@ZombieLaxitiveJoe - I read your message and instead of hitting reply I accidentally deleted the message. Please reach out to me via email: whyspiritmatters@gmail.com I will gladly connect with you over zoom or skype and hopefully help you find the help you need. When you message me let me know if you can video chat today in about 2 hours.
7 months sober from cocaine and alcohol I’m in tears because I never knew this day would come but it’s here and I couldn’t be more happier! Congratulations on your soberity 🎉
@@felipefelix5999 thank you so much 😊 now working out 🏋️♀️ and walking for 30 mins every morning is my drugs and alcohol I feel so good afterwards I replaced toxic behavior with something positive and productive!
Currently laying in bed recovering from a night long binge. I’ve been struggling with this for 10 years now and I’m about to turn 23 next month. Came across this video… thank you.
no thats me 🤣. but I chose abstinence.. but that sucks.. It is a never ending grief.. . and these videos do not help either..I did almos everything.. built a small workshop, I do 100s of new things but cannot feel the pleasure..
Idk if anyone will read this but I am just like you and the reason you clicked on this video, I want to break the cycle I never can. Be better than me.
32, been heavily using cocaine for 7 years. My sinuses are absolutely destroyed. Im scared to learn the true extent of the damage ive done, both physically and mentally. I cant look at myself in the mirror. Ive just about lost all hope.
Im 31, i suffered from cocaine and alcohol addiction in particular for about 3-4 years before this year but suffered from general drug addiction and alcohol since i was 18. I want to share with you, wherever you are, whoever you are, that i woke up on january 8th this year after months of hating what i saw in the mirror on the verge of taking my life. It was in that moment i decided it was at least worth giving a sober life a try and im now about 6.5 months clean. I still have days that are so hard but i promise you i am proud of what i see in the mirror and if thats what you want for yourself then 1. Its not too late and 2. It is possible. You dont have to spend another fucking day feeling that way if you dont want. If whenever you make it to the rooms or if you already are know that i am rooting for you my friend.
All drug addiction is pain and suffering. But ive been amazed at how many people in sobriety ive met who had the particular problem of cocaine and alcohol. Your life just becomes wasted days of riding that roller coaster while everything around you falls apart. The good news though is that there is a solution.
I am 57 day days clean. 1 month at a rehab center. Now attending meetings daily. I agree that meetings are they way to go. Now I feel much better except huge amounts of anxiety that haven't seemed to get any better. I am hoping eventually it will disappear. The drugs and alcohol caused anxiety but also helped with it. :( thanks for your share
Great job brother and keep going. The anxiety and the emotional rollercoaster are the after-effects of using and throwing your body brain, and mind out of balance. If you work the 12 steps and live a healthy lifestyle, it will all eventually get better.
@jupiter-qz1xx is still there in the mornings, mostly... but WAY BETTER than before. I couldn't even imagine going back to that again. I am being told a full year to really recover from hard cocaine abuse.
@@tnt666tnt How are you doing brother? I also had deep anxiety but I overcame it tru exercises, it took me 6 months going to the gym and brisk walking but it's gone. I remember panic attacks, paranoia, muscle crampling. Try exercising and give it time. Your anxiety will subside and you will sleep better.
@moacirbarbosacastro8923 thanks for the encouragement. It's slightly better. I'm still clean! Almost 9 months by the grace of God. Physical activity is such a great help for me as well. Life is great.
I’ve been using coke and alcohol now for years thinking it wasn’t a problem it was everyone else. My girlfriend kicked me out in November last year. And last week after a drink and coke binge and when I came around I owed my dealer £700. And when I couldn’t afford it he threatened to break my legs. I have to pay him in a couple of weeks when I’m paid. I’ve never been so scared. And that’s when I realised I have a problem, I need to stop drinking and using!
