Caramelldansen from another room (full version)

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  • Опубліковано 18 вер 2020
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  • @ipawmzone8715
    @ipawmzone8715 Рік тому +22080

    From another room?
    Bro I'm pretty sure she's in another universe right now

    • @cdbeans8239
      @cdbeans8239 Рік тому +1684

      My guy, I think she's dead

    • @romanguan4109
      @romanguan4109 Рік тому +985

      ​@@cdbeans8239 2:57
      she's fine

    • @CorgiusLord
      @CorgiusLord Рік тому +1

      @@cdbeans8239 After only one hit?
      Pifff. Pussy. Waste of good ivory.

    • @tobywizardb
      @tobywizardb Рік тому +212

      Bro it's all good don't worry

    • @FSama-ez5xc
      @FSama-ez5xc Рік тому +159

      @@bell4134 because she's dead F

  • @justcallmewheif
    @justcallmewheif 3 роки тому +6620

    “My nose itches”
    Parents: just scratch it
    Doctors: yeah you’re fine, it’s just an itch
    Google:

    • @CJBoxyeet
      @CJBoxyeet 3 роки тому +94

      @britney btch nah if you search the simplest question about yourself on either one it’ll give you the list of diseases

    • @kyleisstupid3851
      @kyleisstupid3851 2 роки тому +12

      @@CJBoxyeet oh

    • @YoshiLikesFate
      @YoshiLikesFate 2 роки тому +8

      @@kyleisstupid3851 yes

    • @butchergoodnight
      @butchergoodnight 2 роки тому +48

      How about bing

    • @warpey5632
      @warpey5632 2 роки тому

      Bing will tell you that you have radioactive alien robot parasites in your nose.

  • @nobodyimportant4778
    @nobodyimportant4778 Рік тому +875

    Fun fact: to get that kind of glazed anesthetic effect from coke, she was probably drinking, and the coke and alcohol combined in her blood to make cocoethylene. Either that or she's dead.

    • @gelflinggiant1298
      @gelflinggiant1298 4 місяці тому +88

      Theres a glass right in front of her.
      Brings a new meaning to a "Rum and coke"!

    • @Mama_noob
      @Mama_noob 3 місяці тому +17

      Tf do you know that

    • @dooblom
      @dooblom 3 місяці тому +9

      cocaethylene*

    • @dooblom
      @dooblom 3 місяці тому +21

      ​@@Mama_noobI don't know about you but my government literally has an entire web page about drugs and shit

    • @Mama_noob
      @Mama_noob 3 місяці тому +4

      @@dooblom send me that shiz

  • @mrtoast244
    @mrtoast244 5 місяців тому +388

    She was eating sugar, pocky and drinking apple juice when suddenly she had a brain aneurism totally unrelated to the snacks.

  • @femcelfootjob
    @femcelfootjob 3 роки тому +14892

    pov: you're doing coke and your 9 year old brother just found caramelldansen in his yt recommended

  • @mattiasilverii3188
    @mattiasilverii3188 Рік тому +7409

    It gives me mixed and contradicting feelings... a spoon of sugar in the middle of depression. I love it.

    • @alphacube5398
      @alphacube5398 Рік тому +168

      Some sugar got mixed with the coke

    • @GrimTzu
      @GrimTzu Рік тому +97

      I'm not sure that's sugar cuh.

    • @Davavo
      @Davavo Рік тому +43

      *Just a lil bit of glass in the mix no biggie*

    • @kittylond2121
      @kittylond2121 Рік тому +4

      same

    • @greenishpiss3588
      @greenishpiss3588 Рік тому +14

      *There's A Lighter Next To The Spoon*

  • @D.M.S.
    @D.M.S. 7 місяців тому +264

    She is not breathing, not moving her eyes. She's dead.

    • @FalconX_Productions
      @FalconX_Productions 2 місяці тому +3

      Jesus Christ i just noticed

    • @setyoaomiya7504
      @setyoaomiya7504 2 місяці тому +13

      She's fine. I mean, not that *fine* _fine,_ but "fine" enough to be 'fine' in her peculiar condition to be called 💫fine💫 in a context of ✨fineness✨ that range from ☠️_fiiiine_☠️ to 💯fine💯.
      So yeah, she's fine. 🙃

    • @FalconX_Productions
      @FalconX_Productions 2 місяці тому +6

      @@setyoaomiya7504yeah, uhuh….
      _WHAT_

    • @peanutbleach1012
      @peanutbleach1012 Місяць тому +3

      She’s fine it says

    • @NordicTobz
      @NordicTobz Місяць тому +2

      Well, it might be brutal, but play stupid games and you'll win stupid prizes. Her prize is probably a meeting with Jesus.

  • @MuzzySkeleton
    @MuzzySkeleton 11 місяців тому +80

    Imagine having Caramelldansen be the song that plays while your life flashes before your eyes
    A fitting end

  • @networknomad5600
    @networknomad5600 Рік тому +4549

    If you’re bleeding that bad from coke, you’re only a couple minutes away from being braindead.

    • @owyemen9367
      @owyemen9367 Рік тому +555

      Couple minutes from Death

    • @rayanna7188
      @rayanna7188 Рік тому +93

      yikes

    • @bluefox9436
      @bluefox9436 Рік тому +284

      @@owyemen9367 well that's basically the same...

    • @mrnord4096
      @mrnord4096 Рік тому +532

      depends on the purity of your coke, if its shit stuff with sand, glass, etc. in it your bleeding pretty quickly, if its pure coke then you really have to put in effort, the heart attack will probably kill you before you can really get that bad of a nosebleed

    • @theducknamednewepicla9507
      @theducknamednewepicla9507 Рік тому +15

      Damn

  • @festeringmongoose
    @festeringmongoose 3 роки тому +557

    I'M LOSING MY SHIT AT THE HEART ON HER SHIRT LOOKING UP AT HER LIKE 'Yo, you good?'

  • @hen8499
    @hen8499 7 місяців тому +20

    This caramel won't dance anymore.

  • @Travigameis
    @Travigameis 10 місяців тому +198

    I'd like to offer a non-sad interpretation of this. It reminds me of being stood just outside the party in the crisp summer night air with some friends, whether for some of them to have a smoke or just to get a break from the loud music and chaos inside, having a nice chat.

