Hey Everyone! If you like Drum and Bass you should check out my new release called “impulse 82"! Streaming everywhere! _Join my Discord with so many lovely people to talk to!! I’m also very active in the chat!_ discord.gg/2Cmw2Xt pt. 2 ua-cam.com/video/e5TwMEwas4Q/v-deo.html Timestamps: yw! 0:01 Mac Demarco- Chamber of Reflection 4:25 Sitcom - Still Life 7:40 Lily Potter - Oblivion 10:10 Jack Stauber - Oh Klahoma 13:10 Jack Stauber - Bubblegun 14:00 Current Joys - New Flesh 16:40 Cults - Always Forever 20:25 Molina - Hey Kids (slowed version) I hope this helps someone cope with stress or depression because that's why I made it! These are songs that help me. Also if you are seeing this it would mean the world to me if you could leave a comment! Even if it's just "first" it would be awesome lol. HERE IS AN EVEN BETTER PLAYLIST!! ua-cam.com/video/2s_x3Jhra7E/v-deo.html
Hehe 🙃 yeah I didn’t make the artwork but i love it!! The character is called Poka blind girl. It’s a very sad manga but you can’t get a copy anymore. I’m not sure why but it fits so well!
@@mxlion probably because of the multiple polemics concerning Poka and the original artist popopoka, some people are trying to censure their art and the fact that bullying exist now apparently :/
the funny thing is, I don’t remember being alive only until after I was like 11...I don’t know how to explain it, but everything seems like it was all a dream- i still question myself if I exist, and get loaded with thoughts about the world and universe. it drives me crazy.
@@mxlion awh thanks, unfortunately I do believe we are government studied aliens from a far away plant of Azorp, (just kidding lol) but I do appreciate that I’m not alone.
@KØI_Flow glad to see I’m not alone...on a good note, I was diagnosed with some sort of scizotypal disorder which explains a lot of these rapid and reoccurring thoughts, (and much other symptoms that are far too complex to write all on here) hopefully you get some sort of well being or coping system as well.
both are good imo- numbness feels better than feelings going: ➡️↘️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️ but also the crying thing is also cool- but then again if anything happens then i just spiral so yeah- but i think we’re forgetting the emotionally rebooting and then feeling better, and then spiralling again and then emotionally rebooting _again_ and feeling better until an inconvenience happens lmao
Do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and go: "Oh... that's me" look at your hands and just realize the figure in the mirror is you. It's such a strange feeling, I don't know what it is, it feels so weird like I realize I'm alive. edit : it's only been a month and I didn't expect so much comments and likes thank you all
İ kinda live in my mind, daydreaming. Y'know about another universes and questioning if they exist, if they can after i die i want to enter them without any memories. Would be hella cool :>
Start to 4:28 : chamber of reflection 4:29 to 7:41 : still life 7:42 to 10:09 : oblivion 10:10 to 13:13 : oh klahoma 13:14 to 13:58 : bubblegun 14:00 to 16:42 : new flesh 16:44 to 20:25 : cults always forever 20:27 to end : hey kids x it's not fair (slowed + reverb) I just list the song name for anyone need
School has literally crippled my mental health and made me go in a spiraling hole of depression. Grades are so overwhelming. Deadlines are always so near. I hate it.
Today, a very good friend of mine, who is fighting with anxiety, told me his new life philosophy: "I decided, that my purpose is to fight. For what? Anything, for my life or for my own sanity, I'll fight". I really liked it and decided to share it.
Is anyone else afraid of their own family at this point? I can't be touched by them, look them in the eyes. I can't even hear my mothers' voice without getting anxiety. Sometimes I just wish it would stop, I wish it would just be quiet again. Like the good old days where there wasn't fighting, I didn't have to worry about tomorrow, I wasn't afraid of emotions, I could talk to people without getting anxiety attacks. I don't want it anymore, I know it probably sounds selfish, but I just needed to rant. I never like ranting, it makes me feel like i'm self-centered or attention wanting when in fact I get near a panic attack when any attention gets put on me. I just hate it all.
Dont worry, i have issues with my family haveing conflict and everyone generally being a complete asshole to each-other, my family is an uncivilised cluster fuck. your not alone, i get my comfort from knowing when i have the chance ill just dissapear into the night when i have my own sustainable source of income, with just a note, "Dont worry im not dead or kidnapped, just fuck you is all." and a calculated amount of my debt or what they have given me free after charged rent, plus 200$, then i probly will not do that and just leave like a normal person but it give my comfort that i could and would do that. possibly adapt that idea to yourself, thats just how i get comfort, idk. just my shareing of my experience so possibly it could apply to you. and dont worry you not self-centered or even coming near attention seeking, your great and i wish you luck. you matter.
You are not alone. Everything is okay, wanting to be alone in quiet place is normal. My family was fighting since i was born, and my father was the real satan my whole life. Even now he got me that much traumas, that by the 12 years i already got to understand something in my mind is not normal. I won't speak about this now, because it will take me a couple of hours or smth :) Everything is going to be alright. I know, you was living with all of it for so much time, and I know you will overcome everything, you are strong, and i believe in you. One day, you will understand then everything is already far away, behind on the road, and by the time you'll look at this you might be calm and lonely.. More time would pass and you'll fing somebody who will care and love you!!! And everying is going to be alright!!!! I believe in you! You'll overcome everything bad, you are strong! A lot of people, even on internet (like me :P), believe in you!
You do not sound selfish I relate so much it'll hopefully get better. You will get away from those people at one point and be free from those that just chain you back.
Don't worry, i think everyone here that is listening to this music can relate to that and feel the same way as you but I'm sure things will get better. You know what i like to tell myself? that life is like a rose to get to the flower (being happy) you have to get trough Thorns (feeling sad or having bad moments) it may seem stupid but after crying i feel better, you just habe to be ok with yourself, don't mind your familly fighting, think about YOU before thinking about the others. I don't know for how long you've been living that but i'm sure that eventually things will get better!
@@--_j_-- awh thank you? I wrote this as i was realizing that most of my childhood felt like a dream rather than actual events :o thank you very much for relating, it made my day 💗💗💗
Wow... that's some heavy words, for right now I can remember a lot of events from my childhood (including all the fighting) but I can admit they are fading away. 😔
thank you a lot. Ive been really struggling with validating my own emotions and i keep finding reasons as to why im suddenly feeling like shit all the time despite having everything go really well for me. Hearing this coming from someone else gives me a lot of comfort
Humans all posses consciousness and our minds are nothing but containers and filters we have limited by our various beliefs. Meaning we are only limited by our imagination, so if say someone were to go into a deep meditative state of consciousness and did necessary steps to be in the right mental state to expand there own awarness and thus there own mind, they could very well connect there mind with someone in the same state. So who really knows god what humans could do at that stage. Thats all i can really say on this topic since it has not been researched that much. 👍
The only reason I’m not dead yet is bc I made it a goal to outlive the fcking Queen of England and I cant back out now So I’ll be here listening to this til then
Gotta love the animation of the vehicles passing her by, with the light, wind, closing her eyes at their headlights, it's really nice, I could stare at it for hours.
I have zero trauma, really great parents and haven’t been bullied for years, and even when I was it was really tame. All that does is make me feel all the more guilty for being as messed up as I am. I have no good reason to feel like this, but I guess I’ve been a lost cause from the very beginning, which I don’t want my parents to realise after they put in so much work and love that I’m unable to give back
same bro. I'm privileged as fuck, but still I often feel like shit. I can't even name one single reason for why there is so much hate and anger inside of me. Whatever. Hope you have an okay day. Bye
I feel the exact same way, have family that love me unconditionally, friends that are always there for me, yet all I want to do is die, really wish someone else had my spot in life and took advantage of it instead of me.
I understanddd I feel the same way, but just know you don’t need a reason to have issues, mental illness can effect anyone it doesn’t matter how good your life is it’s okay to feel bad and you’re just as deserving of help as anyone with trauma. And you’ll never ever be a lost cause I know you’ll feel better one day with the right help and people. You’re doing amazing and your struggles are valid I love you and have a really amazing day or night
Same. Both loving parents and great friends but somehow I just turned out different. Like, really really different. Both messed up and guilty. I don't even know if I can return the love I was shown because of my own flaws. But even so, the fact that they still care about me after all these years makes me want to tear up.
my worst fear is slowly forgetting everything, and sadly that is happening right now. i cant do anything about it, but i keep forgetting things. important things like what day it is and my friends names. i dont remember what i did yesterday, i never do. and im just sitting here, losing important memories.
Same, i forget about chores, what someone just told, what day it is, or even for me i think that the days are repeating so its ok i feel the same way too
i feel like thats kind of that i have i could be on my ipad, phone, computer whatever and my parents ask me to do something and immediately i forget it(i may be because im watching yt and stuff lol but i forget really important stuff not long after i get asked)
I feel the same.. I'm literally forgetting everything. I don't know what I did the day before and what I even ate. I don't remember if I already said something to someone and I don't know if I don't repeat myself, because I just simply don't remember.. Sometimes I even forget that I'm hungry- Oh and ofc I never (I mean now- I knew that before..) know what day it is now. It's so strange.. like I'm slowly fading from this world..I really wish to just disappear and I want everyone else to forget me huh.
I’m not really struggling with any like trauma and that stuff, but reading some of these comments makes me realize how hard some things people go through are. Really I’m just lonely, but to all of you guys and girls out there who are struggling with anything, I believe you. I know it might not mean much and there’s the chance you won’t even see this comment, but know even if you do or you don’t, I still believe in you. Have a good night, I hope to see you tomorrow.
@ I’ve progressed, still trying to find someone long term but I’ve made progress with myself and I’m happy. Thanks for checking on me, I almost forgot I made this comment.
indeed, the feeling of emptiness, one i am o so familiar with, the sound of a clock moving, the sound of the ocean. All o so emty and dead to me, if i could take one thing away from this world, ironically, it would be the feeling of emptiness, for all we gain from it is a lack of feeling, and rarely does it ever amount to change. It just drags you down deeper into the lake, till you no longer see light, and all you are left to do is to choke at the bottom.
Same. I have no friends and I’m too shy so that sucks. I wish I had friends. The only friend who actually understood me and was kind to me was an online friend who hasn’t talked to me in awhile since she is depressed and wanted to take a break from her phone. I miss her (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
i used to say the reason i exist because my mother kept me and i havent died but now i looked at my friends and thinks to myself "this is why i live so they wont be alone and let go of themselves as long as i'm here"
Just remember to not allow that to be a shallow reason, make sure you give yourself a little credit, friends no matter what have a chance of coming and going of course. Thanks for being a good person despite life though.
Y'all ever just sit in your room and think about you past and you feel empty...and then somehownthis weird painful feeling stucks you idk how to explain it lol
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ oh, this! you put it into words perfectly. i couldn’t agree more. but for the sake of “optimism” and us having the capacity to go forward, i think it’s vital to think we’re special in a way or another. the idea of consciousness is so strange, how the minute your heart stops beating your consciousness will be shifted elsewhere we don’t know of. but being alive is definitely not worth it in all honesty. we only live on for people, our emotions and our existence to keep being. we feel happy when good thing happen, and sad when bad things come. so ultimately, we live on for ourselves and to feel happiness. but what would you do if you still wanna die even if you’re happy? even if you have people that love you and you love them back? we were never asked to be here and the only reason i get out of bed is because i have to- and i won’t even have any gains at the end. or maybe there is a gain? who knows. whatever that gain is i don’t think it’s worth it either way. lmao whatever idk why this turned out to be so lengthy. maybe i should stfu and stop thinking u.u
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ yeah, i guess so. we’re not special as in anything extraordinary, but maybe we’re a bit special in being extra unlucky for being born, y’know? yet no matter what we do and how high we go, we’ll never find a meaning or an answer, that’s just how the universe is constructed, i think. growing up religious then thinking this way suddenly- that yes, gods and traditions and ideas are constructs we created for own solace, it’s quite a turn. it’s a bit depressing too, thinking everything humans have ever reached is ultimately pointless. so living with meaning isn’t the right answer because there is no meaning. killing yourself isn’t the best reaction to being alive either. what the fuck :)
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ i don’t think killing yourself is bad, but like i said, it’s just not ideal. i’m not talk about staying for the sake of others, but for the general concept of life which is to keep on going. i will never find a meaning, and frankly i don’t think any human will. “meaning” as in what life TRUELY means, without including your own opinions and prejudices. therefore, the only wise thing we can do is to go on, regardless of how much happiness or pain we’re in. to me, dying is the only thing i actually look forward to. i can kill myself right now, it really isn’t that hard. but it’s so easy, had i killed myself when i was like 12 or something it would’ve been fine but.. i’m too far into this and i think you are too? idk ahhah. maybe it’s wishful thinking, but i would like it if all this misery doesn’t go in vain hahaha. how about you, though? if you think that killing yourself isn’t bad, then what makes you stay here? what keeps you going? idk if this comes off with a mocking tone but i’m genuinely curious, because a part of me thinks just like you do
Shout out to this playlist for pushing me through a lot of tough shit. Since I've stumbled upon this video 3 years ago I managed to ditch drinking and smoking. I'm still rather far from being completely happy, but it is what it is. A least now I'm more mature and do know what to do. Thank you again
my biggest trauma is holding my father in my arms when he was shot dead because of his skin colour. being constantly harrased and belittled because of my race really made me bitter and self-hating for every little thing. helps to have music like this that helps me remember i have a purpose beyond being someone's 2-dimensional villian. also helps to have internet strangers to vent this too, since i can't afford a "real" therapist anymore. hope everyone here finds success and happiness in life, one way or another.
