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@@deerene It is at the end of the day witchcraft. Your will is being manipulated and subdued by somebody's elses. You feel like bewitched by them ( shared fantasy and the trauma bond/guilt make it difficult for you to break out). And well soul ties are very much real too. I have broken them by prayer and fasting. The soul tie is what sometimes keeps you going back to them. Demons usually oppress and keep you in bondage thats what makes narcs and people with personality disorders dangerous. They are human beings like us but they just dont want to reflect and repent and allow God to work in them . This is in my opinion the essence of pride ,selfishness and fear and its not our responsibility its theirs. Each of us has its own cross to carry !
My parents did a lot to harm me which they accomplished mearly effortlessly by being themselves. Physically my health is terrible. My biological father repeatedly stole my blood pressure prescription medication, the money I worked to earn, purposeful car crashes to injur me, never providing necessary healthcare, falsified documents to have me psychiatric held + issued false diagnosis+ involuntarily drugged. My narc mom brought a cat around who now lives with me under the guise of me pet sitting while she won't pay. The cat is more family than the hu!an relatives. She is so insane, never apologizes, has rage fits wher she targets my physical disabilities physically assaulting me, and the list goes on. I hate these people who are responsible for me being alive. It's all control and they do not care about the effects of their evil personality on ou. The more crippled you are the better forthemwho scapegoat you to the external world to jusify why they aren't better off.
My own father groomed me and tried to make sexual advances towards me. When I confronted him in front of my mom, all he did was deflect. At the time I had no idea he was a sociopathic narcissist. I truly hated him after that. A few years later, he started trying to groom me when my mom left him while I was living with him. I had to make a plan and save money to escape. I pretended to make little money as possible. I would like be like I dont make alot of money how I only make $9 an hour and i spent all money on my personal bills and school lol. I was already detached from my father because I didn't care for him. I was concern about finances. I saved for about 6 months and I listened to my intuition and left. I became homeless and lived with a friend and also rented a room til I got my own place when I moved out of the state. I went NO CONTACT.
Nana, I was listening to this, and as the video started, I had an A-HA moment! You are always sharing so I think it’s only fair I share too 😅 well, growing up in my family, I would say both my parents were narcissists (I know most people will say it’s not possible… but those people don’t realize that there are various types of narcissists, and in my home, my mom exercised her narcissism on me when my father wasn’t at home). When I hear you talk about how you grew up wondering why your parents treated you in a way that loving parents shouldn’t treat you, I felt this way too, but it didn’t stop there, my brother (only 2 years younger than me) grew up thinking that I was as pathetic as my parents kept saying I was, and this put a major rift between my brother and I. He grew up always telling me what a disappointment I was as an older sister because I was always letting everybody down and being a bad example of an older sister. If only he knew how much I love him and it was so difficult to meet him where he needed me to be when all my life my parents were tarnishing my character since he could remember. Well, I’ve severed ties with my mother (my father died a while ago) and my brother is now married with kids in the US (I’m in Portugal), and because I can no longer baby sit my mothers ass on long flights to take her to see my brother, he now needs to come here. He stayed here for a whole month so his kids can get to know their grandmother, and this has been the longest time he’s spent with her alone in 2 decades, and because I wasn’t there to be the scapegoat for everything that can and did go wrong, my brother saw first hand what a narcissist she actually is. Of course he couldn’t tell me to my face because he’s still working through the wounds between us, but his wife told me, and that gift was priceless! All of this just to tell you… things eventually get revealed and you will be redeemed. Things might not make sense now, and I hope you won’t have to wait 20 years to get the redemption you need… but it does come! Keep your chin up! 💗💗💗
This video made me cry. It reminds me of my life I’ve been a caregiver for 12 years as my mum became disabled she never as me it I wanted to be her carer just demand that I do it as at the time I was unemployed so she said I had nothing to do, l’ve been working for 10 years now but all my jobs have been part time as she still wants me to be her carer and refuse to paid for any outside help and says she can’t afford it on her disability allowance and if I want it I should pay for it. I even had a conversation with her a few years ago and she said I should care for her till the day she dies. She also as no will or savings. I want to move out and buy my own property but so scared I’ll be tricked as I know nothing about getting a house or even renting. Also for all the stress I look like 10 bags of shitty highway, I look at photos of when I was a kid and think what happened I now everyone ages but I still shouldn’t look like this I think think I’m starting took look like her.
