I cry every night and day idk if I'm depressed but I want to die all the time my dad says I need to go to a mental hospital and I say I'm fine he says no your depressed
Yeet Vomit wait wut? umm are u fucking ok? don’t joke about shit like that it’s a poem. it’s suppose to help people and don’t sit there and say that she’s faking it cause that’ll make her worst
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
Dear parents, We don’t need therapy. We don’t need medication. We don’t need you to yell at us. We need you to support us. We need you to talk things out with us. We need you to spend time with us.
Dear parents, I feel like therapy won't take me anywhere I need and want to take medication just to stop feeling so much about nothing I am sorry that I didn't call you last week when I was scared as you made me promise I don't need you to spend time with me I don't need you to talk things out with me I just need you to follow my lead and be okay with whatever I decide But I know that deep down... I need you to keep caring about me I need you to not give up on me I need you to force me to stay alive even if it takes me years to finally want to live
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
Yeah. I have social anxiety and thats why i skip school. Im afraid that people will bully me till i have anorexia, that they will bully me into killing myself... Well. The anorexia is there for now. And they say im the crazy one i say "you made me like this, its not a choice, or do you think having cancer is a choice? No? So is mental illenes... Its your fault that its there and i just wanna kill your whole fucking racd for this!" and yes they made me racist because they were racist and i just feel like Adolf Hitler...
I Too Have Severe Agoraphobia & Anxiety/ Rolling Panic Attacks .. That Last Hours .. It's Been 3 Months Since I Last Ventured Out .. To See My Doc & Get Another 3 Month Refill .. It's Pure Hell All The Way There & Back .. I've Even Started Living In 1 Room .. Feeling Panic If I Go Out Of My Hole .. Now It's To The Point That I Get Panicky If My Phone Rings .. I Don't Call Out Because Of It & Only Answer For Doc/ Med Related Purposes .. My Local Pharmacy Delivers My Meds .. Most People Don't Understand & My Family Has Moved On .. So The Depression .. Feelings Of Guilt Eat At Me Constantly .. I Go Weeks At A Time That I Don't Eat & Take Small Amounts Of Water .. Self Harming I'm Told .. My Parents Used Food As Punishment .. Their Gone So Apparently I'm Doing To Myself What They Did .. I Pray You Find The Light .. ✌💚 You Are Not Alone My Friend ..
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
Me (mumbles, after a 1 or 2 years of building courage, coz to scared to say it out loud): Mom, the way you insult my weight, height and colour, affects me- Mom (giving ghe stink eye): Then why dont you try to loose some weight, gain some height and get some whitening treatment. Me (shocked and trying to keep back tears): ok...... My older sis (who is actually expetiencing mental health issues): She has seen that i finally get some attention bcoz of my mental health so she is trying to steal that now. What n attention seeker. Me: * confused coz i expected my sis to relate as she once faced the same issues *
“i make plans but i don’t wanna go. i make plans because i know i should want to go. i know sometimes i would’ve wanted to go.” I felt this in my Soul.
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
I can relate to these few sentences as well. I am still feeling those feelings too. I felt it deep in my heart and soul when I heard those words, thanks for saying it first.
@@LunyMusic33 it's something maddening isn't it? Loving someone you never knew me and my brother were triplets in the womb we lost our big sister a week old and I love her more than anything I've ever loved and I never even knew her
"You're not a drop in the ocean. You're the ocean in a drop" "Depression, panic attacks and anxiety aren't signs of weakness. They're the signs of someone whos been too strong for too long" We're not alone in our constant dance with depression and the demon on our shoulder. We're not just survivors, we're warriors. We need to learn to ease our minds to make the dance easier. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
@@lee123v7 For now its hard, and ik it is, but things need to get worse before they can get better cause once you've hit rock bottom, the only way left is up :> On that journey back up, you may* fall or scrape your knees but you can't just give up. If you ever need to vent or get anything off your chest, this comment will always be here for that
It's not fun to try have fun when you know it wont help, and that hopeless feeling swallowing you up for underneath you as you sleep when you feel the most vulnerable...
lies ive been told: " i love you " " you can trust me" " your not depressed " " ill never leave you " " the pain will go away " " lifes easy " " you'll be okay "
My mom will tell me "you're fine." and CANCELS MY THERAPY because she "cured me" she thinks yelling at me and telling me I am a mistake is "curing me" then, she blames it on me.
Yep. I tried to explain it to my mom because she was screaming at me, making me feel awful and all she said is that if I ever do anything it's on me. She then asks why I never talk to her or anyone about it. She's why
“Hey you look sad, are you okay?” “Yeah, just tired.” *Tired of nobody believing me when I say im depressed* *Tired of crying myself to sleep* *Tired of lying* *Tired of feeling like im ugly* *Tired of being alone* *Tired of being bullied* *Tired of people* *Tired of throwing up* *Tired of having to do everything myself* *Tired of hiding my face behind a mask of lies* *Tired of stress* *Tired of sleepless nights* *Tired of feeling fat* *Tired of wishing for my life to end every day* *Tired of being judged* *Tired of being asked if I’m okay when the answer is right in front of them* *Tired of having to fake being happy* *Tired of having panic attacks* *Tired of being worthless* *Tired of worrying over every little thing* *Tired of hate* *Tired of myself being so pathetic* *Tired of not doing anything right* *Tired of nobody believing I have anxiety* *Tired of being a disappointment* *Tired of masking my tired eyes with pounds and pounds of makeup* *Tired of being unable to cry around people* *Tired of Life* "You sure?" “Yep. Just tired.”
@@veronicamoonlight4828 sometimes it just seems pointless to me, I mean why mess with society when I can just do my own thing. Like in my world the only friends I need are my imaginary friends. The only socialization I need is with my imagination. In fact I'm not even going back to school,I'm gonna stick with online school, I hate that people call me lazy. I'm sorry that I have a different sleep schedule, I'm sorry that I go to sleep at 5 and wake up at 9, I'm a night owl. I need to be up during those times because nights my most energetic time period. Yeah my room is pitch black even at noon, why would I want it any different. I've had to learn to accept the fact that I'm different, and that I'm a introvert that had a rough life. I'm tired of people saying to more productive things, BITCH, SEE ME AT 2 AM I'M CLEANING, WRITING SONGS, TAKING CLASSES AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SLEEPING AT LEAST I DON'T NEED COFFEE TO GET THROUGH MY DAY ALL I NEED IS THE MOON AND DARKNESS, AND PEACE AND QUETE BECAUSE MY DAY IS NIGHT. it just gets so annoying, sorry if this is a little over top it's 3:21 and I decided to go to sleep early but I got woke up but I'm still tired and will probably go back to sleep I'm sorry if you don't agree with me in sorry if you think imaginary friends are childish, because if so. How many friends you got cause I got hundreds in my world? And yeah it's MY WORLD because I make the rules,I decide what the time is, I decide where I'm going to be and when, i can change who I'm with were I'm at in less then 2 seconds. The only things I need is darkness a brain, and a dictionary, because yes I'll read of a dictionary for hours on end. If you got a problem with it I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm the only one on in my world because the population in my world is 1 because I'm the one who can make thousands thanks to my imagination
@@veronicamoonlight4828 yeah I get it, I think y ouTube is being stupid and it shows me in my inbox that you replied to me but when I go to look at it it's gone
she just shouted everything that ive wanted to scream. the words that fell out of her mouth are the ones that are cages behind my teeth, and the emotion in her voice is the emotion i have been begging to see again, the emotion that left me because even i am not good enough for it.
Depression is when you care about nothing Anxiety is when you care too much about everything Having both is like hell Edit Thank you for the likes and stay safe. I love you guys 🖤
True, problem is that at first, they seem to exclude each other, as if you cannot have both, thats what other think... They'll say it is impossible white cant be Black, it'd be gray. Which is true when talking about colors, but not if all the colors have faded.
I feel that like I feel bad for bringing the mood down when I want to tell people that I am not okay like how do i let people know without making them feel bad or them giving me that pity look and then I feel like they won’t understand
"Why are your grades so bad?" "Why don't you wanna try?" "You're ridiculous, take responsibility for your actions" Can't you see that my actions are no longer my own, they are my emotions, and i no longer want to try because i don't even think i have a life, for you took it from me and made it your own, when you chose what school i should i go, when you decided i couldn't go over my dad's house, when you mocked me for having depression, and when you sat there and said i was ridiculous, what you don't understand is that depression takes all of a person's life and changes it, to where there is no hope. There is more to my failing grades then my effort.
