Trauma, multiple personalities, mk-ultra- healed by the Holy Spirit testimony
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2024
- This is a continuation of my testimony which is posted in three parts on my UA-cam channel. This video is about how the Holy Spirit healed my multiple personality disorder aka dissociative identity disorder by bringing back suppressed memories due to trauma that I went through as a child. This trauma led me into the occult and down a dark path which eventually led me to accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.
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Dear brave girl thank you for your testemony. I to can relate to some degree. I had a lot of trauma when I was young, I was emotionaly destroyed and that sence of being lost and weak had led me to new age. Demons know that when they brake us with pain we will seek power. That is the catch. Also they will use us to corrupt others and pass on demons. It is almost like a virus of destruction. Also I found out that there are generational curses do to occult practice in ouer blood line that we need to brake. That is way we are so atrracted to it, it is in ouer dna. My family is in hinduisam and nothing good came from that. I'm praying that they wake up. When I was doing yoga and meditating I was having sleep paralysis with demonic attacks few times a week. It was horor show. Calling for Jesus saved me every time but i still didn't get way I was under attack. One day I was praying to God to show me THE TRUTH and my spiritual eyes opend. I was shocked when I saw Satan rules everything and that I was the dark worker. Conviction and sorrow came over me and I repented so much. Thank you Jesus that I asked that question. You will know the truth and the truth will set you free. God bless you and your family and keep you safe.
@ANDRIE F. go a fast for a few days and ask God to deliver you. There are several ministers online like Fernando Perez and Robert Clancy who can pray with you. Dr. Olukoya is also gifted in spiritual warfare. God shall set you free
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yes, i can relate to this thank you for sharing
I suffered sleep paralysis for many years too, it's one of the scariest experiences. I praise God I'm free for many years now. I'm so glad to hear you're free too. Jesus is the best! X
@@andrie4384 try Robert Clancy on youtube
@@andrie4384 I know sometimes it takes time. I had realy bad demonic dreams when I came to Christ. Nothing helped so I was praying what to do. One day I have seen fasting video, and it came to me to fast and pray 21 days on Daniel diet. So I did and that realy heleped me. Free from demonic dreams for over 5 months now. Don't stop trying. Pray on this. If you do the fast, read bible as much as you can and listen to Clancy videos, you have nothing to lose. Also listen to Derik Prince he knows a lot about deliverence (he died but you can find his videos) If you have anything of books, symbols, music, arts that are from any other culture and religion burn them, destroyed them (it gives demons portals). Get them out of your house. After that find the video that explains how to clean and bless the house you live in. Also try to find the book Repentence Cleansing your generation blood line by Natasha Grbich. God bless.
The fallen angels work through hurt, guilt and shame or trauma. This is why the intelligence community black ops programs use programs like mkultra to try to destroy those they know are dangerous to their agendas. The spiritual world is far more active than anyone knows. Much love to you. Jesus suffered and died to give us his righteousness, so we can know we are loved and perfect to him. This knowledge starts to destroy the trauma and in this sets us free in his love and causes us to love and build us up in him.
Thank you, Lilly. This is a great channel. Enjoy❤❤ every video
Amen!!!
The only demons are the ones within people.
It’s so amazing that you are stopping the cycle of trauma + abuse Lilly. Your family shares so much love + acceptance and is an example of alignment. Your message will spread the most by your example in following God + love✨
Please PRAY for me, I have multiple identities in a heavily traumatised body. I have been living as a transgender man for 15yrs which is due to dissociation. I am still dissociated 90% of the time. Jesus is slowly healing me but I often have waves of feeling suicidal when the trans coping identities/demons are destroyed for a fleeting second by the Holy Spirit.
@bereisheet b. dearesr Bereisheer b. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for this prayer you wrote, I was feeling suicidal this morning with the fear that I am going to hell because I struggle to come off the hormones (they keep me calm). I trust that God the father can do all things. I read this prayer outloud and I cried with sorrow and dispair. I will not kill myself because I know this is all a test and like you said He knows everything. I don't want to live in rebellion against Him and I did many bad things before, I did everything you can imagine and lead others astray. I pray for forgiveness and that the father bless you and care for you for eternity.
