I'm actually really impressed that you were able to see that people were worried and cared about you and didn't just want to be angry for the sake of anger. So happy you're addressing whatever's going on and I hope we can all get healthy with you!
Lol the exercise is side bridges, many fitness models avoid them because they say it makes the waist wider (FYI) but I’ve seen many do them that have a tiny waist. So who knows, I enjoy them. Any way, made a response video to your last video but from a binger perspective. Feel better ❤️
Loved your video! Admittedly Blair’s weight loss video reminded me of myself when I was thriving in my ED, but I really appreciated your video putting some of those thoughts I had in perspective. LOVE LOVE LOVE BOTH YOU AND BLAIR TO THE MOON AND BACK!!!😘🌝💫
Isn't that similar to people who avoid squats to not get muscular thighs, when in reality (at least as a "normal" person) you'd have to live and breathe those squats before the legs would get massive?
@@starrisesky Oh, yes agree. If thighs are the focus, you can train a really nice pair of them. What I mean is that some people ignore a whole set of exercises just because they're afraid of training a specific group of muscles. But isn't intensity the key here? Taking the waist example from above: before those serrati and oblique muscles will become bulky, there's a whole period where they're just lean/firm without making the waist bigger per se.
@@Black.Spades well it’s bodybuilding and they have a way they score you. You don’t really need built up obliques (you want a V taper) The lines she was talking about are usually there through diet and compound lifts. Andsome women have to avoid heavy squats (aka me) because I’m already quad dominant and will throw off my v taper. Body building is very precise it’s not about building every part of your body.
THIS is the walnut that we missed. This is the first video in a long time that I saw the old you and I hope being back in Bulgaria and focusing on your mental and emotional needs will help you.
I see that you're back at your old place in Bulgaria and I hope that you're doing ok. That has to be really, really hard but you're handling it like a champ. I hope that being there helps center and ground you, rather than bring up any bad feelings!
Just know your silent subscribers appreciate everything you say and do! Watching you go through your day to day even mid struggle, is honest and wonderful. And I hope you just put yourself before anything else.
your talent with painting is insane, I miss seeing more of that! I remember the first time you showed your work and my jaw truly dropped. You’re so talented. Keep your chin up, walnut 🤎
Blair, this is a really nice video. You are extremely self-aware and I appreciate you holding yourself accountable. You are an extremely strong, talented woman and this video shows that. I’m so happy to see that you are starting to feel happier with yourself :)
@@Skotti24 um her video “how to lose weight fast” sends an extremely dangerous message??? oh my godddd we’re such a snowflake for getting “easily offended”! ps. i love blair, not hating. we’re just genuinely concerned for her
I’m so sorry you were/ are hurting. You are such a dynamic and kind person. Wishing you all the best and this video was beautiful and honest. Keep being you!
I really appreciate this vid it feels more honest and personal ❤️ About the last video, I think it was so different from your previous diet videos that even if it was sarcastic it was so shocking for us x I developed an Ed after my breakup so I understand but I hope you get through everything you are battling and keep letting your warm personality shine through your videos xx
The sit down talking part about the manifestation board felt so much like you, I'm glad you are being honest with yourself and trying to better yourself x
Absolutely adore you Blair, we’ve all lost our way at some point, and it’s fine to hold onto your grief and trauma for a little bit until you’re ready to start building yourself up again, giving yourself small goals is a great start ♥️ I’m going to make my own board after work today 💃 you’ve got me inspired!
I needed this so much today. Just a simple laid back video from a cherished creator. My life seems to be irreparably off track with no hope of returning to a place that holds any joy or happiness for me. So, the simple things, like this video, are helpful in shaking that mindset. I hope that I can follow in your footsteps and fix my life too. Much love and appreciation for you, Blair. I hope you know how special you are.
I’m sorry you are going through it right now…this world can be cruel. But you got this girly! Life won’t throw anything at you that you can’t handle. Light some candles, take a bubble bath, start a good book and go yo bed early. Tomorrow will be better❤️ Sending my love!
@@stephanieluminous3116 If I ever have a roof over my head again with a bath, I will do that. I am sadly lacking in that department! I TRULY appreciate your words. They mean the world to me.
@@CyraGetsFit oh my god, I am so sorry! Are you safe? That is truly hard to hear and my heart really goes out to you. But just based off your comment, trying to stay positive with the will to better your circumstance, you WILL make it through this! I know I dont know you, but I can tell you have conviction and are strong. You will come out of this even stronger.
@@blairwalnuts you replied????? Made my night omg, also try a “I tried having an artistic hobby for one week or a day (pottery, painting, making candles)”
I think that you can really tell you’re a genuinely good and kind person, thank you for being open and owning your mistake, this will be so so inspiring to the young girls watching you, thank you ❤️
It is so obvious that you have a huge heart. Thank you for being so authentic and open. It is okay to be vulnerable and to hurt sometimes. You are so strong
Happy she addressed the previous video. Glad to see her getting back on track and working towards happiness. I’m getting the old happier Blair vibes back ❤️
It's okay to be honest about when you're struggling or unhappy (if you're comfortable with that). No one expects you to be happy and positive and energetic all of the time. Opening up about your struggles can be just as comforting to your viewers as making us laugh. Hope things continue to get better for you x
Not to excuse Blair’s behavior but y’all pls just do not take advice that is medical or fitness related from just influencers especially ones without certifications. Speak to a dietitian or registered nutritionist or a certified physical trainer when it comes to diet and exercise.
