Alcohol Withdrawal Explained
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- Опубліковано 30 тра 2024
- Today’s educational video will discuss Alcohol Withdrawal. Alcohol withdrawal is what occurs to the mind and body when someone has developed a tolerance to alcohol and decides to stop drinking or cut back on their drinking.
The range of withdrawal signs and symptoms can range from very mild to much more serious withdrawal symptoms and syndromes such as alcoholic hallucinosis, alcohol withdrawal seizures, and alcohol withdrawal delirum aka delirum tremens (DT’s). And unfortunately, death can be an outcome of severe, untreated alcohol withdrawal.
Often times people don’t associate coming off of a legal substance like alcohol with serious consequences. Hopefully this video helps educate and provide useful facts about alcohol withdrawal.
Please watch the video to learn about the common mild to moderate symptoms of withdrawal to the more serious withdrawal syndromes and the common timelines of when these tend to happen.
Thank you for your support and encouragement as always.
~Dr. Andrew Kim MD
Board Certified Psychiatrist
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The silver lining of the pandemic. When the bars and restaurants were shut down, I said, “I’m taking advantage of this”
Heavy heavy drinker for 20 years prior, never missed a day. My last drink was 4-28-20. Today is 4-11-23. 😊 sleep is there, focus is there. I can’t think of a reason to ever drink again.
Awesome Nathan! Pinned your comment to give people hope! Love hearing it. Thank you for sharing
Keep up the good fight brother
Good for you, my friend!
Good job man
Congratulations! Keep up the good work. 08/10/13 for me. Feels great.
I started drinking alcohol since my teenage. Spent my whole life fighting alcohol addiction. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the
same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the
morning after. So no hangovers. No
depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now
have a more calm mind
How can I find him ? Is he on insta
My grandma died of alcohol withdrawal. My mom had extreme withdrawal. I was a heavy drinker for 10 years. After hitting rock bottom I quit cold turkey. Luckily, I only had a nasty hang over for 2 days and cravings for a week. I’m beyond lucky. I’m 8 months sober and I can’t look back
cravings for a week? If you knew anything about addiction you'd know how wrong the phrase "cravings for a week" is
@@BLUEGENE13 if I knew anything about addiction?! I’ve lived it. Who are you to tell me I know nothing about addiction… it’s a daily battle. Just because the cravings aren’t intense anymore doesn’t mean I don’t struggle. I’ve also said in terms of withdrawal, I am extremely grateful.
I saw my own grandma die to withdrawal. Had to hold my moms hand as she was the throwing up due to shaking and still wanted to drink. Saw my best friend OD and his wife die to heroin. I went to rehab but I know nothing about addiction because I used a term you didn’t like. Disrespectfully if you don’t know someone’s situation, fuck off
@@555dking if you've lived it then you'd know cravings don't go away after a week and instead last month's and your only mostly normal after about 10-12 months.
I wish you could drink or do anything else for 10 years and at the end of it only have cravings for a week. You must of mistyped, weren't thinking about what you typed, don't know what your talking about, or not truly been addicted. Because simply put cravings for an addict last way longer than a week, and are probably the hardest thing to beat because they last so long.
@@BLUEGENE13 get off your high horse there bud. Obviously I still miss and crave it. It’s intensity peaked at the one week mark. I shouldn’t have to justify my story to an internet hero.
For anybody who is going through alcoholism. Try to stop as soon as you can. I stopped mine immediately I did shrooms, my life changed.
Taking shrooms was 100% one of the most important experiences in my life. Everything has changed since my trip - I perceive - things differently.
After my trip on shrooms I felt so safe and supported. It was amazing
@@coryflores4964How did you get yours?
Been looking to get shrooms
please how do you source yours?
Doc.todd
shrooms
I would like to offer my experience.
When I was 24 I was hired as a police officer. We were all young single professionals who liked to party. I noticed early on I could outdrink my peers easily. I never drank before or during work. The only time I did not drink at all was on nightshifts. I would go home and go to sleep and head back to work. At age 24 I was no longer living with my parents as I had to move for my career. I would have never drank at home, but now I was free to do so.
At Age 27 I walked into a bedroom of a dead alcoholic. This man was 27 as well and surrounded by bottles. He lived at home with his mother and brother. I was scared straight, so I thought. I quit drinking for maybe 3 weeks. I hated life, I was agitated constantly and very unpleasant to be around. Miserable as I was, I went back to drinking. The fear of the what if long subsided.
As the years progressed so did my alcoholism. Occasionally I would be dispatched to death calls where the clear cause was alcohol. The worst of which was a person who looked like a yellow wax monster, one of the most hideous I had seen. At this point I was long gone. I had accepted the fact that my demise would be similar to the men and women who dies alone surrounded by giant bottles of alcohol. As time pressed on I began to decline mentally and this began to manifest as anxiety and panic attacks after time without drinking. I can say that my job was hard to do in that state but any job would have seen me in decline. I was inured on duty and went for back surgery. I could not accept that I could never go out of patrol again. I was placed in a cubicle doing data entry for years after. The perfect way for my alcoholism to thrive while remaining undetected. I was an absolute recluse by this point. I eliminated my social circle by never attending any events or cancelling at the last minute. I could not drink the way I wanted to drink in those social settings. My daily routine of grabbing a full glass of vodka with ice was much faster than the slow grind of social drinking. That was how my mind worked. I then got the green light for a second surgery on my spine. To access the area they needed to cut through my original scar tissue. This surgery was unsuccessful and left me with horrible nerve damage in my feet. My anxiety was punishing. I would go shopping and then have a panic attack and run out of the store leaving a full cart of groceries. I could barely enter my pin number, often failing thew 1st time which only caused my uncontrollable shaking worse. Many times I had to just walkaway without my item. That or I had to call my ex to compete my transactions. At 44 I looked nothing like my former self. I was a bloated red faced man who shaved his head because I could no longer sit in a barbers chair. I returned to work and I couldn't even type anymore.
My new supervisor took me aside one day. He told me his story and it was essentially the same as mine. Inured drinker, addicted to prescribed pain killers. He asked me if I would be willing to anything and I said yes.
It was a blur after that. Doctors , psychologist and HR. A month later I walked into a 6 week rehab facility and I never drank again, well , so far haha. 3.5 years sober.
What does this have to do with the video?
I have seen people in withdrawal and its terrible. A man who quit alcohol pointing to a closet and saying that lady there keeps running around my house with bugs, as I look at an empty closet.
I have seen death and seizures too. My doctor gave me tip once as he told me of liver issues and that was to not quit abruptly. I knew that to be true cause I had seen it all.
The 1st week in the facility I was medically detoxed and under constant necessary scrutiny. Due to the severity of my abuse, the others started the program without me. I was also coming off the pain killers. By day 3 I was much better and by day 4 I joined the group.
When I got out I Joined AA. AA has worked for me. For some it doesn't, there are many options.
Do not fool yourself or allow yourself to quit cold turkey. A seizure may cause death, or more so brain trauma. Leaving you without control of your own faculties. If you still have anyone left that loves you, you will burden them. Don't let the alcohol fool you into thinking death is the only option. I truly believed that. I was completely stunned to find out just 3 months later my liver enzymes had returned from normal from the staggering number I had initially been given, 11 x more than normal.
I got a lot back from quitting. My appearance was one thing I 1st noticed. I remember one day looking in the mirror and said to myself, I never thought I would see you again, old friend.
Amazing story, thank you.
Welcome back
@@Junkitup Hey Toeknee!
Incredible story !
@@kimbutler6912 Thank you Kim.
Alcohol withdrawl is true spiritual torture. A prisoner in your own body and mind. I felt a truely dark and malevolent presence inside of me through my alcoholism. 15 months sober now. 🎉
Hi Zach, was your consumption high on a daily basis ?
Are your demons gone now when you are sober or do you have to do drugs now without alcohol?
Been sober 77 years now and I still won't even touch NyQuil or Scope. If I have to go through the day with bad breath, so be it. Alcohol is scary. Creeps up on you and before you know it your drinking yourself under the table. Hasn't happened to me since May 3rd 1946. Can't be too cautious with the liquid demon. In fact, if I see some guy walking down the sidewalk with a Budweiser cap on. I'll cross the street just to get away from it.
You sound like a drama queen.
They don’t call them “spirits” for nothin
I am an alcoholic and have been ever since I turned 21, I’m 28 now and recently started working on my sobriety by going to AA meetings. The first 5 days of not drinking was absolute hell. One night while having an episode of sleep paralysis I vividly remember having a seizure that violently jolted me awake screaming. Other nights I would be awaken by audible hallucinations that sounded like people banging aggressively on my door. I was absolutely terrified to fall asleep and didn’t really get much the first week. After that everything has been normal but I still get insane cravings to pick up a drink, however the thought of having to go through that again terrifies and motivates me to not have a drink. 2 months sober after drinking heavily almost everyday for 7 years. Glad I stopped while I still could.
Keep going
Keep it up. You got this. It's not worth losing everything. I should know
Congratulations, 2 months for me would be great, I only managed 2 weeks. I promised that I won't have none until Christmas. Thanks for your story
Two years. The cravings slowly go away. Keep going ❤
I'm on the same boat as you I had horrible nightmares of my dad just watching me in my sleep and talking to me even thought he passed couple years back . 1 week sober . Keep it up man
I went through the DT's. I was in the hospital for over a week. I was mad. I broke straps, thought there was a flood coming in the room, and saw dead people everywhere. They were even lying in the bed with me. It was horrible and I'm lucky to have lived. I quit for a few months then ended up in the hospital again, then again, and four more times. It was bad. I had to want to stop living that way. To do that i had to get away from my family and friends that are all drunks. By God's grace i did. Five years later i have a new home, a thriving business, and a wife. She was my girlfriend while i fought that demon. I never thought it could get better. It did. I've never been happier in my life.
wow. That was intense thank you for sharing. When i was in the hospital detoxing after not sleeping for ten days i thought the whole city of Berkeley had an earth quake and crumbled everyone to death. The reason i had not slept for ten days was because demons would electricute me or tickle me in inappropriate areas if i slept so i would be exhausted get zapped and be forced to stay up for choosing to quit drinking. I ended up in the hospital bc i felt my life was in danger i was being chased by multiple witches from other lifetimes that wanted me dead.
That is awesome praise God
@@merylmcconnachy1920 I do. He was my strength when I felt there was no way out.
My brother is going through similar situation. He decided to get clean after at least two decades of heavy drinking…
Had hallucinations, delusions, paranoia… was great when he was sober for 2 months…
Had a drink and then is experiencing symptoms again but way less. It’s so hard on my parents.
