7 Subtle Signs of Childhood Emotional Neglect

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  • @Katimorton
    @Katimorton  Рік тому +125

    More signs of childhood emotional neglect & ways to recover here: ua-cam.com/video/q7Nlxwgy79U/v-deo.html

    • @shakurwonders5216
      @shakurwonders5216 Рік тому +1

      WHAT CAUSES ANHEDONIA AND TIRED OF LITERALLY EVERYTHING, TIRED FOR NO GOOD REASON, AT THIS POINT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO GET HELP. I LOSE FOCUS OFTEN AND GET BORED EASILY , GET TIRED FOR DOING NOTHING. I DONT KNOW ME ANYMORE. THS SOUNDS LIKE DEPRESSION BUT THE CALM VERSION SINC THE LAST ONE I HAD CAUSED SUICIDAL THOUGHT IT WAS THEMOST INSURMOUNTABLE

    • @liudasmachina113
      @liudasmachina113 Рік тому

      i have recognised 7 :D

    • @cherylwade264
      @cherylwade264 Рік тому +3

      @@shakurwonders5216
      Go to a therapist.

    • @cherylwade264
      @cherylwade264 Рік тому +4

      7 Subtle Signs Of Emotional Neglect
      Latch Key Kid Point Of View
      1. Emotional Neglect - Stoic Working
      Class Parents- Children should be.
      seen not heard.
      2. Love Self Esteem- No one to help
      with home work
      not as smart as
      classmates or peers
      3.Wrong Person- Television. Family
      Values
      4. Impulsivity- Television was. babysitter
      What would(____)do?
      Often unsupervised.
      5.Difficulty Regulating Behavior
      Shut up and go to your room
      and think about what you did
      Unsure of transgression
      apologizes for unknown
      reason.Punished for nothing
      6.Perfectionism- This is all I asked you
      to do and you can't
      Not properly instructed
      7.Difficulty Making Decisions- Told.
      Not given options
      often. Toe the line.

    • @LoonyYunie
      @LoonyYunie Рік тому +2

      Thank you for pinning this and offering this information, it's valuable and I appreciate the time and effort you put into it.

  • @ruthortega6192
    @ruthortega6192 Рік тому +1234

    I have difficulty processing emotions because, like many of my generation, I just got “stop crying or I’ll give you something to cry about.”

    • @yesyoucan7877
      @yesyoucan7877 Рік тому +8

      Lol it’s not that deep

    • @ruthortega6192
      @ruthortega6192 Рік тому +290

      @@yesyoucan7877 Thanks for minimizing and dismissing my experience. This single example may not be “that deep” but sorry for not dumping my entire history into a single UA-cam comment. If you don’t have anything constructive to add to a conversation, it’s often best to say nothing at all.

    • @brrjohnson8131
      @brrjohnson8131 Рік тому +45

      I wish I could cry. I know it would be cleansing & I remember it makes you feel so much better afterwards. The pain exists, just no release.

    • @yesyoucan7877
      @yesyoucan7877 Рік тому

      @@ruthortega6192 hahaha. Just off your first comment alone I can tell you like being miserable. Be happy you aren’t a starving kid in a third world country. We all go through shit but just always remember there’s someone who had it worse. Lmao.

    • @annabrahamson4320
      @annabrahamson4320 Рік тому +12

      You know every one I knew got this, they are not all damaged either. What you might not know is what their parents expected of them, my mothers siblings got whipped with their dads belt for not completing stepmother request first or simple mistakes. She never spanked any if us because of that.

  • @jenniferlynn329
    @jenniferlynn329 Рік тому +97

    I broke my foot when I was 36. I was in town for Halloween and taking a friend's daughters trick-or-treating and tripped on someone's steps. I sat in my mom's living room and whimpered and cried quietly to myself. She had heard me and never came in to check on me. (I asked her if she had heard me and she affirmed it.) Growing up, being ultra-shy, throwing up in the middle of the night from stomach aches, I realized she stopped checking on me. I told myself that she needed her sleep (for work). But in reality, I simply wanted someone to care.

    • @garysmith1863
      @garysmith1863 6 місяців тому +7

      That kind of emotional pain feels like a sledgehammer to the chest. Deep and lingering.

    • @RaiunHana
      @RaiunHana 2 місяці тому +2

      I had an almost similar fall experience except that my mother shouted at me to get off her floor while I just needed a while to get up because of the pain. I get you, even as an adult you'd hope that your mother will somehow actually care.

    • @teodescartes1771
      @teodescartes1771 Місяць тому

      Shit! I’m reading this as I lay bedridden because I fucked up a knee yesterday, and today at one point I whimpered alone in my room, and my mom heard from afar, and didn’t even ask if I was alright or needed something, not even a hug.

    • @SG_88
      @SG_88 Місяць тому +1

      Been there man. The phantom stomach pains, the night terrors, even having gnarly spatial perception issues from internal stress. Praying for you.

  • @Akeyma
    @Akeyma Рік тому +942

    One of the things for me is feeling like ANY attention is negative attention. Praise is almost as anxiety inducing as criticism.

    • @juneasia7875
      @juneasia7875 Рік тому +75

      I feel you. I was bullied at school and at home and have the same problem. I would like to be invisible

    • @johrathbun
      @johrathbun Рік тому +17

      Yep! Same here.

    • @masulitotito
      @masulitotito Рік тому +70

      I get furious when someone compliments me because I assume they're lying. So twisted

    • @MorganBondelid
      @MorganBondelid Рік тому +49

      I feel this so much.
      I really benefited from the framework that getting a compliment can cause cognitive dissonance when it does not fit with one’s self-image, and that is part of the reason that it can be upsetting.

    • @seriouscat2231
      @seriouscat2231 Рік тому +35

      I realized recently that my mother praises me when she either wants me to do something or wants me to agree with her. When I say or do something on my own initiative, it always gets put down. I was very confused until I realized her motivation for praising me.

  • @Jantonov1
    @Jantonov1 Рік тому +614

    The worst, I think, is to always need external validation from others. I can rise and fall with how other people treat me from day to day. I know I'm worthy of love in theory but I don't feel it unless someone shows me. And then that feeling wears off and I forget all over again.

    • @ChatieLil
      @ChatieLil Рік тому +27

      That’s relatable 😢

    • @triplejmom7826
      @triplejmom7826 Рік тому +21

      Same. I hate that I do this

    • @SandiaLuv
      @SandiaLuv Рік тому +9

      That’s something that I still struggle with.

    • @Sesso20
      @Sesso20 Рік тому +11

      YES. Thanks for pointing this out! Its a horrible loop to find oneself in. Full of blame and shame in the end. But having the courageous to face this and unlearn these patterns, is huge. You can be proud of yourself for giving yourself so much compassion to heal, even if you do not feel it yet on a day to day basis. And it sounds weird, but lately I have the feeling when I am talking to friends and family, that there is on a daily basis, always someone thinking of you. Noticing something that they know you like or do. Maybe they dont text or call, but they thought of you. Well, Jason, have a good week! 🙂

    • @whereisyourhumanity7557
      @whereisyourhumanity7557 Рік тому +12

      yes, if I could just get little "snacks" of encouragement a few times/daily, that keeps me going just fine.

  • @polinanikulina
    @polinanikulina Рік тому +436

    I hadn't realized that not trying at all was also perfectionism. Thank you!

    • @shakurwonders5216
      @shakurwonders5216 Рік тому +21

      ME NEITHER

    • @Katimorton
      @Katimorton  Рік тому +20

      Yes of course!!! xoxo

    • @ryanmccolloch4734
      @ryanmccolloch4734 Рік тому +46

      When I was younger, my dad would say, "Do a good job or don't do it at all." I took that to heart too much, and now it holds me back. I need to realize that I can't always do a good job at something, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't even try if I know I'm not going to do something perfectly. Things still need to get done, no matter the quality.

    • @rosakova08
      @rosakova08 Рік тому +6

      When she said it was important "listen up", I was like, not me I don't care about this section because I'm not a perfectionist. 🙃

    • @seriouscat2231
      @seriouscat2231 Рік тому +7

      My mother always said that I am so good and talented I don't need to put in any effort, so it's not a big thing to always aim for and ask for perfection. I think I am slightly above average, but no better than that. When I complained, her answer was "pity me and pity your sister, we are not as talented as you are".

  • @bethab2
    @bethab2 Рік тому +962

    I love how you preface this video by saying that it’s not about blaming anyone, it’s about being aware of our selves so we can heal. That really hit home for me so thank you!

    • @Katimorton
      @Katimorton  Рік тому +28

      Of course!! So glad it was helpful :) xoxox

    • @mistyfiello5262
      @mistyfiello5262 Рік тому +24

      I agree. Because our parents weren’t horrible people, we struggle to see what happened as something that could affect our mental health.

    • @mickadatwist1620
      @mickadatwist1620 Рік тому +32

      I still have been feeling that my best decision was to cut contact with parents. It took me years to get there.