I watched quite a few videos. The only person I can associate with. My addictions started due to betrayal... but need to really get a grip... You are a genius mate thanks
You’re doing a great thing sharing your story. As of today I’m taking the first step which is realizing I have a problem and need to change something in my life.
I’m spinning my wheels in this cycle for the past 10 years and I cannot stop even on my best days of swearing it off and praying to the universe for help. It does not end.
Going on two weeks it’s very hard for me ..but am doing my exercises en eat right. ..en yes the aa is a good thing I will needs to start to as soon as I can ..yeh I been 15 years in this it’s not easy I am like you a sage 3 user ..am 42 now with two kids really wanna stay the rest of my life sober in. Gods hands 🙏🏼
It's hard .probs biggest battle of your life,get porn out your home .blockers no chargers anything.get new number .stay away from anything that reminds you of your addiction you will only relapse..run or exercise every day .have a family member of best friend who you trust whole heartedly to check in daily with you and honestly you can do this
Thank you so much for sharing!it brought me to 😢 when you said it was something within you, And that it was how much better you became mentally. Concrats 🎉 on your sobriety!
The worst part is always the people place and things , as soon as I buy that bottle and get that first little buzz cocaine is like a a billboard that flashes through my mind , and then the war starts bag after bag broke supporting dealers working honestly for nothing getting no where in return and losing sf respect thinking that I'm still good , the ego will devour you subconsciously it creeps up on you you gotta walk with god eventually,
I'm a chef and in this industry it's so hard to escape it. I was sober and clean for over a year, but after moving back to my hometown with my friends, I fell back into it. It's ruining so much in my life and I need some advice.
I need this for real i wasted my life im 29 i dont want this life anymore in my 30s and i have a baby on the way i need this Im gonna put my all in this pray for me if you can i pushed everyone in my life away This fake life cant be it anymore
Currently in 12+ years of heavy kratom addiction. I lost count how many times I dumped my last batch into the trash can. just to dumbster dive next morning for my fix.
Your voice makes me cry like a bitch... Im in law school and have a kid. I just told my big Brother about my problem during about 3-5 grams a week. I have my first meeting with a shrink next week. Hopefully I can still get good grades without cocaien, and be a better dad. Much love from Denmark
Am 26 and I work 4 days a week but on the weekend I drink then get bags off coke I just wish I could stop it I tell myself all the time when am at work am not doing it sometimes I do stop but it's only for a few weeks max then I always find a excuse to drink and get coke I hate the way I feel the next day I feel like a zombies 🧟♂️ and feel so much guilt I've got kids and I can't even look at my kids I just wish I can overcome this dark part in my life I hate myself so much at the moment of time
I find myself using everyday and I do it to feel good and to feel numb,to not feel pain physically or mentally.Ive lost so much money and my mind has totally been hijacked.I am not in control and suicidal.it feels hopeless.
Seemed impossible, but it’s been over 7 months and I don’t crave a drop of alcohol, the KEY difference was that I didn’t suffer withdrawal, not even within the first 30 days after I actually applied what I talked about. No need for AA meetings or meds either, I just luckily go’ogled Steffon Barkload’s latest, man, wish I had done it sooner.
I am beginning to fall into this spiral of drinking and cocaine and desperately need help, but I don't know where to start. I'm getting into debt and may end up homeless. Please help me as I so much want to quit. 🍒
I'm in the worst place right now I have ever been. I'm doing so much cocaine on weekends, by my self, only to chase cops around the house and flush it all down the toilet. I then realiase they aren't here I buy another 5g, only to flush down again because I heard something or what ever... I have no idea what to do anymore, it's the alcohol that's the trigger for me.
@@Recoveryplus Not really, I've been into the psychward etc a couple do times for detox. Alcohol and benzo withdrawal, cocaine too. But never actually any followup, I wanna go to meetings or something, I have no idea what to do or who to call.
Bruh can u help me how to quit drugs because i can't even sleep n all my body pain n all my body get numb n if i don't take it i fell like my body parts are missing n many else i can't even explain i fell like dying if i don't take drugs ..