😵💫😫
Did anything help you when you were in this state?
@Neski22 My religion, my responsibility to my girl and to my pets in a nut shell. When I would go through a drinking binge, then try to stop drinking, then get sick and go to the hospital, then come back to the world, all my responsibilities were still there. I had neglected my animals that depend on me for food, water, and to keep them clean. I neglected my woman who loved me no matter what and suffered seeing me drunk and then sick in a hospital and dying. My shame, the guilt, and knowing I had to do better is what made me see the way to sobriety. I prayed and felt the pain I was putting into this world. Alcohol is a demon. It takes over and turns you into it, and not you. Jesus was my only way. My strength was nothing against it without Him. My shame and His forgiveness got me through it.
Crying floods of tears watching this. My Dad died from withdrawing from alcohol. Everyone at the time had the attitude of ‘just stop drinking’. Easy. He lost his parents in the holocaust and never talked of the horrors he saw as a child. Medicating his trauma my poor Dear Dad 😢
Oh my god. I’m so sorry❤
Thank you so much beautiful xxx
Thank you so much beautiful xxx
Hi my brother just had his first seizure today and he is a frequent drinker he is only 17 and it was really scary I think he might me going through this what can I do to help I’m scared
@@margo406seek a referral to a good neurologist. There could be several underlying reasons.
I have a story to share. Each morning I would stop by McDonalds for coffee. One morning a crowd of homeless kids were picking on this homeless man that was sitting on the concrete in front of McDonald's. i approached them and threatened to call the cops and they scattered like cockroaches. I spoke to this man and I could tell he was clearly suffering from alcoholism. His legs were red and swollen and he told me he lived in the field next to McDonald's and he could walk to the door to McDonald's but he couldn't walk any further. Every so often I would stop and see John and I told him that when he was ready to quit drinking I would take him to the Aloha House (rehab center). He would share a little about his life. My heart broke for this man. One day he told me he was ready for rehab, I took him to the hospital get a clearance to get accepted into rehab.On our way to rehab upcountry, John told me he was scared and I tried to comfort him the best I could. I went into the rehab center with him and wished him well. When I called the rehab center in 4 days to check on him I found out he had died. Please, please always be kind to the homeless and the hurting. No one ever said they wanted to grow up and become a drunk. Pass on love and hope.
you made me tear up reading this. Thank you for sharing. I hope we all can try our best to make an impact on someone each day and even if we fail to do so, we feel motivated to try again the next day.
@@lispendens apathy is for the pathetic
Why would not a librium or valium ease withdrawal.
Taking the tranquilizer for just the crucial first few days would probably not lead to substituting one addiction for another.
Yes because withdrawal also causes death, which the video should have mentioned: about 80% of rehab relapses, and the 20% that don't relapse, die
Ain't that the truth.
No one wants to end up being a drunk.
Two years sober and counting! I'll never forget my withdrawal symptoms! I did it on my own, while living alone, and it was certainly not something I would ever want to experience again! I miss having a drink every once in a while to make me feel better (depression etc) but I'm wise enough not to do it.
That takes a lot of strength, good for you.
Our prayers to you you’re amazing look at yourself on mirror and tell that image in the mirror, how proud are of yourself 🙏🏼
Hey, some can stay and say doing alone, we can't. And even you may need more help, go to meetings (AA). Me myself been of for three years and what happened, I began social experience and somehow started experimenting what I did before, little by little it can bring illness back. Stay off your first drink.
Awesome proud of y’all what help me was god and his word now I feel free from alcohol I don’t crave it I’m good and I happy 😃
Good for you man! I started down that path in 2018 while working a real stressful job. Was becoming more of an emotional crutch than anything else. But I did notice my tolerance beginning to rise, so I cut it out before it became a struggle to do so. it truly does sneak up on you though. Woke up one morning with 5-6 beer cans on my bedroom window sill (which seems like a light night for some), but I sat there thinking...just a few months ago I had needed half that to get the buzz I had the night before. Decided I was done before I got too far down in to it.
Back in the mid-nineties, I had serious drinking problem. In '96 I decided that it was getting to a really stupid level, so I slowly tapered off on the amount of drinks per day. I started at a limit of 3 and after 2 or three weeks I limited it to 2, then after two weeks it was only 1 drink a day for about 3 weeks and after that, no drinking at all. I never suffered from any physical withdrawal symptoms. It was just a case of strong willpower and dedication.
Thanks for the post. Can you tell me about how much you were drinking per day when you decided that it was at a stupid level?
@@bricaaron3978he is probably social drinker that just quit 😂
Doesn't sound like alcoholic behavior having 3 drinks a day. Us alcoholics have 3 drinks in an hour for 10 hours a day.
I found that watching one youtube video a day on the dangers of alcohol and one video on how great people felt after quitting reprogrammed me to be able to stop. Do it every day. It may help you, too. Good luck to you all.
Glad to hear you are finding ways to stay motivated! Keep it up. Hope you are well, and thanks for the suggestions for others to consider.
I've been trying so hard to quit. I went almost 72 hours without a drink and then I relapsed. I'm eating healthy, going to the gym almost everyday...I just don't know what caused me to relapse and I'm so frustrated
This is very helpful - ESP to people who many not realize the severity of their “shakes”
I appreciate that you differentiate the HALLUCINOSIS vs DT hallucinations !!
And differentiating between hallucinosis and psychosis -
I've detoxed a couple times from alcohol. It is no joke. Absolutely brutal. The audible hallucinations and having a seizure were 2 of the scarier moments in my life. All I wanted to do was sleep and hydrate but pure discomfort and constant vomiting and panic attacks made it impossible until about 72 hours after my last drink. It took me 2 whole days to pee I was so dehydrated. Take this as a precautionary tale please.
I’m going through it rn😞
@@keviinnxx I’m really sorry to hear that. It does get better. Tbh if you can get your hands on some benzos, that will help tremendously. Also melatonin and blood pressure meds are also useful. Just my 2 cents. Best of luck. You got this
@@keviinnxx I hope you are ok now 👍
How much did you drink everyday
Im the same rn. Sometimes several bottles of wine a day. Just had some weird sleep paralysis stuff where I was screaming and hallucinating. Came straight to this video
I'll never forget when I was 17, and at a local rehab, a girl ran into my room all excited and said, "The lady in detox is hallucinating!"
I ran down and sat with her while she told us all about the birds outside the window... there was no window. This was in the 70s. I haven't drank since.🤷♀️
I’m a recovering heroin addict and I think alcohol is one of the worst drugs. At least you have to hunt heroin down…alcohol is everywhere, every street corner, every social event…it’s nasty.
I am a heavy drinker, booze every day. I can stop for 3 days when I think I’ve had too much, with no perceptible withdrawal symptoms. 9 days ago I stopped after a day of vodka and white wine. I woke up at 1.30 am feeling very unwell, clammy with a pulse of 122. I tried to settle myself down but nothing helped. I always dreaded the day that I would wake my wife up and ask her to call an ambulance, but I did. Fortunately our daughter-in-law is a nurse and lived opposite us and my wife called her. When she saw me she took my blood pressure and took me to A&E without waiting for an ambulance.
After tests over the cause of the night I was allowed to go home. With no signs of a heart attack I felt pretty lucky.
Day 8 without any alcohol and no withdrawal symptoms. I’m convinced that night was the warning that a lot of people don’t get, and I’m grateful.
I now know for certain that my ( heavy ) drinking days are over after that fright and as I said, I’m grateful that I came out of it with no damage. Good luck to anyone who wants to quit, do it now before it’s too late. Best wishes.
I got to a point where id be up for two days and when my body tried to force sleep my brain would completely shut down and id stop breathing ...and panic up...this happened to me for 4 days but i kept up the solber act up...now for the first time in 10 years im falling asleep at night without meds just normally and it feels so different
never say never because you dont want to set yourself up and IF you did relapse you'd feel way worse about it but i was dependant on benzodiazepines and they very closely mimic alcohol withdrawal. the only 2 withdrawals that can kill you. anyways its been over a year and im pretty certain ill never take them ever again and when i say pretty i mean 99.99% but still its best to practice not saying never
That’s probably not related to withdrawal. Withdrawal has long gone after n8ne days. Probably a condition related to your drinking.
How are you going mate?
Please don’t ever drink again. Do it for the love of yourself and your family.
No hospital ever understood this. When I was an alcoholic, they dismissed me from A & E despite tremors, hallucinations, and sweats. They said "You can't be in withdrawal" because I'd still had a drink that day. They used to calculate your withdrawal based on time. They couldn't understand how I could be in withdrawal within a few hours or with alcohol still in my BAC. I was a liquor-drinker and a severe alcoholic. I also had kindling due to previous withdrawals. By the end, I couldn't even keep enough alcohol down to stop the withdrawal. Thank you for spreading awareness. I had to do dangerous cold turkey a number of times because hospitals told me to go home. I had seizures and DTs as a result and all alone, too ill to call an ambulance when it got horrific. All care providers need to understand this, and also stop seeing alcoholics as a bother or waste of resources. 10 years sober but I nearly died to achieve that. It needn't have been the case.
Horrifying
No want WANTS an ALKOHOLic i learnt..
They should've been fired and charged for neglect. Had you died, they should've been charged for manslaughter. That was terribly cruel of them to kick you out when you were in a life threatening situation.
I’m so proud of you and look up to you
I’ve had this happen before and then I took a seizure at my folks home. Thank god I made the decision to go there as I think I’d have been dead ❤
I quit drinking a year ago and I remember watching this video trying to make sense of what was going on with my body in the withdrawal phase of it all. I could cry with gratitude right now for being sober.
How did you do it???
Good work, keep it up !
How do you become an alcoholic? When I drink & wake up my head is spinning & feel sick. Why would you want to keep drinking after that?
Hope you are doing well Todd. Thanks for sharing with others.
Twenty three years ago my girlfriend left me. I had grown aware that her drinking was preventing her from being successful at the community college where she was trying to gain job skills. She had been unable to hold down a regular job but I didn't realize that the underlying cause was alcoholism. We stayed friends in part because she was always having financial issues and she needed my financial support.
To cut to the chase, about 4 years ago, even though we were no longer in a relationship she moved into my home. I quickly realized she was in the final stages of alcoholism. There was no stopping her drinking at this point and her appearance was gastly. She not only refused help but she denied that drinking a liter of gin everyday was the root cause of her rapidly diminishing health and appearance.
And heavy smoking from the age of 9 years old had also caused COPD. The cirrhosis of her liver caused ascites where she would bloat up with retained fluids making her look 10 months pregnant. And she lost the ability to assimilate protein so she was suffering malnutrition. It was terrible. She needed to get the fluid drained from her abdomen every couple of weeks while still denying she had an alcohol problem. Because she couldn't drink at the hospital while being treated she would load up prior to going to the hospital. She got so drunk she fell off the porch causing additional injuries.
