We Need to Talk
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- Опубліковано 25 кві 2024
- I am a disabled content creator. I am Autistic and ADHD. It isn't something I talk about since it is very personal, but I want to raise awareness because I struggle most days and have kept it to myself, until now. Please watch this video until the end (if you can, or indeed want to).
This video is not clickbait in any way. A few weeks ago I almost gave up creating content as I felt unable to cope with the (seemingly innocuous) negative comments that content creators inevitably have to endure. While I appreciate that you may not find the comments particularly upsetting, it is very different for me as an autistic woman. I am fine, now, but it is only with love, support and a damn good therapist that I feel able to continue. I have been silenced for too long.
April 2024 is Autism Awareness Month and I have mentioned my friend Sarah Northwood in the video - Sarah has written a wonderful book which I will link below. Do take a look if you want to support a fellow creator.
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I also want to thank my incredible community here and on our Facebook Group - The Wonders of Watercolour. You mean so much to me - really!
Lots of love, Rae x
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Though the flowers you paint are so beautiful... You are the most beautiful flower of all. Autistic or not , you are still that same beautiful flower.
that's very kind of you - thank you x
I mean it. It is just a label. So glad you are not stopping.
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Thank you for sharing your story and your courage in speaking out about your experiences as a disabled content creator. It takes incredible strength to open up about personal struggles, especially in such a public forum. Your bravery in raising awareness about autism and ADHD is truly inspiring. Remember, you are not alone, and there are many who admire your resilience and creativity. Keep shining your light and know that your voice matters.
Thank you very much. It’s definitely been a journey x
Thank you for sharing this. You certainly found the right words for this video. You are loved and supported by your community. We are so glad you did not quit. Wishing all the Best for you! ❤
thank you John x
Helen, you have my utmost admiration and respect. Thank you for your honesty ❤
thank you very much - I was honestly worried about posting this (part of me was at least, the other part felt it was absolutely necessary for survival) x
I wish that I could give you a big hug. You are living life very bravely. You matter. And there's so many of us who think you are completely wonderful! You may struggle, but you don't have to struggle alone. We may not be face to face friends, but none the less, we love and support you!
thank you Vicki - you have been with me for a very long time - it means so much - thank you for your kind words x
Thank you, Helen..
I love watching you paint and talking about things. Your voice and modulation are very calming and easy, and your beautiful paintings are inspirational in a quiet, gentle way.
Take care, there are lots of us out here who would be very sad if you left..❤
Thank you very much x
I absolutely agree! Thank you so much, Helen! I love your content and wish you all the best!❤
Oh Rae,this I exactly what I was thinking as I watched and listened to you throughout this very moving video ❤ I’m almost 71 now and recognise so much in myself the emotions and feelings you’re struggling with! Outwardly appearing confident and happy, but really scared frightened and doubting myself all the time, please never forget how much you are appreciated and admired Helen, never give up! Please delete and block all negative hurtful comments you don’t need these people in your life! Just continue to be you! With love and best wishes xx Gillian 🥰❤️💕
Thank you very much Gillian - I think it is easy for us to present to the world with our 'masks' on, and hide away the difficulties we have - I hope this brings a little more understanding - once again, thank you x
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I only have three words " you are amazing" xx
that's very kind of you Wendy - of course I will disagree - self confidence on the floor etc - but thank you x
I recognized so much of myself in your story. I have wondered why I have also struggled so much with being hurt so badly by other people and their comments and have found myself isolating. Having found your channel and watercolors brings me joy and peacefulness. Thank you for your vulnerability and providing all this wonderful content for us to learn and grow as artists. I never even tried art before now and am amazed at how much I’m improving! ❤
Thank you so much Jill. RSD is so very hard and recovery from even perceived criticism can take literally weeks to recover from. Take care of yourself and I’m so glad you are finding joy in painting x
You brought tears to my eyes and my heart. I also am a recovery. I thank you with my whole heart for this video. You are amazing!🤗💕
Thank you. So are you. Hugs ❤️🌸💜🥰
I cannot say enough good things about you and how much I appreciate you sharing your skills and talent with the world. I just bought the book you referenced in the video, as I want to know more about Autism. Stay strong, Rae! We love you!
