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  • @Tinatina616
    @Tinatina616 5 років тому +647

    When you were crying but also trying to comfort Fox because he was crying I felt that in my soul. ❤️ You're a good Mama and a good daughter!

    • @evynsirianni4480
      @evynsirianni4480 5 років тому +4

      Christina Patrick I completely agree. It’s heart wrenching

  • @mermolee
    @mermolee 5 років тому +543

    DONT APOLOGIZE FOR FEELING SARAH.
    Don’t apologize for not updating up.
    It’s not our business and you honestly don’t have to tell us everything.
    It’s comforting to know that you’re open about it.

  • @morganbean8582
    @morganbean8582 5 років тому +416

    It broke my heart when your mom was crying when you answered the phone. Losing someone you love is a pain like no other. All my condolences go out to you and your family Sarah. We love you ❤️

  • @djihenearafa8414
    @djihenearafa8414 5 років тому +276

    Condolences and prayers 💛 Hope she's resting in peace.. Be strong and thank u for such a reminder that life is really short and surly really inpredictible 💛💛

  • @katestedelbauer3564
    @katestedelbauer3564 5 років тому +68

    I lost my grandpa suddenly about two moths ago. He was fine...and then he wasn't. I completely understand. Wishing you and your family peace in this time.

  • @imjoolia
    @imjoolia 5 років тому +70

    Life is a bit of an exercise, we have moments where we are just normal, moments where we just need rest but we push through, and moments where the time is just right and we’re determined and ready for anything. Blessings to you and your family💕

  • @jordynburesh2049
    @jordynburesh2049 5 років тому +122

    Your continuous honesty and love is always appreciated. Thank you for being so open! Sending best wishes.

  • @lachlannharvey
    @lachlannharvey 5 років тому +200

    You’re honestly so strong minded and you’re skin and health journey will always inspire me.
    You’re an awesome chick ! X

  • @oliviahackbarth5036
    @oliviahackbarth5036 5 років тому +55

    This made me sad. I miss my grandma every day. ❤️ thinking of you.

  • @kaykaylarose5278
    @kaykaylarose5278 5 років тому +198

    This was such a raw and honest vlog.... so brave of you to post this. Love you Sarah!! Keep up the amazing videos 🥰🥰

  • @izzy_haines
    @izzy_haines 5 років тому +123

    Fox is getting so big now! Thinking of you and your family always ❤️

  • @gabriellagulyas3778
    @gabriellagulyas3778 5 років тому +89

    My condolences beautiful Sarah ❤️ sending lots of love and strength to you and your family from Hungary❤️ also, you are a role model and honestly inspiring me every day!❤️ Little Fox baby is so cute❤️

  • @caitlins.9123
    @caitlins.9123 5 років тому +70

    Awwww I hope you're doing okay. Also that little sneeze and the hiccups at the beginning warms my heart aggggghhhhh😍😍😍

  • @shaunaemily480
    @shaunaemily480 5 років тому +81

    😭😭 Gosh girl, my heart is broken for you. Wishing you a time of great healing, a time close to the ones you love and a time to look back on all the wonderful memories. Love you girl!! You're so strong!

  • @caitlinotte4314
    @caitlinotte4314 5 років тому

    I started crying towards the end of this. I usually love watching all of your videos, & I saw through your instagram, of your updates, and I wasn't ready to see this video as I too recently lost someone; my mom, June 3rd. I've watched you're other most recent videos, now finally seeing this one and I broke down. It was beautiful hearing that you are to be with your family, and seeing the support and love in this. The care and strength that you carried for your son, too. I have a 5 year old little girl, and I had to explain it to her, that she wouldn't be seeing her grandma anymore. There isn't any need to apologize to any of us. You take care of your family and suppport eachother. Nothing else matters. It made me think of my sissy, and my dad, the three of us staying in touch and supporting eachother every day, it really made me tear up. I'm so sorry for your loss. So, so sorry. You are strong, and brave to even post this. You're one of my favorite youtubers, and I honestly wish nothing but the best and healthy healing.