    • @justin.maccormack
      @justin.maccormack Рік тому +12

      I felt the same way! Super important since we can’t change the past and it doesn’t help to be bitter :)

    • @sevans8784
      @sevans8784 Рік тому +32

      Agreed! Part of me wants to say that my parents did their best, so I can't say that this affected me negatively. But my dad worked multiple jobs (in order to support us) and my mom suffered from chronic illness. They are not bad people, again, they did their best, but I still suffered from emotional neglect. It doesn't have to be about assigning blame, it's mainly about explaining what happened and how to move forward from there

  • @markgarland9000
    @markgarland9000 Рік тому +69

    Blame may not be the right word but responsibility is. A parent that suffers their own trauma or loss and then goes on to severely damage or destroy their child , or even multiple children, is absolutely responsible for that damage and must accept it and do whatever they can to help recovery efforts.

    • @traweler155
      @traweler155 Рік тому +10

      This is very true and that should be acknowledged by therapists

    • @Martina-xk6zo
      @Martina-xk6zo 5 місяців тому +6

      My mother, who neglected my emotions was abused much more than myself. She was sexually abused by her father from age two to twelve. When she was 12, her father committed suicide. She was a better parent than her parents, but not whole enough to give her children what they needed.

    • @FatShork
      @FatShork 2 місяці тому +1

      Exactly! People need to understand this!

    • @angelag.4437
      @angelag.4437 2 місяці тому

      @@Martina-xk6zo 😭

  • @nycklmuffins
    @nycklmuffins Рік тому +49

    I now understand why I procrastinate everything. And I mean everything. If it's not almost on fire I put off taking care of it. Thank you.

  • @IzMyVideoz
    @IzMyVideoz Рік тому +776

    7 Subtle Signs of Childhood Emotional Neglect
    1. Emotional numbness
    2. Low self-esteem
    3. (Pick the) Wrong people
    4. Impulsivity
    5. Difficulty regulating emotions
    6. Perfectionism
    7. Difficulty making decisions
    About how to manage the signs, please watch the video. 😉

    • @arcadiaberger9204
      @arcadiaberger9204 Рік тому +40

      7/7, would not recommend.

    • @cortster12
      @cortster12 Рік тому +19

      Oof, also 7/7

    • @Toni_Snark
      @Toni_Snark Рік тому +10

      It was helpful in recognizing and becoming aware of the signs, but not really now to manage them, aside from seeing a therapist.

    • @arcadiaberger9204
      @arcadiaberger9204 Рік тому +15

      @@Toni_Snark There is no substitute for a competent therapist - not self-help books, nor kind friends, nor understanding lovers.
      If one therapist isn't working out, try another.

    • @chriscohlmeyer4735
      @chriscohlmeyer4735 Рік тому +5

      Also 7/7 but I did have a good therapist to help me work through these issues even though I started with therapy to deal with sexual abuse as a teenager. He was a childhood friend of my mother and his niece was in my class through grade school... I'd think of being with her as he abused me. I started out on the wrong foot with my mother, she was sure that I was going to be a girl after three boys (no ultrasound in those days), I ended up bonding with one of my brothers but as he was learning the seven he couldn't help me much with those - I became "the independent son" out of necessity to survive. I did have a fantastic grandmother along with her sister to assist in giving me some direction and freedom even with what we now know as ASD and ADHD (2e). Then there was a friends parents who took me in as I recovered from a drug addiction and some years later a mother-in-law who accepted me warts and all and helped to get past a dead by 30 lifestyle.

  • @LessThanThree76
    @LessThanThree76 Рік тому +110

    I’m 46 and I don’t have the energy or the mental stamina to re-parent myself. I just want to feel seen, loved, embraced and aknowledged for things I do achieve. I’m just so tired.

  • @devon6623
    @devon6623 Рік тому +274

    I couldn’t cry for 15 years and I’m only 26. My parents told me to be tough so I basically never learned how to embrace being sad. The constant invalidation has also led to me having a ton of indecisiveness. I’m happy to say I’ve been crying recently and trying to fully embrace the range of emotions:)

    • @aroomahmaryam
      @aroomahmaryam Рік тому +11

      Big proud of you :)

    • @StudlyFudd13
      @StudlyFudd13 11 місяців тому +8

      I was never able to be angry. It was an emotion that I was not permitted to feel. If something upset me,ie someone calling me horrible names, an old man touching me inappropriately, being bullied, being silenced, being mocked and belittled by my family etc...if I were to react to those things, any of them, I was told, "You're too emotional...you're just on your period. It's just hormones."
      So I tuned out anything that made me angry because I was just too emotional. I allowed myself to be touched because I was too emotional if I said it was wrong. I allowed myself to be mocked, beaten etc, because I was too emotional if I asked someone to stop.

    • @lorenzwinterhoff8049
      @lorenzwinterhoff8049 11 місяців тому +4

      For some time growing up, I recognised that I wouldn't get emotional in the same way as other people, particularly regarding TV or Movies etc. I came to the conclusion that I was better than anyone else at controlling my emotions. Turns out I have C-PTSD from narcissists at home and bullies at school right through HS graduation. Now (I am on disability pension) I am often overwhelmed with emotions that I shoved down far too often in my youth.

    • @GenelleSmay
      @GenelleSmay 10 місяців тому +1

      I had a tough time crying because I felt like if I started I'd never stop.
      I did start journaling and the flood gates opened. It was good but difficult. I wrote some things I threw away because I didn't recognize myself in it-.I'd changed for the better!

    • @mynameisyamell187
      @mynameisyamell187 10 місяців тому +1

      Same here. I was diagnosed with an Illness but it could be a blessing cuz it means I have an excuse to cry lol I’ve learned to cry in front of people 😊😅

  • @Dbb27
    @Dbb27 11 місяців тому +13

    This was the most spot on video for me I have watched on mental health. I was dating a great guy after my divorce. I had a critical mother and first husband. This guy was fun, sweet and attractive but something just seemed off. I couldn’t put my finger on it and was going to tell him I didn’t want to see him anymore. Fortunately I had done some work on myself and had read a lot of books on relationships and healing. Me, myself and I had a long talk. I realized the thing that felt off was there wasn’t any drama in our relationship. No unrelenting criticism, no fighting, no disappearing at night. Once I figured out it was the no drama that made things feel off I decided to stay. Twenty years later we have a wonderful and happy relationship.
    Working on ourselves is so rewarding and the self realization helps us grow.
    Thank you so very much for this wonderful video!!

  • @rubberbiscuit99
    @rubberbiscuit99 Рік тому +384

    Being neglected period made me so thirsty for attention and care. When I was a teenager, my mother would out of the blue engage me and start asking me a lot of questions about my life and what was going on with me, and when I told her about a problem, she would say I should not feel what I felt and that I was wrong. I fell for her questioning countless times because of how desperate I was to be seen and heard.

    • @katieg7679
      @katieg7679 Рік тому +57

      My mom was like this too. Totally disinterested then all the sudden intrusive and smothering. Was never really able to connect with her.

    • @abbykoop5363
      @abbykoop5363 Рік тому +60

      I totally understand this. Then later, when I wouldn't tell her anything she would get all pouty and keep asking why I wasn't like my cousins who told their mother everything about their lives. Uh.... You shame everything I do? 🤔

    • @9Nikko8
      @9Nikko8 Рік тому +31

      I think this happened to me too. And sometimes after a while she'd turn some of the stuff against me

    • @Paigelovesbooks
      @Paigelovesbooks Рік тому +24

      I don't recall my mother ever asking me any questions about my thoughts/feelings/days/experiences. Lol. Kind of wish mine at least on occasion tried to bombard me with interest. I know what you all are saying, though! Completely get why that behavior is damaging.

    • @whereisyourhumanity7557
      @whereisyourhumanity7557 Рік тому +4

      I used to make up problems, just oblige her.

  • @carols.4252
    @carols.4252 Рік тому +105

    The one that struck home for me was avoidance under perfectionism. If I cannot do it perfectly, it is too stressful, and I will avoid the task like the plague. UNLESS, of course it is something I can practice on my own and master on my own, so no one is looking over my shoulder saying, "NO, do it this way."

    • @BeYounique...Maryanne
      @BeYounique...Maryanne Рік тому +3

      I'm like that too, but it worked in my favor, being self-employed is better for me.

    • @kpoplover1901
      @kpoplover1901 10 місяців тому +1

      this is me too! I never realized why I did this as I would avoid certain social gatherings or tasks because I was too afraid of messing up. I rather practice things alone so many times than to possibly make a mistake in front of others. its somehow a way I cope with the world, but also so debilitating.

    • @LaurieAnnCurry
      @LaurieAnnCurry 10 місяців тому

      Same

    • @jackilynpyzocha662
      @jackilynpyzocha662 10 місяців тому +1

      Dad thinks he is perfect and finds fault with me. He never apologizes, or takes responsibility; he expected me to apologize to him for his lousy attitute/behavior.

