You're not alone. I have felt like an outsider my entire life as well... I am the "weird" one. It's very lonely at times. I believe there are many others here from other places helping to raise the vibration of humanity. Bless you for your contribution.
Vanille, you are most DEFINITELY not alone in your feelings of being ‘not of this place’, of being a misfit! I think so many of us who are awakening feel exactly that, perhaps because we are only just beginning to find one another. I am surrounded by others, yet most of the time still feel a deep loneliness for true connection - as you said, to find someone who really gets me. I travel the world, looking for my tribe, and for a place that feels like ‘home’, but I don’t even know what that actually feels like. But, like you, I have also realized that this is the Universe telling me I need to cultivate that feeling of connection and home within myself. I believe this is when our real tribe and home will reveal themselves. Lots of love to you, and gratitude for being able to know you over the ethers!
I just finished journaling today and the question I posed to the universe was "WHERE is my tribe and WHERE is my home" and lo and behold my phone dings with a notification of this vlog from you!!! Talk about the heights of synchronicity! With tears and laughter and nodding in total agreement, I watched it. I know of so many "fellow aliens" thanks to the internet gods like you mentioned. As always fingers crossed that I will find my tribe as will you. Stay blessed angel 😇💝💫
your storytelling and connection with nature are truly captivating! Your ability to bridge the gap between those of us who feel alienated and disconnected is remarkable. Your content has touched many lives and provided solace to those seeking a deeper connection with the wild. Keep shining your light and sharing your experiences - you are making a positive impact on so many. Your honesty is a beacon of hope for those in search of a sense of belonging. Thank you for being an inspiration!
Started crying listening to your story. Oh my goodness 😂 I live in a big city and have always dreamed of living in the wild. sometimes its hard living around so many people yet not being able to forge a deep connection as of I am an alien! 👽👾 Thank you so much for sharing your love and passion and wacky thoughts ❤❤❤ we are definitely not alone
I think you may come from a dimension of consciousness that's ahead of our existence as humans in the here and now. There are many "freaks" out there (just kidding tenderly...), but you are certainly not one. You are more so someone who is like many more people should be. Thank you for your artistic and profound sharings! They are so much needed and reach the souls who belong to your tribe. I totally identify! 💜💜💜 Welcome to Planet Earth!
I’ve often felt like I’m from a different place and an earlier time. I’m 46, and once I reached my 40s I stopped caring much, much less about fitting in. I’m a lot more comfortable now acting as my authentic self, and life is a lot more fulfilling that way. I think many of us who feel like we don’t fit in are just deep thinkers who aren’t content with following the same conventional path everyone else is following. We see so many other options, and we want to explore them. I realize now that is something to be celebrated. Free-spirited people have uniquely beautiful gifts to share with the world!
NEVER give in to the socially usual ways just to "fit in". Be yourself at all costs and you will be happy. What I like about you is exactly your uniqueness. Never change.
People do the same things to be different (hair style, tattoos, piercings, etc.) which have nothing to do with being different, only looks. Being different is BEING different. People easily forgive you for being wrong, but never forgive you when you are right. When you are different, people will treat you like you are wrong.
Oh, I want to hug you! Yes, many of us "want to go Home" and don't feel like we belong here. It's too bad so many of our soul tribe is scattered all over the Earth, in order to spread our Light with others who are not on the same frequency. It is a very lonely road sometimes. I have a black cat too who was a feral stray and after 1 1/2 years so has come to trust me. She jumps into my lap every day so I can love on her. She is very special and has 6 toes on each paw. So, glad to know you have a black cat as well. You are definitely not alone here and hopefully one day your Soul tribe will be back together for an awesome reunion! We all had to be here on this planet at this time of great change, to bring our Light and I am so glad I found you on YT. Thank you for all your videos. They are so beautiful! Hugs!
You are not alone Vanille, but you are now more visible to your Tribe. There are more Old souls on this planet now than in the last 13 millenia. It is the 'Last Great Gathering" of Old souls from all over the Galaxy to help bring in the Transformation of Humanity and provide an EXAMPLE of what ppl can BEcome as an evolved entity. YOU are doing a great job of doing just that. I too live alone in a remote area but enjoy the company of animals and birds, and the occasional visitor to share a coffee with. You are exactly where you are supposed to be and doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing, otherwise you'd be somewhere else doing something different !! Bless your Beautiful soul. ❤💯💓
This is where YT excels- your tribe can come find you!❤ The flip side of that coin- the YT algorithm can be unfair to channels who don’t upload consistently, and sometimes that’s just not possible for sensitive, feeling people like us. It’s alright though, all things in due time! Wishing you ALL watching the very best!
They've also recently said they will be boosting the channels of "minorities" which of course is discriminatory along with being stupid. Caucasians are the minority of the entire planet. Does YT think that YT is not all over the world? Truly boosting "minorities" would be to boost Caucasians. I expect YT to be good even though they never have been. Perhaps one day soon the idiots that run YT will be replaced with good people who will do things the right way.
You poses so much inner wisdom 🥰 love to be part of the quirky, dreamy, unique tribe. This world needs you. How inspiring you are! Thank you so much ❤️
You are an outsider, and thank the stars for that! I doubt you would be happy any other way. Your unique gifts and lens on the world, shown in these artfully created videos, are simply a treasure!
Feeling the same from start to end. Even with the 'waiting the next grocery trip to have social interaction' haha. I'm starving deep relations and conversations but i always find myself running out when it came to me. I'm weird... But i embrace it and do my best to get out of the little world i'm building within myself. Remember: We are never alone.❤
I couldn't be more happy and grateful for living in this time and age where is possible to connect with souls like you. Thank you for being such a meaningful presence for us. A la prochaine!
I have always been the outlander. It is no different now that I am 63 rotations around the sun. I keep very good company though, myself and all of nature. I have always, since early childhood, looked to the stars and longed for home in a time that there was no language for it. We are here to heal humanity. Thank you for including us on your beautiful journey. Blessings*
So many Synchronicities. There are many of us unique souls here who don’t feel at home here. For some months now I have been even saying it outloud “I’m just visiting here, I don’t really belong here”. This has been a new feeling. I have been a sensitive soul and a seeker and a healer for a long time. Only recently did I start to feel so fatigued of this odd world I don’t feel I fit into well at all. And these words have been coming out of my mouth too these last few months. Then this weekend, journeying to a trip in the woods some new books come my way and I am half way into a book written in 1984 by Dolores Cannon “Keepers of the Garden”. I am half way thru the audio and its pretty wild. It proposes that earth was on a path for annihilation and many aliens (nearby neighbors) chose to come incarnate here to be helpers, like stopping your neighbors suicide. I did never think of myself as an alien. But certainly as a spiritual soul that struggles with the synthetic elements of humanity. Then I push pause on the book when I parked the car, came into my lodging and when I opened UA-cam there you were at the top with this heading “I am an alien in a human body”. It’s comforting to know many of us feel this way. Thank you Vanille for making a space for us visitors to earth to connect. ❤
Good thought. Good words. Good deeds See my friends you are not human being having a spiritual experience, you are spiritual being having a human experience, and the mystery of life is not a problem to solve, but a reality to experience. A process that cannot be understood by stopping it. We must move by the flow of the process, we must joined, we must flow with it And remember You are the eternal energie of the universe. You didn't come into this world, but you came out of it. Like a wave comes out of the ocean. As above, so below
I wanted to add, that i have been referred (at 33) for a potential autism diagnosis (everyone is shocked as I must mask it well to fit in). But it explains why I am so intensely passionate about things and how my inner world is often not being reflected in the outer. Hence the alien in a human body sort of feeling.. I have much reading to do on this topic.. something else I deeply enjoy. Research haha. In the spiritual world autism is seen quite differently - it's a gift. But it can feel deeply painful and hard to find acceptance for oneself. Perhaps you'll relate to some of those deep emotions that are so difficult to explain to a seemingly harsh outside world. I'm gently learning to lean into my sensitivities and to build a life around what feels kind and good. I spent my whole life so far doing the exact opposite and I am so excited to see what i might achieve now that I have woken up to myself and my strengths.
