Holding On, Letting Go: Inside The Children's ICU

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  • @HFXmermaid
    @HFXmermaid 4 роки тому +5009

    "Leave the sadness to the last and just enjoy what we have now." well said Dad.

    • @tutuldok
      @tutuldok 4 роки тому +58

      Her father is a good man.

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +55

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @lindavenable3475
      @lindavenable3475 4 роки тому +5

      @@vanessabunnie9262 Awesome Testimony! 👑

    • @aphroditeerosanterosharmon4802
      @aphroditeerosanterosharmon4802 4 роки тому +9

      why can't I have my child's father like this? My child is same. Amidst all this Covid 19 craziness. My anxiety is through the roof and he Turned his Back on us and LEFT US to date and start a New Life with a 25year old Girl. ☹️😭😭😭 My HEART is BEYOND BROKEN.

    • @natlim6709
      @natlim6709 4 роки тому +4

      @@vanessabunnie9262 glad you are sharing good news to them. We need Jesus in our life. Please take time to know Him 🙏🏼. Revelation 21:4 And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; (B)there shall be no more death, (C)nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”

  • @cherista
    @cherista 5 років тому +7320

    Breaks my heart because she have to suffer so much. Wish all children were born healthy.

    • @silvergirl7810
      @silvergirl7810 5 років тому +70

      So grateful to doctors and the healthcare professionals when I watch something like this- our society needs to treat them better. What would we do without them? 👩‍⚕️👨‍⚕️💕🙏

    • @alvaro93364
      @alvaro93364 5 років тому +12

      Genetically engineer their DNA so they won't have to experience that. Only works before they are born.

    • @kelekasanasith5778
      @kelekasanasith5778 5 років тому +3

      I cried

    • @iyami9083
      @iyami9083 5 років тому +18

      but the population would go up and we would over populate

    • @OutlawKING111
      @OutlawKING111 5 років тому +4

      @@iyami9083 You're absolutely right.

  • @blackhxrizon658
    @blackhxrizon658 5 років тому +5910

    You could tell the dad is trying so hard to be strong... so sad.

    • @rena1102
      @rena1102 4 роки тому +75

      his voice is shaking when he speaks

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +35

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @SweetEvaporation
      @SweetEvaporation 4 роки тому +9

      God bless you

    • @user-qm1dm9tf6g
      @user-qm1dm9tf6g 4 роки тому +8

      @@vanessabunnie9262 God Bless you! I'm glad that you're still here❤

    • @user-nu3sd7zb2j
      @user-nu3sd7zb2j 3 роки тому +3

      @@vanessabunnie9262 Amazing. Praise the lord.

  • @meisu3287
    @meisu3287 3 роки тому +2737

    This reminds me of my son. Born with fatal disease. We let him go following doctor's advice. Sometimes we wondered if we should, but looking at the needles and the feeding tubes and ventilator, he would be in much discomfort. I still remember he was so happy when I breast fed him, how he longed for our cuddle which makes it difficult because of all the equipment. My daughter till this days still cried her eyes out whenever she thought of him. We miss you Rafy.

    • @gerberbabymom78
      @gerberbabymom78 2 роки тому +66

      …God bless you in every way- and God bless rafy too- im so sorry 😞 ❤️

    • @yee7672
      @yee7672 2 роки тому +22

      Foo why u gotta make me tear up

    • @mysteriousmessenger3258
      @mysteriousmessenger3258 2 роки тому +23

      Rip Rafy sorry for you loss I’m sure he’s in a better place 🕊

    • @DefiantAngel87
      @DefiantAngel87 2 роки тому +12

      I'm so deeply sorry.

    • @triciac1019
      @triciac1019 2 роки тому +11

      So sorry for your loss!

  • @snehasakharkar844
    @snehasakharkar844 6 років тому +9863

    That one tear from her eye broke my heart to a gazillion pieces!!

    • @theyhatekath
      @theyhatekath 5 років тому +2

      Well a heart isn't hard soooo....

    • @kalaspears6288
      @kalaspears6288 5 років тому +12

      I just wanted to take the time to say I'm on my wife's UA-cam account 1st lol but I have two girls one 4 the other is not mine or my wife's by blood kid my wife's half sister
      My wife's dad passed away three years ago and leah 9 has been in are life from the time she was 6 so in my heart she is my second child my dalter calls her sister but all I won't to say is yes seeing the little girl cry broke my heart and I live in the us and from the time we are born into this world we are well most of us are talt a religion mine was the holy bible
      But to me no matter your religion we all pray to the same God in the end and I will pray for there little ones for the rest of my life for the people who do not know me when I say stuff like that I will do as I say jesus in my eyes is the way and the truth I'm not trying to offend anyone with what I'm saying so Im sorry if saying I'm a Christian and I my belief is not what some else worships that your choice but in the end weather I'm right or wrong and hinido Muslim and any other is right all I'm saying is pray how ever u plz but pray that this kids get better and that in my life love is all so out of all I said I love you two sho ever might read this and two the children all over the world that are sick.
      Ps just remember do on to others as u would do onto your self and that evil begets evil love and prayer conquers all

    • @wambuimbugua4832
      @wambuimbugua4832 5 років тому +2

      Sneha Sakharkar I am honestly crying and praying to God

    • @shxdow9807
      @shxdow9807 5 років тому

      F Paydaş allah is just human God is Real

    • @Marlene5018
      @Marlene5018 5 років тому +2

      😭😭😭😭😭

  • @courtneylee98
    @courtneylee98 5 років тому +27672

    “Maybe we should stop being so selfish and let her go” my heart broke

    • @Korijenkins1414
      @Korijenkins1414 5 років тому +1458

      As cruel as it is to say, it would've been the better option. She died not long after this, and why let her suffer that long, expend so many resources, if it's just prolonging the inevitable?
      I guess, my experience is my first dog. I got her when I was 9, and 10 years later she got cancer, and we took her in to get her treated and it kept her alive for so long, but she wasn't happy. A lot of her hair fell out, and she was weak and slept a lot. I guess, what is the use of living if there's no happiness? Joy? Fun? Why live in pain? If I could go back, I would've saved the money I spent on treatment, and given her a much happier, healthier ending instead. One last good week for her, rather than months of gradual decline until she wasn't the same.

    • @ski4369
      @ski4369 5 років тому +474

      Flashbacks when I was still little and stupid and very selfish. I didn’t understand death but now I do, it honestly haunts me. My grandma was really sick and in the hospital for a while. My dad had to make the hard decision to let her go. She was suffering and we were going on the fantasy of her being able to leave her room so she could sit outside. I didn’t understand and didn’t like the hospital and would rather stay home. But I regret it so much and just wish to say goodbye. It scared me knowing just a month or so after, I was diagnosed with the same lung infection that killed her and my dad’s closet friend not too long ago. I lived, but have a high risk of getting it now.

    • @Redmonki184
      @Redmonki184 4 роки тому +321

      @@Korijenkins1414 but I guess the parents have hope that some how there child will pull through miraculously and live for longer happily ...they can never know how long the child will survive for sure it's a really difficult decision to make

    • @pongodongo645
      @pongodongo645 4 роки тому +116

      Kori Jenkins you’re not in their position.

    • @hc1946
      @hc1946 4 роки тому +99

      It must be a painful decision for any parent to make in their lives if it ever came to it. I remember my grandma was very sick with cancer, and her treatment wasn’t really helping. So my grandad had to decide to keep her on it longer so he could spend more time with her, but her quality of life would’ve worsened and worsened, so the only thing we could do was make her comfortable in her final days. RIP Gran❤️

  • @audi8286
    @audi8286 4 роки тому +7981

    I started crying when her sister was told she wasn’t going to be with her anymore :c
    *that hurts*

    • @haniahnoman293
      @haniahnoman293 3 роки тому +15

      😭😭😭

    • @meghamill287
      @meghamill287 3 роки тому +7

      i kno2 :(

    • @Eternalpichu
      @Eternalpichu 3 роки тому +65

      same that was when i started tearing up.

    • @letspes2352
      @letspes2352 3 роки тому +6

      Me too :(

    • @shellyannegoh6054
      @shellyannegoh6054 3 роки тому +5

      The old man is stupid and insenstive for saying that to the sister in front of the patient. Utter stupidity.

  • @antonialazar9876
    @antonialazar9876 3 роки тому +3094

    Whenever I feel stressed or hopeless about my studies (I'm in med school) I watch these kinds of videos and remember what I'm studying for and what I want to do in life: help save people or at least help them suffer as little as possible. Much respect for all healthcare workers out there!
    Edit: Thank you so much for all the replies guys 😭❤

    • @lorebringers
      @lorebringers 2 роки тому +17

      Foarte frumos spus Antonia. Succes!

    • @antonialazar9876
      @antonialazar9876 2 роки тому +9

      @@lorebringers Multumesc mult!

    • @keepgoing335
      @keepgoing335 2 роки тому +32

      Thank you for choosing this tough profession.

