MY 2020 RECAP - Med School. Relationships. Life

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  • @ms.x9571
    @ms.x9571 3 роки тому +108

    That smile when she found out her man was okay...☺️☺️ Mashallah! 😂

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +17

      never so relieved to receive a text in my life lol

    • @ms.x9571
      @ms.x9571 3 роки тому +1

      @@mahadotcom awww. May Allah bless your union!

    • @Mariam-ali567
      @Mariam-ali567 3 роки тому +1

      I wonder how did she even manage to stay calm seeing the mysterious news. I would've been suffocated😪

  • @ajizzle4shizzle1
    @ajizzle4shizzle1 3 роки тому +107

    This year was TUFF! But there isn’t a thing you can’t get through. You’re a trooper and I love you for it. ♥️✨

  • @user-pu9xn1fw5m
    @user-pu9xn1fw5m 3 роки тому +41

    A pandemic on top of med school is rough. May Allah give everyone health, happiness, and resilience 💕

  • @kimberlyrutledge2525
    @kimberlyrutledge2525 3 роки тому +78

    First off, the WORK that went into this video!! It's amazing, Maha! Praying for an easier 2021, for all of us! These experiences that you are going through will make you an even MORE amazing doctor and person!! So, so happy that Amjad was okay, that must have been terrifying for you

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +3

      It was honestly like therapy to make it! Thank you so much for sharing and hope your year is off to a great start!

  • @anfalhakim3558
    @anfalhakim3558 3 роки тому +39

    Praying for you-I can't even imagine the stress for med students

  • @mahoganymed1455
    @mahoganymed1455 3 роки тому +2

    Yes, the video was sad, but that is how life is sometimes. What I saw was the fact that God kept your fiance safe (the greatest blessing) & that you learned that you had room for improvement before you sat for the actual exam (another blessing). I praying that 2021 is your year! You deserve it, Luv!

  • @oneebatariq1185
    @oneebatariq1185 3 роки тому +45

    Where have u been all this time, Maha😭😭😭 I missed u soooo much♥️♥️

  • @Sumera96
    @Sumera96 3 роки тому +2

    This video was absolutely amazing. You balance everything so well. Med school, family, relationship with a partner in the military 💞 you’re a superhero, Maha! Keep your chin up and don’t let anyone or anything weigh you down ❤️

  • @umiiAfro
    @umiiAfro 3 роки тому +8

    I’m a medstudent too- but in the Netherlands. Soo much of your story was relatable. 2020 was hard 🤦🏾‍♀️ I am manifesting a better year.

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +1

      Hope your studies go well!

  • @katlinwebb4092
    @katlinwebb4092 3 роки тому +4

    Honestly... thank you so much for opening up your life to all of us and simply sharing your experience. 2020 was a nightmare was everyone in their own unique way and I personally don’t believe you or anyone should feel bad for simply sharing that reality. You and yours are always in my prayers! Stay kind, stay you, stay phenomenal!❤️🙏🏽

  • @nataliemolina8177
    @nataliemolina8177 3 роки тому +7

    Maha, I have missed you so much!!!! I can relate and I know so many here can relate 2020 was the biggest slap in the face! I always try to look at the glass half full and I thought to myself, there was a reason why I went through everything I went through in 2020. I have a new mindset and can say I survived a year that felt like it was never going to end. I am so proud of myself and everyone who was able to make it through this past year with all the baggage. Thank you for sharing such personal feelings and we appreciate the transparency. You are doing great and so is everyone who is able to express their feelings on a public platform. Sending love to those who receive it with open arms!

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much for sharing Natalie. Yes 2020 was horrible but it's over now! We have to stay strong 💛

  • @basimahzahid2093
    @basimahzahid2093 3 роки тому +2

    A silent supporter here but I had to comment because this gave me goosebumps! I'm so glad you're sharing this and most importantly knowing that you're okay alhumdulilah❤️🙏🏽

  • @tofreedom__4891
    @tofreedom__4891 3 роки тому +21

    Maha, I loved this video. It was a beautiful way to share what you’ve been going through as well as our shared experiences throughout the pandemic. I was on the edge of my seat waiting for that text from your fiancé! 😂 excited for part 2!

