Lauren, I’ve watched you for years. You’re a good person and quite relatable. I’m terribly sorry for your deep loss. Just know so many of us watch and appreciate you sharing your life with us. ❤
This entire experience has been harder for some of us. I am so sorry at the loss of your grandmother 💔 carry on girl - we are all interested in your journey😊
Hard relate. This year I lost my step-dad and my uncle within a month, got covid (after 3 vax) and then got diagnosed with anxiety and depression. It’s been a summer of intense therapy and getting myself back into my life. Slowly. I hope you found a way through everything. ❤
Thank you for being so real. It’s so endearing. I feel like we’re all just walking down the road trying to feel better ❤ I struggle with the self love/exercise too, I don’t get why it’s so hard to do something that makes you feel better? But yeah, nice to know we’re all feeling a lot of the same things 😊 Covid was rough and no one talks about it, sorry about your nan Lauren xx
Sorry for your loss Lauren. My dad passed away at the start of 2021 and it was honestly the most horrendous year I can ever re call. I hope that 2022 has been kinder to you.💛
Hi Lauren, so very sorry for your loss 🙏 bless you for being so honest in your vlog , I just wish you peace ,you are a wonderful person it comes across in your vlog,you actually chill me out , everyone is fighting there own battle ,mine is my beautiful son who has autism,and there's nothing wrong with feeling down it's just people don't talk about it , sending you big hugs 😘😘
As a nhs ward manager and a nurse , I feel like I have missed out, as I have worked throughout Covid . I would have loved to stay at home for a time.😔 Great to see your vlog pop up again in my feed! Sending love and light! ❤
I'm so sorry you lost your Grandma. I cried into my breakfast whilst you were talking about grief; it hit hard. I thought I was the only one who was still reflecting on life post-pandemic and finding it hard to acclimatize. Thank you for your honesty. x
Just saying Hi... I've been watching your last 3/4 episodes over the last couple of weeks and I just wanted you to know how nice it is to see you posting again. Whatever the content, I enjoy the time spent in your company :) Thank you 🙂
Oh my love.. I am so sorry about your Grandma 😭.❤Just so you know we will take whatever you give us. I have truly enjoyed watching your videos these past years! Even if you never post again… you will always have me as fan 🍑
We recently (2 months ago tomorrow) lost my bf’s sister and it was a complete shock. She was under 60 so it has been tough. Thank you for sharing your story and so sorry for your loss. ❤️
What a way to go out for your grandma! Harder for the living left behind as you don't have a time to accept and adjust to the idea of a loved one passing, but so amazing that she lived a full life the whole time. Not to belittle your sadness at all, as it's just really difficult and sad. Lots of love to you, Lauren
So sorry for you loss friend, she will be watching over you from the stars ❤❤ Can’t tell you how happy my heart is to see your face again you have been missed ❤❤❤
Never left you Lauren! 🥰 Miss you so much! I just told my husband that it feels like Christmas because we got two Lauren videos this month!!! Also, you said your hair is like your shield, and I recently chopped mine! It's like a new lease on life! I was definitely using mine as the same! SO happy to see you again!!! 🎉
Hiya Lauren, I had to watch in two parts this week it's been a busy one! I'm so sorry for your loss, sending you all the hugs in the world. 2021 was a difficult year to process wasn't it. It's nice to see you back on here and please say hi to Lauren too. I look forward to the next installment whenever that is. Keep smiling 🥰 xx
You have been missed, Lauren. It’s great catching up with this old footage. I’m so sorry for what you’ve gone through with the loss of your grandma, the anxiety and Covid. I hope you know how loved you are. ❤
Hi Lauren, so sorry you lost your grandma, sending you a massive cuddle. I have been saying that I am not myself because going through menopause. But like you said this is me. COVID is and was a major thing in all of our lives, I like you quite liked it, although I still worked as work in a residential home. You are amazing Lauren, love watching your videos, so sorry that you are feeling like this. xxxx
Hello 👋🏼 This is the first video of yours I’m watching all the way in New Zealand! I love you already 😊 I’m 25 and live alone. My Dad suddenly died this year on 23rd August and I haven’t been right since. This is the loneliest and saddest I’ve ever felt, so my heart broke for you when you spoke about your Grandma. Your words gave me so much comfort (especially about being enough where we are in life right now, even if we feel we’re failing and behind compared to everyone else) so thank you 🙏🏼 I doubt you’ll ever see this comment but I’m very glad and feel comforted that I’ve found your channel 🩷
Hi Lauren, sitting here welling up at you talking about your beloved Grandma. My Gran died just in August in almost identical circumstances. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you are doing well and I love seeing your videos again ♥️
Your plants are lovely Lauren.Your videos help me alot, I love your honesty and humour. Thanks for another video, sending healing wishes.Take care both of you x
Hi Lauren!! So sorry for your loss of your beloved Grandma, 95 what a great age and you are right you were very lucky to have her in your life. She will live on in your heart. Lovely to see you again thanks for being real. We all struggle from time to time. Remember that we all love you. Ps can't believe you have your Christmas Tree up already!! 😃🥰 xxx
Oh Lauren I did wonder I was like why she got her Christmas tree up so early? Dohhhhh hopeless I am. Yes I can imagine your grief is still there..sending you love xx
Oh honey, I'm so very sorry about losing your Grandma and that it has been such a shit year. :( It's a gorgeous autumn day here in Central Pennsylvania (U.S.) and I'm just enjoying because winter will be here soon enough. I'm actually pretty okay today - thank you for asking! It is really just lovely to see your face again. Know absolute freakin' strangers (i.e., like me) think you're amazing and miss your voice when you're not up to posting. Take care of you!!