@@tehepookie the fact that you cared enough to take the time to type this is actually really comforting. thank you, my friend. i'm doing a decent bit better, especially since his killers got their dues.
i’m so so so sorry that happened to you, just know that you are absolutely beautiful and i’m sure your father was too. nobody deserves to be shot because of their skin color. nobody.
It’s so disgusting what happened with this beautiful planet that people die because of their race,what isn’t even important. I’m really so so sorry for you I know I can’t do that much with my words but I just want to tell you that I’m here for you if you have any problems. Lets not wish this happens to your family again even if it’s so sad again that we can’t just forget racism because so many racist exist on this world and I want to burn them down so bad. All bad persons need to go to jail so the peacefully ones can life their life’s, but I also think not racist or not homophobics or not murders have their bad side let’s just all die and let the earth regenerate because it’s a unique planet and people don’t care about that. Ehem yeah I write another poem again sorry for that. I love you and we all hope racists will get jail for 10000000000000years. Stay safe
@@glowingnettles4689 people have been killing each other in the name of such irrelevancies since the days of Babylon... i don't really have any family left for the most part anyways, mostly for the same reason my father passed. i absolutely agree with you though, people who do such rotten things for such rotten reasons deserve an "equal and opposite reaction"... can't say i agree with everyone dying though, humanity is capable of living alongside nature instead of on top of it if we just remove the malefactors keeping us all down... you don't have to apologize, i appreciate you taking the time to write a response, my friend. thank you, and stay safe as well
i see people comment something around the lines of "why do i feel bad? there's nothing wrong", and i just want to say that there doesnt need to be something wrong in order to feel bad. the reason its so important to identify trauma is to treat and heal said trauma. you dont need trauma in order to feel depressed, or anxious, or suicidal, or detached from reality, or paranoid, or anything. you are valid, and you aren't hogging the spotlight or stealing resources or anything like that. you are allowed to feel these things, always.
I don't even think it is some trauma that they have, but some lack of meaning/purpose. Only a few come here to listen while feel sorry for themselves for some problem. But I wish they find the way to change, because it's not only about solve problems, but how you see them and all else (appealing to knowledge of philosophy, here).
reading this genuinely helps, so thank you. i doubted myself a lot after i tried going to a therapist for the 1st time, and when she realized i didnt suffer from trauma (just lots of anxiety) she told me I didn't need to be there lmao
i feel empty but whenever i say that my brain thinks im saying that to myself for attention. my parents are nice. my sister is nice. home is good. school is okay sometimes. im spoiled, i shouldnt feel empty so maybe i am hogging the spotlight
Im at the point where i dont even know if ill be here for new years, but these playlists give me some ease of mind and a second to feel blank instead of in pain
I don't know what's going on and this may be late and also may be kinda stupid since you don't know me and I don't know you, but it would be nice to know that you'll still be here when new years come...
Remember the time when we all wanted to grow up? Now we all want to go back to being as a kid because we didn't know back then that growing up meant having to fight a battle *every single day*
Kids who wanted to grow up to leave their parents quicker: chaa chaa real smooth. But fr, yeah I do, I miss being a young toddler and not understanding half the things going on, just kinda chillin and drinkin chocolate milk or somethin. When we grow up, shit just gets worse because we start to realize how shitty stuff is. Wish you the best.
guys, pls remember that trauma comes in all forms! do not invalidate yourself based on others experiences that could be worse than yours, since almost everyone goes through some sort of trauma within their lives, no matter how small. have a good day/night! ily
I understand what you mean but I'm not sure if I can follow. It seems that those who go through the least pain have the loudest voices and I feel like that's me right now. There are people who get beaten on a daily basis and I'm here having existential crises because someone yelled at me once. I don't know, it feels so egotistical of me to do it considering that those who get beaten don't seem to cry about it constantly, even though they should be the ones doing it. I have a lot to go through but it still doesn't feel as bad as other people have it. I'd like to stop but I just can't.
@@end4567 oh, i understand what you mean. you are correct, at times some people speak over others experiences and invalidate theirs. this is not something people should really be doing, rather taking the time to listen and empathize with one another, along with educating ourselves on certain debilitating issues. i was not trying to imply that people with not as significant trauma should be speaking OVER others, rather being able to acknowledge their own problems and not bring themselves down. i don’t want you to feel bad to reacting a certain way to yelling based on how others react to more severe abuse. this is somewhat of a bad mindset to have for yourself, as you might end up hiding your own problems/isolate yourself as a result of feeling like you have less trauma. it is only a matter of enforcing the normality of talking to others about these issues, especially in the extremely severe cases in which you mentioned. we have to be able to achieve this without speaking over others. i know this is a long message, but i hope you understand my point! also, you can talk to me ab anything anytime. my user on insta is x_emilyyxoxo_x if you want someone to vent to :)
I don’t think that I’ve gone through anything traumatic but I still feel so stressed out and kind of empty for no reason. It’s frustrating that I don’t have anything to pin this on or to blame. I think my parents love me, I don’t really have friends but that hasn’t bothered me until recently. I don’t know why. This playlist helped me a bit. Thank you
tw // vent, derealization i actually don't even know if i have trauma or no. i don't know if i have problems. i mean, i have strange shit but maybe i'm just making it all up to victimize myself? or for someone to pay attention to me? i feel fake. i have that voice in my head but i'm not sure if it's just my inner voice of self hate. it doesn't feel like me but at the same time it should be me. it doesn't make any sense. My mother always tell me that i don't have problems and that it's all in my head and i just "want to have problems". i don't know what is real and what is not. i have some memories that are with probably traumatic events but my mother says that it never happened. or that it is just an upbringing. that there's people with much worse experience. and i know that there are but. i don't know what "but". it's true and i should be grateful. why than some videos about psychological traumas and about the healthy parenting always makes me cry and feel this pain in the chest and makes me feel so small and helpless? why when other people tells stories how they are having fun with friends or some happy memories from their childhood i feel sad? my parents are fine right now. maybe they always were like that? i don't know if my memories are real. i don't know if the world i'm living in is real. i want be someone. i want be alright. i want be a kid with happy memories and friends and nice parents. i want be real.
@@shangelaton9136 that's the saddest part bc i don't think i have a chance 'cause i live in a fucking russia and we are all kinda hopeless here,, i believe we'll get through it and it will be better tho p.s. i saw quackity and i knew i want to answer you.
i used to listen to this playlist every single day for hours on hours at a time back a few years ago, i just came back and remembered this playlist and wanted to say that it does get better. sure theres still a bunch of hardships that makes it hard at times but it does get better.
I hope things exist positively for you right now, and if they dont, I hope you find the strength to overcome Whatever obstacles impede your path. I wish you good fortune and happiness and easy resolution to the things you face. I wish you the best, friend. Feel the music to it's best extent. We wish you the best here, friend. Not everyone is here for themselves. Some are lost like you, some seek resolution or thought provocation some are here to learn or grow. You only get one shot at being here, make the most of it even if most of us cant understand it I love you even though I dont know you
@@pianoman7753 this really means lot to me. Because nobody haven’t said they love me in a very long time.. I hope you have a wonderful day or night and please take good care of yourself. ❤️
@@misschuckito1311 Some people are more sensitive and it's an okay thing to cry about. But I feel you, if it happens a lot you just stop caring. It's still stressful and annoying but you get numb. The sadness turns into annoyance. That was actually how I got the courage to get the police involved. I was mad and wanted to do something about it
“i’ve gotten so used to ignoring my feelings and pretending that they don’t exist that i unintentionally ignore them for weeks and eventually i’ll have a day full of mental breakdowns and such” gang rise up
I feel you, no idea where that came from, but only recently I noticed that my natural reaction to any emotion, when I'm not by myself, is to repress it immediately, to not show I've been moved by anything. How does that even happen? How to rid of it? I want to be more truthful, more myself, not hide
A feeling of emotional instability comes at evening and night while I feel numb during the day. I don’t know who I am sometimes and feel there is something wrong with me to the point I want to destroy “me”. Sometimes I think I don’t exist at all and can’t recall the past or important personal information. Thank you for the playlist and for comments that help each other feel less alone.
This is like (almost) exactly how I feel, it’s so frustrating. The worst part is I know it’s going to happen and I know even after I fall asleep the escape will only be temporary
@@milk4254 it is but forgetting to much could also lead you to forgetting the good memories. My memories are weird and vague with both good and bad memories. I’m not sure why it’s like that but I wish I could remember things more clearly even it it meant me remembering the bad stuff clearly as well.
Handing out diagnoses won't help anyone. However perhaps you're viewing the world through someone else's eyes. Perhaps your standards do not meet with how you actually view the world - and that is why everything seems off. It's not too uncommon to have your life's values and expectations set by others. So, in slight optimism, perhaps review your perspectives - what is important, what feels right and wrong. Sometimes that helps more than reflecting upon the past.
i dont like it when my mom is nice to me, because when shes mean its easier to hate her for how shes treated me. when shes nice i just feel anxious, guilty, and overwelmed. when shes nice she expects me to be extra loving in return, i dont know how to do that. it never ends well.
hey sameee.after all shes done she thinks she Will get something back of me but either way i have to give her something back like a hug or kiss but i feel guilty or overwhelmed idk.its like i cant do anything and im just being controlled
My emotions have been such a rollercoaster lately and it’s been hard to cope. Every time I see old pictures or movies I liked and stuff from when I was little I end up having an existential crisis of sorts about how I’ll never get that time back and how time never stops moving and nothing will ever last forever. I end up becoming so unmotivated and feeling so empty that nothing seems interesting anymore and all I can do is sit and spiral deeper and deeper. This playlist is so helpful for grounding me and bringing back to reality and remembering that there are perks to getting older, and this dull feeling will pass with time. To whoever needs to hear this, take a deep breath and remember it’s ok to not be ok. Every breath and blink you make is a sign that you’re trying, and that is perfectly fine. i think I can say that me and everyone else in the comments is proud of you. Whatever you’re feeling or experiencing will pass with time. Keep going, brighter times are ahead! When you’re at rock bottom, the only way to go is up ❤
hey guys remember when we all wanted to be teenagers? hey guys remember when we thought our teen years would be the prime years of our lives? hey guys remember when school was about learning? hey guys remember when the biggest thing we had to worry about was what we would wear? same. i love you guys. if you need a reason to stay, please let it be me. i love u so much
Honestly if you thought out of an 80~ year lifespan that the prime of your life would be when you are most hormonal, riddled with acne, self conscious, confused, and undergoing drastic brain and physical development, and still not legally able to do most things you want on your own you're kinda weird.
@@pandaprince7677 I don't see it like that, I think is most about how we perceive the word when we were younger, and how it was easy to find reasons to feel happy, but time passes and everything change and now is more complicated, but it doesn't have to be, and it's worth it to cry in a comment section of a UA-cam video and say to a complete stranger that one comment makes you smile when the world is falling apart
This is a godly perfect playlist, god bless the person who made it, i couldnt make it without it right now, and it perfectly captures the character of the little blind girl
I experience the same thing. I was scared of it for such a long time, but now it’s a comfort. They don’t change, they don’t leave, they’re there for my best and worst moments. I’ve named them, and I sometimes talk to them about life and thinks that've happened. Sometimes I lean back, close my eyes, and think about how it’s like I have so many silent, secretive friends protecting me.
Sometimes I feel like there’s no value to life at all, we’re all gonna die anyways, and other days I feel the there is big meaning to life and it’s beautiful... it’s like an ugly tug-of-war 😭 edit: thank you for the likes,comments and words 🙏🏻 it’s really hard to release sometimes but I do think there is value in life, when I’m older I just hope I don’t regret what I didn’t push for because a lot of old people actually regret what they didn’t do more than what they did do. We will never live this life again and I think that’s a good reason to give it all we’ve got 💪🏼 humans are an extremely complex and complicated species and society is beyond fucked so know you are far from alone
The mortality and ending of life give it meaning, makes the time alive matter, because its in rare quantity. just like gold is valuable because of its scarcity, time is as well, and in turn life is included. both have meaning because both are finite.
There's no meaning to life cause we all die anyways. Just make the best out of life! Work hard, have as fun as u can, find love, build relationships, and be selfish. Life is all about the happiness u can achieve with others. It's worth living.
