I kin Shoya so much. When I was little, its not that I was a bully, but I was a little bit rude and spoke my mind in the way that I was just very blunt and gave the real information as the cold truth. I was very insensitive honestly. But not that I meant it. So everyone kinda hated me. And it didn't help that just in general I was very weird and acted odd. So now I have very very bad social anxiety and find it hard to go out in public or even just leave the house.
i relate to shoya so much, i used to bully this girl, not because i was mean or because i hated her, it was because everyone else used to and i wanted to fit in. now i feel terrible because i heard she transferred a lot of schools because of the bullying, and when i met her parents, they told me i was considered as a friend (bc i still hang out with her) now she transferred to another school and i have this social anxiety. i wish i could apologize to her
It's not too late to apologize. Apologizing is the answer to free yourself from your guilt. "Apologizing re-establish dignity for those you hurt:" I'm rooting for you. : )
i love how they depicted shoya ,most shows make so the bully is the big huge bad guy but never go into reasoning, aftermath etc, but in silent voice they made it perfectly even from my own experiences i think this is probably the best ““bully story”” type anime ever
OH MY GOD LITERALLY ME i have no friends at all. im laughed and mocked at and half of the time and the teachersdon’t do anything about it. been feeling like this since the start of year 7 and now im in sixth form🤷 it’s so unfair because everyone else is so happy with their friends and then there’s me who has to stay in the library studying by myself at break because nobody likes me cause im classified as the school weirdo. i hope this changes someday cause im genuinely gonna go kms lol
@@desuhiko hey friend I’m sorry to hear that:( I know what you mean when teachers don’t do anything about it. If they were really good teachers they would be doing something about it, but obviously they don’t. If you ever need someone to talk to I’m right here ❤️
@@desuhikoI hope you’re better now. Going through the same thing where I left my friend group because none of them were really nice to me, I already have really bad social anxiety but I still have lots of friends, just not as close as I was with the 5 I just let go of. I am really sensitive, and things get to me easily, and this time I got really upset like 2 days ago, I am NOT begging for their forgiveness again for how they treated me, no matter how much shit they are gonna talk. One of my closest friends just blocked me on everything with no word, and we hung out last week. I was bummed because I still wanted to be friends with her, but she just follows in the rude leaders footsteps, sitting in the library by myself and walking past the table of friends I used to laugh with, and walking alone to break isn’t fun either, but I honestly had enough and I’m not glad I last many friends, but I’m glad that I don’t wanna be on that upsetting setting anymore, even if I still cry over it. This audio reminds me of something I just heard them say to me walking to the library. Guess it’s alone for me the whole year :) but seriously, you must be in high school now and I hope you got out of this. :) seeing someone who treated you wrong live a 100x better life is no fun at all, and seeing other girls laugh with their friends while I was sitting in the library did sting, I’ll admit, but honestly man I hope ur better now and I hope I make some new friends to sit with by the end if the year. And it was a bad enough sign that my the X was appearing on all of my friends faces, lol! No spelling checks, some stuff might be wrong. sorry for the vent but I really am just quite upset over this)
I listen to this while eating a bowl of salad in my bathroom, after that I either cry or get up and get more salad just the taste of it is yummy but the sadness in my head is like an infection, it never leaves and I wonder if I didn't have salad I would either not be here or I would be rotting in my room waiting for the maggots to take me away from here. My favorite part is the ranch I eat that shit by the gallons.
sometimes i get so confused with myself because i just get really sad and it lasts for days. i’m not a bad person, i like to think i never have been, but i’m so stuck in my head all the time, and i hate it. i have a great life, and i have great people around me. but sometimes i get so sad to the point i’ve practically become desensitised to the idea of stuff like SH or sewer-sliding. i get it’s probably just hormones but it hurts so bad and i don’t know what to do or how to ask for help because half of the time i’m genuinely happy and smiley and laughing with my friends but literally any other time i feel like nothing, like it’s literally just being sad. might delete this later idk, just rlly sad rn :( +shoya’s a massive comfort character for me because i can partially relate to him
Spoilers: if you haven’t watched this movie you’re very late and missing out, it can be intense depending on your experiences but it’s worth it for sure also it’s an absolute all time favorite of mine. In the scene where shoya pulls shoko up from the balcony, he begs god to give him one last ounce of strength and begins to bargain “ starting tomorrow I’ll listen when people talk to me, I’ll looking everyone in the eye, I’ll be better.” This implies he believes these are things he deserves to die for. I don’t think I’ve ever related to a character in the same way I do with shoya.
