It was like listening to myself as you talked about depression and the constant changing meds until you find the right one and how you stopped taking them bc you thought you were ok Until all the depression symptoms come back. That’s so relatable and im so thankful you finally found the one for you. I went through like 4 different ones until I found the one for me 🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing with us, I’m so sorry you went through that. As someone who struggles with anxiety & depression it makes me feel less alone hearing other people’s experiences. I missed your vlogs so much, so glad you’re back!❤️
Thank you for talking about your depression. I have the exact same feelings and it’s nice to hear it from someone else because no one in my life has experienced this.
I completely understand how you are feeling and I am so glad that you're here. depression is hard, but you are so strong and so capable. I will be praying for you. the light will shine again 💕
I can really relate! you talking about your experience resonated and made my heart feel so much compassion for you! it’s very challenging to push through the low of a medication not working anymore! thank you for vloggjng this ❤
Thanks for sharing! I’ve been through depression anxiety. What you’re describing sounds like what I experienced. Wouldn’t wish it upon anyone. in the process of weaning off current rx after 5 years will start new medication next week and nervous about it. You’re an amazing for being transparent. Glad you’re doing better! You’ve got this!
Good luck with your new medication. ❤ sorry to hear you also went through depression. It’s absolutely horrible. Thank you for following along and sticking around!! Appreciate you 🥰
The SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME! At the end of 2019 I was literally thriving on my ssri. I had gained alot of weight though and decided I wanted to start to decrease my dose. My doctor agreed with me and so I did. The first decrease went great. The second was a little harder but I was still able to do everything I had been. Then February of 2020 I did my third decrease, and it immediately went bad. Within about a week or two I was having pretty bad withdrawals and then Covid hit, and I stopped leaving the house because of bad panic attacks and the fear of catching Covid. It kept getting worse until the end of July when I had one of the worst panic attacks on one of the hottest days that summer in the middle of driving on the highway. It was terrifying and I was hysterical. After that I went into a full-blown mental breakdown for about 2 weeks. I had dp/dr, suicidal ideation, panic attacks constantly, 24/7 anxiety that stopped me from being able to eat and I was crying all day long, every single day. I lost 10 lbs because I was consuming maybe 400 cals a day and that was from forcing myself to eat so I could take my meds or else I felt nauseous. I have been struggling for the past 2 years because I feel like all the progress I've made has been completely erased and I'm starting from scratch. I went back up to my original dose of my ssri around May of this year and I am feeling better, but not back to where I was. It's literally one of the worst experiences of my life, if not the worst. I would never wish that on anyone. I'm happy things got better for you and I'm hoping I continue getting better as well and can get my life back ❤❤
Thank you for sharing this! It’s nice to know I’m not alone. ❤️ I am sorry to hear you went through the same thing… it’s honestly horrible and feels never ending trying to find the solution. Glad you’re getting better!
I’m going through and have been going through this all my life more so on the anxiety side. I understand wholeheartedly about what’s the point of life……
So a similar thing happened to me. I was feeling great- so I thought “let’s get off this antidepressant” with my doctor’s help. While weaning off I have NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED. It was awful. So I just accepted that I should stay on it.
Sometimes staying on it is better. Not everyone can produce those happy chemicals naturally and I guess we’re those people. 😅 Glad you are taking care of yourself!❤
this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you eat and live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘🍓♥️🍓🥰♥️🥰
@@courtney7881 i don’t take anti depressants but he’s speaking facts lets say someone is suicidal so they want to get anti depressents then the doctor says the side effect is feeling suicidal lol that does not make no sense at all but if it helps then it helps i guess but ive never been depressed but if i have low moments i just listen to music or appriciate the small things that i have in life and im happy have a good day goodbye
It was like listening to myself as you talked about depression and the constant changing meds until you find the right one and how you stopped taking them bc you thought you were ok Until all the depression symptoms come back. That’s so relatable and im so thankful you finally found the one for you. I went through like 4 different ones until I found the one for me 🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing with us, I’m so sorry you went through that. As someone who struggles with anxiety & depression it makes me feel less alone hearing other people’s experiences. I missed your vlogs so much, so glad you’re back!❤️
Thank you for talking about your depression. I have the exact same feelings and it’s nice to hear it from someone else because no one in my life has experienced this.
I completely understand how you are feeling and I am so glad that you're here. depression is hard, but you are so strong and so capable. I will be praying for you. the light will shine again 💕
Thank you so much! Appreciate your kind words ❤
I can really relate! you talking about your experience resonated and made my heart feel so much compassion for you! it’s very challenging to push through the low of a medication not working anymore!
thank you for vloggjng this ❤
Thank you for being real about your recent struggles, good luck going forward. Love the home office, very beautiful.
this vlog made me so happy...definitely made my day a better and a little lighter :)
I’m so sorry you went through that but I am glad you are doing better! One step at a time. I love when you do long vlogs 😊
I’m so happy for you that you’re feeling better! I am wishing you well and so glad to see you posting!
