DOOMER THEME SONG - take me out(Full, uncut version)

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  • Опубліковано 14 бер 2019
  • I previously uploaded this song, but in a cut up way to make it shorter and mostly about the chorus. Someone requested an uncut version, so here it is :)
    It's essentially just "There Is a Light That Never Goes Out" from The Smiths slowed down (3 semi-tones in pitch), with small details added.
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  • @ill_be_dead_soon8568
    @ill_be_dead_soon8568 4 роки тому +3564

    That feeling when you are, slowly, becoming an old man without experiencing love, and fully enjoying your youth.

    • @lazydog63
      @lazydog63 4 роки тому +74

      Young Pappy you’ve been commenting this on several comments get a fucking life

    • @lazydog63
      @lazydog63 4 роки тому +94

      But yea man I feel you. Everyone always talks good about their younger years but it’s yet to even say one good thing.

    • @ill_be_dead_soon8568
      @ill_be_dead_soon8568 4 роки тому +128

      @@lazydog63 Don't worry, it'll be over soon.

    • @navaneethjayakumar849
      @navaneethjayakumar849 4 роки тому +62

      I'm the young. I feel like an old man.

    • @ill_be_dead_soon8568
      @ill_be_dead_soon8568 4 роки тому +21

      @@navaneethjayakumar849 Same

  • @pepper0083
    @pepper0083 4 роки тому +416

    There's a pain that never goes out

    • @hissingm0nkyG4
      @hissingm0nkyG4 3 роки тому +8

      Fear is a light that never goes out.

    • @orasmith7246
      @orasmith7246 3 роки тому +4

      yeah man, its called suffering

    • @apoptose1558
      @apoptose1558 3 роки тому +3

      There's a grief that can't be spoken

    • @clint4789
      @clint4789 3 роки тому +1

      How to change a suffering but hopeful song in the most pessimistic song in the entire world.

    • @skumromi
      @skumromi Рік тому +1

      you need hamza

  • @Snow.Frostborne_Ch
    @Snow.Frostborne_Ch 5 років тому +4577

    Man...maybe...maybe the world did end in 2012 and we’ve been in purgatory since

    • @Despotic_Waffle
      @Despotic_Waffle 5 років тому +324

      World ended in 2000, everything we see today is the radioactive delusion of a nuked world where the malfunctioning computers caused the Apocalypse

    • @PoulFrommPoland
      @PoulFrommPoland 5 років тому +84

      indeed my bro, it seems that could even happen back in 2000 like Despotic Waffle said, anyways, no civilisation has got privilege to observe it in kind of non violent way like we see it today. Our end is kind of sweet, and our culture is totatly out of space since the begining of our end. Happy ending bros

    • @JohnDoe-lg4ld
      @JohnDoe-lg4ld 5 років тому +71

      @@PoulFrommPoland The brightest candles burn the fastest. We're going out like a bunch of chumps. Bad end

    • @louisritter7906
      @louisritter7906 5 років тому +193

      "Maybe the world didnt end in 2012, but has anyone felt alive since then?"

    • @jonsaltberry8167
      @jonsaltberry8167 5 років тому +101

      From my experience I felt my childhood ended after 2012.

  • @eeetuman
    @eeetuman 4 роки тому +794

    When almost whole country is in lockdown, but your own has lasted 10 years.

    • @sukmikehok1384
      @sukmikehok1384 4 роки тому +9

      So true.

    • @kookyraccoon171
      @kookyraccoon171 4 роки тому +30

      So true.... I honestly don't feel any different in quarantine.

    • @kookyraccoon171
      @kookyraccoon171 4 роки тому +3

      @BasedTony 😔

    • @madichelp0
      @madichelp0 4 роки тому +12

      While on the phone with my mom I had to ask if there was a quarantine in our country yet because I hadn't left my apartment or read the local news in 2 months.

    • @shiningwizard9017
      @shiningwizard9017 3 роки тому +8

      @BasedTony Try 24 years.

  • @downdownup9933
    @downdownup9933 4 роки тому +2362

    2019 - another summer wasted , while everyone graduated ,went on vacations and beaches , parties , travel , i spent my summer rotting in my room like an animal

  • @mercurianrepublic5943
    @mercurianrepublic5943 4 роки тому +626

    I don't want to die
    I don't want to live anymore either
    I just want to not exist anymore.

    • @GBadkarma
      @GBadkarma 4 роки тому +11

      Mercurian Republic take a heroic amount of acid and disappear for a few trillion years

    • @LuckyXCX
      @LuckyXCX 4 роки тому +32

      I don’t wanna give up
      I don’t wanna try
      I don’t wanna be here
      I don’t wanna get drunk
      I don’t wanna get high
      I just wanna feel something sometimes
      I don’t wanna grow old
      I don’t wanna die
      I don’t wanna be here
      Stuck in a new year

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +9

      If you're a hermeticist you realize there's no escape either. Life's fucked

    • @TraceLight
      @TraceLight 4 роки тому +12

      Rhinoinasuit welcome to hell.
      Except I’m not a hermeticist.
      I’ve lived outside. It wasn’t worth it.
      There isn’t anything out there. All the hope is gone. I’ve seen everything I’ve needed to see.
      The outside existence is truly miserable.

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +7

      @@TraceLight only way to get happy is to ignore the shit that you have no control over or influence on and focus on the things you have the power to do/change yourself

  • @TheAskald
    @TheAskald 3 роки тому +624

    The problem with the doomerism, is that it's REALLY addictive. There is a kind of comfort that embraces you but restrains you at the same time. You eventually become complacent, you give up, and it feels good. At this point, a part of you doesn't want to change anymore.
    There is a deep and warm comfort in giving up. It's harder to achieve your goals when you're not even sure you want to achieve them.

    • @akosorosz7453
      @akosorosz7453 3 роки тому +26

      If only it was a choice

    • @horatio655
      @horatio655 3 роки тому +50

      This comment is incredibly accurate. I was in a doomer mindset for quite a bit, I got out of it for a while before the first lockdown. Ever since then I’ve been sort of teetering between the two mindsets. Doomerism is a strange beast, you want to get out of it but at the same time you feel no reason to do so. It’s a constant warm hug of acceptance, you realise there is nowhere to go, so you sit and fester. Idk, maybe I’m chatting a load of shit but that what it can feel like for me. So far I’ve been trying to get on with my life (as much as I can) but it’s just a fucking mess

    • @TheAskald
      @TheAskald 3 роки тому +21

      What is worsening my doomerism is the current state of the word. If we want to keep the earth as a livable place, the only path is the recession of energies, population and economy, because renewable and nuclear can't fully replace fossil fuels, and energy is the blood of humanity that conditions everything. Why live in a world that peaked and need to heavily retract? It also puts guilt on my shoulders. Should I really take the plane to visit the places of my dreams? Do I really need this new car? Who am I to live and make the world of the future generations objectively worse?

    • @riflesightsonme2120
      @riflesightsonme2120 3 роки тому

      Mood

    • @aldebarantaurus1830
      @aldebarantaurus1830 3 роки тому +9

      "I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom"...

  • @SilentFox.
    @SilentFox. 3 роки тому +698

    ''To be alive means to suffer. To survive means to find meaning in the suffering''
    -Nietzsche

    • @someonesomeone25
      @someonesomeone25 3 роки тому +26

      And how does one find meaning? Never found one. And it's been many years searching.

    • @TheMasterOfCornedy
      @TheMasterOfCornedy 3 роки тому +2

      or to find meaning to end the suffering

    • @someonesomeone25
      @someonesomeone25 3 роки тому +2

      @@TheMasterOfCornedy How does one find meaning?

    • @GayPorn216
      @GayPorn216 3 роки тому +4

      @@someonesomeone25 create it yourself

    • @someonesomeone25
      @someonesomeone25 3 роки тому +9

      @@GayPorn216 Tried. But nothing i can create seems compelling or meaningful.