@@jayc3141 How are you feeling these days Jay? I pray that you are well and spending lots of time at the feet of Jesus Christ. Please check out some ex-trans videos on youtube for encouragement for others who have gotten out of this deception. Here's one that may be helpful to encourage you on your journey! ua-cam.com/video/8vjeCpWuHzo/v-deo.html
Jay C my deepest sympathies 🤍
Brother, keep working your Faith .. a breakthrough will happen ... The Lord will not deny you !!! we must remember ... God is not our servant, we are His ... while being patient is frustrating, all things happen for a reason, perhaps part of our maturing ... I don't know... but Bless ur heart ...I'm rooting for you
Jesus, has never left you or forsaken you, He is The Holy Breath Of Life, in you and Will be with you to the end.
Please, don't give into the temptation to kill the body you are in. It belongs to Christ now, when you gave Him your Life, so you would be murdering His body.
Always, want, LIFE. The devil, tries to get so many with suicide, making them want Death and telling them it will all get better after that.
he is, the father of LIES, things will get speed warped Worse, when that deceased soul gets taken to Hell, because they wanted Death, so God has to give them what they wanted and Will have to send them to the place of Death, Hell.
I was sitting in a Catholic Church. I sing gospel. My husband abandoned me on the Oregon Coast, with our child. He left the state far away!!! We had just gone through many hard trials and I had had enough! I was gonna slash my wrists after I sang..........
Long story, short, as I was singing Jesus Loves Me, no one else in the church, God started flashing pictures of me, dead, on the church bench, in my head, with blood all over and then said to me, the priest that will find you, doesn't deserve to see this!
As I was still singing Jesus Loves Me, I got to the verse,
Jesus take this heart of mine, make it pure and holy Thine, on the Cross You Died for me, I will always Live for Thee.....for Thee......for Thee....the Lord Said, You said you would always Live for ME.........not you.......ME!
Well, He got me with that one! I said, I'm sorry Lord, You're Right! I folded up the Old Timer knife and went home.
Jesus, brought my husband back to me a short time later.
Since then, many bad things have happened to me, putting me on a struggle between life and death, like a yo-yo, due to other people's negligence in this Toxic world, but I cling to that Breath Of Life, Jesus, that will be my final release from the attacks of this world!
Hope this Helps You!
Blessings
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Lily we are deeply moved by your testimony of faith and trust in the Lord and in the Holy Spirit. Many Christians are unaware of who the enemy is, that he is unseen but he is very real. What we do see most of the time, are the manifestations of his presence. The anger, the threats and the violence that we see happening across this nation are the manifestations of the kingdom and powers of darkness. We can only perseve in Jesus Christ and by the Holy Spirit and the word of God. We appreciate you and we will keep you and your family in our daily prayers. We will not forget you.
To make the long story short:” You are really messed up.”
Lilly l am so blessed hearing your testimony ! I am 80 years old and l want pray for as many people as l can to be delivered from the bondage of sin . Jesus is the only way to get peace . He does so much for me . I praise him everyday ! May God bless you and your family !
Glory to Abba, wow...what an amazing testimony sister!!! I too was healed of the torment of mental illness (cPTSD, Disassociative disorder, anxiety, depression and OCD) aka DEMONS through the precious blood of the Lamb! Praise be to our Heavenly Father forever!!! God bless, protect and continue to anoint you in the holy name of our Lord Yeshua (Jesus Christ).
Wow that is wonderful to hear! God bless you sister.
I also believe in Jesus and have faith but I have not been cured, how did you manage to cure yourself of all those diseases?💘
I’m so sorry you and your family experienced so much trauma and I am thankful for you revealing all of it. So we can learn about what happens and know it could be a lot of things to protect ourselves if we need to. I have had a lot of that evil in my family throughout the generations and it’s a torturous life to live and Satan overcame a lot of them. Thank you for your prayers. I recieve them and am thankful for your prayers, amen 🙏🏼🙌🏼♥️🕊✝️😇👼Amen thank you Jesus.
I'm really sorry to hear what you went through sis, the Lord is your strength!! God bless and thanks for sharing!!