I litteraly sit up crying nights cause I'm just thinking about my own existence. Why it's useless. Even go as far to thinking I should just end it cause it's no point to this life right? Everything is shit right now why should it get better? But it might actually get better once that's why I just live now for a better time in the future
It all just feels so blurry that i can't even differentiate whats real and whats not from reality and my dreams time to time. Some days i'd just blanl out and snap back and remember "ah i'm here." i feel like verything is just caving in on me time to time i can't even remember how i spent the day and just get really woke at night trying to distract myself and watch my comfort streams, they feel so nice to fall asleep to. All i know is just to get through another day and just live there's still a part of me that wants to see if there's anything really waiting for me and if there will be a home i'd go to.
Personally, the worst type of trauma is the type when you know it’s wrong, but they give you mixed signals and confuse you on wether or not what they did is wrong. I have that type. And I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me
I'm not sure exactly what you went through (of course), but I went through pretty bad emotional abuse as a young child. I used to sit and feel like my head was just swirling and I was constantly dizzy from not being able to come to a decision whether I was in the right or not, and not feeling like I couldn't drop the question because it was so important. I've gotten help through a good therapist for the past year and I can just say, I don't feel that at all anymore. I'm so fricking thankful I got through that. So, just saying here, so can you. It may take time, it may take a lot of energy and effort, but you can get out of that feeling. I remember how horrible it was, but it is escapable. Sending love
turning it on would not be good I think you should take it as a lesson and I know you feel horrible but calm it can only be a scenario although it can come back as many times as you want
now that i recall, i remember feeling less lonely when i lived in the countryside, life quality wasn't that of great but the friends, the neighborhood, the animals, lord... the mf landscapes..
Honestly, it's 5 AM. I'm just sitting here singing along and letting my hallucinations bring me company. I'd sleep but I'm scared they'll get me so I just stay awake and try my best to ignore the paranoia and the darkness.
Yeah. These last few months I’ve been living in a hazy state. I’ve been maladaptive daydreaming a lot, almost constantly. I’ve just recently realized how fast these months have been passing. December felt like yesterday but also at the same time like it was years ago.I feel like this is wrong and I want to get back to who I was but at the same time I don’t want to leave. I just feel so safe.
@@nveah7468 yeah kinda, it's hard to explain it because we all experience things differently even if we experience the exact same thing we take it differently.
i think u both have depersonalization! a lot of people have it, so don't be scared! i just thought u 2 might want to check it out, so you can get explenations and stuff! :) love u
"You exist for a reason." Now that's a title right there. I think so many people need to hear those simple combination of powerful words. It's stuck in my head.
I love reading these comments, it feels so comforting to hear what other people are thinking while listening to such good musics. It reminds me of a good coup of tea in a cold and rainy afternoon
hey you! yes, you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are enough, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^-^
this comment. this comment bruh. it took me so long to come to terms that my parents (who i still really love ect for a reason idk) did not raise me and me two sisters especially my younger sister who is 14 'and as someone who teaches martial arts ect to kids with aditional needs' is showing symtoms of being on the spectrum. iv begged my mom to take it seriously but their stuck in the mind et 'you just trying to label everything'. i struggle and so does my older sister but my little sister is the one swho struggles most. she gets into unbelievable arguments with my mom and it does get physicle sometimes. iv been so used to it all my life that i still can barely come to terms ith it
As a victim of severe domestic childhood abuse this comment triggers the fuck out of me. How do you even know you have a trauma then? Do you know the meaning of trauma? Stop trivializing these serious matters by trying to earn pity points and snowflake points. Get a therapist. Grow up.
My head is often buzzing with past trauma and it's repeating again, the trauma I mean, I've never felt safe in my own house, this playlist calmed me down. Tysm for this 💝
Omg! I’m so sorry! I’m in the same boat as you my friend. I’m glad this helped! I’ve been really depressed recently too. If you want to talk I would love to listen! No pressure to though! I know how it feels to be pressed into talking to someone.
I think I can appreciate the thought here. but I don't think it's true. I've been sick and homeless, occassionally getting by and doing well, but now I'm ending up on the streets again. the friends and girlfriends I used to know have all moved on. alive=/= not loved
Vibing to this while playing breath of the wild and thinking about what Links gone through loosing everyone around him whilst having memory troubles and reliving past events when unlocking those memories 😅 its a bittersweet hurt.
his story is rlly tragic tbh, waking up after 100 years and not even knowing your name or what your purpose is. imagine how hard it was to get memories back and realize you were a completely different person than you are noe
Right, just think about it, you wake up from over 100 years, not knowing where you are but then soon find out that you're fall in battle is the reason that so many died. Not only civilians but your family...your friends...and even worse not really understanding the situation your in yet knowing that the sake of the world rests on your own shoulders...and you don't have any clue of who your family was...or who you were in general. Wow.
2 things 1) love to everyone in these comments facing difficult times. it’s hard at times to feel connected to this life or even keep going, but to know there are others floating in that same void is comforting. we’ll all get through this together 🖤 2) not a single comment i’ve seen has pointed out that the car light passing the person is the skeleton playing a trumpet meme
How I became close with my best friend!!! 3 years ago we saved each other's lives at our worst points and we've been each other's favourite person since.... I love them more than anyone or anything else /p
My chemical romance, right? How to know your tired of breathing is by listening to them. They acknowledge that your tired. They acknowledge that its okay and that you deserve better. They acknowledge that it doesn't always get better. But they also let you know that you aren't alone. Idk i may have even got your quote wrong but I know that Gerard said that in an interview and he really helped me. He helped so many. It's just nice to think I found another heh.
all I'm feeling tbh, I want magic, adventures, true friends, walking out at night w lofi playing, sleepovers, god I just want dragons and stuff and theres none if it disappointing
well...In truth we all have more inside of us, entire worlds that we can explore and nurture. And when we become the heros that we are in our dreams then the world is a constant adventure! With potential to be more and see more around every corner. Life IS more it's just hard to see it sometimes...
I feel like that. I don't know what should i do with My life. I'm studying something but it's not what fills me the most. I don't know what should i study either, so i will just keep like this. I don't have Friends in My real life. I have nothing special. Sorry for my poor grammar. I'll have to do something to change. Carpe diem, y'all
@@damn9261 the path to healing and getting better starts within yourself, you first have to see the beauty inside yourself in order to see the beauty in things and people around you. Life is a crazy rollercoaster of events and emotions that is full with bumpy roads but do t let those roads shatter you, let them strengthen you that you might be able to help others with the same problems you went through...remember SELF LOVE IS IMPORTANT!!!! Your friendly neighborhood internet stranger, Ty
Everyone is talking abt their feelings in the comments while i'm just staring at the guy behind them near the lamp post- Edit: i didn't expect that many likes- 🧍♂️
anyone constantly trying to escape the world through music, daydreams, writing, reading, or shifting? it's really nice to be able to imagine a situation where the anxiety isn't there, the sadness, the everything. it's nice to imagine not feeling anything but not in a numb way, you know what I mean? i hope so.
I’ve always wanted to shift, but it really just felt like I was imagining something while setting out scenarios and rules. I still don’t know how it works. How does it work, and how do you do it?
@@xpxthy I'm really bad at explaining things but the way it works is that your subconscious {you can even think of it as your soul} isn't bound to a body and can go into different realities and timelines. there's an infinite amount of realities as similar as one decision different and as different as an anime world.
Aa this is me-.. Good thing i am not alone, mostly when i stay up everyday i daydream while listening to musics, creating different worlds. Even making myself a new body, only if it was real lol- Sometimes if i try hard enough it helps me to sleep once a while which is kinda impossible? But yeah! İ mostly like putting myself to universes from movies. İt's hella fun.
I don't think I have super awful trauma, my family is caring and they haven't hit me or hurt me or anything... but I have my own issues. It feels like everyone around me is uncomfortable, but when I turn down, somethings wrong. It's basically "You're not acting like yourself is something wrong." Yeah, you told me you didn't like me talking so much so I'm not. Also, I have auditory and visual hallucinations, lucid dreams and night terrors, and major anxiety. One of my friends told me they almost wanted what I have to feel important and I almost started crying because of how awful it is. I couldn't imagine wanting what I have... it sucks and I want it to go away. Curse my overactive imagination. I also suffer from something called maladaptive daydreaming. It just sucks and all of this is hard to deal with. Sorry I know im a random internet stranger but I feel safe in these comments haha
if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here for you, alright? from one internet stranger to another, we’ll get through this together. you’re doing great, i’m proud of you and how far you’ve come.
I just had to search up maladaptive daydreaming, this is the first time I’ve heard of, you sounds like you have a rich imagination and I’m sorry it’s been such a burden for you, I hope one day you can use it to your advantage.
Take it easy home slice. We all are going through something and sometimes it’s just nice to know that you aren’t alone in your pain. Take it easy and take care of yourself. I’ll see ya on the other side
The real problem with me is that I'm scared to continue living but I'm also scared of what happens when I die so I'm stuck not knowing what to do with myself and the only reason I'm still alive is because of me being able to have alone time and finding things to get attached to so I can stall my death and stop time from moving so fast if you even understand what I'm saying
Hey, I just wanted to tell you that there's no point in beliving that, there's only 1 life, try your best in doing the things you like with the people you love, remember that you matter in this world even if you feel like you did nothing, and you know it's not true, because then how do you managed to get this far? it has to have a reason, please continue with your life, it's the only one you have and you don't know what comes next to it, take every little drop of joy it gives you. Hoped that you understood the messege :) Pd: Sorry if my english is bad, i'm just trying my best to give advice to other people.
the other day i got into an argument with my mother about me and told me that she doesn't know how to help me at this point. i never knew how much those words could hurt me, i can't even explain how alone that makes me feel. all i've ever wanted was to have a happy childhood with lots of friends but i feel like i'm loosing the chance to make it happy again. thank you for making this playlist though, it helps a lot.
It's never too late. Also you don't need a lot of friends to be happy, but you will have some of them don't worry. The moment that you live now isn't permanent. The pain will vanish, and better times are to come, take my word for it.
My mom told me the same thing it hurts so much especially cause she said she doesn’t recognize me anymore that I’m not her little girl anymore it hurt so bad to hear that I’m so sorry I’m very very sorry
@@grave. I’m alright, hope your doing well to. I know we’re going through something similar. And I can relate to the pain your going through, hope you do better.
I see everyones really sad in the comments and im sad like 99% of the time in some capacity but im high rn so i feel pretty good and just wanna say on god we're gonna get through this ya'll, you and me both.
Not gonna lie, I've been dealing with alot recently and just lying down for a few hours during my down time with this playlist blasting in my ears. It helps, quiets the noises, eases the anxiety, helps me dial back in.
I want to say it's a cute playlist but it's cute in an eerie way... I'm not sure if there's a word for that out there. The playlist was great! Good job with choosing the music and putting together this playlist!
Hey you. Yeah, I'm talking to you. Sit down for a second, I wanna tell you something. You don't know me, and I don't know you. Maybe you're just into this type of music and stumbled upon this, maybe this popped up in your recommendations and curiosity got the best of you, or maybe, you're like a lot of people here, and you're going through a rough time in your life and needed to calm down. If you're unfortunately happen to be one of those people, I'm really sorry. But, I wanted to take this time to remind you that the world isn't filled to the brim with shit. Yeah, I sound pretty stupid, don't I? The world is just plain awful, everywhere is awful, everyone is awful. Hey, I don't blame you for having that type of mindset. I sometimes have trouble reminding myself that there's some actually good here, it's just hard to focus on the positive things nowadays, y'know? Anyway, I know on the surface it seems like everything and everyone are fucking horrible, but in all the bad stuff that plagues this rock that we live on, there's a portion of it that isn't all bad. In fact, that's where you'll find the good stuff. True love, happiness, good people, and of course, the small things that complete the puzzle (like candy, video games, watching sunsets, etc.). And it might not seem like it, but you're part of that good part. Yep, I don't know you, but I can guarantee that you're an amazing person that doesn't deserve to go through what they're going through right now. Just remember that, mkay? Please remember that. So, you're probably wondering, why am I even still writing? Well, that's just the first part of what I wanted to say. I also wanna remind you that there's someone in this world that loves you. Yep, you heard me right. It might not seem like it, but there's someone in this world that loves you and cares about you, and they're out there, breathing the same air as you do. Maybe that person is already in your life, or maybe you just don't have that person right now. But don't worry, like I said, they're out there. You may have to go actively searching for them, or maybe they'll just waltz on into your life when you least expect it. But one day, they'll find you, and you'll find them. Welp, I've written a lot, haven't I? I think I've taken up enough of your time, you're free to go now, and remember what I've said. Actually, one last thing. If you do go looking for the person I've mentioned above, but your searches aren't successful? That's okay, it maybe be easy for some, and it maybe be hard for others when it comes to their search. But eventually, you'll strike gold on one of your expeditions. And even if you eventually come back exhausted from searching, you have this entire comment section. Everyone loves you here, including me, and we'll all be here to give you some comfort if you need it. Because you know why? Because nobody deserves to be alone when they feel empty. Godspeed to you my friend, whoever and wherever you are.
i love the music choice and the art, i dont know why but when people make these and have and animation in the back it makes me try and make a story of what happening in it, like in this one to me the person is waiting at a bus stop or something and is waiting for their stop, and there is a person behind them watching them
Не волнуйся, ermm English not good, I appreciate you, I've tried become officer after move to United State. Very Hard, achievable. Моя мама сказала мне, что я могу быть тем, кем хочу. I did it late.
