Kurt Vonnegut on the Shapes of Stories

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  • Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
  • Short lecture by Kurt Vonnegut on the 'simple shapes of stories.'

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  • @ghwalsh90
    @ghwalsh90 11 років тому +121

    Kurt Vonnegut was a true artist with an unrivaled literary voice. This man lived an incredible life, one that will forever be immortalized in his many short stories, novels, and essays. The day after Kurt Vonnegut passed in 2007, I was set to give a presentation on Vonnegut's life and works in my high school english class. It crushed me to have to add "and so it goes" to the end of the presentation.
    This is one of my favorite of Vonnegut's speeches, wish I could have seen him speak in person!

    • @drelouch544
      @drelouch544 Рік тому +6

      Reading "and so it goes" just sent a shiver down my body
      🥲

    • @st.charlesstreet9876
      @st.charlesstreet9876 Рік тому

      Totally Agree! One of the Best literary voices around. Thank You Kurt Vonnegut ❤

    • @Bobbieliz
      @Bobbieliz Рік тому +3

      I did in circa 1980 at the U of Iowa. It was forever memorable.

    • @ANDROLOMA
      @ANDROLOMA 8 місяців тому

      And so it went.

  • @esceotiti
    @esceotiti 2 роки тому +99

    I was fortunate enough to attend one of his speaking engagements. I can’t imagine his take on these dark times… he is sorely missed.

    • @gospelofrye6881
      @gospelofrye6881 2 роки тому +10

      Whatever his take would have been, it would have ended with: "And so it goes..."

  • @jdweekley
    @jdweekley 9 років тому +210

    One of the great humorists in American history...
    "What, incidentally, was a pregnant mother of two doing, operating a vacuum cleaner on Mother's Day? She was practically asking for a bullet between the eyes!"

    • @isabelthedying
      @isabelthedying 6 років тому +5

      Deadeye Dick? Also, now that I'm seeing that quote again, if it's actually the one I think it is, I'm realizing it might be a reference to the way people talk about rape.

    • @grannydems5044
      @grannydems5044 3 роки тому +4

      Which narrative was this?!

    • @jamesmcinnis208
      @jamesmcinnis208 2 роки тому +1

      @@isabelthedying "actually"

    • @jdweekley
      @jdweekley 2 роки тому +9

      @skyhouse Well, he was pointing out how that women, even on the day they're supposed to be celebrated, still feel compelled to do housework, and for that, they deserve to be punished. It's a commentary on the unfairness of these kinds of gender roles and the place of women in society. It's classic Vonnegut.

  • @melchiorvulpius8170
    @melchiorvulpius8170 9 років тому +978

    This is really cool. It's like a cross between a college lecture and a stand-up comedy routine!

    • @garfocusalternate
      @garfocusalternate 8 років тому +94

      +Jeff Weskamp What every college lecture ought to be, really.

    • @pravinda333
      @pravinda333 7 років тому +8

      Well, sometimes the roles are reversed.

    • @AAmoroso
      @AAmoroso 2 роки тому +4

      look up the video where he's older and it has spanish ("castellano") subtitles. he includes a shakespearean story "arch".

    • @-RandomBiz-
      @-RandomBiz- 2 роки тому +1

      This story and the story of Hamlet can be found in his book a man without a country.

    • @jacobkennedy1009
      @jacobkennedy1009 Рік тому +3

      Fun is our brains favourite way to learn 😁👍

  • @kstrehlo
    @kstrehlo 13 років тому +14

    Elsewhere Vonnegut wrote 8 rules for the short story and ended it by saying that Flannery O'Connor broke all these rules except the first, and that great writers tend to do that. The first rule was "Use the time of a total stranger in such a way that he or she will not feel the time was wasted." Vonnegut's stories always did that, although the dark irony of his stories often had characters near the bottom of the chart from B to E. So it goes.

  • @judymurray6312
    @judymurray6312 Рік тому +12

    Wow! What treasure to have this lecture preserved. I didn't realize he had such a sense of humor.

    • @jasminekeller1904
      @jasminekeller1904 Рік тому +1

      His humor is a big part of him! His sense of irony and humor often appear in many of his literature pieces I highly recommend them.

  • @thomcomcastrmt173
    @thomcomcastrmt173 8 років тому +152

    OH, HE WAS SAYING "BOING BOING" NOT BORING!!

