@Godiswith_HER praise God! ❤️ 😍
Amen!
Have you listened to Andrew Wommacks teaching on “God wants you well” and “You’ve already got it”or the healing testimonies on his UA-cam channel? People are getting set free from sickness and disease and they have pictures to show it. If you haven’t why don’t you listen to them? What do you have to lose, you might be one of those people giving your testimony too😊
@@charfraser1916 Great Advice! Andrew Wommack has lots of free teaching. All very practical and inspiring. He's for real and has a great sense of humour too. Blessings!
I’m not even finished listening to this & I’m at work but I want to WEEP! Your mom prayed 23 years! Oh Lord help me to faithfully pray for my girls & family AND OTHERS!! Your testimony is powerful, PRAISE GOD 🙌🏼
My mama’s faithful prayers were heard! He hears us! Praise God!
I’ve always believed that the prayers from a mother for her children those prayers are heard the loudest
@@hilodrvr for 23 years?
Prayers NEVER DIE. 🔥🔥🔥💯
@@hilodrvr All prayers🥰
I was a bully, a pervert, a luster, womanizer, a criminal, thug, proud and boastful, had so much vanity, I practiced witchcraft at a young age and opened so many doors to evil In my life, masterbator , watched so much porn daily, basically walking down the path of death with the devil!!!! but glory to Jesus who broke all those strongholds !!!!! He was with me the whole time ! He never left my side ! I am unworthy of your grace Jesus!!!! I am unworthy of this new life !!! I love you lord Jesus!! Glory to heavenly father in the name of Jesus !!!!! I am renewed!!!! Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!! Hallelujah!!!!
Praise God!!
Amen
That’s so awesome. Thank God
Thank you Jesus ... 🕉️✝️🙏
HALLELUJAH!
I’m ugly crying. 😭😭😭 God is so so so so good. And so merciful and patient and gentle with us. ❤️
SO GOOD! Praise Him!
Godly lamenting which cleanses the soul and leads to true repentance and positive changes is never "ugly," sister :)
"Not only can I lean on Him but He is the reason I can lean".. 😢 wow Praise Jesus! ❤🙌🏾
I cried. I literally cried when she said the Lord took away her sickness. I cried because he has healed me twice! I suffered from HS AND Psoriasis and I am free from it both.
I remember not even praying about my Psoriasis that much I kind of just settled with it. But I started to fast a lot for Gods will in my life and that was not part of his plan for me! Thank you Jesus!!
Praise God!!!
Praise his Holy Name!!!! I cried right when she says that too, I know him as a healer too! He healed me from smoking weed(twice) and other things too!
@@womanoftruth you got me crying all over again. I’m just in awe of how AMAZING our father GOD is. It really brings me so much joy to hear these testimonies on how He heals. Thank you for sharing sister. I pray God continues to have show favor over you.
@@ThePantryPodcast amen!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼
Amen and Hallelujah and praise the Lord. He is faithful to his bride.
Wow I feel like I’m listening to someone tell my life story minus the witch 😢. Started watching porn around 10 and started having sex at 14/15 and I thought I was in control and I thought the boys liked me, but in the end I was the one that ended up with egg on my face and full of shame. I am 28 and just started having a relationship with God. It took me so many years of anxiety and depression and loneliness to figure out all I needed was God and I have been feeling so much better giving up my control to God and letting him be the head of my life. I’m still a work in progress but I’m glad He is in my life now. I have a 19 month daughter and have decided to become celibate until God sends me my husband. I don’t have any friends but I have God ALWAYS!
You are finally with the One who can fulfill and heal you! Praise God and welcome home!
Good for you because the virtuous man is worth it
Beautiful!!
Stay Strong my Sister 💜.
Waiting for Him 🔥🕊
to Come for Us .🎺🎺
Yes, He will bring your helpmate. Put him first everything else will fall in place
God has you.... AMEN
I can relate so much to her story!
I have been an awful child to the lord for the past 35 years and for the first time in my life I called on him and asked him to fix me and he’s working on me as we speak!
Praise God!
Jesus who is not on the cross, saves. God has changed me and I KNOW He will change you
We are God's prodigal sons and daughters
@@mightymouse1005z45a1
A man on that keep up the hard work
I’m literally in tears! There’s so many people going through what you went through & just needed to hear this! God bless you for your transparency! Ladies, save yourself for marriage! It’s not worth the risk. It’s not worth your health! It’s not worth your joy! I’m standing in agreement for everyone in need of healing 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Amen. Praise God and thank you!
I agree, sex outside of marriage is so overated. It leafs to disappointment and emptiness.
Amen
When she said “ I wanted to be part of something bigger, be part of the winning team” it touched me. Because ever since I finalized realized that the Jesus team is the only real winning team, my life has never been the same.
Yes!!!🎉🎉🎉
Amen soo true💓
Praise be to God
@@ThePantryPodcast yes! THIS was what got me outta new age! I had so much fear like you said and wanted to be on the winning team. Praise the Lord for revealing their twisted lies! Not ‘’starseeds” but God’s children, we don’t belong on earth bc we belong in heaven with Him!
@@NikkiD2828 Amen!!!
I’m crying on a NYC train. This sounds like my testimony as well. He healed me too ❤
Praise God!!! 🎉
I literally made my Dr print the paper out then had another Dr confirm. I spent 23 year in self condemnation and disgust for something I thought I had. I truly believe he put it there to tell me NOW YOU HAVE TO REALLY POCK AND CHOOSE YOUR PARTNERS WISELY then healed me when he thought I was ready and knew I actually loved myself again…the way he loves me. #iamclean Praise God
Praise God 🙂.
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Rest Under our Redeemers and Gods Jesus Christs Wings.
When I first began watching her testimony I was watching with blind eyes, ‘she’s younger than me, she doesn’t come from my background, what does SHE KNOW that I don’t??? Or what can she offer me other than what I’ve already dealt with’ that dialogue was running deep through my mind….it was until about halfway in that she broke me DOWN, not her necessarily but CHRIST. WOW. I am moved, I am shaken, I am GRATEFUL for listening to this, bless this and her, and all of you for it ain’t easy! It’s so hard to bear the cross each and everyday! God bless.
