NF -Therapy Session (Lyrics+Video)

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  • Опубліковано 4 вер 2024
  • [verse 1]
    Yeah, I got off stage like a month ago
    I was talking to fans
    And one of 'em pulled me aside and said
    "We never met, but I swear that you know who I am
    I've been through a lot
    I don't know how to express it to people, don't think that I can
    But I got that mansion cd on rotation
    That's real for me, nate, you do not understand"
    It's crazy for me
    Kids hit me up, say they slittin' they wrists on the daily
    This music is more than you think
    Don't book me for just entertainment, it's entertainin'
    Hearin' these parents, they telling their kids
    My music is violent-you gotta be kidding me
    I guess that your definition of violence and mine
    Is something that we look at differently
    How do you picture me, huh?
    Want me to smile, you want me to laugh?
    You want me to walk on the stage with a smile on my face
    When I'm mad and put on a mask? For real though
    I mean, what you expect from me?
    I'm tryna do this respectfully
    They say that life is a race
    I knew my problems would prolly catch up eventually
    I do my best to be calm
    How you gon' write me and tell me you'd slaughter my family?
    That's just a glimpse to the stuff that gets sent to me
    These are the parts of my life they don't never see, woo!
    I am aware, it's aggressive
    I am not here for acceptance
    I don't know what you expected
    But what you expect when you walk in a therapy session, huh?
    [chorus]
    Therapy, therapy session
    Therapy, therapy session
    [verse 2]
    This girl at the show looked me in the face
    And told me her life's full of drama (yeah!)
    Said her dad is abusive
    Apparently, he likes to beat on her mama
    I got so angry inside
    I wanted to tell her to give me his number
    But what you gon' do with it, right?
    You gon' hit him up then he'll start hittin' her harder, that's real
    These kids, they come to my shows
    With tears in they eyes
    'magine someone looking at you
    And sayin' your music's the reason that they are alive
    Sometimes I don't know how to handle it
    This type of life isn't glamorous
    This ain't an act for the cameras (nah!)
    You see me walk on these stages
    But have no idea what I'm dealing with after it, nah!
    I put it all in the open
    This is the way that I cope with all my emotion
    I'm taking pictures with thousands of people
    But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me
    I'm tryin' to deal with depression
    I'm tryin' to deal with the pressure
    How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message
    When I'm lookin' out at this crowd full of people I know I affected? Agh!
    I got some things in my life (my life)
    I know I should let 'em go (let 'em go)
    Let me jot it down (jot it down)
    Let me take a mental note (mental note)
    I put it all in this microphone (microphone)
    Think about that for a minute
    What is the point of this song? I'm just ventin'
    But what you expect from a therapy session, huh?
    [chorus]
    Therapy, therapy session
    Therapy, therapy session
    [verse 3]
    What you think about me
    -that doesn't worry me
    I know I handle some things immaturely
    I know that I need to grow in maturity
    I ain't gon' walk on these stages, in front of these people
    And act like I live my life perfectly
    That doesn't work for me
    "Christian" is not the definition of what "Perfect" means, woo!
    I ain't the type to be quiet
    I ain't gon' sit here in silence
    If I wouldn't say what I say to your face
    Then I promise you, I wouldn't say it in private
    I am not lyin'
    People go off on my page, and I'm tryin' to quit the replyin'
    But this is ridiculous
    I'm passionate, man, I really mean what I'm writing
    You want me to keep it a hundred?
    Okay, I'll keep it a hundred
    I see a whole lot of talkin' on socials
    But honestly, I don't see nothing in public
    I kinda love it, yeah
    "Why don't you write us some happy raps?
    That would be awesome"
    "All of your music is moody and dark, nate"
    -don't get me started (yeah!)
    You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person?
    Listen to my verses
    This music is not just for people
    Who sit in the pews and pray at the churches, nah!
    I won't reject it
    I don't expect everyone to respect it
    I don't expect you to get my perspective
    But what you expect from a therapy session?
    Huh?
    [outro]
    I mean, I think sometimes people-they confuse what I'm doin'
    I write about life, I write about things that I'm actually dealing with
    Something that I'm actually experiencing
    This is real for me
    Like, this is something that personally helps me as well
    I'm not confused about who gave me the gift
    God gave me the gift and he gave me the ability to-to do this
    And he also gave me this as an outlet
    And that's what music is for me
    When I feel something, whether it's anger
    Um, it's a passion about something-or frustration
    Like, this is where I go
    This is-this is-that's the whole "Nf real music" thing, man
    This is real for me-I need this
    This is a therapy for me