Wait hold on- what did she do? I don’t think I’ve scene anything obscene from her but I might be wrong. I also haven’t finished this video yet though so idk.
Don't get bogged down by that one vid of yours. I've been working with a nutritionist (for my son) and some of these things were mentioned by her to help. I myself have had restricting/binging issues and most of what you said were things I did to not starve myself into binges again. I appreciated your honesty. The only thing I dislike is intermittent fasting because it tore up my hormones, but it works for so many, and I'm glad it works for you.
I’ve been watching you for a few years now, you have grown more than you give yourself credit for and I think right now you are in a learning point of your life which you are handling beautifully. Nothing but love and support for you my dear walnut ❤️
Thanks for addressing everything! I think we all understand you're not perfect and can make mistakes. We follow you cause you're real and raw :) Keep it up xx
It takes time to heal. Looking back at the worst breakup of my life almost ten years ago, what I'd tell my younger self now is: Be patient with yourself! You got this!
i also developed an ed after my breakup but i think the quarantine and covid also helped it get worse because i had gained a lot of weight compared to my pre-covid self. it is nothing to be ashamed of tbh. i can say that i'm all healed now and i have a healthy relationship with food so i know that if you also have some issues you can overcome them. love you walnut, byee🥵🥵
So excited for more healing healthy content!! Please don't let people make you feel bad for being human (ps would love a video on rice water for hair because I've seen a few but I'm worried BIG RICE is just trying to trick me)
Thanks so much for this and you’ve handled the backlash from that video in such a *healthy* way! I remember subbing to you at 30k and just thinking that I’d totally see you hit a million one day… and you will! You rock!
I just started taking care of myself too the last few days. Doing my best to get over someone I didn't even date but who turned out to be an asshole. Anyways, really happy to see u being vulnerable and honest. It's an important message. Thank you for taking care of yourself and for helping those who need it at this time. Love you
We've all been there, just try to remind yourself often that the way you were treated is not how you deserve to be treated by anyone else but also by yourself. Taking care of yourself also means understanding your worth. Keep going on your self care journey xxx
Love you walnut. Your sarcasm is unmatched and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. It’s okay to be big sad and little sad. Like a true nut tree your not growing through this alone.
She's not happy right now. The video is literally titled getting her life back together. But she's taking care of herself now. We've all had those times our life.
Proud of you for taking the step to talk to someone and start steering yourself in a direction better for you. That takes a lot, and you should be proud of yourself for that. You got this. You are not alone. 💕
i'm glad you're reflecting on the things you've been up to the past year and i hope that you find happiness again .. we all go thru things and they might effect us differently .. we're only human 💜💜💜
I’m really glad that you’re opening up about how hard the last year was. I was really worried about you in Mexico, it seemed like you could have been sex trafficked at any moment and I’m glad you’re safer and healthier now
Yasss girl!! I’m also becoming that girl, week three and I lost bout 7 pounds, eating healthy as heck, actually running for more than 30 seconds 😂. Let’s all get this shit! 👌 💪🏼 💃🏻
Aw 🥺 I am so proud of you for having the courage to face your trauma. I found you at the very beginning of your blow up, and loved your energy. Until just recently, the last video I really watched was the engagement one 😢 Anyway, I finally saw a recent one the other day (I think explaining your relationship or something) your energy was a complete 180 from before, I was somewhat shocked but no blame. To see this video now is refreshing and reassuring. I hope all the best for you and your health. 🥰 I recently quit drinking and also I was really interested in the medical medium for awhile. Good for you. I’m proud of your effort.
Girl idk what u have been through but last year i went through a break up, lost my job and worried about my family every single day bc it was at the start of miss rona. At the time i wished i could party my worries away but honestly looking back at it today i am so glad i went through it all by working on myself, finding who my closest friends are and just doing all sorts of self-care. Ik its a cliché but i am so proud (and healed!) today and u will get there soon as well!!
See your back in Bulgaria.. hope your doing well.. and a lot of ppl realize you went thru a traumatic experience and what you’ve done is expected and losing weight comes with what you’ve gone thru! You don’t need to be sorry or justify! Just be yourself and in time your gonna be better and anyone who’s also gone thru it knows it takes time. Your the best ; continue to be your authentic self that we all love ❤️
That exercise you were doing and asked about are called Side Plank Dips and they're fantastic!!!! Thank you for the video and taking care of you!!! 💞 P.S. I LOVE ur sarcasm, but ppl don't always get my sarcastic Walnutisms either....