    • @oliviawoloshyn5824
      @oliviawoloshyn5824 2 роки тому +20

      I hope you do very well. You're in it for the right reasons. I look up to that

    • @DrMurdercock
      @DrMurdercock 2 роки тому +17

      DOn't forget to take care of your mental health along the way brother. Be the difference you want to see.

  • @paengkeov1486
    @paengkeov1486 5 років тому +21952

    When her tear dropped, my heart broke. She looks like she’s in so much pain but you can see that she’s a fighter too!

    • @densecabbage7795
      @densecabbage7795 5 років тому +351

      Paeng Keov Sadly she passed away 😞 but she’s not in pain anymore

    • @joannespencer8752
      @joannespencer8752 4 роки тому +28

      Me too 😢

    • @doremifasolatido-ro7zs
      @doremifasolatido-ro7zs 4 роки тому +85

      Paeng Keov omg me too i cried after seeing the teardrops. very sad. I feel the pain for both parents.

    • @elenaarredondo7043
      @elenaarredondo7043 4 роки тому +2

      👩‍👩‍👧 people wjdjdjuduwuwkdkdkdsjsusjwujwwjwjjshssjshshhshshshsudsuussjdjdhdydhdyhd I don't have a great day and I will be there at least at the r I have to go

    • @duckman1771
      @duckman1771 4 роки тому +8

      I am eating pizza and chicken nighets while watching this. Is that disrespectful?

  • @huetuber1204
    @huetuber1204 6 років тому +15161

    What breaks me is that she doesn’t understand why this is happening to her. She just wants to get up and play.

  • @georgielamela6157
    @georgielamela6157 5 років тому +11596

    Sadly, she passed away on the 5/6/18. Bless her soul and let her rip.

    • @aikuaic
      @aikuaic 5 років тому +1133

      at least she’s not suffering anymore..

    • @putinthegreatone1055
      @putinthegreatone1055 5 років тому +516

      She's no longer suffering

    • @thatnerd8988
      @thatnerd8988 5 років тому +353

      Ah this is so sad! At least she's not suffering any longer :(

    • @georgielamela6157
      @georgielamela6157 5 років тому +34

      Mhm.

    • @deniseshephard6947
      @deniseshephard6947 5 років тому +189

      May i ask how did you find this information out

  • @CurlyZip
    @CurlyZip 3 роки тому +1831

    “Leave the sadness for later”, such strong parents and that tear rolling down that baby girls face was so poignant and touching.

    • @NazriB
      @NazriB 10 місяців тому

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  • @tatan4939
    @tatan4939 5 років тому +3310

    İ used to work in pediatric İCU, there was a time we had a two year old girl who died suddenly from meningitis and i knew the parents were never ready to let go yet they did. İ was crying so hard while doing a post mortem care. İ spent the rest of my day crying in the locker room. No matter how tough you are, moments like this with little angels will break you. 😢

    • @el1zaa.w
      @el1zaa.w 4 роки тому +15

      💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

    • @Haru-dv6hb
      @Haru-dv6hb 4 роки тому +43

      Ta Tan i cant imagine being a nurse and seeing all of the pain.

    • @zookeeperguy3249
      @zookeeperguy3249 4 роки тому +23

      Whatever afterlife she believes in, she is at peace now, doing what she loves. God bless her

    • @debmorton3310
      @debmorton3310 4 роки тому +24

      It takes special people to work with the dying, especially children. I admire your strength.

    • @takiyahwilliams4883
      @takiyahwilliams4883 4 роки тому

      Y0Q

  • @armanatai9622
    @armanatai9622 3 роки тому +6468

    her dad is the most strongest person i have ever seen

    • @kylie.734
      @kylie.734 3 роки тому +9

      it is a her what the

    • @Nanaixoxo
      @Nanaixoxo 3 роки тому +44

      @@kylie.734 There's a mother and a father

    • @debibeverly0609
      @debibeverly0609 3 роки тому +5

      I needed his strength once

    • @bluemoon9412
      @bluemoon9412 3 роки тому +14

      @@kylie.734 Don’t have that attitude if you’ve never experienced it lol... Sometimes it hurts more seeing a loved one going through pain then the one who’s going through the pain. And even if it’s not the same well never know, it still extremely hard.

    • @strreetlamp7613
      @strreetlamp7613 3 роки тому +5

      appreciation for the parents

  • @stmbds
    @stmbds 6 років тому +5786

    the dad's perspective is really something. "leave the sadness to the last" that is very brave for someone to see his daughter in that condition. may God bless his family

    • @Ryanfinder226
      @Ryanfinder226 6 років тому +51

      Living Well With TJ lol aren’t you just a ray of sunshine

    • @issystar96
      @issystar96 6 років тому +17

      I agree, that was a very profound statement that touched me

    • @glock_xbox1293
      @glock_xbox1293 6 років тому +15

      @Living Well With TJ god doesn't put this on people you know that right? It's just what happens to people.

    • @glock_xbox1293
      @glock_xbox1293 6 років тому +13

      @Living Well With TJ dude we are all born with sins.... we have to praise God so we can follow right beside him. If your a kid then you go to heaven already even if you didnt know about God since your at a young age and haven't been able to live your life

    • @glock_xbox1293
      @glock_xbox1293 6 років тому +9

      @Living Well With TJ your clearly going to hell if you dknt repent. Your fault for eternal pain. I'll pray for you

  • @rjmc8153
    @rjmc8153 2 роки тому +439

    The bravest doctors and nurses can be found in children's critical care unit. I worked in a pediatric cardiovascular icu that specialize congenital heart problems for children, I only lasted for a year because this kind of scenarios I had to deal with was unbearable, so I move on with adult critical care instead. May God spare all the children from suffering 🙏

    • @GUYEDITINGS
      @GUYEDITINGS 2 роки тому +7

      Bless your heart rjmc your a good person 🙏❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @BTM601
      @BTM601 2 роки тому +5

      Amen

  • @amandawhitney4163
    @amandawhitney4163 4 роки тому +7272

    My heart broke. She didn't want to die . You could see her clear mind in her eyes . They didn't look glazed. She looked so much like she wanted to survive . My heart aches so much from this

    • @stanonda4030
      @stanonda4030 3 роки тому +281

      I'm pretty sure in the end they say she lived until she couldn't fight anymore. Either way sometimes it's not so easy to survive. If she caught another infection it would probably be her last :(.

    • @karyssbrynn
      @karyssbrynn 3 роки тому +30

      @ONLY FUTURE SUMMER 2!! bestie what

    • @miyay8328
      @miyay8328 3 роки тому +5

      @ONLY FUTURE SUMMER 2!! your the idiot here

    • @periodty
      @periodty 3 роки тому +3

      @ONLY FUTURE SUMMER 2!! what did u say?😀

    • @spiderus14
      @spiderus14 3 роки тому +4

      @ONLY FUTURE SUMMER 2!! stfu dumbass

  • @diya-rc4fr
    @diya-rc4fr 5 років тому +12862

    It must be so heartbreaking being an employee at a childrens' hospital, seeing young children suffer like that.

    • @cherylburas4123
      @cherylburas4123 5 років тому +106

      moonxiu subliminals I Pray for ALL Care givers. They’re a Very Special breed of People Whom are Very Strong, Courageous ,Humans. God Bless Them ALL. Huge Hugs 🤗. Thank Y’all! So much.

    • @eriktruchinskas3747
      @eriktruchinskas3747 5 років тому +68

      The nurses and doctors like it when they see a kid who isnt dying or seriously messed up like this. I was a patient of the hematology/ oncology clinic for our local children's hospital. I was one of the few kids who didnt have cancer so dealing with me wasn't as heartbreaking as a small bald kid who looks like death

    • @runway5338
      @runway5338 5 років тому +89

      I know someone who wanted to become a pediatrician, but then decided against it b/c they didn’t want to see children dying, or become desensitized to it. Don’t blame them. It takes a special kind of dedication, focus and passion to go into the medical field.

    • @eriktruchinskas3747
      @eriktruchinskas3747 5 років тому +35

      @@runway5338 it must wear on you after a while and make them question god for allowing terrible things to happen to innocent children

    • @Thatguitarist
      @Thatguitarist 5 років тому +10

      God is good all the time. God Bless 💕

  • @aelx8607
    @aelx8607 3 роки тому +4633

    I feel so bad for the dad saying “lets stop being selfish” its so sad because he loves her but understands the pain shes going through 😢

    • @sangonomiyakokomi5764
      @sangonomiyakokomi5764 3 роки тому +67

      @Maria Gomez Did you have a stroke when you typed this??