thank you very much Eileen - its been a hard year or so and seemed to be getting worse as time progressed to the point where I just felt I had to stop - I love my job so much so just needed to tell people how it was for me. Thank you again and for buying Sarah's book. Sarah is a wonderful lady and explains it so well x
I feel honoured that you felt you could share this vulnerability with us, and I am so very glad you are sticking with us. I, too, struggle with anxiety, and your videos give me so much peace and have made me a better artist ❤
Thank you for your kind words. It is so easy to get carried away with day to day life that we sometimes forget to pause and then things hit, and they hit hard. Look after yourself - hugs x
@@helencampbell ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you Xx
Your words brought tears to my eyes. I'm not sure I can fully understand how you felt, but when I was joint editor of a website we had people expressing their anger and dismay at what others had said about them. It's easy to say but we often advised - you have to learn to grow a thick skin. Mine's thicker than a rhinocerous hide now. The thing is, if you possibly can, don't think about your disability, think more about your ability. That is, you paint beautiful botanical studies and those are your treasures. Not everyone will appreciate that, but like many actors who refuse to read the bad reviews. You carry on as you have, fight the 'black dog' and try to be more positive because you do bring so much pleasure to many on here. Oh and love your voice! Beautiful like your art.
thank you so much for your kind words - it means a lot that you have taken time out of your day to respond to me. I will be fine, I will continue to paint and teach as it is my 'blood' - lots of love, rae
@@helencampbell I have speed read through all the comments so far and not one negative one amongst them. Nothing but love and affection for what you do and the knowledge you share with those people. You deserve every drop of love they are giving you.
@WolfmanWoody you are right. The comments are absolutely wonderful. I’m lost for words x
Rae - or Helen! not quite sure now - just wanted to tell you how much I have appreciated 'meeting' you virtually. I'm a botanic-garden trained horticulturist who now understands (thirty years on) that she did it all simply because she loved flowers so passionately. And yes, back then, when I was a hort student, I did do botanical art (badly!).
I now live a very isolated life in France (due to 'garden' issues!) and want to thank you for your honesty, as well as to let you know that you have had a huge positive impact on my rather solitary life ... there are other artists/painters on UA-cam who have inspired me, but you are one of my most important people, from whose work I have/am still learning so much.
I bought the reissue of your brushes ... am so excited for their arrival.
The last comment about you - 'the most beautiful flower of all' - is absolutely correct.
Thanks so much for all that you share of yourself, and never stop ... the world needs your brand of beauty.
Thank you. I use Rae as it’s my middle name. I just prefer it. Your comments have literally brought a tear to my eye because they mean so much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for such kind and beautiful words. X
Thank you for having the courage to share your story. I’m so so sorry for you and all of the artists who get horrible and negative comments unfortunately I think with the Internet that is one of the things that is become easy because you can sit behind the screen your faceless and nameless, and just to be mean, negative, arrogant, toxic with no repercussion. I hope you continue your UA-cam channel. I absolutely enjoy your artwork and your channel and I think you’re absolutely lovely. I understand that everybody needs to do what is best for themselves physically, emotionally as well as mentally.
Thank you Deborah - yes, its been tough. Thankfully it is rare but I still struggle with it - its part of working online for sure and is bound to happen - but it was getting too much for me. I am fine now but really considered giving up x
I am so glad you have not quit. Your channel has become one of my favorites. I struggle with alcohol. I have a 215$ metal safe that I have to lock my car keys and technology (iPad, phone etc) when I drink. That should explain enough. But 3 weeks before I retired 2 years ago I found my art again. I art every day. I no longer have the urge to drink for 12 hours on a Saturday for 2 years now! Your channel helps me with my art. I love love love tutorials and I will be joining your Patreon soon as well. You are needed my friend. I am glad you are also on a good path. Please do not take the negativity personally, I know thats hard to do, but it's more about the person being negative that has the issue. Think of it that way. Send the negative person peace. They need it. Thank you for being here for me! 🥰
Oh thank you for your kind words. They resonate with me for sure. Sending you love and hugs x
I just don't know what to say, such honesty. Please continue with your wonderful videos I enjoy them so much and they are inspirational. Sending much love❤
Thank you so much. It’s been very hard lately. I’m good though x
Wow. You are so very courageous. I know that must have been difficult to share. Thank you for sharing and congratulations on your sobriety anniversary. That is truly an accomplishment and very encouraging. Again thank you.
Thank you. I had huge reservations but glad I did x
Thank you for sharing your struggle, Rae. I'm in your corner, cheering you on. I thank you for your generosity of time and spirit.
thank you so much - means a lot xx
Thank you so much for sharing your struggles with us all. I have so much admiration for you. We never know what others are experiencing and I so appreciate you sharing your story. Know that you have impacted my life in such a positive way. Even though I may not comment on every post (as I have had my own struggles of late and have also limited my time on social media) that I watch and admire and yes - care. Please do what is best for you. I, for one, will follow you as long as you are here. You have taught me so much and made me a better painter and are a beautiful example of a sharing, talented artist. ((HUGS))
Thank you so much Sheila. It means a lot. And you look after yourself too. Hugs x
You have a difficult journey, Rae. It’s so true that one negative comment can blitz a thousand out of the water! Let me add one more positive…I love your channel, I love your art, I love following your tutorials. I recognize your voice and enjoy hearing it as you paint. Your delicate style is beautiful.
