Jaw Surgery Day Vlog + Recovery day 1-30
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- Опубліковано 10 січ 2017
- Come along with me while I get lower jaw surgery and Genioplasty!! I hope you enjoy this blog and it helps you if you are about to get this surgery!! It was no where near as bad as I built it up to be and would do i again if given the choice! et me know if you have any questions! I'd be happy to help! Love ya!!
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As the video started the first thing that caught my attention were your eyes! You have really, really beautiful eyes ❤
Ist Doch Egal Thank you so much 😊
Ist Doch Egal I was going to say the same thing!
Ist Doch Egal my eyes are beautiful too
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I had this done in 2005 and it's the best thing I ever did. It really boosted my confidence!
beca198 praying for you
is your jaw still okay
@@Chris-vv1jc ?
Before I had my surgery, these were videos I'd binge watch to keep myself brave. Might be a weird thing to tell you thank you for, but thank you ♥...
You're so welcome!!
Lol yep, me now!
im getting jaw surgery most likely so im binge watching all these videos ah
preston badplay same lol! Are you scheduled yet?
Narscilla nah. and i actually received news that i most likely won’t have to get it and just need to get one of my wisdom teeth removed. thank god 😩
preston badplay Glad you got out of it! all these videos I’m binging made me realize nerve damage is common. It’s better and a lot easier to just not get it! Lol.
Narscilla yeah! nerve damage really frightened me. i wish you the best of luck!
preston badplay OMG SAMEEE HERE
I cried when you saw your kids and mom. You're such a trooper! Thanks for sharing! You look great!!
whitney1441 Thank you!! I was sooooo happy to see them!! They made me feel better!!
whitney1441 me to
whitney1441 same x
I have been waiting for this! Thank you for letting us come along with you on your journey! I am so glad your recovery has gone so smoothly. Love ya, girl 😘
byAmandaPerry Thanks Momma!! It's definitely been an interesting journey! Thank you for watching! Xoxo 😘 Love ya!
Jaclyn Rae when you have the surgery can you brush you teeth and how long did it take for your doctor to put you thought with the operation.
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I've been waiting for this vlog! Thank you for opening up and posting this. Sending well wishes, hope you get better soon! You look like a new person!
Megan awww thank you!! I hope you enjoyed it!!! 😘
You go girl. You look fabulous! Inspiration for others of us facing jaw surgery. Thank you!
I got jaw reconstruction surgery on my lower jaw a couple years ago since I had a massive overbite. The bone was sliced on both sides and my jaw was brought forward with two metal plates holding it all together on either side of my face. It was the most excruciating pain I've ever experienced. My entire face was ballooned out and swollen for months and was numb for just as long. But I would totally do it all over again for the knock-out smile that I've got now, despite the pain. You look so much better now post-op! These kinds of things are always worth it in the end. You look 10x more gorgeous than you were now ❤️❤️❤️
upto how many months your face was swollen?
i got chin reduction surgery yesterday, lol im watching this with my swollen face heheheh! i was also really nervous!
estefania Ricalde awww I hope you're doing well! I had no chin so I got the opposite lol
Hope your are okay now.
How was the chin reduction process??
How much it cost?
Vanilla Ice cream praying for you
Omg, I love you so much I love how strong you are and that there are so many people here to support you 💖💖❤️
Giiirrrlllll, your eyes are absolutely STUNNING! They were the first things I noticed about you because they're just so beautiful and bright.
I had this done way back in 1985? So worth it! The change for you is amazing! A huge CONGRATULATIONS for taking care of you. Sandi from Illinois .
so happy that the surgery went well! can't wait to see you back with more videos! 💕
Charles Castillo Thank you!! I'll be back very soon! Still very swollen and numb so I talk funny lol
I love this! You are so positive all the way through! You are inspirational!
Thanks for sharing this video. You solved so many of my questions and I’m so happy to see you back well. My surgery’s after 2 days so don’t forget me in your prayers 🙏🏻
Wow thanks for sharing that! What a journey! I didn't even know you had had any surgery!!! You look fabulous! You are amazing and I'm just in awe of how you did that and it's so nice to see that you have a wonderful mom and caring husband. You are fortunate like me. My mom, dad, sisters and husband are the best!!
