I feel so completely alone. even around other widows except for financially, I am so relieved. I was in a domestic violence relationship and could not leave due to a chronic medical condition. Most of my family members had died and I did not have anyone else to help in my care. His mom now helps with my care when I need it. I can still hear him yelling at me about another woman he found to help while I was ill, she can help doing things around here that you can’t do, she is everything your not. Yep, Interesting, he had not yet seen the chronic vomiting I had been experiencing. then one night I had a” episode” I would vomit and could not stop. I mean 7 to 8 times in a 1/2 hour. Sorry if that is To much info. He looked at me and said oh my gosh, we are getting you to the hospital. I said, this is what I have been dealing with, he said, I am sorry, I have been at work when this happens. No wonder you could not parent or do things around the house. I am sorry. If only that were the end of the abuse. I went to close out an account at the bank after he died. The woman there said she needed a moment when I called and said he had died and I needed to come in and close the account. When u was there she kept telling me how well she knew him, she said, I knew him really well. I don’t even want to imagine how well really well is. Praise Be to God he understands and with therapy and His Grace, I will get through this. I just feel so alone. Other widows are so sad and grieving loss. I just don’t feel that way.
Excellent! I am sharing my stories. I am not holding back. Your video helped me know I am healing. A short video with a lot of nuggets. TY.
I feel so completely alone. even around other widows except for financially, I am so relieved. I was in a domestic violence relationship and could not leave due to a chronic medical condition. Most of my family members had died and I did not have anyone else to help in my care. His mom now helps with my care when I need it. I can still hear him yelling at me about another woman he found to help while I was ill, she can help doing things around here that you can’t do, she is everything your not. Yep, Interesting, he had not yet seen the chronic vomiting I had been experiencing. then one night I had a” episode” I would vomit and could not stop. I mean 7 to 8 times in a 1/2 hour. Sorry if that is To much info. He looked at me and said oh my gosh, we are getting you to the hospital. I said, this is what I have been dealing with, he said, I am sorry, I have been at work when this happens. No wonder you could not parent or do things around the house. I am sorry. If only that were the end of the abuse. I went to close out an account at the bank after he died. The woman there said she needed a moment when I called and said he had died and I needed to come in and close the account. When u was there she kept telling me how well she knew him, she said, I knew him really well. I don’t even want to imagine how well really well is. Praise Be to God he understands and with therapy and His Grace, I will get through this. I just feel so alone. Other widows are so sad and grieving loss. I just don’t feel that way.