I relate to Shoya more then I should at my age. I have social anxiety also but it used to be really bad and still is in some situations…I’ve been making more progress talking to people but it’s never enough. I also used to bully my best friend which regret doing cause she says she’s “scared” of me now, but I never wanted it to be this way. And I’m always alone since all my friends got popular and everyone likes them but people see me as a monster or a mistake. I just wanted people to like me.
I never was a bully, I WAS bullied and now I hate myself so much + afraid of people, so I push everyone away and dont let anyone close to me. Im afraid, because relationship never lead to anything good. In the end Ill be the one hurting, and Ill be left alone. Again.
Its honestly depressing on how much i kin shoya. I wasn't really a bully that much, but what I've noticed is that he always puts someone else ahead of him, he cares alot of what people thinks, He didn't know how to accept, to love himself, he didn't know how to trust, He didn't know how to care about himself. Hes just like me fr
I never related to shoya more than any character. Before I used to bully this girl and I didn’t know how much it affected my life. Her mom was famous so it ended up online. I always wanted people to see that I wasn’t just a girl that bullied her but a person that changed. It still has haunted me about how I bullied her and people see me that way and look down on me.
all that matters now is that you’ve matured, and most importantly changed. but what is done is done. don’t be too harsh on yourself, because in reality you were prob just a mean little kid as everyone once was.
one time in middle school there was this guy who was kind of popular and i didn’t want to be bullied so i hung out with him so people would like me, but he bullied this girl, let’s call her oreo , Oreo was one of the “weird kids” who liked pokémon and anime, and since i wanted the popular people to like me, i bullied her too, I immediately stopped after she started crying because of it, me and oreo are now good friends, and anytime she brings up the bullying i feel bad, and if you’re wondering about the popular boys, they actually didn’t care about me or oreo by the end of the year (sorry if that didn’t make sense i’m not that great at storytelling)
When I was little, I wasn't a bully but friends w one without being aware. (bc back then I was severly abused at home) Even so I got bullied then, I was tortured psychically, manipulated, and told brutal death threats. Everyone knew but nobody helped. Even my own mother when seeing the bruises on my legs when helping me take a bath. (This story evented awhile ago from 1stgrade to fourthgrade)
I'm so sorry for that , I hope you're okay now , you're so strong for getting through this and I'm proud of you! Please take care of yourself now , and remember it's not your fault at all , I hope you get a happy future , you're amazing so remember that , I wish all your dreams come true and you get to experience the happiness you deserve
I literally relate to him so much there was this girl in my class In elementary she was different and needed a lil more attention then the rest of us the kids I was hanging around weren’t the best and since at the time I was a follower and afraid to be picked I bullied her I regret now looking back at it and it makes it worse because she used to be my best friend.
Hhahahahahahaa I feel you :) it hurts so much but what else can we do? Just sit there and feel sorry for ourselves no!? Lol you just gotta laugh because yk...why feel bad for something and make your day ruined just laugh that it happened and idk... live I guess... every day is a battle but the battle can be fun
I relate to Shouya, I bullied a boy that was shorter than me in Grade 4.. then in Grade 5, I switched schools for the 4th time.. I was the smallest, I was taunted by the boys in my classroom for being tiny. When they found out I liked a fictional character, they’re taunts got worse. Saying he wasn’t real. Saying I was delusional. I have so much social anxiety now.
im not exactly sure what i want to comment but, last night when i went to sleep i put this in loop next to me, i had pretty horrible dreams and woke up sweating and shaky as this was still going, it freaked me out but it still gives me a sense of comfort. its kinda werird. I know its just a looked yt video with piano and a voice but smth things just resonate with you for no reason. Or a reason you are yet aware of.
