Denied Chemo, Shingles, Pleural Effusion, Emergency CT and Echocardiogram - Stage 4 Adenocarcinoma

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  • @iwhitert
    @iwhitert 2 роки тому +1084

    Hi Jenny, I am a retired respiratory therapist. The oxygen is not a sign you are failing. The doctor ordered it to allow you to not expend so much energy to breathe which will allow your heart to not work so hard as well. Don’t hesitate to use it when you are short of breath (SOB). You will be able to concentrate on your family not trying to breathe. Embrace all the tools at your disposal. They don’t define you, they enable you!

    • @Kathleensailorgirl
      @Kathleensailorgirl 2 роки тому +72

      Absolutely.. great advice Also it might help to keep your anti-anxiety medication in your purse as a just in case😊 prayers for all of you 🙏🙏🙏

    • @trayjosass
      @trayjosass 2 роки тому +30

      Best response

    • @carolpainter4305
      @carolpainter4305 2 роки тому +31

      I do hope that Jenny finds comfort, and is reassured by your words, thank you!

    • @carolthomson8608
      @carolthomson8608 2 роки тому +22

      Well said.

    • @sandienimocks8158
      @sandienimocks8158 2 роки тому +19

      Spot on Iris

  • @SeeingHimNow
    @SeeingHimNow Рік тому +61

    She went through Hell and back, and now she's gone 😢 This is a cruel disease. I'm glad she made these videos because now newly diagnosed patients can make decisions with more information

  • @rebeccafeder8582
    @rebeccafeder8582 Рік тому +127

    Her kids will have all these videos to see how hard she fought, how brave she was And how much she loved them. Rest in peace sweetheart.

    • @kate4biglittlevoices
      @kate4biglittlevoices Рік тому +8

      It’s so hard 😢

    • @kmcclarney
      @kmcclarney Рік тому +10

      I was thinking the same. I miss her and never met her

    • @tennillej9601
      @tennillej9601 Рік тому +5

      Missing Jenny the world lost its sparkle

    • @Jinger17
      @Jinger17 11 місяців тому +3

      This is so hard to watch. Especially as a Mom. It’s all out of her hands. A family member was just diagnosed with cancer. There are no answers. I hope her kids know what an amazing person their Mom was. RIP Jenny. ❤️🙏

    • @tinaLcormany8111
      @tinaLcormany8111 9 місяців тому +5

      Exactly her children are going to be able to continue to connect to her still in the after life... she's know helping other mother who have cancer dealing with the same thing. It's amazing what she is doing behind the scenes. Aw, she going to make her husband so proud of her. The love still continues there. Her babies can heal healthy knowing she's still watching them and knowing she's still playing with them.
      Our medical system is broken and it must change.. her children will be her voice later on... Justice..

  • @marlysmithsonian5746
    @marlysmithsonian5746 11 місяців тому +32

    Although I never "met" Jenny, I wanted to see her, hear her voice and watch her interaction with her amazing husband. I just cannot believe she's gone.

  • @cheyenneames
    @cheyenneames Рік тому +27

    Every video: "I almost didn't do chemo cute.. but then I pushed myself." So inspiring how she stayed in a positive headspace the best she could and she stayed her goofy self throughout her whole battle. She shouldn't have had to but she fought so hard. In her words, she finally beat cancer. Sometimes, things in this life make no sense and this is one of them. I'm so sorry Jenny was taken from your beautiful family. Rest in peace to a brave, strong woman.

    • @leftwingmafia
      @leftwingmafia 9 днів тому

      It's the singing of random sentences/ words/ statements for me 😂😂😂
      I do it 😂
      But Kyle does it lol❤😂
      And now I see Jenny does it too ❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉
      Let's go, Stim Fam! ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @robinanderson724
    @robinanderson724 2 роки тому +279

    I’m a pancreatic survivor, coming up on 11 years this December. Please keep the faith and Jesus will get you through this! People always asked me how I was so positive and I would say I have faith that I will be healed. My cancer had spread to the liver which made my prognosis worse. But here I am.
    Y’all will get through this!!

    • @pearlgirl611
      @pearlgirl611 2 роки тому +12

      Wow, Robin! That's amazing!! Good for you!😊

    • @kimkelly9046
      @kimkelly9046 2 роки тому +11

      You are a warrior! God bless you

    • @MTknitter22
      @MTknitter22 2 роки тому +13

      Amen @Robin Andersen. Jesus really is the same, yesterday and forever. He honors that faith in His Word. So so rejoicing with you.

    • @cindyp9
      @cindyp9 2 роки тому +7

      Amen

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 2 роки тому +11

      Robin God is good 👍🏼
      Jenny be encouraged
      He will do it again !! for you

  • @dabailey1000
    @dabailey1000 Рік тому +55

    Jenny I can’t believe you are gone. 😢 You were so brave sharing your journey and the most upbeat person I have ever known. A true angel 😇

    • @lillye2635
      @lillye2635 Рік тому +5

      She would still be here if she had not taken the covid jabs very sad but true

    • @tennillej9601
      @tennillej9601 Рік тому

      @@lillye2635Did she really take them?