    • @Vitrous
      @Vitrous 5 років тому +14

      you have achieved off scale awareness

    • @jaxentheidiot
      @jaxentheidiot 4 роки тому +3

      yo man them subtitles say he sayin boring, not boring. just saying my guy.

  • @ANDROLOMA
    @ANDROLOMA 8 місяців тому +2

    Some of his works were brilliant. Short story recommendation is Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow. Some hard-core prophecy. And so it goes.

  • @kaykap7
    @kaykap7 10 років тому +17

    I just love Kurt Vonnegut,

  • @MattWaltherNaught
    @MattWaltherNaught 10 років тому +180

    "...Oh God dammit."

    • @amirdeen355
      @amirdeen355 3 роки тому +1

      He literally has better comedic timing than a lot of comedians!

  • @RobertoSabasArtist
    @RobertoSabasArtist 11 років тому +3

    A humorous but effective (and useful) illustration and analysis of narrative structure.

  • @BrassBoyz1
    @BrassBoyz1 8 років тому +10

    slaughter house 5 is one of his best works in my opinion.

    • @fayettevillainJD
      @fayettevillainJD 8 років тому +13

      +Hunter Brass literally everyone agrees slaughter house 5 is 'one of his best works.'

    • @ritapacheco8059
      @ritapacheco8059 8 років тому +4

      +Alan Herrera Mother Night is amazing too! :)

    • @sav1050
      @sav1050 6 років тому +2

      Cat's Cradle, Bluebeard, & God Bless You Mr.Rosewater are excellent reads too!

  • @scoldexperiment1554
    @scoldexperiment1554 2 роки тому

    Man's explaining stuff I wouldn't have understood in the most humorous way possible

  • @sudhindrak
    @sudhindrak 8 років тому +4

    I think it is the reputation of the brilliant man that is driving the thunderous applause for what was otherwise a funny take on story arcs. Any takers for that appraisal?

    • @Lazyguy22
      @Lazyguy22 8 років тому

      The one Vonnegut book I've read is Cat's Cradle, which I can't stand. I think this is hilarious.

  • @Bridg2Peace
    @Bridg2Peace 11 років тому +2

    I LOVE this man. This was fun and brilliant.... Awesome.

  • @narrativepodcasts
    @narrativepodcasts Рік тому

    We call it "person in hole" these days for our course, but it's still such a useful way of giving a visual to something abstract.

  • @shaolinpunkFTW
    @shaolinpunkFTW 9 місяців тому

    Learned recently he was in the same POW camp as my grandfather... his book Slaughterhouse Five was inspired by that time.

  • @aerojockey
    @aerojockey 8 місяців тому

    Soon as he said, "we're gonna start way down here", I knew what story it was.

  • @trojanhorse62
    @trojanhorse62 11 років тому

    This guy is a boss. Nothing more can be said.

  • @vincentpendergast2417
    @vincentpendergast2417 6 років тому +1

    He would have slayed at a TED Talk

  • @The_Hofol
    @The_Hofol 8 років тому

    1:43 onwards. THE BEST REPRESENTATION EVAR.

  • @prans28
    @prans28 3 роки тому +1

    I could't stop laughing after a really long time. So wonderful!

  • @alexcheng0808
    @alexcheng0808 4 роки тому

    The piece that plays at the end is Variation 1 from Goldberg Variations by Bach.

  • @WillPierce1
    @WillPierce1 5 років тому

    Brilliant decomposition.

  • @plexitox
    @plexitox 13 років тому

    I agree. "The Road" had some curve to it. Including several shocking spikes downward. Now "Lost in Translation" was an absolute flatliner.

  • @SigmaChi04
    @SigmaChi04 4 роки тому

    Great Scott! This is heavy.

  • @scottdintelman7359
    @scottdintelman7359 5 років тому +1

    We call this the Story EKG and use it to analyze stories at work.

  • @KittyKarenpoo
    @KittyKarenpoo 10 років тому +5

    I've written about 20 novels, and he's dead right. I remember I had my novel Lia's Scream in a writer's group session, and someone said, "Well, are you going to rescue her by the end of chapter six?" Hell no. I'm still digging the hole. Good writing is all about digging a hole and having a character who is dogmatic about beating her head against the wall.