Thank you. God bless you as well!
Mental illness isn’t anyone’s fault - it’s the abusers but God redeemed
Jenni Highlander yes! God bless you Jenni!
@@lillyhubbard I was into new age (reiki,meditation, prana ,sound healing...) ....the major damage came not from healing modalities but the theory .... .... i am considering to start a community focused on Mental health .....the heavy stuff not just anxiety and depression .. ..... I am orthodox Christian and my gerondas aka guru is a beautiful soul ,a monk .....whose light and not judgemental attitude saves me every single day .....evi from Athens Greece
The abusers typically are the ones who are mentally ill
I had nightmares too. My father was an abusive narcissist and I used to dream that I was chased and couldn't run away, my legs and feet were heavy. I hope you know what DID is. That you have different personalities that take turns and have different tastes and, perhaps different genders and even health issues. There are many people with DID on UA-cam talking about it. One thing is dissociated, and another thing is DID. In the name of Jesus, many blessings!
JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS HEALER!!! PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME!!!!!!!!!
Yes He is! God bless!
Amen!!!🤲🏽
Your grandfather was definitely seeing devils, I have always thought schizophrenia was caused by devils. Jesus definitely can break it off of people, we need to pray for those people, they need our prayers daily.
@marushan subs it spiritual possession & you have been opened to the unforseen realms
That attitude is exactly what creates prejudice, superstition and isolation in communities, society and superstitious cultures & brings aching sorrow to parents of children being tarred thus . Schizophrenia is a mental illness, treatable ; DNA related and can be genetically passed on ....as evidenced in Lilly’s story ( g’father; father; Aunty etc etc .... & pretty obvious that Lilly has the propensity to tip into it given her inherent restless spirit & attraction to all sorts of extremes ) . All her stories and experiences of seeking and searching for answers begs the age old question of what comes first : the chicken or the egg . Invariably ppl who spend so long seeking, searching , self destructing are like restless grasshoppers trying to outrun a genetic code & find magic bullet answers . Her most recent “ holy spirit “ epiphany is only since 2015 .... less time than all the years she spent as an alcoholic, following every Eastern spiritual New Age practise on offer to such like minded restless souls etc etc. I sincerely hope for her sake she finds solace m but as an objective observer all I see is someone substituting one awakening over another , over and over again . It’s pretty obvious she has a mental illness, and I would imagine she is smart enough to take available medication to control her full blown descent into schizophrenia . I sadly feel so many vulnerable and hungry souls fall prey to more “ black magic “ as a way of outrunning their DNA and restless souls . Given Lilly’s childhood experiences it’s no wonder she is so susceptible to sorcery and black magic extremes
You’re so blessed with your faith Lily. Continue to be a blessing and an inspiration to others. Your life is so beautiful with your faith. 🙏🏼
It is sadistic to laugh at a scared child and parents should not show children those scary movies.
It is , sometimes people when they had healthy parent relationship, they look past the faults of their parent. Which in fact her dad’s decisions opened a portal to darkness. That’s the hardest thing about being woke , even our family can be dark workers.
I watched my father die out of the blue we were playing madden one minute and the next minute I was dragging his body out of the bathroom trying to get him to respond. Its be so much hell that came after that but GOD made a way.
Jared Meridy I’m so sorry you went through this. God bless you brother.
@@lillyhubbard GOD bless you to. Pain is preparation for our destiny
My deepest sympathies, man. God bless you.
Thank you very much to share ALL This 💛!
I have been though a very similar situations and it hasn’t been easy at all but I know that with God love we can conquer everything 🙏🌻
God put your videos in my life to see that there are people like me discovering the fake teachings of the New age and want to seek the true happiness that only Jesus can give us 🌻
Blessings and greetings from Costa Rica 🇨🇷 Central America
Veronica
Omg lily!! I just came across this video!!! I knew I was so drawn to you for a reason!! Thank you for this video
Im a new subscriber ive been following this family for 2 weeks and im been blessed by your prayer today 🙏 i too have been raised in a demonic household still battling some things today . Your prayer was strong and brought tears to my eyes and i wanted to say thank you for shating your testimony. May God bless you
Thank you for sharing sister! Praise the Lord! 🙏 have a blessed day
Thank you for your support. God bless!