  • @mijoyam
    @mijoyam 5 років тому +103

    You have been such a light to my life and so many since you started. I will keep your family in my prayers!❤️

  • @hanriloots5333
    @hanriloots5333 5 років тому +209

    You are keeping it real, but still so respectful. Sending love your way... be kind to yourself!! Xx

  • @tracypetrella6320
    @tracypetrella6320 5 років тому +41

    Oh Sarah, I'm so sorry for your loss😭💔
    Sending loving thoughts and prayers to you and your family ❤️

  • @kaseyrayton
    @kaseyrayton 5 років тому +18

    Tearing up watching this, sending you the biggest cuddle and keeping your family in my thoughts 💖

  • @leahjade2459
    @leahjade2459 5 років тому +51

    Those lovely photos at the end melted my heart! Thoughts are with you and your family. You and Kurt are SMASHING parent life! x

  • @imaginejade
    @imaginejade 5 років тому +49

    Sad, yet beautifull. Sometimes we have to remind ourselves that it's okay to be sad.

  • @caterinapotenza9412
    @caterinapotenza9412 5 років тому +84

    Condolence. Your grandma is in a better place now and you she will looking after you and everyone around you from heaven. Good on you for the confidence and incredible video. Keep on smiling.

  • @kayellenking
    @kayellenking 5 років тому +135

    You’re the true definition of role model! 🧚🏼‍♀️

    • @kayellenking
      @kayellenking 5 років тому +3

      I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you and your family💗💗 we love you x

    • @kat2025
      @kat2025 5 років тому

      Yes and I hope she never takes that as too much pressure to be perfect in any way cause shes a role model for being simply herself.

    • @kayellenking
      @kayellenking 5 років тому

      Katlyn Aguilar you’re exactly right and I definitely don’t think she will

  • @LyssRyann
    @LyssRyann 5 років тому +11

    Sending you all my love Sarah❤️

  • @dorianthompson3121
    @dorianthompson3121 5 років тому

    Im so sorry for your loss....I almost lost my mom last week to a sudden heart attack and 2 strokes. Shes only 76 and rarely ever ill. Like you said tell your family you love them. Tomorrow is never guaranteed. I havent had time to follow your IG or youtube lately since ive been at the hospital daily for 8 to 10 hours. Im exhausted. But Sarah this video made me smile. Ive been watching you for a very long time along with my oldesr daughter and weve loved seeing Fox come into your life. What a cute little blessing he is. Were loving being able to see him grow up! As a mom of 2 it goes sooooo fast! Thank you for letting us into your lives and yes we are waiting for a wedding!! We love you and Kurt! Blessings and love from my family to yours! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @karolinakulik4323
    @karolinakulik4323 5 років тому +28

    So sorry to hear about your grandma. Thinking of you and your family💕

  • @emmieandersson540
    @emmieandersson540 5 років тому +18

    Sending so much love to you❤️ I lost my grandma when I was 11 and it was so hard. Try to think about the good parts and everything that you got to do with her. She got to meet fox! Thats incredible! It’s going to get better❤️
    Edit: Sadly my grandma will never meet any of my children but if I have any I know she will keep an eye on them from where she is now

    • @demijamielee_0304
      @demijamielee_0304 5 років тому +1

      I can relate to this so much. Also lost my grandma at the age of 11 and it was the hardest ever.

    • @emmieandersson540
      @emmieandersson540 5 років тому

      Demi Daniels It is, like you’re still a kid but you have to go trough death, and it’s even worse because I couldn’t be there for my mom in the way I wish😔

  • @yperez6081
    @yperez6081 5 років тому +35

    Can we talk about little Foxy boy opening the vlog 😍 I was serving dinner and got the notification on my Apple Watch so came running to room and started watching! Love Sezzy so much!

  • @junelj6781
    @junelj6781 5 років тому +29

    Grand mother so beautiful so sorry for your Loss god bless you All xxx

  • @tuva6715
    @tuva6715 5 років тому +26

    I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️This made me cry, but thank you for always keeping it real, you're amazing. Never forget that!