Thank you Angela - for your continued support and kind words - they mean so much x
My daughter, who is in her 40's has recently been diagnosed with autism. She felt a huge sense of relief, because here was an explanation of the way she felt and how it had affected her mental health from her teenage years to now. She is studying to become a psychologist & hopes to be able to council youngsters, especially those on the autistic spectrum. Thank you for sharing your story-- you're an amazing person.
How wonderful! I wish your daughter every success. I know she’ll be amazing in her career as she will already have great understanding. My sadness is due to the fact I wish I’d know earlier. I was almost 60 when I found out. Thank you for your kind words. Lots of love x
Phew! Thank you so much for sharing, being honest and open. My heart is with you. Just keep on being that special person you are. If someone posts negatively, they are not a true follower or friend, disregard them. You are as beautiful as the Cosmos in the video and we all love you for you. Take good care lovely lady, we’ve got your back. Lots of love. Xxx
thank you for your kind words - I expect negativity online - its par for the course, I just cant handle it - I wish it were easier. But, the love and support I have from my community really does mean the world to me - more than they could know xx
I hope that you continue on UA-cam ❤
Thank you. I will x
Thank you so much. You are so amazing. I know this couldn't have been easy for you. Actually, it was probably, monumental. Stand tall, be proud of who you are. And know that your fans, your true fans, are standing here to support you throughout.
I am so amateur. (Started less than 4 years ago and don't paint every day) I learn so much from watching you paint. Sometimes, it's how to make a better stem, or just a petal behind your center focus. You have made me and so many others better. And we are grateful. I am sending hugs across the 'big pond' to you.
And it's okay if grien up women have breakdowns in public. It can make us stronger. 💝
Thank you Diane - oh that meltdown in public was ugly - the man who attacked me (verbally) was quite violent and started poking me calling me a liar etc - it was horrible. Thank you for your kind words - I feel better xx
I am so sorry. I don't understand rude, mean people and at 67, I guess I never will.
We must take care of ourselves. And you are doing a remarkable job of taking care of you. I am painting on. ❤
@@DianeSCrawley thank you x
Hi Rae, I think you're really brave for sharing and being so open about your private struggles, that can't be easy!. I would say I think you're very good with words and having been mentored by you while setting up my You Tube channel, you were so incredibly supportive, encouraging and very easy to talk to.
Thank you so much - it means a lot. Its been a very tough time and to get to the point where I had to consider leaving, demonstrates the difficultly. I love teaching, its part of who I am and you were a joy to work with x
Dear Helen. Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us. I have a few artists that I follow, but you have been one that I can feel your personal beauty come across the waves. Even though your world seems small, you touch me here in a small city in Ohio. Psalm 139 says that we are fearfully and wonderfully made by God's hands. He knit you in your mother's womb before one day came to be. You are perfect! And now I realize just how perfect you really are. I'm going to pray for your agoraphobia. God has healed me from it, and He can heal you too.
Promising prayer
Paula
thank you for your kind words Paula and taking the time to right - lots of love, rae x
Sending you the strongest, most healing cyber-hugs I can! 🤗🤗🤗
And lots of admiration. You are a beautiful soul. 💖
Thank you so much x
I love hearing your experience. I have 3 ASD children and life is hard. Listening to your story and seeing your marvellous beautiful work is inspirational.
Thank you 🌸💜🥰
Bravo. Thank you for your courageous presentation and description of your struggle. I’m a retired Special Education teacher who found watercolours upon retirement during relocation, COVID and cancer recovery. You have been such a blessing to me and I’m very sorry your life has been so challenging. This video is so important for many reasons. Thank you for helping the non-neurodivergent community to understand ASD in such an intimate and articulate manner. Take care and I hope you love yourself as much as we, your grateful fans do. ❤
Aww thank you so much. I hope you are okay too. Sending love and hugs 🥰
I love your art. You opened a whole new chapter for me.
I have brain damage and experience similar emotions.
Thank you so much.
thank you - life can be so hard can't it? I guess we never know what goes on in each other's lives and the difficulties encountered. sending love x
I send you my love too.