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +1

      Thanks for sharing!! 💛

  • @medicalstudent201
    @medicalstudent201 3 роки тому +9

    You stay strong girl, obstacles and difficulties what makes every journey special♥️♥️

  • @aziezakazlak7199
    @aziezakazlak7199 3 роки тому +1

    This year was tough on everyone let alone people in the medical field. I think it’s important for the world to see the true struggles and day to day especially when things aren’t peachy and wonderful. This video showed how raw and honest you can be especially in a time where social media bloggers only highlight the good that happens leaving this unrealistic perception of life for others to try to emulate. May 2021 be a brighter year for you InshAllah 😘

  • @user-vm2qn8rn1v
    @user-vm2qn8rn1v 3 роки тому +10

    AND SHES BACK!!! I’ve been watching u since literally the beginning and now will be starting premed... caNT even believe it time has gone by... we wish u the best💜💜💜

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому

      Good luck with your studies! Keep me updated 💛

    • @user-vm2qn8rn1v
      @user-vm2qn8rn1v 3 роки тому

      @@mahadotcom you REPLIED OMG!! iA yes I'll keep you updated, u're literally such a guidance and older sis

  • @itskarimarima
    @itskarimarima 3 роки тому +3

    Thank you for being real and transparent ❤️ We’re all going through mass trauma and we should all have compassion towards each other. Missed you on UA-cam, but please take all the time you need! (The editing on this video.. top tier!!)

  • @lulu98926
    @lulu98926 3 роки тому +5

    WOW THAT WAS AMAZING, HARD, EMOTIONAL, CREATIVE, AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!! Very proud of you for not giving up and making it through like a BOSS ❤️

  • @mohimafarhad2309
    @mohimafarhad2309 3 роки тому

    Genuinely really enjoyed watching this video, it wasn’t the brightest but it really was an honest and raw depiction of 2020, we can try to make it pretty but it wasn’t and I think just being honest about it helps us all learn and grow from the experience that much more. Personally watching your video truly made me realize yea 2020 sucked for many many people yet somehow it was a blessing in disguise, maybe we really all just needed this year to grow and evolve as completely different people. Thank you for sharing this series can’t wait for part 2 ! I pray this year is much less dreadful for you and abundance of greatness and blessings inShaAllah ❤️

  • @quon535
    @quon535 3 роки тому +2

    I couldn’t imagine!!!! My heart goes out to you. May 2021 bring more joy & less worrying 😓

  • @cassidymoody8071
    @cassidymoody8071 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you so much for this, Maha. I finished M1 and started M2 during 2020 and it was so hard trying to be a medical student while the events of the year unfolded. It helps to know that we're not only students and we're not going through this alone. Praying for a healthier, happier 2021 for everyone!!

  • @amreenp812
    @amreenp812 3 роки тому

    Maha! Salaam!! Missed your videos, thank you for your vulnerability. Please keep sharing, makes me feel like I’m not alone as a first year med student.

  • @medinez2056
    @medinez2056 3 роки тому +1

    Strong girl 💪 ❤️ Mashae lah keep going and good luck 🙏🏻

  • @susanmohamed7951
    @susanmohamed7951 3 роки тому

    That was a lot and very deep to have taken us through those tough times. Very relatable! I’m glad your guy is ok and you’re now done! Big ups to You staying resilient and committed and accomplished Masha Allah!

  • @varshamorey3074
    @varshamorey3074 3 роки тому

    We love seeing this side of your life as well... So don't worry... Keep going and we'll all get there ❤️

  • @sagalmohamed7527
    @sagalmohamed7527 3 роки тому

    Thank you so much for sharing this video with us. You are resilient! 2020 was also a tough year for me.

  • @lilaipad3075
    @lilaipad3075 3 роки тому

    Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing the highs and the lows. In medicine I feel like there is an air of perfectionism and people feel the need to mask their struggles. Your videos have gotten me through so many tough points when I felt like I was the only one who was struggling. Even though we haven't met in real life it made me feel a little less alone. Wishing for a brighter 2021 with the ongoing safety of your loved ones

  • @ralph9A28
    @ralph9A28 3 роки тому

    Yes ma'am. This video is so necessary. I think the reason why ppl aren't prepared for the things we aspire to do/have is because we don't get the full view of what's actually happening. This is life and with that comes difficult seasons. So thanks for being brave enough to be transparent. You're helping more with your honest mood,thoughts, and feelings vs the pretty , joyful norm that we know you are. I'm so glad you're staying focused and pressing through. Proud of you lady!

