Side note** I actually filmed this video a little over a month ago and since then I’ve quit smoking cigarettes! I will be making a video on what that’s been like as well! Thanks all 🙏
@@ArsenySmekhov hey my friend!! I’m doing pretty well. I had one slip up, I’m 3 weeks sober now again off the booze. I’m still free from cigarettes as well. I’m trying this sobriety thing so hard, I want it!!! 🙏thank you for this comment.
I remember pacing from anxiety like crazy! Then two days later I felt SO sore, the first time it happened I didn't realize it was from the night of pacing. Then ir hit me..
That shit hit home w my brother. I didn’t get to your point but I felt the onset. I’m a bottle away from rock bottom. You’re inspiring me bro. Keep making videos
I was having a moment there where I thought I could get away with drinking today-Then this fucking video popped up, And now I'm so glad I'm still sober. Thank you
@@kristimcintosh7725 you made the right choice don’t forget that, thank you for the comment, it’s comments like yours that inspire me to make these videos, this information can help save lives. One day at a time 💯
@@Slayer-7373 she left rehab after only 3 weeks . so not sure if she will pick up the bottle again ? but won’t take much yes ? heartbreaking stuff . she won’t communicate with me now . after 2 years of lots of support.
@@andreflavell3453 ah…. Very sad my friend, but it happens so often. I’m so sorry you have to deal with that, just try to help her as much as you can, but also know when to let go and let her do what she needs to do. I’m sorry my friend, keep me updated!
My wife quit with me at the same time, the day after giving up she had an alcohol withdrawal seizure and we had to call an ambulance. A normal liver count was something like 40-60 and hers was 600+. It was so scary. She was released a few hours later and was a complete space cadet for 2 days - had no idea where she was, had all this memory loss and she had hallucinations one night and heard chanting outside, saw shadow people and spiders. It was terrifying to see her like that. I thought she'd be stuck that way and I'd have to put her in a facility. She and I are a year and a half sober and doing amazing now. We started rite of passage drinking at 17, maybe once a month and it took 23 years of drinking to get to her drinking 3 bottles of vodka every weekend and me drinking from Fri 5pm through to Sunday morning no sleep, just drinking 48 hours. It happens SO SLOWLY it can happen to anyone. My Sundays were real hell - just laying in bed shaking, sweating, hallucinating, having weird memories/dreams, CRUSHING depression, being too scared to leave the house, having hardly any energy to even lift my head from the pillow. Choose life.
Holy sh*t man that is insane, thank god she is alive and okay today, congratulations to both of you for quitting that’s amazing. My liver numbers were never that high but they were extremely high as well, I remembered the ER doctor saying I should be in liver failure. Scary, scary world addiction is. It’s beyond dark and only the people who have traveled that road understand. Thank you for the comment brother 🙏
3 days is awesome!!!!! Congratulations!!!! You are reclaiming your life again remember that. It gets easier as time goes on, keep me updated and good luck 🙏🙏
i went 3 months sober and it was all because i was like constantly surrounded by supporting people. um it is definitely helpful to have a support group
Yes 100% in the past whenever I’ve separated from a recovery group I’ve fallen back into drinking, I know for some they can do it alone but the most of us need other alcoholics and addicts to be able to relate to us. It’s just a different feeling being around people who understand and don’t judge. Thank you for the comment friend, not sure if you’re sober now or not but if you aren’t I just want to say you went 3 months!!! That proves you can do it brother. Thanks so much for the comment 🙏
My Daughter was an alcoholic, her withdrawals were horrendous. She went to rehab many times. She would drink a large bottle of vodka straight everyday sometimes more, she'd drink hand sanitiser or perfume if she couldn't get to the store. She lost everything. She died Aug '22 from alcoholic acidosis and malnutrition. She was only 39. It's broken my heart. I pray you never touch alcohol again. Praying for you.
I’m so horribly sorry about your loss 😢 😞, that’s the reality of this disease when it takes over full force. There were many times I thought I wasn’t gonna make it out, I’m glad to be here today and I’m going to pray for you as well. 🙏 I hope your daughter found the peace she was looking for. Thank you for the comment 🙏😢
That's so sad. Sorry to hear that. I fear that's where my brother is headed. He was drinking a handle of vodka per day..way malnourised- 5'10" and under 140 lbs, cant walk much. He's been sober 3 weeks but im fairly certain this is his last chance.
That’s what’s up I think addicts like us using UA-cam is good shit. We need to keep busy and have a sense of community . You’ll be all right man, find your passion and follow it
Good video man. Me myself 6 weeks sober after I had a seizure after being awake for 3 days straight trying to go cold turkey never want to go thru that again.
What’s up man! Good content. Your story is similar to mine. I was a party boy drinker with no issues for years until I got outta hand and the withdrawals kicked my ass. Also lost friends, gf and embarrassed myself with bad behavior. I’m 60 days clean WE GOT THIS
I been thru withdrawals so many times... i am convinced that the literal fear is what kills people and causes heart attacks during withdrawals. Its hands down the worst feeling on earth. Glad youre here bro 🧡
Facts. I don't have the urge to drink at all, but I watch videos like this to remind myself of how bad it can get and I never want to experience it again. Ever.
Thank you for sharing this o thought I was alone about the pacing around the room feeling like you're going to die. Thank you. It's a real thing worst thing I've ever experienced
You’re not alone my friend, the people who know, know. I wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy. I hope you’re far away from that life now, thank you for the comment 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 unfortunately I'm not. I'm trying to. Liver Disease shouted you out and led me to your channel. I'm 26 been drinking since 18. Our stories are so similar it's crazy. I'm so thankful I'm not alone in a fucked up way. Please keep posting these videos y'all are doing are helping so many people
45 soon. Just lapsed, liver hurts, kidney pain. I remember when half a bottle (375ml) would smash me. Now it takes a carton or a litre. 5 months up last time. You go straight back to where you were. Thanks for the vid.
Yes I’m the same way man, always ends the same way. We always try to convince ourselves “this time will be different” even tho we know it won’t. This is a complicated disease. Thank you for the comment brother and I wish you luck! 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Cunning, baffling, powerful and very, very patient. I held onto the rare night where it all went well and I didn't feel too bad. Christianity has helped me immensely, I actually prayed for death during my previous lapse which shows how crazy things can get. Provided you don't die you can try again. God Bless mate.