  • @slenderspy6540
    @slenderspy6540 5 років тому +1693

    When you have been alone and depressed since 2009

    • @swagcunt8212
      @swagcunt8212 5 років тому +90

      waiting for mom to buy cheetos since 2008, i feel you

    • @christopherlee9026
      @christopherlee9026 5 років тому +15

      Ha, I've got you beat by one year, take that loser :^)

    • @swagcunt8212
      @swagcunt8212 5 років тому +1

      Mike K I don't drink but same

    • @SteepleSmack
      @SteepleSmack 5 років тому +6

      U got the year right fellow doomer

    • @JohnDoe_07
      @JohnDoe_07 5 років тому +16

      Since 2013. Tired

  • @Tuzder
    @Tuzder 5 років тому +522

    >recognize the background from Everlasting Summer instantly
    >get sad, because the game made me happy temporarily
    >instanly become even more depressed

    • @EagleGamer44
      @EagleGamer44 5 років тому +4

      That game was awesome,one of the best VN i have ever played,give a try to One Thousand Lies on Steam for free

    • @justanamateur6129
      @justanamateur6129 4 роки тому

      That's get even more sad when i remember Lena's bad ending.

  • @cryptodeveloper
    @cryptodeveloper 3 роки тому +135

    >be me
    >start a doomer music video
    >put headphones in
    >have a glass of whisky/beer by the side
    >put the video on repeat
    >scroll down to the comments
    >relate to random doomer stories
    >drown in sadness

    • @Fritzki
      @Fritzki 3 роки тому +1

      I would be sad too if I were a NANO maximalist

    • @cryptodeveloper
      @cryptodeveloper 3 роки тому +1

      @@Fritzki damn that hurts 😂

    • @t.m.5004
      @t.m.5004 2 роки тому +2

      HOLY HEL THAT’S LITERALLY ME RIGHT NOW ARE YOU SPYING ON ME OR WHAT

    • @SpaceMissile
      @SpaceMissile Рік тому

      weirdly comforting

    • @mastercabbage
      @mastercabbage Рік тому +1

      Same but it’s like the 14th drink today and counting.

  • @danny-9988
    @danny-9988 4 роки тому +863

    rip to all the doomers who did not make it

    • @tonylovesducks2501
      @tonylovesducks2501 4 роки тому +77

      :( love to all my dead doomers. and love to the ones who stay strong and make it till the end :(

    • @eljeffe3120
      @eljeffe3120 4 роки тому +64

      Fuck, this hits hard. Fuck.

    • @mikem302
      @mikem302 3 роки тому +19

      Could be me soon

    • @redrickschuhart3836
      @redrickschuhart3836 3 роки тому +30

      @@mikem302 Don't even dare, people care about you

    • @MrHare-rx4jy
      @MrHare-rx4jy 3 роки тому +4

      F

  • @unclaimedusername6608
    @unclaimedusername6608 5 років тому +910

    Unironic enjoyment of this song

  • @deadbeatradio7831
    @deadbeatradio7831 5 років тому +550

    This world can be so cruel to good men.

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +8

      @Imperial Guardsman soyciety lol, in a world where beans are apparently more feminine than female cows titty milk...

    • @cookiegrandpafiddlediddle2248
      @cookiegrandpafiddlediddle2248 4 роки тому +14

      You either an hero as a good man or you take the honkpill.

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +2

      @no name wtf is wrong with you

    • @Ryantheman2023
      @Ryantheman2023 3 роки тому +12

      Bad parenting last gen parents bringing kids in a fucked up living situation.

    • @ashenangel7359
      @ashenangel7359 3 роки тому +1

      Don’t I know it.

  • @danielnin3484
    @danielnin3484 5 місяців тому +6

    This was the first song that introduced me to The Smiths like 4 years ago
    4 years after and It's still a masterpiece for me

  • @sinclair1392
    @sinclair1392 4 роки тому +308

    Why do they tell so many lies about the world to kids?
    It only serves to make their disappointment with reality hurt that much more.

    • @1stPersonStateConsciousness
      @1stPersonStateConsciousness 4 роки тому +37

      Cause a lot of adults who give the advice grew up in a different era of life and project what they knew to a completely different generation. We are told lies every generation that passes

    • @Bristecom
      @Bristecom 4 роки тому +26

      If only teachers were as honest as Jack Black in The School of Rock, "Here's a useful lesson for ya: Give up! Just quit! Because in this life you can't win. Sure, you can try but in the end you're just gonna lose BIG TIME because the world is run by the ((man))!"

    • @albertrogers4130
      @albertrogers4130 4 роки тому +4

      @@1stPersonStateConsciousness I guess boomers had it good then.

    • @bryansears6470
      @bryansears6470 4 роки тому +5

      They wanted to sell you a dream to make money.... now you are, no, we are what's left

  • @almaarmas9623
    @almaarmas9623 5 років тому +540

    It gets better.
    And then it gets much, much worse.

    • @ALADDIN-SANE
      @ALADDIN-SANE 4 роки тому +14

      Its like a rollercoaster go a little up to fall down faster and i just hope it ends as quickly as the ride...

    • @Bristecom
      @Bristecom 4 роки тому +12

      ​@@nuiadngnsdnge2673 Yep, very true and sad. It's gotten to the point where I almost don't even want to try with things like relationships anymore because I know it won't end well no matter what I do. Also, I've experienced that with my jobs. Things seem to be going great then boom - laid off. Happens over and over again. There is something deeply wrong with our system. But of course the boomers and elites who live off of the prosperity of the previous gen and stock markets say the times have never been better and it's all our fault if anything bad happens. I am trying my best to adapt to this crazy system but it's hard when you have little to no help and the world is essentially against you.

    • @comradep8519
      @comradep8519 4 роки тому +5

      i haven't been in a relationship in years because if i have a chance i immediately shove it away because if it doesn't work out i'll be straight back to hell. atleast i'm not trying to shoot myself anymore. it's not worth the risk.

    • @pu-FP
      @pu-FP 4 роки тому +2

      Kayleb Joyce Thats what builds a person, You'll come out a beautiful flower after this battle is done :^)
      We all need sadness to be human. Get high, Get drunk, Enjoy the darker things a bit and open to yourself.
      Loneliness is like money, It doesn't change us it reveals us.
      Get the better of the future, Just ride the wave my dude! 😎

    • @SouravskpXD
      @SouravskpXD 3 роки тому

      @@comradep8519 lol same, i always try to avoid conversation its kinda gives me anxiety

  • @RealThaler
    @RealThaler 4 роки тому +190

    Real end of the world vibes here. Streets are getting deserted, everybody is getting tense, all classes have been canceled. People are talking about quarantine and closing borders juste like what's happening in Italy. My roomates and I have no food reserves. Just a fantastic bar with dozens of different liquors.
    Feels like a great time to listen to this while sipping some japanese sky and looking through the window at the anxious but sleeping city.

    • @maxemore
      @maxemore 4 роки тому +4

      What does it even matter if we live or die

    • @collinmclaren6608
      @collinmclaren6608 4 роки тому +4

      When an apocalypse would make more sense than the lives we're living

  • @yungsputnik2293
    @yungsputnik2293 5 років тому +709

    >tfw no ten-ton truck gf

  • @Hypelloo
    @Hypelloo 5 років тому +291

    Lyrics:
    Take me out tonight
    Where there's music and there's people
    And they're young and alive
    Driving in your car
    I never never want to go home
    Because I haven't got one
    Anymore
    Take me out tonight
    Because I want to see people and I
    Want to see life
    Driving in your car
    Oh, please don't drop me home
    Because it's not my home, it's their
    Home, and I'm welcome no more
    And if a double-decker bus
    Crashes into us
    To die by your side
    Is such a heavenly way to die
    And if a ten-ton truck
    Kills the both of us
    To die by your side
    Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine
    Take me out tonight
    Take me anywhere, I don't care
    I don't care, I don't care
    And in the darkened underpass
    I thought oh God, my chance has come at last
    (but then a strange fear gripped me and I
    Just couldn't ask)
    Take me out tonight
    Oh, take me anywhere, I don't care
    I don't care, I don't care
    Driving in your car
    I never never want to go home
    Because I haven't got one, da...
    Oh, I haven't got one
    And if a double-decker bus
    Crashes into us
    To die by your side
    Is such a heavenly way to die
    And if a ten-ton truck
    Kills the both of us
    To die by your side
    Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine
    Oh, there is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out
    There is a light and it never goes out

    • @RogerTheil
      @RogerTheil 5 років тому +11

      These are the *most* Doomer lyrics.

    • @vic_tha_goat2536
      @vic_tha_goat2536 2 роки тому +1

      @@RogerTheil Morrissey is the king of sad

  • @Rune_Isauru
    @Rune_Isauru 4 роки тому +192

    The older you get, the more depressing you'll be...