  • @sarahwillson4364
    @sarahwillson4364 Рік тому +154

    Emotional neglect doesn't just happen at home, school's can be very damaging. My son suffered emotional neglect at primary school being a dyslexic kid who wasn't believed (they didn't believe me either) and was treated as stupid by his teachers for years. His father and I have always believed in him and supported him but teachers can have such a huge impact, for good and for bad. He has since been proven as being of above average intelligence but still suffers the after affects of primary school.

    • @reesedaniel5835
      @reesedaniel5835 Рік тому +6

      I'm also dyslexic but was well above average grade wise in elementary school. Many genius level people were dyslexic and had Asperger's syndrome (were normal in a sea of abnormal people who think THEY are normal!!).

    • @Bucelcpsdr
      @Bucelcpsdr Рік тому +11

      This is so true!!! If I had the right teacher in middle school then I wouldn't be the mess I am right now. My teacher asked if something was wrong but never actually put effort to help me. Teachers need more education in how to help children that seem to be suffering.

    • @Rain9Quinn
      @Rain9Quinn 11 місяців тому +1

      Im so sorry for the abuse your son experienced at school. Schools,overall have made great advances in accommodating neural-diverse learners, but not everywhere…🫶🏻

    • @stefaniakonstantinidou981
      @stefaniakonstantinidou981 5 місяців тому +2

      ​@@Rain9QuinnI work at a school, I see no advances, people r becoming more and more ignorantcon what children need

    • @liana2136
      @liana2136 5 місяців тому

      ​@@stefaniakonstantinidou981Especially when they force kids to wear suffocating masks on their faces during a "pandemic."

  • @robertsnorrason2494
    @robertsnorrason2494 Рік тому +109

    I’m 52 and two years ago, after 50 miserable years, I broke all contact to my so called mom. My dislike and anger had grown to a cancerous mass inside me and after yet another narcissistic “episode” from her, I cut the connection. Needless to say, it only took a couple of weeks for me to fall down the rabbit hole of depression and anxiety. I was immediately treated for that (group therapy and medication), but was also diagnosed with Avoidant Personality Disorder (AvPD), which made perfect sense, when delving into a childhood I had trouble remembering. I can’t remember most of it because it was one long trauma of emotional and physical neglect. Having a single mom with severe narcissistic personality (undiagnosed, because she, of course, doesn’t think there’s anything wrong with her), made me mentally ill. Turns out I also have pretty severe ADHD, and only started medicinal therapy for that, a couple of months ago. I’ve had schema and cognitive therapy for the AvPD, and I’ll likely be be taking medicine and going to therapy for the rest of my life. So I AM blaming my “mom” and I AM angry at her. But mostly I am heartbroken on behalf of my neglected inner child, and of all the potential wasted. Now I’m gonna have to navigate through the maze of ADHD, AvPD, depression, anxiety, childhood trauma and memories, and try to get something out of whatever is left of my time on this earth.
    Thanks for doing these videos.

    • @timnsheilaconrad2321
      @timnsheilaconrad2321 Рік тому +13

      It's never too late! I'm 58 and working on these issues for the first time. Hang in there and congratulations on taking care of yourself!

    • @j_freed
      @j_freed Рік тому

      That's quite a list of diagnostic labels, prescription medications, and forecasted needs for perpetual therapy.
      But I agree that it's never too late, your real life starts now. Cross that bridge and don't look back.,May you find the most independent agency for your life, by any necessary means.
      I think that's your birthright, not what any doctor says you can have or when you can have it. Good for you cutting shitty people out of your life.

    • @BeYounique...Maryanne
      @BeYounique...Maryanne Рік тому +9

      @@timnsheilaconrad2321 Same here. I'm 60 and my mother passed earlier this summer, stirring up so much stuff I sought a grief counselor. I've learned more about myself in a matter of months than I did in a lifetime, thanks to not only grief counseling, but the grief fog I've lived through, making me realize even though my mother was neglectful, I still loved her. That says a lot about my character. I'm a better person than she made me out to be. Thanks for your comment. I appreciate you!

    • @Twitch24
      @Twitch24 Рік тому +2

      Well, I resonate with this at 49.
      You're brave and self aware, keep moving forward and ypu have all the right in the world to be angry at your mum imo

    • @debilyn4c1r
      @debilyn4c1r Рік тому +2

      @SondraLongbrake You 100% described my experience beautifully. At 67, I'm just now hitting the tipping point. That blame and anger stage definitely served me from 65-67. And it was a *necessary* step in order to get to this tipping point in my healing.

  • @Auggies1956
    @Auggies1956 Рік тому +50

    I was physically and emotionally abused by a live in. Mother wasn't a whole lot better. I married at age twenty and kept my promise I made as a kid to not pass on, what I faced as a kid, and would not affect my future fatherly responsibility. I have two good adult kids that today I'm proud of.

    • @Katimorton
      @Katimorton  Рік тому +5

      I am so sorry you went through that but amazing job breaking the cycle and raising 2 amazing adults!! xoxo

    • @Auggies1956
      @Auggies1956 Рік тому +2

      @Babs Kaz Big hugs coming your way.

  • @RestingBeachFace
    @RestingBeachFace Рік тому +80

    I’m a 64 year old woman and had an emotionally distant father, who was very critical. I identify with every single one of these!! 😳🤯Every. single. one. I have always blamed myself for my poor emotional maturity. My parents always told me to “go to your room until you can be pleasant.” Wow wow wow. Thank you so much for this!! I feel so relieved to know that it’s not that in a bad person! You just lifted a huge burden off my shoulders. This is incredible. I wanted to cry while watching this but I couldn’t. Thank you, thank you thank you for making me feel validated! ❤ My parents withdrew approval when I was “bad.” I didn’t feel acceptable unless I was perfect. My mind is blown.

    • @solosupermom
      @solosupermom Рік тому +5

      that makes me angry...they were allowed to be out of their rooms when they weren't being "pleasant". But I relate to you very much. I had to be perfect in order to receive love and adoration...no wonder I don't do anything that I don't do perfectly.

    • @angelam.e.richardson3501
      @angelam.e.richardson3501 11 місяців тому +3

      'Go to room until you can be pleasant!'
      I had exactly that one! 😂

    • @jillybe1873
      @jillybe1873 11 місяців тому +1

      Are you me?😮

    • @mynameisyamell187
      @mynameisyamell187 10 місяців тому

      Awwwww, saaaaame

  • @sufficientwalrus
    @sufficientwalrus Рік тому +47

    If you read this and grew up being gaslight about how differently you were treated than your siblings, I hear you! You were right. It wasn't fair. It didn't feel right because it wasn't.

  • @XxMadz007
    @XxMadz007 Рік тому +217

    A checklist for parents might be a good video idea! How can you as a parent know you're meeting your child's emotional needs? Something to try and help prevent emotional neglect from a young age

    • @HosCreates
      @HosCreates Рік тому +22

      I'm a parent trying to overcome childhood negligent, I need help engaging my kids

    • @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617
      @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617 Рік тому +2

      In all honesty, if you are asking yourself this question then I suggest that you seek therapy, maybe a trauma specialist. They will help you navigate your blindspots much better and more genuinely than any checklist ever could. (Also look up "Attachment styles theory")

    • @warriormamma8098
      @warriormamma8098 Рік тому +14

      Therapy is a luxury most can not afford. I am grateful that not only do I have a therapist but my 16 & 22 yr old who still live at home also do. Mostly for anxiety and ADHD. I was attracted to this video to see if I am meeting their needs well enough. It did not offer much guidance in that regard.

    • @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617
      @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617 Рік тому +18

      @@warriormamma8098 I have given it a little more thought and, as someone who has been emotionally neglected and would die to see her parents making an honest effort to make things right, I feel that I have something I can say to you, hopefully it helps.
      Make sure to demonstrate to your children that they are valued and seen and validated for the people that they are (the good and the bad as well), and not for whom they are expected to be. That your love for them is deep and unconditional, and they don't need to walk on eggshells around you because your bond is open, stable and respectful on both ends.

    • @1stcavw247
      @1stcavw247 Рік тому

      Your an idiot. A fricken checklist

  • @gwynadams4069
    @gwynadams4069 Рік тому +30

    Picking the wrong people... I always pick the wrong best friend. Not just romantic relationships.

  • @sp-1973
    @sp-1973 Рік тому +16

    I am adopted, I was never told 'I love you' by my parents, financially I was secure and still am, but at 49 years old they've still never said 'I love you'

    • @michelleaththas659
      @michelleaththas659 7 місяців тому +1

      I was not adopted but I never heard my parents saying I love you to me, I never had a hug, never showed any affection. Did not know how a hug could feel…….

    • @helilovee
      @helilovee 7 місяців тому +1

      Same... I was not adopted either, but they never said "I love you" growing up. And definitely not any physical affection.