The scariest thing ever when you are going through dt is when you completely feel detached from yourself and you feel like your life is just a movie. That had happened to me 3 times now an i tell you what im glad i was strong enough to pull through those states of mind.. to a vulnerable person i dont know what that could do to them.. i hope anyone that deals with AW you can pull though you are strong enough and God loves you so much pray on him. And lay in bed find a good movie and a good snack. This too shall pass
I know exactly what you mean. I’ve often thought about that, if I didn’t have a strong mind I probably would have lost it by now. You’re not alone in those things you went through, the people who know, know. Exactly “this too shall pass”, good comment brother thank you 🙏
Mines beer man, weekends are baddd, but i suffered a shoulder injury and was off work and home for the past month and i was drinking 6 to 12 beers a day no problem. I told myself this CANT keep up! Soon as im back to work im cuttin that before it gets worse; i had never drank like that before it was crazy and i felt ashamed, im in my first week now, no withdrawals, but i use these videos as motivation to better myself. I thank you, and i hope you are doing well
That is beautiful man it really is, it makes me so happy to see people stepping up and making the best decision for themselves, which is to get and stay SOBER. I’m glad these videos help, that’s exactly why I make them. When people like yourself comment it helps me with my sobriety so much!! Keep up the good work man and keep me updated! One day at a time 🙏
I found a printing job at a small collage where they found apprenticeships and computer courses and mechanics ect,and I was 21 and they was young changed lads who stayed out of trouble and I met a couple of lads one 21 at the time who got off the booze and he told me he was hallucinating seeing insects when he came off it
Real glad I ran into your channel brother. These videos are really helping me. I was going through extreme withdrawals. These past few days jut came out of the hospital last night. Alcohol withdrawal is no joke. Keep doing what you’re doing brother God bless.
Appreciate this comment brother and I’m glad you made it up out the hospital. New day, new chances man remember where that bottle takes you. Keep me updated on your journey man, peace ✌️ and thanks for watching.
Reached two years no booze last month and I’m so fuckin grateful. Last year or so of my drinking I was on a constant cycle of going on benders and then going through withdrawals when I’d inevitably be too fucked up to keep getting more booze. Withdrawals were the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. The horrible shakes and cold sweats and paranoia and insomnia and eventually the audio hallucinations. Went to the ER after withdrawing for 4 days because I didn’t want to start having a seizure while my girlfriend slept next to me. Ended up staying in the icu for a few days and a few more days in the hospital and then detox and rehab. Didn’t do PHP but I did outpatient after rehab and my girlfriend quit with me so that was a huge fucking help. This was rambling but idc, I’m so fucking grateful to be sober. Well California sober. I smoke hecka weed. Quit ciggies today.
I've come off benzos before and opiates about a dozen times all cold turkey. I've never come off alcohol but I know it's bad. I can tell you those withdrawals have almost brought me to death.
Thanks man. Keep it up. I’m ten days sober from alcohol. Feeling like crap every morning. I keep getting over stimulated and not enough sleep but we are pushing through.
10 days is awesome brother!!! Also I can totally relate to that, first couple weeks kind of suck but things do start to get better after that. It’s our bodies showing us the damage we’ve done, thanks for the comment and keep going on the sober path!! One day at a time.
Great video. I remember I used to drink heavy from 18 to around 22. I’d sneak bottles and drink whole pints. My mom was an alcoholic and I knew at some point I need to stop. I ended up quitting and now I’m currently trying to come off of this Kratom extract bs which I gave up over a week ago and feel fine so far. Anyways, proud of you man!
Congratulations on quitting brother, respect for noticing there was an issue and taking care of that issue. I’ve heard Kratom can kind of be a b@tch to come off of but at least you don’t have to worry about the withdrawals killing you like alcohol. You’re already a week in bro that’s awesome I’m proud of you as well keep doing what you’re doing because so far it’s working!! Thanks for the comment ✊🏻💯
Sit in a sauna for 40 minutes every morning at 170 degrees. Trust me, you will get past the withdrawals MUCH faster, including the mental cravings that follow.
Sounds so familiar! Thank you for sharing and all the best! I am 60 days sober tomorrow. I have been wondering lately why the halusinations during alcohol withdrawal have to always be so evil and devilish. Why can't they be cuddly and friendly. Luckily, most of my "hallusinations" have been during sleep. But boy, have I seen some scary shit dreams, which have also felt so real.
Thank you brother!!! Trust me I know all too well what you speak of. The dreams are insane!!! I have 2 videos on my channel just talking about the wild dreams. Booze is a crazy dr*g.
Thanks for sharing your story man. I’m 4 days sober right now. I had a huge wake up call when my pregnant wife left with my 2 year old son to a friend’s place. She gotten tired of seeing me poisoning myself and trying to justify/manipulate her that it was okay. Man, your alcohol withdrawal pretty much sounded like mine, I think the worst for me were the night terrors and hallucinations. I would see shit in my dark room, and felt like I was going to die if I went to sleep. Feeling a lot better now though. My wife came back home with her parents and some other loved ones, and sorta gave me an intervention. I thank God she didn’t divorce me. Still experiencing a bit night terrors but not as much, bit shakes and sweats, but not as bad. Take care man, peace.
Hey thank you brother, congratulations on the 4 days 👏🙌 that is absolutely amazing man and you should be proud. Also I can definitely relate to that pain of your gf/wife leaving in deep addiction. It’s a horror show man Also 100% man the sh*t is demonic, scary is an understatement, I love when people share their experiences. People like yourself would make an excellent UA-camr. You’ve been through the battle like so many of us have with this awful disease. Please stay sober bro, god bless
I’m watching all your videos from the beginning. Loving your style and way of thinking! Except for the alcoholic way of thinking cuz I’m an addict too!! 😂 but I’m also a word nerd and always thought they were called “tremors”…tremens…I learned something new!! 😂 still lovin it!! 😜🙏🏼❤️
Been through it countless times myself. Only 3 or 4 of those times with medical supervision, had full blown DTs once and a grand mal seizure once. Im lucky to be alive between that, the blood pressures high enough for a stroke, etc. Now 4 months sober and on vivitrol, getting another dose tomorrow. Anyone going through it i highly reccomend an actual detox center instead of a hospital.
This is something I needed to hear I'm going through a rough hangover right now 1:30 am in Arizona. June 11 2024 time to start sobriety. Wish me luck 🙏
Yeah man, so much I can relate to here! I got a very early start with booze (around 13-14). I had issues with anxiety/depression and have been pretty introverted my whole life. Alcohol really did help open me up and make me be the person I thought I wanted to be! I fell in love with that poison from day 1. Early on, I could take it or leave it and didn't really have a problem, but just like you, when I turned 21, man the wheels came right off!! By 22 I was a full blown alcoholic. I didn't necessarily drink every single day, but when I started, I couldn't stop and would just get blacked out drunk every time! I was 23 when I had my first bout of serious withdrawal. I had no idea at the time that coming off alcohol cold turkey was so dangerous! The nausea, headaches, sweating, shakes were brutal, but it was only when I started hallucinating that I decided to go to the hospital. When I recovered and was discharged, I told myself NEVER AGAIN!! Well, it happened again many more times before I quit!