  • @besanshokeh6563
    @besanshokeh6563 3 роки тому +1

    You are not alone! I lost my grandpa in 2020, and it has been the hardest year!

  • @fashiondina
    @fashiondina 3 роки тому +1

    This was so well put together and presented. Praying for your continued strength Maha

  • @Justcalmdown3
    @Justcalmdown3 3 роки тому

    Missed your videos Maha!! I’m sorry 2020 was trash for you, iA 2021 is better. Loved the style of this video though, thank you for sharing! Definitely felt similar feelings studying for step 1 when the pandemic hit. IA a better year this year!

  • @meerash9
    @meerash9 3 роки тому

    Wow Maha! I am very impressed how beautifully you are able to articulate your experience through this video...you are helping and inspiring so many people along the way! Keep it up!

  • @doctoringdreams2185
    @doctoringdreams2185 3 роки тому

    Awww Maha... first I wanna say THANK YOU for sharing your most vulnerable and terrifying moments of 2020 with us, yes it was hard for sure, and we really appreciate you sharing these thoughts and feeling with us. ALSO, your editing, the scope of this video, and the forethought and planning that were obviously required.. this is SUCH great work! I love it! I'm SO looking forward to another one! Love you so much! xx

  • @brendandaniel4347
    @brendandaniel4347 3 роки тому

    OMG thank you for sharing. Its nice to see people being raw and real on UA-cam! Sending positive vibes that things will come around

  • @shandisfancher8766
    @shandisfancher8766 3 роки тому

    It’s okay to share your struggles. You are not alone, and when you share your challenges it reminds us that we are not alone in ours. ☺️

  • @nadiaberro6673
    @nadiaberro6673 3 роки тому

    It take so much strength to be so transparent, thank you for sharing! It was a tough year for a lot of us, here's to 2021

  • @azrasabiha6804
    @azrasabiha6804 3 роки тому

    Please do share the rest of the experience, if It's not hard for yourself. The more you expose these dark feelings the lighter your heart will get. Hope you get a Wonderful new year and a brighter future. 💕

  • @boricua93chick
    @boricua93chick 3 роки тому

    I am a third year and I was studying for step 1 during the summer. I can relate soooooo much to people around me doing great on practice exams meanwhile I am failing. I tried my hardest but still did poorly on step 1. Then I failed my first rotation. I am just trying to take it one day at a time hoping that things will eventually fall into place. But I passed my second rotation! And my attendings no longer list amount of knowledge as a weakness in my feedback. It is so cool when I give my A/P and they actually agree and do it. Hope 4th year is going well for you.

  • @ellenpenn9594
    @ellenpenn9594 3 роки тому

    its okay to share that youre not okay! i really appreciate when med students share the good and bad of what they go through

  • @davinawright1713
    @davinawright1713 3 роки тому

    Wow. So much has happened. Maha thank you for always being just as vulnerable as you are. I am studying for my MCAT right now and in a relationship with an amazing young man. I am so blessed to be where I am but its such a crazy world right now. Its so good to know that we are not alone in it. So glad you chose to share. Thank you.

  • @17xblabla
    @17xblabla 3 роки тому

    It is so great that you share this stuff!
    Makes me feel more normal. And makes me stop blaming myself that my whole world/life around me collapsed last year. :)

  • @emilyveith6811
    @emilyveith6811 3 роки тому

    Hi Maha, such a creative way to share your experience through these challenging times. PLEASE don't ever stop sharing (as long as you enjoy sharing). This is such a creative way to document these difficult times and although it its difficult to watch and go through, we will look back one day and admire how we have persevered. Thank you for sharing!!!

  • @kainatm5398
    @kainatm5398 3 роки тому

    super proud of you, never forget that all of your hard work will pay off

  • @kellymacias5644
    @kellymacias5644 3 роки тому +6

    Missed you so much! You're strong remember that!!

