FTM Phalloplasty I Peed
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- Опубліковано 13 лип 2017
- I am a little over 4 weeks post-op phalloplasty with Dr.Chen. I got the okay to pee after my post-op appointment. It didn't exactly go as expected. Here is a video about my experience with my first pee.
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You're helping people more than you think by being so open and honest about your process. You know we're rooting for you, stay strong brotha!
aw thank you so much!! It really helps having such good support!
@@Codytalks11how are you doing today?
We all piss on our shoes : ) it’s a dude thing. Your openness and willingness to share shows great strength, thank you.
I am a normal man and we dont pee on our shoes, never happened once !!!!!
We the normal men, we dont were shoes in our home ;) and even if we pee outside, we dont pee on our shoes ;) ;) ;)
ps: I hope that this wannabe-man is regretting the transition and tells about her mistake, so others can learn from her mistakes !!!!
pps: I will not and I will never ever use the pronoun some sick person tells me to use on him or her, in what sicky-world we live in where 5% of the world dictates the 95% foooooock you big times
right, esp in hurry trying to get to urinal/toilet and not making in-time,, so no worries
People who put hate on this video, literally hate themselves and have no way to show it then to pick on people who have no problems whatsoever.
Amen Brother.... PREACH!
Denise Vasquez Lemrick the surgeries are approved, therefore they are not considered “Literal Botchery.” Learn your facts before throwing your opinion out there.
Denise Vasquez Lemrick it is their choice! You don't have the right to tell others what they can and can't do. Just because you don't like it does not mean you have to be an ass hole and belittle degrade or bully individuals who decide to transition. It is their life not yours. Worry about your damn self
Fatty McFart but how does that affect your life in any way?
Or they are transphobs
It's not a race, I know my comment is 9mnths after this video. But be good to yourself, embrace yourself, remember to love yourself and be patient with yourself. LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU
thank you :)
Comparing my body to other people's bodies is a toxic thing to do... THANK YOU for saying that, because I really needed to hear it!! Have a blessed day Cody! 🏳️🌈😘🏳️🌈
Sorry that the anxiety got this one. Allow yourself to feel, be upset, be frustrated, but try to keep focusing on the future and know it will all work out! ❤️😁👍🏼
Thanks for the update, dude. I really respect and appreciate that you're sharing all the good and bad stuff with us even though it's such a personal thing. I'm sorry it didn't go well this time. That's gotta be so tough just waiting. You're gonna get through this, and all this stuff you're going through right now will be a memory of something really difficult that you overcame like a boss. Hang in there, brother.
Thank you :) And yea I am trying to be patient but keep thinking about the future and how I want to look back and have this all be just a memory :)
Keep your head up man, it's such a huge and very strenuous surgery. It will get better each day, just don't give up. You've been fighting sooo long to get where you're at, just keep pushing through the journey to get to your destination. All these struggles will make you appreciate the outcome even more. You got this man, we all believe in you.
Yess I have fought way too hard to give up! Thank you for the kind words and support! :)
Cody_talks of course man, anytime.
Dewd thank you for sharing. Its really cool to hear every little update. I'm headed to Chen next year march 22 so every little infor is very appreciated. Keep pushing everything will go well . positive vibes going your way ! Thanks again for sharing!
I had a friend that surgically transitioned MTF and her journey was amazing. Thank you so much for sharing yours and especially for being so candid. I think it’s so important for the ones wanting to have this surgery to see not just the medical side but the individual side of this journey. Tight hugs
Congrats to your friend! Thank you so much!
You're such an inspiration for sharing your story and being so honest and informational about everything you've gone through. I send you much love on your journey, you're an amazing person.
Thank you so much that means a lot! :)
You seem so vulnerable. And strong. And honest. Good luck with your progress
Thank you for your honesty and willingness to share. My SIL is trans and I love him: he’s a great husband and dad. He and I have talked I. Depth about his journey including the disappointing and scary aspects as well as the good and fantastic. He and I discussed phalloplqsthy a d how important it is for him and how my daughter feels. Right now they are both content with no surgery, but are open to future discussions. Your channel is one I will share with him so he knows he’s got support.
*big hugs* my friend - stay strong you're videos are helping me out of what to expect when I get my surgery and just think in a years time you'll look back i say to yourself "i got through all that!" big pat on the back to you Cody.
Thanks!! ha yes, I am trying to be patient just knowing this will all just be a memory one day!
