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In the pink cloud nervous it’s going to end this video is inspiring I want to feel like this forever day 27 no weed

I actually loved cocaine. And i miss it like a long lost lover

Lol deleting dealers numbers. Doesnt work for me because its the only phone numbers i remember

I can 100 percent relate. My wife keeps telling me I'm not fighting it and fighting for our family but she doesn't understand how hard I am regardless of relapses. I think the solution is to not fight anymore but to surrender because I can't do this on my own. As I am typing this I am in the midst of a relapse and it's not good. I'm pretty sure I gave up everything and everyone I love. It's crazy how powerful these addictions can be. It will literally consume you to the point that you will throw everything you love away. I need help I can't do this on my own. My main problem is being honest. actually calling my sponsor and letting him know I'm thinking of using rather than thinking I can do this on my own. But anyway thanks for the hope I really need it right now.

WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU AND YOUR ADDICTION

This was exactly how I was too. lol the whole rapping thing lead me down years of smoking, drinking and doing basically every drug possible aside from datura and ketamine. and totally robbed me of my personality. I’m over it now and don’t smoke or drink.

I'm 5months sober from beers n cocaine n I thought I never get to say it until now, first tried at 16 I'm 33 now smh jus quit and feel all the opportunities resurface, I quit cold turkey drank a mug on my birthday drank another mug a week ago jus one, no desire to get wasted jus with dinner with family

I’ve never ingested Coca powder but I heard that when you do , you become the more interesting person in the world, to yourself

God bless my friend, subbed

I need this for real i wasted my life im 29 i dont want this life anymore in my 30s and i have a baby on the way i need this Im gonna put my all in this pray for me if you can i pushed everyone in my life away This fake life cant be it anymore

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Thank you. I cried while I was listening to you. You described all my fears, you described my life as it is now and you showed me an image of my future if I stay in this loop.😢 I agree with you but I don't know what to do with my life without it and I still have a hard time believing you that this is an illusion although I heard the exact thing from another guy who lived 4 years without drugs. I still feel hopeless and don't know what to do. My life is empty enough, I'm not sure if I have the courage to make it even more empty by stop using drugs because it's the only joy I have these days. Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you for making this video. Thanks for reading my long comment.

I'm a chef and in this industry it's so hard to escape it. I was sober and clean for over a year, but after moving back to my hometown with my friends, I fell back into it. It's ruining so much in my life and I need some advice.

I stopped when parents snitched to wife and that ended up our marriage which is a real killer bros.

I started sniffing lines of about .2g a time it looking into it freebasing was by far the best. Cracking 10 stone pipes of free base.

Man i can relate to this. Im not a everyday user or drinker, but every couple of weeks i cant help myself but buy stimulant drugs and go on these multi day benders, i become a completely shitty person, become obsessed with porn, dating sites etc etc . Miss work, miss family events, ive treated ex girlfriends like complete shit, lied cheated. The comedown is always horrific i always feel nothing but remorse and regret, but as you said early on in this video a few days go by, you go back to work, your brain chemicals return back to a 'normal state' you hit the gym and suddenly everything is ok again. "What was i so down for, why was i so hard on myself what i did wasnt that bad" all the things you tell yourself once your ego returns...until the next time, and the next, and the next time. Im really starting to lose hope. I've also suffered with gambling addiction since i was 20, I'm 30 now and still live with my parents, have a lot of self hatred inside despite the act i put on when around other people. I've managed to control the gambling the past 6 months by putting the right blocks in place, but I'm still not in a good place

Yeah i gotta quit lmao

And you still feel dirty and greesy after a shower

Imagine doing gear, snorting coke and smoking meth and not thinking you have a problem. That must have been crazy to be this delusional.

Crazy how much I can relate to this. The worst is lying in bed, trying to fall asleep but can’t, then to only be left with my mind. The guilt and disappointed for not having control over myself anymore. It’s been a month since using, and what has been working for me so far is the “out of site, out of mind” approach. Trying not to go to social events where people use, and also cutting those friends. Another thing that works for me so far is to think about the amount of money I am about to spend and think what else I can do for myself with that cash. Every time I get to the point of buying, I take that money and put it directly towards something else, like booking a trip somewhere. I keep telling myself this…if I can afford paying for blow, then I can afford (__). I know not saving money is one of my fears, so I kind of use it against myself to cut this addiction. So far so good, time will tell. Probably not a remedy for everyone, but hopefully it could help someone.