    • @edithmahoney9094
      @edithmahoney9094 10 місяців тому +2

      ​@@lillye2635 I believe that too ..😢 cancer is at an all time high .. so many young people coming down with this horrific illness 😢

  • @renaecarpenter8137
    @renaecarpenter8137 2 роки тому +144

    I understand why you feel like you are living from scan to scan. I felt that way to earlier in my stage 4 cancer journey. I never planned anything beyond the next scan. But I’ve come to realize that you and I are LIVING between scans - key word LIVING!! Keep strong. 💜✝️🙏✝️💜

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 2 роки тому +4

      Living is right thank God
      You’re still here ,You are a fighter. You will win !

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +11

      You got that right, LIVING 💕

    • @rdallas81
      @rdallas81 2 роки тому +4

      God bless you ladies.

    • @rdallas81
      @rdallas81 2 роки тому +2

      @samtho.archer life in the PRESENT is a gift from God.
      Choose to live now.
      There is no promise of tomorrow today for anyone and yesterday is gone forever in iniquities and sin.
      God bless you.
      Faith in God saved my life AND my soul and I pray for everyone here and for Jen.

    • @bellaella6272
      @bellaella6272 2 роки тому

      Not satisfied with the results I got from the tow hospital I went to, I have to tried another one lol and be hold. It was still the same, thank you dr etiko for your medications that make me cancer negative..

  • @cindywright4989
    @cindywright4989 2 роки тому +35

    Hi Jenny, I too was denied chemo once during my treatments because of my counts and it is truly a gut wrenching feeling. This was in 2010 and I am still here. Yes, I am still under an oncologist care taking my daily medication and visiting him every three months. Keep up the good fight and have faith. May God bless you both.

  • @cindyalmeida1251
    @cindyalmeida1251 2 роки тому +237

    I'm really impressed by Kyle's attention to details and information of what you're going through. It's so important to have a partner that knows everything of what's going on and attentive when you yourself are so overwhelmed. You have a great partner, Jen.

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 2 роки тому +9

      Yes so glad he’s with you sometimes it takes to people in case one didn’t hear , or missed important detail your partner heard God bless ya both 🤗
      The outcome will be positive prayer changes everything for the good
      Give thanks for your miracle it’s coming don’t give up

    • @cliff1958
      @cliff1958 2 роки тому +5

      I agree with you entirely you hear words come out but you can't take it in at least Kyle can remember a lot of what was said I think everyone should have someone else with them

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +19

      I truly love having him there with me for many reasons, and that is one of them 💕

    • @ItsMeJen30
      @ItsMeJen30 2 роки тому +6

      I agree too and Noticed that

    • @bellaella6272
      @bellaella6272 2 роки тому +1

      Not satisfied with the results I got from the tow hospital I went to, I have to tried another one lol and be hold. It was still the same, thank you dr etiko for your medications that make me cancer negative..

  • @twinkletoes2220
    @twinkletoes2220 8 місяців тому +5

    Oh Jenny can’t believe you have been gone for 4 months RIP you fought so hard 🙏❤

  • @missanomaly2827
    @missanomaly2827 Рік тому +9

    Kyle is a true prince. Jenny is truly worthy.

  • @barbararosenbusch3018
    @barbararosenbusch3018 2 роки тому +63

    Nothing wrong with being emotional. I love the way you two talk it out. You are a special and have a special husband❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @terrifloros7544
      @terrifloros7544 2 роки тому +3

      Continuing to pray for y'all. I am thinking good thoughts for you❤

  • @janepp889
    @janepp889 2 роки тому +34

    Having lived with anxiety all my life, it absolutely affects the heart rate big time… you know your body better than anyone… prayers to you 🙏🏻

  • @BabyDee72
    @BabyDee72 4 місяці тому +4

    2 years/7 months. You fought so hard sweet girl, we love and miss you. Still watching and Kyle is doing beautifully with Ellis and Winnie. You would be so proud❤

  • @angeladee8789
    @angeladee8789 Рік тому +9

    Ouch this was emotional to watch today. But I'm so glad that she filmed all these videos for her loved ones. She is such a beautiful human 💕

  • @karenandrews6625
    @karenandrews6625 2 роки тому +4

    God Bless you Jenny and Family !!!
    I Pray Cancer will leave your Body and Never Return !!!!

  • @JudyDurfee
    @JudyDurfee 10 місяців тому +4

    I can so relate to Jenny’s frustration with always having to deal with the cancer “hiccups” and constant appointments and scans and on and on and on. It’s so hard! It’s exhausting to be in and out of appointments all day every day. I really wish her outcome could have been different. Nobody deserves to have cancer!