I think I’m one of the few that really understood your last video. You were sharing tips on how you keep your food intake healthy while on vacation, where you’re more likely to eat out and drink and reach for not-so-healthy foods, and probably aren’t thinking about stopping to head to the gym and workout.
I thought some of her tips were super helpful for someone like me who can overeat at times or reaches for candy and junk a lot 😩 I think things unfortunately got misconstrued and had people worried/triggered. I’m glad the comments on this video are a lot more supportive ❤️
I'm so proud of you, you're such a great person and you deserve good things. Everyone has a process of dealing with stuff, and I'm so glad you've reached a point where you can slow down a bit and take care of yourself. It takes some people a long time to have the strength to get themselves there. Some people can't seem to get there. You're doing great and I'm glad you know we care about you. 🌿
Blair, girl keeping doing you. As long as you're happy and healthy and popping out more of these great videos, I'm happy too. BTW You're looking AMAZING!
blair i’m so proud of you. i didn’t comment anything before but i was worried but i know we all need to step back and get back to a life that supports our health and happiness. you inspire me everyday and i am on the same journey as you. we will all be okay and all we can do is try to be better for ourselves.
thank you for the apology for the last video and explanation. I also think it was great idea for you to delete it. I’m not a regular viewer and i’m sure many who saw it weren’t so it was shocking to me. In the future i would just keep that in mind, that a lot of people aren’t regular watchers necessarily so they might not pick up on the sarcasm. Anyways glad you’re seeking help to ensure you’re being healthy and happy! ♡
Honestly I was so sad and dissapointed after your last vid but mostly got so worried about you and your mental health. Even though we don't see much of your life , as a subscriber for some time, I sensed that you were going thru hard stuff . Hope you can spend some time to heal yourself. I love love love your soul and your energy. I want you to be as happy ,as vibrant and confident Walnut as you once were.
remember healing takes time and there may be days where it will feel so much easier/better to quit or go back to old ways but keep pushing :-) in the long run you will feel so much better and proud of yourself! (lowkey reminding myself this rn)
Wow, Blair. Thank you for the honesty. Seriously it sounds like a lot of your goals and feelings are what I’m going through, I can get behind this whole ‘that girl’ series. I’ve been trying to go through the year even though I’ve been a hurt person and it’s so lonely but this makes me feel like you’re with me every step of the way, this is the content I need. Ilu
Blair I love you, I can just see how much you are focusing on bettering yourself in every single aspect and I'm so proud of you and the journey you're on becoming the woman you're meant to be. Sending all my kisses to your walnut brain 🥰 hehe love u
I'm having a really hard time with my body and with my long term relationship and my mental health. My heart hurts. I'm about to eat the meal I've been putting off. I love whoever reads this.
You're amazing girl! And same, I'm somehow in a lot of mental stress and honestly often thinking about just starving ffs. Yesterday evening I cried until 4 am non stop because of smth with my bf. Oh boy
There's a thing that happens when tough shit happens in your mid twenties, and while it's awful and hard sometimes, it really is the thing that gives you the perspective to love and live in your thirties and forties with freedom and peace. You learn a lot when shit hits the fan.
this was a month ago and i truly really hope you've overcome all the traumatic life experiences you were talking about. hopefully all is good now and your future will be with very very little obstacles to overcome, I really wish you have the best day possible
I feel what you are going through beautiful. Take out one day at a time. 💗You are an sweet, caring woman, with a big heart. 💕Stay true to yourself because you are amazing the way you are. 💞
Just finished the video, and what a relief. We as a community of supporters were so worried about you Blair, like so many others here I’ve suffered with disordered eating after break ups so the real ones were only here with love and concern. But this feels so real, honest and calm. So glad you’re doing well and aspiring to live your best healthy life. Sending so much love 💕
You don’t have to apologize for going through a hard time we going through life and sometimes we do in the moment what we need to do in that moment to cope, as long as you are trying to improve and heal that’s what matters Believe me you are not alone ❤️
Blair we love you and want you to be well!! Take that time for yourself, take baby steps and plz don't ever feel afraid to share your trauma (only if you want to!) it only makes you more relatable and also helps you to heal. ❤❤❤
You know what I'm so proud of you You're just really doing what makes you happy and figuring yourself out and trying to get on the right track and I think it's amazing
This felt so genuine and simple, and as though you would not have made it unless you truly felt like you should. I love your energy and your content. I’ll be here for this next chapter too 🖤🖤
I'm really glad you're speaking to someone about your eating Blair because you're wonderful and you deserve to be happy! I commented on your last video and I hope I wasn't too harsh - I know that you wouldn't try to hurt anyone in your audience. It was just concerning that you were talking about restriction as though it's healthy and normal. I hate that I didn't pick up on the sarcasm though lol just want to see you happy!!!
I had only heard of you from obesetobeast videos and my first thought was “oh no it’s bad.” But I saw all the comments from people saying how wonderful you are and how you just didn’t seem like yourself. After watching a few videos I actually became a big fan of your older vids, and this one! I’m excited for this journey you’re on.
