I Have To Move On.
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- Опубліковано 25 сер 2024
- Thank you for everything.
My new channel: @BatshevaDueck.
Music:
• a french girl singing ... (Mae Lee)
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Lydia, I hope you see this
Batsheva, you are bad a**. First of all congrats for making yourself vulnerable. That takes real bravery. Even more so you cried when you saw you made a positive impact on someone else's life. That actually touched me. I'm immediately subscribing to your new channel and can't wait to see what you do. Much love.
Thank you so much dude. Art is about making an impact on the world, and I have to do it in the way I feel I can make the most impact 🙏
I ❤ you Batsheva. I feel like you are the only relatable frum content creator. You are colorful, quirky, fun, don't sell yourself to a bunch of frum brands who just want us to buy buy buy. You want to create and you are poetic, fun, interesting, and follow your dreams.
So excited for your new channel! You're one of the first Jewish Orthodox content creators I've followed and your content matters to me, especially now. I'm lready subscribed.
Thank you so much Maya
Nigerian viewer here, i just turned 27 a month ago, just ended my love relationship with someone who i love and actually loves me (long story) i also feel like I've been a baby for many years, never grown, always lived with my parents, never challenged myself.
You are right at our age everyone is married including my best friend and my friniemies, i feel like im the only one my age still single. With my recent heartbreak I want to move out of my parents house, find myself, face life obstacles, try new jobs, try new things. This is the best time right. If you ever come to Nigeria and im still here, it will be cool to meet up. Thank you for being you, everyone is wearing make up and telling a lie but you stay true, thank you.
I feel the exact same way that you do. it's time to grow up. and I think by challenging ourselves like that, we'll finally reach what we've been dreaming about.
Yes!!! Be courageous, be authentic, be soulful... I'm here for it.
absolutely!!!
Not going to lie cuz...
I almost had a panic attack thinking that you were leaving UA-cam. Its been so refreshing to see someone from a similar culture make these videos.
-signed your Druze fan from Kfar Yasif! 😁
no way never!!!! just pivoting to something new and fresh that has a chance of succeeding. and keep safe my Druze family!!!!!!!!! sending you love
@@CynicalDuchess
בהצלחה
I was “told” in my 20s not to tell a guy I wanted kids, you’ll scare them away. So I never mentioned that I genuinely wanted kids. I ended up giving so much of my time and attention to commitment phobes who weren’t mentally or emotionally mature enough to think that far into the future. Now I’m 33 and scared to tell my truth about wanting a family because I don’t want guys to think I’m going to baby trap them or that it’s because I’ve “hit the wall”. Anyway… thanks for talking about your journey. You’re very authentic and courageous
I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH YOU ON YOUR NEW CHANNEL!!! I have always thought you should be front and center because you ARE an AWESOME story teller and have the cutest (and sometimes funniest) way of conveying your thoughts and feelings to your audience. Cheers to new beginnings, can’t wait!!!
PS, I’m a 49 y/o Jewish woman, and it was only after discovering you about a year and a half ago that I became interested in orthodoxy. I’ve been sprinkling this into my life (and family’s life) ever since….and I’m better for it! Thank you! xo
wow...this comment absolutely made my day. definitely cheers to new beginnings, I cannot wait to be front and center. and the second half of your comment literally blew me away. I am speechless, I hope you have a lovely shabbat, sending lots of love
I am in my early 30s, and I am finding your storytelling of this period in your life helps me heal from when I went through my 20s ❤ Wishing you great luck in your new endeavor 🎉
20's are rough man LOL, thank you so much
You’re such an amazing story teller and this feels like a real documentary short. Can’t wait to follow you in your new journey and channel.
thank you
Thank you for sharing your story with the world. It takes so much courage to make big changes in life, and /especially/ share those changes to the public.
But the fact that you did so is really important, because it in turn can give courage to someone else :) Rooting for you on the new channel!!
You are absolutely incredible and one of my biggest inspiration ❤
Holding the torch of vintage UA-cam, very rare, goodluck
You're right, people are fickle, stay true to your style and passions and your people will find you. Changing to please everyone will leave you inauthentic and drained.
1000%%
Thank you for making content. You literally inspired me as a fellow orthodox Jewish girl who graduated high school last year. You really inspired me to not live life for others, and I’m trying to live each and every day the way I want to live it. But I was actually really afraid of making decisions that were not so common in the orthodox world: to ditch seminary and to go to fashion school. So, thank you for showing me that I can make choices and I’ll be okay. Thank you, you really inspired me, and I can’t wait for your new channel
Batsheva!!🥹 I found your channel because of your orthodox women fashion video! (I’ve been in the process of converting for a couple of years now and at the beginning - as you said - there really wasn’t much online) but I loved your personality & related to you so much (plus, we’re the same age!) so I stuck around! I’m excited to see where your new channel takes you (already saw the video a few days ago & subscribed). And if you ever do find yourself in Ohio to document Amish life or for any other reason, we’d love to have you!😊
You are so cool. Keep being you and pursuing your passions❤
Amen, will do
I'm just an old man out here in the Arizona desert but have enjoyed your content for some years now. Looking forward to your future stories. Going over to the new channel to see where you are going. Good luck! You're going to be great!!
