I desperately wished you had never found the marker/pen. The idea of watching a guy try to talk about something serious, but continually getting sidetracked by the fact that he can't find his pen to write something down sounds amazing. Then again, you did end up doing that, cause the marker went dry anyway, but then you stopped being bothered about the lack of pen for the most part, so it *almost* went exactly as I imagined it going when you first looked around for it briefly.
I am unable to put into words the joy this video brings me. You’ll probably never see this comment, but I hope you know that the simplicity of your content is what makes it so beautiful. In a world that’s so overstimulated, an inspiring mind is a rare find. Thank you dearly for your work.
This is so raw & real. I wish i could also sit on that doc and just have a chat. You have so much authentic depth. Keep being exactly you... you're the real deal!
I have watched everything you have ever posted on Tiktok and found myself craving more of your voice and words. I searched out your name on UA-cam and couldn't be happier to hang found your videos this morning. Thank you for making these. I feel like I am sitting down spending time with a friend. I understand all too well what you are saying about no one really knows you other than what we see through social media, but I feel like we are getting a little glimpse into understanding more through videos like this. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
I’m so sorry, because this is so off topic from the discussion but so much about this video gives me frog and toad vibes. Maybe it’s because I’ve recently been going back to childhood illustrations and books that I enjoyed when I was younger and it’s been occupying my mind already. But also I mean this as a compliment because frog and toad have a very comforting essence at least to me and most people I know. Idk what the point of this frog and toad comment is I think I’ve lost the plot 🪷 🫖
I love watching unedited videos- just like this one. I love the slower videos. I love the silence. the space. I love hearing your thoughts, about anything, about everything. Most videos these days (the ones with the hooks) are also heavily edited. They cannot hold even a second of silence for fear of being boring, not good enough, clicked off. but it’s not natural. i found in my life that i have felt the need to speed up my stories, my conversations, with the same mindset. i’m boring. not good enough. wasting their time. no one cares. (i’ve done a lot of work recently to challenge these thoughts - but videos like this still help!)
The pace and whim to this made me smile. Thoughts that wander in wonder. It gave time to recognize sounds from my childhood and be curious if we were once neighbors in relation to the world. I know that train and angry goose and I haven’t thought about them in a long time.
even picking this up again the next day i find myself resonating with that feelings of rushing. Like when you rushed your tea or wanted to rush the videos, I have a lot of changes in my life that will be slow and my mind just wants to think that me accepting the start of this process means i should have the result already because its what i want to be set on, but we still gotta get there.
There is a definitive ASMR quality to your video. You set a very nice cadence when you talk, and your voice is very soothing. You also wax whimsically about nothing, that has a quality of everything to it. Thoughtful. Considered. Nice.
thank you for sharing. "thinking better when in motion" - i think i feel some restlessness throughout the whole thing. was wondering if it was a pleasant experience for you or whether you squirmed under all these open questions and their implications. all these struggles with performance and authenticity. with being supposed to present and do things a certain way. its interesting me that this space right here doesnt feel like a blank canvas (im assuming at least), that holds freedom for whatever you want to fill it with, whatever you feel like embodying, but that you feel pressure to do things the right way. this is in no way criticism, i just find it interesting to observe. and you know, maybe you feel very differently about all of this already. its been a couple of months, right. yeah, thats also such an interesting thing about theses online spaces, theyre frozen in time. waiting on the people to tune into that specific wavelenght theyre exuding still. i do appreciate the effort you put in questioning what youre doing, how youre doing it it and sharing the process. must be weird to imagine an audience while trying to let the mind wander, while thinking outloud, exploring and sharing inner landscapes. cause the moment a thought forms that we plan on putting out there, we usually alter it, right, quick as a reflex, fitting it into a specific context, in anticipation of reactions weve gotten before, deforming the expression somewhat. then again, we never have and never will exist outside of the context of something other, something outside of us. but we are always actively forming, creating from within while simultaneously being formed by the other, that on the outside. that quest for authentic expression and being seen and understood through all of it -
Your voice is comforting to me. I’ve been binging on your videos the past few hours, since I first found you. You couldn’t find your notes on imposter syndrome, because you didn’t care to be like anyone else. Similarly, the thought of having to have a hook is off putting to you.