Good stuff. I know its really difficult just now with wanting to get on your feet and back to the gym and work but one day at a time will surly get you there and in 100% condition to be good to go.
Yes you are right. And I SO cannot wait until that day. haha. The plus side is that it has given me time to gain more fitness knowledge and study as I wait. :)
Just think by the time you're back in the gym you'll be ready to work hard and you'll be buffer in a years time lol - as they say knowledge is power!
Hang in there bro. I have a million questions, but I'll ask when things are better. If you need to vent give me a shout.
Thanks dude I appreciate it, and hey ask away :)
Drew Rogers wtf?
Drew Rogers his voice is fine. Sounds like a million other blokes.
It's absolutely good that you're sharing this because there are people that wouldn't see this and would think that they were going to loose their mind (not to mention their dick). It's a major surgery and it takes time. Once you're all healed up you're going to be okay. Hell better than just okay. Slow and steady brother.::hugs::
Thank you :) Yes, slow and steady hah. I will get there!
Malcum Tent ⛺️
My heart goes out to you Cody, stay strong cause sooner or later that peen is gonna work❤️
hah thank you! :) Yes it will, with time I am sure of it! :)
Cinder Lock of course it will anxiety sucks
Lenocas Nascimento it definitely does suck!!!
Someone needs to tear off Cody’s musclez and put her right back in her wedding dress where she belongs
disgusting
Vitality important that the struggles are recorded for others to appreciate the difficulties they may face so they can be prepared. Very generous spirit you have.
I love that you show both good & bad. And going back & pointing out how you wish you took it mentally & advice about how to handle it is great. Honestly your vids are some of the best & most positive with the reality of the good & bad is just so inspiring & awesome! Much love bro!
Hey thanks man! So glad that the videos are helpful! Sometimes I worry I am being negative but I think I am just trying to be honest! Complications happen, but things get better :)
I’m so sorry love for your reaction i hope your doing much better now! I understand your upset and the struggle your doing to get to your goal . It’s hard but don’t give up :)
I'm sorry for this man. Baby steps you're so strong you're gonna get there. Something I like to do is visualize myself in the future like by a month a just think about how whatever I'm struggling with now from a month it'll be the least of my worries or even better be something that I could label as "surpassed" or "accomplished". Best of luck homie
Thanks dude! Yes I keep thinking about how this all will be a memory someday!
I legit do the same
I’m still have to wait *years* before I can get any of these surgeries...It is helpful that I can learn about other people’s struggles so I know what to expect and what I transition is like from the experienced persons POV and that it might not be as hard for me as it was for some people who may not have known what to expect. Everyone is different though, so nothing can be guaranteed. I hope you are doing very well now and that you are living happily and healthily, you are a very strong person.
I only just stumbled upon your videos and watched only a few, I don't know you but nonetheless I send you all my love. Stay strong! xx
Cody stay strong , you'll get through it all , and I'm sorry it didn't work out well for you ., Love you ❤
Keep your head up Cody, I would rather be in your position dealing with that rather than not knowing when You'll be able to even have the surgery
You will get there!!
you have come so far...and almost at the end...have patience for your precious body...it has gone thru a lot....you will prob be surprised how different things are in the next days...in a good way! take care
It will heal and you'll be just fine! I believe in you. You're so brave! Good luck, man!
Cody don't stress yourself you sure doing well. You have inspired me to go forth with my surgery, once your completely healed you'll be so happy in the end,
+Cayson Jackson yes! Already doing much better!! Thank you!
Okay so I have something to say and I looked at the comments, didn't go far to find out if no one else has said this. Be gentle with yourself Cody. You are an adult learning how to do something that little boys have years to learn how to do. Give yourself patience. Try it out with the mindset of a little boy. You are learning. There is nothing wrong with you and even though you have anxieties about it take your time and take on the challenge.
Dang bro I just looked up all this stuff you’re pretty brave/crazy in a good way.. live you’re best life bro 🤙🏽
Thank you for sharing your journey. It means more than you know to a lot of us. I have phallo in November with Dr. Crane and I can't thank you enough for being so brave and sharing...I am truly sorry you are having complications...but like you said, it could be worse right?! This is a huge surgery as you know and healing takes a lot of time. I certainly can't relate...yet, but from what I have seen you are a strong person!! Hang in there Cody, you got this! 💪🏼👍🏼✌🏼
Congrats on your upcoming surgery! November will be here before you know it. It is a wild ride but all worth it. I am glad sharing my experience is helpful! Thank you for the support :)
It'll get better, man...The strength it even takes to commit to any major surgery is phenomenal...(I'd b scared as fuck!) Don't let the anxiety win! You got this! It all just takes time.
