Yeah, the algorithm just knew i needed to watch this today 12.24.2024 I felt lost (once again) after investing time and emotions on things that weren't truly under my control 😅 Thanks Ryan for bringing me back!!
It's wild that we argue over what's normal or what's weird when the fact that anything at all is happening let alone everything is the weirdest shit ever. There's literally no possible thing that's weirder than the fact that we are here now instead of nothing at all. The meaning of life is the experience itself ✌️👽
I feel absolutely like that every day but I also wonder: why would it be weird? Like, isn't existing the only thing we know? Do we know something else beyond existing? Why am I feeling it's so weird to the point it can get terrifying? It's like when you repeat a name or a random word over and over again until it sounds alien and weird and it doesn't make sense anymore. Being hyper aware creates that feeling, that strangeness. I wonder if there's a truth to that feeling or it's just that my brain gets overwhelmed through constant repetition and hyper fixation on something.
@@Rocio-wy2eg Some people refer to it as DPDR Derealization and Depersonalization disorder. But I don't. To me it's just like you said, it's hyper awareness, and only a few people experience. To some (Including me) It can be bothersome. I wish if I can not be hyper aware. Because I start to think about God, religion and have a strong fear of death or something bad happening to me. I know that it is a complex issue. But I just sometimes wish if I can not be hyepr aware, and be back to how things seemed normal before.
I love you. I love whoever is reading this, and I love life. You are speaking an absolute truth of the universe, and I can feel it. I remember it. Thank you.
I and the I you are one and the same. The love you give is the love I feel and the love I feel is the love I give and what you feel from the love is real because I gave I what I needed to feel.. Bless you... 🙏
Yes! I hope video styles like this come back and stay for good! More and more people are craving real connection and assurances that they aren't alone.
as a very anxious person always overthinking anything or having so many of negative thoughts a day, these videos help so much and make me feel at ease.Thank you
these videos give me a little anxiety tbh..to me these are intense overwhelming thoughts, but I feel more excited than fearful kind of like waiting for a roller coaster but the biggest craziest one to exist, I used to be unaware how these 2 emotions co-exist and if I focused on the anxiety it would amplify and the excitement might not even be noticable, now theres still anxiety but I recognize the excitement now and feel more of that 😳
Thank you Ryan... One book I recommend everyone to read in 2025 is Your Life Your Game by Keezano...It beautifully shows how connecting with God and building meaningful relationships can lead to spiritual growth and success in both your personal and professional life. This book truly changed my life-a must-read.
What a coincidence that both you and @RK.daviddavid made your accounts exactly 14 days ago. Makes me think of ai bots. :) Seems the maker and/or seller really put their book out there.
When i was 22, i was sitting at a table by the window. It was just b4 sunrise, so there was a faint light outside. As i looked to my left, the hills had this lavender color to them & i said out loud. "That is so beautifull". Then a feeling of pure..peace desended upon me, it felt warm. At the same time i was given a message telepathically. It was just 3 words: "Everything is okay", & i understood that to mean EVERYTHING that has ever unfolded or ever will is as it is intended, the 'good' & the 'bad'. All of it. I felt so relieved & gratefull for this message that i looked up & said a profound 'Thank you'.
This gave me an incredible sense of peace. As someone that has suffered with really bad anxiety for much of my life, and had many sleepless nights, I’m finally starting to realize that I don’t need to suffer anymore. That fiction in my head that almost drove me to the point of suicide is something I can just let go of. It doesn’t need to be that way. Thank you for this video. You’re saving lives.
I love these kind of conversations. It's too bad most people are so disconnected. You can see it and tell when someone hasen't thought that hard about it and doesn't understand. Existing is wild. P.S You seem like a really cool guy
Youre healing parts of yourself by helping heal us. The energy you radiate has an impact on everything around you. It truly does make a difference. Its not about responsibility, its about the boundless love within us and how we cant help but spread it instinctually. Everything is a means to learn about ourself, reflecting ourselves constantly in anything that enters our perception. You have reflected parts of myself to me now snd i am reflecting parts of you to you now. You're seen and heard. Thank you 💙
Ryan, I’ll be 40 in a month. You brought me to tears man. And I appreciate it. Life is what we make it. Today, in this new year, I’m looking forward to tomorrow. Just lean back and enjoy the ride as we flow down the river of life. Thank you for your words. It’s a cool club to be apart of. Merry New Year Bro 😎
As a kid I felt deeply terrified by both existence and also not existing, also thought it was incredibly strange that adults weren't even discussing it. That isolated me more, I felt gaslit by a society that's incredibly casual about the fact we're conscious and will one day die, I wondered why is this not on the nightly news every day. Nobody talks about it.
Your path is unfolding so very beautifully. I feel blessed to see you "be", full in your autonomy, with and through God, free and whole. The peace within you, your very light, now raidatess your being and surroundings. It is all so very beautiful. I am thrilled to witness your journey as you grow into a man of character, while opening the doorway to several thousand peoples hearts through your dedication of thought sharing. Fantastic job, young man. Simply beautiful work.