I so enjoy each tutorial you post.
@@sharynjackson8158 thank you.
Oh, Rae. I have an autistic adult son and I completely understand your struggles. His world is very small too. His only real contact with the outside world is through his computer. I would struggle with negative comments myself, as my self esteem is quite low, so I think the best thing you can do is delete any negative comments immediately. You make wonderful videos, you look gorgeous and you speak beautifully. Please don’t stop making them, because we love your work. I honestly don’t understand people who make personal comments like that. Tell them to F off! ❤️
thank you - it's very hard to convey on a public platform since words can and most likely will be misunderstood. it means the world to me when people understand and 'get' me. Being neurodivergent is a struggle for sure but I love my work and have worked so hard - I don't want to give up. Thank you again x
@@helencampbell senza il buio delle persone malvagie non potremmo vedere la luce della tua bellezza. Ricordati sempre che alcuni dicono certe cose perché provano una grande invidia riguardo i tuoi meravigliosi disegni. In Italia è esistito un grande poeta che si chiamava Dante Alighieri. Scrisse un'opera intitolata La Divina Commedia e la divise in tre parti intitolate Inferno, Purgatorio e Paradiso. Cito una frase contenuta nella prima parte... *non ti curar di loro, ma guarda e passa * cioè lascia che vivano il loro inferno 🤗❤
@@paolacareddu9009 thank you very much for your kind words 💜🌸
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Well, continued love and support from here, Rae. I love your videos and have loved them from the first one I ran into some time ago. No one else has been able to connect with me through these creative paintings you've shared and I am very glad you've continued with these projects. Yes, I know it's been one-way, but I really appreciate you and what you do. Rest assured, I will happily continue to accept these gifts you share with us, but if you choose to protect yourself, I will understand and will always remember the peace you've shared with us.
Thank you for your kind words and taking time to write. It’s very appreciated x
Thankyou ❤
Thank you too x
Thank you💗 (loved the painting)....
You’re welcome 😊
Thank you so much for sharing this. ❤
Thank you for watching Diana x
I love it when you speak about your autism. You present it in such a beautiful and approachable manner 😊. And first! 😂
Thank you. And thank you 🤩
@@helencampbell And thank you too 😃.
@awatercolourist my absolute pleasure
I don't know what to say. I have been following you for a while now and you have been sharing such personal and deep things with us, strangers really. I admire the fact that you have not kept it to yourself. It makes me question myself, because I don't interact with other people and have a handful of people that I know. My world is small and I keep to myself. May God bless you and it is a privilege to know you and be part of your art journey. Love Susara
@@SusaraHEKusel thank you. It’s been a tough ride and I couldn’t stay quiet any longer Take care of yourself. It’s important x
I just saw this video now and THANK-YOU for talking about this Rae! I know I speak for the entire audience when I say that we are all so grateful for you, and sharing your experiences will help so many of us! But most of all, we are grateful that you have kept going in the face of all the challenges that came your way ❤ I am so sorry you were verbally abused WHILE WEARING YOUR LANYARD, TOO, that is shocking! People can be so cruel and so ignorant, it just blows my mind and breaks my heart. Keep going Rae, we are all behind you and we all love you so much ❤️ 💜 ❤💕✨️👌👏🤗🐝
Thank you very much, Dr Bee. It’s a funny world, there seems to be a divide between extremely kind and wonderful people and the exact opposite of that and not much in between. since my diagnosis and being more open about my disabilities, it has been really obvious who is who and how how I am treated sometimes appallingly and sometimes with overwhelming love.
Thank you for your ongoing support x
I just found you on you tube. What a blessing for me. Social media allows folks to criticize anonymously, and sadly, people who feel rather powerless use the keyboard as a weapon. I’ve seen that so much. So glad to see you using your considerable strength and talent to take care of yourself. I am a 77 year old mother of an autistic son. Sending you thoughts of strength and peace.
Thank you very much for your kind words. Sending you the same back xx
Just be you! Every flower in the garden are important. No one else but you, can be you. Does the daffodil look down and judge the Forget-me-not for not being yellow. Only silly and damaged people judge.
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Thank you
I lost a child to opiates. I celebrate every time I hear someone who is succeeding in sobriety. I understand completely where you've been. My son had ADHD and I'm sure he was undiagnosed dyslexic. It's entirely possible he was also autistic.
Stay strong. You have a good channel. You are worthy.