@@liwkra it's an opinion based on perspective that share one goal yes death can end her suffering but we all know there's another way than can relieve her from the pain like being adopted by a nice person but yea it's still a wtf moment for @TmlnZ2Vy
i exist for a reason? why won't someone tell me that reason already. im tired. all i've done for 17 years is hurt. i have no talents, no interests, no hobbies, i just exist for the sake of existing. i've existed too long waiting for that spark that will finally set me in motion, so long that i can't find worth in anything anymore. please, why am i here.
I can feel this so much, I'm untalented, uninterested and uninteresting. I'm such a boring person I got no hobby, no goal I'm just existing. What if I don't wanna do this ? I've never had a reason to stay anyways. But I'm too much of a coward to do something to myself so I'll just keep wandering aimlessly I guess.
You have no hobbies? Do you scroll the internet? That’s a hobby. Do you like gaming? That’s a hobby! Do you enjoy listening to music? that’s a hobby. Do you like thinking about how the world is a rock in space? Fuck it, that’s a hobby. Even if you have no hobbies or interests you have something to keep fighting for don’t you? Even if you don’t find somebody to keep fighting for in this messed up world.,Even if it’s a plant or memory. Also you do not exist for the sake of existing? Do you think you have no reason what so ever? You think I’m wrong? Even if you do, prove me wrong, change the way I think. Change my outlook on the world, give me another perspective to why I am wrong cuz even I’m wrong or you’re wrong that is fine. Being right is sometimes not all that great. Change my future, you’re molding my future, you interacting with somebody, smiling at somebody, saying thank you, saying a compliment probably stopped them from doing something bad. You have the chance to do something, you don’t have to do anything by all means, you just need to have the right to remain a beautiful person with meaning, you can get into anything, it’s not too late to do anything, learning a language, learn how to draw, learn how to code, etc whatever is happening in your life I guarantee it’s not a reason for you to stop existing, if anything you deserve a reason to keep existing! OUTLIVE THE PEOPLE YOU HATE!!! DAMMIT! Don’t wait for that spark. GIVE YOURSELF THE SPARK! Don’t wait for it, GET SOME FLINT AND STEEL AND MAKE A SPARK! no matter what you can start at anytime, you deserve your golden spoon and give yourself that reason not as a lumpy potato. Even if you are a lumpy potato be a happy lumpy potato. Adding on, how do you know don’t have any talents? I don’t believe in talent, no such thing as natural born talent. You GIVE yourself the talent it’s not like god is gonna come up to you and say “hey here’s the ability to control the ocean and talk to marine animals” YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT!! Even if you don’t have the motivation to do anything, make a couple of friend even if you’re a awkward lump, if you feel better by yourself that’s fine too DONT FORCE YOURSLEF TO DO THINGS THAT MAKE YOU Feel bad. give yourself a reason to keep living everyday. Finally, if you don’t matter then how come you came on this world hm? You have a lot ahead of your life and a lot of time, don’t wait till the candle burns out.
Man, worst thing is when you want to do "something" But you're too scared of going to hell. Sorry, i am just not best at explaining nor comforting. İ am depressed but my wishes are not because of it, i really don't know why do i exist. But i guess... Sometimes daydreaming, listening to music, suffering everyday, having emotion changes and being happy after the last thing. My every year routine lmao.
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pt. 2 ua-cam.com/video/e5TwMEwas4Q/v-deo.html
Timestamps:
yw!
0:01 Mac Demarco- Chamber of Reflection
4:25 Sitcom - Still Life
7:40 Lily Potter - Oblivion
10:10 Jack Stauber - Oh Klahoma
13:10 Jack Stauber - Bubblegun
14:00 Current Joys - New Flesh
16:40 Cults - Always Forever
20:25 Molina - Hey Kids (slowed version)
I hope this helps someone cope with stress or depression because that's why I made it! These are songs that help me.
Also if you are seeing this it would mean the world to me if you could leave a comment! Even if it's just "first" it would be awesome lol.
HERE IS AN EVEN BETTER PLAYLIST!! ua-cam.com/video/2s_x3Jhra7E/v-deo.html
Very considerate to leave that there, you are amazing
@@bio8333 ty!!
this playlist has saved me a lot of times thank you :)
Oh the title originally was "You dont exist" i suppose
@@indrejalam idk. Traumacore is more for coping. And in my opinion dreamcore is more just very relaxing
the first song just makes me want to walk out my house and start everything over
same
I kinda do too
I just wanna run away with my friends and make a new life with them
Same, I even dreamt about it last night and it felt so amazing to run away from everything/-one.
Fr, like just go change my name and live out on a barn
lol i like how the passing by thing is the doot skeleton
Hehe 🙃 yeah I didn’t make the artwork but i love it!! The character is called Poka blind girl. It’s a very sad manga but you can’t get a copy anymore. I’m not sure why but it fits so well!
@@mxlion probably because of the multiple polemics concerning Poka and the original artist popopoka, some people are trying to censure their art and the fact that bullying exist now apparently :/
1k like
WAIT I DIDNT EVEN KNOW
Yea lol
the funny thing is, I don’t remember being alive only until after I was like 11...I don’t know how to explain it, but everything seems like it was all a dream- i still question myself if I exist, and get loaded with thoughts about the world and universe. it drives me crazy.
You do exist!!! You are valid! You are a human!! I had the same thoughts as you! I get how you feel! I wish you the best! ❤️
@@mxlion awh thanks, unfortunately I do believe we are government studied aliens from a far away plant of Azorp, (just kidding lol) but I do appreciate that I’m not alone.
@@etherealjupiter6944 hehe
@KØI_Flow glad to see I’m not alone...on a good note, I was diagnosed with some sort of scizotypal disorder which explains a lot of these rapid and reoccurring thoughts, (and much other symptoms that are far too complex to write all on here) hopefully you get some sort of well being or coping system as well.
Oh, my God. As a person with depersonalization disorder, I can relate so bad with your comment. :(
I'm happy I'm not the only one.
This playlist is two years old but I’ll never get tired of it.
me too, everytime i am sad, angry, I came here
same tbh, its pretty good
Bendecidos somos nosotros, siempre volvemos a esta playlist porque representa algo muy poderoso en casa uno de nosotros.
i was first introduced to jack stauber with this video
Dementia
My worst fear is having intense repressed trauma and not even knowing it until I do.
I’m so sorry. I hope you feel better! Sending you love! ❤️
@@mxlion Thanks ! !
I do and it hurts
@@rosie-ti9dt I'm so sorry to hear that.. I hope you recover soon
yeh, i don't remember most of my childhood and i'm scared that i don't remember it because of some repressed trauma
the worst feeling isn't the crying, but the period after where you just feel empty
that's the best, moron
both are good imo- numbness feels better than feelings going: ➡️↘️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️
but also the crying thing is also cool- but then again if anything happens then i just spiral so yeah- but i think we’re forgetting the emotionally rebooting and then feeling better, and then spiralling again and then emotionally rebooting _again_ and feeling better until an inconvenience happens lmao
that's when you fill that emptiness with some good ass dreams or something you enjoy doing
@Elright 2 please stop
I think you are right
Do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and go: "Oh... that's me" look at your hands and just realize the figure in the mirror is you. It's such a strange feeling, I don't know what it is, it feels so weird like I realize I'm alive.
edit : it's only been a month and I didn't expect so much comments and likes thank you all
@@listlessdandelion3587 Right ? Like oh yeah this is actually MY body 😭
Yeah, been there. I exist inside my head more than the outer world- At least, to me.
İ kinda live in my mind, daydreaming. Y'know about another universes and questioning if they exist, if they can after i die i want to enter them without any memories. Would be hella cool :>
@@haphephobia The answer is either "no" or "theres no way to take anything over, including evidence".
Same! I get those moments every once in awhile and it’s like “oh shit, I’m really here”
Start to 4:28 : chamber of reflection
4:29 to 7:41 : still life
7:42 to 10:09 : oblivion
10:10 to 13:13 : oh klahoma
13:14 to 13:58 : bubblegun
14:00 to 16:42 : new flesh
16:44 to 20:25 : cults always forever
20:27 to end : hey kids x it's not fair (slowed + reverb)
I just list the song name for anyone need
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Fun fact, the song New Flesh is a reference to the classic 1980's surreal horror film "Videodrome" by David Cronenberg.
Long live the new flesh!
Thank you for creating this time stamp
Who was the artist for oblivion? I'm having issues finding it online without seeing anything else other than Skyrim
@@ihavenoname4139 it's Rufi-o
School has literally crippled my mental health and made me go in a spiraling hole of depression. Grades are so overwhelming. Deadlines are always so near. I hate it.
Especially with virtual school....
@@ma.jbrony1754 yep... its really stressful. If you want to vent or rant to me you can
@@idfk695 I'm actually feeling better, but thank you! I appreciate that. :)
@@ma.jbrony1754 of course! Glad that your feeling better :). Just know that there's always people that you can come for help. Stay safe homie
@@idfk695 😊💖
Me: yea my childhood was pretty nice
Also me: can't remember 80% of it
Yo same💀
Same
Same
Same!!
I feel like you dont actully exist until like 4 or 5
Today, a very good friend of mine, who is fighting with anxiety, told me his new life philosophy: "I decided, that my purpose is to fight. For what? Anything, for my life or for my own sanity, I'll fight". I really liked it and decided to share it.
Hey that helps....
All I have.
nice clover pfp
@@templecatt thnx
@@xxbittersweetxx3332 Glad to know.
This specific playlist keeps appearing on my reccomendation every few months. I love it
Thank you!
honestly, trauma core makes me comforted in knowing I'm not alone with these thoughts, but also sad because nobody should have to go through trauma
You are not alone! I’m here if you ever need to talk! Also I’m live right now if you want more! Also we can talk In chat!
@@mxlion Ah, thank you! It's okay though. I got a therapist to talk to :)
@@crowsinoto7889 that’s awesome!
same here, it makes me feel validated for what happened when i was younger.
you're not alone, friend
Is anyone else afraid of their own family at this point? I can't be touched by them, look them in the eyes. I can't even hear my mothers' voice without getting anxiety. Sometimes I just wish it would stop, I wish it would just be quiet again. Like the good old days where there wasn't fighting, I didn't have to worry about tomorrow, I wasn't afraid of emotions, I could talk to people without getting anxiety attacks. I don't want it anymore, I know it probably sounds selfish, but I just needed to rant. I never like ranting, it makes me feel like i'm self-centered or attention wanting when in fact I get near a panic attack when any attention gets put on me. I just hate it all.
Dont worry, i have issues with my family haveing conflict and everyone generally being a complete asshole to each-other, my family is an uncivilised cluster fuck. your not alone, i get my comfort from knowing when i have the chance ill just dissapear into the night when i have my own sustainable source of income, with just a note, "Dont worry im not dead or kidnapped, just fuck you is all." and a calculated amount of my debt or what they have given me free after charged rent, plus 200$, then i probly will not do that and just leave like a normal person but it give my comfort that i could and would do that. possibly adapt that idea to yourself, thats just how i get comfort, idk. just my shareing of my experience so possibly it could apply to you. and dont worry you not self-centered or even coming near attention seeking, your great and i wish you luck. you matter.
You are not alone. Everything is okay, wanting to be alone in quiet place is normal. My family was fighting since i was born, and my father was the real satan my whole life. Even now he got me that much traumas, that by the 12 years i already got to understand something in my mind is not normal. I won't speak about this now, because it will take me a couple of hours or smth :) Everything is going to be alright. I know, you was living with all of it for so much time, and I know you will overcome everything, you are strong, and i believe in you. One day, you will understand then everything is already far away, behind on the road, and by the time you'll look at this you might be calm and lonely.. More time would pass and you'll fing somebody who will care and love you!!! And everying is going to be alright!!!! I believe in you! You'll overcome everything bad, you are strong! A lot of people, even on internet (like me :P), believe in you!
its fine to talk about your feelings here
You do not sound selfish I relate so much it'll hopefully get better. You will get away from those people at one point and be free from those that just chain you back.
Don't worry, i think everyone here that is listening to this music can relate to that and feel the same way as you but I'm sure things will get better. You know what i like to tell myself? that life is like a rose to get to the flower (being happy) you have to get trough Thorns (feeling sad or having bad moments) it may seem stupid but after crying i feel better, you just habe to be ok with yourself, don't mind your familly fighting, think about YOU before thinking about the others. I don't know for how long you've been living that but i'm sure that eventually things will get better!
"the memories keep blurring, but i know they're there. somewhere."
as someone with memory issues I love this hehe
@@--_j_-- awh thank you? I wrote this as i was realizing that most of my childhood felt like a dream rather than actual events :o thank you very much for relating, it made my day 💗💗💗
I don't remember my childhood i just have 3 or 4 memories from it and idk if 2 or them are a dream or that really happened
@@ri-gz6ye aww ur so sweet xx
Wow... that's some heavy words, for right now I can remember a lot of events from my childhood (including all the fighting) but I can admit they are fading away. 😔
I know this sound stupid, but I just wanna thank you for making this playlist. It *literally* changed my life
Its not stupid! You are very welcome! I’m so glad it helped you!
