This video needs to be shown to the world, shared even to friends and others who will benefit from it. As someone who has tried to take their own life, and seeing the examples displayed in the video, it makes meore aware of the signs. We lost people to suicide, Robin Williams, Caroline Flack who are celebrities. It just comes to show suicide and depression is always a thing and needs to be made more of.
You know whats? I experienced suicidal ideas, depresión and loneliness, my mum tried to kill me, my dad left me, the rest of my fsmily dissapeared, my brother IS always shouting, people leave me behind and alone everyday Since i was born, i have no Friends,kids in my school bully me everyday, people in my school always leave me alone. I really cant handle my life anymore, i really want to kill myself and stop seeing shit
And the conditions for that vary. Many take away or ban things you might feel are your last threads of joy or anchors to this life seeing them as risks. No phone ( so those that actually care can't contact you) , no comfort items, and in some states there's accusations of rape in such places. Please educate yourself before trying to commit someone.
Someone I know at work has a tendency to repeat certain things often, one of them being "Life is beautiful"... needless to say, I cringe internally whenever I hear him say that subjective affirmation 😮💨
m sorry u feel dat way, i wish i'd something more uplifting to tell u. but i feel u so much, so deep at dat. m 26 now, and just 16 years ago i thought maybe dis would all pass, and it doesnt. it all stays d same after all.
Don’t let your mind play tricks on you. It can tell you that it’s pointless and worthless. But I discovered this (Healing myself who’s feeling broken typing this) You’re loved and important coz you bring stuff to this world that no one else can So hold on If all you did was breathe today I’m proud of you Your past self and future self is happy you’re still here I’m happy too. Don’t give up on yourself I know it’s hard to not give up on yourself But you will be okay in the end There will be a golden sky ahead
I had many suicidal tendencies as a kid(7-11 I think) and no one would listen to me when I would mention it. Just would pass it off saying i am okay and it will be fine. By the time I was 9 I had many mental breakdowns and would secretly get ready to kill myself(and I still don’t know why I never did). And it eventually just turned into things like this like I hope that car runs me over or just praying to die in your sleep. I am fine now but if you ever hear anyone say things about it take it seriously it caused me much more pain than I already had that I wasn’t important enough for anyone to listen to me.
@JackFrost008 for me , it is. humor, in this case, is based on perspective. we probably don't share the same perspective. wich is good, because life is boring, if it's all the same. perspective is based on experiences in life. i certainly could convince you, that it is funny. not by sharing opinions, but by sharing experience. those however.. come with a price. the price is, "the ability to find happiness without purpose. " however i do not negotiate these matters unless i have solid proove that you have found purpose beforehand. because i can not gift purpose, since it has to be found by everyone themself. if i could and doing otherwise, would directly counteract my purpose, wich im not willing to.
Its a shame how most of society refuses to acknowledge or properly talk about these things, and how most people with these issues are made to feel locked away and shunned
I agree with you. It's a challenging subject, which is precisely why we must address it, even if it means facing potential censorship. This particular mental health topic is among the most stigmatized and often considered taboo. I urge you to share this video; it could make a significant impact in saving lives or encouraging someone to seek help.
You have no idea.... I've tried explaining my issues one time to my university clinic (I'm in college) her response was if you ever feel suicidal again, I'm going to have to call UPD and have them take you the hospital..... At that point, I was shocked....
It's most probably because we can't seem to trust anyone with depression and I haven't even said anything because if I did nobody would believe me or just think I am joking even though it's not a joke and is a serious thing we all need to look out for.
That is because they ARE locked away and shunned. No matter how much people talk about this topic, the reality is that society hates suicidal people and will do its best to shove them to one side, maybe give them some short-term advice and then throw them into the same circumstances they were in beforehand. "You just need to talk about it" is a huge lie that covers a fundamental problem, that many people are alone, lonely and shunned, and many of them have practical problems that could be dealt with with a little bit of practical help, but no one wants to do that.
You know people really don't understand how it feels like to live with depression. It's basically when *EVERYTHING* becomes a burden on you; waking up, brushing your teeth, washing your hair, clothing, attending classes etc. *EVERYTHING* seems to require a gigantic amount of effort and you feel you can't do it despite your best efforts. It's when living becomes a burden rather than a will. I go to bed the night hoping that I won't wake up in the morning ever again. I just want to sleep forever ♾️! Sleeping is not anymore a way to recharge your batteries but a way to disconnect from reality! Sleeping is my only way to forget my problems, considering that I am not using drugs nor alcohol. Instead of being happy and energetic when I wake up, I am sad because I have to go back to my current reality 😭. Depression is when you wanna cry but you forbid yourself to do it simply because you don't want the people who surround you to ask how you are. If they ask you, you don't wanna answer or simply lie because a lie seems easier than showing your true emotions. Depression is when you feel life is a burden and when you feel YOU ARE THE BURDEN YOURSELF!!! Depression is when you are incapable of visualizing a nice future; it's when you've lost all hope of fixing your shit. It's when you only see a future full of pain no matter what you decide to do or say. Depression is when you feel empty, as if some organs had been removed and somehow you feel heavier. Depression is consuming. I feel I'm heading back to rock bottom again. The thought of me dying is now comforting rather than scary. I don't wanna commit suicide because I don't want my loved ones to be in pain. It includes my besties, my brother etc. I really feel that life is too heavy mate 😔
@@varshini-1000 Thank you for your words 💗 I am proud of you ❤️ because you're still waking up everyday and still making efforts ! Be proud of yourself mate.
Timestamps 1). Hopelessness and lack of optimism 0:52 2). Has attempted suicide before 1:32 3). Threatening suicide or talking about wanting to die 1:55 4). Has attempted or has done self-harm or risky activities 2:48 5). Giving away prized possessions 3:31 Hope this helps you out. Hope you have a nice day. 💙💙💙💙💙💙
Exactly and it’s too late…no one cares anymore, the way the world is now people are struggling and can’t make time for others as they are stressed out themselves..another reason is the internet and cell phone invention, people only care about their apps and social media , they have no interest in looking someone in the eye and making a friend,they’ve forgotten how to do it..
I am telling my family & my man no it takes me seriously they painted me as an "emotional" person as a small child. I have four kids so I can't really talk to no one about it or they will take.my.kids. I would never harm them ever. I want to protect them but I feel like a ghost.
Yes. Saying, "if only he told me" "or me" "I was his best friend, he never said anything" Alot of people saying how they could have helped him but never saw the signs and were never there for him.
I don't want to live in this world anymore. People are evil . Nobody cares unless you can do something for them. Everyone will love you once your gone. Truth
I don't know what to say other than if you're still here, plz keep going. Killing yourself is never the answer. Call 988 (U.S. Suicide and Crisis Lifeline) if you are thinking about hurting or killing yourself, or if you know someone who is thinking about hurting or killing themself. The people on the hotline are very friendly and empathetic. They will listen to how you feel and to your pain, and will help you take steps to get out of a bad situation.
The saddest part of this is that people tells the people who have these signs to "get over it," as if they could simply not show any of these signs overnight.
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I remember making repetitive speeches/poems about me dying and how nobody would miss me in school at ages 13 and 15 (I WAS IN A COMA AT 14.) My teachers heard my words. They gave me a perfect score for the poems I wrote, all of them accompanied me to guidance, I was advised to seek professional help. I'm currently 23 under medication, diagnosed with TBI, C-PTSD, BD1, DID. Those are teachers that care about their students. Because they saw that im the gloomy one at the back.
You were lucky to have people that cared. I've been dropping hints for years and absolutely nobody has given two shits about me. No one has even cared to ask.
@@philphilips1020 You can love yourself if you believe no one else does. Be your own friend. You deserve to be here just as much as anyone else. Your worth does not require validation from anyone else. I know it’s not easy. But, you matter.
@TeaPea-jq4ib Thank you for your response. I'm not sure that I matter, though. Actually, I'm pretty sure that I don't. Been unemployed for 3 weeks now. Three phone interviews so far but no takers. It sucks when there's proof that nobody wants you.
@@philphilips1020 You have innate value as a fellow human being regardless of who you are, what you do, or what you have. Please don’t give up. The fact that you are still trying to get a job is huge. It means you still have drive to push through and survive. You will succeed, by pressing on. We’ve all been through not having a job. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. Keep trying, I know if you’re tenacious, you’ll find where you belong.
I’m sick of it. Everyone I talk to says that if I feel so frustrated now how will I handle life’s challenges later, and the truth is that I can’t. I’m too weak. I’m in pain everyday from the beginning of the year. And my parents say that it’s nothing too bad but it is and they’ll never understand it. If this is what normal pain is then I’m afraid that I can’t do it.
I understand how it feels because I am in pain too and I am a little tired. And it's the time when I realize I need to get medicated. So I made an appointment with a counselor and another to a psychiatrist. There is peace in thinking I don't need to be here but I have a little sister. And we are orphans and I did not want her to go through the bigger pain of losing me. My dad, when he was alive, told me that I have a choice to find my peace but also what about the ones I will leave behind, he said I'll sentence them to a lifetime of pain because while I'm at peace, I'll be giving those left behind a very difficult burden to carry.......anyway, I hope you all find courage, and I hope you can stay and get strong❤
I just wanna say a big thank you. I'm not suffering of suucidal depression but it's really comforting to know that you are out there helping people with these kind of videos. Mental ealth awareness is very important and you guys are helping to spread it. I've seen myself reflected in some of your videos and it warms my heart to know that i'm not alone but also understood. A big thank you again and a hug to all the Psych2Go team
@@Kahleetovlogs I take your advice into consideration. I offer this in exchange. You do not know until you try. Different strokes for different folks. There is no one solution for everyone. I will not be made to feel bad for trying to help someone. Especially, someone I felt really, really needed someone to make an effort. I've been where this person seems to be. I have experience with it. I threw a broad net on purpose.
I tried twice, both times I was send to the waiting line. In those moments I just found it so ironic that when I really wanted to reach out no one was there
Yeah, its the hopeless feeling making such thing seem meaningless anyway. Like seek help, have done many times myself, or trying to talk to even friends, when nobody listen anyway I started being more silent. Of course ppl would say if one died, oh why didn't she say something bla bla. We Didn't see any signs bla bla. They know damn well.
@@nicknio9836 Yep. I ran out of anti-depressants when I moved. My new doctor asked how long had I been without; I told him 2 months and he said; "well, you seem to be doing fine". I simply left the office.... True story.
My long distance friend is suicidal and he has attempted suicide recently,he jumped off a cliff.He went to a trip near mountain with his friends and there he jumped from the balcony of his hotel which was on a cliff but it was truly a miracle that he landed on hay and survived he sent me a message before doing so he said "Thank you for everything" I was worried sick for days after I got no reply I felt helpless I couldn't do anything after reading that message knowing that he's suicidal but after few days he messaged me and told me that me so causally that "I jumped off a cliff" when I asked him why he did that he said "idk i just felt that the atmosphere was peaceful and it felt right to end things there I just sat on the railing and jumped" I just couldn't believe what I was reading it was truly heartbreaking hearing your dear friend saying such things,so then i told him that he needs to tell his parents about this so that he can get immediate professional help he initially kept pushing off my suggestion but eventually gave in and now he's receiving therapy and he's trying to recover and I know and believe he'll be better soon I just wanna give him a million reasons to live this life and I'll always be there for him ❤️
Thank you both for reaching out to comfort a complete stranger. I'm not yet sure I'm glad to still be here. I might be writing the end of my story soon, I don't know. But I'm working on it. One day at a time.
I have a friend who planned how she would go. She said she wanted the attention. In my case, I did not want attention and just wanted the ending. Regardless, I think it doesn’t hurt to ask the person deeper than just “how are you?” P.S. we are both still here and doing better now so there is hope for you in lessening these types of feelings ❤
I’m glad and happy you guys are still here I just hope you and her don’t let your minds plays tricks on you You guys are not what your mind says to you You’re loved and important coz you bring stuff to this world no one else can So hold On Your past self and future self will be so happy you’re still here
I’ve been depressed most of my life and battled extreme anxiety. Happiness has always eluded me. I try my best to hide it as best I can. Now I’ve even lost my job and it makes me more depressed. Sick of struggling my entire of life. Nothing ever going right.
Same here man. I've felt deep depression since I was around 13 years old and I just turned 40 last month. I'm a functional alcoholic and I often try to hide it but it's pretty blatantly clear. Lost my Dad due to covid and pneumonia four years ago and that just made things considerably worse.
@@moncreebrown948 I’m very sorry for your loss and the grief that this has caused you. Hope things get better for you. Drinking never helped with my depression, only made it worse so I quit it. Maybe the only good choice I made in my life …
A big part of it is you feel like you _must not_ tell people. You can imagine it like trying to sneak a message from prison through a guard, but you are both the prisoner _and_ the guard. Thus the subtle "I won't be a problem much longer". The sane side of you _wants_ someone to catch those. It is a *very* confusing feeling.
Having been in "treatment" for suicidal ideation and depression in the past, it doesn't work to speak out about it. Whoever you tell, they just either ignore it or they offer you a bunch of worthless advice.
@@andymanaus1077 I am very sorry this was your experience. It can be hard to find a good therapist. Most people, without the training, don't really know how to react. They'll try to brush it off and hope you're not serious, or panic and try to help, but they have no idea how. Good therapist really makes a world of difference here. And so does medication. Please don't give up. I know it's hell, but it *will* get better. Do it for me ❤️
I generally don't tell anyone close because I honestly don't really want to put in the effort to improve so it'd be better to not worry people over something that I won't ever change
The scary thing is that the person can seem like they're doing okay. My daughter had struggled with mental illness for years. She got therapy and medication. She had attempted suicide many years before. It had been years since she had done anything risky. She would talk about her struggles, but when she was at her worst, she didn't talk about it. She didn't want anyone to stop her. She left a letter saying that's why she didn't say anything. I can't adequately explain just how much I miss her.
You have my condolences. I know it won't change anything, but I hope you've found healing. That wasn't anyone's fault, please understand that. I'm sorry.