    • @tonylovesducks2501
      @tonylovesducks2501 3 роки тому +6

      oh pls dont say that.. man im scared of that. i cant even imagine getting more depressed. oh damn no..

    • @luckyabdurrahman1085
      @luckyabdurrahman1085 3 роки тому

      fuck man, how do people even get old? do they live in an everlasting ignorance? or do they just get used to it so much that it becomes normal?

    • @Bristecom
      @Bristecom 3 роки тому +12

      @@tonylovesducks2501 I think its a different kind of depression. When you are a young man, you have a somewhat irrational depression. When you get older, you have a better understanding of it all so its a much more rational depression because you realize just how screwed up everything really is. It's just a matter of coping and managing it so you don't spiral out of control.

    • @bslade4307
      @bslade4307 3 роки тому +1

      I’m 17 and I’m already on the verge.....

    • @jesusisking3814
      @jesusisking3814 Рік тому +1

      If you die tonight, do you know where you're going? Did you know that Jesus Christ is THE Truth, the life and the only way to Heaven?
      Revelation 20:15 ''Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.''
      Through Jesus Christ, God offers you a FREE gift - forgiveness. All you need to do is repent, turn away from your sins and evil ways,
      from now on put your faith completely in Jesus Christ and be obedient to Him.
      Biblical explanation of the Gospel:
      God doesn’t want anybody in hell, but you must understand why
      we deserve hell and why those who refuse to live under His authority will go
      there. He gave us the law (Ten Commandments) not to make us righteous, but
      rather to show us our sin (Romans 3:20). God gave us free will and since Adam
      sinned in the garden, sin is the nature of our flesh and we ALL have sinned. (Romans 3:23)
      The law demands death to those who sin (Romans 6:23). Since we have all sinned, we all deserve hell.
      Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how
      high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him.
      For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ
      - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day.
      None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all
      have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us
      are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is
      guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit
      to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). We hate the thought of God for the same reason a criminal
      hates a policeman - we know we have sinned against God and are guilty of it and we don't want to be damned.
      No good works will ever save you. You can't earn salvation by good works, because God will judge us for our sin.
      Good News is that Jesus Christ lived a perfect, holy, sinless life and He died for our sins according to the Scriptures,
      He was buried and He was raised from the dead on the third day according to the Scriptures (1 Corinthians 15:3-4)
      For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever
      believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.’’ (John 3:16)
      We aren’t saved by our good works, but only by the grace of God through faith in Christ.
      ''For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -
      not by works, so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9)
      Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins
      (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him.
      This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him
      by reading God's Word.
      So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13)
      ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15)
      ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19)
      Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8).
      Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin.
      While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10).
      Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all.
      If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6)
      (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again."
      If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually.
      When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance
      until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14)
      Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36)
      ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7)
      If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes -
      to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God.
      You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace
      revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son.
      ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17)
      ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10)
      You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ.
      As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so.
      In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.''
      ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19)
      ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41)
      ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body,
      but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21)
      ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that,
      just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4)
      ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God,
      who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12)
      Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left!
      "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32)
      Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you!
      Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

  • @theguy4542
    @theguy4542 5 років тому +241

    Grew up, joined the navy, moved thousand of miles away from home...moved across the country....never felt so alone even though I always did. Family doesn’t feel like family anymore, they just feel like strangers that I talk to sometimes...

    • @theguy4542
      @theguy4542 5 років тому +36

      All I really have now is memes, the gym and my guitar..

    • @cookiegrandpafiddlediddle2248
      @cookiegrandpafiddlediddle2248 5 років тому +16

      @@theguy4542 Keep those things and go to gym and play guitar as much as you look at memes :)

    • @r-gart
      @r-gart 4 роки тому +6

      @@theguy4542 same thing here. Starting to think about going back for some time to see if the "family feeling" comes back...

    • @theguy4542
      @theguy4542 4 роки тому +5

      Roman Gart Yeah true, but even when I take leave and go back home I always get so bored 😑

    • @Tempusverum
      @Tempusverum 4 роки тому +3

      Joining military is great way to transform into chad. You get exercise routine, and Vets get a lot of perks for starting businesses

  • @sloboda28
    @sloboda28 5 років тому +300

    I've wasted my entire youth on internet and i regret most of the things i've done, but finding this was one of the best things i've found. I'm a huge fan of The Smiths and i could say i like more this version than original.

    • @jesusisking3814
      @jesusisking3814 Рік тому +2

      If you die tonight, do you know where you're going? Did you know that Jesus Christ is THE Truth, the life and the only way to Heaven?
      Revelation 20:15 ''Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.''
      Through Jesus Christ, God offers you a FREE gift - forgiveness. All you need to do is repent, turn away from your sins and evil ways,
      from now on put your faith completely in Jesus Christ and be obedient to Him.
      Biblical explanation of the Gospel:
      God doesn’t want anybody in hell, but you must understand why
      we deserve hell and why those who refuse to live under His authority will go
      there. He gave us the law (Ten Commandments) not to make us righteous, but
      rather to show us our sin (Romans 3:20). God gave us free will and since Adam
      sinned in the garden, sin is the nature of our flesh and we ALL have sinned. (Romans 3:23)
      The law demands death to those who sin (Romans 6:23). Since we have all sinned, we all deserve hell.
      Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how
      high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him.
      For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ
      - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day.
      None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all
      have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us
      are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is
      guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit
      to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). We hate the thought of God for the same reason a criminal
      hates a policeman - we know we have sinned against God and are guilty of it and we don't want to be damned.
      No good works will ever save you. You can't earn salvation by good works, because God will judge us for our sin.
      Good News is that Jesus Christ lived a perfect, holy, sinless life and He died for our sins according to the Scriptures,
      He was buried and He was raised from the dead on the third day according to the Scriptures (1 Corinthians 15:3-4)
      For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever
      believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.’’ (John 3:16)
      We aren’t saved by our good works, but only by the grace of God through faith in Christ.
      ''For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -
      not by works, so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9)
      Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins
      (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him.
      This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him
      by reading God's Word.
      So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13)
      ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15)
      ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19)
      Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8).
      Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin.
      While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10).
      Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all.
      If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6)
      (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again."
      If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually.
      When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance
      until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14)
      Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36)
      ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7)
      If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes -
      to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God.
      You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace
      revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son.
      ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17)
      ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10)
      You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ.
      As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so.
      In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.''
      ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19)
      ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41)
      ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body,
      but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21)
      ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that,
      just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4)
      ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God,
      who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12)
      Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left!
      "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32)
      Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you!
      Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

  • @TheIndigenousFolkist.
    @TheIndigenousFolkist. Рік тому +13

    >Be me
    >be kind to people regardless
    >gets a hope of something good will happen
    >hope gets destroyed
    >suffers

    • @geckorider
      @geckorider Рік тому

      Listen To Zach Bryan, Get A Job!

    • @retroblue69696
      @retroblue69696 8 місяців тому

      @@geckoridercolter walls better

  • @TimSlee1
    @TimSlee1 5 років тому +153

    Don't let this meme die, remember, it should last for as long as doomers exist.

    • @leapins9310
      @leapins9310 3 роки тому +3

      hello what ar doomber

    • @memelegend5956
      @memelegend5956 Рік тому +2

      At this point it's not a meme,it's a part of the internet

    • @thedreadedsyntholbaby763
      @thedreadedsyntholbaby763 10 місяців тому +2

      @@memelegend5956 not even the internet just some peoples lives

  • @thomaspaine4061
    @thomaspaine4061 3 роки тому +79

    A war in a desert, drugs, a gun, & a car accident...
    My 4 best friends from school never got to see the age of 30.
    Each had a fate waiting that we never realized when we were chilling & having fun.
    Sadly, they're not missing much.
    t. 33 year old doomer

  • @pohjantuulet247
    @pohjantuulet247 4 роки тому +311

    **Some 20-30 years into the future, one young lad walks by you sitting on a park bench late at night gazing at the sky, and asks out of morbid curiosity; 'Hey mister, what were your younger days like? Were they as lonely as mine?' You turn your rugged face towards the lad, and reply; 'Take a seat son, and i'll tell you.'**

    • @christian_kansas
      @christian_kansas 4 роки тому +31

      Then the guy became a doomer, and he often would go to the park to spend his lonely nights with the starry sky, cigarettes and some beer. Casually, without planing it, lots of times he would find that man sitting on a bench and, between cigarettes and beer, they would have long and interesting conversations about life during all night, telling experiences to each other, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying, and sharing thoughts about different things. Somehow they were making their doomer nights more bearable, while hoping things to get better

    • @JinnaiT
      @JinnaiT 2 роки тому +10

      my boss is old and actually has some realization of the incredible isolation and loneliness of our generation, it's a shock to him that we don't do things, have friends, create things we're proud of, etc...