You should go to a detox if the drugs you take cause such bad withrawal. When they're safely out of your system, find a 12 step meeting and go to it. The people there will show you how to get clean.
Hello bro hope ypu are doing well . I am a young guy from pakistan unfortunately im addicted to cocaine its been one year i am regularely using cocaine now i want to quit it i went through your videos and that motivated me soo much the probleum is that i m not soo stable financially i need your financial support then i can go to rehabilitation center and it need money to quit this drug addiction when you go to hospital to quit it they ask for money and i dont afford the fee sir could you please sponsor me or help me soo i can quit this shit drug its destroyed my life please help me please
6:24 But that's just the problem... when I'm clean and sober life sucks and there is no escape! I've sobered up! ...Been clean for years and I'm not happy! I'm miserable sober and I'm miserable drunk...........
My husband have take for 2 years everyday crack kokaine. Is this possible that he can recover? I have hear people that have take for 10 years but did these people take everyday? He want to recover
It's a program of recovery. Please google it or click the link in the description of this video. It will show you a list of 12 step meeting around the world.
Ha, so now I see a lighted rock on the table. Would granite be better than plastic? Or perhaps it's the electric current contained in the filament that is The Source. Is it a mere 12 steps or is it One Step that One Day you'll discover it's not you who has taken but Somebody else. Let's see how long this channel lasts. Or are you like every other UA-camr who only does vlogging to get a thumbs up?
No i cant recover, i am a stupid man, i am shit, i dont have what it need to be strong and i do not deserve a good life. I dont want to understand and stop using?! Well i must die period
I would Like to know how to stop, AM literally going down and need help... AM 28 yo and it hurts, its painfull seeing your self slave of it... Im and the edge of it...
I stopped by working the 12 step program with a sponsor. Click on the top link in the description of my videos and it will take you to a website where you can find a meeting in your area.
I'm honoured that you ask, but I'm currently working with 3 other guys and simply don't have the time. But plz go to a meeting and ask a recovered person there to be your sponsor. There are lots of ppl who will gladly help 🙏
With myself it’s not a case of the I’m doing too much cocaine it’s just I can’t stop the addictive behaviour I won’t do it for like a week and say to myself thank god I feel normal again then I will do it again a week later and be in the same cycle, today my anxiety is through the roof and I’m disappointed in myself and today I’ve decided enough is enough fuck alcohol and fuck cocaine it’s so shit and it can ruin your life even if your not abusing it!
@ZombieLaxitiveJoe - I read your message and instead of hitting reply I accidentally deleted the message. Please reach out to me via email: whyspiritmatters@gmail.com
I will gladly connect with you over zoom or skype and hopefully help you find the help you need. When you message me let me know if you can video chat today in about 2 hours.
I emailed you just now ! Our story is so similar would be very happy to connect and chat
7 months sober from cocaine and alcohol I’m in tears because I never knew this day would come but it’s here and I couldn’t be more happier! Congratulations on your soberity 🎉
Congratulations! Love hearing success stories ❤️
@@Recoveryplus thank you so much I love running across content like this helps me stay focused ❤️🩹
Keep it up!
@@felipefelix5999 thank you so much 😊 now working out 🏋️♀️ and walking for 30 mins every morning is my drugs and alcohol I feel so good afterwards I replaced toxic behavior with something positive and productive!
Happy for you. My friend is going through cocaine addiction and also depression. Did AA help with depression as well?
Currently laying in bed recovering from a night long binge. I’ve been struggling with this for 10 years now and I’m about to turn 23 next month. Came across this video… thank you.
You're welcome 🙏
@tui1178yeah when you think about first time i tried 8 year ago i was 26 and no i want to quit for ever
Andreas did u get sober
This is me...weekend binges ..I need ti stop I'm nearly 50..