I know it's been 2 months since your comment but I hope you are doing okay, well as okay as one can be when your mind is telling you that nothing is worth it. Hold on until you find it, until you find that spark of hope that makes everything have meaning and makes the world not look so sad. It takes time but believe me when you find that thing that makes you feel okay you will try your best to never go back to the dark place you were before. Once you see the light it's a struggle trying to not go back to the darkness but it is so much better in the light. The whole world takes on a new color and makes it so you don't dread waking up everyday. Someone is there for you whether its me or someone else in your life. Stay strong and know you aren't alone and someone cares.
The video almost most made me cry, but just this one comment was so relatable that I couldn't hold it in....thank you, and I hope everything s fine....
Ryan Okubo my mom doesn’t understand me at all she just wants to take me some where with people that can help me cause she doesn’t understand me just because I don’t smile a all it’s called I have no emotions I just pretend
sleepy aesthetic x Edits The person is saying their mom said she understood, but yet she asked that question which means she lied. Unfortunately, that is the truth for millions of us.
My mom can’t understand. I wish she could, but at the same time I hope to whatever god is out there that she never will. My Dad can, because he has been going through the same thing. My big brother too
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
My mum tells me to always make sure to look at both sides of the story and try to understand where people are coming from. But when it comes to me being unmotivated and visibly unhappy with anger issues. It's all broken down to "your just being lazy" and "it's just a faze". I then told her can you please atleast try to look through my perspective? She said "I don't even need to, your just lazy!" that broke me. I'm about to finish high-school and for the first time in my life. I'm looking forward to being a responsible gun owner. Can't wait to "accidently" shoot myself.
@@nadiarobinson1753 Eh. People die all the time so why would my life matter any more? Plus I think it would be a nice release. Just need to lay low so I pass the background check (not very hard to do) and do my thing. Last thing I want to do is burden and hurt others so no need to worry about me using it on others.
Dear moms... *Being depressed isnt a phase* *Feeling ugly isnt a phase* *Being a transgender isnt a phase* *Having anxiety isnt a phase* *ITS NOT A PHASE AND NOT HORMONES*
My boyfriends said to that it's puberty. SO DEAR PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD: DEPRESSION CAN COME AT ANY AGE POSSIBLE! IT CAN COME IF YOU ARE 5 IT CAN COME WHEN YOU ARE 95! AND STOP THESE EXCUSES WITH PUBERTY, LAZYNESS OR HORMONES. IF YOU'RE CHILD NEEDS HELP. THEN DON'T LAUGH AT IT! TRY HELPING IT! SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME SAYING:" Hey. I need some Help!" Because WE are afraid that we'll be a BURDEN to everyone! WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE SHOULD BE TREATED EQUALLY! AND I THINK THAT WE ALL EXPIRENCED THAT WHAT I WILL TELL YOU NOW: You want to talk about your problems to a Person you THOUGHT you could TRUST. But If you tell them your problems. They will start to show no empathy at all and Talk about their own problems! And WE want everyone to be happy and that is why our mind says: yea.. Help them. They are way more important than we are." I might just be a 14-year old girl, but people also need to understand that WE aren't lazy people. We also have problems! We are HUMANS! DON'T YOU GET IT?! YOU CAN'T JUST SAY TO A PERSON THAT HAS A CERTAIN AGE: YEA YOU ARE LAZY OR IT'S PUBERTY! It's like you go to an old Person and say: yea you are 95 you're old. You'll die anyway. That is hella rude. And now imagine telling this not to a Stranger but to your son/daughter/non binary child: "You lay in bed all day. You are sick.ew" or what hurzs more" You disgust me when you are doing this." The child. No YOUR CHILD will feel really distant towards you and blames itself for that. I have watched this video 3 years ago. And it still reaches out to me. And I know I am not the only Person thinking this. Thank you for reading. Have a great morning/day/afternoon/night. And remember: You are worth it. You are beautiful. You are loved. If you need any help you can dm me in insta or any other social Media Platform. [insta: melina_loves_ramen]
Thank you So I tried to cut my self 8 times I have Ally's and they talk to me during lunch when I don't eat we talk about anxiety and depression and suicide And while I have a mental break
NO. NO! NEVER. The PROBLEM IS I DID NOT GO FAR! I ONLY STARTED FEELING SO DAMN FUCKED UP BUT I'M HERE! CRYING WHEN I JUST STARTED! I'M HERE WHIMPERING AND THEN FEELING ALL GUILTY KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS ALL ALONG, LONGER THAN ME! BUT THEY'RE NOT CRYING THE WAY I DO! THEY ARE MATURE WHILE IM A CHILDISH THING CRYING!!
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
My Mom just said:"Why are you cutting yourself?!You have a house,siblings who loves you,food and water!Why do you want attention." "Yes I do have a house but I'm scared to stay home,my siblings doesn't love me,I either drink or eat enough anymore because everytime I see food I throw up and If I want to drink something I'm to scared to get out of my room because even if I just breath you scream at me.If I want attention I would literally kill myself,cutting makes me feel better but I won't ever change my fucked up mind"was my answer. Since this day we didn't talked with each other anymore...
My depression tells me to kill myself but my anxiety is scared to die. We can never win Edit: (FYI I’m no longer suffering and I am okay now. I am only suffering from anxiety. If you guys feel down please talk to someone you trust and they will help you through this. Stay strong!)
“Are you okay” “Hehe yes tired” Tired of feeling dumb Tired of wishing I was pretty Tired of myself Tired of fake love Tired of my fake friends Tired of feeling ugly Tired of being myself Tired of being something I’m not Tired of everything Tired of starving myself Tired of wanting to die Tired of not being able to get Up out of bed Tired of wanting love Tired of giving love Tired of staying up the late nights Tired of feeling unwanted Tired of feeling fat Tired of feeling sad Tired of feeling the depression Tired of giving and giving and getting nothing back Tired of being tired I’m tired of being sick and tired! I just wanna end my self I’m so tired.. IM SO TIRED! I’m tired of life...
My mom would just say “well your going to have to try and not have depression” That’s like asking a person with stage 4 cancer to stop being sick That’s like asking god to give you wings
If I told my mother.. She'd say "Get over it. Overdramatic is what you are! Do you think you have it bad?! What about the starving kids all over the world! Grow up!" And let me sum up how depression is for me atleast.. Depression comes in, like the only friend you'll ever need.. Through thick and thin depression is there and so are it's friends... Depression introduces you to self judgement. Self judgement decides to tell you that you should care what other people say and fit in more! Then self judgement leads to Anorexia knocking on your door because apparently you're not skinny enough says self judgement. Anorexia says they can help you. You just need to drink small amounts of water and barely any food and boom! Skinny! Anorexia leads you to anxiety.. Anxiety gives you a welcoming hug and is your friend until you're in a crowd or you see people staring at you, then you freak out and break down. Then.. Everyone is just this family from hell nobody is going to leave! This family is within you and you start losing friends and everything comes CRASHING down on this useless disappointment.. And then to top it off.. They have a family meeting without you.. And while you're in bed at night they pop a thought into your mind.. "Could suicide help me?" So you try several attempts but are too scared! You write so many letters because you thought it'd be the end but no! It's not the end! But you still have that thought...
@@theshadyshishtar4044 Exactly, I lie to my mother about how many friends about and my happiness.. But honestly I'm not happy.. I have anxiety attacks every night and I freak out at night, it's not over exaggeration. Like I will break down and tear myself apart and start cutting.. My mom doesn't notice, so I keep my fake smile on and I won't get in trouble.
If i tell my mom i have depression, she will tell me ‘ ur just saying this cuz it makes u proud u have depression. Depression doesn’t happen in ur age’ I already tried to tell my mom that im antisocial and she said all the words I mentioned. LIKE WTF
I did that once. And that was the worst thing I could have done. The says "you don't look like your doing shit. And I just sat on my bed and cry my eys out but they didn't care and dhey don't understand me.
"NO! IM AFRAID OF LIVING!!" This is the most relatable thing I have ever heard. I'm sorry sorry if you have gone through anything like this. I know the feeling of having depression and anxiety.
@@wcasbbe same my brother also makes fun of me for liking bts whenever i listen to bts he call's them trash and that hurts me al'ot so i always have to keep the volume low and listen to them i used to have earphones with me but i lost them :( and that makes me super sad
same i cant let my mom know cause if she knew i would never forgive myself besides when i tried to tell her she just let it slip by so for now on i just keep it on the inside telling myself im ok when im not ok at all and im about to cry
Bias Wrecked yeah i understand, i tried telling her i felt like i was dying inside, i don't think she believes me after all i put fake smiles a lot...💔
i tried to kill myself a weak ago, mom decided to play victim, point out my flaws in a not so loving way, made it seem like i don’t deserve to be sad because i have everything. Nice.