Ginger Cooper Yes! I am so blessed to have them! They helped me so much!
12:55 That scene with kids visiting. Very touching.
oh my god you're so beautiful!!!😍 i love how you deal with it, you're so strong, so much people can't stand that surgery and we're all so proud of you. i hope you're happy with your new face and i hope your health is going better ❤️❤️❤️
+Deniz Karakuş Awww thank you so much!!! I am very happy with it and wish I did it sooner!
I’m getting jaw surgery in a week and this really helped me you are such a beautiful kind woman
+DIY enthusiast 1484 Aww thank you!! Good luck on your surgery!! Stay strong! It's definitely worth it!!
from where you did that?
How are you now?
God Bless You 💖💜
so happy you are doing well and more so that you have no regrets awesome girl you are beautiful xx
dvoted4life Idky im just seeing this now but thank you so much!!
You’re literally so cute “I didn’t die! YYAAYY!” Omg I’ve never related sm lmfaoooo
You also looked like a lil dumpling in those bandages lol
😂😂😂
Thank you so much for this video. I'm due for my jaw correction surgery on Friday and safe to say I'm freaking out a little (alot!) Its put me at ease this video, its definitely worth having done. May I add what beautiful eyes you have xx
you seem like the sweetest person ever lol. i love you already girl, congrats on the surgery! you’re so cute!!!!
CC F Aww thank you so much!!!! You're so kind!
Wow this is Amazing you're so strong !
Angela Marie Thank you 😘
Watching this as I am in my first day of recovery... it sucks but I already know this is well worth it!
How it went ? In on my third day
thank you so much for this video! I have to get the same surgery next year, it helped a lot to see the progress! thank you so much for sharing!
I just had my upper jaw surgery completed and man, those first 5 days were brutal! After that it’s all smooth sailing though. Glad to see it went so well for you!
You are so amazing and brave!!!love you!!!!❤️
Analeese Bell Awww thank you babes!!! Xoxo 😘😘
I truly regret I haven't done this type of surgery when I was younger, I never had a confidence it ruined my whole life, never been in a relationship because of this...now I'm 35 I kind of feel like why do I need it I'm not young anymore..I still decided to get a surgery but my doctor told me to wear braces for two years and I'll be even older, and I don't know will I still care about it..? My self esteem is lower than low.... can't even smile like everyone else :(
Summer Sparkle ive been exactly where you are! I’m 33 and I only had one year in braces prior (thyeybtold 2 years). It has boosted my self esteem greatly and I’m so confident!! I say go for it!! You probably will still care later. If you cared for 35 years you’re not going to wake up one day and not care anymore. 35 is not old! I wish I did it sooner! Don’t let fear hold you back! If you know it will make you happy then go for it!
Jaclyn Rae thank you for your reply, until today nobody really understood how it made me feel all these years but you...thank you. Now days I'm scared to choose the wrong surgeon, I have done a lot of researching and heard/read bad stories as well. I live in CT and I was thinking to get a surgery in CA thought they have more experience?
+Summer Sparkle My surgeon is in Delaware and he’s amazing!! He’s has like 30 years experience and is the one who founded the clinic I went too. He’s very thorough and kind. He will take as long as you need to answer any question and my ortho worked directly with him and my ortho is phenomenal as well!! I always felt ugly my whole life and it caused me a lot of internal problems but I feel beautiful now! I think you should do it!
Jaclyn Rae I definitely will this time after seeing your video, you are beautiful!!!
Summer Sparkle Thank you so much love ❤️
That must have taken so much courage you are such a inspiration to every body and now you look great!
Thank you so much for this video! Wow! I am in currently on this journey and I needed to see such a positive video!
Jay N. Awww I’m so glad this helped!!
I was shaking when i got tonsil surgery i would be more than shaking for jaw surgery!!! you are so strong and awsome!!
Kaelee Forever Aww thank you so much!!! I freak out over any surgery lol I hate going under anesthesia!
Kaelee.D 523
omg the results are soo beautiful!
Anoniem Kind Thank you so much!!
Jaclyn Rae 💝🙂
Wow! Can't believe how well and fast you heal! Looks amazing. So happy it all came out so well. YAY!
imscanon Thank you!!!