  • @reneerunyan4103
    @reneerunyan4103 2 роки тому +68

    You are fighting cancer. You have a life that’s wonderful and think about it as you will fit it into your schedule. My mom passed in 1990 from lung cancer and they have come so far in treatment. I believe you are giving so much hope to others. You look so healthy and 😊. Glad your anniversary was a good one. I love seeing your husband light up when he is around you. I think the doctors are being super super aggressive with all this. Let them carry this weight, that’s what they do.

  • @joey_5060
    @joey_5060 2 роки тому +65

    I'm so sorry for everything you're going through.
    Cancer *sucks!*
    I'm so glad you have such a supportive partner in Kyle.
    I'm living with bone marrow cancer and can't have a transplant because I have too much organ damage already.
    I'm going through my cancer while single. And I hate it.
    I wish that they'd find a cure for *all* cancers.
    You're super strong, even if you don't feel it.
    Huge positive vibes from 🇨🇦!

    • @dancebasedancer
      @dancebasedancer 2 роки тому +15

      Hi Joey - just writing from Scotland to say hello, because I'm going through similar to you. I have an incurable bone marrow cancer (Myeloma) and HAVE had a bone marrow transplant but only lasted 15months before relapsing in April '21, so I am now permanently on Chemo. I am, like you, going through it single - without a partner. It's very tough at the moment. Thinking of YOU very much Joey and can relate to a lot of what you wrote....

    • @rdallas81
      @rdallas81 2 роки тому +7

      God bless you Joey.
      You all are an inspiration.
      Please pray.
      Praying requires no religion- just FAITH.
      Faith can and does move mountains.

    • @theesikstee.fawr.doler.kwe9585
      @theesikstee.fawr.doler.kwe9585 2 роки тому +3

      From Canada too. If you ever need someone to talk too....

  • @cindym3340
    @cindym3340 2 роки тому +73

    Oh my Jenny, what a day you had. So happy that Kyle is with you to keep track of it all. I’m so proud of you. You are such a strong woman and will beat this! I’m praying for your strength in this continued fight. God Bless Y’all!😘🙏🏻🦋

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you! Kyle is so great at keeping track of everything. I get overwhelmed so it’s nice to have him. I hope you’re doing well! Sending you love 💗

  • @seashelify362
    @seashelify362 2 роки тому +76

    Jenny, you look gorgeous in this vlog. I can’t believe how much energy you seem to have considering what you went through during the day. The oxygen will help boost you at home…take the boost as a “happy” boost. I’m impressed with your medical team, it seems they are not leaving anything uncovered, you are very lucky. You are an exceptional human being.

  • @mintjulyp
    @mintjulyp Рік тому +14

    Dear Jenny, I happened on your channel a couple of weeks ago. You, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie are Super-Heroes! I love you for the love you all share and for your positivity as you meet these most difficult challenges! My love to each of you and many prayers rising for you throughout the day!!

  • @taffycat93
    @taffycat93 Рік тому +6

    It's hard to watch Jenny cry. I can't imagine the stress she's under. ❤️🙏❤️🙏

  • @elainehammond4598
    @elainehammond4598 2 роки тому +28

    Dearest Jenny: I am so proud of you and the grace you are showing in your journey. You are in my prayers.

  • @iddd4012
    @iddd4012 Рік тому +3

    What a wonderful human being your husband is! I didn't know such people exist. I am so sorry for what you are going through but you are blessed to have him around. I am 60 years old and never met anyone as good. I am either very unlucky or you just found unique angel!

  • @gretchensmith3981
    @gretchensmith3981 2 роки тому +48

    So many are praying for you Jenny❣️ Honestly, it sounds like the doctors are quite happy with everything at this point.

  • @dianehess5520
    @dianehess5520 Місяць тому +1

    I think this is one of the most heartbreaking videos, they were both so hopeful in the face of a horrible reality.

  • @rrichardson53
    @rrichardson53 2 роки тому +46

    Love the dress in the beginning- so cute!!! Sorry about the shingles which delayed your chemo treatment. You have such an awesome supportive husband. Your kids are darling. You are very blessed. Hang in there. I don’t have cancer but am following your journey so I know what to expect if I ever do. Take care 💕

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Thanks for joining our journey! You are so kind and we’re grateful. 💗

  • @maryannebarry9123
    @maryannebarry9123 2 роки тому +20

    You have every right to feel the way you do.. I’ve battled it twice and it is scary. It’s a bumpy road but you are on the right path. You look great and are amazing!

  • @silvialutergracia589
    @silvialutergracia589 2 роки тому +32

    Rezo por ti desde España y por tu familia, sé que lo superarás es dura la prueba de vida que estás pasando. Un abrazo fuerte y energía desde aquí. 💪

  • @joyce7310
    @joyce7310 2 роки тому +25

    Jenny,Kyle,I've only seen a few of your videos and my heart goes out to both of you.Cancer is a scary thing to go through.I was lucky.My oncologist called mine "garden variety." It was still scary.I now have lung nodules, too.My pulmonologist said they are quite common in the city where I live and grew up.The two of you (and your children) are adorable.I've added you to my morning and evening prayers.Remember,with so many new treatments people are no longer dying from cancer,but rather living with cancer.I wish you all the best on your journey to wellness. ❤

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +4

      Thank you so much for sharing and joining us on this journey

    • @joyce7310
      @joyce7310 2 роки тому +3

      @@jennyapple4704
      You're welcome. I'll continue to follow and include your family in my prayers.