No it didn't. They put 6 sad songs they've heard on a sadboi lofi playlist on UA-cam and are making money from it. That's all this is.
@@auraelbarkeater471 cease your tomfoolery you dastard fiend
@@auraelbarkeater471 cry about that
@@auraelbarkeater471 may be, but this playlist means a lot to me, regardless
You don't have to have trauma to feel sad guys It's okay if you don't
@Emma Schwartz ❤️❤️❤️ of course
This comment was on time
thank you a lot. Ive been really struggling with validating my own emotions and i keep finding reasons as to why im suddenly feeling like shit all the time despite having everything go really well for me. Hearing this coming from someone else gives me a lot of comfort
i will save this♥
my roblox girlfriend broke up wit me
I wish us humans could trade perspectives like lenses on a camera
Humans all posses consciousness and our minds are nothing but containers and filters we have limited by our various beliefs. Meaning we are only limited by our imagination, so if say someone were to go into a deep meditative state of consciousness and did necessary steps to be in the right mental state to expand there own awarness and thus there own mind, they could very well connect there mind with someone in the same state. So who really knows god what humans could do at that stage. Thats all i can really say on this topic since it has not been researched that much. 👍
try some dmt lmao
That reminded me of an anime song called “broken camera” it’s the ending of the anime Geneshaft.
You should check it out.
That'd make life too boring and predictable. Also, I love my solitude, it's how I hone myself.
Its real actually, its called sympathy.
The only reason I’m not dead yet is bc I made it a goal to outlive the fcking Queen of England and I cant back out now
So I’ll be here listening to this til then
Please don't go, even if she dies. I know i'm just a stranger on the internet, but I care about you so much.
I know it may not seem like it but people care about you, I've never met you but I care about you none the less. Please don't go.
Bro u aint immortal
@@iforgotoputausername but maybe we are so fight me :)
Oi, gotta eat some healthy food cuz queen seems outlive everyone
Gotta love the animation of the vehicles passing her by, with the light, wind, closing her eyes at their headlights, it's really nice, I could stare at it for hours.
I agree
Thats not a vehicle 💀
I'm at home with only my brother.
No stress.
No parents.
Not being forced to be someone.
It's nice.
I have 6 siblings so it's kinda nice when that happens
I hate my brother cause hes an asshole
same
Everybody gangsta till he forgot to add "Step"
@@Nerochanx Please use they/them😎👌
I have zero trauma, really great parents and haven’t been bullied for years, and even when I was it was really tame.
All that does is make me feel all the more guilty for being as messed up as I am. I have no good reason to feel like this, but I guess I’ve been a lost cause from the very beginning, which I don’t want my parents to realise after they put in so much work and love that I’m unable to give back
same bro. I'm privileged as fuck, but still I often feel like shit. I can't even name one single reason for why there is so much hate and anger inside of me. Whatever. Hope you have an okay day. Bye
I feel the exact same way, have family that love me unconditionally, friends that are always there for me, yet all I want to do is die, really wish someone else had my spot in life and took advantage of it instead of me.
I understanddd I feel the same way, but just know you don’t need a reason to have issues, mental illness can effect anyone it doesn’t matter how good your life is it’s okay to feel bad and you’re just as deserving of help as anyone with trauma. And you’ll never ever be a lost cause I know you’ll feel better one day with the right help and people. You’re doing amazing and your struggles are valid I love you and have a really amazing day or night
Same. Both loving parents and great friends but somehow I just turned out different. Like, really really different. Both messed up and guilty. I don't even know if I can return the love I was shown because of my own flaws. But even so, the fact that they still care about me after all these years makes me want to tear up.
I feel the exact same way.
my worst fear is slowly forgetting everything, and sadly that is happening right now. i cant do anything about it, but i keep forgetting things. important things like what day it is and my friends names. i dont remember what i did yesterday, i never do. and im just sitting here, losing important memories.
Same, i forget about chores, what someone just told, what day it is, or even for me i think that the days are repeating so its ok i feel the same way too
I seriously hope it's not dementia, but if it is, i'm so sorry for you :(
i feel like thats kind of that i have i could be on my ipad, phone, computer whatever and my parents ask me to do something and immediately i forget it(i may be because im watching yt and stuff lol but i forget really important stuff not long after i get asked)
I already forgot about the 98% of my childhood bUt lIke iM sTill oN mY chIldhOOd 😃🔫
I feel the same.. I'm literally forgetting everything. I don't know what I did the day before and what I even ate. I don't remember if I already said something to someone and I don't know if I don't repeat myself, because I just simply don't remember.. Sometimes I even forget that I'm hungry- Oh and ofc I never (I mean now- I knew that before..) know what day it is now. It's so strange.. like I'm slowly fading from this world..I really wish to just disappear and I want everyone else to forget me huh.
I’m not really struggling with any like trauma and that stuff, but reading some of these comments makes me realize how hard some things people go through are. Really I’m just lonely, but to all of you guys and girls out there who are struggling with anything, I believe you. I know it might not mean much and there’s the chance you won’t even see this comment, but know even if you do or you don’t, I still believe in you.
Have a good night, I hope to see you tomorrow.
I don't know if you're better or worse after this year, but I wanted to remind you to keep going. keep going.
@ I’ve progressed, still trying to find someone long term but I’ve made progress with myself and I’m happy. Thanks for checking on me, I almost forgot I made this comment.
*”Actors make good money for being the person they aren’t, then why am I not rich?”*
yeah, why am i not rich?
Damn thats my current mood
ooooo WAIT WHERE'S MY MONEY
HEAVY cringe
@@sofof9846 Shut, remember the person behind the screen
I don't even feel sad I just feel empty devoid of purpose and emotion
I'm the same way right now. I hope you feel better!
indeed, the feeling of emptiness, one i am o so familiar with, the sound of a clock moving, the sound of the ocean. All o so emty and dead to me, if i could take one thing away from this world, ironically, it would be the feeling of emptiness, for all we gain from it is a lack of feeling, and rarely does it ever amount to change. It just drags you down deeper into the lake, till you no longer see light, and all you are left to do is to choke at the bottom.
I just feel that a bother and i feel useless plus my problems are always with me in my house
The only way i can scape is trough anime feeling some ones Happynes as my own knowing perfectly well that its not real
Same. I have no friends and I’m too shy so that sucks. I wish I had friends. The only friend who actually understood me and was kind to me was an online friend who hasn’t talked to me in awhile since she is depressed and wanted to take a break from her phone. I miss her (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
i wish that night time could last forever you know
Bro yes
The planet would freeze and everything on it would die
Eu queria que aquela noite pudesse durar para sempre com você
@@goodycat3062
ngl i wish it would for a day.
People with sleep paralysis could never
This playlist always seems to find me when I need it the most.
Growing up is probably the worst decision I made as a kid
Same.
So so same
turning 19 in a few days life has lost a lot of meaning the last few years
@@hidethecrowd I am sorry to hear that..
I hope you're doing okay on your side
And hey you made it this far,
There is something waiting for you.
@@Josh-qb9co of course! if life aint got no meaning you gotta look for it thats just the way it is
jack stauber's songs makes me feel like i'm alone in a bubble, escaping from the reality.... and i love that
yeah. jack staubers songs are amazing. i feel safe while listening to them...
edit was a spelling mistake-
Samee
Thats how i feel when i play video games
Same
Same 😪
I'm home alone,
No stress
No family
I can take a walk if I want
No problems
No work
Only calm vibes, just laying in bed
Ayy this is early-pre-demo heaven-
Your lucky u can go anywhere I cant even go down town by myself yet
@@annamcdearmond19 im not either but my mom wont know if shes not home
i miss this feeling
Me too.. 😞✋🏻
Thanks god we have calm vibes then
i used to say the reason i exist because my mother kept me and i havent died
but now i looked at my friends and thinks to myself "this is why i live
so they wont be alone and let go of themselves as long as i'm here"
Just remember to not allow that to be a shallow reason, make sure you give yourself a little credit, friends no matter what have a chance of coming and going of course. Thanks for being a good person despite life though.
if only there was someone there for me
yo antes era así, quisiera ser tu amigo la verdad
@@Depressedweeboo algún día bro, no te desesperes
@@axe4590 sorry I don't speak hablo espanol
imagine being thinking about life and suddenly a ball of light passes over your face over and over again for 25 minutes
Spooky scary skelemons.
Ha, Doot Doot
theres alsoo a person in the background.
LOLL
its a train im pretty sure
Y'all ever just sit in your room and think about you past and you feel empty...and then somehownthis weird painful feeling stucks you idk how to explain it lol
I do this too. I rethink my whole past, to the point where I don't even feel anything .
About the future too
same here
I either don’t have that sinking feeling, or is feels like it’s been sunken for a very long time.
İ remembed staying up and wishing for, like, changing the past lol
birth is such a curse and a gift. we’re all so special for being here, yet terribly, terribly unlucky
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ oh, this! you put it into words perfectly. i couldn’t agree more. but for the sake of “optimism” and us having the capacity to go forward, i think it’s vital to think we’re special in a way or another. the idea of consciousness is so strange, how the minute your heart stops beating your consciousness will be shifted elsewhere we don’t know of. but being alive is definitely not worth it in all honesty. we only live on for people, our emotions and our existence to keep being. we feel happy when good thing happen, and sad when bad things come. so ultimately, we live on for ourselves and to feel happiness. but what would you do if you still wanna die even if you’re happy? even if you have people that love you and you love them back? we were never asked to be here and the only reason i get out of bed is because i have to- and i won’t even have any gains at the end. or maybe there is a gain? who knows. whatever that gain is i don’t think it’s worth it either way. lmao whatever idk why this turned out to be so lengthy. maybe i should stfu and stop thinking u.u
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ yeah, i guess so. we’re not special as in anything extraordinary, but maybe we’re a bit special in being extra unlucky for being born, y’know? yet no matter what we do and how high we go, we’ll never find a meaning or an answer, that’s just how the universe is constructed, i think. growing up religious then thinking this way suddenly- that yes, gods and traditions and ideas are constructs we created for own solace, it’s quite a turn. it’s a bit depressing too, thinking everything humans have ever reached is ultimately pointless. so living with meaning isn’t the right answer because there is no meaning. killing yourself isn’t the best reaction to being alive either. what the fuck :)
@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ i don’t think killing yourself is bad, but like i said, it’s just not ideal. i’m not talk about staying for the sake of others, but for the general concept of life which is to keep on going. i will never find a meaning, and frankly i don’t think any human will. “meaning” as in what life TRUELY means, without including your own opinions and prejudices. therefore, the only wise thing we can do is to go on, regardless of how much happiness or pain we’re in. to me, dying is the only thing i actually look forward to. i can kill myself right now, it really isn’t that hard. but it’s so easy, had i killed myself when i was like 12 or something it would’ve been fine but.. i’m too far into this and i think you are too? idk ahhah. maybe it’s wishful thinking, but i would like it if all this misery doesn’t go in vain hahaha. how about you, though? if you think that killing yourself isn’t bad, then what makes you stay here? what keeps you going? idk if this comes off with a mocking tone but i’m genuinely curious, because a part of me thinks just like you do
CRINGE
@@plum8810 hope is what makes ppl stay, if u didnt have my faith idk what i'd do tbh
Shout out to this playlist for pushing me through a lot of tough shit. Since I've stumbled upon this video 3 years ago I managed to ditch drinking and smoking. I'm still rather far from being completely happy, but it is what it is. A least now I'm more mature and do know what to do. Thank you again
@@CEOofKumis I’m proud of you!
"why are you tired? you don't do anything"
"Ugh are you depressed or somthing, fucking get up you lazy piece of shit, wakey wakEYYYYYYYYY!" ughhh.... - My family
oh shit this one hits way too close to home
@@thesaddestdude3575 I'm sorry:(
@@funcionario So am i...
Its wierd they used to be supportive.
@@thesaddestdude3575 when we are children they are
then we grew up and started to understand
(I'm sorry if I don't understand what you mean, I'm br)
my biggest trauma is holding my father in my arms when he was shot dead because of his skin colour. being constantly harrased and belittled because of my race really made me bitter and self-hating for every little thing. helps to have music like this that helps me remember i have a purpose beyond being someone's 2-dimensional villian. also helps to have internet strangers to vent this too, since i can't afford a "real" therapist anymore. hope everyone here finds success and happiness in life, one way or another.
@@tehepookie the fact that you cared enough to take the time to type this is actually really comforting. thank you, my friend. i'm doing a decent bit better, especially since his killers got their dues.
i’m so so so sorry that happened to you, just know that you are absolutely beautiful and i’m sure your father was too. nobody deserves to be shot because of their skin color. nobody.