I love the song that was playing when your husband stoped for that drink!!💖💖 the dirt on my boots one!!
Yessss!!!!
She is the cutest thing before and after
Olivia and Sophia Are Weird aww thank you babe!!! 😘😘
You look marvelous! Beautiful before and after. Thank you for taking us on your journey.
Paula B Thank you so much
How are you now? And how has the surgery panned out over the long term? Any issues?
I feel I need to get this but wonder if I’m too old to do it.
Awwww... your son is so sweet! He looked so scared to hug you, and he was so gentle like he thought you would break!
I knew this would go well! A whole lotta people were praying for you! And you look AMAZING, but you always did. :)
katylake212 Power of prayer! My recovery has been so fast and easy that my surgeon says he's never seen anything like it! He says in only one month out but look like I had the surgery a year ago!!! Annnnnd my bite has improved even more since surgery without the orthodontics and he said he's never seen that and doesn't know how it's happening
..... I said "God" 😁
I can see the difference from before and after the surgery. U look awesome and different.
Katie Magliaro Thank you!
You are sooo pretty even before the surgery don’t let anyone tell you different.❤️❤️ just stay positive
Adena Davis Awww thank you so much!!! 😊😊
Amazing video I’m scheduled to have lower jaw surgery towards the end of the year very scared but excited love your results thanks for sharing this made me feel so much better ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing your journey! You are an inspiration. You look so beautiful!!!
I'm gonna have jaw surgery in July/August 2021, approximately when my orthodontic treatment finishes. I'm already scared but also I CANNOT WAIT.
I'm having jaw surgery tomorrow and I am shitting myself
I got surgery 2 weeks ago, I know it’s scary but it’s worth it
@@sebastianweiner8003 I just had it done bro you will not feel anything when you wake up trust me
This is not a corrective surgery, but every day discomfort and regret! Numbness, spitting when talking, asymmetric jaw, rashes on face skin, and worsening oral intimate! I regret it
I swear it Must be illegal!
A A Just because the surgery didn’t go well for you doesn’t mean that it won’t work well for others. From what your saying you either got a terrible surgeon or you didn’t do anything your surgeon told you to do after surgery. I’m to months post op and what your describing sounds like the first week or to after surgery, not the rest of your life. Also, if you jaw is still misaligned after surgery that’s a problem with you or the surgeon, not everyone else
i'm so happy that you get better ❤❤❤
Takoua Cherif Thank you sweetie 😘
thank you so much for this video. i'm going to my consultation next week after years of avoiding/substituting with alternative therapies. watching other people's videos/experiences definitely helps with my nerves
Christian Acain I did the same things for years!! I avoided this surgery like the plaque lol all that matters is you’re doing now and trust me it’ll be soooo worth it when it’s All said and done! Good luck!!
I have had this surgery too and I was super excited to see this video!! I had my top jaw moved back and bottom jaw moved forward. Now 23 years later I am having a screw removed from my lower jaw because it has migrated out of the skin.
I love you!! I'm a new subscriber here today! And happy 2018 sorry it's late but I say this to everybody I meet!! Xx
pam johal Hey!!! I love you!! Thanks for subscribing!!
She's still beautiful no matter what
VlogCentral Thank you so much..... you’re to kind 😊
Just had surgery, and i must say your vlog helped me know when the worst of it would be over.
So glad that it went alright for you! you looks even better than before!!!
Stevie Whitney Thank you so much!! I'm so glad this helped you! How are you feeling now?
Thank you for sharing! Waiting for the go ahead to get jaw surgery in Glasgow, Scotland, so this calmed me down a bit knowing that the pain isn't as bad as I imagined!! Thank you again! X
Ellie Craig Aww you are welcome! I'm so happy it helps you!!!
I've got to have this surgery soon and I'm scared. Someone suggested watching UA-cam videos of the surgery so I would at least know what to expect. This doesn't look fun but you make it look doable. Thanks for the video! I'm glad you didn't die lol. (I hope I don't die too!)
Mandy White Hahaha me too!! It honestly wasn't as bad as I thought it would be!! You won't die either! Lol
Jaclyn Rae I hope not! Will be glad to get this over with.
how did it go?
