When I'm restricting or fasting, I realize I take more notice at life's simple, minute details... How a certain flower petal looks in the sunlight or a cloud in the sky Even though it's a sickness, it helps keep me centered and grateful in a strange way Hang in there, xo
omg it’s so hard when others around you eat food, especially when it’s the one you really like but I’m always saying to myself : you are not hungry bish! lmao it’s kinda sick but yeaaaah... hope everyone has a nice day!! 💗😊 by the way i love Korean diet vlogs, they’re so addicting :D
tw (just in case) i want you, and everyone else watching this to know how loved you are. i know ed’s are so hard to overcome but i know you can do this
Nooooo, don't talk about pizza 😭 I was finally getting one in months ('was too suspicious to refuse), plus from my favourite restaurant ! So I put away 1/2 of it, to give it to homeless people, et let the other half in the oven. I left for a bit. Then came back. And my sister ATE IT ALL ! 😢😢🤣 So basically I haven't had a bite Q-Q Also, it's really nice to see your videos again, they're so cuuuute ahh-- 💙
✨ reminder ✨if you find my videos triggering, if you don't like my content, just don't watch it? it's as simple as that 😊 karma is a b*tch cause i b/p today say yikes 😭 it wasn't my biggest one but still the calories ouch... it hurts follow me on ig : instagram.com/_luneats/
@@manialord1699 I know you didn't wanted to sound mean but this is kinda like trying to compare calories. Which harmful, like she may feel extremely horrible if she consumed more than you. And btw your "binge" is perfectly fine for a average day.
The way you feel about food is same as me tho I got over it alot but still struggling with it. My boyfriend says I am beautiful to him no matter what I look like that's what made me feel so better 🥰 I let myself eat whatever I want but eat a bit healthy. I am now over the binges and the restrictions but whenever I watch this type of videos I get nostalgic 😆
I love love love your videos! The aesthetics are beautiful, and i enjoy the piano version of those songs because its peaceful and i can sing to the lyrics in my head while watching 🌸 you are doing a great job, sending you all the good vibrations 💗
Eating less and those 24|7 food thoughts and the shame everyday of my body became my normal. I thought it would go away some day but it's been 5 years and so I go through days eating "normal'' and feeling terrible and then there are those restrict days where I feel good losing weight and still feeling terrible cus I basically know I'm harming my body. Did I want a second portion lasagna? Yeah. Did I eat it? No. Why can't I just enjoy Wtf I want but always overthinking if the kcal's r worth it. I'm so sorry fo ranting here didn't mean to. I just don't know anymore where else I should talk about stuff. Still, I'm so sorry for ranting. I really loved your editing in the video, btw. It's smh really aesthetic! I hope you're better now 🥺😔🤍
watching your video made my heart go out to you ❤️ I got anorexia when i was 15 and it took me 6 years to recover. sending you all the love and support, and remember that you are worthy of love and recovery. if you ever need someone to talk to, my DMs are always open on Instagram (@the.healingcookie). xo Kylie
I’m currently trying to recover from binge eating disorder, and I need to get in shape because I’m an athlete, so I wanna go out on runs. But, I’m afraid to go outside because I have a fear of getting kidnapped/murdered/raped if I step out of my house... idk why I’m like this. Like going around my neighborhood block scares me, I could never actually go out on a run :(
Iris Jackson yeah that sounds really scary. i don’t even live in a rough area. none of that happens regularly here. the only thing was maybe a month ago there was a pedophile who got arrested. but that’s it. i guess it’s just basic anxiety, because i shouldn’t be too afraid if anything where i am, because i’m in a pretty suburban area.
you all have valid reasons not to go outside, no its not just "anxiety" or "paranoia", its just keeping on the look out for yourself because you guys deserve to be safe.
@@61subsandnovideos Yeah that's fair. And somehow I forgot to mention this-- I went out on a run in a local park all by myself when I was 13 (yeah, this isn't gonna end well), and I nearly, NEARLY got raped. Like I hardly got out of there. Just as he was about to put his hands on me, my mom saw me and ran up and we briskly walked away. Had she seen me even 5 minutes later, that man likely would have overpowered me and I would be helpless. I look back and think, how did I not see the warning signs? First of all, it was a man standing on the trail at the exact same spot, all by himself, doing nothing. As I ran by him, he asked me how I was and told me to enjoy my run. Later I passed him again, and he went up to me. He talked to me for a bit and got closer. I suppose I just didn't see the danger until my mom went and got me away from him. I guess I just expected someone like that to be an old man staring into your soul with a gravelly voice saying "do you want some candy?" But it's not like that. It's the charming, kind people who casually ask how your day has been. I wish someone taught me that. Luckily, I never was hurt at all. Just minor trauma, maybe. So yeah, that probably plays a somewhat major role in not wanting to go out on runs anymore. Seriously, how did I forget to mention this, it's pretty significant lol
girl u are counting some things VERY wrong, a apple of that size isnt 60 cal like NO WAY, and the cherry tomatoes, 100g of them have only 15 cal, and 100g of them is A LOT
I dont really get this ed thing. There are some people who educate themselves and track there diet and there are some people who went on tiktok and starved themself for a week.