Pray for my friend, she has DID from severe childhood sexual abuse and needs Christ's healing.
🙏 Thank you for sharing your testimony. I knew there was something special about you. ❤️
You are a beautiful person and God loves u. I also feel like my life was cursed by demons. I had amneaia or mind control for 11 years. I know why. I got my memory back 4 years ago. My water was drugged everyday for a week. I think the holy spirit also showed me the truth.
What a testimony ! You are certainly a prayer warrior. Thank you for your encouragement. God bless you 🙏😇
Thank you sister! God bless you too!
mk ukltra heck of a different since then
do you realize it?
no problem to fake holy spirit presence!!!
Please pray for my son, his name is Tanner. I know Jesus Christ our Lord can heal him.
Thank you.
My sisters have mental illness and I felt it was demonic when they relapsed.
Why?
Thank you for sharing. God bless!
Please don't say that its super harmful for people with mental health issues
When you pray, you remind me of me when I get into a flow. I’ve done battle, spiritual warfare against oppression directly affecting me and a segment of society. I believe my prayers have helped strike down oppressive laws and actions against me. I’ve prayed for angelic help and protection in my home when I was the subject of threats. I called for two mighty warrior angels to stand guard at my door and chase away anyone coming against me influenced by the evil one. The problem never occurred again. I don’t worship angels, but in addition to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, we are to command Heavenly hosts to do our bidding. All this after I got saved at the age of 37. So I did not walk with the Lord for most of my life prior to that (I was Catholic before). My prayer life just grew out after I got saved and due to dark stressful period when God HAD to come through. There was no plan B. My prayers are at times deep and purposeful-especially when I am in trouble. Things have calmed down and I’ve seen MAJOR significant victories in my life. My challenge now is to maintain my prayer life and sense of radical following of Jesus Christ when times are relatively good.
Thank you so much for sharing! God bless you!
I'd like to know more about commanding angels. Could you please point me to some bible verses about it?
I watched all your videos amazing testimony thank you .
Thank you for the encouragement. God bless you!
ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!! GOD YOUR MERCY AND GRACE IS BEYOND ANY HUMAN Comprehend !!! hallelujah💫🎉💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽🙏😘✝️💙
God is so good. God bless!
Lily have you looked in to getting deliverance . I know ure im thailand and this is probally hard to find there . But as a christian its really difficult to completely break free from the effects of things like generational curses , witchcraft , idol worship , childhood trauma ir abuse by yourself or within the family Its really different to praying against these things . Praying agaist them will bind them for a time but deliverance will cast them out for good .
Look up Hardcore Christianity videos on UA-cam. Mikes an excellent Holy Spirit lead teacher with a background in counselling. You’ll find dozens of amazing, in depth teachings on self deliverance on their UA-cam channel. They have Zoom Deliverance Sessions every Wednesday 6 pm Arizona Time.
bless you sister, stick with JESUS, HE is the best.
Yes He is! God bless you.
God bless you Lilly! Thank you for being so bold and sharing.
Thank you for your encouragement Tabitha. God bless you sister!
Amen!!! You are in my prayers, Lilly. God bless you!
Thank you so much for your prayers Ginny. God bless you as well!
This is so crazy 🤯
Just today my word of the day was Victor, and when you were speaking about not being victims it was strong.
There must be more the Lord is revealing about my journey.
Research the pagan holidays of this world and you will come to see you are still in to pagan worship. It’s a journey.
God is refining me everyday. Right now I am getting back to the simplicity of the gospel and what Jesus did for us on the cross. God bless.
Lilly Hubbard Simplicity is what the Lord is bringing me back to. When I started seeking the truth in my Christian faith I bit off more than I could chew. I was searching info outside of what I was ready to receive. It put a stumbling block in front of me because I wasn’t spiritually mature and it caused a lot of confusion for me.