@@user-0613 thank you, my friend :)
It’s so disgusting what happened with this beautiful planet that people die because of their race,what isn’t even important. I’m really so so sorry for you I know I can’t do that much with my words but I just want to tell you that I’m here for you if you have any problems. Lets not wish this happens to your family again even if it’s so sad again that we can’t just forget racism because so many racist exist on this world and I want to burn them down so bad. All bad persons need to go to jail so the peacefully ones can life their life’s, but I also think not racist or not homophobics or not murders have their bad side let’s just all die and let the earth regenerate because it’s a unique planet and people don’t care about that. Ehem yeah I write another poem again sorry for that. I love you and we all hope racists will get jail for 10000000000000years. Stay safe
@@glowingnettles4689 people have been killing each other in the name of such irrelevancies since the days of Babylon... i don't really have any family left for the most part anyways, mostly for the same reason my father passed. i absolutely agree with you though, people who do such rotten things for such rotten reasons deserve an "equal and opposite reaction"... can't say i agree with everyone dying though, humanity is capable of living alongside nature instead of on top of it if we just remove the malefactors keeping us all down... you don't have to apologize, i appreciate you taking the time to write a response, my friend. thank you, and stay safe as well
i see people comment something around the lines of "why do i feel bad? there's nothing wrong", and i just want to say that there doesnt need to be something wrong in order to feel bad. the reason its so important to identify trauma is to treat and heal said trauma. you dont need trauma in order to feel depressed, or anxious, or suicidal, or detached from reality, or paranoid, or anything. you are valid, and you aren't hogging the spotlight or stealing resources or anything like that. you are allowed to feel these things, always.
I don't even think it is some trauma that they have, but some lack of meaning/purpose. Only a few come here to listen while feel sorry for themselves for some problem. But I wish they find the way to change, because it's not only about solve problems, but how you see them and all else (appealing to knowledge of philosophy, here).
i love u for saying that man
u are certified cool
thanks
reading this genuinely helps, so thank you. i doubted myself a lot after i tried going to a therapist for the 1st time, and when she realized i didnt suffer from trauma (just lots of anxiety) she told me I didn't need to be there lmao
i feel empty but whenever i say that my brain thinks im saying that to myself for attention. my parents are nice. my sister is nice. home is good. school is okay sometimes. im spoiled, i shouldnt feel empty so maybe i am hogging the spotlight
Im at the point where i dont even know if ill be here for new years, but these playlists give me some ease of mind and a second to feel blank instead of in pain
I don't know what's going on and this may be late and also may be kinda stupid since you don't know me and I don't know you, but it would be nice to know that you'll still be here when new years come...
If you read this, happy belated new years. May this year bring you peace.
Hey man I'm worried about you
Are you okay?
Bro, you still alive or chilling with Tupac
I... I just want to say "hi" to all of you, guys... Have a good life...
I kinda like how the leaf on their head just kinda splats into existence after the light goes past haha
This video is a never-ending loop of the doot skeleton stealing the head leaf then running away.
Remember the time when we all wanted to grow up? Now we all want to go back to being as a kid because we didn't know back then that growing up meant having to fight a battle *every single day*
Kids who wanted to grow up to leave their parents quicker: chaa chaa real smooth.
But fr, yeah I do, I miss being a young toddler and not understanding half the things going on, just kinda chillin and drinkin chocolate milk or somethin. When we grow up, shit just gets worse because we start to realize how shitty stuff is.
Wish you the best.
@@jaydewithsomebeans4068 This makes me want to curl up on the couch with some chocolate milk and watch Disney now 🤣
CRINGE
I don't want to be a kid again. It wasn't much better. I'm in a better spot now. I just wish my mind was as well.
*laughs in wanting both*
Is no one going to talk about the glowing trumpet skeleton that flys across the screen every 8 seconds?
Thank you for enlightening us with this information.
LMFAO
thank you, i thought nobody was gonna mention it
OMFG I THOUGHT THAT WAS A MOTORCYCLIST
i thought it was a car or somn-
Adults are kids who lost their way, forgot their dreams, and sold them to the world. It doesn't have to be like this.
guys, pls remember that trauma comes in all forms! do not invalidate yourself based on others experiences that could be worse than yours, since almost everyone goes through some sort of trauma within their lives, no matter how small. have a good day/night! ily
thank you man ily u are also very cool and valid :D
ty!
I understand what you mean but I'm not sure if I can follow. It seems that those who go through the least pain have the loudest voices and I feel like that's me right now. There are people who get beaten on a daily basis and I'm here having existential crises because someone yelled at me once. I don't know, it feels so egotistical of me to do it considering that those who get beaten don't seem to cry about it constantly, even though they should be the ones doing it. I have a lot to go through but it still doesn't feel as bad as other people have it. I'd like to stop but I just can't.
@@end4567 oh, i understand what you mean. you are correct, at times some people speak over others experiences and invalidate theirs. this is not something people should really be doing, rather taking the time to listen and empathize with one another, along with educating ourselves on certain debilitating issues. i was not trying to imply that people with not as significant trauma should be speaking OVER others, rather being able to acknowledge their own problems and not bring themselves down. i don’t want you to feel bad to reacting a certain way to yelling based on how others react to more severe abuse. this is somewhat of a bad mindset to have for yourself, as you might end up hiding your own problems/isolate yourself as a result of feeling like you have less trauma. it is only a matter of enforcing the normality of talking to others about these issues, especially in the extremely severe cases in which you mentioned. we have to be able to achieve this without speaking over others. i know this is a long message, but i hope you understand my point! also, you can talk to me ab anything anytime. my user on insta is x_emilyyxoxo_x if you want someone to vent to :)
I don’t think that I’ve gone through anything traumatic but I still feel so stressed out and kind of empty for no reason. It’s frustrating that I don’t have anything to pin this on or to blame. I think my parents love me, I don’t really have friends but that hasn’t bothered me until recently. I don’t know why. This playlist helped me a bit. Thank you
Same, idk if I should be commenting this, but it’s nice to know I’m not the only one. Hope everything will get better one day
yeah same. i dont have a reason to be sad, or anxious, or angry so why do i self-deprecate myself :/ i feel you 100% ur not alone
@@qualityname2055 this is literally me- I really want to know if there's a name for this because I want to get rid of it
same boat.
same
tw // vent, derealization
i actually don't even know if i have trauma or no.
i don't know if i have problems.
i mean, i have strange shit but maybe i'm just making it all up to victimize myself? or for someone to pay attention to me? i feel fake. i have that voice in my head but i'm not sure if it's just my inner voice of self hate. it doesn't feel like me but at the same time it should be me. it doesn't make any sense. My mother always tell me that i don't have problems and that it's all in my head and i just "want to have problems". i don't know what is real and what is not. i have some memories that are with probably traumatic events but my mother says that it never happened. or that it is just an upbringing. that there's people with much worse experience. and i know that there are but. i don't know what "but". it's true and i should be grateful. why than some videos about psychological traumas and about the healthy parenting always makes me cry and feel this pain in the chest and makes me feel so small and helpless? why when other people tells stories how they are having fun with friends or some happy memories from their childhood i feel sad?
my parents are fine right now. maybe they always were like that? i don't know if my memories are real. i don't know if the world i'm living in is real.
i want be someone.
i want be alright.
i want be a kid with happy memories and friends and nice parents.
i want be real.
hiii, I know how you are feeling, it feels like shit, but I hope your doing ok! you can vent again if u need, remember u are valid💗
I can relate, nice wording.
Are we the same person? You put my thoughts into words
exactly how i feel but remember you have a chance to restart everything once you're an adult
@@shangelaton9136 that's the saddest part bc i don't think i have a chance 'cause i live in a fucking russia and we are all kinda hopeless here,,
i believe we'll get through it and it will be better tho
p.s. i saw quackity and i knew i want to answer you.
i used to listen to this playlist every single day for hours on hours at a time back a few years ago, i just came back and remembered this playlist and wanted to say that it does get better. sure theres still a bunch of hardships that makes it hard at times but it does get better.
There is two reason why I exist.
1: my parents wanted a child.
2: I haven't died yet.
I hope things exist positively for you right now, and if they dont, I hope you find the strength to overcome Whatever obstacles impede your path.
I wish you good fortune and happiness and easy resolution to the things you face.
I wish you the best, friend. Feel the music to it's best extent.
We wish you the best here, friend. Not everyone is here for themselves. Some are lost like you, some seek resolution or thought provocation some are here to learn or grow. You only get one shot at being here, make the most of it even if most of us cant understand it
I love you even though I dont know you
@@pianoman7753 thanks. And I love you too.
@@pianoman7753 this really means lot to me. Because nobody haven’t said they love me in a very long time.. I hope you have a wonderful day or night and please take good care of yourself. ❤️
Jesus loves you ❤
Wow :0
My mother yelled at me before this so I started to cry and then I found this and it made me feel better
Oh I’m so sorry! I’m in the same boat as you so I know how you feel! I’m glad it helped!
I get yelled at a lot to the point that I'm used to it, it's weird hearing someone cry about it when for me it's nothing new.
Sheesh I got yelled at to before I fell asleep on the bathtub
@@misschuckito1311 Some people are more sensitive and it's an okay thing to cry about. But I feel you, if it happens a lot you just stop caring. It's still stressful and annoying but you get numb. The sadness turns into annoyance. That was actually how I got the courage to get the police involved. I was mad and wanted to do something about it
I get yelled a lot by my family and sometimes by my friends people even call me a crybaby
“i’ve gotten so used to ignoring my feelings and pretending that they don’t exist that i unintentionally ignore them for weeks and eventually i’ll have a day full of mental breakdowns and such” gang rise up
I feel you, no idea where that came from, but only recently I noticed that my natural reaction to any emotion, when I'm not by myself, is to repress it immediately, to not show I've been moved by anything. How does that even happen? How to rid of it? I want to be more truthful, more myself, not hide
You too huh
same
Here
Im here 💀
A feeling of emotional instability comes at evening and night while I feel numb during the day. I don’t know who I am sometimes and feel there is something wrong with me to the point I want to destroy “me”. Sometimes I think I don’t exist at all and can’t recall the past or important personal information. Thank you for the playlist and for comments that help each other feel less alone.
Sigh, seems like this is happening to so many people ❤
i just wanna be freed from this curse (bpd)
This is like (almost) exactly how I feel, it’s so frustrating. The worst part is I know it’s going to happen and I know even after I fall asleep the escape will only be temporary
ngl the only thing worse than memory loss is when memories get unlocked and they still don't explain why everything's wrong
PTSD is a bitch.
It would be nice to forget stuff more easily
hah hah.. fuck thats true.
@@milk4254 it is but forgetting to much could also lead you to forgetting the good memories. My memories are weird and vague with both good and bad memories. I’m not sure why it’s like that but I wish I could remember things more clearly even it it meant me remembering the bad stuff clearly as well.
Handing out diagnoses won't help anyone. However perhaps you're viewing the world through someone else's eyes. Perhaps your standards do not meet with how you actually view the world - and that is why everything seems off. It's not too uncommon to have your life's values and expectations set by others. So, in slight optimism, perhaps review your perspectives - what is important, what feels right and wrong. Sometimes that helps more than reflecting upon the past.
i dont like it when my mom is nice to me, because when shes mean its easier to hate her for how shes treated me. when shes nice i just feel anxious, guilty, and overwelmed. when shes nice she expects me to be extra loving in return, i dont know how to do that. it never ends well.
hey sameee.after all shes done she thinks she Will get something back of me but either way i have to give her something back like a hug or kiss but i feel guilty or overwhelmed idk.its like i cant do anything and im just being controlled
me too bro,, except its dad for me
Attend only the expectation and nothing else helps?
Everything’s gonna be alright dude. It’ll get better soon, I swear :)
same except it's my dad, so i get how u feel ♡
if childhood is the best time of life, why is it filled with such despair
I feel u : )
Ik.
Its depressing not the fact my life is great. I have nice friends although my parents are on the line. But it's not as bad as other peoples lifes.
Nagito: *I'd like you to repeat that again* * loads gun *
Your to young to understand that despair until later
@@eunoiamorosis xD
My emotions have been such a rollercoaster lately and it’s been hard to cope. Every time I see old pictures or movies I liked and stuff from when I was little I end up having an existential crisis of sorts about how I’ll never get that time back and how time never stops moving and nothing will ever last forever. I end up becoming so unmotivated and feeling so empty that nothing seems interesting anymore and all I can do is sit and spiral deeper and deeper. This playlist is so helpful for grounding me and bringing back to reality and remembering that there are perks to getting older, and this dull feeling will pass with time. To whoever needs to hear this, take a deep breath and remember it’s ok to not be ok. Every breath and blink you make is a sign that you’re trying, and that is perfectly fine. i think I can say that me and everyone else in the comments is proud of you. Whatever you’re feeling or experiencing will pass with time. Keep going, brighter times are ahead! When you’re at rock bottom, the only way to go is up ❤
hey guys remember when we all wanted to be teenagers?
hey guys remember when we thought our teen years would be the prime years of our lives?
hey guys remember when school was about learning?
hey guys remember when the biggest thing we had to worry about was what we would wear?
same.
i love you guys. if you need a reason to stay, please let it be me. i love u so much
having a rough day, this playlist appear out of nowhere, i read your comment and feel chills in my back, thanks
;_;
i love sleeping
Honestly if you thought out of an 80~ year lifespan that the prime of your life would be when you are most hormonal, riddled with acne, self conscious, confused, and undergoing drastic brain and physical development, and still not legally able to do most things you want on your own you're kinda weird.