I took her to the hospital where they tried to treat her injuries, cirrhosis, COPD, and malnutrition. Her prolonged alcoholism had driven away her family and friends (other than her alcoholic friends) so there was nobody but me to see to her needs. She lingered for four weeks where she was mostly sedated. I was able to stay with her after she was transferred to the hospice wing of the hospital. She lasted about 30 hours before she passed away while I held her hand. I'll never be the same.
And the hospice manager was a real butt hole demanding to know when a mortuary would be picking up her body because they didn't want the additional cost of sending her body to the hospitals morgue. All at 3:00 AM after I'd been awake for several days. Even though I had her medical power of attorney she tried to stop me from taking her clothing and personal effects at 3:00 AM. Fortunately the other hospice nurses helped me as I tearfully packed her things and I was able to leave before security arrived.
Now my friend of 35 years is sitting in a cardboard box decorated with a giant stamp saying "HUMAN CREMAINS". I want to have a service and burial but there is no one to come to the service. One small consolation is her cat still lives with me and she is a real help when I'm depressed by my friends death.
That's such a sad story... im so sorry... I hope you're feeling better by now. My mother died four months ago of alcoholism and me, at 39, I had to come back to my home town from abroad to stay with my dad who claims he "just can't live alone". He drinks every day and refuses to go get treatment. So what I am trying to say is those people (your friend and my parents and all alcoholics) are extremely selfish creatures! They put a burden of their addiction on us. I also have some issues with alcohol, but I would never imagine being a burden for anyone like that. I just go through this alone, or with a doctor, or ask for help. Your friend and my parents destroyed our mental health.
Dear Loyal Friend,
I am so, very sorry for your loss. Thank you for loving the essence of her and not judging her by her illness. Tolerating such behavior, probably being accused of enabling was, undoubtedly, confusing and very difficult.
Perhaps your close connection with her, forwarned you of how this was going to play out?
Your friend fought her demons but she is past that now and despite the cold box departure, she was not alone and was loved until her very end.
Sad, to hear of the unsympathetic treatment you had to deal with in your time of sorrow and grief. That is surprising to learn, and I wonder if she was a "true" hospice nurse or just an rn placed on that unit. Most often they are the most compassionate souls on the planet.
Thanks for sharing your story. Keep sharing it. It will not only help you with your loss and grief, it may just give someone else, who is abusing alcohol an insight of how seriously their own self abuse may be devastating the people they care for most. Maybe your story, will enable another drinker to seek help before it is too late or to point out the seriousness of drinking and to stay vigilant unto our friends. We may want to tell them we love them. Help them feel worthy and not ashamed to ask for and seek help. For they could slip away from us so easily, at any age, from this very treatable illness.
This really hits me to my core. I’ve become an alcoholic about 3 years ago and also smoke cigarettes and used to smoke weed. All these vices I have been hooked on for over 15 years. Occasionly did some other drugs like trying schrooms, XTC and coke, I live in the Netherlands. My boyfriend of 1 year dumped me 2,5 weeks before the holidays. My mom killed herself and I have gone No contact with family due to multiple kinds of abuses I suffered by them. My mom’s birthday is on Christmas… Him and I have been fighting even now it’s over and it’s taking a toll on my mental Health. It still all hurts badly. This message makes me realise that this dude doesn’t love me at all. He’s making my situation even worse. I will wane myself of all this toxicity.
That's just her body in there, not her soul. She's either in heaven, hell, or purgatory.
Also it sounds like you enabled her unfortunately.
It's so crazy I just can't believe how alcohol still can be legal the most dangerous drug
Natural selection
It used to be illegal but all it did was give the Mafia more power. Prohibition doesn’t work at all.
I started drinking at 14, but my addiction took a turn for the worst in the summer of 2021. I was going into my junior year of college, living completely alone in my college town with nothing to do... except drink. I lied to my parents for alcohol money, hung around sketchy strangers just to mooch a drink, and drank myself into a stupor every afternoon/evening. I'd pass out on the couch, wake up multiple times in the middle of the night, and have to continue drinking to rid myself of the extreme uncomfortability of withdrawal and fall back asleep. I would show up to work still intoxicated, but that was the only way to get through the day. I felt so ill and pathetic, but the thing that caused these problems seemed like the only solution to them. So I kept drinking.
My habits only worsened when my friends returned in the fall, but no one was particularly worried. It wasn't abnormal for a college student to be an avid "partier".
My depression and addiction led to a suicide attempt in October of 2021. I moved back home, yet the drinking continued. I didn't stop until my parents caught me sneaking bottles of wine in November. I attended AA and had several counselors, and I got better. I learned why I drink in the first place and began to resolve the root causes of my addiction. I could sleep finally, focus throughout the day, and my appetite returned. I was healing... and happy.
I was sober for 10 months, traumatically relapsed in September of 2022 when I got back to school, but I haven't had a drink since. It's very strange, being 21 and unable to participate in a lot of the things people my age can. However, I gave up alcohol and I got my life back. I hate how this poison is so available and normalized. Sobriety is the best thing that's ever happened to me. For anyone pursuing it, hang in there. Ask for help when you need it. I believe in you. You can do this.
Don't think of it as 'giving up' alcohol but more as 'getting rid'. Also embrace the fact that you are so young and have many, many years of sobriety ahead of you. I stopped when I was 34, I am 64 now. It has not always been easy but I knew that if I took a drink I would be right back where I left off and worse. Love gets better and better, God willing one day at a time. Just to finish I never forget where I have come from and how bad it was and that helps me every single day. Good wishes on your life's journey from the UK x
@@doc_law1593 "There's not a day that I wouldn't want a drink, but I prefer my family".
I find it disturbing how alcohol use is so accepted and illegal drugs are demonized. To me alcohol is just as dangerous as any illegal drug. Stay strong.
Good for you! Recovery IS possible. Coming up on 6 years drug and alcohol free.
Goodbye alcohal.... now I want to choose life... I have seen death from close and I couldn't disappoint my wife and a loving daughter..❤
In 2 weeks I am about to go in to hospital for one week detox. Then I go straight from there to a rehab place for 4 weeks. I am chronic (alcohol only, no drugs). I am 68 years old, I have onset lung damage from smoking.. This is the best educational video on the planet. This video may save my life. I might get to hug my grandchildren again... it's tough, but better than the alternative. Thank you Dr Kim. You just made my trek easier and I am going to show this to all my family - so they will know what to expect - but more importantly - show the young ones that this is what your life could be. Thank you so much.... I'm in Australia. All my hospital, medication, rehab accomodation, food, anything I need is free.. not a dime. But that's another story.
Good luck on your journey love ❤️ you got this. Wishing you have that moment with your grandkids again 🙏.
Good luck mate let us know how you go.
You got this, old guy. Make them little ones proud. We're all here with you.
I'm around 3 months sober and it gets easier every week. I drank in combination with smoking weed for years, on a daily basis. I wouldn't consume alcohol without weed, and vice versa. It always had to be both together for a stronger hit. Honestly if I could, I'd do it forever just because of how good it felt, but around 3 months ago I wanted a change. Life was becoming too repetitive, and there's a quote I read once which always comes to mind “Change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change”. I'd quit cigarettes many years ago so I knew if I put my mind to it, I could do it, and it's all mental at the end of the day. I was lucky in that i didn't experience any serious withdrawals or issues from going sober. I just really miss it and some weekends it's tempting to just drive to the store and get a bottle of whiskey and just enjoy myself for that weekend alone and go back to sobriety on Monday. I think that's the real test. Because I know that weekend will come one day, I'm not aiming to stay sober for life, I'm aiming to be able to control it and not make it a daily thing where it consumes me again. But I still want to be able to enjoy a joint and a drink of good scotch once in a while and have the self control to put them away come Monday.
One big change I have noticed in the past 3 months is I've started to dream a lot again, like every night almost. Whereas when I was boozing I would rarely remember a dream. I read that it's due to alcohol and weed closing up or clogging a lot of the receptors in our brain and when we go sober they open up again so we're influxed with dreams all over again. I even had a dream around a month into sobriety that I got wasted drunk, and while it initially felt good in the dream, I remember I just ruined my sobriety and was super disappointed in myself, only to wake up and realize it was all a dream.
Good luck to everyone out there on the sober train. Remember, the mind leads, the body follows
If seek God
He will
Removed all those cravings his the key trust me
❤
If you had alcohol abuse disorder you cannot occasionally go back. Alcohol addiction is a brain disorder. There is no cure and is subject to relapse due to the brain. This disease is insidious and deadly. Ask God to remove all cravings.
As an alcoholic who really want to quit, I thank you so much for your sincere advice.
I believe that you can 🫶 be safe
One hour at a time, or one minute. Wishing you strength and courage with making a plan to change your life by quitting drinking.
Congrats to all the sober people on here and family of those sober or trying to get there. I was a severe alcoholic for 6 years. I drank from 4-5am, until I blacked out around midnight and then started over. It was absolute torture. In 2017, I got a DUI and crashed into 2 parked cars in a total blackout. Worst of all, I had my 10 year old, his best friend and my 1 year old in the car.
It was my rock bottom. I have been sober since that night, 9/29/2017 and I’m grateful every time I go to bed at night, after another day sober. It’s taken years for my kids and husband to trust me, but I did that. I worked my ass off for the last 5.5 years to earn that trust back and I will do anything, to never go back there again. Unfortunately, I am still a convicted felon, I can’t be around children, I can’t even volunteer in my now 1st graders classroom supervised…. But, those are the consequences for my actions and thank god it wasn’t worse than what it actually was. Prayers for those in and out of this horrific disease.
What you’ve achieved is fantastic !!!!! Love your attitude
I'm going through it at 24 and it only takes a second to change your life. All I can do is my best and care for my baby girl
@@kevinmahaley4916 ask Jesus to take away all cravings and to help you. Believe me he’s longing for you too. He does not want us to go through these things alone..Praying for you now Kevin here in Massachusetts
As the father of an alcoholic, I can only say shame on any country that allows alcohol to be manufactured and sold to it’s people. Most people have no idea of the danger posed by this poison. Yes, we failed at prohibition in the early 20th century, the same way we are failing at drug prevention now. That’s because our society is not serious about keeping those destructive toxins out. Too many thoroughly corrupt politicians are getting rich on the drug and alcohol industries. The fundamentalist Muslim countries are correct in criminalizing the importation, manufacture or consumption of those deadly poisons with long prison sentences or in some cases, the death penalty. My brother and I were the only ones who refused to give up on my son and kept going back to help him. Everyone else, including his mother, justified their inaction by claiming he had to “hit
rock bottom”, never having been taught that doing so could have killed my son. We finally got him into a hospital and then rehab and AA. That was 2 months ago. We pray that he is finally ready to stay sober and understands how close he was to death.