Yes!! Humbling yourself and softening your heart towards god is so important, I’m glad you picked up on that
Amen!
When she said He took herpes from her i broke…GOD YOU ARE TOO GOOD TO US, PRAISE THE LORD
Hello brothers and sisters. Please help me. Please pray for me. I lost my job (again) and Im having a hard time getting any in my little town in this little country. Idk what to do, where to go, who to beg. My pappa run out of meds and we barely have any to eat. We have overdue bills and unpaid debt from last year. I already sold everything I can sell (not body and soul tho). Please, help me ask GOD for HIS blessings and miracles.
I really really need HIM 😢💔
Please. Thank you and GOD bless. 🙏
What is your name?
You can pray with these words: "Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me"
@@cognosce_te_ipsum indeed thats what I always cry out. For HIM to have mercy on me and my family.
You can call me Little, thats what I go by. ❤️
Will pray fo you from 🇿🇦
@@nompumelelomahlangu1627 thank you very much for praying. I appreciate you. ❤️ GOD bless you always. 🙏
🛐He will see you through, just hold the faith&hope.. iknow it's hard but please don't give up🙏After your storm you will see your calm in Jesus name🙏Amen.
“It’s about giving up control to the one who is in control.” 🙌🏾
This is the first testimony on this channel that i felt connected to.she is so genuine. This made me feel less alone. And also like I've known her my whole life.
Wow! Praise God! I prayed sharing so transparently would help others feel less alone. I'm so glad He answered that prayer by blessing you! Thanks so much for sharing :)
"Giving up control to the one who is in control." That hit me. Hopefully i can follow through and read the Bible regularly. I am so scatterbrained and procrastinate really bad. But i'm very grateful for this channel and so motivated. Thx so much.
Hi! I have the same problem, I downloaded the holy bible app and go on it every night and it’s amazing! It is it NLT version but so insightful and has lots of plans you can follow to help you become closer to Jesus ❤️ I currently am using a plan to help me become closer to the lord as well as help with my extreme anxiety. Hope this helps! God bless you ❤
@@haranisri5967 Wish you the best for 2023!!! Always remember this lifetime is a blink. Real life begins or starts over after you leave this plane of existence. So don't get too tied to this reality.
For instance i could have a nervous breakdown if i think about how i wasted my life. No kids, no wife and i'm 48 now. I moved 6 years ago to help with my parents and start over. I haven't done much with that. 6 years flew by.
Yesterday i was feeling anxious about being a failure. But then i was reminded that God loves me no matter what and there is more to life than life. My curiousity about what is going on in the world keeps me fired up everyday. So much is happening and its not on tv. WW3? Economic collapse? Humanity waking up out of their programming? Golden age coming?
Also, spend every morning thinking of things to be grateful for instead of regrets. Like i am grateful i can walk and run. I am grateful i am energetic and have a great sense of humor. I am grateful i live in a house. I am grateful i am artistic.
Read the bible to learn how to put your FAITH in practice.
It's all about FAITH.
FAITH means trust someone else.
Trust Lord God with all your heart, he is going to lead you into all TRUTH.
Psalm 119:105 KJV - NUN. Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
Psalm 119:160 KJV - Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endureth for ever.
John 17:17 KJV - Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth.
Wow, Jesus took herpes from me as well but the porn and sex addiction took over a decade to overcome. When this woman talked about that stuff I was in awe of our Father in Heaven once again. Her breakdown into tears, that is powerful stuff. Thank you for your testimony.
I wonder do yall know herpes isnt something that is blooming 24/7. It comes And goes
Im actually scared…I went in rebellion months ago and today I have to wait to see I have herpes..I’m terrified…I don’t know what to do
I just slept with one guy…all I can worry about is if I’m positive I don’t know what to do…I’m ashamed…
How did he take it away? Like what’s your story? And what did you do?
You have no idea how helpful this was. 7 years ago I contracted an STD and haven't dated since. I feel like who would want to be with me because of it. But your story gave me so much hope.
It's given me the realization that maybe it's okay to put myself out there and let God handle it. I just always assumed it wasn't right to ask for His help in this department. Anyway, thank you soo much for sharing your story and being transparent 🙏💕🕊️
The realization that one should have about this testimony is that we all need Jesus in our lives and need to surrender our lives to him. Learn about what he did for you on the cross, his sacrifice for you and trust in it to be saved. This is far more important than worrying about our dating lives.
Oh man yes! Please give this area to Him to handle!! You have no idea what He will do but you can rest knowing His plan is the best one. Invite Him in!
@Katrinasmith I wanted to say the same. Thank you for that word
@Ducktail Please lets not preach a religious kind of Jesus. The Jesus that died on the cross is interested in every area of our lives and we can pray to God for absolutely anything when we are in Him.
@Katrina - DITTO for Amy!!!!❤
"I think that's the story of my whole life. That I called on him and I finally woke up." WOW This whole testimony is extremely rich, but when she said that, I just about lost it. An awakening is happening right now. Bless this young lady for sharing her story.
Praise God! Thank you so much for your encouragement and for listening to what the Lord has done in my life! Celebrating awakening and revival right now!
“It’s gone, God took it away” MY HEART 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Most cringe thing I’ve literally ever seen on UA-cam
What an intelligent, articulate woman. How amazing is she!?!
It's a testimony to bring others to Christ, it's shouldn't be about politics, stop being a vessel to demonds, let the much needed hear her testimony, and meet GOD, JESUS is more than sophisticated words, no excuses, it's a testimony, not a judgment court.
I agree with you, and I know your comment was nothing but a simple and sincere observation.
@@mariepolynice9171 WHAT! THIS WAS A VERY NICE COMMENT! WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT?
@Marie Polynice
This is why I don’t share my testimony as I don’t feel articulate enough or need discernment on what to share. The more I draw closer to God the Holy Spirit will give me words.
This person was only trying to build up and is something I said to a new friend who recently shared their testimony to know they shared it well.