  • @maabadnan7190
    @maabadnan7190 3 роки тому

    i was so relieved when u heard then good news!! Pheww

  • @aminatalbi2884
    @aminatalbi2884 3 роки тому +1

    Mahaa from my experience we learn more from our failures than success they really shape us to be more resilient .I believe in you keeping the good fight .sleep is crucial for success

  • @mennaamin4312
    @mennaamin4312 3 роки тому

    I totally get you, I'm a third year medical student and I've been struggling so much that I don't have the will to study anymore, I try so much to not let all the horrible things happening in the world affect me but they do affect me no matter how hard I try. Everything will be okay insha'allah don't worry. إن مع العسر يسرا ❤

  • @ilytito2112
    @ilytito2112 3 роки тому

    Hope 2021 be better to you inchaellah ❤ missing you

  • @ada3360
    @ada3360 3 роки тому

    i loved this!! you are amazing! God bless you!!

  • @anasoto5485
    @anasoto5485 3 роки тому

    My whole college undergrad I have been in a military relationship. Studying and not having that comfort of friends or others to vent to or just interact with is kinda lonely and your constantly worrying about you SO if there fine or those out to sea dates where you have no contact kinda makes your worrying sky rocket. I understand girl. This was my 2020 also. not the greatest i shall say. Overall I'm glad he's good and your good and keep moving girl. you got this ! I believe in you !

  • @dogterw1
    @dogterw1 3 роки тому

    I’d definitely like to see more videos. You are very real and that is refreshing. I hope things start looking up in 2021.

  • @mimibaby20
    @mimibaby20 3 роки тому

    MAHA, I love you. You are so strong. So brave. So inspiring. Jazakallah Khayr for sharing this reality aspect of it all too. I'm glad Amjad is okay, may Allah (s.w.t) unite you both soon so you can enjoy the rest of this life together, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen ya Rabb x

  • @Mserikalopez
    @Mserikalopez 3 роки тому

    That was a great video Maha. 2020 was supposed to be my year to graduate from Dental Hygiene School in California. I failed my second semester. Things happen for a reason. Definitely was a tough year for everyone. We have to stick together and not give up. We got this. 🙏🏼

  • @zainabdurojaiye7935
    @zainabdurojaiye7935 3 роки тому +1

    Aww 😭❤️❤️
    Maha love ❤️❤️
    I missed you! We all had it hard, but we will come out fine. I love you Maha and believe in you.
    Glad Amjad was fine. ❤️❤️

  • @user-lg6sv6lb4r
    @user-lg6sv6lb4r 3 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing this video! This format and the editing are so good too. Can't wait to see part 2

  • @missmed2875
    @missmed2875 3 роки тому +2

    We love you Maha! Thank you for sharing the difficult parts. 💞

  • @mays_alpha
    @mays_alpha 3 роки тому

    Oh Man, this year was really hard! Like, really hard 😔🥺 All the love and support to you Maha, we’re all here for you. And yes, you should share negative times, at least from time to time, because you’re human. And you go through these things. And you have a right to your emotions and to feel them all the way. It helps you by letting it out and it helps us, because now we know that you’re going through something too, and we can all together support each other and find the glory in our problems and our patience. All the love, and peace from a fellow Sister 💛

  • @tasnimfatema5061
    @tasnimfatema5061 3 роки тому

    Maha I missed your videos sooo much😭😭😭😭😭 I literally watched every single one of them 1000 times. Especially when I have exams coming up.

  • @ameenarana4821
    @ameenarana4821 3 роки тому

    Yesss what a comeback!!! Perfect representation of the most surreal time of our lives but glad I had y'all to get through it! Can't wait for the rest of this series ❤️

  • @studytoreachsuccess
    @studytoreachsuccess 3 роки тому

    Great video, I will always love you and support you Maha 💖 you are a big inspiration for me ! :))

  • @alinamus8607
    @alinamus8607 3 роки тому

    Yea we are all fighting our own battles the last year and InshAllah it gets better for everyone

  • @AlAmin-ue2je
    @AlAmin-ue2je 3 роки тому +4

    Thank you for the upload! Hope you’re okay Maha. We can do this✨

  • @heidievans6336
    @heidievans6336 3 роки тому

    1) What happens now, since you "failed"? Do you get to take it again??
    2) What branch of the military is your man in?
    3) It's your channel, post whatever you want, but I liked the format, and "felt" the same emotions you were conveying throughout the video, so this was uplifting as a viewer to watch.
    ** I'm a pre-nursing student, taking the entrance exams on March 5, won't find out how I do until nearly a week later, won't know if I am accepted until early August because they don't let us know until 1 week before semester so it's a mad rush to get everything, but I pre-bought everything except books so it won't be as much of a mad rush.