КОМЕНТАРІ • 236

  • @chazhorselooking2477
    @chazhorselooking2477 3 місяці тому +84

    I know how NF feels. I’m a teacher I hear a lot of stories of how gaurdians and parents mistreat their kids. Some kids want me to be their parent and it breaks my heart. I need a therapy session

    • @the_user_mac9189
      @the_user_mac9189 2 місяці тому +2

      He saved my life give me A chance adhd and dixlexic from the 90s give us a chance

    • @simonsmart3391
      @simonsmart3391 5 днів тому +1

      I would take a therapy session if I thought it would help, and pay massive amounts of money, or a could listen to NF instead.

  • @kaylacrepeau6611
    @kaylacrepeau6611 8 місяців тому +124

    Nate, you are saving others, including me. Your music is important.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +10

      u needa listen remember this and oh lor, you´ll like it

  • @nataliemcmunigal3960
    @nataliemcmunigal3960 7 місяців тому +35

    The fact I ain’t religious in the slightest & I love NF wholeheartedly tells me that this ain’t just religion based…it’s so much more. He speak to me on a whole nother level. We all need therapy from time to time and that’s just life xx

    • @jarrettthompson5510
      @jarrettthompson5510 3 місяці тому +1

      Not sure it’s religious-based, but his music definitely seems to come from his life experiences

  • @joelkye132
    @joelkye132 Рік тому +296

    thanks mate wont let me watch nf's vid because of age verification and it wont even let me verify myself. legend

    • @EpicBub
      @EpicBub Рік тому +21

      YESS! THATS WHY I'M HERE!

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  Рік тому +31

      ty for you mate, I'll be going upload more!

    • @ZacharyHarpel
      @ZacharyHarpel Рік тому +4

      Same dude!

    • @JoyMainAcct
      @JoyMainAcct Рік тому

      me2 fukutube im 53 years old so sik of utubesshit

    • @genuinemorgan
      @genuinemorgan 11 місяців тому +7

      ME TOO! And IM 50 +,years OLD enough!
      Jeeze ..................🚶

  • @Fortnitekidz34
    @Fortnitekidz34 11 місяців тому +34

    I love NF. When I’m happy I listen for the beat but when I’m sad I listen to the meaning. That’s something he is good at

  • @Laura_Rose98
    @Laura_Rose98 4 місяці тому +10

    I’m alive cuz I relate to NF’s music. It helps listening to it everyday and reading it. Thank you 🙏🏻

  • @1cocoasky
    @1cocoasky 10 місяців тому +30

    My foster then adoptive children shared your music with me. It helped them deal with drug addict parents. I think your music is great and needed with all the broken homes and children who grew up in homes of neglect and abuse and even just teens going through those years into their twenties trying to figure themselves and the world out. ❤

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +2

      It makes me so happy that nf's music has helped you and your family, nate is a person that leaves his soul in his music

  • @megwilder8353
    @megwilder8353 11 місяців тому +81

    I'm alive because of your music. I hear every word and resonate more than I realized years ago. Thank you for being you.

    • @Blitzkrieg4
      @Blitzkrieg4 8 місяців тому +2

      Me too, me too

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +2

      nate is ecstasyy for our life

  • @danaposton3649
    @danaposton3649 Місяць тому +3

    My friend that introduced me on to this artist passed away unfortuneatly, he was an old friend from my teenage years, he died a couple years ago, RIP Paul Jason Newsome,

  • @GraysonSusco
    @GraysonSusco 11 місяців тому +49

    His music is why I'm still alive I love nf I relate to him so much I'm sure alot of you do too

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +3

      Nate is one of the few people who has decided to leave the system to understand young people, he is saving lives and he doesn't realize it.