I am grateful for your story. I wish you all the best on your journey. Stay well, the sobriety is worth it.
Excellent description of the medical severity of withdrawal. I suffered from the DTs in 2017 and spent 5 days in ICU. It’s no joke. I had hallucinations at the rehab and was rushed to the ER. I’m now sober almost 5 years and thankful every day that I was given another chance. To anyone thinking of quitting or going through withdrawals I know they suck but I promise your life will be unimaginably better sober.
Totally agree. It's like the eye of the hurricane. When you have alcohol as your best friend, you're in the eye but you need to face that storm to get out the other side - by slowly reducing, detoxing or under medical supervision. And most people don't get you can die from DTs if you suddenly stop. I was admitted to hospital and the head of hepatology wrote a discharge note to say that I should continue drinking at home, not suddenly stop. My wife was horrified and was considering complaining to the doctor but the true facts are that if you are a very heavy drinker and suddenly go cold turkey, that could be fatal.
Dr Kim.. you are a hero.. I watched this with a drink in front of me.. I pushed it aside. I have been through detox and my wife went on a 4 week holiday... I relapsed and have been drinking a bottle of whisky a day since my wife has been gone. My family and friends were 'proud of me' for getting through detox. I lied... I was not ready (or smart enough?) to stop drinking. I am not young and strong, I am 69 years old. It would break her heart to come home and know I haven't changed a thing.. She is home in 10 days. I am not going to drink until then because I thought I could *bull**** my way through this. Now I am worried about the sudden non drinking. .. Not sure I will survive this.. I could die.. but worse, I break my families hearts.. Its not an easy trek and you young people reading this, please, please do not get to my stage... One day - it's becomes too late...
I hope everything is going well for you
Prayers and love to you, friend. Don't give up. I'm fighting right along with you. You are not alone, and there is a reason (likely MANY) why you're still here. ❤
I was a raging alcoholic and I remember all of this. I would only sleep 4 hrs because I would start withdrawal.. so had to get up and take a shot of something to let me sleep again.. but I'd wake up 2 hours later.. I would hide bottles under the bed and steal it from parties in water bottles from parties . I always had it on me. Finally got sick and stopped but the panic attacks were controlling my life everytime I tried to quit.. I'm on meds now and it's been a year since I binged.. I have drank occasionally but the next day I feel like the hangover is the withdrawal and I'll end up in er. I hate that this drug is available everywhere
Congratulations on fighting back and not giving up. 💪😎
Keep on fighting. Recovery is forever I think. I’ve managed to get sober 3 times for a few months, but then something will trigger me and I’ll have one drink. Before I know it I am drinking vodka when I wake up in the night, and the next week I will be drinking 2 bottles a day. That’s how quickly it all falls apart. Good luck
One time during a binge...I woke up in a sweat with a heart rate of 150bpm and at the hospital they confirm I had gone into withdrawal. Waking up and needing a drink to go back to sleep is already getting pretty serious. Hope you've conquered this demon !
Try the "Sinclair Method". Naltrexone, which blocks the Opioid effect that some alcoholics experience when they drink a lot in a short period.
My wife is struggling with Alcoholism. She is Mexican and her DNA is half Native and Half European.
When she drinks. She doesn't get hungover. I suspect that her body isn't breaking down the alcohol. So when she wakes up she doesn't experience the hangover because it's still in her system. Hangovers are caused by Withdrawal and dehydration. So she starts drinking and it becomes a weekly binge.
eeeeh youre on meds now goddamnit now you gota do the benzo withdrawal, that one takes a year >.
I'm heading toward the end of day 3!
First day, had a huge headache, severe anxiety to the point I had a full blown panic attack at work, fought through it by reciting some childhood prayers I remembered. Later that day I felt a bug fall on me and I smacked my arm hard and my coworker looked at me all weird...I was like bruh wtf is going on...high heart rate and high blood pressure, like I could literally feel my blood pressure being high
Day 2 Headache turned to a severe migraine to the point I couldn't get up, talk, or think, rush of cold chills throughout the day, lasted all day. Still had high blood pressure, but heart rate was calm.
Day 3, felt the headache but I could tell it was fading away, started to feel a bit happier, and now I'm actually proud of myself and can see light at the end of the tunnel....thank you Lord 😭
God bless you we can do this! I'm on day one I hope youre doing better! :)
Thank Jesus indeed. I didn't realize I was withdrawing I thought I was just going crazy 😂🤣 I'm praying. I'm on day 2 (relapse after 5 days). Mxm were gonna be fine.
@@rethamaieane585 when you thank a fictional entity instead of yourself you don't account that success to yourself and thus are not "proving" that you are stronger than you had originally anticipated.
so no, thank yourself, not the "lord"
Wow I had all the same symptoms you had and the panic attacks headache anxiety fast heart beat and lasted few weekends very scary I went to ER few times thanks god I’m much better I’m 6 months free of alcohol and will be forever
Yeah man, I spoke out loud to Jesus the whole time, turned it all over to Him and he came through bigtime.
I've read a lot of the comments and it's giving me motivation to try and put the bottle down. I'm 34 now and I have been drinking since about 12. Heavy drinking for sure since about 23. It's cost me jobs, relationships, I lost two of my dogs that I miss everyday, ruined reputation, lack of motivation, almost cost me my eye after a nasty fall and needing surgery.. And yet I still went back to it over and over again. I bought me an AA book and I'm ready to start my journey to soberness. 3 days without the bottle now and typing this in a full sweat but reading the comments are motivating me to keep pushing. Thanks everyone and continued success on your soberness.
After 15yrs of alcohol abuse. My heart rate has 198 bpm for 2 weeks. Insomnia, psychosis. Thought I was going to have a heart attack. Didn't eat I lost about 26lbs. But I had made up my mind I was quitting regardless of price. And im 2.5yrs sober at the moment.
I had pancreatitis that then led to alcohol withdrawal and full blown delirium tremens. Hallucinations both visual and auditory that seemed as real as can be. A very scary week but I survived. I remember seeing the Jägermeister deer looking in my window. I will be sober 8 years this June 19th. Please stop drinking before it is too late! You are strong enough to do it!
"I remember seeing the Jägermeister deer looking in my window."
It speaks for their marketing efforts that even through the terror of severe withdrawal, their branding is still recognized. Can't be the drink itself, because even as a German I recognize, that Jägermeister tastes like somebody else has drunken it before you. Never liked that stuff. Even thinking about it has me grimassing.
The exact same thing happend to me, had to stop drinking due to severe pancreatitis,. didn't see the Jagermeister tho, only dead facecs flying toward me every time i tried to close my eyes.. sober since then, went to the ER 8th of feb , so almost 3 months now *patting my selfe*
I had pancreatitis when I was younger, I didn’t have visual hallucinations but I was hearing this that obviously weren’t there . I couldn’t drink water or eat anything, even a slice of fruit . Ended up in hospital for a week . Doctor told me to stop drinking vodka and switch to beer or Guinness and I was surprisingly fine for a while but pretty bad these days and I only drink wine , beer or Guinness. Desperately trying to stop drinking, I can go a few days but once I have one then I could be on it for the days , til the time I wake up til I pass out , I’m sick of it
@@paulmcgrath6118 I once went cold turkey for 21 days and I did not experience any withdrawals at all. Does this only happen to people who drink HEAVILY? As in 3 bottles of vodka every day or 8 cans of beer everyday. I would get myself drunk most nights after work and sometimes I’d mix it with smoking weed. How is it that I never had any withdrawal symptoms during that period?
@@randomango2789 I think the people who get withdrawals are the people who drink huge amounts without ever taking a day off . I used to drink a litre of vodka a day, did it for months and I don’t think I experienced any DTs at all, I was imagining that I was hearing things but I think that was more to do with being sick from pancreatitis and dehydrated
Well this describes the last week of my life. 7 days sober today.
You got this 👍🏾
1 day of being sober , it’s definitely hard
I reading this comment cuz I'm starting over 6-12-23. Ive lost 90lbs on keto but i want stop the drinking now cuz i know I'll be healthier.
When I started withdrawing bad around 36 I was getting sleep paralysis and demons would crawl through my window .. I would wake up eventually but my heart would be pounding outside my chest .. 7 months sober today 🙏
Keep it up. That's awesome. 7 months is hard work. You're worth that hard work.
My brother died at 42 due to “alcohol addiction.” Jack Daniels all day. Neither he nor my mom ever admitted he was an alcoholic. Denial. He was a good guy.
I was in denial till this weekend
I'm sorry for your loss😢
I come from a family of heavy drinkers and had been one myself most of my life. I'm presently 53 years old.
My first encounter with alcohol, I was very young, 5 or 6 years old. By the time I was 13 or 14 I was drinking pretty regularly. Then at 16 or 17 I was getting into big parties with lots of booze of all kinds and drugs of all kinds.
Long story short, I gave up the hard drugs along the way but always drank. My poison of choice was Vodka and then later on Tequila and beer.
By the time I quit drinking, I was consuming a 26oz bottle of booze and between 6-12 beer a day. That had been going on for about 8-10 years straight.
How could I drink that much and work, you ask.
My mother had a small stroke in 2012 and developed dementia. I became her sole caregiver in 2014 as the rest of my living family didn't give a shit, so it fell to me, the ultimate black sheep of the family.
That pressure and indifference did not help with my drinking. It actually compounded the problems which led me to drink in the first place.
I had to put her in a home in 2019 and for the first time in years, I realized I had a very huge drinking problem, but still kept drinking.
She passed in January of 2020, just before the whole world fell apart.
This may sound cold but I finally felt free, unburdened for the first time in years and quit drinking cold turkey, alone, in a run down Motel I had been staying at.
Talk about a reason to drink. My living conditions were very depressing as that flu started shutting everything down.
But I did it.
It was 10 days of pure hell!! All the symptoms that were described in this video were present. The headaches, the heart rate, the shakes, loss of sleep, restlessness and hallucinations.
OH LORD!! THE HALLUCINATIONS!!!
There were neon bright larvae and maggots crawling in and out of my skin, all over my body. They would jump off me then turn into multi-coloured wisps of smoke as they rose towards the ceiling. Then they'd morph into demon-looking butterflies, moths and dragons before disappearing through the roof only to pop up again on my skin. It was terrifying.