Love you too man. Divine love is a beautiful thing to realize, how we can look around and be aware of the infinite creativity of God, how we have been entertaining each other in endless ways since beginningless time, beating the boredom over and over haha. Thank you for the profound meaning you feel inspired to share on your channel. It is always wise to plant seeds of love.
I've been learning metaphysics and spirituality for about a decade now so I've collected most of the information that you've said. But I've forgotten most of it because im fixated on manifesting financial freedom for some time now. But your words resonated deep within me bit by bit, louder and louder. And i feel like crying cause i feel as though you're hugging me like a parent would hug their child when the child is distraught. I'll be replaying this a couple times today, and perhaps more in the future. Thank you Ryan. I love you too, and everyone else who took the time to read this comment. ❤ First time seeing you on youtube btw
I saw spelling errors and I had to correct it. Editing the comment made me lose the ❤ on the comment from Ryan 😢. Not that it matters but it was sad when it happened 😂😂
I honestly have a brotherly love for you, the only other person I've ever witnessed be this open minded + hearted and vulnerable is myself. I've felt that deep loneliness too, and I'm less lonely because of you. Thanks again Brother!
I remember freaking out over reality as a kid. I would ask my mom what if gods not real and I remember just crying and panicking. I got lost in the dream as I started to get old but now i’m here again and I’ve gotten self aware of everything that I try to understand everything. I try to understand life and why i’m here and what do i do. What is my next step is this right or wrong. But you’re helping me innerstand that we can’t really know it all and I must let go really and just go with flow of life. Thanks for these words I love you brother. Love love love
Wise words. I enjoyed being with you in this moment (8 days later), and sharing your experience has reassured me in some sense. Never let this world take that purity of yours, that wonder for life. You've got a good heart and soul. I may not know you but somehow I do, perhaps you understand that more than me. I appreciate you, brother. What you said both made sense and has brightened my day. Thank you. I send my love back.
Dude! You are freaking me out! I'm a male 75 years of age, and I've seen and done way more than you, but you are coming from a different era of consciousness. Very evolved spiritually. The veil between you and the higher self is much thinner than those of us who come from the 40's yeah, 1949. I've meditated since my early 20's so, I'm not new to this sort of thinking at all. What freaked me out about what you said is that I woke up one morning about a month ago with this download from my higher self and I got up and wrote it down. It said this. " No one is moving. No one has moved since the time that they were born. We are all standing still in a field of energy that thinks it's us." I was like. Ok. It's like were all sitting still at the computer of our avatar or body and that is the part of us that interacts with and is a part of the monitor of our PC or personal experience. We are observers from within our spacious quietude. I think of my higher self as the player sitting and observing and me as the actor on the monitor working in concert with my higher self and learning to deprogram the false self that is nothing but a social compliance mechanism designed to control us and keep us from our own authority. It's cool stuff. Here's one more thing, I was married at 18 and divorced at 28. When I was alone in a park one night in Cleveland after our separation, I was standing on a hill. It was called Forest Hill Park. As I stood there in my aloneness, contemplating the idea of being alone after having lived with my wife for ten years, I heard the inner voice of my higher self speak to me in my head for the first time. Here is wat it said word for word. "Life is a celebration. You are a celebration of the fact that you exist. Your first and most important duty in life is to promote that celebration eagerly, willingly and with out hesitation. Absolutely no one and no thing is more important to your over all sense of well being. Live alone, think alone act alone and always look to the ever unfolding truth behind the delusive structure of life." That was all. I just stood there thinking, I don't want to live alone. I've always lived close to someone family, wife or someone. Anyway. From then on even when I had relationships, I always insisted on living in our own separate places and yes, now I do live alone. The thing is I'm never lonely and I haven't argued with a girl in over thirty years about anything. There are side benefits from learning to exist in your own company and spiritual sovereignty. Friends that have known me at work for over 3 years tried to guess my age when I turned 75. 1st guess was 43 from a guy who was 34. Then a wife of a friend came in with 48 and her husband came in at 49. That saying "It's really weird being the same age as old people" kicked in for me that night" I haven't seen your video on Fear is the Devil but it's up on the side panel. Just noticed it. I see it a different way referring to your title only. Fear is what powers that social compliance mechanism or programming that i referenced earlier. It is entrained into our false self. That is there to control us. There is no devil other than the one that the false self has been taught to believe in through religion and now imagines to exist. The false self part of us feels fear because it has been taught to think that it is less than and separate from God or Love or Source. That's what makes it false. That programming creates our separation of the Self which is the part of us that is one with Source. Remove the false self and all ideas of evil evaporate and only love of self, of god and of others is left. That's just my take. So, yeah, Subscribed. Donated. Really enjoyed your vibe, state of mind and your sharing. You are an evolved Teacher. You're teaching me just by being you that I'm ok, right where I am being me. Thank you for that reassurance. Just wanted to share back even if it did get a bit preachy. Anyway, it's Christmas morning 2025. Merry Christmas everyone. 😜😜😜😜😎😎😎😎💥💥💥💥❤❤❤❤
I just turned 16 and I understand what all of this means. Cause I realized that I've had experiences to where all of the elements that Ryan talks about has come into play. I do believe that age is just a label of how long you have been in society for. I may be wrong but that's all apart of living. And age shouldn't limit your thoughts or how much you do or "should" know. Cause you only can limit yourself.