Every day use bro. I’m trying to keep my business and sports life together and I keep doing it, I do it without alcohol, just straight coke. I’ve gone and going through hell and back.

I told my friends to not smoke weed, i told my friends, don't play with cocaine. They kept playing with it.

im struggling with cocaine use right now. only been about 6 months using. around 4 months i was sent to rehab and getting out tomorrow, although i am still not sober. this past month ive been having bad cardiac symptoms but still have not gone to a doctor for it. im scared to admit i lied about my sobriety. but now,, im becoming really scared. everytime im hitting a bag im having some very concerning symptoms and most nights feel as if my heart is about to give up for good. ive recently had a change of heart and found a career that im just infatuated with, one worth holding on to my life another year for. it crosses my mind each time this happens and reveals to me how much im scared to let go of these things i love in life. but i just cant seem to stop using cocaine, it feels so empty without it now, even more empty than i was before. i feel like im stuck in this decision between continuing down this path and sooner or later dying from coke induced heart complications,, or getting sober and pursuing the things i love. it sounds so lovely to get sober, but i dont think i have the strength to. i feel like i cant live without it, like i cant function. im horrified of letting go of a fast acting substance that ive found comfort in, but i finally want to live for the first. im so confused, i feel so hopeless. i know deep down that i want to be sober like you

With myself it’s not a case of the I’m doing too much cocaine it’s just I can’t stop the addictive behaviour I won’t do it for like a week and say to myself thank god I feel normal again then I will do it again a week later and be in the same cycle, today my anxiety is through the roof and I’m disappointed in myself and today I’ve decided enough is enough fuck alcohol and fuck cocaine it’s so shit and it can ruin your life even if your not abusing it!

Woah that's so cool the rain stopped when you prayed.

You did not snort half a gram in one go 😂

I was looking for this. Thank you

The last straw. See you gotta be clever like that

When you are literally deciding between dope or food & choose dope, you have a serious problem.

I think I’ll never be able to enjoy a cold beer in a warm day like I used to be before 😢

The name of Jesus Christ 👈 has power over all.

Today I said no to the drug. I just say no to alcohol and it makes it 100 times easier to say no to the cocain. I went home showered and brushed my teeth after I chowed down a home made burger. Sleeping sober and waking up early for the gym.

Im here and im fighting

I've been stuck in the same cycle for years now every weekend I've finally had enough

My first relapse after one week, my second after 6 month the third after a year the 3th after 5 years,the 4th, after 2 yearnow am sober 2 year, dont even miss it

This video was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you. You really seem like a wonderful man. Peace.

A lot of this was really relatable. Thank you

bro did you made a comment on reddit telling your story? I remember someone saying he was doing coke, meth and using steroids too, it was you?

Getting wrecked on the weekend at that age doesn't mean your an addict imo....I thought I was going to be listening to someone who was banging 5 g a day up their bugle

I’ve been using coke and alcohol now for years thinking it wasn’t a problem it was everyone else. My girlfriend kicked me out in November last year. And last week after a drink and coke binge and when I came around I owed my dealer £700. And when I couldn’t afford it he threatened to break my legs. I have to pay him in a couple of weeks when I’m paid. I’ve never been so scared. And that’s when I realised I have a problem, I need to stop drinking and using!

This channel needs more subs….just discovered it

I definitely am a full blown alcoholic now….I don’t know what to do. I just can’t stop. Glad that there’s videos like this, so I know I’m not alone.

So helpful.

Wow. Was not expecting that. You’re amazing dude. Powerful message. Your work is needed! By the way, some things you said reminded me of the Baha’i faith. Maybe it resonates with you.

Thank you very much ❤❤

Who else is high on cocaine and drinking a beer while watching this video😢😢😢😢😢

So many things alike man. I’m hooked on snow and alcohol and ciggs. I’m sober I’m good when I hit it once I can’t stop. I wish I can stop and I will. I’m glad you’re clean

Agree

I'm in the worst place right now I have ever been. I'm doing so much cocaine on weekends, by my self, only to chase cops around the house and flush it all down the toilet. I then realiase they aren't here I buy another 5g, only to flush down again because I heard something or what ever... I have no idea what to do anymore, it's the alcohol that's the trigger for me.

Thanks ❤👍