I’m just living through you since you remind me of my old self/life and it’s fun to watch. I’m basically married with 3 kids now 😌 but I love my new life as well!
I appreciate your honesty. I knew something was off. I thought it was the breakup bc things seemed off since then.. Im glad your working on yourself. May God help guide you in your manifestations. 😊💕 Update: I also just wanted to let you know some of my favorite vlogs are a day in my life, where people just do ordinary things. 😉
Girl you are so strong and I think people were too hard on you tbh. We know you're not evil or manipulative, just hurting and sometimes healing is messy. You're human. Don't be too hard on yourself 💗 glad to see you're doing better and I'm excited for the "that girl" series!!
Blair, It's ok to show vulnerability on your channel. You can cry and talk how sad you really feel on UA-cam. Most of therapists would say give yourself time to feel sad and let the emotions out. When you still need the time to process the pain, it's ok to take time to heal and not to push yourself so hard to smile. I like you, Blair and hope you remember to love yourself very much. Painting is great! Eat healthy and exercise are all great habits! Hugs
This is the honest funny and sweet Walnut we love. Successes, failures, love, pain, honesty and humour. Spill your guts...we og's and newbies are always here for you. x
Babe, I love the message of this video and the fact that you want to become THAT girl, but you gotta boil the water before adding the pasta (sorry, I'm italian, I can't help it)
i love this video! blair ur being so real with us and i appreciate it. i feel so alone sometimes when i falter in my healthy routines like crazy and my desire to be that girl is so fucking reaaaal.
I'm happy you're addressing the other video. Girlie we were worried. Like I get sarcasm and I sometimes use it as a defense mechanism when I'm really not okay too 😟. I don't mean that as a roast. Totally mean it as a fellow UA-camr that had creative burnout because I worked myself too hard two years ago. I didn't have enough time to test and review things then go to work fulltime in the morning. Also I'm totally for healthy eating and exercising. I recently signed up with a medical clinic to get super healthy and I have lupus so they adapted workouts and all for me. It's going pretty well and I'm feeling better than I was. Also can't wait for my jewelry, I'm so excited. 💜
Why not go for dark hair? Less stress on the hair and I feel the contrast would suit you. Thanks for apologizing for the previous video. Actually the psychological factors of overeating are more difficult to crack than being mindful of quality and quantity.
if you scroll way down her insta, she actually has photos of her with darker hair and tbh I love that look on her way more than the blond. But ofc its more important how she likes herself better.
I've been struggling lately and I really needed to hear this. Thank you walnut, it makes me really happy to see you talk so sincerely about your mental health
I found her last video super helpful from a binge eating perspective. I’ve been so satiated by trying poke bowls and drinking got water drinks 💖 I haven’t binged in 6 days… this is HUGE for me. (Haven’t lost weight either/it’s more for health)
I'm actually really impressed that you were able to see that people were worried and cared about you and didn't just want to be angry for the sake of anger. So happy you're addressing whatever's going on and I hope we can all get healthy with you!
Lol the exercise is side bridges, many fitness models avoid them because they say it makes the waist wider (FYI) but I’ve seen many do them that have a tiny waist. So who knows, I enjoy them. Any way, made a response video to your last video but from a binger perspective. Feel better ❤️
Loved your video!
Admittedly Blair’s weight loss video reminded me of myself when I was thriving in my ED, but I really appreciated your video putting some of those thoughts I had in perspective.
LOVE LOVE LOVE BOTH YOU AND BLAIR TO THE MOON AND BACK!!!😘🌝💫
Isn't that similar to people who avoid squats to not get muscular thighs, when in reality (at least as a "normal" person) you'd have to live and breathe those squats before the legs would get massive?
Was just about to watch yur video but I figured I'd watch this 1st
@@starrisesky Oh, yes agree. If thighs are the focus, you can train a really nice pair of them. What I mean is that some people ignore a whole set of exercises just because they're afraid of training a specific group of muscles. But isn't intensity the key here?
Taking the waist example from above: before those serrati and oblique muscles will become bulky, there's a whole period where they're just lean/firm without making the waist bigger per se.
@@Black.Spades well it’s bodybuilding and they have a way they score you. You don’t really need built up obliques (you want a V taper) The lines she was talking about are usually there through diet and compound lifts. Andsome women have to avoid heavy squats (aka me) because I’m already quad dominant and will throw off my v taper. Body building is very precise it’s not about building every part of your body.
THIS is the walnut that we missed. This is the first video in a long time that I saw the old you and I hope being back in Bulgaria and focusing on your mental and emotional needs will help you.
I see that you're back at your old place in Bulgaria and I hope that you're doing ok. That has to be really, really hard but you're handling it like a champ. I hope that being there helps center and ground you, rather than bring up any bad feelings!
Just know your silent subscribers appreciate everything you say and do! Watching you go through your day to day even mid struggle, is honest and wonderful. And I hope you just put yourself before anything else.