  • @youareannoyinmenow
    @youareannoyinmenow Рік тому +33

    Needed this. I've recently started therapy and it's kind of turned my world upside down as I've realised, though my parents were always there for me in a physical sense, they weren't equipped to handle my emotional needs. Whenever I cried I would get 'be quiet or I'll give you something to cry about', I had to pretend everything was ok and force myself to stop crying, even when I'd hurt myself and needed a bit of affection. I had to 'be brave'. When I tried to tell them later in life about my depression they asked 'what have you got to be depressed about?'. I've recognised all of these signs and just thought they were a part of me, my personality, but maybe I can actually unpick them now and heal from my childhood. Thank you for your videos.

  • @hushmychild6745
    @hushmychild6745 Рік тому +160

    I am obsessed with blaming my parents for their huge effects on my adult life. I get intensely angry just going back to any day during my childhood. I feel desperate at all times to feel that this emotion I have is valid and anyone who went through what I went through would feel the exact same way. It almost feels... good to be so angry. But my depression is so chronic and intense that it destroyed my life. I'm in therapy now trying to get to a point where I'm even interested in change and bettering myself. I know I have to make the choice to move on from a victim and blaming mentality in order to repair my life. But I'm floating in a void, starting from zero. Absolute zero, at 30 years old - no job, no friends, no money, no independence, no experience, no relationships, no drive for anything or anyone.
    I hope I can do what I need to do in order to finally learn how to cope and lead a meaningful life while I'm still here.

    • @nancykelly9393
      @nancykelly9393 Рік тому +14

      Hang in there. Your life may never be storybook perfect but you can learn how to be happy! Give yourself time. You deserve as much time as you need. In the meantime, pick up some flowers at the store.

    • @TeresaKalinka
      @TeresaKalinka Рік тому +53

      Hm just a thought, I don't know if it helps you. It helped me, so I hope it can also help other people. At some point in my life I found myself sabotaging myself in a way, so I tried to ask myself: What would be the bad thing about being successful? What is the disadvantage of being successful? Why don't I want to be happy? And the answer was: If I was happy, my parents would be proud of me, and if my parents were proud of me, they'd be proud of themselves in a way, because they 'made' me. It would 'prove' that what they did to me wasn't so bad after all. It would invalidate all the pain and loneliness I had to endure. Couldn't have been so bad when I ended up happy and successful after all, could it?
      So I thought, what if I start to be a little happy, but in secret? I mean, nobody has to know, right? I made a promise to myself, to the inner child nobody stood up for back then, that I won't let her down. I will never forgive what has been done to her, what she had to endure. I will always make it a point that any success and happiness now is only because I am taking good care of her NOW, not because any of this back then was okay. It was not okay, and it will never be okay, it will never be forgiven and never be forgotten.
      I never told my parents I finished my degree. I am thriving, my life is great now: away from them. I made it a point that I could be dead now, if it was for them. I am not, because of me, and because of other people who were there for me. This is my own strength, nothing THEY gave me.
      For some people it might work to forgive their parents (and other people who wronged them) to let go and be happy, but this is not for me, and maybe it's not for you. You don't need to forgive anyone to move on. Maybe you even have to promise yourself to never forgive in order to move on and be happy. In my case, not forgiving made me stronger and made my very mysterious breathing problems go away.
      Every now and then I'm asking myself, maybe I was overdramatic, other people had it way worse, maybe my parents did the best they could, etc. But then I remind myself of my promise I made to the little girl that couldn't defend herself back then: I will not downplay what happened to her. My happiness now is NO evidence that it wasn't so bad. It is only evidence of her strength and that people can heal from the worst things.
      I hope you will also heal from everything that happened to you. You deserve to heal.

    • @kelleyaynne
      @kelleyaynne Рік тому +1

      It sounds to me like you'll get 'it' done. You haven't any other choice. ❤️

    • @Sesso20
      @Sesso20 Рік тому +14

      @@TeresaKalinka Thank you so much for this compassionate and insightful reply. So glad to see that it helped you to move on and finally give yourself permission to be happy and successful. I think it is a very strong point, not to forgive, if it means invalidating the experiences that you had in the past. Will read this again and see how I could implement into this into my life. Thanks again. 🙂

    • @whereisyourhumanity7557
      @whereisyourhumanity7557 Рік тому +11

      It's Ok to blame sometimes. I have to blame myself sometimes, so it's only fair that the parents take some blame, too. They were bigger and knew more. We were small, and needed them.

  • @ynotw57
    @ynotw57 Рік тому +54

    Still stuck in perfectionism. It makes sense after you explained it. I feel if I don’t do it right the first time, every time, I’m worthless. I beat myself up for not understanding something right away. I tend to think “someone else understood this, so I should be able to.” And when it doesn’t happen, it creates such a frustration inside that makes me want to (or sometimes DO) shut down, give up, throw it away, or even physically destroy whatever it is that’s causing my frustration (like a painting a picture or working on a home improvement task), in hopes to never see it again. I even do that with relationships. If it’s not going exactly how I hope, I find a way to destroy it.
    I don’t want to feel or act this way anymore. I feel helpless to these behaviors and patterns. Every time I’m faced with an opportunity to do it differently, the same actions happen again and again, even though I’m consciously fighting those old thoughts and habits which I know are defense mechanisms that are not useful.

    • @pennPi
      @pennPi Рік тому +8

      I can relate. But as I get older I’m learning to let go a bit more. I find that whenever I am interested in something (like for example, learning how to play an instrument) taking baby steps helps. Take it slow and small. Gradually work up the confidence to make mistakes without throwing in the towel. And work on the inner voice congratulating yourself with every step. Affirmations tend to block out the negative self talk. I now play for enjoyment, don’t care if I mess up in the process. Also, allows me to be more creative and not so rigorous. Perfectionism can block creativity sometimes.

    • @shayshaymann113
      @shayshaymann113 Рік тому

      I relate to this as well!

  • @heatherwebber9747
    @heatherwebber9747 Рік тому +18

    My Mother nagged all the time saying things like “You always have to do it your way” meanwhile I was trying very hard to do it her way so she didn’t nag. so I don’t express or know my emotions until I meltdown. I have found out I’m also autistic.

  • @sulhwayuk6228
    @sulhwayuk6228 Рік тому +6

    honestly never really realized that perfectionism can manifest in the ways you described- procrastinating or not even trying at all and the overall feeling of needing to avoid failure rather than striving for perfection. it explains a lot

  • @sydney100757
    @sydney100757 Рік тому +25

    I had two traumatized parents trying to raise an undiagnosed adhd child. It sucks seeing the why and being a bit empathetic while knowing you're justified in being hurt by it

  • @trinaq
    @trinaq Рік тому +135

    Thanks for the video, Kati. Even though my folks loved me dearly, and really helped me in a lot of ways, one thing they fell short of was handling emotions, leading me to bottle my feelings so as not to upset them. Now, as an adult, I'm more aware of CEN, and low self esteem, but I am working to combat these issues.

    • @Katimorton
      @Katimorton  Рік тому +11

      I am so glad you are aware of it and working hard to fight back against it :) xoxox

  • @opiethrice8746
    @opiethrice8746 Місяць тому +1

    I have been addressing this, along with a host of other emotions, and past trauma for two years, this is after heroin addiction and prison and going back to college two years ago to discover my passion. I have been focusing on being aware of how I should address things as they come up, instead of the emotional reaction of the past, I've learned to take a step back and breathe. I'm also two weeks off of my very first gallery showing for my photography. As someone who grew up in poverty and suffered from several types of abuse, the ability to move past any of those is daunting. Opening myself up to the criticism of a stranger has been my biggest fear since childhood, but I believe I have taken a giant leap in overcoming that aspect.

  • @lostusaslambus
    @lostusaslambus Рік тому +169

    I knew that my parents were emotionally neglectful but it's been hard seeing my mom respond (or not respond, rather) to my daughter. Literally every time she cries or whines my mom brings her to me and says "I don't know why she's crying." I know my mom doesn't have the "bandwidth" to deal with her own emotions so another person's is impossible, but it's sad to see.

    • @marcelusdarcy
      @marcelusdarcy Рік тому +31

      I'm the same with my mother watching her babysit my cousin's daughter.. when she's trying to calm her down when she's crying she says in her worried but trying to be kind raised voice 'why are you crying??? you don't need to cry! it's ok, stop crying!!!' Like that's just invalidating the emotion the child is feeling

    • @rubylace9963
      @rubylace9963 Рік тому +24

      my mom is the opposite .. she gives my nieces so much love and attention. It makes me feel sad that I wasn't worthy of that and makes me feel guilty for feeling envious of a child.

    • @cyndeetaylor
      @cyndeetaylor Рік тому +15

      I can so relate to parents with no emotional "bandwidth."

    • @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617
      @darkcreatureinadarkroom1617 Рік тому +5

      ​@@rubylace9963 maybe that's a conversation you can have with your mother, if you feel like she's healing from whatever made her be emotionally neglectful towards yourself?