@@lovelyenglishnature3277 Yes, that is exactly how I feel too. I think we’re on to something.. even if I don’t quite understand it yet. Thank you for this 😊💛
@@recoverywithme I’ve spent a few years trying to work things out. You could try Lightworker and Lightworkers Guide to the astral realm by Sahvanna Arienta…I’ve found those useful lately. Some of it seems a bit silly but they helped a few pieces slot into place. I know that it is very painful…my mental health is terrible lately, but there are lots of us feeling like this. We’re just spread out and even anyone local to us can be hard to find because we don’t openly talk about these things. You may find that you start to spot fellow autistics/highly sensitive people very easily after a while (I’m a bit older than you).
@@lovelyenglishnature3277 thank you so much! I’ve been finding a lot of fellow sensitive folk recently, though not close enough to call friends. Usually strangers, fellow UA-camrs or even my partners family member - who has since been diagnosed. I couldn’t believe it came as such a surprise. It was so obvious to myself and my own sensitivities. Even my partner has noticed me tuning into people in ways that he can’t so easily sense. It’s quite a comfort in many ways. I too have been feeling a new level of overwhelm and emotion.. but it feels like a lot of past trauma that I’ve had suppressed for so long. Plus the world is on fire and seemingly no one cares.. it’s quite painful. Thank you so much for your recommendations, I will be looking all this up first thing tomorrow! And yes I am based in London, for now.. but I too have dreams of moving back closer to nature. I know my time will come soon 💛💫 Sending love & immense gratitude! xxx
Hey fellow astral traveller, loved this video! As a hermit myself I completely understand how it can feel lonely sometimes. And even though we may be filled with self love, we still need that connection with others.. beautiful, isn't it ❤ Actually, I've been looking around here to find some new soul family members as well, and I'm so happy I stumbled across one of your videos a little while back.. I absolutely adore your energy and the lovely environment you've found yourself in! You're living my dream life! ☺️ Building a life here in The Netherlands is hard. I'm 24, living with my narcissistic parents (I love them but it's hard not being able to get a break from the emotional abuse) and I'm partially disabled and in multiple chronic pains, so money is tight. After my spiritual awakening in 2018 there's nobody in my surroundings that really understands what I went through, and I lost everyone, except for my best friend. My dream for this life is to see as much of the world as I can and to meet as much soul family as possible.. so maybe we'll cross paths someday, somehow, I'd love to connect with you! But for the time being, thank you for expressing yourself and connecting with us here (something I have yet to find the confidence for)! Much love, from your Sirian star sister 👽💐💖
I feel you! I was feeling related to each word that came out of your mouth. You´re not a-lone that´s a fact. I love my solitude I enjoy being just with me however that keeps us isolated from other realities and people need to be listened and loved just the way they are. Even though they don´t share our same ideas or ways to see the world. They aren´t as opened as some of us I guess, that´s why we are here to show them how beautiful life in this planet is and how we can truly connect with nature... And look after it on every single step they give. Keep on! We are getting united more and more
i seriously feel this way all of the time--today especially. I am extremely glad to see you post this video today. thank you for being so open and vulnerable in sharing your experience with us. i can fully relate to grocery shopping, or even just being able to grab coffee with someone relatable, as being the highlight of your week. i am somewhat of a recluse myself, and these little interactions have great meaning to me.
I wrote about this feeling in my journal this morning. "It was a very bad idea to come here. I highly underestimated how hard it would be. I just want to go home." I am 45 and I have always felt that way. The weird thing is that I was born with an extra finger on both hands. It was tiny, like a thread and the doctors had to stitch it to hand. I have a small bump on the side of my hands because of it. You are not alone. I dont know why we are here but one day we will get to go back home, within the stars. I cant wait. 💫 To us misfits and visionaries.Thank you for making this video. I really needed it today.
I hear you , I'm 50 and have bad health, felt much of the same , like a visitor not from here. It kind of sucks and I've heard a few spiritual teachers/ people say that they remember signing up for the contract of holding love, light and create change , but it's extremely challenging and lonely life being the outsider. Bad planning 😅 they could at least put us in some soul groups or families that matched our energi .
Wow. I hear ya, I’m 46 (yikes, I quit counting after 40, had to do the math…seriously) and have only found 1, possibly 2 true members of my “earth tour group”. I think many of us have it so hard and rough is that in a lot of ways we are the demolition crew, for the old paradigms. Scouts and beacons have come before us and some Trail Blazers but I think a huge portion of GenX is here just to keep hacking away at the vines and chains, and busting rocks and walls all while keeping our own torches lit, and trying to maintain space for the future. It’s a hard job. But someone has to do it.
@deannagriechen1263 yeah I feel the same, we spread out thin all over the planet. I have met a few I feel I have known before , but maybe more like a karmic relationship. I really long for real soul family where you can be yourself and feel seen , share the same vibration.
I'm not from here as well and I know how you feel. It's like being in an episode of Planet of the Apes, who have only a limited perception of what is going on outside of Earth. Thank you for sharing your stories.
@kian369c - I almost snort laughed hot coffee out of my nose when I read your “Planet of the Apes” comment! 🤣. I made a similar comment the same day to a friend while on the phone. Im so exhausted dealing with close minded, hard hearted, willfully ignorant and cruel beings.
I get you. Sometimes people are narcissistic or they play the role of a rock because they are afraid others may be narcissistic. This is a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing.
My garden has been struggling this year, the weather is out of sorts. You are a beautiful soul inside and out, I would be more than proud to call you friend no matter where you are from I keep to myself for the most part but I stay in touch with friends through messenger. It works for me, so far lol. May the universe bless you on your journey.
Hello Miss Vanille ! And cheers to all the Weirdos out there !! 🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳🥂🥂🥂 I feel you Sis' , having normal conversations about normal subjects with a " normal " group of people ( I think that a lot of humans act normal because of the fear of rejection) is always very challenging for me. But it's also getting easier with age 🤭, you just don't care the same way ( maybe that's THE wonderfull thing about getting old 😉). What can I say ? I've been bullied ( like a lot of children) because of my huge pair of glasses ... Nowadays, I wear contact lenses. But it was not a part of my body, it was just an object. A very usefull one, but a thing that you can put off. For you, it's another level, it's a part of your body that everyone can see... I cannot even imagine the trauma. And look at you now : You're a healer, a talented UA-camr, a beautifull and strong person that inspires people from all around the World. You could have become a very embittered or traumatized adult. And there you are magicaly helping people ! 🙏🙏🙏 Merci pour cette nouvelle vidéo, les instants câlins avec le chat m'ont fait fondre 🥺🥺🥺. Ici aussi l'été est plutôt pourri (beaucoup de pluie) mais du coup on apprécie encore plus le Soleil quand il règne tout seul sur le ciel 😉🌞. Stay weird ! Maybe that's the most important thing !! Blessings from Montréal 🙏😊 J'espère que tu pourras prendre un peu de vacances après le livre ( que je viens d'acheter off course 😉) et que les retrouvailles avec la famille te feront du bien 😊. Take Care ! À bientôt
Hey vanille ❤ this week I told a friend "I really wish tonight ET will come and take me back home for from here". And now I see your video. I really feel connected with your words, with your feelings. The magic of social network is that in just a video we can feel that we are not alone at all 🙏👽 thank for sharing it ❤ xx from Reunion Island 🏝️
Vanille, thank you so much for sharing this. I felt so deeply resonated with your story and experiences within humanity. You have really helped me feel better about myself and the path I have chosen to take in life, that my quirks and differences are magical and special. I have always felt like an outsider everywhere that I go, struggling to find my tribe and people that I resonate with and vise-versa. Thank you for being you. Know that you are not alone in these feelings. I wish for you all the happiness and solace this place has to offer. With love, Julia.