I was 22 when I went through my first serious withdrawal, interesting how similar our stories are brother. You hear about this all the time though, our stories are always so alike in recovery and addiction. Keep fighting the good fight man 💪🙏god bless
I’ve been thru the exact same. I heard voices in my head whispering gibberish to me after I went on benders. And I had to go to sleep w the lights completely on or I’d see demonic shadows dancing around me in my bedroom
severe anxiety, severe depression, muscle spasms, stomach problems, dihareea, freq. urination, weight loss, nausea, iritability, huge sleep issues, waking up 8-10 times a night, vitamin deficiency, etc. I still have anxiety, depression and sleep issues after more than 2 weeks sober. I started to hit the gym and eat well but no big changes so far!
I started drinking and smoking when I started college, just trying to fit in (an introvert like you). I once blacked out, due to the place I was at there was a chance I could have died if it had happened a few seconds earlier. Waking up the next day not knowing what had happened was a very scary experience for me 😰😰😰 I immediately stopped drinking and was able to get out. Now I only drink a glass or two during the holidays or with certain meals.
😟😟 this is really scary ER, trust and believe I know all too well about it. It’s an awful, sickening feeling when you wake up the next day and can’t recall what happened. I’m glad you put that chaos behind you!! Much love 🙏🖤
I was an opiate guy, I had a small spell of drinking like five shots a night for a couple months didn't experience any withdrawal but I can say that for the withdrawal part, it's about maintaining how much alcohol you have in your body, so if you let a cycle of 24 hours or so at least run its course? At least the alcohol will leave your system but if you keep drinking from the morning tonight you're piling alcohol on top of itself well the ethanol component is just building and building and building and that's when you become physically dependent, same with opiates and pills of any sort, you build on top and on top and on top and then that's when she hits the fan,😢😢😢 well I've came off benzos and hard opiates at the same time so it was definitely pretty brutal but the opiate withdrawal felt way worse because of the dopamine aspect and the deficiency😢😢😢😢 and it makes it so you fiend for it so bad, and you have pretty much the same symptoms of a benzo or alcohol withdrawal but you're feeling for it, the pleasure is intense as all hell, I don't miss it at all good video brother really good video really informative❤❤❤
You are prob the first one to talk about the demonic spirits that visit - I have had that same experience with the demonic faces visiting me during my 2-3 day insomnia nights.... I feel like one spirit even pulled my covers off me when I was starting to drift off to tell me that "you're next! " ... like it was my time to die if I didn't make changes...
I always say the people who know, know. I know exactly what you describe brother, terrifying. Alcohol is 100% demonic when used in excess. Thank you for the comment brother 🙏🙏 I’m glad I’m out of that cycle and I hope you are too!
@@Slayer-7373 for sure!!! I’ve definitely cut back and taken steps with therapy, I think during all that I made a spiritual promise to not get that close to the edge again 😮💨
The more of any drug or compound you consume the worse the negative feedback loop back will be in the part of the brain it is effecting while you’re on it. Alcohol works on the GABA system among others but down regulation in your GABA system will cause anxiety, depression, insomnia, restlessness, rapid mood disturbances etc. Moderation is key for most but if ur an alcoholic it’s better to stay off.
@@Slayer-7373The DTs and acute withdrawal symptoms you can get over pretty quickly but it takes a lot longer, a few months at least, for the neurological damage to repair itself. That’s part of why ppl end up relapsing months later bc they’re just depressed, bored, nihilistic, antisocial etc bc their brain isn’t functioning properly yet. They think they’re fucked but you just need to give urself time off. That’s the post acute withdrawal syndrome, for some ppl it’s not bad. For some it’s awful but the higher volume of your abuse the longer and worse you can expect the whole process to be. Good luck bro.
I remember the vivid demonic crazy morbid dreams/hallucinations when i would close my eyes at night to try and sleep. It was crazy, like your watching and flip page movie. Scary stuff.
I was drinking one night it might of been 6 years ago now but i got in my car for a joy ride wraped my car around 2 power poles split my car it half.. i knew than God was with me that nighg and i am very fucking lucky we all made it through that.
Holy shit man…. God looked out for you that day, you have a purpose here bro. I’m glad you’re still here brother!!! Crazy the stuff we do when drinking, scary! Thanks for the comment 💯
I'm not entirely sure if spirits exist or if they're just aspects of our subconscious/the universe we have yet to understand. That being said though, when I tried shrooms my first time (before I got into drinking), our one friend who didn't partake had this jet black, horned aura surrounding him. I told myself I was just high so I didn't freak out but he was super into alcohol and xans, and looking back on it and how alcohol has impacted my life I can't help but wonder if that was a warning of sorts, or if I was perceiving something that we're ordinarily unable to in normal waking consciousness.
Fascinating comment man, I guess we won’t ever truly know till we pass on from this life, I believe personally the shrooms were showing you the true nature of alcohol and xans. DARK, DEMONIC, HOPELESS, SAD. You picked up on that demon my friend. It’s one day at a time for an alcoholic, it really is. It’s a battle that I never thought I’d have to go through. Yet here I am, there is purpose to what we do and I think me and alcohol were ultimately suppose to meet. I hate it so much brother I really do. Thanks so much for this comment 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 wild how your comment gets unblocked the second I start talking my shit. But yeah bro no one thinks its gonna be them until it is, and that goes for a lot of situations we hope and pray that we'll never have to face. I would love to hear your take on psychedelics sometime, I remember you saying something in one of your vids where you wished you'd never tried them. I know it's a controversial topic that some people might start bitching about but as someone who's pro psychedelics, they can and do fuck certain people up, and it's important to soak in as many different perspectives as possible.
@@nickmcdonald4888 i think I will brother, psychedelics changed my life in one way or another. My main focus on this channel is alcohol and I think a lot of people can see that. I don’t really smoke weed nowadays but if I did I know all I’d do is go make some Mac and cheese and watch Netflix you know what I’m saying lol? My last mushroom trip was beautiful. I’m not mr AA, or mr you can’t ever do drugs again, no. I guess why I said I wished I had never tried any of it is because it is so beautiful. It’s almost un natural you know what I mean? I absolutely love that feeling, it’s dangerous for someone like me. With that said Though, will I ever smoke weed again? Yes, most likely I will. Will I ever take mushrooms again? Yes, most likely I will. I believe god created both of those things and there is a purpose for them being here. YOU NEED TO BE CAREFUL THO. Because like you said, a bad trip can send you into a nightmare realm. Going through DT’s like I have, it’s the worst trip on earth brother. I wouldn’t say I’m “immune” to bad trips but I’ve seen hell first hand and it just doesn’t seem like shrooms could ever send me there, but who knows. Set and setting is everything. I’m glad you asked this comment man, it let me open up. God bless you 🙏🏻 and anyone who wants to judge needs to take a step back and look at themselves. 💯
I got delivered from alcohol about 3 years ago and have been sober ever since. No more urges or desires to drink. Testimony on my channel. I went through hell before I got delivered though.