    • @UntoldHistoryAnimations
      @UntoldHistoryAnimations 10 місяців тому +10

      first positive comment, nice 😎

    • @Avakadoman1995
      @Avakadoman1995 8 місяців тому +4

      You're not in a good place in life if you're doing cocaine

    • @alicealysia
      @alicealysia 7 місяців тому +4

      ​@@Avakadoman1995that's not necessarily true.

    • @rusherrusher6797
      @rusherrusher6797 7 місяців тому

      he didnt mention anything about coke u dumas @@Avakadoman1995

    • @splaty2231
      @splaty2231 5 місяців тому +2

      @@Avakadoman1995what if your doing it for 1 trillion dollars? And then you lock yourself in a room for a month so your no longer addicted?

  • @aspillust
    @aspillust 2 роки тому +1118

    this is the kind of video to make you lie awake in your bed in the middle of the day in summer and ask what the hell you're doing with your life

    • @Superluigi881
      @Superluigi881 Рік тому +45

      That's just me almost every day.

    • @drixsta
      @drixsta Рік тому +13

      ​@@Superluigi881 you too?

    • @remojanja9326
      @remojanja9326 Рік тому +20

      @@Superluigi881 i just lost my gf and it was my fault, now i'm thinking every day "what now". I was so used to have her with me
      life is just something to live with the little you have, i learned the hard way

    • @Superluigi881
      @Superluigi881 Рік тому +9

      @@remojanja9326 I've never had a gf... or even a crush.

    • @remojanja9326
      @remojanja9326 Рік тому +9

      @@Superluigi881 Its not about having a girlfriend, its about having something(or someone) and stil not being able to be happy with it.

  • @onmarsnow
    @onmarsnow Рік тому +7993

    It’s not the songs fault; if you listen when sad you’ll associate the melody and the vibe of the song with those feelings. It’ll always take you to a place you miss or once were. Come back when something good happens to you and you are feeling joy. I swear you’ll dance your whole house down

  • @MVPerry
    @MVPerry 11 місяців тому +380

    This happened to me before

  • @Arlaon_of_the_world
    @Arlaon_of_the_world 7 місяців тому +177

    I don't even want to joke about it.
    This is one of the most disturbing pictures I have seen. And the worst thing is that many people live like this, certainly more than we can imagine.

    • @carljohnson7168
      @carljohnson7168 5 місяців тому +30

      Agreed. This song and this picture combined is quite sickening to me. I just feel so disturbed for some reason.

    • @RadShibaWWW
      @RadShibaWWW 5 місяців тому +7

      i live like this

    • @snowy016
      @snowy016 5 місяців тому

      ​@@RadShibaWWWur fucked bro

    • @heheheiamasuperstarcatgirl8485
      @heheheiamasuperstarcatgirl8485 4 місяці тому +8

      Yeah I fucking agree the zoom out showing the lines and booze made my hair stand on end especially because those two are a scary combo

    • @oscallibur5597
      @oscallibur5597 4 місяці тому +7

      Sad reality for a lot of people nowadays. Keep your heads up, if you’re a part of that lifestyle then please make efforts to be safe. Love

  • @default2591
    @default2591 3 роки тому +7195

    The reason why some people feel depressed listening to this song is probably the fact that most people who grew up listening this song already an adult who stuck in a rat race working 9-5, living paycheck to paycheck only to come home battling endless nights of suicidal thoughts.
    That includes me

    • @will_d76
      @will_d76 3 роки тому +409

      and maybe the feeling of distant happiness the song and the effect has, going away from you, heard from "another room" you can't reach anymore

    • @oliverzwatermelongum
      @oliverzwatermelongum 2 роки тому +118

      hope ur ok bro

    • @Hyenaaman
      @Hyenaaman 2 роки тому +130

      for me, personally, its probably because i associate these kinds of songs with most of the accounts back in the 2000s and 2010s that made music videos on games like animal jam or made music videos with my littlest pet shop figurines that are now dead because they suddenly just stopped posting one day and now no one knows what happend to the owners of these accounts. its that weird feeling of dread of not knowing what happend to those people, and will they ever come back.

    • @helltart570
      @helltart570 2 роки тому +34

      not yet an adult, but ive felt the feeling of being so mad that im in my room hearing something like this

    • @JonnyHorseman
      @JonnyHorseman 2 роки тому +67

      That's... a little too specific for a meme.
      You good?

  • @taintedmetadodic
    @taintedmetadodic  3 роки тому +3011

    i think she`s ok

    • @gabrielleon9059
      @gabrielleon9059 3 роки тому +378

      Ehem... you think? She looks like she's having the time of her life

    • @taintedmetadodic
      @taintedmetadodic  3 роки тому +282

      ​@@gabrielleon9059 Oh of course

    • @ichigokurosaki8401
      @ichigokurosaki8401 3 роки тому +117

      She’s fineee.

    • @splocket_
      @splocket_ 3 роки тому +58

      😐” you think” you can think if you can think

    • @jesusisherelookbusy
      @jesusisherelookbusy 3 роки тому +80

      I think she just snorted Vincent Vega’s heroin....

  • @skele-tonedeaf5815
    @skele-tonedeaf5815 11 місяців тому +55

    Why does this hit me in a weird way, it's like distress, pity, and a dose of horrified sadness all rolled into one

  • @arthurhebertthomsen6560
    @arthurhebertthomsen6560 4 місяці тому +9

    I don't quite know how to describe how this video makes me feel. I think it's some form of sadness or remorse. This nostaligic and upbeat song playing at a party, and a girl dead on a couch, overdosed. The lack of attention put to a young life lost tragically like this... I don't know, I'm kind of drunk. I just keep getting it recommended, and every time I watch it and feel my heart sink. I'm probably around her age, and I couldn't fathom ignoring a girl clearly needing help like this... She had hopes, dreams and aspirations. And now, she is dead. A life with so much potential being so fleeting just hurts so deeply. Maybe I'm reading too much into this. I don't know.

    • @cakezombie3792
      @cakezombie3792 2 місяці тому +3

      You seem like you have a lot of empathy. Are you doing ok?

    • @MrGreenGaming200
      @MrGreenGaming200 22 дні тому

      @@cakezombie3792 Real.

  • @Introcado
    @Introcado 3 роки тому +1187

    School nurses: *Here, have some ice*

    • @oskarsone5887
      @oskarsone5887 3 роки тому +52

      actually? ice as a cold temperature is making veins
      reduce their size which will cause cocaine to slowly go through her body instead of running through it so if she will be completly covered in ice it acutally can help, if not hypothermia, it probably will help a lot anyway.