Me too and I’m almost 40 and good luck 👍
I’m 22 and doing it a lot I need to stop.
no thats me 🤣. but I chose abstinence.. but that sucks.. It is a never ending grief.. . and these videos do not help either..I did almos everything.. built a small workshop, I do 100s of new things but cannot feel the pleasure..
how ya doing
😮 Don't beat yourself up ❤
It's never too late to change your life! #onedayatatime
Idk if anyone will read this but I am just like you and the reason you clicked on this video, I want to break the cycle I never can. Be better than me.
I read this. You can break it you have the strength my friend. Wherever you are the power of sober of community is always with you!
I’m the same too. We can do it ☝🏼
32, been heavily using cocaine for 7 years. My sinuses are absolutely destroyed. Im scared to learn the true extent of the damage ive done, both physically and mentally. I cant look at myself in the mirror. Ive just about lost all hope.
Have you ever tried working the 12 steps?
Im 31, i suffered from cocaine and alcohol addiction in particular for about 3-4 years before this year but suffered from general drug addiction and alcohol since i was 18. I want to share with you, wherever you are, whoever you are, that i woke up on january 8th this year after months of hating what i saw in the mirror on the verge of taking my life. It was in that moment i decided it was at least worth giving a sober life a try and im now about 6.5 months clean. I still have days that are so hard but i promise you i am proud of what i see in the mirror and if thats what you want for yourself then 1. Its not too late and 2. It is possible. You dont have to spend another fucking day feeling that way if you dont want. If whenever you make it to the rooms or if you already are know that i am rooting for you my friend.
I really need to stop like this n comment to show support
All drug addiction is pain and suffering. But ive been amazed at how many people in sobriety ive met who had the particular problem of cocaine and alcohol. Your life just becomes wasted days of riding that roller coaster while everything around you falls apart. The good news though is that there is a solution.
5 days sober and attending 12 step meetings. Its hard but worth it
Your videos are giving me more hope and strength to overcome my addiction as well. Thank you.
19 been using for 2 years and for me personally it’s down to alcohol trying to stop drinking in 2024
Best of luck! 🙌
I am 57 day days clean. 1 month at a rehab center. Now attending meetings daily. I agree that meetings are they way to go. Now I feel much better except huge amounts of anxiety that haven't seemed to get any better. I am hoping eventually it will disappear. The drugs and alcohol caused anxiety but also helped with it. :( thanks for your share
Great job brother and keep going. The anxiety and the emotional rollercoaster are the after-effects of using and throwing your body brain, and mind out of balance. If you work the 12 steps and live a healthy lifestyle, it will all eventually get better.
3 months since this comment. Hows your anxiety doing?
@jupiter-qz1xx is still there in the mornings, mostly... but WAY BETTER than before. I couldn't even imagine going back to that again. I am being told a full year to really recover from hard cocaine abuse.
@@tnt666tnt How are you doing brother? I also had deep anxiety but I overcame it tru exercises, it took me 6 months going to the gym and brisk walking but it's gone. I remember panic attacks, paranoia, muscle crampling. Try exercising and give it time. Your anxiety will subside and you will sleep better.
@moacirbarbosacastro8923 thanks for the encouragement. It's slightly better. I'm still clean! Almost 9 months by the grace of God. Physical activity is such a great help for me as well. Life is great.
I’ve been using coke and alcohol now for years thinking it wasn’t a problem it was everyone else. My girlfriend kicked me out in November last year. And last week after a drink and coke binge and when I came around I owed my dealer £700. And when I couldn’t afford it he threatened to break my legs. I have to pay him in a couple of weeks when I’m paid. I’ve never been so scared. And that’s when I realised I have a problem, I need to stop drinking and using!
Hey, how are you doing?
I watched quite a few videos. The only person I can associate with. My addictions started due to betrayal... but need to really get a grip... You are a genius mate thanks
Thank you for the support brother, and reach out if you need further help. My contact is in the video description 🙏
Such an inspirational video.For everyone who struggle with the addiction it should give a hope , that yes ,there is the way out of darkness.