I'm a bit late to the party, this just popped up in my suggested posts. What a brave lady you are! You look fab before & after! X
Eludiastar Thank you soooooo much!!
Excellent! I had upper and lower completed in 2016. Top center alignment and lower extended 5mm. 2 weeks post surgery the screws holding the right side of my lower jaw broke free and I had to go in for surgery round 2. In total, 26 screws and 6 metal plates. From there it was 10 days with my mouth wired shut *NO FUN*. Biggest change is being able to breathe easier! Thank you for making this video and the others! It will be a HUGE help for those going in to have a better understanding on what to expect after the surgery for the next few weeks. Well Done!
keyser soze Thank you so much! Wow that's crazy what you had to go through!! How are you feeling now??
You did amazing job!! You are so freaking brave!😍
Yay you did great!! I'm proud of you 😘
Jen Ewing Thanks to you!! 😘
I am curious to know if you got all the feeling back? I had my surgery in 2003. I had both lower and upper jaw done as well my chin was moved forward. I have some nerve damage on the lower right part of my chin (I will drool and not know it). I also developed TMJ on the left side due to the lower jaw surgery. You seemed to have healed a lot faster than I did however the upper jaw portion complicated things for me. I was also sent home with Codeine and children's tylenol (I was 21 at the time so not sure why my surgeon thought that was appropriate) for pain and had a terrible reaction to it and had to be rushed to the hospital in the middle of a snow storm. Also 1 year post op I had a cold and my sinus's were acting up. I reached up to feel my face and noticed I had a plate protruding from my right upper jaw. I had to go back into surgery to have a portion of the plate removed (that was not painful though compared to the initial surgery).
So sad to hear this. How is now? My cousin did that but she is alright. she didn't faced any complexity.
Hey Jaclyn, you are so brave for doing this! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I had DOUBLE jaw surgery in January of this year- so I understand. My left Nerve was damaged and my surgery ended up taking longer AS WELL. 8 hours!
Ahhhh... feels good to relate to someone.
Thanks for sharing your story- I'll be sharing mines soon.
Cheyenne Ryan Awww hope you're doing well!! I'm feeling great now!!
Cheyenne Ryan Love your channel btw 😍
Thanks so much! And I'm feeling much better. Only 6 weeks post op, let's just say I'm starting to recognize myself again!
Mind if I include a link to your channel in my next vid? I thought this was a great video reference for future jaw surgery alumnis. LOL
Cheyenne Ryan Haha I know that feeling..... I'm still struggling with recognizing myself. Some days I love it other days I don't lol
You have such beautiful eyes omg!! You are so gorgeous in general, you are so strong!!
I am nervous to watch this. My implant surgery is April 19th. I am glad everything went well.
Christine C aww you got this girl!!!!
Christine C how did it go
Hey beautiful thanks for the nice video , I hope you feel so much better now it’s all over
Mark Vlogs Daily I feel great!! Thank you so much for watching!!!
Jaclyn Rae happy Valentine’s Day 🌹🌹 in advance, how is your surgery going now lovely
+Mark Vlogs Daily a Thank you!
Jaclyn Rae I would love to meet you and show you the drone, but I was in hospital for a year and I got broke in to and everything in my house got stolen so I’m trying to rebuild my life from nothing now, I lost everything, even my camera canon g7x I was using for videos , everything gone ;(
I am about to undergo this surgery on Wednesday and I am so frightened!!! Thank you so much for this video, you are really strong!!! Best regards from Greece.
Looking so much better at the end!! Good job
I had my lower jaw moved forward back in high school over 10 years ago now. I had so much more bruising and swelling than you did! I seriously looked like a chipmunk for at least a month. I'm glad everything went well for you!
I watch this video and I'm getting jaw surgery too in April
Duuuuuuude. I just had mine. Double Jaw Surgery. From all the research I've done, malnutrition is the biggest issue for people. THIS is what I used to prep my body for surgery, AND make for a quick recovery well done. Nutrition is huge when it comes to trauma to the body. The body needs the best fuel to do the best recovery.