  • @zonikabritz9578
    @zonikabritz9578 5 років тому +67

    Thanks for even uploading this video I know it must be hard.... Hope you feel better 🌻😔❤️

  • @allystirland1977
    @allystirland1977 5 років тому +29

    Stay strong sars ❤️❤️ you’re such an inspiration xx

  • @Carinaaa
    @Carinaaa 5 років тому +30

    Sending you so much love and positive vibes 💕

  • @delaneypdkearns
    @delaneypdkearns 5 років тому +47

    If you need time, we understand. Beautiful vlog, Sarah.💖

  • @jadekelly2890
    @jadekelly2890 5 років тому +4

    I work in a nursing home in the UK and never have I come across someone who is willing to drop everything as you did for your Grandma. I'm so so sorry for your loss Sarah. Big love to your family right now

  • @annelies8284
    @annelies8284 5 років тому +15

    The end was beautiful❤️ Wishing you all the strenght and love for the upcoming time😘

  • @caitlinbrennan2873
    @caitlinbrennan2873 5 років тому +33

    Your the realest UA-cam I watch and I love it! Not everyone has good days ❤️ Thanks for always being real

  • @BLACKCONVERSE97
    @BLACKCONVERSE97 5 років тому +50

    SO EARLY: such a longtime fan, literally have watched every single video over 5 times. Love you long time xx

    • @emmadozie
      @emmadozie 5 років тому

      Julia same she is so inspirational

  • @kellytelfer9960
    @kellytelfer9960 5 років тому

    I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Grandma in February very unexpectedly. I know it is a very hard time where emotions are running high and your heart will feel heavy for quite some time. You’ll smile going through pictures and then find yourself sobbing. It’s normal and healthy to grieve when you experience loss, so take your time. Also, remember that when you start accepting and feeling better and at peace with it, your Mom will probably still be grieving. It’s a different kind of grief to lose a Mom. My Mom is still taking her time from her loss and still needs breaks and to be alone sometimes. It takes time. But be there for her and your family during your healing. I wish the best for you and your family and hope that her memories will stay with you forever. Have a good day and feel better.

  • @TheTattooedCrafter
    @TheTattooedCrafter 5 років тому

    You have made your grandma so proud over the course of the last few years with all of your achievements.
    What a beautiful ending to the vlog in honour of such an incredible and inspirational lady.
    It will be difficult for the next few months if not years, but grieve at your own pace and spend as much time as you need with your family.
    The harsh thing about social media is everyone expects you to still be “online” regardless of what’s happened, but PLEASE ignore this!! Those that truly care and respect you will still be here when you return.
    Take it easy, take each project as it comes and don’t beat yourself up about them late, crying randomly or just having a bad day. We all have them and under the circumstances these days are expected.
    Sending you and the family lots of love and thoughts at this difficult time. Xx

  • @carmentillie5496
    @carmentillie5496 5 років тому +48

    When Sarah doesn’t cry but I cry. ❤️

  • @shepherds_pie.
    @shepherds_pie. 5 років тому +134

    i swear foxy is alllllways having the hiccups! 🤪🤷🏼‍♀️

    • @danigotch123
      @danigotch123 5 років тому +2

      BeachBaby75 i don’t know about annoying, but I’m wondering if that’s normal! He seems healthy and fine though

    • @katherineperez6961
      @katherineperez6961 5 років тому +1

      He needs to be burped! Poor baby...

    • @alexcaes8002
      @alexcaes8002 5 років тому +4

      HAHA you guys are clueless. My baby has hiccups all the time as well and he gets burped ALL THE TIME and the hiccups are still there. Sometimes he gets hiccups when he hasn’t even been eating. Oh and he always had hiccups while he was in my belly but the “poor baby” didn’t have anyone to burp him then. HES FINE. Move along.

    • @katherineperez6961
      @katherineperez6961 5 років тому

      @@alexcaes8002 clueless my ass. I'm a mother of 4.