Thank you :) Yes more time indeed! Patience. hah.
I admire your candid thoughts.
I'm sending you love and positive energy.
You are a lovely human being. I see you.
Hi Cody, you're such an inspiring to me. Hang in there, I'll be praying for you. You're such a courageous person & great inside & out. Such a strong person 💖❤💙
Definitely a subject we wouldn’t think of! Good luck to you as you heal!💕💐
IM SO PROUD OF YOU!! I wish I had your courage ❤❤
aw thank you
I think you are incredibly brave and handling the whole situation remarkably well. Hang in there, good thoughts are with you.
Thank you :)
Thank you for sharing your progress and for being so open about your experiences. Keep trying 👏🏻 even though it's difficult. Hopefully this part is just a small stepping stone to where you want to be 🙏 steps forward, my friend ✌🏼
Yes hopefully this will all just be a memory soon :) Thanks dude!
Hi Cody yes thats a bummer, but hopefully it'l pass like you said there are worse complications and i like your approach to this whole thing, youve got a good level head;mindset about your situation and my best thoughts are with you mate. Best of luck
Sweet boy, I'm so sorry to hear!!!!!! Love you lots!!! Hope it turns out well!!!!!
Thank you!
I dont know you but I am proud of you! Courage to show your anxiety for the world , you're showing your strength! ;)
Hope recovery goes well, like all new things it will take time to get used to.
+cris greenwald thank you!! :)
I'm a transboy and I love the comments thanks everyone for being nice to trans people and supporting the trans community
Same here mate. I'm 15
u got this bro
Thank you :)
Your doing great. I don't know you but I am so proud of you and all you have achieved. Stay strong and lean on us for strength and support. Sending love and warm hugs. XxxX
Hope you all the best man! You're just so brave! I want top surgery but I have bad anxiety so I haven't had it yet. I really admire your courage.
aw thanks dude!! And anxiety sucks :( I am sorry you are dealing with it, but it will all happen for you when you feel ready. No rush :)
you are brave and strong. keep making steps on your journey.
Idk why anyone would thumbs down this video. I gave it a thumbs up to counter act though ahaha for real though I am glad you are posting this. Not many guys do. This is so helpful to see. Sorry for your complication. Wishing you a speedy recovery
haha I am not sure either, I just expect it now no matter what lol Thanks dude! Glad this is helpful for you to see!
Haters gonna hate. I most likely will be getting meta not phallo but so few guys document this. It is so great you are. You are going to help so many
I think the thumbs down is because it’s an upsetting video. It’s hard to see the anxiety level and disappointment. He’s bummed, we are bummed.... but optimistic!
CHRISTOPHER DEMOREST or people are ignorant
I’m having my top surgery in February. Well they’er shooting for February. My insurance denied me the first time around but my HRT doctor who is so awesome got me to appeal and she wrote a letter and a year later here I am! I had never thought about bottom surgery. But idk past couple of months it’s ran through my mind but then I hear and see all the trouble some of my friends have had with the phyllo surgery and then I change my mind. My wife definitely doesn’t want me doing it! I have sever anxiety so I never get a break inside my head is what it feels like. Like I’m constantly thinking bad stuff what if all the time so I understand when you talk about your anxiety
When you came out of the shower i saw the pain and i realize this is old but i couldn’t help but cry it just hurt
My heart just dropped - not because of the leak, I know you WILL heal and get there (it's just not always in "our time") - because I know the feeling of having your anxiety proven right. It's like adding gasoline onto the brain fire. It's tough stuff.
For myself, when my anxiety gets bad and I'm not able to always stay in touch with whats real - my projections get crazy, etc - I trust other people, who know better or who love me, to help guide my actions. Cause as long as I don't act on my anxiety, I'm okay. Following what the doctor wants/recommends, regardless of the anxiety, takes a lot of strength - especially when you've already been coping with so much for an extended time. I know for myself, I get worn down after "dealing" with something for an extended time and it gets harder to not let the anxiety win and base my actions on my fears. So, doing what you're doing takes balls (pun intended). :)
And, on a side note, I'm so incredibly inspired by your journey. Your strength and HONESTY has helped me in so many ways. Most recently, it's inspired me to be more honest about what I'm dealing with, in the hopes that, despite being terrified, my honesty may someday help someone else in the same way that it's helped me.