I really feel your pain in this video chic….in the space of 18 months i lost my step dad of 20yrs to cancer….my dad, my mum who it was just their time i guess and my best friend from school to suicide…..how i made it through 2022 I’ll never know….but here i am…stay strong girl and always think of the happy times which will ultimately make you smile and even laugh sometimes….i’m now sat here remembering how much my mum made me laugh and that brings a huge smile to my face xx
Hi Lauren. So good to see you again. So sorry for your loss. I relate to so much of what you are going through with grief, anxiety, doubt. Trying to focus on the little joys! No one can take away the sunset. The birds are still chirping. The coffee is still coffee :)
So good to see you! You're one of my favorite people to watch because I can relate to so much. Yay! I'm sorry about your grandma, I lost my grandma this year too. :( Much love 💕
I´m so sorry your grandmother died. I know exactly how you feel, my grandmother died in September 2020. It was not that sudden, but i was very sad. Great to see you posting videos again 🤍🤍🤍
Hi 👋🏻 My condolences on loosing your grandma. This has been a hard year for all of us. Living in a foreign country, everyone and everything I care about is too far. It still feels like I’m in lockdown. It’s so nice seeing you again. All the best, Wafa ❤❤❤
Sending you heart felt love, you are beautiful inside and out, please be kind to yourself, grief is a process and one never gets over it, in time we learn to manage our emotions.
Hi Lauren, so lovely to have you back! Totally get the grief, I lost my baby this year at 6 weeks old - THE worst pain ever. I’m working on myself every day to try get back to “normal” (whatever that is these days). Grief changes you. Look after yourself x
I love to watching you so much Lauren. Happy to have you back on you tube. To loose a loved one is hard. Don 't ever think you're not good enough, because you are a lovely woman. The fact that you are real makes me want to watch your videos 😘
Perpetuate, notion and fallacy!! Biggest words I've heard since lockdown. So pleased to see you back in my notifications. 💖 Very sorry to hear about your Nanna. Big hugs Hx
So sorry for your loss Lauren, I was taking sertraline and was on 100mg and it didn’t agree with me and I felt weird so I came Off it and now I am trying CBD and doing more exercise and just trying the look after my mental health but it’s hard isn’t it? Enjoying your Channel take care x
Loving seeing your videos again! Been watching your channel for years, feels like catching up with a friend 🥰. So sorry to hear you lost your grandma. Never easy to lose someone but seems worse when they're suddenly taken. Huge hugs. Have to agree, I liked lockdown, felt like life paused & I could breathe for a bit. Now it's back to normal I'm feeling overwhelmed again. X
Aww Lauren, the past two years have been awful, I can totally empathise with you. I used to be out walking every day but that stopped for me in 2020, I rarely leave the house now alone. You speak with such wisdom to us, as you explore your observations, thoughts & feelings I do hope you listen to yourself & perhaps learn to love yourself a little more. I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your Grandma, you clearly loved her very much & I hope the pain & rawness of grief lessens with time and your memories bring comfort. xxx
So lovely to see you back Lauren, we have all gone through something tough these past few years but I’m so glad to see you here again. I got a puppy in April this year called Tonka, she’s an English bull terrier and full of beans 😂 so excited to see what the rest of this year bring for everyone 💗💕
My Daughter lost her Grandma on her Dads side last year. My Daughter was 29 and her Gran was 96, she was heartbroken. I'm so sorry for your loss Lauren. Its so lovely to see you and thank you for sharing. XX
💞Sending you much love Lauren, so sorry to hear about your Grandma 😞 I lost my Mum 4 weeks ago, as the world carries on as usual, ours stop. Grief is a strange one! I’ve been so ill 🤧 this week, it’s like my body and brain 🧠 said Nope! We not doing this any more and I’ve been unable to get out of bed. I’ve been watching your channel more or less since you started, all them years ago 😂 what a journey! and You have given me great comfort and joy throughout, no more so than now! And you are right we need to be okay with where we are now 😊 You’re doing an amazing job! 🎉 much love 🥰
It warms my heart to see you Lauren. I had covid in August and my taste and smell are still not fully back. I can relate to what you are saying and I hope you know that you are amazing, even if you don't feel like it.