  • @claireschafer1863
    @claireschafer1863 3 роки тому

    One of my favorite videos you've done-- loved the editing! thanks for sharing and being vulnerable

  • @1024specialkay
    @1024specialkay 3 роки тому +1

    fellow MS4 here!! sending you so much love through this space!

  • @ralucatudorache6076
    @ralucatudorache6076 3 роки тому +3

    sending lots of love hope you are well ❤️ i am sorry you’ve already been through so much x

  • @stephaniecortez1768
    @stephaniecortez1768 3 роки тому

    Thank you for being honest & vulnerable! I’m praying for you & if it’s okay with you, I would love to see part 2

  • @raliyaramzy4053
    @raliyaramzy4053 3 роки тому

    Oh its so great to see u back..
    Ur vdeos are really motivating me..
    And this really does coz I've also been somewhat similarly fed up with the education process since iam a premed about to sit for the exams at the end of this year..
    Lets pray together and hope for the best.. insha allah..
    And eagerly waiting for part 2 .. plss 😊

  • @mic_rainbowz7895
    @mic_rainbowz7895 3 роки тому

    Hey! Thank you for sharing the things that you went through in 2020! I’m praying for you that 2021 blesses you in many ways! You got this ! ❤️😊

  • @Jerkinizdhehabit
    @Jerkinizdhehabit 3 роки тому

    A lot of people are rooting for you. You will make it through and come out on the other side iA💕

  • @mariac.9117
    @mariac.9117 3 роки тому

    Wow! Thank you for this. It shows that others are having it tougher and keeps me humble. 💜 best of luck with anything that comes your way! You got this!

  • @minaa95
    @minaa95 3 роки тому +1

    Welcome back! We missed you. I hope 2021 treats you more kindly ❤️ and am interested in seeing the next part of the series

  • @linapineda9041
    @linapineda9041 3 роки тому

    This video really touch me! I feel warm of how you share the experience because after all most of us haven't had easy past year but trying to move on now.
    Really want to see the rest of the series!

  • @sophs7732
    @sophs7732 3 роки тому +2

    Thank you for being so real!! Love this yes more of this series pleasee

  • @jjamal9697
    @jjamal9697 3 роки тому +2

    We missed you soo much, please make lots of vlogs because I love your vlogs very much ❤️In Shaa Allah this year will be better just pray and believe that no matter what happens, everything has a good reason to it 🌷

    • @mahadotcom
      @mahadotcom  3 роки тому +2

      I have a lot of exciting things to share this year 💛 Hope you've been well!

    • @jjamal9697
      @jjamal9697 3 роки тому

      @@mahadotcom I'm sooo excited, 💕I'm also an egyption medical lab student in the UAE, I'm facing many challenges regarding my career because I'm graduating, I had also so many very bad situations happened to me but I just kept praying and asking God to help me, now I'm studying so I can get my American board exam hopefully to work and study the masters program that I have always wanted ♥️ you are definitely not alone and I promise things will always be better

  • @fateme.h1378
    @fateme.h1378 3 роки тому

    i didnt have a good year too . I missed that Energetic maha, I hope we all do great this year, god bless US ALL

  • @PersainCat07
    @PersainCat07 3 роки тому

    Wow 💔 thank you for sharing

  • @mariazamora6824
    @mariazamora6824 3 роки тому

    MAHA! Happy to see you're back! I can only imagine how tough this year was for you and I can only hope things get better. Just know that I watch your videos, especially the stressful ones, to feel good about my own premed situation. I don't wish hardship on people but seeing you overcoming yours helps my own. I'm rooting for you girl!

