A Health Update, Continued | BilliSpeaks
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- Опубліковано 12 бер 2024
- I have good news and not so good news. While the bacteria found in Billi’s urine at her last check has cleared, unfortunately her blood values didn’t improve. She is now officially in IRIS Stage IV (Google this if you’re unfamiliar), and the median life expectancy for this stage isn’t long. Initially she was feeling ok and compensating well, but last week her appetite drastically decreased. As we all know, food is life for Billi, so this was pretty distressing for me to see.
Kidney disease is progressive. Always. We can slow progression and manage symptoms associated with impaired function, but we can’t stop it completely and we can’t reverse it. Which sucks. Truly, deeply, horrendously, sucks. We’ve come a long way in how we manage kidney disease in cats (even within the last couple of years), so I have hope that in the future it may be different, but right now I don’t have any big saves. The name of the game is palliative care, and trying to maximize the number of good days we have left.
I’m trying to stay in the present and take this one day at a time, because my brain cannot comprehend what life is going to be like without her. Going to focus on being with Billi and savoring all the time we have left, so posts may be less frequent than they have been historically 💕 - Домашні улюбленці та дикі тварини
Kendra, we all have documented evidence that Billi probably has the best mom possible. Please focus on Billi alone and not this community. Wishing you the best days as possible.
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It comforts me that Billi will b immortalized thru the buttons studies 🙏
Her & Kendra's vids will b viewed forever as one of the pioneers of this GROUNDBREAKING science (I FIRMLY believe this kind of communication will b VERY significant n the years to come)
Bless Kendra & Billi for opening these doors & our hearts 🖐️😍🤩
& I fully agree that Kenda is best served loving this QUEEN of a cat & the rest of us can just sit & prey/ask the universe for health, healing, & Grace 🙏👍
Agreed. Seconded and thirded.
Sending love to Billi, Kendra, & family.
Can’t agree enough! Take all the time you need, sending love and strength to you and your family!
It's devastating. Don't feel obliged to go through it all in public. Do what's right for her and yourself.
Yes--100%.
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Yes. This.
Could not agree with this more. You do not owe us a thing and we support you even if you choose to deal with this entirely offline. ❤️
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For whatever you, Billi, and Dad need right now!
You've gotten to know more about Billi than most people get to know about their cat. You know now just how important scheduling is to her. You know she misses you and other members of the family when they're not there. She's made you and your partner laugh with copious "Mads" and "Squirrels".
You've been able to hear her tell you, in human words, that she loves you.
Whatever comes next, I hope it brings you comfort and joy that you've been given a priceless insight into her inner world that can never be taken away from you.
And you've been generous enough to share it with us. People like you, Hunger For Words, What About Bunny and catmanjohn have helped pioneer a new way for people to learn from, relate to and take care of their pets. You've given us a whole new understanding of how the little furry guys see the world.
Always be proud of her and yourself for that.
Take care of her and yourself, Kendra. You and she have done good.
Squirrel - if you are reading this, please pay Billi a visit. And let Kendra know if you need financial assistance to do this - she would let us know.
My cat passed a few weeks ago, at 16, after 2 months of decline. I still imagine him coming to greet me when I get back from work and I open the door. I still imagine him walking through the corridor and onto my desk any time I hear a noise elsewhere in the apartment. Take all the time you can to be with her.
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Your kitty will always be watching over you and will be there to greet you when your time comes. 🙏✝️
Dear Billi, know that you are loved.
Kendra has posted a few updates on Instagram! Billi is receiving tons of love and Squirrel visited. ❤❤❤
Thank you! I've been worried 😟
Thanks for this update. I don't have Instagram, so I was glad to see this.
Wonderful. Billi and Squirrel's relationship is special. I know of no other human who has had the honor of being named by a cat.
I'm battling cancer. I had one cat pass while in chemo and one pass while waiting for the radiation treatment to start. All I can say is you have improved Billi's life like no one else could. I'm so very thankful she had you for a Mommy.
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Hugs for you❣️
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We're fine. Be with Billi. 💙😿
I'm so sorry to see Billi slipping away. Those of us who know the sadness of losing a cat to kidney disease are holding you all in our hearts. Thank you for sharing Billi with us. Love her as long as you can.
I think the saddest thing about losing someone is losing the accumulation of their wisdom... As sad as losing any pet is, no other cat in the world had the accumulated knowledge of language that Billi did. This is a great loss.
Strength to you in this difficult time!