    • @duck9514
      @duck9514 4 місяці тому

      get therapy

  • @stephaniemartinsfachada
    @stephaniemartinsfachada Рік тому +52

    “This is real for me”. Therapy is an amazing song. What you are doing is spiritual in a hard way. Brilliant ❤ Thank you ❤

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      I'm really glad that people see the spiritual side of all this after all, thank u for your comment bless for u

  • @tesskennedy4959
    @tesskennedy4959 3 місяці тому +3

    I was a small child roughly 60 years ago, but I remember that I wondered what was going on in my house… I knew find real truth was my only way. That a massively important part of my pure respect for Nate. Keeping it real. Nate you should never feel you need to qualify that as that you the authentic person you are xxx

  • @tesskennedy4959
    @tesskennedy4959 6 місяців тому +5

    It’s therapy for me to. I’m a therapist myself. 25yrs. It’s a long way.

  • @MASTERofCTHULHUx
    @MASTERofCTHULHUx 6 місяців тому +3

    My dad told me yesterday that he hasn’t cared or loved me since I was ten years old. This is where I came.

  • @cadinvillella7829
    @cadinvillella7829 11 місяців тому +10

    This music made me realize that I may not be worthless

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      you are worth more than you think, god loves u and me too

  • @RobDaDon_
    @RobDaDon_ 8 місяців тому +9

    I hadn't heard this song till it just popped on and I knew half-way through that it's gonna half to bump on the speakers for the next month. Struggling w a tough BPD episode that I can't manage to shake so I needed this.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      i really understand u, i recommend u pray so hard and also u can talk to me on my ig @blessedbrah

  • @AmberNicole-cw7gd
    @AmberNicole-cw7gd 4 місяці тому +5

    Thank you NF for speaking out for all of us in this type of life. ❤😢🫶🙏🌏

  • @leonmakochekanwa854
    @leonmakochekanwa854 7 місяців тому +1

    Nate really is the reason why most of us are still alive

    • @pumpkinbread_2894
      @pumpkinbread_2894 7 місяців тому

      I couldn’t count how many times I almost called it quits. Music like this and a few other people that I follow are the reason I’m still breathing. Corpse husband is one of them. I wish I could tell them all in person how fantastic they are.

  • @annaneely6832
    @annaneely6832 11 місяців тому +14

    I’m so glad I discovered your music today … I know , don’t come for me comments .. I lost love for music a long time ago . But this .. this music … is real , raw , and just what I needed .

    • @dumathecheetah98
      @dumathecheetah98 11 місяців тому +1

      Check his track "HOPE". It's a masterpiece of his 30-years life changing...

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      this is real music yessirr

  • @courtneymarusich1720
    @courtneymarusich1720 10 місяців тому +9

    I understand exactly what you are saying. I love how honest and open about everything you are. I have listened to you for many years and you remain to be you, rare to find that in someone. I enjoy your music, you have an amazing gift and when I listen to you I think about how extremely intelligent you are, a lot of people overlook that. I respect you for many reasons. Everything about you sets you apart from the rest. Thank you for being you.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      you understood everything

  • @ghostkellow
    @ghostkellow 5 місяців тому +3

    Bro is a true god

  • @Jerka_a
    @Jerka_a 4 місяці тому +2

    Nf is the G.O.A.T

  • @ReddDimensional
    @ReddDimensional 8 місяців тому +3

    Therapy does nothing
    But, going to our Creator will heal you of every wound and make you into the person you are meant to be. Trust!! It worked for me.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      you are understanding all, pray for me and everybody in in this channel please, god loves u bless

    • @ReddDimensional
      @ReddDimensional 8 місяців тому

      @@blessedbrah I will!! Thank you!!