    • @johnjordan3552
      @johnjordan3552 3 роки тому +4

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    • @mish375
      @mish375 3 роки тому +40

      This is true. When you have a relative with a prolonged incurable illness, you want their suffering to end. My grandmother suffered for 23 years with meningeoma and we watched her suffer immensely. 😢 She went from being very independent (able to walk, talk, run the household, care for grandpa, etc) to being dependent on nurses for 24hr care after 3 major surgeries. The last of which she barely survived. She finally passed in June 2021 from complications of meningeoma and a bacterial infection she had contracted.
      We, as a family, had had mixed feelings. We didn't want her to die. But we also knew she was suffering immensely with no cure. The doctors had to tell my aunt, who was power of attorney, that there was nothing they could do as the problem was genetic. When she did pass on, we felt relief that she was now in Paradise and had gone home. It's a very difficult situation to deal with. I feel for this family.

    • @zufeary4934
      @zufeary4934 3 роки тому +4

      Sorry to disturb but, is there any timestamp-?

    • @imanorangemoon
      @imanorangemoon 3 роки тому +10

      @@zufeary4934
      2:54

  • @Jess016
    @Jess016 3 роки тому +1536

    “Maybe we should not be so selfish and…let her go.” This killed me
    5:20 this dad is phenomenal, I’m glad that he understands it

    • @jennynott3841
      @jennynott3841 Рік тому +3

      They shouldn’t be so selfish

    • @minori6375
      @minori6375 Рік тому +8

      @@jennynott3841 and they weren't

    • @IzariasVids
      @IzariasVids Рік тому

      I TOTALLY AGREE 😭😭😭

    • @KTSMORI
      @KTSMORI Рік тому +4

      @@jennynott3841and they weren’t, they were willing to let her rest in peace

    • @leighalynch3535
      @leighalynch3535 Рік тому +7

      @@jennynott3841 they said if she crashed they would put her on morphine until she passed peacefully. she wasn't done fighting to live yet. and you dont have any right to judge a family for how they say goodbye to their child. watch the video and understand the decision before commenting something rude

  • @tyrranicalt-rad6164
    @tyrranicalt-rad6164 4 роки тому +9273

    A children's ICU is one of the saddest most depressing places in the world.

    • @mahoganymuffin2628
      @mahoganymuffin2628 4 роки тому +275

      I could not do it. God bless those who can work there to care for these precious babies, but I do not have the strength.

    • @iam19970625
      @iam19970625 3 роки тому +157

      I work in a neonatal ICU and thought that one day I would not feel pain anymore seeing these cute little ones pass away
      But it never does ;(

    • @haileennevsmom09
      @haileennevsmom09 3 роки тому +31

      i cant believe this is even in my recommended

    • @azaniathompson3762
      @azaniathompson3762 3 роки тому +60

      I would cry everyday and probably be a ball of depression. God bless those with the strength to carry such a heavy burden.

    • @azaniathompson3762
      @azaniathompson3762 3 роки тому +19

      @@iam19970625 Bless you and the work you do. 🤗

  • @helllllloworld
    @helllllloworld 5 років тому +2560

    them making a hand mold of her hand as a keepsake actually killed my heart omg

    • @abigailrobson3600
      @abigailrobson3600 5 років тому +28

      Thats the bit that broke me

    • @michellelovesanimals2237
      @michellelovesanimals2237 5 років тому +19

      Me too😭😭 she did pass away in 2018😭🙏

    • @ladygrace7585
      @ladygrace7585 5 років тому +15

      It's a common practice, too. Social services and religious care make the family keepsakes when there is no/little hope. Cook Children's did it for my brother

    • @alyssawitt14
      @alyssawitt14 4 роки тому +1

      @@ladygrace7585 if you dont mind me asking, you dont have to answer obviously, but how your brother doing?

    • @ladygrace7585
      @ladygrace7585 4 роки тому +1

      @@alyssawitt14 well uhhh.... he's dead 😷 we got him a nice little headstone and funeral dw 😊

  • @jing-db6nw
    @jing-db6nw 2 роки тому +126

    when i saw the sister crying bc she was told that next time will/might not see her sister anymore, my heart dropped and my thoughts drifted to my sister immediately. i can feel her pain.

  • @avonsmainstar
    @avonsmainstar 3 роки тому +4092

    I started crying when she shed a tear. You can see how much pain she’s in, poor baby.

    • @mehrushakhtar8959
      @mehrushakhtar8959 2 роки тому +6

      Me too

    • @haleypierce82793
      @haleypierce82793 Рік тому

      She passed away. She is not suffering anymore.

    • @meimei
      @meimei Рік тому

      @@haleypierce82793 oh no.. do you have a link for where you saw it?

    • @scottpelhamsr9500
      @scottpelhamsr9500 6 місяців тому

      Same ❤

    • @Skylar1786
      @Skylar1786 6 місяців тому

      @@meimeiHeyy ! I’m rlly late and u have been wondering for a year… but ! It was on the news.

  • @crhiannonelizabeth4267
    @crhiannonelizabeth4267 5 років тому +2760

    This physician is amazing. So kind and gentle.

  • @goose_e8788
    @goose_e8788 5 років тому +4426

    It breaks my heart when her older sister came in and told her “come on you can do it little sister cmon”
    Yes I know chinese

    • @xvenacavax
      @xvenacavax 5 років тому +26

      :(

    • @janiecechan2078
      @janiecechan2078 5 років тому +137

      I heard "keep going sister. You're doing good"

    • @endofanage223
      @endofanage223 4 роки тому +5

      Yeah right ....

    • @annaliu2746
      @annaliu2746 4 роки тому +9

      yes i was looking for this comment! it broke my heart as well :’(

    • @endofanage223
      @endofanage223 4 роки тому +4

      @Molly McConnell I was never being rude. I was agreeing but my other comments was deleted along with someone else's comment. It is heart breaking to watch this but we know that this is a cycle of life. It just hurts so much more when we see children go through this...

  • @vansionliving
    @vansionliving 3 роки тому +461

    My heart broke into a million pieces when I saw tears coming down her face. What a precious little girl.

  • @velouxr6353
    @velouxr6353 5 років тому +1981

    when i saw the tear fall from her eye, i started to bawl. this poor little girl😔💛

    • @robr.7283
      @robr.7283 5 років тому +37

      Me too. It was so devastating. My son developed leukemia at four years old and they pumped him so full of drugs that his face swelled so much and he could not even speak and I was sure he would die but he pulled through but the chemo affected his brain and he is not able to work or take proper care of himself but he survived. It is the worst feeling in the world to know that you can do nothing to help them. God bless this little girl and her family for having to go through this. There will be a happy reunion one day in heaven.

    • @whatthefuckiswater2055
      @whatthefuckiswater2055 5 років тому +2

      I know, thats about the part that I broke down. She didn't want to die, but in the end she didn't get to decide her fate

    • @leggomaeggo9230
      @leggomaeggo9230 5 років тому +3

      When I saw her sister be told that she was going to die i cried

    • @batbarasobczak351
      @batbarasobczak351 5 років тому +5

      When my father was dying I also saw a tear drop from his eye. It must be that they know what's happening.

    • @batbarasobczak351
      @batbarasobczak351 5 років тому +2

      @@robr.7283 Sorry, about your son.😥

  • @lordlandbeast
    @lordlandbeast 3 роки тому +3009

    I started knitting hats for babies in nicu, with covid I can't go in to pass them out anymore, but seeing parents faces light up when their babies have the cutest hat in the hospital, its like some sort of magic.
    My friend just lost her newborn, her and all these parents keep me going everyday. Angels absolutely exist, life carries on in such a beautiful way.

  • @ncredbird3998
    @ncredbird3998 5 років тому +2364

    No parent should ever be faced with this decision. No child should suffer from illness. It breaks my heart.

    • @endofanage223
      @endofanage223 4 роки тому +4

      Your are delusional... The whole human existence is a journey that includes suffering... Not one human being is exempt

    • @cw9986
      @cw9986 4 роки тому +23

      @@endofanage223 Shame on you.
      No parent should EVER bury their child. Come visit the children we at Children's hospital and say that again. Say it to their parents. Life is hard, painful. But no child deserves this.

    • @endofanage223
      @endofanage223 4 роки тому +2

      @@cw9986 shame one for what? You act as if she are deserving of death and others aren't. I have buried and been witness of many children passing and adults. Death comes to us all... There are no age requirements. It's just the facts snowflake... None of us want to see babies or anyone die. I have had to say it to the parents.i have also had to be the person taking them off life support. So don't give me that self righteous bull. It's horrible but it is the cycle of life. We should just pray they the King has a place for them in His kingdom. You should be ashamed of yourself for being delusional and thinking your feelings on death is the gospel.

    • @endofanage223
      @endofanage223 4 роки тому +1

      @@cw9986 by the way... I work with children on hospice. So hush... You are not that special my friend. There are plenty of men and women that have had to and will bury their children. As heartbreaking as it is all you can do is be there if they need you and pray.

    • @ccii5956
      @ccii5956 4 роки тому +12

      ​@@endofanage223No matter how common something is doesn't make it any less heartbreaking. It's rather dangerous to load apathy into a gun like that because it's the same as numbing yourself to empathy.