❤🙏
Really enjoyed the video brother. Thankyou
Thanks Andy 🙏
You’re doing a great thing sharing your story. As of today I’m taking the first step which is realizing I have a problem and need to change something in my life.
That's awesome brother!
I’m spinning my wheels in this cycle for the past 10 years and I cannot stop even on my best days of swearing it off and praying to the universe for help. It does not end.
Have you tried getting a sponsor and working the 12 steps?
Going on two weeks it’s very hard for me ..but am doing my exercises en eat right. ..en yes the aa is a good thing I will needs to start to as soon as I can ..yeh I been 15 years in this it’s not easy I am like you a sage 3 user ..am 42 now with two kids really wanna stay the rest of my life sober in. Gods hands 🙏🏼
Hey, how are you doing?
It's hard .probs biggest battle of your life,get porn out your home .blockers no chargers anything.get new number .stay away from anything that reminds you of your addiction you will only relapse..run or exercise every day .have a family member of best friend who you trust whole heartedly to check in daily with you and honestly you can do this
Thank you so much for sharing!it brought me to 😢 when you said it was something within you, And that it was how much better you became mentally. Concrats 🎉 on your sobriety!
Thank you for watching 🙏
The worst part is always the people place and things , as soon as I buy that bottle and get that first little buzz cocaine is like a a billboard that flashes through my mind , and then the war starts bag after bag broke supporting dealers working honestly for nothing getting no where in return and losing sf respect thinking that I'm still good , the ego will devour you subconsciously it creeps up on you you gotta walk with god eventually,
🙏🙏🙏
I'm a chef and in this industry it's so hard to escape it. I was sober and clean for over a year, but after moving back to my hometown with my friends, I fell back into it. It's ruining so much in my life and I need some advice.
@@liamthorpe4554 try going to a cocaine or alcoholics anonnymous meeting. it saved my life
Thanks for sharing your experience, hope, and strength with the world.
🙏
I need this for real i wasted my life im 29 i dont want this life anymore in my 30s and i have a baby on the way i need this
Im gonna put my all in this pray for me if you can i pushed everyone in my life away
This fake life cant be it anymore
@@NMAPLG God bless you, I pray you will be successful 🙏
@@Recoveryplus thank you !!
A clean from cocaine and heroin addiction for 9 years 5 months ago I relapsed on cocaine and I am so depressed I am struggling with cleaning up again😢
What matters is not what happened but what you do about it. You had a lot of clean time and you can do it again 🙏
Thank you!! This video is perfect.. And i thought i wasn't a addict just thought.i was a biengeful turnupper.
You are amazing, sending positive vibes and love❤
Thank you so much brother your videos are amazing 🙏🏽
Thanks for watching!
I needed this i quit coke now its alchi
Wow ! Loved your video. It was clear ,to the point and simple to understand.
Thank you.
I've been stuck in the same cycle for years now every weekend I've finally had enough
Currently in 12+ years of heavy kratom addiction. I lost count how many times I dumped my last batch into the trash can. just to dumbster dive next morning for my fix.
Thanks for the video struggling at the moment this video was very helpful
Thanks for watching Brad 🙏
Thank you for sharing, your video made me feel that there is hope for me.
Thank you for watching and leaving a comment
Your voice makes me cry like a bitch... Im in law school and have a kid. I just told my big Brother about my problem during about 3-5 grams a week. I have my first meeting with a shrink next week. Hopefully I can still get good grades without cocaien, and be a better dad. Much love from Denmark
Thank you for watching and best of luck with your recovery 🙏
How you done bro manage to kick it
This is fantastic, thank you 👍
such a beautiful video :)
🥰
Great advice great video
Man I'm struggling my self 😭😭
I need to quit drugs and alcohol it’s destroying my relationship, I need strength!