Crying tear for a cat I never met but know so well. My heart goes out to you and yours,
I'm here crying with you. I tell people about her all the time. 😢 this really sucks 😕 🫂❤️
Hello, just stopped by to say I hope today has been a good day for Billi, and to send hugs for everyone in the Billiverse.
Billi has such a beautiful soul. Prayers to her and her wonderful parents.
Oh G-d, I am so, so sorry. I’ve been there, and it’s absolutely horrendous. My love to you all.
Focus on Billie- she needs you more than we need posts. We’re praying for you and that sweet girl. 🩷
Were not going to talk like shes already gone. Youve made Billie incredibly happy, she has lead a life full of comfort and love and fan toy. She has told you herself shes happy and she loves you. If she leaves you soon or if she stays longer then expected, no matter which, dont forget what is important. That her life is a happy one.
Just love her as much as you can for as long as you can. *hugs*
Billi has helped to pave the way for science to make it easier for humans and cats to communicate in the future. She has changed the way thousands of people think of cats. For you, she has been pure love. How lucky you are to have had such an exceptional girl for so long. Sending best wishes to you and yours.
So well said💕 I am in tears...can't helped. I love Billi so much!
I hope squirrel can come see her. Billi asked so nicely❤
When you follow someone over the internet for years, you get to feel like they are friends, even though they know little to nothing about you. That's as true of pets as it is of people. I always knew this was coming, but I grieve, too. Just know that many, many people love Billi deeply, and will miss her presence in their lives, as well. You and your family are not alone in your grief.
As someone who nursed a beloved cat through three years of kidney disease after diagnosis, my heart goes out to you (and all who struggle with this cursed condition). It's so hard... but you've given her the best care possible... and I can say with assurance--five and a half years after Mica's death at 17--that Billi will never leave your heart. What a wonder she is. Thank you for sharing her with us.
Hugs for Billi and all those who love and are loved by her in return. ❤
I discovered Billi's videos last year shortly after losing my 15-yr-old dog. Billi's indomitable spirit and intelligence have given me so many hours of joy and laughter, so I just wanted to thank you for sharing your gorgeous girl with us. I know how excruciating it is to know that the end is near, trying to spend as much time loving your baby without spending all of that time sobbing. My hope for you is that you get as much quality snuggle time as possible.
I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that you've always given the Queen the best care and love possible. And although she'd probably deduct a few points given your inability to control the weather, that time she had to spend with Guppy, and for those occasional delays in appeasing her fan toy addiction, it's clear that Billi loves you so much and that you've given her such a beautiful life full of love and adventure. May these last days be full of love, comfort, and making biscuits.
Aw, Kendra, I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing Billi with us. She's a very special kittie. 💔
The final cost of true love can be so terribly high. I am so sorry.
You're the most incredible cat mum. Wishing you blankets, cuddles and biscuits, and many pressings of the LOVE YOU! button in the days to come xx
I'm really sorry. Enjoy every second with her ❤
Always remember you taught Billie to communicate and through that gift, she was able to tell you that she loves you...and you her. That is indeed precious.
Indeed and helped make a legacy that may improve millions of future cats lives.
Billi truly is a very special cat. We all love her so much.❤
Your way with Billi has been educational and inspiring for me in how I interact with and care for my own cats. My senior ladies are better listened to and better understood because of your and Billi's efforts, and I see the difference in their mood every day because of it. Thanks to both of you for sharing your private life together with the world. Love from Seattle, WA.
oh Kendra, i know you are so totally heartbroken but just know you have 100s of thousands of us who are heartbroken with you to hear this news. enjoy all the cuddles, and outside, and even those MAD from her royal Madjesty!
We prolonged our elderly cat’s time by about six months past the vet’s most optimistic estimate by feeding her heated wet food or tuna spoonful by spoonful as her appetite decreased. (2 weeks to 2 months was the estimate, but she made it another 8 months.) We fed her several times a day, usually with her on her heating pad. Since she didn’t have long, we stopped worrying as much about nutrition beyond her getting enough calories. We had to keep doing a quality of life inventory about once a week to track her progress, and it was hard, but she was comfortable until the end. (I know not everyone can do this, but I thought I would mention what we did in case it helps anyone.)
It’s always agonizing to be in that anticipatory grief period. My heart goes out to you.
I tried doing this with my cat. It worked at first, but then she wouldn't swallow it anymore. Then I tried with water, but she eventually stopped as well. And when she wouldn't drink her water, then I knew it was time for her to go. Once their kidneys go into shock, there's not much you can do as it can cause much discomfort for them to eat and digest the food because the kidneys aren't working so well. and you're so right about that agonizing dread. Its one of the worst moments in life.😢 Oh, how I wish there was a cure for this horrible disease. It took 2 of my beloved cats.