I can relate. As a kid, I would stare out the window some nights before my bedtime, eyes locked in on distance stars, with thoughts of my real home being somewhere up there. I never shared those thoughts with anyone back then.
Vanille, you have been missing in action for so long. I hope everything is OK, and that life is good for you. I will hopefully see you soon on UA-cam. 😊
You have such an incredible soul. Please know that you will always belong; simply by existing you do. We all have quirks and flaws. So many go through life superficially, never touching on the substrate of life - the essence of being yourself, let alone finding yourself. To me at least, you seem to be so deeply connected to your mind, soul & body, and the world around you. It's a truly beautiful thing, a strange type of perfect poetry. And I hope you continue and are HAPPY :) The world is better with you in it, and we all love your videos.
Summer is best when not very hot... the rain is helpful and needed as you know. The sun is nice, but it burns if it's too much. Also I am really jealous of you for having an actual night sky! I live so very north that we don't have night from May till September. I will probably see my first stars in the end of August. It's something that people take for granted, but it's so needed to have a day and a night. 🔥🌲 Greetings from the north! I am now where you have been 2 years ago...🦌
Greetings from near latitude 49 in western Canada where the nights are somewhat short too in midsummer but not as short as lat. 54 where I moved from and not like where you are. Look forward to 5 months from now in midwinter when you get more night and stars then you need, hehe!!
I spent most of my life in the city, thinking success would be the answer to everything, I soon realised the meaning of the saying "nothing fails like success". I then started listening to my inner self more, the noise around me deafening! I often felt I was living other peoples lives.... I now live in the countryside and am finding my own creativity far removed from a world I once knew. I do miss connection with other beings, these beautiful visual narratives help me to feel I'm not alone anymore. Thank You Verdant for sharing your deepest thoughts in these artistic visual masterpieces. I'm always looking forward to hearing what you have to share in your musings. Much ♡ to you xxx
Well darling, enjoy it!! We are stepping into an era of INDIVIDUALISM and the abilities to embrace and rely on ourselves will be a great asset, perhaps to a minority. Yes, it will be a very lonely time for the human specie, but no choice.. as there is a breakdown in the way in which our society functions. You feel it, I feel it, other awakened, sensitive souls feel it too.. just hold on tight for yourself, for your uniqueness, skills and intuition, it’s all that will matters in these very different times ❤
Merci de partager ton expérience de vie, effectivement tu n'es pas seule. En prenant conscience de pouvoir réellement décider de la vie que l'on souhaite mener on finit par croiser des personnes qui s'alignent sur ce que l'on croit vrai, et important. ♥ Paix et abondance 💫
I came across your channel yesterday. l could not stop watching your content. I want to say Thankyou. Your words echo in my soul. I too am a lone soul, and at the age of 48 am still wondering, who truly understands me. Your channel has touched me so deeply, l have tears running down my face, because I cannot quite find enough powerful words to describe how unique, magnetising, emotionally raw and beautiful it is. What a beautiful soul you are. Thankyou 💓
Thank you 🙏 for sharing your love and light and truth I know we will break bread some day those of us who are on similar paths sometimes just need to be reminded we are not alone love and light Namaste Stacey Childs
I have never felt I belong in any state or home I've lived. Yes, I understand the longing for our true home. We are a soul not of this world. Experiencing being a human. I know we chose it. The deeper you find the truth in which this world, the more you dig your soul light in to save it! ✨️ Being a human is hard, but it will be worth it! Humanity is worth all the luv/light inside each of us! 🎉
The way you compose your videos and create a story behind it constantly amazes me. I always feel like an outside as well and recently received a psychic reading that said I may be connected to a mythological civilization who lost their home and wandered around having no where they belonged. I often feel like I am always searching for home and it doesn't seem to be here so that was really intense to hear that from a reading! I absolutely love this video and I love what you said about us painting the world in color hues that do not even exist yet. I think that's a perfect way to explain where we are. Here's to all of us unconventional dreamers, creators and visionaries who wish to exist in a world where our perspective is not shamed or mocked and instead is appreciated and understood! 🙌🏼💗
I feel you. Every word, and i am thinking the same things. I feel like a alien who has landed in the wrong time and place. But i also have a strong feeling that it's with some form of purpose that probably will unfold in the future. I think that we all, who share this feeling, have another important mission in life that doesn't follow the mainstream. We just need to find our peace in this particular feeling. And acceptance. (And as a former hand therapist, I have always adored your hand. It's beautiful!)
I feel this all the time haha! No youre not alone, thank you for sharing this! I’ve had very similar experiences when I was in group settings, noone was trying to connect, they werent there with me. I realized that these people are just not vibrationally intune with you thats why. They havent awakened yet, its not their time. They havent even probably thought about what this world really is. Ive tried to teach people about spiritual things to get them familiarized with more things to this world and its like their brains stop them from going any further, theyll just not even want to get into it and dont even ask questions about it. So thats when i knew that they just werent there with me yet, I believe everyone will awaken in time to some degree, it will get triggered when the time is right. Just know there are more of us out here. You are not alone 🫶 we will all return home soon, were just having a human experience ✨
There is always someone telling us we should fit in and do, think and know the same things like everyone else, if you don't and resist you get a label and outcast and that's the place you want to be, an individual, someone creative, questioning life, Nature and everything you can think of. You share your thoughts and experiences and it isn't for everyone but you build a good like-minded community (tribe). Reading the comments highlights we are all here watching your videos because we feel the same inside and we all struggle at times with different problems. Your video gave me a boost today to recenter and stay on what is important to me and people around me. Thank you
Ever sat and looked at the stars and moon at night and realized that although we are alone, there are hundreds or even thousands of us doing the same thing across the globe. Yes embrace your differences , for that is what makes the world an interesting and wonderful place! Thank you for being your unique and lovely self Vanille!
I have the same strong feeling since I am here on earth, that my home is somewhere far away and that I don't originally belong here, even though I have a great love for the nature and animals here on this planet. I feel like some sort of soul traveler. Not able to live the life of the average of people here, feeling less grounded and try to get deeper roots. But part in me feels always displaced and also like I am an observer while others are living the life. Hugs to you!
Great video, it must be wonderful to live out in the wilderness like you do, it would be nice to hear a bit about the wild animals that live around you, studying our fellow creatures in their natural environment can be such a great way of connecting to nature and finding harmony within ourselves.
No, you're not alone in thinking you don't belong here. I, too, ever since I've been on this planet, have had one feeling that never goes away: "I don't belong here." This is how I feel around my family & friends, and never really truly being able to connect with anyone because I know they neither know me nor understand me. I find myself being envious of people who seem like they are right at home - I'm always wondering what that would feel like. And, here I am am, forever looking for home.
I just discovered your channel and instantly felt at home in your words. Thank you so much for sharing your heart and soul. There are more people out there that resonate with your thoughts than you probably know. I am one of them! Bright blessings to you, Verdant!
I feel the same. this world is not my home... I'm just passing through. Just happened across your video by chance. But then, really... Is anything ever happening by chance? I like you, Verdant Vanille. I'd like to grab a cup of coffee with you and talk for a while. I feel lonely too and feel like an alien from the Pleiades. Thank you for this beautiful and very poetic video. I needed to hear this. I've been acting like a hermit too. Mostly because I feel like no one around me gets me either. I just subscribed. Thank you for inspiring me to do more and be better. Be well, beautiful soul.