Thank you for sharing your testimony Lily God's timing is perfect I was meant to hear this as I'm going through something the last 2 weeks. Thank you for your prayer I cried tears of joy and felt at peace after you prayed 🙏 though this was filmed 2 years ago...I was meant to hear it now..God bless you Lily.
Wow, the moment you started to pray, demons started to scream out! It can hear it very clearly with headphones !! God bless you sister in Jesus Christ.
Thank you and God bless!
I did note the chaos of noise in the background. But I assumed it was humans (not to say it wasn't demon inspired).
no person. that is human
I love hearing testimonies of new Agers finding Jesus and being healed I’m happy for you god bless you ❤️
God bless you too!
Project paperclip, was about bringing German scientists to US after WW2 to build rockets.
Hi Lili. I became a Christian on Easter morning 2004 when I believed that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that He was Resurrected. I have been enjoying my relationship with Him.
There is power in the name of JESUS and by the blood of JESUS you be covered. Praise God for the brave and wonderful testimony you share to the world. 🙏❤️💐
The Lord had me take my channel down from UA-cam but I've moved some of my MK related videos to 153news.net/view_channel.php?user=Sensitives%20Finding%20the%20True%20Christ. God bless you.
Thank you so much for sharing! God Bless you, Lilly!
God bless you as well!
Amen! Call on the Holy Spirit and He shall give you power to overcome the tactics of the adversary! So many have strongholds placed on them by the enemy,, which can be looosed and cast out if they put it in Jesus' hands and surrender to the Lord. Thank you for your testimony. God bless!
When we want ONLY the truth, God reveals himself! I pray you prosper in all things, especially God and his truth!
TRUTHERS IN CHRIST
God bless you!
Shabbat Shalom Amen and Amen its not by might nor by power but by the spirit says the Lord thanks for sharing your testimony Lilly 🙏🙏🙏🙏💞💞💛💛💝❤👍
Thank you sweet Lilly for your prayers Honey. I CANNOT imagine how scared you must of been to have heard voices. I'm grateful this has not ever happened to me...but I am receiving some kind of "feeling" of very strong love; that keeps coming and OR YOUR CHANNEL showing up while olIm doing things on utube! It's not harmful but because I prayed for guidance; & your channel keeps showing up as well as Ms. Cynna's show 4 days ago...I just feel it's Jesus wanting me to be closer to those who have a connection with him...& he too wants this for me. I don't know why I dreamt about you & your Mom and my Angel Mom & Husband were in my dream all night long. "THAT'S" a bit weird but I'll take it because it wasn't a bad dream that I can remember if this makes sense. Take good care Ms. Lilly & God Bless you & your Family & your Momma & her family too!😇🙃🙂
Glad to find this. Bless you. Similar story
Hallelujah. Praises be our Lord Jesus Christ. May his blessings upon you remains all through your life.
I am a targeted individual and suffer from voice to skull technology, dew assaults, brain to computer interface, and im having such a hardtime. I have depersonalization and derealization. I think i have multiple personalities too because of the sick mkultra. I admire you and you're strength. Its happend to ny family too. I want a connection with god badly.
We lived in a similar house with lots of activity. We moved out within the year. Thanks to God for his protection
Praise the Lord Lilly. Thank you for your wonderful testimony. I can relate when you mentioned about family curse. Our Lord is the perfect healer. You are precious in his kingdom.
Hallelujah! You’re testimony and faith, in Jesus Christ, is so moving! Wow! Thank you for this mighty prayer!!
Thank you. God bless!
Iiiijoiijjoijiji un I oyijipuiihoihoiojiII it iiiiiiiiiij uuiihiji
AMEN
Thank you Lilly, God Bless you!
God bless you too!
@@lillyhubbard Thank you Lilly God bless you and your family's
Love you...so happy the Lord has touched you so powerfully ♡
Thank you Lord Holy Spirit for protecting them and guiding them.. God bless your family Lilly!
Oh Lily so sorry abt yr childhood hse n btw love yr hair here!lt must b so scary!Thank-god u turned out well;)!!!
AMEN
Wow! I can relate to your story. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony that the Lord has power over all things, and your prayer. You are a light that we can heal from the traumas of our childhood, and the curse that is passed down in our family generations. May the Lord continue to bless and protect your beautiful family.