At one point, I saw a bright light coming through the closed door and I stood up to walk through it when my dead brothers' silhouette stepped in front of me, blocking the way. I couldn't see his face but knew it was him from his outline in the light.
(I don't believe in ghosts or the supernatural in any way!)
I felt warmth and peace, like I knew everything was going to be ok, so I stepped towards my brother and he said four things I'll never forget:
"You're not ready yet Rob. Go back to bed. Stop drinking. Get better".
I did as I was told, went back to bed and woke up 3 days later.
That was 3 years, 1 month and 6 days ago and I haven't touched a drop since.
Funny thing is, I ended up homeless about a month after I got sober.
For almost 3 years, it was the scariest, most F'd up situation I had ever been in. Living in shelters surrounded by drug addicts, alcoholics and the mentally unstable would give anyone reason to drink and there were times when I was tempted.
Then I'd remember what my brother had told me and what I went through and would start to feel ill at the thought of drinking.
As I mentioned I don't believe in the supernatural, but something was and still is looking out for me.
I can honestly say I count myself fortunate that I was able to stop drinking completely after my first real attempt to quit. Lots of people I've known over the years tried and failed many times before they found their success.
If you are reading this and are trying to stop drinking, drugs or anything addictive you CAN do it. It's hard, it hurts and the worst thing for me was getting over the boredom of being sober.
Find something to occupy your time and keep your mind busy. Try to surround yourself with positivity, positive people and situations, volunteer somewhere, help a neighbor.
These things are very cliche but they work if you really want them to.
That's the key: YOU need to do this for YOU and YOU alone. Like I said, it's hard...but it's more than worth it.
Thanks for the video and taking the time to read my little slice of life.
To those of you who are thinking of or trying to get sober, I have one more thing to say to you all:
YOU CAN DO IT!! JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF...
Peace.
Great story, many thanks! I hope you're doing better now, friend.
@@JK_Clark Thank you!
Things are getting a a little bit better everyday. I have moments of weakness but now I think them through, instead of drinking them through.
Thanks again.
Take care of you and yours.
@@robocook01 your story resonated with me personally (many hard drinkers in the family, experimented with other stuff along the way but my drinking continued, and older generations passing on). The one thing, I think, that prevented me regularly consuming a bottle+ of spirits a day was sleeping pills - rather than drinking to pass out, I take a pill. Now the sleeping pills are so important to my overall health and wellbeing, that I have never abused them in over 10 years - not even once.
I have tried many different types as I work overseas and different countries allow different medicines, and I find some work better than others.
I still drink too much, and will be 50 next year so I'm thinking of quitting for good now, hence watching these videos.
Rereading your post, maybe seeing all of those people so down on their luck and in the grips of addiction made you more determined to quit? I might've actually been a good thing to go through - although very tough! Best of luck, friend!
@@JK_Clark By the time I was on the street, I had quit drinking for about 4 months, but you're right, seeing those people wrapped up in their personal hells and addictions made me not want to drink even more.
Also, I was never s social drinker. One beer was too many and 15 wasn't enough.
As I mentioned in my post, the boredom of getting sober was the hardest part.
Mixing booze with pills, be they sleeping pills or pain pills is never a good idea.
When I was younger I used to love that drunk, head nodding, no pain, don't give a crap about anything feeling and was very lucky I didn't OD.
Fentanyl wasn't around back then, but heroin and Oxy were and I took them all.
To be honest, you're body will tell you when it's time to quit. It's just that most people ignore all those little signs your body is screaming at you.
That's what happened with me.
My kidneys, liver, bowels, lungs and stomach were all giving me pain and I listened.
Again, I was lucky when I got a medical that nothing was seriously damaged by my drinking and smoking. Just high blood pressure.
And the little damage that had been done has long since repaired itself.
My doctor was even more surprised than I. She told me that lots of people who drank as much as I did for as long as I did end up dying if they quit cold turkey without medical assistance.
Once you stop drinking(when you are ready) you'll find that you feel better and sleep better and may not need those sleeping aids as much, if at all.
You can do it my friend. Stay true to yourself and your convictions and you'll get through this with little to no problems.
Stick with it.
Good luck.
exactly, for me those hallucinations are made of neon lines that dance on the walls and make figures of people, faces, animals, quickly changing form.
My father has battled chronic alcoholism pretty much his entire adult life. His father died from the withdrawals. This was very eye opening as far as my approach to the issue 👏🏾🙏🏾
Best explanation of alcoholics coming off alcohol. My son has had these issues for years. Thankyou
I was just 27 when i quit cold turkey,after drinking nearly 12 years..iv experienced heavy DT,halluciantions,hearing voices,these voices were reacting on my toughts ,really demonic..i tought im in hell,i had to call ambulance in the end,my heart rate was 155,i could die easily..3 years sobber
Congratulations on your accomplishment!
Your not a lone on that
That is exactly what happened to me too. Them voices will actually make fun of your fear of them knowing exactly every thought. Then they joke around why your mind wanders. I asked them outloud if they were demons and they said look outside in the rim of that car. There i saw a scary ass face. Makes your hair stand up.
Yaye Adam !!!! I have 35, but, I am still as likely as you to go backwards if I dont continue to help myself & others to get sober.
Adam how r u now
Alcohol withdrawals are horrible. I remember seeing things running across the floor, shadows, not sleeping for 3 days in a row. Not being able to eat for 3 days
Almost got me. I had to be put in an induced coma for a week. They gathered my family and told them to prepare, had a 12% shot at surviving. I went in because I had jaundice from liver failure.
7 years sober now, was drinking for a decade.
Had absolutely terrifying coma dreams too, amnesia when I woke up, was in the hospital for a month altogether.
I pray you for your totally recovery and healing.
Hey Doc. Great vid. I’m a severe alcoholic and I know it’s not directly related to the withdrawal phase but I think it’s important that people know this one. Every time I come back to the bottle the first feeling of mental relief is delusions of grandeur. All of the sudden I feel like I understand the world and society entirely. It might just be me but it’s peculiar. And then since I don’t feel pain anymore and I feel that… it just makes me okay again. I hate this.
Yeah, everyone has different reinforcing effects from alcohol, for you, there may be a sense of calm, relief, improved mood, ego boost, etc. And thats what can make it so tough. But, I hope you can find other healthier means of feeling that way. If anything you know it's possible to feel better, the question is, how to achieve that via other means and not alcohol. Thank you for sharing.
My husband was one of the 1-5% that died as a result of alcohol abuse, even with medical assistance in an ICU. Dr. Kim provides good info, but I think it’s also important to stress GETTING THERAPY to deal with potential past traumas that may be causing you to abuse alcohol, realize what triggers you and how to cope with your traumas in a more healthy way. People drink to either feel something or to NOT feel something. Figure out your ‘why’ with the help of a therapist. It may be a painful and lengthy process, but it will be worth it, both mentally and physically. No one should have to see their spouse die right in front of them.
I am so sorry💔
May he rest in peace. My grandfather did the same thing he actually drank himself to death. It runs in the family because a lot of my family members have drank themselves to death. I for one have had my fair share but I've managed to pump my breaks through the years. Before I got married I didn't drunk like have in the past few years. When I started having wine for breakfast I knew it was time to change. There were some weekends that I drank both Saturday & Sunday without eating. That is no way to live so I made some serious changes and I feel 100 times better.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I don’t understand why he died in medical care though. Unless it was just too late.
Yes, without finding the "why," the cycle cannot be broken.
Oh, I'm so sorry for your loss! Thank you for sharing your story!
Excellent info. God Bless you.
I was drinking 5 to 6 nights a week for like 10 years. And drinking 6 to 9 drinks each night. I never really felt withdrawal symptoms I guess because I never went longer than 24 hours without drinking. But my last drink was the night of February 28th 2023. And I did start having higher blood pressure and had a hard time sleeping the first week. I was moody. But after that it went away. It’s been 42 days now and I feel so great! I’ve lost 15 pounds and just over 3 inches from my beer gut. I also cut out sodas, sugar and started eating healthier. I’m not bloated, my blood pressure is actually all the way down to normal. My mind is clear. I just feel awesome. I have a friend that used to drink all day everyday and he tried to quit cold turkey. He had seizures. His blood pressure was so high he was getting nose bleeds. He was a mess. We finally talked him into taking 1 shot of vodka every few hours for a few days. Then after that 1 twice a day for a few days and then 1 once a day only if his withdrawal symptoms were bad enough. After almost two weeks he was able to go without any alcohol. And going through that was a real reality check for him. He’s been sober for over 10 years now. Alcohol withdrawal is so serious. Had I not seen him go through it I wouldn’t believe it. Withdrawals from meds like Xanax are very bad also. Seizures and you can have a heart attack. Years ago a lady died from withdrawal in line at the pharmacy waiting for her refill. She had been without it for a couple day’s waiting for her doctor to approve it. Then opiate withdrawals are dangerous also. So many substances that we can become addicted and or dependent on.
Thank You for the truth about the topic of alcohol and withdrawal. I did the January challenge of 30 days without alcohol. I am a social drinker, but I have noticed withdrawal symptoms, which is concerning because I have several family members who drink heavily
My uncle died walking across a field to the store to get beer. He was detoxing and waiting on my mom to leave after giving him some money. Sad man. Lifelong alcoholic. He taught me about the Beatles when i was a young teen. I will always thank him for that.
I was drinking 15 beers a Day for 10 years. The first 8 days sober were absolute hell!! Massive anxiety.. disoriented.. images in my mind when I closed my eyes.. scary as hell I thought I was actually crazy.. I told the dr that I think I'm schizophrenic or bipolar... He said.. no sunshine... That alcohol withdrawal..
ten years, ........ No breaks ? just straight ten years ?
Im going through all this now.
that was a damn good Dr.... if you were a girl, they may have agreed....
@@PancakeBO me too it’s fucjing awful .
It Is Scary, Alcohol Withdrawal. I Saw Stuff When Withdrawaling; Demons, HELL, Scary Weird Dreams, Etc. Sweating Like Crazy At Times. Its No Fun. I Pray For Anyone Going Through The Ordeal. 🙏 🕊 ✝
A family member went through severe withdrawal and with a massive case of pancreatitis, in 2005-6. They had to induce a coma to control the agony (which is indescribable), fever and pancreas infection. He was in the coma in ICU for two weeks. When he awoke, he finally had had enough. He's still sober to this day.
God... yeah, I didn't even mention the potential of flaring up pancreatitis. Terrible stuff. Glad to hear they are ok and sober to this day.