Hello Vanille, Every time you post something it’s a joy to see you, watch your exquisite way of expressing your feelings, with your soul totally naked for all of as (your tribe) to see. Your voice is always soothing, taking me on your journey. I watched every single one of your posts, some 2-3 times, and from the first one it was clear to me that you are a special being who can’t find her place in this world. You are questioning if your feelings and the way you think are normal. Can you imagine a world where everyone was thinking and acting the same “normal” way? I think nobody watching your videos would EVER long for that. If you never find your place in this world, don’t be disappointed: if not all, most of your tribe feels at least somewhat the same way. Keep posting every time you feel you have something to communicate. I am sure you will make lots of people happy at least for a while.
I descovered your channel this morning and now a new video. A gift :-) You are not alone to feel disconnected with others. A lot of others are not conscious. But as you said, we will find our tribe. Le monde s'écroule pour que nous puissions nous reconnaître, non ? ps : Santé
I think i need to write a looong looong message one day to describe all that I feel whyle watching your videos and virtually connecting to you! You're an amazing soul 💙 I hope some day we will all live like this in peace and harmony with nature
So glad to have found this channel. So genuine and heartfelt. Someone who, so eloquently, puts words to my thoughts.. You, my friend, ARE a starseed. I do raise my glass to you. Travel on, my galactic soul friend. Your path is true and your journey is just.
"You're not alone!" Absolutely not. And actually, it moves me to tears right now while I'm writing this, knowing that I'm not the only one either. "Thank you!" "Bless you!" ❤
I just came across your videos and I absolutely love them! You are very special and very talented! Your videos are inspiring and beautiful! Thank you 🙏 ❤
You are a healer, world mostly is filled with people who don’t dare to think beyond a specific point and so they can’t handle people who are beyond them and try to pull them down. Don’t get in that trap. You are just doing good. Most of people are not going to understand the beauty of your mind and soul.
Hi love, I know I must be from the same planet as you. As a creator and aspiring entrepreneur myself, your words felt like a yes in every cell of my body watching this beautiful piece of art you have gifted us with. Today especially I started to feel a bit tired of feeling so lonely on this journey of feeling like a misfit and of the battle I have dealt with from childhood of feeling the pressure to fit in from society along with a burning desire to express freely, authentically, and wildly. Your videos have served as a poetic and empowering reminder to keep going and continue to trust in myself- knowing that I am not alone. Maybe we are scattered around the world- being pillars of magic. Thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart for having the courage to be your beautiful self. You are not alone, and your vulnerability is an honour to witness.
Your videos are peaces of art. Here we are your group of quirky friends 😁. There is nothing you can say I find strange. Here in the Netherlands July is now like spring, but August is always more like summer.
I have felt th his way my entire life. I was told it's autism. But I think it's more, a spiritual, anciently human instinct to reconnect to ourselves. As I see younger people like you finding their voice in the madness we have as societies descended to I have hope for a better future. Keep being you. No one else can do it, and you have so much wisdom to share.
My dear, I don't believe I ever felt like I belonged here always outside looking in since I was a child I often wonder just how many other lonely little stars are in our universe and how different our energies are, our lust for life. I am pleased to be a member of the tribe and I hope to see you soon. Martin.
🤗 it's so beautiful how kindred souls are inspiring eachother on their individual journeys via digital platforms ✨ I live on a small island in the middle of the ocean yet I feel your stories so deeply ❤ Thank you I feel like we are having that deep conversation when I watch these videos 😽
When you were explaining how you got bullied and how people treated you like an outsider, i thought to myself, "I had the same experience", but i got bullied for getting attacked by a dog. i felt like I didn't belong anywhere until i met my husband and he also felt like he didn't belong. We have painful pasts but we are now together. All the outsiders will stick together in the end.
I raise a toast to YOU, and your bravery, beauty, and bountiful life you are creating here on Earth. I hear you and understand you!! There are many of us spread throughout the globe, so don’t feel alone in your “quirkiness”!! Someday, I hope ALL get to experience this “quirkiness” of remembering who they TRULY are, inside, like you are doing. No matter HOW many fingers they have ☺️. THANK YOU for sharing your heartfelt story so stunningly. You made a mini-documentary with your amazing surroundings and keen eye on capturing life!! Brava!!!
I am a freak and proud of it! I so look forward to your videos every month. You are wise beyond your years and your storytelling ability is wonderful. The unfortunate thing about being a hermit is that you meet so few people, and the percentage of those you do meet who are also freaks is astronomically low. I have learned over the years, to stop judging my insides against everyboy else's outsides. I feel in you a kindred soul. Wish your videos were more frequent, but not at the expense of the quality. Already looking forward to next month!!! -Scott
Definitely not alone. I feel very similar to you! We may be alien OR we may be a small population of authentic humans, privileged to inherit the earth . Sensitive to energies, you are an inspiration! You may not know me, but you may sense it in your heart. I see you sister. Your videos help me not feel alone. I now know there are others so connected to the simple ways of life, full of passion, full of light. Thank you! Maybe we’re from the same far off galaxy or maybe it’s here, maybe it’s now. In each present moment. ✨🌟✨🙏🏽✨💖✨ cheers sister soul 🥂
Sometimes the universe just surprises me.. I stumbled upon this video when I needed it the most. I often say I'm an alien too and couldn't believe there are people out there feeling the same! Thank you for being uniquely you and empowering us to just embrace our unique-ness. ❤❤
You're not alone. I have felt like an outsider my entire life as well... I am the "weird" one. It's very lonely at times. I believe there are many others here from other places helping to raise the vibration of humanity. Bless you for your contribution.
Yaaaay😅😅😅 a community of outsiders🫶🏼
Yes I feel the same , we are kind of together alone spread out over the earth 🌎
We should gather where we can. I miss my people. 🩵🪷
I’m so happy for her inspirational videos
We're not the weird one's it's them pesky obsurd apes ruining this beautiful planet!😊💜✌️
You are a fairy. Gentle, brave, unique, and authentic. Where is this beautiful place you live in, so green and uplifting
You are a fantastic storyteller, cinematographer, and editor. Your message and the way you present the message is fantastic!
And we needed it
We needed the inspiration and the acceptance
#TRUTH #AGREED ✌🏽💞✊🏽🍀🙏
This!!
@@RetireandGo since when? 😂
For the love of God don’t tell me you buy this shit
Same, Sis. Same. 🤍
Vanille, you are most DEFINITELY not alone in your feelings of being ‘not of this place’, of being a misfit! I think so many of us who are awakening feel exactly that, perhaps because we are only just beginning to find one another. I am surrounded by others, yet most of the time still feel a deep loneliness for true connection - as you said, to find someone who really gets me. I travel the world, looking for my tribe, and for a place that feels like ‘home’, but I don’t even know what that actually feels like. But, like you, I have also realized that this is the Universe telling me I need to cultivate that feeling of connection and home within myself. I believe this is when our real tribe and home will reveal themselves. Lots of love to you, and gratitude for being able to know you over the ethers!
My favourite alien. When I was a child, I had a phase of believing I am an alien
I just finished journaling today and the question I posed to the universe was "WHERE is my tribe and WHERE is my home" and lo and behold my phone dings with a notification of this vlog from you!!! Talk about the heights of synchronicity! With tears and laughter and nodding in total agreement, I watched it. I know of so many "fellow aliens" thanks to the internet gods like you mentioned. As always fingers crossed that I will find my tribe as will you. Stay blessed angel 😇💝💫
your storytelling and connection with nature are truly captivating! Your ability to bridge the gap between those of us who feel alienated and disconnected is remarkable. Your content has touched many lives and provided solace to those seeking a deeper connection with the wild. Keep shining your light and sharing your experiences - you are making a positive impact on so many. Your honesty is a beacon of hope for those in search of a sense of belonging. Thank you for being an inspiration!