  • @alissalacour9595
    @alissalacour9595 3 роки тому +267

    My heart just broke. She clearly isn't ready to die. She looks like such a fighter. I'm crying so much rn

  • @araceliamontgomery5762
    @araceliamontgomery5762 5 років тому +1218

    When she cried. God.. it breaks me

    • @cdplayerorsomething
      @cdplayerorsomething 4 роки тому +24

      Galadreana Lopez they can speak how they want to. You don’t get to say how they speak

    • @4straw
      @4straw 4 роки тому +11

      @Galadreana Lopez read the room.

    • @myheartwillstopinjoy8142
      @myheartwillstopinjoy8142 4 роки тому +2

      @Galadreana Lopez what are you even talking about?

    • @reynaldosptr
      @reynaldosptr 4 роки тому +1

      @Galadreana Lopez go f-ck yourself

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +2

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

  • @susanswecker1918
    @susanswecker1918 3 роки тому +3033

    That's a lesson to learn for all humanity. The father saying that he's sad "but let's put the sadness aside and enjoy every moment with her". So touching and inspiring.

  • @juanzarate6623
    @juanzarate6623 6 років тому +716

    Her tears running down her face broke my heart into a million pieces! How terrible! Im crying like a baby

  • @kaeci.
    @kaeci. 3 роки тому +99

    I am not even a parent yet and this is so heartbreaking. This family is strong specially this little baby.

  • @1houroflove186
    @1houroflove186 6 років тому +2851

    Made me cry. I'm moved @ how Big SiSTER loves her Baby SiSTER.

    • @alexlaxson3261
      @alexlaxson3261 6 років тому +6

      @F1ForFun i think that he/she are just fucking stupid

    • @madasahatter5514
      @madasahatter5514 6 років тому +1

      I believe that's her little sister. Just to be clear tho which sister are you referring to? The able bodied little girl Is the youngest even tho she's bigger. Sad video tho😞

    • @beautiful10381
      @beautiful10381 6 років тому

      @F1ForFun lol

    • @beautiful10381
      @beautiful10381 6 років тому +1

      @@alexlaxson3261 lool

    • @notinjse443
      @notinjse443 6 років тому +2

      Type normally

  • @lovelylilac0
    @lovelylilac0 5 років тому +2508

    “ maybe we should not be so selfish, and let her go. ” broke my heart that these parents had to consider letting go of their daughter

    • @erinschlink7226
      @erinschlink7226 4 роки тому +10

      You always hope for a miracle , they do happen but she knew how much she was loved. RIP SWEET ANGEL. ❤🙏

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +23

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @nikvlai
      @nikvlai 4 роки тому +3

      @@vanessabunnie9262 Baby, im so sorry that happened, hope you're doing well, dear

    • @ivarabha1760
      @ivarabha1760 4 роки тому +2

      @@vanessabunnie9262 I'm so happy for you that you found His uncontional love ❤️hope you continue to grow stronger in Him.

    • @ashleyraymartin174
      @ashleyraymartin174 4 роки тому +3

      @vanessabunnie my story was kinda complicated I died and came back for a minute and it was because of one antibiotic that continue to slowly kill me.. beforehand I got really really sick 4 years ago and that’s how things got worse as I go along. I almost did see Jesus but knew I wasn’t afraid because I know he will help me through my struggles and my pain I grew up in a Christian family and also a Christian as well but when I finally almost met the Lord he spoke to me and said it wasn’t my time snd he said he has big plans for me. So I kept on believing in him ever since. I was born with a heart defect at birth and had to go 6 open heart surgeries and 7 cather.

  • @viviandarkbloom545
    @viviandarkbloom545 5 років тому +1332

    “Don’t be scared mommy and daddy are right there” damn. These babies are so strong. Stronger than anything else. God let her Rest In Peace and rejoice. She is no longer scared or hurting. Stay strong

    • @zookeeperguy3249
      @zookeeperguy3249 4 роки тому +16

      She is learning all about what she can do up there! Imagine when she reunites with her parents! But in the meantime, Jesus, and God, are keeping her safe

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +37

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @lianierivera37
      @lianierivera37 4 роки тому +5

      @@vanessabunnie9262 so many things I wanna say but I don’t even know where to begin wow Godbless u beautiful 💕✨

    • @rose_millsie9287
      @rose_millsie9287 4 роки тому

      Omg! So beautiful❤️

    • @eiraverse
      @eiraverse 4 роки тому +7

      Shes not dead....

  • @alyeskasunarto3816
    @alyeskasunarto3816 10 місяців тому +9

    This was the hospital which saved my son, with Dr. Karen Mok as the leader. We were very lucky, our son beat the odds of 10% survival rate. Even the nurse looks familiar. I just want to say thanks to those medical heroes, you made our time unforgettable while waiting our son recovered.

    • @hanahara_saki
      @hanahara_saki 10 місяців тому

      I'm glad to hear that you're doing well! All the best to you and your son. May God bless you.

  • @paytonrss
    @paytonrss 5 років тому +1864

    2:57
    That part got me. The tear that rolled down her cheek showed that she knew what was going on. What a poor little soul. I love her so much. I wish all children were born as healthy as possible.

    • @summerhill7110
      @summerhill7110 4 роки тому +6

      i was born healthy but my life turned a corner when i was 3

    • @cam-yt1wy
      @cam-yt1wy 4 роки тому +16

      Summer Hill i'm happy you're still here today:)

    • @haseebzahoor4770
      @haseebzahoor4770 4 роки тому

      Summer hill you are lucky

    • @haseebzahoor4770
      @haseebzahoor4770 4 роки тому +1

      :- )

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +8

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

  • @emilymillet4364
    @emilymillet4364 6 років тому +402

    This physician is so gentle and compassionate.

  • @SaltedCandyGirl
    @SaltedCandyGirl 6 років тому +1942

    What broke my heart most was seeing the tears from little Xin Lin’s eyes while she was lying helplessly in bed with all the tubes. 😢

    • @aikomatsuda6928
      @aikomatsuda6928 6 років тому +7

      😢😢😢

    • @hippyable
      @hippyable 5 років тому +7

      Poor little girl

    • @milisamyers5008
      @milisamyers5008 5 років тому +8

      Stella Yong that broke me too xx

    • @maxalberts85
      @maxalberts85 5 років тому +5

      You're absolutely right. It tore my heart out.

    • @sarahlu7797
      @sarahlu7797 5 років тому +1

      I cried when I saw her tear fall 😢
      May little Xin, Get well. 💖

  • @jrod5069
    @jrod5069 2 роки тому +81

    As a father with a boy her age, tears just fall down watching this. I can't imagine what I would do or how I would react if my child was like this. Looking at her one can imagine the pain she endures.

  • @StormyWeather18
    @StormyWeather18 5 років тому +680

    Nothing hurts more than a child suffering. That tear had me.

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +11

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @youxme7520
      @youxme7520 4 роки тому +1

      Omg

    • @soapy2587
      @soapy2587 3 роки тому +2

      @@vanessabunnie9262 stop

  • @LayaRay
    @LayaRay 4 роки тому +3474

    I can’t imagine how scary life must be for these families now that Covid exists. Any virus could be deadly to their child, let alone a virus that attacks the respiratory system.

    • @temptress_ofthesea
      @temptress_ofthesea 4 роки тому +301

      seriously. meanwhile you have so many anti-masker covid deniers who claim "my rights, my freedom" smh.

    • @ilikeudonnoodles
      @ilikeudonnoodles 3 роки тому +68

      Well that’s just the stupid Karen’s am I right? Force them with fines and prison time and we should be good. But I don’t know lol

    • @icebiirb9440
      @icebiirb9440 3 роки тому +53

      @@ilikeudonnoodles due to a majority of those karen anti maskers in our _senate_ those things cannot be enforced.

    • @xthatwhiteguyx
      @xthatwhiteguyx 3 роки тому +17

      @@temptress_ofthesea masks don't protect anyone from respiratory viruses :) Also, significantly more deadly respiratory viruses already existed, and are more common in that part of the world. You are brainwashed and uninformed. As pedocrats in congress and our fake news propaganda media have been caught saying multiple times, masks are "political theater."

    • @pinata111colada
      @pinata111colada 3 роки тому +77

      @@xthatwhiteguyx masks absolutely do protect ppl. They greatly reduce the spread of the virus, since the masks protect ppl from being exposed to other ppl's droplets, which may potentially have covid. Yes, there are more dangerous things, however, that doesn't make corona not dangerous, especially for someone like her who has a respiratory illness. The difference between covid and other illnesses is that it is less researched, more contagious, and has a lot more ppl infected than these other illnesses. Literally every doctor has said that masks are beneficial. The consensus is that covid is dangerous, we should lock down, and wear masks. Trying to claim anything else is ridiculous.

  • @isaiahmorrison3753
    @isaiahmorrison3753 3 роки тому +2613

    I honestly thought she wasn't going to make it. I am now sobbing because I am so happy that she stayed alive.