Totally get what you're saying man. Just living as awareness.. everyone is me but everyone is also having their own experience Thanks for your vids man
@@cIeetz You are mixing Mental and Physical. We get lost mentally by distractions but we are never really lost Physically because we are always in the present moment.
@@cIeetzhe mean your real self. Your self awareness and consciousness can never be lost. Just your imagination or Illusions put fear in our minds that usually are never our reality!!!!
We do lose ourselves in the illusions. I sometimes take a pause and realise how silly I was getting wrapped up in moments when none of it is real. And so I laugh and continue on. The stumble upon this channel is to stumble upon myself. Stay blessed cherub. Much love from Australia ~
I discovered this concept after my first acid acid trip. What helps me remember this concept is when I am in nature. Hiking in the mountains, floating in the ocean, driving in the desert or just looking at the sky during sunset. The immense beauty of it all.
I get such a great sense of calm while being in nature and away from all the noise. One of my life goals is buying a piece of dense forest land so I can be there all the time.
Hey dude ur vid got randomly reccomended to me and I really resonate with what your saying. I'm 22 and went down a 'spiritual' path for the past year or two, taking psychedelics and meditating to try and seek the answers. After a while I got lost down this path and found that I had metaphorically pulled my third eye open almost TOO far. I felt I knew too much and it was scarier than when I was unaware. I resonate with what you are saying about missing the experience of life where you believe it is all that there is (blissful ignorance), but also having some awareness of the metaphysical allows you to go along for the ride and not be afraid due to the knowledge that it is all a dream. I feel like no one else around me thinks about the fact that it is just so mindblowing to be existing in the first place, we are all too caught up in our own 'realities'. Thanks for showing me that I am not alone, especially being young as well. Much love man take care
@ishvaraGodCazimi this is just from my personal experience, but shrooms give me a lot of introspective about life I learned more about myself why I am the way that I am, the purpose about life is about to enjoy the experience as a human, be more grateful about life the list goes on no other compound has made reflect on life and gotten me out of depression than shrooms but you gotta be careful and not overdo it, again this is my own personal experience I know not many people have the same reaction
Im 36 you think about existence all the time. People don’t like to talk about it because it can be depressing. But im Sure we all think about it all the time.
Dude this is so real. It’s hard being an existentialist over thinker! I feel like the keyboard is so limiting right now but I would totally join a live zoom chat with other people like you and just TALK and conceptualize and build community. I’m serious. I think more people need that than you know… I don’t even know how I was suggested this post right now, but thank you algorithm. You are an impressive young lad!
It's not for us, to put on a show as some sort of tradition.. as a smoker, I understand. It's part of the process for him, and likely helps him focus and get into the flow of speaking. It would feel odd for him to do it without it, I'm sure
I randomly came upon your video. Not necessarily searching for a video like this. But definitely feeling everything you described. (For most of my life really) I’m glad I found your channel. Thank you ❤
I am so happy God allowed me to find you and your videos because they have helped me on my spiritual journey so much because you don’t talk so biblically, you talk about the realness of life and it’s hard to find a spiritual creator online who talks more about consciousness and nature. That’s so genuine, and every video I watch of yours brings me peace and comfort. Thank you 🩷
You are really helping me being aware of myself and don't get lost in the dream. I feel more conscious and awake, i feel more better and don't let myself drown in my own head. Also i'm happy to see you being happier, doing better, having a great progress in youtube and life in general Thank you, I love you ❤
I quit many things in my life for anyone struggling with addiction it all starts with day 1 I’ve been clean from opiates since August 2012 stopped vaping 2 years ago and quit suboxone in August 2024 I’m now on the other side of all of it it’s the best feeling ever ❤❤❤
Not only beyond words but also beyond mind. I didn´t forget, I don´t even know why I know, but I'm very happy to hear it from you! What we truly are is not even observer nor awareness. Its beyond any perception, conseptation because that is related to mind witch need objective to exist. Its neutral force, nothing, source, now, beyond space, beyond time, perfection as you said, that's why we experience physical separation for sake of experience, nothing happens "up there" because its all perfect as it can be. Be present, as gift from universe to universe, that's why it is called present, because that's what you are, now. Great talk Oldsoul
You guys are all collectively awesome, when I experienced what I have, it's hard to share and put to words but to know we're all feeling the same boys. Love! Love! Love! That is why we are here boys! 🍎❤
haven't watched the video yet but i lost my grandma today and it's the hardest thing i ever been thru but im so glad to have watched you're videos u help me so much, i love you
True realisation this is but a mortal dream is prob the most freeing experience to have whilst 'thinking' we're here. 'You are at home in God, dreaming of exile but perfectly capable of awakening to reality'. ACIM. All is safe. There is nothing to fear. Blessed are we all.