Try not to lose focus on the ultimate outcome. Sometime in the future, you will be able to look back at this time is just a moment in your life. It's not easy, but already, you can look at your body and see who you really are. And, that, that shit is priceless.
ugh yes the anxiety proven right is the worst! Thanks so much for your support, and I am SO so happy that me sharing my journey may be of some help. It means the world to me and inspires me to keep sharing. Thank you :) And yes, I cannot wait to look back on all this as a memory haha.
Your attitude is inspiring, Cody. I'm post-op MTF. xo's
Aw thank you! :)
bro u r legend, thanks a lot man, i know there r haters out there but people like u r the pioneers for change, thank you.
aw thanks for the love
So sorry to hear this man. I'm really glad you posted this video as it's so important to talk about this stuff although it might feel like the last thing you wanna do. Thanks for the honesty and vulnerability. I'm crossing everything I got for you for Monday. Keep your head up man!
Thanks so much! :)
I'm really learning a lot from your videos! I just found your channel about an hour or so ago and for the longest time I've been wanting to transition from ftm and i was just afraid mostly because of what family and friends would think but for a year now I've been with my boyfriend who is also ftm, I've been looking at things and the more i look, yes there are a few downsides but I'm still extremely excited to do it. I just wanted to ask, if you could go back, would you chose a different part for creating your.. ya know (i don't feel comfortable just saying that in a public comment lol)
This is the first video I’ve seen of yours you are so strong!! And I gotta say handsome too😍😂
Aw thanks 🙏🏻💚
I'm sorry things don't seem to be working like you want Cody. Like you said, one day at a time. It will get better. Just takes time. Who knows, maybe Monday will be all different in a better way. You do have a great attitude about it. Stay strong and positive hun. Loves and hugs xx
Thank you :)
Hugs to you. You're very brave in many ways ❤️
Thank you :)
Hayley Jennings same name first name as mr
Hey man, if leaking is common, trust me that’s something that I would definitely like to know. Thank you for sharing. I’m sorry that it didn’t go well. But I’m glad that you’re staying positive. Can’t wait to see how things turn out!
Cheers
Thanks! Things turned out great :) I am now peeing like a champ, 8 months post-op :)
You're a huge inspiration, an amazing example of the courage it takes to transition, and a reminder of the resilience and strength each one of us in the trans community is capable of even when we feel our most vulnerable. Thank you for sharing your rawest moments with us time and time again. -Wishing you all the best mate, AR Wolfe
ah thanks, you are sweet. Thank you for the support! Our community is full of amazingly brave and resilient folks!
I hope everything healed well! Thank you for sharing your story!
Thank you for watching! :)
Cody_talks I decided to watch because my family member is transitioning and I'm trying to educate myself on this process. It breaks my heart that anyone has to go through this to feel complete. I'm so grateful that you have the ability to share this deeply personal journey and the points of it which are painful for you so that someone else can cope. Its selfless and really brave of you. I hope this transition brought peace to your being.
You are really brave man. I am still pre everything because I am not out of highschool yet (one of my parents doesn't support it), but your videos are really helping me to know kind of what to expect and honestly your entire transformation gives me a lot of hope for my future.
Hey dude, sorry to hear one of your parents isn't supportive. I hope that they come around with time. It took awhile for my parents to come around too, but they did so there is hope! Glad my videos might be of some help, I appreciate that support! Keep goin dude :)
Hey there :) I hope things have turned around for you and your feeling better.
Were all of your tubes out by this video then? Trying to create a timeline in my mind about what to expect if I want to go this route. So far, I've opted out of lower surgery, but things are getting "uncomfortably atrophied and dry" down there and I'm debating my next plan of action. I've lost a LOT of weight and they said if I do a tummy tuck, that they can use that excess skin for phallo, so it would be a world of hurt with a good outcome if I decide to do it that way. Thank you for these videos, I know they're old, but always relevant to someone out there looking for options and experiences! Thank you Cody 👍🥇
Awww, it's gonna be ok Cody. At least the body has the capability to heal such mishaps. It'll get better. Much Love and prayers to you Cody. Stay strong. 😽💛💪
Thank you :) Yes, wishing for this body to heal.