If you could go back in time, Tell her about your struggles in your life. She may genuinely want someone to relate to. Maybe she's scared of being alone all the time. Let her sleep with you for a while. She has to know that there's someone there to back her up.
idk about other people, but you can't really help someone who doesn't want to be helped, if for me at least. I doubt I'll ever kill myself because I'm too lazy for it, but I'll never talk to someone in my life about it or go to a professional ever, I'm kinda just biding my time till I gather the courage I guess. Maybe some other people think that way idk
@@TheLethargicWeirdo985 Suicide is more cowardly than you think, there's no "gathering courage" to self-delete so you don't have to suffer through the rest of world. You just wait until you get scared and hopeless enough to decide to stop fighting. As a lot of people look at it: the easy way out. Looking at suicidal people as people that don't want to be helped is harmful. And you're talking about it on the internet, so you do, in some capacity, want to be helped in some way. Even people that don't talk to anyone want to be helped, they just don't think they deserve it (which is why they suffer silently.) People with heavy depression have been hurt a lot, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and to have the mind broken so much that it attempts to override the survival instinct is so horrifying that whether you realize it or not, the body will look for ways to reach out, which is why depressed people, no matter how they try to act, always have some part of them that looks off or in need.
This is so helpful. About a year ago I had a friend who told me he had diagnosed depression, and I was always scared things were getting worse, but he made me promise not to tell anyone. Months later he told me he had attempted to kill himself and asked me why I hadn’t told anyone/suspected anything. Moral of the story is if you’re even a bit concerned, tell someone who can help your friend, regardless of what they’re saying
The worry is that this might make things worse since the (maybe only) person they trusted broke their trust, and after that they might not open up ever again and distance themself even more. This can be made worse if the family or people around them are toxic and they find out from that. It ban be a lose-lose situation sadly
I've been depressed for a while (mostly due to my ADHD and the fact that I just wasn't "like the other kids"), but when I hit pueberty the crushing weight of becoming an adult just drove me off the edge. There was so much I needed to be perfect at, and I was failing. I felt like a complete dissapointment. Knife to wrist, standing on the edge of the roof, etc...I honestly just didn't want to live anymore, I just felt so unworthy of living, so useless, I felt like I was just a burden to my hardworking parents who put in so much effort to raise a loser like me. . When I'd snap out of the depression for a bit, I was terrified of myself and the darkness I was embracing, I was so scared that I couldn't even talk to my parents about it. If they knew, would they see me as an ungrateful daughter? I just felt trapped and suficated. There was no light at the end of the tunnel, just darkness. I didn't want to die, but I did. It felt like I was living a lie. . Three years passed with me pretending to be happy about life while others were around, and then when they were all gone, morbidly trying to unalive myself. I was living a double life. (Honestly I don't know how I'm still alive right now, but I am.) Eventually I broke, completely shattered, my life just felt apart, scattering into a thousand pieces around me. It hurt, it hurt so bad, but I was finally able to cry. I finally realized that I had worth, that I was loved, and I have something to live for. . Granted, I still have depression, and still am suicidal whenever I feel my life is spinning out of control (which happens more than I like, tysm ADHD), but I will stand strong, I will rise up no matter how hard I fall. I am covered in scars and tears, but I'm alive and fighting! After all, In Christ I can do all things!
Tbh you explained perfectly how my life feels sometimes. I don’t have any diagnosis of depression, anxiety or adhd bc I’m too scared to talk abt it. I’ve been sure for a couple years now that I have adhd bc I’ve looked into what the symptoms of adhd are and I have almost all of them. It affects my performance in school, and almost every aspect of my life, I get so overwhelmed at small tasks bc it feels like my brain is looking at all the little tasks inside of the task, while looking at the list of other things I need to do and it feels like I’m drowning in something everyone else sees as simple or easy. It kinda lead me to feeling like I’m not good enough, like I’m just lazy, even though I’m stressed out even when I’m trying to rest because I feel like I’m just wasting time. My brains always on 100% volumes and I lost the remote to turn it down. I get so overwhelmed in those feelings that it just explodes into a mental breakdown that leaves half of me feeling like nothing matters and I shouldn’t try at anything anymore and half of me feeling like I need to stop being lazy because everything matters. It feels like being split in half. I always go in and out of cycles of depression and feeling like I don’t wanna be around anymore but being to scared to open up abt it to anyone bc I don’t want anyone to feel like they weren’t enough to make me happy, or think that I’m ungrateful for everything they’ve done for me. The only thing that snaps me out of it is God. I just need to stop the cycle of falling back down into my anxiety and thoughts and press closer to Jesus. Whenever I’m around my youth group is when I’m the happiest. Every other friend group can’t even compare bc I’m not afraid to be myself around the youth group. We can talk abt whatever, silly stuff, Jesus, our mental states, just anything and they don’t judge cause they really love you. You can really feel Gods love when you’re around them. Sorry that’s really long 💀 I’m surprised I typed allat
I also have adhd and I have been depression for a few months now I've been dealing with a lot being called weird and a loser and none of my friends talk to me I just feel alone and have been feeling suicidal.
I have ADHD and can relate 110% to your comment. Only difference for me is that I'm a boy who's only going through puberty now...I don't think I have a shot in this day and age...
My aunt committed suicide and I tried my best to stop her. I talked to her and also tried to get her to see a professional. She blocked me on everything she could find and refused help because she knew I was trying to save her. I hugged her the day before she did it and her body was cold and she planned a trip for us to go to California. Her funeral was on my birthday. I blamed myself so much for not doing enough. I saw the signs and tried to save her since nobody was trying. To this day, my heart aches because she was supposed to still be here with me. 💔
It wasn’t your fault so don’t blame yourself. Your aunt knew you loved her. But she went through with it, because I believe she thought it was the best option for her, however misguided. Please be kind to yourself. It’s obvious you are a kind and compassionate person. My condolences for your loss. I know your aunt has found peace.
@@TeaPea-jq4ib thank you so much. I try to be kind and forgive myself for what I didn’t know nor fully understood at the time. It just pains me that everyone else failed her and let her slide through their fingers. I tried my best and have to realize that I wasn’t too late. It just takes more than me. She needed a team not a super hero. I just hope that she is peaceful. ❤️
I’m so sorry you went through such a traumatic experience 😢🥺 Allow me to remind you that it was not your fault, that you did the best you could with the information you had. Sending a comforting virtual hug❤️
So? Just be proud on yourself you tried. You did more than other people. Very difficult to save someone if they don't want to be saved. It is not your fault.
In the Bible Belt city where I live, depression is a taboo subject. And if you admit to anyone that you're feeling sad & hopeless all they're gonna try to do is get you to join their church, not go out of their way to actually help you. This channel does more for me than a bunch of meetings and mumblings could.
This isn't gonna be easy to say, but I've been suicidal a few times before. It's mostly because I spent my entire life feeling like a constant disgrace. It's like everything I say or do goes wrong. Not to mention the fact that some people, inclduing those dear to me, were arguably the harshest towards me. I even have days when my mind won't leave me alone. I also felt incredibly lonely and anxious at times. It's like almost nothing or no one can make me happy. But luckily, I reached out for help and I've been able to do things to calm me down. So, I'm working on keeping myself alive.
I was suicidal many years ago, I remember how it felt. Thank you for sharing your pain. I am sooo glad you got through the critical hours. Keep in contact with people, things will get better.
I've been suicidal for the better part of a decade and I'm so fed up with people trying to help. Just let me be, if I die, I die. Its not others decision and I don't want help. Its ridiculous. Maybe life or the world isn't a good thing and some of us just know it, and maybe will check out one day ❤
Hotlines tend to be seen as a threat to the suicidal. They know that calling that number doesn't just mean police will get involved, but it becomes a stain on your record, making life that much harder than if they chose to go through with it. Whether that's all true or not doesn't matter, it's a certainty it'll get worse to someone who just wants to leave this world.
@@elllikesmusic nah 🤎 If I'm in crisis, the _last_ thing I wanna do is seek a random stranger for a trauma dump. I want a friend or family member to listen first.
Don't go to hospitals either, my nurse friend told me they will strip you and make counter measures on ways to prevent commiting suicide. I've never been there, nor have I tried but, I could imagine that it would be like a prison that you can't escape until you feign happiness. I could be completely wrong, sorry that I was, I could have gotten completely delusional at the thought of it.
Unrelated to the topic, it was very nice how the voice actor was incorporated into the animations such say speaking the points. It made the video even more engaging and comforting when talking about a heavy topic
school affected my life because of the bullies taking me down, especially people who scream in my ear when i have sensitive ears. those kinds of problems are too far and it lead me to self-harm one time. 3 is what i have most of the time and i confess it to my friends because i just don't think i belong anywhere else i'm glad you made this video since some of the signs in this video were actually what i had and encountered. i reached out to trusted adults and i called a hotline to help myself.
I was like you when I was younger but my friends turned out to be my bullies. Please hold on, school doesn't last forever, have at least one trusted person, but most importantly is care for yourself in terms of mentally and physically- that will always remain my biggest regret.
How can I say this.... I didn't necessarily have bullies.... but I had individuals who got on my nerves and would tease me to join them. I would pretend to be ok with their tactics but I never really enjoyed any moment of my time with them. That said... I'm glad to be in college now, where I don't have to meet up with the same people anymore.
Honestly I am in the same situation but ten times worse. They talk super shitty behind me and then when I say "What are you saying?" they just say "Oh not something important" why the heck people are so bad god damn it let me live my lonely life and be happy why do they even enjoy this? I always ask myself if I did annything wrong I never find an answer how am I gonna escape from this hell I dont wanna kill myself I just want to disappear at this point.
@@Melody_014 one of the trauma i felt was in one of the school days this month, bullies usually would leave me alone after i left to rest out of the class, but this one fateful day was when the bullies wouldnt leave me alone and try to cyberbully me every 5 minutes or so and then the part where i was at peak anxiety i screamed and self-harmed. at this point it was where i needed to go for another therapy session and i didnt want to go to school ever again all we wonder is what happened to them, but i want to know why they turned to becoming this
When you ask how someone's doing and they say "oh I'm just tired"...they might not be just tired. They might be tired of life. At least, that's how I responded when i was suicidal but didn't want to burden anyone with my negative feelings (I'm in a much better place now thankfully)
I agree, that's how I responded to how are you questions too and I was indeed tired of life. I'm still alive and doing a lot better, but some days are harder than others.
Tired can mean a physical sensation or an emotion. If you pay attention you can usually tell if someone is tired in the sense of needing rest or tired in the sense of being tired of living. But most people don’t pay attention.
Thanks,I have been suffering from depression until now.my friends tried to cheer me up,but I have been lying to myself,laughing at all the pain.I had used unsettling phrases and commited self-harm before,so this is important to people like me.
I pat myself in the back for having survived 2023 as it was one of, if not the worst year of my life, I didn’t think I was gonna make it out as I came so close to checking out, but I’m still here hoping 2024 will cut me some slack.
I had the same feelings I was close to ending it last year. I went through some traumatic events and it changed me and I wanted to not suffer anymore. I'm glad I didn't do it
@@kill3rclown690 I’m sorry to hear you went through such a challenging time and glad you found the strength to keep going. Hoping things will get better for you.
Same, I don’t know how I’m here now, there was just a sudden mood change, like I’m suddenly smiling more in 2024, but I still feel suicidal now, I just don’t look as depressed as I was before.
I. . . Really wish that this wasn’t unlisted before. My sister showed a lot of these signs. Her recklessness got her a DUI with her kid in the car. If I'd known these things, maybe I would have pushed harder for her to get help. . . But probably not. She's an adult who didn’t want to seek help, and we all assumed her fascination with death was just a fascination, as she loved her kid too much to do anything rash. . . Boy were we wrong. This is good to know now, though. For the future.
You're the best therapist, my parent before was calling me "Crazy" Or "Why can you be like your brother" Ect. , it really affected my self-esteem, all i ever think about when i do something wrong was suicide, luckily i found you, thanks for turning my life upside down, If i have a bad day, just so you know i would be watching your videos. Take care!
If there was one phrase I absolutely HATE it’s “why can’t you be more like (insert person here)” because that just shows they don’t care about you. They just care on how you act.
@@DeterminedBlade I know they care for me and stuff like that but do they actually know what they're saying? Im i not good for them? Sometimes i feel like they're telling the truth. But i feel better now :))
Thank you for making this video. I survived the first 30+ years of my life in sickening, crippling, suicidal darkness. Through years of extensive therapy, I could finally open the door that leads to a warm, spring, clear pasture. I pledge to save as many people as possible, people who are currently suffering like I was before. I will use the information I gathered from this video.
I got to be honest with you... Being a student in college, living with roommates who don't acknowledge your presence and living hundreds of miles away from parents has negatively taken a toll on my mental health. A lot of the times, I try to keep myself in good spirits, but sometimes loneliness creeps in, and seeing people with their smiling faces only makes me even more upset. I went to check up at the university clinic and they told me, I may have depression, which honestly isn't surprising. I've had moments where I wanted to self harm myself, and I did at one point during my college years. Sometimes it wouldn't hurt to ask how people are feeling from time to time, because you never know what they might be facing. One day you could see them.... and the next, they're gone from your life. I try my best not to push my way to suicide but each day, it gets easier and easier knowing just how many ways there are to commit this action. If anyone sees this message, please keep God in your hearts. My parents told me to keep faith in Jesus Christ as my number 1 best guard for anything bad in my life. But still, it doesn't hurt to get a hug from somebody, anybody, I could really use one....🥺😔
Wish for better days for you. But don't attach your hope to just religious hopes. Don't get me wrong. I'm religious too but as I have experienced dark hopeless days too sometimes I became soo hopeless that I was unable to have or keep faith. Depression should be approached In every aspects. From Brain chemistry to religious ways and psychological and lifestyle aspects. When you treat them all in best way, peace is so much more real and more permanent. Hope for better days for you again 🌺.