i very recently lost my grandpa , i knw what ur goin thru ,its tough but u will get thru it ,iv said it before and il say it again ur a lovely woman and i wish u all the best
I’m so sorry about your grandmother. She’s dancing with the angels now and having a blast I bet. At least that’s how I have to picture the people I’ve lost in order to cope with missing them. You make me want to move to England and be friends with the Laurens lol. Hope you consider making a December vlogmas this year 🤞😘
Oh good I’m glad I’m already following you on Instagram! Things are pretty good here. Just got a new kitten. She’s adorable but also a crazy little wild child lol. I’m just imagining you saying “kitten” I’m your accent that I love so much lol. It made me so happy to see you’re back!
Lauren, I want you to know that being okay with where you are is momentary. Things change by the minute, the fact that you even post on youtube is an accomplishment. I love your vlogs so much. I am so sorry about your Grandma. I am a Grandma, and I love my connection to my grandchildren as I am sure your Grandma felt for you. I know she did. Much love always to you always. You are a star and you will always be a star girl!
Lovely to see you on here again lauren, I am on 100mg of sertraline and I feel like it's not working anymore, iv been on it a few years now, I dont know why I feel down, partly its because I'm overweight and I feel really crap about myself. I feel like it's affecting my health, getting breathless etc. The world kind of feels like its all gone to shit! But it's lovely to see you on here! I also loved lockdown 😊
I was periodically looking every month or so to see if you had posted and I'm glad you now have. The Bananas, you should pick off two ripe ones from a bunch and two green ones from another. Don't freak out about filming yourself I'm glad your back. Sorry about your granny ☹️❤️
First, I wanted to say thank you so much for the gender-neutral language you always use when referring to people in general. It is incredibly respectful and as a plus-sized man it’s great to feel included. 🫶🏼 Never knew that about why lower-back pain happens at 15:05, and the stretch helps a ton for next time I go on a walk! Definitely gotta try that.
Oh Lauren, I'm so sorry about the loss of your grandma. Death/grief is a very complex process. Everyone processes it differently. I don't have all the answers but being someone that just lost an extremely close loved one a few weeks ago in a sunnden & tragic way nothing can prepare you. I can say 1) give yourself time, just because others may say you should be farther along the grieving process doesn't mean it's right 2) allow yourself to get lost in the abundance of lovely happy memories 3) its OK to have a "bad" day, embrace the sorrow, this just proves how much you cared for them 4) never stop talking about them 5) on what would have been special occasions find ways to pay respect/honor them & their memory 6) most importantly don't apologize. There is a saying I heard some yrs ago, everyone loves in their own way. So why wouldn't/shouldn't we apply that to grief? On a lighter note glad to see your encouraging face again!! Don't worry I know I'm not the only one who can relate to not being where I want to be or where I thought I was going to be. Grief does throw a monkey wrench into routines. You got this, sending lots love your way!!
I've seen your place a 1000 times, but it's just so lovely...just wanted to say....you've made it so cosy!! Sitting there in your bobble eating your plant based "moist" sandwich 🤣🥪
We have all genuinely missed you! Don't feel the pressure at all to upload videos, just know we are all here for you and am going through many of the same things so you're never alone! I even taught my daughter to "guess the weather"! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Much love!
I'm so sorry for your loss 🖤 Sertraline made me suicidal, it was the worst antidepressant/anti-anxiety med I've tried. I've now been on mirtazapine for 2 years and I'm so glad to have my life back. I hope you find one that works for you 🖤
Hon first off , my condolences to you and yours ❤❤❤. 94 ??? She had a good run 😳😳😳. I'm learning that self love is not only reflected in mindset but also in action as well and from what I see , you seem very intentional in the actions your taking with your body and your health ( both mentally and physically ) . So applaud yourself for the little things , because its the day to day choices that build really great habits and I'm sure you're doing way better than you think you are . Anyway , great vid and I look forward to the next update . Airhug from the U.S. 😳
So lovely to have you back. I'm so sorry about your Gran. Loss is.. indescribable. 💔 Sending you love. Did you know that you aren't allowed to honk your horn in Seattle? if you do, they send you a bill through the post for over $1000. mental.