Thanks for sharing! I’ve been through depression anxiety. What you’re describing sounds like what I experienced. Wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.
in the process of weaning off current rx after 5 years will start new medication next week and nervous about it. You’re an amazing for being transparent. Glad you’re doing better! You’ve got this!
Good luck with your new medication. ❤ sorry to hear you also went through depression. It’s absolutely horrible. Thank you for following along and sticking around!! Appreciate you 🥰
I’m so glad you are doing so much better with your mental health 😊 I really miss your vlogs ❤
You popped up in my suggested, you’re so pretty wth 😧💙 I love your eyebrows lol
I'm so happy to hear you're doing better ❤
I'm happy that you come back🤍 and I really enjoyed with the vlog ✨️💕
The SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME! At the end of 2019 I was literally thriving on my ssri. I had gained alot of weight though and decided I wanted to start to decrease my dose. My doctor agreed with me and so I did. The first decrease went great. The second was a little harder but I was still able to do everything I had been. Then February of 2020 I did my third decrease, and it immediately went bad. Within about a week or two I was having pretty bad withdrawals and then Covid hit, and I stopped leaving the house because of bad panic attacks and the fear of catching Covid. It kept getting worse until the end of July when I had one of the worst panic attacks on one of the hottest days that summer in the middle of driving on the highway. It was terrifying and I was hysterical. After that I went into a full-blown mental breakdown for about 2 weeks. I had dp/dr, suicidal ideation, panic attacks constantly, 24/7 anxiety that stopped me from being able to eat and I was crying all day long, every single day. I lost 10 lbs because I was consuming maybe 400 cals a day and that was from forcing myself to eat so I could take my meds or else I felt nauseous. I have been struggling for the past 2 years because I feel like all the progress I've made has been completely erased and I'm starting from scratch. I went back up to my original dose of my ssri around May of this year and I am feeling better, but not back to where I was. It's literally one of the worst experiences of my life, if not the worst. I would never wish that on anyone. I'm happy things got better for you and I'm hoping I continue getting better as well and can get my life back ❤❤
Hey Laura! I pray you're feeling better, Sending hugs 🥰✨
@@maryanyah thank you so much
Thank you for sharing this! It’s nice to know I’m not alone. ❤️ I am sorry to hear you went through the same thing… it’s honestly horrible and feels never ending trying to find the solution. Glad you’re getting better!
Glad you are starting to feel like your normal self again!! Loved this video❤
I be preying for you girl keep your head up take your time on posting also your health is more important then anything .❤
I’m going through and have been going through this all my life more so on the anxiety side. I understand wholeheartedly about what’s the point of life……
So a similar thing happened to me. I was feeling great- so I thought “let’s get off this antidepressant” with my doctor’s help. While weaning off I have NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED. It was awful. So I just accepted that I should stay on it.
Sometimes staying on it is better. Not everyone can produce those happy chemicals naturally and I guess we’re those people. 😅 Glad you are taking care of yourself!❤
I love your nails at the beginning of the video! What square tips do you use? Also how do you usually remove your nails when you do them yourself? ❤
Love this work week vlog! ✨ I need to try those Sephora brushes!
I loved this.❤️
Love your videos 😭🥰
Where can I get the band for the Apple Watch? I love it
this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you eat and live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘🍓♥️🍓🥰♥️🥰
I really enjoyed this video! I wish you’d share what ssri you used, I think you and I are similar and maybe I or others could relate!!
The eating while driving is so real lol
Do you still have your boutique?
I found your video so interesting! Love your video style. I posted a video about my 1st day grwm in 9-5 after quitting for the summer. ❣️
love your content. new subscriber here!💕
That Too Face primer is amazing. It does help with acne scars.
Wish I wasn’t allergic to it
What happened to the clothing website you used to have
Pls tell us you're okay. Hurricane Ian was scary😔
You can try Bach flower therapy, is natural and can help You a lot.
can you link your clear glasses?
How do you get your watch to don that
Loved this, just got back into weekly vlogging on my channel too! 💕
5:30 are your nails just paint or sns
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Are you guys doing ok? #HurricaneIan
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Isn’t there a nice coffee machine at your office? 😮 so sad..
Awesome
Anti depressants chemicals are horrible unless they are an organic type 😉 remember that.
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@@courtney7881 i don’t take anti depressants but he’s speaking facts lets say someone is suicidal so they want to get anti depressents then the doctor says the side effect is feeling suicidal lol that does not make no sense at all but if it helps then it helps i guess but ive never been depressed but if i have low moments i just listen to music or appriciate the small things that i have in life and im happy have a good day goodbye