  • @TheRapidRadish
    @TheRapidRadish 5 років тому

    This man can draw straight lines

  • @MisterF_1984
    @MisterF_1984 7 років тому

    this is absolutely fantastic!

  • @MalcolmMcEwen
    @MalcolmMcEwen 11 років тому

    shame he missed out my favorite.. that's where the curve starts above the base, rises slowly and then drops dramatically before being cut short... the 'true life' curve as it is better known.

  • @kirmitdfrug9824
    @kirmitdfrug9824 3 роки тому +1

    HEY MISS ITS ME JACK OR ANYONE IN MY CLASS!!

  • @BillyxRansom
    @BillyxRansom 12 років тому

    i read your comment, chuckled expecting to chuckle when i heard that part; took a sip of coffee - bad fuckin idea. i hear the line and VERY NEARLY spit out the whole fucking gulp!

  • @donaldwhittaker7987
    @donaldwhittaker7987 Рік тому

    A great writer and thinker. A Christopher Hitchens in another body

  • @ThePlaceForThings
    @ThePlaceForThings Рік тому

    few people in the world who believe their convictions so strongly that there philosophy sounds like stand up. so smart, so funny

  • @Jeru3
    @Jeru3 13 років тому

    @soupazninvasion you can project anything to something simpler, there is just the loss of information, until it is so simple that you can't differentiate between a graph for Cinderella and one for Inception. It also depends to what relation you graph it like the case with fortune for Cinderella. You could go ahead and graph Cinderellas change in Family structure.
    Funny thing is, movies became more intricate and complex BY applying statistics and formulas.

  • @irongoat788
    @irongoat788 9 років тому +2

    interesting, absolutely fitting on fiction novel, but I wonder how it works on storytelling which is nonfiction.

    • @ThePete1081
      @ThePete1081 9 років тому +7

      irongoat788 I would say the curves help to determine whether a non-fiction idea is worth writing about. If there is a real life story that fits one of these curves, it could be made into a great book/movie.

    • @irongoat788
      @irongoat788 9 років тому +1

      thank you sir!

  • @nerfi3057
    @nerfi3057 12 років тому

    @qwertzu3 Just the shape of a waveform. At the most basic level sound, electrical current, light, anything that travels as a wave is comprised of tens to thousands of different waveforms that follow the standard undulating curve we're used to seeing. When you combine that many different frequencies and amplitudes, you get the more jagged, random wave patterns you'd actually record with an instrument.

  • @gamingpostman1552
    @gamingpostman1552 5 років тому

    This channel is very different from my own channel but it's nice.

  • @innovativelabs8930
    @innovativelabs8930 3 роки тому +1

    thanks sir

  • @bantamaustralorp7347
    @bantamaustralorp7347 7 років тому +1

    "she poops along at this level..." lol that got me

  • @DarkisArt
    @DarkisArt 6 років тому

    How funny, the Cinderella story still works today. U see it with all the new entrepreneurs! “I grew up poor, I did this. And now I’m a millioner. And now u can do it too! It’s all over UA-cam!

  • @piemanpie2424
    @piemanpie2424 11 років тому

    Breakfast of Champions and Mother Night are pretty great.

  • @Trustme77
    @Trustme77 11 років тому

    As I recall from his book "A Man Without A Country", which has a chapter about this, it's because every good thing that happens in Hamlet seems to be counterbalanced by a bad thing, and it ends with everybody (good and bad alike) dying.
    He's joking about Shakespeare being a bad writer, of course. I think in the book he says that Hamlet's a really popular story, so maybe the whole shifting from good fortune to ill or vice versa thing is overrated.

  • @fanboydee
    @fanboydee 11 років тому

    Brilliant.

  • @soupazninvasion
    @soupazninvasion 13 років тому

    @serexlol k? don't get me wrong, i respect this professor and i'm not trying to debunk him. I'm just saying movies have become much more intricate and complex and a simple graph can't always showcase them. on a side note, (aren't documentaries stories also?)

  • @kiblespoop
    @kiblespoop 13 років тому

    Where does Grave of the Fireflies fit into this? Does it start below B and just continue to go to the floor?

  • @katarzynawisniewska1390
    @katarzynawisniewska1390 2 роки тому

    Do you happen to know which year this lecture was delivered?

