Special guest VA Ryan Hoyle shows Jello "Chess of Blades", a game about being a dumb gay twink in a castle full of men who want to kiss you. (Streamed in 2020)
I'm Aroace and since Elementary school my mom would joke "I think your male friend has a crush on you." I'd be like "no, they are just my friend." but she wouldn't stop and would be like "you are blushing that confirms you like them back." I was blushing in embarrassment. It evolved into "Do you like boys or girls?" "I don't like either." "I think you secretly like boys." on loop. I'd beg her to please stop. It got so bad in High school, it made me paranoid and I started avoiding my male friends, which is a majority of my friends and took years to get over. I already wasn't doing good back then because my dad's side of the family had literally bullied me for 6 years for refusing to chose between my parents during the divorce. It really made my anxiety and touch sensory issues worse, I couldn't even like sit shoulder to shoulder with most of my friends without feeling a panic attack coming on. I told my mom about how she messed me up by doing that and she was like "I was only playfully teasing you, how could that possibly traumatize you?" All I wanted was an apology for ignoring me clearly expressing that it made me uncomfortable every time but still continuing to do it. After like my 3rd emotional meltdown she has stopped at least for now. The thing is I'm not like opposed to like being in a relationship I just don't like wanna feel like I'm promising someone a type of love I can't give.
Ahh man I really wonna give you a hug or something to comfort you and you are alright with it because you deserve it... I also have been having lots of sensory issues that I have been coming to terms with so I really feel you
As someone unqualified, the one bit of advice I can muster is if you're open to the idea of trying to have a relationship, and you winding up finding someone you're willing to try that with, then do your best to be completely up front about what you can offer. Explain as best you can how, while you wanna try this, you're not sure what you can give. Try to communicate with this theoretical person and to try to find understanding or maybe see what the both of you are willing to compromise on. If you both find you're not willing to do so, then maybe try to move on and try again in the future. I'm sorry if any of that was confusing, I don't really have much experience, but I think that with clear communication of emotions and intent, anything should be possible. Just remember that after you convey your thoughts and feelings to someone, it's up to them to hear those and respond to them in kind. Communication is a 2 way street and sometimes people either don't want to or can't help build that street for whatever reasons. Those situations are the worst, and I can't give much more meaningful advice on ow to push forward from there. Just keep on keeping on, you know? At the very end, even if your efforts feel like they didn't bear fruit, you can at least say that you actually tried. That will always be worth something in my opinion at the very least. Hope things end up better for ya.
Honestly it always hits me at moments like these how much improvement there has been for the community ...I mean I still don't really exist in eye of my government and people even the ones you would consider young still be saying shit but I didn't get personally attacked by anyone yet and my little class happened to have most amazing people ever. Even my very christian teacher doesn't deadnames me half the time... Pregress is nice I really don't know where I would have been without it
I'm Aroace and since Elementary school my mom would joke "I think your male friend has a crush on you." I'd be like "no, they are just my friend." but she wouldn't stop and would be like "you are blushing that confirms you like them back." I was blushing in embarrassment. It evolved into "Do you like boys or girls?" "I don't like either." "I think you secretly like boys." on loop. I'd beg her to please stop. It got so bad in High school, it made me paranoid and I started avoiding my male friends, which is a majority of my friends and took years to get over. I already wasn't doing good back then because my dad's side of the family had literally bullied me for 6 years for refusing to chose between my parents during the divorce. It really made my anxiety and touch sensory issues worse, I couldn't even like sit shoulder to shoulder with most of my friends without feeling a panic attack coming on. I told my mom about how she messed me up by doing that and she was like "I was only playfully teasing you, how could that possibly traumatize you?" All I wanted was an apology for ignoring me clearly expressing that it made me uncomfortable every time but still continuing to do it. After like my 3rd emotional meltdown she has stopped at least for now. The thing is I'm not like opposed to like being in a relationship I just don't like wanna feel like I'm promising someone a type of love I can't give.
Ahh man I really wonna give you a hug or something to comfort you and you are alright with it because you deserve it...
I also have been having lots of sensory issues that I have been coming to terms with so I really feel you
"children deserve parents, but not every parent deserves children."
As someone unqualified, the one bit of advice I can muster is if you're open to the idea of trying to have a relationship, and you winding up finding someone you're willing to try that with, then do your best to be completely up front about what you can offer. Explain as best you can how, while you wanna try this, you're not sure what you can give. Try to communicate with this theoretical person and to try to find understanding or maybe see what the both of you are willing to compromise on. If you both find you're not willing to do so, then maybe try to move on and try again in the future.
I'm sorry if any of that was confusing, I don't really have much experience, but I think that with clear communication of emotions and intent, anything should be possible. Just remember that after you convey your thoughts and feelings to someone, it's up to them to hear those and respond to them in kind. Communication is a 2 way street and sometimes people either don't want to or can't help build that street for whatever reasons. Those situations are the worst, and I can't give much more meaningful advice on ow to push forward from there. Just keep on keeping on, you know?
At the very end, even if your efforts feel like they didn't bear fruit, you can at least say that you actually tried. That will always be worth something in my opinion at the very least. Hope things end up better for ya.
Prepolycule Jello includes “nothing wrong with polycules” and “my friend Yam”
And they weren’t roommates
@@whyiwakeup6460 Exactly!!!1!!11!1
*edgeworth's heavy breathing in the background*
2:50:47 good news jello, I have started saying the phrase “be nice to me” at least five times a day.
oh my god I use "be nice to me" all the time too!
Jello went to high school with Emma Lee Skye. "Emma, that is a gay man."
“This means somethin’… I don’t know WHAT but it means somethin’!”
“Does that mean I can’t blow on his DS screen? Aw, shucks…”
Honestly it always hits me at moments like these how much improvement there has been for the community ...I mean I still don't really exist in eye of my government and people even the ones you would consider young still be saying shit but I didn't get personally attacked by anyone yet and my little class happened to have most amazing people ever. Even my very christian teacher doesn't deadnames me half the time... Pregress is nice I really don't know where I would have been without it
I’m coming back for this video’s gay fever dream quality. It brings me comfort.
1:05:45
I always find this story really cute
I love that I knew which one were you talking about right away...
I tracked the cuteness overload
Wish I saw this live. Relating so much to being bad at being straight
They all look like legends of the galactic heroes characters
The thumbnail made me think this was a chess hentai game
Hey, DistortionDevil is in this game, I think.
gay people⁉️
Ryan voiced Miss Piggy?
Red embrace Hollywood goota look for that