Heres a ti something i want to add what also helped me through is make your self something spicy it lights up endorphins in your brain a natural pain killer and it can really take the edge off your symptoms.also you can take an asprin 450 mg every 3 hours and this too will benefit
The delirium you've experienced sounds similar to Benadryl abusers. Sorry you've went through that dude. The seizure tight rope keeps a beer in the back of my car everyday. I want and I will quit. Hope you're doing well.
Yes almost exactly the same as a Benadryl trip. I’ve never abused Benadryl but I’ve heard stories and my buddy did it one time and he said it was just like my dt’s, I also understand that tight rope. It’s a thin one, drinking just to make sure you survive. It’s a brutal addiction, I’m doing better now brother thank you. I wish you luck on your journey, please keep me updated!!! 🙏🙏
I went 11 days but little triggers got me back. Now I have to wake up and have a few beers to help me feel normal and have energy. I hate it, but I can beat it! I dont necessarily think I’m an alcoholic… maybe I’m denial. It’s a process
Not during my college days but now I am kind of grateful that I don't like alcohol. I am a big, tall guy but funny enough have a very low tolerance for alcohol. I always wondered why virtually no one in my very large family drinks at all. It must be genetic. Nevertheless, I feel for all who suffer from addiction!
I'm a month and a half off methadone and a complete alcoholic haven't slept in week's it brutal u feel like ur gonna die i can go yrue pain from methadone heroin but alcohol is still brutal on your mind and body and can kill u me in anyways take terrible seizures it's scrazy i live in the hospitals ❤ from Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪
I’m sorry brother 🙏🙏 I’ve been to the hospital more times than I can count. You deserve better my friend, remember you can pull yourself out of that hole if you really want it 🙏🙏 it’s hard and I’m still trying to figure it out myself but it’s possible I know it is.
If only I knew how easy it would be, it’s been over 2 years and I don’t have any cravings at all, for me the key difference was that I didn’t suffer withdrawal, not even within the first 30 days after go’ogling and following Steffon Barkload’s advice and quitting because I just wanted to.
I’m kind of on and off with AA at the moment, I’m in an IOP program which has pretty much been my group and AA for the last few months. Once I’m done at IOP I will definitely be going to at least a couple meetings every week, never really been a huge fan of AA but if you find the right group, that can be huge. Anyways thanks for the comment brother 🙏
I’ve never heard someone say it like this I thought I was crazy nobody believed the severity of my withdrawals 🥲 & the crazy part after I was sober a decent amount of time ….IM RIGHT BACK RIGHT THIS SECOND…hope I don’t die this this THANKS FOR THIS ❤️
You are not crazy my friend!!!!! Please be safe!! If you need to goto the hospital don’t hesitate, they will keep you safe. God bless you, keep me updated!!!
Side note** I actually filmed this video a little over a month ago and since then I’ve quit smoking cigarettes! I will be making a video on what that’s been like as well! Thanks all 🙏
I would greatly appreciate a video about quitting cigarettes. I’m struggling with that too.
@@CMoore8539 I will make one real soon! I hope it helps.
This is a lot to juggle at the same time
How are you doing?
@@ArsenySmekhov hey my friend!! I’m doing pretty well. I had one slip up, I’m 3 weeks sober now again off the booze. I’m still free from cigarettes as well. I’m trying this sobriety thing so hard, I want it!!! 🙏thank you for this comment.
I remember pacing from anxiety like crazy! Then two days later I felt SO sore, the first time it happened I didn't realize it was from the night of pacing. Then ir hit me..
That shit hit home w my brother. I didn’t get to your point but I felt the onset. I’m a bottle away from rock bottom. You’re inspiring me bro. Keep making videos
Hang in there brother, goto a detox or hospital if it gets too bad!! Keep me updated 🙏💯
I was having a moment there where I thought I could get away with drinking today-Then this fucking video popped up, And now I'm so glad I'm still sober. Thank you
@@kristimcintosh7725 you made the right choice don’t forget that, thank you for the comment, it’s comments like yours that inspire me to make these videos, this information can help save lives.
One day at a time 💯
Crazy what we can see when those “barriers” are down. Thanks Slayer for sharing
to everyone reading this please share his videos to help his channel as his message is better than most people on this subject.
🙏✊🏻 this is awesome of you to say brother, thank you so much.
@@Slayer-7373 she left rehab after only 3 weeks . so not sure if she will pick up the bottle again ? but won’t take much yes ? heartbreaking stuff . she won’t communicate with me now . after 2 years of lots of support.
@@andreflavell3453 ah…. Very sad my friend, but it happens so often. I’m so sorry you have to deal with that, just try to help her as much as you can, but also know when to let go and let her do what she needs to do. I’m sorry my friend, keep me updated!
Agreed. I have.
My wife quit with me at the same time, the day after giving up she had an alcohol withdrawal seizure and we had to call an ambulance. A normal liver count was something like 40-60 and hers was 600+. It was so scary. She was released a few hours later and was a complete space cadet for 2 days - had no idea where she was, had all this memory loss and she had hallucinations one night and heard chanting outside, saw shadow people and spiders. It was terrifying to see her like that. I thought she'd be stuck that way and I'd have to put her in a facility. She and I are a year and a half sober and doing amazing now. We started rite of passage drinking at 17, maybe once a month and it took 23 years of drinking to get to her drinking 3 bottles of vodka every weekend and me drinking from Fri 5pm through to Sunday morning no sleep, just drinking 48 hours. It happens SO SLOWLY it can happen to anyone. My Sundays were real hell - just laying in bed shaking, sweating, hallucinating, having weird memories/dreams, CRUSHING depression, being too scared to leave the house, having hardly any energy to even lift my head from the pillow. Choose life.
Holy sh*t man that is insane, thank god she is alive and okay today, congratulations to both of you for quitting that’s amazing. My liver numbers were never that high but they were extremely high as well, I remembered the ER doctor saying I should be in liver failure. Scary, scary world addiction is. It’s beyond dark and only the people who have traveled that road understand. Thank you for the comment brother 🙏
That was me. Weekend warrior.
Wow man my withdrawal stories are exactly like yours. Horrific experiences. My symptoms would start at 5am- basically four hours after my last drink.