I’m so so sorry for your loss. The pain must be unimaginable. Thank you for taking time to write such kind words. Love and hugs x
I also struggle with RSD so I can understand how much courage it would take for you to continue posting your videos when any slightly negative comment can trigger a downward spiral. Thank you for sharing your beautiful art with us ❤
Thank you. It’s really hard isn’t it x
Hi Helen, Thank you for sharing your story about your autism diagnosis because my husband has autism and I struggle with helping him sometimes. It is helpful to hear about how others are working thru the most challenging feelings. Sending you my love and prayers 💖🌸
Thank you very much x
Not my fault, but I am sorry some others have posted negative comments. As a fellow sufferer of Autism (and many other issues) I appreciate this video in very many ways. Thank you for sharing. I wish to success in your work & and struggles, many of which I've also had.
Thank you Larry. I’m sorry to hear that you have struggled too x
@@helencampbell At now 86 & only realizing my circumstance about 6 years ago, my now attitude is I have no time for the B.S. of others & just live my life my way.
@@larryglatt2548 absolutely agree x
Thank you so much for sharing your story Rae. As I don't know what it's like to have Adult Autism, I do know what it's like to have an addiction. I am 28 years clean from drugs and alcohol. I was also diagnosed with bi-polar later in life and high anxiety and depression. These diagnoses came after my son passed away in 2017. I didn't use any drugs but wanted to drink badly. It was through an amazing support of women in my life that held on to me as I grieved. I actually had several losses starting with my husband in 2011, my best friend in 2012, my Dad in 2015 and my son. I became extremely fearful of death to the point of a breakdown and had to go on medication. I so admire you and your creative talent as an artist. I appreciate you even more since you bravely shared your journey with Autism. I think that's why I love your UA-cam channel and especially the Facebook group because you are so supportive of us all we are all so supportive with one another. I don't care what anybody says we all need validation, acceptance, and to be appreciated at times. It doesn't have to be all the time, but we should show individuals how much we care for whatever they are going through. You are an amazing lady Ms. Rae and your tutorials have helped me tremendously. I will keep you in my prayers as always and I am confident that you will continue to be a success as an artist and as a human being.
Dear Linda. First of all, let me say I’m so, very sorry, to hear about all your losses it sounds incomprehensible and I have no words to even say how hard it must’ve been for you. Thank you very much for your kind words. Thank you for sharing your work in our group. I think it’s a wonderful thing that we can share a mutual love of art and it brings so many of us together. We are so lucky to have our wonderful Facebook group that is cared for by our team making it safe and wonderful. It’s such a pleasure to know you X.
@@helencampbell Same here Ms. Rae! You're the best!!
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You are a brilliant artist and teacher. and so generous to offer your teaching on public platforms. You will probably never know how much positive effect you have had - and will have - on many, many people. Thank you.
Thank you very much Janice x
I have a nephew on the autism spectrum so I understand. He has his limitations in many aspects of life, but also there are things where he is truly exceptional. Your art is exceptional and I appreciate what you provide. Thanks!
Thank you very much 😘❤️
Please do not give up, your openness and wonderful artistic and teaching style are so refreshing and helpful. You are a beautiful person and your followers would truly miss your content on UA-cam. I found your teaching style to be accessible and generous from the very beginning and slowly you have walked us through....thankyou thank you.
Thank you for your kind and supportive words xx
Thank you for sharing, I too have problems, social phobia etc, so I know how you feel, I am happy that you have help and pray you find happiness and contentment
Thank you Sandra
I understand totally where you are coming from, it is striking close to home. But I hope you continue to share your incredible talent with us. You inspire us to bring out the best in us. Thank you for all that you give.
Thank you very much for your kind words. X.
Thank you and bless you. I worked with children with autism for 20 years and it is important that people be more aware of their behaviors and needs. You are very brave and generous in sharing your personal experience. Understanding is crucial. May all your experiences be gentle ones.
Thank you again for your kind words and support xx
Love your videos and artwork !!! When people have negative comments do what my sister-in-law does and just say “BITE ME” she even has a t-shirt printed with it. Remember they’re the ones with the true problem !!!!
thank you Sharon - oh I have a few slogan tee shirts - with much worse than that on it lol - thank you again for your support x
Very brave of you Helen. It must be difficult to put yourself out there week after week. I’m not sure I could do it myself. I also have a disability called Fibromyalgia so I can understand the pain & suffering you must have undergone not being diagnosed until recently.
I have tried to catch all your vids & am subscribed, because I do enjoy your flower demos. This cosmo is particularly delicate & beautiful.
Thank you for sharing.
I am glad you didn’t give up!