I relate to Shoya so much 🫶 when I was little I had anger issues and would always scream and hit others. I didn't have any friends and nobody liked me and said I was mean and a bad kid. That was in first grade, in second grade I constantly got bullied on the bus by others. My only friend was someone who lived close by, but she moved away and we didn't go to the same school. I love how relatable this movie is 💗
(vent)(tw) When I first watched this movie I was literally half awake so I didn’t feel too emotional lol, but now I kinda resonate with him thinking “I was a jerk, now I have to pay”. Most of the time I feel like I’m obliged to end it all just so everyone can move on with their lives and not have this annoying person to feel angry over anymore. I abandoned a friend and hurt her and the guilt has only recently hit me. I admit I’m quite immature and cling on to bad things people have done to me in the past? Like if a girl who used to make fun of me in elementary school came up to me now and apologised for something she did when we were immature kids, I would tell her that I forgive her because that version of her doesn’t exist anymore and I’m glad but a small part of me still clings onto the stuff she said about me and tries to paint myself as a victim. And it makes me feel so terrible when I imagine the people that I’ve hurt thinking about me in the same way. Now I’m kinda scared of getting too close to people and being vulnerable because I’m scared I will genuinely hurt them and mess them up which will only make me feel guiltier and make me seem like a worse person. It sounds selfish but I try to not genuinely connect with anyone and have real emotions attached to them, not even with my family, to avoid conflict. When I find myself relaxed or happy hanging around my friends I purposely push myself back into the shell again. Like the carnival/amusement park scene where Shoya is genuinely enjoying himself with his friends and thinking “Am I allowed to have fun?”, but as soon as I realise I’m having fun and actually bonding I don’t cherish the moment and instead distance myself mentally again. Ok going to yap a bit about the characters now. I don’t hate Ueno or Miki. The things they did to Shoko were terrible, but they’re just unable to put themselves in Shoko’s or Shoya’s shoes. From Ueno’s perspective, she doesn’t understand why Shoya keeps bugging the “deaf loser” and thinks Shoko separated the friend group, so she keeps harassing Shoko. She doesn’t like what she thinks is Shoko putting up a “sad heroine” act and thinks “standing up” to Shoko is for the honourable cause of bringing her friend group back together, but she cannot accept change? Miki has a really bad victim complex. I feel like she doesn’t view other people beside her as conscious people, only npcs to her own main character story. She purposely messes with people (eg purposely getting Shoko to start singing early and screaming out Shoya’s secret for the whole damn class to hear) because she cannot empathise and views herself as some highly saint. I think the “mean girls” in a Silent Voice are very well-written. They are well-rounded people who have their own intentions and goals but cannot see things from a different perspective. They can have good intentions (Ueno wanting to bring her friends back together) and believe they are the good people, but the affect on others can be bad (Ueno bullying Shoko and making Kazuhi appear at the food cart, not bringing the friends back together but only reminding Shoya of his bad past). They make their own narrative of the story and push the blame onto others to convince themselves that what they are doing is right. Which is what I did when I abandoned my friend. I am glad Shoya was able to break out of it and attempt to make it up to Shoko though. I wish things could go back to the way they were. Sorry if this is not put together well. Good movie.
I relate to this , in middle school everyone thought of me like that , the unapproachable girl who's just a loner , I changed schools and it didn't change at all so I knew I was the problem , not them , in elementary school I used to be something like a sunshine , I was almost liked by everyone in my class but it all changed , in the last year of middle school I started being more of a too nice just to fit in , I tried my best to help and act friendly and kind , but always ended up called grumpy and anti-social , even tho it wasn't me at all , I was just trying to seem nice yet no one noticed so I stopped , in the beginning of high school , I started being way too rude to everyone who hurt me before as a defensive mechanism...yeah , it was wrong I know but I was too dumb to realize that , there's that one girl who tried to be my friend but I was just pushing her away from me , because she was friends with the people who hurt me and she never tried to talk to me before , only did when her friends started hating her soo...but in the holidays I realized a lot of stuff , I sent her a text to apologize about being rude to her , and I started realizing my mistakes and my flaws , and I'm planning to work on them , the only problem is that I already have a bad reputation in school so idk how to start and I know almost everyone there so there's really no one to be friends with , I'm thinking of Changing school again but I live too far so idk cgjgjcifkgcyivfkyfyif 😭
I really kin Shoya. There was a girl that, tbh, i bullied. I was like 4-5 years old And I was a son of a bitch. Disgraceful. I don't really remember the reason, But I remember that I had a friend who was telling me to do that. I'll call her "Vally". Vally was like the leader of my little group of friends. And of course, I had an "emotional dependence" on her. Well, when some adults asked who was the bully, they blamed me too. I was not the only one doing that. I grew up without any friends, it wasn't until the 7th grade that I started to make friends. Currently, I have no one. Just 2 not so close friends. One of 'em is my first friend from 7th grade. And the other friend is the girl i bullied. I made peace with her, and completely changed as a human being. But i still blame myself, it's hard at school rn. They still remember what i did, The rumor keeps coming back and coming back, as there are still people from that time at the school.