    • @bruhbruh6294
      @bruhbruh6294 3 роки тому +12

      Why are schools so apprehensive to give band-aids

    • @oskarsone5887
      @oskarsone5887 3 роки тому +10

      @@bruhbruh6294 idk i think its their way to say " i care "

    • @thesaddestdude3575
      @thesaddestdude3575 2 роки тому

      Well, theres ice in the glass!

    • @YoshiLikesFate
      @YoshiLikesFate 2 роки тому

      @@bruhbruh6294 easy, budget.

  • @remington870mag5
    @remington870mag5 3 роки тому +2194

    Perfect song for a mental breakdown believe me

    • @jules-kr5ro
      @jules-kr5ro 3 роки тому +100

      it sounds like the song someone would put on after theyve just murdered someone

    • @pinngg6907
      @pinngg6907 3 роки тому +47

      Especially at night. You need to put that stress away

    • @kumguskhan2545
      @kumguskhan2545 3 роки тому +9

      Thank you Hamburgers Cheeseburger BigMacWhooper, I'll cherish this

    • @th3lostw4nderer
      @th3lostw4nderer 3 роки тому +1

      Yes

    • @bottomtext593
      @bottomtext593 Рік тому +2

      Dondokodokodoko Dondokodokodoko

  • @kingechatronii7379
    @kingechatronii7379 11 місяців тому +200

    This feels exactly like how music sounds to me at a party, because I never participate in dancing, and just sit/stand there, deep in my own thoughts, which always ends with me crying.

    • @albertoolivomtz5827
      @albertoolivomtz5827 10 місяців тому +7

      then don´t go to parties

    • @Panzerkommander
      @Panzerkommander 9 місяців тому

      ​@@albertoolivomtz5827We go to parties to somehow brighten up our gray everyday life. It usually doesn’t end well, because of our shyness. Such is the life of introverts.
      (Google translator)

    • @spongerobert
      @spongerobert 8 місяців тому +15

      I used to be like that my entire teens and twenties so I one day got the message and stopped drinking, drugging and going to parties. I lost all my friends almost immediately but I haven't shed a tear since. It's perfectly fine being alone doing whatever you like doing. Fuck everyone else.

    • @yvyeeg6254
      @yvyeeg6254 7 місяців тому

      womp womp

    • @user-pj2mr2qc2j
      @user-pj2mr2qc2j 7 місяців тому

      @@yvyeeg6254 based

  • @packingdustry
    @packingdustry 7 місяців тому +22

    plot twist, the music plays in the room she is

  • @not-cimedy-clown
    @not-cimedy-clown Рік тому +922

    Все на тусовке: танцуют и веселятся.
    Чуваки на кухне:

    • @Alexasinns
      @Alexasinns Рік тому +48

      Нюхают кокс? Весело

    • @not-cimedy-clown
      @not-cimedy-clown Рік тому +38

      И это тоже.
      В мемах подобного типа имеется в виду отстранённость от тусовки чуваков с кухни и в целом их серьёзный настрой на несерьёзном мероприятии.

    • @Alexasinns
      @Alexasinns Рік тому +6

      @@not-cimedy-clown понятно

    • @Ben-jl2rh
      @Ben-jl2rh Рік тому +15

      I used to work as a busboy in a restaurant, my manager at the time despised almost every single guest because he could never have fun.
      Eventually I quit and he never got better... best decision of my work life to leave that place.

    • @VladimirLenin24
      @VladimirLenin24 Рік тому +1

      ​@@Ben-jl2rh sorry, if I am a bit rude, but I can't understand why are you saying that here

  • @Shockwave1794
    @Shockwave1794 2 роки тому +2265

    Don't ask me why but for some reason I just imagine that heart on her shirt being some imaginary friend that watched her grow up and end up watching her snort cocaine at a club all the while wondering how things got this way.

  • @greenstonegecko
    @greenstonegecko 8 місяців тому +34

    this song is the embodiment of fleeting youth... weird sense of nostalgia

    • @Kyle_Broflowski1997
      @Kyle_Broflowski1997 8 місяців тому +1

      Where you doing coke in your childhood?

    • @pizdrinkah
      @pizdrinkah 4 місяці тому

      @@Kyle_Broflowski1997 ye how else could I've came out like this?

    • @mohawk4759
      @mohawk4759 Місяць тому

      @@Kyle_Broflowski1997you werent?

  • @baruhelitzur918
    @baruhelitzur918 5 місяців тому +17

    this is suprisingly very dark.

  • @thatfastkid
    @thatfastkid Рік тому +2544

    The fact that the girl lived a life, happy or not, met people, nice or not, has made decisions, good or not, and in the the end she's just there... Everything she did led to this and everyone else doesn't seem to care.

    • @valentincelestite9861
      @valentincelestite9861 Рік тому +130

      I hate how I want to giver her back her life just to help her or something

    • @therealgaben5527
      @therealgaben5527 Рік тому +216

      The worst part is that you know that there are people who are going though this right now. But what’s even worse is knowing that a lot of them are too far gone or don’t want to be helped out until it’s too late. Especially since I have family who had died due to alcohol and other drugs

    • @CerealExperimentsMizuki
      @CerealExperimentsMizuki Рік тому +22

      She's a VTuber I think, she got thr same hair and shirt, she's definitely fine and will be back streaming in 2 days.

    • @jamesmorales9354
      @jamesmorales9354 Рік тому +14

      @@CerealExperimentsMizuki Riamu Yumemi

    • @CerealExperimentsMizuki
      @CerealExperimentsMizuki Рік тому +6

      @@jamesmorales9354 yeah that's her name, she's really cute.

  • @abrums2284
    @abrums2284 Рік тому +441

    when you stand up too fast

    • @user-mn2vb6rd5f
      @user-mn2vb6rd5f Рік тому +8

      Underated comment lmao 🤣

    • @MadiffiMcsus
      @MadiffiMcsus Рік тому +4

      true

    • @MooseGaming33
      @MooseGaming33 Рік тому +2

      GOD

    • @hasturthekinginyellow5003
      @hasturthekinginyellow5003 Рік тому +6

      Y'all people who regularly experience that feeling, y'all just need to increase your intake of salt, and maybe go to your doctor if it becomes too much of a regular experience

    • @plantboy6249
      @plantboy6249 11 місяців тому

      @@hasturthekinginyellow5003 oh shit, its pretty much every other time i stand up

  • @hectorpeaceful2341
    @hectorpeaceful2341 7 місяців тому +16

    It is a bit sad but this version of song brings me this "just kill me already" vibe

  • @CalledStra
    @CalledStra 8 місяців тому +25

    Ngl shes bleeding gallons of blood and yet u take one look at someone who just overdosed on coke and u say 'yep, mhm. SHES FINE.'