    • @holo6883
      @holo6883 2 роки тому

      @@JinnaiT Wait people do that?

    • @JinnaiT
      @JinnaiT 2 роки тому

      @@holo6883 which one?

  • @danny1884
    @danny1884 3 роки тому +50

    When everyone is depressed because of lockdown but you've been in lockdown your whole life and it made no impact on the emptiness that is your *life*

    • @justinfiebig8847
      @justinfiebig8847 3 роки тому +6

      Excactly, and people think 1 year is bad... how about a lifetime

    • @BioChemistryWizard
      @BioChemistryWizard 3 роки тому +12

      Lol normies were talking about killing themselves only after 1 month that lockdowns started. What a bunch of weaklings.

    • @retroblue69696
      @retroblue69696 3 роки тому

      doomers are the new norm.

  • @whitenoisebby
    @whitenoisebby 5 років тому +456

    I understand that maybe this whole meme with doomer is now popular. But kids who listen to this song don't realize how sad and tragic this song is. Depression nowadays is underestimated. Something like a joke is made of it. This disease is not taken seriously. This song is about a man tired of life who wants to end his pain by suicide. He loses hope of being integrated with people.
    He ends with his hopes and dreams. Morrissey (vocalist of the group) openly talked about the fact that despite so many years he still fights depression. It is sad.
    People, be aware of what surrounds you and always hope. Fight.
    Remember. There is a light that never goes out.

    • @BastanVideos
      @BastanVideos 5 років тому +22

      M8 depression is just a chemical disorder, we’re all made of chemistry. Sadly when we see a person with different set of chemistry (alpha males, or successful stock dealer) we can’t understand how they achieved it, or how do they feel, as well, as when alpha male sees a soyboy, he can’t understand how pathetic someone as him can be. So, with depression is the same, when normal person talks with depressed person he can’t understand him at all. Physically. (Graduated therapist here)

    • @natyolantern7884
      @natyolantern7884 4 роки тому

      @@BastanVideos so does that mean im depressed

    • @nigeltheoutlaw
      @nigeltheoutlaw 4 роки тому +2

      WHo is joking?

    • @justanamateur6129
      @justanamateur6129 4 роки тому +10

      Life made a joke when i was born.
      This world is a big joke.
      But it's a black humour.

    • @justanamateur6129
      @justanamateur6129 4 роки тому +4

      @@BastanVideos the world exists so long so molecules of shit got everywhere, so the whole world is shit.(from chemical theory)

  • @thenoisemachine
    @thenoisemachine Рік тому +13

    3 or 4 years ago I was here listening to this song thinking about ending things on a daily basis. Those were very dark times; no job, no money, sleeping as much as possible and getting drunk when i wasnt asleep.
    It took a long time but things are turning around; have a job I don't hate, working on my music more, in a band (which is doing wonders for my confidence), drinking less and generaly trying to look after myself more.
    I feel better than I have in years but still have the odd lapse back into sadness from time to time.
    The conclusion I've come to is that its better to be alive, even if its painful.
    Hang in there lads, you can make it 🙂

    • @axie_beats
      @axie_beats  Рік тому +4

      Glad to hear you're doing well. I get the "flashback sadness" too. It's normal to feel what you have felt. Try to remember that those feelings are there, but they are your old feelings. You are your new self and don't feel that way anymore, it's just a part of you that will stay with you. Like memories, there are good and bad ones :). BTW good luck with the band, I always wanted to be in one. Would love to hear your music one day.

    • @thenoisemachine
      @thenoisemachine Рік тому

      @@axie_beats Thanks for the kind words mate. I'll be recording my gigs and uploading to this channel in future :)

  • @munkhtuvshinmt
    @munkhtuvshinmt 8 місяців тому +7

    at this point I don't even wanna change

  • @ace_1569
    @ace_1569 5 років тому +3074

    I didn’t think this is how I’d end up
    I just want a wife and family.

    • @buickgn1897
      @buickgn1897 5 років тому +369

      There is a woman dying to find you. Be strong for her.

    • @azumbatommy759
      @azumbatommy759 5 років тому +20

      just jump on pof. sorted

    • @slyasleep
      @slyasleep 5 років тому +130

      Ace _156 A spouse and family are nice, but not a must-have. You are all you need.

    • @user-el4su7tl6f
      @user-el4su7tl6f 5 років тому +290

      @@buickgn1897 stfu with this fantasy Bs about someone wanting you. you have you use your free will and carry your ass to that finish line. idk how I'm gonna do it, idk how OP is gonna do it, but if you want to keep your sanity and life you must do it.

    • @praetor4118
      @praetor4118 5 років тому +79

      I mean he was just saying that there's someone for everybody. He wasn't trying to trivialize the effort of actually *getting* her.

  • @thedoomerpodcast7475
    @thedoomerpodcast7475 5 років тому +390

    Y’all mind if I...
    *_/Nightwalk/?_*

    • @mercurianrepublic5943
      @mercurianrepublic5943 5 років тому +16

      ya’ll mind if i
      */join him/*?

    • @angelesskies
      @angelesskies 4 роки тому +9

      Y’all mind if I
      /Kill myself/?

    • @vallisdaemonumofficial
      @vallisdaemonumofficial 4 роки тому +9

      Y'all mind if I...
      */McFuckinKillMyself/?*

    • @Padlaizys
      @Padlaizys 4 роки тому +1

      Y'all mind if i....
      /Don't take anti suicide pills/?

    • @cloudrz
      @cloudrz 4 роки тому

      Yall mind if I
      i dont have anything to do

  • @appalachianwolf1187
    @appalachianwolf1187 4 роки тому +29

    I remember when I was listening to this song at 2am when my mom walked into my room to tell me that my grandpa has passed. I knew the time was going to come sooner or later due to his cancer but it actually happened. I threw on some pants and a hoodie and me and my mom took a 5 minute drive to our grandparents house. We arrived and everything was calm. No tears just yet. It was me, mom, and my grandma and the Coroner (my aunt and uncle were coming but they lived further away). I tired to call my brother (who lives on his own) to say one last goodbye to our grandpa before he’s taken but sadly he didn’t answered. My aunt and uncle arrive and it’s time to say our goodbyes. I go in first. My grandpa is laying peacefully on the bed I used to sleep in as a child when I would spend the night at there house. I look at him. Think about the good memories I had of him and the times we spent together. I kiss him on the forehead and leave and head to the living room. Everyone else says their goodbyes and we’re ready to send him off with the Coroner. We have to put my grandpas dog (April) away in my grandmas room so she wouldn’t attack the Coroner since he would be taking my grandpa. April was crying and howling so she knew what happened. I help carry my grandpa down the stairs and into the van. We get one last goodby before they take him. This whole time I was trying to fight back the tears but a few tears dropped and my mom hugged me. Last time I would see him. We head into the house to do the paperwork/death certificate sorta thing and everyone is calm and collective during the situation. Everything is settled and me and my mom start driving home ( it’s about 4am). As soon as we get in the car I started listening to this song and began sobbing and bawling my eyes out. I just sobbed and sobbed while my mom is rubbing my back trying to comfort me as we make our way home. I get home and stay up for the rest of the morning just sobbing and thinking about my grandpa and how I’ll never see him again and how much I’ll miss him. It would take me 6 months to completely get over his death and this would also be the first time I would loose a grandparent. This my grandpa passed back in March of this year and coincidently this video was uploaded on the day of his death. If your still reading this that means a lot. We’re all gonna make it bros.

    • @420gamermadlad4
      @420gamermadlad4 4 роки тому +2

      I understand It man both of my Grannys are dead one of them died 6 years ago and suffered with mental health her whole life so we were never close, the other before I was born but one of the only somewhat stable people In my life has always been my Grandad I'm the only grandkid he has In contact with him because his other daughter doesn't talk to him and she's never let him meet her three kids, I know It'll push me over the edge when he dies, but that's just life I guess.