  • @nancypatterson374
    @nancypatterson374 2 роки тому +29

    I had tachycardia after an outpatient surgery that wouldn’t stop. My heart rate was 180. I started taking medication that brought it down to the 70’s and I have been on it ever since, that was over 30 years ago.Sending you prayers from South Carolina, you are strong and you’ve got this ❣️❤️🙏

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much, that is so encouraging and you made me feel less afraid, I am so glad that it has helped you

  • @patriciagrano5813
    @patriciagrano5813 5 місяців тому +4

    I miss Jenny so much such a sweet Soul❤

  • @mimirose6798
    @mimirose6798 2 роки тому +18

    Aw Jenny, I wish I could be there to give you a big hug. So sorry you are going through this nightmare. God bless you sweetheart. 🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙🙏🙏🙏

  • @janewilding1345
    @janewilding1345 2 роки тому +25

    Oh Jenny - I’ve been following you for a short time and haven’t commented before but just wanted to say you’re doing amazing, so brave. So glad you’ve got the love of your wonderful husband and family. Sending hugs from the UK 🇬🇧 💕

  • @jojoFranklin
    @jojoFranklin 2 роки тому +6

    So much to take in. Just exhausting for you both. With a wonderful husband and a wonderful medical team and your beautiful inner strength, I truly believe that all will be well.

  • @tanyawood275
    @tanyawood275 Рік тому +5

    Stay as positive as you and Kyle can and I know that is easier said than done!! You look great and The City of Hope seems to be the best and has the best team of doctors taking care of you! Know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!!

  • @teri1945
    @teri1945 2 роки тому +9

    You guys are so positive, and make me feel good too! I see progress, not spreading to your lymph nodes, and the tumor has shrunk! That's definitely a positive!! Keeping spirits high! Yesss!

  • @debbiewilson2247
    @debbiewilson2247 10 місяців тому +2

    Oh jenny, this video just popped up & i decided to watch it. You handled your illness in such a positive manner. You & Kyle did positivity together!! And so many people absolutely love you!! ❤️ your children are proud of you & will grow up knowing that if life gives you lemons, always make lemonade...Mommy did!

  • @broken_rebirth
    @broken_rebirth 2 роки тому +7

    I'm sorry you're going through this. I have chronic disability and a medical condition that I could drop dead from any day. Honestly early on what helped me was accepting i"m already dead and I'm living on borrowed time. It really does help change your perspective on not being anxious about hearing bad information from your doctors. I also realize itcan be pessimistic but think of it this way. if you already have the worst outcome sorted out emotionally, and mentally, that frees up mental and emotional space to enjoy the small things in life. Prior I was worrying "Well if I don't move my legs every 30 mins I could get another DVT and it could travel and i could drop dead or become disabled and then want to die due to disability" or "OMG my period is coming i'm going to hemorrhage on the blood thinners again, no one is listening to me this is happening to me, what happens if my heart just stops and I die in my sleep."
    So what I mean by accepting you're already dead is killing off that part of you that fears death, accept that you will die, but don't seek out the times when it could happen, just let those float away into the mist and don't focus on them. Live like you have died, you were brought back, you have X amount of days to enjoy life in this meat bag again. That sort of thing. Because all that energy on fear of death will ruin your good days and make your bad days worse. It's also a great way to deal with PTSD.
    I once said to someone who couldn't understand how pessimism helps "Well, if you already accepted, and prepared yourself for the worst outcome when anythign better happens you have all that more energy to enjoy the positivity! I've already processed the worst, I'm done and over with it. Now I can enjoy the positive things life has to offer." I know some people are very neutral and they don't experience either extreme. I'd rather go through the whole spectrum, just in my own way XD from worst to best. LOL
    Try it, let me know how it works out for you. Really meditate with it. Death doesn't need to be scary. You'll be reborn again, learn new lessons. It'll be fine.

  • @lauramenzies9042
    @lauramenzies9042 Рік тому +8

    That woman went through alot. Kyle your wife is in no more pain , difficult for you I know not having her anymore.

  • @lceec7012
    @lceec7012 2 роки тому +8

    Continued prayers your way! You are so motivational. Your are a blessing to so many. You are gonna be a light to follow when you are telling your story many years for now! Praying for a quick recovery!

  • @littlestnoon
    @littlestnoon 2 роки тому +1

    Hi Jenny, you are having a bad day. What a lovely husband. What a lovely family. You can have negative moments. So have a great big cry and hug your family. And then you can look at all the positives. I called it the cancer train. Sometimes the stations you stop at really suck. And you dont get to get off the train. But wow you have a caboose full of lovely people on the journey with you. Sending you all the hope and faith and love of an ovarian cancer survivor.