    • @allieeverett9017
      @allieeverett9017 Рік тому +9

      My mother was like this with her grandchildren. She quickly moved three states away so she wouldn't have to deal with them. Sent birthday cards until they were 18, then stopped... she was done with her duty because they were grown.

  • @nancypetrie5717
    @nancypetrie5717 11 місяців тому +3

    As a senior citizen, I'm JUST learning this. As I learn, I become calmer, happier, more secure. When I pass, I hope to be a complete soul with a full understanding of life. Thank you for these videos! It was a necessary awakening.

  • @laraisokay
    @laraisokay Рік тому +103

    Kati, it may not be a super popular video, but I would love to see how having a chronic illness affects us emotionally, or even how to cope if you were recently diagnosed (or a loved one.) I know it would help many.

  • @nancykelly9393
    @nancykelly9393 Рік тому +16

    I was in a bad relationship for a long time. I was aware that it was bad but accepted it. I used to say jokingly "he really doesn't like me, but it's okay, I'm used to it, my mom didn't like me either." Obviously not good at taking care of myself. I knew I wasn't capable of a healthy relationship, so figured it was as good as it would get. 70 now, no relationships. I did try therapy often, OFTEN, but didn't change much.

    • @Youreacashier
      @Youreacashier 7 місяців тому

      oh Dear! I used to think that exact same thing and felt that way from the beginning of being interested in boys.

  • @TheKinderdoc
    @TheKinderdoc Рік тому +12

    I have had all of this. I was very smart in school and felt my sense of success there. I eventually became a physician. I still had low self esteem, and one day I realized that if I did not get the highest grade or recognition, I thought of myself as a failure. I have worked on this with variable success. I also grew up with 7 siblings, and many pets. I got almost all of my physical affection from my baby sisters, and my pets. My mom once commented that you could tell where I was because the pets would always be around me.

  • @FriendlyNeighborhoodUnclePete
    @FriendlyNeighborhoodUnclePete Рік тому +59

    So Yeah, this was me 100%. It messed me up long into my adult life. Thanks to the woman that I've been wife for over 20 years, I learned how I deserve to be loved. She showed me what family should be, and they are my family, not anyone I am related to by blood, screw them. Being made to feel like you were an inconvenience for the 18 years you lived at home can really mess you up. The scars are still there, I realized talking about it helps. Putting into words how I feeling takes the sting off it, so they helps. I love these videos, and I 100% believe they save lives. Thank You Kati, for saving lives.

    • @kukey25
      @kukey25 Рік тому

      I wish i could give you a big hug uncle pete and be there for someone you could talk to. Thanks for your comment.

    • @lindac6919
      @lindac6919 Рік тому +2

      Oh, you don't have to be blood for your family to screw you up.
      I was adopted as an infant.

    • @BeYounique...Maryanne
      @BeYounique...Maryanne Рік тому +1

      My husband also taught me what real love is. I grew so much as a person, thanks to him.

  • @heartjoy
    @heartjoy Рік тому +25

    both my parents were like this - my mom spent most of her childhood in a Native American boarding school in the 1920s - 1930s and she never learned how to be a good (normal) person there because they were treated like sub humans - it trickles down thru generations - I fought so hard to not be that way but I still was and am

    • @Rain9Quinn
      @Rain9Quinn 11 місяців тому +2

      Those boarding schools really fucked up generations of native Americans 😠 , the children (who survived) the most, perhaps, but like you, next gemerations as well, by having those messed up kids as parents. At least you know ‘why’ she is how she is, but that doesnt mean how she acted toward you was “ok,” just that you can sympathize,,perhaps. I think being able to do that is a big part of healing, along with self-compassion & noticing how we then affect others, & trying to improve. Its a journey, not a race. Sending 🫶🏻 & wishes for your healing.❤️‍🩹 im on a similar path, tho i dontmknow much of how my folks got so screwed up. I feel they tried the bestnthey knew how, and / but just really sucked at the emotional caring / control / understanding parts…😌

  • @vperez5906
    @vperez5906 Рік тому +27

    Hi Kati, I want to tell you that it's because of you , that I am now getting the therapeutic help I've needed. I'm happy I found you on UA-cam.

    • @Katimorton
      @Katimorton  Рік тому +2

      Awww yay!!! I am so glad you got the help you need Vinny and so glad you found me when you needed the support :) xoxo

    • @vperez5906
      @vperez5906 Місяць тому

      ❤​@@KatimortonThank you.

  • @lisdosanjos
    @lisdosanjos Рік тому +27

    I have BPD, OCD, depression and anxiety. This video was really helpfull for me. I've identifyed many things that happens to me and I had no idea of where these things came from. Now I know... Thanks!

  • @emfeller3335
    @emfeller3335 9 місяців тому +1

    I like the perspective of parenting yourself. It’s basically another way of saying that you are in control of your emotions, not the other way around. But it’s a refreshing way to look at things.

  • @frankenmama542
    @frankenmama542 Рік тому +84

    I had all seven signs from childhood well into my adult life. It wasn't until I was 50 years old and realized that I was no longer looking at the years ahead of me but how many I had left and I didn't want to spend it being miserable, so I decided to take a good look at my life and see if I could reconcile with my past. I started keeping a diary of all the things from my childhood like, " Stop feeling sorry for yourself" to "Nobody wants to hear you whine" to "Just get over it", among others. Then I would analyze each comment, each situation and come to the conclusion that my feelings/emotions/ thoughts were valid. Its been 7 years since then and I'm still working on finding my way back to me but at least now I'm heading in the right direction.

    • @norxgirl1
      @norxgirl1 Рік тому +2

      One of my age old tapes had been "I'm tired!", So effin tired
      RCP at age 66 seems to be helping some, as well as making new neural connections so I can regurgitate and process some of the buried stuff....still isolative....

    • @frankenmama542
      @frankenmama542 Рік тому +2

      @@norxgirl1 Hang in there and know that you are not alone.

    • @franceslock2058
      @franceslock2058 Рік тому +2

      I refuse to be angry . Anger causes health problems. I am happy with myself ,not perfect but nice most of the time. I really don't care what others feel about me.

    • @solosupermom
      @solosupermom Рік тому +1

      @@franceslock2058 I'm truly jealous.

  • @MegaBuuHuu
    @MegaBuuHuu Рік тому +54

    I clicked on this video knowing that I definitely suffer from this but I'm already into my journey to heal. Watching this video made me really proud of myself because I could really reflect on my progress. One thing that is really important to me to keep my inner adult in control is to give every negative emotion a spotlight to tell me whats wrong, and it turned out to be so effective for me to figure out every detail about why something might upset me and how it's actually my inner children being uncomfortable. I can take the appropriate measures to take care of whatever might be wrong, even if it's just small things that shouldn't matter to me as an adult, I still offer them gentleness and patience to deal with whatever makes me feel this way.
    One other thing I also did to emotionally reclaim myself is to sort of adopt my past self. I wrote a long journal post about this but saying things like "My parents had a responsibility, they had their chance but now it's my turn. I will take this child away from them and keep it safe right here. This is my child now and I will love it how no one else ever did or could." Even typing this now makes me cry and so happy that I'm slowly learning that the past is over and I'm in good hands now, in my own hands.

    • @lindawise5546
      @lindawise5546 Рік тому +5

      Love your strategies to recover. You are helping others with your comment! XXOO

    • @lynnegirard980
      @lynnegirard980 Рік тому +3

      Great advice, thank you for sharing ❤

    • @keepingupwithchanellll
      @keepingupwithchanellll Рік тому +3

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you helped me

    • @aMoodWithaView
      @aMoodWithaView Рік тому

      I'm happy for you, and happy you posted! This made a difference.

  • @3catsn1dog
    @3catsn1dog Рік тому +35

    Dear Kati Morton, have you considered doing a video on the effects of parental favoritism? This is a type of parental neglect but possibly more damaging because the other sibling is treated as if they were special. I can say the long-term effects of growing up being treated like you are second best or not important are difficult to overcome. This would be an interesting topic for one of your videos. I have enjoyed your other videos and they provide good insights. Thanks

    • @kukey25
      @kukey25 Рік тому +4

      I have wondered about this on a societal level too, like subgroups for whatever reason feeling like other subgroups were somehow treated better. I'm not of the persuasion that this should be the government's problem, but it's definitely a human being problem that deserves attention and a certain kind of validation, dont you think?

    • @GamerNerdess
      @GamerNerdess Рік тому +3

      I have this.
      "Why can't you be more like them?" is what I got a lot and still get from my parents. I'm 36.

    • @BeYounique...Maryanne
      @BeYounique...Maryanne Рік тому +3

      Great idea! My sister was the favorite. I was the scapegoat. My mother passed three months ago and I suffered much more than my sister, developing vestibular migraines that lasted two months straight (and FINALLY went away). I wondered why I was suffering so much since they were closer. Then I realized because my mother wasn't there for me. I was grieving for what should have been.