@@AndrewKimMD Pancreas has so many issues. I work in addiction medicine and am in recovery myself. I have seen people have their pancreas rupture and become instantly type 1 diabetic. Even living through that is rough. Then life has a whole new list of things to deal with
Alcohol sucks
@@keithgordon4153 Absolutely.
@@Buffalosabskis Yes, diabetes for the rest of your life, if you survive the Pancreatitis that is. And this nightmare is just from beer. Not hard liquor - just drinking beer every other day. Eventually a six pack doesn't cut it, and you end up drinking at least twice that on the regular. It turns your insides into goo.
I almost lost my life to alcohol withdrawal. It was the worst experience I've had in my life. Severe alcohol use disorder, severe dehydration, my liver was damaged, my kidneys and other organs were starting to shut down from lack of nutrients because the only thing i was putting into my body was alcohol. I survived. Sober for 1 year and counting.
This guy "Talks from his heels" -Meaning, he doesn't speak from script nor teleprompter(s)- he's speaking from his heart and his vast experience as an MD. More importantly, he seems really invested in the well being of all his viewers. Imagine the numbers of lives he's saved; Opiate-adicted lives, alcoholic-adicted lives. He's the most important UA-cam influencer in history, without hyperbole. Thank you, sir Doctor Kim.
Nicely put
Thank you for the kind words Jeremy. Feel totally burnt out today as i'm still burning the midnight oil reviewing charts at 1:59am CST, but you just gave me a burst of motivation and made my night. Going to hit the sack now and back to the grind tomorrow. Hope you are well and thanks again for checking in.
I learned my lesson! I drunk heavily for 6 weeks everyday and when I decided to stop cold turkey, I thought I was going to die. Today is day 6th and I’m just now recovering and will try my first meal in a week. Alcohol is a demon!
It's a fucking demon!!!!!!
Psh 6 weeks isnt anything 😂
Going cold turkey is dangerous, should always see your Doctor about getting withdrawal tablets.
I’m still struggling with it myself. I was always a casual drinker until covid and I got depressed. I don’t binge drink or anything crazy but I’m tired of using alcohol as a coping mechanism.
By the grace of our loving GOD...survived DTs....grateful to be sober
I’ve been sober for probably 5 years. The last time I was in rehab I had the most insane hallucinations. The room I was in turned into the holodeck . I was outside in the rain walking around my home town with my mom. It was really crazy. The hallucinations were rock solid. They where not transparent.
My younger brother died at 29 because of alcohol abuse and self withdrawal.
He needed to get professional help, but was in a bad place where he wasn’t able to … or wanted to. He thought even after potentially going to rehab, he could “socially drink.”
If you need help. Get it. Don’t think you can do it on your own.
I just passed up rehab for the second time in less then a week, because of cravings.. I’m 30 and really needed to read this. Thank you
I can relate to every single topic of this discussion.
8 seizures, DT’s and the hallucinations. I pray that I’ll overcome this. I hate myself for grabbing that first drink.
I'm back on the wagon after 7 years clean. I'm with you. The iDea of facing it again is terrifying.
@@TheTylerJWalker I’m sorry my friend! You know you can do it again❤️24 hours at a time. This is my 4th attempt. 18 days sober.
How long since you relapsed?
stay strong and become stronger!!💪🏾💪🏾
It’s my 3rd time day 27 rn I’ve had everyone! It’s horrible! But just had to have a positive mind set and eat good and work out if possible I walk about 10 miles a day and it helps! Good luck to anyone out there
PLEASE Don't hate yourself anymore. Leave the past behind, move forward. I would give the same advice to anyone breaking a habit. It is not only chemical addiction that holds people back, isolates them. It can be an addiction to anger, blaming others, letting others control you......... Find a Dr, like this man. I am praying with you
Not once, not twice , not just 3 times, I've detoxed by myself over the years. I've experienced the auditory hallucinations. Shakes so bad that I literally had to crawl to the bathroom. For me, each time it lasted 4 or 5 days until I finally felt well enough to leave my apartment. I dont recommend doing this and I know that this is a bad idea and I'm pretty sure I've come close to dying more than once. I am currently 2 months sober. The longest stretch of sobriety ive had is seven years. Thank you for this very informative video.
I'm trying to taper down now. Thank you for this video. I've been through withdrawal multiple times. I felt like I was die. God bless you.
Keep up the fight. You're worth it. Never forget that.
I was a functional alcoholic for many years in my early twenties,I drank at least a fifth every day for about three years and I'm also an epileptic...went through DTs 3 times trying to go cold turkey, and it damn near killed me. Seizures, hallucinations,
I vividly remember laying on my bed, unable to move, knowing what I was seeing wasn't really there but it seemed very real; every single person I had ever met, former girlfriends, coworkers, family members, they were all lined up outside my door and one by one they would come into the room, walk up to the bed and look down at me, and then tell me every single thing I had ever done that let them down, how terrible I was , all my faults, and how I was a piece of shit essentially, then they would walk out through another door, and the next person would enter and the process would repea, for what felt like days. It was a nightmare. Truly.
That was over a decade ago now, eventually I was able to get sober and I feel very grateful for that, and lucky to be alive,
May I ask what their goal was telling you all those things at that point in your withdrawal instead of when you weren't physically unstable? What was their expectation? Just seems like a later time or different method of telling you would've been more effective at getting the point across rather than what seems like just an attack.
@danielwatts199 It wasn't real, I was hallucinating the entire thing, sorry I should have been more clear about that, I suppose I could still answer that question though in a way..I imagine it was my own psyche trying to come to grips with the repressed feelings of guilt and self loathing that I had been using alcohol to try and repress, but by doing so I really was just creating a negative feedback loop of self destructive behavior, and all the harm I had done to myself and others came bubbling up to the surface at that point. I should also point out that I knew I was hallucinating for the most part, because when I say I saw everyone I had ever known, I mean everyone...my dead grandparents, old friends from school who I hadn't spoken to in years, estranged members of my family who live across the country, even random people who I had been in drunken brawls with...so I knew logically these confrontations weren't really happening despite the fact that it seemed quite real...
I guess you could call it an imaginary little self intervention. And it most certainly sucked, like sleep paralysis except the entity is just calling you out on your bullshit...but I also think I needed it...because it made an impact, you know? Wouldn't wish that on anyone but it is something that helped
I had a similar experience trying to go cold turkey, the hallucinations were terrible. I also felt like I would collapse or was just frozen. I found that sipping on beer to ween off helped a lot even though I wanted to just stop it likely saved me from having a major meltdown and seizure. The human body is truly wild. Glad you are alive and safe!
I didn't think I had a problem with alcohol (or in major denial?) Until I decided to stop drinking wine 5 Day's ago. I'm so violently ill right now, it's worse than death. Unbearable nausea, vomiting, profusely sweating, violent tremors.... this is agonizing. Much love to all those struggling like this...
I'm so sorry that you are going through that how are you doing now? Hope all is well god bless!
How are you doing now??
Hang in
Lol. Thinking you dont have a problem and needing 5 fucking days to withdraw!!!
It’s been a year now? How you doing?
I've been sober since 2019, praise Jesus for saving me. I almost died multiple times from withdrawal. It is the absolute worst thing I have ever experienced, no joke.
Hearing this and reading the comments makes me super grateful in my quitting of alcohol. I thought I was gonna have a harder time stopping but I fortunately didn’t. Going on 5months & not regretting it at all.
Amazing ❤
I went through all of these horrible symptoms numerous times. The worst part was when I tried to quit on my own but I was so deep into my alcoholism that no matter how much I drank the withdrawals wouldn't go away, the ONE thing that I knew I could rely on to make myself feel better no longer worked, I was on deaths door when I finally seeked help. Been sober for 8 years now and life is SO MUCH better.
My first alcohol withdrawal experience was so bad, it scared me out of wanting to drink ever again. I started drinking since I was 14 to medicate self anxiety and I’m 28 now. I’ve been six months clean and never had a craving or urge to drink again. If I even have a sip of a drink now I feel depressed. I’m not sure how people are able to go through this so many times and still be alive because it’s absolute hell. I don’t know how I even got through it the first time.
I definitely relate to the one thing you always used to make yourself feel better no longer worked, it felt and still somewhat feels alien to me.
Now I can’t rely on anything and the anxiety of everyday life is excruciating but atleast I’m not abusing alcohol
@@RaquelBrown-tk7hdI would HIGHLY recommend speaking with a doctor about getting the anxiety under control. It's the reason a lot of use drink in the first place. You deserve to be happy or at least be living a functional life with the hells of what anxiety is capable of. Try and stay tough. And do NOT give up. It's a journey and eventually you will get lucky
I was on death's door twice during my drinking career - probably many more that I forgot. After almost 50 yrs of drinking, I'm now 7 years sober. I don't even think about drinking any more - probably because my memory is so shot, I forgot what it felt like. lol
23 years sober and SO grateful I never have to go through that again. I'll always have alcoholism, but I don't suffer from it.
Friend of Bills?
@@KATGrose indeed I am. Thank God. 😁
I’m withdrawing so bad. I can’t breathe I have drank vodka for the past 2 weeks
@@doritos6893 i know how bad it hurts. But hang tough, it does get easier. Now I don't even think about that crap. Best of luck to you.
@@doritos6893 You may need to get to the hospital my friend. Good Bless.
Anxiety, sweaty 😓, headaches always bloated
Your video really impacted me. I stoped drinking since last night. My health condition seems deteriorating, seen sign of them. Thank you so much. No more Alcohols.
Man, I used to go through mild withdrawals, but they were still fucking absolute hell. Probably worse than opioid withdrawal because of the fear of actual dying from a seizure. Thank whatever it was that made my body just start rejecting alcohol. About a year ago, I decided to put down alcohol for as long as I could after waking up one day looking at all the 24s in my room that I hadn’t cleaned out cuz I was constantly drunk at that point. Just thought to myself ‘I’m way to young to be living like this’ (was 22 at the time) and after about a month I literally tried to relapse and couldn’t because I just puked it up unwillingly. I just can’t stand it anymore and it’s the weirdest thing because it used to own me.
That was God making you reject that booze. Rejection is protection! Keep up your sobriety. He has a plan for you!
Been sober for 15 years after being an active alcoholic for 25 years I was a binge drinker and would stay drunk for 3 to 21 days continuously. I went through mild to moderate withdrawal hundreds of times and severe withdrawal at least a dozen times. I was always alone and isolated from other humans so I had no medical support whatsoever.
What this guy says is accurate but is very sugar-coated.
There are a long list of symptoms that this guy doesn't even mention and what he does mention should scare the hell out of you as there is a very real chance you will die in a state of undescribable agony.