  • @lynnscruggs8105
    @lynnscruggs8105 2 роки тому +11

    Jenny, you are so brave and I pray for healing for you. I love seeing how you both can talk about everything. God has his arms around you and your family ❤

  • @leanneveverka4231
    @leanneveverka4231 2 роки тому +9

    You two are just so sweet! You are a warrior Jen. I'm praying for you daily. 🦋😊

  • @nicholamc2629
    @nicholamc2629 2 роки тому +79

    Jen and Kyle have been following you for a while but never commented before. Please don’t worry about the oxygen it doesn’t mean you’re going downhill!
    It broke my heart when you said you felt like you were living scan to scan. You are LIVING! I can’t imagine what that feels like though. You’re surrounded by love, so much love. Beautiful family 💖

  • @AmandaJ81
    @AmandaJ81 2 роки тому +10

    Hi Jenny! Im sorry this visit didn't go as planned and you are dealing with so much right now. I hope the shingles and heart issues clear up soon so you get back to the regularly scheduled chemo. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!

  • @elinorwatkins206
    @elinorwatkins206 2 роки тому +10

    It breaks my heart to see you upset Jenny I’m praying for you!
    You guys are such an encouragement to your viewers. I love how you Look for the positive.
    And Jenny you are kicking cancers butt. 💪
    I’m Praying for continued strength on this journey. Love to you all God bless from Elinor 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿 x x x

  • @eileennorton5993
    @eileennorton5993 2 роки тому +6

    You two are so lucky to have each other. Stay strong and give kisses to Ellis and Winnie!.

  • @twinzzplusonecanada5499
    @twinzzplusonecanada5499 2 роки тому +4

    Sending healing thoughts to you, Jenny, from Toronto Canada. You're brave to be sharing your story and journey with us. As a mental health nurse for 30+ years, I can attest to the fact that anxiety can raise BP and heart rate a fair bit. I'm saying that in isolation and without any expertise in cancer or cardiac care. Lots of us are cheering you on!!!

  • @WorldOfNicky
    @WorldOfNicky 2 роки тому +6

    I pray one day your family and you Jenny look back on these videos and say “wow, look what mommy made it through 💪🏼.” I’m often thinking of you. You’re incredible and I wish I could help you fight this, girl. ❤️ && I know it is so much easier said than done but feed your mind nourishing food for thought… your mind is so powerful!!

  • @maureenmccarthy7733
    @maureenmccarthy7733 2 роки тому +4

    Jenny and Kyle, your love for one another is absolutely beautiful. You are both so courageous and positive, you're an example of love and strength. My prayers are with you. May God bless your sweet, lovely family.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Aww, thank you so much for the love and support

  • @amandajordan6813
    @amandajordan6813 2 роки тому +7

    You got this guy's. We are praying for you. Being positive does make a huge difference when it comes to cancer. I saw it first hand with my mom. As soon as she lost her positivity she didn't do as well. Hugs , and prayers 🙏 ❤️

  • @barrbuff
    @barrbuff 2 роки тому +4

    My cancer journey has been such a physical and mostly emotional roller coaster. What you are feeling is so normal. You have great support there, you can do it because you have to. Stop worrying about the things you cannot change and concentrate on the positive. I know, easy to say, not so easy to do, I struggle every day. Love you, never give up!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much for your words, I hope you are doing well today. I try to focus on the positive more and more throughout this journey

  • @franko6677
    @franko6677 2 роки тому +54

    Hang in there! You know, I’ve had white coat all my life, then a few years ago I had a really traumatic health experience and now every time I go to the doctor my heart rate and blood pressure skyrockets to insane numbers. I have to monitor it at home and show them the home numbers for them to actually believe me that it’s actually anxiety causing the massive jumps. Doctors tend to underestimate what anxiety can actually do to the body.

    • @myrescuecats3028
      @myrescuecats3028 2 роки тому +4

      Your absolutely.👍

    • @karendeakin9628
      @karendeakin9628 2 роки тому +8

      Absolutely I had to do a week blood pressure and take in and none were anywhere near ones the dr had got and I didn’t feel anxious or stressed I obviously was!

    • @yumyum7080
      @yumyum7080 2 роки тому +4

      Same!! I have to show them my numbers as well. My pulse rate can be in the 60's at home and shoot up to 140 easily in front of a doc, just being there really, stepping foot inside the building..BP, the same, 120/80 or lower at home, 180/120 at the doc..my anxiety is HORRIBLE!!

    • @franko6677
      @franko6677 2 роки тому +3

      @@yumyum7080 This sound like my numbers when I step foot into any medical facility. I once asked my primary if there’s anything I can do to stop it and she said the only thing is not go to the doctor. Very helpful. 🙄

    • @empty_seat
      @empty_seat 2 роки тому

      @@franko6677 so you’re a doctor who gets anxiety from going to an other doctor?
      I also lived with this provider for years, before Jesus set me free from anxiety for years it’d take my blood pressure high up, to the point of almost passing out. At times I felt I could cause my own heart attack… such power my thoughts a fears had over me. Not a good life to live.