You’re so brave I can’t believe how you’re able to go through such a painful process I’m so proud of you
Thank you ❤️
Hi my name is Mary. I'm not Transgender. I'm 53 and a mom of three. I'm happy that your finally getting to a place in your life that has taken so long. I thought maybe I could help you feel a little bit better about slow recovery as well panic attacks and one that gets uneasy easily. I have had 7 Major operations, starting at age 23 too 36. I had people that had the same operations as I did, and they were healing faster to the point it deprest me. But I finally came to terms with I'm my own person, and I have low pain tolerance. And everybody heals different. I happened to be the one that always has some. Complications. When I first started started I'm not going to lie. It was hard,same things that you are feeling. This person is doing so well, and I am not. Everyone heals at there own pase. I think your doing an amazing job. Shit happeneds. That's the mote that got me through things that didn't go as planned an I needed something else to fix it. What I'm trying to tell you is you are a special person! And there is know body like you. Your one of a Kind! I hope everything everything you want in life comes your way. Even if if takes time. I will send good thoughts your way! So glad I came across your channel. I most certainly will keep up with your progress!!!😉
I'm not Cody, but I just wanted to say thank you for posting this comment. Truly made my day brighter
it will happen just have patience:) have faith in you everything will go well cody😎
Thank you :)
PERMISSION TO PEE. I'm totally rooting for you, don't get me wrong, but that sentence had me rolling.
i'm sure they can fix the leakage. that doesn't sound like sth they would leave there. i hope things are better for you now.
They are! Thank you :)
Learning so much because of you ! Thank you for being so brave ! My boyfriend is trans so I'm just trying to educate myself on it. ❣️💖
Glad this can be of some help! It is great you are learning as your boyfriend goes through similar things. You are a great support!
Keep the faith Brother.....It will turn out ok....just keep healing
Thank you!
be strong bro,great take time, intime u will be where u want to be 💪💪 u got this
Thanks dude :)
Cody_talks no problem,hope ur feeling better today
Aww, hope you feel better soon and get the full recovery you've anticipated, Cody. I believe you. And I'm sending my undivided love and support ❤️
Thank you!
I'm really curious.. I'm ftm too and not much research done on phallow.. when you pee and it doesn't come out of the tip, where does it come out of?
Things will be okay. They will get better. I get the anxiety thing. I'm not trans but I have other life events that , cause emotions similar to the ones you are feeling. You , one day, will have the body you need. The one that will make you happy. Life is hard but you're a pretty kick as dude. You can do it!
Is there an update to this video?
Going to watch through most of what this guy has on his channel, but I am 5 years behind on his content it seems lol.
This is such a long process that I imagine you can't help but feel really discouraged sometimes. Stay strong--❤️
Yes indeed, Thank you! :)
I'm so proud of you
Thanks!! :)
Congrats on you getting your new member now what are you gonna name him my boyfriend named his JR
I apologize if I offend anyone, but what exactly is phalloplasty surgery?
I pray things will get easier for you soon. ❤
They have! :) Thank you!!
Jewel Haines still aren't an actual man.
Alex PJ for stating the truth? No. You go back to never never land with the Lost boys.
Sir Hung what?? What sort of a shitty insult is that 😂
Alex PJ I made sure to return on the same level as your dumb prick insult. I'll use the better ones when your level rises as well.
All the best to you. It'll work out for sure.
Thanks for the update and so glad you are healing & getting better every day!
Thank you! :)
This is terrifying! as a male i can not imagine something like this happening to me. i would freak out big time.
So many things i want to know about this process lol But um how did it go after?
What is it made of?
everyone is so sweet in the comments
This is so interesting and I am happy you decided to share your Journey. Brave! One thing I cant get over is, why do you wear shoes inside? 😂
haha oh man I am one of those people that always wears shoes! :P I don't know why haha
Hi I'm new to your channel and I want phalloplasty but I'm scared cause everyone I know has had nothing but complications. First off when you peed for three first time was it painful to urinate? Then 2and question: I know it's been a while since you probably posted this video but did getting the catheter removed hurt. I know when I got a vaginectomy I didn't feel anything when they removed the catheter. Dont know if phalloplasty differs in the way in regards to catheters. Also I have a low pain tolerance and am worried the pain of this will be to unbearable especially complications being to unbearable. I really want this surgery and I got consult coming up in January but I don't want to let me fears rule my decisions. Oh one more thing I know most people have to undergo electrolysis on the arm/donar site... so how is that procedure pain wise? Do you get numbing stuff before they use a very hot needle to singe the hairs off or do you just have to buck up and suffer through the pain? Again you probably already covered these questions in your past videos but I'm new to the channel. Anyway thanks for your help in advance.