    • @appalachianwolf1187
      @appalachianwolf1187 4 роки тому +3

      Jack Spend time with him as much a possible before he goes. You’ll feel better knowing that you did more stuff with him before he passes

    • @minoritygroyper8341
      @minoritygroyper8341 4 роки тому

      @@appalachianwolf1187 never meet my grand dad in a way I'm glad . I'd never have the pain of saying good by to him .

    • @ashleycolinaa
      @ashleycolinaa Рік тому

      Damnnn im cryinggg

  • @hugo2181
    @hugo2181 3 роки тому +53

    Living life as a background character in most peoples lives. Nobody thought of you directly today. Feels doom man...

  • @paidchinesespy9838
    @paidchinesespy9838 5 років тому +422

    Doomers rise up so that we can rise back down after seeing reality as what it really is.Empty Hope

    • @paidchinesespy9838
      @paidchinesespy9838 5 років тому

      @Маджик Ман Magic Man What if I worked for the deep state?I can implode the globalist from the inside out

    • @butchdeloria3797
      @butchdeloria3797 5 років тому +10

      We will save the world. Then we will doom it. Fuckin doomed either way. Life is fucked no matter what you get, you might just fuckin loose it anyway.

    • @creature-ytb
      @creature-ytb 5 років тому

      You can't rise down. That's sinking.

    • @TraceLight
      @TraceLight 5 років тому

      Butch DeLoria even if we get what we want, will it really solve the problem?
      It never will.

    • @AyyKayMobies
      @AyyKayMobies 5 років тому

      to know the Nothing and still hope is Divine,
      that is the leap of Faith that storied history has repeatedly told us exists
      most die when they find it, but the few find Everthing.

  • @panko5828
    @panko5828 4 роки тому +33

    What is our era even defined by? Information moves so fast that trends and fads die within a week, and everything falls to irrelevancy. We truly wont be rememberd by history

    • @frogholdingmachinegun377
      @frogholdingmachinegun377 4 роки тому

      Deeeeeep

    • @luckyabdurrahman1085
      @luckyabdurrahman1085 4 роки тому +7

      It's meaningless anyway, they say you are lucky by being born, but in a sea of 7-8 billion people? I would rather not be born in the first place.

    • @_chew_
      @_chew_ 4 роки тому +3

      Memes. Our era will be remembered for memes. Not any specific meme, just the popularity of memes as a whole.

    • @baileyi594
      @baileyi594 3 роки тому +1

      @@_chew_ wow so amazing

    • @tuvimoex6982
      @tuvimoex6982 3 роки тому

      @@luckyabdurrahman1085 Cringe nigilist

  • @oakeidissiczeppic974
    @oakeidissiczeppic974 4 роки тому +24

    I used to work as a laborer for a shitty wage, and live in an apartment in a dumpy house with my mattress on the floor, with roommates that never were home, in a neighborhood crummy enough for crime but desolate enough for each night to be hauntingly dark and silent. My lamp was the only thing lighting my room in the corner of this dark apartment and I would listen to this song on repeat, smoking out of the window, wishing I was somewhere else. Now I live with my girlfriend I love in a well lit apartment with new furniture, a bird that chirps gleefully through the day, and a job that pays better. But when I hear this song on one of those nights that I can’t fall asleep at 9pm like my better half, I only wish I was back in that corner bedroom dimly lit, smoking out of my window. Depression is something else, boys.

  • @saparmuratniyazov547
    @saparmuratniyazov547 4 роки тому +269

    The girl I’ve been in love with for the past year was murdered by her ex this past Friday. The lead investigator is a close family friend. He told me that on the morning she was killed, she wrote in her diary that she was going to ask me out after class.
    I’m here forever, aren’t I...

    • @TheRealRusDaddy
      @TheRealRusDaddy 4 роки тому +15

      Well fuuuuuuck man. M-maybe you can find another girl to fall in love with but thats just Brutal

    • @liamodwyer8005
      @liamodwyer8005 4 роки тому +10

      That’s fucked I’m sorry dude

    • @N.E.U.R.O
      @N.E.U.R.O 4 роки тому +5

      Jesus Christ dude :\

    • @mr.bruhmoment4732
      @mr.bruhmoment4732 4 роки тому +4

      I-i don’t even know what to fucking say. GG i guess

    • @josephpohrte
      @josephpohrte 4 роки тому +9

      im aboutto fucking cry are you ok bro

  • @dickcancer9689
    @dickcancer9689 5 років тому +670

    I got a job as a taxi driver & asked for the late shift.
    I go all over. I take people to the Bronx, Brooklyn, I take 'em to Harlem.
    I don't care. Don't make no difference to me. It does to some.
    Some won't even take spooks.
    Don't make no difference to me.

  • @somebodyyouneverknew1095
    @somebodyyouneverknew1095 3 роки тому +19

    The fact that 2019 was 2 years ago hurts my soul

  • @whitehorse8832
    @whitehorse8832 5 років тому +96

    In a strange way this gives me optimism

    • @milespennington5255
      @milespennington5255 5 років тому +1

      Good

    • @RS-ie4su
      @RS-ie4su 5 років тому

      What's the point?

    • @whitehorse8832
      @whitehorse8832 5 років тому +3

      @@RS-ie4su we will all die eventually brother

    • @PatRose
      @PatRose 5 років тому +4

      @@whitehorse8832 so why dont make something out of it as long as it lasts?

    • @agsrf6479
      @agsrf6479 5 років тому +1

      Thats cause doomerism belongs to the acceptance state. If you have been living a life of shit then not caring anymore (aka doomerism) can be cathartic.

  • @12NiBer12
    @12NiBer12 5 років тому +216

    Oh yeah. I'm gonna put this on repeat for hours now

  • @Outuition
    @Outuition 4 роки тому +72

    I wish I could feel anything just one more time in my life

  • @pieceofaslan1110
    @pieceofaslan1110 5 років тому +83

    I wish i was like the other people who live their life asking without any question.

    • @AyyKayMobies
      @AyyKayMobies 5 років тому

      find the right Question?

    • @pieceofaslan1110
      @pieceofaslan1110 5 років тому +3

      @@AyyKayMobies "Why this system?" is the right question.

    • @Baaalzable
      @Baaalzable 4 роки тому +3

      @@pieceofaslan1110 Very antisemetic comment

    • @pieceofaslan1110
      @pieceofaslan1110 4 роки тому +1

      @@Baaalzable Killing is not a sin for most of Jews but it doesnt matter anyway because this world gonna end with women and men war.

    • @Baaalzable
      @Baaalzable 4 роки тому +1

      @@pieceofaslan1110 My post was ironic.

  • @jackthompson8024
    @jackthompson8024 3 роки тому +25

    After reading a surplus of similar comments regarding the perpetual despair we face in this existence, I've realized that there is one positive thing to take away from this hell.
    We're not alone. We all have each other here online, and as hollow as that may seem, maybe one day we'll run into each other at Starbucks and form a great companionship for a few years before watching the apocalypse together. Love you all.

    • @adeptusundolios2482
      @adeptusundolios2482 2 роки тому +2

      Jesus loves us never forget that

    • @SlapStyleAnims
      @SlapStyleAnims 2 роки тому

      @@adeptusundolios2482 And it gets more tempting by the day to end it all and go see him at last.

  • @OttoTheOtto
    @OttoTheOtto 4 роки тому +19

    Sitting in the dark, looking at the ground, remembering the good times that i've never had.

  • @JohnToridas
    @JohnToridas 4 роки тому +97

    I am 24, jobless, never had a gf, parents call me 0, hide from conscription, economical crisis and conflicts in my country, will I ever escape this?? :((

    • @Fritzki
      @Fritzki 4 роки тому +29

      Only 17 but i know my future will consist of what you said, lets suffer together.

    • @ziri9613
      @ziri9613 4 роки тому +1

      Maybe try QUAS QUAS WEX that will help you escape ;)

    • @Bristecom
      @Bristecom 4 роки тому +1

      All you can do is try but for many it doesn't get better.

    • @tonylovesducks2501
      @tonylovesducks2501 3 роки тому

      21 and im the same. do you have discord my doomer fren?

    • @iPhone-sy8qc
      @iPhone-sy8qc 3 роки тому +8

      28 here. Doesn’t get better I promise you that.

  • @retroblue69696
    @retroblue69696 2 роки тому +12

    the age of over whelming technology

  • @MrDeathartisan
    @MrDeathartisan 5 років тому +239

    ...And here I was thinking that "Doomer" referred to a doom metal enthusiast.