I love this so much! Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story! ❤️
thank you for being here to listen
Wooooo!! I am so excited for you Batsheva!!! I have always loved your channel and look forward to your continual elevating and epic content. Sending you lots of love and LIght from NYC!! All the best!! :)
thank youuu!!!!
Batsheva, somehow I missed this video! (Probably because I don't use this app much haha) This was an AMAZING video and I truly felt with you everything you talked about. I'm so excited to continue to follow along on your UA-cam journey, and as always, call you my friend. ❤
You are stunning, I like your personel story an your storytelling talent. Don't stop.
I absolutely won't
Batsheva, this was sooo inspiring. Really. I finished high school and still figuring out what do I wanna do, and seeing you, taking risks is so helpful. I believe you are a role model. And I can't wait for your future content.
Wow, how raw and honest! I'm sorry for the really tough time that you went through. You are a breath of fresh air in the frum community! I can't wait to see your new videos. Heading over to your new channel now.
rooting for you, girl💗 lots of love❣️❣️
Thank you!!!!!
Definitely not unsubscribing, I am here to stay 😊I always watched your videos because of you, because of your personality, you always cheer me up! I think you are the coolest person ever! See you in the other channel!
I love this... good for you. I think it's much like what you said about not wanting to compromise yourself and your passions for a partner -- it's the same for finding your audience, really. if you are true to yourself and the things you love, the right people will always find you, even if it takes a bit of time. The important thing is that we never give up, because this is how we grow. All the best for your new channel, I'm looking forward to seeing what you do next. I will head right over and subscribe :)
it's so overwhelming to reply to these comments because each one is so heartfelt. But this is exactly right, never compromise on your values, and the right people will come to you
Thanks 4 sharing your story! Rooting for u! 💓
[insert emoji with thankful watery eyes] am not on phone lol
Looking forward to your new channel, I subscribed and am about to watch the video there. So glad you aren't leaving for good. I have enjoyed your content and you have such a great personality.
Thank you so much 🥹, no definitely not leaving for good, just giving myself a chance to truly create something that’s true to me ❤️
i genuinely love your courage ,and you are such a beautiful soul.u should come to kenya too.Ure my big fan all the way from kenya,Africa.Women supporting women.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Wow I have many friends from Kenya they are so kind and generous 😊
You're an awesome person, and I hope your new channel grows over time 💯. It's always a pleasure to watch your videos, especially since there's a lot of effort and authenticity put into them. I'm sure you'll raise it to another level on your new channel ✔️. You being yourself is what makes this whole thing work 🙌.
exactly, always stay true to yourself
Oh B"H youtube gave me a recommendation I actually want 😂💖 excited to be here and see your growth!
Very inspiring ❤❤❤
I'll follow you wherever you go ❤❤❤.
You are the best and brave I've seen all over the country. Americans tend to just fall in safe spots. Jumping to the void and embrace it, is scary but filled with amazing surprises. You also gave me strength to embrace and feel prouder to be a jew
That makes me so happy
My favorite fashion one was the Harry Potter. Favorite place was Ireland. I can’t wait for the next installment. I was just talking about the heart tthat sings with my sister , I said it’s prob the best film the frum world has come out with. Did you have a speaking part or you were an extra? They showed us that movie a lot in elementary school / camp.
Found your new channel. Going to watch all the vids on this one too bc I just found it from the new channel. Best of luck with the new channel. You're wonderful!!
thank you!!!
I’ve been following your channel for a while now, and I have been a long time subscriber. I think what you do is so uniquely you and that is so hard to find on UA-cam! I loved your fashion Vlogs you’re more personal Vlogs, etc! As a content creator myself who is also searching for my footing on this platform, I totally can understand this whole video. We just want to tell our story and we just want to make our own community! Thank you and I can’t wait to see what you come up with in your new journey and channel as I have also subscribed!
Dude, honestly, thank you so much for this message. I've been in your place. I know how hard it is to have a dream, but not yet know how to grasp it, even though you see it in the distance, right there. you got this, I got this, and thank you for being here.
I didn’t watch any of those “what they wear” videos. I LOVE your real opinions, I LOVE your artistic expressions (deep ones). I really really really love every authentic video you have made. You can also make opinions videos, if you want. Maybe it’s just me, but I think you are a deep person intellectually, artistically and emotionally, and you have to let it out.