Started crying listening to your story. Oh my goodness 😂 I live in a big city and have always dreamed of living in the wild. sometimes its hard living around so many people yet not being able to forge a deep connection as of I am an alien! 👽👾 Thank you so much for sharing your love and passion and wacky thoughts ❤❤❤ we are definitely not alone
I think you may come from a dimension of consciousness that's ahead of our existence as humans in the here and now. There are many "freaks" out there (just kidding tenderly...), but you are certainly not one. You are more so someone who is like many more people should be. Thank you for your artistic and profound sharings! They are so much needed and reach the souls who belong to your tribe. I totally identify! 💜💜💜 Welcome to Planet Earth!
Yes! Totally agree ❤
What the fuck are you on about? How much coke have you been snorting?
@@lena1122 agree with what?
I’ve often felt like I’m from a different place and an earlier time. I’m 46, and once I reached my 40s I stopped caring much, much less about fitting in. I’m a lot more comfortable now acting as my authentic self, and life is a lot more fulfilling that way.
I think many of us who feel like we don’t fit in are just deep thinkers who aren’t content with following the same conventional path everyone else is following. We see so many other options, and we want to explore them. I realize now that is something to be celebrated. Free-spirited people have uniquely beautiful gifts to share with the world!
Congratulations.Another starseed awakens!!!
NEVER give in to the socially usual ways just to "fit in". Be yourself at all costs and you will be happy. What I like about you is exactly your uniqueness. Never change.
People do the same things to be different (hair style, tattoos, piercings, etc.) which have nothing to do with being different, only looks. Being different is BEING different.
People easily forgive you for being wrong, but never forgive you when you are right. When you are different, people will treat you like you are wrong.
Oh, I want to hug you! Yes, many of us "want to go Home" and don't feel like we belong here. It's too bad so many of our soul tribe is scattered all over the Earth, in order to spread our Light with others who are not on the same frequency. It is a very lonely road sometimes. I have a black cat too who was a feral stray and after 1 1/2 years so has come to trust me. She jumps into my lap every day so I can love on her. She is very special and has 6 toes on each paw. So, glad to know you have a black cat as well. You are definitely not alone here and hopefully one day your Soul tribe will be back together for an awesome reunion! We all had to be here on this planet at this time of great change, to bring our Light and I am so glad I found you on YT. Thank you for all your videos. They are so beautiful! Hugs!
You are not alone Vanille, but you are now more visible to your Tribe. There are more Old souls on this planet now than in the last 13 millenia. It is the 'Last Great Gathering" of Old souls from all over the Galaxy to help bring in the Transformation of Humanity and provide an EXAMPLE of what ppl can BEcome as an evolved entity. YOU are doing a great job of doing just that. I too live alone in a remote area but enjoy the company of animals and birds, and the occasional visitor to share a coffee with. You are exactly where you are supposed to be and doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing, otherwise you'd be somewhere else doing something different !! Bless your Beautiful soul. ❤💯💓
This is where YT excels- your tribe can come find you!❤
The flip side of that coin- the YT algorithm can be unfair to channels who don’t upload consistently, and sometimes that’s just not possible for sensitive, feeling people like us.
It’s alright though, all things in due time! Wishing you ALL watching the very best!
They've also recently said they will be boosting the channels of "minorities" which of course is discriminatory along with being stupid. Caucasians are the minority of the entire planet. Does YT think that YT is not all over the world? Truly boosting "minorities" would be to boost Caucasians. I expect YT to be good even though they never have been. Perhaps one day soon the idiots that run YT will be replaced with good people who will do things the right way.
Same to you!😊💜✌️
You poses so much inner wisdom 🥰 love to be part of the quirky, dreamy, unique tribe. This world needs you. How inspiring you are! Thank you so much ❤️
Couldn't have said it better ! 🔥
You are an outsider, and thank the stars for that! I doubt you would be happy any other way. Your unique gifts and lens on the world, shown in these artfully created videos, are simply a treasure!
Robert. Thank you. For being so special.
Felt this way my entire life!!! Thank you for the awesome video💕
Feeling the same from start to end. Even with the 'waiting the next grocery trip to have social interaction' haha. I'm starving deep relations and conversations but i always find myself running out when it came to me. I'm weird... But i embrace it and do my best to get out of the little world i'm building within myself.
Remember: We are never alone.❤
I couldn't be more happy and grateful for living in this time and age where is possible to connect with souls like you. Thank you for being such a meaningful presence for us. A la prochaine!
I have always been the outlander. It is no different now that I am 63 rotations around the sun. I keep very good company though, myself and all of nature. I have always, since early childhood, looked to the stars and longed for home in a time that there was no language for it. We are here to heal humanity. Thank you for including us on your beautiful journey. Blessings*
So many Synchronicities. There are many of us unique souls here who don’t feel at home here. For some months now I have been even saying it outloud “I’m just visiting here, I don’t really belong here”. This has been a new feeling. I have been a sensitive soul and a seeker and a healer for a long time. Only recently did I start to feel so fatigued of this odd world I don’t feel I fit into well at all. And these words have been coming out of my mouth too these last few months. Then this weekend, journeying to a trip in the woods some new books come my way and I am half way into a book written in 1984 by Dolores Cannon “Keepers of the Garden”. I am half way thru the audio and its pretty wild. It proposes that earth was on a path for annihilation and many aliens (nearby neighbors) chose to come incarnate here to be helpers, like stopping your neighbors suicide. I did never think of myself as an alien. But certainly as a spiritual soul that struggles with the synthetic elements of humanity. Then I push pause on the book when I parked the car, came into my lodging and when I opened UA-cam there you were at the top with this heading “I am an alien in a human body”. It’s comforting to know many of us feel this way. Thank you Vanille for making a space for us visitors to earth to connect. ❤
Good thought. Good words. Good deeds
See my friends
you are not human being having a spiritual
experience,
you are spiritual being having a human
experience,
and the mystery of life is not a problem to
solve,
but a reality to experience.
A process that cannot be understood by
stopping it.
We must move by the flow of the process,
we must joined, we must flow with it
And remember
You are the eternal energie of the universe.
You didn't come into this world, but you
came out of it. Like a wave comes out of the ocean.
As above, so below
I wanted to add, that i have been referred (at 33) for a potential autism diagnosis (everyone is shocked as I must mask it well to fit in). But it explains why I am so intensely passionate about things and how my inner world is often not being reflected in the outer. Hence the alien in a human body sort of feeling.. I have much reading to do on this topic.. something else I deeply enjoy. Research haha. In the spiritual world autism is seen quite differently - it's a gift. But it can feel deeply painful and hard to find acceptance for oneself. Perhaps you'll relate to some of those deep emotions that are so difficult to explain to a seemingly harsh outside world. I'm gently learning to lean into my sensitivities and to build a life around what feels kind and good. I spent my whole life so far doing the exact opposite and I am so excited to see what i might achieve now that I have woken up to myself and my strengths.
Me too…I imagine many of us here are autistic. Whatever that means! The sane ones in this crazy world? I’m beginning to think so x
@@lovelyenglishnature3277 Yes, that is exactly how I feel too. I think we’re on to something.. even if I don’t quite understand it yet. Thank you for this 😊💛
@@recoverywithme I’ve spent a few years trying to work things out. You could try Lightworker and Lightworkers Guide to the astral realm by Sahvanna Arienta…I’ve found those useful lately. Some of it seems a bit silly but they helped a few pieces slot into place. I know that it is very painful…my mental health is terrible lately, but there are lots of us feeling like this. We’re just spread out and even anyone local to us can be hard to find because we don’t openly talk about these things. You may find that you start to spot fellow autistics/highly sensitive people very easily after a while (I’m a bit older than you).