Have you tried working the 12 steps with a sponsor?
I’m going to meeting this week, thanks for making these videos!
@@garciaadrian1988 you're welcome brother. wishing you a speedy and long lasting recovery!
Thank you for the upload 😊
Thanks for watching 🙏
Am 26 and I work 4 days a week but on the weekend I drink then get bags off coke I just wish I could stop it I tell myself all the time when am at work am not doing it sometimes I do stop but it's only for a few weeks max then I always find a excuse to drink and get coke I hate the way I feel the next day I feel like a zombies 🧟♂️ and feel so much guilt I've got kids and I can't even look at my kids I just wish I can overcome this dark part in my life I hate myself so much at the moment of time
Same ffs you sound like me apart from I’m 37 been doing this now 12 year in fact I’m ruff as fuck now from last night I can’t see no end
I need help as well ur story sounds like mines
Happy for you & thanks for sharing your story. My friend is going through cocaine addiction and also depression. Did AA help with depression as well?
Thank you for this vidjeo dude
7 am haven’t slept … cocaine really got me .. wish i never started
It's never too late to get help.
Thankyou so much I really appreciate you
Nice video. I can relate. Thank you.
I find myself using everyday and I do it to feel good and to feel numb,to not feel pain physically or mentally.Ive lost so much money and my mind has totally been hijacked.I am not in control and suicidal.it feels hopeless.
There is a solution brother. Check out a 12 step meeting.
Awesome dude!
Thanks for watching ✌️
Thanks man.
You're welcome brother, and thank you for watching
Good job
Seemed impossible, but it’s been over 7 months and I don’t crave a drop of alcohol, the KEY difference was that I didn’t suffer withdrawal, not even within the first 30 days after I actually applied what I talked about. No need for AA meetings or meds either, I just luckily go’ogled Steffon Barkload’s latest, man, wish I had done it sooner.
For me I lost the desire after the steps but I would still get it sometimes later on
Thank you for the video! 💯
#onedayatatime
I am beginning to fall into this spiral of drinking and cocaine and desperately need help, but I don't know where to start. I'm getting into debt and may end up homeless. Please help me as I so much want to quit. 🍒
Find a 12 step meeting near you (cocaine anonnymous or alcoholics anonnymous) and go to it. The 12 steps saved my life.
seein the sun come up while lit the f up & paranoid like a mf has to be my reason out. next week i’ll do it again . 10yr cycle
Google "CA meeting near me" and check one out if you want to be free 🙌
After the 6th or 7th beer, is when I start making bad decisions.
Who else is high on cocaine and drinking a beer while watching this video😢😢😢😢😢
I'm in the worst place right now I have ever been. I'm doing so much cocaine on weekends, by my self, only to chase cops around the house and flush it all down the toilet. I then realiase they aren't here I buy another 5g, only to flush down again because I heard something or what ever...
I have no idea what to do anymore, it's the alcohol that's the trigger for me.
Have you tried getting help for your addiction?
@@Recoveryplus Not really, I've been into the psychward etc a couple do times for detox. Alcohol and benzo withdrawal, cocaine too.
But never actually any followup, I wanna go to meetings or something, I have no idea what to do or who to call.
I stopped when parents snitched to wife and that ended up our marriage which is a real killer bros.
Hi is there any free 12 steps program meeting ? And if not how much can it cost. Thank you for the inspiration…
Hi, yes there are. All the 12 step meetings are free! To find one google "12 steps near me" or "cocaine anonymous near me".
Thank you for the information..
I think my recently ex boyfriend is a coke addict. I found out he was cheating with many women. Does coke go hand in hand with sex addiction?
Yes, it is very common.
Bruh can u help me how to quit drugs because i can't even sleep n all my body pain n all my body get numb n if i don't take it i fell like my body parts are missing n many else i can't even explain i fell like dying if i don't take drugs ..