@@pandaprince7677 I don't see it like that, I think is most about how we perceive the word when we were younger, and how it was easy to find reasons to feel happy, but time passes and everything change and now is more complicated, but it doesn't have to be, and it's worth it to cry in a comment section of a UA-cam video and say to a complete stranger that one comment makes you smile when the world is falling apart
this comment section is the CEO of the saying “suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids not to die”
Pretty much, we gotta look out for each other because no one else will
@@Foible mhm
True
the mofo'ing island of misfit toys
@@Foible yep :(
I like being alone
but i don't like the feeling of being alone
I can relate to this so much.
@@brown-axolotl7244 mhm
I understand this all too well😂
Same
i like drugs
This is a godly perfect playlist, god bless the person who made it, i couldnt make it without it right now, and it perfectly captures the character of the little blind girl
I feel people's eyes on me. I see things moving around me, things that shouldn't move by their own, things that aren't even there. I'm scared
finally someone who i can relate to
Same but idc at this point im tired caring about things.
@@vanessale1903 no lol
I experience the same thing. I was scared of it for such a long time, but now it’s a comfort. They don’t change, they don’t leave, they’re there for my best and worst moments. I’ve named them, and I sometimes talk to them about life and thinks that've happened. Sometimes I lean back, close my eyes, and think about how it’s like I have so many silent, secretive friends protecting me.
I think that's schizophrenia-
Sometimes I feel like there’s no value to life at all, we’re all gonna die anyways, and other days I feel the there is big meaning to life and it’s beautiful... it’s like an ugly tug-of-war 😭
edit: thank you for the likes,comments and words 🙏🏻 it’s really hard to release sometimes but I do think there is value in life, when I’m older I just hope I don’t regret what I didn’t push for because a lot of old people actually regret what they didn’t do more than what they did do. We will never live this life again and I think that’s a good reason to give it all we’ve got 💪🏼 humans are an extremely complex and complicated species and society is beyond fucked so know you are far from alone
I understand you. I feel the same take care friend ♡
The mortality and ending of life give it meaning, makes the time alive matter, because its in rare quantity. just like gold is valuable because of its scarcity, time is as well, and in turn life is included. both have meaning because both are finite.
There's no meaning to life cause we all die anyways. Just make the best out of life! Work hard, have as fun as u can, find love, build relationships, and be selfish. Life is all about the happiness u can achieve with others. It's worth living.
I litteraly sit up crying nights cause I'm just thinking about my own existence. Why it's useless. Even go as far to thinking I should just end it cause it's no point to this life right? Everything is shit right now why should it get better? But it might actually get better once that's why I just live now for a better time in the future
It all just feels so blurry that i can't even differentiate whats real and whats not from reality and my dreams time to time. Some days i'd just blanl out and snap back and remember "ah i'm here." i feel like verything is just caving in on me time to time i can't even remember how i spent the day and just get really woke at night trying to distract myself and watch my comfort streams, they feel so nice to fall asleep to. All i know is just to get through another day and just live there's still a part of me that wants to see if there's anything really waiting for me and if there will be a home i'd go to.
Personally, the worst type of trauma is the type when you know it’s wrong, but they give you mixed signals and confuse you on wether or not what they did is wrong.
I have that type. And I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me
I'm not sure exactly what you went through (of course), but I went through pretty bad emotional abuse as a young child. I used to sit and feel like my head was just swirling and I was constantly dizzy from not being able to come to a decision whether I was in the right or not, and not feeling like I couldn't drop the question because it was so important. I've gotten help through a good therapist for the past year and I can just say, I don't feel that at all anymore. I'm so fricking thankful I got through that. So, just saying here, so can you. It may take time, it may take a lot of energy and effort, but you can get out of that feeling. I remember how horrible it was, but it is escapable. Sending love
@@sugoish9461 Thank you for your advice and help. I do hope I get pasted this one day. :)
My whole entire family and everyone around me. They say it’s me and at this point I think it is, I just want to float if that makes sense
@@l.symone3611 me too man. But Im sure it isn't you. :)
turning it on would not be good I think you should take it as a lesson and I know you feel horrible but calm it can only be a scenario although it can come back as many times as you want
i needed this. so grateful, blessed, and excited to start a new.
In the city you're never alone. That's the weird part. Being alone in a place full of people, but unable to be truly alone to be sad in peace.
Wow
I like to call this "Crowded solitude"
now that i recall, i remember feeling less lonely when i lived in the countryside, life quality wasn't that of great but the friends, the neighborhood, the animals, lord... the mf landscapes..
Feel alone in a place full of people is the worst that actually be all alone, in solitude at least you can heal, you can work your way to the top.
they don't know you though; most of those people don't know you, but being just there will cause consequences, just as everything else here
This playlist makes me wanna lay down in the middle of the road while it’s poring down rain
omg yeah
Don’t get sick-
do it if its safe, its pretty nice
Id do it in my driveway if I were you-
I did this when i was a kid
why can't i remember?
why can't i forget?
gucki
ascend and achieve monke
@@won2600 i dont think i understand sorry
If you can’t remember then you can forget you just did it.
@@Hannah-um4gh there are things i cannot remember and there are other things I cannot forget, i do not know which one is worse
Honestly, it's 5 AM. I'm just sitting here singing along and letting my hallucinations bring me company. I'd sleep but I'm scared they'll get me so I just stay awake and try my best to ignore the paranoia and the darkness.
i thought i was the only one
...Just sitting, back against the wall wondering if theirs something behind me, Evan if I know it's nothing
Damn paranoia is more common than I thought
I am literally doing the same
That day when you realize you don’t live in the “real world”, you live in your mind.
i love this comment it made me open my mind for a sec
@@hyperion7419 oh yeah same
holy crap you just made me realize that and think about that for a while
Yeah. These last few months I’ve been living in a hazy state. I’ve been maladaptive daydreaming a lot, almost constantly. I’ve just recently realized how fast these months have been passing. December felt like yesterday but also at the same time like it was years ago.I feel like this is wrong and I want to get back to who I was but at the same time I don’t want to leave. I just feel so safe.
this just made me sob and hit me with so much realisation bc i really do live in my mind and in different reality’s more than my own
I feel like I'm watching myself In 3rd person. everything feels like a vague memory, slow and distorted.
It's amazingly horrible, life...
i know what your talking about, like when you think back about things you see things in 3rd person and it's like your stalking yourself.
@@nveah7468 yeah kinda, it's hard to explain it because we all experience things differently even if we experience the exact same thing we take it differently.
i think u both have depersonalization! a lot of people have it, so don't be scared! i just thought u 2 might want to check it out, so you can get explenations and stuff! :) love u
@@nveah7468 this is a short description of depersonalization from wiki
Derealization or depersonalization is what I’d say it is :)
"i exist for a reason, but what is it?"
"that's only something that you can decide."
Fair enough, our God never told us our objective, so now we live to be happy, or live for thee unknown.
"You exist for a reason." Now that's a title right there. I think so many people need to hear those simple combination of powerful words. It's stuck in my head.
I love reading these comments, it feels so comforting to hear what other people are thinking while listening to such good musics. It reminds me of a good coup of tea in a cold and rainy afternoon
hey you! yes, you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are enough, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^-^
Lol jacksepticeyes father is burning in 🔥🔥🔥🔥😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@goddosyourself7970 Why?
i love this comment, i can relate so much to it
I truly miss fall and winter❤️
the worst thing is having some sort of trauma and not even knowing what it is or where it came from
oh god i can relate to this one more than any of the other replies lol. you're not alone friend!! good luck out there
this comment. this comment bruh. it took me so long to come to terms that my parents (who i still really love ect for a reason idk) did not raise me and me two sisters especially my younger sister who is 14 'and as someone who teaches martial arts ect to kids with aditional needs' is showing symtoms of being on the spectrum. iv begged my mom to take it seriously but their stuck in the mind et 'you just trying to label everything'. i struggle and so does my older sister but my little sister is the one swho struggles most. she gets into unbelievable arguments with my mom and it does get physicle sometimes. iv been so used to it all my life that i still can barely come to terms ith it
I know where the trauma came... society
As a victim of severe domestic childhood abuse this comment triggers the fuck out of me. How do you even know you have a trauma then? Do you know the meaning of trauma? Stop trivializing these serious matters by trying to earn pity points and snowflake points. Get a therapist. Grow up.
@DALYLA LUDWIG for me it’s more so I don’t want to come to terms with the fact that that is where I got my trauma from.
My head is often buzzing with past trauma and it's repeating again, the trauma I mean, I've never felt safe in my own house, this playlist calmed me down. Tysm for this 💝
Omg! I’m so sorry! I’m in the same boat as you my friend. I’m glad this helped! I’ve been really depressed recently too. If you want to talk I would love to listen! No pressure to though! I know how it feels to be pressed into talking to someone.
@@mxlion TYSM!
@@ballisticbee2114 np!
I'm so happy it's working again. It literally made my entire day..
I hope everyone is doing well today, and if not.. ...
I hope it gets better..
Meanwhile people are talking about trauma and nostalgia
“Did anyone else realize they’re a tall man standing beside the lamp?”
This is hella scary, good thing i can't see it-
thats what i keep saying...
I thought I was the only one
Also the thing going by the screen is Mr Doot
Yes. its my demons
I am alive and that means I am loved. If you're reading this you are too. It means you cared enough to stay. Please don't go... I love you, forever
Being loved doesn't make me happy, only sadder to be such a cinical mess.
@@adriaen3538 i'm sorry you have to go through that... I wish you the best 💙
It feels so awful but I'll make it. Thanks.
I dont think so, but okay
I think I can appreciate the thought here. but I don't think it's true. I've been sick and homeless, occassionally getting by and doing well, but now I'm ending up on the streets again. the friends and girlfriends I used to know have all moved on. alive=/= not loved
Vibing to this while playing breath of the wild and thinking about what Links gone through loosing everyone around him whilst having memory troubles and reliving past events when unlocking those memories 😅 its a bittersweet hurt.
Awww! Thank you for listening! I’ve only played Zelda once but I’m gonna play it soon!
his story is rlly tragic tbh, waking up after 100 years and not even knowing your name or what your purpose is. imagine how hard it was to get memories back and realize you were a completely different person than you are noe
bro. i was literally just playing the game and thinking the same thing. thats fuckin swagger dude.
Right, just think about it, you wake up from over 100 years, not knowing where you are but then soon find out that you're fall in battle is the reason that so many died. Not only civilians but your family...your friends...and even worse not really understanding the situation your in yet knowing that the sake of the world rests on your own shoulders...and you don't have any clue of who your family was...or who you were in general.
Wow.
2 things
1) love to everyone in these comments facing difficult times. it’s hard at times to feel connected to this life or even keep going, but to know there are others floating in that same void is comforting. we’ll all get through this together 🖤
2) not a single comment i’ve seen has pointed out that the car light passing the person is the skeleton playing a trumpet meme
I freaking know i saw a skeleton 😂😂😂 i started doubt myself until that comment
Fuckin knew I saw doot. Thank yiu for pointing this out
"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to not end it."
Where does that quote come from?
that quote sounds nice
How I became close with my best friend!!! 3 years ago we saved each other's lives at our worst points and we've been each other's favourite person since.... I love them more than anyone or anything else /p
My chemical romance, right? How to know your tired of breathing is by listening to them. They acknowledge that your tired. They acknowledge that its okay and that you deserve better. They acknowledge that it doesn't always get better. But they also let you know that you aren't alone. Idk i may have even got your quote wrong but I know that Gerard said that in an interview and he really helped me. He helped so many. It's just nice to think I found another heh.
YEP
Does anyone ever get that feeling where life itself isn't enough? Like you need more, then you wake up and realize that nothing like that exists...
all I'm feeling tbh, I want magic, adventures, true friends, walking out at night w lofi playing, sleepovers, god I just want dragons and stuff and theres none if it
disappointing
well...In truth we all have more inside of us, entire worlds that we can explore and nurture. And when we become the heros that we are in our dreams then the world is a constant adventure! With potential to be more and see more around every corner. Life IS more it's just hard to see it sometimes...
I feel like that.
I don't know what should i do with My life.
I'm studying something but it's not what fills me the most. I don't know what should i study either, so i will just keep like this. I don't have Friends in My real life. I have nothing special.
Sorry for my poor grammar.
I'll have to do something to change.
Carpe diem, y'all
life’s and reality is so short. And there’s nothing great enough that could ever happen to make me feel like this was all worth it
@@damn9261 the path to healing and getting better starts within yourself, you first have to see the beauty inside yourself in order to see the beauty in things and people around you. Life is a crazy rollercoaster of events and emotions that is full with bumpy roads but do t let those roads shatter you, let them strengthen you that you might be able to help others with the same problems you went through...remember SELF LOVE IS IMPORTANT!!!!