    • @melsey919
      @melsey919 10 місяців тому +3

      As most of the time labeled "the good kid", you actually get ostracized by your siblings and you are not really "treated" differently. I would go out of my way to keep being that good kid and pleasing your parents, and paying attention to their needs, instead of the other way around. I didn't realize until very recently what an effect this has on being "people pleasing" just for bits of love and affection. You keep trying but it will never be enough. Luckily, there are messages like this one to help us all at least be aware that there's an explanation for why we are the way we are.

  • @Monipenny1000
    @Monipenny1000 Рік тому +15

    I had an emotionally dead stepmother and a short fused violent father who broke my spirit from abuse. They were both unavailable to my needs and emotions. His abuse and moms lack of emotions taught me to not show any negative emotions as well as control impulsivity that normal children have. As an adult, thanks to them, emotional regulation and patience (delayed gratification) are a couple of my core qualities that has served us (my husband and I) well as adult. Thankfully I didn't lose empathy or love but I have a lot of healing to do, I'm working on it.

  • @mildredstone5069
    @mildredstone5069 Рік тому +44

    Hi Kati, could you maybe do a section or whole video on how to get passed the anger we might have for dealing with CEN and how to get past wanting to blame our caregivers all the time and instead putting ourselves and our wellbeing in the present into focus?
    Thanks so much for this video, it was really helpful!!

    • @ilovebooks49
      @ilovebooks49 Рік тому +8

      I don't think that the anger necessarily holds you back. You can do the work with the anger there too.
      My psychological told me that the part of you that's angry is the part of you that feels an injustice. It's the part that defends you.

  • @105C09
    @105C09 Рік тому +10

    I had emotiona neglect, phsychological and serious childhood abuse. It has taken 40 years out of 66 to heal. You overlooked something that affect me. Sibling abuse. He did everything to make me look foolsih in school, was verbally and physically abuse and this continued to age 33 when I closed the door on him permanently. Forgiven but not fogotten.

  • @ushere5791
    @ushere5791 Рік тому +3

    my parents were damaged themselves as kids, and my mom was depressed and took mother's little helper until i was at least 7 or 8. doesn't mean they're not both beautiful souls--they ARE beautiful souls, both. really exemplary. all they could do is their very best with what they had and what they knew. so thank you for not blaming parents. that said, american society really needs better parents--more kind, loving, compassionate, empathetic--if our society is to evolve into keeping the best of the promises we make.

  • @ericapoe
    @ericapoe Рік тому +13

    This video came in the right time. I’m currently reading “Adult Children of emotionally immature parents” and it highlights everything you said in this video. Thank you

  • @LadyGreyBlack
    @LadyGreyBlack Рік тому +42

    I remember one instance that has always bothered me; when the Challenger tragedy took place, I remember being tired of seeing the footage over and over again, and told my Mom about this. She then got angry with me, as if my desire to limit my exposure was a bad thing. I was 10 when this happened.

    • @MarciaMatthews
      @MarciaMatthews Рік тому +8

      Tragic day. She should have comforted you.

    • @ShintogaDeathAngel
      @ShintogaDeathAngel Рік тому +1

      I felt similarly when the 9/11 attacks happened - I hate football, but found comfort in seeing there was a match being played as I flicked through the channels hoping to find something that wasn't 9/11 news coverage. Some news stations also have several weather forecasts an hour, when maybe a few throughout the day would do. I get anxious about those because of climate change and the forecasters just LOVE to highlight the record highs/lows/tangible local changes and it honestly feels like hell for me.

    • @Relayzy1
      @Relayzy1 Рік тому +4

      ​@@ShintogaDeathAngelstop watching the news then, it purely propaganda anyway.

    • @jetmoo
      @jetmoo 11 місяців тому

      There is no climate change. Research chemtrails, HARPP and weather modifications. There are literally parents and books on them. Then there is also DEW beams which there is also patents of. But u may not believe. What happened in Maui was due to DEW beams and EMP.
      It's mind control fear propaganda. Manipulating people with fear to get them to behave how they want us to behave. They want signal money and social credit scores. They want to control what we spend money on and they also have FEMA concentration camps for people who don't comply with all their rules.
      Hope I don't sound nasty when I share this. I don't want to hurt your feelings but these things are the truth. Don't let them manipulate your emotions. The states and the government's are abusers themselves. The news stations are owned by the people at the top and they only say what they're being paid to say. Then the news off. U don't need it.

    • @jetmoo
      @jetmoo 11 місяців тому

      The bad things in the world happen because people don't respect the creator or guard his Torah. Disobedience means a person will be cursed. Obedience means the person will be blessed. But there is so much disobedience in the world and so much idolatry. This is why Israel have always been at war as long as we can remember and it is why are the awful stuff going on in the world now is getting worse.
      We can't control what others do but we can control our own actions. He blesses those who guard his Torah and saves those who guard his Torah. He is the one who makes the good and the evil so no need to be afraid if we are guarding Torah

  • @孤独の観測者-o7e
    @孤独の観測者-o7e Рік тому +11

    I heavily relate to 6 out of the 7. Was suspecting childhood emotional neglect was responsible for most of my issues, and this really makes it evident...

  • @jmbproductions1838
    @jmbproductions1838 Рік тому +13

    2, 3, 5, 6 & 7 all resonate a LOT for me. My mom was lobotomized when I was 5 and my dad was an emotionless man (thanks to being raised with an absent [drunk] father and a mother who made him, at 7 years old, take care of his baby sister - as in everything except breastfeeding). Neither of them had much of a choice in the matter, but it has left me an emotional rollercoaster/perfectionistic/totally indecisive and unmotivated/lowest self esteem man who often picks people who just want to use him for what tasks he can do for them. That was a spot on video. Now if only I could overcome all that stuff; THAT would be the mother of all videos. :P

  • @matilda4406
    @matilda4406 Рік тому +9

    yes, we need to care for ourselves as adults, that's right. However, don't be afraid to hold parents responsible for not parenting, because that's what it is. Poor parenting for whatever reason. It can be justified but it is bad parenting period. Don't be afraid to say it.

  • @eleniandthecards
    @eleniandthecards 10 місяців тому +1

    This absolutely describes me. I still struggle with these symptoms, but therapy has helped a lot.

  • @cfjohnson7369
    @cfjohnson7369 Рік тому +5

    Emotions were a sign of weakness. It has been very difficult to really know that a full range of emotions is part of healthy living.!

    • @Steve13C
      @Steve13C Рік тому +2

      Yes, that's the message I got - I had to be tough and strong and wasn't "worthy" of protection and care. It's taking a lot to learn that's not the case.

  • @angiejones968
    @angiejones968 Рік тому +12

    I just turned 52, I’ve been in therapy way over 10 years. I’ve just began to scratch the surface. I myself got in therapy way to late. Now that my kids are adults I see how bad I screwed them up so bad. Everything you have said I’ve check all 7 boxes. When I identify or even noticed I just realize all the work I still have to do. This road is long. I’m ready to give up

    • @kathysliceidaho
      @kathysliceidaho Рік тому +5

      Do not give up. Always keep fighting. You and your kids are worth it. I see you.

    • @brendabignall9926
      @brendabignall9926 Рік тому +2

      I'm 55. I had a breakdown in my 40s and haven't been able to work since.
      I have been learning, healing, going to therapy and growing for years now.
      I had a family situation a few weeks ago that showed me that I really am progressing. I always used to describe myself as a love cup with a hole in the bottom or a living orange without peel. This family situation shook me up but I wasn't shattered. My cup is whole now and I have a protective peel.
      You CAN continue the journey to become the best you that you can be. You are worth fighting for!!!
      Therapy for humans is like water for plants. We need support from others and that's a good thing.
      Have you heard the saying: It takes a village to raise a child? It takes support for a child to grow strong and healthy.
      One of the things I've learned is that I'm an adult in a position of power. I get to love and care for myself.
      I'm the bus driver - all the parts of my emotional, mental, physical and spiritual self are passengers on the bus.
      Any and every part of me has things to tell me. But I'm the one in charge.
      I can tell any part that I've heard you, now... sit down and be quiet, come close for a hug, dance for joy or sit and weep with me.
      Hugs!!! ❤🫂✨

    • @kukey25
      @kukey25 Рік тому +3

      Ditto. My mom felt it, then i felt it, now my kids are feeling it. And im learning too late. Agony.

    • @Dbb27
      @Dbb27 11 місяців тому

      @@kukey25 it’s never ever too late. Im 70. I am still healing but so grateful I have come as far as I have.

  • @thereIsaidit123
    @thereIsaidit123 Рік тому +11

    My aunt gloria always told me "I'm numb, I cant feel anything" I never understood her but as I got older I found out my grandma was extremely neglectful. She had 7 kids and 7 nannies taking care of the kids, she never paid any attention to any of them.