Silent subscriber here too. Didn't comment until her last video when I was concerned about her. Glad to see she's taking some down time.
your talent with painting is insane, I miss seeing more of that! I remember the first time you showed your work and my jaw truly dropped. You’re so talented. Keep your chin up, walnut 🤎
Blair, this is a really nice video. You are extremely self-aware and I appreciate you holding yourself accountable. You are an extremely strong, talented woman and this video shows that. I’m so happy to see that you are starting to feel happier with yourself :)
Thank you for the apology on the last video but also so glad you’re taking the time to heal and better yourself too. We love youuu
@StarryPluto you are sick of people who are nice?
@StarryPluto what’s your issue?
The people who are offended at everything
@StarryPluto me too. People just want an excuse to cancel
@@Skotti24 um her video “how to lose weight fast” sends an extremely dangerous message??? oh my godddd we’re such a snowflake for getting “easily offended”!
ps. i love blair, not hating. we’re just genuinely concerned for her
I’m so sorry you were/ are hurting. You are such a dynamic and kind person. Wishing you all the best and this video was beautiful and honest. Keep being you!
I really appreciate this vid it feels more honest and personal ❤️ About the last video, I think it was so different from your previous diet videos that even if it was sarcastic it was so shocking for us x I developed an Ed after my breakup so I understand but I hope you get through everything you are battling and keep letting your warm personality shine through your videos xx
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@StarryPluto it’s literally a positive comment what’s your problem
I love how personal this video is and how you're so honest. mental health is super important and I'm so happy you're taking time to heal 🥲💕
The sit down talking part about the manifestation board felt so much like you, I'm glad you are being honest with yourself and trying to better yourself x
Absolutely adore you Blair, we’ve all lost our way at some point, and it’s fine to hold onto your grief and trauma for a little bit until you’re ready to start building yourself up again, giving yourself small goals is a great start ♥️ I’m going to make my own board after work today 💃 you’ve got me inspired!
I needed this so much today. Just a simple laid back video from a cherished creator. My life seems to be irreparably off track with no hope of returning to a place that holds any joy or happiness for me. So, the simple things, like this video, are helpful in shaking that mindset. I hope that I can follow in your footsteps and fix my life too. Much love and appreciation for you, Blair. I hope you know how special you are.
I’m sorry you are going through it right now…this world can be cruel. But you got this girly! Life won’t throw anything at you that you can’t handle.
Light some candles, take a bubble bath, start a good book and go yo bed early. Tomorrow will be better❤️ Sending my love!
@@stephanieluminous3116 If I ever have a roof over my head again with a bath, I will do that. I am sadly lacking in that department! I TRULY appreciate your words. They mean the world to me.
@@CyraGetsFit oh my god, I am so sorry!
Are you safe?
That is truly hard to hear and my heart really goes out to you.
But just based off your comment, trying to stay positive with the will to better your circumstance, you WILL make it through this! I know I dont know you, but I can tell you have conviction and are strong. You will come out of this even stronger.
@@CyraGetsFit whoa! I just checked out your channel! LOVE the Try Your Best challenge! You are an inspiration!
Keep that chin up pretty lady!
@@stephanieluminous3116 Thank you so much!!! You just put a big smile on my face!!! I have been struggling so much and needed some encouragement.
Why don’t you try filming a “trying popular healthy recipes for one week” or “I tried waking up at 5/6am everyday for a week”?
Great idea!!
@@blairwalnuts you replied????? Made my night omg, also try a “I tried having an artistic hobby for one week or a day (pottery, painting, making candles)”
@@blairwalnuts yes plz
@@carinekaraki3735 these are great ideas. I hope she takes your advice!
I think that you can really tell you’re a genuinely good and kind person, thank you for being open and owning your mistake, this will be so so inspiring to the young girls watching you, thank you ❤️
It is so obvious that you have a huge heart. Thank you for being so authentic and open. It is okay to be vulnerable and to hurt sometimes. You are so strong
Happy she addressed the previous video. Glad to see her getting back on track and working towards happiness. I’m getting the old happier Blair vibes back ❤️
It's okay to be honest about when you're struggling or unhappy (if you're comfortable with that). No one expects you to be happy and positive and energetic all of the time. Opening up about your struggles can be just as comforting to your viewers as making us laugh. Hope things continue to get better for you x
Not to excuse Blair’s behavior but y’all pls just do not take advice that is medical or fitness related from just influencers especially ones without certifications. Speak to a dietitian or registered nutritionist or a certified physical trainer when it comes to diet and exercise.
Wait hold on- what did she do? I don’t think I’ve scene anything obscene from her but I might be wrong. I also haven’t finished this video yet though so idk.
What's wrong with her behavior?
@@jasminem7390 IDK but her whole personality has changed seemingly overnight which is alarming.
@@jasminem7390 she posted a video last week that was sooo problematic- she basically gave out disordered eating tips about how to lose weight quickly
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Don't get bogged down by that one vid of yours. I've been working with a nutritionist (for my son) and some of these things were mentioned by her to help. I myself have had restricting/binging issues and most of what you said were things I did to not starve myself into binges again.