  • @anonnona9448
    @anonnona9448 8 місяців тому +6

    The day I stop listening to you bub, is the day you stop using music as your therapy. Can't describe the kind of lows in my life, your music has pulled me through. Others artists of course, but you dawg.. have probably saved my life. But I'm baked, and rambling. Your dope, and a hero to some. I'm out to jam that new runnin you just dropped 🤌🤌

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      nf music is a constantly therapy session

  • @schizopathwrath
    @schizopathwrath 10 місяців тому +8

    This came out after a time I needed it. Now that it exists I hope that it has helped people like it has helped me.

  • @kodlak6981
    @kodlak6981 2 місяці тому +1

    Nate don’t stop music when your 40 keep producing the best best music their is

  • @KarinaEijo
    @KarinaEijo 7 місяців тому +1

    I apparently have been living under a rock! NF, your work is amazing. I am so grateful to have discovered your music.

  • @tylerhinman9879
    @tylerhinman9879 2 місяці тому +1

    NF is a beast .

  • @rayaneessafi527
    @rayaneessafi527 10 місяців тому +4

    I am mentally ok because of your music NF and I think we should show this song to parents that say thinks about you that aren't true.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      maybe they don't understand

  • @Austing0407
    @Austing0407 8 місяців тому +6

    This one hit differently what a tune

  • @harleysicily6401
    @harleysicily6401 4 місяці тому +1

    I can't tell you how many times I come back to this and just cry to get it out.ive spent the hardest times of my life alone .its hard I don't fit anywhere ,spent my life fighting myself because of how bad people have hurt me . Just spent my 31st birthday yesterday by myself at the end of the day music get me through everything because if I didn't have music I would be alone

  • @TommyBlair-ch1bw
    @TommyBlair-ch1bw 9 місяців тому +5

    Love u nate. I feel like u and I relate. Seriously. But we're still alive. Thank u so much for ur music.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      keep listening to nate and pray hard

  • @bellalaber2450
    @bellalaber2450 9 місяців тому +7

    hits just as hard as the very first time i heard it

  • @jamesanderson1271
    @jamesanderson1271 4 місяці тому +2

    Thank you for being real

  • @riah4715
    @riah4715 8 місяців тому

    I love that he promotes all types of mental health issues, and that it's not custom tailored to one issue, a single song encompasses so much.

  • @cameronjadewallace
    @cameronjadewallace 11 місяців тому +5

    .... I needed the words with the video. I've listened to this 50 billion times... but I needed this

  • @AyanamarieC
    @AyanamarieC 3 місяці тому

    Talk about therapy. Thank you GOD for this man’s therapy.

  • @ms.jamieuecker3888
    @ms.jamieuecker3888 11 місяців тому +5

    I remember EVERY word of this & where it came from Nathan ❤ I knew how u felt before you said it, how u felt while saying each word, & all thoughts/feelings ppl had that went into this connected conversation/therapy. That's REAL ❤

    • @ms.jamieuecker3888
      @ms.jamieuecker3888 11 місяців тому +3

      The people we HELP r REAL. So is their pain. ❤

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      They need to enter in this incredible dimension

  • @nai4208
    @nai4208 11 місяців тому +2

    As soon as I saw Rainbow's finished look I thought of Funko Pops or a plush. She's so precious!

  • @yoitzmj
    @yoitzmj 8 місяців тому +4

    nates so fuckin real for this song, for all his songs

  • @user-yq9bj7wm2s
    @user-yq9bj7wm2s 6 місяців тому +2

    The real Rap 👿

  • @shorttemperedbiscuit6597
    @shorttemperedbiscuit6597 11 місяців тому +10

    NF and Eminem have given people the motivation to survive in this cruel world

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +2

      we were born in this world but we aren´t from this world

  • @MB-ib1rk
    @MB-ib1rk Рік тому +11

    Don't stop producing music you are powerful and are not negative. You're awesome 💯 amazing and really truthful.. i dig it!!!! You have a wonderful messages in your music 😊❤❤❤

  • @TeraHadaway
    @TeraHadaway 2 місяці тому +1

    Amen!!! Still love you NF, again this song still helps remind me of my hard times & how blessed I am by Jesus ❤️

  • @TommyBlair-ch1bw
    @TommyBlair-ch1bw 10 місяців тому +4

    U are an Amazing person. And I think if we sat down face to face.... we are the same brother.. thank u so much for pushing through it all and giving us this music.