I lost my granny at the age of 69, I was only 13 and did cpr on her for 35 minutes until the ambulance came but it was too late. She was amazing. Wish I had longer with her and that she could have met my children. Lost my mum 6 years ago in January next year. Will never get over this but am learning to live with this. And...... she sends me messages. Could be a song on the radio, a feather. I see robins everyday no matter where I am. If I ask for a sign, within a few days I get it. Dont ever stop speaking to your grandmother, just talk to her like you normally would. Ask her for a sign if she can send you one. It could be an answer to something you have been waiting for, something turning up you have lost. A feather just appearing where you are or pennies. A robin appearing. So many different ways they let us know they are still here. Its so comforting, just open your mind and your heart to it and she will show you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aww, Lauren, so sad for your loss. Life is so hard at times, losing our loved ones is so difficult. Grief is strange , I lost my son and its strange I still think he is around somewhere, is that a coping mechanism ? He was murdered. I hope he is around and ok. No one talks to me about him apart from my other 2 sons and partner . Do they think they will upset me, they wouldnt as I would be happy they remembered him. You are amazing to listen to , TC x
Mozi, wow what a shock. There are no words. Maybe you should say to friends that would like to talk about your son. I know this isn’t your job but they might need to here it too. You are always welcome to talk about him here ❤️❤️
I expected an EastEnders doof doof then with that sudden ending 🤣 Seriously loved having your company for a while this evening as I have some family life happening and you are proper cheering me up 🤗 xx
The fact that you have 71.7k followers after all this time of being gone goes to show just how amazing of a human you are 🥰
Thank you ❤️
I will never unfollow her. ❤
Lauren, I’ve watched you for years. You’re a good person and quite relatable. I’m terribly sorry for your deep loss. Just know so many of us watch and appreciate you sharing your life with us. ❤
Thank you so so so much Staci xx
This entire experience has been harder for some of us. I am so sorry at the loss of your grandmother 💔 carry on girl - we are all interested in your journey😊
Thank you so much Lisa, as always x
I just want to give you the biggest hug ever Lauren xxx
Thank you so much Debra x
Hard relate. This year I lost my step-dad and my uncle within a month, got covid (after 3 vax) and then got diagnosed with anxiety and depression. It’s been a summer of intense therapy and getting myself back into my life. Slowly.
I hope you found a way through everything. ❤
Sending you so much Alex. Thank you for sharing ❤️ xx
Thank you for being so real. It’s so endearing. I feel like we’re all just walking down the road trying to feel better ❤ I struggle with the self love/exercise too, I don’t get why it’s so hard to do something that makes you feel better? But yeah, nice to know we’re all feeling a lot of the same things 😊 Covid was rough and no one talks about it, sorry about your nan Lauren xx
Sorry for your loss Lauren. My dad passed away at the start of 2021 and it was honestly the most horrendous year I can ever re call. I hope that 2022 has been kinder to you.💛
I am so sorry for your loss Louise. Sending you a massive cuddle x
Hi Lauren, so very sorry for your loss 🙏 bless you for being so honest in your vlog , I just wish you peace ,you are a wonderful person it comes across in your vlog,you actually chill me out , everyone is fighting there own battle ,mine is my beautiful son who has autism,and there's nothing wrong with feeling down it's just people don't talk about it , sending you big hugs 😘😘
Thank you for sharing Diane xx
As a nhs ward manager and a nurse , I feel like I have missed out, as I have worked throughout Covid . I would have loved to stay at home for a time.😔 Great to see your vlog pop up again in my feed! Sending love and light! ❤
Thank you so much Tracy x
I am so sorry you loss your Grandma . She is your Angel 😇 . 💕
She is ❤️
I'm so sorry you lost your Grandma. I cried into my breakfast whilst you were talking about grief; it hit hard. I thought I was the only one who was still reflecting on life post-pandemic and finding it hard to acclimatize. Thank you for your honesty. x
Thank you so much for your support xxx
Wow! I’m so sorry about your Grandma. Obviously still very raw for you. Losing someone you love completely sucks. Time is the only thing that helps.
Thank you so much Christina xxx
Just saying Hi... I've been watching your last 3/4 episodes over the last couple of weeks and I just wanted you to know how nice it is to see you posting again. Whatever the content, I enjoy the time spent in your company :) Thank you 🙂
This means so much Gina! Thank you xxx
Can't tell you how happy I am to see you pop up on UA-cam again!!!
More to come my friend x
Oh my love.. I am so sorry about your Grandma 😭.❤Just so you know we will take whatever you give us. I have truly enjoyed watching your videos these past years! Even if you never post again… you will always have me as fan 🍑
Thank you so much Nancy, you are wonderful xxx
So, so sorry for your loss Lauren ❤ Been following you since 2016 and won't ever unsubscribe, how ever often or unoften you post! Lots of love x
I love you, thank you x
We recently (2 months ago tomorrow) lost my bf’s sister and it was a complete shock. She was under 60 so it has been tough. Thank you for sharing your story and so sorry for your loss. ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss Nik. It was so sudden! x
So nice to see your videos pop up on my feed again! I’m so sorry for the loss of your grandma.