Beautiful lake i absolutely love walking around at the waterholes here feeding the ducks, so peaceful, great place to sit and write, sorry you misplaced your pen, you still had my full attention, keep shinning bright sweetie ❤❤❤❤
@@trevcimenski I'm right here with you, listening always, you have an amazing voice which easily gains, and in a beautiful way demands attention, good qualities to have, the old famous saying goes, " build it and they shall come" you dear poet are a builder, and we are here always ☺️❤ p.s go shopping you deserve a pretty cool pen , keep shinning bright.
When thinking of the reason why I wanted to start posting videos, I always said it was to put myself in stone so when I die or something happens people I know can come and see me timeless. Interesting to hear it for the first time from another person :)
(I cannot believe that I'm making a nonsense comment on someone's videos.🤦🏻♀) I'm sorry in advance, Trev. I don't have the answer you're looking for, anyhow. Personally, I still spend about 98% of my time on UA-cam watching music videos and interviews, so I don't know much about how to attract a larger audience for videos. I hope you find success with your UA-cam videos. I'm perfectly okay with listening to birds' whistles, frog sounds, and even the wind! (The wind reminds me of one of Béla Tarr's movies, so :)) p.s. If I hadn't found you on Instagram with your "Dad's Home" poem, I wouldn't be here for sure. Is there a reason you're not sharing the UA-cam video links on your Instagram stories?
I'm not sharing to my Instagram audience because I would like to become more comfortable here first. And I'd like my audience here to be built organically. That makes it a much stronger quality relationship. I did the same thing on tiktok where I told no one I was posting over there I just posted to strangers for months and months.
I desperately wished you had never found the marker/pen. The idea of watching a guy try to talk about something serious, but continually getting sidetracked by the fact that he can't find his pen to write something down sounds amazing. Then again, you did end up doing that, cause the marker went dry anyway, but then you stopped being bothered about the lack of pen for the most part, so it *almost* went exactly as I imagined it going when you first looked around for it briefly.
I am unable to put into words the joy this video brings me. You’ll probably never see this comment, but I hope you know that the simplicity of your content is what makes it so beautiful. In a world that’s so overstimulated, an inspiring mind is a rare find. Thank you dearly for your work.
Glad you're posting here more consistently
What the heck! Been following you forever man. Thank you for the encouragement!
This is so raw & real. I wish i could also sit on that doc and just have a chat. You have so much authentic depth. Keep being exactly you... you're the real deal!
I have watched everything you have ever posted on Tiktok and found myself craving more of your voice and words. I searched out your name on UA-cam and couldn't be happier to hang found your videos this morning. Thank you for making these. I feel like I am sitting down spending time with a friend. I understand all too well what you are saying about no one really knows you other than what we see through social media, but I feel like we are getting a little glimpse into understanding more through videos like this. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
Thank you for this comment! Hoping to do more videos like this so please if you have any tips or anything 🙏
Lovely to spend some time with you. Relaxed, real and refreshing. Thank you
"im afraid im just gonna lose it all" yeah.
nice to sit and ponder with you.
I can see you being an actor. maybe theater kind of stuff
I’m so sorry, because this is so off topic from the discussion but so much about this video gives me frog and toad vibes. Maybe it’s because I’ve recently been going back to childhood illustrations and books that I enjoyed when I was younger and it’s been occupying my mind already. But also I mean this as a compliment because frog and toad have a very comforting essence at least to me and most people I know. Idk what the point of this frog and toad comment is I think I’ve lost the plot 🪷 🫖
I am playing this game called Lulu’s Home Garden and my god I know what you mean
I love watching unedited videos- just like this one. I love the slower videos. I love the silence. the space. I love hearing your thoughts, about anything, about everything. Most videos these days (the ones with the hooks) are also heavily edited. They cannot hold even a second of silence for fear of being boring, not good enough, clicked off. but it’s not natural. i found in my life that i have felt the need to speed up my stories, my conversations, with the same mindset. i’m boring. not good enough. wasting their time. no one cares. (i’ve done a lot of work recently to challenge these thoughts - but videos like this still help!)
The pace and whim to this made me smile. Thoughts that wander in wonder. It gave time to recognize sounds from my childhood and be curious if we were once neighbors in relation to the world. I know that train and angry goose and I haven’t thought about them in a long time.
thanks (edit: note on impostor syndrome: the humbling effect of knowledge. The more you know, the more you are aware of what you don't know.)
even picking this up again the next day i find myself resonating with that feelings of rushing. Like when you rushed your tea or wanted to rush the videos, I have a lot of changes in my life that will be slow and my mind just wants to think that me accepting the start of this process means i should have the result already because its what i want to be set on, but we still gotta get there.