I do know what you mean though so will pray further about it and pray I receive God’s revelation to apply it accordingly!
Really it is the power of God in us that makes it resonate within us 🕊
How amazing God is that saved her
This is so refreshing to hear testimonies like this. I gave my life to Jesus when I was 14 years old and I am 25yrs old now. My faith journey was full of my ups and downs. One thing that really made me stumble, is that I have surrendered everything to God except my relationships. This secret sins that led to another and made me compromise my faith. For past 5 yrs, I jump from 1 relationship to another and I keep chasing love.
Thankfully with the Lord's mercy and grace I break up with my boyfriend a few weeks ago because I know it does not please God. I still suffer consequences of my actions but I know Jesus loves me and His love is enough.
He can be trusted with everything 🎉 Praise God for the work He is doing in you❤
Praying for you. And you're right...Jesus loves you so much. You are more than enough!
@@mico70 please stop repeating the lie “you’re enough” especially to young women. If you’re “enough”, what need do you have for the Savior? Please reconsider. Thank you.
@@ghhm2705 I will not.
My parents loved Jesus, and I grew up going to church, as a young boy I wanted everyone to follow Jesus.
I was great at so many sports in school and outside of school but when I got to high school I did not go through puberty yet and was still so small which meant I could not be chosen for teams like rugby which I loved. .
At age 16 or so the Lord called me and I got saved, , back at church I got baptised but the doctrine taught to me was mostly law and felt so condemned about my mistakes. .
Soon after my family lost everything and went bankrupt so we had to move into a flat behind the pastors house and people brought us food. . Sometimes my dad would give his portion to us without us knowing so that we would have enough and heard my dad cry one day in private. .
It was then when I became friends with the pastors son and went into a rebellious state. I started smoking, drinking illegally and soon lost my virginity because I was drunk, and this led me into a sexual immoral life for years. .
I hated what I was doing, but I just could not seem to change.
Then my dad changed towards me and showed me grace, , everytime I messed up he would give me love and this hurt me even more of what I was doing, , I asked my dad how do I go from law to grace where sin has no more dominion over you so many times and started listening to sermons online almost every day.
When my dad past away 2 years ago I felt my only friend, my only way to get out of this was taken away. .
So I turned to social media for answers and soon I saw a girl posting grace messages on Facebook, so I messaged her with my questions. . (Her dad is one of the leaders in the church I am now attending).
She replied me a few days later and soon she invited me to church, I have not been to a church in years.
I went to church and the Lord reached out to me, I was so happy and she told me that her dad does deliverance and made an appointment for me. .
The day before I had to go see him, the Lord met me in my room, , and in that moment, delivered me from all my sexual addictions as well as my drinking addiction.
I was filled with joy, and only then understood what grace was. .
Long story short, I got baptised with fire and can speak in toungs thank God and I am now 1 year engaged to the girl that invited me to church that day
(Oh now I'm starting to cry, thank you Jesus for everything) Amen
Hallelujah! God is so good!
This might’ve been my favorite testimony on the channel. God bless her, her family, and everyone that has listen in Jesus name
I love her honesty and transparency. I love that she was courageous enough to be vulnerable and share her story even very personal parts because I know it’s those areas that others may relate to that’ll make all the difference in their life. Another amazing testimony ❤
Thank you so much 💗
@@ThePantryPodcast 2:43
Pllkkko😅
I did not want your testimony to stop. Your transparency will last me a lifetime. Thank you very much❤
@@williamhutto5205 Thank YOU so much! Praise God!
The last part when she said “I called on Him and I woke up” I LITERALLY HAD TO SCREAM PERIODDDD!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾 and when she said “I leaned on Him” I FELT THAT!!🙌🏾🙌🏾 this episode is soooo good! Praise God! Happy for her! 🙌🏾🙌🏾💗
💕🙌🏽💕 thank you so much! Praise God!!
Im currently transitioning to learning into a life with the Lord on my side and I FELT YOUR TESTIMONY... Ive been feeling God spiritually these last few weeks so strong. Ive tried shaking it off and ignoring that hidden voice. Ive strayed long enough, and God is telling me its time to come back. Ive asked my employer to help teach and guide me through the process... what a beautiful feeling... Im currently church shopping ❤❤😁 these testimonies truly are inspiring to so many.. keep them coming. May God continue to work through you all... I needed this
I don't know how to give up control. I have wept and wept giving all to God but nothing happens. Nothing seems to change. So I sit in isolation continuously asking God to guide me. God Please help my unbelief, because I DO BELIEVE!!
Give up looking for anything to happen n thank God for where u r at
This is when everything happens when it "looks like" nothing happens..
Michelle's testimony made me ugly cry. From her mom's answered prayer of 23 years to the healing in Michelle's body, mind and spirit, God is so good! And I Praise HIM!
You can def see I did when I said it! 😂 thank you so much for listening 💗
Amen🙏🏾 🙏🏾 🙏🏾
Unbelievably powerful. She expresses herself so clearly. God Bless her and her family.
That was totally the Holy Spirit! I was unsure how I’d get it all out clearly when I sat down, so I just asked the Lord to make it flow in a way that did what He wanted 😂
Wow such a amazing testimony I can relate to sooo much ! My family ancestors come from spirits astrology and all that also. I battle with Trichotillomania too. Since i was 15 . Im 29 now. Ive been saved since last year in the psych ward . God bless ❤
Wow! Praying for you, sis. I'm so glad that God's work in me blessed you! May your walk with the Lord be fruitful and may you help lead many closer to the Lord!
I’m a male who is 53 years old, who has literally paid attention to politics of the world in detail, since I was eight years old, and I can tell you profoundly hi younger, had the same belief as you that the world would get better the light would grow stronger and just the opposite has happened and in just the last five years, and just in the last several months alone, the world and our nation is spinning towards darkness as those of us who know the Lord are trying to push the brakes and slow it down, or turn it around, I believe now, the Lord is allowing all of this, so that, regardless of your perspective, being a Christian atheist, or somewhere in between, we will all have that perspective as we watch the titanic sink, and at some point, we will all remember the better days and certainly hope that the Lord who is in control will stop this sinking and right this vessel.