🌬🌈💖 BE BLESSED BELOVED BROTHER 🌻 THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE & YOUR SERVICE TO HUMANITY DEAR S♾UL 🕊☀️🦉🌟 🙏💓💫 WE ARE 💞NE 💎 NAMASTÈ 🙏 🌬🌈💖GREETINGS FROM 🇩🇪🕊☀️🙏
Back every day listening, enjoying, and now beginning to resonate with these words you share. I highly encourage to the folks who feel like they're not sure how to get on the path to enlightenment...really just keep on listening to this guy. Replay his videos if you need to. The more you listen, you'll really begin to feel the message.. ❤
i love finding these little gem channels
Yeah, the algorithm just knew i needed to watch this today 12.24.2024
I felt lost (once again) after investing time and emotions on things that weren't truly under my control 😅
Thanks Ryan for bringing me back!!
We love you!❤
yeah i hit sub immediately, no questions asked.
More like giant gems buried deeper, but worth the dig once they begin to surface. Keep excavating and elevating in transcendence.
Can you recommend anymore? It’s so hard finding them😂
I love it when old souls present in young bodies
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😆😆😆 I as well!!!
Ya mean autism?
Hey, "Awareness" is younger than any age(ing)! 🙂
@@GameViaGameForeverWhileOnce Haaaaa!! Touche!! 😄
There’s something so powerful when you look in the eyes of someone else that also recognizes .
I locked eyes with a tall Chinese woman. We both had resting, neutral faces and immediately gave that recognizing smile. It felt quantum.
Reaaaaal recognize reaaaaaaaaaaal
love the Ram Dass quote, “I’ll pretend you are who you think you are, if you pretend I am who I think I am.”
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My life was changed when I found Ram Dass. I'm so glad these people come around to help us ❤
Ego sum que sum.
It's wild that we argue over what's normal or what's weird when the fact that anything at all is happening let alone everything is the weirdest shit ever. There's literally no possible thing that's weirder than the fact that we are here now instead of nothing at all.
The meaning of life is the experience itself ✌️👽
IM SAYING.
Big facts
Need money or debt to experience lot tho. That's coming from someone that's experienced lot and is broke lot
I feel absolutely like that every day but I also wonder: why would it be weird? Like, isn't existing the only thing we know? Do we know something else beyond existing? Why am I feeling it's so weird to the point it can get terrifying? It's like when you repeat a name or a random word over and over again until it sounds alien and weird and it doesn't make sense anymore. Being hyper aware creates that feeling, that strangeness. I wonder if there's a truth to that feeling or it's just that my brain gets overwhelmed through constant repetition and hyper fixation on something.
@@Rocio-wy2eg Some people refer to it as DPDR Derealization and Depersonalization disorder. But I don't. To me it's just like you said, it's hyper awareness, and only a few people experience. To some (Including me) It can be bothersome. I wish if I can not be hyper aware. Because I start to think about God, religion and have a strong fear of death or something bad happening to me. I know that it is a complex issue. But I just sometimes wish if I can not be hyepr aware, and be back to how things seemed normal before.
I love you. I love whoever is reading this, and I love life. You are speaking an absolute truth of the universe, and I can feel it. I remember it. Thank you.
I love you too from a place that we are one and the same! And that feels so good!
I and the I you are one and the same. The love you give is the love I feel and the love I feel is the love I give and what you feel from the love is real because I gave I what I needed to feel..
Bless you... 🙏
I love you🎉
this is what original youtube used to be. keep bringing originality
Yes! I hope video styles like this come back and stay for good! More and more people are craving real connection and assurances that they aren't alone.
@@twilabouldin849The internet has become so corporatized and inauthentic this is a breath of fresh air
@ Absolutely!
Your words have set me Free my Brother !! Much love to you Ryan !!
as a very anxious person always overthinking anything or having so many of negative thoughts a day, these videos help so much and make me feel at ease.Thank you
these videos give me a little anxiety tbh..to me these are intense overwhelming thoughts, but I feel more excited than fearful kind of like waiting for a roller coaster but the biggest craziest one to exist, I used to be unaware how these 2 emotions co-exist and if I focused on the anxiety it would amplify and the excitement might not even be noticable, now theres still anxiety but I recognize the excitement now and feel more of that 😳
We suffer more In imagination than we do in reality.
-Seneca
Same
Exercise it takes away anxiety and depression. And don’t make excuses. Anyone can exercise and you don’t have to go to the gym you can do it at home.
@@D87943 I’ve tried it before, t really does help but i stopped during it bc of a lack of disciple. I need to get back on it
Thank you Ryan... One book I recommend everyone to read in 2025 is Your Life Your Game by Keezano...It beautifully shows how connecting with God and building meaningful relationships can lead to spiritual growth and success in both your personal and professional life. This book truly changed my life-a must-read.
thanks❤
l totally agree with you
What a coincidence that both you and @RK.daviddavid made your accounts exactly 14 days ago.