    • @katherineperez6961
      @katherineperez6961 5 років тому

      @@alexcaes8002 should lift your baby's bottle when feeding. Less they'll suck less air in. Hopefully no more hiccups.

  • @sammy908
    @sammy908 5 років тому +123

    Kurt: "come here my little gremlin" hahahahahhq love both of u xxxx

  • @awolcreations
    @awolcreations 5 років тому +25

    But actually love how real your vlog is. Baby brain, 18 min trains, stuff arounds and all. Its so accurate ! Appreciate how you don't try and show a 'perfect' life. Just your version of it :) xxx

  • @shelleypicott3239
    @shelleypicott3239 5 років тому +13

    My heart was breaking right now and nothing can prepare us for the loss of a loved one. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @gabysoto8559
    @gabysoto8559 5 років тому +4

    “See you beautiful” 🥰 Kurt is the cutest. Lucky gallll

  • @croccatcher
    @croccatcher 5 років тому +4

    I'm so sorry about your Grandma, may the peace of the Lord be with you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @erinpretty557
    @erinpretty557 5 років тому +39

    I love these raw vlogs and you showing the life of being a mother!

    • @emmadozie
      @emmadozie 5 років тому +1

      Nadja Pretty it is so pure I love it!

  • @hannaghmcv
    @hannaghmcv 5 років тому

    we lost my granny jan 2018, we still talk about her everyday, sometimes i even forget shes not with us anymore. she was 101 (nearly 102) when she passed and had lived through 2 world wars and was born just before the easter rising in ireland, she was walking history. granny had lived through so much and will continue to live on with the love and memories we have of her. just like your grandma will live on too, Fox wont remember her but youll all tell him stories of her and he will love the fact he had a great grandma in his lifetime, kids love things like that. His memory of the stories of her will carry her spirit on for so many years. your bond with your granny will carry on in the bond fox and your mum will have. im so sorry for your loss.

  • @tarahpowell6074
    @tarahpowell6074 5 років тому

    that gut wrench & heart pull you feel when upset.. as soon as i read 3 days later i literally felt all that & started crying, instantly thought “something’s definitely wrong” i lost my nan aswell its tough. don’t feel bad for taking time off.

  • @juliabutzirus4869
    @juliabutzirus4869 5 років тому +21

    My heart goes out to your family ❤️ May your grandma Rest In Peace

  • @homie4357
    @homie4357 5 років тому +16

    I'm so so sorry my angel 💕 thoughts with you and your family

  • @paigecornale8003
    @paigecornale8003 5 років тому +79

    “Now even having a B cup I’m like LOOK AT THIS TIDDDYY”
    😂😂😂😂 love you so much Sezzy

  • @saradessalee385
    @saradessalee385 5 років тому

    I lost my dad when I was 16 and my mom 11 months later when I was 17. Both to cancer. And it’s made me cherish those I still have that much more. I think, even in death, and it being so hard, it proves to us who we still have and love. It wakes us up almost to the fact that we need to cherish our loved ones more than ever.
    I always say “It never gets any easier, we just get stronger.”
    Many prayers to you and your family.♥️

  • @Faithwithbecca
    @Faithwithbecca 5 років тому +1

    I am a single mom and have 19-month-old twins. I literally almost cried when you tried to work out and had to stop because of Fox. It reminded me of all the failed attempts I made to try and work out for that one hour I got a day when they were supposed to be asleep. It's so hard mentally on mom's because you seem like nothing goes to plan or works in your favor. I know you're an amazing mom and I do feel your pain. It sounds ridiculous to be sad because you couldn't work out but I feel like you can only understand the pain of giving up such basic things like working out if you have been a mom.
    Thank you for all the amazing videos though!! Love you guys !

  • @narsxvids
    @narsxvids 5 років тому +13

    I lost my grandma to cancer last tuesday. She was the best person I’ve ever known. I’m heartbroken, I miss her so much. Be strong, I know it’s hard !