Seriously. I've been doing 1 SOUL and 1 CORE per day for a year now. Including this month. And my face has no bruises. I'm not hungry, even though I'm on an all liquid diet(because my body is getting what it needs-it doesn't want more food), my swelling is going down at an incredibly speedy rate according to my surgeon, and I'm getting feeling back in my face and chin which isn't supposed to happen fully for 4 more months.
I had the same surgery, but the opposite way. The moved my lower jaw almost 2 cm back. The surgery took 4 hours and I am still very happy about the results. You look very pleased with the result, and you should be proud of yourself .
Omg. I'm getting my done soon. And your video makes me more excited. You look beautiful. Yaya
You look so amazing 😍
7_pati_7 7 Thank you soooooo very much!!
her eyes are so beautiful
Ronja Lysholm thank you
Wow, you went through so much! You are beautiful both before and after the surgery❤️
Eliz L Than you so much.... You're very kind!
Aww you’re so beautiful! The results are amazing !!
Thank you so much!!
This is my 4th week post op since i got lower mandibular set back surgery i started eating soft food and i still have some swelling near the jaw line and cheeks and it's making me worry how is your swelling? You look gorg so happy this worked out for you 💕
NIRVANICA SANDE hey!! I don't look swollen at all anymore! I still am a little but I can only notice it. Got lot of feeling back even on the side that was severed and no pain still. I've been taking vitamin B complex to help heal the nerves. You still have a ways to go with healing so don't worry.
Jaclyn I'm recovering right now too. Switch over to 1 SOUL and 1 CORE per day. Its 100% organic, non-GMO nutrition. Easy packets I drink every morning. They're only 1oz. Enough synthetic nutrient-packed pills that don't do much. with these my body receives ALL of its required daily nutrients to function and heal itself at full capacity. Seriously. This has saved me, I'm sharing it with everyone.
Get it here:
myrainlife.com/ObtainHealth
You look like a completely different person! I bet it was one of the best decisions you ever made right? That’s how I feel about me after braces!!! Beautiful results!
Nurse Girly Thank you! Yes it was! I wish I did it years sooner!
You look fantastic, well done going through such tough work. I had my lower jaw moved, because of an under bite, its small work compared to what you went through. These surgeons, dentists, nurses and all the staff are doing fantastic work every day :-)
Thank you so much for sharing this! I'm really scared for mine, and your story makes me feel less apprehensive :) thank you!!!
I am so nervous when I get my.
Are you having jaw surgery soon? I just had my double jaw surgery 4 weeks ago. Malnutrition has been the biggest issue for people from ALL the research I've done. Which is a HUGE deal because your body needs all its nutrients in order to heal itself properly yeah? Want me to send you what I use? Its been phenomenal for me. This recovery was supposed to be drastic but even to my surgeons surprise, each post-op appointment he tells me to keep doing what I'm doing.
Tell me what you do :D i'll get mine in 3 months and i'm also worried about malnutrition among others concerns. Thank you
of course!!!
nutrition:
first off I take 1 SOUL and 1 CORE per day. Its how I get all my antioxidants(takes care of inflammation), all my vitamins, all my minerals, essential fatty acids, Omega 3, 6, and 9, pluuuuus my greens. Its all in a 1 oz packet I drink everyday. No big shakes I have to gulp down, or big salads I have to blend up to make sure I'm getting everything. I've been doing this before and during surgery so my body can recover quickly from the trauma. And boy did it recover speedily. My surgeon was shocked during every post-op. It ships to your door too PS.
lips:
I get organic vitamin E oil. Easy, you can find it at Walmart. I rub that on and around my lips like chap stick. Every few hours I do it. Keeps them healthy and soft and hydrated while the swelling adjusts. Also you get really dry if your mouth stays a bit open for months.
nose:
Ocean nasal spray, always. No blowing, just keep it moist. Also get a humidifier. Put a dash of salt in there to increase the steam. Great for the chest and again keeping your nose moistened.
shoot me an email Ill tell you more if you want there. :)
rain.intl.madeline@gmail.com
Error Charas your what
I think ur beautiful even b4 the surgery I didn't see anything wrong
Shelley Mason Aww thank you so much!!
1.) WAWA!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss WAWA!!!