  • @omniamagdy5557
    @omniamagdy5557 3 роки тому

    And this vid is REAL, Maha .. this is how we all felt most if the time in our own ways 💛🌸🌸

  • @TheXoxoashxoxo
    @TheXoxoashxoxo 3 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing! 🤍

  • @nasirelahi4593
    @nasirelahi4593 3 роки тому

    yes, please make a part two.

  • @Mariam-ali567
    @Mariam-ali567 3 роки тому +1

    It's been really a tough year and still going😔
    But we really can get through it InshaaAllah💙
    We came so far and a little more maybe

  • @sereenity
    @sereenity 3 роки тому

    Praying for a wonderful year for you and the rest of us. Your video is so relatable. You are so right, we have to find our own happiness. Even if its just in the little things. Maybe those are the things that technically matter most. InshAllah Khair.

  • @elianat5788
    @elianat5788 3 роки тому

    This video was amazing! You’re such a strong woman and I’m so glad to be able to say I know you. You’re such an inspiration to me 🥰❤️

  • @jahirachowdhury9722
    @jahirachowdhury9722 3 роки тому

    stay strong Maha!! we all have faith in you!☺️♥️ hopefully this year will be more promising than the last x

  • @mohamed22khaled43
    @mohamed22khaled43 3 роки тому

    Welcome back ♥️
    2020 has been a difficult abd rough year, but inshallah the coming will be fine I hope .
    Stay safe for everyone.

  • @sumayamohamed8231
    @sumayamohamed8231 3 роки тому +3

    sending so much prayers and dua 🥰💛💛

  • @massydubi1735
    @massydubi1735 3 роки тому

    I’m sorry for everything you went through. Allah knows what you are capable of, he is testing you and he knows exactly what you need at the time you need it, even if you don’t like it. Work your hardest and keep everything else for allah. الله ينجحك💕

  • @amohamoud3992
    @amohamoud3992 3 роки тому

    So glad to see you posting again Maha! Keeping you and your husband in my prayers i'A! You are amazing and such an inspiration

  • @Gigi-fj9jv
    @Gigi-fj9jv 3 роки тому

    Maha, I know the year has been hard on all of us but inshaAllah you can do it! I really mean it. Please keep pushing and Allah will help you. You're so strong and beautiful - inside and out. Will keep you in my prayers ❤️

  • @Pljk384
    @Pljk384 3 роки тому

    Here before this blows up💥,you got this girl....we are rooting for u all the way💕

  • @nidal2042
    @nidal2042 3 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing this, Maha. May Allah grant you and your loved ones hasanah in this world and the Hereafter. Ameen.
    Please do share the rest of the series as well.

  • @Clarity23410
    @Clarity23410 3 роки тому

    Welcome back! Great edit!! Can’t wait to see next video❤️

  • @mahfuzaakter2694
    @mahfuzaakter2694 3 роки тому +1

    I missed u soo much maha
    I love all your videos.They are so inspiring.I am also a med student and want to go for usmle.Take love💖

  • @samarebrahim4817
    @samarebrahim4817 3 роки тому

    Really powerfulllll and brave of you to share this Maha!

  • @malihamuhtadi6101
    @malihamuhtadi6101 3 роки тому

    Maha sis, its OK! Chin up! Things that are precious are SUPPOSED to be hard. If it was smooth sailing, it would've been kinda boring. A sea is not a sea if it does not have tumultuous waves. You'll be just fine inshaAllah.
    P.S- I'm going to sit for my med school entrance exam soon. So, I kinda understand your pain.😇

  • @ibi9636
    @ibi9636 3 роки тому

    I cried half way through...proud of you🤍

  • @hasanalatbee1993
    @hasanalatbee1993 3 роки тому

    Welcome back

  • @omniamagdy5557
    @omniamagdy5557 3 роки тому

    I respect you and love your vids but حديث قدسي : لا تسبوا الدهر فالدهر هو انا and i hope things are well and may Allah bless you and your loved ones .. wishing you an awesome 2021

  • @shelleyverma4822
    @shelleyverma4822 3 роки тому

    Missed you! I am so sorry you had a rough year and I hope this year goes much better for you. Sending you good wishes :) I am glad you are back!