  • @Louloubell
    @Louloubell 2 роки тому +22

    Your courage is inspiring! Prayers going up!

  • @tftlred5454
    @tftlred5454 2 роки тому +2

    Beautiful young family , you deserve all the luck in the world , u are so good together ! Thinking of u and sending love and good wishes always 💕🍃🦋🍃🇬🇧

  • @sadie4me2
    @sadie4me2 2 роки тому +3

    The ups and downs of cancer. I love how you reason things out together and always try to find the positive. I have faith that you are going to continue to thrive. you remain in my prayers.

  • @susieknese7694
    @susieknese7694 Рік тому +1

    Hi Jenny, you are brave and smart and you and Kyle are the best team. You are wonderful with the information you share with us. I am very familiar with cancer, I'm 65, a daughter and a son, 6 grandkids. There is one thing you have that I do not have and that's your bravery and your faith. I pray for you and love you and your family. If there is anything you need let us know. Keep believing honey.

  • @judith9527
    @judith9527 2 роки тому +12

    I'm so sorry that you have to go through this! Giving you oxygen was most likely a standard procedere because your levels dropped below a certain number, not because they think it's going downhill now.

  • @camwilliams1
    @camwilliams1 2 роки тому +1

    It is good to cry, they are the windshield wipers of the soul. Drain your nervous system through the tears, make your tears loyal friends. Then step into your already gifted way of being at counting your blessings. You are a miracle

  • @myrescuecats3028
    @myrescuecats3028 2 роки тому +24

    Shingles can cause temporary inflammation in the lung.This happened to a neighbour and she was going through Chemotherapy and it turned out well.

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 2 роки тому +2

      See shingles might be the cause of ur inflammation
      We command those shingles to go away rt now 🙏🏼 Healing is yours Jenny believe n confess it daily

    • @myrescuecats3028
      @myrescuecats3028 2 роки тому +1

      @@bbgirl6741 Absolutely 👍👍

  • @lindaknudtson7976
    @lindaknudtson7976 2 роки тому +1

    Hi Jenny! You are amazing! You always have a positive attitude and it is okay to get bummed and cry when all these things are being thrown at you. Kyle is so wonderful and is there with you every step of the way. You and your family are such a delight. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I will continue to pray for you and your family.

  • @geekbabe100
    @geekbabe100 2 роки тому +4

    New subscriber, stage IV lung cancer patient, kept alive for over 7 yrs by immunotherapy, currently on a tx holiday while I recover from COVID. Stay as strong as you can.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      THank you so much for sharing this with me!!!! You give me so much hope! I pray that you are doing as well as you can be today, hope you are recovering.

  • @charlottehyman8146
    @charlottehyman8146 2 роки тому +2

    Kyle is an absolute lite in your life. He has been sent to you from above. What an amazing husband!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому

      I truly think he is a gift from above for me 💕

  • @liveyourbestlife143
    @liveyourbestlife143 2 роки тому +3

    Jenny. You are the bravest person I have ever been blessed to see. You are a warrior and you help so many. The fact that you tell your story. The whole truth on your journey and help so many despite your fears speaks volumes to the many fellow cancer survivors. It's a long scary fight, but you keep fighting!! You have no idea what a blessing your videos are for so many. 🫂 thank you so muxh for all that you do. God bless you.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Awww, thank you so much for the kind words

  • @98849
    @98849 2 роки тому +2

    The team were put in a situation that they obliged to treat because if they didn’t you could complain. You were having a really bad day in what is a very tricky time. Being on drugs is not the end of the world, take them and get stronger. You have a good team at home to help you.

  • @marilynhendry2061
    @marilynhendry2061 2 роки тому +3

    These doctors of yours are being extra cautious. Your anxiety is so normal in these circumstances so of course your heart rate is high but I'm convinced this is nothing to worry about
    You are on the recovery road

  • @nonnadeb1982
    @nonnadeb1982 2 роки тому +2

    You are brave and strong!! They are just making sure they do everything to help you heal!! Continued prayers! You and God has got this!!! What a great husband and support system you have!!