i actually i kin him. Because when i was child i used some kids on my class and after they are broke me and i goied cried to my dad and saied "she is bully me" like say and my dad talked hers dad and they are always changed them class and i used them and i'm in highschool and can't talking to anyone because scare a lot and some girls try to friend with me i talks them a little bit sorry my a1 level english
estoy cansado, realmente hay sentido en la vida? no lo encuentro, estoy por entrar a la universidad y no me gusta nada, solo quiero ser feliz pero tampoco puedo serlo, me gustaría lanzarme de un puente o que un carro me arrolle
i relate to Shoya a lot. When i was younger, i would hang around this bully and basically make fun of people a bit. But i just stayed around this rude kid, watching him and listening to him bully other and me. Now that im older, i regret doing that a lot. I could've told a teacher or smth. And that i was used a lot just for love, i view everything and everybody basically how Shoya did. Crossing out their faces, avoiding how they look, and overall avoiding people and staying home all day. I have a few friends, although i barely hang out with them or even trust them, i still have them ig. (TW: mention of su!c!de) I used to have these constant thoughts of "what's the point of living", and such, there were so much that i came to a point in life where i thought of ways to even harm myself. But im getting better, sorta, i just feel a little sad ig since my dog had died and my grandpa is in the hospital. So yeah. Gotta deal with that, but im sure my grandpa would appreciate me to still be living and alive.
"Shoya never hangs out with anyone"
" What a loser"
"You didn't hear about him?"
"Everyone knows"
"What a total freak"
"Why does he bother living?"
The 5th sentence relates to me (even 2nd)
I kin Shoya so much. When I was little, its not that I was a bully, but I was a little bit rude and spoke my mind in the way that I was just very blunt and gave the real information as the cold truth. I was very insensitive honestly. But not that I meant it. So everyone kinda hated me. And it didn't help that just in general I was very weird and acted odd. So now I have very very bad social anxiety and find it hard to go out in public or even just leave the house.
