SkyDxddy - "Why me" (Official Music Video)
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- Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
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Like all of my music, this is a song that should not exist. But the hard fact is that so many people suffer from the aftermath of Sexual assault. Please SHARE this with every survivor you know, and even those who arent survivors so they can finally start to understand what its like. Educating ourselves on this subject and spreading awareness is the only way for us to make a change. SPEAK UP. Were listening.
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Video By: Traumacore Productions
Written and Produced By: SkyDxddy
LYRICS:
There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent
That Was Before I Let Everybody Get in My Head
Before the Trauma All the Lies and All the Pain
Before I Hurt So Bad I Had to Change My Name
Before Manipulations Cracked Fundations
Moments That Would Test My Patience
Prayers to God to Take It All Away
Before I Felt All of the Self-blame Eat at Me
Before I Felt the Devil Crushing Me
And Nobody Could Hear Me Scream
Before I Asked God
Why Me?
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
There was a time when i had no doubt in mind
Thought that i was chosen
wouldnt lose no hope in you
then i got older thoughts turned into boulders
world fell on my shoulders
the thought of death became kinda comforting
i wondered when death was gonna come for me
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
Every Man of God I Ask Said That I Should Be Ashamed
So I Had to Tell Myself That I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One Who Should Feel Shame
There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent
#whyme #religioustrauma #sa #traumacore
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This is more than a song. This is more than just my story. This is more than music. #traumacore
Let’s change a survivors life today…I know this song has the power to open dialogue and inspire more survivors to come forward about their experiences. LIKE, COMMENT, AND SHARE with all of your friends and family. This is music BY SURVIVORS FOR SURVIVORS . I appreciate you all more than words can describe.
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#thisismorethanmusic 🖤
I truly do believe that together, we WILL get through this...#traumacore
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Ladies and gentlemen, get ready to be blown away by the premiere of Skydxddy's latest music video!
This rising tramacore artist has been making waves in the music industry with her powerful vocals and intense beats, and her latest single is no exception.
After being featured on Sirius she used our synergy to drop another soul banger!!🎉🎉
In this inspiring music video, Skydxddy tackles the difficult topic of surviving rape.
With a tramacore heart with a coffin nail upbeat perspective....Skydxddy takes us on a journey through the pain and trauma of such a horrific experience, but also shows us the strength and resilience of those who refuse to be broken.
Skydxddy managed to beat back many mental demons that we all see everywhere!
The video begins with Skydxddy pleading for a truth answer where all souls go alone in a dark alley if time lost, looking out into the distance with a determined expression her soul rap shines light on the importance of curing mental traumas.
As the beat drops, she starts to rap about the harsh reality of rape and the devastating effects it had on her life personally.
In the midst of this darkness, Skydxddy is a glimmer of hope in her lyrics, as she reminds us that survivors are never alone and can find strength in each other.
As the video progresses, we see Skydxddy in different settings, each one symbolizing a different aspect of the journey of surviving rape. From the cold and dark feeling of being powerless after with a wise and fiery intensity in a mental-defense class if her own she shows us the ups and downs of the healing process, but also the fierce determination that keeps survivors going.
Throughout it all, Skydxddy's music drives the message home with its intense, tramacore beats and her powerful voice. The music video ends with Skydxddy with a sense of triumph and hope.
She has shown us that surviving rape is possible, that healing is a journey, and that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
So sit back, turn up the volume, and get ready to be inspired by Skydxddy's powerful new music video. This is a story of survival, of strength, and of hope, and I am honored to watch her impact over the years!
I look forward to a collab one day!🎉🎉🎉
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You did a great job with this song man seein the pain in ur eyes is heart breaking keep doin what ur doin
Your music inspires me, I to have dealt with SA most of the 44yrs that I have been alive, and still have not overcome some of the effects of abuse that I've dealt with, I encourage you to keep singing trauma music to heal, I write poetry to get the pain out of me, love you, love your music
Someone like this comment so It will send me the notification to come back, I didn't know I was so early (30 hours). I am easily distracted so If no one helps me I won't hear this song for a while. Thank you for your patience. Love SkyDxddy 's music.
Psst hey come back and listen to this masterpiece
Hey come back!! ❤
Come back
Pssst you gotta come back
Get back here yo.
I was abandoned by my mom and when I got adopted I was neglected and abused, I’m a SURVIVOR. ❤
Thank you for sharing.*hugs*
She may be permanently disabled because of his abuse too..Try not walking when you want while nearly being put in a wheelchair and not to far from being in one today....No one is the 🏆 winner.
@@UniversalConsciousness-xs1jv huh??? What are you talking about
Why did your mom abandon you?