Thank you so much Michelle x
What a way to go out for your grandma! Harder for the living left behind as you don't have a time to accept and adjust to the idea of a loved one passing, but so amazing that she lived a full life the whole time. Not to belittle your sadness at all, as it's just really difficult and sad. Lots of love to you, Lauren
You are so right. I am so glad she didn’t suffer for years!
Lauren, it was so nice to see your face after a crap day you brought a smile to my face. I’m am so sorry about your grandma. Xx
Thank you so much Laura
So sorry for you loss friend, she will be watching over you from the stars ❤❤ Can’t tell you how happy my heart is to see your face again you have been missed ❤❤❤
Thank you so much Lyndsy xx
Never left you Lauren! 🥰 Miss you so much! I just told my husband that it feels like Christmas because we got two Lauren videos this month!!! Also, you said your hair is like your shield, and I recently chopped mine! It's like a new lease on life! I was definitely using mine as the same! SO happy to see you again!!! 🎉
Love you Molly!! More videos to come xx
So happy you popped up again hun so sorry for your loss xx
Thank you so much Leann x
Hiya Lauren, I had to watch in two parts this week it's been a busy one! I'm so sorry for your loss, sending you all the hugs in the world. 2021 was a difficult year to process wasn't it. It's nice to see you back on here and please say hi to Lauren too. I look forward to the next installment whenever that is. Keep smiling 🥰 xx
Thank you so much Kerry. This means so much x
You have been missed, Lauren. It’s great catching up with this old footage. I’m so sorry for what you’ve gone through with the loss of your grandma, the anxiety and Covid. I hope you know how loved you are. ❤
“Grief is love with nowhere to go.” That is so beautiful and so true. ❤
Thank you so so much x
Hi Lauren, so sorry you lost your grandma, sending you a massive cuddle. I have been saying that I am not myself because going through menopause. But like you said this is me. COVID is and was a major thing in all of our lives, I like you quite liked it, although I still worked as work in a residential home. You are amazing Lauren, love watching your videos, so sorry that you are feeling like this. xxxx
Thank you so much Ann xxx
Hello 👋🏼 This is the first video of yours I’m watching all the way in New Zealand! I love you already 😊 I’m 25 and live alone. My Dad suddenly died this year on 23rd August and I haven’t been right since. This is the loneliest and saddest I’ve ever felt, so my heart broke for you when you spoke about your Grandma. Your words gave me so much comfort (especially about being enough where we are in life right now, even if we feel we’re failing and behind compared to everyone else) so thank you 🙏🏼 I doubt you’ll ever see this comment but I’m very glad and feel comforted that I’ve found your channel 🩷
Hi Lauren, sitting here welling up at you talking about your beloved Grandma. My Gran died just in August in almost identical circumstances. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you are doing well and I love seeing your videos again ♥️
I am so sorry for your loss too Jennifer. You aren't alone. Thank you for watching x
Your plants are lovely Lauren.Your videos help me alot, I love your honesty and humour. Thanks for another video, sending healing wishes.Take care both of you x
Thanks a lot xxx
Hi Lauren!! So sorry for your loss of your beloved Grandma, 95 what a great age and you are right you were very lucky to have her in your life. She will live on in your heart. Lovely to see you again thanks for being real. We all struggle from time to time. Remember that we all love you. Ps can't believe you have your Christmas Tree up already!! 😃🥰 xxx
Sorry Angie this was a catch up vlog and this was actually footage from last year
Oh Lauren I did wonder I was like why she got her Christmas tree up so early? Dohhhhh hopeless I am. Yes I can imagine your grief is still there..sending you love xx
Oh honey, I'm so very sorry about losing your Grandma and that it has been such a shit year. :( It's a gorgeous autumn day here in Central Pennsylvania (U.S.) and I'm just enjoying because winter will be here soon enough. I'm actually pretty okay today - thank you for asking! It is really just lovely to see your face again. Know absolute freakin' strangers (i.e., like me) think you're amazing and miss your voice when you're not up to posting. Take care of you!!
Thank you so much Angela. I am imagining your beautiful fall day. Your support means so much x
I really feel your pain in this video chic….in the space of 18 months i lost my step dad of 20yrs to cancer….my dad, my mum who it was just their time i guess and my best friend from school to suicide…..how i made it through 2022 I’ll never know….but here i am…stay strong girl and always think of the happy times which will ultimately make you smile and even laugh sometimes….i’m now sat here remembering how much my mum made me laugh and that brings a huge smile to my face xx
Hi Lauren. So good to see you again. So sorry for your loss. I relate to so much of what you are going through with grief, anxiety, doubt. Trying to focus on the little joys! No one can take away the sunset. The birds are still chirping. The coffee is still coffee :)
Thank you for these beautiful words. Life is so beautiful when we stop and look around too x
Good to see you back, you have been missed.