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      i can feel ur soul and yeah, you are a spiritual person

  • @Clarkeyeu
    @Clarkeyeu 10 місяців тому +4

    I'm a mum to 3 boys and I love your music, I relate to alot, keep up the amazing work 🫶💯

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      be kind with your children and introduce nf to them, they gonna luv u

  • @angmccarty4621
    @angmccarty4621 6 місяців тому +1

    You are farthest from bad influence you're awesome you've helped me and others like me with mental issues and 51 and I spread your word and your music to everyone. I can tell keep it going you're awesome.

  • @motsubeningullie9298
    @motsubeningullie9298 11 місяців тому +5

    Thank you Nate you're the best.....I many ways 🙏

  • @kowsee
    @kowsee 11 місяців тому +17

    You remind me of Eminem in the amount of emotion and way it flows is amazing. Everything works, love your songs, only just started hearing your music and I’m addicted❤

    • @HopeAms
      @HopeAms 10 місяців тому +4

      Sucks they hate each other… their collab would be 🔥

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому +1

      nf is like eminem but he has a deep spiritual side

  • @proudmommaof2
    @proudmommaof2 11 місяців тому +5

    Music is Therapy 💯❤❤❤💯

  • @mattb3101
    @mattb3101 5 місяців тому

    I just shared this video to my mates. I heard this song years ago but I think my boys need to listen to it.

  • @TheEnlightenedFool
    @TheEnlightenedFool 6 місяців тому +1

    from one ef'r to another nf'r

  • @patriciadixon8222
    @patriciadixon8222 10 місяців тому +3

    Can’t already if been a year since this came out 😮 still on the daily after work for that health check

  • @kiribakudekutodo2148
    @kiribakudekutodo2148 10 місяців тому +2

    I understand exactly what you are saying. i love his songs

  • @toxicmello7390
    @toxicmello7390 7 місяців тому

    NF is the best real music for life💯🤘

  • @maggie1919
    @maggie1919 8 днів тому

    NF is so fucking underrated

  • @SirMKH
    @SirMKH 3 місяці тому

    wow, blown away! it always surprises me how relatable life's issues can b regardless of geographical locale. stay with it hommie

    • @SirMKH
      @SirMKH 3 місяці тому

      keep running with the legs God gave u bro, fuck em if they cant get it

  • @TheBananaman491
    @TheBananaman491 6 місяців тому

    honestly theres a few songs people think are really depressing to listen too that i love but there are also some that i find hard to listen too this is one of them and another is "Explaining my depression to my mother // By Sabrina Benaim // Audio // Spoken Poetry" that ones very raw and you will feel pain listening to it. i dont cry often as i gave up on tears a long time ago but there are a few times i have cried and that video always brings a tear to my eye and choke up the other times i cry is when i have a mental breakdown and listen to "depressing" songs to feel like theres people out there the same as me and one of them songs i have managed to release my emotions while having a breakdown was "dark enough" sometimes you just need a cry and sometimes a song can be what you need to help push you over the edge without going into suicide attempts listen to the music and know that its not just you suffering and get comfort from knowing that others know your pain and can understand you. songs that i can listen too a lot though are songs like "Dark Enough (Original Song) Amanda Lopiccolo" "Her Last Words- Courtney Parker" and "She's An Actor - Austin Giorgio".