Your friendly neighborhood internet stranger,
Ty
Everyone is talking abt their feelings in the comments while i'm just staring at the guy behind them near the lamp post-
Edit: i didn't expect that many likes- 🧍♂️
Hahaha 🤣
SAME OMG I WAS LIKE WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THAT!?!?!
The flash of lgiht going by is a skull too byw
Im focused on the doot doot skelly
Omg I’ve never noticed that!! 😭 and it’s dark where I’m at why did i have to see this now of all times ... 😖
why does this playlist encapsulate my emotions and trauma so well 😭
Ohh you wanna relax whay i upload ? Music is share
anyone constantly trying to escape the world through music, daydreams, writing, reading, or shifting? it's really nice to be able to imagine a situation where the anxiety isn't there, the sadness, the everything. it's nice to imagine not feeling anything but not in a numb way, you know what I mean? i hope so.
i’ve found myself escaping through dreams. i do everything i can just to dream a little at night. it’s the only way i’m able to fall asleep
I’ve always wanted to shift, but it really just felt like I was imagining something while setting out scenarios and rules. I still don’t know how it works. How does it work, and how do you do it?
@@xpxthy I'm really bad at explaining things but the way it works is that your subconscious {you can even think of it as your soul} isn't bound to a body and can go into different realities and timelines. there's an infinite amount of realities as similar as one decision different and as different as an anime world.
@@lolamcrae8186 I see. I’ll try and look up more about it sometime, thank you for the explanation!
Aa this is me-.. Good thing i am not alone, mostly when i stay up everyday i daydream while listening to musics, creating different worlds. Even making myself a new body, only if it was real lol- Sometimes if i try hard enough it helps me to sleep once a while which is kinda impossible? But yeah! İ mostly like putting myself to universes from movies. İt's hella fun.
I have no idea if I'm vibing, feeling odd or being numb.
It's strangely peacefull
Yeah I don't know I'm just existing.
It’s fun to exist sometimes.
*lol*
I don't think I have super awful trauma, my family is caring and they haven't hit me or hurt me or anything... but I have my own issues. It feels like everyone around me is uncomfortable, but when I turn down, somethings wrong. It's basically "You're not acting like yourself is something wrong." Yeah, you told me you didn't like me talking so much so I'm not. Also, I have auditory and visual hallucinations, lucid dreams and night terrors, and major anxiety. One of my friends told me they almost wanted what I have to feel important and I almost started crying because of how awful it is. I couldn't imagine wanting what I have... it sucks and I want it to go away. Curse my overactive imagination. I also suffer from something called maladaptive daydreaming. It just sucks and all of this is hard to deal with. Sorry I know im a random internet stranger but I feel safe in these comments haha
good luck man
if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here for you, alright? from one internet stranger to another, we’ll get through this together. you’re doing great, i’m proud of you and how far you’ve come.
I just had to search up maladaptive daydreaming, this is the first time I’ve heard of, you sounds like you have a rich imagination and I’m sorry it’s been such a burden for you, I hope one day you can use it to your advantage.
Hey. İly:3
Take it easy home slice. We all are going through something and sometimes it’s just nice to know that you aren’t alone in your pain. Take it easy and take care of yourself. I’ll see ya on the other side
I used to come here a lot. It's been a couple of years. Thank you for this, it really helped.
The real problem with me is that I'm scared to continue living but I'm also scared of what happens when I die so I'm stuck not knowing what to do with myself and the only reason I'm still alive is because of me being able to have alone time and finding things to get attached to so I can stall my death and stop time from moving so fast if you even understand what I'm saying
Hey, I just wanted to tell you that there's no point in beliving that, there's only 1 life, try your best in doing the things you like with the people you love, remember that you matter in this world even if you feel like you did nothing, and you know it's not true, because then how do you managed to get this far? it has to have a reason, please continue with your life, it's the only one you have and you don't know what comes next to it, take every little drop of joy it gives you. Hoped that you understood the messege :)
Pd: Sorry if my english is bad, i'm just trying my best to give advice to other people.
Feel you:(
Same I hate it here :(
Fking finally! Someone else gets it!
CRINGE
the other day i got into an argument with my mother about me and told me that she doesn't know how to help me at this point. i never knew how much those words could hurt me, i can't even explain how alone that makes me feel. all i've ever wanted was to have a happy childhood with lots of friends but i feel like i'm loosing the chance to make it happy again. thank you for making this playlist though, it helps a lot.
It's never too late. Also you don't need a lot of friends to be happy, but you will have some of them don't worry. The moment that you live now isn't permanent. The pain will vanish, and better times are to come, take my word for it.
@@theend6188 wow thank you, that actually made me tear up. thank you so much.
My mom told me the same thing it hurts so much especially cause she said she doesn’t recognize me anymore that I’m not her little girl anymore it hurt so bad to hear that I’m so sorry I’m very very sorry
@@notsenpailol1300 it's okay you don't need to apologize, it's not your fault. i hope you're doing okay though, it really does hurt.
@@grave. I’m alright, hope your doing well to. I know we’re going through something similar. And I can relate to the pain your going through, hope you do better.
I see everyones really sad in the comments and im sad like 99% of the time in some capacity but im high rn so i feel pretty good and just wanna say on god we're gonna get through this ya'll, you and me both.
get some help
@@c3r.j theyre trying to cheer some ppl up stay quiet
@everyone in this comment section
Touch some grass and get some sleep also drink some water
@@ifuckingloveyou4703 i will gladly go touch some grass and drink water thank you
@@ifuckingloveyou4703 Your advice is pretty handy.
Not gonna lie, I've been dealing with alot recently and just lying down for a few hours during my down time with this playlist blasting in my ears. It helps, quiets the noises, eases the anxiety, helps me dial back in.
I want to say it's a cute playlist but it's cute in an eerie way... I'm not sure if there's a word for that out there. The playlist was great! Good job with choosing the music and putting together this playlist!
Aww! TYSM!!! its also oddcore so i love the errie-ness hahaha
its cute in a way an abandoned child's room or nursery would be, its cute but unsettling
Abstract?
makes me wanna bop along with a little smile on my face
with tears streaming from my eyes!
nostolgic? i understand what youre describing
This comment section is so sweet. Hugs to everyone from us
thx
hug
hugs
Ty..
Hugs to everyone 💜
Hey you. Yeah, I'm talking to you. Sit down for a second, I wanna tell you something.
You don't know me, and I don't know you. Maybe you're just into this type of music and stumbled upon this, maybe this popped up in your recommendations and curiosity got the best of you, or maybe, you're like a lot of people here, and you're going through a rough time in your life and needed to calm down. If you're unfortunately happen to be one of those people, I'm really sorry.
But, I wanted to take this time to remind you that the world isn't filled to the brim with shit.
Yeah, I sound pretty stupid, don't I? The world is just plain awful, everywhere is awful, everyone is awful. Hey, I don't blame you for having that type of mindset. I sometimes have trouble reminding myself that there's some actually good here, it's just hard to focus on the positive things nowadays, y'know? Anyway, I know on the surface it seems like everything and everyone are fucking horrible, but in all the bad stuff that plagues this rock that we live on, there's a portion of it that isn't all bad. In fact, that's where you'll find the good stuff. True love, happiness, good people, and of course, the small things that complete the puzzle (like candy, video games, watching sunsets, etc.). And it might not seem like it, but you're part of that good part. Yep, I don't know you, but I can guarantee that you're an amazing person that doesn't deserve to go through what they're going through right now. Just remember that, mkay? Please remember that.
So, you're probably wondering, why am I even still writing? Well, that's just the first part of what I wanted to say. I also wanna remind you that there's someone in this world that loves you.
Yep, you heard me right. It might not seem like it, but there's someone in this world that loves you and cares about you, and they're out there, breathing the same air as you do. Maybe that person is already in your life, or maybe you just don't have that person right now. But don't worry, like I said, they're out there. You may have to go actively searching for them, or maybe they'll just waltz on into your life when you least expect it. But one day, they'll find you, and you'll find them.
Welp, I've written a lot, haven't I? I think I've taken up enough of your time, you're free to go now, and remember what I've said. Actually, one last thing. If you do go looking for the person I've mentioned above, but your searches aren't successful? That's okay, it maybe be easy for some, and it maybe be hard for others when it comes to their search. But eventually, you'll strike gold on one of your expeditions. And even if you eventually come back exhausted from searching, you have this entire comment section. Everyone loves you here, including me, and we'll all be here to give you some comfort if you need it. Because you know why? Because nobody deserves to be alone when they feel empty.
Godspeed to you my friend, whoever and wherever you are.
Thx
thanks, chief
Tysm
i needed this, thank you
Thanks, whoever you are, whatever is has ment to you. Life is absurd, embracing the absurd is hard.
i love the music choice and the art, i dont know why but when people make these and have and animation in the back it makes me try and make a story of what happening in it, like in this one to me the person is waiting at a bus stop or something and is waiting for their stop, and there is a person behind them watching them
"I'm gonna be a Detective one day!" - My younger self full of dreams and hopes
I believe in him! Do you?
"I'm gonna be a great pilot!"
-my naive younger self who hadn't been in the real World.
Не волнуйся, ermm English not good, I appreciate you, I've tried become officer after move to United State. Very Hard, achievable. Моя мама сказала мне, что я могу быть тем, кем хочу. I did it late.
I had the same ambition like you.
@@ekxtx_12.22 What happend?
I sure hope that little blind girl can finally have the happy ending she deserves one day.
Yeah death
@@tmlnz2vy513 wtf?
@@liwkra it's an opinion based on perspective that share one goal
yes death can end her suffering but we all know there's another way than can relieve her from the pain like being adopted by a nice person
but yea it's still a wtf moment for @TmlnZ2Vy
Damn bruh
i love death its like resting with your love ones that have already rest...😊
i exist for a reason? why won't someone tell me that reason already. im tired. all i've done for 17 years is hurt. i have no talents, no interests, no hobbies, i just exist for the sake of existing. i've existed too long waiting for that spark that will finally set me in motion, so long that i can't find worth in anything anymore. please, why am i here.
im so sorry you feel this way, i and many others care deeply about you, keep going you're trying your best
I can feel this so much, I'm untalented, uninterested and uninteresting. I'm such a boring person I got no hobby, no goal I'm just existing. What if I don't wanna do this ? I've never had a reason to stay anyways. But I'm too much of a coward to do something to myself so I'll just keep wandering aimlessly I guess.
You have no hobbies? Do you scroll the internet? That’s a hobby. Do you like gaming? That’s a hobby! Do you enjoy listening to music? that’s a hobby. Do you like thinking about how the world is a rock in space? Fuck it, that’s a hobby. Even if you have no hobbies or interests you have something to keep fighting for don’t you? Even if you don’t find somebody to keep fighting for in this messed up world.,Even if it’s a plant or memory. Also you do not exist for the sake of existing? Do you think you have no reason what so ever? You think I’m wrong? Even if you do, prove me wrong, change the way I think. Change my outlook on the world, give me another perspective to why I am wrong cuz even I’m wrong or you’re wrong that is fine. Being right is sometimes not all that great. Change my future, you’re molding my future, you interacting with somebody, smiling at somebody, saying thank you, saying a compliment probably stopped them from doing something bad. You have the chance to do something, you don’t have to do anything by all means, you just need to have the right to remain a beautiful person with meaning, you can get into anything, it’s not too late to do anything, learning a language, learn how to draw, learn how to code, etc whatever is happening in your life I guarantee it’s not a reason for you to stop existing, if anything you deserve a reason to keep existing! OUTLIVE THE PEOPLE YOU HATE!!! DAMMIT! Don’t wait for that spark. GIVE YOURSELF THE SPARK! Don’t wait for it, GET SOME FLINT AND STEEL AND MAKE A SPARK! no matter what you can start at anytime, you deserve your golden spoon and give yourself that reason not as a lumpy potato. Even if you are a lumpy potato be a happy lumpy potato. Adding on, how do you know don’t have any talents? I don’t believe in talent, no such thing as natural born talent. You GIVE yourself the talent it’s not like god is gonna come up to you and say “hey here’s the ability to control the ocean and talk to marine animals” YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT!! Even if you don’t have the motivation to do anything, make a couple of friend even if you’re a awkward lump, if you feel better by yourself that’s fine too DONT FORCE YOURSLEF TO DO THINGS THAT MAKE YOU Feel bad. give yourself a reason to keep living everyday. Finally, if you don’t matter then how come you came on this world hm? You have a lot ahead of your life and a lot of time, don’t wait till the candle burns out.
Man, worst thing is when you want to do "something" But you're too scared of going to hell. Sorry, i am just not best at explaining nor comforting. İ am depressed but my wishes are not because of it, i really don't know why do i exist. But i guess... Sometimes daydreaming, listening to music, suffering everyday, having emotion changes and being happy after the last thing. My every year routine lmao.
Holy crap, this thread is such a mood