Makes me think of ai bots. :)
Seems the maker and/or seller really put their book out there.
When i was 22, i was sitting at a table by the window. It was just b4 sunrise, so there was a faint light outside.
As i looked to my left, the hills had this lavender color to them & i said out loud. "That is so beautifull".
Then a feeling of pure..peace desended upon me, it felt warm.
At the same time i was given a message telepathically. It was just 3 words: "Everything is okay", & i understood that to mean EVERYTHING that has ever unfolded or ever will is as it is intended, the 'good' & the 'bad'. All of it.
I felt so relieved & gratefull for this message that i looked up & said a profound 'Thank you'.
SubhanAllah!! 🤍
This made me cry , so beautiful
God was talking to you.
This gave me an incredible sense of peace. As someone that has suffered with really bad anxiety for much of my life, and had many sleepless nights, I’m finally starting to realize that I don’t need to suffer anymore. That fiction in my head that almost drove me to the point of suicide is something I can just let go of. It doesn’t need to be that way. Thank you for this video. You’re saving lives.
I love this comment and would love to talk to you privately if you want :)
Separation is the biggest illusion humans have ever convinced themselves of. Love from New Zealand brother ❤
Absolutely ❤
"I know what you are because I know what I am"
Bless you Ryan, much love
I love these kind of conversations. It's too bad most people are so disconnected. You can see it and tell when someone hasen't thought that hard about it and doesn't understand. Existing is wild.
P.S You seem like a really cool guy
Very well said beautiful soul ❤
Row, row, row your boat, Gently down the stream, Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily Life is but a dream.
Beautiful ❤
Woahhhh😮🎉🎉🎉🎉
life is a complex "dream" emanated by the mind of god. when you think about that long enough, you will see just how true that statement really is.
@bobsnittle3793 absolutely TRUE
@@bobsnittle3793 so basically we are GOD learning about itself
just found you bro what a vibe watching this
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I love the background rain, really liking the maturity in your word man. This is a different experience the way this was captured.
I like your spirit brother. I’m awaking still myself. Life’s a journey, not a race. One love 👊
just saw your "just exist bro" video
this is fucking gold bro thank you very much
Youre healing parts of yourself by helping heal us. The energy you radiate has an impact on everything around you. It truly does make a difference. Its not about responsibility, its about the boundless love within us and how we cant help but spread it instinctually. Everything is a means to learn about ourself, reflecting ourselves constantly in anything that enters our perception. You have reflected parts of myself to me now snd i am reflecting parts of you to you now. You're seen and heard. Thank you 💙
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Ryan, I’ll be 40 in a month. You brought me to tears man. And I appreciate it. Life is what we make it. Today, in this new year, I’m looking forward to tomorrow.
Just lean back and enjoy the ride as we flow down the river of life.
Thank you for your words.
It’s a cool club to be apart of.
Merry New Year Bro 😎
Because you are alive, everything is possible
I love your messages ! They really break me out of the matrix!!!
Thank you for being here right now 💫💫💫
Sitting up at 1 am watching this cause I just have raging anxiety… bro ur so comforting
Dude I love you so much, the amount of joy I feel from watching your videos is unmatched. Thank you for existing and deciding to make videos for us.
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@robinson_ryan Do you reply often or too many folk too reply ..cheers
As a kid I felt deeply terrified by both existence and also not existing, also thought it was incredibly strange that adults weren't even discussing it. That isolated me more, I felt gaslit by a society that's incredibly casual about the fact we're conscious and will one day die, I wondered why is this not on the nightly news every day. Nobody talks about it.
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Ha! Gaslit by society, what a masterfull description!
@Tom-oy5uk 😄 Thanks mate
Cute suit
Hell ya I love the intro with random dog
doggo chill af
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I love your comment, so fun, love you.❤❤❤❤❤
Your path is unfolding so very beautifully. I feel blessed to see you "be", full in your autonomy, with and through God, free and whole. The peace within you, your very light, now raidatess your being and surroundings. It is all so very beautiful. I am thrilled to witness your journey as you grow into a man of character, while opening the doorway to several thousand peoples hearts through your dedication of thought sharing. Fantastic job, young man. Simply beautiful work.
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Aww🎉
This is amazing. I smoked with you and closed my eyes at times to really soak in the knowledge you were transporting. You have true talent.
This is what the world needs more of. You are amazing. Thank you for being you and being love. ✨ViBE HiGHER✨
Beautiful to know that there's a young man that actually thinks the way you do
Much love and positive vibrations everyones way. Great video, and great to see others just as aware! ❤❤❤
Love you too man. Divine love is a beautiful thing to realize, how we can look around and be aware of the infinite creativity of God, how we have been entertaining each other in endless ways since beginningless time, beating the boredom over and over haha. Thank you for the profound meaning you feel inspired to share on your channel. It is always wise to plant seeds of love.