Condolences on the passing of your gran, I’m sure she was super proud of you ❤
Oh my goodness Sarah. Thank you
Its so lovely to catch up on the past year with you. Thank you for coming back. We all appreciate you xx
You are so welcome! There is more where this came from x
@@LiveitlikeLauren I look forward to it all :)
It was so lovely to see your face again! I’m so sorry for your loss x
So good to see you! You're one of my favorite people to watch because I can relate to so much. Yay!
I'm sorry about your grandma, I lost my grandma this year too. :(
Much love 💕
Sending you so much love xxx
I´m so sorry your grandmother died. I know exactly how you feel, my grandmother died in September 2020. It was not that sudden, but i was very sad. Great to see you posting videos again 🤍🤍🤍
I am so sorry to hear about your loss Johanna. No matter how sudden or not if is still a massive shock. Sending you a big cuddle x
So glad you shared all of this. ♡ I appreciate you!!!! And have missed you ♡
Thank you so much for your continued support Kristy x
Hello, I hope you and your mum are well. I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma passing. It's is so nice to see your vlog. Take care.
Thank you so much Ayesha x
Hi 👋🏻 My condolences on loosing your grandma. This has been a hard year for all of us. Living in a foreign country, everyone and everything I care about is too far. It still feels like I’m in lockdown. It’s so nice seeing you again. All the best, Wafa ❤❤❤
So lovely to hear from you Wafa xxx
Sending you heart felt love, you are beautiful inside and out, please be kind to yourself, grief is a process and one never gets over it, in time we learn to manage our emotions.
Thank you R x
I'm happy you're back! I've been with your channel at least six or seven years now. I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandmother 💖 condolences.
Thank you so much for your support xx
Thank you for watching 😍
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Hi Lauren, so lovely to have you back! Totally get the grief, I lost my baby this year at 6 weeks old - THE worst pain ever. I’m working on myself every day to try get back to “normal” (whatever that is these days). Grief changes you. Look after yourself x
Aishling, what heartbreaking news. Thank you for sharing this with me. Sending you a massive cuddle xx
I love to watching you so much Lauren. Happy to have you back on you tube. To loose a loved one is hard. Don 't ever think you're not good enough, because
you are a lovely woman. The fact that you are real makes me want to watch your videos 😘
Thank you so much Mandy, this means a lot xx
Thanks for coming back Lauren, hope we see a lot more of you. Love from oz.xx
I hope so too!
Yaye. Loved seeing you back again. Thank you for being so raw and open with us all takes so much courage to put yourself out there like that!
Thank you so much Lyza! xx
Perpetuate, notion and fallacy!! Biggest words I've heard since lockdown. So pleased to see you back in my notifications. 💖 Very sorry to hear about your Nanna. Big hugs Hx
Thank you so much Hannah xx
Loved seeing your realness as usual! No pressure but I would love to see more videos.
Be well!!
Thank you so much Asha x
I mix cinnamon and sugar together.. toast bread n add butter and sprinkle the mixture on top.
Hey! Good to see you back. X
Hey, thanks Sara, it's good to be back!
Yeah Laurens back so lovely to see you ❤️❤️
And more to come yet! Thanks Lisa
So sorry for your loss Lauren, I was taking sertraline and was on 100mg and it didn’t agree with me and I felt weird so I came
Off it and now I am trying CBD and doing more exercise and just trying the look after my mental health but it’s hard isn’t it? Enjoying your Channel take care x
Thank you for sharing Deborah x
Hi - 2021 was terrible for me too ❤ You are awesome. Thank you for being you .
Thank you so much Michelle ❤️ x
Loving seeing your videos again! Been watching your channel for years, feels like catching up with a friend 🥰. So sorry to hear you lost your grandma. Never easy to lose someone but seems worse when they're suddenly taken. Huge hugs. Have to agree, I liked lockdown, felt like life paused & I could breathe for a bit. Now it's back to normal I'm feeling overwhelmed again. X
Sending you so much love Tracey! Thank you for sticking around xx
Aww Lauren, the past two years have been awful, I can totally empathise with you. I used to be out walking every day but that stopped for me in 2020, I rarely leave the house now alone. You speak with such wisdom to us, as you explore your observations, thoughts & feelings I do hope you listen to yourself & perhaps learn to love yourself a little more. I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your Grandma, you clearly loved her very much & I hope the pain & rawness of grief lessens with time and your memories bring comfort. xxx
So lovely to see you back Lauren, we have all gone through something tough these past few years but I’m so glad to see you here again. I got a puppy in April this year called Tonka, she’s an English bull terrier and full of beans 😂 so excited to see what the rest of this year bring for everyone 💗💕
OH my goodness! Tonka sounds amazing! Please send me a photo on Insta! Lovely to hear from you Tian x
My Daughter lost her Grandma on her Dads side last year. My Daughter was 29 and her Gran was 96, she was heartbroken. I'm so sorry for your loss Lauren. Its so lovely to see you and thank you for sharing. XX
I am so sorry Tracey. Grief is so difficult. Thank you for watching x
So sorry for your loss Lauren❤ 🇨🇦
💞Sending you much love Lauren, so sorry to hear about your Grandma 😞 I lost my Mum 4 weeks ago, as the world carries on as usual, ours stop. Grief is a strange one! I’ve been so ill 🤧 this week, it’s like my body and brain 🧠 said Nope! We not doing this any more and I’ve been unable to get out of bed.