I respect people who know what they are doing and exercising. It's just it feels kinda cruel that SOME people are just sitting in bed starving there stomach
@@f-0431 try to educate yourself then. eating disorders are a mental illness, it's not a diet. I never choose whenever I will eat or not, binge or not, it's out of my control and this youtube channel its just a personal diary to help me cope with my feeling.
We're all starving ppl telling eachother not to starve
Damn calling us out 😂
Called me out
You called me out haha
When I'm restricting or fasting, I realize I take more notice at life's simple, minute details... How a certain flower petal looks in the sunlight or a cloud in the sky
Even though it's a sickness, it helps keep me centered and grateful in a strange way
Hang in there, xo
omg it’s so hard when others around you eat food, especially when it’s the one you really like but I’m always saying to myself : you are not hungry bish! lmao it’s kinda sick but yeaaaah... hope everyone has a nice day!! 💗😊 by the way i love Korean diet vlogs, they’re so addicting :D
am I the only one? like I am doing the same thing (starving, consuming less foods) and cry everyday questioning myself. why am I like this cuz yeah,
Me too girl
yeah i wish i was normal
Me too :/
you are literally far from being the only one
Same here
BTW that beach on the 2nd day looks so beautiful, I'm jealous 🥺
"going for a run, I feel fat and disgusting"): why is such a mood?
i literally couldve had the most weight loss in quarantine but ive eaten so bad
Same
dont think about what could ve been. you cant change the past. but you definetely can change the future. wish you well
Same i used to clear entire loafs of cinnamon bread idk how i didnt end up obese
Not only am I bad at fasting but I get horrible hunger pains/cramps that make it almost impossible
I thought I'm the only one
I’m just scared that I’m gonna be in public somewhere and feel faint/pass out
I feel it too
tw (just in case) i want you, and everyone else watching this to know how loved you are. i know ed’s are so hard to overcome but i know you can do this
i missed you! im sorry that youve slipped into your old habits
🥺💗💗
Nooooo, don't talk about pizza 😭
I was finally getting one in months ('was too suspicious to refuse), plus from my favourite restaurant ! So I put away 1/2 of it, to give it to homeless people, et let the other half in the oven. I left for a bit. Then came back.
And my sister ATE IT ALL ! 😢😢🤣
So basically I haven't had a bite Q-Q
Also, it's really nice to see your videos again, they're so cuuuute ahh--
💙
Enjoy yourself ❤️
✨ reminder ✨if you find my videos triggering, if you don't like my content, just don't watch it? it's as simple as that 😊
karma is a b*tch cause i b/p today say yikes 😭
it wasn't my biggest one but still the calories ouch... it hurts
follow me on ig : instagram.com/_luneats/
luneats how much calories?
@@manialord1699 why do you want to know??
luneats just curious. My biggest binge was 2400 calories in one sitting.
@@manialord1699 I know you didn't wanted to sound mean but this is kinda like trying to compare calories. Which harmful, like she may feel extremely horrible if she consumed more than you. And btw your "binge" is perfectly fine for a average day.
Its absolutely alright ❤️, you are a human being
Ngl I'm so disgusted with my body I don't even go outside to do walk or run I just do walk on my rooftop 🌚
everyone is too interested in they're own body to worry about yours.
The way you feel about food is same as me tho I got over it alot but still struggling with it. My boyfriend says I am beautiful to him no matter what I look like that's what made me feel so better 🥰 I let myself eat whatever I want but eat a bit healthy. I am now over the binges and the restrictions but whenever I watch this type of videos I get nostalgic 😆
I love love love your videos! The aesthetics are beautiful, and i enjoy the piano version of those songs because its peaceful and i can sing to the lyrics in my head while watching 🌸
you are doing a great job, sending you all the good vibrations 💗
thank you so much!!! 💗
cheese is my number 1 food fear so i understand the pizza fear!
I feel terrible too, just ate 100 gr of cookies almost 500 kcal and 1/4 of a pizza 😭 why am I this way?
Now I feel so sad
still gonna continue eating cause i chose recovery, but im here because im not sick enough
your coffee looks so good and frothy omg
Eating less and those 24|7 food thoughts and the shame everyday of my body became my normal. I thought it would go away some day but it's been 5 years and so I go through days eating "normal'' and feeling terrible and then there are those restrict days where I feel good losing weight and still feeling terrible cus I basically know I'm harming my body. Did I want a second portion lasagna? Yeah. Did I eat it? No. Why can't I just enjoy Wtf I want but always overthinking if the kcal's r worth it. I'm so sorry fo ranting here didn't mean to. I just don't know anymore where else I should talk about stuff. Still, I'm so sorry for ranting.