i relate .. :/
Same
I relate:'/
I'm going thru that rn like every thing you said I'm dealing with 🥲
me as well... now I am diagnosed with autism ♡
i relate to shoya so much, i used to bully this girl, not because i was mean or because i hated her, it was because everyone else used to and i wanted to fit in. now i feel terrible because i heard she transferred a lot of schools because of the bullying, and when i met her parents, they told me i was considered as a friend (bc i still hang out with her) now she transferred to another school and i have this social anxiety. i wish i could apologize to her
It's not too late to apologize. Apologizing is the answer to free yourself from your guilt. "Apologizing re-establish dignity for those you hurt:" I'm rooting for you. : )
i love how they depicted shoya ,most shows make so the bully is the big huge bad guy but never go into reasoning, aftermath etc, but in silent voice they made it perfectly even from my own experiences i think this is probably the best ““bully story”” type anime ever
What I felt like in school
OH MY GOD LITERALLY ME i have no friends at all. im laughed and mocked at and half of the time and the teachersdon’t do anything about it. been feeling like this since the start of year 7 and now im in sixth form🤷 it’s so unfair because everyone else is so happy with their friends and then there’s me who has to stay in the library studying by myself at break because nobody likes me cause im classified as the school weirdo. i hope this changes someday cause im genuinely gonna go kms lol
@@desuhiko hey friend I’m sorry to hear that:( I know what you mean when teachers don’t do anything about it. If they were really good teachers they would be doing something about it, but obviously they don’t. If you ever need someone to talk to I’m right here ❤️
@@desuhikoI hope you’re better now. Going through the same thing where I left my friend group because none of them were really nice to me, I already have really bad social anxiety but I still have lots of friends, just not as close as I was with the 5 I just let go of. I am really sensitive, and things get to me easily, and this time I got really upset like 2 days ago, I am NOT begging for their forgiveness again for how they treated me, no matter how much shit they are gonna talk. One of my closest friends just blocked me on everything with no word, and we hung out last week. I was bummed because I still wanted to be friends with her, but she just follows in the rude leaders footsteps, sitting in the library by myself and walking past the table of friends I used to laugh with, and walking alone to break isn’t fun either, but I honestly had enough and I’m not glad I last many friends, but I’m glad that I don’t wanna be on that upsetting setting anymore, even if I still cry over it. This audio reminds me of something I just heard them say to me walking to the library. Guess it’s alone for me the whole year :) but seriously, you must be in high school now and I hope you got out of this. :) seeing someone who treated you wrong live a 100x better life is no fun at all, and seeing other girls laugh with their friends while I was sitting in the library did sting, I’ll admit, but honestly man I hope ur better now and I hope I make some new friends to sit with by the end if the year. And it was a bad enough sign that my the X was appearing on all of my friends faces, lol! No spelling checks, some stuff might be wrong. sorry for the vent but I really am just quite upset over this)
someone needs to make a full version of this song
But it’s a song?😟
Oh shit that's awkward 🥲
The song is called "Inarticulation" by Rio Romeo :)
The song is called “inarticulation” by rio romeo. They release the full version a few months ago… but “a few months” I mean 11 months…..
good news dude! ua-cam.com/video/pfTpbALKfGc/v-deo.html
I listen to this while eating a bowl of salad in my bathroom, after that I either cry or get up and get more salad just the taste of it is yummy but the sadness in my head is like an infection, it never leaves and I wonder if I didn't have salad I would either not be here or I would be rotting in my room waiting for the maggots to take me away from here. My favorite part is the ranch I eat that shit by the gallons.
This is beautifully poetic actually
sometimes i get so confused with myself because i just get really sad and it lasts for days.
i’m not a bad person, i like to think i never have been, but i’m so stuck in my head all the time, and i hate it.
i have a great life, and i have great people around me.
but sometimes i get so sad to the point i’ve practically become desensitised to the idea of stuff like SH or sewer-sliding.
i get it’s probably just hormones but it hurts so bad and i don’t know what to do or how to ask for help because half of the time i’m genuinely happy and smiley and laughing with my friends but literally any other time i feel like nothing, like it’s literally just being sad.
might delete this later idk, just rlly sad rn :( +shoya’s a massive comfort character for me because i can partially relate to him
Tbh, the amount of things that I can relate with this man.
Spoilers: if you haven’t watched this movie you’re very late and missing out, it can be intense depending on your experiences but it’s worth it for sure also it’s an absolute all time favorite of mine.
In the scene where shoya pulls shoko up from the balcony, he begs god to give him one last ounce of strength and begins to bargain “ starting tomorrow I’ll listen when people talk to me, I’ll looking everyone in the eye, I’ll be better.” This implies he believes these are things he deserves to die for. I don’t think I’ve ever related to a character in the same way I do with shoya.
what is the name of the movie?
its called a silent voice!!
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Anime name?
@@israagirlgaming5639 a silent voice!
Huge respect for Yuzuru and Nagatsuka for being friends with him and helping him to his path of redemption with Shoko
I relate to Shoya more then I should at my age. I have social anxiety also but it used to be really bad and still is in some situations…I’ve been making more progress talking to people but it’s never enough. I also used to bully my best friend which regret doing cause she says she’s “scared” of me now, but I never wanted it to be this way. And I’m always alone since all my friends got popular and everyone likes them but people see me as a monster or a mistake. I just wanted people to like me.