You should go to a detox if the drugs you take cause such bad withrawal. When they're safely out of your system, find a 12 step meeting and go to it. The people there will show you how to get clean.
Hello bro hope ypu are doing well . I am a young guy from pakistan unfortunately im addicted to cocaine its been one year i am regularely using cocaine now i want to quit it i went through your videos and that motivated me soo much the probleum is that i m not soo stable financially i need your financial support then i can go to rehabilitation center and it need money to quit this drug addiction when you go to hospital to quit it they ask for money and i dont afford the fee sir could you please sponsor me or help me soo i can quit this shit drug its destroyed my life please help me please
Hey brother, google 12 step meetings where you live. They're absolutely free. I didn't need rehab to quit :)
@@Recoveryplus how i can find the 12 meetings on google bro
@@Recoveryplus i live in pakistan bro can you tell me how to get the 12 steps meeting from google
@@babarstube try this site: www.aagsoindia.org/about-aa/12-steps-of-aa/
@@babarstube the meetings are online now so you can attend them on zoom all over the world. If that link doesn't work google "CA meetings India"
6:24 But that's just the problem... when I'm clean and sober life sucks and there is no escape! I've sobered up! ...Been clean for years and I'm not happy! I'm miserable sober and I'm miserable drunk...........
Did you use a program to quit or did you do it on your own?
What was the lady story who was clean for 15 years
She was a crackhead who went to a 12 step meeting, just like me, and recovered by working the 12 steps with a sponsor.
My husband have take for 2 years everyday crack kokaine. Is this possible that he can recover? I have hear people that have take for 10 years but did these people take everyday? He want to recover
Yes its possible. I know people in the 12 step program who were using every day for 20 years and recovered by getting a sponsor and working the steps.
@@Recoveryplus yes i know what you mean bit i cannot make him to try that . He is going to rehab and i wanted just an answer in general .
@@Recoveryplus how is possible that those people have survived
@@leylalo4927 I have no idea how, but they did 😲
What is this 12 step ?
Please i want to quit 😖
It's a program of recovery. Please google it or click the link in the description of this video. It will show you a list of 12 step meeting around the world.
Ha, so now I see a lighted rock on the table. Would granite be better than plastic? Or perhaps it's the electric current contained in the filament that is The Source. Is it a mere 12 steps or is it One Step that One Day you'll discover it's not you who has taken but Somebody else. Let's see how long this channel lasts. Or are you like every other UA-camr who only does vlogging to get a thumbs up?
Cruel,,, Lay Off The Coke, You’ll Be Much Happier
Yes. I am a worthless addict
There is a solution
No i cant recover, i am a stupid man, i am shit, i dont have what it need to be strong and i do not deserve a good life. I dont want to understand and stop using?! Well i must die period
Why not at least give recovery a try before you something you can't undo?
🙏
I’m on day 13!
🎉
I would Like to know how to stop, AM literally going down and need help... AM 28 yo and it hurts, its painfull seeing your self slave of it... Im and the edge of it...
I stopped by working the 12 step program with a sponsor. Click on the top link in the description of my videos and it will take you to a website where you can find a meeting in your area.
Can you do a video on how u quit porn
Would you be my sponsor?
I'm honoured that you ask, but I'm currently working with 3 other guys and simply don't have the time. But plz go to a meeting and ask a recovered person there to be your sponsor. There are lots of ppl who will gladly help 🙏
Wish you all the best I really do
One day screws everything up. Hope I can figure it out one day
With myself it’s not a case of the I’m doing too much cocaine it’s just I can’t stop the addictive behaviour I won’t do it for like a week and say to myself thank god I feel normal again then I will do it again a week later and be in the same cycle, today my anxiety is through the roof and I’m disappointed in myself and today I’ve decided enough is enough fuck alcohol and fuck cocaine it’s so shit and it can ruin your life even if your not abusing it!
Yeah i gotta quit lmao