  • @tammyhaley9876
    @tammyhaley9876 2 роки тому +4

    Shingles can be very painful. Your such a trooper hun. I just love all of your family…🙏🥰❤️💕

  • @amyluvslouie8288
    @amyluvslouie8288 2 роки тому +37

    Jenny, as you have learned sometimes in this journey it feels like 2 steps forward 3 steps back but you WILL GET THERE. Visualize yourself finishing treatments, picking new kitchen cabinets(anything you’re looking forward too), Christmas and you being in exceptional health! This is scary stuff but I was on Oxygen once! And now I’m not!! Brave beautiful girl- you rock! Continued Prayers ♥️♥️♥️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +3

      Thank you so much for your advice 💕

    • @amyluvslouie8288
      @amyluvslouie8288 2 роки тому +3

      @@jennyapple4704 Every individual is on their own journey. I had my cry all day & smile when the kids were around moments. The scary times that you just want to know what is around the next Corner but are so afraid to look! I still have those days. Be easy & gentle on yourself!! It’s ok to be angry, stressed, confused and anxious-even afraid- you would be more than a little crazy not to be! Grace is what you need & what you deserve ♥️
      I’m much of a religious gal as far as dogma but my walk with God has been my most beloved blessing. He has faithfully taught me he won’t bring you to anything that he will not get you through. Your journey & fight empowers others even if it’s so difficult to understand or realize in the dark moments. My prayers are for total and complete ❤️‍🩹 healing. You are such a wonderful and beautiful soul, your goodness just shines Jenny! I’m so sorry that you have partake on this journey but I have faith that you know that you are loved by so many! People who’s lives you have touched that you will never meet in person! People who send you their positive thoughts and affirmations because they see most precious soul ♥️

  • @bassmasterburtonfishing
    @bassmasterburtonfishing 2 роки тому +3

    Whatever you do just fight. You got this girl! You are strong and have been through so much and like the respiratory therapist use everything at your disposal and enjoy family time and stay positive. You got this!

  • @sheilahill6415
    @sheilahill6415 2 роки тому +1

    Following you from the UK for a few months now. I pray for you every day. xxx

  • @janewestcountry5131
    @janewestcountry5131 Рік тому +3

    Only ever a thought away jenny ....😢❤

  • @jackistemper1419
    @jackistemper1419 2 роки тому +6

    I know this was a really hard day for you... some bumps but many positives... which is wonderful!! My husband had cancer when he was 26 .. he is now 62 !! So many ups & downs but with the help of his medical teams ,family & friends he beat it twice and has been doing great for many years !!! I do need to tell you that you looked extra pretty today .. loved you're outfit !! Please take care and with many prayers for you and your family I'll see you in the next one !! 🙏🙏🙏

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому

      Aww thank you for being so sweet. Thank you for sharing about your husband, it is so encouraging. Comments like this help me get through the struggles.

  • @sarahhutchins142
    @sarahhutchins142 2 роки тому +4

    Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Your reactions are perfectly normal!! And you have got yourself a gem of a husband!

  • @candicehiles729
    @candicehiles729 Рік тому +3

    I love you both, even though I don’t know you. I’ve been following along for about a month and it hurts my heart to know you’re going through this.

  • @amyt6254
    @amyt6254 2 роки тому +8

    Thanks for continuing to share your experiences with us. Praying for for you!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you for joining along in our journey with us 💕

    • @sherrybutts5947
      @sherrybutts5947 2 роки тому +1

      Living (breathing) between scans is sooooo important!!!

  • @Catfluff521
    @Catfluff521 2 роки тому +2

    Jenny; so sorry you guys had a trying day. This is another stupid bump in the road. You’re still on your way to a better place. And you’re not going downhill!

  • @thara21
    @thara21 2 роки тому +4

    You are so brave! Those are tears of strength! I admire you both. You got this ❤️❤️❤️

  • @investigator77
    @investigator77 Рік тому +1

    I can't help but feel how lucky you are, to be young. You had so much on your plate today, and have taken so many tests today, that for me as a 64 year old woman I could not have done. Older people have such a hard time moving, bending, etc., and our veins are smaller and our skin is thinner. I have a chronic pain condition that never goes away, but I am so grateful to have a husband as wonderful as you do. If I was alone, I don't know if I would have it in me, to try every trial, and drug, and test. I think being younger, it allows you to fight it harder.
    P.S. You have the prettiest prednisone 'moon' face that I've ever seen! Love to you and your beautiful family.

  • @aubreesummerhays2616
    @aubreesummerhays2616 2 роки тому +5

    As a stage 4 survivor you got this your not alone

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much for the support, I hope you are doing well

  • @andrewreynolds2647
    @andrewreynolds2647 2 роки тому +1

    Bless you my thoughts are with you, i wish you strength in your battle against this hideous disease. love to you and your family. Andy n Pat. Scotland.

  • @nancisailormoy9135
    @nancisailormoy9135 2 роки тому +11

    The oxygen will help you breathe and will help you overall. I took the antiviral for Shingles and it stopped the shingles in its track. I hate you are struggling so much right niw but this is a long term treatment so you will have ups and downs try not to let it rattle you. Prednisone is not a great dryg but it does help reduce the inflammation in your body which is important. I spent 6 long years on prednisone and had to taper slow, when the time comes you will get off of it. You two are so lucky to have each other while you are going through this. Sending my live and prayers. 🙏❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      I can't wait for that day. I am glad to know that I am not alone with the tapering process taking such a long time, thank you for sharing

  • @user-ug2hy1bn4p
    @user-ug2hy1bn4p 2 роки тому +1

    Hi, I'm so sorry you are going through this. You both are so very precious. I'm praying for you and I hope some day you will have that beautiful, peaceful farm to raise your precious children. Your whole family is loved and being held up in prayer by so many of us that have never met you but love you regardless. You are both so strong and clearly support each other.