  • @Livingapeacefullife
    @Livingapeacefullife 5 років тому +3

    Oh doll, I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma. I'm glad your mom was there with her in the end, it's only harder if you don't get that being able to say goodbye. Love you all, my heart goes out to you and your family, an I will keep you in my prayers love. ♥️

  • @MarianaMartins-hl2sl
    @MarianaMartins-hl2sl 5 років тому +18

    Aww Sarah... it broke my heart to watch this. Sending you all the love from England ❤️ x

  • @Mslee0415
    @Mslee0415 5 років тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying for peace & healing for your family.

  • @shenandoah1322
    @shenandoah1322 5 років тому +2

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandma. Those tearful phone calls from parents are so devastating. They literally change your life. I will never forget the phone call from my dad telling me my cousin had been murdered.

  • @nataliajane4408
    @nataliajane4408 5 років тому +20

    Seriously such a beautiful vlog. May your grandma rest in peace. xx

  • @DigThisDiva34
    @DigThisDiva34 5 років тому +9

    This just broke my heart. 😥 I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers during this time. ❤

  • @theabbyknight
    @theabbyknight 5 років тому +10

    i literally started crying when you did. i love you so much Sezzy, thank you for being so real.

  • @itsmemel2953
    @itsmemel2953 5 років тому

    We went through the loss of my grandmother a few weeks back my thoughts and prays are with your family praying for a positive outcome

  • @xonooniexo
    @xonooniexo 5 років тому

    This video made me so emotional. I sat there and sobbed. It brought back some raw memories of losing my great grandmother a year and a half ago now. The phone call, your debrief 3 days later. I take my hat off to you, and thank you for sharing such personal moments. My heart goes out to you and your family- sending loads of love and strength ❤️

  • @jillym1239
    @jillym1239 5 років тому +12

    OMG luv you’re doing a great job! Overwhelming days don’t go away, my little one is 15mo & I still have those days. Take time off & let yourself breath 💕 (btw our little one gets called gremlin too... & hobbit cuz he eats soooo much)

  • @lorienpatmore7088
    @lorienpatmore7088 5 років тому +3

    You could try noise canceling headphones for baby fox when you’re at the gym

  • @starletsmaddie
    @starletsmaddie 5 років тому +5

    I love you Sarah, stay strong. We all believe in you and support you. xxxx

  • @bonjeaniburnam5645
    @bonjeaniburnam5645 5 років тому

    I am so sorry...praying your family heals soon 🥺

  • @KaliAlexandria
    @KaliAlexandria 5 років тому

    Awh, so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family!

  • @emilyclough6582
    @emilyclough6582 5 років тому +4

    I love how you’re such a strong person. Your videos are so real and raw ❤️

  • @stephanieraybuck1676
    @stephanieraybuck1676 5 років тому +8

    My Nana just passed away on Saturday.. the day before my wedding... feel you girl. Sending my love and prayers

  • @georgialonsdale3146
    @georgialonsdale3146 5 років тому +7

    It made my heart break when your mums voice crack. I send all of my prayers to your family through this hard time. ❤️

  • @xAnneke3
    @xAnneke3 5 років тому

    I'm sorry for your loss. Wishing you all the best!

  • @vryluvly0829
    @vryluvly0829 5 років тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You are a beautiful person and my prayers for you and your family are with you.

  • @tamsynbock1448
    @tamsynbock1448 5 років тому +14

    I wish I could tell my grandparents that I love them 😪 stay strong ♥️

  • @soulwhisperer101
    @soulwhisperer101 5 років тому +20

    I will say this again ~ You're my FAVORITE UA-camR!! ~ Just love it when you upload another new video! So inspiring & uplifting always! Beautiful Fox Ocean and Sezzy & Kurt!!! ~ Blessings Always!!

  • @gisellex8199
    @gisellex8199 5 років тому +11

    Kurt makes Sarah laugh so much I love it 🥰

  • @kimmurphy1511
    @kimmurphy1511 5 років тому

    Sorry for your loss. Praying for healing in your time of need💕

  • @ViciousV2010
    @ViciousV2010 5 років тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss and my thoughts and prayers go out to your mom.