2.) Thank you so much for posting this. I am going through this in August both jaws and I am becoming less and less terrified because you and others are sharing your stories!
what an incredible journey and you look gorgeous both before and after. Happy you like the result and thank you for sharing your experience with us ^^
+Kelly Simonsson Thank you so much for watching and for your kind words!!!!
i had mine done and im still swollen and i havent been able to eat it really hard for me
Akua Coston how long ago hon?
I had mine done april 11th and its been a while and i just cant take being swollen and not being able to eat
+Akua Coston Did you get double jaw?
Jaclyn Rae yeah double
Jaclyn Rae did you
You look beautiful sweetie. Before and after!
Sunnie Morales yes she does
This videos has me on pins and needles. I am rooting for you!
i love your fam, they are very loving and supportive...
You have beautiful eyes!!
Thank you babe 😊😊
Why did you need jaw surgery? the song that was playing on the radio when you were waiting for your husband to come back to the vehicle was Jon Pardi dirt on my boots it's a great song I like it because country music is my favorite
Hanna Taylor Hey! I just saw this! I got it because I had a childhood accident that messed up my jaw and made it quit growing on the bottom. I love country too!
Jaclyn Rae you are very beautiful
Hanna Taylor Aww thank you 😊
This is so amazing I’m so happy for you ♥️
Girl you look awesome! So glad all went smoothly! I’ve had all 3 of my babies and surgeries within that hospital system. I worked at MAP 1 for a long time and I know they have some great surgeons in that field! 👍🏻
Ps. WAWA is pretty much an obsession around here! Can’t go more than a day without my fix!! 😄☕️
You look beautiful.
Linda Hayes Thank you so much!!
I was supposed to get this. My mom said no..thank you mommy..my overbite is my Hubby's favorite thing about my looks
Ivy Edan that’s so cute :’)
Thank you for the video. My daughter is getting jaw surgery in two weeks. I got nervous watching your video. I am trying to be calm. At the end i got so excited on your results. Congrats for being brave to accomplish it.
Angela Celstin how did it go??
@@hmcsavknvowtwtb1649 Thank you for asking. She is doing great. The Dr did a great job. She went in friday and they were amaze that she was not bruised and her swelling was very minimal. She has pain. But her jaw is straight and back. I have been liquefying some chicken and dumpling soup and drinks to squirt bottle. At the beginning I struggle what to feed her cuz she was always hungry. You all are so brave. I dont think i could have gone through it. She is in her 6 day.
Wow! love the results! I'll be getting surgery here soon and have been looking for videos to watch to prepare me...thank you! Subscribing 😎
I am waiting for my results of my MRI, to make plans for my TMJ surgery. Thank you for being brave enough to show us what you went through. God bless you < i know what you mean about your eyebrows *;0)
Veronica Rocha Hahaha the eyebrow struggle is REAL 😂 I'm so happy this was helpful for you!! Good luck with the MRI!! Praying for a quick and speedy recovery for you!! You'll do great!!
Jaclyn Rae thank you so much I am nervous. I don't have any cartligh
Thank you, my x-rays showed that I have my bones grinding together. So I have very. b@d headaches & migraines *;0(
Veronica Rocha oh man!! I did too!!!
You look good
Animal King Thank you so much!!
Good luck! I hope all you have gone through was for the right reason!
Thank you so much for this video!! I'm waiting to get the same surgery in July. I'm a bit scared, but I also really need it and want this treatment. Thank you for being in such good spirits and showing so much positive energy! It makes me feel hope.
You got this!! You’ll do great and be so thankful that you did!
@@JaclynRaexoxo Thank you!!!
Are u a type one diabetic? I am
Rachel Childs! Yes!!
Can we be friends? It would help to have someone to talk to
how much did it cost???
N Jackson it was covered by insurance
i know someone who's getting it done for 12,000 euros.....
Jaclyn Rae what kind of doctor did you see for this can you pm
Oral Surgeon
in.Serbia 4000e
Thank you so much for posting this! It helps a lot as I may be getting the same surgery.
Sapphire Alcivar You very welcome! I was nervous to post it because people can be so mean lol but I'm glad i did
Thank you for sharing. Im going to have to do this for dental reasons and im scared to death. You are so beautiful im glad you had such a supportive family