Been here since the beginning brother. God bless
Wonderful stories of what you went through. Feel for you. Helped me today. I’m on day 3 and it’s hard. Thanks for being so open and brutally honest. 🌸
3 days is awesome!!!!! Congratulations!!!! You are reclaiming your life again remember that. It gets easier as time goes on, keep me updated and good luck 🙏🙏
i went 3 months sober and it was all because i was like constantly surrounded by supporting people. um it is definitely helpful to have a support group
Yes 100% in the past whenever I’ve separated from a recovery group I’ve fallen back into drinking, I know for some they can do it alone but the most of us need other alcoholics and addicts to be able to relate to us. It’s just a different feeling being around people who understand and don’t judge. Thank you for the comment friend, not sure if you’re sober now or not but if you aren’t I just want to say you went 3 months!!! That proves you can do it brother. Thanks so much for the comment 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 yea naw I'm not sober. I'll get there
@@traumakampfcreature we all do at our own time brother, nothing wrong with that. 🙏
yea dude trust the process@@Slayer-7373
My Daughter was an alcoholic, her withdrawals were horrendous. She went to rehab many times. She would drink a large bottle of vodka straight everyday sometimes more, she'd drink hand sanitiser or perfume if she couldn't get to the store. She lost everything. She died Aug '22 from alcoholic acidosis and malnutrition. She was only 39. It's broken my heart. I pray you never touch alcohol again. Praying for you.
I’m so horribly sorry about your loss 😢 😞, that’s the reality of this disease when it takes over full force. There were many times I thought I wasn’t gonna make it out, I’m glad to be here today and I’m going to pray for you as well. 🙏 I hope your daughter found the peace she was looking for. Thank you for the comment 🙏😢
@Slayer-7373 thankyou. I know she's at peace now. She was a Christian, she's certainly at peace. I miss her terribly though, we were very close.
@@oldonetwoable she is and you will see her again one day, don’t forget that 🙏🙌🏻
@Slayer-7373 absolutely right.
That's so sad. Sorry to hear that. I fear that's where my brother is headed. He was drinking a handle of vodka per day..way malnourised- 5'10" and under 140 lbs, cant walk much. He's been sober 3 weeks but im fairly certain this is his last chance.
That’s what’s up I think addicts like us using UA-cam is good shit. We need to keep busy and have a sense of community . You’ll be all right man, find your passion and follow it
Exactly, community and having a tribe is huge. I appreciate that brother, we are gonna get through this. Thanks so much for the comment 🙏
Like 2 weeks here
Congrats brother, that’s awesome!!
Good video man. Me myself 6 weeks sober after I had a seizure after being awake for 3 days straight trying to go cold turkey never want to go thru that again.
That’s Brutul man! It
Just ain’t worth it bro. Let’s keep taking it one days a time
What’s up man! Good content. Your story is similar to mine. I was a party boy drinker with no issues for years until I got outta hand and the withdrawals kicked my ass. Also lost friends, gf and embarrassed myself with bad behavior. I’m 60 days clean WE GOT THIS
60 days is fkin incredible bro, definitely can relate to everything you said. Congrats on the 60 days man, we do got this ✊🏻💯!!
Well said, bro.. if ya know, ya know...
Exactly. 🙏 thanks for the comment brother.
I been thru withdrawals so many times... i am convinced that the literal fear is what kills people and causes heart attacks during withdrawals. Its hands down the worst feeling on earth. Glad youre here bro 🧡
🖤🙏glad you’re here as well my friend, thank you.
I come back to this video from time to time, just to remind myself.
Facts. I don't have the urge to drink at all, but I watch videos like this to remind myself of how bad it can get and I never want to experience it again. Ever.
Thank you for sharing this o thought I was alone about the pacing around the room feeling like you're going to die. Thank you. It's a real thing worst thing I've ever experienced
You’re not alone my friend, the people who know, know. I wouldn’t wish it on my worse enemy. I hope you’re far away from that life now, thank you for the comment 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 unfortunately I'm not. I'm trying to. Liver Disease shouted you out and led me to your channel. I'm 26 been drinking since 18. Our stories are so similar it's crazy. I'm so thankful I'm not alone in a fucked up way. Please keep posting these videos y'all are doing are helping so many people
45 soon. Just lapsed, liver hurts, kidney pain. I remember when half a bottle (375ml) would smash me. Now it takes a carton or a litre. 5 months up last time. You go straight back to where you were. Thanks for the vid.
Yes I’m the same way man, always ends the same way. We always try to convince ourselves “this time will be different” even tho we know it won’t. This is a complicated disease. Thank you for the comment brother and I wish you luck! 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 Cunning, baffling, powerful and very, very patient. I held onto the rare night where it all went well and I didn't feel too bad. Christianity has helped me immensely, I actually prayed for death during my previous lapse which shows how crazy things can get. Provided you don't die you can try again. God Bless mate.
The scariest thing ever when you are going through dt is when you completely feel detached from yourself and you feel like your life is just a movie. That had happened to me 3 times now an i tell you what im glad i was strong enough to pull through those states of mind.. to a vulnerable person i dont know what that could do to them.. i hope anyone that deals with AW you can pull though you are strong enough and God loves you so much pray on him. And lay in bed find a good movie and a good snack. This too shall pass
I know exactly what you mean. I’ve often thought about that, if I didn’t have a strong mind I probably would have lost it by now. You’re not alone in those things you went through, the people who know, know. Exactly “this too shall pass”, good comment brother thank you 🙏
@Slayer-7373 no problem brotha I love ya
Thats a side effect of heavy heavy anxiety…has happened to me when I was younger before I ever drank or anything, def the scariest shit ever man
Mines beer man, weekends are baddd, but i suffered a shoulder injury and was off work and home for the past month and i was drinking 6 to 12 beers a day no problem. I told myself this CANT keep up! Soon as im back to work im cuttin that before it gets worse; i had never drank like that before it was crazy and i felt ashamed, im in my first week now, no withdrawals, but i use these videos as motivation to better myself. I thank you, and i hope you are doing well
That is beautiful man it really is, it makes me so happy to see people stepping up and making the best decision for themselves, which is to get and stay SOBER.
I’m glad these videos help, that’s exactly why I make them. When people like yourself comment it helps me with my sobriety so much!! Keep up the good work man and keep me updated! One day at a time 🙏
Ur not gonna have withdrawals from a month of drinking wtf
@@Slayer-7373 you got this man jus keep pushing keep gettin back up
@@edwardbrock3807 appreciate you brotha, thank you 🙏🙏
I found a printing job at a small collage where they found apprenticeships and computer courses and mechanics ect,and I was 21 and they was young changed lads who stayed out of trouble and I met a couple of lads one 21 at the time who got off the booze and he told me he was hallucinating seeing insects when he came off it
Real glad I ran into your channel brother. These videos are really helping me. I was going through extreme withdrawals. These past few days jut came out of the hospital last night. Alcohol withdrawal is no joke. Keep doing what you’re doing brother God bless.