I appreciated your honesty. The only thing I dislike is intermittent fasting because it tore up my hormones, but it works for so many, and I'm glad it works for you.
I’ve been watching you for a few years now, you have grown more than you give yourself credit for and I think right now you are in a learning point of your life which you are handling beautifully. Nothing but love and support for you my dear walnut ❤️
Thanks for addressing everything! I think we all understand you're not perfect and can make mistakes. We follow you cause you're real and raw :) Keep it up xx
It takes time to heal. Looking back at the worst breakup of my life almost ten years ago, what I'd tell my younger self now is: Be patient with yourself! You got this!
i also developed an ed after my breakup but i think the quarantine and covid also helped it get worse because i had gained a lot of weight compared to my pre-covid self. it is nothing to be ashamed of tbh. i can say that i'm all healed now and i have a healthy relationship with food so i know that if you also have some issues you can overcome them. love you walnut, byee🥵🥵
You should watch Michelle McDaniel's (my thoughts will probably offend you) video
this isn’t an ED…
So excited for more healing healthy content!! Please don't let people make you feel bad for being human (ps would love a video on rice water for hair because I've seen a few but I'm worried BIG RICE is just trying to trick me)
Thanks so much for this and you’ve handled the backlash from that video in such a *healthy* way! I remember subbing to you at 30k and just thinking that I’d totally see you hit a million one day… and you will! You rock!
You’re so relatable and even if sometimes it gets a little messy (who’s life doesn’t) your heart shows through, and it’s golden
I just started taking care of myself too the last few days. Doing my best to get over someone I didn't even date but who turned out to be an asshole. Anyways, really happy to see u being vulnerable and honest. It's an important message. Thank you for taking care of yourself and for helping those who need it at this time. Love you
We've all been there, just try to remind yourself often that the way you were treated is not how you deserve to be treated by anyone else but also by yourself. Taking care of yourself also means understanding your worth. Keep going on your self care journey xxx
Love you walnut. Your sarcasm is unmatched and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. It’s okay to be big sad and little sad. Like a true nut tree your not growing through this alone.
When she apologized for being too deep into sarcasm
I can relate 🤧😩
She sounds a little sad on the voice over. I hope she is doing good and she is happy❤️
I noticed that too
She's not happy right now. The video is literally titled getting her life back together. But she's taking care of herself now. We've all had those times our life.
Proud of you for taking the step to talk to someone and start steering yourself in a direction better for you. That takes a lot, and you should be proud of yourself for that. You got this. You are not alone. 💕
i'm glad you're reflecting on the things you've been up to the past year and i hope that you find happiness again .. we all go thru things and they might effect us differently .. we're only human 💜💜💜
I’m really glad that you’re opening up about how hard the last year was. I was really worried about you in Mexico, it seemed like you could have been sex trafficked at any moment and I’m glad you’re safer and healthier now
Yasss girl!! I’m also becoming that girl, week three and I lost bout 7 pounds, eating healthy as heck, actually running for more than 30 seconds 😂. Let’s all get this shit! 👌 💪🏼 💃🏻
Yass
Aw 🥺 I am so proud of you for having the courage to face your trauma. I found you at the very beginning of your blow up, and loved your energy. Until just recently, the last video I really watched was the engagement one 😢
Anyway, I finally saw a recent one the other day (I think explaining your relationship or something) your energy was a complete 180 from before, I was somewhat shocked but no blame. To see this video now is refreshing and reassuring. I hope all the best for you and your health. 🥰 I recently quit drinking and also I was really interested in the medical medium for awhile. Good for you.
I’m proud of your effort.
This is the realest you’ve been in a minute and I appreciate it so much, thank you for being your amazing self.
Girl idk what u have been through but last year i went through a break up, lost my job and worried about my family every single day bc it was at the start of miss rona. At the time i wished i could party my worries away but honestly looking back at it today i am so glad i went through it all by working on myself, finding who my closest friends are and just doing all sorts of self-care. Ik its a cliché but i am so proud (and healed!) today and u will get there soon as well!!
See your back in Bulgaria.. hope your doing well.. and a lot of ppl realize you went thru a traumatic experience and what you’ve done is expected and losing weight comes with what you’ve gone thru! You don’t need to be sorry or justify! Just be yourself and in time your gonna be better and anyone who’s also gone thru it knows it takes time. Your the best ; continue to be your authentic self that we all love ❤️
That exercise you were doing and asked about are called Side Plank Dips and they're fantastic!!!! Thank you for the video and taking care of you!!! 💞
P.S. I LOVE ur sarcasm, but ppl don't always get my sarcastic Walnutisms either....
I never thought you were trying to hurt anyone. You were just relaying how u are living at the moment. Fyi I bought your jewelry
literally need a podcast series of you giving life tips so i can walk around getting my life together :') ❤️
Love the evolution you’re having Blair, step by step, slow and your own rythm. So proud
I think I’m one of the few that really understood your last video. You were sharing tips on how you keep your food intake healthy while on vacation, where you’re more likely to eat out and drink and reach for not-so-healthy foods, and probably aren’t thinking about stopping to head to the gym and workout.