  • @hayleej272
    @hayleej272 5 років тому +6

    Sending you and your family all the love 💖

  • @Katie.elysee
    @Katie.elysee 5 років тому +8

    sending you love to your family Sarah, you are a strong girl and she will always be there with you xxxx

  • @marymcintyre5860
    @marymcintyre5860 5 років тому +12

    211 likes, 154 views... Thanks UA-cam! 😉
    Edit- I’m so sorry to hear about your grandmother. I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you and your family. I’m praying for you, stay strong, we love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @stephanieseefried3302
    @stephanieseefried3302 5 років тому

    So very sorry for your loss. I lost my grandma almost 30 years ago, and I still remember the sadness I felt when she passed. I know she is rejoicing in heaven, but I still miss her often. I am so glad you have such a close family. You are a beautiful soul and I love how you are supporting your momma. Prayers and love to you all.

  • @jessicamills9269
    @jessicamills9269 5 років тому

    I'm so sorry Sarah and family. It's not easy at all. We just went through a similar thing last week. Thinking of use and prayers for all.

  • @briannemuise7856
    @briannemuise7856 5 років тому +4

    I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. Sending you so much love!!

  • @abundantlyinspired
    @abundantlyinspired 5 років тому +6

    Thank you for this. My mom just passed two days ago. ❤️❤️❤️Life is so precious.

  • @mathildemaillard640
    @mathildemaillard640 5 років тому +3

    I cried, I lost my grandma four years ago, you’re a really strong woman and a really good mom and daughter, you inspire me everyday, hope you know that

  • @ndepee85
    @ndepee85 5 років тому

    So sorry for your loss!! We just loss our grandmother and so happy to have our little girl with us as bright light for everyone in the family

  • @Diana-yw3bt
    @Diana-yw3bt 5 років тому

    I’m so sorry for the loss of your grandma Sezzy. Sending so much love, strenght and prayers to you and your family 🙏🏻

  • @kyokovranckaert8725
    @kyokovranckaert8725 5 років тому +4

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You are doing an amazing job and you are being the best mom / daughter / girlfriend ... you can be! We love you x

  • @oliviaharasty1303
    @oliviaharasty1303 5 років тому +5

    Hi Sarah! Thank you for sharing. Could you also share the music used for the intro? So beautiful

    • @emmadozie
      @emmadozie 5 років тому +1

      Olivia Harasty are you a you-tuber too! I was wondering the same thing

    • @oliviaharasty1303
      @oliviaharasty1303 5 років тому +2

      Em n’ Health hello! I’m not, but I do love it very much. Reminds me of a Jane Austen movie very comforting and beautiful. Very perfect for this video as well.

  • @ameliae743
    @ameliae743 5 років тому +3

    God bless. Sending you and your family all of my love 💕💕

  • @denay444
    @denay444 5 років тому +2

    when you were on the phone with your mom, the baby was smiling but im so sorry for your loss. you are a very strong lady and i hope your mom and everyone else is okay.

  • @shannonmcgrath8446
    @shannonmcgrath8446 5 років тому

    may your grandma rest in peace and your family keep their strength through it all

  • @TrichellesIllusions
    @TrichellesIllusions 5 років тому +8

    Stay strong Sarah ✊🏽, little fox shall keep your smile high . 🤗

  • @briahnahofmeister
    @briahnahofmeister 5 років тому +3

    Sending prayers to your fam that y’all find peace and joy!💕

  • @tansauder
    @tansauder 5 років тому +3

    this was a beautiful vlog. Thank you for letting us all into your life. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Your Grandma has left a beautiful legacy in your family! 🙏🏼

  • @LetiBeecroft
    @LetiBeecroft 5 років тому

    Sezzy! I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother. I recently just lost a close aunt of mine but its okay because like you said, she passed so peacefully! I hope all well wishes for you!

  • @Cocobean8915
    @Cocobean8915 5 років тому

    Awe Sarah, I am so sorry for your loss. I was with my grandmother when she passed in October. It is always so hard to say goodbye. I love following your and Kurts story! You are the cutest! Much love from New York