I don’t know who you are but sending hugs and prayers, wish we could’ve been friends in college. Keep faith in Jesus, He will see you through all the way. Deuteronomy 31:8 says, “It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
i am curently dealing with suicidal tendencies and im staying home bc im doing dangerous tuff at school. thank god i have a whole team to support me and a mental health profesional. the only thing keeping me happy and away from my usual head banging and finger cutting are video games. wish me luck
thank you so much for this video. there is someone i know who shows a few signs here and i’m scared because my texts don’t get through. but it’s good to cover a topic like this so props to you
This video is just sadly way too relatable as someone who was really thinking of ending it all during the winter break, i never ended up doing it but fhis video reminded me and has crossed my mind again and that last scene of the character saying i dont know how to make this feeling go away just really hit close to home hope everyone who feels this way is able to find that light again ❤
First message: You. Are. ENOUGH. Get that in your head. If you have to say it 100 times to day to get it in your head, then so be it! You are worthy, you are enough, you are good. You're doing your best, you're not a failure, you're not weak, you are human. And that in itself is amazing! But also hard. Being alive is hard, especially when there's so many unnecessary rules put on top! Trust me, as a fellow human, you're not doing nearly as bad as you think you are. People like us that have depressive episodes are the most critical of ourselves. Related to that, you aren't alone in your struggle. Even though, obviously, there aren't a HUGE amount of people that can relate to your severity, but once you realize you don't need to follow through with the pressure of being the most perfect unique flawed person there ever was, I think you'll at least be less stressed. Hey, speaking of stress, have you tried to help yourself relax? Life's busy, make sure you're taking care of yourself. Maybe try soaking in the bath and just thinking about your favorite things instead of throwing yourself in the shower. Your pruny fingers aren't gross or weird, it's a cool part of human nature! You're beautiful, no matter what you look like, because you are the only you. And yet you share so much with everyone else. Isn't that cool?? So many similarities, but we're still our own people! For me, Idk if I can say I have suicidal depression because the only symptom I have is invasive thoughts that nothing matters (and I have had urges here and there that I was able to overcome probably easier than others...) but I'm still really scared of dying. My depression is more like feeling like I'm floating in the void with nothing to ground me, except for my favorite hobby and my friends! So my recommendation from personal experience is: at the least, find something you like to do to distract yourself when you're desperate. Really only when you're desperate and can only think about that, maybe by distraction, you'll teach your brain that you can indeed think about other things. Practice self-love (differentiate between actually taking care of your health and just trying to escape your thoughts) find something that gives your life meaning and whenever find yourself struggling with the meaninglessness of life, go back to what you use to define why you're here. What I decided I wanna do while I'm alive is bring awareness to people, what struggles everyone faces. I want to help people and give them what they need to know in order to improve their lives and the lives of those around them. Not quite as noble as like FBI or teaching or any of those, I suppose, but the way I'm planning to go about it is probably more ambitious than most people kinda just trying to get by. Find your reason, basically, and focus on that while keeping yourself healthy. On the other side, definitely try to examine your thoughts and figure out why your thought patterns are the way they are, see about trying to discover why you think life is so bad and see if you can remedy it! Lack of human interaction could be something. Make sure you're drinking enough water and taking good care of your body, get good sleep, remember to take breaks just to rest your eyes. Maybe just lay in bed in the middle of the day and let yourself fall asleep or try to make your brain stay empty a while. Or just close and cover your eyes to see if you can at least partially get rid of that headache! Have I mentioned water? Lol. Have a wonderful and low-stress day!
I personally don't have any issue with a person, taking into context all of their problems, finding they're doomed to suffering their final days/weeks/months, choosing instead to end their life. Temporary, treatable conditions however, MUST be pursued! Life has no guarantee of safety or happiness, and we've all got to manage our challenges, seeking help as necessary. Great video! Thank you.
If you're referring to something like someone with a degenerative disease like a muscle disorder or Alzheimer's wanting to use euthanasia or something similar so they can go out how they want to instead of their body slowly stopping functioning, absolutely. And while depression can stick around for a very long time, it is indeed still a temporary and treatable condition! Crazy how the world can care so much about human "lives" (aka just wanting to prevent death for as long as possible) and yet do their absolute freaking best to heighten and ignore people's suffering. The heck is up with that??
@@astraamarante6233 Terminal/Untreatable diseases/conditions that absolutely wreck any semblance of a normal, happy, productive life are indeed what I'm mostly talking about. As to why the medical 'Industry' strives to keep people alive for as long as possible? I hate to say this, but it's just the simple truth: Money. The longer they can push meds, pay Caregivers, the more 'They' make. The absolute bottom line which is both obscene and hypocritical. I've seen it happen far too many times...
When i feel like suicidal or depressed i always tell myself " im just a kid , i can do a big glow up in 1, 2 or 3 years , i still can change" and it works most of the times
My sister commited suicide on January 4th. Don't kill yourself guys. You may believe nobody loves you. It is extremely hard to even exist sometimes. You wish you can laugh more. You wish you can have more friends. You wish you can get rid of these awful, uncontrollable feelings. Suicide is not the answer. You are stronger than your circumstances/illness. All we need at the end of the day is self-love, because why live life when you of all people are your biggest hater. It hurts, really hurts that my sister commited suicide. I have regrets, flashbacks, crying session, existentialism, etc. There is someone who loves you no matter what. Don't let your brain lie to you. If you really think everyone hates you, then start to love yourself. You are a human being, a feeling human being. Don't let society trick into thinking that your worthless. No dollar, article of clothing, jewelry, phone addiction, any non-human thing deserves to destroy your well-being. You are always enough, but at the end of the day you dont need anybody telling you that because you already know deep down you're great. Dont kill yourself, please.
Ive been dealing with thoughts like these for a few years now. Theres one person out of everyone ive considered close whose ever made me feel properly seen, and i owe him a lot. I still feel like it every day and im beginning to feel like it wont ever get better. Just quieter. But knowing that he saw me, saw how much i was hurting makes me feel comforted in some strange way. Even though i mask insanely strongly, and have done so for most of my life, someone was able to see through it. And they had the chance to tell me, which us something i never thought id live to see. Im still struggling and i cant find a way to at least make it easier, but at least theres company in knowing im not 100% alone. Even if all he does is see, its better that nothing.
No matter what happens, just put it off until tomorrow. You're too tired today. You don't have what you need. You'll need a plan. You're not ready to do it just now. Then tomorrow, put it off until the day after that. You've got too much to do. The plan you have won't work/you don't have all what you need to do it/you don't have the money to do "that". Make the plans very detailed. Plan out EVERY detail and every contingency. Then, put off enacting that plan for just one more day. Go over it, and make sure you have every intricacy and every contingency planned for. ...Then you're too tired. You don't have everything you need. Put it off just one more day...
I’ve clicked on this video to say, this is an immeasurable weight to carry, and should be made more aware of. As someone who has tried to take their own life, twice, people need to know the signs to help others, I never got treatment and my cat is basically the only thing keeping me alive. It doesn’t matter your age, as I am what many, including some of my siblings, would think to be “to young” or “faking it and just fine” I’ve been masking so long I don’t feel emotions, and it’s awful to know others are happy and exited, and your in a pit you can’t climb out of, you’d need to feel to get out. And at this point it’s not a matter of not wanting to, it’s a matter of inability. If you encounter someone please help them, or tell them something nice, it could save their life.
Thank you for covering this in your usual very sensitive way. This helped me, because this is such an emotive issue to research, when its personal. ❤❤❤❤
I get it, I’ve been through something very similar and I know it’s so hard to even get out of bed and everyone around you seems to downplay your emotions but there are people who love you 💗
If I’m being honest right now which I am, I think you need to make new friends and try your best to break away from the toxic friendships/relationships
1. Hopelessness and lack of optimism 0:52 2. Has attempt suicide before 1:32 3. Threatening suicide or talking about wanting to die 1:56 4. Has attempted or has done self harm or risky activities 2:49 5. Giving away prized possessions 3:31 6. There is no number 6. Its a mistake in video's title.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Thank you! We watched this exact video in school today and this tought me so much, i may seem happy around my friends and family but i cry every night and are depressed, This kind of helps to know there is other people out there like me
@solidussnake2567 because sometimes just being alive isn't enough. There is so much hurt, and just living isn't enough. One must thrive, and I'm not talking about money 😪
@@solidussnake2567being “blessed” to breathe, eat, and experience life is the fuckin problem. im sorry but i hate when people say dumb shit like this
@@humanoidshrek5524 you're just a negative Nancy to the point where you even look at the positives as negatives. Life is a test, and it only lasts about 70 years
I only just got really depressed, I just graduated like 1 month ago and now I have no one to talk to anymore. I just really want to have those talks with my friends even if I only had a couple my whole life. I've laid in my floor asking why I'm sad and why my stomach hurts but I'm not hungry or feeling sick I just want to have someone to be next to or just to have them notice me. I only recently contemplated if I should continue life or if I could just disappear and I know people would say that I would make someone sad if I did but... I don't have anyone anyways. I just need someone to keep me from those thoughts. maybe I'll find someone or maybe I won't but I'm glad I got to enjoy the good and bad times with life. I love you UA-cam, glad someone was here for me even if you didn't know me.
Hey! I know we're strangers but thank you for sharing this. I see you and understand how lonely it must be for you. I've recently graduated too and have been struggling with similar thoughts since a year. I care about my family and I'm desperately trying to live for them, but sometimes it really is too much and I don't think I'll always be able to do so. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here: you can write another comment (and say whatever you want don't worry) and I'll respond. You're not alone. I'm aware I don't even know your name, but I'll think about you now. Everyday. And I'm proud of you graduating!!
Go be around people even if they aren't known to you. I will go to a mall and buy a coffee or soda and sit near other people. Often casual conversation pops up. I'm depressed, but I can still listen to lonely other people. Older folks telling their challenges or stories. It makes me feel of use, and that I've brightened someone's day. Simple, and yet keeps me moving for more days, until I find a friend or group to belong to. Nothing is a perfect solution, so seeing yourself amongst people helps. Go to a library and ask a librarian to help you find a book on a subject. For tat time you are interacting with another interested human. Keep trying.
You aren't alone. There are people that care about you. You don't your mom if she doesn't care about you, it'll be okay. I know life is scary, but you have a lot of life left in front of you that you get to decide what you do with it! It'll get better, okay? It may not seem like it, but all tunnels have an end, you can't have darkness without light.
After looking at this video, I can say it safely. I was probably really suicidal. Now the thought have left me more or less, just leaving strange stigmas behind.
I did feel suicidal before and told people should I do it and they said no for the people out there going through depression and suicidal don’t the world 🌎 will not be a better place without you ❤👍
Honestly I've been thinking about it for way too long ,and I'm taking part in risky behaviors, I shoud consider myself lucky I fear the physical pain. But the idea that I can't even take a small amount of pain so I can end it just makes me feel worse.
Completely understand ur case, same here I’m too scared of physical pain, especially if gods choice is meant for us to stay n don go, I would cause myself a permanently disorder or a scar that I would live with forever …. But u know ! Our fear of physical pain makes me think that we r not into the suicidal thoughts that we think we r in
On the contrary, and I'm not trying to sound sexist, but men are more likely to commit the action of suicide, than women. There were times when I self injured myself as a coping mechanism to help deal with stress I had from what my roommates did last academic year. I'm in college so.... First year at a new school with terrible roommates, it wasn't my best year. I threw temper tantrums whenever I was sure I was alone, even though some have heard me talking to myself in college. All that.... You could say my mentality was all out of place...To top it all off I was unable to get any good sleep from my roommates. Thank God, second year is somewhat peaceful, and I'm able to catch more zzz's
@@timinator900 I’m happy u r able to sleep now, as not being able to sleep is a different level of torturing .. good luck dear with ur college years ,, enjoy it as much as u can before u get into real life and business world .. much love from Egypt 🇪🇬 💚 btw talking to self is healthy what is not healthy is hearing the objects replying to you:) it’s a well known phrase from a very well known therapist.
@@timinator900 Using that statement does, in fact, make you sound sexist and like you're trying to downplay women's suicidal tendencies. My recommendation would be to just rephrase it like "more men struggle with suicide than women" I think this is less likely to be misunderstood as "men have it harder" and could communicate better that men simply have this problem more often rather than worse. But why on the contrary? The OG comment said nothing about men vs. women, they were just sharing their struggles.
It was like a year ago...I was very close to commit suicide, thankfully my bff caught me, stopped me, I went to therapy for almost a year now! I am alright, I'm healing
See, it's friends like that that make me wish I had someone to talk to. Best of love to you. I'm in college, but I must say last academic year.... I was in a very similar path like yours. I had been my worst year in college. Apart from the rigorous classes I took, I dealt with my roommates shennagans the entire year. Him being a girlfriend, him having you know what, and him having the most obnoxious snoring known to man. I wish I was kidding. Anyway, it took a toll on my mental health. It got so bad I attempted to self injure myself and purposely try to get close to cars as I crossed the street, to get hit and die. There's also a very high railing not far from the dorm I stayed in that I glaced upon ending my life. I was inching off by touching the gate, which wasn't that high. The University clinic wasn't much help as they told me if I attempted to commit suicide again... I would be sent by UPD to come take me to a hospital. At that point, I was going crazy... internally. Externally people would find me weird to talk to as I was also mumbling and had eye bags around my eyes, as a sign of not good sleep for days. 🥺😔
something similar happened to me last year. i had burned ALL of my diaries (from 2003 to 2022) that day and got the rope in my hands, contemplating. i even wrote an "if i die" note, with contacts and stuff. i was so determined to do it. until my best friend called, asking if we could play a game together. i chose not to tell her what was about to happen, instead i just enjoyed the moment with her. in that moment, i thought maybe i have some reasons to stay alive. i'm happy you have someone like your bff, and i'm proud of you for staying here
I was severely depressed few years ago after divorce with my wife. Also suffered mental disorder and got diagnosed with BPD. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be used for people with similar health challenges.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
Yes very sure of Dr.benfungi. Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts a lot over the last few months. I don’t necessarily want to die but when I think about what my life will be like in 10 years, such as my financial situation and my love life. I’ve always been a romantic fantasizing about finding a cute girl to dote and spoil but honestly recently I’ve given up on that idea, even if a girl who genuinely cared about me and I cared about came around I couldn’t commit because I know where I’m heading and don’t feel I deserve the love I fantasized about. It’s a sad feeling knowing that something I desperately wanted for years feels unattainable now, especially something so important like love. Though I never had much confidence in myself I thought there was a chance, but now I realize I don’t have the courage nor the selfishness to burden someone with my companionship that isn’t already in my group. Depression and anxiety suck, I’ve suffered for years only being diagnosed last year after my sister overheard me talking about my feelings and told my mom who wanted me to go see a doctor. I can’t imagine myself going the rest of my life feeling like this and I couldn’t let someone in knowing I’ve almost definitively written my stories ending before the rest could play out.
Let’s be real nobody is watching this because they think that somebody in their lives is suicidal they are just making sure that they’re not giving away themselves
Lying to myself that I am just depressed and that these thoughts will just go away. I am alone, isolated, hopeless and contemplating why I am I here. Having a family not want or need you anymore while having no friends or loved ones who care anymore. I live only to make sure my kids don’t go without a home or money, or food.
I would also love to see your videos and your thoughs on people that struggle with anti-social problems and people that use violence to "help" themselfs on solving anger and their loneliness. mostly known form of word is "going postal". Problems like shooting rampages like the Columbine are the cause from lack of social interactions, mental illness and many more. But thank you so much for this video.