I thought some of her tips were super helpful for someone like me who can overeat at times or reaches for candy and junk a lot 😩 I think things unfortunately got misconstrued and had people worried/triggered. I’m glad the comments on this video are a lot more supportive ❤️
I love a good self care video. More of these please! This felt like perfect “girl time” to me!
I'm so proud of you, you're such a great person and you deserve good things.
Everyone has a process of dealing with stuff, and I'm so glad you've reached a point where you can slow down a bit and take care of yourself. It takes some people a long time to have the strength to get themselves there. Some people can't seem to get there. You're doing great and I'm glad you know we care about you.
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Blair, girl keeping doing you. As long as you're happy and healthy and popping out more of these great videos, I'm happy too. BTW You're looking AMAZING!
blair i’m so proud of you. i didn’t comment anything before but i was worried but i know we all need to step back and get back to a life that supports our health and happiness. you inspire me everyday and i am on the same journey as you. we will all be okay and all we can do is try to be better for ourselves.
thank you for the apology for the last video and explanation. I also think it was great idea for you to delete it. I’m not a regular viewer and i’m sure many who saw it weren’t so it was shocking to me. In the future i would just keep that in mind, that a lot of people aren’t regular watchers necessarily so they might not pick up on the sarcasm. Anyways glad you’re seeking help to ensure you’re being healthy and happy! ♡
Honestly I was so sad and dissapointed after your last vid but mostly got so worried about you and your mental health. Even though we don't see much of your life , as a subscriber for some time, I sensed that you were going thru hard stuff . Hope you can spend some time to heal yourself. I love love love your soul and your energy. I want you to be as happy ,as vibrant and confident Walnut as you once were.
remember healing takes time and there may be days where it will feel so much easier/better to quit or go back to old ways but keep pushing :-) in the long run you will feel so much better and proud of yourself! (lowkey reminding myself this rn)
Wow Blair, how you turned all that negativity into positivity so fast idk.. You're super strong 💖
I'm sensing Bulgarian household vibes, miss girl!! Your personality is giving me will to exist ❤️
Wow, Blair. Thank you for the honesty. Seriously it sounds like a lot of your goals and feelings are what I’m going through, I can get behind this whole ‘that girl’ series. I’ve been trying to go through the year even though I’ve been a hurt person and it’s so lonely but this makes me feel like you’re with me every step of the way, this is the content I need. Ilu
Blair I love you, I can just see how much you are focusing on bettering yourself in every single aspect and I'm so proud of you and the journey you're on becoming the woman you're meant to be. Sending all my kisses to your walnut brain 🥰 hehe love u
I'm having a really hard time with my body and with my long term relationship and my mental health. My heart hurts. I'm about to eat the meal I've been putting off. I love whoever reads this.
We love you back, girl. You got this.
You're amazing girl!
And same, I'm somehow in a lot of mental stress and honestly often thinking about just starving ffs. Yesterday evening I cried until 4 am non stop because of smth with my bf. Oh boy
Love you guys and gals
There's a thing that happens when tough shit happens in your mid twenties, and while it's awful and hard sometimes, it really is the thing that gives you the perspective to love and live in your thirties and forties with freedom and peace. You learn a lot when shit hits the fan.
this was a month ago and i truly really hope you've overcome all the traumatic life experiences you were talking about.
hopefully all is good now and your future will be with very very little obstacles to overcome, I really wish you have the best day possible
DO A WIG TRY ON HAUL so we can see what you’d look like as a brunette!!!! also it would be so fun
I think she’d look so amazing as a brunette- like Lana Del Rey!
I was just worried about my walnut
I feel what you are going through beautiful. Take out one day at a time. 💗You are an sweet, caring woman, with a big heart. 💕Stay true to yourself because you are amazing the way you are. 💞
Just finished the video, and what a relief. We as a community of supporters were so worried about you Blair, like so many others here I’ve suffered with disordered eating after break ups so the real ones were only here with love and concern. But this feels so real, honest and calm. So glad you’re doing well and aspiring to live your best healthy life. Sending so much love 💕
You don’t have to apologize for going through a hard time we going through life and sometimes we do in the moment what we need to do in that moment to cope, as long as you are trying to improve and heal that’s what matters Believe me you are not alone ❤️
BLAIR you are ALREADY THAT GIRL!! omg you are stunning and so cool (always be your best friend) x
I'm soooo happy you actually listened to our worries and felt comfortable enough to confide in us
the raw, real & unfiltered walnut - we looooveeee to see it 😍😍
Blair we love you and want you to be well!! Take that time for yourself, take baby steps and plz don't ever feel afraid to share your trauma (only if you want to!) it only makes you more relatable and also helps you to heal. ❤❤❤
Yes Blair! We care about you and your health and I am so glad you saw our shock from that video came out of concern and care.
You know what I'm so proud of you You're just really doing what makes you happy and figuring yourself out and trying to get on the right track and I think it's amazing
Blair, you are such a genuinely good person and I truly wish you nothing but the best!