And when my mom start comparing with my littl sis who havent pass tru big examination , said "ur not working ur ass up" . Im introvert~~~ (my mind fuc up)
lps_ nyghtsky my mom thinks it’s just a phase everyone else in my family thinks I’m being dramatic and tell me to get a grip and it hurts. I really don’t know what to do anymore...
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
I know. I wish my mom know. I can't tell her though she is the main reason I have depression. My depression started because of her she took everything from me until I had nothing but doubt. I just want everything to be over already.
To mum, I didn't need to be yelled at I didn't need to grow up I wasnt a drama queen I was depressed, i was dieing and you did nothing . You let me suffer for years without help, you knew i was struggling and you watched. I'm still here. I dont know how but i am, no thanks to you.
“Why do you talk so much?” Because people tell me I’m too quiet “Why are you so quiet?” Because people tell me I talk too much Edit: To the people that like or comment on this because you relate, you are loved no matter what
Everyone tells me "Why am I too shy and too quiet." So, I try to talk more then they tell me " Why to you talk too much?" I stay quiet again and the whole process repeats.
"Friend": "You okay?" "Yeah.. Just scared about the test..!" Teacher: "Your grades are getting worse... Is everything alright?" "Y-Yes Miss! The test was just harder than expected..!" Mom: "Sweetie, you need to get better grades! Are you okay?" "Yes mom... I'm fine... Just... Tired..." Can they really not tell I'm not fine? Is it really that hard? Why does life not go easy on me? Why does nobody notice!?! Why am I so lonely... And at the end of the day... All you hear is... "It's that internet."
It's true. The internet has a big impact on people. You absorb everything you know from it because you start to compare your life accidentally. This is what makes you feel depressed. Nobody's gonna realize if you don't tell them.
The internet is the only place us depressed people can express our feelings the only place where people understand us Ive had my depression since the age of five and i dont know if i can take this anymore.....
@@candiceberry9622 it's not true... They don't realize it's them... Not the internet. Most of my internet friends are the only reason I'm still coping.
@@spoiled_jackfruit It's true. Yes you have internet friends, but your comparing your real social life to it and be like "I don't have friends in real life. Nobody cares about me. I can't rely on anyone personally." And please don't say "it's not true," it's really annoying me. You can just disagree. First educate yourself. I'm trying to help people here.
Isn't it great when people think you'll be fine or think it's nothing...? Doesn't it hurt when the people that love you and you love the most underestimate how hurt you are..? Well it sure does and it feels like there is nothing you can do.. But there is .If you are badly hurt seek help you deserve a happy life like everyone else.
My eyes are wet, and I'm not sure why; I was unable to stop them. I struggled to put all of my emotions into words, but got stuck at a confusion; this is crushing me. I appreciate the recommendation, UA-cam.
I have depression Mom doesn't believe me I have anxiety Mom doesn't believe me I'm suicidal Mom doesn't believe me. I have depression My father doesn't understand. Why? Because I fake my smiles I try to be the perfect daughter. But I can't im dying in side. I wake up late every day I'm called lazy, no im not. i just feel dead and so empty that I don't feel like living anymore. No one believes me and when I try to talk about my feelings I cant. Because I'm so used to people not listening and not believing. I keep all my feelings bottled up inside me, I cry oceans of tears each day....but no one cares
Kyoko989 Dude I can relate but don't forget you can't fight a battle alone, and so what if your parents don't believe you show them that you're actually serious and prove to them that you're not a perfect daughter to them they might not want to believe it but you're still their child prove that you want them to be aware of what's happening and to help you.
Bruh my mom tells me to stop being depressed as if I could just turn it off with a switch, honestly she’s practically part of the reason I am depressed in the first place. I can’t wait till I can leave this house.
Same.i went to therapy still am but it really doesn't help. i have anxiety and a eating disorder and im suicidal i take pills for my anxiety and it doesn't help at all. my mom doesn't give a shit she says im fakeing it or i just want attention.one i told her i want to die and she just brushed it off and i told her im bisexual she laught and told me i wasn't.i tried killing myself twice already one was with a nife that my step brother took away and told my mom she just said i wanted attention and i wasn't going to do it and one was when i tried overdosing but nobody knows
My mom just die she left me when i was 5 for drugs alost every part of my body has scars that is one of the reasons i cant get out of bed my.dad was an ocholic i lost him in a car crash i lost my sisters they killed them selfs and i live with my ant and she hates me no one has seen me with out a jack on sents i was 11and i am 14
My friends always say “love having anxiet🤗😙✌🏼” like it’s some quirky, cute thing. Like it’s so obvious they don’t have anxiety and it makes me so angry.
ella my friend does the same thing. She says stuff like, “Omg! My anxiety is so bad!” And she says it like it’s something to brag about, even though it’s not and she doesn’t have anxiety.
When I tried to tell my mom she said “it’s because you are always on your phone and you always wake up late!” I don’t even want to talk to her tomorrow morning. Edit: I have seen every comment on this and I pray for each and every one of you! I know this may sound odd or annoying to hear but, have hope that when you are on your own...you can finally be free
This hits hard when you can relate and wish you could say to ur parents.... Edit: Ty for 191 likes *hugs* i hope you all are doing and feeling better, u all are not alone :)
I just told my mum that i am depressed and she said these exact words 'Bloody pathetic, the silliest thing i‘ve heard all day. You‘re too young to know what that is and you‘ve never been stressed. Kids these days.' I don‘t want to talk to her :(
I am too scared to tell my parents, they would say the exact thing "Youre too young to feel this way, you just want attention." The thing kids with depression or stress needs their parents support. Adults these days dont understand that fact. And when their children who claim to be suicidal and the parents dont do shit about it will understand that they fucked up when their child takes their last breath. It hurts every day but if i show it they'll ask me whats wrong like they care, and if i tell them the truth they wont believe me and dismiss me. And when parents say that the kid is only wanting attention hurts...a lot at least for me.. My older sister tried to kill herself a few years ago when she was my age with overdose, my parents didnt care. Theyre only comment was "Get in the car. How do you think people will see us now that our child tried to kill herself?" And that haunted my sister. It scares me. anyways be strong everyone. I love and believe in you all! Good luck with life ^^
Severe depression... You feel numb you have so much mental pain that you can’t feel physical pain...... And that’s when blades make there move... You want to die but anxiety makes you scared to die... You are lost not knowing what to do.... So all you do is curl up in a ball and tell everyone you are busy... You cry and cry until your eyes hurt... At night you toss and you turn stare up at the empty celling reminding yourself that the celling is as empty as your heart.... 5 a.m. you gotta wake up you just have to! To show the world that your fine But deep inside you know you are not
Wow,with the up all night thing I used to have it really bad but I think I found like a trick?I just think of storyline of movies and book and in change them into new storylines so I'm distracted enough till I fade off 2 sleep
It never is....it's a battle so fight,fight hard with all of your battle scars it make you more you and I may not know you but I love you❤and we are going to fight this battle....
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
Same, both of my parents, they'd say "Why do you like this? This is sad! " And I can't say "I relate to this to much... Help me please" Because then they wouldn't believe me-
'it's the phone isn't it? You're on it way too much and it's a bad influence on you' yeah I don't want to hear that more than you've already told me mom, thanks.
@@skyisfallingdown7196 I agree with you. We should know ourselves enough to be able to tell between a low phase and depression. I love my mom but I don't exactly feel like she knows me better than I do. :/
i just cant stop crying this is so true to all the mums out there stop making your child condition worse. some of us just need someone there with us and to listen.
ua-cam.com/video/h-CxNvucbLU/v-deo.html , a video about sexual assault awareness
Where can i get the real version of this video? It really made me feel proud for a reason and gave me goosebumps at the same time...
Me explaining my depression to my mom because she doesn't understand me making her understand my depression
I cry every night and day idk if I'm depressed but I want to die all the time my dad says I need to go to a mental hospital and I say I'm fine he says no your depressed
I got sexually assaulted for 7 months straight and nobody did nothing no matter how many times i told them :(
@@Rvxiie i'm so sorry. Take care
*She shouted everything we were too afraid to even whisper....*
True
She’s faking depression because no one with depression goes to thier mom and randomly shouts some nonsense “depression” quotes -.-
Yeet Vomit wait wut? umm are u fucking ok? don’t joke about shit like that it’s a poem. it’s suppose to help people and don’t sit there and say that she’s faking it cause that’ll make her worst
@@danny7715 period BIIIITCH
aaaaand you copied this.
Depression is like being colourblind and constantly being told how colourful the world is.
That's somehow how I feel in so creative and small words I love this!