I lost a friend early this year to suicide. She wasn't much close to me, but since we live in a small town, we shared friends in common and she dated a friend of mine some while ago. But we did shared some talks about mental health and medication. I was diagnosted with Depressed Disorder before the pandemic and i'm on medication ever since. We talked about our current therapy, and she was actually very insightful about these themes, even recommended me meditation and group therapy a couple of times She was 29 and left a 7yo daughter, a bunch of friends and her mom to their own. And this might be sound selfish but, having experienced that kind of loss pretty much convinced me that Suicidal thoughts are better to left alone and be just that: thoughts. Because i saw what she left behind after her passing: pain among their loved ones. I never want to feel like i'm a problem to those i love, and i'm certain now that this is not the way to let the problems and pain to go away. I guess what i'm trying to say is: talk to those you know more often, specially if you know there's something about them. It's pretty sad to realizing you're maybe to deep into yourself that you can't see the bigger picture sometimes, or even thinking your problems are the worst thing ever, wanting to end things, not realizing what other might be struggling with. I hope you are at least in peace now Flor.
Yes, dr.porassss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
To be completely honest, I'm really tired of people telling me "everything's going to be okay", or even just a simple "you're loved, please don't die." I'm so so sick of hearing that same dull phrasing over and over again. Most people say that your teenage years in high school is the most difficult and you'll grow out of it, but I'm not going to. How do I know? Because I've been having these sorts of thoughts starting in my late years of elementary school. I just want it to be done and over already. I've been waiting too long for something to come and kill me. I've been waiting too long to die. It's already been too long since I've felt this way. The idea of dying, taking my own life is something that's only just another thought to my daily routine. I don't even know if I even want to stop feeling this way anymore because now, it seems like it's one of the only reliable constants I can fall back on. I'm just really tired.
Im suffering from that as a mechanical engineering i dont feel motivated plz help me i lost my professional job i lost my Loved ones plz if any one available plz help me plz plz plz .
Open up to someone my friend, help is there!! You can always get in touch with someone, you are not alone!! I'm sorry its been a dark time for you, but I hope, in time, things will shine bright again!!
You can chat here. This comment section is a safe place. Vent, express your feelings, tell us your problems, whatever helps, we are here to listen and will try to help in anyway we can.
Im only 13 and suicidal, my parents might divorce soon and im at my nans for the week "to get away from dad", i do feel fine but i have some of the things shown on the video and im feeling worried, I used to love what i did now i just dont want to and just want to stop because i fear im wrong or will be judged, i have tryed to hurt myself sometimes but in younger times it was just by accident, now its starting to feel on purpose, i think im gonna try and stay happy and not do anything serious to myself because then i may be judged or misunderstanded, this video really touched me and as a kid i feel good that this is being aknowleged. Thanks again for this videp.
Almost feel like I watched this not to see if someone I know is suicidal, but to see if I'm being too obvious. Been feeling really hopeless lately. A string of blowups among people close to me has me feeling like no one wants me around, that everyone would be happier without me. I don't even really feel like I have anyone left to turn to. I've wanted to draft notes, just leave and not say anything one day. I know no one will read this but I just felt like getting it out anyway.
I celebrate 12 years since my final attempt at the end of January.Watch your loved one(s) when the depression starts to lift some. When we are severely depressed doing anything is difficult but when it recedes some that’s the most dangerous time. Also keep an eye on those who lost someone this way they are much more likely to die the same way.
I’m only 10, and from all the depression I’ve been going through and my dad and my mums divorce have made me think of hurting myself, or thinking suicidal thoughts, this really helped to see how you know if someone is thinking suicidal thoughts.
I'm barely 11 (does it even count as barely anymore if I turned 11 like a month and a week ago?) and I also want to die, I've wanted to die since I was in 3rd grade :)
If I thought about doing to others, the things I've thought about doing to myself, I would be horrified. I've fought what can only be described as strong urges to end it, and it took a lot of willpower. Unfortunately, the thoughts haven't stopped. It doesn't help when days go by without talking to anyone. But, I guess that's better than constantly being in one sided relationships.
Hey, treat yourself like you'd treat your friends and those closest to you! That's a good way to take care of yourself. You're enough, you're good, you're doing your best, you're worthy. Being alive is hard, it's gonna be a fight most of the time. But don't stop when things get bad, don't let it end when you're at your worst, because there's gonna be a light around the corner! Let yourself relax, focus on what's important, try to do more things that you enjoy. And maybe make sure you're drinking enough water, too, lol. A headache makes a lot of difference 😅
I just started to feel happy I didn't understand what I was feeling at first till a friend of mine told me that I had been depressed for so long that I probably forgot what happiness is that hit me hard but I am in a better place now I have my hobbies back and laugh and smile started watching anime and playing cyberpunk which I love please if you are struggling talk to someone please it took me 6 years to think of that and now I'm starting to feel happy trust yourself and love your self life is a journey and you have the power to choose how your story ends so make it a story worth telling love you all ❤️
I had a friend back in my college days that committed suicide. For months he had been sullen and depressed and then about a week before he did it, he became cheerful, almost too cheerful and started handing out and doing things with his friends again. Looking back on it, I think he had made the decision to do it at that point and was satisfied and almost happy because he knew his pain would be over soon.
I've had these feelings for a very long time. After my last break-up, I "celebrated" for 10 years by hoping I would die of alcohol poisoning. Needless to say, it didn't work (3 years sober in June), but i still get feelings of worthlessness due to me being a pretty stupid person. I constantly compare myself to everyone I know because I know they're all doing for better than me (with maybe one or two exceptions), and I keep getting the feeling that I won't ever get into a place in my life where I will finally be comfortable and happy again. I've thought of death many times over the last 20+ years (there were a few years in between where I didn't think of it due to the toxic relationship I was stuck in), but once I began to drink, I felt both a sense of relief after getting out of my situation, but also a sense of hopelessness since my psychotic ex used to say I'll never get another girlfriend again, or find a girl like her (which in all honesty, I was perfectly fine with since I didn't want another like her). As for giving away prizes possessions, I've never really thought of that very much. Making jokes about me dying, yeah, I've made quite a few of those. Not in the last 10 years or so now, so I've cut that out, at least. I guess as far as ending my life goes, I don't have the balls to do it. I haven't engaged in risky activities, either. I guess I'm now just in the middle where I think of it, but I'm not willing to act on it, but instead, just push forward with life and maybe things will turn themselves around.
One time, I was talking with my friend about something, and we were both feeling really sad, and it took four word to start making me cry so much…..”you are not alone”❤ I think we need to make telling people we are here for them or that they are not alone a norm, for everyone ❤
I've had depression my whole adult life with each attack getting worse. My psychiatrist calls it treatment-resistant biological depression and I have suicidal thoughts. Since I was 16 or 17 my favourite band has been "Suicidal Tendencies", not everyone's cup of tea but I enjoy the music.
They started off as punk but it's mostly fast heavy metal with a touch of punk, Thrashy really. In the early 80's they were voted the band least likely to succeed in a competition at their high school. LOL
"Nobody Hears" track 3 from what's probably their most radio friendly album that I'm aware of: The Art of Rebellion: ua-cam.com/play/OLAK5uy_nhLLNz57pRrhGc1439svfw1_n_MSq9120.html&si=7BDxoJkLJERaeSxn
Im so glad you made this video. I watch this 2 month ago and i started seeing the sign from my friend she started giving away one of her favourite book which is from her mom that she care so much, i started seeing here rarely going out whenever i asked to go to the mall with her, she would immediately refuse saying shes busy or such. Her grades started getting lower after watching this video i finnaly decide to ask her if something wrong. Right now shes doing better i suggest her on going to therapy more, she became more outgoing thank you for posting this!
This comment is gushy, I know, but I still feel as though I should write it anyways. I'm very depressed at the moment and lately I have been having a lot of suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I've tried to take my own life in the past and as of now I'm in a very bad mental state. One thing that always helps me is talking to someone I trust. For me, I usually go to my boyfriend, who also, unfortunately, recently attempted suicide. Clearly as of late neither of us have been in a great mental state but talking with each other about both the bad and good days is always a relief. Bottling up emotions is one of the worst things you can possibly do when you're in this kind of bad state, and it will just make those thoughts build up... leading to some rather irrational choices. Hurting yourself never helps, and it only makes the suffering for you and your loved ones even worse. It's NEVER worth it to cut yourself, even if it does relieve stress temporarily. In the long run it will only cause more harm. This also goes for all other forms of self-harm, although I chose cutting since that is the one I'm most.. familiar with. If you ever have bad urges, or get suicidal tendencies, talk to someone you trust and call 988 (The suicide prevention helpline). Always remember: It gets better.
This video needs to be shown to the world, shared even to friends and others who will benefit from it.
As someone who has tried to take their own life, and seeing the examples displayed in the video, it makes meore aware of the signs.
We lost people to suicide, Robin Williams, Caroline Flack who are celebrities. It just comes to show suicide and depression is always a thing and needs to be made more of.
Same:( im 12 and i tried to end my life. I added a comment of me talking about it
Same @@Artwith_ilafo
You know whats? I experienced suicidal ideas, depresión and loneliness, my mum tried to kill me, my dad left me, the rest of my fsmily dissapeared, my brother IS always shouting, people leave me behind and alone everyday Since i was born, i have no Friends,kids in my school bully me everyday, people in my school always leave me alone. I really cant handle my life anymore, i really want to kill myself and stop seeing shit
@@Artwith_ilafo hey buddy I'm also suffering with depression and suicide thought as a 13 year old
A classmate is like what you said he is very that word
One of the worst parts about being suicidal is you can’t tell anyone because you’re afraid they will try to hospitalize you.
OMG exactly
And the conditions for that vary. Many take away or ban things you might feel are your last threads of joy or anchors to this life seeing them as risks. No phone ( so those that actually care can't contact you) , no comfort items, and in some states there's accusations of rape in such places. Please educate yourself before trying to commit someone.
People want to push you off into a corner and let you be someone else's problem.
nah, they don't think you will actually make it. Until you make it
leave it in your goodbye note
Telling someone who is depressed about how happy the world is, is basically just telling a colorblind person how colorful the world is
Or telling a starving person how mich food there is.
Wow. Well said! It makes COMPLETE sense now...
Or telling someone with asthma, ' why do you have asthma'? There's so much oxygen
Truest comment I've seen today :)
Someone I know at work has a tendency to repeat certain things often, one of them being "Life is beautiful"... needless to say, I cringe internally whenever I hear him say that subjective affirmation 😮💨
Im passive suicidal, its like when youre walking down the road and u think "i hope a car will hit me" instead of trying to commit suicide
m sorry u feel dat way, i wish i'd something more uplifting to tell u. but i feel u so much, so deep at dat. m 26 now, and just 16 years ago i thought maybe dis would all pass, and it doesnt. it all stays d same after all.
Don’t let your mind play tricks on you.
It can tell you that it’s pointless and worthless. But I discovered this
(Healing myself who’s feeling broken typing this)
You’re loved and important coz you bring stuff to this world that no one else can
So hold on
If all you did was breathe today I’m proud of you
Your past self and future self is happy you’re still here I’m happy too. Don’t give up on yourself
I know it’s hard to not give up on yourself
But you will be okay in the end
There will be a golden sky ahead
ngl but same
I had many suicidal tendencies as a kid(7-11 I think) and no one would listen to me when I would mention it. Just would pass it off saying i am okay and it will be fine. By the time I was 9 I had many mental breakdowns and would secretly get ready to kill myself(and I still don’t know why I never did). And it eventually just turned into things like this like I hope that car runs me over or just praying to die in your sleep. I am fine now but if you ever hear anyone say things about it take it seriously it caused me much more pain than I already had that I wasn’t important enough for anyone to listen to me.
@@AlvorKey I dont know about others, but what you're saying feels patronizing. Not hating, just saying 😅
"You're too young to be depressed."
"You're too young to be burned out."
"You're too young to be suicidal."
"You were too young..."
peak humor haha
damned if you live damned if you don't
Not true
it isnt funny... @BlackRainEntertain
@JackFrost008 for me , it is.
humor, in this case,
is based on perspective.
we probably don't share the same perspective. wich is good, because life is boring, if it's all the same.
perspective is based on experiences in life.
i certainly could convince you, that it is funny.
not by sharing opinions, but by sharing experience. those however..
come with a price.
the price is, "the ability to find happiness without purpose. "
however i do not negotiate these matters
unless i have solid proove that you have found purpose beforehand.
because i can not gift purpose, since it has to be found by everyone themself.
if i could and doing otherwise, would directly counteract my purpose, wich im not willing to.
I'd wish people I know watched this video, loneliness is the worse thing you can combine with depression 😢
whats the solution
Tasty….😋
Who knows brother? It's a difficult one! @palestinabaddie
Try talking about this with people online, I believe it's going to help :)
In my opinion, the worst thing is when you are pessimistic, depression, and Self-criticism.
The worst thing about being suicidal is feeling like you're forced to live.
Agreed.
Then there was the regret that none of my previous attempts actually worked.
@@sirg-had8821 as a basic human Id have to say I'm glad you're still alive. As a depressed person, I'm sorry you're still alive.
@ZonoC-mk3rl waking up in the morning do be feeling like a great dissapointment, I tell you.
this is what i feeeeel
@@Blinky_Blinks139
Same here, Homie.
Its a shame how most of society refuses to acknowledge or properly talk about these things, and how most people with these issues are made to feel locked away and shunned
I agree with you. It's a challenging subject, which is precisely why we must address it, even if it means facing potential censorship. This particular mental health topic is among the most stigmatized and often considered taboo. I urge you to share this video; it could make a significant impact in saving lives or encouraging someone to seek help.
You have no idea.... I've tried explaining my issues one time to my university clinic (I'm in college) her response was if you ever feel suicidal again, I'm going to have to call UPD and have them take you the hospital..... At that point, I was shocked....
@@Psych2goThank you for being brave enough to shed light on this troubling subject. God bless you. 🙏🏾❤
It's most probably because we can't seem to trust anyone with depression and I haven't even said anything because if I did nobody would believe me or just think I am joking even though it's not a joke and is a serious thing we all need to look out for.
That is because they ARE locked away and shunned. No matter how much people talk about this topic, the reality is that society hates suicidal people and will do its best to shove them to one side, maybe give them some short-term advice and then throw them into the same circumstances they were in beforehand.
"You just need to talk about it" is a huge lie that covers a fundamental problem, that many people are alone, lonely and shunned, and many of them have practical problems that could be dealt with with a little bit of practical help, but no one wants to do that.