It's not you placing "blame" on the situation, it's HOLDING THE ACCOUNTABLE. I never understood the saying "you can't blame others for your problems" when it's not blame, it's a FACT and it's holding those who intentionally held you back, accountable. But most of all God will hold these people accountable and that's when it's gonna get very, very ugly
I was 50 before I finally started to hold my mother responsible for what she'd done to me. Ofc, she was old by the time, I was her primary carer. She held me back from achieving my full potential. My father had passed away, I was his primary carer too, they both used me and when they didn't need me they thrashed me, not physically but emotionally. I ended up with low self esteem and became a people pleaser, was in a toxic LTR with a narc for 25 yrs. Depressed and at a loss to understand why I ended up the way I did, I started to apportion accountability. That's when my younger brother told me not to blame 'the whole world' for my failures. Right, he called me a failure after all I'd done for my family. I cut him off and the rest of my narc family. Healing, taking responsibility for my role in what happened to me has helped, but knowing that others played a pivotal role helps to understand that you are not to blame entirely. Wishing you well on your journey
Yea God gave me a dream of my mother where she jumped into a pool knowing she couldn't swim, jist so i would save her. When i did she had a whole smirk on her face. Some parents need to grow up.
I’m so sorry you all had to go through these painful tough things with your parents and family but things will get better so don’t give up! Don’t ever give up because things will always turn around eventually. Dear Father God, Oh Heavenly Father, you are the beginning and the end. I believe that you sit to the right hand side of Jesus Christ. I believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God. Father God, forgive us for our sins. In Jesus’s name I rebuke s a t a n I rebuke the d e v I l from everyone’s mind and life in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Deliver everyone who has watched nana journey’s video from all d e m o n s and e v I l spirits inside them and me, Dear Lord. Get the d e v i l out of my mind’s eye visin right now, Dear Lord in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ. in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. I cancel all assignments, plans, and attacks of s a t a n over everyone who watched this video and my life in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. s a t a n you have no authority. You have been defeated. Leave and never return. By the Power of God By the Power of The Holy Ghost The Holy Spirit I pray. Thank you Jesus. Thank you, Dear Lord. Amen and amen.
@user-oc8oq8bl4b - Once you change your password, your Dad will have no access to it, as long as you never give him the password ever again (hide the password so he cannot find it).
Just saw a video title saying you have 1 year left to have kids?? There are women conceiving in their 40s and even 50s. No need to settle and rush, like millions of women do unfortunately. Take your time. This is just propaganda.
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It is so insidious...who keeps their kids in this bondage?Its their pride and selfishness.
Yeah. And devil forbid you try to step into any career that could make more money than they have. It's disgusting how weirdly selfish they can be.
It’s demonic as well. I don’t think it is solely a personality disorder. It’s also spiritual. 👿👤
@@deerenecan you elaborate more on the spirituality side of it? I agree with you
@@deerene It is at the end of the day witchcraft. Your will is being manipulated and subdued by somebody's elses. You feel like bewitched by them ( shared fantasy and the trauma bond/guilt make it difficult for you to break out). And well soul ties are very much real too. I have broken them by prayer and fasting. The soul tie is what sometimes keeps you going back to them. Demons usually oppress and keep you in bondage thats what makes narcs and people with personality disorders dangerous. They are human beings like us but they just dont want to reflect and repent and allow God to work in them . This is in my opinion the essence of pride ,selfishness and fear and its not our responsibility its theirs. Each of us has its own cross to carry !
My parents did a lot to harm me which they accomplished mearly effortlessly by being themselves. Physically my health is terrible. My biological father repeatedly stole my blood pressure prescription medication, the money I worked to earn, purposeful car crashes to injur me, never providing necessary healthcare, falsified documents to have me psychiatric held + issued false diagnosis+ involuntarily drugged. My narc mom brought a cat around who now lives with me under the guise of me pet sitting while she won't pay. The cat is more family than the hu!an relatives. She is so insane, never apologizes, has rage fits wher she targets my physical disabilities physically assaulting me, and the list goes on. I hate these people who are responsible for me being alive. It's all control and they do not care about the effects of their evil personality on ou. The more crippled you are the better forthemwho scapegoat you to the external world to jusify why they aren't better off.
My own father groomed me and tried to make sexual advances towards me. When I confronted him in front of my mom, all he did was deflect. At the time I had no idea he was a sociopathic narcissist. I truly hated him after that.
A few years later, he started trying to groom me when my mom left him while I was living with him. I had to make a plan and save money to escape. I pretended to make little money as possible. I would like be like I dont make alot of money how I only make $9 an hour and i spent all money on my personal bills and school lol.
I was already detached from my father because I didn't care for him. I was concern about finances. I saved for about 6 months and I listened to my intuition and left. I became homeless and lived with a friend and also rented a room til I got my own place when I moved out of the state. I went NO CONTACT.