Batsheva, I feel you!
I liked your channel (of course, I subscribed to the new channel..)
I have to tell you that you're truly an inspiration!
The reason I subscribed to your channel from the beginning is because I share a love for fashion and cinema as you. In addition, we have a similar background and age.
I talked about you with some of my friends on several occasions Because you are important to me even though we never met in real life. (I cried when you read the comment from Russia because it was a comment that expressed my feelings!)
I love you and maybe we'll meet one day on Mount Moriah..
Jennifer this comment made me a lil emotional too haha 😅. I love all these things too, and I hope G-d willing I’ll be able to create something impactful and sustainable for me.
Love this so much! Batsheva I love your content because you're such an authentic neshama, and so excited to see the new content!
Thank you so much
You’re really perfect , keep going btw I’m a new subscriber ^w^
you go girl!
Just flipping through some of these comments, you can see what an impact you have had. Really inspiring! Sometimes success is hard to quantify but being true to yourself and growing and learning is the truest success. I love the new/old style of slow videos that give you the feels. Your gonna rock this!
And that throwback to jacksgap and robyn garbose films... WOW! Are we that old? This feels like yesterday!
ancient
❤️❤️❤️❤️ You had what you were looking for all along, you just couldn’t see it at the time. Sending so much love, I’ve been there! Never ever change yourself for anyone but you. Don’t sell yourself out, assimilate or dumb yourself down. You don’t need to. There’s nothing more attractive than confidence - attractive to potential partners, yep, but “your vibe attracts your tribe” as they say, so friends and connections too. Where does confidence come from and how is it built? Self-assurance, self knowledge, a clear conscience and a curiosity and passion for life - all of which you have in spades! Sending love, see you on the new channel xxx
You're so talented, I love all the videos that you make but I especially love the ones that you tell us about your life , I already subscribed to your new channel, I cannot wait to see all the content that you create, please never give up!
omg never!! Thank you
So excited for you!!! Excited to watch your new content, going to subscribe now 😸
thank you for everything
And thank you
Sad about your documentary not happening. Happy about you finding yourself ❤
Batsheva, this is awesome! Keep going 💪
will do!!!!
Batsheva, I just wanted to say that you are awesome! I am a conservative Christian and just want you to know that your videos made me feel better about myself and gave me the courage to be myself in a world where I often don't fit in. Looking forward to your new channel!
YES!!! omg yes
♥️♥️♥️ you are so intelligent, and beautiful, and artistic ✨
Loved this goodbye video
and you don't know how lucky I am to know you
excited to see what you'll do next!
TACO CLARA!!!
Wait till you hit 34. I moved across the country for a dream job got a very expensive apartment my first big girl salary and was let go the first month. I had never been fired in my life. Now I have an 18 month lease. And when I say dream job the job was horrible but the pay and who I was working for was great. I still don't know my dreams. I'm Jewish. Not orthodox. I applaud you for having the courage to actually post on here. I always wanted to. Or start an Only fans. But I was a coward. I rather fail and try then be stuck at 34 divorced and having no idea what I want to do thousands of miles from home alone in a city where I know only four people 3 of which are family. And stuck in a very expensive lease for a long time and no jobs that don't require Spanish (should have thought of that before I moved to Miami) I eloped in college. Put love first. And while I've been madly in love so many times. I never figured out what I want. I know what I love. But to funnel it. At a loss.
You didn't fail. Because you tried.
I’m didn’t fail at all, I’m just pivoting!
@@CynicalDuchess I'm not calling you a failure. I just mean in my eyes it felt like a failure for me. I'm also Jewish and grew up in NYC where pressure is very high. and commend your dedication. Surprised out of all that you pulled the word failure. It's like they say you can get 100 good reviews and you only remember the bad ones. I also said courage, applaud, but to focus on one word like that is not my intention. Was hoping to give you support.
@@Alexandra_Wolf Wishing you luck and the fortitude to endure the rough parts of your journey.
This thing called life isn't always easy, some times you just have to keep walking.
May you get where you need to be.
@@TarragonofVirtue that's so sweet! I guess it's about the journey not the destination. But that saying is hard to choke down when you're younger.
one of my fav youtubers are vogule poland, they have few series, and in each one they have some different sort of content, they do some commentaries, real life talks, and some more about polish celebrities, but they have their unique style which make me feel interested. and they sometimes share their travels too. I think they even try to keep kind of low budget and I'd say it adds a lot to the form and autenticity.