My Mom took her life in February of 2022.... Videos and information like this needs to be shown more...
Sorry to hear that...
Oh my god…I’m sorry …😢
Hope she can rest in peace.
Sorry to hear that how did she do it
You know people really don't understand how it feels like to live with depression.
It's basically when *EVERYTHING* becomes a burden on you; waking up, brushing your teeth, washing your hair, clothing, attending classes etc.
*EVERYTHING* seems to require a gigantic amount of effort and you feel you can't do it despite your best efforts.
It's when living becomes a burden rather than a will.
I go to bed the night hoping that I won't wake up in the morning ever again.
I just want to sleep forever ♾️! Sleeping is not anymore a way to recharge your batteries but a way to disconnect from reality!
Sleeping is my only way to forget my problems, considering that I am not using drugs nor alcohol.
Instead of being happy and energetic when I wake up, I am sad because I have to go back to my current reality 😭.
Depression is when you wanna cry but you forbid yourself to do it simply because you don't want the people who surround you to ask how you are.
If they ask you, you don't wanna answer or simply lie because a lie seems easier than showing your true emotions.
Depression is when you feel life is a burden and when you feel YOU ARE THE BURDEN YOURSELF!!!
Depression is when you are incapable of visualizing a nice future; it's when you've lost all hope of fixing your shit. It's when you only see a future full of pain no matter what you decide to do or say.
Depression is when you feel empty, as if some organs had been removed and somehow you feel heavier.
Depression is consuming.
I feel I'm heading back to rock bottom again.
The thought of me dying is now comforting rather than scary.
I don't wanna commit suicide because I don't want my loved ones to be in pain. It includes my besties, my brother etc.
I really feel that life is too heavy mate 😔
Its draining 😢😢
@@varshini-1000 Thank you for your words 💗
I am proud of you ❤️ because you're still waking up everyday and still making efforts !
Be proud of yourself mate.
@@VamıkYalman may be u can drop the email and later delete it!
I understand, so many times, I feel the same way. But, But, don’t give up, the tide will turn. One day you will be glad you did not “ Do it”
It’s exactly how I feel. I’m exhausted of waking up to this reality.
Timestamps
1). Hopelessness and lack of optimism 0:52
2). Has attempted suicide before 1:32
3). Threatening suicide or talking about wanting to die 1:55
4). Has attempted or has done self-harm or risky activities 2:48
5). Giving away prized possessions 3:31
Hope this helps you out. Hope you have a nice day. 💙💙💙💙💙💙
I hit the chart for this yet still carry on each day 💀
crazy how i did all these
hey mom look i passed a test woo!
4/5 .... I'm not ok am I? (I'm not giving away prized possessions)but I'm more worried about my friend because she has done 4/5 as well
@@couchdoggo💀
A man can tell his family, his community, his religion and his best mates. The only time people hear him is at his funeral.
Dang, this one hit hard...
Exactly and it’s too late…no one cares anymore, the way the world is now people are struggling and can’t make time for others as they are stressed out themselves..another reason is the internet and cell phone invention, people only care about their apps and social media , they have no interest in looking someone in the eye and making a friend,they’ve forgotten how to do it..
I am telling my family & my man no it takes me seriously they painted me as an "emotional" person as a small child. I have four kids so I can't really talk to no one about it or they will take.my.kids. I would never harm them ever. I want to protect them but I feel like a ghost.
@@TyraBanks-gn4wfSending huge hugs
Yes. Saying, "if only he told me" "or me" "I was his best friend, he never said anything"
Alot of people saying how they could have helped him but never saw the signs and were never there for him.
I don't want to live in this world anymore. People are evil . Nobody cares unless you can do something for them. Everyone will love you once your gone. Truth
i'm here and i don't want from you any benefit. Just tell me your story, yes i'm just a stranger, but i also have this experience
@@Leon.6959 ok buddy
I don't know what to say other than if you're still here, plz keep going. Killing yourself is never the answer. Call 988 (U.S. Suicide and Crisis Lifeline) if you are thinking about hurting or killing yourself, or if you know someone who is thinking about hurting or killing themself. The people on the hotline are very friendly and empathetic. They will listen to how you feel and to your pain, and will help you take steps to get out of a bad situation.
religion ? sounds like some sorta religious bs
Untrue. They don’t love you more once you’re gone.
The saddest part of this is that people tells the people who have these signs to "get over it," as if they could simply not show any of these signs overnight.
It hurts so much more to hear this to
The saddest part about it is when your mother takes it as a funny joke.
I have been told to get over it and I am the problem. I wish I could just let it go
@@lateshabrumfield8171dont give up,keep moving forward
I was always told to get over it. Still haven't
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I’ll share it without everyone I can before it gets taken down I promise !
Oh no! I will share it with everyone!
Thank you for helping! @@AliceTheBaddie2.
I’ll share it (just shared it with my friend)
@@Psych2go Np!
I remember making repetitive speeches/poems about me dying and how nobody would miss me in school at ages 13 and 15 (I WAS IN A COMA AT 14.) My teachers heard my words. They gave me a perfect score for the poems I wrote, all of them accompanied me to guidance, I was advised to seek professional help. I'm currently 23 under medication, diagnosed with TBI, C-PTSD, BD1, DID. Those are teachers that care about their students. Because they saw that im the gloomy one at the back.
Stay strong. ❤
You were lucky to have people that cared. I've been dropping hints for years and absolutely nobody has given two shits about me. No one has even cared to ask.
@@philphilips1020 You can love yourself if you believe no one else does. Be your own friend. You deserve to be here just as much as anyone else. Your worth does not require validation from anyone else. I know it’s not easy. But, you matter.
@TeaPea-jq4ib Thank you for your response. I'm not sure that I matter, though. Actually, I'm pretty sure that I don't. Been unemployed for 3 weeks now. Three phone interviews so far but no takers. It sucks when there's proof that nobody wants you.
@@philphilips1020 You have innate value as a fellow human being regardless of who you are, what you do, or what you have. Please don’t give up. The fact that you are still trying to get a job is huge. It means you still have drive to push through and survive. You will succeed, by pressing on. We’ve all been through not having a job. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. Keep trying, I know if you’re tenacious, you’ll find where you belong.
I’m sick of it. Everyone I talk to says that if I feel so frustrated now how will I handle life’s challenges later, and the truth is that I can’t. I’m too weak. I’m in pain everyday from the beginning of the year. And my parents say that it’s nothing too bad but it is and they’ll never understand it. If this is what normal pain is then I’m afraid that I can’t do it.
Same i feel you❤
I know. People think they can just say one thing and everything will be okay, even though it isn’t. I can relate. I’m in absolute pain all the time.
There is something or someone that will save you be sure of that .
I understand how it feels because I am in pain too and I am a little tired. And it's the time when I realize I need to get medicated. So I made an appointment with a counselor and another to a psychiatrist. There is peace in thinking I don't need to be here but I have a little sister. And we are orphans and I did not want her to go through the bigger pain of losing me. My dad, when he was alive, told me that I have a choice to find my peace but also what about the ones I will leave behind, he said I'll sentence them to a lifetime of pain because while I'm at peace, I'll be giving those left behind a very difficult burden to carry.......anyway, I hope you all find courage, and I hope you can stay and get strong❤
FFS Buddy, please dont do it. Youre youngh. Im 55. I feel like it. I fxxxxxx hate my life. Im rarel
I just wanna say a big thank you. I'm not suffering of suucidal depression but it's really comforting to know that you are out there helping people with these kind of videos. Mental ealth awareness is very important and you guys are helping to spread it. I've seen myself reflected in some of your videos and it warms my heart to know that i'm not alone but also understood. A big thank you again and a hug to all the Psych2Go team
please help me feel less lonely
@@couchdoggo
Tell me about yourself?
Who are you? What do you like? Dream of? Goals? Please open up if you can.
This is the best I can do from here.
@@Thomas-jl3gntooooo much, you gotta ease into someone wanting help. Can’t just run a quick autobiography on them lol
@@couchdoggostay strong fam, loneliness isn’t the worst thing. You’ll find and meet new people as life goes on. Trust me : )
@@Kahleetovlogs
I take your advice into consideration. I offer this in exchange. You do not know until you try. Different strokes for different folks. There is no one solution for everyone.
I will not be made to feel bad for trying to help someone. Especially, someone I felt really, really needed someone to make an effort.
I've been where this person seems to be. I have experience with it. I threw a broad net on purpose.
I wish i could donate my life to someone who still wants to live.
Ugh, same.
I absolutely feel the same way. If only that can be done.
@@marty15879its not easy
Everyone says contact a suicide prevention hotline, but the problem is we have no motivation, nor do we even want to talk about it...
Too real.
I tried twice, both times I was send to the waiting line. In those moments I just found it so ironic that when I really wanted to reach out no one was there
Yeah, its the hopeless feeling making such thing seem meaningless anyway. Like seek help, have done many times myself, or trying to talk to even friends, when nobody listen anyway I started being more silent. Of course ppl would say if one died, oh why didn't she say something bla bla. We Didn't see any signs bla bla. They know damn well.
I was asked if I could be put on hold for a bit... wtf... I hung up
@@nicknio9836 Yep. I ran out of anti-depressants when I moved. My new doctor asked how long had I been without; I told him 2 months and he said; "well, you seem to be doing fine". I simply left the office.... True story.
My long distance friend is suicidal and he has attempted suicide recently,he jumped off a cliff.He went to a trip near mountain with his friends and there he jumped from the balcony of his hotel which was on a cliff but it was truly a miracle that he landed on hay and survived he sent me a message before doing so he said "Thank you for everything" I was worried sick for days after I got no reply I felt helpless I couldn't do anything after reading that message knowing that he's suicidal but after few days he messaged me and told me that me so causally that "I jumped off a cliff" when I asked him why he did that he said "idk i just felt that the atmosphere was peaceful and it felt right to end things there I just sat on the railing and jumped" I just couldn't believe what I was reading it was truly heartbreaking hearing your dear friend saying such things,so then i told him that he needs to tell his parents about this so that he can get immediate professional help he initially kept pushing off my suggestion but eventually gave in and now he's receiving therapy and he's trying to recover and I know and believe he'll be better soon I just wanna give him a million reasons to live this life and I'll always be there for him ❤️
You're an amazing friend!
I'm in tears. I've been feeling all of these for the last year. I didn't realize how bad it was.
Glad you’re still here ❤
I'm thankful your still with us I love you
Thank you both for reaching out to comfort a complete stranger. I'm not yet sure I'm glad to still be here. I might be writing the end of my story soon, I don't know. But I'm working on it. One day at a time.
@@briancrowellit’s not the end. no matter how bad it gets, i ask you to keep pushing for a better life.
You got this, Brian. Your comment after watching this video shows you're already moving in the right direction.
I have a friend who planned how she would go. She said she wanted the attention. In my case, I did not want attention and just wanted the ending. Regardless, I think it doesn’t hurt to ask the person deeper than just “how are you?” P.S. we are both still here and doing better now so there is hope for you in lessening these types of feelings ❤
It is for attention. But the attention the person wants is help.
Glad you are both doing better
I just want the humiliation to stop as well. I always think about ending things aswell
Why man what’s up
I’m glad and happy you guys are still here
I just hope you and her don’t let your minds plays tricks on you
You guys are not what your mind says to you
You’re loved and important coz you bring stuff to this world no one else can
So hold
On
Your past self and future self will be so happy you’re still here
I’ve been depressed most of my life and battled extreme anxiety. Happiness has always eluded me. I try my best to hide it as best I can. Now I’ve even lost my job and it makes me more depressed. Sick of struggling my entire of life. Nothing ever going right.
Same here man. I've felt deep depression since I was around 13 years old and I just turned 40 last month. I'm a functional alcoholic and I often try to hide it but it's pretty blatantly clear. Lost my Dad due to covid and pneumonia four years ago and that just made things considerably worse.
I'm so sorry to both of you for all you've been through.
I'm praying for you guys, keep fighting, and always give yourself one more day ❤
@@moncreebrown948 I’m very sorry for your loss and the grief that this has caused you. Hope things get better for you. Drinking never helped with my depression, only made it worse so I quit it. Maybe the only good choice I made in my life …
@@lizmanjarini1864 I’m trying …
@atomicpunk8031 I'm proud of you for trying! ❤️🩹
A big part of it is you feel like you _must not_ tell people. You can imagine it like trying to sneak a message from prison through a guard, but you are both the prisoner _and_ the guard. Thus the subtle "I won't be a problem much longer". The sane side of you _wants_ someone to catch those. It is a *very* confusing feeling.
Having been in "treatment" for suicidal ideation and depression in the past, it doesn't work to speak out about it. Whoever you tell, they just either ignore it or they offer you a bunch of worthless advice.
@@andymanaus1077 I am very sorry this was your experience. It can be hard to find a good therapist. Most people, without the training, don't really know how to react. They'll try to brush it off and hope you're not serious, or panic and try to help, but they have no idea how. Good therapist really makes a world of difference here. And so does medication. Please don't give up. I know it's hell, but it *will* get better. Do it for me ❤️
@@andymanaus1077i wish you success and happinness,dont give up,i wish you a happy life,keep moving forward
I generally don't tell anyone close because I honestly don't really want to put in the effort to improve so it'd be better to not worry people over something that I won't ever change
@@TheLethargicWeirdo985 dont give up my friend,keep trying,keep moving forward
The scary thing is that the person can seem like they're doing okay. My daughter had struggled with mental illness for years. She got therapy and medication. She had attempted suicide many years before. It had been years since she had done anything risky. She would talk about her struggles, but when she was at her worst, she didn't talk about it. She didn't want anyone to stop her. She left a letter saying that's why she didn't say anything. I can't adequately explain just how much I miss her.
You have my condolences. I know it won't change anything, but I hope you've found healing. That wasn't anyone's fault, please understand that. I'm sorry.
If you could go back in time, Tell her about your struggles in your life. She may genuinely want someone to relate to. Maybe she's scared of being alone all the time. Let her sleep with you for a while. She has to know that there's someone there to back her up.
idk about other people, but you can't really help someone who doesn't want to be helped, if for me at least. I doubt I'll ever kill myself because I'm too lazy for it, but I'll never talk to someone in my life about it or go to a professional ever, I'm kinda just biding my time till I gather the courage I guess. Maybe some other people think that way idk
@@TheLethargicWeirdo985 Suicide is more cowardly than you think, there's no "gathering courage" to self-delete so you don't have to suffer through the rest of world. You just wait until you get scared and hopeless enough to decide to stop fighting. As a lot of people look at it: the easy way out. Looking at suicidal people as people that don't want to be helped is harmful. And you're talking about it on the internet, so you do, in some capacity, want to be helped in some way. Even people that don't talk to anyone want to be helped, they just don't think they deserve it (which is why they suffer silently.) People with heavy depression have been hurt a lot, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and to have the mind broken so much that it attempts to override the survival instinct is so horrifying that whether you realize it or not, the body will look for ways to reach out, which is why depressed people, no matter how they try to act, always have some part of them that looks off or in need.