I never was a bully, I WAS bullied and now I hate myself so much + afraid of people, so I push everyone away and dont let anyone close to me. Im afraid, because relationship never lead to anything good. In the end Ill be the one hurting, and Ill be left alone. Again.
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Its honestly depressing on how much i kin shoya. I wasn't really a bully that much, but what I've noticed is that he always puts someone else ahead of him, he cares alot of what people thinks, He didn't know how to accept, to love himself, he didn't know how to trust, He didn't know how to care about himself.
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I never related to shoya more than any character. Before I used to bully this girl and I didn’t know how much it affected my life. Her mom was famous so it ended up online. I always wanted people to see that I wasn’t just a girl that bullied her but a person that changed. It still has haunted me about how I bullied her and people see me that way and look down on me.
all that matters now is that you’ve matured, and most importantly changed. but what is done is done. don’t be too harsh on yourself, because in reality you were prob just a mean little kid as everyone once was.
@NotDocWtf thank you 👍
he jus like me fr
one time in middle school there was this guy who was kind of popular and i didn’t want to be bullied so i hung out with him so people would like me, but he bullied this girl, let’s call her oreo , Oreo was one of the “weird kids” who liked pokémon and anime, and since i wanted the popular people to like me, i bullied her too, I immediately stopped after she started crying because of it, me and oreo are now good friends, and anytime she brings up the bullying i feel bad, and if you’re wondering about the popular boys, they actually didn’t care about me or oreo by the end of the year (sorry if that didn’t make sense i’m not that great at storytelling)
shoya kinnies where you at
Really good edit!
TYSMM
One of my top 3 kins fr fr
When I was little, I wasn't a bully but friends w one without being aware. (bc back then I was severly abused at home) Even so I got bullied then, I was tortured psychically, manipulated, and told brutal death threats. Everyone knew but nobody helped. Even my own mother when seeing the bruises on my legs when helping me take a bath.
(This story evented awhile ago from 1stgrade to fourthgrade)
I'm so sorry for that , I hope you're okay now , you're so strong for getting through this and I'm proud of you! Please take care of yourself now , and remember it's not your fault at all , I hope you get a happy future , you're amazing so remember that , I wish all your dreams come true and you get to experience the happiness you deserve
It really sucks thinking about this every time you leave the house
gonna blow my brains out lmao 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I literally relate to him so much there was this girl in my class In elementary she was different and needed a lil more attention then the rest of us the kids I was hanging around weren’t the best and since at the time I was a follower and afraid to be picked I bullied her I regret now looking back at it and it makes it worse because she used to be my best friend.
This quality is so good I love this anime ur so underrated hope u go big :)
OMGG TYY 🫶🫶
Shoya: my ex
Shouko: me
[We both have a shitty childhood mostly me but yk]
Hhahahahahahaa I feel you :) it hurts so much but what else can we do? Just sit there and feel sorry for ourselves no!? Lol you just gotta laugh because yk...why feel bad for something and make your day ruined just laugh that it happened and idk... live I guess... every day is a battle but the battle can be fun
I relate to Shouya, I bullied a boy that was shorter than me in Grade 4.. then in Grade 5, I switched schools for the 4th time.. I was the smallest, I was taunted by the boys in my classroom for being tiny. When they found out I liked a fictional character, they’re taunts got worse. Saying he wasn’t real. Saying I was delusional. I have so much social anxiety now.
i love shoya hes so relatable
im not exactly sure what i want to comment but, last night when i went to sleep i put this in loop next to me, i had pretty horrible dreams and woke up sweating and shaky as this was still going, it freaked me out but it still gives me a sense of comfort. its kinda werird. I know its just a looked yt video with piano and a voice but smth things just resonate with you for no reason. Or a reason you are yet aware of.