  • @Zimiyah-nd7om
    @Zimiyah-nd7om 4 місяці тому

    thx nf for being a role model to get through things and some how getting all the pain I relate so much to song it make me so proud of myself love you and your songs nf and your perfect the way you are

  • @Attuide_boos
    @Attuide_boos Місяць тому +1

    This song is my fav i listen to al all the time it really helps me ❤ty soo much nate
    No its not my first time listening btw😊

  • @nataliewells7896
    @nataliewells7896 10 місяців тому +4

    I love this song nf ❤🎉😊

  • @amfr_wolf4477
    @amfr_wolf4477 4 місяці тому

    fck i never commented on nate song even if i listen him for years its always describe how i feel everytime with perfection thanks for showing things that i have struggle to say or at least try hide inside of me its make me fell a litlle like a human being

  • @alwaysthebadguy_2020
    @alwaysthebadguy_2020 3 місяці тому

    Effen Nate is putting it down

  • @kevindouglas2093
    @kevindouglas2093 3 місяці тому

    This is on another level fr

  • @tesskennedy4959
    @tesskennedy4959 6 місяців тому

    I have finally concluded I love you Nate.
    That’s weird from me, perhaps the anonymity of UA-cam is playing into this. Peace man. x

  • @nduguhalisi1146
    @nduguhalisi1146 4 місяці тому

    1:00 That's where the Fake smile came in after this Album.

  • @Bloodddyyeditz
    @Bloodddyyeditz Місяць тому

    Eminem:Im the rap god
    MGK:im the rap devil
    NF:im not a god i dont need you to bow to me

  • @i9icy9vGaming
    @i9icy9vGaming 3 місяці тому

    These songs never loose age 💯🔥👍

  • @ladylioness1793
    @ladylioness1793 2 місяці тому

    God told you to tell the truth & you do. 🙏

  • @erikadelacruz3627
    @erikadelacruz3627 2 місяці тому

    i love ur songs so much bc of you i found my father lord i know you we go through same things amen Jeremiah

  • @JasonBurns-d9o
    @JasonBurns-d9o 24 дні тому

    u saved my life

  • @JenniferGarabedian-un3hk
    @JenniferGarabedian-un3hk 11 місяців тому +1

    Twin flame journey 4 lyfeeee rideeeeordieeeeee truthhhhs ❤️💕

  • @stinawatson6327
    @stinawatson6327 Місяць тому

    Music with a message

  • @drs.suldishhazzo6541
    @drs.suldishhazzo6541 7 місяців тому

    Please don’t stop we live for sake of ur music ❤❤

  • @tommywalsh5100
    @tommywalsh5100 6 місяців тому

    So how many of us really live what the artist talk about

  • @LillianTaber
    @LillianTaber Місяць тому +1

    I'm praying for you God is with you always, you're an inspiration I want to "Die real" life is hard. Thank you and listen to your gut/keep going.

  • @queenofluck2771
    @queenofluck2771 11 місяців тому +2

    This is the song 😊

  • @user-zh5cn6cy2b
    @user-zh5cn6cy2b 8 місяців тому +2

    Bor love your videos

  • @turi495
    @turi495 Рік тому +5

    Thanks

  • @user-ij4hg8pi1f
    @user-ij4hg8pi1f 8 місяців тому +1

    God bless you Dondie Jude Ortiz 😊

  • @user-ij4hg8pi1f
    @user-ij4hg8pi1f 8 місяців тому +1

    Thank you Po for their Ambitions and thesis papers natin Po or thesis Intervention po 😞 pasensya Po daming assignments and projects po and thesis Intervention po

  • @user-my5ts5vk6m
    @user-my5ts5vk6m 5 місяців тому

    Spreading the gospel

  • @365bmmusic
    @365bmmusic 22 дні тому

    Wooow love this

  • @MS-free321
    @MS-free321 10 місяців тому +1

    43 years of life. And that's all I've experienced stress. Is it really too much to ask for when you want someone to true love? Not the wrong people I think the wrong person for 25 years now. And hes trying to really mess me up more. Soul from the things I had to grow up with. But I guess at least he likes her family. I had to cut my out

  • @Matty-kk4nq
    @Matty-kk4nq 9 місяців тому

    Nf you are a fuckn legend mate and dont let anybody tell ya anywise they also mad respect dawg