I've been learning metaphysics and spirituality for about a decade now so I've collected most of the information that you've said. But I've forgotten most of it because im fixated on manifesting financial freedom for some time now. But your words resonated deep within me bit by bit, louder and louder. And i feel like crying cause i feel as though you're hugging me like a parent would hug their child when the child is distraught. I'll be replaying this a couple times today, and perhaps more in the future.
Thank you Ryan. I love you too, and everyone else who took the time to read this comment. ❤
First time seeing you on youtube btw
I saw spelling errors and I had to correct it. Editing the comment made me lose the ❤ on the comment from Ryan 😢. Not that it matters but it was sad when it happened 😂😂
I honestly have a brotherly love for you, the only other person I've ever witnessed be this open minded + hearted and vulnerable is myself. I've felt that deep loneliness too, and I'm less lonely because of you. Thanks again Brother!
You are such a beautiful soul. It feels like you’re here with me, because you truly are. Thank you ♥️
I remember freaking out over reality as a kid. I would ask my mom what if gods not real and I remember just crying and panicking. I got lost in the dream as I started to get old but now i’m here again and I’ve gotten self aware of everything that I try to understand everything. I try to understand life and why i’m here and what do i do. What is my next step is this right or wrong. But you’re helping me innerstand that we can’t really know it all and I must let go really and just go with flow of life. Thanks for these words I love you brother. Love love love
Wise words. I enjoyed being with you in this moment (8 days later), and sharing your experience has reassured me in some sense. Never let this world take that purity of yours, that wonder for life. You've got a good heart and soul. I may not know you but somehow I do, perhaps you understand that more than me. I appreciate you, brother. What you said both made sense and has brightened my day. Thank you. I send my love back.
you are helping a lot more than you think. I discovered your channel last night. and ever since I have felt like my own self again.
Thank you.
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I totally get your message and truth Ryan. It's good to see a relatively young man has connected with the primordial field of unity.
Dude! You are freaking me out!
I'm a male 75 years of age, and I've seen and done way more than you, but you are coming from a different era of consciousness. Very evolved spiritually. The veil between you and the higher self is much thinner than those of us who come from the 40's yeah, 1949.
I've meditated since my early 20's so, I'm not new to this sort of thinking at all. What freaked me out about what you said is that I woke up one morning about a month ago with this download from my higher self and I got up and wrote it down. It said this. " No one is moving. No one has moved since the time that they were born. We are all standing still in a field of energy that thinks it's us."
I was like. Ok. It's like were all sitting still at the computer of our avatar or body and that is the part of us that interacts with and is a part of the monitor of our PC or personal experience. We are observers from within our spacious quietude. I think of my higher self as the player sitting and observing and me as the actor on the monitor working in concert with my higher self and learning to deprogram the false self that is nothing but a social compliance mechanism designed to control us and keep us from our own authority. It's cool stuff.
Here's one more thing, I was married at 18 and divorced at 28. When I was alone in a park one night in Cleveland after our separation, I was standing on a hill. It was called Forest Hill Park.
As I stood there in my aloneness, contemplating the idea of being alone after having lived with my wife for ten years, I heard the inner voice of my higher self speak to me in my head for the first time. Here is wat it said word for word.
"Life is a celebration. You are a celebration of the fact that you exist. Your first and most important duty in life is to promote that celebration eagerly, willingly and with out hesitation. Absolutely no one and no thing is more important to your over all sense of well being. Live alone, think alone act alone and always look to the ever unfolding truth behind the delusive structure of life."
That was all. I just stood there thinking, I don't want to live alone. I've always lived close to someone family, wife or someone. Anyway. From then on even when I had relationships, I always insisted on living in our own separate places and yes, now I do live alone. The thing is I'm never lonely and I haven't argued with a girl in over thirty years about anything.
There are side benefits from learning to exist in your own company and spiritual sovereignty. Friends that have known me at work for over 3 years tried to guess my age when I turned 75. 1st guess was 43 from a guy who was 34. Then a wife of a friend came in with 48 and her husband came in at 49. That saying "It's really weird being the same age as old people" kicked in for me that night"
I haven't seen your video on Fear is the Devil but it's up on the side panel. Just noticed it. I see it a different way referring to your title only. Fear is what powers that social compliance mechanism or programming that i referenced earlier. It is entrained into our false self. That is there to control us.
There is no devil other than the one that the false self has been taught to believe in through religion and now imagines to exist. The false self part of us feels fear because it has been taught to think that it is less than and separate from God or Love or Source. That's what makes it false.
That programming creates our separation of the Self which is the part of us that is one with Source. Remove the false self and all ideas of evil evaporate and only love of self, of god and of others is left. That's just my take.
So, yeah, Subscribed. Donated. Really enjoyed your vibe, state of mind and your sharing. You are an evolved Teacher. You're teaching me just by being you that I'm ok, right where I am being me.
Thank you for that reassurance.
Just wanted to share back even if it did get a bit preachy. Anyway, it's Christmas morning 2025. Merry Christmas everyone.