  • @unclepatrick2
    @unclepatrick2 13 років тому

    I saw Kurt do this at a lecture inFlorida and he ended it graphing Hamlet and He due a straight line and then declared that Shakespeare was a bad writer.

  • @kylej.whitehead9773
    @kylej.whitehead9773 8 років тому +1

    As far as humans go, this man was alright.

  • @kwanarchive
    @kwanarchive 3 роки тому +1

    "There's no reason why the simple of shape of a story can't be fed into a computer".
    I think Hollywood took the advice too literally.

  • @leo333333able
    @leo333333able 7 років тому

    fantastic

  • @brunasuarezpena3414
    @brunasuarezpena3414 9 років тому +1

    profesor bruna suàrez en Venezuela presenta a muchos trabajos que si hay errores en lmi deber es corregirlo y tratar de que no fije en mi si no en usted el dìa de mañana y en su superación las de sus hijos y la juventud el profesionalismo es para todos estudiados y no estudiados es pata todos

  • @CreateImperfect
    @CreateImperfect 8 років тому +26

    Video Creator brought me here!

  • @goofyann_
    @goofyann_ 6 років тому

    Last part too

  • @6ft7inHIBread
    @6ft7inHIBread 11 років тому +1

    "Start on it everyday today. Average person not expecting anythign to happen and like any other. Find something wonderful, just wonderful - oh God-dammit."

  • @joshuawilliams7351
    @joshuawilliams7351 Рік тому

    What a shame to exclude Vonnegut's final summation of his chalkboard story shape lecture, which I saw live at Syracuse University. He draws a straight horizontal line; Hamlet. If you know, you know.

  • @vista777
    @vista777 13 років тому

    @SQLinjected This was actually his master's thesis in anthropology, and he is pretty sore about it being rejected. he believed it was about as important to analyzing a culture as pots and arrowheads.

  • @kangaxx4396
    @kangaxx4396 9 років тому +1

    Dont even bother to try rising the quality of the video

  • @bigbabyjordan
    @bigbabyjordan Рік тому

    Kurt would've had a hell of a time talking to ChatGPT.

  • @KristoferBurns
    @KristoferBurns 3 роки тому

    Looks like my life

  • @serinadennis9166
    @serinadennis9166 7 років тому

    Does anyone know what this is from? A news story? a documentary?

    • @profbriank
      @profbriank 6 років тому

      web.usca.edu/english/multimedia/shapes-of-stories.dot

  • @carolehayden8566
    @carolehayden8566 7 років тому +1

    Too true to be good. But excellent!

  • @SaffronGrey
    @SaffronGrey 9 років тому +4

    1:58 - >.

  • @AbduIIl
    @AbduIIl 3 роки тому

    All are in the comment section are aspiring author.

  • @jonmattox
    @jonmattox 10 років тому

    Genius

  • @waltersstreet
    @waltersstreet Рік тому

    What's better than satire

  • @Hexspa
    @Hexspa 5 років тому

    What's your favorite story?

  • @JouelletteFrenchCoaching
    @JouelletteFrenchCoaching 4 місяці тому

    Thank you, awesome!
    Llyane

  • @Tujdosen
    @Tujdosen 13 років тому +134

    "Off-scale happiness" sounds a lot better than "lives happily ever after"

  • @Shockeye00
    @Shockeye00 8 років тому +558

    Such a wonderful dry humor. He is one of my all time favorites. "Goddamnit!"

  • @misterhorse8327
    @misterhorse8327 8 років тому +46

    The same man who wrote the short story called "The Big Space Fuck."

  • @ChicoChavez
    @ChicoChavez 4 роки тому +767

    Can you imagine the horrible state your life must be in when you thumbs-down a 4 minute video of Kurt Vonnegut explaining fiction?

    • @eriontufa
      @eriontufa 3 роки тому +12

      Personally, that is inconceivable.

    • @carriebecker5531
      @carriebecker5531 3 роки тому +28

      Don't worry, that person is just the main character in that third storyline.

    • @tothelighthouse9843
      @tothelighthouse9843 2 роки тому +5

      Way way wayyyyyyyyy down on the G/I axis!!! So low that not even Kurt Vonnegut can offer his stairs up.