@@recoverywithme oh you’re in London! I’m in Yorkshire x
@@lovelyenglishnature3277 thank you so much! I’ve been finding a lot of fellow sensitive folk recently, though not close enough to call friends. Usually strangers, fellow UA-camrs or even my partners family member - who has since been diagnosed. I couldn’t believe it came as such a surprise. It was so obvious to myself and my own sensitivities. Even my partner has noticed me tuning into people in ways that he can’t so easily sense. It’s quite a comfort in many ways. I too have been feeling a new level of overwhelm and emotion.. but it feels like a lot of past trauma that I’ve had suppressed for so long. Plus the world is on fire and seemingly no one cares.. it’s quite painful. Thank you so much for your recommendations, I will be looking all this up first thing tomorrow! And yes I am based in London, for now.. but I too have dreams of moving back closer to nature. I know my time will come soon 💛💫 Sending love & immense gratitude! xxx
Hey fellow astral traveller, loved this video! As a hermit myself I completely understand how it can feel lonely sometimes. And even though we may be filled with self love, we still need that connection with others.. beautiful, isn't it ❤
Actually, I've been looking around here to find some new soul family members as well, and I'm so happy I stumbled across one of your videos a little while back.. I absolutely adore your energy and the lovely environment you've found yourself in! You're living my dream life! ☺️
Building a life here in The Netherlands is hard. I'm 24, living with my narcissistic parents (I love them but it's hard not being able to get a break from the emotional abuse) and I'm partially disabled and in multiple chronic pains, so money is tight. After my spiritual awakening in 2018 there's nobody in my surroundings that really understands what I went through, and I lost everyone, except for my best friend.
My dream for this life is to see as much of the world as I can and to meet as much soul family as possible.. so maybe we'll cross paths someday, somehow, I'd love to connect with you! But for the time being, thank you for expressing yourself and connecting with us here (something I have yet to find the confidence for)!
Much love, from your Sirian star sister 👽💐💖
Yooo I’m also from Sirius and so is one of my brothers
@@cecilyerker ohhhh hey!!! How awesome to meet you here! ☺️ where are you located on Earth currently? 🦋
Wish I had found you sooner. Absolutely breathtaking and profound. Thank you. ♥
I feel you! I was feeling related to each word that came out of your mouth. You´re not a-lone that´s a fact. I love my solitude I enjoy being just with me however that keeps us isolated from other realities and people need to be listened and loved just the way they are. Even though they don´t share our same ideas or ways to see the world. They aren´t as opened as some of us I guess, that´s why we are here to show them how beautiful life in this planet is and how we can truly connect with nature... And look after it on every single step they give. Keep on! We are getting united more and more
Crying here too..... With a smile on my face, Thank you lovely one xx
i seriously feel this way all of the time--today especially. I am extremely glad to see you post this video today. thank you for being so open and vulnerable in sharing your experience with us. i can fully relate to grocery shopping, or even just being able to grab coffee with someone relatable, as being the highlight of your week. i am somewhat of a recluse myself, and these little interactions have great meaning to me.
I wrote about this feeling in my journal this morning. "It was a very bad idea to come here. I highly underestimated how hard it would be. I just want to go home." I am 45 and I have always felt that way.
The weird thing is that I was born with an extra finger on both hands. It was tiny, like a thread and the doctors had to stitch it to hand. I have a small bump on the side of my hands because of it.
You are not alone. I dont know why we are here but one day we will get to go back home, within the stars. I cant wait. 💫
To us misfits and visionaries.Thank you for making this video. I really needed it today.
I hear you , I'm 50 and have bad health, felt much of the same , like a visitor not from here. It kind of sucks and I've heard a few spiritual teachers/ people say that they remember signing up for the contract of holding love, light and create change , but it's extremely challenging and lonely life being the outsider. Bad planning 😅 they could at least put us in some soul groups or families that matched our energi .
Wow. I hear ya, I’m 46 (yikes, I quit counting after 40, had to do the math…seriously) and have only found 1, possibly 2 true members of my “earth tour group”. I think many of us have it so hard and rough is that in a lot of ways we are the demolition crew, for the old paradigms. Scouts and beacons have come before us and some Trail Blazers but I think a huge portion of GenX is here just to keep hacking away at the vines and chains, and busting rocks and walls all while keeping our own torches lit, and trying to maintain space for the future. It’s a hard job. But someone has to do it.
@deannagriechen1263 yeah I feel the same, we spread out thin all over the planet. I have met a few I feel I have known before , but maybe more like a karmic relationship. I really long for real soul family where you can be yourself and feel seen , share the same vibration.
I'm not from here as well and I know how you feel. It's like being in an episode of Planet of the Apes, who have only a limited perception of what is going on outside of Earth. Thank you for sharing your stories.
I enjoy her peaceful and inspirational stories :-)
😂 you're 100% correct thay sooner I get off this rock the better!😁✌️
It's quite ironic what you are describing considering the secret history of antediluvian times.
@kian369c - I almost snort laughed hot coffee out of my nose when I read your “Planet of the Apes” comment! 🤣. I made a similar comment the same day to a friend while on the phone. Im so exhausted dealing with close minded, hard hearted, willfully ignorant and cruel beings.
@@DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia indeed we all are!😂👍
Feel exactly the same. You're just on another level with the awakening. It's a starseed thing. 😊
I get you.
Sometimes people are narcissistic or they play the role of a rock because they are afraid others may be narcissistic.
This is a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing.
Welcome to planet earth fellow starseed! Not what we expected… but hey we signed up for this (apparently) 👽
My garden has been struggling this year, the weather is out of sorts. You are a beautiful soul inside and out, I would be more than proud to call you friend no matter where you are from I keep to myself for the most part but I stay in touch with friends through messenger. It works for me, so far lol. May the universe bless you on your journey.
Hello Miss Vanille ! And cheers to all the Weirdos out there !! 🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳🥂🥂🥂
I feel you Sis' , having normal conversations about normal subjects with a " normal " group of people ( I think that a lot of humans act normal because of the fear of rejection) is always very challenging for me. But it's also getting easier with age 🤭, you just don't care the same way ( maybe that's THE wonderfull thing about getting old 😉).
What can I say ? I've been bullied ( like a lot of children) because of my huge pair of glasses ... Nowadays, I wear contact lenses. But it was not a part of my body, it was just an object. A very usefull one, but a thing that you can put off.
For you, it's another level, it's a part of your body that everyone can see... I cannot even imagine the trauma. And look at you now :
You're a healer, a talented UA-camr, a beautifull and strong person that inspires people from all around the World.
You could have become a very embittered or traumatized adult. And there you are magicaly helping people ! 🙏🙏🙏
Merci pour cette nouvelle vidéo, les instants câlins avec le chat m'ont fait fondre 🥺🥺🥺.
Ici aussi l'été est plutôt pourri (beaucoup de pluie) mais du coup on apprécie encore plus le Soleil quand il règne tout seul sur le ciel 😉🌞.
Stay weird ! Maybe that's the most important thing !! Blessings from Montréal 🙏😊
J'espère que tu pourras prendre un peu de vacances après le livre ( que je viens d'acheter off course 😉) et que les retrouvailles avec la famille te feront du bien 😊.