    • @dooblom
      @dooblom 3 місяці тому +1

      she's not breathing and her eyes aren't moving so my guess is that she's dead

  • @Burmilla.
    @Burmilla. 3 роки тому +1531

    fact: she wanted to be happy in a place where the reality did not exist,but she died of overdose.

    • @somerando5814
      @somerando5814 3 роки тому +112

      Coke won’t make reality not exist it makes reality slow and angry

    • @Burmilla.
      @Burmilla. 3 роки тому +80

      @@somerando5814 ... *Why have you done this.*

    • @somerando5814
      @somerando5814 3 роки тому +32

      @@Burmilla. I didn’t do anything it still holds if it’s ketamine.

    • @Burmilla.
      @Burmilla. 3 роки тому +22

      @@somerando5814 *What was that drug that makes you hallusinate?*

    • @somerando5814
      @somerando5814 3 роки тому +35

      @@Burmilla. ketamine is the only one you can snort

  • @bariumselenided5152
    @bariumselenided5152 Рік тому +5644

    I know it's just "haha funni" , but this really does feel impactful to me. It pretty accurately encapsulates what it feels like to watch everyone around you being happy and excited about life when you yourself can't be.

    • @abrahammesrajecorrea2349
      @abrahammesrajecorrea2349 Рік тому +321

      And here I thought I was the only one feeling like that. That awful moment when all your friends, acquaintances and relatives move on with their lives at their relative peace. Some in a hard way, some in an easy way, but they move regardless... and then there are others, kinda like me, who just try to enjoy "the moment" but we can't see the grim future and then we go back to reality where it always feels the same.
      Btw not doing any drugs but can kinda see why some people would...

    • @callumbreton8930
      @callumbreton8930 Рік тому +256

      Amogus

    • @bariumselenided5152
      @bariumselenided5152 Рік тому

      @@callumbreton8930 obama hamburger sussy balls

    • @f4rtyp01son
      @f4rtyp01son Рік тому +82

      @@callumbreton8930 I LOVE HOW THEY HEARTED YOUR COMMENT HAHAHA

    • @CerealExperimentsMizuki
      @CerealExperimentsMizuki Рік тому +17

      Well there has to be a reason for someone to be happy, if they're just sitting there and existing then they'd be incredibly bored but if they live in New York they may never be bored but will be extremely depressed and if someone lived in a Rainforest or something then it would be a lot more calming and soothing.

  • @eduardopiredda8072
    @eduardopiredda8072 7 місяців тому +18

    This video literally captures the emptiness inside a person, the cocaine, the cigarettes, the alcohol, it's all so damn perfect, and the song made to give you happiness used as an antidepressant, you're great

  • @fiiipgames7389
    @fiiipgames7389 7 місяців тому +14

    this puts me in a mood I cannot explain
    it feels like I'm having the best day of my life and a mental breakdown at the same tims

  • @xPantsMcGeex
    @xPantsMcGeex Рік тому +917

    This is a very specific feeling, and this song is the perfect example of it. The feeling of emotional isolation, even surrounded by dozens if not hundreds of others overtaken by the joy of a banger like this, there is still something that makes you take off into the bathroom, or an unused room if it's a house party, etc. The physical and auditory separation of the walls echos the emotional separation.

    • @overlordtealover1128
      @overlordtealover1128 5 місяців тому +11

      I feel this bro, I feel it in my bones

    • @houssemhoussem9580
      @houssemhoussem9580 4 місяці тому +7

      This hits harder when you're actually going through some hard times and you can't share with anyone

    • @xPantsMcGeex
      @xPantsMcGeex 4 місяці тому

      i hear that bro, not that it matters but I understand you homie stay strong
      @@houssemhoussem9580

    • @k4kadu
      @k4kadu 3 місяці тому +3

      that is simultaneously too deep and very appropriate for the video

    • @ProbablyNotHuman
      @ProbablyNotHuman 2 місяці тому +3

      Idk, sounds more like how i feel when i stay awake to game for a tad bit too long (50h) but it could be just me

  • @vnncv
    @vnncv Рік тому +616

    so everyone agrees that this is the perfect song to be doing hard dugs to, having a mental breakdown or just crying for hours?

    • @sarahbs9191
      @sarahbs9191 Рік тому +52

      All at once

    • @vnncv
      @vnncv Рік тому +9

      @@sarahbs9191 for sure

    • @avixs1543
      @avixs1543 Рік тому +6

      @@vnncv reminds me of lastnight

    • @mrnord4096
      @mrnord4096 Рік тому +3

      hard drugs sound better than mental breakdown

    • @WorldKeepsSpinnin
      @WorldKeepsSpinnin 11 місяців тому +11

      @@mrnord4096 how about none of them and just be disciplined and understand this world is harsh accept it and make it your goal to make it better. self destruction does nothing but give you regrets, because if you do end up living (and many do) you are just left with so many wasted years you wish you did something with.

  • @eckitronix
    @eckitronix 10 місяців тому +37

    Is it weird that I've been so lonely and bored across my life with strict parents and a scary world that I would love to just experience this sort of thing one time just to know what it feels like? like i don't care about drugs at all and the music is probably irrelevant but best kept upbeat like this, but i would need friends andsomewhere to be and just all of us be ok with just collapsing and waking up at 8pm two days later in the shower with two thirds of a pizza plastered to the ceiling fan and you're just like "woah"

    • @GeneralCrusaderCloneIG
      @GeneralCrusaderCloneIG 10 місяців тому +1

      yeah I sorta have the same feeling, so I get it

    • @spongerobert
      @spongerobert 8 місяців тому +6

      When I was in my teens and twenties I felt immortal. I did a lot of dumb shit because my parents wasn't strict at all (I didn't escape completely unscathed though so I'm not really proud/happy about the dumb shit I did). As you get older, the literal fear of death starts to creep up. That's why parents are strict, because they forgot that young people should feel immortal. I don't party anymore but it's sad that either a) the world is really scary nowadays or b) young people think the world is scary. I don't know because I basically became a hermit and I make a point of ignoring the world. What I'm trying to say is we didn't really give a shit about danger back in the day but we also didn't grow up in a world with "news feeds" and constant "notifications" when something shit happens somewhere.