@@walker96284 there are many factors why parents can willfully or unwillfully abandon their children. Gang violence , domestic violence, drug abuse, labor and sextrafficking and even incest! Sometimes not knowing can protect the children or protect the parent from relapse or endangering parents into toxic relationships with over rapist, sextraffickers, domestic violence or gang affiliations..
To all the survivors of any kind of abuse reading this:
You're still here, you survived, and I'm proud of you. It won't be easy, sometimes it might get unbearable, but please know that what happened to you wasn't and will never be your fault. I am sorry that this world has been cruel but I hope you can be the hope and happiness you need.
I'm proud of you.
Thank you so very much i needed to read this
Thank you... I needed that
needed this❤️🩹 thank you
I’m a survivor😊💪🏾
I'm a child sexual abuse SURVIVOR and this song really hits home. My abuse started at the age of 5. I blamed myself for years. I absolutely love that you put out these lyrics that others have lived through and struggled with for years.
Hope you're okay now candice....
I hope better time find you! My sister name oddly enough is candice and we were both groomed and abused by our grandmother
Am so sorry to hear that hope your doing ok and i am to groomed around 8 then SA abused at 11 by a long family friend then my first ex used to constantly do it to me or i be dead it's heartbreaking hearing everyones stories of it to i wish i had the strength to report it i cant do it
Mine started at 3, and I had my guard up for years, trusted the wrong person and my daughter got hurt because of it. We both hurt still
I am a sexual abuse victim.
DAMN THIS WAS POWERFUL....."WHY ME" PLAGUED ME FOR YEARS...IT STILL DOES.
I know this wasn’t easy to make but the message is so worth getting out there! I’ve been blaming myself since I was 8 years old when my first assault happened and still am after my last one almost 2 years ago. I’m working on it.. I found you on TikTok and let me just tell you that your music has helped me so much 😭❤️
same listening to this made me cry
it was never your fault. appreciate you , and sending you love and light
@@SkyDxddy thank you so much 🥹❤️🙏🏼
@LifeAsLaura: MUCH Appreciation for This Comment 💯 my Lyrics are for All people.. Struggling to Bring Out Powerful Beings for Generations ✨🤔🧐
This song is by far the most heartfelt and truth i ever heard I'm 34 and got hurt as a young child i still deal or try not to deal thank you for this song
I'm a DV survivor whose been abused in every way possible. Your music makes me feel less alone. Your so brave I admire you. Your a beautiful person. Your music is amazing 💜
Im so sorry😢 u didn't deserve that
I'm so sorry you've been through that I stand with you as a victim of DV myself
No one deserves DV it happens to women and men. I stand with you too Madison and any DV survivor. Through our trauma we support one an another
Same
i agree ,
As a survivor, this song means so much to me❤
When I first heard this song, it resonated with me in a different way, not as a DV survivor, but a a 2X breast cancer survivor.
Cancer ravaged my life at an early age, 47. I was in a fairly new relationship, recently ending a 25 year marriage. And it didn’t tiptoe into my life with a little warning…Stage 1 or II, it was out the gate Stage III in one breast and Stage IV in the other, despite having had a mammogram 11 months prior.
Cancer took everything I knew and held to be true and threw it out the fucking window. I lived in a body that was no longer mine, that I no longer even recognized.
Every single day was filled with more pain than I knew was humanly possible to withstand, nausea that started at my toes and ended in my soul, and every tiny microscopic hair on my body disappeared along with more and more scars after each of 7 surgeries.
I was not able to reconstruct, we tried 3 times, 3 times my body rejected them and I became septic, and at the time, my life became more important than some tits.
So, here I am now, my body a road map of scars, the man from that new relationship gone because my cancer was too much for him to handle, a head full of hair (thank God) but no eyebrows or body hair to speak of (weird right?), liven my best fuckin life, screaming “FUCK CANCER” at the top of my lungs and garnering strength from your song that has nothing to do with surviving cancer, but hit my heart in all the right ways!
Thank you, much love💕
Silently screaming
This song resonates on my soul. Impossible not to cry if you're empathetic 😢
This is so so powerful.. healing is hard as hell.. how do you even do that? Almost 30 years of trauma including SAs and I have never found the answer.. all the love and respect. Xx
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I can relate to this so much. My father is a priest, and when I told him he didn't believe me, because of the way I dressed. At 15, I believed him and I still ask God why me. I didn't seem to get an answer. It hurts forever. I stuck around for others, but never for me. Now I have been diagnosed with PTSD from another traums, because I never learned to cope with the big ones like this in a healthy manner. This right here was the start of my own personal hell. And everyone still thinks I'm the happy, funny girl that says what she thinks. They wouldn't want to know what I think, if your in my head, it's s pretty scary place. Thank you for being a voice that makes sense to me.