    • @jamesmcinnis208
      @jamesmcinnis208 2 роки тому +4

      What I can't imagine is caring if or how many people choose "thumbs-down."

    • @-RandomBiz-
      @-RandomBiz- 2 роки тому +2

      @@jamesmcinnis208 you'll get over it. And if you don't it's no one's problem but yours.

  • @thatoneguy8525
    @thatoneguy8525 8 років тому +181

    "Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt"

  • @3D6Space
    @3D6Space 9 років тому +113

    I love "off scale happiness"!!!!

  • @Captain_Mckeggor
    @Captain_Mckeggor 8 років тому +81

    With new data mining techniques years later he was absolutely right we can now see the shapes of stories. :)

  • @danielledean8013
    @danielledean8013 12 років тому +100

    I started reading Vonnegut when I was 15 and I have to say it introduced me to a huge amount of knowledge. There will never be another like him.

    • @conorwellman8592
      @conorwellman8592 Рік тому +4

      I wonder how he would map out the curve for slaughter house 5

    • @TonyQKingTQK
      @TonyQKingTQK Рік тому

      @conorwellman8592 I pretty well know how he'd map a curve for one of today's slaughterhouses.

  • @lancec3
    @lancec3 4 роки тому +17

    Not to flex but...I have his son Mark Vonnegut as my pediatrician.

    • @qwaskharjullalamber1441
      @qwaskharjullalamber1441 4 роки тому +2

      Jus let him know dat SACHIN a dude from INDIA is a HUGE fan of his dad!! Would love to receive a book Signed by his dad!! 😌... Lol

    • @TheBigtonkss
      @TheBigtonkss 2 роки тому

      @@qwaskharjullalamber1441 sadly, he is no longer with us.

    • @DreamseedVR
      @DreamseedVR Рік тому

      It's a flex, he had tumultuous life and it's beautiful His son became a doctor. It's really not easy being an artist or a writer, And it's not easy on their families. Bless you both

  • @seanworle
    @seanworle 10 років тому +86

    Does anybody have more of this lecture, where he goes on to discuss the story curves of Kafka stories, aboriginal legends, and Hamlet? I've read about it, but I'd like to see him giving it, if I could find it.

    • @JordanFrgsn
      @JordanFrgsn 6 років тому +56

      If anyone is still looking, a longer version has been uploaded here: ua-cam.com/video/GOGru_4z1Vc/v-deo.html

    • @thc_goon
      @thc_goon 6 років тому +2

      Jordan Ferguson gracias !!

    • @JordanFrgsn
      @JordanFrgsn 6 років тому +2

      de nada!

    • @-RandomBiz-
      @-RandomBiz- 2 роки тому +2

      This entire lecture is in his book a man without a country

  • @scriptr1tr
    @scriptr1tr 6 років тому +23

    I saw this lecture at the University of Kansas in the late 80's.

  • @andrewm3210
    @andrewm3210 3 роки тому +15

    If things had not worked out for Kurt Vonnegut as an author he likely would have had a brilliant career as a standup comedian. His jokes and timing are spot-on. I can imagine growing up watching a cutting-edge but very insightful sitcom called Vonnegut.

  • @bertaga41
    @bertaga41 8 років тому +31

    What a guy. So funny and so clever.

  • @litheq
    @litheq 3 роки тому +42

    01:25 "Somebody gets into trouble - gets out of it again." He just described 'life'.

    • @jamesmcinnis208
      @jamesmcinnis208 2 роки тому +3

      Not mine. I'm stuck in trouble.

    • @20000dino
      @20000dino Рік тому +1

      @@jamesmcinnis208 I think that's how it actually goes for most of us.

    • @jamesmcinnis208
      @jamesmcinnis208 Рік тому +1

      @@20000dino That's how it goes.

  • @gsco82
    @gsco82 12 років тому +13

    Kurt Vonnegut is my favorite author. I'd recommend any of his novels, but Player Piano, and The Sirens of Titan are particularily excellent.

  • @sergeantmaymay4833
    @sergeantmaymay4833 9 років тому +13

    This is a fantastic clip. It gives me some new ideas for my subreddit post, and for some new dank may mays. (tips hat in appreciation).