Appreciate this comment brother and I’m glad you made it up out the hospital. New day, new chances man remember where that bottle takes you. Keep me updated on your journey man, peace ✌️ and thanks for watching.
Reached two years no booze last month and I’m so fuckin grateful. Last year or so of my drinking I was on a constant cycle of going on benders and then going through withdrawals when I’d inevitably be too fucked up to keep getting more booze. Withdrawals were the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. The horrible shakes and cold sweats and paranoia and insomnia and eventually the audio hallucinations. Went to the ER after withdrawing for 4 days because I didn’t want to start having a seizure while my girlfriend slept next to me. Ended up staying in the icu for a few days and a few more days in the hospital and then detox and rehab. Didn’t do PHP but I did outpatient after rehab and my girlfriend quit with me so that was a huge fucking help. This was rambling but idc, I’m so fucking grateful to be sober. Well California sober. I smoke hecka weed. Quit ciggies today.
Congratulations my friend!!! 💪🎉💰🙏 I love reading comments of SUCCESS!! One day at a time brother.
I've come off benzos before and opiates about a dozen times all cold turkey. I've never come off alcohol but I know it's bad. I can tell you those withdrawals have almost brought me to death.
I know the feeling brother, you’re not alone. Thank you for the comment 🙏
Thanks man. Keep it up. I’m ten days sober from alcohol. Feeling like crap every morning. I keep getting over stimulated and not enough sleep but we are pushing through.
10 days is awesome brother!!! Also I can totally relate to that, first couple weeks kind of suck but things do start to get better after that. It’s our bodies showing us the damage we’ve done, thanks for the comment and keep going on the sober path!! One day at a time.
@@Slayer-7373 I appreciate it man 🌹
Great video. I remember I used to drink heavy from 18 to around 22. I’d sneak bottles and drink whole pints. My mom was an alcoholic and I knew at some point I need to stop. I ended up quitting and now I’m currently trying to come off of this Kratom extract bs which I gave up over a week ago and feel fine so far. Anyways, proud of you man!
Congratulations on quitting brother, respect for noticing there was an issue and taking care of that issue. I’ve heard Kratom can kind of be a b@tch to come off of but at least you don’t have to worry about the withdrawals killing you like alcohol. You’re already a week in bro that’s awesome I’m proud of you as well keep doing what you’re doing because so far it’s working!! Thanks for the comment ✊🏻💯
Sit in a sauna for 40 minutes every morning at 170 degrees. Trust me, you will get past the withdrawals MUCH faster, including the mental cravings that follow.
Good advice right here people listen up! Thanks for the comment 🙏
The mental cravings that go on during that time period, or will it curb the cravings for the rest of the day?
I love listening to you, you hit the nail on the head !! Thanks for your help 🤍 !
Thank you so much 🙏🙏, I’m glad I’m helping!!
Recover, Relapse, Taper off...Relapse...such a cycle of shit.
Thanks for this video homie. Very raw and visceral truth of this dis-ease.
Sounds so familiar! Thank you for sharing and all the best! I am 60 days sober tomorrow. I have been wondering lately why the halusinations during alcohol withdrawal have to always be so evil and devilish. Why can't they be cuddly and friendly. Luckily, most of my "hallusinations" have been during sleep. But boy, have I seen some scary shit dreams, which have also felt so real.
Thank you brother!!! Trust me I know all too well what you speak of. The dreams are insane!!! I have 2 videos on my channel just talking about the wild dreams. Booze is a crazy dr*g.
Thanks for sharing your story man. I’m 4 days sober right now. I had a huge wake up call when my pregnant wife left with my 2 year old son to a friend’s place. She gotten tired of seeing me poisoning myself and trying to justify/manipulate her that it was okay. Man, your alcohol withdrawal pretty much sounded like mine, I think the worst for me were the night terrors and hallucinations. I would see shit in my dark room, and felt like I was going to die if I went to sleep.
Feeling a lot better now though. My wife came back home with her parents and some other loved ones, and sorta gave me an intervention. I thank God she didn’t divorce me. Still experiencing a bit night terrors but not as much, bit shakes and sweats, but not as bad. Take care man, peace.
Hey thank you brother, congratulations on the 4 days 👏🙌 that is absolutely amazing man and you should be proud.
Also I can definitely relate to that pain of your gf/wife leaving in deep addiction. It’s a horror show man
Also 100% man the sh*t is demonic, scary is an understatement, I love when people share their experiences. People like yourself would make an excellent UA-camr. You’ve been through the battle like so many of us have with this awful disease.
Please stay sober bro, god bless
Slayer is speaking the truth. Thanks for sharing this important message.
Of course 🙏, thank you for the comment.
I respect your honesty and openness.
Keep posting.
I appreciate that rich thank you brother, trust me I will! New video will be up in the next day or two 🙏
I’m watching all your videos from the beginning. Loving your style and way of thinking! Except for the alcoholic way of thinking cuz I’m an addict too!! 😂 but I’m also a word nerd and always thought they were called “tremors”…tremens…I learned something new!! 😂 still lovin it!! 😜🙏🏼❤️
I’m glad you’re here on this journey with us Amanda 🙏🙏🖤🖤, I’m glad I’m helping. Much love!
Awesome Video Slayer! Sharing It Out Again! Let’s Go!
Awe thanks Cindy!!! 🙏🥲
Been through it countless times myself. Only 3 or 4 of those times with medical supervision, had full blown DTs once and a grand mal seizure once. Im lucky to be alive between that, the blood pressures high enough for a stroke, etc. Now 4 months sober and on vivitrol, getting another dose tomorrow.
Anyone going through it i highly reccomend an actual detox center instead of a hospital.
YES if you are having full blown withdrawal GOTO THE HOSPITAL People, listen to this smart gentleman right here. God bless bro
2 weeks without alcohol, thanks man for your advice
🙏keep going strong!!! Don’t look back. I’m proud of you
This is something I needed to hear I'm going through a rough hangover right now 1:30 am in Arizona. June 11 2024 time to start sobriety. Wish me luck 🙏
Best of luck to you my friend, please keep me updated!!! You are reclaiming your life again!!be safe brother. 🙏 I’m proud of you man.
@Slayer-7373 thank you brother I'll definitely keep you updated.
Great stuff bro! Spot on everything. God Bless brotha ❤
Thank you brother I appreciate that🙏🏻💯!!