Of course I understand that everybody is different and I can only describe my own experiences. If you think you have a problem with alcohol use, you probably do. Overtime it will always get worse. The only solution that I know of is to stop drinking and never go back. In some ways you'll be as screwed up as you ever were but at least you won't have that monster on your back anymore. Remember 50% of alcohol addicts will die as a result of their addiction.
Good luck.
Appreciate you
And 100% of people die .......
@@Nautilus1972 yeah that is true.... We all die sooner or later... life is terminal.... But I won't die as a direct result of drinking alcohol..
I’ve lost a bunch of friends from drinking, I knew it would get them eventually but I’d hoped it wouldn’t be so soon. It’s hard shaking your buddy’s hand for the last time and losing them at 40.
Thank you for informing others of this. I've watched the slow, painful, and frankly disturbing demise of my stepdad when he was just 43. It always blew my mind that no one talked about the reality of it- specifically the hallucinations. After he passed away I would go out with friends, but I haven't been able to bring myself to drink after what I witnessed.
I'm assuming he drank everyday, but was it all day? And do you know what he drank? I'm 43 now and starting to get worried. I just drink beer, none of the hard stuff but I'll go on binges here and there and will get mild withdrawals up to the shakes, excessive sweating, spike in blood pressure. I'll usually just taper off, drink a little less for a few days and it won't be so bad when I completely stop. Which I'm doing now. RIP to your step dad, sorry for your loss.
@@henny6566 he drank everyday all day and most often liquor. I didn't see him sober for more than a few days in the 13 years I knew him. Best of luck to you on your journey. The fact that you are worried and are thinking about the change is a big step in it. ❤️
I was a heavy alcoholic for 20 years and remember going through all of this when I quit. I was in a medical rehab for a little over a month and had a seizure when I was there. 2 1/2 years I have been clean and sober. I like this vid and your channel. Making that change isn't as easy as some might think.
I got my first seizure 10 days ago out of all places the liquor store. My vision started to go black and when I came to the paramedic were there with a stretcher.
Gave myself a black eye got stitches.
How much were you drinking a day when you had your seizure?
@@dogfoot1874 when I went into rehab I was drinking two cases of beer and a big bottle of rum or whiskey everyday. I had to get stitches to. I hit my head off a cement bench at the rehab when I blacked out.
@@dogfoot1874I see no one has answered your question from two days ago! I'm sorry sugar for I feel someone should have got back to you! I'm like my mother I like a beer now and then but no hard alcohol or wine. I am not familiar with this guy's solution. I do wish you the best of the best. Much peace and happiness is sent to you from my state of Arkansas! 🐦💜
How much did you drink a day? I'm so sick of being sick and all I want to do as well is just eat and hydrate but it's almost impossible when your constantly throwing up😊
@@knightman7203 I drank half a liter of everclear on a hard day and here's the trick I used to use years ago when I couldn't down solid food... MuscleMan Apple sauce all day every day breakfast lunch and dinner.
Pounds a day. Try it out :)
I’ve had the insects hallucination and thinking my whole family was in my house for a couple of days. Also really bad dreams when I finally fall asleep for a moment. This video made me cry because someone finally understands and explains the horror that I’ve gone through. Sometimes I’ve even been so afraid I wouldn’t be able to come out of this temporary feeling. I’m so glad you made this video. I finally feel understood.
I had the insects hallucinations too. I was November of last year drinking 15 beers a day. After stopping for two days. I hadn't heard that was a symptom of withdrawal.fascinating.
@@ericortega1745I mainly just drink beer, don't really touch the hard stuff but I'll go on my binges which I'm down from a serious one now. I found drinking a little less beers a day makes it a lot easier when I completely stop. Exercise also helps a lot. I'll go for a run when I feel the shakes and excessive sweating start and it will go away after the workout. The problem is going to sleep and the insomnia starts. I'm so used to passing out drunk.
What’s the insect hallucination ?
@@jairgodoy1256it’s typically from intense hallucinations due to delirium tremens
@@jairgodoy1256your brain and nervous system flips out essentially so it’s always safer to ween off or get hospital treatment, people die from the hallucinations
I’m 43 and been drinking since I was 16 and heavily in my 20s and 30s. I stopped 11 days ago and never had 1 withdrawal. I felt better the next day. Don’t be afraid to quit.
Ok bro
This is dangerous and irresponsible advice
@@CourtiSmock
He/she wasn’t giving advice. They were just sharing their experience.
@@CourtiSmock "Heavily" really needs to be defined. How many drinks per day with no breaks should cause you to be worried about severe side effects?
Ur full of shit. Point blank period.
As an alcoholic myself this is the type of help alot of us seek. Change is difficult but i really appreciate your video
Sometimes when my withdrawal is bad I will itch real bad on the bottoms of my feet.
One day sober. I hit the toilet about 15 times there's nothing in my stomach. Vomitted every hour. It's hard to breathe and i have a body ache feels like hell for one day
I was in the ICU for 6 days and almost died, I was drinking a gallon of tequila everyday. My withdrawal symptoms lasted about 8 weeks. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and it’s a daily battle every day 4 years later.
If it's a "daily battle", you're living in the problem instead of the solution!
Hol’ up. You were drinking WHAT??? I could have 6 shots of tequila and wake up the next day feeling completely off
@@c0rkum Ya, I call bs on a "gallon".
@@Mark-pp7jy It sounds like a stretch. But heavy alcoholics have been known to sometimes endure per mil alcohol levels that would be straight up deadly for more casual drinkers. It is generally said that a blood/alcohol concentration of 2 to 2.5 plus is where it is getting dicy, with 4 being coma inducing/deadly for most people.
But in traffic controls some heavy duty drinkers have been found out with per mil values higher than even 4! Levels of over 6 or even over 8 per mil (twice the standard deadly dosage) are not unheard of. And mind you ..... these guys weren't laying on a park bench puking their souls out .... they were still driving.
@@MightyJabroni Totally agree, but a gallon everyday? Not buying it. I sincerely hope he has found recovery! ✌️
I'm a little late. This popped up on my feed tonight. All I can say is, wow, and thank you for sharing this information.
I am 3-1/2 years sober after 16 years of abusing alcohol with brief periods of sobriety. In the end, I suffered seizures and needed medical treatment. I willingly admitted myself to a rehabilitation center. That decision saved my life.
I am so very blessed to be alive and realize how insane my life really was. I have the love and support of family, friends, my sponsor, and my family of other recovered alcoholics. ❤️
Very informative video Dr. Kim....I had chronic alcohol addiction in my youth. I was introduced to AA in 1981 at age 26. It took another 4 years for me to finally throw in the towel. I have now been sober for over 38 years. I'm so grateful that the "summertime" of my life was not wasted. Now at 68 I can recall the words of the doctor in the ER when he said to me "Mr. Humphrey, decisions that you make now could greatly impact your life down the road"... That was then. 38 years later I know exactly what he meant.
Ive been sober for 16 years, i still get emotional, knowing that i missed out on so much of my college experience due to my illness. I thank God everyday for always being by my side, and never letting me die.
I started drinking heavily when I got out of the Army because I was injured and didn't see any options on what to do with my life at the time. I got really depressed and anxious. Fast forward a DUI and just stupidity on my part for over 12 years. I started having health problems and decided to try and stop drinking. To say that I went though extreme withdrawal is putting it lightly. All the physical stuff like sweating, cramping, and a bunch of other stuff was bad, but the worst part was when I started to have auditory and visual hallucinations. I ended up in the hospital for 3 months, 11 days of which were in a medically induced coma. From the day I got out, I try to spread the word on how dangerous withdrawals can be.
So some of the things that you discussed like DT's and Hallucinosis have right now convinced me to reduce my alcohol consumption. I didn't know it could go that far and I must say, it's pretty scary. Thanks for making this video, seriously.
As a non-practicing alcoholic(+10 years) I can give simple pieces of advice.
1. You are not powerless against alcohol.
2. You are the first and last firewall against drinking.
3. You have to convince yourself that you are better than this(drinking) and really mean it.
4. Alcoholism is an addiction but I'm not convinced its a disease in the traditional sense.
5. Do not(and I mean this) substitute caffeine and/or nicotine for alcohol. Do not substitute one bad cycle for another bad cycle.
6. If you require a medicated withdrawal, then ask the nurse to stop the meds at the earliest possible date. DO NOT START BEGGING FOR MEDS!
7. Start a proper diet and start walking or moderate exercise.
8. Start a proper sleep/wake cycle.
9. Get outside.
Just some simple advice from someone who has spent several nights in jail and several times in emergency(seizures from the nights and days in jail) and experienced several episodes of hallucinations while getting medically brought back down to earth.
I went through this last week. I binge drank for years, and had my last drink on the Sunday before Labor Day (Monday). By Tuesday night, I got heavily fatigued, and a low grade fever, and extremely anxious. My resting heart rate was over 120 BPM. Because of the fever, I went the next day for a rapid covid test (Wednesday). It was negative. And I had absolutely no cold/flu/covid symptoms, other than this low grade fever, about 101.
They checked my blood pressure and it was 164/97! I never had high blood pressure, before, and my normal resting heart rate is in the 60’s. My anxiety turned into complete paranoia. At night, I sweat until I was drenched. I had insomnia. Then, I heard my 4 year old son crying in the middle of the night. I jumped out of bed, checked his room, and he was totally silent and asleep.
That’s when I realized I had been withdrawing. For about 4 days, I had auditory hallucinations, vivid nightmares, the heart rate, blood pressure, anxiety, panic, plus the low grade fever fluctuating between normal and 101F.
I am done with alcohol and not going back. It feels great to wake up and know that I don’t have the burden of whether or not I’m going to drink today.
I wanted to call 911, at one point, because I couldn’t drive myself to the doctor. I eventually did go. I now wonder if I was on the verge of DT. And, given that high heart rate and blood pressure, I wonder how close to a heart attack or stroke, I was. (I’m 44).
Im also a recovering alcoholic. I wouldnt wish alcohol withdrawals on my worst enemy. Ive done countless benders lasting up to a month. Done cold turkey w/out treatment countless times. It caused me to become kindled meaning everytime I withdraw even if I only drank for a few days its like full blown withdrawals about 12 hours after my last drink. Hell on earth. Very hard to taper. Thankfully Im 10 days today. I hope I never have to experience withdrawals again and withdrawals are a huge motivating factor for me to stay sober.
primo_ _ I found binge drinking to be a viscious cycle , as in the following:
drunk>hungover>withdrawal>craving>drink
Arbitrage Firstly, congrats. Let’s both hang in there. I’m almost three weeks sober. Because of my binge drinking pattern, and multiple times “quitting”, I think I kindled, too. I feel like I’m proba my starting to experience “PAWS”. I was doing pretty good, and then I became extremely anxious this week, and have been having multiple vivid dreams, which wake me up, startled and anxious, and a bit sweaty.