Inside my head is terrifying. But I’m the happy, fun girl!
I have been raped by ones who are beyond the law, leaving me with no access to justice for what they have done and sometimes still do. I have only been able to share this trauma with one or two people, and I can't afford counselling services. It has made me such an angry, tearful and at times, bitter and devastated by hopelessness at the unfairness of my situation. I also have ADHD so emotional dysregulation and feeling emotions extremely deeply means that for the past year or two, I wake up and immediately start crying, wishing I hadn't woken up.
Nothing but the best for everyone and stay strong, thanks for the understanding and amazing music/art you make
I love you! This song is amazing you can feel the pain through the screen.
Welp watching this just made me break down such a powerful song
I suffered 30 years of trauma and this song sums it up for me going through the rape at 15 then 2 dv and the healing and recovery is so hard ❤ please you are a voice to us women who have been through alot ❤️
As a survivor of SA this song hits hard. The devil is after us all. Sadly that wont change. Survivors are the only ones that can help others that have gone through this. You said why me. Maybe one answer is so you can help other girls that have suffered that hell to not only find their voice but to help them heal. Keep your head up. In the middle of the word broken is also the word ok and thats where we can get to. Not perfect or unharmed but damn it all if we cant stand together and heal the brokenness to learn to be ok again.
I legitimately didn't even know that Traumacore was a musical genre. I learned something new today, thank you for the education. I grew up around drugs, guns, police raids, domestic violence, emotional abuse, constant merciless bullying at a multitude of schools. Some by-products of which are severe social anxiety, claustrophobia, panic attacks, depression. I'm a utter newbie to your music, but I find that what I've heard from you so far captures and encapsulates certain feelings that I have perfectly. Sometimes it's difficult to articulate how we feel to somebody who's never been through shit...
i have listened to this song more than 100 times and it gets me everytime, so many people go through SA and dont know how to explain there feelings after, but you did just that, i can hear the pain and strength at the same time, its a song that is really needed, i hope this is healing for yourself and many others
My biological dad SA me from the ages of 10 to 15. I feel this song in my soul. It makes me cry. But i should NOT be ashamed and i am NOT the one to blame. It was HIS choice not MINE!!!!!!! This song has a powerful message that everyone should hear. People that survived and people that dont understand how we feel after surviving. This is on my daily playlist. I was innocent before he did what he did. But it was not my fault. I am a fighter. And this song is a reminder. Thank you Skydxddy. I needed this.
This speaks volumes! Thanks for making this song. ❤😢❤😢❤
Love this song! Can't wait for the video!
This song hits me so hard, in a good way. I still blame myself for not only my SA from years ago, but also every time I feel someone’s eyes on me now. Grew up hearing that I was going to hell for everything in the book.
I wish people would see that “saying the truth”, pushes so many of us not to whatever “ repentance “ is; but instead to the other extreme….
Thank you for putting this out there, it’s something everyone needs to see. We don’t walk this path alone. It’s our own shitty little club in a way; but we have each other.
Whoever reads this, you are special, you are talented. You are smart you are lovable what you feel and what you think matters you deserve peace and happiness.
This made me sob I’m so sorry this happened to you , I feel this in my bones
I was literally sitting there in the tub with tears of pain and rage streaming down my face instead of getting ready for work at how accurate this is for me! I love your music Sky and I truly wish I'd had it years ago! You help soo many people, myself included, with your music and vulnerability!
"Said that I sould be ashamed" made me remember her words to me when I told my SA abuser's mother (he was my stepdad) what he had been doing, and that I had him arrested. Her words were, "Well, it takes two to tango and you must have enjoyed it to let it go on for so long and never say a word. You sould be ashamed for getting him in trouble". That was bad enough, but what was even worse was there didn't seem to be any surprise that it had happened at all; as if she already knew.
My mom is mentally ill to. She doesn't believe me about my step dad... I didn't even know I just unblocked it in hyon therapy. Wish I never unblocked it. I guess the reoccurring nightmare when there was blood everywhere and everyone died and my mom abandoned me ... Everynight then id wake up in extreme pain and naked and confused.. it wasn't a dream. It was to traumatic for a child to process so I made a gory dream to go too while he was violenting raping me and drugging me.. and my mom doesn't believe me. She says hypnosis is not real and I made it all up..
@kacy2901 I'm so sorry you're going through this! Tell another trusted adult sweetheart
This isnt just a song its an anthem to survivors out there. I am so sorry you had to deal with what you did. I pray you heal. I am a big fan of yours. Thank you for making music.