Hey there Cody 😉 just be strong. Things will be better that's for sure. My boyfriend is a trans and soon he'll undergo the same surgery you had. Your videos are very helpful.
Glad they could be of help! Thank you for the support!
I am also FTM
And how much money u paid for the whole procedure?
I'm only three weeks post op and one week learning to pee with all the swelling. First pee I sat down to relax, and it shot straight out over the toilet seat hahaha ...Let me tell you...not fun! It continues to Shoot 90 deg horizontally - I have to hold a large pee cup to pee for now. If that isn't bad enough, because of swelling, it's now occasionally and spontaneously shooting straight off the right. It's a friggin MESS!!! I'm hoping this corrects as swelling goes down. Add that with the leak that blew through a suture at the very bottom, and I'm at a loss...
I really wanted to keep sensation for now, and can't afford phallo at this point, but I am considering it for later. I was thinking of using Dr. Crane, but will have to start researching all over again. If meta works out and I'm able to pee okay Standing without the mess, I may not ever go for phallo. But, as you saw in my video, I'm having lots of complications. Argh...
Ah man I am so sorry to hear about all the complications. Sometimes my pee stream can be unpredictable as well haha. If I try to use a urinal the guy to my left could be in the splash zone :P It has gotten better as swelling goes down but I have another surgery coming up this thursday for some complications and for glansplasty. The complications were so hard deal with at the time, but luckily it wasn't something more serious so I am grateful for that. The vaginectomy is probably the most painful part for me still. If you are ever looking into a surgeon for phalloplasty.. Dr. Chen is really great and responsive. Also if I remember correctly you are semi-close to me? So Chen is closer than Crane who is in Texas. Who was your surgeon? I understand wanting to keep sensation at its optimal level!
I'm in AZ now, so I used Meltzer. I love him but he's not the guy to use for phallo. He's mostly known for MTF SRS, but he's also known for FTM top and meta. He did an awesome job on my top surgery. I couldn't be happier. I've heard about doc Chen. He trained with Crane, right? And he's in San Fran? My problem is I don't have the support system for caretakers and traveling around etc., which is why I stayed here in AZ. I was a half mile form the surgical center and a few miles from his office. So being that I'm taking care of myself after all the surgeries, it's essential I'm close by. I'm hoping my surgery heals up and things work as they are supposed to. My main goal was wanting to stand to pee, but I'm not so confident that'll happen here. I'm only three weeks in tho. I'll give it time. Right now you'd think I was pissing into a strong wind haha. Good luck w you're upcoming surgery bro. My next stage for expanders is dec 6. Then my final stage is April for the implants.
Ah man I am glad you are close to your surgeon! That is helpful. I have heard of Meltzer here and there. You are very early on still so I think there are still good chances for you to be peeing and standing! Yes Chen trained under Crane and is now opening his own practice in the bay area. He has a great bedside manner. On another note how do you like AZ?
Cody_talks the winters here are great. The summers are a nightmare. I am hoping to move to Montana or Wyoming or somewhere with land; somewhere very rural.
welcome to the pee Olympics! you will soon learn all kinds of crazy ways to pee xD
Wish I could buy you a new pair of shoes after this. ;w; The one time crocs would be useful!
(On a more serious note, this was a brave upload. I'm late, but I hope you're hanging in there.)
Haha thank you! ❤️ luckily I have new shoes now! ;)
Aw, you're welcome. XD And that's good to hear!
Anxiety is brutal. Hang in there.
Denise Vasquez Lemrick you’re an absolute mop
I am so proud of you for sharing your story like this. It's so important. I wish I had stories like this on UA-cam when I first had gcs. 😘
Did u have the same doctor as many of your friends?
Fuuuck, I’m scared... ^^; I want this, I want to get to the point where I can start taking steps toward where you’re at, but I keep hearing these stories of it not working out the way people hoped and I’m just... I don’t know if I can do it.
Keep your faith
You are so inspiring
Aw thanks 🙏🏻❤️