I, also, have no motivation to drink again, and no cravings. I think, because I’ve become to afraid of the frightening pattern of withdrawal. It’s unbelievable, considering the risks and harms of alcohol, that it is so readily available, and so little public discussion on its dangers.
Surprised u didn't have a seizure
@@systemofaslipstatic I know, I should have went to an ER. Scary reading this a year later.
I had to have a shot every 7 minutes or withdrawl would kick in. 22 years of Heavy drinking, ontop of pain pills, i had many seizures, 200+ trips to the ER, and many rehabs, finally got sober in the hospital with librium, banana bags and iv fluids, 3 weeks in the hospital. My best friend who didnt mix with pills and drank less then i he passed away at 34. It is pure hell! I wish this on NO1! Im going on my 4th year sober. Dont give up, im a walking miracle, if i can do it you can too. I was downing a gallon a day. It was really really bad! I was honestly praying for God to take me home.
Few weeks back I was woken up to my partner having a withdrawal seizure. One of the more traumatic experiences I’ve encountered. She’s back to drinking and I have been as well. I still wake up in the middle of the night in a panic and check on her if she’s still breathing. If you want to have a drink…just don’t do it.
Bloody stuff nearly killed me.
Went right to the end, but somehow managed to curtail things.
Strokes, heart attacks, injuries, ruined relationships and lost jobs. Locked up in prison and psych wards.
Pissed everyone important to me off rather a lot.
Destroyed trust, etc.
Weird thing is, I managed to drop all illicit drugs without any major stress.
Go figure.
Alcohol dependency is Stigma City, and makes everyone contemptuous of you.
Thanks for your video.
Andy
I literally nearly died several times due to detoxing from alcohol. I have experienced hallucinations and I was terrified and the AA woman that I was with would not take me to the hospital. I look back and it angers me that these AA people take it upon themselves to detox people with nothing but Gatorade and honey. Thank you for educating your viewers
if you are getting to that point i would heavily advise going to the ER, they will likely put you on benzodiazepine treatment to allow you to more safely and effectively taper
Try some rigorous honesty with yourself, and stop blaming AA!
Trusting a random alcoholic women from aa to detox you and not a inpatient or hospital was your first mistake.
Alcohol withdrawal is no time for a random aa ladies hippie nonsense.
@@Mark-pp7jy AA is full of idiots with no medical training that have no business detoxing someone.
As a shizophrenic I would like to know what you saw when you had this vision ,I would like to know if your expierience is like mine even if I don’t use alcohol atall
I almost drank me to death last year. I came out of a very toxic relationship last year juni the 15th. Due to this relationship I lost my pension money and my life in Holland. I live now in Hungary. I started to drink extremely and every day more and more until I drank 2 bottles of wine and 1 bottle of wodka a day. I had more and more thoughts of wanting to die and being a total worthless human being living in a strange country. Until the 6th of January 2023. There I experienced a severe pain in my chest to my left arm. That day I came home and sat on my couch and started to talk to myself. After a long emotional conversation with myself I never drank anymore and also quit smoking. The next day I started sports daily and since then I already lost 8kg. I started at 114 and want to go to 95kg. Not only my body heals now but also my mind. I'm still alone but not lonely anymore. I still am broke and poor, but not in my mind. I live now for myself and my sport and will walk the earth alone till I die, free of any addiction.
That is amazing.. thank you for sharing.. so glad you're doing well, it's really inspiring! Exercise is the best medicine ever, even if just walking 🏃🏼♀️
@@stepha3003 I do bodybuilding 2 hours a day now and simply walk 10-20 km a day additional.
Proud of you! 22 months sober today, I had all of those symptoms, and the rest of the crap, lack of hygiene, pushing family away….all of it, it’s such a horrible disease
I will be one year sober tomorrow. Everything that you said resonated with me as I can attest to the symptoms you mentioned, the auditory and visual hallucinations, hiccups for days, I had a seizure at the hospital, my feet and hands curled inward and got stuck for hours, I couldn’t speak but I was wide awake, five horrible days in the hospital plus another week alone at home afterward that was the real challenge, every night was something different, no sleep for 6 days. thankfully with help from the dr’s and the meds they gave me I started to get better after two weeks and a month later I was back at work. Thanks to the incredible dr’s for their amazing help, I don’t know where I’d be without them. and thank you for this video had I watched it then it would’ve been so helpful but I’m still glad to know that it wasn’t just me.
Thank you for you video, i have suffered and its a horrible thing to go through, panicking about everything, getting sick, shaking absolutely miserable the horrors, all i can say is stay away from top shelf and eat good food. Many thanks.
I been abusing alcohol for 3 years after I retired! Happy I found your vid! I have to stop and stop wasting my life! I decided to quit for good! I am 63 and afraid for my life!!
as someone that has several alcoholic seizures, what hes saying is 100 percent correct and accurate
Don't drink easy 🙏 instead your welcome for the help
My dad once was withdrawing from so bad he reminded me of Nicolas cage in leaving Las Vegas. Sadly he lost his battle 3 years ago from alcohol and opioid addiction
Keep putting this content out there. I guarantee you someone is watching this who is on the fence on whether they should go to the ER or not. If this is you and you are experiencing these symptoms go. Speaking from experience. I spent 2 different times in ICU that lasted from 9-14 days and could've easily died. I believe I was spared to share the message to other alcoholics in AA that you can stop this insanity that we do to ourselves.
I feel like a jerk giving my own personal stats on alcohol but giving it up was the hardest thing I ever did. Even after I got chronic pancreatitus and type 1 diabetes, I kept going. I've been medically withdrawn from alcohol on 16 occasions. Many of those were ICU stays. I've been through DTs and seizures while on large amounts of Benzodiazapine. They had to use Phenobarbital mixed with dilauded (pain from pancreatitus) to get me through on all but 1 occasion. I shouldn't be alive and was sure that I would die. It's kind of like the "real me" was trapped at the back of my brain, so scared all of the time. I hated drinking but was being controlled by another part of my brain, which I had little control over. It was all about sacrificing my future for my present, then just die. The whole 14-year period of my life between ages 18 - 32 was a nightmare. I'm 38 now and lost, but I haven't gone back to the bottle.
Don't feel like a jerk, that's just you telling your life story as it is. I know you're not saying life is perfect, and you're feeling lost. We're all there with you, we're all lost and struggling with purpose, identity, etc to some degree, people who don't admit that are not aware or deluding themselves to some degree. But, it's better to be lost, and have clarity and lucidity to help you find your way; vs having that clouded with alcohol. I hope you find a clearer direction and sense of purpose sooner rather than later. Thank you for sharing Chris.
After having 25 years of sobriety, I THOUGHT...I could drink......it took FOUR AND A HALF YEARS...TO HIT BOTTOM.... I was so sick, I had to take several shots to even eat... I for sure had DT's.... and even lost my hearing, and then passed out... A MIRACLE I LIVED! I had night sweats for weeks, I should have been hospitalized......
SO GRATEFUL THAT I LIVED....almost 10 years
Clean and Sober....
Please seek HELP!
LIFE IS WORTH LIVING SOBER! Thank you Doctor
@user-dc2pj8rp2y I remember the difficulty eating! That was horrible. Almost no water intake, and very little food. Never lost weight, though. I was red, bloated, puffy, and crusty, with bloodshot eyes. I'm so glad you got past it, but yes, you should've sought medical treatment. Very dangerous and awful experience without medical aid. My hats off to you!
As a recovered alcoholic (I use the term recovered as I don’t believe I’m broken and permanently in recovery) I can say my life improved more drastically than I had ever expected. The day I put down the bottle I picked up the dumbbells. My last drink was Dec 8 2010. If I did it anybody can. I was a 26oz bottle of rum everyday drunk and I did that for years. I suspect I was lucky in my recovery and my focus on healthy habit replacement likely played a huge role on my road to sobriety. You can do it. Arm yourself with knowledge and a better understanding regarding the addition itself and make yourself accountable as it is ultimately your responsibility. I’m rooting for you!!!
It took a week long Valium taper in inpatient rehab to keep me alive while I detoxed. Start quitting today, if you can, but get medical advice and/or supervision if you've been at it awhile. I was averaging right around a fifth of 80+ proof a day, which I had maintained for around seven years, my BAC was .17 stone cold sober and I was beginning to suffer tremors when I checked in. And don't let a relapse send you all the way back out, you stumbled, yeah, but you're still better off than when you were just rolling with it, remember? You got this! One day, one hour, one minute at a time if you have to, but keep at it. One day, I hope that society will have the courage to look back at our relationship with alcohol and realize that even millennia of tradition and cultural acceptance doesn't change the fact that when we drink alcohol, we aren't consuming a beverage, we're ingesting a drug.
I began to drink heavily after losing my dad a few years ago. A couple beers a night turned into beers at noon, then into liquor because it was easier to drink more of. Then it was liquor at all hours from the first moment I woke up to keep the (compared to what was coming) weak withdrawals away. Over a year of drinking a fifth (750ml) of vodka every day MINIMUM took a serious toll. I accepted that I was going to die at 28 and it really felt like I was. I wanted to quit so badly but i knew the withdrawals would be impossible, and i was too afraid to tell anyone about my destructive secret. Finally a day came where I thought I was dying... I told a family member to take me to the ER. Spent 5 days there being closely monitored, taking Ativan, librium, blood pressure meds, and rehydrating with IV. It was absolutely terrible. It was bad enough that I will never touch alcohol again. That was 11 months ago
hey i hope this doesn't come across as condescending, but i'm proud of you. i'm proud of you for letting yourself ask for help, and for making it through, and for staying sober for - let's see, you posted this a month ago - a year!
i'm sorry for your loss also. i hope you are seeking therapy to process it so that you don't have to hurt any longer.
I'm experiencing this after losing my father as well
I have decided to become sober. So thankful that I found your video. Very informative!
Happy to hear that Rhonda. Even when there are set backs, don't be too harsh on yourself. Focus on trying to use setbacks to fuel your motivation to keep pushing forward. I hope your journey is going ok and that you're finding ways to stay motivated. Bless you and pray you kind find some peace during this battle.
Drank a pint in a half today to feel normal. 🤮😣 I want help.
@@FoodiePhal I did thee same today
@@keviinnxx how are you feeling?
@@FoodiePhal waaay better, i honestly thought the withdrawals affect going to be way longer, I I decided to join a Reddit community where we all talk about being sober forever lol it’s been helpful so far encouraging one another, you should try it