This testimony has changed me so much more! I literally can relate to everything! Every word and experience. I have repented for so many sins and the closer I got to God the more he’s healed me! The day I repented of my sins and I told my husband of what I was holding in for years, God healed me and literally took away so much trauma! He healed me!!! 😭 and till this day he’s healed me! I love Jesus! I’m so grateful for his salvation
Praise God and amen!!
I've been watching this channel for almost a year. This testimony is the the closest to my story. God is so Good, to know my experiences aren't so unique to me - so thankful.
I cried when she told about the bed shaking. I had sleep paralysis in the Army and the demon would not get off my back and I couldn't breathe. Jesus saved me 6 years later and now evil attacks are a joke. I stand on God's word in truth. Not adding, taking away or twisting scripture. I'm telling everyone don't joke with evil. Don't sugarcoat it God doesn't temp he's not evil. God only test and ask you to do only good. God bless brothers and sisters. We will all see Jesus Christ together ❤️
“He wanted my body. He did not want me. This is all they want”
I’ve resonated with this so much😭😩
Thank you so much for your testimony!
“Every other deity is invited to the party… you could turn His cross upside down, twist His scriptures, but Jesus is the only one not invited to the party.” That was deep for me…
YESS!! He took her herpes away!!! JESUS! I LOVE YOU 😭 That made me so happy for her!!!
Thank you so much!! 🎉🙌🏽
@@ThePantryPodcast No. Thank you!!🤗What a powerful testimony. I just subscribed to your podcast. Looking forward to watching. May God continue to bless you and your family😊💓
@@truelove2334 oh wow! Thank you so much! Make sure to let us know what you think!
Fever blisters are the same virus. They come and go usually in extreme conditions in winter. Dehydration, chapped lips, corners of mouth have soreness from raw tissue unprotected.
I have seen and felt how good it feels after healing. Why would anyone doubt Jesus Christ being able to do what experts say can't be done? Demons flee at the mention of his name to anywhere other than close to his presence. He'll could endure for three days only before he rose up out the grave and back to the father of heaven and earth. He is christ
and the good lord and good shepherd. All man on earth, all God as the son, and all holy spirit that is my master, teacher, savior and friend who will not forsake me. My soul is with him as lord and protector for eternal life for me .
Praise HIM! Who WOULDN'T serve a God like this!? 🙏🏽🔥😭💕
Thank you Sister for sharing. It’s not easy to be truly honest and vulnerable. You’ve come to your calling and it’s to deliver the message of Gods Grace for his children. You are a gift Michelle! I pray blessings over every area in your life! May God continue to Bless You and others through you for his Kingdom! To all my Brothers & Sisters in Christ…” May the God of Hope fill you with all Joy and Peace as you Trust in Him, so that you may Overflow with Hope by the Power of the Holy Spirit.” Romans 15:13 Love you all!❤🙏✝️
A broken heart and contrite spirit is a sacrifice I will not reject.
Michelle I want to thank God Jesus and the Holy Spirit thank you for sharing this testimony. It’s so true that being this open vulnerable will make someone feel seen.God bless you for many years to come. You’ve definitely inspired thank you, Delafe testimonies.
I struggle with the same thing that she was struggling with (taking too much control, putting worth in man) and I definitely have realized that God is in control. He will help us and teach us and love us unconditionally. Let go and Let God!
Yes! It can rip us up, sis! But He is faithful to restore us into a right relationship with Him!
I'm being lectured on this at the moment. God is showing me how I am nothing without him, and can do nothing apart from him, and that all glory an honor for all I ever did achieve belongs to God.
Amen! He loves you so much. He wants to pour investment into you. Praise God!
It’s a daily walk. I know I was always driving on. I did it my way. I was reckless and I kept things to myself. Then one week turned to 2 weeks. Anxiety and depression and losing 25 pounds I couldn’t take it. All I could do is cry out to Jesus. Guess what .. he was right there. The love the compassion is something only Jesus can give. No medication can do this. I heard the lord say I’m building up your mind and body and it’s been a steady growth and walk with Jesus since.
Michelle! You just walked me through memory lane and I got to look back at the brokenness, the heartache, confusion, and lack of knowledge I once had of the one true King right along with you. Then I got to celebrate with you and rejoice in our testimonies of how Jesus swept us off our feet and our eyes opened and became children of God, the most high. Life will never be the same and I’m so grateful He’s redeemed so many parts of our pasts and that we can look back at them not in shame, but with gratitude that despite all of our flaws and mistakes, He’s there and He loves us, cares for us, protects us, and turned what was meant for evil into good. I praise our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ right alongside you and I thank you so much for sharing your testimony! I rejoice knowing I have such an awesome sister in Christ I get to meet one day! Thanks for the great work you’re doing with your husband (I took a peek and will check it out with my husband later today) and helping fulfill His mission 🙌🏼 God bless you, sister 🙏🏼
Oh wow! Praise God! Thank you so much for this encouragement! Yes, it was a wild ride even sharing so openly but it is worth it if even one person moves closer to Christ because of it. That's been the prayer from the start. So happy that you have Him! God bless you!
The scripture says you will prosper even in the desert; your leaf will not wither. Even in famine, you will have more than enough. It’s showing us that even though circumstances may change, the Source never changes. Because you’re connected to the Source, because you’re honoring God, you will be blessed in the famine; you’ll increase when others are decreasing.
Yes! Me and my husband did a whole season on it on our show called Unnaturally Flourished. That’s how God does it! 🙌🏽🙌🏽 my husband’s testimony was filmed four weeks before mine (guy with glasses and beard)
"Jesus is everything worth having." Amen!
I’m crying with her 😢
This is the most touching testimony I’ve heard. I can relate a lot of things she’s mentioning, I’ve been through almost the same. ❤
I'm so sorry that you've endured so much of the same mess but I'm also so thankful that you know you're not alone!
😂 I can’t stop laughing!!!!!!
My Lord has THE BEST SENSE OF HUMOR EVER!
Through out the video I was talking to the screen and to God, while she was also talking and we both kept repeating the same words at the exact time!