Thank you so much. ☺️ I actually have fibro too. I was diagnosed in my 30s so I absolutely understand your pain. Much love x
I think you are a brilliant artist! Thank for sharing your story. I always just thought it was to hard to fit in, so I am just me, like or not. Stay strong as you are!
thank you - that's very kind of you. You stay strong too x
Thank you so much for having the courage to share.
Thank you Sinead x
Thank you for sharing. I'm so glad you are not quitting, you are so talented and I enjoy watching your watercolor come to life. I will be 4 years sober in August!! So well done with that work also 👏 🙌 👌 👍
Thank you very much and congratulations, that’s incredible x
Thank you, Rae. Sharing brings awareness. I appreciate your absolutely amazing paintings and courage to make utube videos.
Thank you very much vickie x
I enjoyed your story so much and am very happy that you've found your way in life, with bumps of course, but you're doing what is good for you.
I'm autistic and my family of origin (mother and siblings) doesn't take it seriously, they just think I'm annoying, exagerated, dramatic, picky, etc., I guess. But I'm just different and I can't help it. They expect me to behave like them but that's extremely exhausting.
So, it makes me happy that my kids understand, love and accept me just the way I am.
If you still haven't, my wish for you is that you find special people that accept and love you for who you are.
Thank you. Your story sounds exactly like mine. It’s all too very common and familiar in our community. It’s taken years to realise that I didn’t have to put up with it. Stay strong. Be you the loudest and proudest version ever. Love and hugs x
Thank you so much for sharing......sensory overload IS a huge struggle and as an artist, that comes along with the art...breathe in, breathe out...rest...enjoy
Thank you x
Thank you for sharing. I am also sober 11 years now, struggled my whole life with mental health and had a very late diagnosis on the spectrum in my forties. I have had the worst times and the best times. I feel my diagnosis explained so much of my life and am sure it was the reason I was able to do otherwise impossible things and things that gave me the greatest meaning and joy. It is enormously exhausting though, and I am enjoying being pretty isolated and painting and reading. After so many decades I can relax and have fun without all the judgement . It is a disability but it can also be a gift . . ( That doesn't make it the least bit easier though) Respect from me.
Thank you Lisa and congratulations on your sobriety. You are right. There’s so much joy in being neurodivergent too. It’s hard when we are misunderstood. Thank you again for taking the time to respond. Hugs. Rae x
May you feel the love and strength from all the positive comments here! You are an amazing artist and I am grateful that you share your talent! I also love your brush set and feel more confident using them. Take care ❤️
Thank you so much!
Rae thank you for sharing your pain. Our oldest daughter has 2 Adult children with Autism, it has been difficult for them, and her,however they have had a lot of help. They are now trying very hard to navigate the adult world. With support and success. Keep well ps so enjoy the art. Xx
Thank you xx
I've been your subscriber for a while and want to say that you are a great artist and an amazing person who built up the community giving us so much of your experience, expertise, inspiration to try to create. Through your videos you have made art much more accessible. Unfortunately social media is toxic and I'm so sorry sorry you were negatively affected by it! I'm very grateful for every video of yours, every piece of advice you shared, every product recommendation. I am sending you a virtual hug and wishes of peace and joy every day! ❤
Thank you very much for taking the time to write such kind words. X
Thank you for sharing. I can understand some of your struggles. I have followed you because of your special way of teaching. It clicks with my learning style. I have grown leaps and bounds in my painting, all because of you and your channel. I stayed up for hours watching your videos when I first discovered you. We just never know do we? I send you so much admiration and love. Please know how valued you are. And thank you so much for sharing your expertise in watercolor and life. Please take care of yourself and know we will be here for you, to watch your talent and learn so much more. You really have a beautiful gift and we are so lucky you share it with us. You are one of my all time favorite watercolor channel ❤
thank you very much for taking the time to write and for your kind and encouraging words. And you are right, we never know what someone is going through. With the love and support of my incredible community I am continuing to do the thing I love the most. Thank you again - much love, Rae x
Your art is inspiring! you don´t need to feel down if someone dislike you or your art because at the end of the day what matters is if you like it when the process of creating gave you the best feeling as usualy gives. if someone dislikes you it means you don´t need to deal with that person anymore. it is in fact as simple as it looks like. wish you the best for your art and personal life. cheers
Thank you - Yes, I agree. The point I was making in the video was that generally Autistic people have RSD (I talk about this in the video) and it can take a long time to recover. Thank you for your kind words
You bring great joy with your beautiful pictures and videos. You show great empathy and skill in your explanations. Thank you for that. ❤
Thank you xx
I am absolutely honoured to know you a bit better through your sharing of some of your struggles and challenges. It was wonderful watching you paint and listening at the same time! Thank you so much for the shout out too. The pain we go through realising our new found understanding as late diagnosed autistic / neurodivergent people is intense. A journey I'm very much still taking and figuring out as I go. The book was centred on my own experiences and if it helps even one other person it will have been worth it. Take good care, Sarah x
thank you for watching the video Sarah - you are right, the journey is hard and intense and hard to convey with words, the difficulties we face. Your book is wonderful and explains things so well, so much better than I ever could. I highly recommend this book to anyone - it moved me beyond words x
@@helencampbell your words were perfect. It was an absolute joy to watch and listen.