We gotta get there. But at our pace.
good to see more of you :’)
There is a definitive ASMR quality to your video. You set a very nice cadence when you talk, and your voice is very soothing. You also wax whimsically about nothing, that has a quality of everything to it. Thoughtful. Considered. Nice.
Sometime you have ti fall to feel the true nature of the ground. ❤
I like the Scooby pants :)
I enjoy your work ! Your presentation is often soothing . The "mess" is what's real.
hopefully i can clean up the mess just a liiiitle bit. but thank you so much for saying that.
thank you for sharing. "thinking better when in motion" - i think i feel some restlessness throughout the whole thing. was wondering if it was a pleasant experience for you or whether you squirmed under all these open questions and their implications. all these struggles with performance and authenticity. with being supposed to present and do things a certain way. its interesting me that this space right here doesnt feel like a blank canvas (im assuming at least), that holds freedom for whatever you want to fill it with, whatever you feel like embodying, but that you feel pressure to do things the right way. this is in no way criticism, i just find it interesting to observe. and you know, maybe you feel very differently about all of this already. its been a couple of months, right. yeah, thats also such an interesting thing about theses online spaces, theyre frozen in time. waiting on the people to tune into that specific wavelenght theyre exuding still. i do appreciate the effort you put in questioning what youre doing, how youre doing it it and sharing the process. must be weird to imagine an audience while trying to let the mind wander, while thinking outloud, exploring and sharing inner landscapes. cause the moment a thought forms that we plan on putting out there, we usually alter it, right, quick as a reflex, fitting it into a specific context, in anticipation of reactions weve gotten before, deforming the expression somewhat. then again, we never have and never will exist outside of the context of something other, something outside of us. but we are always actively forming, creating from within while simultaneously being formed by the other, that on the outside. that quest for authentic expression and being seen and understood through all of it -
Thank you.
Your voice is comforting to me. I’ve been binging on your videos the past few hours, since I first found you. You couldn’t find your notes on imposter syndrome, because you didn’t care to be like anyone else. Similarly, the thought of having to have a hook is off putting to you.
Beautiful lake i absolutely love walking around at the waterholes here feeding the ducks, so peaceful, great place to sit and write, sorry you misplaced your pen, you still had my full attention, keep shinning bright sweetie ❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much again for showing up here! I'll have to find a new pen:)
@@trevcimenski I'm right here with you, listening always, you have an amazing voice which easily gains, and in a beautiful way demands attention, good qualities to have, the old famous saying goes, " build it and they shall come" you dear poet are a builder, and we are here always ☺️❤ p.s go shopping you deserve a pretty cool pen , keep shinning bright.
I'm glad this found its way to me
When thinking of the reason why I wanted to start posting videos, I always said it was to put myself in stone so when I die or something happens people I know can come and see me timeless. Interesting to hear it for the first time from another person :)
you are the dude i want to be in life i think. if you play any music you're on the dot, but i also wanna learn mandarin
I’d love to hear you sing a song sometime
8:12 it was a fish. Lol.
Wonderful video
Thank you so much Tristan!
(I cannot believe that I'm making a nonsense comment on someone's videos.🤦🏻♀) I'm sorry in advance, Trev. I don't have the answer you're looking for, anyhow.
Personally, I still spend about 98% of my time on UA-cam watching music videos and interviews, so I don't know much about how to attract a larger audience for videos. I hope you find success with your UA-cam videos. I'm perfectly okay with listening to birds' whistles, frog sounds, and even the wind! (The wind reminds me of one of Béla Tarr's movies, so :))
p.s. If I hadn't found you on Instagram with your "Dad's Home" poem, I wouldn't be here for sure. Is there a reason you're not sharing the UA-cam video links on your Instagram stories?
I'm not sharing to my Instagram audience because I would like to become more comfortable here first. And I'd like my audience here to be built organically. That makes it a much stronger quality relationship. I did the same thing on tiktok where I told no one I was posting over there I just posted to strangers for months and months.
But thank you for listening! Gee that means so much.
@@trevcimenski Thanks and good luck.
I am failing at writing comment.
Perfectly I might add