  • @catherineyang239
    @catherineyang239 7 років тому +20

    Then there's Flowers for Algernon

  • @Uilenstede48
    @Uilenstede48 5 років тому +8

    almost word to word similar to his lecture at the Case Western Univ when he's older. But damn … what do I care … if it isn't nice, I don't know what is! Thank you Mr. Vonnegut. You make my day, Sir!

  • @dodopod
    @dodopod 10 років тому +10

    Isn't Cinderella just boy gets girl (girl gets boy in this case), but stretched vertically?

    • @Michael_Chernoff
      @Michael_Chernoff 3 роки тому

      I don't think so due to magic interference. Cinderella does not strike it out the same way.

  • @davereynard
    @davereynard 2 роки тому +8

    I absolutely love this clip - I must have watched it 20 times and it still never fails to make me grin!

  • @jj27vv
    @jj27vv 9 років тому +13

    Love it. Have to keep coming back to it. My problem is trying to have all these plots running together - men in a mess.

    • @wentale
      @wentale 9 років тому

      I wonder if that also fits the "series", pick the critical points to cut off the story so people keep coming back for more and inevitably end up at the happiness bar!

    • @jj27vv
      @jj27vv 9 років тому

      I wonder if the series is as he has drawn ... all the patterns together as you follow different characters?

  • @shockinghorrors
    @shockinghorrors 8 років тому +4

    "Born and raised in Indianapolis, Indiana, Vonnegut attended Cornell University, but dropped out in January 1943 and enlisted in the United States Army. He was deployed to Europe to fight in World War II, and was captured by the Germans during the Battle of the Bulge. He was interned in Dresden and survived the Allied bombing of the city by taking refuge in a meat locker of the slaughterhouse where he was imprisoned."

  • @doriswhite1348
    @doriswhite1348 10 років тому +9

    He is just so incredible. Thanks for posting.

  • @CHUCK1213
    @CHUCK1213 11 років тому +9

    Thank you so much for putting this up !
    I have read and reread Vonnegut's novels for many many years and have practically memorized his earlier works verbatim. He taught at the Famous Writer's Workshop at the University of Iowa in the same building where I took some writing courses when I was a chemistry student there and when I found that out, I was ecstatic !!! What a brilliant, funny, compassionate man !

    • @jamesburgess6326
      @jamesburgess6326 2 роки тому

      Want some cool trivia? He worked at GE and knew Langmuir. His brother was a scientist there.

    • @Bobbieliz
      @Bobbieliz Рік тому +1

      During years I lived in IC 2 times in late 1970’s I found myself across the remainders table in the Book Store in the student Union from a fellow in an old crumpled raincoat and I thought that he looked a lot like Kurt Vonnegut ( my fave author). Then I went to a visiting lecture by him. There he was ! The fellow from the remainder table! He did photograph a bit different from in person. It was a great lecture! I think he must have visited friends from time to time.

  • @bootblacking
    @bootblacking 9 років тому +60

    1:58 gets me every time.

    • @djordjeblaga7815
      @djordjeblaga7815 9 років тому +2

      +meadslosh me too!
      I think he's ironicly referring to his rule 6. "Be a sadist." :D

    • @CaptCozy
      @CaptCozy 8 років тому +3

      +meadslosh Me too. I just saw this in my writing class, laughing in the middle of class, and laughed even louder just now.

    • @BillyxRansom
      @BillyxRansom 6 років тому +1

      "Oh, god dammit"
      Tears every time

    • @therespectedlex9794
      @therespectedlex9794 5 років тому

      Should we take him literally? I know we don't have to but...

  • @hugotsunami3850
    @hugotsunami3850 11 років тому +5

    Can we get the whole lecture? That would be fantastic

  • @belleyboy
    @belleyboy 11 місяців тому +2

    The "Oh God Damn It!!" @ 1:59 gets me everytime!

  • @chrisdudedurian1305
    @chrisdudedurian1305 4 роки тому +2

    Just from the knowledge I gained from that cough caused my IQ to go up 50 percent 0:26

  • @dsneddon9
    @dsneddon9 12 років тому +5

    great visualization - I love it!

  • @mountainashfarmhospitality5156
    @mountainashfarmhospitality5156 7 років тому +3

    Great writer and humorist. You Tube - our favorite people back in the moment to revisit for eternity. Thank-you computer.

  • @RBBardy
    @RBBardy 11 років тому +4

    this is one of my favorite videos