AMAZING 🤩
😂😂😂❤❤❤❤❤
I LOVE IT ♥️🙏🏼♥️ and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS PROVING HES HERE WITH ME LISTENING AND MAKING ME LAUGH!!!!
Great testimony and what a beautiful and smart person this dear sister is!!!
I feel so blessed and honored to have such wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ!
JESUS IS LORD! JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE !!!
Yes, the Kingdom God has redeemed is amazing! Thank you so much for the encouragement! God bless you!
Such a BEAUTIFUL testimony! Our Father is so merciful 🙏🏽
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Made me cry and pray Jesus is sooo great and he can heal and help and carry us. We all need him and need to know him. Praise be to God praise be the lord.
Thank you for sharing your testimony! I believe your bad dreams are bloodline sin/curses. Our ancestors sins can effect us. You can forgive them, and rebuke familiar spirits(family demons) and it’s possible your bad dreams may stop. I am sending you blessings and sweet dreaming!😇🙏🏻😇💕
Control, being our own own god, wasn't that the deception from the very beginning? Thank you for your testimony. It was a real reminder for me to remember that it was when I finally surrendered MY ego and will and asked Him, Jesus to be the Lord of my life and asked Him to take control that my world was changed and transformed.
Ultimately you nailed it! And thank you for reminding me! That it is when I am truly ready to surrender my illusory self/ego like somehow I'm in control, and once again surrender and let Him be the LORD of my life, that that's when the changes, unexplainable, almost if not miraculous, miracles or supernatural things start to occur! I experienced that briefly, for about 4 or 5 years.
Unfortunately religious dogma, the doctrines and traditions of men that Jesus spoke about can mess things up for some of us.
Thank you again for reminding me that Jesus is the way, the truth and the LIFE. And he is NOT a book or THE book, but rather, He is a living person or the Spirit that lives within each and everyone of us, as a seed, believers or not, whether you know it or not, just waiting to be awakened
or sprouted so that He can be LORD of my life, that's when the changes, unexplainable, almost if not miraculous, miracles or supernatural happens.
Oh I just love her, She is so authentic and transparent , this testimony is powerful
Thank you 🙏🏽
This is a beautiful testimony. God is so great. I promise you, with God’s unconditional love and mercy, Jesus’s ultimate sacrifice and love and the Holy Spirit conviction and comfort you have everything you need. We all fall short of His glory. God is the best physician and with Him everything is possible. Thank you for sharing your testimony. I love Him so dearly…yes Jesus is everything. All honor, glory and praise to God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. ❤🙏🏻
Amen!!!
Thank you for sharing your testimony. My husband passed away almost 2 years ago. I know God is real. I'm a mess, and I don't know how to let go. My husband and I were involved in church, I know God brought him to me but I don't know how to live anymore
This story is like the spitting image of mine. Mass guy that wasn't that into me, but I just graduated college, and I wanted to be in control. Fast forward to a divorce, and here I am seeking God's voice only 🙏 ❤️
This testimony is the most relatable I’ve seen yet. So much gratitude for her courage and obedience.
Ok, I have to stop ans say
I'm at work listening to this, and right when she says she told her husband , he seemed indifferent, I said wow.. the acceptance from him.. and then she says she got tested, and it was gone,
Something in me, kind of gave me a lightning bolt, like something inside my body went * BAM* and I am sobbing, with her, I don't know why, but when she said " i got tested and.. it's gone" I was drinking coffee at this momment and I just sobbed, coffee in my mouth, it was like this uncontrollable feeling. I held in my tears, but I wanted to burt out crying , I don't know what that feeling was, but I had to share it.
Maybe because I can relate to her ?
I mean about the relationship part. I've been doing relationships on my own, and I had a list, and I've been in abuse after abuse, and I recently got baptized ( I'm 30) and I said, God, whoever you chose for me, I accept it. If you don't have anyone for me on earth. That's ok too. If you do have someone , and they're the complete opposite of how I imagined, that's ok. I'm letting God chose who becomes my husband. And yes, I do see guys at church, but I'm not there for them, I'm there for the lord. So I kinda relate to that part...
❤❤❤ Thank you so much for sharing all this. It’s so encouraging to read. You took a huge step trusting the Lord and giving Him authority over that portion of your life. Can’t wait to see what He does!
I felt this exact same thing when she said “it was gone” I started to tear so hard. Because God had made what looked impossible for her a full blown miracle!! Removed the shame, blessed her with a family, and now using that testimony to inspire and encourage others!! 🙌🏼💛✨
In reality, we're in control of very little.... We do not even have complete control over our own bodies!!!!... Do we tell our hearts when to beat or our eyes when to blink???... Ever have a sleepless night???.... An unfavoable bathroom day???... I could go on & on, yet I'm sure y'all get the point!!... Give it all to God & pray to His only Son, Jesus!!!!....... ........Be well, do well & God bless y'all🙏🇺🇸
Amen! When we realize our real place in creation, submitting to God is only common sense!
I know God is real. He redeemed my life and when she mentioned about the test results at the end I was almost weeping. The Lord just like to her He healed me from Migraines, knee problems and other addictions to the point where now I love the fact that I can say; I am faithful to my Lord and my wife. So powerful testimony. Thank you for tour courage to share tour story and the power of the holy spirit.🙏
Praise God for His amazing ways! So happy for you! Thank you so much
Wow!! I have no words. Phenomenal testimony. To God be the glory 🙌🏽 Lord, bless this young lady who was strong enough to share her story unsolicited and unapologetic for Your Glory.
Thank you so much for this blessing 🙏🏽
This is an awesome testimony! Am I alone or are there others out there who find it intriguing how you can relate to almost each person's testimony?! It's similar to how I can relate to many of the struggles that the disciples struggled with. Even more, i find it interesting how each person brings a different lesson learned from their experience.