Thanks, Kendra, for taking the time to explain Billi’s current condition to her legions of admirers. This is very difficult news to hear, and we all share your distress and wish we could alleviate it for you. Billi is beyond remarkable, and you have given her the best possible life, filled with astounding cognitive growth, mutual understanding, fun adventures, and boundless love. What perfect companions you are. Wishing you and your beautiful girl strength and comfort in the coming days.
Seeing how aware Billi is and how well she communicates has forever changed how I interact with cats for the better. She has had a lasting impact on my life. Thank you for sharing her madjesty with all of us. I have loved being apart of this amazing community you've created. Change is so painful, even when it is expected. Spend all the time you can with her. My mom has stage IV cancer and it's agonizing trying to enjoy every moment we have left while still facing the reality of the inevitable. Please take care of yourselves. 💔
Poor Billi. She deserves all your love and attention right now. She's an amazing kitty and we've all enjoyed having her little sparkle in our lives.
We're all keeping you and Billi in our thoughts. Love to you all, but still... MAD.
All of the love to Billi and her amazing Mom and Dad.
I have dreaded this post. Please know that the joy and fun you and Billi have given thousands of us is a great, monumental gift. As we Quakers say, I will hold you and Billi and Dad in the Light. Many, many of us have experienced this exact diagnosis and moment. We know where you are and support you.
Hi, another Billi-loving Quaker here!
Billi should be your #1 concen not viewers. Post if/when you can, I'm so sorry the treatment didn't help. Please give Billi extra love from her 'online family' 😿
Well said 🙏✝️
Mad. Sad. Love you!
There will never be another like her. Your smart sassy Madjesty will live on in her videos. Hugs to Billi, you and the family, Kendra.
Billi has made me smile so much since I first discovered her videos two years ago. I love her smart, sassy, sweet catitude, how she hates Hamilton, and loves fan toy. Her bond with you and Dad is beautiful to watch. I'm very sad to hear this news but grateful that I got to see her shenanigans on youtube. Thank you for sharing Billi with us, Kendra. Please take this time with her to give her the best days possible and don't worry about posting to us. Sending love to you, Dad, and of course her Madjesty.
Feeling devastated. Here's to you both.
Mad :(
Please don’t worry about updating us, we love Billi so much that we know you focusing on spending as much good days with her is the best for her and you.
You and Billi (and Dad and the whole cast of characters) have been very generous and kind to share her with us as much as you have. Please be as selfish and precious with her for however long you have left, and we will be here for what you can and do choose to share when you have time. Thank you for sharing with us, both the good and the bad, and teaching us and warming our hearts at every step.
I am very sorry to hear such news. Both my husband and I send you condolences now, but know that we love Billi as much as we love our own Atticus. I am tearing up while I type this and hubby is standing here unable to comprehend how we love a cat we have never met. Thank you so much for sharing her with us and the rest of the world.
I just had to put my Maddy down on Wednesday. My heart feels like it was ripped out of my chest and smashed. The very next day, after spending my first night without Maddy after 11 years, I went to the Humane Society with my mother and adopted a sweet little 11-week-old kitten. I have no idea what I'm doing with a kitten. It was extra hard coming home and having Maddy's things out still. Her buttons, blankets, treats, food, toys, and brushes. I wasn't expecting Wednesday to have to put her down! It was supposed to be a check-up after 2 weeks on pain medications. When the vet looked at her x-rays it was a completely swollen, fluid-filled chest and stomach. 😢 All of it was sudden. I wish I'd moved everything and set up the house for a kitten before I got her, but I honestly wasn't even thinking I'd adopt again. Maddy was my whole world! She was my best friend, my daughter, and my whole family. I'll be 39 next week. I didn't know Maddy's birthday so I'd celebrate it with her. She would have been 14 years old. I adopted her when she was 3. She had an amazing life and went through so many hard things with me. As I've had a few weeks now to think about my life with her, it feels like she was put into my life to help me make it through some of the worst events of my life. That part of my life officially ended at the end of February and then by March 5th, Maddy got sick. She stopped eating, stopped drinking, and was in a lot of pain! If it wasn't for the fact that she also had heart failure, the monthly pain injections would have worked. She was so stubborn and if she had her way she would have lived forever. She knew I loved her, I told her several times a day.
Now I have this new kitten, I think I'm going to name her Lucienne after my grandmother. They were both born on the same day - January 5th. She's got a wonderful personality and on day one at home she started pushing the buttons and showing interest in them. We just spent a good hour watching Billi's videos of her pressing buttons. Lucienne is a kitten who loves watching movies. She's so smart - partly why I decided she needed to come home with me. With some training, I think she may even surpass Maddy's level.