    • @HappeningAlong
      @HappeningAlong 5 років тому +3

      yea, at first i did so too

    • @LlibertarianGalt
      @LlibertarianGalt 5 років тому +16

      'doomer' is just millennials being too dull to understand that nihilism exists already; doom metal rules

    • @FirstnameLastname-nd9wx
      @FirstnameLastname-nd9wx 4 роки тому +4

      @@LlibertarianGalt you can be a nihilist without being depressed or a doomer without being a nihilist

    • @whatashame.6319
      @whatashame.6319 4 роки тому

      @Danny Dircio check out reverend bizarre, they have a lot of songs with doomer lyrics - sorrow is a favorite of mine
      "
      Lying on my bed alone in the dead of the night
      Torturing myself with thoughts of her
      Like a silent breeze of poisonous air, the sorrow comes
      All those memories of better times fill my mind"

    • @Donut6975
      @Donut6975 4 роки тому

      Alec Huber well, Doomer originally meant someone who grew up playing DOOM (1993) and is depressed

  • @Moonman4
    @Moonman4 4 роки тому +253

    Someone start a war so I can have a purpose

    • @liamodwyer8005
      @liamodwyer8005 4 роки тому

      ParZiVaL how is the army I’m thinking of enlisting before I go to law enforcement.. what’s your mos? If you don’t mind telling thanks

    • @liamodwyer8005
      @liamodwyer8005 4 роки тому +1

      ParZiVaL I’m also 21 already so I’d be a little older going in, what do u think

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +39

      You know the worlds fucked when people are willing and wanting to go and fight and die in wars just because they want something to give their lives purpose. Dying in some old rich demonic cunts war isn't purpose, anon, neither is it an escape. You will come back after you die, life never truly ends. Just endure life, you can do it, we all can. True strength comes directly from suffering.

    • @stefanluginger3682
      @stefanluginger3682 4 роки тому +5

      Rhinoinasuit war is nearest to some sense for a lot of people I guess. There is nothing you feel life better as when you fight for it. And if you loose it in a war it’s even ok. You die as a hero. That’s the mystery of war. On the other hand people are to silly to think that they can fight for themselves and their values even whitout a war.

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +3

      @@stefanluginger3682 i get that and that's what we're being taken advantage of for. I know there's nothing more fulfilling than fighting for what you think is right, but people are being used just as they have been for war since war was a thing. It's just sad, people are being taken advantage of and manipulated in every way shape and form these days. And when we try to do something about it, it's other people like us aswell as ourselves that suffer for it. The evil scum sitting up top in charge of it all don't feel a damn thing from us.

  • @Hazzalover3612
    @Hazzalover3612 4 роки тому +187

    why do i feel the need to hug everyone in the comments

    • @MrGamingTurkiye
      @MrGamingTurkiye 4 роки тому +26

      Man, you just make me cry.

    • @stanpines9011
      @stanpines9011 4 роки тому +10

      same. i just want all of us to come together and just talk about life

    • @Hazzalover3612
      @Hazzalover3612 4 роки тому +4

      Stan Pines same :(

    • @respectedmastermind
      @respectedmastermind 4 роки тому +7

      I deeply understand everyone of these comments

    • @DarkW0lverine
      @DarkW0lverine 4 роки тому +1

      Cause you're an alcoholic. Get lost

  • @walmartian422
    @walmartian422 4 роки тому +27

    When you wake up your 27 years old and you squandered every damn opportunity that you had and then you realize your a goddamn doomer.

  • @milesupshur4179
    @milesupshur4179 4 роки тому +64

    “To die by your side, the privilege the pleasure is mine”
    The most romantic a doomer can get

  • @mikeypacs
    @mikeypacs 5 років тому +66

    No hope. Just faith.

    • @Bristecom
      @Bristecom 3 роки тому +1

      Amen. At the end of the day, it's all we have. And Christ is returning soon. He's getting very tired of the bullshit too. Just waiting for a few more to believe on him before it all goes to hell.

  • @mikema3993
    @mikema3993 3 роки тому +14

    I just want to sleep...forever.

  • @pr0tection4
    @pr0tection4 5 років тому +420

    I’m failing all my classes this quarter, the girl i’m in love with won’t let me date her, there hasn’t been sheets on my bed since august, i feel empty

    • @nialls1716
      @nialls1716 5 років тому +81

      You're the only one who can do anything about your situation brother, get up and be productive.

    • @pr0tection4
      @pr0tection4 5 років тому +48

      today i just want to wallow but i will
      get to work soon enough, thank you

    • @342bullseye
      @342bullseye 5 років тому +35

      Fuck ive been there. You'll get through this soldier.

    • @k33pstrumming39
      @k33pstrumming39 5 років тому +1

      I have been there man you will get through it .

    • @lilahdog568
      @lilahdog568 5 років тому +35

      Oh my god, my condolensces. Everyday millions of people are the unfortunate victims of sheetless beds, but together we can make sure that no man, woman or child must sleep without sheets ever again. Please donate your money to macsasti foundation today so we can stop sheetlessness

  • @thegodofvodka
    @thegodofvodka 2 роки тому +46

    >Be 21
    >Haven't had a gf ever
    >Haven't kissed
    >Havent held hands
    >Haven't had anyone say to mw they like me or anything.
    >Only six month till 22.

    • @mrbiz2047
      @mrbiz2047 2 роки тому

      Hold on anon. I'm 24 and kissed my frist girl yesterday and also touched her boobs...

    • @x-a-
      @x-a- 2 роки тому

      fuck this, take care about yourself first, being lonely isn't that depressive when you accept it.
      You're probably dodging a lot of bullets what are today's girls anyway ? full feminism 3.0 bullshit keep your paycheck 100% to you for now.

    • @warbound91
      @warbound91 2 роки тому +6

      I lost my virginity at 22 just keep grinding man it'll happen

    • @retroblue69696
      @retroblue69696 2 роки тому +7

      im 25 and never had a girlfriend.

    • @honkingoutloud2619
      @honkingoutloud2619 Рік тому +4

      Be strong brother, i had 2 gf im 22. The last one was realy smt else, i realy loved her man we broke up because of distance and new work opportunities for me. She replaced me at the first month. I haven't recovered since the news, its been 9 months

  • @BastanVideos
    @BastanVideos 5 років тому +26

    June 2019. Doomers, how do you feel? God knows, how many we’ve lost this spring.

  • @cedartrees2768
    @cedartrees2768 5 років тому +79

    >be doomer
    >break up with emotionally manipulative/emotionally abusive gf
    >delve deeper into doomerism
    >feel a little better
    it does get better sometimes

    • @agsrf6479
      @agsrf6479 5 років тому +14

      Doomerism feels very comfy if I may say so. People get it confused with the depressed state but doomerism actually belongs to the acceptance state just like honkler. Honkler is optimistic acceptance and doomer is pessimistic acceptance. After a life of feeling like crap and always caring about pointless shit, honklerism and doomerism can be cathartic.

    • @cedartrees2768
      @cedartrees2768 5 років тому +9

      turn off i believe you may be evolving into a bloomer

  • @justice7788
    @justice7788 5 років тому +135

    I wonder if Morrissey is happy to be the unofficial DOOM leader

    • @tmurder7842
      @tmurder7842 5 років тому +11

      Austin Starke no. I would only think that once he found this out. He yelled at his butler, fled his house, then... hopefully made a song about it.

    • @bricepaul80
      @bricepaul80 4 роки тому +2

      He's got the 21st century breathing down his neck. ..

    • @danielj5650
      @danielj5650 4 роки тому

      he was a doomer before any one else. Watch this video
      ua-cam.com/video/3JOl3YaDCQI/v-deo.html

    • @s.franco5744
      @s.franco5744 4 роки тому

      Morrissey suffered from clinical depression.

    • @hippyjoe
      @hippyjoe 3 роки тому

      He's arrogant enough to revel in it

  • @theamazingagnostic2819
    @theamazingagnostic2819 6 місяців тому +3

    I have nostalgia for when this was first posted.

    • @axie_beats
      @axie_beats  6 місяців тому +1

      been some time

    • @dro3543
      @dro3543 6 місяців тому

      what a time, right?