We serve such an amazingly awesome father! Do we not??!! I love him SOOO MUCH! ❤️ Thank you Jesus for moving in our lives.❤️🙏
Amen! And yes you’re right- there’s always something to relate to! We are family in Him! 🙌🏽
I can so relate. What an awesome testimony to the power of letting go of control and allowing Jesus to lead the way. This had me in tears. Thank you for making yourself vulnerable by sharing your story and may God bless your whole family (especially those who lived the occult life.) It's beautiful that healing occurs so naturally when we realize we're not in charge. May it ripple out as salve to our aching lost souls. 🙏🏻🌟
Incredible story!
I didn't have much of a childhood to speak of, I have vague memories of my father putting a shotgun to my mothers head and my mom handcuffing my sister to the stove to watch my younger brother and I so she could go out. My sister was almost a decade older and when she was gone I didn't see her for a long time, and it wasn't long before my brother and I started cycling through the system -- group homes, shelters, foster homes, the works.
When I was young, before I started the placement cycle, I would have recurring dreams of me flying over the most beautiful landscape you can imagine. Looking back, it could have been the Garden of Eden but I can't be certain.
I'd turn to Jesus then would get mad at Jesus when I'd go from one placement to another. I started getting into a lot of trouble and there was quite a period of time that I wrote my Lord God off because I felt abandoned but I'm sure he felt the same way but more in hindsight. Ended up breaking up with a girl and one day decided that this was it, I was going celibate and I was done chasing what I thought was love. About two years later I decide to start dating again but didn't put out. Honestly, I don't think I kissed either of the two women I was courting when God put the woman I'm with now before me. I wasn't a player or anything, I was very candid with them all and they had even met each other a few times at one of my buddies or my parties. At this time I was starting to come closer to God again.
Fast forward: I can't remember if it was right before or right after my wife and I had our first son but one day I got in my wife's car to go to my weekend evening pizza delivery job. I pull out of the driveway and I'm about 100 yards down the road when God impressed upon me that all of my suffering was to prepare me for what was to come. I cannot describe the flood of emotions that happened in that instant, never mind that life flashing before your eyes in an instant thing I had always heard about. There was nothing else said or impressed upon me, but it felt as if the Lord was telling me that a lot of suffering was to come and that my path was cleared.
The Lord had been blessing me prior to this point, a lot of which I overlooked or took for granted. Since then He has dropped blessing after blessing directly into my lap with small periods of hardship here and there. I'm in my mid-30's now, we went from renting houses to owning our home, no bank liens or anything, within the last 5 years. The house is entirely paid off. We are happy and healthy. When you have the recently retired neighborhood police officer and minister stopping by telling us how well behaved our kids are and that they are being raised right, I take that as a sign from God that I'm not too far off the right path even though I fall short of the glory of God.
No envy, just honesty that I hope that however I find myself that God doesn't use my GPS to find me. No's for my whole life became yes and no problem even adding more than my first adult comparison. I am referring to first vehicle that had only 27,000 miles on it. That's new to me and he made a way to get it painted a color no else had and aftermarket wheels and tires from the credit union that I never had previously actually field the application. Enough other places had told me no and had me fearful to keep trying. God had different ideas though. By getting rear ended in the first six months I received the paint job. It wasn't done like he said so they did the whole car. A 70 dollar environmental fee was what it cost plus fuel at maybe 10 or 15 dollars. God is good! The factory color was green with gold flakes that chrome rims clashed against. The whole spray was more teal and more light from clear coat. A revist for I can't even remember all the way to credit union for debt consolidation loan was started. The loan officer who now is Manger of the whole credit union put a proposal for me to think on. She took off a whole 12 months from 5 to 4 years. Then additional 20 to 30 dollars of the note also. All my debt Paid off, the rims and tires, and 2000 dollar warranty until 100,000 miles in a second payment each month that was only a couple of more dollars ( less than thirty) than my previous vehicles plain liability. I have faith and patience for a home more closer to my hope and capable of being asset for his plans for the future concerning me. I have yet had to argue with myself, him, or anyone about a choice not helping me made by him. I will close with this. If I like it and will just know that it is going to happen in hope and prayer it does. Growing closer to God by obedience removing the spiritually dark places of power that can find a easier victory and longer existence by not directly fighting the lord and me when he knows what defeats him too. These words are hopefully helping to someone. Glory be to God.
Praise God!
This is a beautiful story, I could really relate, also a trichotillomania sufferer and struggled with feeling of being ashamed or unworthy for my failures but proving God's grace is priceless. Thank you for being so transparent and sharing your story, very encouraging. God bless you 🙏 ❤️
TTM is a very frustrating struggle-praying for you!! Thank you and God bless!
@@ThePantryPodcast Thank you, I really appreciate it 🙏
This testimony makes my heart so full and happy for you. You are a story of hope for me who has gone through nearly the exact same life as you (guys, porn addiction, dreams, control).
I have felt unimportant and like I am a lost cause and making it seem that I am all together when I really don't. I love the Lord and believe in him but I feel like I don't deserve his help. I know he wants to help me, I just don't know how to let him help me...
Thank you so much for sharing...would appreciate anyone who sees this to keep praying for me.
Let me pray for you: Lord Jesus, I bring moana4549 before you, and ask for your redeeming love in her life. Please bless her life, and comfort her in your way, and help her against her struggles. I pray these things in Jesus holy name...amen.
I personally believe that if prayer is needed, it should be done right away. I'm not a pastor or preacher, but I have a strong faith, and desire to show God's love with others. God bless you sister in Christ!
He owns my life. I don’t want to mess it up. I’d much rather He handle it to honor the gift He’s given me 💗
DANG! So God brought me to this testimony at a great time! I have been struggling with letting go of control and surrendering everything to God, but it’s just so hard. I want to trust God with everything, but I feel the need to take up control because it makes me feels safe. But seeing this testimony gives me hope! God has not given up on anyone, including me! His love and grace is able to heal my broken heart and fill the empty places in my soul! So I want to praise God in advance for the healing that He is going to give me, and thank Him for the healing that He has already given me! ❤✝️🎉
It's incredible how Our Heavenly Father loves us so much , and how he is so great with his patience! Waiting for us to come back to him . I personally have met with him during a Near Death Experience issue , which happened back in 2004 , 18 years ago . I had agree to come back , I was dead and had passed away to heaven . I will say Heaven is real and it is .