    • @oscarcookies4870
      @oscarcookies4870 3 роки тому +173

      She died on the 22nd February 2018

    • @isaiahmorrison3753
      @isaiahmorrison3753 3 роки тому +36

      @@oscarcookies4870 Aww :(

    • @Lili-ey1nd
      @Lili-ey1nd 3 роки тому +31

      @@isaiahmorrison3753 people are saying she died 2020 who is lying

    • @shushywow
      @shushywow 3 роки тому +18

      @@oscarcookies4870 that’s when this was uploaded

    • @vivii__
      @vivii__ 3 роки тому +24

      @@oscarcookies4870 may her beautiful soul rest in peace :(

  • @metacity75
    @metacity75 3 роки тому +29

    This is so heart wrenching to watch, especially the part when tears were rolling down the child's face. I cant imagine the fear and uncertainty that was going on inside her. Little angels they all are.

  • @AveryO-gi8zy
    @AveryO-gi8zy 6 років тому +555

    Gosh I started crying so hard when the father said there’s no time for sadness, we need more dads like him in the world

    • @k8lynmae
      @k8lynmae 6 років тому +5

      There is nothing wrong with sadness. It like telling people not to cry. its wrong. Crying and sadness are natural and both emotional and psychological necessary

    • @chaoticfairy8126
      @chaoticfairy8126 6 років тому +3

      He is obviously sad but he just wants happiness for his daughter

    • @suega2998
      @suega2998 5 років тому

      I wish i could have a dad like him, exept i don't have a dad

    • @lisasanta2890
      @lisasanta2890 5 років тому

      There are millions of Dad's like him. They go unnoticed because we thrive on bad things.

    • @rannierunsfast
      @rannierunsfast 5 років тому +1

      @@k8lynmae Yep, nothing wrong with sadness. But he's trying not to show it to his daughter so she won't be scared and they could enjoy her final months together.

  • @Jacob-qf6bv
    @Jacob-qf6bv 6 років тому +497

    We take for granted so much when others have so little. God keep helping this little angel.

    • @peterwolf8395
      @peterwolf8395 5 років тому +3

      He could have healed ger from that desease but he doesnt a good gid is he

    • @AgdaFingers
      @AgdaFingers 5 років тому +5

      Peter Wolf No, when the time comes, she will go to be with Him, and never again have to suffer like she has on Earth.

    • @peterwolf8395
      @peterwolf8395 5 років тому +2

      @@AgdaFingers yeah but why steal her life and let her suffer first what sico dies that why not give her a long life .If god is such a nice man than he wouldnot allow such things .

    • @mckaylayoung2626
      @mckaylayoung2626 5 років тому +2

      @@AgdaFingers she is not living right now. she will suffer until she dies. you are disgusting.

    • @Zerin666
      @Zerin666 5 років тому

      Exactly

  • @moneyjuseyo2191
    @moneyjuseyo2191 5 років тому +8441

    “Next time you won’t have mei mei beside your side” I swear to god.

    • @mikasz
      @mikasz 5 років тому +75

      😭😭😭

    • @armandocontrerasjr2960
      @armandocontrerasjr2960 5 років тому +94

      that sent me

    • @leeannjohnson1808
      @leeannjohnson1808 5 років тому +285

      I think that was said to the baby's sister, to prepare her for her sister dying.

    • @jennamg01
      @jennamg01 5 років тому +97

      That’s when I lost it dude I cried 😭

    • @parkchimmy2977
      @parkchimmy2977 5 років тому +21

      Army😭😭😭

  • @WILMA_
    @WILMA_ 3 роки тому +45

    At the 2:53 mark - her tear just made me break down. I pray this family is doing well and may God bless them. If the little angel is living, i hope she is happy wherever she is. If she went to heaven, i pray she is resting with the angels. This video touched my heart like none other.

  • @LiLgianT23
    @LiLgianT23 3 роки тому +1189

    I'm a nurse and have been assigned to Pediatric ICU before. And there's no way of getting used to seeing children suffer from illnesses. Will pray for this little kid. ❤️🙏❤️

    • @Icyxl
      @Icyxl 3 роки тому +1

      what's happened for this girl

    • @LiLgianT23
      @LiLgianT23 3 роки тому +3

      @@Icyxl I don't really know. Since the video was from three years ago.

    • @hxfsaa
      @hxfsaa 3 роки тому +1

      @@Icyxl she died sadly 😞 💔

    • @Icyxl
      @Icyxl 3 роки тому +1

      @@hxfsaa why

    • @anniechen9208
      @anniechen9208 3 роки тому +5

      @@Icyxl She died from the illness that she had

  • @nyxchase945
    @nyxchase945 3 роки тому +1875

    jesus christ this comment section had me thinking that they legit showed this little girl DIED. but she got to go home and theyre focused on making happy memories

    • @petsandthingsilike
      @petsandthingsilike 3 роки тому +100

      Omg here I am crying mid video too, thank you for this I feel better she could have her rest with parents

    • @bananaminion1030
      @bananaminion1030 3 роки тому +110

      Yea but she passed away in 2020

    • @bananaminion1030
      @bananaminion1030 3 роки тому +7

      @Kristeena HJ yep..

    • @bonczani6488
      @bonczani6488 3 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @charena2584
      @charena2584 3 роки тому +38

      @@bananaminion1030 why do you have to say this? I am the saddest woman in the world right now. 😭

  • @thanos6818
    @thanos6818 4 роки тому +4973

    Imagine having to pick the best way for your child to die ;-; thats just so sad man

    • @rubyjendek1961
      @rubyjendek1961 4 роки тому +30

      @Alexia Seton unfortunately...

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +180

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @テキストメッセージのハーブの死体をバ
      @テキストメッセージのハーブの死体をバ 4 роки тому +60

      @@vanessabunnie9262 That’s so nice, God has sure blessed you. I hope you never go through it again!

    • @CarlosAlberto-ii1li
      @CarlosAlberto-ii1li 4 роки тому +9

      Imagine too when you have no choice.

    • @CarlosAlberto-ii1li
      @CarlosAlberto-ii1li 4 роки тому +2

      @@vanessabunnie9262 oh dear me.............

  • @milkbunnies
    @milkbunnies 3 роки тому +6

    In tears watching this as a 49 year old father….for such a beautiful young life to only know so much suffering…

  • @Orhneeyou
    @Orhneeyou 6 років тому +3767

    omg :( i feel so upset watching this....made me cry :( i cannot imagine how her parents and her sister feel. but they are so brave

    • @alexjeffery6075
      @alexjeffery6075 6 років тому

      Kay I

    • @voicije
      @voicije 6 років тому +26

      the parents are brave...and what about the little girl?...her body is failing ..not her brain...so she understand what is about to happen...terrible...for everyone around....

    • @sherryguevara5156
      @sherryguevara5156 6 років тому +6

      They’re all brave

    • @KC-sk6tz
      @KC-sk6tz 6 років тому +7

      Kay I started crying when her sister started crying I was like awww

    • @wangjerry5752
      @wangjerry5752 6 років тому

      Kay w

  • @cherilaigo9475
    @cherilaigo9475 6 років тому +248

    "let's leave the sadness to the last and just enjoy what we have now." I admire her dad for being so brave. very encouraging words to live by. ❤

  • @jowyyuwu9730
    @jowyyuwu9730 6 років тому +1265

    I cried when the ah gong told the older sister that this might be the last time that they will see her alive,imagine if my younger sister had died from her umbilical cord would be devastating. All the best to the family and the strong brave girl!

    • @liljul7444
      @liljul7444 6 років тому

      MiNaRi yeah :(

    • @pandecoco1153
      @pandecoco1153 6 років тому

      What's "ah gong"?

    • @ishat7120
      @ishat7120 6 років тому

      MiNaRi dd7

    • @cstefalen15
      @cstefalen15 6 років тому +5

      ah gong (read: ah cong) means grandpa in teochew language

    • @gawmt
      @gawmt 6 років тому

      Pan De Coco grandpa

  • @donnadalessio3853
    @donnadalessio3853 3 роки тому +8

    Watching that little girl laying in the hospital and seeing that tear fall. It just broke my heart. I was so happy to see her be able to get home. I understand this disease has no cure but watching you all together I felt the love. God Bless

  • @MzNewYork80
    @MzNewYork80 6 років тому +306

    Omg she started crying at 2:53 and I completely lost my shit. Accidentally woke my husband up and everything.

  • @dadyjee
    @dadyjee 4 роки тому +2121

    One day when I am rich enough I swear on my life I'll give my all to help people like them.
    REMEMBER MY PROMISE

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +132

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @EnderCreeper
      @EnderCreeper 4 роки тому +3

      Yes!