Take Care ! À bientôt
Ton support est toujours un plaisir à recevoir Abbasse ♥️
Wow! Just WOW!! More of this 🫶
Hey vanille ❤ this week I told a friend "I really wish tonight ET will come and take me back home for from here". And now I see your video. I really feel connected with your words, with your feelings. The magic of social network is that in just a video we can feel that we are not alone at all 🙏👽 thank for sharing it ❤ xx from Reunion Island 🏝️
Vanille, thank you so much for sharing this. I felt so deeply resonated with your story and experiences within humanity. You have really helped me feel better about myself and the path I have chosen to take in life, that my quirks and differences are magical and special. I have always felt like an outsider everywhere that I go, struggling to find my tribe and people that I resonate with and vise-versa. Thank you for being you. Know that you are not alone in these feelings. I wish for you all the happiness and solace this place has to offer.
With love, Julia.
Alien - No
Different - Sure
Beautiful - YES
I relate so deeply, thank you for bringing such magic to a Sunday evening in London. Sharing my love with you! 💌
The beauty the expansion and the acceptance of this. ❤ not waiting to fit in but leading in our heart truth.
I can relate. As a kid, I would stare out the window some nights before my bedtime, eyes locked in on distance stars, with thoughts of my real home being somewhere up there. I never shared those thoughts with anyone back then.
Yes. I can relate so deeply. Creating what you’re looking for, instead of "finding". Thank You
Do whatever makes YOU happy. That is key.
I hope you are ok :) Please know that we are waiting eagerly for your therapeutic videos 🌺
thank you special one ♥️
Thank you, for beiing YOU(r- self)❤.
It gives me the courage off beiing ME( SELF).
We dance the live😁☔🌤💜
Vanille, you have been missing in action for so long. I hope everything is OK, and that life is good for you. I will hopefully see you soon on UA-cam. 😊
You have such an incredible soul. Please know that you will always belong; simply by existing you do.
We all have quirks and flaws. So many go through life superficially, never touching on the substrate of life - the essence of being yourself, let alone finding yourself.
To me at least, you seem to be so deeply connected to your mind, soul & body, and the world around you.
It's a truly beautiful thing, a strange type of perfect poetry. And I hope you continue and are HAPPY :) The world is better with you in it, and we all love your videos.
Summer is best when not very hot... the rain is helpful and needed as you know. The sun is nice, but it burns if it's too much. Also I am really jealous of you for having an actual night sky! I live so very north that we don't have night from May till September. I will probably see my first stars in the end of August. It's something that people take for granted, but it's so needed to have a day and a night. 🔥🌲
Greetings from the north! I am now where you have been 2 years ago...🦌
Greetings from near latitude 49 in western Canada where the nights are somewhat short too in midsummer but not as short as lat. 54 where I moved from and not like where you are. Look forward to 5 months from now in midwinter when you get more night and stars then you need, hehe!!
~~ sooooo beautifuL 🪶 🪶 ✨🤍🎼🏹
I spent most of my life in the city, thinking success would be the answer to everything, I soon realised the meaning of the saying "nothing fails like success". I then started listening to my inner self more, the noise around me deafening! I often felt I was living other peoples lives.... I now live in the countryside and am finding my own creativity far removed from a world I once knew. I do miss connection with other beings, these beautiful visual narratives help me to feel I'm not alone anymore. Thank You Verdant for sharing your deepest thoughts in these artistic visual masterpieces. I'm always looking forward to hearing what you have to share in your musings. Much ♡ to you xxx
I love the way u spread love light nd happiness to the world 💖 loveee uhh soo muchhh gurll❤
Few people iv came across got this autenticity as I perceive in you. And with that comes love.
You radiate and are soo beautiful❤
Thanks V.
4 Fingers 🖖
Wow! Your a rare Gem 💎
Well darling, enjoy it!! We are stepping into an era of INDIVIDUALISM and the abilities to embrace and rely on ourselves will be a great asset, perhaps to a minority.
Yes, it will be a very lonely time for the human specie, but no choice.. as there is a breakdown in the way in which our society functions.
You feel it, I feel it, other awakened, sensitive souls feel it too.. just hold on tight for yourself, for your uniqueness, skills and intuition, it’s all that will matters in these very different times ❤
Merci de partager ton expérience de vie, effectivement tu n'es pas seule. En prenant conscience de pouvoir réellement décider de la vie que l'on souhaite mener on finit par croiser des personnes qui s'alignent sur ce que l'on croit vrai, et important. ♥ Paix et abondance 💫
Always felt that way. Making a video about community and even outsider like me- is craving human connection.
You're a remarkable woman, thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings 🙏❤️
I came across your channel yesterday. l could not stop watching your content. I want to say Thankyou. Your words echo in my soul. I too am a lone soul, and at the age of 48 am still wondering, who truly understands me. Your channel has touched me so deeply, l have tears running down my face, because I cannot quite find enough powerful words to describe how unique, magnetising, emotionally raw and beautiful it is. What a beautiful soul you are. Thankyou 💓
Thank you 🙏 for sharing your love and light and truth I know we will break bread some day those of us who are on similar paths sometimes just need to be reminded we are not alone love and light Namaste Stacey Childs
I have never felt I belong in any state or home I've lived. Yes, I understand the longing for our true home. We are a soul not of this world. Experiencing being a human. I know we chose it. The deeper you find the truth in which this world, the more you dig your soul light in to save it! ✨️ Being a human is hard, but it will be worth it! Humanity is worth all the luv/light inside each of us! 🎉
"Are we, humans, all star-seeds with too many cosmic origins to count?" My sentiments exactly!! You make wonderfully soothing videos, thank you 💙
Your filming and story telling is pure enchantment... Thank you.
The way you compose your videos and create a story behind it constantly amazes me. I always feel like an outside as well and recently received a psychic reading that said I may be connected to a mythological civilization who lost their home and wandered around having no where they belonged. I often feel like I am always searching for home and it doesn't seem to be here so that was really intense to hear that from a reading!
I absolutely love this video and I love what you said about us painting the world in color hues that do not even exist yet. I think that's a perfect way to explain where we are.
Here's to all of us unconventional dreamers, creators and visionaries who wish to exist in a world where our perspective is not shamed or mocked and instead is appreciated and understood! 🙌🏼💗
Thank you so much for this. For being you.
I love the music you used
I feel you. Every word, and i am thinking the same things. I feel like a alien who has landed in the wrong time and place. But i also have a strong feeling that it's with some form of purpose that probably will unfold in the future. I think that we all, who share this feeling, have another important mission in life that doesn't follow the mainstream. We just need to find our peace in this particular feeling. And acceptance. (And as a former hand therapist, I have always adored your hand. It's beautiful!)
I feel this all the time haha! No youre not alone, thank you for sharing this! I’ve had very similar experiences when I was in group settings, noone was trying to connect, they werent there with me. I realized that these people are just not vibrationally intune with you thats why. They havent awakened yet, its not their time. They havent even probably thought about what this world really is. Ive tried to teach people about spiritual things to get them familiarized with more things to this world and its like their brains stop them from going any further, theyll just not even want to get into it and dont even ask questions about it. So thats when i knew that they just werent there with me yet, I believe everyone will awaken in time to some degree, it will get triggered when the time is right. Just know there are more of us out here. You are not alone 🫶 we will all return home soon, were just having a human experience ✨
There is always someone telling us we should fit in and do, think and know the same things like everyone else, if you don't and resist you get a label and outcast and that's the place you want to be, an individual, someone creative, questioning life, Nature and everything you can think of. You share your thoughts and experiences and it isn't for everyone but you build a good like-minded community (tribe). Reading the comments highlights we are all here watching your videos because we feel the same inside and we all struggle at times with different problems.
Your video gave me a boost today to recenter and stay on what is important to me and people around me. Thank you
Ever sat and looked at the stars and moon at night and realized that although we are alone, there are hundreds or even thousands of us doing the same thing across the globe. Yes embrace your differences , for that is what makes the world an interesting and wonderful place! Thank you for being your unique and lovely self Vanille!