  • @toguro5117
    @toguro5117 5 років тому +623

    I regret being born

    • @MainroadX
      @MainroadX 5 років тому +129

      You should sue your parents for giving birth to you without your consent

    • @GeraltofRivia22
      @GeraltofRivia22 5 років тому +7

      Shouldn't you be in hell for like 10 000 years?

    • @Hubert4515
      @Hubert4515 5 років тому

      dame, why didnt somebody ask me if i want to?

    • @toguro5117
      @toguro5117 5 років тому +39

      Geralt of Rivia part of my hell is being able to see this world turn to shit and not being able to do anything about it.

    • @theemeraldblonde218
      @theemeraldblonde218 5 років тому +14

      @@GeraltofRivia22 What if we all killed ourselves before and this is purgatory?

  • @GBadkarma
    @GBadkarma 11 місяців тому +6

    We’re all gonna make it boys :)

    • @nocturnaljoe9543
      @nocturnaljoe9543 10 місяців тому

      Like the ones who didn't?

    • @dro3543
      @dro3543 6 місяців тому

      ​@@nocturnaljoe9543we keep going to honor them.

    • @nocturnaljoe9543
      @nocturnaljoe9543 6 місяців тому

      @@dro3543 Nobody cares about the ones, who didn't make it. The world has no space for them. We honor them best by telling the truth.

  • @IVPixel
    @IVPixel 4 роки тому +960

    Don't worry guys.
    It'll get worse.

  • @thanatos2584
    @thanatos2584 5 років тому +39

    124.768 views. At least, we are not alone.

    • @CM-ci7sp
      @CM-ci7sp 4 роки тому

      Almost 700.000 now

  • @oscarsantacruz7477
    @oscarsantacruz7477 10 місяців тому +6

    This song kept me alive during 2020

  • @casualobserver3853
    @casualobserver3853 4 роки тому +14

    I just started 3rd shift at my job. 11pm to 7am. Finally I job to fit my ideal sleep schedule.

  • @tornadoostaff
    @tornadoostaff 4 роки тому +14

    three years ago i was thinking why would people want to kill themselves? it's not rational, life still had a lots of things to be explored!
    now here i am, crying everyday and wondering how much money my parents could save if i've never been born

    • @luckyabdurrahman1085
      @luckyabdurrahman1085 4 роки тому +5

      Same, I don't want to make my parents sad by killing myself, but I don't think I would last long enough in this world.

    • @tornadoostaff
      @tornadoostaff 4 роки тому +1

      @@luckyabdurrahman1085 hang in there brother, it all will end someday, but at least we need to repay our parents first

    • @ashleycolinaa
      @ashleycolinaa Рік тому

      Same brother it would be better if i dont exist

  • @memeoir3648
    @memeoir3648 3 роки тому +5

    there is a guy that never goes out

  • @luckyabdurrahman1085
    @luckyabdurrahman1085 4 роки тому +28

    I never ask to be born, nor do I want to live, yet people still expect everything from me when I don't even have any purpose, God, I hope I just fade away unto non-existence.

    • @DarthVader99447
      @DarthVader99447 2 роки тому

      Glad to know that there are other people like me

  • @azardes2960
    @azardes2960 4 роки тому +30

    12:14 pm ... im drunk... again... dont sleep for weeks... wasted day.... wasted year.... wasted life

  • @bedofroachesofficial4958
    @bedofroachesofficial4958 5 років тому +51

    >be me
    >learn this song on bass
    > feelsgoodman.png

    • @retroblue69696
      @retroblue69696 4 роки тому +2

      and then record it and slow it down.

    • @sonnydemontage
      @sonnydemontage 4 роки тому

      RetroBlue or just learn it in D flat major like I did

    • @bedofroachesofficial4958
      @bedofroachesofficial4958 4 роки тому

      Sonny DeMontage this is also an option

    • @sonnydemontage
      @sonnydemontage 4 роки тому

      Of course you’d need to downtune at least half a step as this version has a low Eb1 in the bass

  • @howardlovesyouu
    @howardlovesyouu 3 роки тому +7

    It really hurts when the person you loved the most leave you so easy . You cherished them the most , you loved them with all your heart , did everything to make them happy , gave a shoulder for them to cry upon and had wonderful memories .
    And then when it comes to your flaws they leave you high and dry , like they never meant anything . And hurt you like hell . Throw you away from their life .
    Making you think - am I not good enough? Making you getting obsessed with them , even though they couldn’t care less . Eventually making you insecured and depressed....
    To anybody dealing with pain (not necessarily caused by a heartbreak) may god bless you . You are strong . You will make it to the end . I love you all ❤️

    • @anasyousr688
      @anasyousr688 3 роки тому +1

      Must be a terrible feeling..

  • @tomimpala
    @tomimpala 5 років тому +72

    Unironically very enjoyable slowed down with more bass and pitched lower.

  • @comradep8519
    @comradep8519 3 роки тому +4

    ladies and gentlemen i am back and this time i'm finally one of the chaps preaching the idea that we're all going to make it
    i've discovered that there is an exit to hell
    just keep going and don't stop, i came so close to giving up so many times and i'm so glad that i didn't
    that's all, lads, cheers

    • @comradep8519
      @comradep8519 3 роки тому +1

      Gen-Z Doomer christ pill, then found love
      I still very much have the doomer outlook, I just have someone that I care about enough to make it all ok

  • @geovane19
    @geovane19 Рік тому +6

    4 years ago when these started getting uploaded I was feeling the blues, but still working on getting somewhere in life, and now I can say it paid off, never give up bros, even a complete fuckup like me could get somewhere with some effort, it's never late to anyone

  • @davidharrow9025
    @davidharrow9025 2 роки тому +10

    I get terrible anxiety at night time. Heart racing, sweating, body feels shaky. I end up staying up till 4am because trying to sleep again will trigger the anxiety. I dont know whats happening to me but listening to this song usually calms me down. ❤

  • @paladinslash4721
    @paladinslash4721 3 роки тому +8

    Feb 14 and I’m back here... again...

  • @appalachianwolf1187
    @appalachianwolf1187 2 роки тому +8

    Can’t believe this video came out almost 3 years ago. I remember this was uploaded 1 day after my grandpa passed when I was in 10th grade. I just sobbed the entire night and this song reminds me of him. 3 years later I’m working at a miserable warehouse job and feel like I have no meaning in life. It does get worse.

  • @teos4664
    @teos4664 2 роки тому +37

    Aight, listen up.
    I was an ex doomer, now fighter/go getter.
    you need to get angry.
    get so pissed off, that you feel like you can punch through a wall, a ragefull punch that can bend space and land on god's or this server's admin nose.
    then go on a power walk. walk with pumping music. while still remembering how that rage felt.
    i promise it feels good. be angry always. imagine your emotions like the game rock,paper,scissors.
    rage beats depression, depression beats happiness, happiness beats rage.
    then find a goal. find something that makes you happy. don't chase after people wishing for a family and shit. that will come once you realize what your passion is and you chase after it. partners and people in general are attracted to passionate people. Even if it's collecting stamps or train watching.
    never give up on your goal. I found mine in phyisics, since i was always a deep thinker. Now i'm trying to understand how reality around us works and what can I do to better it.
    your light will only go out at the end of the game, so make sure you burn and shine more than any other lightbulb.
    nothing makes sense at the end of the day.
    while many paths are already discovered, inventions invented, stories written
    you have not experienced them. Ignore politics,religion and rules. live your life how YOU want to.
    good luck, space cowboys.

    • @Siegfried5846
      @Siegfried5846 Рік тому

      It's easy to get angry when you know who is at fault for putting White men in this hell life.

    • @SpaceMissile
      @SpaceMissile Рік тому

      👌

  • @GoldenNorway1
    @GoldenNorway1 5 років тому +158

    There's nothing to fight for anymore.. I don't feel a connection to my culture, there's no war, so starvation, no real problems.. we have nothing that binds us... except alcohol and games that is.

    • @eternaldoomer6438
      @eternaldoomer6438 5 років тому +21

      What the point of fighting for our countries? In mine, most people are ok with all the mess. It's over, and it's the same shit in all the countries around mine, no point to stay or leave.

    • @GBadkarma
      @GBadkarma 4 роки тому

      GoldenNorway1 I just plowed through 10 millers and 2 Bud tallboys, currently playing no mans sky. We’re all stoic here my friend.