  • @rosemacintyre4856
    @rosemacintyre4856 10 місяців тому +1

    'Why would they be interested in me? What's wrong with them?' Ugh, this section spoke to my soul. I thought something was wrong with me for so long because of how anxious I can get around men, especially ones that show interest in me. I've recently started trying to date again and I'm worried I'm going to sabotage things due to fear of them losing interest in me and leaving. There's always a little voice in my head saying 'I'm wasting their time - they probably would rather be doing something else right now'. I really don't want to lose a good thing but now that I'm aware of these issues maybe I will be able to better manage these thoughts and feelings when they come up.

    • @pavelsmom1089
      @pavelsmom1089 7 місяців тому

      Yes, I have those same struggles that you mentioned you have.

  • @MistressThunder
    @MistressThunder Рік тому +18

    I know the phrase, "Don't blame the parents." Well, I *DO* BLAME MY SO-CALLED PARENTS!!! If I would have had a NORMAL and LOVING and NURTURING childhood, I would NOT be going thru what I am going thru!! There NEGLECT made me be like this!! There ABUSE, IN *ALL* FORMS are the reason why I'm like I am today!! ALL I EVER WAS WANTED FOR, WAS TO GIVE THE TITLES OF "MOM AND DAD" TO MY DAD AND EGG DONOR!! HOWEVER, they DID NOT WANT THE RESPONSIBILITY OF TAKING CARE OF ME!! So, YES! I *DO* BLAME MY SO-CALLED PARENTS FOR THE WAY I AM!!!
    wanted only for the titles, NOT the love! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @theladyamalthea
      @theladyamalthea Рік тому +6

      I think Kati was saying not to blame parents because a majority of people with CEN were raised by people who loved them and did their best to provide a happy childhood. In your case, and in all cases of abusive parents, you CAN blame your parents. The fault and responsibility DOES lie with them. However, you are still the one left with the wounds, you are left with the healing work to do, and your anger is only hurting yourself. It’s not at all fair, but it’s true. I hope you can begin your healing journey. ❤️

  • @elyaequestus1409
    @elyaequestus1409 Рік тому +9

    I can relate to these signs to a T. Back then, I excused it as my parents being the victim of the circomstances. Now, I can see that my parents had/have a whole lot of things they DID have control over. They werent just powerless victims, they also had agency which wasnt/isnt taken.
    Holding them accountable for their actions in the now while taking responsibility for my own behavior is tough. Worthwhile, but tough.

  • @silverghostcat1924
    @silverghostcat1924 Рік тому +4

    I realized in my 20s that my parents weren't the greatest. We moved way too many times, so I had no sense of permanence or belonging. I'm not angry with them as I recognized they did the best they could with what they had. Imperfect people make imperfect parents. Nothing they did was out of malice, just the fact that none of us pop out of the womb with an instruction manual that says, "this child is going to be a doctor, so here's what you need to know" or "this child's going to be an artist so here are the steps to help them out". Parents a lot of times have preconceived notions about what their child is going to be, regardless of what the child wants to be or is. I definitely resonated with most of this information. Thank you for the information.

    • @kukey25
      @kukey25 Рік тому +1

      This comment could have been mine exactly. Thanks!

  • @changeintheair9648
    @changeintheair9648 Рік тому +1

    aww, I get why some parents would neglect their child (excuses) BUT "selfishness" should not be part of an excuse.

  • @Phoenixmayya
    @Phoenixmayya Рік тому +7

    I'm the opposite of all of this and my parents were not emotionally there for me....more so my mom...and I am an empath because of it. I read everyone and every situation...I don't end up with wrong people and I don't feel worthless at all, i overthink and anaylize everything...I do however over compensate. So no one ever feels they have to deal with things on their own like I did.....

  • @mindfullymellow2323
    @mindfullymellow2323 Рік тому +2

    Excellent video. I went limited contact to be emotionally safe. Where you come from doesn’t have to mean that’s where you’re headed.

  • @drkatel
    @drkatel Рік тому +4

    This was really well done. Thank you! For me, the greatest benefit of therapy has been that I no longer beat myself up for the way I think and react. All of my unhelpful traits (most of the ones you listed) now make perfect sense in light of my childhood. I behave exactly how I was taught and/or conditioned to behave; each of those behaviors were protective when I was young. I “get” why I’ve been a perfectionist and a people-pleaser, where my lack of self-trust came from, etc. Deep therapy is hard work and can feel VERY uncomfortable, but the payoff has been priceless.

    • @MINDSew
      @MINDSew Рік тому +1

      Yes! I'm still working on it almost 50 years later.

  • @irenelakhan5331
    @irenelakhan5331 10 місяців тому

    My parents were new immigrants to Canada in 1971. It was a huge culture shock. My dad was there physically. My mom took care of everything. But I understood and a don’t hold it against them. But it changed me. I decided that I was going to break the cycle. I did. My life is amazing. I have 3 kids and Dan for 16 years . Dan showed me a whole new world. He saved me.

  • @lullustration5775
    @lullustration5775 Рік тому +3

    Oh my god, I never realised that my brothers cancer affected me this much. This made me cry.

  • @robertchiles9807
    @robertchiles9807 4 місяці тому

    This is precise and insightful; I suffered bouts of depression, although when younger I didn’t know what it was. I know that my parents did what they thought was right, but I realised this was based on how they were brought up. My mother suffered from depression, my father was emotionally distant, and I am an only child. I was a people pleaser, running around trying to keep everyone happy, to gain approval and not get into trouble. I was largely introverted as a child, and like dad felt I had to be self reliant. I developed perfectionism, and was very self-critical. I often seemed easy going, and never developed the ability to be assertive, or defend myself. I internalised conflict rather than make waves. Battling against these things has taken years, with counselling, medication and finding a good church over the last few years helping me appreciate my value and worth as a human being. I still struggle sometimes, but nothing like before. It’s so terrible when you feel worthless, useless and a waste of space. But somehow you have to leave it in the past, which is where it belongs.
    Some parents are cruel, but I think mostly their practices are a reflection of their own upbringing. If a parent is mentally ill themselves and had a dysfunctional upbringing, we have to try and understand that.

  • @julierhodes6981
    @julierhodes6981 Рік тому +4

    Hi Kati, I enjoy your videos very much. All my life i have been
    depressed off and on, and full of shame. Now I know it's from emotional neglect, sexual inappropriate behavior and some physical neglect. In order for me to heal I had to change my shame into anger outside of myself and toward the guilty ones, my parents. Only after this anger subsides will I lift the guilt off of them. It will be a long while but my recovery and working with my therapist has changed my life so much. Just saying there are two sides to forgiving your parents.

  • @trudiegordon6327
    @trudiegordon6327 10 місяців тому +1

    It might come as a surprise to you that not all of us talk about being with a partner all the time and are quite happy being on our own and not having the hassles of a relationship. Simple as and nothing to do with emotional neglect. You make it sound as if the only way to live is in a couple. No - independence is freedom and for women boy does it feel amazing!!! So many women find men difficult and don't want to be dictated to. Having your own home and being able to follow any career and watch what you want and go shopping when you want and drive where you want etc etc etc is so freeing.

    • @inchristalone25
      @inchristalone25 7 місяців тому

      But do you see that then you just made your life all about you? We are social beings who thrive on community, if someone is thriving on doing what they want by themselves it's a sign of something not being right.

  • @solasolar1
    @solasolar1 Рік тому +3

    It's really crazy to watch someone you've never met explain your entire life.

  • @markj9628
    @markj9628 Рік тому +1

    Early in different times I tried therapy I was not understanding why these therapist always wanted to look into my childhood. My thinking was .."that was the past" that has nothing to do with why I'm depressed. Why I have panic attacks, why I hate myself, why I was numb. And I would stop going only to have my symptoms remain and even get worse. With EMDR therapy recently I now understand why my childhood neglect and abuse injuries have remained into my adulthood. I'm now willing to look at that childhood and work on allowing myself to feel that pain, let it be felt and release it out of my body. It's hard work and I don't want to do it but it's important so I can start healing that child.

  • @PNH-sf4jz
    @PNH-sf4jz Рік тому +6

    I find it particularly interesting Kati, that much of what you have said "strikes a chord" for me. Your observations and those of another presenter help me to address some of the issues that I am still facing in my life. And, the expression comes to mind, "I only stop learning when I am dead". I am still finding the process of learning very challenging and, at times, downright uncomfortable, particularly when it relates to my own children and my interaction with them. I am over 70 yrs of age and I hope that the learning process will continue to be productive, meaningful, stimulating and have purpose attached to it also.

  • @Phil1982
    @Phil1982 Рік тому +10

    The perfectionism and decision making definitely struck a chord.
    I had a strange combination of Mum who always told me I was capable of anything and a Dad who hardly ever praised me unless prompted by Mum.
    Never told me he loves me and definitely one of those 'if a jobs worth doing, it's worth doing right kind of guys.
    Even at 40 I'm still trying to please my Dad.
    His Dad was exactly the same which I'm sure is a common tale.
    I'm very consciously aware to not do this to my daughter, even at only 9 months old. She will always know I'm proud of her and I love her.