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Beautiful! Thank you very much for sharing! 🥰❤
@@LennySchoenbach You're Welcome Merry day after Christmas.😜😜
I just turned 16 and I understand what all of this means. Cause I realized that I've had experiences to where all of the elements that Ryan talks about has come into play. I do believe that age is just a label of how long you have been in society for. I may be wrong but that's all apart of living. And age shouldn't limit your thoughts or how much you do or "should" know. Cause you only can limit yourself.
Thank you for the reminder! Much love, friend.
Totally get what you're saying man. Just living as awareness.. everyone is me but everyone is also having their own experience
Thanks for your vids man
i feel your genuineness and authenticity 💗🌸 thank u
"We Lose ourself in the Illusions" wise words
but he also said you cant be lost
@@cIeetz You are mixing Mental and Physical. We get lost mentally by distractions but we are never really lost Physically because we are always in the present moment.
Sometimes you have to lose yourself, a wise man once said 😂
Sorry i grew up with rap music
@@cIeetzhe mean your real self. Your self awareness and consciousness can never be lost. Just your imagination or Illusions put fear in our minds that usually are never our reality!!!!
youre probably the chillest guy I ever met, keep those videos coming. its like hanging out with an old friend
Hey nice profile pic. Also love you Ryan, ohm i god, all one
We do lose ourselves in the illusions. I sometimes take a pause and realise how silly I was getting wrapped up in moments when none of it is real. And so I laugh and continue on. The stumble upon this channel is to stumble upon myself. Stay blessed cherub. Much love from Australia ~
It's crazy it's almost as if sometimes I live my whole life in my head or in hypothetical scenarios of what could go wrong.
@ yes 🙌🏻 and then you catch a glimpse outside of that and realise how lost in it all you were.
I discovered this concept after my first acid acid trip. What helps me remember this concept is when I am in nature. Hiking in the mountains, floating in the ocean, driving in the desert or just looking at the sky during sunset. The immense beauty of it all.
I get such a great sense of calm while being in nature and away from all the noise. One of my life goals is buying a piece of dense forest land so I can be there all the time.
@@creepcraddle are you going to make a cabin and pond?
@@camerol_ I plan to build something like that yeah
Watching your videos makes me so relaxed and makes me feel as if everything is good. Thank you sm💞
Go bro🙏🏽✨ The right things to talk about. A gift for many.
That was so beautiful. I am so moved
Hey dude ur vid got randomly reccomended to me and I really resonate with what your saying. I'm 22 and went down a 'spiritual' path for the past year or two, taking psychedelics and meditating to try and seek the answers. After a while I got lost down this path and found that I had metaphorically pulled my third eye open almost TOO far. I felt I knew too much and it was scarier than when I was unaware. I resonate with what you are saying about missing the experience of life where you believe it is all that there is (blissful ignorance), but also having some awareness of the metaphysical allows you to go along for the ride and not be afraid due to the knowledge that it is all a dream. I feel like no one else around me thinks about the fact that it is just so mindblowing to be existing in the first place, we are all too caught up in our own 'realities'. Thanks for showing me that I am not alone, especially being young as well. Much love man take care
We love you too ❤ thanks for being there.
🙏 JESUS.... is our way truth and life... bless you always my child
Bro, this was like watching a video made by myself. Your demeanor, the way you see things, everything. Fire video. Good to see myself again, Dreamer!
dream on
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Thank you for existing. God bless you ❤❤❤
this was so comforting omg❤️💕💫 love you!
I’ve felt like this ever since I’ve done shrooms and acid it’s a beautiful feeling, we’re all consciousness
Tell me more about your experiences
@ishvaraGodCazimi this is just from my personal experience, but shrooms give me a lot of introspective about life I learned more about myself why I am the way that I am, the purpose about life is about to enjoy the experience as a human, be more grateful about life the list goes on no other compound has made reflect on life and gotten me out of depression than shrooms but you gotta be careful and not overdo it, again this is my own personal experience I know not many people have the same reaction
where do u find the shit bro
Consciousness means ignorance
@@PeterMcGibbon412 why is the 44th president tryna find shrooms rn
Im 36 you think about existence all the time. People don’t like to talk about it because it can be depressing. But im
Sure we all think about it all the time.
Surely
It’s only depressing until we break the shackles of social indoctrination. Beyond the delusions we find the bridges and rainbows of self realization
It’s all a perspective! Change your perspective change the outcome. Love ya brother, thanks for the talk!
Good intentions 🙏🙏🙏
"Suffering eixsts only so long as we feel it" Sigmund Freud (Civilization and its Discontents)
Then u never suffered with chronic pain 24/7.
@@mitch5222❤
Dude this is so real. It’s hard being an existentialist over thinker! I feel like the keyboard is so limiting right now but I would totally join a live zoom chat with other people like you and just TALK and conceptualize and build community. I’m serious. I think more people need that than you know… I don’t even know how I was suggested this post right now, but thank you algorithm. You are an impressive young lad!
Yes very Interesting and excited to hear more from him.