  • @groskreutzzdsinn17
    @groskreutzzdsinn17 4 місяці тому

    This song has all the energy vampires creepin right now, overdose all their aźzes nf you got an army behind you

  • @lauranlemmon4989
    @lauranlemmon4989 5 місяців тому

    You say I make you miserable, yet this is the first notice given to me. I thought we were fine. You said we were fine, and now this?
    "You know what you did, go think about that," given with a glare. No care in the air, no passion burning brighter than the anger and hatred seen and felt from your stare.
    You control the breaths breathed, the blinks blinked, but you try to participate as a parent or spouse and you are labeled a control freak and told to get out. Verbally? No, actions speak louder than words so to hell with the verbal and "in" with the ques. You can't control me? I can't control you.
    Spiraling thoughts spin as a top, any give - taken, I am sure to stop. Toppling to demise. Stuck to my grief. Left only with me to blame? Ha, I think not.
    How to move forward when you're stuck neutral in the past. Haunted by arguments, fearing to rise again. Where once blossomed love, fun, laughter, friendship - now resides bitterness, sadness, fear, and demise.
    How to parent by your demands? When you live the same standard set against me? You want to see me fall? Fail? Never to ride again? Do you find happiness in my flickering light, soon to smoke to nothing?
    Every talk we talk, is screeched as high as our tempers. Flared and ready to blister. Except some blisters scar, with the pain always there. Constantly festering.
    How can you love me? Sure you can F**k me. But in one breath breathed, verbally shoot me. Only to use me for Pleasure. Your words, they fester. They eat my mind and all I am left with is sadness and your Pleasure.
    I am hollow and nothing. Yet grieved, frustrated, sad, and bitter. My mind is stuck, "it would all be better if you were fitter."
    I am high roping the grand canyon with you in the room. Don't fall left - to who you are inside. Don't fall right - to how you want to run and hide. Walk the thin line of who you want me to be. Am I what you want? Your ques disagree. If they didn't, then your verbal strikes to the guy says it all. Internal bleeding left unchecked, slow and warm. Quick! Open the windows, let winter inside.
    Can't be equals, no place for me. What good am I, but to wipe under your feet?
    #life

  • @alihawt2490
    @alihawt2490 7 місяців тому

    HE SPEAKS ABOUT LIFE ON THE OTHER SIDE . .

  • @therapy_sessionNF
    @therapy_sessionNF 2 місяці тому

    the part where the girl ripped her head off got me SCREAMING 💀

  • @alicialebron8755
    @alicialebron8755 11 місяців тому +3

    Therapy sucks! I agree its helpful but its rough letting it out

  • @theoriginaljonathan101
    @theoriginaljonathan101 11 місяців тому +4

    you need to do more NF songs

    • @blessedbrah
      @blessedbrah  8 місяців тому

      Which one would you recommend?

  • @MarkFellows-yx9xl
    @MarkFellows-yx9xl 5 місяців тому

    It aint a dream or am i overtired? What are you talking about!

  • @cll2214
    @cll2214 7 місяців тому

    Them: why are you crying? it's just a rap.
    The rap:

  • @GayPeep01
    @GayPeep01 9 місяців тому +1

    This song and many others is the reasin that i am still alive and i am 3 months and 2 weeks clean

  • @user-gv6ri5kh9q
    @user-gv6ri5kh9q 5 місяців тому

    All day every day

  • @juliehamel8225
    @juliehamel8225 11 місяців тому

    NF Real Music 🎶 🎵

  • @NubNubnub-ii5dv
    @NubNubnub-ii5dv 8 місяців тому +1

    NF

  • @theblueissky
    @theblueissky Місяць тому

    Love it❤

  • @melissahennessy8313
    @melissahennessy8313 10 місяців тому +1

    ❤❤On POINT ❤❤

  • @GolD-jj4ov
    @GolD-jj4ov 9 місяців тому

    من افضل ما سمعت حتى الان استمر