Im really sorry for what you went through, you are so brave for doing this song. Remember your important and special to some people. They don't want to lose you,
I'm angry that UA-cam didn't send me the notification that the video had already been released until after i was watching it.
Amazing video for amazing song by an amazing artist... Your music helps me so much, since i started listening your songs i feel understanded and less alone dealing with my trauma for the very first time since i was 6yo, THANK YOU SKY.
The villain of uor story doesn't deserve to watch you fall
The song hits hard and relates to what I and many others have went through. Thank you SkyDxddy for having bravery to speak up about things like this. Thank you for giving other courage to come forth. We will become stronger.
Thank you Sky. I'm listening to it again. You've got me bawling again. My ex has been popping up in my dreams and the trauma has fucked me up mentally so having someone to relate to has helped a bunch. I love you Sky
I am so proud of you! I know this had to have been hard to make, but the potential to help so many others is in your hands. You're doing wonderful! Long time survivor here, supporting you every step of the way.
Thank you just thank you sincerely a 2 time survivor
I already know this is Gina be amazing
Strong and powerful, right in the gut. Thank you for sharing your soul.
Was just able to watch it. The video is super strong, just as the song.
My heart and my body is shaking, it hits hard
Comeee on need this can’t wait
This is your best work. I love the direction and the growth
Super stoked, and I love you voice!
Your doing great things. Keep it up.
As a sexual assault survivor, this song explains the pain, especially when you are taken advantage of by someone who claims they are a "man of god"
Yet you fly that flag as your tag ???
🤔strange
Cant wait seriously
yayyy I've been waiting for this to come out can't wait to see it 🥳🎉🎉🥳🎉🤗🤗🤗🤗❤❤❤
I have been waiting for this drop! Love it! Pure 🔥!!!
I know that this was extremely hard for you to do and release but know your work is not in vain. Thousands of women are being given a voice where they have none thanks to you. Keep up the fight! We love you and need you!
Why I connect with this so hard despite not being female I been through something extremely similar
It's because she's singing about the feelings we all had afterwards took me 30 years of self blame shame I've just finished first 6 months of therapy, we aren't that unusual honestly the only difference is us guys are so much worse at asking for help, there's a lot of out there
Because the world says it can't happen to guys, it gets brushed under the rug and ya'll are told (like us gals) "Don't talk about it"! That is such bullcrap! Trauma can happen to anyone! I'm sorry you went through what you did.
Amazing as always!!!❤
I can relate to this and most of your songs so much! I blamed myself for the abuse I suffered for so long but I'm finally beginning to heal with the help of music like this since that is how I express myself ....
I never felt more in tune with a person. Skydxddy speaks lyrics to the thoughts in my head.
Im in my healing phase man it hurts emotionally so bad😢
Right on my birthday!!!! Yaaas
Can,t wait you help me so much especially though my trama you are my favorite artist keep up the work❤❤❤❤
your voice is the best of the best❤❤❤
Was going strong but that running seen just made me break and I started crying
This song came out days within my last assault and it helps so much! The investigators been wanting him but his cases ended up murder cases till me. Now there’s a 14 year old and the investigators let us meet and I’m helping her through everything I can
As a survivor of abuse(not sa) this still hits home. 20 years after the abuser has been gone and it still hurts. The triggers from back then still exist today. I remember asking myself why I was treated different and what made him treat me that way. What did I do as a small child to cause this hatred. As this song says Why me! I am not the one to blame and I should not be ashamed.
I know this song was meant for SA survivors but its home for me. For the survivors, I am sorry. We can come out of our different traumas and try to be better people. This video has such strong words behind it that even now I have a hard time following but we should try to follow it.
I'm 59, OMG, girlfreind....yes! ❤
Love your music young lady.
Keep going!
This is very very powerful and I believe all your songs are because they all have a message in them. I love everything that you do so much and keep up the amazing work.
sky sings, writes songs, and I draw to spread awarness. Art brings survivors together
"the thought of death became kinda comforting" I felt that pain.
I love it! Another amazing song girl! ❤
Sky ur music and music in general keeps me sane thank u for making this even tho it was hard
This is amazing the video is amazing so proud of where
You have come
I love you skydxddy your my idol
Same she's my idol as well
Same
I come from your TikTok page , and this has helped me so much. I am still healing from mine last year. This message helps me and others thank you for putting it out there , thank you so much .