*creativity joined the chat*
I know this isn’t original, but I love the quote all the same.
"Just because you're colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors." - Jaiden Animations
Anxiety is like having trypophobia, you can’t stand it.
she yelled every single thing that we're all afraid to even whisper
Tina King yeah
Fr....
Amen❤
Don’t copy a comment that’s already been said:/
Mhm....... That's... Right......
“It’s not that much fun having fun when you don’t wanna have fun” took the words straight out of my mouth😢
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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When you are alive: people dont care
When you are dead: they started to care
That's what I think
I care. If it matters. Stay strong love 💗
@@emfloyd3710 who?
"Funny how when ur dead people started listening" - a song i frogot who wrote it.
@@dulcegonzalezvega7483 Earn the love
My depression is telling me to die....
But my anxiety is to scared to...
Why is it like this....I’ll never win.....
Because it never happens..
Relatable😭
iris. gacha when did u get diagnosed?
its the gacha games u be playin i tellin u that rn not as a joke but its them gacha games
Uh.
Mom says you're being dramatic.
I was being really dramatic when I was ready to overdose.
Kai owo same
Same here, man. Same.
Same
My mom screamed at me for wasting all her pills....
t h a t b I t c h I’m sorry.
Dear parents,
We don’t need therapy.
We don’t need medication.
We don’t need you to yell at us.
We need you to support us.
We need you to talk things out with us.
We need you to spend time with us.
Dear parents,
I feel like therapy won't take me anywhere
I need and want to take medication just to stop feeling so much about nothing
I am sorry that I didn't call you last week when I was scared as you made me promise
I don't need you to spend time with me
I don't need you to talk things out with me
I just need you to follow my lead and be okay with whatever I decide
But I know that deep down...
I need you to keep caring about me
I need you to not give up on me
I need you to force me to stay alive even if it takes me years to finally want to live
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I don’t need company, but when i do, I’m just to. . . Something to ask. I don’t even know how to explain anymore.
Dear parents
dont think your problems are the only valid ones thats not true
If u dare to tell mom ur brave but I am not
Who else is proud of her for shouting everything we wanted to shout?
but we will not even emit to are selves
me
Me
Me
But even if we told themthey still wouldn't be able to help.
Me asf
Having depression is caring about nothing.
Anxiety is caring about everything.
Having both is caring too much about nothing.
Wow .. Well Put 👍 It's A Feeling No One Can Understand Until They Feel It .. 😥
Whale Cat this is the best thing I’ve ever heard..no cap
Yeah. I have social anxiety and thats why i skip school. Im afraid that people will bully me till i have anorexia, that they will bully me into killing myself... Well. The anorexia is there for now. And they say im the crazy one i say "you made me like this, its not a choice, or do you think having cancer is a choice? No? So is mental illenes... Its your fault that its there and i just wanna kill your whole fucking racd for this!" and yes they made me racist because they were racist and i just feel like Adolf Hitler...
*they were kind of racist gipsys 😂
I Too Have Severe Agoraphobia & Anxiety/ Rolling Panic Attacks .. That Last Hours .. It's Been 3 Months Since I Last Ventured Out .. To See My Doc & Get Another 3 Month Refill .. It's Pure Hell All The Way There & Back .. I've Even Started Living In 1 Room .. Feeling Panic If I Go Out Of My Hole .. Now It's To The Point That I Get Panicky If My Phone Rings .. I Don't Call Out Because Of It & Only Answer For Doc/ Med Related Purposes .. My Local Pharmacy Delivers My Meds .. Most People Don't Understand & My Family Has Moved On .. So The Depression .. Feelings Of Guilt Eat At Me Constantly .. I Go Weeks At A Time That I Don't Eat & Take Small Amounts Of Water .. Self Harming I'm Told .. My Parents Used Food As Punishment .. Their Gone So Apparently I'm Doing To Myself What They Did .. I Pray You Find The Light .. ✌💚 You Are Not Alone My Friend ..
Damn... "no i'm afraid of living" That's it.
Define shivers
OOOOO
I dont want to live
But,
Im too scared to die
But then again,
I'm even more scared to live.
Same
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
Depression is like living in a color less world with no freedom,no happiness but still smiling.
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Me: can we talk ?
Mom: yes?
Me: i have depression, i'm sorry..
mom: iTs tHaT gOdDaMn pHoNe hUh?
fr
WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH PARENTS THINKING THE PHONE IS BAD!?!?!?!?
@@nuryasreenyleana1953 please clam down-
They say phone is always the reason but for me it's not
Me (mumbles, after a 1 or 2 years of building courage, coz to scared to say it out loud): Mom, the way you insult my weight, height and colour, affects me-
Mom (giving ghe stink eye): Then why dont you try to loose some weight, gain some height and get some whitening treatment.
Me (shocked and trying to keep back tears): ok......
My older sis (who is actually expetiencing mental health issues): She has seen that i finally get some attention bcoz of my mental health so she is trying to steal that now. What n attention seeker.
Me: * confused coz i expected my sis to relate as she once faced the same issues *
Once you're gone, everyone starts to care.
hey, if you're seeing this.. look how far you've come! I'm so proud of you
okay boomer
@@enamel4456 STFU DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A BOOMER IS
Yeah only my friends care for me not sure anymore though they will believe me if I'm dead
So true.
No one will care honestly
Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die
True
yup...
Mind over matter
Perfect description
10000% true
“i make plans but i don’t wanna go. i make plans because i know i should want to go. i know sometimes i would’ve wanted to go.”
I felt this in my Soul.
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I can relate to these few sentences as well. I am still feeling those feelings too. I felt it deep in my heart and soul when I heard those words, thanks for saying it first.
TRUTH ❗❗❗
"Mom I'm not scared to die, I'm scared of living"
I felt that
Same here
Poor you i hope you will have a happy life soon dear
Same
Cut's after cut's.
Depression after depression.
Cries after cries.
Death after death.
It's either death or living....
But can we really consider this living?
OwOliver Living or just breathing?
Wtf you have my friend 's pfp
Depression is telling me to cut myself and anxiety is telling me someone might see it and find out and then that would just be embarrassing
How God wasted his time making humans
You can hear the pain in her voice, ☹️
Yes...the pain is real in her voice. Sadly other people feel that pain as well. This girl spoke to all of us.
Fr
I know...I was on the verge of tears..
😭
I can to and it's very real
"No, I'm afraid of living." I was doing really good at keeping my cool with this whole thing, and then that line was said, and I broke
" Your being pathetic..."
" Your lying..."
" Your perfectly fine... "
" Your not depressed..."
" It's just a phase..."
I'm depression 😔😢😓😔😢😓😔😢😓
Those words are y I’m afraid to tell my mom about my depression
yes, i very grammar on this comment
Yeah thats what my family says 😔
“you have nothing to be sad over”
“you are just sad”
“you have a good life you shouldn’t be sad”
“there is so much good in the world”
“stop being sad”
"Mama. I don't wanna die. I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all."
- Freddie Mercury.
God I cried the first time I understood that line...
It's something we all think at one point or another right ? How that man make his music speak to us all 😭
@@allicjasmith368 Yeah... I didn't know I could miss someone I never knew, someone who died before I was even born...
@@LunyMusic33 it's something maddening isn't it? Loving someone you never knew me and my brother were triplets in the womb we lost our big sister a week old and I love her more than anything I've ever loved and I never even knew her
@@allicjasmith368 Wow that's beautiful I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing better.
Me: Hey mom i think i have depression
Mom: its because of that damn phone
lissete soto thanks for making my day 😅😪
lissete soto this may be funny to some ppl and u might’ve not wanted to offend anyone but depression really isn’t something to joke about js😕
@@gen.kivie16 They weren't joking about depression .-.
True...
wtf, if your mom really did this, im sorry but shame on her, because DEPRESSION, is not a joke..
"You're not a drop in the ocean. You're the ocean in a drop"
"Depression, panic attacks and anxiety aren't signs of weakness. They're the signs of someone whos been too strong for too long"
We're not alone in our constant dance with depression and the demon on our shoulder. We're not just survivors, we're warriors. We need to learn to ease our minds to make the dance easier. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
I hate how this has been true throughout my entire life..
@@lee123v7 For now its hard, and ik it is, but things need to get worse before they can get better cause once you've hit rock bottom, the only way left is up :> On that journey back up, you may* fall or scrape your knees but you can't just give up. If you ever need to vent or get anything off your chest, this comment will always be here for that
Thank you, this is so true!