@@TheLethargicWeirdo985That's exactly what I feel. Very accurate. I never expected to find someone with the same thoughts.
This is so helpful. About a year ago I had a friend who told me he had diagnosed depression, and I was always scared things were getting worse, but he made me promise not to tell anyone. Months later he told me he had attempted to kill himself and asked me why I hadn’t told anyone/suspected anything. Moral of the story is if you’re even a bit concerned, tell someone who can help your friend, regardless of what they’re saying
The worry is that this might make things worse since the (maybe only) person they trusted broke their trust, and after that they might not open up ever again and distance themself even more. This can be made worse if the family or people around them are toxic and they find out from that. It ban be a lose-lose situation sadly
I've been depressed for a while (mostly due to my ADHD and the fact that I just wasn't "like the other kids"), but when I hit pueberty the crushing weight of becoming an adult just drove me off the edge. There was so much I needed to be perfect at, and I was failing. I felt like a complete dissapointment. Knife to wrist, standing on the edge of the roof, etc...I honestly just didn't want to live anymore, I just felt so unworthy of living, so useless, I felt like I was just a burden to my hardworking parents who put in so much effort to raise a loser like me.
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When I'd snap out of the depression for a bit, I was terrified of myself and the darkness I was embracing, I was so scared that I couldn't even talk to my parents about it. If they knew, would they see me as an ungrateful daughter? I just felt trapped and suficated. There was no light at the end of the tunnel, just darkness. I didn't want to die, but I did. It felt like I was living a lie.
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Three years passed with me pretending to be happy about life while others were around, and then when they were all gone, morbidly trying to unalive myself. I was living a double life. (Honestly I don't know how I'm still alive right now, but I am.) Eventually I broke, completely shattered, my life just felt apart, scattering into a thousand pieces around me. It hurt, it hurt so bad, but I was finally able to cry. I finally realized that I had worth, that I was loved, and I have something to live for.
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Granted, I still have depression, and still am suicidal whenever I feel my life is spinning out of control (which happens more than I like, tysm ADHD), but I will stand strong, I will rise up no matter how hard I fall. I am covered in scars and tears, but I'm alive and fighting!
After all, In Christ I can do all things!
I also have ADHD and I completely agree! Hang in there! Church helps me when I feel alone ❤
I‘m glad that it became better, I believe in you though I’m just a random guy from the internet. Hope it‘ll get even better and be save❤
Tbh you explained perfectly how my life feels sometimes.
I don’t have any diagnosis of depression, anxiety or adhd bc I’m too scared to talk abt it.
I’ve been sure for a couple years now that I have adhd bc I’ve looked into what the symptoms of adhd are and I have almost all of them.
It affects my performance in school, and almost every aspect of my life, I get so overwhelmed at small tasks bc it feels like my brain is looking at all the little tasks inside of the task, while looking at the list of other things I need to do and it feels like I’m drowning in something everyone else sees as simple or easy. It kinda lead me to feeling like I’m not good enough, like I’m just lazy, even though I’m stressed out even when I’m trying to rest because I feel like I’m just wasting time. My brains always on 100% volumes and I lost the remote to turn it down.
I get so overwhelmed in those feelings that it just explodes into a mental breakdown that leaves half of me feeling like nothing matters and I shouldn’t try at anything anymore and half of me feeling like I need to stop being lazy because everything matters. It feels like being split in half.
I always go in and out of cycles of depression and feeling like I don’t wanna be around anymore but being to scared to open up abt it to anyone bc I don’t want anyone to feel like they weren’t enough to make me happy, or think that I’m ungrateful for everything they’ve done for me.
The only thing that snaps me out of it is God. I just need to stop the cycle of falling back down into my anxiety and thoughts and press closer to Jesus.
Whenever I’m around my youth group is when I’m the happiest. Every other friend group can’t even compare bc I’m not afraid to be myself around the youth group. We can talk abt whatever, silly stuff, Jesus, our mental states, just anything and they don’t judge cause they really love you. You can really feel Gods love when you’re around them.
Sorry that’s really long 💀 I’m surprised I typed allat
I also have adhd and I have been depression for a few months now I've been dealing with a lot being called weird and a loser and none of my friends talk to me I just feel alone and have been feeling suicidal.
I have ADHD and can relate 110% to your comment. Only difference for me is that I'm a boy who's only going through puberty now...I don't think I have a shot in this day and age...
My aunt committed suicide and I tried my best to stop her. I talked to her and also tried to get her to see a professional. She blocked me on everything she could find and refused help because she knew I was trying to save her. I hugged her the day before she did it and her body was cold and she planned a trip for us to go to California. Her funeral was on my birthday. I blamed myself so much for not doing enough. I saw the signs and tried to save her since nobody was trying. To this day, my heart aches because she was supposed to still be here with me. 💔
It wasn’t your fault so don’t blame yourself. Your aunt knew you loved her. But she went through with it, because I believe she thought it was the best option for her, however misguided. Please be kind to yourself. It’s obvious you are a kind and compassionate person. My condolences for your loss. I know your aunt has found peace.
@@TeaPea-jq4ib thank you so much. I try to be kind and forgive myself for what I didn’t know nor fully understood at the time. It just pains me that everyone else failed her and let her slide through their fingers. I tried my best and have to realize that I wasn’t too late. It just takes more than me. She needed a team not a super hero. I just hope that she is peaceful. ❤️
I’m so sorry you went through such a traumatic experience 😢🥺 Allow me to remind you that it was not your fault, that you did the best you could with the information you had. Sending a comforting virtual hug❤️
I’m so very sorry for your loss it must’ve been so hard, especially having the funeral on your birthday :(
So?
Just be proud on yourself you tried.
You did more than other people.
Very difficult to save someone if they don't want to be saved.
It is not your fault.
In the Bible Belt city where I live, depression is a taboo subject. And if you admit to anyone that you're feeling sad & hopeless all they're gonna try to do is get you to join their church, not go out of their way to actually help you. This channel does more for me than a bunch of meetings and mumblings could.
They will “pray for you” and that’s all
This isn't gonna be easy to say, but I've been suicidal a few times before. It's mostly because I spent my entire life feeling like a constant disgrace. It's like everything I say or do goes wrong. Not to mention the fact that some people, inclduing those dear to me, were arguably the harshest towards me. I even have days when my mind won't leave me alone. I also felt incredibly lonely and anxious at times. It's like almost nothing or no one can make me happy. But luckily, I reached out for help and I've been able to do things to calm me down. So, I'm working on keeping myself alive.
I hope all the best for you ❤ stay strong
@@michaelfisher7159 thank you
That's great! I'm rooting that all goes well for you and your future!
@@timinator900 thanks. I really hope so too.
I was suicidal many years ago, I remember how it felt. Thank you for sharing your pain. I am sooo glad you got through the critical hours. Keep in contact with people, things will get better.
I've been suicidal for the better part of a decade and I'm so fed up with people trying to help. Just let me be, if I die, I die. Its not others decision and I don't want help. Its ridiculous. Maybe life or the world isn't a good thing and some of us just know it, and maybe will check out one day ❤
I totally agree. Finally someone I can share the same thoughts with.
Hotlines tend to be seen as a threat to the suicidal.
They know that calling that number doesn't just mean police will get involved, but it becomes a stain on your record, making life that much harder than if they chose to go through with it.
Whether that's all true or not doesn't matter, it's a certainty it'll get worse to someone who just wants to leave this world.
"Hotlines tend to be seen as a threat to the suicidal." Because they _are,_ it's just a trap and spider's web...
@@SuperVladdrakula can you guys explain more please?
@@elllikesmusic nah 🤎
If I'm in crisis, the _last_ thing I wanna do is seek a random stranger for a trauma dump.
I want a friend or family member to listen first.
Yeah, I called the hotline and said, "Sometimes it just gets too hard." .... They called me a pervert and hung up
Don't go to hospitals either, my nurse friend told me they will strip you and make counter measures on ways to prevent commiting suicide.
I've never been there, nor have I tried but, I could imagine that it would be like a prison that you can't escape until you feign happiness.
I could be completely wrong, sorry that I was, I could have gotten completely delusional at the thought of it.
Unrelated to the topic, it was very nice how the voice actor was incorporated into the animations such say speaking the points. It made the video even more engaging and comforting when talking about a heavy topic
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school affected my life because of the bullies taking me down, especially people who scream in my ear when i have sensitive ears. those kinds of problems are too far and it lead me to self-harm one time. 3 is what i have most of the time and i confess it to my friends because i just don't think i belong anywhere else
i'm glad you made this video since some of the signs in this video were actually what i had and encountered. i reached out to trusted adults and i called a hotline to help myself.
I was like you when I was younger but my friends turned out to be my bullies. Please hold on, school doesn't last forever, have at least one trusted person, but most importantly is care for yourself in terms of mentally and physically- that will always remain my biggest regret.
How can I say this.... I didn't necessarily have bullies.... but I had individuals who got on my nerves and would tease me to join them. I would pretend to be ok with their tactics but I never really enjoyed any moment of my time with them. That said... I'm glad to be in college now, where I don't have to meet up with the same people anymore.
Karma is real. Those bullies will go through the same pain you felt
Honestly I am in the same situation but ten times worse. They talk super shitty behind me and then when I say "What are you saying?" they just say "Oh not something important" why the heck people are so bad god damn it let me live my lonely life and be happy why do they even enjoy this? I always ask myself if I did annything wrong I never find an answer how am I gonna escape from this hell I dont wanna kill myself I just want to disappear at this point.
@@Melody_014 one of the trauma i felt was in one of the school days this month, bullies usually would leave me alone after i left to rest out of the class, but this one fateful day was when the bullies wouldnt leave me alone and try to cyberbully me every 5 minutes or so and then the part where i was at peak anxiety i screamed and self-harmed.
at this point it was where i needed to go for another therapy session and i didnt want to go to school ever again
all we wonder is what happened to them, but i want to know why they turned to becoming this
Betrayal of loved ones is the main cause. Specially on a very important point of time.
When you ask how someone's doing and they say "oh I'm just tired"...they might not be just tired. They might be tired of life.
At least, that's how I responded when i was suicidal but didn't want to burden anyone with my negative feelings (I'm in a much better place now thankfully)
I agree, that's how I responded to how are you questions too and I was indeed tired of life. I'm still alive and doing a lot better, but some days are harder than others.
Tired can mean a physical sensation or an emotion. If you pay attention you can usually tell if someone is tired in the sense of needing rest or tired in the sense of being tired of living. But most people don’t pay attention.
I’m proud of you and I’m glaaad that you’re still here
True I've been tired of life since 2017 dude everyday is people people humans
@@Bigboss-y4vsame
Me: references suicide almost 472 times in English class story writing assignments
My teacher: “Wow very detailed story good job!”
Did the teacher ask how you are?? Or why the topic?
@@UpFromUnder6he was joking I think
..no, this even happened to me with my French class assignment
@@meowuwu11 Oh.. well then teachers are interested in suicide I guess
is it just me or is this actually 7 months ago
Thanks,I have been suffering from depression until now.my friends tried to cheer me up,but I have been lying to myself,laughing at all the pain.I had used unsettling phrases and commited self-harm before,so this is important to people like me.
I pat myself in the back for having survived 2023 as it was one of, if not the worst year of my life, I didn’t think I was gonna make it out as I came so close to checking out, but I’m still here hoping 2024 will cut me some slack.
I had the same feelings I was close to ending it last year. I went through some traumatic events and it changed me and I wanted to not suffer anymore. I'm glad I didn't do it
I'm glad u didn't do it either
@@kill3rclown690 I’m sorry to hear you went through such a challenging time and glad you found the strength to keep going. Hoping things will get better for you.
Same almost ended it it's like you can't get a break@@kill3rclown690
Same, I don’t know how I’m here now, there was just a sudden mood change, like I’m suddenly smiling more in 2024, but I still feel suicidal now, I just don’t look as depressed as I was before.
I did number 5 last month. And the description is very precise. I gave it to someone who can love it better than I do.
I. . . Really wish that this wasn’t unlisted before. My sister showed a lot of these signs. Her recklessness got her a DUI with her kid in the car. If I'd known these things, maybe I would have pushed harder for her to get help. . .
But probably not. She's an adult who didn’t want to seek help, and we all assumed her fascination with death was just a fascination, as she loved her kid too much to do anything rash. . .
Boy were we wrong. This is good to know now, though. For the future.
You're the best therapist, my parent before was calling me "Crazy" Or "Why can you be like your brother" Ect. , it really affected my self-esteem, all i ever think about when i do something wrong was suicide, luckily i found you, thanks for turning my life upside down, If i have a bad day, just so you know i would be watching your videos.
Take care!
If there was one phrase I absolutely HATE it’s “why can’t you be more like (insert person here)” because that just shows they don’t care about you. They just care on how you act.
@@DeterminedBlade I know they care for me and stuff like that but do they actually know what they're saying? Im i not good for them? Sometimes i feel like they're telling the truth. But i feel better now :))
Having experienced suicidal depression this video made sense
Thank you for making this video. I survived the first 30+ years of my life in sickening, crippling, suicidal darkness. Through years of extensive therapy, I could finally open the door that leads to a warm, spring, clear pasture.
I pledge to save as many people as possible, people who are currently suffering like I was before. I will use the information I gathered from this video.
I got to be honest with you... Being a student in college, living with roommates who don't acknowledge your presence and living hundreds of miles away from parents has negatively taken a toll on my mental health. A lot of the times, I try to keep myself in good spirits, but sometimes loneliness creeps in, and seeing people with their smiling faces only makes me even more upset. I went to check up at the university clinic and they told me, I may have depression, which honestly isn't surprising. I've had moments where I wanted to self harm myself, and I did at one point during my college years.