You're literally my therapist!! thank you x
Sad 😂
We both breath the same air. Health is wealth ❤
the rain is so soothing
Duuude, I love you vibe. Just watching your video and reading all these comments made me feel so connected and a lot less alone.
I love you ❤
Don’t smoke for us.
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He is smoking for himself 😊
Here’s a pack
It's not for us, to put on a show as some sort of tradition.. as a smoker, I understand. It's part of the process for him, and likely helps him focus and get into the flow of speaking. It would feel odd for him to do it without it, I'm sure
Or else what?
I randomly came upon your video. Not necessarily searching for a video like this. But definitely feeling everything you described. (For most of my life really) I’m glad I found your channel. Thank you ❤
I am so happy God allowed me to find you and your videos because they have helped me on my spiritual journey so much because you don’t talk so biblically, you talk about the realness of life and it’s hard to find a spiritual creator online who talks more about consciousness and nature. That’s so genuine, and every video I watch of yours brings me peace and comfort. Thank you 🩷
Thank you for being a light worker and spreading the light. You’re doing gods work:)
Thank you , much love
Impecable sentences , the ressurection of ones contemplation on multiple infinite forms
Yes brotha!
it's so refreshing to hear someone else who knows, thank you
Dude I adore you and the conversation. Thank you for building this corner of the internet ✨🤘🏻🙏🏻
You are really helping me being aware of myself and don't get lost in the dream. I feel more conscious and awake, i feel more better and don't let myself drown in my own head. Also i'm happy to see you being happier, doing better, having a great progress in youtube and life in general
Thank you, I love you ❤
Beautiful dog
I quit many things in my life for anyone struggling with addiction it all starts with day 1 I’ve been clean from opiates since August 2012 stopped vaping 2 years ago and quit suboxone in August 2024 I’m now on the other side of all of it it’s the best feeling ever ❤❤❤
Keep up the good work! I'm 27 yrs sober! Life keeps getting better and better!
We gotta enjoy the journey Godspeed baby
Not only beyond words but also beyond mind. I didn´t forget, I don´t even know why I know, but I'm very happy to hear it from you! What we truly are is not even observer nor awareness. Its beyond any perception, conseptation because that is related to mind witch need objective to exist. Its neutral force, nothing, source, now, beyond space, beyond time, perfection as you said, that's why we experience physical separation for sake of experience, nothing happens "up there" because its all perfect as it can be. Be present, as gift from universe to universe, that's why it is called present, because that's what you are, now.
Great talk Oldsoul
Thank you for your existence 💛
Being human can feel like hell, like a nightmare (especially when you suffer from depression). ⬛
Hasta la vista amigo ✨✨✨
Me encantó ❤
You guys are all collectively awesome, when I experienced what I have, it's hard to share and put to words but to know we're all feeling the same boys. Love! Love! Love! That is why we are here boys! 🍎❤
this is the first time I've seen someone explain what I've experienced on LSD over the last 2 years. Wonderful job man, subscribed and keep spreading!
The greatest present of all is the present. Merry Christmas, God bless us, everyone.
YAYYYYYYYY :3 I’m so happy, all is full of love !!
I cried watching this. Thank you ❤
I really enjoy your talks. Your channel is awesome. 🤩
Thank you so so much for such beautiful Light never stop ❤❤❤❤❤ so authentic, so wise 💖 ✨️ 💗
haven't watched the video yet but i lost my grandma today and it's the hardest thing i ever been thru but im so glad to have watched you're videos u help me so much, i love you
so sorry for ur loss..I lost my grandma in the 90's ..still feels like yesterday ..Merry Christmas friend ..luv you!
@@ttvpaperplaneaww i'm sorry for you're loss im sure she was amazing, tysm happy holidays i luv u as well
Keep talking, some of us need reminding.
Love from Australia 🤍
True realisation this is but a mortal dream is prob the most freeing experience to have whilst 'thinking' we're here. 'You are at home in God, dreaming of exile but perfectly capable of awakening to reality'. ACIM. All is safe. There is nothing to fear. Blessed are we all.
AMEN! ❤🙏
Thank you so much , I send you my love tooo. My beautiful friend.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
"My flame is but an illusion, but it will burn you if you believe it to be real."
- Dhalsim
🌬🌈💖 BE BLESSED BELOVED BROTHER 🌻 THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE & YOUR SERVICE TO HUMANITY DEAR S♾UL 🕊☀️🦉🌟 🙏💓💫 WE ARE 💞NE 💎 NAMASTÈ 🙏
🌬🌈💖GREETINGS FROM 🇩🇪🕊☀️🙏
Bro is cooking. I fw you so heavy bro
Back every day listening, enjoying, and now beginning to resonate with these words you share. I highly encourage to the folks who feel like they're not sure how to get on the path to enlightenment...really just keep on listening to this guy. Replay his videos if you need to. The more you listen, you'll really begin to feel the message.. ❤
Another awesome video. Really enjoying your insights,lately. Truth is so enjoyable to listen to. Much appreciated.