I love your work. The time, effort, and commitment to each painting and each video is unbelievable. Your work inspires me. I love the positive atmosphere of your pages, and that is hard to find on most social media. My daughter is Austic and diagnosed recently. We suspect I am also. We have some of the same issues you describe. My daughter (18 years old) is off almost all social media because of this. Life is more challenging, but also, we share such joy and laughter. Sometimes, it's hard to see all the good, but it's there! And for me, painting has become a huge stress relief, and that's thanks in large part to your work. ❤❤❤
Thank you very much Michelle. And for your recognition that my social pages are positive spaces to be. My team of moderators work so hard and I’m immensely proud of the safe and happy space we have created. Your daughter is sensible reducing her social media time. Another app which I won’t mention can be very unsettling for us. Take care and thank you again x
Virtual hugs to you Rae. Keep doing what is best for you. I love your artistic abilities, your calming voice, the beautiful music in your videos, etc. You are a treasure and we all love you! It’s such a shame that individuals on social media feel motivated to be hateful to others to make themselves feel better. ❤❤❤
Thank you so much Susan - your words mean a lot x
Received my brushes and another gift today-your heartfelt and brave conversation with regard to autism. My beautiful very artistic young granddaughter is newly “ diagnosed”. As varied and beautiful as Mother Earth is- so are each of us. Thankyou for sharing your gifts- they mean much to many and i will save this video for her when she is a little older😘
thank you for purchasing the brushes Barbara - you will love them I'm sure. And more importantly, thank you for your very kind words - lots of love Rae x
I send you my respect and admiration for sharing your story.... I love a lot the way you paint...
Thank you very much
Oh Helen. Thank you so much for sharing your story. We love and respect you even more for carrying on and doing what you love. We’re with you every step of the way. Much love - Dawn 🌅
Thank you very much Dawn. Hugs x
Thank you for sharing. Thank you for your fantastic talent and for sharing it with me. Such beauty is rare and gives joy and awareness. Thank you.💗💕💕💕💌💘💝❤
Thank you Beth for your continued support x
Rae I have the most respect for you. Your work is so beautiful and I love the fact that you so generously share your knowledge. You are doing the good work. Thanks for also sharing your struggle fighting for your life. It gives courage to me.
Thank you so much!
I think you are an amazing artist and have amazing videos, supplies, and more! I was going through a loss, I stumbled on your UA-cam videos that gave me motivation and encouragement to paint more often as well as cope. Don’t give up, you are amazing!
Thank you for your kind words. I’m so very sorry to hear about your loss. Sending love x
Im so grateful for your sharing of this very important information. Being educated about Autism and other disabilities is si important for everyone! Im also grateful that those of us who follow you and learn soooo much from you, wont be losing you. The world would be a much dimmer place without the absolute glow that is you......please know that you are loved and admired. Thank you Rae
Thank you very much Trina x
Thank you for sharing - you are amazing ❤
Thank you Shannon
Thank you for sharing. I love your videos. A close friend was just diagnosed with ADHD and ASD. While it explains so much, it is a shame to have lived into your fifties without understanding yourself and learning how to cope with the world around you (I am referring to my friend).
Yes it is. Part of my trauma now is living my life undiagnosed. Those lost years. It’s very hard. I hope your friend gets the support she needs. Xx
@@helencampbell 💗 I hope you both get the support you need. My friend found out today that she will be getting some accommodations at work, after first being refused. It shouldn't be so hard.
@hotironmom thank you. Yes I am. That’s wonderful news so your friend but yes, it shouldn’t be that hard 😢 x
Beautiful art and thanks for sharing your story. Rise above any criticism, delete them and enjoy the praise. I understand what you’re saying because I’m also neurodivergent. Take care. xxx
Thank you Shirley. You too xx
I suffer from a tbi. And have always wanted to start a UA-cam channel. But I don't know if I have an enough creative and I get easily discouraged. And so thanks for sharing and caring
Thank you Katie. Why not just give it a try. It could be your thing. The best thing. Hugs x
You are a great artist and a lovely person.