"Its not fun to have fun when you Don't want to have fun"
Thats so true
my english teachers wouldnt like this sentence the same word was used three time 🅱️🅱️🅱️🅱️
Ney Tanuki that part strikes home so muvh
I no how that feels thanks mom not rially
It's not fun to try have fun when you know it wont help, and that hopeless feeling swallowing you up for underneath you as you sleep when you feel the most vulnerable...
lies ive been told:
" i love you "
" you can trust me"
" your not depressed "
" ill never leave you "
" the pain will go away "
" lifes easy "
" you'll be okay "
i been told those lie to they hurt
The words that matter most are never said.
Broken souls broken by beautiful lies
@@yourmom3412 🥺
Everything will be ok😢❤
Mom: come talk to your mother
Also my mom: screams at me every second*
I understand 💔
I feel the same.. my mom always tells me to talk with her then a few minutes later shes yelling at me..
My mom will tell me "you're fine." and CANCELS MY THERAPY because she "cured me" she thinks yelling at me and telling me I am a mistake is "curing me" then, she blames it on me.
Yep. I tried to explain it to my mom because she was screaming at me, making me feel awful and all she said is that if I ever do anything it's on me. She then asks why I never talk to her or anyone about it. She's why
Mhm
my parents.："you can tell me anything" me: starting to tell them, them: starts to insult me.
Depression is like being colour blind, and everyone telling you how colourful the world is
Uh, either this was reposted or two people thought the same thing. I'm inclined to believe it was the former.
Ava Kenny exactly
Tell me about it....
@Sherlock Holmes it would be better if it said "I hope you can see colour soon" jp
Depression can also mean that you cant see black anymore.
Mother: _No,_
*IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN PHONE*
Lone Wolf always the response I get
You're right. 😢
same..
that hit too hard
That’s the same response I get...
“Hey you look sad, are you okay?”
“Yeah, just tired.”
*Tired of nobody believing me when I say im depressed*
*Tired of crying myself to sleep*
*Tired of lying*
*Tired of feeling like im ugly*
*Tired of being alone*
*Tired of being bullied*
*Tired of people*
*Tired of throwing up*
*Tired of having to do everything myself*
*Tired of hiding my face behind a mask of lies*
*Tired of stress*
*Tired of sleepless nights*
*Tired of feeling fat*
*Tired of wishing for my life to end every day*
*Tired of being judged*
*Tired of being asked if I’m okay when the answer is right in front of them*
*Tired of having to fake being happy*
*Tired of having panic attacks*
*Tired of being worthless*
*Tired of worrying over every little thing*
*Tired of hate*
*Tired of myself being so pathetic*
*Tired of not doing anything right*
*Tired of nobody believing I have anxiety*
*Tired of being a disappointment*
*Tired of masking my tired eyes with pounds and pounds of makeup*
*Tired of being unable to cry around people*
*Tired of Life*
"You sure?"
“Yep. Just tired.”
I've chose just to give up on that, when someone asks me if I'm okay, I either say are you Okay? Or fuck off. I've given up on all this shit
Camryn Conger Me too. I am done with ppl.
@@veronicamoonlight4828 sometimes it just seems pointless to me, I mean why mess with society when I can just do my own thing. Like in my world the only friends I need are my imaginary friends. The only socialization I need is with my imagination. In fact I'm not even going back to school,I'm gonna stick with online school, I hate that people call me lazy. I'm sorry that I have a different sleep schedule, I'm sorry that I go to sleep at 5 and wake up at 9, I'm a night owl. I need to be up during those times because nights my most energetic time period. Yeah my room is pitch black even at noon, why would I want it any different. I've had to learn to accept the fact that I'm different, and that I'm a introvert that had a rough life. I'm tired of people saying to more productive things, BITCH, SEE ME AT 2 AM I'M CLEANING, WRITING SONGS, TAKING CLASSES AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SLEEPING AT LEAST I DON'T NEED COFFEE TO GET THROUGH MY DAY ALL I NEED IS THE MOON AND DARKNESS, AND PEACE AND QUETE BECAUSE MY DAY IS NIGHT. it just gets so annoying, sorry if this is a little over top it's 3:21 and I decided to go to sleep early but I got woke up but I'm still tired and will probably go back to sleep
I'm sorry if you don't agree with me in sorry if you think imaginary friends are childish, because if so. How many friends you got cause I got hundreds in my world? And yeah it's MY WORLD because I make the rules,I decide what the time is, I decide where I'm going to be and when, i can change who I'm with were I'm at in less then 2 seconds. The only things I need is darkness a brain, and a dictionary, because yes I'll read of a dictionary for hours on end. If you got a problem with it I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm the only one on in my world because the population in my world is 1 because I'm the one who can make thousands thanks to my imagination
@@veronicamoonlight4828 yeah I get it, I think y ouTube is being stupid and it shows me in my inbox that you replied to me but when I go to look at it it's gone
Camryn Conger U gout my Gmail right?
she just shouted everything that ive wanted to scream. the words that fell out of her mouth are the ones that are cages behind my teeth, and the emotion in her voice is the emotion i have been begging to see again, the emotion that left me because even i am not good enough for it.
Depression is when you care about nothing
Anxiety is when you care too much about everything
Having both is like hell
Edit
Thank you for the likes and stay safe. I love you guys 🖤
soooooooo true
True, problem is that at first, they seem to exclude each other, as if you cannot have both, thats what other think... They'll say it is impossible white cant be Black, it'd be gray. Which is true when talking about colors, but not if all the colors have faded.
I have like really bad anxiety to the point I just start crying over anything and when I try to explain what it’s like I cry a whole ocean...
its true... and i hate it
Midnight_ Animation Fr
I don't want live
But I am to scared to die
Depression vs anxiety
if you want someone to talk to i am here for you if you want to talk i have a channel we can talk there if you want
and the winner in the end will be you
And you want to live
Depression vs Anxiety vs You
Ain’t those song lyrics
Me too
“Why are you so quiet?”
Because if I'm quiet then no one will notice how much I'm hurting.
Finally someone who knows what i feel
Bro I'm with u
I feel that like I feel bad for bringing the mood down when I want to tell people that I am not okay like how do i let people know without making them feel bad or them giving me that pity look and then I feel like they won’t understand
"And then flat out asks me if im afraid of dying. No. Im afraid of living." Damn....
"Why are your grades so bad?"
"Why don't you wanna try?"
"You're ridiculous, take responsibility for your actions"
Can't you see that my actions are no longer my own, they are my emotions, and i no longer want to try because i don't even think i have a life, for you took it from me and made it your own, when you chose what school i should i go, when you decided i couldn't go over my dad's house, when you mocked me for having depression, and when you sat there and said i was ridiculous, what you don't understand is that depression takes all of a person's life and changes it, to where there is no hope. There is more to my failing grades then my effort.
I know it's been 2 months since your comment but I hope you are doing okay, well as okay as one can be when your mind is telling you that nothing is worth it. Hold on until you find it, until you find that spark of hope that makes everything have meaning and makes the world not look so sad. It takes time but believe me when you find that thing that makes you feel okay you will try your best to never go back to the dark place you were before. Once you see the light it's a struggle trying to not go back to the darkness but it is so much better in the light. The whole world takes on a new color and makes it so you don't dread waking up everyday. Someone is there for you whether its me or someone else in your life. Stay strong and know you aren't alone and someone cares.
I have never heard something more true in my life thank you for that
Same Unicorngirl!
Thanks
The video almost most made me cry, but just this one comment was so relatable that I couldn't hold it in....thank you, and I hope everything s fine....
My mom should see this...she doesn’t understand how I feel about life.
Ryan Okubo my mom doesn’t understand me at all she just wants to take me some where with people that can help me cause she doesn’t understand me just because I don’t smile a all it’s called I have no emotions I just pretend
Same
Same
Ryan Okubo same
Same here
« why are you *acting* so depressed? »
and she said she knows what it feels like
I know that feeling..
headass Same but she really doesn't
sleepy aesthetic x Edits The person is saying their mom said she understood, but yet she asked that question which means she lied. Unfortunately, that is the truth for millions of us.
I defanetly know what it feels like...
My mom can’t understand. I wish she could, but at the same time I hope to whatever god is out there that she never will. My Dad can, because he has been going through the same thing. My big brother too
"Why are you depressed? Life's beautiful!"
Is like saying
"Why are you asthmatic? There's so much air!"
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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"I hate myself"
Mom: *gives 5 hours lecture*
"I hate myself more now"
My mom makes me feel like shit for having feelings
omg yes
My mom said I can't hate anyone... I broke her rule because I hate myself
Do u have pickels for brains
@@icequeen9289 You realize how mean that is right!
*"I'm fine"*
That's the biggest lie most people told.
That’s true... and it’s sad
And it's the lie people tell the most
Forget it..