    • @Rhinoinasuit
      @Rhinoinasuit 4 роки тому +6

      The problem isn't that we don't have any (ironic), it's that this society perpetuates that we don't when everyone deep down knows we all do. This world doesn't give help to those that need it, it gives help to those that can afford it, or turn a blind eye. No truths to be told, no ways to find them. Truth is buried so fucking deep... look at pop culture, it's a shit show of "look at me! I'm so important!" Distractions everywhere. People that want to look past it all? Good fucking luck.

    • @Infokrieger117
      @Infokrieger117 4 роки тому

      Starve yourself.

    • @ASpectralWriter
      @ASpectralWriter 2 роки тому

      make your own

  • @AnUtterSimpleton
    @AnUtterSimpleton 4 роки тому +31

    I'm glad I stopped being an alcoholic and realized there is an end to the tunnel.

    • @MaGaTOW69
      @MaGaTOW69 4 роки тому +5

      We are still alcoholics. Congrats to your sobriety, 6 months here.

    • @Dantes2888
      @Dantes2888 4 роки тому

      FUUUUUUUAAAAAARK

    • @AnUtterSimpleton
      @AnUtterSimpleton 4 роки тому +1

      @archtopone it takes a while too. I don't really have friends or much of a life either but it is on an upward turn.

    • @tkx86
      @tkx86 4 роки тому

      I thought I beat it. 18 days sober into 2020 and I fell back into it binging every evening after work. I told myself I am a dead man and will kill myself if I dont sober up 2020, and I have already failed in January... I have thought of buying a cheap car and running hose from the exhaust pipe and sit down at edgecliffe blvd looking over collaroy and falling asleep or taking a step off the gap drunk. I just want to feel normal again.. And booze lies to me and makes me feel good for a little while and like I am the fun happy person I should be.

  • @nottherealpaulsmith
    @nottherealpaulsmith 4 роки тому +19

    i'm waiting for a miracle that i know will never happen

  • @Litepaw
    @Litepaw 4 роки тому +18

    I remember taking a handful of benzos and standing up on a chair while putting my head through a noose made from an electrical cable and just waiting for the pills to kick in.
    The next memory was me waking up from the floor and gasping, with a snapped cord still around my neck.
    After that, my life sorta went all better. In a good direction. Got a job, a girlfriend, and accepted into school.
    I was wondering for a long time if it was all a scenario created in my dying head.
    But now I'm sure it wasn't, because i was fired 3 years ago, my school went to hell because of my relationship. And now about two weeks ago to top it off, she's dumping me.
    How the fuck can life be so bipolar? I feel damn empty and confused. And lonely.
    How the hell does a nearly 30 year old guy meet new people?

  • @NanamiNishijou
    @NanamiNishijou 4 роки тому +26

    Loved this song before the meme, love it even after

  • @DarkCrusade3
    @DarkCrusade3 4 роки тому +16

    When life is the best joke you can never laugh about

  • @TheVivaJacob
    @TheVivaJacob 5 років тому +97

    Boss why are we still here? Just to suffer?

    • @cornelia-vm1mz
      @cornelia-vm1mz 5 років тому +11

      Depends on who you ask. Maybe we need to understand pain and suffering to fully comprehend joy and happiness. Damn. I sound like a philosopher now.

    • @vagabond2385
      @vagabond2385 5 років тому +5

      cornelia1722 Here’s a quote by Friedrich Nietzsche: “To live is to suffer. To survive is to find meaning in the suffering.”

    • @cornelia-vm1mz
      @cornelia-vm1mz 5 років тому +1

      @@vagabond2385 I actually really like that quote. Thanks man.

    • @williamhad
      @williamhad 5 років тому +2

      @@vagabond2385 he's quoting metal gear solid actually but Nietzsche is the best

    • @eternaldoomer6438
      @eternaldoomer6438 5 років тому +4

      This is Pequod! Arriving shortly at LZ!

  • @samjohnson8588
    @samjohnson8588 4 роки тому +5

    I'm 24, after the last few years I think I've seen enough.

  • @Anglo-Saxon9
    @Anglo-Saxon9 4 роки тому +16

    Reminds me of my ex. We would spend all night driving around the city in her car. Every time I went out with her, I never wanted to go home to my dysfunctional family. Bittersweet memories.

    • @liamodwyer8005
      @liamodwyer8005 4 роки тому +2

      I want that

    • @Anglo-Saxon9
      @Anglo-Saxon9 4 роки тому

      It was great, she was a wonderful person. Things change I guess.

    • @liamodwyer8005
      @liamodwyer8005 4 роки тому +1

      BlodOchStål you did it once you can do it again

    • @Anglo-Saxon9
      @Anglo-Saxon9 4 роки тому

      @@liamodwyer8005 I hope so.

  • @javierortega4409
    @javierortega4409 3 роки тому +7

    · years having depression, being this year the worst with constant suicidal thoughts. I have never talk about it with nobody, everybody that surround me think Im ok (except my mother, she smeems to notice that something is not right with me) because thats is what I try, I keep making exercise, studying, hanging with friends, and still I just feel like falling from outside to the inside, been just an empty body. If I have finished everything is because it would kill my parents, but I cant go on like this, I dont know how much I will endure with this act

    • @guapocat203
      @guapocat203 3 роки тому

      Depression is a bitch, brother. If things are that rough, you can check out Guardians of Mental Health on Discord if you ever want to anonymously talk about stuff. It’s free and not full therapy, but usually there’s vetted counselors who volunteer. You can tell them you just want to unload and don’t want to be “fixed” or anything. Sometimes it helps to be able to just talk stuff out with someone who doesn’t know you or have an agenda.

    • @jonm.678
      @jonm.678 2 роки тому

      I feel this. I’m on a self improvement kick but it really is a grind sometimes. All I do is work, go to the gym, and watch UA-cam. I have friends of course but not that many and I don’t see them often. On the bright side I’ve lost of 20lbs and look a lot better. However, the daily monotony is starting to get to me. I’m trying to just fight my way through it the Goggins way- but I would be lying if I said I didn’t have moments of weakness

  • @bammargera4234
    @bammargera4234 27 днів тому +1

    I found this exact video right after I experienced my first heartbreak. I was with her for a year, which felt like a decade to me. I was barely turning 18, as was she, and so I thought we’d turn old together and go from there. But as it turns out, she had other plans I was unaware of. But if not for her breaking my heart and spirit, I would have never discovered the smiths. So, Diana, thank you. Though you killed the spirit of my early twenties, you’re the reason I discovered the smiths.

  • @mriggs596
    @mriggs596 3 роки тому +16

    It will get worse before it gets better. Prepare yourself, Anon.

    • @cryptodeveloper
      @cryptodeveloper 3 роки тому +2

      after it gets better, it will get much much worse

  • @qaffqa
    @qaffqa 5 років тому +121

    The comments section is just so depressing.
    I kinda love it

  • @gokittygokitty
    @gokittygokitty 3 роки тому +8

    i remember listening to this 2 years ago and the memories are depressing yet somewhat comforting

  • @12NiBer12
    @12NiBer12 4 роки тому +9

    Holy shit man this song exploded! So glad I randomly suggested a year ago! Hope you doing well uploader!

  • @justinfiebig8847
    @justinfiebig8847 4 роки тому +22

    The game was rigged from the start...

  • @moneyprintergobrr6501
    @moneyprintergobrr6501 3 роки тому +7

    When you find comfort in depression because the alternative is caring and when you realize what this world really is and there is no hope nothing you can do the hard anxiety & despair will eat you alive.

  • @fodaseodinheiro
    @fodaseodinheiro 4 роки тому +16

    This is actually better than the original version.

  • @MiyuMirai
    @MiyuMirai 2 роки тому +8

    0:05 I was a Doomer from 19 to 22 yo, tried to end my life cause I coulnd't bear the pain anymore but I am still not sure If I am happy that I am alive.. I am a very kind and smiling soul but this world is harsh man.. we are living in a fucked up world.. I just want to escape and I don't wanna be here.. We were not asked to be born.. Even when I am living life to the fullest and having a lot of fun, my mind wont change: I don't wanna be here.. btw almost 26 now working full, getting money, just bought the switch oled but GODDAMN MONEY IS NOTHING MAN fuck this shit, it does not make me happy that's why I go out and walk in parks, read books sitting on a bench, talking with people but still I can't find infinite happiness. It does not exist here.