I relate to Shoya so much 🫶 when I was little I had anger issues and would always scream and hit others. I didn't have any friends and nobody liked me and said I was mean and a bad kid. That was in first grade, in second grade I constantly got bullied on the bus by others. My only friend was someone who lived close by, but she moved away and we didn't go to the same school. I love how relatable this movie is 💗
(vent)(tw) When I first watched this movie I was literally half awake so I didn’t feel too emotional lol, but now I kinda resonate with him thinking “I was a jerk, now I have to pay”. Most of the time I feel like I’m obliged to end it all just so everyone can move on with their lives and not have this annoying person to feel angry over anymore. I abandoned a friend and hurt her and the guilt has only recently hit me. I admit I’m quite immature and cling on to bad things people have done to me in the past? Like if a girl who used to make fun of me in elementary school came up to me now and apologised for something she did when we were immature kids, I would tell her that I forgive her because that version of her doesn’t exist anymore and I’m glad but a small part of me still clings onto the stuff she said about me and tries to paint myself as a victim. And it makes me feel so terrible when I imagine the people that I’ve hurt thinking about me in the same way.
Now I’m kinda scared of getting too close to people and being vulnerable because I’m scared I will genuinely hurt them and mess them up which will only make me feel guiltier and make me seem like a worse person. It sounds selfish but I try to not genuinely connect with anyone and have real emotions attached to them, not even with my family, to avoid conflict. When I find myself relaxed or happy hanging around my friends I purposely push myself back into the shell again. Like the carnival/amusement park scene where Shoya is genuinely enjoying himself with his friends and thinking “Am I allowed to have fun?”, but as soon as I realise I’m having fun and actually bonding I don’t cherish the moment and instead distance myself mentally again.
Ok going to yap a bit about the characters now. I don’t hate Ueno or Miki. The things they did to Shoko were terrible, but they’re just unable to put themselves in Shoko’s or Shoya’s shoes. From Ueno’s perspective, she doesn’t understand why Shoya keeps bugging the “deaf loser” and thinks Shoko separated the friend group, so she keeps harassing Shoko. She doesn’t like what she thinks is Shoko putting up a “sad heroine” act and thinks “standing up” to Shoko is for the honourable cause of bringing her friend group back together, but she cannot accept change? Miki has a really bad victim complex. I feel like she doesn’t view other people beside her as conscious people, only npcs to her own main character story. She purposely messes with people (eg purposely getting Shoko to start singing early and screaming out Shoya’s secret for the whole damn class to hear) because she cannot empathise and views herself as some highly saint. I think the “mean girls” in a Silent Voice are very well-written. They are well-rounded people who have their own intentions and goals but cannot see things from a different perspective. They can have good intentions (Ueno wanting to bring her friends back together) and believe they are the good people, but the affect on others can be bad (Ueno bullying Shoko and making Kazuhi appear at the food cart, not bringing the friends back together but only reminding Shoya of his bad past). They make their own narrative of the story and push the blame onto others to convince themselves that what they are doing is right. Which is what I did when I abandoned my friend. I am glad Shoya was able to break out of it and attempt to make it up to Shoko though.
I wish things could go back to the way they were. Sorry if this is not put together well. Good movie.
I relate to this , in middle school everyone thought of me like that , the unapproachable girl who's just a loner , I changed schools and it didn't change at all so I knew I was the problem , not them , in elementary school I used to be something like a sunshine , I was almost liked by everyone in my class but it all changed , in the last year of middle school I started being more of a too nice just to fit in , I tried my best to help and act friendly and kind , but always ended up called grumpy and anti-social , even tho it wasn't me at all , I was just trying to seem nice yet no one noticed so I stopped , in the beginning of high school , I started being way too rude to everyone who hurt me before as a defensive mechanism...yeah , it was wrong I know but I was too dumb to realize that , there's that one girl who tried to be my friend but I was just pushing her away from me , because she was friends with the people who hurt me and she never tried to talk to me before , only did when her friends started hating her soo...but in the holidays I realized a lot of stuff , I sent her a text to apologize about being rude to her , and I started realizing my mistakes and my flaws , and I'm planning to work on them , the only problem is that I already have a bad reputation in school so idk how to start and I know almost everyone there so there's really no one to be friends with , I'm thinking of Changing school again but I live too far so idk cgjgjcifkgcyivfkyfyif 😭
Its that time again
When the first time I watched this I never thought I would ended up becoming like him
Shoya: me
Shoyas friends (when shoya pushed them away): still me😊
I love this audio.