*SHE THINKS IM DRAMATIC*
Same
My mum tells me to always make sure to look at both sides of the story and try to understand where people are coming from. But when it comes to me being unmotivated and visibly unhappy with anger issues. It's all broken down to "your just being lazy" and "it's just a faze". I then told her can you please atleast try to look through my perspective? She said "I don't even need to, your just lazy!" that broke me. I'm about to finish high-school and for the first time in my life. I'm looking forward to being a responsible gun owner. Can't wait to "accidently" shoot myself.
@@epkoknol9131 I really hope that doesn't happen....
she thinks its a phase.
@@nadiarobinson1753 Eh. People die all the time so why would my life matter any more? Plus I think it would be a nice release. Just need to lay low so I pass the background check (not very hard to do) and do my thing. Last thing I want to do is burden and hurt others so no need to worry about me using it on others.
This gave me goosebumps... words I wish I could speak to my parents so maybe they'd finally understand
It hurts so much watching this
It’s like she yells everything that im afraid to admit
in the real version she was shaking when she told everthing and it made me cry cause i cant say all those words since no one listens
Saffy Abigael Leonard
If you want to talk im here i can listen to you really
You are not alone you are really worth it and you deserve to be happy
@@k-fan4608 thank u
It is true I can not tell my parents anything like she did
@@agnelomascarenhas5130 i told my best friends once and they listened and cared for me only for awhile but then they just took my depression as a joke
**crying intensly**
Ashley Hernandez *hugs you*
Ashley Hernandez *This* *is* *so* *depressing* *IM* *DEPRESSED*
This is me..
*crys with you*
Ashley Hernandez me too it’s so hard!!
Dear moms...
*Being depressed isnt a phase*
*Feeling ugly isnt a phase*
*Being a transgender isnt a phase*
*Having anxiety isnt a phase*
*ITS NOT A PHASE AND NOT HORMONES*
HEACK YAH
ITS NONE OF THOSE
ITS DEPRESSION
ITS being emotionless
My boyfriends said to that it's puberty.
SO DEAR PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD:
DEPRESSION CAN COME AT ANY AGE POSSIBLE!
IT CAN COME IF YOU ARE 5 IT CAN COME WHEN YOU ARE 95!
AND STOP THESE EXCUSES WITH PUBERTY, LAZYNESS OR HORMONES.
IF YOU'RE CHILD NEEDS HELP. THEN DON'T LAUGH AT IT! TRY HELPING IT! SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME SAYING:" Hey. I need some Help!" Because WE are afraid that we'll be a BURDEN to everyone! WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE SHOULD BE TREATED EQUALLY! AND I THINK THAT WE ALL EXPIRENCED THAT WHAT I WILL TELL YOU NOW: You want to talk about your problems to a Person you THOUGHT you could TRUST. But If you tell them your problems. They will start to show no empathy at all and Talk about their own problems! And WE want everyone to be happy and that is why our mind says: yea.. Help them. They are way more important than we are."
I might just be a 14-year old girl, but people also need to understand that WE aren't lazy people. We also have problems! We are HUMANS! DON'T YOU GET IT?!
YOU CAN'T JUST SAY TO A PERSON THAT HAS A CERTAIN AGE: YEA YOU ARE LAZY OR IT'S PUBERTY!
It's like you go to an old Person and say: yea you are 95 you're old. You'll die anyway. That is hella rude.
And now imagine telling this not to a Stranger but to your son/daughter/non binary child: "You lay in bed all day.
You are sick.ew" or what hurzs more" You disgust me when you are doing this." The child. No YOUR CHILD will feel really distant towards you and blames itself for that. I have watched this video 3 years ago. And it still reaches out to me. And I know I am not the only Person thinking this.
Thank you for reading.
Have a great morning/day/afternoon/night.
And remember:
You are worth it.
You are beautiful.
You are loved.
If you need any help you can dm me in insta or any other social Media Platform.
[insta: melina_loves_ramen]
My mom laughed at me when she said I wanted to be a boy.
When I told my mom she called one of my friends and told her to fix me
::/
To anyone who is strugging
Thank you
So I tried to cut my self 8 times
I have Ally's and they talk to me during lunch when I don't eat we talk about anxiety and depression and suicide
And while I have a mental break
I did not come this far, I just did not kill myself yet
thats a lie :)
no one is ever there
never
NO. NO! NEVER. The PROBLEM IS I DID NOT GO FAR! I ONLY STARTED FEELING SO DAMN FUCKED UP BUT I'M HERE! CRYING WHEN I JUST STARTED! I'M HERE WHIMPERING AND THEN FEELING ALL GUILTY KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS ALL ALONG, LONGER THAN ME! BUT THEY'RE NOT CRYING THE WAY I DO! THEY ARE MATURE WHILE IM A CHILDISH THING CRYING!!
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on UA-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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If there was a way to die without hurting my family and friends I would
if there was a way i would be gone
i would’ve done it a long time ago
Me to...
My family hates me, I want to see if they even cared if I die
if i hadn't found bts this year, i would've already been gone. i didn't ask to be born! 😭
Mom:*sees scars on my wrist*
"...Well talk about this later..."
*one year later*
Me: "When is later, mom?"
My Mom just said:"Why are you cutting yourself?!You have a house,siblings who loves you,food and water!Why do you want attention."
"Yes I do have a house but I'm scared to stay home,my siblings doesn't love me,I either drink or eat enough anymore because everytime I see food I throw up and If I want to drink something I'm to scared to get out of my room because even if I just breath you scream at me.If I want attention I would literally kill myself,cutting makes me feel better but I won't ever change my fucked up mind"was my answer. Since this day we didn't talked with each other anymore...
my mom laughed at me when she noticed
@@maxvil00 im so sorry😬
@@maxvil00 I'm sorry for you, I wish you happiness and hope everything gets better.
@@maxvil00 omg that isn't fair but trust me u will be fine❤❤❤
"You're so lazy how come you're tired?!"
"Nevermind..."
'but I'm not physically tired I'm mentally tired of all of this.. '
U fine??❤😢
My mom always says I'm lazy but I'm just un motivated to even get up in the morning let alone change clothes
My mum said this the other day :/
I feel you
I can feel you.
No one understands
This is how I feel everyday when my mum says "there's nothing wrong with you"
My depression tells me to kill myself but my anxiety is scared to die. We can never win
Edit: (FYI I’m no longer suffering and I am okay now. I am only suffering from anxiety. If you guys feel down please talk to someone you trust and they will help you through this. Stay strong!)
crippling depression OMG THATS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL
yep...
Exactly... if I tried to explain that to anyone they would say, “you’re fine.” Or “why would you be sad?” And there’s truly no way to respond to that.
Exactly how I feel...
Yea thats exactly how it is
“Are you okay”
“Hehe yes tired”
Tired of feeling dumb
Tired of wishing I was pretty
Tired of myself
Tired of fake love
Tired of my fake friends
Tired of feeling ugly
Tired of being myself
Tired of being something I’m not
Tired of everything
Tired of starving myself
Tired of wanting to die
Tired of not being able to get Up out of bed
Tired of wanting love
Tired of giving love
Tired of staying up the late nights
Tired of feeling unwanted
Tired of feeling fat
Tired of feeling sad
Tired of feeling the depression
Tired of giving and giving and getting nothing back
Tired of being tired
I’m tired of being sick and tired!
I just wanna end my self
I’m so tired..
IM SO TIRED!
I’m tired of life...
I felt that man..
Can I be your friend 😞
Gacha_sunset.....you're not alone
@@eijiroukirishima4687 😭😭
@@fredteenah7649 shes not
My mom would just say “well your going to have to try and not have depression”
That’s like asking a person with stage 4 cancer to stop being sick
That’s like asking god to give you wings
the thing for me is I don't know why I'm depressed. I just am. I just want to die. for no reason.
My mom told me to be happy bcs u don't have cancer...
If I told my mother.. She'd say "Get over it. Overdramatic is what you are! Do you think you have it bad?! What about the starving kids all over the world! Grow up!" And let me sum up how depression is for me atleast..
Depression comes in, like the only friend you'll ever need.. Through thick and thin depression is there and so are it's friends... Depression introduces you to self judgement. Self judgement decides to tell you that you should care what other people say and fit in more! Then self judgement leads to Anorexia knocking on your door because apparently you're not skinny enough says self judgement. Anorexia says they can help you. You just need to drink small amounts of water and barely any food and boom! Skinny! Anorexia leads you to anxiety.. Anxiety gives you a welcoming hug and is your friend until you're in a crowd or you see people staring at you, then you freak out and break down. Then.. Everyone is just this family from hell nobody is going to leave! This family is within you and you start losing friends and everything comes CRASHING down on this useless disappointment.. And then to top it off.. They have a family meeting without you.. And while you're in bed at night they pop a thought into your mind.. "Could suicide help me?" So you try several attempts but are too scared! You write so many letters because you thought it'd be the end but no! It's not the end! But you still have that thought...