Actually we are not alone, there is thousands and millions of other lands creatures! We have just been told that we are alone without any proof :)
Thank you for another beautifully made and brilliantly inspiring video. When I watch you, I can escape from me for a moment, and breathe.
I have the same strong feeling since I am here on earth, that my home is somewhere far away and that I don't originally belong here, even though I have a great love for the nature and animals here on this planet. I feel like some sort of soul traveler. Not able to live the life of the average of people here, feeling less grounded and try to get deeper roots. But part in me feels always displaced and also like I am an observer while others are living the life. Hugs to you!
Great video, it must be wonderful to live out in the wilderness like you do, it would be nice to hear a bit about the wild animals that live around you, studying our fellow creatures in their natural environment can be such a great way of connecting to nature and finding harmony within ourselves.
Thank you for another beautiful video, another jewel, a pure expression of you original creative style.
You write so beautifully and you have a wonderful voice Vanille 💫💙
No, you're not alone in thinking you don't belong here. I, too, ever since I've been on this planet, have had one feeling that never goes away: "I don't belong here." This is how I feel around my family & friends, and never really truly being able to connect with anyone because I know they neither know me nor understand me. I find myself being envious of people who seem like they are right at home - I'm always wondering what that would feel like. And, here I am am, forever looking for home.
I just discovered your channel and instantly felt at home in your words. Thank you so much for sharing your heart and soul. There are more people out there that resonate with your thoughts than you probably know. I am one of them! Bright blessings to you, Verdant!
Thank you for being here. I send you so much LoveLight in all the ways.
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I feel the same. this world is not my home... I'm just passing through. Just happened across your video by chance. But then, really... Is anything ever happening by chance? I like you, Verdant Vanille. I'd like to grab a cup of coffee with you and talk for a while. I feel lonely too and feel like an alien from the Pleiades. Thank you for this beautiful and very poetic video. I needed to hear this. I've been acting like a hermit too. Mostly because I feel like no one around me gets me either. I just subscribed. Thank you for inspiring me to do more and be better. Be well, beautiful soul.
You are a special and gorgeous human being, inside and outside. Keep shining
Hello Vanille,
Every time you post something it’s a joy to see you, watch your exquisite way of expressing your feelings, with your soul totally naked for all of as (your tribe) to see. Your voice is always soothing, taking me on your journey. I watched every single one of your posts, some 2-3 times, and from the first one it was clear to me that you are a special being who can’t find her place in this world. You are questioning if your feelings and the way you think are normal. Can you imagine a world where everyone was thinking and acting the same “normal” way? I think nobody watching your videos would EVER long for that. If you never find your place in this world, don’t be disappointed: if not all, most of your tribe feels at least somewhat the same way. Keep posting every time you feel you have something to communicate. I am sure you will make lots of people happy at least for a while.
Thank you. So much.
Hope you are keeping well young lady havnt heard from you for a while 🙏🏴❤️
I descovered your channel this morning and now a new video. A gift :-) You are not alone to feel disconnected with others. A lot of others are not conscious. But as you said, we will find our tribe. Le monde s'écroule pour que nous puissions nous reconnaître, non ? ps : Santé
I think i need to write a looong looong message one day to describe all that I feel whyle watching your videos and virtually connecting to you! You're an amazing soul 💙 I hope some day we will all live like this in peace and harmony with nature
So glad to have found this channel. So genuine and heartfelt. Someone who, so eloquently, puts words to my thoughts.. You, my friend, ARE a starseed. I do raise my glass to you. Travel on, my galactic soul friend. Your path is true and your journey is just.
That means so much to me.
That's the wonderful thing about gems. No two are ever the same. 🌸
NEVER STOP CREATING! You are so talented!!
"You're not alone!" Absolutely not. And actually, it moves me to tears right now while I'm writing this, knowing that I'm not the only one either. "Thank you!" "Bless you!" ❤
I just came across your videos and I absolutely love them! You are very special and very talented! Your videos are inspiring and beautiful! Thank you 🙏 ❤
You are a healer, world mostly is filled with people who don’t dare to think beyond a specific point and so they can’t handle people who are beyond them and try to pull them down. Don’t get in that trap. You are just doing good. Most of people are not going to understand the beauty of your mind and soul.
Hi love, I know I must be from the same planet as you. As a creator and aspiring entrepreneur myself, your words felt like a yes in every cell of my body watching this beautiful piece of art you have gifted us with. Today especially I started to feel a bit tired of feeling so lonely on this journey of feeling like a misfit and of the battle I have dealt with from childhood of feeling the pressure to fit in from society along with a burning desire to express freely, authentically, and wildly. Your videos have served as a poetic and empowering reminder to keep going and continue to trust in myself- knowing that I am not alone. Maybe we are scattered around the world- being pillars of magic. Thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart for having the courage to be your beautiful self. You are not alone, and your vulnerability is an honour to witness.
Your videos are peaces of art.
Here we are your group of quirky friends 😁.
There is nothing you can say I find strange.
Here in the Netherlands July is now like spring, but August is always more like summer.
I have felt th his way my entire life. I was told it's autism. But I think it's more, a spiritual, anciently human instinct to reconnect to ourselves. As I see younger people like you finding their voice in the madness we have as societies descended to I have hope for a better future. Keep being you. No one else can do it, and you have so much wisdom to share.
My dear, I don't believe I ever felt like I belonged here always outside looking in since I was a child I often wonder just how many other lonely little stars are in our universe and how different our energies are, our lust for life. I am pleased to be a member of the tribe and I hope to see you soon. Martin.
🤗 it's so beautiful how kindred souls are inspiring eachother on their individual journeys via digital platforms ✨ I live on a small island in the middle of the ocean yet I feel your stories so deeply ❤ Thank you I feel like we are having that deep conversation when I watch these videos 😽
When you were explaining how you got bullied and how people treated you like an outsider, i thought to myself, "I had the same experience", but i got bullied for getting attacked by a dog. i felt like I didn't belong anywhere until i met my husband and he also felt like he didn't belong. We have painful pasts but we are now together. All the outsiders will stick together in the end.
I raise a toast to YOU, and your bravery, beauty, and bountiful life you are creating here on Earth. I hear you and understand you!! There are many of us spread throughout the globe, so don’t feel alone in your “quirkiness”!! Someday, I hope ALL get to experience this “quirkiness” of remembering who they TRULY are, inside, like you are doing. No matter HOW many fingers they have ☺️. THANK YOU for sharing your heartfelt story so stunningly. You made a mini-documentary with your amazing surroundings and keen eye on capturing life!! Brava!!!
Same with me.. you are very talented filmmaker. I love your edits and your views
I am a freak and proud of it! I so look forward to your videos every month. You are wise beyond your years and your storytelling ability is wonderful. The unfortunate thing about being a hermit is that you meet so few people, and the percentage of those you do meet who are also freaks is astronomically low. I have learned over the years, to stop judging my insides against everyboy else's outsides. I feel in you a kindred soul. Wish your videos were more frequent, but not at the expense of the quality. Already looking forward to next month!!! -Scott
Definitely not alone. I feel very similar to you! We may be alien OR we may be a small population of authentic humans, privileged to inherit the earth . Sensitive to energies, you are an inspiration! You may not know me, but you may sense it in your heart. I see you sister. Your videos help me not feel alone. I now know there are others so connected to the simple ways of life, full of passion, full of light. Thank you! Maybe we’re from the same far off galaxy or maybe it’s here, maybe it’s now. In each present moment. ✨🌟✨🙏🏽✨💖✨ cheers sister soul 🥂
Sometimes the universe just surprises me.. I stumbled upon this video when I needed it the most. I often say I'm an alien too and couldn't believe there are people out there feeling the same! Thank you for being uniquely you and empowering us to just embrace our unique-ness. ❤❤