    • @therealdefaultbrudda
      @therealdefaultbrudda 4 роки тому +67

      @@vanessabunnie9262 stop using the same comment its rude for other ppl

    • @solala9911
      @solala9911 4 роки тому +29

      @@vanessabunnie9262 hey Vanessa hope u r doing good .....I read ur story it was really heart touching and I think u should Know more about Islam ... the real answer is there ! wish u the best

    • @shaunpierce4174
      @shaunpierce4174 3 роки тому +3

      Me too

  • @aggyliciouslov3
    @aggyliciouslov3 3 роки тому +608

    I'm a mom of a 19 month old boy. Watching this breaks my heart to pieces. No children deserve to feel pain this early in life. Heard she passed away. At least she's now happy & not feeling pain anymore. May God give strengths to the family left behind.

    • @keepgoing335
      @keepgoing335 2 роки тому +14

      No.... She passed away?

    • @aggyliciouslov3
      @aggyliciouslov3 2 роки тому +8

      @@keepgoing335 yes😥

    • @keepgoing335
      @keepgoing335 2 роки тому +23

      @@aggyliciouslov3 such a little girl.. Gone too soon. Why. Omg. Sigh.

    • @felislupus2
      @felislupus2 Рік тому

      Where is the page?

  • @michaelfung694
    @michaelfung694 3 роки тому +56

    Heart breaking to watch….but as a father I also understand what they’re feeling and the pain of making those decisions…..stay strong!

  • @pantherinae_art
    @pantherinae_art 6 років тому +953

    I had a good friend with SMA, he DID survive to adulthood. He was in his late 30s (in fact he might have reached 40 I think) when he passed away from respiratory failure. He struggled a lot, but he was a lovely person and so inspirational to me. His life was hard, and yet if I had a bad day, he'd send me a bag of lollipops in the post. He had loads of adaptions so he could use computers with a single finger and his mouth, and he designed websites. We could talk for ages online (he would struggle to speak a lot in person).We even went out a few times with some friends, in his "chariot" (his wheelchair was adapted for his reclined position).
    Some SMA patients can live to adulthood, and I will never forget my friend. He had a huge impact on my life, and I think of him often. I think he was lucky to live as long as he did, and this film does remind me of that. I'm just so glad I got to know him. It's been nearly 12 years since he passed away, it was cold winter weather that finally took him. I don't know what my point is of posting this, I'm just glad to have known him...

    • @annaspradlin7241
      @annaspradlin7241 6 років тому +13

      Words will fail me. You are a noble friend. Thank you for sharing.

    • @developersnows3725
      @developersnows3725 5 років тому +11

      I feel sorry for him. But life has a limited time for us. There is time when people we love will be in the sky looking down at us, and there is time where we will be in the sky looking down at our love once.

    • @HungTran-hu2hk
      @HungTran-hu2hk 5 років тому +2

      faerieevenstar i hope your friend is in a better place now and thank you for sharing your story about someone else.

    • @Soul2Thee
      @Soul2Thee 5 років тому +4

      Some do. My aunt is currently 55 with MS, cant move, wheelchair bound since childhood, and has to now use an oxygen mask.

    • @HungTran-hu2hk
      @HungTran-hu2hk 5 років тому +1

      Soul2Thee 🙏🙏💕💕

  • @fivemjs
    @fivemjs 4 роки тому +1071

    I know I just commented but oh my gosh I remember the day we had to sign the DNR. I knew it wasn’t right all the different times they asked us. I just felt it wasn’t the time. But something changed in the summer of 2014 and both my husband and I felt that she fought so hard and we promised ourselves that we will always always look at the big picture and her quality of life and make sure we weren’t being selfish. Signing those papers......I can’t explain.
    However, we were not in the hospital when the time came. We had a hospice nurse and my daughter was not hooked up to wires and tubes. She was not gasping for breath and covered with medical tape. She was in her cute little ice cream pajamas and she just went to sleep.....just....went to sleep.

    • @patatacampesina8286
      @patatacampesina8286 4 роки тому +68

      My heart is broken

    • @sarabulic992
      @sarabulic992 4 роки тому +73

      I'm so, so sorry. Cannot imagine, as a mother... Heartbreaking. Sending prayers

    • @Charheartsart
      @Charheartsart 4 роки тому +46

      I can not even imagine . I wanted yo aknowledge your post, my options were thumbs up or thumbs down. NEITHER seemed appropriate . My heart is with you all the way .♡

    • @swayingleaf1129
      @swayingleaf1129 4 роки тому +11

      I'm so sorry💔

    • @blueturtle3623
      @blueturtle3623 4 роки тому +14

      Absolutely devastating. Heartbreaking, she went on her own time.

  • @allisonduechle7152
    @allisonduechle7152 5 років тому +360

    Thoss tears running down her face😢breaks my heart she just wants to get up and play and enjoy life

  • @NezukoKamado-we2rd
    @NezukoKamado-we2rd 3 роки тому +9

    "We should not be so selfish and let her go"
    her dad is so..wise he doesn't enjoy watching his daughter suffer, even if it means...letting her go. He wants his daughter to not feel so much pain. Their dad is the strongest person I've ever met. He knows that if you spend the time being sad...you won't have the time to spend with your daughter and that its best we leave the sadness for later.
    The nurses and doctors are so kind, I'm very grateful for everyone who works in a medical industry. You all save thousands of lives every day, improve a lot of people's lives.
    i prey for anybody who is suffering with this horrible condition / disease, Again, i am very very grateful for everyone who works to help inprove people's lives.
    Stay strong Xie Ding Shan , Xinlin , Xinlin's sister and Xinlin's mother.

  • @mikasz
    @mikasz 5 років тому +1841

    "next time you won't have a mei mei beside your side"
    I AM CRYING 😭😭😭😭

    • @abbey9617
      @abbey9617 5 років тому +25

      Same its so sad no child or parent should go through that but sadly it happens.....😭 at least shes not suffering anymore

    • @raingalvez5335
      @raingalvez5335 4 роки тому +1

      😭😢😭😢

  • @cosmicrhythmadventure
    @cosmicrhythmadventure 3 роки тому +3055

    This killed me 3:50 "Next time you won't have your mei mei beside you already okay? understand?" Mei mei = younger sister. Just seeing her face breaks me.

    • @melm6138
      @melm6138 3 роки тому +168

      This broke my heart. Coming from a mom who had to make that heart wrenching decision twice before, i felt his pain. She is a blessing and i am so glad she pulled through. My daughters who were born a year and a half apart both had the same genetic defect which ultimately lead to them passing away. I had to make the decision to take them off of oxygen and just watch them take their last breath. I felt the same way this father felt about being selfish wanting to keep them on oxygen, knowing they wont improve, but at the same time, knowing taking them off of it is better for THEM. I wanted to keep my girls forever but i didn't want them to suffer anymore

    • @LetMeSleep04
      @LetMeSleep04 3 роки тому +16

      Omg that is so sad I'm sorry that happened to you😭

    • @Jess016
      @Jess016 3 роки тому +8

      I cried to this video

    • @Gaetano.94
      @Gaetano.94 3 роки тому +9

      The east Asian people are the strongest, beautiful and smartest people in the world. My partner of almost two years always does stuff that confirms it for me. He is the sweetest person I've ever met and I'm so lucky that I have him in my life.

    • @NadyaPena-01
      @NadyaPena-01 3 роки тому +14

      @@melm6138 I am so sorry you had to go through that twice. What heartbreak. I cannot imagine. My thoughts and best wishes to you. I lost my newborn baby girl recently and I cannot imagine having to go through the pain of losing a child twice.

  • @alexanderosinubi5154
    @alexanderosinubi5154 4 роки тому +734

    4:05 the worry in her eyes terrified me. Just imagine that many people around her fiddling with things that she didn’t understand. RIP 😭

    • @vanessabunnie9262
      @vanessabunnie9262 4 роки тому +55

      when i was 15yrs old, i tried committing suicide. i took 20 pills. i was so close to death. my whole body swelled up. i got bumps all over my body. my throat was startin to close up and i could barely even breathe. i knew i was seconds away from death. i was gasping for air. i got scared and regretted it right away. i wished ive never done it. for the first time in my life, i cried out to God and told him i dont wanna die. i jus need help. plz help me. plz help me. i wept. within seconds, i felt this warmth, love and peace surround me. i knew for a fact it was God. within seconds, he healed my whole body. i could breathe. swelling was gone. he instantly delivered me from suicidal thoughts and depression after strugglin with it for 6yrs. psychiatrists and psychologists and takin their medicine never helped. the only thing that WORKED was when i cried out to God and asked him for help. he instantly saved me and delivered me and performed miracles on me. he gave me a new outlook on life. for once in my life i actually wanted to live and not die. that was something odd for me cuz for 6yrs i wanted to die so bad. my mom had cancer and shes the reason why i tried taking my life cuz i didnt wanna lose her. i lost her at 16yrs old and lost my dad at 17yrs old. i didnt kno Jesus until i was 24 n a half yrs old. im 25 now n my relationship with Jesus is so strong. hes helped me change into a whole diff person. ppl actually see the miraculous change in me. if it wasnt for Jesus, id be dead right now. The only healer u need is Jesus. hes our healer. Go to Jesus for healing. im living proof 😊💖 Jesus loves u😊💖 he wants u to repent and forsake ur sins, be born again and place ur faith n trust in him. start havin a personal relationship with Jesus and obey him 😊💖.