Yeah my mom saw my cuts today and says “What are you depressed about you have everything.” She will never understand. It’s sad.
@@theshadyshishtar4044 Exactly, I lie to my mother about how many friends about and my happiness.. But honestly I'm not happy.. I have anxiety attacks every night and I freak out at night, it's not over exaggeration. Like I will break down and tear myself apart and start cutting.. My mom doesn't notice, so I keep my fake smile on and I won't get in trouble.
*She literally said those words which we don't even imagine/dare to say!..*
If i tell my mom i have depression, she will tell me ‘ ur just saying this cuz it makes u proud u have depression. Depression doesn’t happen in ur age’ I already tried to tell my mom that im antisocial and she said all the words I mentioned. LIKE WTF
Elvira Nawar yeah same my mum did that too
Elvira Nawar my mom would say “stop being dramatic”
My said it's just a imagination because of the puperty
Elvira Nawar mine said to workout
I mom will say “ your just lying so stop you just want me to feel bad for you”..... I am just like 😢
I could NEVER NOT IN A MILLION YEARS come clean to my parents like this-
Same.....
They only think im joking but im not....
If they don’t believe show them
i did and they didn't believe me but it actually didn't turn out as bad as i thought
Me neither im scared to....
I did that once. And that was the worst thing I could have done. The says "you don't look like your doing shit. And I just sat on my bed and cry my eys out but they didn't care and dhey don't understand me.
"NO! IM AFRAID OF LIVING!!"
This is the most relatable thing I have ever heard. I'm sorry sorry if you have gone through anything like this. I know the feeling of having depression and anxiety.
Please don't kill yourself because....I WILL FIGHT YOU UNTIL YOU CALL YOURSELF AMAZING (and because i have anxiety)
the only reason why im living is bts and people make fun of me for loving them and dedicating my life to them which is fun
@@wcasbbe same my brother also makes fun of me for liking bts whenever i listen to bts he call's them trash and that hurts me al'ot so i always have to keep the volume low and listen to them i used to have earphones with me but i lost them :( and that makes me super sad
"you're just being overdramatic, you'll grow out of this. You're going through a phase by thinking all of this."
Bruh.. This made me cry because I wish my mother understood me when I became depressed. Now I just hide it.
Same
Dont hide it....
I go to therapy and I still hide it because I cant be open about my feelings
same i cant let my mom know cause if she knew i would never forgive myself besides when i tried to tell her she just let it slip by so for now on i just keep it on the inside telling myself im ok when im not ok at all and im about to cry
Bias Wrecked yeah i understand, i tried telling her i felt like i was dying inside, i don't think she believes me after all i put fake smiles a lot...💔
pov: That one girl in school that has depression is having mental breakdown and all the other kids w/ depression are clapping for the girl
my dude you didnt really say the girl has fake depression so maybe she has her side of the story
g a b r i e l a 101 it’s ok to cry
"Dont be lazy" "Its just a phase" "just think nice things" "youre being dramatic" ....... :)
Another is “your just doing this for attention”
i tried to kill myself a weak ago, mom decided to play victim, point out my flaws in a not so loving way, made it seem like i don’t deserve to be sad because i have everything. Nice.
And when my mom start comparing with my littl sis who havent pass tru big examination , said "ur not working ur ass up" . Im introvert~~~ (my mind fuc up)
"Just be happier"
lps_ nyghtsky my mom thinks it’s just a phase everyone else in my family thinks I’m being dramatic and tell me to get a grip and it hurts. I really don’t know what to do anymore...
This is so relatable I been so depressed for years now & I feel like it's gotten worse lately.
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i feel the same
I started to cry. She speaks my thoughts out
Me too friend..
Same
I cried too
Same
Luzie Richter yes!
Who ever watches this there either
-deppressed
-Sad
-Thinks there unworthy
-wanna be dead
-hates life
Me too...
Right
heh..it's funny you know.. I can be all of them at some points..
But am i actually? Or im i just over reacting. Im i just ungrateful cause i think i am
No i have a depressed friend and want to know how it ifeels and how to help her...
I want to die so hard, nobody understands me. I'm all alone trying to survive in a life I don't deserve..
“And then flat out asks me if I’m afraid of dying. NO I AM AFRAID OF LIVING!!” So true.
I know. I wish my mom know. I can't tell her though she is the main reason I have depression. My depression started because of her she took everything from me until I had nothing but doubt. I just want everything to be over already.
AshlyStudios this is sad and true, but to make a happy statement, your profile picture is eddsworld and its awesome
Madi Sallywaffles Lol thank you :)
AshlyStudios I’m with you, my mom did the same to me, it’s like parents aren’t even phased by what they’ve done.
Makaila M. Glad I’m not alone.
To mum,
I didn't need to be yelled at
I didn't need to grow up
I wasnt a drama queen
I was depressed, i was dieing and you did nothing . You let me suffer for years without help, you knew i was struggling and you watched. I'm still here. I dont know how but i am, no thanks to you.
"No, I am afraid of living.."
It's not like I'm crying...?!
That hit me hard..my eyes sting from holding it in..
MOM I AM AFRAID OF LIVING !!!!!
Jay yes I am always I'll be
Jay I know
Jay eer ñis was ere
LIFE IS HARD AND WE CANT FIGURE IT OUT AND IT IS SO HARD TO BEAT
THEanoying TRASHcan no shit
When she started talking about her Dad.. I bursted out in tears..
Same😔
I was crying from the beginning but when the dad part came lets just say that my sink broke
Me too my dad left me
My dad has been abusing my family ever since I was 4. I do not give a SHIT about my dad..l or should I even call him that...?
Alice Chang no just call him by his name or just say Mister and then his lastname thats what ill do if i was you
I'm not afraid of dying I'm afraid of living. Yes. Exactly how I feal.
Dear everyone reading:
Happiness isn’t the only emotion
yeah i know but thanks for telling me!
It's the only one people care about
it's one of the emotion i'm trying to get rid off...
oh we know...
And you forgot there is a big difference from sadness and depression lmao
“Why do you talk so much?”
Because people tell me I’m too quiet
“Why are you so quiet?”
Because people tell me I talk too much
Edit: To the people that like or comment on this because you relate, you are loved no matter what
Same...
i agree
Same
I agree
Everyone tells me "Why am I too shy and too quiet."
So, I try to talk more then they tell me " Why to you talk too much?"
I stay quiet again and the whole process repeats.
"Friend": "You okay?"
"Yeah.. Just scared about the test..!"
Teacher: "Your grades are getting worse... Is everything alright?"
"Y-Yes Miss! The test was just harder than expected..!"
Mom: "Sweetie, you need to get better grades! Are you okay?"
"Yes mom... I'm fine... Just... Tired..."
Can they really not tell I'm not fine?
Is it really that hard?
Why does life not go easy on me?
Why does nobody notice!?!
Why am I so lonely...
And at the end of the day...
All you hear is...
"It's that internet."
It's true. The internet has a big impact on people. You absorb everything you know from it because you start to compare your life accidentally. This is what makes you feel depressed. Nobody's gonna realize if you don't tell them.
The internet is the only place us depressed people can express our feelings the only place where people understand us
Ive had my depression since the age of five and i dont know if i can take this anymore.....
@@candiceberry9622 it's not true... They don't realize it's them... Not the internet. Most of my internet friends are the only reason I'm still coping.
@@spoiled_jackfruit It's true. Yes you have internet friends, but your comparing your real social life to it and be like "I don't have friends in real life. Nobody cares about me. I can't rely on anyone personally." And please don't say "it's not true," it's really annoying me. You can just disagree. First educate yourself. I'm trying to help people here.
Isn't it great when people think you'll be fine or think it's nothing...?
Doesn't it hurt when the people that love you and you love the most underestimate how hurt you are..?
Well it sure does and it feels like there is nothing you can do.. But there is .If you are badly hurt seek help you deserve a happy life like everyone else.
My eyes are wet, and I'm not sure why; I was unable to stop them. I struggled to put all of my emotions into words, but got stuck at a confusion; this is crushing me.
I appreciate the recommendation, UA-cam.
I have depression
Mom doesn't believe me
I have anxiety
Mom doesn't believe me
I'm suicidal
Mom doesn't believe me.
I have depression
My father doesn't understand.
Why? Because I fake my smiles I try to be the perfect daughter. But I can't im dying in side.