I'd personally be very interested in some content connected with judaism for there's still not a lot to find on youtube, especially kind of casual life, some things like state of being, thoughts... like, for now I watch mostly adult females with big gromades of children learning how to cook and prep for shabbat, and 2 most often watched are sefardic and rather quite very much rich. it's like, I think, that even 'jewish content' could be relatable for a wider audience if showed 'somehow'. but of course I could get lack of interest into showing a lot. though, it is quite a hole in content for, for now from media I have a perspective of jewish woman more in a bigger picture, like only with connection to family, being wife, mother... some converts speak about their spiritual travel, but this is also quite a nish, and, understandably, rather not for a wide audience.
I personally am really interested in more personal content, probably there's plenty to create, like, youtube has quite a big potential, for u may find out a lot, I guess.
though I would probably also want to have at least something for very few hours were the payment was sure, even a small amount, like even more for a mental feeling of 'being part of something outside'.
it's little bit shocking to hear that u had such a low moments, pieces u make are incredibly interesting, funny, I perceive u as a strong individual, and maybe in some cases this may be negative, for I don't think it's even good when such messages get very mainstream. so, maybe with time u'll find out some things which will help you to get more into alghoritm, but still be happy with what u create. usually it takes some time.
Thats what i want in a relationship too. Someone that'll accept me for me. 😊
Glad you're alright. I was starting to worry because you haven't posted in a while.
Amish women, Tibet, Nigeria and any other traditional stuff would be very nice! But, you have to MAKE MORE VIDEOS. Once a month max is not enough.
Proof that our internal thoughts and beliefs DO have impact on how our life turns out.
how do you edit?
You look the same as when you were 16, how??? Do you not age?
Hi there, how are you? Please do NOT beat yourself/put yourself down! You are a very smart, intellgient, wise and beautiful woman/human being! You have so much beauty, grace, poise and sophiscation! Thank you very, very much to you and the ultraorthdox Jewish community (Satmar, Neutrai Karta) for saving me from antisemism! Even though I am a gentle, I am damn proud to be deeply/so in love with you!
Please avoid any of the unnecessary toxicity, gossip, slander and drama with ''UA-cam'' and in life! YOU ARE TOO PERFECT FOR THAT!
Batsheva, sei carina e simpatica, ma ti piaccia o no i tuoi video sono un prodotto da vendere. Cosa vuoi comunicare? A chi lo vuoi comunicare? Perchè dovrebbero guardare te e non altri? Vuoi mostrare che le donne ebree ortodosse possono fare tutto? Oppure vuoi mostrare com'è la vita di una donna ortodossa indipendente? Perchè se vuoi fare la prima cosa concentrati sul un pubblico ebraico ortodosso e mostra cosa può interessare a questo target. Se invece vuoi fare la seconda cosa, cioè sfatare i falsi miti negativi, mettiti a spiegare nel dettaglio aspetti della vita ebraica a chi non è ebreo. In sintesi: ciò che piace a chi vuoi raggiungere. Non devi mica vendere la tua vita! I personaggi pubblici vendono un'immagine di sè parziale o anche falsa ...e non perchè siano degli ipocriti ma perchè devono tutelare la propria privacy. Che ti piaccia o no, tu non sei qui Batsheva, ma un personaggio chiamato Cynical Duchess. Hai raccontato già abbastanza dettagli della tua vita privata: questo ti ha fatto bene? Ti ha dato soddisfazioni personali? Ha almeno cresciuto il tuo "business" significativamente?
Prima di iniziare nuovi canali o nuovi progetti, valuta di rivolgerti ad un esperto in marketing o in pubbliche relazioni.
E con ciò chiudo: ti seguirò ancora con piacere dato che in te vedo potenzialità.
hey! I think I did a very clear job of outlining the exact direction I want to go in this video, as well as the target audience I want to reach and the genre I want to join. I've always had an extremely clear direction of who I want to make videos for, but like I said, going viral when youre in an experimental phase on something you don't actually want to base a channel on, can make things very difficult. please do not feel you need to watch my videos if what I put out in the future is not interesting for you! I will be focusing on vlogs only. no fashion, no jewish things. But I appreciate you being here until now, and I think you for the comment. a lot of thought was put into this direction, even if you may not see it from the outside!
*مرحباً بكم عندنا*
حتى العرب هون 😂😂😂
@@Red_bunnyy ياهلا
You insist
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i think ur paying too much attention to your life and not paying attention to trying to match up your video content and vibes to be at least somewhat relatable to what makes other people vibe in 2024, and that you arent able to do that on a consistent basis. Maybe its just some obstacle in your life causing it.
It’s very simple. As I said: I went viral over a topic I wasn’t ready to base channel on, and gained a following of people interested in topics that were antithetical to the type of genre I wanted to belong to on UA-cam. Vlogging is a huge genre on UA-cam and it’s pretty much the only thing I’m interested in watching and also making. So now we are :)