  • @quickpstuts412
    @quickpstuts412 2 роки тому +22

    The heart issue could definitely be anxiety! I've struggled with tachychardia and skipped beats due to generalized anxiety almost my whole life. So anxiety can definitely make your heart do funky things.
    I even went to a heart doctor and he didn't even suggest anxiety. It wasn't until I was much older and my naturopath helped me arrive at that conclusion. I've found a lot of doctor's don't study much about mental health and the effect they can have on the heart. So it's a bit frustrating when this gets dismissed.
    I love that the person commented on the over / under. I saw that comment and also seems like you have waaaaaay more positive test results than negative happening lately. Nevertheless, I bet it's overwhelming. That's right! Cry it out!! It's healthy and cathartic.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much for your support!

    • @cherylcampbell7495
      @cherylcampbell7495 2 роки тому

      I’m told not to tell people about taking magnesium to sleep at night. Had a physical and my doctor told me that sense it stopped my heart from skipping beats etc. all my life that I’m doing right. So works for me.

  • @lesliebrassard5598
    @lesliebrassard5598 4 місяці тому +1

    She was soooooo beautiful and he is such an amazing husband. I hope he is doing GREAT NOW, bc that what she would've wanted

  • @smann5915
    @smann5915 2 роки тому +6

    Jenny! What an incredibly long, draining day you had. ❤️❤️ It is OK to have lots of emotions about it. What you’re dealing with is a lot. Thankfully, you have amazing support and you’re so resilient that you were able to work through it. 🥰🥰
    I know it’s exhausting and stressful when you have to go through so many tests and everything is such a roller coaster. It sounds like you have an amazing, experienced team. I am sure if they did not think things were going well, they would tell you. They would also modify your treatment plan which, it sounds like they did not. That is very good news!❤️
    As for your lung nodules, like your doctor said, everybody has them! That is so true! They found one on my lungs when I had my breast cancer work up scans. I literally was devastated by it. Then, the more I researched, the more I realized how common they were. I had never heard of them before. I was part of the two-year watch and wait club to see if it would grow! Thankfully they did not and it was just some weird scar tissue!
    We are all here, rooting for you!! I wish you and your beautiful family all the positivity and love in the world!! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much for sharing and for giving me hope 💕

  • @audsk9953
    @audsk9953 2 роки тому +1

    I totally admire your strength...life can be so cruel but stay strong and positive...your such a beautiful person and have a lovely supportive husband ...sending you lots of hugs

  • @KariTSays
    @KariTSays 2 роки тому +5

    Sending you and your family lots of love and light.

  • @idelisacruz9102
    @idelisacruz9102 2 роки тому +1

    Your husband is so supportive and I love the beautiful relationship ❤️❤️

  • @elizabethgibbens
    @elizabethgibbens 2 роки тому +3

    Hi, Jenny, You have a great team behind you and it’s good that they are so thorough. Your husband is wonderful in being so supportive and keeping you positive.Happy Anniversary and many blessings. God’s always with you. I’m keeping you in my prayers, Jenny. You got this!🦋🌼🌺🌸🌹🌷

  • @suzanneking7433
    @suzanneking7433 2 роки тому +1

    Hi! You are a beautiful warrior. The cancer journey can be a brutal trip up and down on the emotional roller coaster. I'm so sorry you are on this journey. You have a brave warrior beside you as well. Together you make a strong force against the enemy. You are doing a wonderful job raising your children. Hang in there and please know you are in my prayers daily. Much love to you

  • @dianawortman4994
    @dianawortman4994 2 роки тому +3

    It is a bummer, and I am praying for you. We all are. The big "C" is scary. I was there too, keep the faith! Cry when you need to, get that stress and worry out. Collect yourself and KNOW you WILL heal! This is war, one battle at a time! Soldier on - both of you!

  • @Janice789
    @Janice789 7 місяців тому +1

    Jenny, you’re one of the strongest women I know of. You fought so hard and so bravely! Cancer is the devil 😢 seen too many amazing people suffer horribly because of it. I’m so sorry, Jenny. You didn’t deserve this. I hope you’re resting peacefully. 💜💜

  • @maipham4766
    @maipham4766 2 роки тому +3

    I pray for your recovery ❤️‍🩹 your so strong and brave for sharing your story

  • @lja64
    @lja64 2 роки тому +1

    your husband is amazing. your kids are adorable. you are brave. I've been through this with my husband. stay strong

  • @krisjames4276
    @krisjames4276 Рік тому +5

    😢😢😢🙏🙏🙏RIP dear soul xx

  • @inesbarros3847
    @inesbarros3847 2 роки тому

    What a warrior you are. Teaching us so much. Hearing you say you love life made me emotional. You are a champion, an amazing mother, you WILL beat cancer. Sending you a big hug.