    • @eiko5073
      @eiko5073 4 роки тому +7

      @@vanessabunnie9262 that truly is incredible!

    • @lvziive5046
      @lvziive5046 4 роки тому +3

      @@vanessabunnie9262 if i was you i would have taken 20 more to die cuz i hate my parents and my grandparents i hate god that he chose me as the person to be hated and be scolded

    • @cssbr3191
      @cssbr3191 3 роки тому +10

      @@lvziive5046 are you okay buddy?

    • @lvziive5046
      @lvziive5046 3 роки тому +1

      @@cssbr3191 nope i aint i just wanna die its just a long story...

  • @flumbz5266
    @flumbz5266 2 роки тому +22

    This was so moving, it makes you realise no matter what position we are in life, a lot of us are so lucky, although we may think we are not. I am pleased they were able to give her some quality of life 💚

  • @SlendyMane
    @SlendyMane 6 років тому +400

    It's hard. We had to make this choice for my mom. She went down one day, and then did good the next. It was up and down for her over there week. We were told that if she does get better, she'll have had brain damage. We knew she wouldn't have wanted that. We fought the fact we would lose her. It was difficult. We've never had anything happen like that before. While they did CPR for sixth time, we had to let her go. We couldn't stand to see her suffer any longer. We knew what she wanted, and that was to save her life, but when we knew her brain damage may not have given her one, and that her heart kept stopping after six times, we knew we had to let her go. Typing this makes me cry. I literally lost one of the most important people in my life that day. I have no one who can talk to me like her, no one to give the best advice like her, nothing can ease my pain but to see her again. But myself am a mom and a wife. I know she would want me to take care of mine family like she did us. I live for my mother like she did us.
    You're not selfish for wanting her to stay. You're not. You're in pain, you're confused. And it's hard to let go. Don't let anyone tell you that you're being selfish. It's just hard and I understand. My mom is in a better place. She's at rest although I am restless. You're good parents. Be strong and you do what you think is right 💓

    • @lesleysmith1159
      @lesleysmith1159 6 років тому +14

      I am sorry for the loss of your mother it is such a hard thing especially as her daughter. You did do the right thing. I used to do hospice homecare and some patients could have had treatment. They would maybe live a bit longer but would have to deal with the side effects. The patients choose quality of life over quantity of life. We all did what we could do to control symptoms and side effects so that they could live the rest of lives, short time, with so could get quality of time for them.

    • @HAIRHOLIC_1
      @HAIRHOLIC_1 5 років тому +5

      Slenderman same happened with my grandmother, we where actually satisfied that she passed quickly instead of suffering for long, she would have never liked it.

    • @minco04
      @minco04 5 років тому +2

      Squidward Tentacles is that a joke? Like really?

    • @hinako5826
      @hinako5826 5 років тому +2

      Omg... I’m so sorry for your loss... This must probably be one of the hardest thing a child can go through....

    • @v_aesthetic1621
      @v_aesthetic1621 5 років тому

      Aww that's sad

  • @MM__6
    @MM__6 6 років тому +322

    I cannot even start to think how her parents felt when they were faced with the dilemma of letting their child die because she wasn't getting better and her levels were getting lower...and the jiejie was so kind to her Meimei and so understanding...unfair that someone so young is like this...

    • @lesleysmith1159
      @lesleysmith1159 6 років тому +6

      I don't think putting their child down was what you meant. They will have to make the decision for nature to take her course and let her go peacefully. I think it might of been some of the animal stories about loss of pets. I don't think she could have a better family.

  • @holy6704
    @holy6704 6 років тому +480

    Imagine having to do your 8hours+ job with the thought of your child might be at their last breath. This parents is really something! Stay strong! I hope miracles do happens! I have the same age sister as her. I wish every kid would be healthy and live their childhood life with happiness.

    • @Starmadien2019
      @Starmadien2019 6 років тому +4

      Gwen Nakagawa thankfully in other countries parents are allowed paid time off if their child is sick

  • @momofschnauzers
    @momofschnauzers 3 роки тому +99

    With all the crap going on in our world and all of the STUPID things that people obsess over ... this family's journey with their little girl, puts everything into perspective. There are no words to offer .... ❤️

    • @justabicerrado.5362
      @justabicerrado.5362 Рік тому +3

      Yeah, thats why we should seek God and follow his way and word, to be cleansed and to be seek God and follow His way and word, to be cleansed and be saved. But the world doesn't want to understand that and that's why we are the way we are!

    • @Snoopitsa0405
      @Snoopitsa0405 Рік тому

      @@justabicerrado.5362 go fakk yourself. This isn't the place for your preaching and indoctrination, on the comments of such a video. Keep your delusions to yourself.

    • @a.rosegulick
      @a.rosegulick Рік тому +3

      @@justabicerrado.5362 bruh

  • @Lion-fj3wp
    @Lion-fj3wp 6 років тому +669

    Its so difficult to watch Children suffered. Thank God for medical workers and supportive and caring parents.

    • @renderz8435
      @renderz8435 6 років тому +8

      Genetic diseases often have no cure. Clinical testings can take years and if a gene theraoy is available, theres a high chance of failure too. This is how nature lives by 'survival of the fittest'

    • @courtneymiller1574
      @courtneymiller1574 6 років тому +21

      Thank God... the creator of these horrors... I think not. Thank the brilliant doctors that spent many years going to school to dedicate their lives to saving others.

    • @richardcaussy5543
      @richardcaussy5543 6 років тому

      Donna Kirton i

    • @Sarah-uv5gz
      @Sarah-uv5gz 6 років тому

      I think she means the saying of thank god like when we use it in a sentence

    • @renderz8435
      @renderz8435 6 років тому +6

      Theres no such thing as god, its nature, random gene mutations and meiosis gives rise to variation from which nature selects upon the best for survival. Tbh most of the time doctors dont save people, they just alleviate the symptoms to make you go through less pain. If you have an underlying disease, they cant really help with it, u need your immune system and yourself to cure it. You are your best doctor.
      The people that should be thanked are scientists and researchers, for they are the ones that create a cure/medicine out of nothing.

  • @No-pt4is
    @No-pt4is 4 роки тому +231

    "Maybe we shouldnt be so selfish"
    Gah- my god i cant even see anymore so much tears

  • @RavenIsAnArtist
    @RavenIsAnArtist 6 років тому +242

    I'm a cancer survivor of astrocytoma stage two the only other time I've been in icu was July 17th 2018 after back surgery for 5 days. Nothing compares to that girls story

    • @roseboudelair3729
      @roseboudelair3729 5 років тому +28

      Everyone has their own journey, this child's disease and struggle takes nothing away from yours as yours doesn't take anything of hers.Grief comes in many forms. I am glad you're still here

    • @belle369
      @belle369 5 років тому +18

      My best friend had cancer twice. Both stage 3 and four, and one was leukemia. We were so young that I barely remember. I think a lot of things compare though. Your story could be as worse as her’s, so could my friends story. It just depends on the way you take things. She is a fighter, my friend is, and so are you 😊

    • @RavenIsAnArtist
      @RavenIsAnArtist 2 роки тому

      @@roseboudelair3729 I agree! In the past 3 years, I've experienced a whole lot more than the years previous and leading up to this comment. I've had 3 surgeries, one of which resulted in hardware failure, which causes me to twist my vertebrae on multiple occasions, it was the worst year of my life towards the last month before the 2 surgeries to fix it, I couldn't even sit at my desk, all I could do was go to the bathroom, and get food and drink because every movement includinf breathing was excruciating. And even worse for me then was I was flat out refused any form of pain management, and I had to take a whole lot of Tylenol just to be able to sleep. With that came some changes of opinion, one being that how bad something is, is all up to how somebody feels. If it's causing you distress or pain, you shouldn't compare that to something someone else is going through, since it's kind of just invalidating your experience.
      Now that I look back, thinking that way honestly just made me feel bad for not being a 'champ' 100% of the time.
      And my family constantly compares how they feel with what I went through and I'm going through and it honestly makes me extremely uncomfortable.
      But good news for me is I'm *finally* getting referred to pain management. It honestly sucks how it takes some people who are genuinely suffering years to even get the lowest grade medication, while a drug addict can stroll in an ER and leave with a prescription of opioids.

  • @Lexccc11421
    @Lexccc11421 2 роки тому +3

    No child deserves this pain. I have a two year old daughter, this video crushed me. I almost could not bare watching it. Be grateful everyday for our lives and our babies lives. Pray for these children.