Yeah man, so much I can relate to here! I got a very early start with booze (around 13-14). I had issues with anxiety/depression and have been pretty introverted my whole life. Alcohol really did help open me up and make me be the person I thought I wanted to be! I fell in love with that poison from day 1. Early on, I could take it or leave it and didn't really have a problem, but just like you, when I turned 21, man the wheels came right off!! By 22 I was a full blown alcoholic. I didn't necessarily drink every single day, but when I started, I couldn't stop and would just get blacked out drunk every time! I was 23 when I had my first bout of serious withdrawal. I had no idea at the time that coming off alcohol cold turkey was so dangerous! The nausea, headaches, sweating, shakes were brutal, but it was only when I started hallucinating that I decided to go to the hospital. When I recovered and was discharged, I told myself NEVER AGAIN!! Well, it happened again many more times before I quit!
I was 22 when I went through my first serious withdrawal, interesting how similar our stories are brother. You hear about this all the time though, our stories are always so alike in recovery and addiction. Keep fighting the good fight man 💪🙏god bless
@@Slayer-7373 Yeah, very similar stories! I’m a bit older though lol, I’m 37. God bless, dude! 🙏❤️
I’ve been thru the exact same. I heard voices in my head whispering gibberish to me after I went on benders. And I had to go to sleep w the lights completely on or I’d see demonic shadows dancing around me in my bedroom
Something only us who have been through truly understand. I understand brother, glad you’re here to tell the tale.
Thanks for sharing your story, l’m a recovering alcoholic
Hey 👋 thank you for this comment, I wish you nothing but the best on your journey in recovery. 🙏
severe anxiety, severe depression, muscle spasms, stomach problems, dihareea, freq. urination, weight loss, nausea, iritability, huge sleep issues, waking up 8-10 times a night, vitamin deficiency, etc.
I still have anxiety, depression and sleep issues after more than 2 weeks sober. I started to hit the gym and eat well but no big changes so far!
Ah I know all of these too well. 😅, congratulations on the 2 weeks man that’s awesome!!! Keep going on the path you’re on, don’t look back.
Slayer, I saw those same demons!!! It was Horrific!!!!!💯
I do Not want to Ever go through that again.
No one should ever have to experience it!!! 🙏
The most important part is when you said "it's not worth it".
I wish you all the best.
Congratulations!
Thank you so much 🙏
Alot of this happens to me alot lately
Be safe my friend. 🙏 reach out any time
I started drinking and smoking when I started college, just trying to fit in (an introvert like you). I once blacked out, due to the place I was at there was a chance I could have died if it had happened a few seconds earlier. Waking up the next day not knowing what had happened was a very scary experience for me 😰😰😰 I immediately stopped drinking and was able to get out. Now I only drink a glass or two during the holidays or with certain meals.
😟😟 this is really scary ER, trust and believe I know all too well about it. It’s an awful, sickening feeling when you wake up the next day and can’t recall what happened. I’m glad you put that chaos behind you!!
Much love 🙏🖤
@@Slayer-7373 sending much love to you too 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
I was an opiate guy, I had a small spell of drinking like five shots a night for a couple months didn't experience any withdrawal but I can say that for the withdrawal part, it's about maintaining how much alcohol you have in your body, so if you let a cycle of 24 hours or so at least run its course? At least the alcohol will leave your system but if you keep drinking from the morning tonight you're piling alcohol on top of itself well the ethanol component is just building and building and building and that's when you become physically dependent, same with opiates and pills of any sort, you build on top and on top and on top and then that's when she hits the fan,😢😢😢 well I've came off benzos and hard opiates at the same time so it was definitely pretty brutal but the opiate withdrawal felt way worse because of the dopamine aspect and the deficiency😢😢😢😢 and it makes it so you fiend for it so bad, and you have pretty much the same symptoms of a benzo or alcohol withdrawal but you're feeling for it, the pleasure is intense as all hell, I don't miss it at all good video brother really good video really informative❤❤❤
Thanks for this comment brother.
You are prob the first one to talk about the demonic spirits that visit - I have had that same experience with the demonic faces visiting me during my 2-3 day insomnia nights.... I feel like one spirit even pulled my covers off me when I was starting to drift off to tell me that "you're next! " ... like it was my time to die if I didn't make changes...
I always say the people who know, know. I know exactly what you describe brother, terrifying. Alcohol is 100% demonic when used in excess. Thank you for the comment brother 🙏🙏 I’m glad I’m out of that cycle and I hope you are too!
@@Slayer-7373 for sure!!! I’ve definitely cut back and taken steps with therapy, I think during all that I made a spiritual promise to not get that close to the edge again 😮💨
That's why they call it "Spirits" it's literally Satan's poison...
The more of any drug or compound you consume the worse the negative feedback loop back will be in the part of the brain it is effecting while you’re on it. Alcohol works on the GABA system among others but down regulation in your GABA system will cause anxiety, depression, insomnia, restlessness, rapid mood disturbances etc. Moderation is key for most but if ur an alcoholic it’s better to stay off.
You are spittin facts my friend!!
@@Slayer-7373The DTs and acute withdrawal symptoms you can get over pretty quickly but it takes a lot longer, a few months at least, for the neurological damage to repair itself. That’s part of why ppl end up relapsing months later bc they’re just depressed, bored, nihilistic, antisocial etc bc their brain isn’t functioning properly yet. They think they’re fucked but you just need to give urself time off. That’s the post acute withdrawal syndrome, for some ppl it’s not bad. For some it’s awful but the higher volume of your abuse the longer and worse you can expect the whole process to be. Good luck bro.
I remember the vivid demonic crazy morbid dreams/hallucinations when i would close my eyes at night to try and sleep. It was crazy, like your watching and flip page movie. Scary stuff.
Horrible, horrifying, breathtaking. Trust me my friend I know all too well, when I would close my eyes I’d see gore…… we who know, know. God bless 🙏
Finally someone who gets it. Shit is horrible
Hell on earth my friend.
Thank you u help us it’s not worth it it steals your life
No thank you bonnie 🙏🙏, your comments help me just as much. Thank you so much 🙏!
I was drinking one night it might of been 6 years ago now but i got in my car for a joy ride wraped my car around 2 power poles split my car it half.. i knew than God was with me that nighg and i am very fucking lucky we all made it through that.
Holy shit man…. God looked out for you that day, you have a purpose here bro. I’m glad you’re still here brother!!! Crazy the stuff we do when drinking, scary! Thanks for the comment 💯
How much did you drink per day? What was your drink of choice?
11-12 double shot = 20-22-24 shots of southern comfort 100 proof whiskey. Barf 🤢
I'm not entirely sure if spirits exist or if they're just aspects of our subconscious/the universe we have yet to understand. That being said though, when I tried shrooms my first time (before I got into drinking), our one friend who didn't partake had this jet black, horned aura surrounding him. I told myself I was just high so I didn't freak out but he was super into alcohol and xans, and looking back on it and how alcohol has impacted my life I can't help but wonder if that was a warning of sorts, or if I was perceiving something that we're ordinarily unable to in normal waking consciousness.