I’ve been watching your channel more or less since you started, all them years ago 😂 what a journey! and You have given me great comfort and joy throughout, no more so than now! And you are right we need to be okay with where we are now 😊 You’re doing an amazing job! 🎉 much love 🥰
I am so so so sorry for your loss Samantha. Grief is so strange. Sending you so much love. Take it day by day xx
It's just so lovely to have you back Lauren xxx
Thanks a lot xxx
Oh sweet baby girl…i’m so sorry for your loss😢😢Xoxo. I’m glad you’re back. Love your videos❤
Thank you so much!! xx
It warms my heart to see you Lauren. I had covid in August and my taste and smell are still not fully back. I can relate to what you are saying and I hope you know that you are amazing, even if you don't feel like it.
Thank you so much Pamela!! Wishing you a speedy recovery!
Hey Lauren!!! and Lauren!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Heyyyyy x
I love it the fact we are locked into your account now....I think we've all missed that smile and lovely laughter...xx
Awww Thank you so much x
So sorry for your loss. xx
It's lovely seeing a new video. I hope this coming Christmas is better for you. Bring on an even wonkier tree.
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Thank you so much Angel xxx lovely to hear from you x
i very recently lost my grandpa , i knw what ur goin thru ,its tough but u will get thru it ,iv said it before and il say it again ur a lovely woman and i wish u all the best
Thank you so much Freddie. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you a massive cuddle x
Just remember you are loved, you are worthy, you matter. xx
Thank you so much Ann ❤️
I’m so sorry about your grandmother. She’s dancing with the angels now and having a blast I bet. At least that’s how I have to picture the people I’ve lost in order to cope with missing them. You make me want to move to England and be friends with the Laurens lol. Hope you consider making a December vlogmas this year 🤞😘
Thank you so much Dauph xxx it means a lot x
Oh good I’m glad I’m already following you on Instagram! Things are pretty good here. Just got a new kitten. She’s adorable but also a crazy little wild child lol. I’m just imagining you saying “kitten” I’m your accent that I love so much lol. It made me so happy to see you’re back!
Lauren, I want you to know that being okay with where you are is momentary. Things change by the minute, the fact that you even post on youtube is an accomplishment. I love your vlogs so much. I am so sorry about your Grandma. I am a Grandma, and I love my connection to my grandchildren as I am sure your Grandma felt for you. I know she did. Much love always to you always. You are a star and you will always be a star girl!
Wow Gina, this is so so so beautiful! Thank you so much for your words
So happy you are back !! Such a lovely lady you are x
Thank you so much Jayne!
Hi Lauren, it's absolutely to see an update from you. Sorry you lost your grandma. C xxx
Thank you so so much x
Lovely to see you on here again lauren, I am on 100mg of sertraline and I feel like it's not working anymore, iv been on it a few years now, I dont know why I feel down, partly its because I'm overweight and I feel really crap about myself. I feel like it's affecting my health, getting breathless etc. The world kind of feels like its all gone to shit! But it's lovely to see you on here! I also loved lockdown 😊
I totally feel you Nina xxx Just know that it can get better x
still here following years later x sorry for your loss but lovely to see your face
Thanks so much xx
Sorry for your loss babe ❤ but not it’s great to hear and see you.
Thank you so much Tracy x
I was periodically looking every month or so to see if you had posted and I'm glad you now have. The Bananas, you should pick off two ripe ones from a bunch and two green
ones from another. Don't freak out about filming yourself I'm glad your back. Sorry about your granny ☹️❤️
Thank you so much Jessica x
@@LiveitlikeLauren xxxxxx
First, I wanted to say thank you so much for the gender-neutral language you always use when referring to people in general. It is incredibly respectful and as a plus-sized man it’s great to feel included. 🫶🏼
Never knew that about why lower-back pain happens at 15:05, and the stretch helps a ton for next time I go on a walk! Definitely gotta try that.