    • @MooseGaming33
      @MooseGaming33 6 місяців тому +2

      That kind of bleed is a BAD sign, also all the hard drugs are laced nowadays which is terrible for first timers.

    • @heheheiamasuperstarcatgirl8485
      @heheheiamasuperstarcatgirl8485 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@MooseGaming33yeah, weed can be cool and shrooms are neat but I tried a tab once and it was very disappointing

  • @smartfox7585
    @smartfox7585 7 місяців тому +18

    Теперь я испытываю жуткий дискомфорт при прослушивании этой песни. Такое ощущение, что в жизни данной девушки, произошло что-то очень плохое, что ей пришлось использовать наркотики на вечеринке, чтобы отвлечься от огромного стресса. Теперь ей уже маловероятно получится выбраться из наркотической зависимости и это скорее всего конец для неё. Данная абсолютно ужасная ситуация в совокупности с счастливой музыкой и весёлой энергетикой в зале образует невероятно тревожные ощущения, как будто ты смотришь в бездну. Наркотики это не выход из дерьмовой ситуации, стоит это помнить.
    Now I feel terrible discomfort when listening to this song. It feels like something very bad happened in this girl’s life that she had to use drugs at a party to take her mind off the enormous stress. Now it is unlikely that she will be able to get out of drug addiction and this is most likely the end for her. This absolutely terrible situation, combined with the happy music and cheerful energy in the hall, creates an incredibly disturbing feeling, as if you are looking into the abyss. Drugs are not a way out of a shitty situation, it’s worth remembering.

  • @aurorabesalduch2499
    @aurorabesalduch2499 3 роки тому +386

    "Wow she's literally me"

    • @valeriobenedetti7791
      @valeriobenedetti7791 2 роки тому +14

      LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PORCALAMADONNA

    • @anotherordinaryfellow6935
      @anotherordinaryfellow6935 Рік тому +2

      LMMAAAAOOOOO
      SHE'S LITERALLY MEEEEEEE

    • @jackb.207
      @jackb.207 Рік тому

      Lmfao i wish i would be her!
      Fucking dead

    • @BiggestHaterEVER
      @BiggestHaterEVER Рік тому +19

      People will laugh about that but I guess people are SO incredibly stupid to the point where they don't realize this is reality and coke actually exists, depression actually exists and stuff EXACTLY like this occurs FREQUENTLY, so yes, some people probably CAN relate to such a thing.

    • @Finnishnat-conservativedot7126
      @Finnishnat-conservativedot7126 Рік тому +5

      @@BiggestHaterEVER how to tell that you have no friends outside of internet without saying it:

  • @monkeshitpost606
    @monkeshitpost606 3 роки тому +595

    my brain when school

  • @Sykroid
    @Sykroid 7 місяців тому +24

    If something is overly happy, are you the type to think of what's missing? Do you see the negative spaces? Because that's what this is.
    The song seems distant, which indicates a clear seperation from the happiness and party feel it's projecting. There's a fun party and you're standing on the outside. But also it's SO upbeat that it breaks the immersion you should be feeling, further increasing the divide between the song's vibes, which almost seem fake, which adds another layer.
    And then if you're like me and grew up on old youtube, this is all multiplied because this fad happened so long ago and so much time has passed.
    This song is sad for you because you think of what's not there. You think of what's gone, what's fake, or what's no longer in your life.

  • @ferid7th
    @ferid7th 6 місяців тому +7

    listened to this for 9 hours straight, cant feel any better ! (send help)

    • @splaty2231
      @splaty2231 5 місяців тому +2

      *mission failed, we’ll get em next time.*

  • @Annidoesstuff
    @Annidoesstuff Рік тому +711

    Played this while my parents are fighting, felt like I was in another world

    • @-hangyaku7694
      @-hangyaku7694 Рік тому +37

      Bro, you ok?

    • @WhatShould_I_WriteHere_
      @WhatShould_I_WriteHere_ 11 місяців тому +18

      Comrade, are you fine?

    • @idk85644
      @idk85644 11 місяців тому +22

      ​@@KangJangkrikare you ok?

    • @CatShak
      @CatShak 10 місяців тому +18

      @@KangJangkrik ha ha ha very funny 😐😐

    • @Bruh..........
      @Bruh.......... 8 місяців тому +3

      @@KangJangkrik ok, doing that rn

  • @raydiiradius
    @raydiiradius Рік тому +47

    dying in this kind of situation would be worse than if you had people there.
    you die alone, not even knowing that you're dying because no one's there to tell you or care for you
    because *they don't know that you're dying either, they're just partying*

  • @dynamism_1991
    @dynamism_1991 4 місяці тому +7

    Man whatever the situation I'm in, I ain't dying to this song

  • @jaycen7365
    @jaycen7365 2 місяці тому +5

    no matter how or how much you modify it you cant unhear ''Cat fucking a handbag''

  • @frydemwingz
    @frydemwingz 2 роки тому +245

    the hyper realism of the 2 loose cigarettes instead of a whole pack next to your haphazard rails.

    • @Postaldude__
      @Postaldude__ Рік тому +33

      Man this kinda makes me glad i stopped doing that shit

    • @mefpazur
      @mefpazur 11 місяців тому

      Care to explain? Is that about the smokes being bummed from someone else?

  • @benjaminwilson8183
    @benjaminwilson8183 3 роки тому +159

    Nose periods... man that's just the worse huh ?

  • @Sharp931
    @Sharp931 7 місяців тому +6

    Drugs are bad. Mkay?

  • @remizjo3931
    @remizjo3931 11 місяців тому +7

    Bruh this s### hits hard af when drunk ngl

  • @firenzarfrenzy4985
    @firenzarfrenzy4985 Рік тому +108

    This... is unsettling. The distant echo of something that's supposed to be happy. It's like it's lost its energy. As has the person who has lost their mind. "Sinking" is the way I'd describe it. Your head has gone under and the water muffles whatever laughter and joy is around you. I- I don't know how to describe that feeling. Just looking at the image, I can *feel* it, despite never having been there before.