Fascinating comment man, I guess we won’t ever truly know till we pass on from this life, I believe personally the shrooms were showing you the true nature of alcohol and xans. DARK, DEMONIC, HOPELESS, SAD. You picked up on that demon my friend. It’s one day at a time for an alcoholic, it really is. It’s a battle that I never thought I’d have to go through. Yet here I am, there is purpose to what we do and I think me and alcohol were ultimately suppose to meet. I hate it so much brother I really do. Thanks so much for this comment 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@Slayer-7373 wild how your comment gets unblocked the second I start talking my shit. But yeah bro no one thinks its gonna be them until it is, and that goes for a lot of situations we hope and pray that we'll never have to face. I would love to hear your take on psychedelics sometime, I remember you saying something in one of your vids where you wished you'd never tried them. I know it's a controversial topic that some people might start bitching about but as someone who's pro psychedelics, they can and do fuck certain people up, and it's important to soak in as many different perspectives as possible.
@@nickmcdonald4888 i think I will brother, psychedelics changed my life in one way or another. My main focus on this channel is alcohol and I think a lot of people can see that. I don’t really smoke weed nowadays but if I did I know all I’d do is go make some Mac and cheese and watch Netflix you know what I’m saying lol? My last mushroom trip was beautiful. I’m not mr AA, or mr you can’t ever do drugs again, no. I guess why I said I wished I had never tried any of it is because it is so beautiful. It’s almost un natural you know what I mean? I absolutely love that feeling, it’s dangerous for someone like me. With that said Though, will I ever smoke weed again? Yes, most likely I will. Will I ever take mushrooms again? Yes, most likely I will. I believe god created both of those things and there is a purpose for them being here. YOU NEED TO BE CAREFUL THO. Because like you said, a bad trip can send you into a nightmare realm. Going through DT’s like I have, it’s the worst trip on earth brother. I wouldn’t say I’m “immune” to bad trips but I’ve seen hell first hand and it just doesn’t seem like shrooms could ever send me there, but who knows. Set and setting is everything. I’m glad you asked this comment man, it let me open up. God bless you 🙏🏻 and anyone who wants to judge needs to take a step back and look at themselves. 💯
I got delivered from alcohol about 3 years ago and have been sober ever since. No more urges or desires to drink. Testimony on my channel. I went through hell before I got delivered though.
@@misstruth1115 I’ll check it out!
Heres a ti something i want to add what also helped me through is make your self something spicy it lights up endorphins in your brain a natural pain killer and it can really take the edge off your symptoms.also you can take an asprin 450 mg every 3 hours and this too will benefit
I noticed this actually as well, spicy food helped me in withdrawal.
@Slayer-7373 yes it does. It causes our brains to release dopamine and endorphins which we have a deficiency in withdrawal
The delirium you've experienced sounds similar to Benadryl abusers. Sorry you've went through that dude. The seizure tight rope keeps a beer in the back of my car everyday. I want and I will quit. Hope you're doing well.
Yes almost exactly the same as a Benadryl trip. I’ve never abused Benadryl but I’ve heard stories and my buddy did it one time and he said it was just like my dt’s, I also understand that tight rope. It’s a thin one, drinking just to make sure you survive. It’s a brutal addiction, I’m doing better now brother thank you. I wish you luck on your journey, please keep me updated!!! 🙏🙏
I went 11 days but little triggers got me back. Now I have to wake up and have a few beers to help me feel normal and have energy. I hate it, but I can beat it! I dont necessarily think I’m an alcoholic… maybe I’m denial. It’s a process
You can beat it man, trust me. It’s definitely a process but it’s a process worth going through 100%. Keep me updated bro and best of luck 🙏
Please go and watch my testimony on my page about alcohol!
Not during my college days but now I am kind of grateful that I don't like alcohol. I am a big, tall guy but funny enough have a very low tolerance for alcohol. I always wondered why virtually no one in my very large family drinks at all. It must be genetic. Nevertheless, I feel for all who suffer from addiction!
I've only had hallucinations once. Guess I'm ok. ;) But I've had these symptoms.
@@greggm397 🖤🙏
I'm a month and a half off methadone and a complete alcoholic haven't slept in week's it brutal u feel like ur gonna die i can go yrue pain from methadone heroin but alcohol is still brutal on your mind and body and can kill u me in anyways take terrible seizures it's scrazy i live in the hospitals ❤ from Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪
I’m sorry brother 🙏🙏 I’ve been to the hospital more times than I can count. You deserve better my friend, remember you can pull yourself out of that hole if you really want it 🙏🙏 it’s hard and I’m still trying to figure it out myself but it’s possible I know it is.
Fucking real message, dude. Thank you.
Hell yea man, thank you! 🙏
Astonishing you can get so out of it at such a young age.
Scary brother, really is. 🙏
If only I knew how easy it would be, it’s been over 2 years and I don’t have any cravings at all, for me the key difference was that I didn’t suffer withdrawal, not even within the first 30 days after go’ogling and following Steffon Barkload’s advice and quitting because I just wanted to.
Don’t ever look back brother, congratulations on the sobriety that’s awesome.
💯
well said bro
Thanks brother 🙏
You made me not want to ever take shots
Hey, that’s not such a bad thing 😂.
@@Slayer-7373 I know thank you 😊
@@cute7g467 thank you for commenting 🙏.
@@Slayer-7373 luiqor is the worst one where you addicted to beer or luiqor ? Also those IPA are to strong it feels like I’m drinking shots in the beer
@@cute7g467 I was drinking hard liquor
Are you part of an AA group?
I’m kind of on and off with AA at the moment, I’m in an IOP program which has pretty much been my group and AA for the last few months. Once I’m done at IOP I will definitely be going to at least a couple meetings every week, never really been a huge fan of AA but if you find the right group, that can be huge. Anyways thanks for the comment brother 🙏
Thank
Thank you!!
I don’t think there’s any point in making these videos if you’re not going to stay sober
Agreed
I’ve never heard someone say it like this I thought I was crazy nobody believed the severity of my withdrawals 🥲 & the crazy part after I was sober a decent amount of time ….IM RIGHT BACK RIGHT THIS SECOND…hope I don’t die this this THANKS FOR THIS ❤️
You are not crazy my friend!!!!! Please be safe!! If you need to goto the hospital don’t hesitate, they will keep you safe.
God bless you, keep me updated!!!
Dude this video made me never want to drink again lol
🤣 this made me laugh. Glad I could help lol.
I got the shakes Monday , i gotta stop
The sooner the better man trust me. 🙏
@@Slayer-7373 i got u brother this is the sign.