Thank you so much 😀
Rae, Thank you for having the courage to post this video! Know that I deeply appreciate the gift of who you are and the gift of your art that you share so beautifully! Peace be with you!
Thank you
Helen thank you so much for sharing your story. It takes a lot of courage….and your pictures and kind words are inspiring 😊❤
Thank you xx
Thank you for helping to raise awareness and teach more about your experience with Autism. It just might help the world become a little more compassionate. And I love your cosmos 🧡💛💙💜❤
Thank you ❤️💜🌸🥰
It takes great courage to share such a personal story. Thank you for trusting us with your message. I greatly admire your talent as an artist and have learned so much from your videos. Take care of yourself and your needs, and please know that you have a great community of support and caring from your viewers.❤
Thank you and yes I absolutely do and really appreciate it xx
Thank you for sharing your story. I enjoy you’re videos and paintings so much. You’re an incredible artist. 👍🏻👍🏻 🤗
Thank you
Thank you for bravely sharing your story and experiences and being willing to educate those who follow you. My adult son this year has been diagnosed with autism - it has been hard to understand his challenges- but you have expressed it so well for me and with such tenderness. I applaud you -
Your work is beyond beautiful and mesmerizing to watch. Don’t change a thing!! You inspire us with such beauty. God Bless you!!
What a lovely message. Thank you so much x🌸💜
Thank you. Your words were beautiful to hear. Disabilities are so often silent and unseen by others. You are indeed a brave woman to share yours with us. You are also a beacon of hope to those who suffer in a sometimes cruel world!
Thank you so much x
Your work is beyond wonderful. Shame on haters. Why do they feel ok to write what they would not say to your face. Be strong, stay strong.
Thank you x
Thank you for sharing your story, you are very brave to do this, please know you are not alone. I can relate as I suffer with depression and severe anxiety also. You are a wonderful artist and teacher, I have had the pleasure of watching you and learning from you. You are so loved by your followers and your videos help so many of us step away from our struggles while watching you paint. You are a blessing to us all.
What lovely things to say. Thank you very much x
Thank you so much for this post. Your words are powerful, more so for the courage it took for you to say them. Bravo!!❤
Thank you Linda and for the super thanks xx
Thank you for sharing your story. Your beautiful voice and your easy explanation made it easy to understand. Thank you for being brave and ‘hanging in there’. I can only imagine your struggles as I am not in your shoes. I need to share that I admire, appreciate and enjoy your UA-cam presentations.
Thank you very much xx
Oh sweetheart. You are an amazing intelligent talented and yes very well spoken and kind and courageous woman. Having met you snd having you in my life has been a gift. I’ve shared some issues that I’m going thru in my life. It’s not easy is it. Never is. My mother god love her (I say that with tongue in cheek lol) used to always say, “if we knew each time we’d stumble and fall we’d place a bed of straw beneath us to cushion the blow!” How true isn’t it? Fear is so debilitating; something I’ve lived for the last few years. What’s the answer? There is none except we must live our lives with as much integrity as we can. And my dear friend and i sincerely mean the “friend” part; you have done exactly that. Much love and many hugs and all the support you need. EE.
Thank you so much Elizabeth. Yes we have spoken privately. I think we understand each other. Much love. Rae 🥰🌸
Thank you for telling your story. You are a beautiful soul ❤️ please never give up I would be very sad if you did. Your paintings and videos are amazing 😊
Thank you for your support x
Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself, and thankful you’re not leaving social media. I have learned so much from you. Your life has made a difference in mine.❤
Thank you so much. That’s lovely to hear x
You are a strong, beautiful human being with a lovely personality and honestly, the reason I painted as long as I did was because your videos kept inspiring me to do so. My hyperfixations usually never last as long as mine that one did :D You also inspired me to actually try making and posting videos. You're amazing. That is all. Actually no that is not all. Beautiful painting! Now THAT is all.
Thank you very much Cass. Xx
Thank you for your honesty. Your words hit home for me and inspire me to keep on keeping on. You are good; you are kind; you are talented; and you are beautiful.🌹
That’s very kind of you. Thank you x
thank you for this video,
Thank you too x
Your videos are of great inspiration and usefulness. Go ahead, many need you, you are an example of perseverance and excellent artistic level and sensitivity.
Thank you x
You give us so much with your art. Thank you.
Thank you x
I thank God for who you are! You are such a gift to us! You have been such a blessing to me.❤❤❤
Thank you