  • @Woodman-Spare-that-tree
    @Woodman-Spare-that-tree Рік тому +1

    Thank you. ❤ You just described me. My life is hell and you just explained why. What I have never known, and still don’t know, is how to change it, and at my age now, life’s opportunities have all been missed and won’t come again, so nothing can be done anyway.

  • @freetinkerer3878
    @freetinkerer3878 Рік тому +3

    Dang, I thought I had found all the psychology resources I’d ever love… but your grounded, thoughtful, and thorough videos are wonderful! Thank you! 😊

  • @joshoue8221
    @joshoue8221 Рік тому +1

    Thank you so much i need this to my recitation (Filipino here!)

  • @alanbarnes4991
    @alanbarnes4991 Рік тому +5

    Oh dear god did this hit home. Thanks Kati - really valuable video, although it was painful to watch.

  • @craigmerkey8518
    @craigmerkey8518 Рік тому +2

    Thank you so much for the amazing information! As the first born to young parents with young grand parents, I was fortunate enough to now have known 5 generations in my family. It is fascinating how the same control, denial, and anxiety feachurs remain present! Interesting that over ½ of my family is on medication to help with anxiety as the remainder flex their superiority. Keep up the guidance it is very beneficial.

  • @Rae_777
    @Rae_777 Рік тому +15

    Just because a parent had things going on in their lives, which serve to explain why they neglected a child, doesn’t mean they weren’t wholly responsible for finding the child basic care from someone. Understanding that the parent is responsible, and not the child, is not usually an example of shaming or parents. It’s ok to discuss that this behavior creates major health problems, because it is a significant public health issue that parents deserve education about.

    • @BeYounique...Maryanne
      @BeYounique...Maryanne Рік тому +1

      I agree and appreciate you for saying this. I grew up in the 1960s and my mother pushed me (and my sister) off on my grandmother, who raised me, while she ran around with various men (who were either boyfriends or became husbands). I never knew who my real father was until I was in my early 40s. I am 60 now. My mom died a few months ago and I'm finding out even more dirt about her and it's making my head spin. I'm not shaming her, but trying to understand that my grandmother, a single parent, spoiled my mom. She let go of people, even men who adored her, for the dumbest reasons. She let go of girlfriends for dumb reasons. She wouldn't even talk to me for two years because of a dumb reason. Her passing affected my good health, which made me realize I loved her more than I thought I did. She was still my mother, and I spent a lifetime trying to please her but feel short. Parents need to be aware of the big responsibility; and though of course not perfect, they have to own up to what it takes in raising a child and to make emotional sacrifices, not just working two jobs to bring money in. My mom was very generous when it came to having the best clothes for us, having a roof over our heads, etc., but what we needed was for her to be there emotionally. And she wasn't.

  • @Annie-l9b1h
    @Annie-l9b1h 3 дні тому

    Omg! I say that all the time, "why would he be interested in me...what's wrong with him". I don't just have low self-esteem, I have no self-esteem whatsoever anymore. Your video made me cry.

  • @joshnicholson2934
    @joshnicholson2934 Рік тому +66

    Oh look, this one is about me 🙃

  • @Pigeon6295
    @Pigeon6295 Рік тому +1

    "You're not responsible for choices your parents make, but you are responsible for choices you make"
    Your kids watching this 20 years from now

  • @Kykid78
    @Kykid78 Рік тому +4

    My sister was still in diapers when i was born. I was unplanned and emotionally ignored.
    I was never wanted and my siblings picked up on it.
    Life was rough.
    I turned out to be a very caring person. I make a point of greeting and speaking with our society’s invisible people.
    Elderly, handicapped, obese, minority etc.
    I don’t accept excuses about treating people bad because we were treated bad.
    We should be the opposite because we know how much abuse hurts.

  • @KingRevvi
    @KingRevvi 9 місяців тому +1

    Lots of my issues came from adulthood - getting myself into situations while being completely emotionally numb, until I got crushed out of what felt like nowhere.
    Well… I was a middle child, after all. So… this is one of the few psyche videos where I tick most of the boxes

  • @DoloresLehmann
    @DoloresLehmann Рік тому +7

    I have 5/7, although I have to say that my parents were awesome, loving and caring. A problem that I recognize now that I'm a mother myself, is that we always try to give our best, and it's just never enough. You would need to be a superhuman to always be a good parent.
    My parents raised four kids, while both working to make ends meet, and most of the time they were just exhausted, and still trying to provide a good childhood for us. If they had some money to spare, they would spend it on travelling with us in order to generate great moments we could remember.
    Of course they couldn't meet all our needs, but who can?

  • @claremarley9181
    @claremarley9181 Рік тому +1

    Hmm... saw the title, and am thinking about watching / listening to this one. It's a dark hole for me, and I have to find a metaphorical torch with which to find my way with.

  • @selkieslipskin
    @selkieslipskin Рік тому +5

    I started watching this for insight into myself, but got to #3 and realized one reason my ex-partner always said they felt uncomfortable with, and literally why they said "something felt off" about, the friends of mine who are the most emotionally healthy and stable people I know.
    I was baffled at the time, but that ex grew up with severe neglect, of many kinds; safety didn't feel safe.

  • @kittypuppup717
    @kittypuppup717 Рік тому +5

    🙏🏽 Thank you! This is extremely helpful information. I recognize some of these signs in myself and I feel better knowing that these all stem from the same issue when all along, I had thought they were all different problems stemming from different things I had to fix and I was so messed up. Now that I know these signs are the result of one thing, it feels less complicated 😅. Thank you. I am very interested to learn more about your inner child workshop.

  • @SusanBrooklyn
    @SusanBrooklyn Рік тому

    Well said and very insightful. I think 99% of the public needs to see this video and make the connection to their low confidence and low self esteem to childhood emotional neglect. This way they can work on their insecurities and heal.

  • @stoffls
    @stoffls Рік тому +11

    Although I remember my childhood as a good time, my parents never really knew how to deal with emotions. So I found some of your mentioned symptoms quite accurate for me

  • @jovonpierce7610
    @jovonpierce7610 Рік тому

    This video hit the nail on the head for me. My therapist has helped me so much with these issues. I'm getting better and working with my inner child has been a life saver.

  • @bookmouse2719
    @bookmouse2719 Рік тому +6

    I have analyzed over and over again about what happened to me as a child, I'm now 70. Yes, what you are talking about is a style of parenting popular in the 1950s. My Grandma had TB and she couldn't take care of my Mom personally. My Mom was kind of koco but you know she did the best she could. What actually happened I really don't know exactly. But now I had realized my mistakes with my oldest child. I even explained things to my Nephew and reminded him that his Mom was very sick with diabetes and it went to her mind in the end. I have apologized to my eldest son many times. Now what we have is, just be our own parent and be the best person we can be. Stop the victim mentality.

  • @connieguenter5253
    @connieguenter5253 Рік тому +2

    I appreciate your good advice and easy way to explain everything. And not blaming anyone for the past is so true, can’t move ahead if we do that. Thank you

  • @ExceptionalOneStandAlone
    @ExceptionalOneStandAlone Рік тому +8

    I was abused by my brother for as long as I can remember and I feel like some of these of due to that. Though some might be due to my mom's emotional neglect

  • @caitlinp8004
    @caitlinp8004 11 місяців тому

    When you said we feel like we shouldn’t be seen or heard it reminded me of something my mum used to say when I was a kid “children should be seen not heard” when we used to talk too much

  • @MintyUnicorns
    @MintyUnicorns Рік тому +5

    Check... check... check... seven checks lol. Some of these things have gotten better with years of therapy. But it's only been really recently that I've been realizing that the reason that I am the way I am was due to childhood emotional neglect. When you read the word "neglect" it sounds so scary, and you think to yourself, "nah that can't me me, my parents loved me a provided for me!" And while in my case that's true, they were also emotionally neglectful. I think that they were both raised that way themselves, so they didn't know any better. I used to blame my parents for screwing me up, but I've been trying to move past the blame and just focus on myself. The past is in the past, and I'm in charge of me now.

  • @Kellie-ln7ej
    @Kellie-ln7ej Рік тому +1

    I hit everyone one of these points....I've had severe problems with every relationship I've ever had....I'm 65 and have responded by self isolation.... These videos are helpful and will seek out more...thank you

  • @BenjiByt3
    @BenjiByt3 Рік тому +1

    Glad I'm finding/actually watching more videos like this. Learning more about why I am the way I am. Not sure how well I can help myself out of the whole recluse thing but at least I'm informed.

  • @justin.maccormack
    @justin.maccormack Рік тому +21

    I’m glad the preface was about taking responsibility from understanding and not casting blame.