  • @semkura4224
    @semkura4224 Рік тому +247

    This whole situation looks creepy as hell

    • @allenharper2928
      @allenharper2928 Рік тому +35

      It's not. It's just lonely. Very lonely.

    • @semkura4224
      @semkura4224 Рік тому +57

      She's dying. To me it looks the same as someone who's head was chopped off and it's the last seconds of his brain function. I think also what is making me uncomfortable in this situation is that technically she is high so I cand of this she's enjoying the pain of dying because of those hallucinations.

    • @mtfdeelite2483
      @mtfdeelite2483 Рік тому +15

      I think I got ptsd from this shit ngl this is really disturbing

    • @avixs1543
      @avixs1543 Рік тому +7

      @@mtfdeelite2483 Bro I cannot look away

    • @ck12ms
      @ck12ms 11 місяців тому +1

      The worst part is falling asleep like this, waking up with the feeling that something is off but you can´t put your finger on what. It´s been 8 years now and the feeling does not go away

  • @kawaii_umbreon_yt8842
    @kawaii_umbreon_yt8842 7 місяців тому +11

    why is everyone so depressed in the comments? Like,y'all need a hug?

  • @Duck_Shuba
    @Duck_Shuba 11 місяців тому +3

    I came here to vibe and now I'm leaving depressed because of the comments

  • @melsuppatlol4565
    @melsuppatlol4565 Рік тому +415

    this might be some dark humor but seeing it must be terrifying. imagine just out on a party and casually hanging out and you go to the toilet or something, and then you see this woman bleeding from her nose with her eyes rolled up and not moving.
    you're not even sure if she's still alive or you're looking at a corpse in real time

    • @rayanna7188
      @rayanna7188 Рік тому +54

      I would go check on her & pray to God it's not too late

    • @MikeHunt-zy3cn
      @MikeHunt-zy3cn Рік тому +45

      Yeah, I'd check for a pulse. If dead, stay with the body and hail authorities. If alive, probably get their ass to a hospital.

    • @trenchy_BOI
      @trenchy_BOI Рік тому

      My drunk ass would probably take her into my shoulders and dance with her. If I was sober I would try to help as much as I can.

    • @Astolof_ChangE_Felix_Saber
      @Astolof_ChangE_Felix_Saber Рік тому +2

      It's Sad That Cute Flowers Got Picked Up From Garden
      Travelling The Aether Back To You
      To A Land So Far Away
      I Feel The Distance In-Between
      A Fragment Of The World That Used To Be
      Speaking Through The River Stream 🎶 😖

    • @WorldKeepsSpinnin
      @WorldKeepsSpinnin 11 місяців тому

      @@Astolof_ChangE_Felix_Saber yea this got me thinking is what makes me mad / sad (idk the feeling, disappointed? yet sad at same time?) in this situation the fact that shes cute? or just the situation in general? like am i instinctually mad we lost good genes? idk.

  • @Fastjules6
    @Fastjules6 Рік тому +143

    This makes me sad, not the song but my brother overdosed a few times and it was the most horrifying thing a little brother could see, please never do drugs, don't kill yourself for a high

    • @MrCmon113
      @MrCmon113 11 місяців тому +1

      You know literally nothing about "drugs". Being against "drugs" in general is similarly foolish as being against electronics in general.

    • @Fastjules6
      @Fastjules6 11 місяців тому +1

      @@MrCmon113 what are you talking about, are you saying cocaine and heroin are good????????

    • @CuriousGeorge6942O
      @CuriousGeorge6942O 11 місяців тому +27

      @@MrCmon113 Depends on the drug, I mean its sad as fuck to lose a family member due to their drug use which most likely was due to their mental state. Also there is a huge difference between weed and heroin lol

    • @Ushankov
      @Ushankov 11 місяців тому +33

      @@MrCmon113 Drugs is a foolish and desesperate escape of reality.

    • @plantboy6249
      @plantboy6249 11 місяців тому +24

      @@MrCmon113 Man, everyone knows when someone says "don't do drugs" it refers to illegal drugs...

  • @Arc_5
    @Arc_5 20 годин тому +1

    when you're done eating with your family at a restaurant, but you're not allowed to leave yet

  • @paladin_of_unknown
    @paladin_of_unknown 7 місяців тому +9

    Probably me In a few years

    • @ashigaruenjoyer
      @ashigaruenjoyer 2 місяці тому +2

      думаю со мной так же

  • @SkylerNeedsTherapy
    @SkylerNeedsTherapy Рік тому +119

    POV: You're having a mental breakdown in the bathroom and your friends are partying in the living room with Caramelldansen playing

  • @SilencerXLR8
    @SilencerXLR8 2 роки тому +411

    This is literally the inner workings of my mind on a daily basis

    • @dolos4301
      @dolos4301 Рік тому +20

      Left Brain: i wish for the sweet release of death
      Right Brain: *Caramelldansen on repeat 24/7*

    • @MeltsLikeCaramel
      @MeltsLikeCaramel Рік тому

      @@dolos4301 Is that why i'm such a dumbass?

    • @animationturnout2433
      @animationturnout2433 Рік тому +1

      True

    • @sentientmustache8360
      @sentientmustache8360 11 місяців тому

      Me: It’s gonna be a tough one, but we can clutch this, right, brain?
      My brain:

    • @Superluigi881
      @Superluigi881 9 місяців тому

      I wish my brain would stop fighting me at every turn. I have to at least pretend I'm still trying.

  • @spongerobert
    @spongerobert 8 місяців тому +22

    I actually love this sound but not the visuals. As a kid my parents would go to parties and (not heavy drug parties) the kids would usually have some form of entertainment away from the adults, maybe a TV set up with some kids movies or video games but I would always sneak out and explore far away from the party because I loved the night time. It was different back then, not so many things in the dark to be afraid of. I always had this very strange sensation, a kind of meditative peace, it's very hard to describe but it would always be to some distant loud music blasting away. I would just lie on some grass, looking at the stars for hours while loud music plays in the distance. Those were the best times of my childhood.

    • @weeecalango2761
      @weeecalango2761 8 місяців тому +2

      absolute bliss

    • @ScarlettMoonSM
      @ScarlettMoonSM 7 місяців тому +1

      I love that

    • @Hello123l
      @Hello123l 5 місяців тому

      I could never do that, the mosquitoes would kill me

  • @WolfszeitYT
    @WolfszeitYT 11 місяців тому +1

    thank you man for the video. And thanks to the artist you guys rock.