Oh Lauren, I'm so sorry about the loss of your grandma. Death/grief is a very complex process. Everyone processes it differently. I don't have all the answers but being someone that just lost an extremely close loved one a few weeks ago in a sunnden & tragic way nothing can prepare you. I can say 1) give yourself time, just because others may say you should be farther along the grieving process doesn't mean it's right 2) allow yourself to get lost in the abundance of lovely happy memories 3) its OK to have a "bad" day, embrace the sorrow, this just proves how much you cared for them 4) never stop talking about them 5) on what would have been special occasions find ways to pay respect/honor them & their memory 6) most importantly don't apologize. There is a saying I heard some yrs ago, everyone loves in their own way. So why wouldn't/shouldn't we apply that to grief? On a lighter note glad to see your encouraging face again!! Don't worry I know I'm not the only one who can relate to not being where I want to be or where I thought I was going to be. Grief does throw a monkey wrench into routines. You got this, sending lots love your way!!
Love you 💌 You are amazing!
Thank you so much Marina x
Lovely to see you back. So sorry about your grandma x
Thanks so much Joanne xx
I've seen your place a 1000 times, but it's just so lovely...just wanted to say....you've made it so cosy!! Sitting there in your bobble eating your plant based "moist" sandwich 🤣🥪
Thank you always Gemma xx
We have all genuinely missed you! Don't feel the pressure at all to upload videos, just know we are all here for you and am going through many of the same things so you're never alone! I even taught my daughter to "guess the weather"! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Much love!
You're the best! I love this!!! LET'S all guess the weather! Thank you so much Heather x
I'm so sorry for your loss 🖤 Sertraline made me suicidal, it was the worst antidepressant/anti-anxiety med I've tried. I've now been on mirtazapine for 2 years and I'm so glad to have my life back. I hope you find one that works for you 🖤
Glad to hear that you are doing better Zoe, it definitely is a journey! xxx
I've paused the video ... sending hugs to you Lauren. ❤️
Thanks Kellie x
Hon first off , my condolences to you and yours ❤❤❤. 94 ??? She had a good run 😳😳😳.
I'm learning that self love is not only reflected in mindset but also in action as well and from what I see , you seem very intentional in the actions your taking with your body and your health ( both mentally and physically ) . So applaud yourself for the little things , because its the day to day choices that build really great habits and I'm sure you're doing way better than you think you are .
Anyway , great vid and I look forward to the next update .
Airhug from the U.S. 😳
So sorry for
Your loss love ❤️
Thank you xx
Glad your back ! When said it was November I got very confused 🤣
Sorry to hear about your grandma❤️
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😊 thank you. Up to date vlog coming soon x
So sorry for your loss❤
Thank you Maria x
So lovely to have you back. I'm so sorry about your Gran. Loss is.. indescribable. 💔 Sending you love. Did you know that you aren't allowed to honk your horn in Seattle? if you do, they send you a bill through the post for over $1000. mental.
OMG I could never live in Seattle! What happens when you have road rage?
I lost my granny at the age of 69, I was only 13 and did cpr on her for 35 minutes until the ambulance came but it was too late. She was amazing. Wish I had longer with her and that she could have met my children. Lost my mum 6 years ago in January next year. Will never get over this but am learning to live with this. And...... she sends me messages. Could be a song on the radio, a feather. I see robins everyday no matter where I am. If I ask for a sign, within a few days I get it. Dont ever stop speaking to your grandmother, just talk to her like you normally would. Ask her for a sign if she can send you one. It could be an answer to something you have been waiting for, something turning up you have lost. A feather just appearing where you are or pennies. A robin appearing. So many different ways they let us know they are still here. Its so comforting, just open your mind and your heart to it and she will show you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aww, Lauren, so sad for your loss. Life is so hard at times, losing our loved ones is so difficult. Grief is strange , I lost my son and its strange I still think he is around somewhere, is that a coping mechanism ? He was murdered. I hope he is around and ok. No one talks to me about him apart from my other 2 sons and partner . Do they think they will upset me, they wouldnt as I would be happy they remembered him. You are amazing to listen to , TC x
Mozi, wow what a shock. There are no words. Maybe you should say to friends that would like to talk about your son. I know this isn’t your job but they might need to here it too. You are always welcome to talk about him here ❤️❤️
Hiya. Glad your back i was enjoying your channel but nothing was new. Am glad your uploading new content xx
Thanks. More new vlogs to come!
Happy to see your video pop up on my notifications. Clicked on it right away. Sorry about your grandmother.
Thank you so much, your support means a lot x
Great to see you again, properly. Come back… we miss you x
Thank you so much Reggie xx
Oh and you two crack me up, I laughed out loud!
Thank you Gina xxx
I expected an EastEnders doof doof then with that sudden ending 🤣
Seriously loved having your company for a while this evening as I have some family life happening and you are proper cheering me up 🤗 xx
Thank you so much Tracey x More up to date videos coming soon x
Miss your vlogs! So sorry about your Grandma.
Thank you xxx
what you said about the bananas is spot on!