I needed this😭❤
I can't wait
I love it so powerful and the way you displayed it in the video was amazing beauty and art combined into a masterpiece 🙏🔥
Can't wait 😍🥺🖤🖤🖤
Thank you for this song, I've thought why me so many times. People who haven't been through it will never understand, the physical pain of SA goes away but the emotional is life long. It's been almost 10 years since mine and I can close my eyes and be right back in that moment. I tried to sleep with a bunch of people to make the memory further away but that didn't work. I've tried therapy and it stopped me from killing myself but I still have so many problems with intimacy. I am hoping one day I'll be whole again...
Your music helps me so much from something my dad made me do to him when i was younger i love this song and triggered they help me remember it wasent my fault tysm and i know it wasent easy making this music
This so resonates with me, actually brings me to tears. All respect to you for writing this song, wish I was as strong to be able to do something to try and deal with my past, even after all these years.
Can’t wait for this
As a religious trauma survivor with so much trauma mental health professionals wont help me with this song and sll ur sobgs keep me going
I can't help but sob to while listening to these powerful lyrics... I was 5 when the sex*ual abuse started my mom and dad where so young and thought they could trust my uncles in my grandparents' home which was a extremely religious household *worst part is my grandmother knew it was happening* it went on for years it stopped when I was 10 and moved I thought I was okay because I really truly never clicked until I was 14 and my 1st kiss was taken by a way older man that was with my aunt... and almost lead to *rape. Again, swept under the rug with this religious belief of forgiveness and forget to lay it at God's feet.. I struggled with self-harm for years, and at 16, I ran to the arms of a boy who I thought loved me even tho I was broken.. wrong more abuses.. every abuse there is... 3 weeks before graduating I was going to take my life my best guy freind of 5 years got a text saying "I'm sorry" he blew up my phone even threatened to drive to me in his mom's car..
Now I still have scars, but that boy is now my husband, and I have 3 beautiful girls. I still struggle every day with the demons and trauma. But ill be damned if my daughter struggle like i did...Thank you for this song it is truly a gift.
I've been struggling a lot with this myself, with the mental part of it. The message at the end made me cry a little bit, because it's not my fault. And I need to start telling myself that. I just want to thank you personally for the music you've been making. I found you on facebook, and fell in love with your music. My playlists now have your songs in them, all of them. Thank you, and keep doing what you're doing.
A second in the music and already goosebumps all over my body O.o
When we realize it's not our fault we are set free 🖤❤ I was a child, not even 6 years old yet when the first happened. A child. 🙄 Having such things put on us, taken from us are not our faults. Although I know all too well how we try to carry that burden. Survivors are amazing, keep sharing your stories.Real magic happens when we stand together. 🖤❤
Healing , music is my medicine, thank you.❤😢
This song just gave me chills up my whole body.
How did such a blessing of a person land here? She helps with so much I love her
Lovely song and video
This is very powerful video an song I listen to this on the daily
Thank you! This is a good song! Chills. You are always real.
I'm 46 yrs and thru her voice I'm still healing... Thank God my sisters and I made dam sure this cycle ENDED WITH US! I SCREAM YOUR SONGS IN MY CAR ESPECIALLY WEN TRIGGERS HIT! I ADORE YOU BABY GIRL! THE POWER YOU HOLD SWEET GIRL ❤❤❤❤
It took a few years to realize what happened to me was bad and shouldn’t of happened. Your music has helped a lot thank you
I'm a victim to Sexual Assault, I was molested as a child, sexually assulted/raped at 17 twice, I'm 18 and to this day it still haunts me, scars don't heal on their own and I'm still healing my inner child and myself now, we're all strong
Love love love the song and video makes me cry every time i watch and listen to the song I lived through 5 years sexually assault from age 5 til I was 10 until I got the nerve to talk to my teacher she called cys and got me out of the house thank you for making this beautiful song I love it and you
I just watch this and wanted to cry this should be the number one music video and song of 2023
I heard this Song on TikTok!
I love it, you're so strong. Good job!
Greetings from Italy 🇮🇹
This was everything I thought it'd be and more. Tears literally just rolling down my face . You're stronger than you think for posting this I know it couldn't have been easy. You are helping so many people including me. So thank you. We love you skyy❤
I found out the prettiest smile and the nicest people get used in so many ways and no one says anything but as soon as tbey change everyone asks questions
Man I wasn't planning on crying today 😭💔
Love this so much you did an amazing job
It hits hard. I've been dealing with so much death, and my bro was assaulted by my grandpa. I used to believe it was my fault that I couldn't help. I was always saying that my family dying was my fault for what I didn't do to protect my bro
Just amazing 🌹
Yes queen 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
GOD UR AMAZING. THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR MAKING UR MUSIC. ITS HAS SO MUCH OF AN IMPACT AND IT REMINDS ME NONE OF US ARE ALONE