🎯 They don’t care!!!!💜
Nana, I was listening to this, and as the video started, I had an A-HA moment! You are always sharing so I think it’s only fair I share too 😅 well, growing up in my family, I would say both my parents were narcissists (I know most people will say it’s not possible… but those people don’t realize that there are various types of narcissists, and in my home, my mom exercised her narcissism on me when my father wasn’t at home). When I hear you talk about how you grew up wondering why your parents treated you in a way that loving parents shouldn’t treat you, I felt this way too, but it didn’t stop there, my brother (only 2 years younger than me) grew up thinking that I was as pathetic as my parents kept saying I was, and this put a major rift between my brother and I. He grew up always telling me what a disappointment I was as an older sister because I was always letting everybody down and being a bad example of an older sister. If only he knew how much I love him and it was so difficult to meet him where he needed me to be when all my life my parents were tarnishing my character since he could remember. Well, I’ve severed ties with my mother (my father died a while ago) and my brother is now married with kids in the US (I’m in Portugal), and because I can no longer baby sit my mothers ass on long flights to take her to see my brother, he now needs to come here. He stayed here for a whole month so his kids can get to know their grandmother, and this has been the longest time he’s spent with her alone in 2 decades, and because I wasn’t there to be the scapegoat for everything that can and did go wrong, my brother saw first hand what a narcissist she actually is. Of course he couldn’t tell me to my face because he’s still working through the wounds between us, but his wife told me, and that gift was priceless! All of this just to tell you… things eventually get revealed and you will be redeemed. Things might not make sense now, and I hope you won’t have to wait 20 years to get the redemption you need… but it does come! Keep your chin up! 💗💗💗
You are so smart for figuring this out.
This video made me cry. It reminds me of my life I’ve been a caregiver for 12 years as my mum became disabled she never as me it I wanted to be her carer just demand that I do it as at the time I was unemployed so she said I had nothing to do, l’ve been working for 10 years now but all my jobs have been part time as she still wants me to be her carer and refuse to paid for any outside help and says she can’t afford it on her disability allowance and if I want it I should pay for it. I even had a conversation with her a few years ago and she said I should care for her till the day she dies. She also as no will or savings. I want to move out and buy my own property but so scared I’ll be tricked as I know nothing about getting a house or even renting. Also for all the stress I look like 10 bags of shitty highway, I look at photos of when I was a kid and think what happened I now everyone ages but I still shouldn’t look like this I think think I’m starting took look like her.
It's not you placing "blame" on the situation, it's HOLDING THE ACCOUNTABLE. I never understood the saying "you can't blame others for your problems" when it's not blame, it's a FACT and it's holding those who intentionally held you back, accountable. But most of all God will hold these people accountable and that's when it's gonna get very, very ugly
I was 50 before I finally started to hold my mother responsible for what she'd done to me. Ofc, she was old by the time, I was her primary carer. She held me back from achieving my full potential. My father had passed away, I was his primary carer too, they both used me and when they didn't need me they thrashed me, not physically but emotionally. I ended up with low self esteem and became a people pleaser, was in a toxic LTR with a narc for 25 yrs. Depressed and at a loss to understand why I ended up the way I did, I started to apportion accountability. That's when my younger brother told me not to blame 'the whole world' for my failures. Right, he called me a failure after all I'd done for my family. I cut him off and the rest of my narc family. Healing, taking responsibility for my role in what happened to me has helped, but knowing that others played a pivotal role helps to understand that you are not to blame entirely. Wishing you well on your journey
This is so true, Love! 🗣️🙏♥️☺️✨🎯💯‼️❗
Thank you 🌟🙏💛🙌💃💃 I love you soul sister
Yea God gave me a dream of my mother where she jumped into a pool knowing she couldn't swim, jist so i would save her. When i did she had a whole smirk on her face. Some parents need to grow up.
I had a nightmare where she gave me a hug and as she hugged me she stabbed me in the back and dragged the k ni fe down my back… so creepy :(
I’m so sorry you all had to go through these painful tough things with your parents and family but things will get better so don’t give up! Don’t ever give up because things will always turn around eventually.
Dear Father God, Oh Heavenly Father, you are the beginning and the end. I believe that you sit to the right hand side of Jesus Christ. I believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God. Father God, forgive us for our sins. In Jesus’s name I rebuke s a t a n I rebuke the d e v I l from everyone’s mind and life in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Deliver everyone who has watched nana journey’s video from all d e m o n s and e v I l spirits inside them and me, Dear Lord. Get the d e v i l out of my mind’s eye visin right now, Dear Lord in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ. in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. I cancel all assignments, plans, and attacks of s a t a n over everyone who watched this video and my life in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. s a t a n you have no authority. You have been defeated. Leave and never return. By the Power of God By the Power of The Holy Ghost The Holy Spirit I pray. Thank you Jesus. Thank you, Dear Lord. Amen and amen.
My dad nows my bank code should I change it?I have narcissistic parents Im afraid he will withdraw the money if I change it
Yes put your money in another bank if you can as well
@@strawberribubbletea thank you
Please open a new bank account and close that current bank account your narc dad has access to
@@jupiterscorner5423 thank you I dont know how Ill do it but I now I have to
@user-oc8oq8bl4b - Once you change your password, your Dad will have no access to it, as long as you never give him the password ever again (hide the password so he cannot find it).
Just saw a video title saying you have 1 year left to have kids?? There are women conceiving in their 40s and even 50s. No need to settle and rush, like millions of women do unfortunately. Take your time. This is just propaganda.
Sorry to say, woman can conceive naturally by 36-37, after that it is a strain on the body.