I wake up late every day
I'm called lazy, no im not. i just feel dead and so empty that I don't feel like living anymore.
No one believes me and when I try to talk about my feelings I cant. Because I'm so used to people not listening and not believing.
I keep all my feelings bottled up inside me, I cry oceans of tears each day....but no one cares
Kyoko989 I know what that's like.. I've been through almost the exact same thing *hugs*
Kyoko989 Dude I can relate but don't forget you can't fight a battle alone, and so what if your parents don't believe you show them that you're actually serious and prove to them that you're not a perfect daughter to them they might not want to believe it but you're still their child prove that you want them to be aware of what's happening and to help you.
i care.
Kyoko989 I'm so sorry..
I feel the same way
Bruh my mom tells me to stop being depressed as if I could just turn it off with a switch, honestly she’s practically part of the reason I am depressed in the first place. I can’t wait till I can leave this house.
It's like telling a cancer patient to heal themselves
My mum is the same
Same my dad tells me to stop being depressed
Same.i went to therapy still am but it really doesn't help. i have anxiety and a eating disorder and im suicidal i take pills for my anxiety and it doesn't help at all. my mom doesn't give a shit she says im fakeing it or i just want attention.one i told her i want to die and she just brushed it off and i told her im bisexual she laught and told me i wasn't.i tried killing myself twice already one was with a nife that my step brother took away and told my mom she just said i wanted attention and i wasn't going to do it and one was when i tried overdosing but nobody knows
My mom just die she left me when i was 5 for drugs alost every part of my body has scars that is one of the reasons i cant get out of bed my.dad was an ocholic i lost him in a car crash i lost my sisters they killed them selfs and i live with my ant and she hates me no one has seen me with out a jack on sents i was 11and i am 14
My friends always say
“love having anxiet🤗😙✌🏼”
like it’s some quirky, cute thing. Like it’s so obvious they don’t have anxiety and it makes me so angry.
Some people hide it well and just joke about it all the time
Sianni Strickland, yeah, that’s how I cope with my mental illnesses.
Or when people say your mentality ill as a joke so you just say things like "no" or laugh it off
At the moment my friend is faking depression and jokes about suicide and other stuff like that
ella my friend does the same thing. She says stuff like, “Omg! My anxiety is so bad!” And she says it like it’s something to brag about, even though it’s not and she doesn’t have anxiety.
The "when will you get better?" is the only word I'm hearing everyday, just feel nothing, also losing my appetite...
When I tried to tell my mom she said “it’s because you are always on your phone and you always wake up late!” I don’t even want to talk to her tomorrow morning.
Edit: I have seen every comment on this and I pray for each and every one of you! I know this may sound odd or annoying to hear but, have hope that when you are on your own...you can finally be free
DrawingwithAlly Aguilar thats just rude. I cant believe how cruel the world is today.
Wow my mom says the same
my mom says the same shit
same here
same , she will never understand
This hits hard when you can relate and wish you could say to ur parents.... Edit: Ty for 191 likes *hugs* i hope you all are doing and feeling better, u all are not alone :)
Tell me, whats going on. Whats wrong💔
I am...😥😭
@CloudieCookie GL
Same 💔
Honestly, I don't know how to say to my parents that I don't want the life they provided to me and fought to have a child:(
I just told my mum that i am depressed and she said these exact words
'Bloody pathetic, the silliest thing i‘ve heard all day. You‘re too young to know what that is and you‘ve never been stressed. Kids these days.'
I don‘t want to talk to her :(
Same with my dad
I love you. Other people love you whether u know it or not
Same with me
I am too scared to tell my parents, they would say the exact thing "Youre too young to feel this way, you just want attention." The thing kids with depression or stress needs their parents support. Adults these days dont understand that fact. And when their children who claim to be suicidal and the parents dont do shit about it will understand that they fucked up when their child takes their last breath. It hurts every day but if i show it they'll ask me whats wrong like they care, and if i tell them the truth they wont believe me and dismiss me. And when parents say that the kid is only wanting attention hurts...a lot at least for me..
My older sister tried to kill herself a few years ago when she was my age with overdose, my parents didnt care. Theyre only comment was "Get in the car. How do you think people will see us now that our child tried to kill herself?" And that haunted my sister. It scares me.
anyways be strong everyone. I love and believe in you all! Good luck with life ^^
@† libra subliminals † are you asking me this? Or the person who made the original comment i commented on?- gosh i am really dumb im sorry-
Imagine the amount of anxiety she went through to tell the story of millions like her.
Severe depression...
You feel numb you have so much mental pain that you can’t feel physical pain......
And that’s when blades make there move...
You want to die but anxiety makes you scared to die...
You are lost not knowing what to do....
So all you do is curl up in a ball and tell everyone you are busy...
You cry and cry until your eyes hurt...
At night you toss and you turn stare up at the empty celling reminding yourself that the celling is as empty as your heart....
5 a.m. you gotta wake up you just have to! To show the world that your fine
But deep inside you know you are not
*exactly*
Wow,with the up all night thing I used to have it really bad but I think I found like a trick?I just think of storyline of movies and book and in change them into new storylines so I'm distracted enough till I fade off 2 sleep
*cries intensely* mhm yea um *chokes on tears* right
My life is great everyone says but inside I can’t trust anyone everyone just leaves me I have anxiety trust issues it’s hard to live
I think to myself it’ll all be over soon but it just gets worst
Me: “I’m depressed..”
My family: “Then don’t be depressed, change it.”
Mom, dad, brothers, sisters..
*Depression was never an option..*
It never is....it's a battle so fight,fight hard with all of your battle scars it make you more you and I may not know you but I love you❤and we are going to fight this battle....
"No, I am afraid of living"
That gave me shivers😣
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
@@Ilyjana I... I think I have that...
Yeah it spoke to me so loud
The way she screams "I'm afraid to living" always makes me cry.
Friend: how are you?
Me i’m just TIRED
TIRED of faking a smile
TIRED of living
Harvey Yeomans IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)
U lie
And faking a smile FUCKING HURTS
And thats why I always say I'm tired.... :')
Tried I'm tired because I'm up till who knows how long fighting those thoughts in my head but it's worthless cause they never go away
Anyone haven’t told their moms because your to scared to see what they’re gonna say, or they may not believe you? :,(
Same, both of my parents, they'd say
"Why do you like this? This is sad! "
And I can't say "I relate to this to much... Help me please"
Because then they wouldn't believe me-
'it's the phone isn't it? You're on it way too much and it's a bad influence on you' yeah I don't want to hear that more than you've already told me mom, thanks.
Me, another reason for me, I don’t trust her but I’m also scared that she may not believe me
@@trinchilla22 my mom told me this and that it was a phase that i was serching my self thats all. I'm 13 i think i know how i feel.
@@skyisfallingdown7196 I agree with you. We should know ourselves enough to be able to tell between a low phase and depression. I love my mom but I don't exactly feel like she knows me better than I do. :/
"It's just not that fun having fun when you don't want to have fun"
Damn, that hits too deep for me
I couldn't hold in my tears at that point
i just cant stop crying this is so true to all the mums out there stop making your child condition worse. some of us just need someone there with us and to listen.
Me: “Mom I have depression”
Mom: “No you don’t”
“Reality can be whatever I want”
Apple Senju IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)
I am scared to tell my parents cause they just say "Your just sad" or "stop being dramatic your to lazy now go study"
Me to because I know that they are going to make fun of me
Same....I get to be with my friends when I say I'm sad ...
I will never tell my parents all they will find is my dead body lying on floor
Ever feel like you can't cry because you're terrified people will think you're faking it? Even when you're alone?
We have the same problem mate....
When she said MOM IM AFRAID OF LIVING!! I started crying so much 😕
Karolína Ondova I don't cry much over internet posts... But yeah that almost made me cry...
“ when others can’t yell, you yell for them. “
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS.
anxiety isn't at my party.... *it's just constantly with me...hanging out with depression*
I love how she included imagining other people’s death. I didn’t know that happened to other people but it’s become like ocd to me.
CasualPrince yeah... i avoid thinking of that because then it gets me scared, sad, depressed, feelings i don’t even have a name for....
Me screaming “I wanna kill myself everyday”
Mum: stop being so dramatic *rolling eyes
Stepdad: laughing
Lucy Smith the shit hurts more when she take stepdad side and ignores u but then she says why are u being so dramatic
@@Deargagusgorm yo should pack your stuff and LEAVE
I told my mom I hate myself she does not believe me I think she believed me that there is something telling me horrible things about myself
No one knows I tried to kill myself twice
Oh god, my stepdad's reaction was exactly the same