I did that very thing after my beloved cat died suddenly, the next day i found a feral barn cat rescue and got an adult cat. The pain was still very very raw from the loss of my other kitty, but this cat helped so much with the pain as if he knew i was suffering. He won me over. He lived to be almost 17.
I’m sorry ❤ 😔
You're the best cat mom.
Billi has full trust in you.
We're just here to love you guys.
Went through this with basically every cat I've ever owned (or owned me..the line is sort of obscured). Kidneys are the achilles heals of cats. I wish the best for Billi.
I am so sorry, what heartbreaking news… hope Billi will feel as good as possible as long as possible. And thank you for letting us know, this one is going to take a while to process. Been looking forward to daily Billi for so many years now, I’m very grateful to have been part of this journey as long as it lasts.
Keeping all of you in my heart. Take your private time. Much love
I think this loss would be more difficult for me having bridged the human / feline (inter species) communication barrier at a whole other level. You and Billi and dad are and will always be in my heart memory for the delight and insight you have shared. Words can’t convey the impact of your channel.
I knew based on her age she may not have long for this world, but thank you for sharing your journey with us for as long as you have. We love Billi and she has brought so much joy all over the world.
Oh, I am so sorry! This is devastating news and I can’t even fully imagine your and “dad’s” pain. Billi has had amazing quality of life by being well loved and well cared for, in addition to being able to express herself so well. My best wishes for the rest of her journey.
Just realized Billi was asking for Squirrel a couple of weeks ago. If there's any way to get her there, I think Billi would love it!
Poor Billi. She has brought us all a lot of joy for quite some time now, smart little lady that she is. Mad.
I'm so sorry. Billi is such a special cat
No worries at all. We are grateful for you have chosen to share of Billi over the years. We have all loved Sweet sweet (mad) Billi. She clearly is so loved
Oh, this is a tough one to read. My heart goes out to you, Dad and Billi. Your beloved little old Madjesty is one of most loved cats out there. I hope your remaining time with her is comfortable, full of cuddles and pets.
In addition to love and the best care possible, you gave Billi a bigger voice than any cat in history has had.
We’ve been privileged to see what you have shared and no one can begrudge you peace and focus on your beautiful furbaby as you prepare for what is to come.
I've tried several times to capture what I'm feeling. Gratitude to you for sharing Billi. Deep sorrow for you and Dad -- Auntie and Grandmom too. Regret that Billi will never know how that weird object she generally ignored was a portal for the love we have for her. This is your private time now. 😢😢
We are all crying with you...
With your medical background I'm sure you have explored every option.
Billi has been so lucky to have you and I know you feel the same ...she is one of a kind!
Thank you for sharing her with us....
Bless you and Billi. Thank you for sharing her with us.
I'm so sorry Kendra & Dad. Your love and care for Billie are all that matters❤
I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing Billi with us, she's a remarkable little cat. ❤ Please do whatever you need for you and her now, we all understand.
So sorry to hear this news. Billi has been such a joy and light in so many of our lives. Thanks for sharing her amazing life with us ❤️🥹
I love this cat! My heart breaks....all my ❤️.
We're here for you, not the other way round. When we subscribed it was because of you and Billi and I dont believe that people should be slaves to producing content.
Look after yourself and Billi. Every good day is so precious and important.
may the rest of her life be as comfortable an enriched as possible
Oh no😢, I know what this is like, I lost my beautiful 5 year old male cat about 6 months ago from kidney disease, it was very quick. My heart breaks for you, enjoy every second you can, she’s a beautiful baby who has captured the heart of many people around the world , especially enjoying her mad rants, she is truly a diva❤️. Prayers for you all 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙋🏼♀️
My soul cat died last fall at 17 years old. Best friends should never get old. I love Billi so much.
Just breaks my heart, Much love to Billi, and Mom, and Dad.
born too early to explore the universe,
born too late to explore earth,
born just in time to be with Billi.
I am so sorry to hear of this devasting news. I am from singapore and me and hubby have been following the exploits of Her Madjesty Billi and her family for the past 3 years. Billi came at the right time when my hubby was suffering from cabin fever and depression partly due to the p a n d3mic. Watching Billi's vlogs and antics became my daily routine and safe space. me and hubby knew cats were smart but we never failed to be amazed at Billi's intelligence and sassiness.