I also love to say , it's great to see your love toward our Heavenly Father .
THANK YOU JESUS for the blood applied🩸🩸🩸 thank you Jesus it has wash me my white Thank you Jesus you have save my life brought me from the darkness Into glorious light glory to his name hallelujah glory to the name of the Lord🙏🩸❤️ daughter of the king of kings and the Lord of lords l 💞me your sister in Christ Jesus and everyone that agree with me that is listening do you amazing testimony thank youAnd thank you for your amazing testimony that will touch a lot of people you’re so brave so honest thank you 🙏 may the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth keep you and your family protected amen🙏 and everyone the is listening to this amazing testimony we let you know that we love you we are praying for you shalom shalom 🙏🩸❤️ wow thank you Jesus🙏❤️🩸Catch the fire and repentance revival as we prepare for the Lord Jesus Christ shalom shalom shalom shalom shalom
Wow!!
At 17:53+ what she tesified about "... having a inappropiate enjoyable dream and then waking up to the bed shaking".... This has happened to me and it was way too scary, except I wasn't dreaming about such ...but waking up I felt bed moving ,as if hands were on me annnnnd lets just say .... it was gross arousals... felt evil-dirty".
I cannot go into anymore detail because I hated what happened. The same summer I again woke up to a swinging cloths hanger that was hung on my bedroom door, which is located few yards to the head board.
These were my prodical years.
Im so rejoicing she found the Savior. I too CANNOT ever be without Him (Son of God Yeshua/Jesus). That is ONE&ONLY THING I never ever want to forget.
I know how unknowingly you can drift from the Gospel, that is why you have a relationship with Him every single moment. CLING to Him.
Pray ALWAYS ...
Continue to Share Jesus.
Blessings.
Thank you for sharing your own portion here. Not everyone encounters these types of things and so many think the magic and new age is harmless - and it can be to those secure in Christ who encounter it accidentally BUT when we pursue it, enjoy it, or don't even have the Lord it is some of the most harmful stuff and acknowledging it can help make others feel less alone.
Your personal story and being willing to tell it so others will understand that Christ is control and we are all sinners and Christ loves us anyway and is always there for us to help us and he does not judge us as he helps. I respect you and thank you for all those that will benefit and come to God and Jesus. God Bless You and wishing you god's Blessing in your continued life journey. You are amazing.
I really appreciate that you had the courage to share your testimony. I feel into a deep anxiety filled with depression. I was sick as well. I grew up in church but was living worldly. All I could do is cry out to Jesus. From that moment it was daily conversation and trust building and questioning. Reassurance and feeling his love. His comforting me. I would not have made it without Jesus. I am walking everyday with him now. I make mistakes but I work on it. My heart and mind have changed. I am also single. I use to like that life and now days I wish I had a wife. I know that the only way I’ll date someone is if it’s ordained by God. He knows your hearts desire. I feel I need to rebuild and grow in the lord before I can be with anyone else. I give it all to Jesus. Thank you 🙏 God bless you
This was one of the powerful testimonies I have heard of. Praise the Lord.
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I’m a guy but I can relate a lot to most of your experiences. It’s helpful to know I’m not alone.
I’ve been going through a really hard time for the last 3.5 years, with so many different things. Really appreciate any prayers.
Thanks again 🙌
We’re praying for you! Thank you so much!
I pray for you from germany, btw, I do not know if you have evil dreams, but something that helps is combatting these spirits. Before it becomes reality, its in the spiritual realm. watch pastor ewings, very informative.
When I was in high school. I was hurt by a minister. I denied it happened. I went to college and studied to be a teacher. When I needed background checks, I couldn’t pass because they looked it up. I wasn’t going to be safe until I saw a doctor. Jesus wanted me ready and he held me up until I was his and ready.
His healing in us is masterful. I'm so sorry that happened to you! But I am so happy that you're wrapped in victory now!
Michelle, God is so glorious to you know, His love for you is real, and you experience Him in ways that surpasses all understanding, God is your most supreme treasure, I am most humbled to call you my sister in Christ, this is how I fight my battles 2 Corinthians 10:3-6❤️🙏
Praise God for His love for us! Amen
I really needed to hear your testimony. I must confess that I am currently walking through my deliverance of control. Thank You Jesus!!
Praise God for that walk you're in! It's a good one :)
God bless you! I too need deliverance. I am so lifted reading all these comments. The hill spirit hits my heart when I see all the glory and love given to Jesus.
Thank you for your testimony, I'm able to pin point the same on my life, and I'm too, tired of feeling the same. You have confirmed what I need to do, let go and trust Jesus with all of me ❤️🙏🏾
Amen!! Yes! No turning back! This is key!!!
I am really blessed by this testimony. It came just in time to answer my doubt. My whole life has been pretty much the same. I used my IQ for every problem I face thinking I can fix anything with enough resources and willpower. But now I am glad my attempts did not turn out well, because my failures make me seek God, The only one who can fix me.
This is sooo much my story! I felt god always but the enemy leader t telling me God doesn’t love me. I almost got killed by my ex 2 weeks ago, only thing.. I’m 40.. and I attract narcissistic men! I feel alone! . I realized God will speak through people! I want a community so bad but I live in farmland PA… I don’t know where to start finding a church/community. I still feel like God isn’t speaking to me.. or I’m not understanding.. I’m praying and reading my bible. My father is a minister in another state… I want to do the work.. I just don’t know how?? I backslid for so many years..all I want is Jesus… that’s it.. that’s all! This made me come so undone and weeping! I surrender!
Man your testimony is so full and I can relate so much!! Truly, nothing we face is uncommon. Thank you for sharing and opening my eyes to a new perspective on the way I was thinking and acting! God bless you! And bless you Delafe!
Your testimony is closest to what I am still going through, and I am praying when the Lord grabs me closely.
@@euniceanosike8828 He will! Keep trusting Him and seeking Him! The Lord is our deliverer!!!
Yes! It’s so important to know we aren’t alone! The devil loves to peddle that lie!