Sometimes it wouldn't hurt to ask how people are feeling from time to time, because you never know what they might be facing. One day you could see them.... and the next, they're gone from your life. I try my best not to push my way to suicide but each day, it gets easier and easier knowing just how many ways there are to commit this action. If anyone sees this message, please keep God in your hearts. My parents told me to keep faith in Jesus Christ as my number 1 best guard for anything bad in my life. But still, it doesn't hurt to get a hug from somebody, anybody, I could really use one....🥺😔
Sending hugs rn while crying 😭❤❤❤❤❤
I'm glad you have Jesus. Jesus has really helped me with my suicidal ideation
Wish for better days for you.
But don't attach your hope to just religious hopes. Don't get me wrong. I'm religious too but as I have experienced dark hopeless days too sometimes I became soo hopeless that I was unable to have or keep faith.
Depression should be approached In every aspects. From Brain chemistry to religious ways and psychological and lifestyle aspects.
When you treat them all in best way, peace is so much more real and more permanent.
Hope for better days for you again 🌺.
SENDING HUGS
I don’t know who you are but sending hugs and prayers, wish we could’ve been friends in college. Keep faith in Jesus, He will see you through all the way. Deuteronomy 31:8 says, “It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
i am curently dealing with suicidal tendencies and im staying home bc im doing dangerous tuff at school. thank god i have a whole team to support me and a mental health profesional. the only thing keeping me happy and away from my usual head banging and finger cutting are video games. wish me luck
thank you so much for this video. there is someone i know who shows a few signs here and i’m scared because my texts don’t get through. but it’s good to cover a topic like this so props to you
This video is just sadly way too relatable as someone who was really thinking of ending it all during the winter break, i never ended up doing it but fhis video reminded me and has crossed my mind again and that last scene of the character saying i dont know how to make this feeling go away just really hit close to home hope everyone who feels this way is able to find that light again ❤
First message: You. Are. ENOUGH. Get that in your head. If you have to say it 100 times to day to get it in your head, then so be it! You are worthy, you are enough, you are good. You're doing your best, you're not a failure, you're not weak, you are human. And that in itself is amazing! But also hard. Being alive is hard, especially when there's so many unnecessary rules put on top! Trust me, as a fellow human, you're not doing nearly as bad as you think you are. People like us that have depressive episodes are the most critical of ourselves. Related to that, you aren't alone in your struggle. Even though, obviously, there aren't a HUGE amount of people that can relate to your severity, but once you realize you don't need to follow through with the pressure of being the most perfect unique flawed person there ever was, I think you'll at least be less stressed. Hey, speaking of stress, have you tried to help yourself relax? Life's busy, make sure you're taking care of yourself. Maybe try soaking in the bath and just thinking about your favorite things instead of throwing yourself in the shower. Your pruny fingers aren't gross or weird, it's a cool part of human nature! You're beautiful, no matter what you look like, because you are the only you. And yet you share so much with everyone else. Isn't that cool?? So many similarities, but we're still our own people!
For me, Idk if I can say I have suicidal depression because the only symptom I have is invasive thoughts that nothing matters (and I have had urges here and there that I was able to overcome probably easier than others...) but I'm still really scared of dying. My depression is more like feeling like I'm floating in the void with nothing to ground me, except for my favorite hobby and my friends!
So my recommendation from personal experience is: at the least, find something you like to do to distract yourself when you're desperate. Really only when you're desperate and can only think about that, maybe by distraction, you'll teach your brain that you can indeed think about other things. Practice self-love (differentiate between actually taking care of your health and just trying to escape your thoughts) find something that gives your life meaning and whenever find yourself struggling with the meaninglessness of life, go back to what you use to define why you're here. What I decided I wanna do while I'm alive is bring awareness to people, what struggles everyone faces. I want to help people and give them what they need to know in order to improve their lives and the lives of those around them. Not quite as noble as like FBI or teaching or any of those, I suppose, but the way I'm planning to go about it is probably more ambitious than most people kinda just trying to get by. Find your reason, basically, and focus on that while keeping yourself healthy.
On the other side, definitely try to examine your thoughts and figure out why your thought patterns are the way they are, see about trying to discover why you think life is so bad and see if you can remedy it! Lack of human interaction could be something. Make sure you're drinking enough water and taking good care of your body, get good sleep, remember to take breaks just to rest your eyes. Maybe just lay in bed in the middle of the day and let yourself fall asleep or try to make your brain stay empty a while. Or just close and cover your eyes to see if you can at least partially get rid of that headache! Have I mentioned water? Lol. Have a wonderful and low-stress day!
I personally don't have any issue with a person, taking into context all of their problems, finding they're doomed to suffering their final days/weeks/months, choosing instead to end their life.
Temporary, treatable conditions however, MUST be pursued! Life has no guarantee of safety or happiness, and we've all got to manage our challenges, seeking help as necessary.
Great video!
Thank you.
If you're referring to something like someone with a degenerative disease like a muscle disorder or Alzheimer's wanting to use euthanasia or something similar so they can go out how they want to instead of their body slowly stopping functioning, absolutely. And while depression can stick around for a very long time, it is indeed still a temporary and treatable condition! Crazy how the world can care so much about human "lives" (aka just wanting to prevent death for as long as possible) and yet do their absolute freaking best to heighten and ignore people's suffering. The heck is up with that??
@@astraamarante6233 yeah
Like what the is wrong with you,HUMANITY,HUH???!!!!!!!!!!😤😤😤😤😤😠😠😠😠😠😠
@@astraamarante6233
Terminal/Untreatable diseases/conditions that absolutely wreck any semblance of a normal, happy, productive life are indeed what I'm mostly talking about.
As to why the medical 'Industry' strives to keep people alive for as long as possible? I hate to say this, but it's just the simple truth: Money. The longer they can push meds, pay Caregivers, the more 'They' make. The absolute bottom line which is both obscene and hypocritical.
I've seen it happen far too many times...
When i feel like suicidal or depressed i always tell myself " im just a kid , i can do a big glow up in 1, 2 or 3 years , i still can change" and it works most of the times
My sister commited suicide on January 4th.
Don't kill yourself guys. You may believe nobody loves you. It is extremely hard to even exist sometimes. You wish you can laugh more. You wish you can have more friends. You wish you can get rid of these awful, uncontrollable feelings.
Suicide is not the answer. You are stronger than your circumstances/illness. All we need at the end of the day is self-love, because why live life when you of all people are your biggest hater.
It hurts, really hurts that my sister commited suicide. I have regrets, flashbacks, crying session, existentialism, etc. There is someone who loves you no matter what. Don't let your brain lie to you.
If you really think everyone hates you, then start to love yourself. You are a human being, a feeling human being. Don't let society trick into thinking that your worthless. No dollar, article of clothing, jewelry, phone addiction, any non-human thing deserves to destroy your well-being.
You are always enough, but at the end of the day you dont need anybody telling you that because you already know deep down you're great.
Dont kill yourself, please.
Thank you. I am very sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace.
I am sorry for you, I hope you feel better now, may she rest in peace
@v.m.e.6641 thank you, it's been really rough. If you are suicidal please don't do it. You're pain does not define you.
@ButterpinkStudio._. thank you so much. Honestly the pain won't go away, but I appreciate your kindness.
God bless you and your words, I apologize for your loss. Hang in there.
Ive been dealing with thoughts like these for a few years now. Theres one person out of everyone ive considered close whose ever made me feel properly seen, and i owe him a lot. I still feel like it every day and im beginning to feel like it wont ever get better. Just quieter. But knowing that he saw me, saw how much i was hurting makes me feel comforted in some strange way. Even though i mask insanely strongly, and have done so for most of my life, someone was able to see through it. And they had the chance to tell me, which us something i never thought id live to see. Im still struggling and i cant find a way to at least make it easier, but at least theres company in knowing im not 100% alone. Even if all he does is see, its better that nothing.
It will get better. And yes, WE see you too. Thank you for sharing your story. Your friend definitely cares for you.
Battling thoughts of suicide is exhausting
Dont give up,keep moving forward
No matter what happens, just put it off until tomorrow. You're too tired today. You don't have what you need. You'll need a plan. You're not ready to do it just now.
Then tomorrow, put it off until the day after that. You've got too much to do. The plan you have won't work/you don't have all what you need to do it/you don't have the money to do "that". Make the plans very detailed. Plan out EVERY detail and every contingency.
Then, put off enacting that plan for just one more day. Go over it, and make sure you have every intricacy and every contingency planned for.
...Then you're too tired. You don't have everything you need. Put it off just one more day...
I’ve clicked on this video to say, this is an immeasurable weight to carry, and should be made more aware of. As someone who has tried to take their own life, twice, people need to know the signs to help others, I never got treatment and my cat is basically the only thing keeping me alive. It doesn’t matter your age, as I am what many, including some of my siblings, would think to be “to young” or “faking it and just fine” I’ve been masking so long I don’t feel emotions, and it’s awful to know others are happy and exited, and your in a pit you can’t climb out of, you’d need to feel to get out. And at this point it’s not a matter of not wanting to, it’s a matter of inability. If you encounter someone please help them, or tell them something nice, it could save their life.
Thank you for covering this in your usual very sensitive way. This helped me, because this is such an emotive issue to research, when its personal. ❤❤❤❤
*litteraly cuts , and talks about wanting to die*
My friend anarosa : Seems normal to me
I get it, I’ve been through something very similar and I know it’s so hard to even get out of bed and everyone around you seems to downplay your emotions but there are people who love you 💗
If I’m being honest right now which I am, I think you need to make new friends and try your best to break away from the toxic friendships/relationships
1. Hopelessness and lack of optimism 0:52
2. Has attempt suicide before 1:32
3. Threatening suicide or talking about wanting to die 1:56
4. Has attempted or has done self harm or risky activities 2:49
5. Giving away prized possessions 3:31
6. There is no number 6. Its a mistake in video's title.
Do get help. Shout and scream till you get it. Cause a ruckus. ❤❤❤
thank you for having such a soothing calm voice and calm background music. i needed it
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Is he on instagram?
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.
Can dr.poras send to me in UK?
Thanks for talking like any other bot in this world, i can't believe that someone could fall in this robbery
Thank you! We watched this exact video in school today and this tought me so much, i may seem happy around my friends and family but i cry every night and are depressed, This kind of helps to know there is other people out there like me
How can you not be depressed with what's going on in this world 😢
How can you be depressed knowing you've been blessed to live, breathe, eat, experience life for another day?
@solidussnake2567 because sometimes just being alive isn't enough. There is so much hurt, and just living isn't enough. One must thrive, and I'm not talking about money 😪
@@c.c.dorrie5795 I suggest read The Quran, it always helps me when I’m having a rough day
@@solidussnake2567being “blessed” to breathe, eat, and experience life is the fuckin problem.
im sorry but i hate when people say dumb shit like this
@@humanoidshrek5524 you're just a negative Nancy to the point where you even look at the positives as negatives. Life is a test, and it only lasts about 70 years
I only just got really depressed, I just graduated like 1 month ago and now I have no one to talk to anymore. I just really want to have those talks with my friends even if I only had a couple my whole life. I've laid in my floor asking why I'm sad and why my stomach hurts but I'm not hungry or feeling sick I just want to have someone to be next to or just to have them notice me. I only recently contemplated if I should continue life or if I could just disappear and I know people would say that I would make someone sad if I did but... I don't have anyone anyways.
I just need someone to keep me from those thoughts.
maybe I'll find someone or maybe I won't but I'm glad I got to enjoy the good and bad times with life. I love you UA-cam, glad someone was here for me even if you didn't know me.
Hey! I know we're strangers but thank you for sharing this. I see you and understand how lonely it must be for you. I've recently graduated too and have been struggling with similar thoughts since a year. I care about my family and I'm desperately trying to live for them, but sometimes it really is too much and I don't think I'll always be able to do so. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here: you can write another comment (and say whatever you want don't worry) and I'll respond. You're not alone. I'm aware I don't even know your name, but I'll think about you now. Everyday. And I'm proud of you graduating!!
@@_nobody_19 thanks, I’m glad I’m not alone.
@@EliteOpsYTI love you eventhough I don't know you
Same 😭 I graduated high school 2 months ago and now everything feels horrible 🗿🫴
Go be around people even if they aren't known to you. I will go to a mall and buy a coffee or soda and sit near other people. Often casual conversation pops up. I'm depressed, but I can still listen to lonely other people. Older folks telling their challenges or stories. It makes me feel of use, and that I've brightened someone's day. Simple, and yet keeps me moving for more days, until I find a friend or group to belong to. Nothing is a perfect solution, so seeing yourself amongst people helps. Go to a library and ask a librarian to help you find a book on a subject. For tat time you are interacting with another interested human. Keep trying.
Watching your videos already makes me tear up..
You're the best person to listen to..
I wished my mom was as understanding as you are..
You aren't alone. There are people that care about you. You don't your mom if she doesn't care about you, it'll be okay. I know life is scary, but you have a lot of life left in front of you that you get to decide what you do with it! It'll get better, okay? It may not seem like it, but all tunnels have an end, you can't have darkness without light.
After looking at this video, I can say it safely. I was probably really suicidal. Now the thought have left me more or less, just leaving strange stigmas behind.
You value your life on the brink of death.
Dont give up my friend
I did feel suicidal before and told people should I do it and they said no for the people out there going through depression and suicidal don’t the world 🌎 will not be a better place without you ❤👍
no matter how im feeling ill never ever call a hotline.
Honestly I've been thinking about it for way too long ,and I'm taking part in risky behaviors, I shoud consider myself lucky I fear the physical pain. But the idea that I can't even take a small amount of pain so I can end it just makes me feel worse.
Completely understand ur case, same here I’m too scared of physical pain, especially if gods choice is meant for us to stay n don go, I would cause myself a permanently disorder or a scar that I would live with forever …. But u know ! Our fear of physical pain makes me think that we r not into the suicidal thoughts that we think we r in
Need to talk to someone and then go to your Doctor medication can help been there myself trust me your irish friend from Dublin😊
On the contrary, and I'm not trying to sound sexist, but men are more likely to commit the action of suicide, than women. There were times when I self injured myself as a coping mechanism to help deal with stress I had from what my roommates did last academic year. I'm in college so.... First year at a new school with terrible roommates, it wasn't my best year. I threw temper tantrums whenever I was sure I was alone, even though some have heard me talking to myself in college. All that.... You could say my mentality was all out of place...To top it all off I was unable to get any good sleep from my roommates. Thank God, second year is somewhat peaceful, and I'm able to catch more zzz's
@@timinator900 I’m happy u r able to sleep now, as not being able to sleep is a different level of torturing .. good luck dear with ur college years ,, enjoy it as much as u can before u get into real life and business world .. much love from Egypt 🇪🇬 💚 btw talking to self is healthy what is not healthy is hearing the objects replying to you:) it’s a well known phrase from a very well known therapist.