  • @lesliegutierrrz555
    @lesliegutierrrz555 6 років тому +148

    Watching the little girls tear go down broke me down 😓 prayers for this little angle

    • @navireleiton8296
      @navireleiton8296 6 років тому

      You have to understand that by "prayers" they wish the best for the little girl, it's like they want something to happen and they wish (pray) with all their heart to happen. I wish with all my heart that something (tecnology, doctors, a miracle, however you want to call it) saves this little baby.
      -Agnostic

    • @navireleiton8296
      @navireleiton8296 6 років тому

      @No Videos if he doesn't exist for you then why in the first place you say that he gave the sickness to the baby girl, lol, something is not right in your argument

    • @navireleiton8296
      @navireleiton8296 6 років тому

      @No Videos the people that believe in God thinks that he "gives" sickness because of the sins (not the sins of the baby or of the parents) but because of the sin itself, it's related to the Adam and Eve story, other religious people think that in some cases Satan is the one who gives sickness. Whatever, the thing is: is their business if they want to pray to the one who is "causing" something, you are just playing cool and wanting to be polemic "look at me, I don't respect your religion, I'm so atheist and I know a lot about religions, you don't have to pray" dude, if she wants to pray to a f potatoe is her business at least she is wishing something good to the little baby while you are just criticizing her beliefs.

    • @navireleiton8296
      @navireleiton8296 6 років тому

      @No Videos lol, "your friend god" "you think..." I see that you cannot read well, poor you because in my first sentence of the last comment I put "the people that believe in God", I am agnostic.

    • @navireleiton8296
      @navireleiton8296 6 років тому

      @No Videos sorry honey but it's a waste of my time speak with someone who clearly doesn't know what agnostic is, greetings. 👋

  • @YonghyunaJoo
    @YonghyunaJoo 6 років тому +3280

    I was in an ICU when i was 7 years old. My nanny abused me, she pushed from 2nd floor and makes my head bleeding so bad, she slap me and kick me... i remember when i feel " this is my last breath " bcs i felt sooo sleepy and its hard to breath but then the doctor sing my fav song... and when i woke up i was already in my room

    • @katies205
      @katies205 6 років тому +2

      J.hO a

    • @xxstephxx4827
      @xxstephxx4827 6 років тому +257

      That's why my parents never got a babysitter for us, she couldn't trust people she didn't know to look after her girls

    • @violinbird
      @violinbird 6 років тому +216

      Oh my god, that's so traumatic. I'm sorry you had such a horrible person in your life.

    • @huamjane5018
      @huamjane5018 6 років тому +36

      Wow that is just too much .-.

    • @TristenSinger
      @TristenSinger 6 років тому +28

      that's horrible!

  • @athenatatnell1333
    @athenatatnell1333 6 років тому +50

    Her father and mother are amazing, I love how much they are celebrating her life, I couldn't imagine going through something so hard and staying positive.

  • @wallepop7492
    @wallepop7492 3 роки тому +9

    My daughter was in nicu when she was first born. I cried so much . Knowing your child is dead, dying or at risk of dying is the scariest and saddest feeling .

  • @Sarah-ty5ev
    @Sarah-ty5ev 3 роки тому +261

    Xinlin spent her whole life surrounded by so much love. That’s beautiful. I wish her family healing and peace ❤️

  • @fergalandolive
    @fergalandolive 6 років тому +184

    Brave little girl. Brave family.

  • @1dasd22Al
    @1dasd22Al 4 роки тому +107

    2:50 - see that tear? That poor baby is suffering so badly. My god

  • @SLURM187
    @SLURM187 3 роки тому +6

    The strength that dad has for his family is off the charts.

  • @anaditullio
    @anaditullio 3 роки тому +161

    Her eyes were so sad, and yet so brave. My heart feels for her and her beautiful family! I hope she gets more and more healthy. Her parents are amazing people, never giving up on her. You can see how much love runs in their home. ❤

  • @unnur-2469
    @unnur-2469 6 років тому +390

    I just realized how lucky I am

  • @janeblackrose1787
    @janeblackrose1787 5 років тому +84

    my heart torn into pieces when I saw her tears😢😢😭😭😭

  • @michellegiale
    @michellegiale 2 роки тому +7

    I pray that God watches over this beautiful and precious young girl, as well as her entire family, keeping them healthy, happy and free from any pain. My heart breaks knowing that this is the reality for some children and parents. To anyone else going through this experience, in and out of the ICU with their beautiful children, my heart and prayers go out to you as well. May you know that unitedly, we send our love. May God watch over you.

  • @issystar96
    @issystar96 6 років тому +42

    God bless this child and the family. That sweet father starting to cry almost made me lose it

  • @loomsea6758
    @loomsea6758 4 роки тому +2848

    Nobody:
    UA-cam: Lets emotionally destroy people

  • @sleepyearthling
    @sleepyearthling 6 років тому +221

    Why did I click on this, why.... I can't bear to imagine what this child's parents are going through

    • @MadeintheUK987
      @MadeintheUK987 6 років тому +1

      Yuki Ying I was feeling the same way... now I can’t sleep because I keep blowing my nose from crying!

  • @whatsupfoo4592
    @whatsupfoo4592 2 роки тому +1

    When the tear dropped. I’m a grown ass man and it made me cry like a little baby 🥲
    Lord please take care of this little girl.

  • @bllushing
    @bllushing 6 років тому +2601

    This makes me feel so selfish because I've been struggling with really bad depression for my whole life. I'm only 17, but I've been in and out of the children's ICU multiple times because I tried to kill myself by overdosing. So many innocent children are in the ICU are suffering not by choice, unlike me. I took life for granted, and I just want to say that I'm sorry.

    • @LimXinEe
      @LimXinEe 6 років тому +449

      bllushing you dont have to be sorry. its not your fault to suffer from depression too! :)

    • @geetamandavkar9791
      @geetamandavkar9791 6 років тому +83

      When something doesn't happen according to our desire, wish or want v suffer. But God has best plan for u. U will understand his plan if u survive n c what is in it life. Whenever there is a bad phase in it life... Just say... This is temporary n nothing is permanent nor good nor bad. The follow back to back. Embrace everything with a smile. Try to live for others b an example n inspiration to other children. B strong n b positive even in struggle time. U r the bravest girl on this earth n born for a reason

    • @LB-wn6ur
      @LB-wn6ur 6 років тому +194

      I just wanted to say don't put yourself down or call yourself selfish, depression is an illness like any other from a cold to cancer it can't be helped and you shouldn't feel the need to apologise x i hope you're condition is being monitored and treated appropriately, bless you and your family.

    • @Zzzz123410
      @Zzzz123410 6 років тому +92

      Hey i know this post is old but I wanted to tell you that you are not selfish for what you did. Depression is real and is not your choice, it's not all in your head, and it doesn't matter whether someone's life is better or worse off than yours. Just because you chose to attempt suicide doesn't mean you chose to have depression. And just like you chose to do that you can also choose to try to get help. Therapy, medication, or whatever you feel will work best for your situation, just know that depression is a real disease that takes many lives every day. Don't write off your disease as something you can just get over, take it seriously and get the help you need ❤

    • @gloriamaryhaywood2217
      @gloriamaryhaywood2217 6 років тому +47

      You are so young at only 17 years of age. You have got your Whole life ahead of you. Everyday new and better meds are being created to successfully treat clinical depression. You have a wonderful chance at a very long and awesome life!!....(Seems like it was only a few years ago when I was 17 years old,... In reality it's been many decades!😉) Life is a precious, magical Gift. But this is not a dress-rehersal...you Only get One shot at it. Keep seeking help for your depression... and keep looking forward to your awesome future!!!

  • @paytondeangelis9831
    @paytondeangelis9831 4 роки тому +46

    I’m in tears watching this. I have a 3 year old sister as well and my world would be completely gone if I lost her. I’m am so sorry for this little girl and forever still pray for her.

  • @juliashatzer7538
    @juliashatzer7538 5 років тому +183

    I watched my dad go through the intubation and Morphin and then death. Watching a child go through this is hard as well...

    • @anyasea10739
      @anyasea10739 5 років тому +4

      Julia Shatzer I’m so sorry ❤️

    • @jessicamartin8883
      @jessicamartin8883 5 років тому +4

      My husband went through the same. He passed away from Cirrhosis of the liver. His organs began to fail and his body started turning purple. The reason for that was the blood was leaving his limbs and going to his organs to try and save them. He was declared brain dead 1 day after he was life flighted to another hospital.

    • @justsayin5048
      @justsayin5048 4 роки тому

      Trolololol Bish How did that happen?

    • @amin00dle69
      @amin00dle69 4 роки тому

      I’m so sorry 🥺 rip ❤️🕊

  • @MiMi-ce3ss
    @MiMi-ce3ss Рік тому +2

    This family is such a blessing and comfort to their beautiful daughter. May she continue to heal, be strong and in the loving care of her family. God bless

  • @ceilpyro7240
    @ceilpyro7240 4 роки тому +47

    Poor baby :(- The tear from her eye broke me, This was heartbreaking