Only God can cure the incurable diseases! Praise the Lord!! Hallelujah
I am incredibly grateful that I came across this channel and all the testimonies. I have been battling with myself and God for years now. If I hear something that I think is theologically off I have always discarded to my shame and loss. We are all on this narrow path together and I have veered way off through pride and wanting my own way. And control. I can relate to this girl and many others that have shared their stories of redemption. I’m feeling a little hope. My actions will kill me or send me to jail/prison and spiritual death. 🙏
I feel so blessed to have come across your testimony. You have renewed my goal to follow you in making the conection that I need to have with my Lord. God bless you for sharing with others your ongoing story. Please, please continue to pray for those of us who still don't feel we have THE CONNECTION.
You are over comer with the blood & grace of christ sis. I am glad for you that you're the living witness for the kindness & love of God. Keep fighting the good fight of faith. You are adorable!
😂 thank you!!!!
@@ThePantryPodcast. Is it funny?
@miki you said i was adorable so the emoji was more for that. 🥰 Sorry for the confusion!
@@ThePantryPodcast is this you? The woman who gave the testimony? I am blessed with your testimony. Btw i am from Ethiopa & i am getting through a lote. But God spoke to me through your testimony. I am happy that you're married. Glory to be God. However if you weren't married, i would be the one who is gonna marry you😊😊
God bless you Baby. We all have to or have had to learn to do that... Let go and Let God. Your testimony is awesome ❤️. The Lord is magnified. I am happy for you that you found love and you are in the LORD.
The beginning of wisdom is the fear of YAH. This fear is not like any fear people have here on Earth, but it's a beautiful and wonderful feeling that YAH'S grace provides to HIS children. I pray that more people hear her testimony, because it is a beautiful testimony. Glory be to YAH !!! HalleluYAH!!! YAH bless!!!
Thank you for your testimony. Your statement about giving up control and giving it to him, is what I experienced to. Nevertheless it's still a process to continue giving up control and not to try retaking it. God's way is way better but he wont go it with us as long as we go our own.
We have to trust and then he does things we never have been expecting.
God bless you, sister. Amen! Thank you so much for sharing your testimony and being a mirror to me in my own life. I was able to relive much of my youth listening to your story and seeing so many parallels. The Lord is Great... and greatly to be praised (Psalm 145:3). Stay blessed, and know you have someone else praying for you and your family.
Praise God. I’m so glad my story could be that for you. 🙌🏽
I just Paused this video midway through. 1st of all and most important i want to say i know God brought me to this channel. Second of all this youtube channel is more important than the producers could possibly imagine. And 3rd of all ive watched 4 or so videos all equally as important. But i don't know what to call her a angel ? Her testimony is so powerful. Im trying to get to God. Sometimes i think im cursed beyond help. But listening to her makes me think i have a chance. So thank you for this .
You DEFINITELY have a chance. If you reach for God, you have Him. He wants you more than you know. He loves you more than anyone else can. He wants you to be saved. He is right there. If you know you need a savior and know He is the only one then you have saving belief.
@@ThePantryPodcast Thank you !
Bless your heart. You just bless me so much in your testimony because of your honesty. When you said your herpes were gone, that God took them away it just flooded me with tears. God is so good. He shows his love to us in ways we don't even know we need him to. God is so good. More and more I see him as so good to his children, he's the god of miracles, he's the god of every day events, day by day moment by moment. I see him in everything. Practicing the presence of Jesus. Thank you for your testimony and willingness to share it. Not much like my own but it really touched me and brought me to praising God.
I am 66 years old...your courage is so amazing...I wish I had it..I can feel, really feel your reality...I have come to the bible very late ...you are beautiful and a gift...thank you
Xx ...we have to be more honest with ourselves and others xx
This is not my daughter Paige's exact story, and yet it's her story minus the surrendering to Jesus. Please pray for her... so many tears and prayers for so long. Thank you.💕🙏🏻✝️
The lord will save her in Jesus name! Be bold in talking to her!
Praying for her! Continue to speak loving verses to her-every sinner knows the condemnation but many never hear the verses of hope and encouragement. We are all so used to hearing what needs to be fixed and yet the Lord takes the fixing upon Himself and just asks us to put our hope in Him. I'm praying He sends more and more messengers of His grace and hope to her. I know she needs it. Thank you so much for asking for prayer here!
Thank you for your prayers of encouragement and hope. Sometimes it feels unbearable during the wait. We are so thankful for the body of Christ. Love and prayers to you.💕🙏🏻✝️
Don’t lose hope! I prayed for my brother about 36 yrs. God reached him at ~ 50. He then married his high school gf & they were baptized together. He died 5 months ago….tho I miss him, I’m thrilled thinking he IS with Jesus!
This is the first testimony that’s a close to what I’ve been through, amazing to know I’m not alone and God is working in all of ours lives! 🙌🏼
Me too. It's actually crazy how many of the things she's been through I have too. My biggest thing is letting go and control issues. I'm scared of letting go
My Sister in Christ Jesus! I AM SO PROUD OF ALL THE WORK YOU HAVE PUT IN. I too relate to many of the aspects and struggles of you testimony. I can hear the Word that is stored in your heart and I am encouraged today to keep going and keep working in His Grace.
It sounds like you had an encounter with something called a spiritual spouse that time when you woke with the bed still moving. It may be something to look into a SPIRIT SPOUSE, to gain understanding of what happened and how it got in.
Thank you again for sharing I am praying for you as well lovely Michelle.
Thank God for you being so courageous. These testimonies are helping so many people from all walks of life. I'm twice your age and this testimony gave me hope. I'm in a deep valley but I know God is there with me. I went thru a period of serious depression but God has been faithful in pulling me out and keeping me from despairing. You have been through so much. I am happy that your soul and spirit has been lifted and that you have peace and a beautiful family to walk thru life with you. I pray the same for all of us. God bless you and bless this ministry.
Thank you Michelle. I’ve struggled tonight but your testimony gave me such peace! Thank you for being so honest and transparent. God bless you
Thank you so much. God bless you!