@@timinator900 Using that statement does, in fact, make you sound sexist and like you're trying to downplay women's suicidal tendencies. My recommendation would be to just rephrase it like "more men struggle with suicide than women" I think this is less likely to be misunderstood as "men have it harder" and could communicate better that men simply have this problem more often rather than worse.
But why on the contrary? The OG comment said nothing about men vs. women, they were just sharing their struggles.
It was like a year ago...I was very close to commit suicide, thankfully my bff caught me, stopped me, I went to therapy for almost a year now! I am alright, I'm healing
I'm happy for you, keep going like that, you're doing a great job :)
See, it's friends like that that make me wish I had someone to talk to. Best of love to you. I'm in college, but I must say last academic year.... I was in a very similar path like yours. I had been my worst year in college. Apart from the rigorous classes I took, I dealt with my roommates shennagans the entire year. Him being a girlfriend, him having you know what, and him having the most obnoxious snoring known to man. I wish I was kidding. Anyway, it took a toll on my mental health. It got so bad I attempted to self injure myself and purposely try to get close to cars as I crossed the street, to get hit and die.
There's also a very high railing not far from the dorm I stayed in that I glaced upon ending my life. I was inching off by touching the gate, which wasn't that high. The University clinic wasn't much help as they told me if I attempted to commit suicide again... I would be sent by UPD to come take me to a hospital. At that point, I was going crazy... internally. Externally people would find me weird to talk to as I was also mumbling and had eye bags around my eyes, as a sign of not good sleep for days. 🥺😔
something similar happened to me last year. i had burned ALL of my diaries (from 2003 to 2022) that day and got the rope in my hands, contemplating. i even wrote an "if i die" note, with contacts and stuff. i was so determined to do it. until my best friend called, asking if we could play a game together. i chose not to tell her what was about to happen, instead i just enjoyed the moment with her. in that moment, i thought maybe i have some reasons to stay alive.
i'm happy you have someone like your bff, and i'm proud of you for staying here
I was severely depressed few years ago after divorce with my wife. Also suffered mental disorder and got diagnosed with BPD. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be used for people with similar health challenges.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
Yes sure of Dr.benfungi
Yes very sure of Dr.benfungi. Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts a lot over the last few months. I don’t necessarily want to die but when I think about what my life will be like in 10 years, such as my financial situation and my love life. I’ve always been a romantic fantasizing about finding a cute girl to dote and spoil but honestly recently I’ve given up on that idea, even if a girl who genuinely cared about me and I cared about came around I couldn’t commit because I know where I’m heading and don’t feel I deserve the love I fantasized about. It’s a sad feeling knowing that something I desperately wanted for years feels unattainable now, especially something so important like love. Though I never had much confidence in myself I thought there was a chance, but now I realize I don’t have the courage nor the selfishness to burden someone with my companionship that isn’t already in my group. Depression and anxiety suck, I’ve suffered for years only being diagnosed last year after my sister overheard me talking about my feelings and told my mom who wanted me to go see a doctor. I can’t imagine myself going the rest of my life feeling like this and I couldn’t let someone in knowing I’ve almost definitively written my stories ending before the rest could play out.
I missed the signs 2 years ago. Please be kind to yourself and others. ❤
I sure wish I would never wake up ever again
Let’s be real nobody is watching this because they think that somebody in their lives is suicidal they are just making sure that they’re not giving away themselves
Stop 😭 I'm reading myself in the comments already you gotta be quieter
I have tried to commit suicide twice so far and I am scared of what I can do again😭
Real
STOP GIVING AWAY THE SECRETS
R.i.p, I guess I’m the exception 🥲
Lying to myself that I am just depressed and that these thoughts will just go away. I am alone, isolated, hopeless and contemplating why I am I here. Having a family not want or need you anymore while having no friends or loved ones who care anymore. I live only to make sure my kids don’t go without a home or money, or food.
4:23 Here I startet to cry
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I started Crying Around 3:44
I would also love to see your videos and your thoughs on people that struggle with anti-social problems and people that use violence to "help" themselfs on solving anger and their loneliness. mostly known form of word is "going postal". Problems like shooting rampages like the Columbine are the cause from lack of social interactions, mental illness and many more.
But thank you so much for this video.
I lost a friend early this year to suicide.
She wasn't much close to me, but since we live in a small town, we shared friends in common and she dated a friend of mine some while ago. But we did shared some talks about mental health and medication. I was diagnosted with Depressed Disorder before the pandemic and i'm on medication ever since. We talked about our current therapy, and she was actually very insightful about these themes, even recommended me meditation and group therapy a couple of times
She was 29 and left a 7yo daughter, a bunch of friends and her mom to their own. And this might be sound selfish but, having experienced that kind of loss pretty much convinced me that Suicidal thoughts are better to left alone and be just that: thoughts. Because i saw what she left behind after her passing: pain among their loved ones. I never want to feel like i'm a problem to those i love, and i'm certain now that this is not the way to let the problems and pain to go away.
I guess what i'm trying to say is: talk to those you know more often, specially if you know there's something about them. It's pretty sad to realizing you're maybe to deep into yourself that you can't see the bigger picture sometimes, or even thinking your problems are the worst thing ever, wanting to end things, not realizing what other might be struggling with.
I hope you are at least in peace now Flor.
I am very sorry about this news
Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know
Yes, dr.porassss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this
Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Yes he is dr.porassss.
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.
Can dr.poras send to me in UK?
To be completely honest, I'm really tired of people telling me "everything's going to be okay", or even just a simple "you're loved, please don't die." I'm so so sick of hearing that same dull phrasing over and over again. Most people say that your teenage years in high school is the most difficult and you'll grow out of it, but I'm not going to. How do I know? Because I've been having these sorts of thoughts starting in my late years of elementary school.
I just want it to be done and over already. I've been waiting too long for something to come and kill me. I've been waiting too long to die.
It's already been too long since I've felt this way. The idea of dying, taking my own life is something that's only just another thought to my daily routine. I don't even know if I even want to stop feeling this way anymore because now, it seems like it's one of the only reliable constants I can fall back on.
I'm just really tired.
Dont give up,you are brave,beauthifull and smart,i wish you a really good life
Im suffering from that as a mechanical engineering i dont feel motivated plz help me i lost my professional job i lost my Loved ones plz if any one available plz help me plz plz plz .
Can Dr.pores send to me in UK?
How can I help u?which type of help u need?just tell me,I am always here
Open up to someone my friend, help is there!! You can always get in touch with someone, you are not alone!! I'm sorry its been a dark time for you, but I hope, in time, things will shine bright again!!
You can chat here. This comment section is a safe place. Vent, express your feelings, tell us your problems, whatever helps, we are here to listen and will try to help in anyway we can.
Uuuh idk if any of us can help u with that unfortunately
I loved the animation on this one, as you are always trying to improve
Thank you for your feedback!
Im only 13 and suicidal, my parents might divorce soon and im at my nans for the week "to get away from dad", i do feel fine but i have some of the things shown on the video and im feeling worried, I used to love what i did now i just dont want to and just want to stop because i fear im wrong or will be judged, i have tryed to hurt myself sometimes but in younger times it was just by accident, now its starting to feel on purpose, i think im gonna try and stay happy and not do anything serious to myself because then i may be judged or misunderstanded, this video really touched me and as a kid i feel good that this is being aknowleged. Thanks again for this videp.
Almost feel like I watched this not to see if someone I know is suicidal, but to see if I'm being too obvious.
Been feeling really hopeless lately. A string of blowups among people close to me has me feeling like no one wants me around, that everyone would be happier without me. I don't even really feel like I have anyone left to turn to. I've wanted to draft notes, just leave and not say anything one day.
I know no one will read this but I just felt like getting it out anyway.
We read u bro , Plzz don't go 😞
I feel you as i am going through the same turbulence in my life , like some existential crisis
I celebrate 12 years since my final attempt at the end of January.Watch your loved one(s) when the depression starts to lift some. When we are severely depressed doing anything is difficult but when it recedes some that’s the most dangerous time. Also keep an eye on those who lost someone this way they are much more likely to die the same way.
😥🙏🙏
I’m only 10, and from all the depression I’ve been going through and my dad and my mums divorce have made me think of hurting myself, or thinking suicidal thoughts, this really helped to see how you know if someone is thinking suicidal thoughts.
My mom divorced my dad and I still have depression and even tried killing myself once and I think I might do it again
@@ElijahDoesThings22 I’ve tried killing myself yesterday night but my parents always stop me from doing it
@@ElijahDoesThings22 same buddy, I'm sure of it that one day I'll leave them all alone and that day will come this year only
I'm barely 11 (does it even count as barely anymore if I turned 11 like a month and a week ago?) and I also want to die, I've wanted to die since I was in 3rd grade :)
@@hellokittie222 I'm turning 19 this year and I've tried to die many times since I was in 4th or 5th
I don’t know why UA-cam recommended me this but it’s definitely very relevant to me as I have more disregard for my life everyday
Topics like this are what make me understand more and more. Thank you
If I thought about doing to others, the things I've thought about doing to myself, I would be horrified. I've fought what can only be described as strong urges to end it, and it took a lot of willpower. Unfortunately, the thoughts haven't stopped. It doesn't help when days go by without talking to anyone. But, I guess that's better than constantly being in one sided relationships.
Hey, treat yourself like you'd treat your friends and those closest to you! That's a good way to take care of yourself. You're enough, you're good, you're doing your best, you're worthy. Being alive is hard, it's gonna be a fight most of the time. But don't stop when things get bad, don't let it end when you're at your worst, because there's gonna be a light around the corner! Let yourself relax, focus on what's important, try to do more things that you enjoy.
And maybe make sure you're drinking enough water, too, lol. A headache makes a lot of difference 😅
I just started to feel happy I didn't understand what I was feeling at first till a friend of mine told me that I had been depressed for so long that I probably forgot what happiness is that hit me hard but I am in a better place now I have my hobbies back and laugh and smile started watching anime and playing cyberpunk which I love please if you are struggling talk to someone please it took me 6 years to think of that and now I'm starting to feel happy trust yourself and love your self life is a journey and you have the power to choose how your story ends so make it a story worth telling love you all ❤️
I had a friend back in my college days that committed suicide. For months he had been sullen and depressed and then about a week before he did it, he became cheerful, almost too cheerful and started handing out and doing things with his friends again. Looking back on it, I think he had made the decision to do it at that point and was satisfied and almost happy because he knew his pain would be over soon.
I've had these feelings for a very long time. After my last break-up, I "celebrated" for 10 years by hoping I would die of alcohol poisoning. Needless to say, it didn't work (3 years sober in June), but i still get feelings of worthlessness due to me being a pretty stupid person.
I constantly compare myself to everyone I know because I know they're all doing for better than me (with maybe one or two exceptions), and I keep getting the feeling that I won't ever get into a place in my life where I will finally be comfortable and happy again.
I've thought of death many times over the last 20+ years (there were a few years in between where I didn't think of it due to the toxic relationship I was stuck in), but once I began to drink, I felt both a sense of relief after getting out of my situation, but also a sense of hopelessness since my psychotic ex used to say I'll never get another girlfriend again, or find a girl like her (which in all honesty, I was perfectly fine with since I didn't want another like her).
As for giving away prizes possessions, I've never really thought of that very much.
Making jokes about me dying, yeah, I've made quite a few of those. Not in the last 10 years or so now, so I've cut that out, at least.
I guess as far as ending my life goes, I don't have the balls to do it. I haven't engaged in risky activities, either.
I guess I'm now just in the middle where I think of it, but I'm not willing to act on it, but instead, just push forward with life and maybe things will turn themselves around.
Keep moving forward
I am afraid to admit to people I know about the near constant passive suicidal ideation I suffer from
Dont give up
Your voice is so soothing
One time, I was talking with my friend about something, and we were both feeling really sad, and it took four word to start making me cry so much…..”you are not alone”❤
I think we need to make telling people we are here for them or that they are not alone a norm, for everyone ❤
I wonder if someone eating very unhealthy can be a form of self harm if it's intentional
Yes, I did. I’m doing better now.
sometimes its not self harm. Its more like a a coping mechanism because junk food is usually addicting
Yeah, definitely
When the hours are long and my mind begins to wonder where it shouldn't.
Yes it can be
i talk about suicidal thoughts from time to time but ive never had a friend react to it...
Same here.
I've had depression my whole adult life with each attack getting worse. My psychiatrist calls it treatment-resistant biological depression and I have suicidal thoughts. Since I was 16 or 17 my favourite band has been "Suicidal Tendencies", not everyone's cup of tea but I enjoy the music.
What kind of band are they?
They started off as punk but it's mostly fast heavy metal with a touch of punk, Thrashy really. In the early 80's they were voted the band least likely to succeed in a competition at their high school. LOL
all i wanted was a pepsi
Suicidal tendencies, eh? You got good taste mate
"Nobody Hears" track 3 from what's probably their most radio friendly album that I'm aware of: The Art of Rebellion:
ua-cam.com/play/OLAK5uy_nhLLNz57pRrhGc1439svfw1_n_MSq9120.html&si=7BDxoJkLJERaeSxn
Im so glad you made this video. I watch this 2 month ago and i started seeing the sign from my friend she started giving away one of her favourite book which is from her mom that she care so much, i started seeing here rarely going out whenever i asked to go to the mall with her, she would immediately refuse saying shes busy or such. Her grades started getting lower after watching this video i finnaly decide to ask her if something wrong. Right now shes doing better i suggest her on going to therapy more, she became more outgoing thank you for posting this!
This comment is gushy, I know, but I still feel as though I should write it anyways.
I'm very depressed at the moment and lately I have been having a lot of suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I've tried to take my own life in the past and as of now I'm in a very bad mental state. One thing that always helps me is talking to someone I trust. For me, I usually go to my boyfriend, who also, unfortunately, recently attempted suicide. Clearly as of late neither of us have been in a great mental state but talking with each other about both the bad and good days is always a relief. Bottling up emotions is one of the worst things you can possibly do when you're in this kind of bad state, and it will just make those thoughts build up... leading to some rather irrational choices. Hurting yourself never helps, and it only makes the suffering for you and your loved ones even worse. It's NEVER worth it to cut yourself, even if it does relieve stress temporarily. In the long run it will only cause more harm. This also goes for all other forms of self-harm, although I chose cutting since that is the one I'm most.. familiar with. If you ever have bad urges, or get suicidal tendencies, talk to someone you trust and call 988 (The suicide prevention helpline). Always remember: It gets better.