  • @kobz2862
    @kobz2862 Рік тому +82

    somehow gives me the vibe of better times that will never come back again

    • @falloutthewindowcrazy7608
      @falloutthewindowcrazy7608 Рік тому +13

      Far too many feel the exact same way
      It's so much more horrifying when you add childhood trauma to the mix

    • @Ammarsafwan7
      @Ammarsafwan7 11 місяців тому +1

      I feel relax,emptiness and at peace

  • @Akaryusan
    @Akaryusan 3 роки тому +245

    this is exactly the vibes that video has.

  • @CyberSpace_Studios
    @CyberSpace_Studios 6 місяців тому +7

    That one class of 09' ending:

  • @Royazali
    @Royazali 10 місяців тому +3

    Why do I keep coming back to this ?

  • @spaghettiking7312
    @spaghettiking7312 Рік тому +91

    When I'm a grandfather on my deathbed, this will be playing, imaginarily, in my ears.

    • @abrahammesrajecorrea2349
      @abrahammesrajecorrea2349 Рік тому +6

      Now I'm picturing this playing for a senile old man in his late dementia state at his deathbed and somehow recovering enough lucidity to enjoy the song in what's called "terminal lucidity".

    • @spaghettiking7312
      @spaghettiking7312 Рік тому +4

      @@abrahammesrajecorrea2349 I'll remember the nostalgia of Caramelldansen in my final moments.

  • @CharliReef
    @CharliReef Рік тому +266

    Idk why but everything hits harder if it's anime. The art style is just cute enough it feels like bad things like this shouldn't happen, but just realistic enough it feels like it could. It's a sweetspot that's honestly terrifying for my emotional well being

    • @dclassbroadcast3165
      @dclassbroadcast3165 11 місяців тому +45

      In addition to your points, I say it hits harder when because when its a real person on the news, we distance ourselves for our own sanity and well being for good reason. Though, there is no such barrier here because we make ourselves more available to be attached to such characters. You dont think of them as a full independent person, but rather a part of you that can think. A ton of times I find myself liking a certain character just based off their looks or a singular personality trait even if I know nothing about them. I dont want to see anything bad happen to them especially if I end up really liking them.
      Here, we both made that connection, and we are seeing them at their lowest and probably fucking dying in a way that maybe if someone was there, they could have prevented. (Mainly speaking for myself) We want that to be us, because that is a thing we can relate to sadly enough. We want to be the person who saves them, and to be comforted when we reach that low.
      The armchair phycologist take their seat now.

    • @Unit0998
      @Unit0998 11 місяців тому +8

      @@dclassbroadcast3165 Thank you for your words

    • @TheSado19
      @TheSado19 11 місяців тому +2

      sugar bullets can't pierce through the realities of life.

    • @mufmager
      @mufmager 10 місяців тому +9

      Like when Sayo-
      When Sa-

    • @CharliReef
      @CharliReef 10 місяців тому +2

      @@mufmager Muh poor heart 😭

  • @idk-bd1dx
    @idk-bd1dx 4 місяці тому +3

    This is my favorite video ever

  • @Miyazui
    @Miyazui 7 місяців тому +7

    this got me thinking of the times where my life was actually fun. now my friends are always having fun together and they never invite me. it's a feeling of being alone, and makes me ask what the hell i'm doing with my life lolz

  • @silentgamer2434
    @silentgamer2434 Рік тому +1489

    What's kinda funny is I've been (and still go ) to parties in which I saw the most innocent looking cute petite girls doing hard drugs and getting drunk 30 minutes in. There was this one she was only 22 years old she was high AF as soon as the party started, she kept singing opera tunes until she blacked out. At another party a young sweet shy looking girl came with a roses bouquet, as a gift for the party's host. Later she was so high she began to eat the roses one by one. Lmao. Girls can be wild.

    • @villager9376
      @villager9376 Рік тому +230

      Ok now I feel bad for the rose bouquet girl

    • @midloran
      @midloran Рік тому +178

      Where the fuck those parties are

    • @afoolofmanyfandoms
      @afoolofmanyfandoms Рік тому +28

      Where are these parties at?

    • @silentgamer2434
      @silentgamer2434 Рік тому +79

      Hey woah I didn't expect this many likes lmao. I'm french so I don't think you guys can afford to come over :(.

    • @silentgamer2434
      @silentgamer2434 Рік тому +103

      @@villager9376 she was ok in the end. Just ate a bunch of flowers. (and did a lot of drugs but as far as I know she's still alive. She doesn't show up to parties anymore tho).

  • @jamesmorales9354
    @jamesmorales9354 Рік тому +27

    best drug awareness vid

  • @ArthurAmaral17052
    @ArthurAmaral17052 5 місяців тому +3

    "The Citadel's on full alert. I've never seen it lit up like that!"

  • @Tac0B0y
    @Tac0B0y 8 місяців тому +5

    This made me feel depressed. We are staring at an almost brain dead girl from a drug overdose.

  • @goncalocarneiro3043
    @goncalocarneiro3043 Рік тому +196

    I don't do drugs or drink, or smoke, and I don't even party. But somehow I can see myself sitting opposite this person, who as far as I know could be dead. And just... Sit there. Listen.

    • @Neurondeactivation5496
      @Neurondeactivation5496 Рік тому +21

      I got the same feeling too

    • @Nov-ic3
      @Nov-ic3 Рік тому +4

      Do nothing

    • @sentientmustache8360
      @sentientmustache8360 11 місяців тому

      I just lean against the outer walls lost in my thoughts for most of it

    • @MrCmon113
      @MrCmon113 11 місяців тому +3

      They're almost certainly not dead and if you think they are in danger, you should call an ambulance.

    • @ThatBlueSkull
      @ThatBlueSkull 11 місяців тому +1

      @@MrCmon113 No i refuse

  • @CatinaboxReal
    @CatinaboxReal Рік тому +167

    Never heard this song before, but it still made me feel a kind of deep dread somewhere in my chest... never really felt that way before and i can't figure out why.