I really loved your editing in the video, btw. It's smh really aesthetic! I hope you're better now 🥺😔🤍
I feel so bad becuase today I ate so much and I cried so hard
Bro pizza is my #1 fear food too! It literally scares the SHIT out of me...
same omfg but its also one of the best food ever I miss it so much
@@luneats Dude I know! I miss it too... :(
frrr I miss it tho
watching your video made my heart go out to you ❤️
I got anorexia when i was 15 and it took me 6 years to recover.
sending you all the love and support, and remember that you are worthy of love and recovery.
if you ever need someone to talk to, my DMs are always open on Instagram (@the.healingcookie).
xo Kylie
sunmii
I’m currently trying to recover from binge eating disorder, and I need to get in shape because I’m an athlete, so I wanna go out on runs. But, I’m afraid to go outside because I have a fear of getting kidnapped/murdered/raped if I step out of my house... idk why I’m like this. Like going around my neighborhood block scares me, I could never actually go out on a run :(
Iris Jackson yeah that sounds really scary. i don’t even live in a rough area. none of that happens regularly here. the only thing was maybe a month ago there was a pedophile who got arrested. but that’s it. i guess it’s just basic anxiety, because i shouldn’t be too afraid if anything where i am, because i’m in a pretty suburban area.
Iris Jackson thank you, you too!
you all have valid reasons not to go outside, no its not just "anxiety" or "paranoia", its just keeping on the look out for yourself because you guys deserve to be safe.
@@61subsandnovideos Yeah that's fair. And somehow I forgot to mention this-- I went out on a run in a local park all by myself when I was 13 (yeah, this isn't gonna end well), and I nearly, NEARLY got raped. Like I hardly got out of there. Just as he was about to put his hands on me, my mom saw me and ran up and we briskly walked away. Had she seen me even 5 minutes later, that man likely would have overpowered me and I would be helpless. I look back and think, how did I not see the warning signs? First of all, it was a man standing on the trail at the exact same spot, all by himself, doing nothing. As I ran by him, he asked me how I was and told me to enjoy my run. Later I passed him again, and he went up to me. He talked to me for a bit and got closer. I suppose I just didn't see the danger until my mom went and got me away from him. I guess I just expected someone like that to be an old man staring into your soul with a gravelly voice saying "do you want some candy?" But it's not like that. It's the charming, kind people who casually ask how your day has been. I wish someone taught me that. Luckily, I never was hurt at all. Just minor trauma, maybe. So yeah, that probably plays a somewhat major role in not wanting to go out on runs anymore. Seriously, how did I forget to mention this, it's pretty significant lol
we get through this!!
What app is that at 3:46? Also, I wish you a soon and quick recovery, love you, hun
Pacer
I like the app steps cause I can check how many calories I burned to other days too
Me throughout the video:
Pporappippam!!!!
ahahah
How do you fast without your family noticing
I fast as much as i can but its pretty difficult because i eat dinner with my family and i cant fake cause its really obvious :/
na na na na
na na na na
na na na na
pporappippam
Stay safe dear! ❤️
Ahhh what country do you live in it all looks so pretty!
what coffee do you drink? it looks so good and frothy lol
It looks like espresso :)
what app do you use to track steps/ calories?
what app was that? i love your vids
What app do you use to edit your videos? they’re so nice :3
Okay but what seeds and stuff did you put on your yogurt? It looked soooo good
Chia I think
Could you please share the editor you use?
I am dealing with this, so I know how hard this must be. I hope you can overcome this.❤
I was wondering what software you use to edit your videos?
can i come live with you??? your food looks amazing and that beach is gorgeous lmao
Wehre do. you live? It is so Beautiful
i hope i don’t bother you, but what app donyou use for steps counting??
i have a watch :)
luneats oooh okay. thank you 🤍
What is the app called that you used for your steps and calorie
❤️
Omg are you brazillian too? I saw that money 👁👄👁
i'm doing it
3:45 what is that app called?
Pacer
how old are you? and could you do a q+a?
What do you use to edit vids??? It’s so nicely done
vllo :)
What region are you where the water and beach is so beautiful?! I'm in pacific coast of u.s. and it's not this pretty... Oh it looks so lovely there!
south of France :)
What app do you use to edit?
what is the app at 3:48?
is that bulgarian beach
no ahah
it's beautiful though
girl u are counting some things VERY wrong, a apple of that size isnt 60 cal like NO WAY, and the cherry tomatoes, 100g of them have only 15 cal, and 100g of them is A LOT
how do u edit ?
Tu es française ?
oui
can you really burn THIS much calories with walking?
yes :)
Are you french?❤️
yes
Please start eating more In a day! ❤️
Ed = cured
I dont really get this ed thing. There are some people who educate themselves and track there diet and there are some people who went on tiktok and starved themself for a week.
I respect people who know what they are doing and exercising. It's just it feels kinda cruel that SOME people are just sitting in bed starving there stomach
@@f-0431 try to educate yourself then. eating disorders are a mental illness, it's not a diet. I never choose whenever I will eat or not, binge or not, it's out of my control and this youtube channel its just a personal diary to help me cope with my feeling.
You're talking as if we choose to do so
I’m literally so obsessed with your videos 💗
@lunaeats we have the same fitness tracker app !!!!!!
What program you use to edit your videos ? It’s so pretty and aesthetic.