Hey Lilly Had no Idea that your story was so involved... Have no idea how I came to this video. And the next evidently about personality disorder.
Its absolutely fascinating. I know yhe experiments you are talking about along with the Philadelphia Project and The experiments in Montauk. Where I lived a number of times.
Glad you took the time to rell your story it took strength
I was just going to mention Montauk, but thank God you already did.
Yes this is all true. I am glad you have the Holy Spirit. Praise Jesus
Thank you for your transparency, Lilly! I lived in Thailand as a teenager (graduated from the International School of Bangkok) and know the culture is SO different there. We went to Calvary Baptist church while we lived in Bangkok. I first ran across your other YT channel and was amazed how you have been anointed to span the cultural differences- especially in a marriage. Just last evening did I find this channel and now understand how this has happened.
Love you Lilly, thank you for this wonderful testimony ❤❤❤
I saw a psychiatrist too, I was 10 or so, that Doc. Was useless. She was not like me so she couldn't help me. I new this at 10yrs. old. Nature helped me too
Hi girl, You've wonderful family in Koh Samui, look forward to woderful years ahead, do not looked back.
Didnt u go therapy? Most people say u need therapy with these issues, and they trust DR more then Jesus
actually... you sound like a radical. YOU FOUND CLARITY...it came when you could see and think clearly when your mind is at peace... this comes even without any religious association.
Hi Lily girl ❇️ I've not seen you in awhile on your channel! Are you alright?
Stay blessed!
Thank you Esa. God bless you too!
God bless you sister!!
God bless you too sister!
Thank you for your prayers for me
Thank You LORD JESUS, Thank you that I've watched this video and thank you for the prayer! I was seeking the HOLY SPIRIT and I found this testimony. GLORY to the FATHER and SON and HOLY SPIRIT may Your NAME will be known to all over the World. AMEN AMEN AMEN!
Thank you Mike. God bless.
I grew up learning spiritual warfare and can share this with you if you need it.
God bless you sister!
Can you send it to me
@@Smallwood-u9n I don't have it typed out, but we can have a phone call to discuss if you like.
@@Woman_in_the_Wilderness okay
Such a powerful testimony
Your such an amazing prayer 🙏 warrior sister !!
Amen
This is your best life ever…with Jesus. Awesome testimony.
The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face to shine upon you. Praise God for your life.
I am so blessed by you sharing this, God uses it to bring remembrance to me of my past traumas as well. I felt the Holy Spirit in your prayer at the end, what a powerful prayer. Wow thank you for being a brave woman of God, helping others to get free.
Thank you so much for the encouragement! God bless you sister!
Thank you for sharing. May God bless you and your family. You are a strong woman and God be with you and so with the Holy Spirit. Bless as all who believes in him.
Thank you much for sharing and for your prayers. They avail much. Please continue sharing the Truth, Who is Jesus. You are brave. God bless you.
U probably grew up in a haunted house.
The thing is, this as far as the demons jumping, is true. I stood next to a certain type of person, and I felt like partying. Which came on me, instead of me thinking about it. I experienced the attempted jump.
Yeasss finally someone understands what I'm saying... You are amazing thank you lord
Love watching all your vedeos also inspiring.
God Bless You' and your family !
God bless you more because of your faith in God you were protected.Continue praying to God always.
Amen. I love testimonies of total victories like this.
Jesus bless you.May the Holy Spirit bless you and your family.
Please spread the faith
Amen and amen! You are Awesome! Love those babies too. God bless y’all!
Oh please, time to keep this between yourself and the Lord. I’m not interested in reading about your troubles. We all have our own crosses to contend with.
Wow! Are you a follower of Christ? We all celebrate that one lost sheep whose been found. We all have a testimony. Look at what God did with Mary Magdalene. We are meant to share our testimony in order to lead others to Christ and we are called to preach the Gospel.
Thank you Jesus I am so proud of you I love you
God bless you!
💜🙏💜Thank you for sharing.
Thankyou
Amazing, I had know idea that you had gone through this. 😞
your prayer at the end of this video was powerful. i am thankful jesus has helped you.