    • @thediamondkittygamingmore6614
      @thediamondkittygamingmore6614 Рік тому +25

      It's cute without the muffled sound. It sounds terrifying because it's what we associate with an incoming threat - if something is loud and distant and sounds vaguely human it's probably bad, after all

    • @elitemage101
      @elitemage101 Рік тому +19

      Its artificial happy which is like 80x worse to hear than just hearing sad music.
      Either A) It in the next room and thus unobtainable or B) It acts happy and fine but something is off so you know its fake like your “im okay just tired” lies are also fake.

    • @starstorm1267
      @starstorm1267 Рік тому +7

      It’s pulling you in to anime hell. There’s no escape… *come join us*

    • @CatinaboxReal
      @CatinaboxReal 7 місяців тому

      @@starstorm1267 oh nah i been there for quite a while now :3

  • @electrodaniru3368
    @electrodaniru3368 10 місяців тому +13

    В этом видосе реализма больше чем в моей жизни

  • @ElMAGSHdM
    @ElMAGSHdM 7 місяців тому

    This just made my day
    Thanks, broski

  • @HaloReach4TheWin
    @HaloReach4TheWin 2 роки тому +43

    POV: you are stop breathing, barely consieving reality, the medics are doing CPR, the club music is so loud from the other room, you're fine.

  • @nelsondfg211
    @nelsondfg211 Рік тому +15

    I wish I could experience the 2000s internet. There is only a few sites that feel like it today, it is so hard to find things from that era, I spent hours looking old threads on abandoned foruns just to see how it was like.

    • @klimble
      @klimble 6 місяців тому +1

      I had the experience but I want it back now

  • @BD-zn4kx
    @BD-zn4kx 5 місяців тому +5

    I need this as a screensaver on wallpaper engine

  • @N3XX_
    @N3XX_ 5 місяців тому +3

    playing this on loop for last 2 hours

  • @midorithefestivegardevoir6727
    @midorithefestivegardevoir6727 Рік тому +20

    POV: You got food poisoned and are stuck in a state of shock as the stranger next to you OD'd, staring at her ominously blissful expression while Caramelldansen plays from another room, wondering why you haven't called an ambulance yet.

  • @danielpeppers2794
    @danielpeppers2794 Рік тому +53

    I think the thing that brings enjoyment and horror to this video for me is the sad fact that I could fall into a position like this pretty easily if I decided to let myself fall into the pit.

    • @321blastoff6
      @321blastoff6 9 місяців тому

      what is the pit?

    • @danielpeppers2794
      @danielpeppers2794 9 місяців тому +2

      @@321blastoff6 addictive substances

    • @imaybestupid2045
      @imaybestupid2045 8 місяців тому +1

      this hits so fucking close to home that i dont even know if me laughing at the fact is a red flag or not, jesus

  • @badzylla2072
    @badzylla2072 7 місяців тому +2

    "cat fucking a handbag" that made me cry ngl

  • @thesurvivalistpotato3117
    @thesurvivalistpotato3117 7 місяців тому +3

    This makes me feel a deep empathetic sadness I haven't felt in a long time. Just... depressing. What kind of fucked up life do you have to have to be in the situation that this character is in? This actually happens to people.

  • @ruitsukasafixer
    @ruitsukasafixer Рік тому +60

    Gives me the vibes when you're alone in the other room during a party

  • @divinezoomer7305
    @divinezoomer7305 Рік тому +44

    Perfect summary of life.
    Bright colors and happy music on the outside, but inside all of us struggle with some kind of addiction (or most of us) whether that be to wealth, success, drugs, or sex. and our mortality is always their, covered by our fantasy.

  • @Menon9767
    @Menon9767 11 місяців тому +1

    This is making me feel tired, but in a good way. Its like when you go sleep earlier at a party, and you hear this soothing you into the dream worlds

  • @gr0ssotron146
    @gr0ssotron146 Рік тому +2

    Michael Jordan:"Stop it,Get same Help"

  • @nichasatummyache2510
    @nichasatummyache2510 2 роки тому +188

    I'm kinda choosing to indulge in this, like not coke obviously but it's kinda true. this just encapsulates the feeling i get when its 4am on a sunday morning and i've accidentally pounded 3/4ths of a bottle of rum and im just vibin before bed. say it's cringe or whatver but this image paired with this song reminds me of some good times i've had as an adult. It's not sad to me at all.

    • @rynemcgriffin1752
      @rynemcgriffin1752 2 роки тому +18

      “Accidentally”

    • @iamthelain
      @iamthelain 2 роки тому +13

      I feel that as well, At the end of some of the best fun nights of partying your just at that point between not gone far enough and gone to far. If you party hard you have hit that point more than once.

    • @ZeonLP
      @ZeonLP Рік тому +15

      You know alcohol can be as bad as coke, right?

    • @SessmaruKusanagiGaming
      @SessmaruKusanagiGaming Рік тому

      Same... 🥲

    • @MooseGaming33
      @MooseGaming33 Рік тому +3

      this is what I look like (minus the drugs and nosebleed) when my social battery's backup storage also gets drained

  • @Yessixty
    @Yessixty Рік тому +48

    Anyone here having a mixed tornado of emotion?
    It's happy and sad at the same time
    Exciting but also uneasy
    Also nostalgic

  • @kairosprods
    @kairosprods 8 місяців тому +1

    "I would love to live in Cyberpunk 2077, get augmented and have fun!"
    What Cyberpunk 2077 is really about :

  • @luki188
    @luki188 6 місяців тому +3

    most normal caramelldansen enjoyer

  • @Clydealtsecurity
    @Clydealtsecurity Рік тому +21

    I still can't unhear the "dance on my balls cat f_ing a hand bag yours only yours were a only single dance band it's no lie Lisa in the crowd said look harry had a v_ina malfunction" 💀

  • @mangomaniachen4832
    @mangomaniachen4832 Рік тому +20

    It's kinda hard to describe what i saw this in first time.
    This feels like you just tired of whole life,and suddenly hear your childhood favourite song in the last moment of lifetime's flashback.

  • @SillyRyemoment
    @SillyRyemoment 2 місяці тому +4

    Don’t go drugs kids❤ You’ll be worthless if you do❤❤

    • @kreekoo
      @kreekoo Місяць тому

      Jokes on you, I’m already worthless!

    • @Superluigi881
      @Superluigi881 5 днів тому

      Ha. I'm worthless anyway. No matter what I do. It always ends in failure.
      Bet if I tried to end it all I'd fail at that too.

  • @Xel9000
    @Xel9000 5 місяців тому

    this brings me so much sleepy joy :3