Its crazy how much i kin shoya..
Ok even tho I just watched this yesterday I’m just going to watch it again
All I’m saying pushing everyone away feels so good and comforting but at the same time it doesn’t , but I still do it anyway
I am just like Shoya fr
I've always wanted to get out or spyware
Idc I want it that way and have wanted this for quite some time
I really kin Shoya. There was a girl that, tbh, i bullied. I was like 4-5 years old
And I was a son of a bitch. Disgraceful. I don't really remember the reason, But I remember that I had a friend who was telling me to do that. I'll call her "Vally". Vally was like the leader of my little group of friends. And of course, I had an "emotional dependence" on her. Well, when some adults asked who was the bully, they blamed me too. I was not the only one doing that.
I grew up without any friends, it wasn't until the 7th grade that I started to make friends. Currently, I have no one. Just 2 not so close friends. One of 'em is my first friend from 7th grade. And the other friend is the girl i bullied.
I made peace with her, and completely changed as a human being. But i still blame myself, it's hard at school rn. They still remember what i did, The rumor keeps coming back and coming back, as there are still people from that time at the school.
might sleep on the highway tonight lmao
kin shoya and dazai forever
im literally him
I love this movie sm like no one understand
im literally him fr
Hes so me
I used this sound for an edit of a different anime and yesterday I finally watched this movie and found where the sound came from
Why is he kinda like me 😂😂
Hypersensybility😊😊😊
Would anyone believe me if i said i almost cried when i looked in the mirror because of how ugly i am?
MECORE FRRRR
Just like me fr(i need help)
real
Do any of u guys remember which character said that??? The voice is stuck in my head lmao
I’m so sad I can find it on crunchyroll or Hulu and they took it off Netflix I really wanted to rewatch it 😭
bros just like me fr
i actually i kin him. Because when i was child i used some kids on my class and after they are broke me and i goied cried to my dad and saied "she is bully me" like say and my dad talked hers dad and they are always changed them class and i used them and i'm in highschool and can't talking to anyone because scare a lot and some girls try to friend with me i talks them a little bit
sorry my a1 level english
Of you are still willing to make new videos, can you do one of black bullet using a similar song
Like an amv
how many aura points would i lose if i said that im in his shoes right now
AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH WHO'S HERE IN 2024
@@farahichigo487 MEEEE!
How to download this in MP3
estoy cansado, realmente hay sentido en la vida? no lo encuentro, estoy por entrar a la universidad y no me gusta nada, solo quiero ser feliz pero tampoco puedo serlo, me gustaría lanzarme de un puente o que un carro me arrolle
I’m trying to learn this song on piano but I can’t find a tutorial on it anywhere
What song plays in the background
Woch version of inarticulation is because i want so hard to listenit
I never watched this movie before. Is it good? (I'll be prepared to cry lolz :P)
its very good
Amazing movie
i wanted to be friends with them... why do they have to bully me so much... i never did anything wrong... please stop saying those things about me...
does anyone know Tho what the Piano Play Is called.. i wanna learn it
What would you call this type of piano??
out of tune
what’s the movie???
Silent Voice
@@echoingg ty!
Did you cry?
i relate to Shoya a lot. When i was younger, i would hang around this bully and basically make fun of people a bit. But i just stayed around this rude kid, watching him and listening to him bully other and me.
Now that im older, i regret doing that a lot. I could've told a teacher or smth. And that i was used a lot just for love, i view everything and everybody basically how Shoya did. Crossing out their faces, avoiding how they look, and overall avoiding people and staying home all day. I have a few friends, although i barely hang out with them or even trust them, i still have them ig.
(TW: mention of su!c!de) I used to have these constant thoughts of "what's the point of living", and such, there were so much that i came to a point in life where i thought of ways to even harm myself.
But im getting better, sorta, i just feel a little sad ig since my dog had died and my grandpa is in the hospital. So yeah. Gotta deal with that, but im sure my grandpa would appreciate me to still be living and alive.
Please if anyone can find this audio on Instagram please let me know
Yea i have it saved on Instagram :P
Real
real
hes so me