This felt so genuine and simple, and as though you would not have made it unless you truly felt like you should. I love your energy and your content. I’ll be here for this next chapter too 🖤🖤
Ok as much as I support you, I’ve found my limit bestie and it’s the sheer amount of ginger in your smoothie
I'm really glad you're speaking to someone about your eating Blair because you're wonderful and you deserve to be happy! I commented on your last video and I hope I wasn't too harsh - I know that you wouldn't try to hurt anyone in your audience. It was just concerning that you were talking about restriction as though it's healthy and normal. I hate that I didn't pick up on the sarcasm though lol just want to see you happy!!!
I had only heard of you from obesetobeast videos and my first thought was “oh no it’s bad.” But I saw all the comments from people saying how wonderful you are and how you just didn’t seem like yourself. After watching a few videos I actually became a big fan of your older vids, and this one! I’m excited for this journey you’re on.
"this body chain is so pretty" just like you queen. love yaaaaaa
I’m just living through you since you remind me of my old self/life and it’s fun to watch. I’m basically married with 3 kids now 😌 but I love my new life as well!
Can’t wait to see some of your healthy cooking videos. Glad that you are getting back to your true self. We are here for you!
This is the walnut I’ve been missing 💕 love you, you’re doing great sweetie
I appreciate your honesty. I knew something was off. I thought it was the breakup bc things seemed off since then.. Im glad your working on yourself. May God help guide you in your manifestations. 😊💕 Update: I also just wanted to let you know some of my favorite vlogs are a day in my life, where people just do ordinary things. 😉
I LOVE vlogs
Love to see you being so vulnerable but positive! Keep on going Blair!! 🥰
Blair your eyes are so pretty you should literally skip liner and lashes, you are so gorgeous in this video
Girl you are so strong and I think people were too hard on you tbh. We know you're not evil or manipulative, just hurting and sometimes healing is messy. You're human. Don't be too hard on yourself 💗 glad to see you're doing better and I'm excited for the "that girl" series!!
Blair, It's ok to show vulnerability on your channel. You can cry and talk how sad you really feel on UA-cam. Most of therapists would say give yourself time to feel sad and let the emotions out. When you still need the time to process the pain, it's ok to take time to heal and not to push yourself so hard to smile. I like you, Blair and hope you remember to love yourself very much. Painting is great! Eat healthy and exercise are all great habits! Hugs
I think you're sweet inside out and keep on doing what you do, enjoy life and shine ♡
This is the honest funny and sweet Walnut we love. Successes, failures, love, pain, honesty and humour. Spill your guts...we og's and newbies are always here for you. x
Babe, I love the message of this video and the fact that you want to become THAT girl, but you gotta boil the water before adding the pasta (sorry, I'm italian, I can't help it)
She used a kettle to boil the water then added it to the pot
I love you Blaire so happy to see you taking care of yourself and keeping it honest. You're a beautiful soul 💜💜💜
i love this video! blair ur being so real with us and i appreciate it. i feel so alone sometimes when i falter in my healthy routines like crazy and my desire to be that girl is so fucking reaaaal.
I love you the way you are if you are changing and you are happy with it that's all it matters be happy 😤
I'm happy you're addressing the other video. Girlie we were worried. Like I get sarcasm and I sometimes use it as a defense mechanism when I'm really not okay too 😟.
I don't mean that as a roast. Totally mean it as a fellow UA-camr that had creative burnout because I worked myself too hard two years ago. I didn't have enough time to test and review things then go to work fulltime in the morning.
Also I'm totally for healthy eating and exercising. I recently signed up with a medical clinic to get super healthy and I have lupus so they adapted workouts and all for me. It's going pretty well and I'm feeling better than I was.
Also can't wait for my jewelry, I'm so excited. 💜
I really loved this video. Definitely feel like a girlfriend talking about life goals! Missed this so much 🤍
Watching you today was the seratonin boost i needed. I love watching you practice self care.
Your body is ROCKING girl!
So happy to see you on the path to feeling better!
WE LOVE YOU MOTHER WALNUT. We stan a trauma-informed self-care practicing queen!
Why not go for dark hair? Less stress on the hair and I feel the contrast would suit you. Thanks for apologizing for the previous video. Actually the psychological factors of overeating are more difficult to crack than being mindful of quality and quantity.
if you scroll way down her insta, she actually has photos of her with darker hair and tbh I love that look on her way more than the blond. But ofc its more important how she likes herself better.
I love how open you’ve been here with us walnut. Put you first 💛 you’ve inspired me to become that girl 🥰💛💛
Mamma walnut, thank you for this video. I’ve also been in a funk and this gives me peace.
I've been struggling lately and I really needed to hear this. Thank you walnut, it makes me really happy to see you talk so sincerely about your mental health
I found her last video super helpful from a binge eating perspective. I’ve been so satiated by trying poke bowls and drinking got water drinks 💖 I haven’t binged in 6 days… this is HUGE for me. (Haven’t lost weight either/it’s more for health)