Thanks to Kenda for sharing Billi with the rest of the world and enriching our lives. thanks to Billi, i have learnt to be more patient when talking to other people. thanks again to Billi, Kendra, Billi's dad, grandma, Guppy, Daphne, Squirrel, Aunty for your unconditional time and love.
PS: I read that Dr Toru Miyazaki from Tokyo University has been developing a medicine for feline kidney dieases. if you need money to get this medicine please do not hesitate to crowdsource from us.
We all love our regular dose of Billie but she's your baby. You savor every moment you can with her right now. Sending her snuggles and chin pets. Sending you a hug.
That wee cat has brought such joy to me. She is a treasure. Sending love and hugs to you all. Blessings.
I've been dreading this. "We know how this story ends. We know before we even bring the kitty home. And yet we do it again and again."
I'm not sure you'll ever see this with over a thousand comments, but:
Purrs, head bumps, and strength to you as you prepare for the last and most difficult service we must do as Cat Servants.
So very true. Their lives are far too short for us, but yes, we’ll do it again, because we know how wonderful that bit in between is. Sweet Billi, we know however much longer she’ll be here, she’ll be loved
I hope you will understand if I Unsubscribe & block your channel from my feed. My wife is dying of terminal cancer. My beloved companion kitty Molly is 19 & I know I will lose her soon too. I prefer to remember Billie ass a light thar always lifted my day and if I sonr know what happens I can always pretend she is still out there living somewhere kind of miracle life. I am so sorry for you and your family to be facing this loss that YOU can't pretend away. Thank you for sharing all the Billie love with us and goodbye.
no matter what, just remember that billi loves you very very much and is infinitely thankful you were her mother
Love you billi 💋
Give Billi as many cuddles as she will allow. I can't imagine the future without her either.
Sending much love to you. ❤
Oh sweet Billi, I'm so sorry. Sending lots of love your way ❤
I’m so sorry. I’ve been there and it’s devastating, I hope every day is as good as it can be.
Thinking of you, with love and prayers. ❤
Don't worry about videos and make every joyous memory you can in the next little while.
I hope you and Billi are aware that hundreds of thousands of people are with you for this.
Snuggle that baby!!! I lost my kitty to kidney issues last July :( she was 18. Thank you for taking such great care of this amazing kitty ❤️❤️
i wish Billi the best quality of life for her remaining time on Earth. such a fantastic little kitty in good times and mad. thank you for sharing her sweetness with us all.
Please, take all the time you can with her. Don't worry about videos. Anyone who has ever lost a pet only wishes they had more time with them. Spend all the time you can with her.
I am utterly heart broken, I feel like she my cat, she looks just like my cat. I am so sorry you all have to go through this. She is truely an amazing human in cat fur.
May Billi have a peaceful and comfort-filled trip across the rainbow bridge when the time comes. I wish you and Dad (and all your family) comfort in the time to come.
Sad to hear this. Goes without saying, but you do not owe us any number or frequency of posts. Do what is best for you and Billi. Our hearts are with you.
I have no words. Billi is a dear little one. I wish her comfort and love on her journey.
I never write comments because my English is too poor, but today I would like to have a good word for you… and I find myself speechless.
Please feel my love. You give us so much that I will never be able to explain! I hug you tight ❤
Please give Billy a kiss by me!
Your English in this comment is perfect - well said ❤.
I'm sending you all so much love. Sadly, our feline companions are mortal, and we are still hoping for the breakthrough with CKD that you allude to in the description.
You, of all people, understand the reality here. I trust that you will know that love that surrounds you as you make the best decisions for Billi's sake and for your sake. Billi has touched so many around the world so all that love and understanding is yours for the taking right now.
From one cat lover to another, I wish you peace. Letting go is so very hard, but I am sure you will make the most of whatever time you are allowed.
I am crying as I write this. Billie is nothing less than an angel and I feel so lucky to have gotten to know her, and grateful to you Kendra for having taken hundreds of hours over the last years sharing her with us. I’m heartbroken for you, Dad, Grandma, Auntie and all of us who love her. For whatever it’s worth, Billie (and you Kendra) have made an impact in this world at a time when we desperately need it. May Billie enjoy every second of her remaining time with you. ❤
Been thinking about Billi since the announcement. I pray for you all to have the sweetest moments together in her final days. My heart breaks every time I think about her. I will miss her so much. 💛
Billi's fortunate to have a great cat mom (and cat dad). Together you have enriched so many people's lives. I walked my two elderly litter mate kitties across the rainbow bridge 2 years ago just about this time. Watching Billi and your journey has helped fill a little bit of the hole they left in my heart. I hope you're feeling all the love and support being sent your way.